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Dearest, sorry I'm a little "belated". Life has been, well, life and sometimes feels as though every day is a struggle. But your precious Gabrielle is never too far from my mind nor heart. Knowing hugs, my friends.
Yolanda Rogers <yolandarogers265@gmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, November 19, 2018 9:55 AM CST
Dearest Paquettes. with tears i remembered Gabrielle's Homegoing and, I must admit yearned for our promised Home even more. I pray for all the children that are growing up in this present world and ask that our Lord bless us with the opportunity of showing them Christ. Hugs to you, my friends. It will be a joy to embrace you all in Heaven.
Yolanda Rogers <yolandarogers265@gmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, May 18, 2018 8:03 PM CDT
Gabrielle,
Aunt Michelle and I made it to your grave site yesterday on your anniversary. I cannot believe it has been 16 years...I can honestly say it feels like last week still. We miss you very much and know you’re watching over us. As I have said before you have amazing company. Love you!
Aunt Monica, UJ, Aubrey and Noah you’re in our thoughts. ❤️Denzers
Elizabeth
- Friday, May 18, 2018 11:50 AM CDT
Hi Gabbie: We miss you and know we'll meet again. Love.
Grandma and Grandpa Totall
Bloomington, MN Hennepin - Saturday, November 25, 2017 2:02 PM CST
Monique, John and kids, thinking of you and Gabrielle on what would have been her 18th birthday. Can't believe it's been so long. Even I, who never met Gabrielle in person but through her mother's heart, feel as if it was only yesterday this precious little soul made such a difference in my own life. Till Heaven, dear ones.
Yolanda Rogers <yolandarogers265@gmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, November 17, 2017 7:49 PM CST
I have been thinking of Gabbie and her solemn eyes a lot lately and the trials she endured. We won't fully understand this side of Heaven. I can't believe it's been 15 years. I'm always glad I reached out to you around that time, and you and your family have a permanent mark on my heart. Good luck to Aubrey and Noah with all of their upcoming changes!
Mari Beth Ross <mbxross@gmail.com>
Franklin, TN - Thursday, May 18, 2017 1:53 AM CDT
Thinking of your family today.
The Mortons
Chicago, - Wednesday, May 17, 2017 4:50 PM CDT
We miss you Gabrielle! Thinking of you Aunt Monica, UJ, Aubrey and Noah!
💜Elizabeth, Aunt Michelle, Jeff and Chris
Elizabeth <Bethdenzer210@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 17, 2017 12:01 AM CDT
Thinking of Gabrielle and you tonight as I do most nights because it is impossible for me to think of Anna, without thinking of Gabby, especially during this time of year. With the thoughts comes the prayer that our Lord is holding you extra tight and that hope springs in your heart as it does in mine that maybe even sooner than we expected we will hold them again.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2017 8:19 PM CDT
Gabbie: We miss you very much. Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry and Jeanine Totall
bloomington, MN - Tuesday, May 16, 2017 9:56 AM CDT
Remembering all our angels today.
http://caringbridgeclassic.org/tx/adrienne
Nichelle
Cedar Park, TX USA - Sunday, April 16, 2017 12:55 AM CDT
Happy Birthday sweet goddaughter...I miss you very much! Please give everyone a hug for all of us. Aunt Michelle, Jeff and Chris say Happy Birthday too! Im sure you're surrounded by good company. Love you!
Elizabeth <Bethdenzer210@gmail.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2016 1:58 PM CST
So many years have passed. I remember a time when we were in close contact via email for a short while. And then time and space and other factors distanced us. I am now a grandmother to 4 beautiful girls, have a great-granddaughter and have a great-grandson on the way. Nerve damage from shingles has made the last 4 years very difficult. But God is always good and our earthly suffering is always temporary, though hard to bear at times.
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio United States - Friday, July 15, 2016 5:01 AM CDT
Thinking of your sweet family...
Mary Akagi <mceakagi@gmail.com>
Lenexa, KS USA - Thursday, May 19, 2016 6:25 AM CDT
Hello Gabrielle,
We will remember you always! My beautiful goddaughter with those big blue eyes. We all miss you very much! We love you! Love Elizabeth, Aunt Michelle, Jeff and Chris
Elizabeth <Bethdenzer210@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2016 10:21 AM CDT
Hi Gabbie: The sun is shining today, the Lilacs are blooming, our Honeysuckle bushes have thick, pink blossoms, and all is green. We are thinking of you on this beautiful spring day. We know you are safe and happy in Heaven and look forward to hugging you again.
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry and Jeanine Totall
Blooomington, MN USA - Monday, May 16, 2016 9:49 AM CDT
Remembering Gabbie's Birthday. Was strange this morning, Gabbie popped into my head and then I realized it is the 17th. Normally, I would be reminded it's her birthday after I see the date on the calendar.
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
MN - Tuesday, November 17, 2015 4:57 PM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie!
Cousin Elizabeth, Aunt Michelle, Jeff and Chris
- Tuesday, November 17, 2015 6:11 AM CST
Gabrielle, I still think of you often...you're still missed and still loved very much.
Thinking of you aunt Monica, uncle John(UJ), Aubrey and Noah!
Elizabeth
- Sunday, May 17, 2015 0:17 AM CDT
Dear friends, thinking of you and Gabbie, as I do often and especially during this whole month which always will fill me with a dreaded sense of loss and pain. Fortunately the Light of our comforting Holy Spirit always shines brighter! Praise be to our precious Lord!
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, May 16, 2015 6:27 PM CDT
Hi Monica - I still think of you all often, especially little Gabbie. Our family moved this past summer to the Nashville Tennessee area and are loving it and NOT missing the cold and snow in the least. My job was in the position where I was either going to be laid off or I would have to relocate to Houston TX or Princeton NJ. We didn't want to move to either place so accepted the severance package offered which was generous. Then I was offered a role with a Nashville consulting firm. I worked there as a contractor and then was offered a full time position and relocation. No matter how far apart we are, know that you and your family are always in my prayers. Will pray for Aubrey and smooth sailing through the high school years which I know are tough. God's blessings to you!
Mari Beth Ross <mbxross@gmail.com>
Franklin, TN - Sunday, November 30, 2014 8:25 PM CST
Thinking of you and sweet Gabrielle. She and you, are never far from my thoughts.
Mary Akagi <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Thursday, November 20, 2014 7:45 PM CST
My dear friends, you are forever in my prayers and long for the day we can rejoice in Heaven together with our beloved. On this, Gabbie's Birthday, I pray for the continued comfort, peace and encouragement from our precious Lord.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, November 17, 2014 11:27 AM CST
Sending our love to you all. xo
Michelle Espeseth <michelleespeseth@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 17, 2014 9:47 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabrielle! I couldn't sleep and noticed it was 1202am on November 17th... I still think of you constantly and still talk to you in my thoughts. Watch over us and give everyone a hug and kiss for me.
Elizabeth
- Monday, November 17, 2014 0:09 AM CST
Hi Gabbie: We are doing well and know you are enjoying peace and happiness. We miss you.
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry and Jeanine Totall
Bloomington, MN - Thursday, November 13, 2014 11:38 AM CST
Gabbie: We miss you but know that you are in a better place. And we look ahead to when we will be with you again.
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry Totall
Bloomington, MN - Saturday, May 17, 2014 8:10 PM CDT
Your card means so much to me. Thank you so much. Surely our Lord put our spirits together. I am so grateful & glad He did. Looking at Gabbie's solemn and knowing face, rejoicing that I will see both of you in Heaven but also recognizing our deep and echoing sorrow. I pray for continue peace, joy, faith, hope and.....a sane mind in the midst of your college experiences (LOL).
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL 32789 - Saturday, May 17, 2014 5:55 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your sweet Gabbie as I do from time to time. :>)
Mary S.
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Thursday, March 20, 2014 10:47 AM CDT
Oh, beloved Paquette's, I am so sorry for not posting last Sunday!! So sorry! You were, of course, in my heart and thoughts. I have not been very well for the last couple of weeks and my computer, I am afraid, is old and tired also. It has been freezing up so badly. The butterfly release was not done this year due to heavy rain, so that added some discouragement. Nevertheless, the service still went on and little Gabrielle was remembered. Along with Anna's, her name was mentioned out loud and we prayed for all those left behind, well, left for awhile. Love you. Yolanda.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, November 23, 2013 4:19 PM CST
A week late, but no less sentiment. I will always be touched by two year old Gabbie and her questioning message of "will you be dere?" Time does go by quickly as our children grow up and find their own way. You have given your children the greatest gift of all, the gift of faith. They have to believe it for themselves, but the foundation you have laid is so important. May you continue to receive so many of God's blessings in your daily lives.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St Louis, MO - Saturday, November 23, 2013 3:05 PM CST
Thoughts of Gabbie enter my mind so often...14...still a baby in my mind though, not a teenager. Prayers for your growing family. Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Friday, November 22, 2013 9:12 PM CST
Gabbie: You are with us always
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jeanine and Jerry Totall <gtotall@msn.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2013 10:52 AM CST
Just writing to let you know that I'm thinking of you all during this time inbetween your girlies' birthdays. Happy (very) belated birthday Aubrey! I just moved to Seattle, WA, and all is well out here! It has just been a hectic few weeks to say the least :) Love from the PacNW!
Ariel Yseth
Seattle, - Thursday, October 31, 2013 1:24 PM CDT
I learned of Gabrielle many years ago not long after her passing. I shared the story that you once shared with my father, "Will you be dere?" My father is a minister, and he shared it with his congregation, and many people came to Jesus as a result. I know I shared the story with you long ago, so you may or may not remember. When you were pregnant with Noah, I sent you a Demdaco figurine all the way from Alabama to celebrate Noah's upcoming arrival. I haven't reached out to you in years, but you have been on my mind quite often lately, so I decided to look you up to see how you are doing. I am so glad that you are still posting occasional updates. You have always been a blessing. My former name was Rhonda Rush, as I have been through a divorce and am now remarried...My name is now Rhonda Vincent. Thank you for your continued inspiration to us all through your daughter's memorial page!!
Rhonda Rush Vincent <mrsrjv@yahoo.com>
Sylacauga, Alabama USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2013 3:37 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I still check in every once in awhile. I cannot believe it has been 11 years and I certainly understand that the pain is still strong. Time seems to have gone so quickly, but I am sure it seems like forever to be reunited with your Gabbie. She will always be a special gift from God by all that have been touched by her, her story and her mother's journal. May God continue to bless you and your family.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Friday, May 24, 2013 11:31 PM CDT
Dearest Monica, Holding you & your family close to my heart always but especially now. In the midst of this incomprehensible pain and sorrow that we share, I am grateful that we can also share our Lord's blessed Hope and Peace. For now, I know Gabrielle thru your heart and I look forward to meeting her in soul, spirit and body. Until then, may our hand always be joined in His.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2013 7:47 PM CDT
Monica and family,
Always thinking of your family. Gabbie is forever in my heart. What a beautiful and precious soul she is.
God bless you always.
The Hammer Family <hammertime311@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 28, 2013 2:49 PM CDT
Monica,
I don't have a current email for you, but sure have been thinking of you! Could you pray for our little guy? He's home now and all is well, but could you still say a little prayer for him?
www.caringbridge.org/visit/matthewclyde
Love always,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <weloveteesa@comcast.net>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, April 25, 2013 8:32 PM CDT
Monica,
Stopping by to gaze at your beautiful St. Gabbie...knowing your heart aches so much to be reunited with her.
Much love to you,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose
St. Paul, mn - Saturday, February 9, 2013 9:04 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I too have never seen that picture of Gabbie. What a precious, beautiful child. May your heart be filled with anticipation as you think of one day being reunited with your wonderful gift from God. I am sure here on earth it will seem like forever to see her again, but as we all think of eternity it will be just in the blink of an eye. May you continue to lean on your tremendous faith in our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ as you live each day without your baby. Praying for all of your family as you face the holidays once again missing her.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, November 29, 2012 6:16 PM CST
Hi Monica. I love that picture of Gabbie - I don't think i've ever seen that one before. Such a beatiful beautiful baby. I can't believe she would be 13 now and I agree Heaven is too glorious to bother with birthday celebrations! I know the anguish you must still feel at having to give her back to God so prematurely - please know she will never be forgotten. I just saw the photos from your summer vacation - the kids are so big and so beautiful. And nice to see your and Johns faces as well!
Mari Beth Ross <mbxross@gmail.com>
Hugo, MN - Monday, November 19, 2012 1:34 PM CST
Hi –
I just wanted to let you all know I am thinking of all of you today. I have thought about Gabrielle a lot lately. I caught myself staring at her picture on my desk at work today remembering the moments we did get to have with her… I still can’t help wondering what she would be like today. Happy Birthday Goddaughter. I miss you!
Elizabeth Denzer
- Saturday, November 17, 2012 8:43 PM CST
Remembering Gabbies Birthday today.
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
- Saturday, November 17, 2012 6:01 PM CST
Beloved Paquette's, I just got back from a beautiful memorial service hosted by Arnold Palmer Hospital (the hospital in which Anna passed on) for the parents of all the children who, like yours and ours did not continue their life on earth. It was so very beautiful as was the day. At the end we all quietly walked in single file along the sidewalks as we were led by bagpipe players to the crystal lake in the center of Orlando. Then, silently, hundreds of butterflies were released and, after flitting around us of a bit, flew into the clear, blue sky. My thoughts were of Anna and of Gabby during this beautiful moment. I hope you felt my prayer.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, November 17, 2012 3:48 PM CST
Remembering you and your little girl today...an angel who is greatly missed.
Mary Akagi <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Saturday, November 17, 2012 9:51 AM CST
Thinking of you today and remembering your sweet Gabbie.
Janine Nielsen
Minneapoolis, MN USA - Saturday, November 17, 2012 9:35 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie
Auntie Sarah <sarahtotall@hotmail.com>
St. Louis Park, Minnesota United States - Friday, November 16, 2012 8:59 PM CST
We miss our little Gabbie.
Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry and Jeanine Totall
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, November 15, 2012 11:41 AM CST
Monica,
Thinking of you and praying for you as you remember your beautiful saint...too pure for this world and now in eternal glory. You are in my prayers...
Love,
Cathy
Cathy <weloveteesa@comcast.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, November 13, 2012 9:52 PM CST
Monica, just stopping by to say hello and to let you know that you are in my thoughts today. I am thankful for our paths crossing, and the meetings we had. It has been a blessing to get to know you. Sending my love...
Michelle Espeseth <michelleespeseth@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Friday, October 26, 2012 3:28 PM CDT
Happy early birthday Aubrey! Have a fantastic birthday week! Love, Ariel
Ariel Yseth
SD - Wednesday, October 10, 2012 4:19 PM CDT
Hi Paquette's,
Your children are so grown, how proud you must be. That is great that you had a good family vacation. You guys are in my thoughts as this time of year comes around.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, October 5, 2012 1:24 PM CDT
I just wanted to thank you so much for continuing to update this page. I lost the page for several years, but recently found it again. My heart still goes out to you and your family.
I was shocked to see how big the kids have gotten! Each one of them is beautiful. :) I also wanted to let you know that the kids and I are decorating our relay for life bags and we are doing one in memory of Gabbie. Please know that Gabbie has never been forgotten. . .
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN - Tuesday, June 12, 2012 9:06 PM CDT
Your sweet, beautiful, precious Gabbie is not forgotten. She touched my life, as well as you Monica, with your journal writings. Time continues to march on and I am sure it seems like forever before you will be reunited with your sweet Gabbie. Know that in God's timing it is but an instant and it will eventually be an eternity with her. Tears come to my eyes as I think of the pain you must feel each and everyday as that hole in your heart never goes away. Continue to enjoy the life you have here on earth with your wonderful family and know that Gabbie lives on in the hearts of so many that she touched.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, May 19, 2012 12:13 AM CDT
It happened again! A Holy Spirit thing ...it simply has to be. No other explanation. Gabbie's site is not on my favorites page anymore due to crashing of our old hard drive, and with normal life being so busy don't get a chance to check in regularly. Tonight I worked late and on my way home from downtown Mpls, your beautiful Gabbie popped into my head and I thought...that is weird...why now? Couldn't shake it until I remembered the date. May 17....then the year....2002 popped in with perfect clarity. Wow...10 years....TODAY. I am not normally a huge 'date' person. So the fact that this happened again (go see my post from a year ago) is somewhat alarming. I like to think precious Gabbie has met my wonderful mom....she loved the little ones so, and if she can't be here watching my boys grow, well then I want her to be lavishing love on Gabbie. Thinking of al of you and still so hard to believe how time keeps marching on here...
Mari Beth Ross <Mbxross@gmail.com>
Hugo, MN - Thursday, May 17, 2012 11:59 PM CDT
Your dear little girl is not forgotten. Continued prayers for all of you.
Mary Akagi <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Thursday, May 17, 2012 9:24 PM CDT
The picture you posted of Gabbie and Aubrey is so precious. It breaks my heart that Gabbie isn't here to grow up along with her sister. I know that you miss her so much. Will keep you in my prayers.
Janine Nielsen
MN, MN USA - Thursday, May 17, 2012 3:52 PM CDT
Thinking of your family especially today. Ten years, and it still makes me cry. Not for Gabbie, but for all of you, because as you wrote, you have been so richly blessed, but she is still not here.
Love to your family, and I'm sure Aubrey and Noah are excited that school will soon end and summer vacation begin!
Judy and David Morton
- Wednesday, May 16, 2012 10:16 PM CDT
Taking this day to let you know Gabbie is remembered.
Mary Kay <dmk542@juno.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2012 9:15 PM CDT
As always, dear Monica, holding you so very close in my heart.
The Angels are always near to those
who are grieving,
To whisper to them that their loved
ones are safe in the hands of God.
~Eileen Elias Freeman~
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Spgs, FL USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2012 7:24 PM CDT
Thinking of Gabbie...thank you for continuing to share your family and story with others. Praying with you.
Delana Johnson <delana@firefighterpride.com>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, March 16, 2012 3:08 PM CDT
Happy late birthday Noah!! Love you buddy! Love, Cousin Oreo :)
Ariel Yseth
- Tuesday, March 13, 2012 10:36 AM CDT
Happy Leap Year! Hope you guys get some snow today!
Ariel Yseth
- Wednesday, February 29, 2012 9:11 AM CST
Better get that underwear fixed Noah, that excuse won't work for long! :)
Ariel Yseth
- Sunday, January 15, 2012 2:59 PM CST
Thinking of you these days and how 10 years have passed and Gabbie would have been 12. Knowing time doesn't take away missing you, Gabbie, but does bring life closer to the reunion in Heaven with you.
the Mortons
Chicago, IL United States - Friday, December 9, 2011 11:17 PM CST
Thinking about Gabbie...and what a beautiful and smart 12 year old she would have been.
Mary Akagi <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Monday, November 21, 2011 6:28 PM CST
Happy Birthday Gabrielle! We are thinking of you guys!
Elizabeth, Aunt Michelle, Jeff and Chris
- Thursday, November 17, 2011 11:59 PM CST
Remembering you and Gabrielle in a special way tonight. She would have been 12, a "tween" and a beautiful one I'm sure. Praise be to God Who continues to wrap us in His arms and lets us know it's all gonna be ok.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Thursday, November 17, 2011 7:34 PM CST
Remembering Gabbie's Birthday today...
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2011 9:30 AM CST
Happy early birthday Gabrielle! Love you sweet girl! Love, Cousin Ariel
Ariel Yseth
- Monday, November 14, 2011 11:41 PM CST
How on earth does anyone throw away the life of a child? That sentence really hit me hard. How on earth. . .yes, a lot of nasty, demonic activity on earth. A lot of inordinate affections and loss of love. And as the world swiftly turns, God's Word seems closer and closer to a very meaningful reality. Praise the Lord! Love and pray for you all often.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Friday, November 4, 2011 8:03 PM CDT
Happy belated birthday wishes to Aubrey! Can't believe that you are a teenager!
Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2011 10:13 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUBREY! HOPE YOUR DAY WAS EXTRA SPECIAL! Love, Ariel
Ariel Yseth
- Monday, October 17, 2011 8:07 PM CDT
Monica, I know it's been awhile since I've signed the book, but I just wanted to let you know that not a day goes by that I don't think about your sweet Gabbie. I am in my second semester of nursing school, and Gabbie is in my heart always. God bless you, John, Aubrey,Noah, and St. Gabrielle. Love
Ariel Yseth <ariel.yseth@jacks.sdstate.edu>
- Sunday, September 25, 2011 10:25 PM CDT
Dear Monica - Though it has been a very long time since I gave posted in Gabbie's guestbook I wanted you to know that there isn't a day tgat goes by that I don't think of Gabrielle and thank her for all she's 'taught' me - esp to be so very thankful for the people in my life ... Just wanted you to know I was thinking of her and your family ...
God Bless ...
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, September 22, 2011 9:55 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to a very Special lady .. Hope you have a wonderful day .. Lots of love & hugs to the kids - John to!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, August 30, 2011 2:05 PM CDT
Precious friend, was reading your latest entry and thinking about the family and now praying for a very brave but logical) move for Noah. I also pray the Lord touches your orthodontist's heart and the "teeth challenge" is not a challenge. Very pleased to hear about Aubrey's ministry. Our Lord does a LOT with littles :-)
Yolanda <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, August 21, 2011 3:09 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and sending my love
Always remembering your sweet precious Gabbie
Lots of hugs to the kids
Love you!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, August 10, 2011 3:48 PM CDT
You don't know me, but I was so moved by the memorial you published in the Mpls. Star Tribune in 2006, that I cut it out and saved it. I have read that tribute to my senior high Sunday school classes (first at Eagan Hills now at Bethlehem Baptist). Gabrielle's legacy breathes through her parents' obvious faith and devotion to the Lord. While we don't understand why on this side of heaven, there are no tears, sadness or sin on the other side. God bless you in the fact that you have not let your deep pain go to waste, but used it for the glory of God and for the redemption of souls to Him. My heart breaks for your loss on earth, but rejoices with you in knowing you will be reunited in heaven and jointly praise Jesus for His redeeming grace and love for us.
Laura Adelmann <dceditor@frontiernet.net>
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, July 21, 2011 2:30 PM CDT
thinking about you...
Michelle Espeseth <michelleespeseth@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Monday, July 4, 2011 9:03 AM CDT
Actually, FB is an excellent way to know what your kids/friends are up to, as long as you are willing to police the page. I allowed my kids to have one with the understanding I have the password, would check it whenever I felt like (and I do, often) and there were rules on what could/could not be posted. You wouldn't believe what these kids post, and they KNOW adults are reading. They share everything.
Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 10, 2011 1:00 PM CDT
Monica,
The picture you painted of you and Gabbie running and running together is just beautiful..how sweet a day that will be.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley
- Friday, May 20, 2011 12:13 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I still check in on all of you occassionally and wanted to make sure you know that your precious Gabbie still touches my life. Yes, she was a quiet, humble warrior. A reflection of Jesus. I know yesterday was a difficult day and that your sorrow never diminishes over the loss of your baby. May we all rejoice that one day we will all be 'dere with sweet Gabrielle.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, May 18, 2011 5:48 PM CDT
Thinking of all of you today, especially Gabbie!
Gabbie - Give some hugs to Grandma, Grandpa and my Dad(Uncle Tom D)
The Denzers... Elizabeth, Michelle, Jeff and Chris!
- Tuesday, May 17, 2011 8:57 PM CDT
Dear Gabbie: We miss you very, very much.
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Jerry and Jeanine Totall <gtotall@msn.com>
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 8:03 PM CDT
Monica, driving in to work today little Gabbie popped into my head and immediately planned to visit her site when I got to work. As soon as I saw her little face I remembered the date. May 17. 9 years. Her grace, her humility and her wisdom all show in those beautiful blue eyes. I am so sorry for her earthly trials and with faith believe your family will be fully reunited in Heaven. Thinking of you all today.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 10:08 AM CDT
Thinking of your family today...
Mary Kay Knox <DMK542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 9:50 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Remembering Gabbie today and every day. Thank you for the update.
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 9:17 AM CDT
Hi Paquettes,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today. Miss you Gabbie.
Tom, Kari, Joe, Elli, and Nick Totall
Tom Totall <tomtotall@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, Mn - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 7:28 AM CDT
May our Lord's countenance shine upon you and keep your spirits and your minds in love and peace that surely passes all understanding. Remembering you and Gabrielle always!
Yolanda <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Monday, May 16, 2011 9:13 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Was thinking of Gabbie and your family today and just wanted to say hello. I was heartbroken to hear of Max and Connor. There are no words--just incredible sadness for the tremendous loss to their families.. a grief and pain that I know you can fully understand. My heart will always hurt for you and all the families that have lost their child.
Hugs to you,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@hotmail.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Thursday, April 21, 2011 3:54 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
I'm sorry for the loss... he is way too young.
I love the "new" pic of Gabbie..how sweet ((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2011 3:54 PM CDT
I notice, Monica. So sad. You're right - these precious souls matter - and they make their mark on Earth as they do in Heaven. I am praying for Conner, Gabbie, Max and countless others as well as the families they left behind to grieve and mourn.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2011 1:01 PM CDT
Noah looks so much like Gabrielle. Keeping you guys in my heart and prayers always. Love.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, March 19, 2011 12:40 AM CDT
Hello! Hope you are enjoying this warm front in the New Year! Happy January!
Love Ariel
Ariel Yseth
- Wednesday, January 26, 2011 11:51 AM CST
Monica & family;
Haven't had the opportunity to visit in awhile but I LOVE the children's updated pictures!! Wow, time does fly doesn't it? I pray you've had a blessedly peaceful new year and of course, Christmas. I'm back in school myself, only 2 more quarters to go!!! Love you & ever grateful for your love, support, prayers, & presence!! xoxo
Ivy (Hahn) Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ivy_hahn2010@yahoo.com>
Mansfield, OH - Sunday, January 9, 2011 4:30 PM CST
Have a Happy & Healthy New Year Paquette's!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, December 30, 2010 3:39 PM CST
Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas! God Bless!
Ariel Yseth
- Saturday, December 11, 2010 7:12 PM CST
Gone but never forgotten. Thinking of you sweet Gabbie.
Love, Mary <bakagi@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Saturday, November 20, 2010 1:37 PM CST
Dear Paquette Family,
We are remembering your dear, sweet Gabbie on her birthday and are sharing in your sorrow that she is not here with you.
Love,
Janine and Mike Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 3:03 PM CST
Dear Gabbie: We always have you in our thoughts and prayers. You are our little angel.
Grandma and Grandpa Totall
Jerry and Jeanine Totall <gtotall@msn.com>
Bloomington, MN Hennepin - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 12:30 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie~
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2010 11:33 AM CST
Thinking of you today and sending my love
Always remembering your sweet precious Gabbie
Lots of hugs to the kids
Love you!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, November 17, 2010 10:39 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie!
Love, Ariel
Ariel Yseth
- Wednesday, November 17, 2010 9:27 AM CST
Remembering Gabbie's Birthday a day early. Will be thinking of your family tomorrow.
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Tuesday, November 16, 2010 10:48 PM CST
Happy birthday Gabbie!
Tell Mamie and Jesus we love them (and we'll be there).
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL - Tuesday, November 16, 2010 6:41 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Just wanted to say Hello and let you know I was thinking about you and your family, and esp your beautiful Gabbie. She will never be forgotten. How you must miss that precious child every single day. I cannot even imagine.
My heart will always hurt for you.
Sorry to hear about the lice--sounds very frustrating!
I am glad you continue to journal. So many people care, and loved your little Gabbie too. Aubrey and Noah sure are growing up fast and are just beautiful children.
God's Blessings to you and your lovely family,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@hotmail.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2010 6:31 PM CDT
Happy Belated Birthday Aubrey!
Monica, my Em is 12, too and in 6th grade..I can't even think about her graduating this spring...time is going way too fast.
I'm sorry you had a lice infestation and am glad it's been nipped in the bud.
Take care.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, October 22, 2010 12:24 AM CDT
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AUBREY! LOVE YOU!
LOVE, ARIEL :)
Ariel Yseth
- Monday, October 18, 2010 4:53 PM CDT
Hello Paquette Family:
I have been really bad about getting to the websites anymore, but wanted you to know that I think about you alot and will always remember your sweet precious Gabbie.
I hope the kids are enjoying school so far .
Sending you all lots of love and hugs!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, October 2, 2010 11:43 AM CDT
Thinking of your family ...
Lots of love to you all!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, August 17, 2010 1:25 PM CDT
Wow - Aubrey looks SO grown up!! Where is time going? We are all fine here in Ohio: Abigail will be a freshman in high school, Natalie will be 5 in December and baby Jillian is not such a baby anymore at 2. Still hoping Aaron and his girlfriend will plan a wedding, but I know not to rush them. My pastor's son, Jonathan, has suffered new cancerous tumors and so will now undergo more chemotherapy and radiation. My heart aches so much for them. How I wish that we did not live in a fallen world!
Still looking forward to the day when I will meet Gabbie face to face....love to all of you, Kathy
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio - Saturday, July 31, 2010 1:09 PM CDT
Just thinking about you and your family today! Thought I would email and check in! I hope all is well with you! I can't believe how long it has been since we've been in contact! Take care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Saturday, July 24, 2010 12:50 AM CDT
Having a GREAT time with Aubrey and Noah!
Ariel Yseth
SD - Tuesday, July 13, 2010 7:34 PM CDT
Wow - I had no idea about Tom...such a nice guy! I'm so sorry for your loss...they are a wonderful family.
Thinking of you!!
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Friday, July 2, 2010 8:07 AM CDT
So sorry for your loss...
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, June 25, 2010 1:56 PM CDT
You are in my prayers...God Bless You All.
Love, Ariel
Ariel Yseth
- Thursday, June 24, 2010 8:48 PM CDT
Dear Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah,
Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you especially this month of Gabrielle's anniversary. May God hold you in the palm of His hands.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine Zachary's Site
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 12:33 AM CDT
Monica,
I prayed for you on Monday and never did get a phone call in...so sorry. Your beautiful little saint, now 8 years in heaven will never be forgotten even for a second. God bless you as you carry this heavy, heavy cross. May her witness and yours bring many to Christ.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@comcast.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, May 21, 2010 1:49 PM CDT
Hi guys: I thought of you on Monday but have had such a busy week. I wanted to stop by though and say hi to you all and let you know that Gabbie will never be forgotten. I think of her often. She will always hold a special place in my heart. Give the kids hugs & kisses! Love you all!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, May 20, 2010 3:37 PM CDT
I thought of you on Monday Monica as I always do on that date but was unable to get online til now. I remember so well the feelings I had when I learned of Gabbie's passing and I know you feel as strongly now about it all as you did then. The loss is neverending...you never stop missing them and longing for them again. I am so sorry this has been and is your cross to bear. Hugs to you!
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN 55398 - Thursday, May 20, 2010 2:00 PM CDT
Monica,
So sorry to hear both Noah and John have been sick. Your family is on our hearts as another May passes. Dear Gabbie, enjoying the splendor of Heaven, yet knowing that doesn't replace longing for her as you wrote. May you feel the Father's arms holding you tight.
Judy Morton and family
Bloomington, - Tuesday, May 18, 2010 11:24 AM CDT
Monica:
I felt the 'pull' to log onto Gabbie's site tonight - and now I know why. Wow - 8 years. It doesn't seem possible. But to Gabbie and all the saints in Heaven, it's just a blink of an eye. I totally understand your grief journey doesn't end with the passing of time. Sweet Gabbie and your family have left an imprint on my soul forever. I remember watching the story on Kare 11 and was so touched by her somber demeanor and your strength and love for her.
I also can relate to the decision making about schools - it is hard, isn't it. We had to make the decision to switch schools next year for our boys - it was agonizing as we loved so many things and the people at the school we were at, but at the end of the day, we decided the best thing was to make the change. Can't look back now, just make the best of the situation and think positive.
Take care and know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Tuesday, May 18, 2010 0:51 AM CDT
Our little flower is still blooming, fresher and prettier than ever. Although we can't see her we know she's in good hands and we will see again.
Love, Mom and Dad
Jerry and Jeanine Totall <gtotall@msn.com>
Bloomington, MN Hennepin - Monday, May 17, 2010 1:02 PM CDT
Paquette Family,
This is just to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you this day.
Bernadette Cassidy
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Monday, May 17, 2010 11:50 AM CDT
Hi Gabbie.
I know you and Mamie are having a wonderful time playing at Jesus' feet.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL - Sunday, May 16, 2010 10:21 PM CDT
Beloved Paquette's: Lifting you up to our Father's throne and asking for your continued peace. May His blessings rain upon you, especially as Gabby's Homegoing anniversary approaches.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, May 16, 2010 3:36 PM CDT
Hi Paquettes,
You guys are in my heart and prayers this week.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, May 12, 2010 12:35 AM CDT
Monica,
It has been far too long since we've talked...my fault!!!! I think of you often, dear sister in Christ. I think too of your solemn saint Gabbie...her crown in heaven is brighter than we'll ever know on this side...
Love to you,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@comcast.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, April 30, 2010 10:19 PM CDT
Happy Belated Birthday Noah!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, March 22, 2010 10:09 AM CDT
Monica and Family,
I dreamt of you all the other night. I had lost everything on a computer and looked for Gabrielles Cb page before but couldn't find it again. It came to me one night and I am so thankful because I used to get on here everyday and read your beautiful words and found inspiration but most of all faith. I'm so glad you all are holding up.
I hope you are continuing to heal and have happy thoughts of your sweet Gaby.
With Love and Hope,
Rachele and Zach
PS I have a baby girl almost a year old and I know she is going to give me a run for my money just like your sweet Noah. Ahh the stories we will be able to tell!
Rachele Chrismer <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Jordan, MN - Tuesday, January 26, 2010 2:19 PM CST
Merry Christmas!
Can you imagine how excited our girls are as they play together tonight? Even if this is not the date that Jesus' birthday is celebrated in Heaven, they know that we are remembering how we can be with them again and forever.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, December 24, 2009 10:37 PM CST
thinking of you this Christmas season, and understanding how bittersweet holidays can be....
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever)
IL - Wednesday, December 23, 2009 1:25 PM CST
Have a very Happy & Healthy Christmas & New Year.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, December 23, 2009 11:31 AM CST
Dear Monica,
Through tears from reading your entry, I send you my love & hugs & prayers. Oh how I can't wait to "meet" dear Gabbie & her twin in Heaven~ what treasures this world lost. Thank you for sharing her with us, & for sharing yourself as well. WE WILL NEVER FORGET!!!!!!! Love to you on Thanksgiving & always~
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 7:28 PM CST
Happy belated birthday Gabbie! We will never forget you.
Monica, thank you for sharing dear Gabbie's story.
Judy Morton and family
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 12:19 AM CST
Happy Belated Birthday Aubrey, Gabbie & Gabbie's twin.
(HUGS)
Have a peaceful Thanksgiving.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@Verizon.net>
- Tuesday, November 24, 2009 6:47 AM CST
This is definitely my most beloved picture of Gabbie. There are people into whom's eyes we stare and find Peace because our Lord is there. Gabrielle is simply one of those people. NEVER forgetting you, my friend.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, November 21, 2009 4:16 PM CST
I'm sorry for the delay in my post here. I did not forget Gabbies birthday and you were in my thoughts on Tuesday.
Know that I'll be thinking of the whole Paquette clan as you go through the first holidays with out Mom P.
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, November 20, 2009 10:49 AM CST
Dear Monica,
Thank you for sharing. I think of you all so often.
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, November 20, 2009 9:15 AM CST
Dear John & Monica,
I have been thinking of you all week as you remember Gabbie's birthday. I'm sorry for the very heavy cross she had to carry in her short life. Praise the Lord that she is suffering no longer.
With love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, November 19, 2009 10:31 PM CST
OH Monica, what is there left to say. I hurt for you as I know you miss Gabbie so very, very much. Your entry brought me to tears. Gabbie's solemn, sad eyes go deep into my soul as I look at her picture. What a beautiful child of God. At this time of Thanksgiving, I am so very thankful to have met this little girl that changed so many lives. She certainly has made me a different person even though I never knew her personally, but only through her mother's words. Blessings to you always. May you feel a peace that only God can provide.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Thursday, November 19, 2009 8:02 AM CST
I know I am a day late but Happy Birthday Sweet Gabby ,,,
Thinking of all of you Monica ...
Rebekah Clark
Prior Lake, mn usa - Wednesday, November 18, 2009 11:13 PM CST
Happy Belated Birthday Gabbie! Know that we all love you and your family remains in my prayers.
Love your cousin,
Ariel
Ariel Yseth
Watertown, SD - Wednesday, November 18, 2009 5:23 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I just read your journal entry and have tears in my eyes. Little Gabbie surely did not have it easy on this earth, and I pray that she will be smiling on the day you are with her again in eternity.
Love from your friend, Janine
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 18, 2009 3:54 PM CST
Monica,
The sword was already piercing your heart early on, wasn't it? God bless you as you wait to be reunited with your beautiful saint...it will seem as a blink of the eye when that time comes. Until then, know of our love and prayers as you carry on here without her.
Saint Gabbie, we love you and your twin and rejoice that you are with Jesus, yet are sad because you are so very missed.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@comcast.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 8:57 PM CST
Happy Birthday Gabrielle! I know Grandma is throwing you a great party up there. I could use some chocolate chip cookies myself. I think of you everyday and love you with all my heart.
Elizabeth <bdenzer@glimcher.com>
- Tuesday, November 17, 2009 4:13 PM CST
Monica,
What a very powerful story you tell about your pregnancy with Gabrielle and about her life. What a very extraordinary and precious little girl. I am certain she
felt so very, very loved by her momma and daddy. I am sure that gave her so much comfort thoughout her life-- heartbreakingly short as it was. I can only imagine how so strongly you long to be reunited with her beautiful soul again.
My heartfelt prayers to you and your family always.
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 2:58 PM CST
Thinking of you today Monica. My heart is with you...always.
Love, Michelle Espeseth <mespeseth@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, WI - Tuesday, November 17, 2009 7:36 AM CST
Happy birthday Gabbie!
It's a little early, but I'll be away from the computer for a few days. And a few days makes no difference to you where a thousand years is like a moment and you'll still be busy discovering new and wonderful things in Heaven long after that.
Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 8:04 AM CST
Monica,
Tell Aubrey HAPPY BIRTHDAY for us please!! Sorry I missed it! Love the new pictures from this summer of the kids- they are growing up fast, aren't they? Missing our precious Gabrielle & Luke who must surely be playing together in Heaven by now, wondering how much longer until we join them.... Love you (((((hugs)))))
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, - Tuesday, October 20, 2009 6:36 PM CDT
Monica,
Thinking of you and remembering dear Gabbie...silently and solemnly. A sweet triumphant saint in heaven, with a family who dearly misses her here on earth.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Wednesday, September 16, 2009 9:08 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I love the newer pic of Gabbie... Thank you for still checking in w/us. I miss our conversations but I know we're both so darn busy. I feel for Aubrey- I bet she is overly sensitive b/c of what happened to her sister. Joscelyn can be that way too. As you said, the KNOW children can & do die. Wrapping my love around your family....
Ivy Ervin...Forever Luke's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Monday, September 7, 2009 5:36 PM CDT
Monica,
I have to say I have some very vivid memories of when I was 3 years old of certain things that happened. Aubrey could too....
Thinking of you!
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, August 31, 2009 9:36 AM CDT
Is that a "new" picture of Gabbie? How little she was.. (HUGS)
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, August 22, 2009 6:27 AM CDT
Morning!
I'm sorry that Summer hasn't been that Summerish for you guys.
We took the kids to Disney last week & they had blast.
I see that my mums are blooming and have even saw a house that had mums all along the their front lawn..they were blooming...and in fall colors..
I'm not looking forward to the late sunrises and early sunsets that come along with fall.
That's great that Noah lost his teeth - he must have been so happy.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, August 13, 2009 6:45 AM CDT
Monica and John,
It has been too long since I visited Gabbie's webite. I am so sorry to learn of John's mom's passing. It sounds like she was a wonderful, faithful woman who will be greatly missed.
Monica, Belinda says 90's this weekend. Like you, I have been craving hot humid weather! Maybe this will be the weekend.
Much love and prayers,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 4, 2009 10:29 PM CDT
Life goes on.........yep it does. It's never the same, it feels different, you feel sadder and have a different perspective. Everyone else goes on the same.....your reality is always different and there is an always....if she was here...? I can't imagine your pain that you have to wear all day, every day even if it is hidden from the rest of the world. I know it's there. Doesn't mean there aren't good days cuz I know there are but while everyone else goes on, you are still there, wishing and wanting.
Life goes on and so does the memory of sweet, innocent Gabbie. You keep that alive as does the rest of your family.
You have touched my life in many ways.....I always visit your site and think of you.
Hugs!
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Sunday, August 2, 2009 12:07 AM CDT
Monica,
Thanks for always remembering with just the right consoling words...how grateful I am for your friendship.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, July 21, 2009 9:39 PM CDT
Just had a great week with Aubrey at the lake! God Bless!
Ariel Yseth
- Sunday, July 19, 2009 0:08 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am so sorry to hear the sad news. You were very lucky to have such a wonderful mother-in-law. Grandmas are so special and cannot be replaced. I'm sorry for everyone's loss.
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, June 22, 2009 10:16 AM CDT
Dear Monica, John, & kids:
I am very sorry to learn of your dear Grandmother's (& Mother's) death. She seems like she was a beautiful woman, inside & out. Monica, your comment about wild horses dragging you camping made me smile bc I am exactly of the same mindset!! That's why there are lodges & Holiday Inn's in my opinion~ lol! Sending you love & keeping you in prayer. (((((((hugs))))))))
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, June 19, 2009 7:58 PM CDT
Paquettes,
Our deepest condolences on the loss of such a beautiful mother, grandmother and friend. You will remain in our prayers.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
St. Paul, mn - Monday, June 15, 2009 9:31 PM CDT
Paquettes,
I am so sorry for your loss. Adeline, Paula and Gabrielle must have had a wonderful reunion in Heaven. ((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, June 15, 2009 6:29 AM CDT
Thinking of your family and sending my love.
Always remembering your sweet Gabby!
Sheryl Guzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, June 14, 2009 11:54 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. What a reunion it must be for Gabbie and her Grandma.
Love, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Saturday, June 13, 2009 7:01 AM CDT
I'm very sorry for your loss. All the Paquettes are in my prayers.
Bernadette Cassidy <bmtc@usfamily.net>
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Friday, June 12, 2009 11:21 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss. I think of you and all of your family especially Gabbie often.
God bless your family!
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Friday, June 12, 2009 10:12 AM CDT
Thinking of you guys and your glorious saint in heaven...
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, May 29, 2009 11:16 PM CDT
We are late to write, but did not forget May 17. And we will never forget Gabbie.
With love, The Mortons
Judy Morton
Bloomington, MN United States - Thursday, May 28, 2009 11:59 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
A few days late, but please know no less heartfelt. I know each and every day has an emptiness to it without your precious Gabbie, but the day she left this earth has to be the most painful of days. Even though your tremendous faith can rejoice with her ultimate healing of that day, I know it has to have a hurt like none other. I believe all children are special, but Gabbie was more than special, when you look at how many people she has touched. She lives on in all of your hearts and is not forgotten by so many of us out here that never even knew her. I will be 'dere sweet Gabbie and cannot wait to see you. Praying for all of Gabbie's family during this difficult week.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 8:03 PM CDT
Monica, I think about Gabbie all the time, but of course remembered yesterday was the anniversary of the day she went to Heaven. Forever in my heart and my prayers, a beautiful little girl I only got to know through your words and pictures on this site.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Monday, May 18, 2009 5:38 PM CDT
Monica,
It has been a long time since I've signed Gabbie's guest book, but I think about her often. I find it especially strange that a little girl that I have never met will cross my thoughts, often around the time of her passing and her birthday. No Monica, she is not forgotten and while her work in the physcial sense is done, it continues on in the spiritual sense with the lives she touches. I'm sure it would be easy for you to stop posting, but you soldier on. I believe one day, you will understand why. It has been over 6 years since I read this story, but whenever I visit, I am reminded to PRESS ON, no matter how hard or difficult the road ahead may be. And to think, I am reminded of this through the life of a small, beautiful child. Not forgotten, but still greatly missed, by even those who will never meet her in this life.
Christy Lee <calee59@tampabay.rr.com>
Valrico, FL United States - Monday, May 18, 2009 10:08 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Remembering your precious daughter, Gabbie, today. I am so sorry for another painful anniversary.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, May 18, 2009 9:30 AM CDT
Hello Paquette's,
You're deep in my heart & prayers as the 7th Anniversary of Sweet Gabbie's death came upon you... Trust me, she is not forgotten. ((HUGS))
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, May 18, 2009 6:18 AM CDT
John, Monica, Aubrey and Noah,
Keeping you in my prayers today and remembering Gabbie.
God bless,
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, May 17, 2009 10:25 PM CDT
Taking this day to let you know we have not forgotten Gabbie.
Mary Kay and Dave Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Sunday, May 17, 2009 6:58 PM CDT
Thinking of you today. I can't believe I was just drawn to the web site today, not remembering the day for sure. Amazing. I know the loss is still there.
Suzanne Lindsey
Wellsville, KS United States - Sunday, May 17, 2009 4:29 PM CDT
'Happy' Heavenly Birthday Sweet Sweet Gabrielle ... the ever so solemn and corageous fighter ... Because of you I have become someone so different than I ever imagined myself to be ... thank you and your family for telling your story!
God Bless!
Love - Rebekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, May 17, 2009 10:38 AM CDT
Hi Gabby.
We can't imagine the wonders that you experience every day, much less what you've seen and done in seven years. You and Mamie will have a lot to bring us up to date on. We don't know when our work here will be finished, but we'll be there.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, May 16, 2009 10:52 PM CDT
HI Monica!
Wonderful post again... Very direct on the distribution of wealth issue we have on our hands. And I totally agree with your assessment of the poem on cancer. I, too, get annoyed at the way people try to "point out the bright side" of disease, trauma. I'm certainly not a negative person, but the reality is cancer leaves us in a boatload of pain... Sending you love & hugs my friend!
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 5:38 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Thank you for sharing that quote from Dr. Adrian Rogers. That really does sum it up well. It is frustrating that our elected officials do not agree with what seems to be such a simple concept.
That's great that Noah is riding a bike! And 5 miles - wow! I wanted to let you know that John's mother is in my prayers. Likewise, all of you are in my prayers as you approach Gabbie's 7th death anniversary.
Wishing you a happy mother's day.
Love, Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, May 8, 2009 11:48 PM CDT
Hi Monica!
Thanks for signing Mamie's guestbook.
I agree that it's shocking for a newspaper to side with the pirates, but that's the business newspapers have been in for as long as I can remember. At least now we have some alternative sources of news. By the way, the rumors I've heard coming from folks in the Pentagon suggest that (surprise, surprise, surprise) the pirates would have been dealt with a lot sooner if Washington had not interfered.
When Isaiah said, "Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkeness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!" I think he was saying that those who side with the bad guys won't win.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, April 27, 2009 9:53 PM CDT
Monica,
Easter blessings to your family...especially Gabbie who is in the most glorious of places.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Monday, April 13, 2009 10:09 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Hope your Easter was nice & hope everythings going smoothly with John's Mom.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, April 13, 2009 11:34 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I still think & pray for you. I will add your MIL too. I understand completely about the updating- it's the same way here. But I also understand we will ever miss our children who have gone forth. Sending you love & (((hugs)))~
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Sunday, March 29, 2009 3:03 PM CDT
Monica,
Well, we wouldn't be "momma bears" if we didn't guard all of our cubs! I don't think you're over-reacting at all...violence no matter how little shouldn't be tolerated at school. God bless your next plan of action and hopefully the other little boys have big conversions!
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, March 27, 2009 9:54 PM CDT
Monica,
Thinking of your solemn little saint this Lent...
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Saturday, March 21, 2009 8:59 PM CDT
Monica,
Thanks for sharing so much of yourself, your family, your saint and your material goods. We are blessed by the bag of clothes and winter apparel you dropped by!!!!!! I often think of how different our lives are now, after having lost a child. So many trials, but yet so many graces that God has brought us through others...namely yourself. Blessings to you all and know how thankful we are for your family on earth and in heaven!
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, March 3, 2009 3:06 AM CST
A warm hello to the Paquette Family, whose beautiful daughter Gabrielle is forever in our hearts.
God bless you.
Love,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Friday, February 27, 2009 11:07 AM CST
Hi Gabbie.
Your words "Will you be dere?" always help me remember what it is like to be little and depending on a parent to keep from being afraid.
Your Mommy is so good to leave messages on Mamie's site. I see it's been about three months since I left one here. I'm sorry. (I'll bet if she reminded people of your CB address when she visits others, a lot of people would like to see your picture.)
We're here for you, and some day we'll be there with you and Mamie. And we'll get to stay forever.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 9:36 AM CST
Hi Paquette's!
Hope all is well. Alex's hair is getting quite long, too. His goal is to grow it long so he can actually look like the Incredible Hulk for Halloween this year. It looks good now that it's past his ears...he has a really nice red hair color.
He came to me the other day & he looked like he did something wrong. I asked him "what's wrong?". He said "I'm afraid to show you.". He opened his mouth & his tongue was missing a little chunk of flesh.... he stuck his tongue to the pole at school & it got stuck.
Must be a boy thing.. I'm truly surprised it hasn't happened sooner.
Hope February finds you well. Ron will be 40 on the 9th. Please keep him in your prayers as we found a growth on his skin..it is unlike all the other moles & he has a dr's appt later in the month... there wasn't anything sooner. We're really freaked about this because his Mom died of Melonoma. :(
At the same time, we rented a shop & will be moving our office out of the house... when it rains it pours, eh?
Take Care.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2009 10:04 AM CST
Hi Monica, John and kids,
I can't believe it's been so long since I've checked in on Gabbie's site. I always enjoy reading your updates. It brought tears to my eyes when I read about the song "You are Mine" by David Haas. We sang that at Zachary's funeral and it always chokes me up when I hear it.
I missed Gabbie's birthday in November. Please know I think of you often and I know those special days without her are so hard.
I hope you had an enjoyable Christmas and are able to dig out of this latest blast of snow. We've already gotten several inches up here in the last 12 hours.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's website ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 9:49 AM CST
Oh, Noah, Noah, Noah. I sure pray he's ok, Monica. I mean drinking and eating must be quite a challenge! Here it is, another Christmas without them. While here on earth I can't stop the tears from flowing anymore than Paul could get rid of the thorn in his side, praise the Lord they are safe and joyous in His glorious presence! Love to all.
Yolanda <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 3:11 PM CST
Monica:
When I was reading about Noah, I just cracked up ... Not because it was funny but because my grandson Jeffrey just did the same thing yesterday.. One if his friends told him never to stick his tongue on anything metal in the winter beacause his tongue would stick to it.... WELL... he didn't believe him and wanted to try it for himself.. Needless to say after much blood and hours of crying (he was sure he was going to die on Christmas Eve) I am certain that he will never do that again!
Happy Holidays ...
From our house to your.... We wish you a Merry Christams!
Lots of love
Hugs
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, December 25, 2008 10:03 AM CST
Merry Christmas John, Monica & family!!! Sending you love & ((((hugs)))) as we enter another year. That much closer to being with our Lord & children forever!!! xo
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 8:48 AM CST
Hi Monica.
Hope all is well!
We, too, have been feeling like we need to go back to school JUST to help the kids with their homework. I can't believe my son is in 2nd grade & what he is learning - I learned in 4th grade! His teacher said she, too, is amazed at the ciriculum, and the kids love it & just go with the flow.
I never knew the day would come when I wouldn't be able to point out a "parellelagram"...my brain is quite rusty, I guess.
Hope the Christmas season finds you and your family well & creating warm memories for years to come.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, December 15, 2008 8:25 AM CST
Stopping by to wish you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!
Give the kids a big hug
Have a Blessed Day!!
Hugs~
Chemo Angel Sheryl
"Always remembering Sweet Gabbie"
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, November 27, 2008 8:03 AM CST
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:14 AM CST
Sorry I missed Gabbie's birthday, just don't know what the date is. I realized as I wrote a check today. I want to let you know we have not forgotten Gabbie.
Mary Kay Knox
- Thursday, November 20, 2008 11:59 AM CST
Thinking of you Gabrielle...daily.
Love, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2008 10:28 PM CST
Hello im tryig to find michelle rice from florida jamies941@live.com
JAMIE HAVICAN <jamies941@live.com>
englewood, fl usa - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 10:22 AM CST
Happy 9th Birthday in Heaven Gabrielle. November 16th is also Nathan's birthday. He turned 8...perhaps a coincidence or just another way we are connected. Just thinking of you all. I know birthdays can be hard. A lot of what ifs. I know they are hard on me. But that is okay. We grieve because we love. God Bless.
Laura, Ken, Nathan, Isabel & ^^Angel Jillian^^ http://caringbridge.org/fl/jillian/
- Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:13 AM CST
Though I am a day late in wishing Sweet Gabrielle a Happy 9th Birthday please know that I have been thinking of her so often - I too think of you Monica and your family ... please know my thoughts and prayers surround you daily! God Bless ... Thank You for sharing your sweet daughter with so many of us 'strangers' - we have come to love her as if she was our own ... Happy 9th Birthday Gabrielle!
Love - Rebekah Clark
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 10:22 AM CST
Monica-
I am thinking of you today and remembering Gabby. My heart is with you. I have said before how this journey brings such a depth to what this life is really about. The suffering, the sadness, the memories that can torment...but then also the joy of knowing and believing that all is well. The children that didn't really lose the battle, but have the Victory with Jesus. That is where the comfort is. Our Great Comforter. Praise His Name. Blessings to you, my friend.
Michelle <mespeseth@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, WI - Monday, November 17, 2008 8:39 PM CST
Monica,
A bittersweet day...the sun still shines, but the clouds are ever present. May the hope of the Resurrection bring grace and peace to your heart today. Gabbie had and has a very special mission...she's bringing many souls to heaven with her via her and your witness. Yet, I'm sorry for the awful pain and wish God's plan had been so very different for her and for you...
We are remembering you, Gabbie and Gabbie's twin in prayer especially today...
love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Monday, November 17, 2008 3:35 PM CST
I have not signed your guestbook in a couple of years, but I still read your journal regularly. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and remembering Gabrielle on her 9th birthday.
Emily
- Monday, November 17, 2008 2:49 PM CST
Happy 9th Birthday Gabbie.
Monica, Prayers for the "special person" in your life. ((HUGS)) to the Paquette family.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, November 17, 2008 11:58 AM CST
Dear Monica,
Remembering Gabbie with you today. You are not alone.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, November 17, 2008 9:33 AM CST
Thanks for signing Mamie's guestbook.
I hope your move was less traumatic and disastrous than most moves. And I hope you have plenty of Dilbert cartoons to hang up. I don't know how cubicle dwellers ever kept their sanity before Dilbert - even if not everyone believes he is real, it's nice to know that, no matter what illogical trick the workplace plays on us, we're not the only ones that see it for what it is.
Praying for guidance for the voters tomorrow and that the elected officials will have the wisdom to ask for that divine guidance as well.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, November 3, 2008 11:17 PM CST
Dear Monica;
Not surprisingly, I totally agree with your words! I am ever thankful God put us in each others' lives!! (((Hugs))) to you dear friend!!
From the land of Joe the Plumber- ha ha ha ha
(Truth be known, I am not even sure who that person is, nor if he is helping/hurting the election- I am sooo out of the loop on political propaganda...) I just know I am "saying no to b.o.!"
Ivy Ervin...Forever Luke's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Monday, November 3, 2008 6:27 PM CST
Thank you for your wise words about abortion - and the lunacy of supporting "peace" while the slaughter of innocents continues in this country (and around the world, for that matter).
Also, thank you for sharing about "closure" and your on-going grief. I cannot tell you how helpful your words are. Grief comes back and back in all kinds of ways, and until people walk that road, they just don't understand. Well, you certainly DO understand. Your words often bring me to tears - good tears. You're right - closure waits for eternity. We will not be disappointed. The Lord is on His throne. "The trumpet shall sound and the dead shall be raised incorruptible."
Bless you for ministering to others through this site. You do so much that you may never realize until Heaven. I will see you there. God bless you and your family.
Cathy Groves <pouzel@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Saturday, November 1, 2008 5:36 AM CDT
Happy 10th Birthday Aubrey - Hope your day is grand!
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, October 17, 2008 12:54 AM CDT
Monica,
Remembering Gabbie and thinking of you today. Take care.
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 9:38 AM CDT
Just popping in to let you know I am thinking of all of you ... especially as fall approaches ... hoping all is going well with you and your family ... I am still making blanekts - though not as fast and as many as I can ... as we've said before - we will have to meet eventually ... maybe while I am on maternity leave and I will have free time ... goodness knows there never seems to be enough of that ... God Bless Monica!
Rebekah Clark www.jadenalexandra.blogspot.com <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, September 29, 2008 10:16 AM CDT
It's been far too long since I've signed in and I wanted to take the time to do that. You are a dear friend and please know that even when I am out of touch, you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, September 20, 2008 11:40 AM CDT
Hi!
Man, is Noah growing up - he doesn't look like a little boy anymore. Alex doesn't share his daily school activities either....We ask everyday & we get the same answer "I don't remember what I learned". ???
As far as cell phones go, I have one.. I have to because of our business. It is handy for emergencies. My Mom has one, too, just for her drive to/from work.
I'm so glad you had a great vacation. It's chilly here today! Have a great week!
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, September 16, 2008 8:46 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
Your words about the misundertanding of the grief of a bereaved parent sure hits home. Thank you for putting to words that which I can not.
Noah went to a Twins game; how fun! We were there on Friday, I wonder if that's the same game he was at?
Prayers to you and your family as the new school year starts. I know you miss Gabbie so much and wish she was there to get ready for school as well.
God's blessings on all of you.
Love, Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, September 8, 2008 10:33 PM CDT
Monica - Just stopping in to let you know I am thinking of you today as I do daily ... my thoughts and prayers remain with you and your family as Gabbie's Birthday and fall approaches ... I am glad, however, to hear your trees can be saved and that Sesame was found safe and sound. Good Luck Noah as you start Kindergarten and I honestly can not belive Aubrey is starting 4th grade ... how does the time go so fast? My Jaden starts 1st Grade on Thursday and I am happy to report that Baby#2 is growing well - SHE will arrive at the end of December (hopefully!) ... hope your week goes well ... God Bless!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 8:48 AM CDT
Monica,
You stated it so eloquently about grieving...thanks for explaining the unexplainable. Wishing your sweet saint was getting her school uniform ready to wear on Tuesday. Instead, she has washed her robe in the blood of the lamb and is with Jesus. We weep, yet not without hope in the eventual resurrection. May you feel the love of Jesus in your living children.
I'm sorry for being distracted and hope we can visit together again over a run or coffee!!!
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Sunday, August 31, 2008 10:10 PM CDT
Hi Monica!
I was just visiting Robert's page & his Mom's 8/24 entry made me think of you. http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel/
Hope the end of summer finds you well.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 12:16 AM CDT
Thinking of you as I label each marker and notebook and wonder if Gabbie would have wanted to label her own school supplies unlike my boys. She is never far from my thoughts and I too see her in the faces of many. What a very special little girl. Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
- Saturday, August 23, 2008 7:51 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Sound like Noah and Aubrey are sure enjoying summer. That's great! Oh I feel your sadness as summer comes closer to an end. We do have nearly a month left, but with "back to school" in full swing and all signs of summer on clearance in the Department stores, seems everyone is moving onto fall. I hate the end of summer too!
Hoping the last bit of summer is sunny and hot! As always, your family is on my thoughts and in my prayers.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, August 8, 2008 10:25 PM CDT
Hey everyone. Its Zachary. Steve's son. Well i just thought i say hi. Im in basic training right now at Fort Jackson. I am getting medically discharged because i've been having heart problems with my heart murmur. Giving me serious chest pain. But i just thought i stop in and say hi. I miss everyone over there. South carolina is very hot. I should be home here in the next couple of days. Tell the family i say hi and that i love them all. I love you guys and my prayers are always with you.
Love Zachary
Zachary Paquette <zacpaq08@aol.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 6:48 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Once again I am moved & deeply touched by your clear expression of grief. Your pain is evident, yet you are not without hope thanks to our Lord Jesus!! Sending you love & hugs from Ohio. United with you here on earth in sorrow, yet also united in hope for our reunion with our children in Heaven. Love you-
www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin
Ivy Ervin...Forever Luke's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Monday, July 21, 2008 9:00 PM CDT
Monica, how my heart aches for your family....((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, July 21, 2008 11:22 AM CDT
Just stopping in to tell you I was thinking of you today ... hope you enjoy the steamy weather today! Have great weekend!
Rebekah ~ Http://www.jadenalexandra.blogspot.com
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, July 11, 2008 10:22 AM CDT
Hi Monica!
Ron and my brother in law Tommy spent 2-1/2 hours lighting off fireworks on the 4th.... They were like little boys the whole time. Men are just big boy with more expensive toys... :o)
I hope your summer goes well & your vacation is great!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, July 10, 2008 12:31 AM CDT
Just wanting you to know that I am always thinking of and praying for you guys even if I don't sign in too much. Relative normal can still be annoying. It is what makes us human. I will pray for you regarding all the facets of life you face. And, I know that God will intervene on your behalf with exactly what you need exactly when you need it. It certainly does not feel that way. But I am so thankful that it IS that way. You have been proof of that in my life and I constantly thank God for you. Blessings to you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, July 7, 2008 11:14 AM CDT
Stopping in to say hi and to see how you are all doing ... hope things are going well ... it sounds like Aubrey is busy and enjoying summer vacation and of course Noah is too funny! What a funny story ... hope you are doing well Monica - still chugging along on blankets in spite of the 80 degree weather ... talk with you soon!
God Bless - Rebekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
PRIOR LAKE, MN USA - Sunday, June 22, 2008 11:47 AM CDT
Hi Monica, John and kids,
Wow Monica, I didn't realize that shooting by the police officer happened so close to you. While we are struggling with vandals getting into our car at night, I realize it could be much worse. I pray the violence will decrease.
I'm happy for Aubrey that you found summer care for her that she'll really enjoy. Sounds like fun! And my heart goes out to you with the overwhelming busy-ness of life. It can be so hard. I'm praying for a lazy summer weekend for your family, maybe even one with hot, sunny, summer weather.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, mn - Friday, June 13, 2008 11:02 PM CDT
Monica-
First I want to apologize for not writing in a VERY LONG TIME, but lots of changes have happened. I was talking with my husband, Jon, yesterday and Caringbridge got brought up and I said how much this site has taught me and then I added, "And to think, it all began with a little girl name Gabbie." He knew exactly what I meant and took my hand and smiled. I'm a true believer in the age-old saying that everything happens for a reason and I believe God led me to her site and others as it has helped me get through what I'm going through today. It's nothing short of amazing as to what these children are teaching me.
I thank you so much, Monica, for continuing the site and helping me more than you will ever know.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, June 9, 2008 11:19 AM CDT
Monica:
6 years? That doesn't seem possible does it? You have survived - by the grace of God and with the help of loving family and friends and your faithful Caringbridge followers, not to mention the wonderful distractions named Aubrey and Noah. I loved your letter to them - it was perfect. Gabbie has to very proud of her momma! I know you will never ever stop missing that precious little girl, and hope it helps to know that even those of us who never had the fortune of meeting her here on Earth also love and miss her and wish things had turned out differently but knowing that His plan will be revealed to us in His way and on His time.
Thank you for carrying on Gabbie's legacy and love and being such an inspiration to others.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Monday, May 19, 2008 2:32 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family; today and always.
Shannon <hujanenfamily@comcast.com>
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 11:24 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that I was thinking and praying for you all this weekend! i can not believe it has been so long ... my heart breaks for you all but because of Gabbie I have found my Savior ... thanks you Monica for sharing your solemn Saint ... God Bless!
Rebekah, Jaden, Jaden and Baby#2 ...
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 11:22 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I wasn't able to sign this weekend as we were in Ohio and couldn't really get to a computer. Your family was on my mind all weekend.
((HUGS)) Rest peacefully Gabbie.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 10:53 AM CDT
I thought of you all day yesterday but did not have access to the computer to leave you a note.
I remember all too well the sadness and shock of losing Gabbie. It broke my heart. I can't believe it's been six years.
God Bless!
All my love,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:38 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you today and keeping you in my prayers. Your sweet Gabrielle touched so many lives in such a short amount of time here on earth. I can only imagine how empty your heart must feel and how your arms must ache to hold her. One day you "will be dere" as your heart swells to see her again and your arms hug her as you lovingly hold her in them. What a glorious day that will be!! Thank you for sharing Gabbie's story with so many. All who come to visit this site are truly blessed.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Saturday, May 17, 2008 10:57 PM CDT
Thinking of all of you today. God bless........
Dana
Inver Grove Heights, MN United States - Saturday, May 17, 2008 9:54 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and sweet, sweet Gabrielle. She will never, ever be forgotten.
Love, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Saturday, May 17, 2008 9:04 PM CDT
We take this day to let you know that Gabbie is remembered. Also to acknowledge that we realize your heart continues to ache.
Mary Kay and Dave Knox <DMK542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, May 17, 2008 12:13 AM CDT
I came across your CaringBridge site because of Lily Leyden's; you have blessed so many of us out here.
I'm sitting with tears running down my face because of your daughter and your faith. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, too, and your love for Him lifts my heart beyond words. Your love has been tested and tried in the fires of affliction (and still is) - and you keep on going in the strength of the Lord.
Six years ago today, your little Gabrielle went to our Father in heaven. Now you have had all those long years of heartache, missing her every minute. What this day must be like for you...
I pray that The Day will soon come when "the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible." Until then, thank you for continuing to share your thoughts on life and grief. You make a hard road easier for others of us.
God bless you and may He carry you through the intense suffering of this day - and so many others, too. Your daughter's life continues to matter so much - she still makes a difference for the Kingdom of God, though you can no longer hold her in your arms. Someday, though, you WILL again.
On Christ the Solid Rock we stand, all other ground is sinking sand.
Thankful for you,
Cathy
Cathy Groves <pouzel@juno.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Saturday, May 17, 2008 11:38 AM CDT
John & Monica:
I will be away from computer tomorrow but I wanted you both to know that I am thinking about you and sending my love..
Give the kids a hug!!
Always remembering your Sweet Precious Gabbie that stole my heart!!
STAY STRONG!
Much Love,
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, May 16, 2008 11:49 PM CDT
Praying for you this weekend with another anniversary to acknowledge. Love you!!!!
Ivy Ervin- forever Luke's mommy! <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, - Friday, May 16, 2008 8:41 PM CDT
Dearest Paquette Family: It is hardly surprising but nevertheless awesome that, before reading your journal, my heart has been heavy and I've had you in constant prayer, not only because of the growing, gnawing pain I know you have felt throughout this month, especially tonight, the eve of Gabbie's Homegoing, but also because of the world Noah and Aubrey are growing in. I am so grateful for a God, for a Saviour that has saved us and will keep us until He gathers us to Him. Love and tears, my beloved friend.
Yolanda, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Friday, May 16, 2008 6:23 PM CDT
5-17-2002 to 5-17-2008, I am still on this journey with you. Never forgetting Gabbie with those big eyes and silent tears. God Bless, and thanks for all you've taught me over the years.
Jill Williams
Mendota Heights, Mn - Friday, May 16, 2008 4:56 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
You are on my mind as another anniversary approaches. I pray you find some comfort this weekend.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, May 16, 2008 10:03 AM CDT
Monica and John: Your little flower continues to blossom in our hearts.
Love, Mom and Dad
Jeanine and Jerry <gtotall@msn.com>
Bloomington, MN - Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:40 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers this day. I know Mother's Day can be extremely difficult for those who have lost a child. I am sure all days are difficult, but some more so than others. I met a CaringBridge mom yesterday for the first time, I have communicated with her, like you, for a number of years. It was a wonderful surprise. We happened to be at the same function together and she realized that I was there and sought me out. I pray that some day we will meet face to face. I follow very few sites anymore, but Gabbie's site and your friendship is one that I hold dear and close to my heart. I know we do not communicate often anymore, but I think of you and pray for you often. Your sweet baby, Gabbie, touched my heart and engraved her message of "Will you be 'dere?", on it years ago. How can you love a child that you never met and was only here on earth for such a short while? There is no other explanation but through the love of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. I so look forward to one day being "dere" with your precious Gabbie.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Sunday, May 11, 2008 5:51 PM CDT
God Bless you on this Mother's Day, Monica.
My thoughts are with you.
Love,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 5:47 PM CDT
Hello Dearest Monica ... wanted to stop by and wish you a very Happy Mother's Day ... I can't even pretend to imagine how hard these times must be for you but please know my thoughts and prayers remain with you always ... and of course - we need to eventually meet ... God Bless!
Rebekah Clark
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 10:44 PM CDT
Hello my friend, just checking on you all again this morning. So glad to hear you're all feeling better...we've dodged that flu bug so far. I'm also glad that spring has finally arrived in our neck of the woods. I like getting out and working in the dirt, mowing etc...would MUCH rather do that than ANY house work. By the way: I HATE my shoes too! You know what they always say "when your feet hurt...your whole body hurts." So true. Have a great week & good luck with that haircut for your 'little man'. :) God bless
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever)
Columbia, IL - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:11 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I do still check Gabbie's site quite often even though I don't always sign the guestbook.
My request today for you and all that read your guestbook is to say prayers for the Corbo family. Little Jack received a heart transplant on Oct 04 and has been waiting for a new heart since this once was failing. Unfortunately, his body gave out before he got a new heart and he went to heaven yesterday. His parents are heartbroken as you well know and he also has a twin brother.
Here is his site: www.caringbridge.com/mn/corboboys
When I came to his site today and saw that he was gone, my heart sank and stopped for a moment and I burst into tears just as I did a few years ago when I found out Gabbie was gone. He touched my heart in many ways. I am so sad again to lose one so small.
God Bless,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 6:11 PM CDT
Hello Monica,
I stopped in today and read the last few months of your journal. I will be welcoming another granddaughter within a month. Abigail and Natalie are fine and growing. I think of you often. Love, Kathy
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 11:47 AM CDT
Hi Monica. I have not been "out" visiting Caringbridge pages in a while. I pray your family is well. Blessings!
Nichelle (Adrienne's mom: http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne)
- Thursday, April 3, 2008 3:43 AM CDT
Hello Paquette Family ... just wanted to stop in and say hello! Monica - I honestly have been meaing to call you but it got so crazy over Spring Break - I will give you a call this weekend! I love your Movie Palace Family Time - it sounds like the kids cherish that time with you and it sounds like a great time! I just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you ... hope you are all feeling better!
God Bless!
www.jadenalexandra.blogspot.com
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2008 1:55 PM CDT
Hi Monica!
I always cut my own bangs too short ...unfortuanately.. I end up looking like Janine Geraufolo, if that's how her name is spelled. Its $12 just to have bangs cut and seems like a waste to me since I'm growing it long to donate. I cut Sarah's hair, too.
Movie Palace sounds like a wonderful place...your kids are going to carry that happy memory with them & probably recreate it with their own kids. Netflix is an incredible time saver. We, too, were always hit with late fees, but not anymore.
I'm glad everyone is feeling better. I've been sick for 2 weeks and finally starting to feel better. Ron was sick for just over a week now and is feeling somewhat better. The kids (knock on wood) seem to be fine.
Have a great week!
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, March 31, 2008 8:13 AM CDT
Hi!!
I'm so sorry that the flu hit your household, we are praying that everyone is on the mend. I know the flu is hitting like crazy right now, I hope now with the warmer weather it will disappear soon!
I'm sorry to hear about your break in's, that is so scary, but glad that nothing valuable was taken.
I love coming here and reading your journal. You are a true angel, and a great family and awesome mother, but more then anything Monica is you have an amazing heart, and I admire you so much.
Love,
Rachele and Zach
PS. I love the updates on your kids, but especially little Noah as much as I know you have your hands full, just think of how many giggles he brings to all of us!! I smile just thinking about it.. kids are so innocent!!
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Jordan, MN - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 10:14 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
So sorry to hear that the flu has hit your household. I'm hoping everyone will be better by Noah's birthday.
I think about you often and feel so fortunate to have you as a friend. . .
Love, Janine
J. Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USS - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 11:58 AM CDT
Hi, Gabbie.
I hope Mamie has introduced her Grandma to you. But maybe introductions are not necessary in Heaven.
The verse right above your journal is the one I chose to start Mamie's most recent entry.
If you visit your Mama in dreams tonight, tell her thanks for signing our guestbook.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 9:38 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Tears came to my eyes at your comment about looking at Gabbie's photo and the feeling of grief being unbearable.
While I cannot even begin to imagine your pain, I can absolutely imagine how your grief is unbearable. My heart is so heavy for your loss, and for all the families suffering the kind of loss you have.. as well as all the children who are suffering in this world.
In my prayers,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN - Friday, February 22, 2008 12:29 AM CST
Thinking of your family and sending my love...
Hugs to you all
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, February 17, 2008 2:32 PM CST
I hope Noah feels better soon.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, February 4, 2008 12:03 AM CST
Hi Monica,
Just stopping by to say hello and let you know that I still check Gabbie's site. Praying for you and your family this evening.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, February 2, 2008 9:59 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Just stopping by to say Hello and that your family (esp precious Gabbie) are being thought of and remembered with love always.
God Bless (and stay warm!)
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 31, 2008 12:11 AM CST
Hi!
I laughed out loud when I read "sometimes escalate to epic battle scenes".... that's how it was with Emily! She would scream so loud I was afraid the cops would come! She, too, is growing out her hair for "Locks of Love". I am, too. I can't wait to cut it off but it won't be ready until the summer time.
Keep Warm!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
BENSALEM, PA - Monday, January 28, 2008 9:47 AM CST
Good afternoon Monica! Just stopping in to say hello ... hoping things are well ... I was reading this the other day regarding the Roe vs. Wade desicion and what consequences have come from it ... interesting read ...
http://jewishworldreview.com/cols/thomas011708.php3
Stop by and visit ... it was interesting to say the least! 35 years of KILLING has got to stop!
Rebekah Clark www.jadenalexandra.blogspot.com <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, January 25, 2008 3:25 PM CST
Have a wonderful, happy weekend!
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, January 25, 2008 10:18 AM CST
Still here, still loving you, still praying for you and treasuring your friendship. Thank you for all the many ways you remember me. I have been meaning to send you a formal "thank you" but in the meantime, I'd like you to know that you have forever changed my life with your love and friendship and I treasure you SO MUCH! Blessings in Christ!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 25, 2008 0:54 AM CST
I wanted to "drop by" and send you my prayers & hopes that the Paquette family experience a wonderful, loving & peace-filled year in 2008. I am blessed by your prescense on this earth! xo ((((hugs))))
www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin
Ivy Ervin... forever Lukie's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Monday, December 31, 2007 9:03 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I was feeling very down today, and then I read you journal for Christmas. Thank you for reminding me what's important in life--that our faith in the Messiah will bring us true joy and that through our faith in him, we will be able to see our children again some day.
Merry Christmas to you and your family.
Love, Janine
Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 3:33 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry, yet Gentle Christmas.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, December 22, 2007 10:23 AM CST
I CAME UPON YOUR SITE TODAY~~~SUCH A WONDERFUL FAMILY AND A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL~~MY LITTLE ANGEL SKYLAR~JADE JUST BECAME A REAL ANGEL 4months ago ON AUGUST 2,2007~~SHE WAS DX WITH AN UNOPERABLE BRAIN TUMOR(DIPG-diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma)IT IS TOTALLY TERMINAL AND KILLS "healthy" Children within 12 months of being DX~~My heart is so broken this Christmas~~WITHOUT OUR PRECIOUS CHILD~~AND ALSO BECAUSE THEIR ARE SO MANY FAMILIES THAT HAVE CHILDREN IN HEAVEN THIS SEASON~~I wish you a very blessed CHRISTmas~~YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS~~LOVE AND BLESSINGS~~CONNIEJO(Angel Wings) mommyto SKYLAR~JADE "the Angel in Heaven's Rainbow Garden" 4ever4
www.myspace.com/angelsforskylarjade
www.caringbridge.org/visit/skylarjademaxson
http://tuesdayschild.homestead.com/SkylarJade.html
http://tuesdayschild.homestead.com/SkylerJPhotos.html
www.rememberedbyus.com (to light her an eternal candle)
www.icouldbeyourchild.org (to learn about DIPG children)
www.skylar-jade.virtual-memorials.com (my newest work in progress for her)
ConnieJo <conniejomaxson@yahoo.com>
Monticello, IN USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 1:15 PM CST
Merry CHRISTmas Paquette family ... May God continue to hold you close!
God Bless!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
prior lake, MN USA - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:32 AM CST
Perhaps it isn't that we don't have time, my beloved friend. Perhaps it is because the wound is so much deeper and re-opening it leaves such a gaping hole...
Love you.
Yolanda <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, December 15, 2007 7:20 PM CST
Monica,
I'm sorry your heart still hurts...mine does too and I am beginning to believe it simply always will. Praying for you and remembering Gabrielle (through you) this Christmas season. I love you=
Ivy Ervin... forever Lukie's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, - Friday, December 14, 2007 7:34 PM CST
Monica,
I've been praying for you every day this week...God's peace be with you...
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Thursday, December 13, 2007 10:34 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brenda@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 11:32 AM CST
this is a beautiful tribute,my grandson mr william passed away in 1999 on nov 30th from nuroblastoma.http:www.somecallitheaven.com i hope you will visit us sometime.god bless you.============papaw joe
JOE ANDERSON <papawjoe65@aol.com>
NORTH WILKESBORO, NC USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 6:14 AM CST
Yes, it is truly heartbreaking about Baby Grace... I saw the picture in the paper... and once I read the story, I was horrified... What a beautiful little girl gone too soon at the hands of our own family.
I told my husband about it and he cringed & shook his head.
On a lighter note, Have a nice weekend with your kids.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:02 AM CST
Even though this note is coming to you so many days after Gabbie's birthday, we want you to know how much you were in our thoughts and prayers then. We remember her with love, knowing we will see her again.
Enjoy the snow!
Judy for the Mortons
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 0:57 AM CST
Dear Monica;
I have been waiting for an updated "word" from you. How much it has hurt my heart these past few weeks as seemingly more & more children are being abused, neglected, forgotten, and sadly, even killed. Even though it hurts me I still feel drawn to read about the latest atrocity happening in our very own country... As you said, how can we throw our most precious earthly gift away?! Just today, a story is running about a mother who took her kids into a gas station (public) restroom & brutally stabbed them to death... Heaven SURELY is gasping... Sweet Anna Jane's family has been so inspiring despite losing her. I knew your heart cried out as did mine when I read what I *knew* was coming. Why O Lord, why let so much suffering continue???? It seems so very long until we can hold our babies again, as well as those precious children who have been cruelly murdered here by those who were supposed to love them. Yes, we will cup their tiny faces and tell them many, many, many people loved them & grieved their passing. Thank you for being so compassionate, sensitive & faithful while temporarily stuck in this place. I treasure your words more than you know. Love to all the Paquettes' from me ((((( hugs )))))) <><
Ivy Ervin... forever Lukie's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, November 30, 2007 8:56 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Sorry I missed Gabbie's birthday. I know there are certain days that are so much more difficult than the "usual" difficult days. I still think of you and your precious family often and you do remain in my prayers. My family and I are doing well. May you have a wonderful and blessed Christmas.
Love,
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 11:42 PM CST
Dear Monica and Family,
I am wishing you the best this Holiday Season. Merry Christmas!
Ariel Yseth <ay3004@k12.sd.us>
Watertown, SD - Monday, November 26, 2007 11:32 AM CST
Have a nice Thanksgiving.
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:33 AM CST
Thiking of you all and keeping you in our prayers.
I hope you all have a special Thanksgiving!
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <cjtttmiles27@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 8:59 AM CST
Thinking of you and your family and giving thanks for the gift of st. Gabrielle.
With love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 1:52 PM CST
Dear John, Monica, Aubrey and Noah,
We were thinking of you on Gabbie's birthday and wish so much that things could be different and that you would have your precious daughter here with you. We know that you will always miss and remember her. We remember her too . . .
Love, Janine and Mike
J. Nielsen
Mineapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 12:58 AM CST
Just thinking about your sweet baby girl and praying for your broken heart.
Hugs, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Monday, November 19, 2007 10:43 PM CST
Monica, John and kids,
You are never far from my thoughts, but even more so this time of year. I am sorry that Gabrielle is not here to celebrate her birthday. I know that you love her more and miss her more each day. God's blessing to you.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, mn - Monday, November 19, 2007 4:38 PM CST
We were thinking about your family over the weekend. I hope you were to able to reminice on so many good memories that you all share!!
Happy Birthday Angel Gabrielle!!!
Love, Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Jordan, MN - Monday, November 19, 2007 7:14 AM CST
Happy Birthday, Gabbie!
It's true that scripture does not exactly tell us whether you get our messages or not.
But Luke 15:7 does tell us "I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance." So there must be some knowledge there of what happens here.
And Matthew 7:11 says "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?" We can't imagine the good things available to you now, but not much on Earth could be better than hearing how much your family loves you.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, November 17, 2007 10:23 PM CST
We are thinking of you today, and remembering Gabrielle. I know that my words are not even sufficient...but I know that His peace is. May He fill your day with His perfect Love. God bless you.
Michelle Espeseth
Clear Lake, WI - Saturday, November 17, 2007 2:07 PM CST
You guys have been such an amazing blessing in my life. Please know that I love and care for you tremendously and am praying for you constantly. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 17, 2007 1:25 PM CST
Dear Monica, John & family
Sharing in your joy at remembering Gabrielle's birth today... Also sharing in your grief that you cannot celebrate it with her, hold her and cuddle her. Please know that she DOES see us (Rev 18:20 & Rev 19:1-5) and is sharing in all of your life moments, even though you are not aware of it. I know you trust God's word, so by faith, trust in this. We eagerly await that wonderful reunion with you for both our Lord Jesus Christ and our dear children. Thinking & praying for you today especially~ Love & hugs
Ivy Ervin... forever Lukie's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Saturday, November 17, 2007 6:51 AM CST
Monica,
God bless you...may you feel Gabbie spiritually holding you...know of our prayers for you and our deep desire to meet your holy saint one day. We will always remember her...
With love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, November 16, 2007 10:25 PM CST
Dearest Monica, the entire kingdom of Heaven is very much concerned about earth. Jesus is and the servant cannot be above his Master. They yearn for our reunion just as much as we do, maybe even more. Until then, may He find us faithful. Peace, peace, peace as Gabrielle's birthday approaches.
Yolanda <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Friday, November 16, 2007 7:48 PM CST
Thinking of your family and remembering Gabby's birthday.
Mary Kay & Dave Knox <DMK542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, November 16, 2007 6:48 PM CST
Monica & family,
I hope this weekend treats you gently as you celebrate Gabbie's birthday.
((HUGS))
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, November 16, 2007 11:01 AM CST
Dear Monica,
I'm sure this whole week has been tough for you. I'll be praying for your family, especially tomorrow. Happy Birthday, Gabbie.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, November 16, 2007 8:27 AM CST
Monica and John, Aubrey and Noah,
I am thinking of you as Gabbie's earthly birthdate approaches again. It does not seem possible that she could be gone from your loving arms for 5 1/2 years. I can only imagine the aching feeling and how it doesn't go away with time.
Monica, thank you for your friendship and taking time to think of me recently with my own mother's death. So many feelings and emotions one goes through in the grieving process. We are so torn, because we know our loved one is in a better place, but oh, how we miss their physical being so!
Still praying for you and hoping it helps just a little bit to know there are so many who care so deeply for you and your entire family, including that little blondie with the old soul and huge blue eyes.
Love in Christ,
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 2:51 PM CST
Monica,
Thinking of you and dear Gabbie as her birthday approaches. I pray that God grants you some special consolation...whatever He thinks might be perfect for you on the 17th. We will always remember your beautiful little girl and cannot wait to meet her in glory in heaven. Until then, we miss her and mourn her earthly loss with you.
with love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose;weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Monday, November 12, 2007 10:55 PM CST
Just thinking of Gabby.
Michele G. Spencer <michele.spencer@thomson.com>
- Tuesday, October 30, 2007 10:41 AM CDT
Happy (belated) 9th birthday to Aubrey!
(Daniel just celebrated his 9th on Sunday--I guess I didn't relize how close their birthdates were).
My heart hurts because I know Gabbie's earlthy birthday is coming up next month as well, and she would have been 8.
I am so terribly sorry she is not here with you like it feels a child is supposed to be..
My heart is very heavy for you.
Thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers.
With Love,
The Hammer's
PS By the way, you tell Noah that I always set that darn buzzer off too when I play Operation!
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 24, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
Happy 9th Birthday Aubrey!
Jenn Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, October 20, 2007 8:02 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
Your reflection on liquid fire, suffering in this life, and the joy to be found in heaven is so insightful. That is what gives us the endurance to go on in this life - the promises that await us in heaven. I'm sad to read how much Gabbie had to suffer during her short life on earth.
Thanks for sharing the picture from RMNP - very nice picture but before I even read the caption, I thought about what the picture would look like with another beautiful girl in it. That's why I am always hesitant to have family pictures taken; 1 will always be missing.
Sorry to say, but the homework thing only gets more time-consuming. And I also don't remember it being like that when I was younger.
God bless,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 2:14 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I'm sorry for these painful memories. I wish it could be different. She was so innocent.
My first grader has homework every night so I can relate. I like the updated photos. We went to Estes Park about five or so years ago and I remember how beautiful it was. Hope you're having a better day today.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
Monica,
You have certainly been gifted with not only godly wisdom, but with the clarity of thought to precisely convey that wisdom! I treasure your writings.
You are sooooo correct, in my opinion, of the lethal injection issue. I too, remember Luke having an injection of "fire"- and now I can't remember what exactly it was.... I will look over my notes this weekend and try to see. Isn't it simply ridiculous how much money is spent over (to us) an "non issue", yet our children perish because of the paltry research funding pediatric cancer receives...
I enjoyed your "new" family picture= I LOVE seeing my CB friends!! Thank you soooo soooo much for your compassion and love= sending you (((( big hugs)))))) from Ohio
www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin
Ivy Ervin...Forever Luke's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, Oh - Friday, September 28, 2007 8:27 PM CDT
Good Morning Monica ... I enjoyed seeing a new family photo on the front page - missing someone oh so special was quite obvious! I am sorry for your pain and for this journey you are on ... I thank you every day for the gift of Gabbie's Story but at the same time I wish I never heard about her because that would mean she is still here with you ... I know she looks down on you and everyone who loved her so much ... I hope you find comfort in knowing that! Once sgain I thank her for bringing me closer to God - closer than I have ever been! God Bless Monica!
Your friend!
Rebekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, September 28, 2007 9:25 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
That sounds very beautiful in Colorado.
I am glad you enjoyed your vacation there.
We think of Gabrielle and your family very often..
Love and Prayers,
The Hammer's
Vic and Sara <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:35 PM CDT
Hi Monica. Just letting you know that I still check in and enjoy reading Gabbie's site. I'm doing well since my surgery. Thank you for thinking of me.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 16, 2007 3:40 PM CDT
It has been WAY too long since I've signed in. I hope you know just how much I value your friendship as a sister in Christ and that I constantly think of and pray for you though my contact is sporadic. Know you're loved. Blessings
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, September 10, 2007 7:07 PM CDT
Monica,
How wonderful that you took a trip to the beautiful Rockies and Estes Park! As a child we took many trips to Boulder CO and spent some time at Estes Park also. I remember it being absolutely beautiful. Sorry you had to spend part of the trip in the ER though.
You capture the journey of a bereaved parent so well in writing. It is truly a lonely daily journey.
Always remembering Gabrielle.
Love, Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, September 10, 2007 1:36 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I have wondered "where" you've been and now I know! How great to be able to see the wonderful land out west- Monte & I would LOVE to do that some year. Drive it too; thanks for the insight on the bladders, water and altitude sickness. I didn't know about how that came on and now I do- I am the sensitive one in our family, but Joscelyn is showing signs of motion sickness too. It's gotten worse as I've gotten older- I can barely drive into the countryside around here because the roads get too curvy and hilly. Bad huh? Anyhow, well put once again on how very intricate the death of our children weaves itself into every aspect of our lives... So looking forward to rejoicing with you & our WHOLE families in Heaven one day. Love you all!!!
www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin
Ivy Ervin...Forever Luke's Mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, Oh - Friday, September 7, 2007 7:25 PM CDT
HI Monica;
I am sorry you have that memory of a terrified Gabbie in her recovery room. I agree, someone should have been standing by with her till you could be there. Maybe God has let that image linger so you can be the initiator of a new hospital procedure (??) Just thinking... Thank you for your honesty, and most importantly, faith!! I love your witness for Christ!! Hoping Aubrey gets better and Noah enjoys being Noah! LOL... Sending our love-
Ivy Ervin ...forever Lukie's mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Sunday, August 26, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
HI Monica;
I am sorry you have that memory of a terrified Gabbie in her recovery room. I agree, someone should have been standing by with her till you could be there. Maybe God has let that image linger so you can be the initiator of a new hospital procedure (??) Just thinking... Thank you for your honesty, and most importantly, faith!! I love your witness for Christ!! Hoping Audrey gets better and Noah enjoys being Noah! LOL... Sending our love-
Ivy Ervin ...forever Lukie's mommy <ervin6@embarqmail.com>
Mansfield, OH - Sunday, August 26, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
I'm glad you are all ok Monica. This is just too unbelievable to fathom. Nothing to do but pray for the families and the rescuers. Thinking of you and Gabrielle. Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, August 3, 2007 12:35 AM CDT
Hi Monica!
I love the new pics of your babies.... Aubrey was so young in the picture with Gabbie and her solemn eyes.
How wonderful that you are able to take off once a week to be with your kids....it must make them very happy. It would be wonderful if us Mommas didn't have to work so much in order to provide for our children.... I kind of miss the days of men working and us Mommies hanging at home with the kids.... those were the days.
August is just about upon us...that means that the kids will be going to school soon... My Alex will be in 1st grade full time.. I will only have 1 child home with me... It is quite amazing because it seems like all we have worked for is almost here... the kids being in school full time and they are ready for it. It breaks my heart just the same... It should be an interesting year...
Have a wonderful weekend!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 7:33 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
That is a beautiful song by Mercy Me. I love your reflection...that Gabrielle has already had her "I can only imagine" moment. What an incredible moment that must have been for her.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 10:47 PM CDT
Well this is your kind of weather Monica! Hope ya enjoy it.
Please say prayers for Jack Corbo - he had a heart transplant at 4 months at now at the age of 3, needs another.
God Bless,
Susan
Zachary's Website My mom's site Memorial to the Bentlers Jack and Cooper Corbo <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 3:23 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Hope you guys are enjoying the beautiful weather! I know how you love when it's so hot outside, so next week will be perfect for you. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, July 13, 2007 1:11 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Just stopping by to say hi. Thinking a lot about you and Gabbie lately. My son is almost to the age when Gabbie died. I, like you, hope that Gabbie will still be a toddler in heaven.
I hope Aubrey's having fun at the lake.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, July 13, 2007 9:05 AM CDT
Dear Monica;
Thank you for mentioning Luke's anniversary... I am so glad you got "Heaven" and are enjoying it!! I knew you would!! Remember God's promises! I will email you privately about the college stuff soon. Just checking in for my weekly inspiration from St Gabbie's Mom :-) Love to you~
Ivy Ervin.... Forever Lukie's Mom <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH - Saturday, July 7, 2007 8:30 PM CDT
Hey Monica!!
I hope to see you at the lake this year!
Love from ARIEL MARIE YSETH
ARIEL YSETH <AY3004@k12.sd.us>
WATERTOWN, SD USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:46 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Just stopping by to say Hello. I hope you know that Saint Gabbie and your wonderful family are always in my heart.
So glad you continue to journal here. Gabbie has touched so many hearts--and will forever continue to do so.
I miss her very much for you.
God Bless.
The Hammer's
Sara <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 25, 2007 9:10 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. People can be so cruel! I don't know why they can't just mind their own business. For reasons like this, I'm glad I live out in the country. Ugh. . .
Hope you have a good weekend.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:54 AM CDT
Not sure if you've heard about Kate Jacobs yet, but she is a one-year old Twin Cities girl who is battling stage 4 neuroblastoma. WCCO ran a story about her several days ago. I'm sure the family would appreciate some support from someone who was walked this road before.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/katejacobs
Mary
Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:37 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day John! Thinking of you and your family today as I do daily ...
God Bless!
Rebekah Clar <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:28 PM CDT
You don't know me, but I've been reading your beautiful Gabbie's site, and you are truly amazing. God is amazing! My daughter also has stage IV neuroblastoma, progessive disease with the gene amplification. We haven't reached NED, and she was diagnosed at 11 weeks old. She's now 1, and this has been hard. I'm going to continue reading all of your entries, I'm learning so much spiritually thru you and because of Gabbie! my daughter's site is www.prayerservant.org/alexis/ My prayers are with your family. Thank you for keeping Gabbie's story updated. God Bless!
Jill Douglas <jilliandouglas@msn.com>
Lakewood, WA usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
Thinking of you today.
God bless,
Susan
Zachary's Website My mom's site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, May 28, 2007 5:16 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I have heard my Pastor Dave say more than once that as much as a parent can love a child, God loves that child EVEN MORE. As a mom and grandma, that is almost unimaginable; we would gladly give our lives for our children. And then I remember - yes, Jesus gave His life for all of us. Just wishing that the pain of this temporary earthly separation wouldn't be as great for parents like you and John and others who have born this heavy, heavy burden. And marveling that I can't quite comprehend how very joyful your reunion with precious Gabbie will be.
With love, Kathy
Kathy Welch
Lexington, Ohio 44904 - Thursday, May 24, 2007 9:53 AM CDT
Thinking of you today and your precious, beautiful Gabbie.
Blessings,
Tracey and family xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:24 AM CDT
Monica - thinking of you today! On my way to work this morning (I take the bus) - I was staring at the sky wondering if it was going to rain today ... then the clouds parted and the most glorious rays shone through the coulds in those amazing streaks you find after a summer rain ... it was beautiful! I can only hope the view down fron where Gabbie is is as beautiful as the view we have when looking up! Thank you for sharing your daughter's prescious life with me ... she has changed my life forever!
God Bless!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 10:36 AM CDT
Monica and John,
I was thinking about you on Gabbie's anniversary and my prayers were with you that day and many days. Your tribute to Gabbie in the paper and your journal on the website speak to my heart. Thank you for sharing so deeply with us. I know the pain will never completely go away until you are reunited in heaven.
With much love and prayers,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, May 21, 2007 9:26 PM CDT
Always thinking about your family and remembering your sweet precious Gabrielle...
Lots of Love to you all
Hugs
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, May 21, 2007 8:14 AM CDT
Dear Monica and family,
Oh, this is such a BEAUTIFUL tribute to such a beautiful child.
Thank GOD for the HOPE, and the PROMISE we will be together again. I'm looking forward to the day when I get to meet your precious Gabrielle!
Keep holding on to HOPE,
Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Saturday, May 19, 2007 8:12 PM CDT
Thinking about you always.
Prayers and Love to you and your family.
Shannon Hujanen <hujanenfamily@comcast.net>
Blaine, MN - Saturday, May 19, 2007 2:43 PM CDT
I didn't forget! I know the pain is always there and yet it is shared with the joy and hope of eternity. Time has gone so quickly, and yet so slowly.
suzanne
Wellsville, KS USA - Friday, May 18, 2007 4:06 PM CDT
Dear Paquette family,
Just want you to know your words continue to touch our hearts and bring back tears as we think of you all and remember Gabbie. I also cry tears of joy at the hope of heaven awaiting us. And the joy of reunion. Of hope fulfilled.
Love, the Mortons
Judy Morton
Bloomington, MN USA - Friday, May 18, 2007 1:51 PM CDT
I wasn't able to get on my computer yesterday, but I didn't forget the day. Have not forgotten Gabbie. Thinking of you.
Mary Kay Knox <dmk542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, May 18, 2007 1:45 PM CDT
Dear Paquette Family,
Thinking of you so often, and always remembering your very precious Gabbie and how she has touched so many, many lives and will continue to do so.
I think that is so lovely for you and the kids to do those "quiet acts of charity" for children in need at Mpls Childrens.
That is a beautiful gesture.
It reminds me of the quote from Mother Teresa..
" Love is doing small things with great love."
I have a feeling that Gabbie put that idea into your heart, as it reminds me very much of her special nature--quiet and thoughtful!
God Bless.
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Friday, May 18, 2007 11:44 AM CDT
Dearest Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah,
My thoughts are with you today. I can't believe it's been five years......I think back to that day and remember how I just cried and cried when I found out she was gone. Her eyes were and still are haunting to look at. How I wish I could turn back time and none of this would have happened to you, Gabbie would still be here. Grief is a neverending journey in this life. No one can tell you how long to do it (for the rest of your life) or how to do it. It is always something that will make people feel better if they think you are doing better. They don't know how to deal with those difficult feelings or conversations. I have to say I have gained a new perspective on grief and I know it will get a bit easier but never, ever go away. How can anyone expect you to stop missing your loved one? It doesn't happen.
Monica, you are an inspiration. Regardless of your feelings whether it's sadness, disbelief or anger, you always show grace in what you do and say.
I thank God for Gabbie regardless of the short time she was on this earth. She taught me many things and brought me to you.
God Bless You on this Anniversary!
Hugs!!
Love,
Susan
Zachary's Website My mom's site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 8:17 PM CDT
Dear Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah;
Thank you for sharing your lives and the life of Gabbie. I see from the previous entries that God is and has used you all in a mighty way to inspire and encourage others. I pray for His grace & mercy to be with us each and every minute of every day until we can all be united together (& again!) with our ENTIRE family!! Many blessings to you and I praise God for letting our paths cross. Love and big (((( HUGS)))))!!!!!
Ivy Ervin...forever Luke's Mommy <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net <A HREF="http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin">LUKE'S LEGACY</A>>
Mansfield, OH - Thursday, May 17, 2007 8:14 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and precious Gabrielle, God bless.
Robin Boger <robinboger@windstream.net>
Rural Hall, NC - Thursday, May 17, 2007 7:20 PM CDT
Aunt Monica, Uncle John, Aubrey, Noah and Saint Gabbie
Just thinking of you guys today... I love you, and Gabrielle will always be remembered and in my heart.
Elizabeth
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 5:44 PM CDT
Dear Paquette Family,
This is just to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you this day.
Bernadette Cassidy
Minneapolis , Mn USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 2:02 PM CDT
Monica-
I, too, must tell you that I vividly remember watching Gabbie's story on Kare11 and the tears were falling and falling. I kept wondering how this could happen to such a little, beautiful girl. I looked at my own children and thought how lucky I was and to never take anything for granted. That next day I looked up her site and I have been hooked to you ever since. Your site has opened my eyes to numerous other sites and to other children who show strength and give inspiration. The strength, courage, hope, faith, love, trust, etc that these children have is absolutely amazing. Gabbie has touched my life in a way that is indescribable (sorry, my spelling may be a bit off). I never met her in this life and I look forward to meeting her in Heaven one day. I truly hold a special spot in my heart for her and always will. I saw the date today and knew I had to write in your guestbook today. I will remember this date. I'm so sorry for all your family and Gabbie have gone through. I believe that because of Gabbie, I am a different person. Thank you, Gabbie.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L . Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 1:03 PM CDT
What can I say at this time? Not much that may make sense, but let me try to explain.
Gabbie was my first:
My first time crying over a news story, in front of anybody.
My first caringbridge website I ever visited.
My first child, other than my own, that I would stay up into the wee hours of the night for.
My first thoughts in the morning before I got out of bed.
My first place to learn that a little boy we knew had been diagnosed with luekemia.
When I saw Gabbie's story on Kare 11, I cried uncontrolablly. Tears just streamed down my face. My fiance and brother looked at me like I was crazy. I don't know what it was about Gabbie, but it hurt. I couldn't stop the tears as they rolled down my cheeks. I tried to explain to the guys that the story could be about one of our girls. Why weren't we in your place?
I learned of a lot of other families with children suffering from cancer or had already lost their battle to cancer, from visiting this website and the guestbook. Unfortunately, there aren't very many survivers left, from when I first started visiting these sites.
I used to stay up late at night and go back and read the journal history. It took me quite awhile because it was hard to read through the tears. I would sit in the dark house and just think and pray. My little ones were peacefully sleeping and for some reason I felt guilty that my kids were healthy.
I would wake up in the morning and wonder how Gabbie was doing that day. I would watch my daughter (who was born a few months before Gabbie) play and wonder how such a little person could be suffering so much, while my healthy daughter couldn't be happier. Life really is unfair.
Thanks to your posting on here, we learned a little boy that was in my daughters' ECFE class had been diagnosed with luekemia. His site had been added to the many I had already followed. Knowing about him, made it possible for me to volunteer with his fundraiser. I am happy to report that he is done with treatment and doing well.
I don't know what it is about Gabbie that has touched me unlike any other child's story I have followed. I don't know if it was the sight of her eyes and how much they spoke or if it is the way you have shared her story.
Either way, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, for sharing her with us.
I check in on the family all the time and I wish you all the best!
Cindy
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 12:22 AM CDT
Monica:
5 years. How can the time march on so when you can recall those haunting memories and express them so vividly. When the Kare 11 story about Gabbie and your family first aired, I was staying the night in the hospital with my 13 month old son who had just had a burn injury and subsequent skin graft surgery that day. Tears ran as I held him and watched the story. As a mom who was also in a position of fiercely protecting her bear cub, I immediately related to you. It wasn't until a week or so later after we returned home that I went to the internet and found Gabrielle's Caringbridge site and found that she had just passed away. Again, my mom's heart tried to imagine the incredible pain. I was always and continue to be inspired by your steadfast faith and I can't even explain how my life has changed because of Gabbie and you.
I'm sorry there have to be days like today where you have to relive the pain of losing your baby girl. I have no inspirational words at this time, just tears, loving thoughts and prayers......and faith that God is all-knowing and ever-loving.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
hugo, Mn - Thursday, May 17, 2007 12:14 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I just read your latest journal entry and have to say that you always find the right words to describe the deep sorrow of one who has faced the death of a child. I will always remember seeing Gabbie at the hospital and how much a person could tell about her just by looking at her big, beautiful blue eyes. When you told me last night that you are planning to buy balloons today and to release them, I decided that I will do the same today in memory of Gabbie.
Love from your friend, Janine
Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 12:03 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I have a terrible lump in my throat. I can't imagine how you're feeling this week, especially today. Thank you for sharing that last entry. Praying for you and your family and never forgetting dear Gabbie.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:10 AM CDT
Dearest Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah! I can not believe 5 years has passed ... though I never met Gabrielle my heart aches for you every minute of every day. Her fight was not without merit - she has changed my life in ways I never thought possible. Thank you for sharing her life and her death with so many of "us". Because of her I know "I will be dere" to meet her.
God Bless and may He hold you close!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 8:38 AM CDT
Paquette Family,
We are thinking of you on this bittersweet day of your sweet Gabbie's eternal homecoming. I saw this and wanted to share it with you.
The Cord ( Author Unknowen)
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away
We are thinking and praying for strength, hope and peace for you.
Love, Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Thursday, May 17, 2007 7:18 AM CDT
Give me the FAITH that asks not "why?"
I shall know God's plan by and by.
Give me the FAITH that looks at pain,
And says "Twill be all right again."
Give me the FAITH that clasps God’s hand
When things are hard to understand.
Give me the FAITH to bow my head,
Trustfully waiting to be led.
Give me the FAITH to face my life
With all its pain and strife.
And then with the day's setting sun,
I'll close my eyes when life is done.
My soul will go without a care,
Knowing that GOD is waiting there.
A beautiful prayer for a beautiful blue-eyed Angel......Gabbie and your family are deep in my heart today as you celebrate 5 years closer to your Angel.
Thank you for sharing your Gabbie with us....She suffers no more.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 6:44 AM CDT
Thinking of you as another anniversary marks one less year to wait for that glorious reunion.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
Dearest Paquette's, receive a tight, warm hug and a soundless groan that comes from the deepest part of my being. Scripture tells us our Lord groaned in the spirit. Perhaps it was this undescribable, hollow, drowning, thundering silence that shatters through our very souls. Praise God He hears these wordless tears. And mourning shall be turned to gladness. Because of Jesus. Because He believed in us enough for us to believe in Him and in loving us first, caused us to love Him.
Yolanda <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2007 6:14 PM CDT
That is true. We shall see them in the morning.
On that bright and cloudless morning when
the dead in Christ shall rise,
And the glory of his resurrection share;
When his chosen ones shall gather to their
home beyond the skies,
And the roll is called up yonder, I'll be there.
You remain in my heart...especially this week. With our little Jackson passing on the 15th, I know to the deepest extent how those days feel from Mother's Day until then. From the very depth of my being...I know how those days feel. Even as each other day of the year, only deeper.
The One true comfort is in Him. God bless you my friend.
One day when we are reunited, it will all be glorious.
Love, Michelle
Michelle Espeseth <michelleespeseth@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2007 5:24 PM CDT
Happy Belated Mother's Day Monica!
I saw the new pics of your kids... they are really beautiful! Noah's hair is really getting dark!
Always in my heart and prayers............
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Monday, May 14, 2007 1:52 PM CDT
Happy (belated) Mother's Day my dear friend!!! Praying for you this week as another anniversary approaches. Love, Ivy
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net <A HREF="http://www.caringbridge.org/lukeervin" Luke's Legacy </A>>
Mansfield, Ohio - Monday, May 14, 2007 12:19 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you and praying for you this Mother's Day as I thank God for knowing you through Gabbie's site. You have touched my life and shown me many times how to be a better mother to my children. I will pray that your life can slow down a bit, and that you will have time this summer to share those days off with Aubrey and Noah.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:24 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Happy Mother's Day!
Hugs,
Susan
Zachary's Website My mom's site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:55 PM CDT
Monica,
Oh my, that story of Gabbie breaks my heart. Such a strong and somber and suffering little girl...reminding me of Jesus who spoke not a word as they beat him. Gabbie continues to give an amazing witness to me and to all. I am just crying, God bless all the suffering that your family has been through.
Know of my fervent prayers this upcoming week of Mother's Day and Gabbie's precious birthday.
Much love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <WeLoveTeesa@earthlink.net, www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose>
St. Paul, MN United States - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Dear Monica;
I look forward to your journaling eagerly each week. Not just "what" you say but "how" you say it. You always touch my heart and strike a nerve at the same time... I know too well those "memories" you describe- of driving down the highway, one eye on the road and one eye on your precious suffering child. I used to keep a praise cd in the van and would play it especially during those trips as it was soooo easy to have my own melt down on the way to the hospital. I was always by myself as Monte would stay behind with Joscelyn and b/c he was the working one (still is!) Anyhow, bless you for always always pointing out our very desperate need of salvation and how it is soooo quickly discarded by many in our world. Stay true dear friend. My heart walks with yours... In Christian Love and with big (((((hugs)))))
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net <A HREF="http://www.caringbridge.org/lukeervin" Luke's Legacy </A>>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, May 11, 2007 7:37 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day Monica ... God Bless!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, May 11, 2007 9:04 AM CDT
Dear Monica and Paquette family,
As Gabrielle's home-going anniversary is approaching, yearning for the lost but beloved one is always tough. Please know that your family are remembered in our prayer and thoughts.
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Sunday, May 6, 2007 10:40 PM CDT
Hey is Zachary! it was fun seeing u guys at Easter. i hope to see u soon. best wishes for aubrey. love ya
Zachary Paquette <zacpaq08@aol.com>
Andover, MN US - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 10:33 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I was happy to read that Aubrey's First Eucharist went well, but was sorry to hear about the skinning her knees beforehand. I am sure you will be very blessed with your family volunteer effort. Praying for you today.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Monday, April 30, 2007 3:38 PM CDT
Dear Paquette family,
Thank you for being such good friends and remembering Steve and our family on days that are so difficult for us. We find it hard to believe that it's been five years since Steve and Gabbie left this life. We, too, hope that they are worshiping Jesus together in Heaven.
Mike, Janine & Laura Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, April 27, 2007 10:08 AM CDT
Dearest Monica,
This is my first time to Gabbie's site. Oh, she was so BEAUTIFUL, just like her sister and brother.
Your testimony is so powerful! You continue to bring Glory to God through all you have endured.
I'll pray for the Lord's comfort to continue to surround you and you feel His loving arms holding you up.
You truly are now comforting others, with the same comfort you have recieved from the Lord.
Keep holding on to your HOPE, your FAITH, and your LOVE for Jesus,
Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 1:12 PM CDT
Gabrielle has been added to the Loyal Angel Lambs video
Tanja Theriault <loyallambtanja@msn.com>
Canada - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:23 AM CDT
Thanks for your message in Mamie's guestbook.
One thing you said made me think of a story I found yesterday on another CaringBridge site. It's "The Brave Little Soul" by John Alessi. This little soul was watching things happening on Earth and was sad to see suffering. God explained that He had given everyone unlimited love, but people lock that love in their hearts until someone's suffering helps them unlock it. The Brave Little Soul asked to go to Earth to suffer. God said he was expecting that and had already assembled just the right people to share the suffering and the love. Two of them had already chosen a name for the little soul.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, April 23, 2007 10:21 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thank you for sharing Gabbie's story on going home. These children certainly are courageous.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, April 23, 2007 9:22 AM CDT
Monica,
I am in tears reading about bringing Gabbie home. My heart literally aches for you. Although it was nearly 5 years ago, the pain is no less-that I know. While I imagine that Gabrielle's homecoming with Jesus was beautiful indeed, it was a very dark and sad day for you, her mommy. Praying for you, I know that her anniversary is nearing.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, April 22, 2007 10:51 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Thank you for sharing your Gabbie with us. She has a beautiful soul and how I wish her life had more earthly smiles.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
It is with tears streaming down my face that I read your journal about Gabbie's going to her earthly house for the last time. I can see her smiling as the breeze brushes her face, hear her little voice say "windy". Such a small moment with such a huge lasting impression... Like you, we too chose to let Luke go home- we "gave up" to God, never to cancer. We will both always be praying for the littlest ones fighting the biggest battles against cancer. And other atrocities.... Standing hand in hand with you Monica. Please tell Audrey congrats on her communion and that picture of her looks like a MODEL!!! She is truly what you call "naturally beautiful"- wow!! Your family is always in my heart. Thank you for the inspirations... Love, Ivy
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net <A HREF="http://www.caringbridge.org/lukeervin" Luke's Legacy </A>>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, April 20, 2007 8:43 PM CDT
Monica,
I cried many tears for that little baby girl who never had a chance at life. Just as I cry tonight for the senseless murders of so many college students in Virginia. Sometimes I can't help but be overwhelmed with all the sorrow in the world and unnecessary pain that happens to innocent babies and children. Tonight I have no answers, only endless questions. I really hope that someday all our questions will be answered.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, Mn - Monday, April 16, 2007 9:48 PM CDT
Oh my Gosh Monica! I just looked at the photo page. I don't know how long you have had those pics on there of Aubrey and Noah, but Aubrey is absolutely beautiful!! Noah is getting so grown up and is such a cutie too! I have trouble sometimes getting into your guest book. It is more than likely my computer. It can be very sensitive and it more than likely needs some work. I don't leave messages like I should all of the time. Just know that I still check on you at least once a week and still think of you and remember you in my prayers. Gabbie is not forgotten and just knowing her through this web site has blessed me and changed me. I hope you have a good weekend with your family.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Friday, April 13, 2007 8:26 PM CDT
May Gabrielle's words of "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus" fill your hearts with strong confirmation that she is with her Savior and you will see her again someday! Gave me chills and brought tears to my eyes to think of your precious Gabbie seeing her Lord.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Monday, April 9, 2007 5:28 PM CDT
Monica and family-
Just wanted to let you know I was here. Hope you had a good Easter. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, April 9, 2007 2:57 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you today. I hope you and your family had a wonderful Easter.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, April 9, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
Monica,
A very blessed Easter to you and your family as well. I am thinking about our beautiful children celebrating Christ rising from the dead with the Lord Himself. How glorious that must be!
Love,
Jen and family
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, April 8, 2007 7:22 PM CDT
Thinking of you today during this Holy Week. I am always drawn to Gabby's site just to see her solemn eyes. I know you are so proud of the strength she had during her treatments and I know you miss her immeasurably. I thank her everyday for the journey she helped me get on and for bringing me to the Lord. Thank you always Monica for sharing your daughter with us. May God continue to hold you close. God Bless and Happy Easter!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 8:25 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
May you and your family have a very blessed Easter. I know from all that you have written, the pain and emptiness never go away from the loss of a child. But I also am sure that you receive tremendous strength in the knowledge of our risen Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, and His promise of salvation. You will see your precious Gabrielle again someday and for that I rejoice!
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, April 5, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
Hello Monica, I am happy to see that you are still keeping up with Gabbie's website! I googled her name after trying and failing to remember her caring bridge address. I just wanted to send another note out (I sent one a couple of years ago after the birth of my son) about how Gabbie touched my life. As I write this, I am holding my beautiful little Gabrielle Grace. She will be 4 months old on Easter. I am a nurse at Children's hospital and will never forget your beautiful Gabrielle. In my Gabrielle's short 4 months of life, I have told a countless number of people how she got her name. I tell people that her beautiful name is after a beautiful little girl who graced all those who were fortunate to meet her. Thank you for continuing to share your life and love of God. God bless you and your family
Timmi <tmomack@hotmail.com>
Andover, - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 12:12 AM CDT
Dear Monica;
What a wonderful friend you are, to those of us who know the horrors of becoming a bereaved parent. My heart hurts for you as you remember Gabbie's death. I pray God somehow softens those memories of ours and replaces them with the knowledge of the joys to come in our hearts. I love you friend...
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net <A HREF="http://www.caringbridge.org/lukeervin" Luke's Legacy </A>>
Mansfield, - Monday, April 2, 2007 10:01 PM CDT
Monica,
It was great to see you, Aubrey and Noah yesterday! I'm glad you made it to Crafts Direct; did Aubrey have fun looking? Tate took a long nap after you left - over 2 hours. He must have been worn out. It is always great to visit with a fellow bereaved parent who truly knows the pain/saddness that is endured every day. Thank you for driving up. As always, your family is in my prayers.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:50 PM CDT
Hi Monica:
I cannot believe your Noah is 4 already. That just doesn't seem possible. Time goes too fast. My Noah turns 6 next month and baby Sam is already 6 months old too.
I know I've not been good at staying in touch but I do come to Gabbie's site and remember her sweet little soul all the time.
I hope you have a wonderful Easter season.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Friday, March 23, 2007 12:32 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
Thank you for posting Rachel Hanson's site...I thought of her often but did not know her site. When we bought our puppy last summer, he chewed the phone wire to our old computer. We are using our new laptop that does not have all the caringbridge sites that I had saved.
I hope & pray that Rachel's journey will take a turn for the better... These kids are just too young for this..
Hope your family is well and has beaten the icky cold.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Wednesday, March 21, 2007 4:41 PM CDT
Hi Paquette's,
Just stopping by to say Hello-
You are thought of ~and prayed for~ often!
Happy 4th birthday to Noah!
Love,
Sara
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Thursday, March 15, 2007 8:00 PM CDT
Happy 4th Birthday Noah!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 1:52 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NOAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NOAH!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NOOOOAAAHHH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
Have a great day!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, Mn USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I was thinking the same thing and really asked God to send me guidence, but that story upset me so much. I was sick to my stomach about. I don't get when there are so many parents that are doing everything to save their kids, or desperatly wanting to hold them again.... and you have people out there like that. I can't wait to ask God a ton of questions when I finally see him face to face!! I ask him now but I'm not getting a straight answer out of him:)!!
All we can do is pray, and I have a ton for that little guy,
Okay I totally rambeled! We check in often and love hearing about Aubrey and Noah! I know that little one is going to give you a run for your money!!
Love, Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:52 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
It has been such a long time since I last "checked in." I can't believe how big Aubrey is getting! She's turning into quite a young lady.
With love,
Andrea
www.caringbridge.org/nj/matthew
Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com>
Swedesboro, NJ - Sunday, March 4, 2007 7:54 AM CST
Monica,
Hoping Noah is on the mend and that Aubrey's ITP is stable. So many worries in this life, may you find rest in our eternal physician as we await perfect joy in heaven with our saints!
God bless you and thank you for your continued witness! I still have Gabbie's pink (unworn) jacket hanging and waiting for Mary next year. I get sad when I see it, but am so glad to know she was on this earth even for such a short time.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, March 2, 2007 1:42 PM CST
Hi! This is Laura. Thank you for all the wonderful cards and messages. i hope all is well. I've been thinking about gabby and steve a lot lately and just wanted to say hi.
Laura Nielsen <Daisy_1319@msn.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 1, 2007 5:17 PM CST
Monica, John, Aubrey and Little Noah! Just stopping in to say I am thinking of all of you today, as I do everyday as you continue down this path without Prescious Gabrielle. I too look forward to see Gabbie's impact she has in Heaven! How amazing she was on earth I can only imagine all the people she has brought closer to the Lord with her story! I am one of them and for that I will be eternally grateful! Looking forward to that walk once the weather turns!!! God Bless you all.
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, February 23, 2007 8:59 AM CST
Just checking in to say that I still think of your precious Gabbie and the rest of your family.
Here is another site of a sweet little boy who suffered a severe heart defect and endless complications. Sadly, he passed away this Monday at the age of 15 months.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/lukesharkey
Kris Olson
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, February 22, 2007 2:41 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Just leaving a message to say that I am still stopping by to check on you and your family. Glad that you have gotten a break from the cold and are enjoying the skating with Aubrey. We are all doing fine down here in Missouri.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis , - Monday, February 19, 2007 11:42 AM CST
Hi Monica,
Such long hard painful goodbyes to our children, but please God quick and joyful reunions in heaven. I cling to Jesus's promise that where He is, we will also one day be...along with our beautiful pure saints.
Love to you,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Sunday, February 18, 2007 3:06 PM CST
Thinking of you today as I do every day ... Thanking you as I do everyday for sharing Gabbie's life with so many of us ... God Bless Monica!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:58 AM CST
I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.
**~
BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Monday, February 12, 2007 8:45 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Just stopping by to let you know that Gabbie and your family are in our thoughts and prayers always.
Love,
Sara
Sara <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 11, 2007 10:40 AM CST
Hello,
I just wanted to take a moment to let you know that I was so touched by the beautiful memorial you wrote and placed in the Star Tribune. I cut it out and for months have looked at it once in awhile but never thought I'd have any contact with Gabrielle's family. I felt a unique connection with you as our daughter Hannah is also playing in heaven today after losing her battle with Leukemia 12 years ago. She was 18 months old.
I was moved beyond words when you wrote about Gabrielle pointing at something you couldn't see and saying "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus". Hannah had a very limited vocabulary but the day before our little one died, she too was drawn to looking up in her hospital room and waving happily. Those of us around saw nothing and commented on this behavior but it wasn't until after her death that we began to think that maybe her baby eyes were given a vision of our Lord. You have assured us that this was the case-how wonderful that Gabrielle could verbalize this and in turn touch our hearts. It gives me chills to think that she, and Hannah, heard the voice of their heavenly Father calling them home - how awesome...
May God bless your family and those you continue to touch through Gabrielle's memory.
With Love,
Troy and Karen Lucht
Karen Lucht <momlucht@comcast.net>
- Saturday, February 10, 2007 0:08 AM CST
Monica~
Just visited your site again! God had such a plan for you and Gabbie's life. He has put in you such a compassionate spirit and such care for his Word! I am blessed just by reading your entries! May he continue to heal and bless others through you! :0)
Mrs. Julee King <purenrg6@bellsouth.net>
Leesburg, GA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:42 PM CST
Monica,
I too was very saddened at the loss of Catie. She has a new baby sister though which is a joyful thing in a very sorrowful time.
I like your idea! I will begin to laugh every time I think of Zachary having to deal with a child like him someday. He can be the sweetest thing but sometimes....argh!
Take care,
Love,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary's website My mom's caringbridge website <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 3:08 PM CST
Monica,
1/22 is always such a dark day, remembering the anniversary of Roe v. Wade. I often think of all those millions of baby saints, whisked out of their mommies wombs and straight to heaven...but our loss on earth.
God bless you and your family...you are in our hearts and prayers.
love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Thursday, January 25, 2007 3:22 PM CST
Thinking of you today as I do everyday ... thinking of Sweet Solemn Gabrielle and all that she endured here on earth. Thank you for sharing her life with so many strangers ... she has forever changed me! I hope Little Noah is feeling better and that you are all staying warm!
God Bless Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah - Thank You Saint Gabrielle for watching over us!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 1:52 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Just stopping by to say hello and that I hope little Noah is feeling better!
Love and Prayers,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 15, 2007 7:34 PM CST
Thinking of you all!
Rachele <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, Mn - Friday, January 12, 2007 7:32 AM CST
Dear Monica,
I wanted to drop a line so you know that you and your family are not forgotten, especially in my prayers. I certainly can understand that the holidays are especially difficult for those who have lost a child. I pray that 2007 will be a year filled with special memories for the Paquette family, and good health for all of you. God's blessings are abundant in all of our lives. I especially treasure having a friend like you that can see them amongst all of her pain and acknowledge them to others. God bless you always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis , - Monday, January 8, 2007 7:47 PM CST
Thinking of you as a new year begins. May God Bless your beautiful family.
Love, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, January 5, 2007 6:59 PM CST
Hey Monica and family-
Just wanted to let you know I stopped by. I hope you had an ok Christmas and New Year's. My heart just breaks for all the parents who have to go through this. . . I'm so sorry.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, January 5, 2007 1:23 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your family. I hope that you were able to enjoy Christmas with Aubrey and Noah. I know it will always be painful that Gabbie is not with you, especially on holidays. I pray that God gave you peace on such a special day - the celebration of Jesus birth. Wishing you all health and happiness in 2007.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 9:25 PM CST
Hi Monica and family!
I have thought of you often during this Holiday Season. You all are always in my prayers. Thank you always for your wisdom. I love coming here and be guided by our good Lord.
With Love and Hope and lots of Memories for 2007
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, Mn - Monday, January 1, 2007 7:39 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Thanks for calling and asking me to meet with you to shop yesterday. I was feeling very down yesterday morning before you called, but seeing you, Aubrey and Noah did a world of good! Just being around kids can sure make a person cheer up!
Janine
Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 7:52 AM CST
HAVE A VERY MARY CHRISTMAS SAINT GABBIE & FAMILY!
Christmas Myspace Graphics
Nater Gapa www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 8:04 PM CST
HAVE A VERY MARY CHRISTMAS SAINT GABBIE & FAMILY!
Christmas Myspace Graphics
Nater Gapa www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 8:04 PM CST
"But Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart." (Luke 2:19) We have all pondered about our children. . .all throughout our pregnancy, all throughout their life and, so very much, after their death. Praise God that by His grace and mercy, and because of Jesus, we can do so in the light of precious promises. We can ponder on a glorious eternity! Thinking of you, dear Paquette's, with love this Christmas Day.
Yolanda <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 8:18 AM CST
Hello Monica & Family,
Wishing you a very Gentle Christmas & a Happy & Healthy New Year.
Wishing you sweet dreams of Gabbie.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 6:58 PM CST
Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.
All my love,
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:22 AM CST
Dear Monica,
I like your idea of enjoying the simple things. I, too, try to instill that in my children. I am off work and home tomorrow with the kids and hope to have a mellow day playing puzzles and coloring. Maybe now we'll have some snow to play in! I hope the holidays are more bearable than you expect. I'll be thinking about you (and Gabbie).
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, December 21, 2006 3:11 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Sadly, another family grieving the loss of their precious child, Chassity.
www3.caringbridge.org/va/chassity
So very heartbreaking..
Thoughts and prayers for you always.
Love,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 19, 2006 9:57 PM CST
Hey Monica and family-
I just wanted to let you know I was here. Dearest Gabbie won't ever be forgotten. . . My heart is breaking for you.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2006 10:02 AM CST
Monica and John,
Just stopping by to say hi and let you know I'm thinking of you this time of year. It is filled with much joy and celebration, but the sting of losing a child is heightened. I too, lost a child to miscarriage, just about a year ago. I mourn that loss, but as you mentioned, it is overshadowed by the death of a child we knew and saw and raised for 2 and a half years.
I hope that the rest of your Christmas shopping goes smoothly! We will have to get together after the holidays. It will be tax season, but at least the kids and I could get together with you.
God bless you!
Jen
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's website ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Thursday, December 7, 2006 12:33 AM CST
Dear Monica and Family,
Thinking of you always. You are in my thoughts and prayers. With Love-Ariel Marie
Ariel Yseth <AY3004@k12.sd.us>
Watertown, SD USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:10 PM CST
Dear Monica and Family,
Thinking of you always. You are in my thoughts and prayers. With Love-Ariel Marie
Ariel Yseth <AY3004@k12.sd.us>
Watertown, SD USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:09 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I can totally understand why you can't wait for this time of year to end--and on many different levels.
I can only imagine how much Gabrielle's absence is felt so deeply every day and esp during the holidays.
And then with just the whole mass commercialism of the season. I have also have noticed that, even though there is much goodness done during the holidays (i.e. more efforts of generousity to those in need) there is unfortunately so much focus on material things--and soo much excess.
This time of year can also bring out the worst in people, such as fighting the crowds in very busy stores, etc. That makes everyone very stressed and irritable.
It is too easy to lose the true meaning of the season in our society.
Please know that I think of Saint Gabbie and your family so very often and keep you all in my prayers. My heart goes out to you very much, and of course, Saint Gabbie is always in my heart as well. She is so precious.
God Bless,
Sara
The Hammer Family <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 4, 2006 10:02 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Thanks for signing my mom's guestbook. The loss of her in my life has been horrible to say the least. Not the same as loosing a child but still very, very difficult.
I'm right there with you about Christmas. I had planned to spend this Christmas with my mom so it will be very, very difficult. She loved this time of year and had already bought presents for the grandkids. I'm glad to have them so I can give them to them but it won't be the same. I was going through some stuff in my office and found the birthday card she sent me in August. Always very sweet, always wishing she was with me on my birthday.
Everyone - please spend all the time you can with those precious to you. Don't take a minute for granted because it can all be over so quickly.
Please pray for the Bergstrom family as sweet Ellis went to be with the Lord this evening. Their pain is immense and lifelong.
God Bless,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary's Site My Mom's Caringbridge Site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, December 4, 2006 7:44 PM CST
Hello. I just read the serman from the Lutheran website. What a tribute to your family. I just wanted to remind you that I have been very impacted by Gabrielle and your family. Keep journaling, its so good for others.
Dianne <diannegg@mchsi.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Monday, December 4, 2006 3:53 PM CST
Hi Monica, I guess you are "coming to terms" with this, as best anyone can understand something of this magnitude. My sister is thrust into the bottomless pit of grief now too, having lost her only child in a car accident a few months ago. I cant believe how many people are out there, hiding such pain beneath the surface. Havent been around, I know, but wishing you guys all the best.
Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 3, 2006 10:11 PM CST
Monica and John,
I don't think that I signed in on Gabrielle's birthday anniversary, but know that we were definitely thinking about you. Sounds like you found a very nice way to honor Gabbie's birthday with Aubrey and Noah. I know that Brady always loves it when we do things to honor Zachary's anniversaries. It helps to ease the pain of their absense a bit, to do something active to commemorate the day. Hoping you had a nice and restful Thanksgiving weekend.
Love
Jen and family
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, November 26, 2006 7:58 PM CST
What a wonderful message Jim Hite left in Gabbie's guest book. May his life continue to be blessed by learning of Gabbie, even after her death, as mine has been. Monica, I am very glad to read that you were able to acknowledge Gabbie on her birthday with Aubrie and Noah, by releasing the balloons and lighting a candle. I am sure that was a big step for you, as I know time really never heals the loss of a child. My prayers are with you as you continue on.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Friday, November 24, 2006 6:11 PM CST
Monica and John,
Gabrielle’s story resonates across time, bringing more to Christ.
Your story recently aired in our area on the Lutheran Hour radio program. I have a one year old daughter. I sobbed. Tears fill my eyes as I write this. I cannot begin to say I understand your pain nor offer any words that could begin to fill the emptiness only Christ can.
What I can offer is the knowledge that your story that you graciously shared with us has ignited the Spirit in me to do my best to have all those close to join us with Jesus Christ in Heaven – to be bold in sharing the reason for the hope we have.
Thank you. My prayers are with you.
Jim Hite <jhite@cms-ky.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 5:37 AM CST
Wishing you a lovely Thanksgiving.
Grateful for what I have and missing who I have lost.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary's Site My Mom's Caringbridge Site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:35 AM CST
Dear Monica and John,
Thinking of you and Saint Gabbie always and keeping you all in our prayers.
With Love,
The Hammer's
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11:56 PM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers today.
Please know we are here for you.
Love and prayres
Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:24 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers today.
Kris Herbst - Friends of Allie <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Bettendorf, IA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:58 AM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Monday, November 20, 2006 6:09 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I have to apologize for not stopping by on Friday and leaving a message. I don't know how the day and the weekend could have gotten away from me, except that my life is very hectic lately. I just printed the 6 page sermon from the Lutheran Hour Ministries. I cheated and skipped to the part about Gabbie and the Paquette family. I will read it all later. God has used Gabbie in so many ways to reach others for Christ. The broadcast of the Lutheran Hour is listened to by so many. I am sure yesterday's broadcast touched a lot of people. I am sure last Friday was particularly difficult and always will be a more difficult day than others. I also have a hard time believing Gabbie would be seven. I know you praise God for her being in His Holy presence, but I also can imagine how you long for her and all of the hopes and dreams you must have had for her that Rev. Dr. Klaus mentioned in his sermon. I continue to cherish your friendship and the blessing of finding Gabbie on CaringBridge. My prayers are with you always as you continue on this earthly journey without her.
In Christian friendship and love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Monday, November 20, 2006 12:32 AM CST
Monica,
It is hard to believe that Gabbie would be 7 years old already. But time marches on, doesn't it? I know it never gets easier for you and your family. I will always remember the beautiful little girl with the big blue eyes and the wise old soul. She left a forever imprint on my heart. Someday God's plan will make sense.
"For he has not ignored the suffering of the needy. He has not turned and walked away. He has listened to their cries for help. "
Psalm 22:24 NLT
In Christ's Love,
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Saturday, November 18, 2006 1:24 PM CST
I wasn't able to sign in yesterday but was thinking of you on Gabrielle's birthday. God bless.
Robin Boger
Rural Hall, NC - Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:14 AM CST
Thinking of you all, and remembering Gabrielle on the occasion of her birthday.
Michelle Espeseth & family
Clear Lake, WI - Saturday, November 18, 2006 8:37 AM CST
Thinking of your family and remembering Gabbie on her Birthday.
Mary Kay and Dave Knox, Mitchell, Rachel and Katie
Mary Kay Knox <DMK542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, November 17, 2006 9:14 PM CST
Monica, John, Aubrey, St. Gabbie & Noah,
Never forgetting those big eyes, those silent tears.
Always thankful for Gabbie and her special Mama for all the
things they've taught me. Faithfully still on your journey-
How could I not be?
God bless today and everyday
Jill Williams
Mendota Heights, - Friday, November 17, 2006 3:44 PM CST
Happy Birthday, dear Gabbie, we'll never forget you....
and love to your family
the Mortons <djjdsm@att.net>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 12:53 AM CST
Dear Monica,
I will pray for your family. I know you miss her terribly every single day. May God bless you on her birthday anniversary.
Love,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, November 17, 2006 9:22 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie!!
Monica and family,
My heart and love go out to you on this anniversary day. I am asking Jesus to let you feel an extra portion of His grace today and this weekend. Ever praying for that day that our Lord comes quickly to take us home, where we no longer need "caringbridge" to share. Our love to each of you.
Ivy & Monte Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin>
Mansfield, OH - Friday, November 17, 2006 9:13 AM CST
Thinking of you today Monica. I keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Happy Birthdya Gabbie!
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@macys.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:56 AM CST
Thinking of you all today on Gabbie's earthly birthday ... I know it will never get easier or better but her amazing journey and story has changed me and continues to bring me closer to the Lord. Thank you Sweet Gabbie! Thank you Paquette Family for all that you do ...
Love Rebekah Clark
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:47 AM CST
Dearest Paquette Family:
Thinking of your family always but especially today..
To think of little Gabbie being 7 just amazes me, where does time go when one passes? It's so hard to believe that is has been over 4 1/2 years since she passed away. But I am sure it is all so very fresh in your minds.
I am sorry that you are having to go through this day without being able to celebrate Gabbie's Birthday..
Give lots of Hugs to the kids~
Thinking of you always!!
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:43 AM CST
Happy Birthday Sweet Gabbie! I hope you are having a great party in heaven and my mom is with you.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary Bernhardt Wanda Hooper <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:04 AM CST
Happy Birthday Gabbie. Love Auntie Sarah
Sarah Totall
St. Louis Park, MN - Friday, November 17, 2006 7:44 AM CST
Happy 7th Birthday Dearest Gabrielle.
((HUGS)) to your family.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 7:00 AM CST
We haven't forgotten you Gabrielle nor your sweet family. Always, always in our hearts. We move differently in this world because of you. Happy Birthday sweet Angel.
Love, Mary <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, November 16, 2006 9:40 PM CST
Dearest Paquette's, Holding you very tightly in my prayers tonight and throughout the day tomorrow. May the joy of knowing Gabrielle was and now is forever keep your eyes lifted to Heaven.
Yolanda Rogers <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 7:55 PM CST
Dearest Monica and John,
Thinking of your family and Saint Gabbie always,
and especially tomorrow of course..
I am truly sorry beyond words for your grief.
Gabbie is such a beautiful and pure soul..
and such a special little missionary for Christ.
Praying for you..
Love,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 16, 2006 6:48 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I forgot to write that I didn't know that embroinic cells cause cancer...that's horrible.
YES, boys are very different from girls..very rough & tough.. I don't think they can help it - its just in their nature. Alex loves to run past me and have me trip him.. LOL... Boys.
I wanted to share that the first Caringbrige site I visited was Charlie Kiene in Minnesota. I came across his site from Weightwatchers, where his mom was a member. At that time, Alex was 2 and I couldn't relate to him very well. After reading Charlies story I made a vow to myself to try to understand Alex better. I owe my awesome relationship with Alex to little Charlie Kiene. Reading his story has made me a better mom to my little buggyboy. :o)
Your family is deep in my heart & prayers as Gabbie's birthday arrives.
Take Care.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 1:28 PM CST
Hi!
What a beautiful picture of Aubrey... She's growing up so fast! Em just had her school pics done last week. I had to do the curler thing so her hair was very curly the next day.
Has Aubreys condition gotten any better?
Take care!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Monday, November 13, 2006 1:39 PM CST
Monica~
I am so proud of you for stepping out about the truths of embrionic stem cell research. Since you e-mailed me last I have been listening to and reading anything I can about it. Bio-chemists who do the actual research have said even their field of experts are beginning to see that embrionic stem cell research may never produce positive results. And that 3 decades from now they may still have no results! There is such a small window when they can harvest the stem cell from embryos, which as you know have not had any positive results. Adult stem cell research and cord blood donation have had very positive results and no life is lost in the process! God is good, all the time!
It seems odd that scientists are realizing the inability, but Liberals are manipulating people and using their broken hearts to win seats? I also heard Dr. Dobson (Focus on The Family~ AFR radio) and a panel saying, Republican's win votes from Value Voter's, because that's the platform they run on and then they represent with no integrity! So after Tuesday, they must realize that our Value's matter to us! We may have not got Republican's as majorities, but at the poles we as "Values Voter's" showed up with great #'s to get the stem cell research and Marriage Ammendments right! We can not Idolize people, but we do stand up for what we believe! The #'s proved that even Liberal's voted for Marriage between one man and one women!
As a living donor myself ( a kidney to my brother-in-law, July 26,06) I know how great God is, he gave us 2 kidney's when we needed only one! He has a master plan for our lives as individuals and as one body! We can make a difference, each and every one of us, today! I am so blessed to have gotten to know about you and your beautiful family! I also have an angel, I never met in heaven. But as an embryo, that angel had every cell in my body aware of it's presence. I still say I have 5 children, one is in heaven! God bless you today and always! You are an inspiration to others! My verse that God laid in my heart before the kidney transplant was 1 John 3:16. Thank you for your time!
Mrs. Julee King <purenrg6@bellsouth.net>
Leesburg, GA - Friday, November 10, 2006 8:32 AM CST
Just letting you know you are never forgotten. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 9, 2006 9:55 AM CST
Hi Monica,
Thinking of you today.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary Bernhardt Wanda Hooper <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:27 AM CST
Dear Monica,
Thinking of all your babies today. I'm so sorry. Thanks for the update and the new photos of the kids. Aubrey is so pretty!
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:31 AM CST
Hey Monica-
I had no idea until I read your last journal entry. I'm soooo sorry. . .
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, November 6, 2006 3:47 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Thinking of your family always and keeping you in our prayers.
Thank you for the beautiful, heartfelt and wise words regarding the gift and value of every human life--no matter how tiny it is. This is where we all started and it is truly a miracle and a precious blessing from God that should be protected, nurtured and loved.
My heart goes out to you so much, always--and I can only imagine how difficult it can be this time of the year, additionally..
Love and Prayers,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 6, 2006 12:28 AM CST
Dear Monica,
I am so glad you posted the info on the Lutheran Hour Ministries. Bless you for sharing the info on embryonic stem cells. This is a big issue for the Missouri election next week. Actually, I DO think you are eloquent in your journaling and writing on Gabbie's site. I continue to pray for you always, but especially during this month and the approaching holidays.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis , - Friday, November 3, 2006 6:32 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Thinking of Gabbie today. And praying for your family knowing that November is a sad and difficult month. Take care of yourself.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, November 2, 2006 9:13 AM CST
Hey Monica-
I hope Aubrey had a great birthday. :D
Just wanted you to know I was here.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Saturday, October 21, 2006 8:35 PM CDT
Monica,
I have Gabbie's beautiful unworn pink winter jacket on a rack down in our laundry room. Theresa can't wear it, though she'd be 4 on Monday, and it grieves me twice for both Gabbie and Theresa. Thank you again for gifting us with such a special coat, Mary and Sarah will both cherish it.
God bless you as you live another day without Gabbie in your arms, you give great witness to the power of the cross via your journaling.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, October 20, 2006 3:35 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Aubrey. Wow - 8 years old! I hope you have a really great day.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUBREY!!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Tuesday, October 17, 2006 8:21 AM CDT
MISS AUBREY:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS AUBREY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
I hope your package arrived safely and I hope you have a wonderful Birthday..
Give Mommy a Big hug from me and be sure to share the treats in the package with Noah...
Lots of Love & Hugs
Have a good day sweetie...
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 7:26 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am also just letting you know I was by visiting today and still do come to Gabbie's site. You and your dear family are not forgotten. I am still very excited about Gabbie's story being shared with so many.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, October 15, 2006 1:14 PM CDT
Hi,I came across your web site,its beautiful.
I am in the process of making one for my daughter Ebony who passed away 16th november 2005 just one day after her 5th birthday.
She didnt have neuroblastoma but one of her very close friends did so we understand what poor little Gabbie had to go through.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Michelle Kelly
Michelle kelly <nedshell@dodo.com.au>
Perth, W.a Australia - Sunday, October 15, 2006 8:52 AM CDT
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here today.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, October 9, 2006 8:48 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of Gabbie today.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 1:14 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
The innocence of Noah's question is so beautiful and honest...someday Noah, she will have beautiful glorious beaming skin. We are so sorry that your children have to deal with death at such an early age, it is a sorrow that no one should have to carry let alone surviving siblings.
God bless you all,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, September 29, 2006 4:07 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
It was great to see you again the other morning. I do check Gabbie's website regularly to see how everybody is doing. Noah is getting so big! I hope Aubrey is hanging in there and please tell her that Spencer and I say Hi!
Take Care and I hope to see you again soon.
Love,
Shannon Hujanen
Shannon Hujanen <hujanenfamily@msn.com>
Blaine, MN - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 3:05 PM CDT
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA
, - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:35 PM CDT
Your Gabbie won the battle and fought it with strength and dignity. God be with all of us as we have the faith that we will one day "be dere" with your sweet baby.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:25 PM CDT
Dearest Monica ... just thought I'd drop in to say hello ... seems like the summer got away from me and we never achieved that stroller ride ... hopefull we will meet sooner rather than later - then again, it is Minnesota so if we wait a minute the weather will change ... hope all is well with Aubrey ... thanks as always for your love and compassionate words to lead us all to the Lord ... Sadly, Christi has left us here on earth and joined Sweet Gabbie in Heaven this morning ... as we've always said, only GOd knows why the littlest ones suffer ... please pray for her family as they travel this same road you are on ... God Bless you Monica and as always THANK YOU Solemn Gabbrielle ...
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 8:33 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say "hi". :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 12:47 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
How sad it is that Gabbie suffered silently for so long. Her poor tummy ... May her gentle spirit rest in peace.
Your family is always in my heart and prayers.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:35 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Yes, so many difficult memories.
9.11-- an American tragedy.
And the many sad anniversaries.
Gabbie was diagnosed days after 9.11,
Daniel was diagnosed 2 months after 9.11,
(shortly after precious Gabbie)
and Christi Thomas was diagnosed on the
1 year anniversary (9-11-02)
And as you know things are not going well for
sweet Christi-she is suffering so--
they desperately need our prayers.
Yes, such a time of enormous sadness and tragedy.
And, unfortunately we could go on to list so much more devestation..
Thank you for your words, Monica, and for the hopeful reminder that the Lord will someday make everything right.
My heart goes out to you so much Monica. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you and very precious Saint Gabbie.
And yes, one day this will all be made right.
Trust in the Lord.
Thanks, Monica.
All my love,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
lakeland, mn usa - Monday, September 11, 2006 11:24 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. Hope Aubrey's first days of school went fine.
I'm so sorry for all that you went/are going through. . .
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 11:31 AM CDT
Hey Guys! I really like Gabbie's page. Hope to see you again sometime.
Ariel Marie Yseth <AY3004@k12.sd.us>
Watertown, SD USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 6:40 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
So glad you had a fun and safe trip. Sounds like a great place to visit!
Love and prayers always,
Sara
The Hammer Family <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN usa - Saturday, September 2, 2006 12:26 AM CDT
Hi Monica ... thought I would email you with info on a 4 year fighter of Neuroblastoma ... Christi Thomas, sadly, is nearing her end of this fight - though it has been a remarkable one for 4 long years - her disease progression can no longer be stopped ... here is her website ... you are such a faithful Christian ... no one can make any sense of this and her family is struggling as expected ... please send them your prayers ... God Bless you Monica! Gabby will be joined by Christi soon I am afraid (how glorious for these children in the end - but heartbreaking for the ones left behind!)
http://www.christithomas.blogspot.com/
Rebekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 2:56 PM CDT
Monica,
Glad the missing checks were your only glitch!!!!
Its amazing you still can dream about Gabbie, what a gift to "see" her again even if it is a sad dream. We anticipate the day when you'll see her in person again...what a glorious reunion.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:23 PM CDT
Hi Paquette's!
I'm very glad that you had a great trip! Family trips are always fun....so sorry that Gabbie couldn't be there physically. But know she was there spiritually.
Glad you're back!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 12:47 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I'm so glad that your family had a good vacation. You went to our family's favorite vacation spot--South Carolina. I have a beautiful picture of Steve walking along the shoreline.
Just wanted to let you know that I have had a recurrent dream almost identical to yours. In my dream, I know that Steve is in the hospital, but many things block my way so I can't get there. I get frantic in the dream because I'm afraid that he will be waiting and wondering why I'm not there.
Anyway, I am happy to hear that your family got away for a while, although it is always nice to get back home! Thanks for the card and note you sent to Laura. It sure means a lot to her.
Love, Janine
J. Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 12:20 AM CDT
OH Monica - I am so happy to hear your family vacation was wonderful - sorry about John having to head back home but good thing you all got to the airport safe and sound and on time! I am sorry you missed Gabrielle so much but you are supposed to ... she was there in all of your hearts and minds anyhow ... smiling! I look forward to finally meeting up with you before the snow flies (UGH!) Where'd the summer go to so darn fast? Hope all is well ... God Bless you!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:17 AM CDT
Monica, John and kids,
So happy to read that you had a good trip. How fun to swim every day and see the ocean. Glad that your flight was uneventful and that you are all safely home now. I know how painful it is to continue on in your lives and make happy memories without your beautiful Gabrielle here. Every moment, every experience, every memory will be tainted by your loss. But God is good and thank heavens there is life beyond this one. Thinking of you guys often!
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, August 28, 2006 10:15 PM CDT
Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.
Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta
, - Monday, August 28, 2006 8:01 PM CDT
Monica,
Just checking in-
Thoughts and prayers for your family always,
Love, Sara
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.met>
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:38 PM CDT
I am so sad and my heart is breaking. Baby Max lost his battle today and another sweet baby, Curran lost his yesterday. The cancer beast needs to be eliminated!!
http://www.caringbridge.com/visit/maxjordan
http://www.caringbridge.com/cb/inputSiteName.do?method=search&siteName=curranpace
I hope and pray you have a great time on vacation.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 6:00 PM CDT
I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello". Does Max have a page?
Lots of love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 8:23 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Praying that you have a very safe and fun trip. May many happy memories be made!
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Sunday, August 20, 2006 10:02 PM CDT
Hi Monica! I am so sorry it has been so long since I have posted. I do try to read up every week. The summer has been a tough one here...so I have been out of the posting mode...but I do think of you daily. I am so happy that you all will be taking a vacation time away. Praying for traveling mercies upon you and may your time be a blessed one.
Michelle E.
Clear Lake, WI - Sunday, August 20, 2006 6:21 PM CDT
Monica ... just stopping in to wish you all a safe and happy trip ... I am sure your bags are packed and the kids are ready to go ... stay safe and healthy and hope to finally "meet" up with you after you get back ... God Bless!
Rebekah
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN usa - Friday, August 18, 2006 1:22 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
I hope your trip is full of fun for all even though I know all family vacations will always feel as if something is missing.
Baby Max is not doing well at all today. He is just having a terrible time. Please pray for him.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, mn USA - Friday, August 18, 2006 8:35 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Have a safe trip. I hope you are able to really enjoy this vacation. I know there are sad memories too.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, August 17, 2006 12:07 AM CDT
Dearest Monica,
I pray that Aubrey's bruising gets better. It's getting hot again - that makes it hard on Zachary. He handles being confined to the house during those times pretty good but I know it's hard.
Poor little baby Max is not doing well at all. It just breaks my heart.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, Mn USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 3:53 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. Hope you are having a good week.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:39 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
Just checking in on you. I'm sure Aubrey and Noah enjoyed the waterpark during this last hot spell!
Also I continue to pray for Aubrey's bruising to get better..
Sending you my love and prayers always,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN - Monday, August 7, 2006 1:21 PM CDT
Monica,
Just wanted to say hi. That's great that you took the day off to enjoy the HOT weather with the kids! I know it's difficult to have to send them to daycare every day, so good for you spending extra time with them. I'm sorry to read that Aubrey continues to bruise.
Remembering your precious Gabrielle today.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 9:58 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I'm sorry Aubrey is still going through this. I know you were hoping she would have outgrown it by now. I hope you enjoyed your day off at the pool or waterpark. We have been spending a lot of time at the lake. This summer is going so fast.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
Dearest Monica ... thank you SO very much for taking the time to send me a card in the mail. It was a truly beautiful stamped card and I thank you again! I hope you are enjoying the waterpark or pool. Sadly - Jaden gets pretty crabby and worn out from this heat (she's just like me) and so we spent the day inside the AC yesterday. Our swimming pool temp is 91 so the water is not nearly as refreshing as it usually is ... I hope Aubrey's bruising ends - I pray for her daily ... and as always I think and pray for you and your family too! Hope to meet up with you after your vacation. God Bless and STAY SAFE in this heat!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 12:56 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you guys and sweet Gabbie very much.
She is forever extra special in my heart-- as are you,
John, Noah and Aubrey.
Hope Aubrey's bruising will be improving soon by the way.
God bless,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 28, 2006 9:35 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am sure there are many that have not even shared with you the impact that Gabbie and this web site have had on them. I too, am so touched and changed by your solemn, precious Gabrielle.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 11:32 PM CDT
Paquette family,
Thank you for being with us tonight, praying with us tonight, and remembering our special Theresa with us tonight. Your friendship is invaluable as we continue to navigate through life towards our real home and reunion with our girls. The suffering is bitter, but made a little sweeter when shared with those who truly understand it and love the Lord.
God bless you all!
Much love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Thursday, July 20, 2006 11:35 PM CDT
It has been sooooo incredibly long since I've signed in but I think about you and pray for you quite often. Just wanted to let you know you're not forgotten. Blessings in Christ
Khalita Duke Peds BMT <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, July 17, 2006 6:21 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Glad to hear Aubrey had such a fabulous time at the lake.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 3:01 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I'm glad Aubrey is back safe and sound. I couldn't believe it was 88 degrees already this morning, but I know you're loving it. Hope you had a great weekend and all is well with everyone.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, July 17, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Monica,
God bless you for persevering in life, especially with this beautiful yet painful evangelization mission God has given you via Gabbie's death, and enduring the pain of loss and at times the pain of people who attack your Christian beliefs. You have touched soooo many and Gabbie's life has been such witness of Christ's power and victory over death. Thinking and praying for you today and looking forward to when we'll meet Gabbie face to face.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Sunday, July 16, 2006 8:12 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I am glad that Aubrey had a great time and is back home safely. I hope you have a nice day with the kids. I cannot believe you haven't had to turn on your AC yet. I am not a big fan of the summer heat, so I would have a hard time surviving without it. Of course, I know it is usually cooler in your part of the country than mine. You must miss Gabbie terribly whenever you take the kids for fun activities like the pool. I am sure there is always an empty feeling because someone is missing. I know I don't sign in as much as I used to, but please know that you are always in my prayers.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Friday, July 14, 2006 10:26 AM CDT
Hey Monica-
I bet Aubrey is having so much fun at the lake. :0)
Just wanted to let you know I stopped by.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 12:53 AM CDT
Hi Monica!
I'm sure Aubrey will have such a fun time with her Aunt, as well as on your upcoming family vacation! Fun!
Loving thoughts always--of you and St Gabbie,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, July 10, 2006 8:02 PM CDT
Stopping in to say hi!! Time has gotten away from me and I still want to have lunch with you! I'm going to call you soon!! It sounds like your summer is going really fast also. I hope Aubrey has a great time at the cabin! I know its hard to be away from our kids.
Once again thank you so much for spreading the truth. I come on here everyday and read and feel the Lord everytime I read your words!
You are amazing Monica!
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, Mn - Monday, July 10, 2006 9:21 AM CDT
Hi Monica, You probably already know this, but McKenna Olson lost her battle to Alpers disease today. I know you are praying for her family. May God bless you.
Mary Akagi <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
- Thursday, July 6, 2006 0:15 AM CDT
Monica--so glad to hear your surgery went well!
Love,
Sara
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 10:56 PM CDT
Monica,
Glad to read that the lasik surgery went well. Good for you! Maybe someday I'll have to give in and do it too.
I suppose you could say that the morning coffee, breeze, bird sounds and reading is an indulgence, but that's okay. Good for you for taking that time for yourself! Little Tate gets up at 5:30 every morning. I wish I could have 10 minutes to sip coffee and listen to the birds :)
Wishing you a fun 4th of July weekend. Always remembering Gabbie...
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, June 29, 2006 12:30 AM CDT
Good Morning Monica! Hoping this finds you well! Thank you for Gabbie's Memorial you sent me in the mail. It truly is an amazing thing to read over and over again. Jaden helped put it in the book and has asked about Gabbie daily since. She is so full of questions ... and I struggle to find the answers sometimes. We are heading to New York to visit family tomorrow but when we get back I hope to give you a call and get together for that stroller walk around Lake Harriet ... God Bless you and your family as you continue this journey - Thank you Gabbie for opening my eyes and heart to God ... and I am happy to hear your surgery went so well ... and praying that Aubrey recover from her bruising ... talk to you soon and Have a Happy and Safe 4th of July!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 8:56 AM CDT
Hey Monica-
Hope the Lasik went ok. I, too, want to have it done, but am too afraid to. I checked on line to see exactly how it was done and when I read and saw pics of the "flap" that freaked me out!
Please let me know how you did and maybe I'll get the courage. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 2:41 PM CDT
Hi Paquettes!
I wish you the best with your surgery today! I'm a chicken.......it's one of those things I want to do...but am scared.
I can't wait to hear about the results!
Happy Belated Father's Day John!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Saturday, June 24, 2006 7:42 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Good luck today. I know a few people who have had the surgery, all with great results.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake , MN - Friday, June 23, 2006 10:45 AM CDT
Monica,
You are brave! I would love to have that done but am too chicken! Good luck!!
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, mn USA - Friday, June 23, 2006 9:34 AM CDT
Monica,
Hope all goes well with the lasik surgery. I have a number of friends that have had it done and they LOVE their new eyes!!!
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Friday, June 23, 2006 9:01 AM CDT
Monica,
Not such a good moring! Luke Wood passed away this morning. It's so very, very sad.
God Bless,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, mn USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 11:01 AM CDT
Monica,
I was putting something away in Theresa's (post-death) memory box and came across the very first card you had sent me. You didn't even know us, but reached out to console us after reading her obit. Thank you, last night it brought another multitude of tears...I felt your caring heart all over again and am so thankful for your friendship.
Missing your beautiful Gabbie today and believing both she and Theresa are sitting in the lap of Jesus right now.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Monday, June 19, 2006 3:19 PM CDT
Monica and John--thinking of your family and Saint Gabbie ~today on Fathers Day~ and always. I know she is missed by you every day and I can only imagine how much more noticeable her absense is on a day such as this.
At mass today I thought of you as we were reminded how much Jesus loves the little children.
She is safe in His love.
Even though I know your heart is so heavy with her physical absence..
Well, just wanted to let you know that Gabrielle and your family are being thought of often~ and we're praying for Aubrey's condition as well.
Love,
Sara
Vic and Sara Hammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 5:07 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I suspect it stirs up their own feelings of guilt. I hope you never hesitate to talk out loud and remember Gabbie every single day.
Have a good weekend.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, June 16, 2006 2:49 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am so sorry that mentioning Gabbie brings about uneasiness in others. I love hearing about Gabbie and alwaysa will. Thank you for sharing her with us in your journals. Gabbie stories and rememberances always bless my life.
I am glad you were able to spend the day with Aubrey. I continue to pray for her healing. Noah is still very young, he will mature before you know it and possibly so quickly that you may long for the days he has now.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:33 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Just wanted to let you know I was here and to ask everyone to pray for a special little boy and maybe visit his caringbrige website: /visit/lukewood. This is a little boy also from MN who is battling cancer and he and his family need all of the prayers they can.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 9:56 AM CDT
Good morning Paquettes!
I'm right there with you Monica - it's easy to let the time with the kids slip to meet our "obligations." I have come to realize especially with Hannah already ten that I need to put those things aside and spend time with them.
Please pray for the Duckworth's. Jacob has gone to heaven after such a strong fight. http://www.caringbridge.com/fl/jacob. It breaks my heart as I thought he would make it. He really believed.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, mn USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 7:16 AM CDT
Please pray for Jacob...& his beautiful family...
http://www2.caringbridge.org/fl/jacob/
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Saturday, June 10, 2006 1:21 PM CDT
Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 1:02 PM CDT
Your comments about spending time with our children are a voice in this busy world that devalues that time spent. We need to come back to the foundations and make them right. Thank you for sharing.
Dianne Goings <diannerg@peoplepc.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:04 AM CDT
Monica,
You are making the right choices in putting your children first. I am a firm believer if parents were more dedicated to their children, that most of the world's problems would be solved.....think about it...it really does make sense. Most problems in this world happen because people were not nurtured and cared enough about in their families. Of course, I am not referring to illness, but more to things such as anger, violence, war, etc. Do not doubt yourself on the decision you are making. Children hunger for time with their immediate family. My prayers are with you as you enjoy your time with Aubrey and Noah.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 7:59 PM CDT
Monica,
Thank you for your friendship! You were a breath of fresh air for me last Saturday...I really treasure that we can talk about grief and our beautiful saints in heaven. God bless you and God rest your heart as you live without your beautiful Gabrielle.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 11:17 PM CDT
Thank you for writing the verse...it is what brings us inner peace in this dangerous, crazy, and sinful world. Though our trials may differ, we share that same HOPE.
And I am hoping that you are also filling your mind with the beauty of His creation (summer flowers, fruits, sunsets, and smells)--it still shines through as a testiment to us inspite of this fallen world.
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers--
Melody
melody bell
baltimore, md - Friday, June 2, 2006 2:00 PM CDT
please keep this little child in your prayers. he, too, had neuroblastoma and is working so hard. www.caringbridge.org/visit/cameronhenke
thank you
dana frandsuth
st. paul, mn usa - Thursday, June 1, 2006 8:04 PM CDT
Monica,
You are special too! And I value our friendship very much. Thank you for continuing to update Gabbie's website and bring people to Jesus (or at least plant seeds).
I too am very glad that summer (and the heat) is here. We spent Sunday sitting in the sun at a baseball game and Monday in the sun doing yardwork. It was great! (but we did turn on the AC so when we came in it was a little reprieve:))
Although summer is very busy, hope we can get together again soon. As always, we are remembering precious Gabrielle.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, June 1, 2006 12:22 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
So true that a little child will lead them. You share Gabbie's so openly and honestly in order to bring more to the saving knowledge of Christ. Thank you for that!
Because of His Grace,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 7:32 PM CDT
More sadness and more prayers needed--this one for the family of a darling little girl named Julia.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julia
So much heartbreak.
Love to you,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 11:56 PM CDT
please oh please pray for this child with neuroblastoma. whether it's here on earth or up in heaven, intensive care is where he is now....www.caringbridge.org/visit/cameronhenke
douglas shane
st. paul, mn usa - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:43 PM CDT
Remembering Gabbie on this Memorial Day and all that have passed because of cancer, war, disease...........
Hoping you have a peaceful day.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, MN USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 11:01 AM CDT
Remembering a true soldier for our Lord on this Memorial Day weekend.....Gabrielle Anna Paquette. May she continue to reach many for Christ.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Saturday, May 27, 2006 10:08 PM CDT
I believe Gabbie's story will be used to glorify God for many, many years....even after we have all left this earth....Gabbie's story will be touching many lives to further God's kingdom. Gabbie's purpose is beyond our comprehension, only God knows why Gabbie was here for such a short time. Gabbie, precious child of God, you will NEVER be forgotten.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, May 25, 2006 3:11 PM CDT
Monica--what beautiful words and feelings you shared from the Salvation Army. Gabbie's spirit continues to touch so many lives and bring them closer to Jesus.
Thank You, Gabbie.
We love you too, special child, and know
that you are not far from us.
God Bless,
Vic and Sara Hammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:28 PM CDT
Monica and family-
Just letting you know I was here. . . I'm so sorry and I wish I could help ease the pain just a little for you.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 11:25 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am glad some positive things are happening despite another painful anniversary for you. Thank you for sharing.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:31 AM CDT
I read the memorial for Gabrielle in the Star and Tribune this past Sunday and felt compelled to learn more about your sweet little baby girl. I read the journal entries from beginning to present and I am filled with such mixed emotions right now. I am inspired by your family and all that you have gone through and continue to go through. Through both the sorrow and happiness I could feel the love you have for God and I am in awe with your indepth understanding and acceptance. Gabrielle and your other children are so lucky to have such strong and loving parents like you and your husband. I so wish I could have know Gabrielle in person. I am sorry that she is no longer with you here on earth. It makes me sad that you cannot hold her and kiss her right now. I lost my 30 yr old brother to a brain tumor in March of 2003 and then my father who was 59 years old just died in December of 2005 of cancer. I too find peace that one day I will see them again. I imagine myself running up to them and hugging them and telling them how much I missed them. It is just amazing how even though Gabrielle was not here on earth for very long, she touched and is continuing to touch so many lives. God Bless you all
Tracie
Big Lake, MN - Monday, May 22, 2006 4:16 PM CDT
I have not been able to get on here until tonight, but you have been in my thoughts all day....and always in my heart.
The words can not even begin to express...
but I surely look forward to that day, and seeing the little ones again.
May the Lord bless you.
Love, Michelle E. & family <mespeseth@whiteeaglebuildingsystems.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 11:18 PM CDT
Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah,
I'm sorry that it's been four years since you held dear Gabrielle in your arms. I'm sorry that you will live many more years without her presence in your lives. Know that you have been in our prayers today. We will never forget your beautiful daughter.
Love,
The Buckentine's
Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 9:52 PM CDT
Your words made me cry today. So full of promise and hope, and loss and pain. I am praying for your family this difficult week, as I am one of many who remembers and was touched by Gabbie.
With love, Judy
The Mortons <djjdsm@att.net>
Bloomington, MN United States - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:24 PM CDT
Monica, your beautiful words have moved me to tears. I have no words, only my most heartfelt prayers. Thinking of you and your family today. God bless.
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:13 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
What a beautiful and touching memoriam. May God bless you for sharing her with so many and for speaking the Truth. The pain you and John must have felt on this day four years ago and still feel today is beyond comprehension for someone that has never felt such grief and pain. My prayers are with you, John, Aubrey and Noah today and always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 6:18 PM CDT
Dear Gabbie: Well time does seem to pass quickly. It's been a year since we last wrote you and a lot has happened. Much of it concerns the tensions in the world that seem to increase but some things are the same especially the coming of a new season. This spring is especially beautiful with the flowers in the bushes and trees as full as we can remember. Even the green colors seem more brilliant this year. Winter wasn't even cold or snowy this year but the change into spring has been very refreshing.
We know that you are enjoying spring or what ever season it is in heaven and that someday we hope to join you.
When time does pass quickly it only means that we are closer to being with you again.
Love, Grandma and Grandpa
Grandma Jeanine and Grandpa Jerry <gtotall@msn.com>
- Wednesday, May 17, 2006 6:01 PM CDT
What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful daughter. Thinking of you all today. xx
Yvonne (FOA) <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 5:34 PM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Tracey R www.friendsofallie.org <tracey@friendsofallie.org>
Barrington, RI - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 4:18 PM CDT
Thinking of your family today! God Bless you all.
Tammy DeBlaay ("Friends of Allie") <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth , TX - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 3:20 PM CDT
Keeping you in my thoughts and my prayers.
Bridge Of Dreams
Debbie from Bridge of Dreams and Giving Hope <debbie@bridgeodfdreams.org>
VA USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 1:45 PM CDT
Uncle John, Aunt Monica, Aubrey, Noah
Keeping you guys in our thoughts and prayers. Just remember Gabby is up in heaven with Grandpa Paquette and Aunt Paula. And all three of them are smiling down on all of you!
Jeff & Christine Denzer
Coon Rapids, mn - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 1:25 PM CDT
Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs, Sammy Nichols & Family
www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy
Desiree (Sammy's Mommy)
Gordonsville, VA USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:59 AM CDT
Remembering sweet Gabrielle today . . .I have been thinking about her lately as my own younger daughter is now the age that Gabbie was when she left you. She continues to touch my heart, and I believe that she always will.
Mary Stein <mary.stein77@gmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:32 AM CDT
Thinking about sweet Gabbie today and saying a special prayer for your hearts.
Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
Dear John & Monica,
You are on our minds and in our hearts especially on this difficult day. We know that we can't take away the pain of your grief over the loss of Gabbie, but we want you to know that we remember her and are thinking of you and praying for you.
Mike & Janine
J. Nielsen
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:10 AM CDT
Thinking of you today, as I do everyday, while you all continue on this heartbreaking journey ... Only God knows why Gabbie had to suffer but she has brought me and so many other so much closer to the Lord because of her suffering ... what a gentle soul she is! God Bless you Monica and thank you for continueing with Gabbie's Story and for sharing your lives without her physical presence ... I will keep praying!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:01 AM CDT
Praying for you today and remembering your beautiful daughter.
Kris Herbst <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Bettendorf, IA q - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 11:58 AM CDT
Oh Monica,
It is so very true...Sharing your deep deep pain today and always.... In love
Ivy <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Oh - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 10:55 AM CDT
Remembering your family on Gabbie's anniversary.
Mary Kay Knox <DMK542@juno.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN 55443 - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 9:28 AM CDT
First, I read your beautiful memorial in the newspaper. I came here to let you know I am thinking of you and how incredible your tribute is, to your sweet daughter AND to the rest of your loving family.
I wasn't surprised to see the same eloquent words here.
Four minutes...four days...four years. The ache never goes away. I thank God for that...the constant reminder of how lucky we were to have our daughters. For you, I thank God, too.
Bridget Peller <peller6@mchsi.com>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 9:21 AM CDT
Dear Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah,
What a beautiful tribute to your sweet Saint Gabbie.
Thinking of you today and praying for you.
Love and prayers,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus , Oh - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:58 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Your words are beautiful. Remembering little Gabbie today.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:37 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you this day.
Keeping all of you in my prayers.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@target.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:27 AM CDT
As I also sit here in tears reading the beautiful tribute to Gabbie, I want you to know that you are in my thoughts & prayers more today than ever as you try to get through yet another painful anniversary date.
God Bless ~
Lots of Love to you all
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winenbago, Mn - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:56 AM CDT
What a beautiful tribute. I know Gabbie is so proud of her family. Thinking and praying hard for you today, and wishing I had a chance to of met your sweet Gabbie, but am sure we will meet sometime! Praying hard always for strength and healing.
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:37 AM CDT
Your angel is beautiful, may her memories bless your hearts! The tribute for Gabbie is beautiful!
Stacy-Lauren <cappadonas@yahoo.com>
Leominster, MA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:26 AM CDT
A nice tribute to Gabbie.
Holding you and your family in my heart & prayers today...
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
bensalem, PA USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 7:01 AM CDT
I'm in tears this morning as I read your journal entry. It brings me back 4 years ago today as I prayed and prayed for Gabbie to be healed on earth and as I cried and cried as it was not meant to be.
I am thinking of you and sending you hugs on this very, very sad day in your lives. I hope this message comforts you a little and hope you know I am always here for you. As I always I have a tribute to Gabbie at my site.
We miss you Gabbie!
God Bless!
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 6:39 AM CDT
Beloved friend, I have held you so tightly in my prayers knowing the gnawing sadness that grips our heart as we relive those dreadful days that led to our children's Homegoing and especially tonight. One of the sweetest thoughts a grieving mother can have is that someone other than herself actually remembers her child and speaks their name. So I speak the name of Gabby and cry out to our Lord for mercy and grace in this hour of need knowing that Jesus prayed that "those which thou hast given me" be with Him where He was and by that same grace and mercy that is where our beloved children await.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 8:27 PM CDT
Amen to absolute truth, God's words and promises to us! It gives courage and strength to know that there is a Rock of Salvation that cannot be moved and that we can build on with confidence. The Bible and history books (at least OLD history books that haven't been rewritten to serve man) are full of examples of the faithful following God's truth.
I haven't signed the guestbook in ages, but still think and pray for you and your family. I read this quote online this week and thought this definition of HOPE would bring an exclamation to your head:
Hope is the feeling you have that the feeling you have isn't permanent.
— Jean Kerr
Yay :-)! Our hope is Jesus. Our hope is heaven. The feelings of heaviness and dispair aren't permanent for the children of Zion. I know that your HOPE is what carries you through tough anniversaries. Stay strong!
Hugs--
Melody
melody bell
baltimore, MD - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 5:46 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Prayers are being said for you and your family.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 10:42 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you and your family this week. I'm so sorry for your pain.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 8:35 AM CDT
Happy Mother's Day!
I will be praying for you extra hard this week as I know the anniversary of Gabrielle's passing is coming soon. I can't imagine how you have stayed such a strong rock for your family and for others despite the loss of your treasured daughter.
May you always have people here that lift you up in prayer and surround you with encouragement.
God bless you!
Lindsay
Houston, TX - Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:45 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day Monica. All 3 of your children are so lucky to have you as their Mama. Thinking of you today and all week. Thank you for letting me follow your journey over the last 3 + years. I have grown as a person and a woman and because of you, Gabbie and your family, have been forever changed.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you on Mother's Day and wishing you sweet memories of Gabbie. God bless.
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:18 PM CDT
LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.
A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven
Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.a
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA
, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 1:19 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I was wondering what the Da Vinci Code was about..Can u email me & explain a little?
It is sad that Americans don't believe absolute truth..From my experience..the doubt comes from my parents. My parents put the fear of God into me. They would tell me not to do something, then of course I did it (I was a child), then I'd get hurt either physically or emotionally. Then my Mom would say "the devil just punished you for not listening to me"...My father had a God complex - he believed that only he & God were perfect..no others.... My childhood was sad, sometimes I look back on it & wonder how I made it thru such sad & lonely times. All our doubts come from our parents or from some role model in our life. It's a vicious cycle....Maybe if more people believed in God they would set a better example for the children.
Emily had a homework project this week. It was about graphs. She had to color the blocks on the graph to mark family & friends birthdays in each month. When we got to December she said "well, Jesus's birthday is in December..but I can't mark it because he's not our family or friend".. I told her if she wanted to put it there that it's fine.. He is in our hearts.
Happy Mother's Day!!!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Saturday, May 13, 2006 7:35 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
Sorry for being absent for a long time. Thank you so much for leaving words on Esther's guestbook. It means a lot to us. As we just past Esther's two years, I dare not to imagine how much pain and difficulty for you to face the approaching date. Although it may comes with complicated emotions, I heartily still want to wish you Happy Mother's Day! Aubrey is in my prayer. I wish she will be getting better day by day. The following is my prayer to God today. Not because I have achieved, but my cry for help from Him. Just share with you...
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." (2 Corinthians 4:8)
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Saturday, May 13, 2006 0:58 AM CDT
Monica - I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day - you are a true inspiration to me - even through the immense and ongoing heartache you still find the strength to continue on with Gabbie's Story - her Life and her Death have taught me so many things ... thank you for being her Amazing Mommy! God Bless!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 3:05 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Happy (early) Mother's Day. I wish you could be surrounded by all your children. I still hope you are able to enjoy the day.
Love and prayers,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, May 12, 2006 9:42 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
I haven't signed the guestbook in quite some time. I knew that the anniversary date of Gabbie's passing was coming up. I just wanted you to know that I will be thinking about you. I didn't want to wait to write to you because Mitchell's tournament is May 27th and my life is very kaotic right now and I didn't want to have the date go by and me not write to you. Thinking of you often and especially over the next week.
http://mitchell-john-fraser.memory-of.com/about.aspx
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, ON Canada - Thursday, May 11, 2006 8:24 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I haven't signed in in a very long time, but I think of you often and pray for as well.
I will be praying for you and the memories of Gabbie that I'm sure are so difficult this week.
With Love,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@Insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, May 11, 2006 3:44 PM CDT
Hello my friend...your are being lifted in prayer & I understand some of your difficulties this time of year. Our Andy would have been 16 on the 16th...another painful milestone. Wish we could get together over coffee... :) In Christian love
jan livingstone (Andy's Mom forever)
- Thursday, May 11, 2006 1:34 PM CDT
Praying for you tonight. May God give you rest as you struggle through the memories of this month. Gabbie cried silent tears, but her voice was not silent. She is etched in my heart and soul forever as the wise child that asked the profound question...."Will you be 'dere"? May we all have the courage and concern to ask those we know the question that precious Gabrielle asked you Monica. She is not forgotten, she has touched many. May that give you a small amount of peace as you grieve the loss of your precious baby this month. You never get over such a loss, you just get better at masking it to others. Those are not entirely my words. They are similar to ones I read once on another CaringBridge site. How true they are. Praying for you still.....
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, May 11, 2006 0:42 AM CDT
Dearest Monica!
Your daughter Gabrielle is so beautiful!
May I suggest the MISSFoundation, I frequent it often too!
www.missfoundation.org
And also www.rapturealert.com !! The Blessed Hope we have is in 1 Thess.4:13-18!
God continue to heal your broken heart and all of your flashbacks too!
Sincerely,
Elaine
Peace and Maranatha too!
www.trinitysdiary.com ~ My angel too!
EJ <angelsmom@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 8:34 PM CDT
Monica,
Continuing to pray for you today, that somehow, the sadness and terrible memories won't hurt so much. Those that are so spiritual, tenderhearted and have such great depth always hurt more deeply than those that are not. You, my friend, are that type of person. It does not surprise me that you are experiencing great pain at this time. I love you and am praying for you.
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 6:54 PM CDT
Dearest Monica ... thinking of you as always, especially during this tearful, heartbreaking time ... God Bless!
Rebekah Clark
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 12:33 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
You and your family are very much in my heart this coming week....My Sarah will be 2-1/2 on the 18th....her birthday is one day after Gabbie's.....I look at her & hug her & just can't imagine what your Gabbie went through....She was too little to go thru what she did. May her sweet, silent soul rest in peace....
I pray that Aubrey quickly grows out of her platelet condition.
And I pray for your family that this coming week treat you gently.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:12 AM CDT
Dear Monica,
I look at Gabbie's swollen tummy and it makes me so sad. I can't imagine how tough this particular month must be for you. I pray for your family every day.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 1:03 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you and John, knowing this month is more difficult than others. Praying for you. I am so sorry that Aubrey's bruising has not gone away by now. Praying for that too.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:17 AM CDT
Hi Monica,
My heart is always so heavy for you-- for how much you long to see Gabbie. It is surely unbearable--how can it not be?
Thankful are we, however, knowing that her Soul is safe
with Our Lord--and someday, you will Be Dere.
I am sorry to hear Aubrey is still dealing with those bruises--although I am relieved to hear they do not cause her pain. Still I can't imagine the frustration just that they are there.
Glad to hear you had a nice little getaway to Stillwater.
And yes, St Mike's is a lovely church--glad you could check it out. In fact that is our kids school church--so we have had countless wonderful experiences there.
Anyway, small world huh! :o)
My heart and prayers are with you and John always.
And you know that precious little Gabbie is forever in my heart as well. God bless her. She is so very, very
special-- and her soul is full of love.
Take Care,
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 8, 2006 1:11 PM CDT
Monica,
I had to stop in and leave you a note. I have heard that song so often lately and get tears in my eyes every time. I was even going to leave the lyrics on Zachary's site too. It is beautiful. We do not understand why our children suffered and died, despite all of the prayers. Someday we will see clearly, but not on this Earth. Thankfully we have a God who loves us and understands our pain and holds us through it all.
Glad to read that you and Aubrey had a nice time in Stillwater. How wonderful to take that time together!
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's Page ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 1:02 PM CDT
I can't tell you how many tmes I have listened to that song over the past year. Although I haven't lost my little boy yet I get so much comfort listening to Held. Especially on the days where I thinking where the heck is the man upstairs! Although there are days that I think that I do know that I'm being held by him. Praise God, otherwise i don't know how we get through this.
Glad to hear that you had a great mother/daughter weekend!! Thinking and praying for you always.
Rachele <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 7:19 PM CDT
Hey Monica-
Hope you and Aubrey had a great weekend!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord , MN USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 11:11 AM CDT
Monica and John,
I don't think I signed in since our visit. We had such a great time visiting; we'll have to do it more often. Busy, busy, busy. I know how you feel. And the statement is so very true - being busy does not make the pain and saddness go away. Always remembering Gabbie, especially these next few weeks.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, May 1, 2006 9:05 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
Thinking about you this morning. Hope you had a nice weekend getaway, even with all the rain. I do enjoy Stillwater and going in all the shops. The rain forced us to stay indoors and do a lot of cleaning around the house. The kids helped out so we made it fun.
Have a nice day.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, May 1, 2006 9:25 AM CDT
I too am thinking about you and always stopping by to learn from you. I love looking at sweet Gabbie, and reading her mommy's writings!! Thinking of you all!! I don't know about you but we wishing the rain would go away!!
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, Mn - Sunday, April 30, 2006 2:49 PM CDT
Dearest Monica ... just thinking of you all today and thanking Gabbie as I do everyday for her wisdom and teachings! I remain a contsant reader and continue to pray for you all as I think of Gabbie and so many other children suffering ... God Bless you all!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 12:51 AM CDT
Hi Monica and John!
Just wanted you to know you are being
thought of and prayed for very often!
With Love,
The Hammers
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 24, 2006 10:21 PM CDT
Monica,
Blessed Easter season to you all! May the hope of our Risen Lord help heal our broken hearts while we await a reunion with him and our beautiful babies.
Love to you,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Sunday, April 23, 2006 4:25 PM CDT
Monica,
Once again you are the "hands and feet of Christ" in sharing your triumphant faith with so many. And on Easter to boot! God was surely smiling at his child for doing that! You are sooo inspiring dear... Sending you much love, big (((((hugs))))) and joy!
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net HTTP//WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/OH/LUKEERVIN>
Mansfield, Oh - Thursday, April 20, 2006 10:15 AM CDT
We all have the Blessed Hope!
I Thessalonians 4:13-18!
www.rapturealert.com
Sincerely,
E.J.
www.trinitysdiary.com
Peace, hope, and love and also Maranatha to all!
Elaine <angelsmom@shaw.ca>
Van, BC Canada - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 8:06 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I enjoyed your journal entry today regarding "later on." So true. I'm glad you enjoyed your Easter. Noah is so cute with all that hair. You'll have to post a picture with his new haircut so we can see what he looks like now. Have a good week.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
Christ is Risen! Alleluia!
Easter Blessings to you on this wonderful day of Hope!
With Love,
The Hammer's
Vic Sara Jenny Daniel and Mary <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 16, 2006 11:08 PM CDT
Wishing you a blessed Easter~
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <natalie@dentxllc.com>
st. augustine, FL - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:12 PM CDT
Dear Monica,
I am praying that knowing you will see Gabbie again because of the resurrection of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, gives you an abundance of peace this Easter
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:28 AM CDT
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON
, - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:45 PM CDT
I found an article about a woman that make's Healing Memory Bears and thought of you. She can make a bear for you out of clothing or blankets that were your daughter's. Her name is Tynsy Foster and phone is 918-786-8804. You've been in my thought's so much since I stumbled upon your sight.
Shawn Schlueter <schluetersm@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 6, 2006 1:08 PM CDT
Hi Monica,
My heart too goes out to the family of that darling little girl, Ashleigh.
My heart is broken to pieces for them.
I also see that someone mentioned Nick Snow on your website.
My heart goes out to his family as well. I have followed his story for years and had the lovely opportunity to see
him at the Chicago NB conference last year--while he was also celebrating his 16th birthday.
It is all so very very upsetting. My heart is full of saddness and grief for the families of these precious kiddos.
Hoping Aubrey's bruising improves--the poor little thing.
Thoughts of you guys and of Saint Gabbie ALWAYS--
Prayers,
Sara
PS Bet little Noah looks darling with his new haircut.
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 4, 2006 8:39 PM CDT
YES! Gabbie has accomplished many great things for one so small. Amen!
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Monday, April 3, 2006 10:15 PM CDT
I don't know if you've heard the story of the amazing Nick Snow, the amazing NB warrior. D/x in 1996, Nick spent over 7 years on treatment and beat the disease. Unfortunately, the treatments broke his body down. Nick Snow passed away yesterday. In the world of Neuroblastoma, he was the bravest of the brave. Who knows how many children are still here because of phase 1 trials that he particpated in. And I am sure his parents are completely devastated and could use the prayers
a friend for those in need
- Monday, April 3, 2006 9:46 PM CDT
Hello Monica ~ Thinking of you today and as always thanking you for the gift of Gabbie - she has taught me so much ... wanted to say hello and wish you well ... I am so sorry for your loss - but thank you for sharing Gabbie with so many of us who have never met her ... Poor Cam lost his battle yesterday - my heart breaks for his parents and the pain is so strong in his mom's words ... Only God knows why these children suffer - we will just continue to pray for them ... God Bless you Monica, and your family!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, April 3, 2006 3:58 PM CDT
Thank you for reminding me about the blessings that we have; I know I tend to complain too much about things that are way too trivial. I followed little Ashleigh's story for such a long time, and will certainly remember her family in my prayers. There is another little one battling neuroblastoma that has captured my heart, who may well pass into the arms of Jesus this weekend. Please say a prayer for Cam and his family. His site is www.caringbridge.org/fl/camspage; his mother writes so beautifully about all that she is going through. I hope that you all have a nice weekend.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, March 31, 2006 11:26 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Good morning! Glad you got to spend some time with Jen. I'm sure it helps to be able to spend time with someone who has gone through what you have.
Ashleigh passed away this morning. My heart is heavy. Along with that, the Olson's recent entry is really hard to take. They have an article in the Star Tribune today. I often wonder when parents will have to stop suffering through this so much. I don't have an answer for that unfortunately.
http://www.startribune.com/332/story/333224.html
God Bless,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 8:49 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON
, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 4:50 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Sorry I haven't signed the guestbook for a while - Zachary has been in the hospital for pneumonia.
Glad to hear everyone is doing well.
I think of Gabbie often........
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 4:09 PM CST
there is a family in ma. who could use your prayers...little Hunter relapsed with leukemia today after finishing treatment in January. She had her port removed today and a spinal confirmed relapse...she is 3 years old, needless to say her family is devastated and could really use some prayers.
a friend
- Monday, March 20, 2006 8:20 PM CST
Hi Friends,
Just wanted you to know I was here and am thinking about you and beautiful Saint Gabbie.
Love and Prayers
The Hammer's
The Hammer Family <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 20, 2006 8:14 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I will never forget the depth of your suffering for not having Gabbie with you here on earth. What a delight to read about Noah and the singing. My boys love Christian music and have always heard it, especially in the car. I am so thankful to read that Aubrey's bruising is better.
Hope you have a wonderful Sunday tomorrow.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Saturday, March 18, 2006 10:27 PM CST
Monica-
That was truly special that you bought a ticket for Gabbie and her friends, too. You are an amazing person. :0)
Happy belated birthday to Noah. Sounds like you had a fun day!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 11:30 AM CST
Monica,
I am most touched that you bought a ticket for Gabbie and some of her heavenly friends. How fitting and how beautiful...thank you for the wonderful idea.
God bless you, dear momma, and know Gabbie is never far from our thoughts.
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Monday, March 13, 2006 3:16 PM CST
Hi Monica, I up way too late going through old journal entries with caringbridge sites listed and I justed wanted to stop in and say Hi and let you know you are still in my prayers.
Blessings,
Nichelle
Adrienne's Mama http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:12 AM CST
Dear Paquette Family,
We want to send happy birthday wishes to Noah! What a blessing he is to you all.
Mike & Janine Nielsen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 5:52 PM CST
Hey Monica-
I'm so glad to read that your mom is doing well. :0)
Say, I have a site for you to visit. This family is going through a lot after losing one child and now they found out their daughter has the same thing that their son passed away from. Could you visit their site and maybe say a prayer for them? http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/drewolson
Thanks so much, Monica.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 1:39 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I'm so glad your mother is doing well.
Thoughts and prayers to you always.
Love, Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:24 PM CST
Monica, I'm glad to hear they have removed all your Mom's cancer. I wish her a healthy & speedy recovery.
I went to the hospital last Tuesday to have my blood drawn for genetic testing.....The results will come back in 4 weeks.. Has your Mom thought about being genetically tested to see if she carries a mutated gene? It may be beneficial to you and Aubrey in the future.
My Sarah is now 2 years & almost 4 months old. I look at her everyday & just cannot imagine her going thru what Gabbie went thru.. They're birthdays are only 1 day apart. I believe us as parents take our children for granted .... but we never know when we will leave them or they will leave us. We are not in control - any second it can all change. I always hug them extra tight.
Noah's going to be 3 already? I bet he is as cute as a button. Sarah's STILL 'cited about her 2nd birthday...She loves to sing Happy Birthday & then gets bashful when she pretend blows out the "candle"(usually a crayon).
Take Care.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
BENSALEM, PA USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 1:11 PM CST
Michelle, you are so right...miracles happen...we just have to believe and open our eyes to see them. Wow, what a story. Sorry it's been awhile since I've signed in, it's been crazy here, we're moving, building a house & I'm starting a new job but you're always in our thoughts and prayers every single day. Take care & God bless. Please note I have a new email address.
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:50 PM CST
Monica, I hope Aubrey is feeling better and was sorry to hear about your mom but glad she's doing so well. Sorry I haven't signed in for awhile, it's been crazy here. We're selling our house, building a new one & I'm starting a new job...but you've all remained in our thoughts and prayers. Please note, I have a new email address. Take care & God bless!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:48 PM CST
Hi All-
I check this site everyday, and everyday I get more wisdom from you. Thank you so much for all your words and the scriptures that you share that make so much sense. Also thank you so much for keeping My Zach in your prayers, it means the world to me that I know that he has so many prayer warriors praying for him!! Monica- You amaze me!! I was hoping maybe sometime we can do lunch!!
With Love and Tons of admiration-
Rachele and Zach (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zachwest) <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 11:33 AM CST
THE PRAYER BEARS
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Monday, March 6, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. Hope your mom continues to stay strong and beat this thing. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 4:17 PM CST
Monica,
Praying for your family as you continue to undergo these physical and spiritual attacks. This isn't heaven, is it? God bless you as you continue to live the hope of being united w/Jesus and Gabbie again some day...
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Friday, March 3, 2006 3:51 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I hope Aubrey feels better soon so you can all enjoy the weekend. It's Family Fun Night at one of our elementary schools so that's where we're headed tonight.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, March 3, 2006 3:10 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I pray that your mom's surgery goes well tomorrow and she has a speedy recovery. I know she's got a long road ahead as I traveled it with my mom when she had breast cancer. I will be thinking of you.
Baby Charlie's site is: http://www.charliesangelscare.com/
I would add another family that was featured on KARE 11 last night. The Olsons from Lakeville have lost their son to Alper's disease and now their sweet baby has it too. They cannot carry insurance on her as you can imagine. Here is the link to the story and to their caringbridge page. It's so horrible this family has to suffer through this.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/drewolson/
http://www.kare11.com/news/news_article.aspx?storyid=119340
I think of Gabbie a lot. I guess because it was a few short years ago that I was praying for a miracle for her.
Steve and Becky Bratulich have a new son. He doesn't have a name yet but he was born on my dad's birthday. He's so sweet and such a blessing. I'm so happy things went well for them this time.
Hugs to you!
Susan
Susan Bernhardt, www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 6:58 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I pray your mom's surgery goes well tomorrow.
Take care,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, February 23, 2006 3:08 PM CST
Monica,
I had tears in my eyes reading about Aubrey sobbing on the way to daycare, and you cried too. I've done that many times myself. It's so hard to leave our children for 9 or more hours each day, even if they are in very good hands.
I will certainly be praying for your mom as she has surgery on Friday. I'm sorry that you and your family have to go through this battle again.
Praising God for your friendship and faithful witness. Yes, without God's promise we would not be standing today.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 7:47 PM CST
Monica,
I had tears in my eyes reading about Aubrey sobbing on the way to daycare, and you cried too. I've done that many times myself. It's so hard to leave our children for 9 or more hours each day, even if they are in very good hands.
I will certainly be praying for your mom as she has surgery on Friday. I'm sorry that you and your family have to go through this battle again.
Praising God for your friendship and faithful witness. Yes, without God's promise we would not be standing today.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 7:28 PM CST
According to Nightline's website http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/Health/story?id=1642521&page=2 Charlie's website is charliesangelscare.com
Bethany Dick <bandmdick@earthlink.net>
Hoffman Est, IL - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 2:50 PM CST
Hi Monica - THANK YOU so much for mentioning Noah in your journal. However, I just realized that when you click on the link in your journal, it doesn't take you to his site. Even though his condition is not life-threatening, this is a major surgery and long recovery, and we could surely use the prayers and support of as many people as possible. So I thought I'd put his website address here (www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahross) in hopes some of your and Gabbie's faithful followers would come by and visit and add Noah to their prayers.
I am sorry your mom has to go through such a major operation. I will be praying for her physical and emotional recovery. Love,
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Friday, February 17, 2006 10:55 AM CST
Know of my love, thoughts and most sincere prayers for your Mom and your family. May God hold all of you in the palm of His hand.
Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <bmcakagi@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, February 17, 2006 9:53 AM CST
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 0:20 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hello. I often come by for a "read" but don't always sign in. But you and sweet Gabbie are often in my thoughts!
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <natalie@dentxllc.com>
St. Augustine, fl - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:26 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day, Monica and family!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:53 AM CST
Can I just say, wow? I cannot believe the callous statement i read in the beginning of your journal.
Anna Omis
Anywhere, Everywhere Here - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:57 PM CST
Monica,
I agree with what you and John have said - it would be so much worse to not know what happened to our children. We too are in prayer for the families of missing children and very much in prayer for the children themselves. The boys and I would love to get together! Let's come up with a date. I'll email. I hope that Aubrey is doing well, and the rest of you of course.
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:44 AM CST
Hello there my friend...just wanted to let you know that I'm checking on you, and continue to lift you in prayer. Hope you have a good weekend with the kids. Sounds like Noah and our Peter are two peas in a pod! :) God bless
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever)
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:39 PM CST
Know I havent been here in a while and wanted to check in on you guys. I am so sorry to hear of your mom's cancer, life is so unfair sometimes. Thankfully Aubrey seems to be doing much better, and Noah, well, I am smiling because I know he must be keeping you on your toes!
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 7:28 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I am so thankful to read that the bruising is much less for Aubrey, but still have concern for the nosebleeds. The fact that she is very healthy otherwise must give you some peace that this medical situation with her WILL resolve itself. I am praying that it WILL!! Strong willed children, like Noah and my son, Tom, are challenges to raise. What we have to remember is that the strong will they exhibit as children, if channeled correctly, will one day make them very successful individuals. I will pray that you are able to cope with the difficulty of having a strong willed child, because I know it can be exhausting at times. Usually, they are extremely bright also!!
I know your pain for not having Gabbie on this earth is immeasurable. She is most likely the first thing you think of as you rise and the last as you lay your head down to sleep at night. I can only imagine the depth of your pain and loss. You have touched so many with Gabbie's web site. I can never explain what a diffence knowing Gabbie and you has made in my life. You give me such strength and insight into living. Everytime I come to Gabbie's site I am humbled. She will forever be in my heart and will forever help me to reach out to others so that they may also "be dere". Praying for you always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 5:59 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I am so very, very sorry to hear about your mom. I am thinking about her and your whole family and hoping for a good outcome.
No, there is nothing that can be done to ease your pain or anyone else who has lost a child. You will never be the same again. I do think people remembering Gabbie and other children is so very important.
Hugs to you and your family!
Susan
Susan Bernhardt, www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 5:00 PM CST
Amen to your entry today Monica!! God has surely given you wisdom and discernment as one of your spiritual gifts. I will look for that book you quoted from. We love you and are praying!
Monte and Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 10:30 AM CST
Oh, Monica. I'm so sorry to hear that your mom has cancer and that has spread farther than it initially looked. I try to understand why such a wonderful family has to endure yet another trial.
Your mom's treatment will bring back memories of little Gabbie going through hers. This will make it even harder.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family - if there is anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask. Love,
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Monday, February 6, 2006 7:42 PM CST
Monica, I'm so sorry to hear that your mom's cancer has spread... ((HUGS)) to you and your family.
You are in my heart & prayers!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 8:22 AM CST
Monica,
I'm sorry to read the latest news about your mom's cancer was not as good as previously thought. The world of cancer is such a roller coaster ride. I know how emotionally draining that must be. Praying that the surgery will go well. Also, keeping Aubrey in my prayers along with your entire family. Enjoy your weekend - I have no doubt you will spend at least some time outside!
Love,
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, February 3, 2006 11:01 PM CST
Hey Monica-
I'm truly sorry to read about your mom. I will be saying prayers for her!!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, February 3, 2006 12:57 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear that they found more cancer. I know how devestating that news can be. Please know that my prayers are with you and your mom.
I am here for you if you need anything.
Jen
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@target.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, February 3, 2006 9:25 AM CST
Monica,
I am so sorry to read that they found more cancer in your mom. I will be praying that they are able to remove it all with further surgery.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 2, 2006 10:01 PM CST
My most heartfelt and sincere prayers go out to your Mom. May God give all of you strength.
Love, Mary
Mary Akagi <b.akagi@worldnet.att.net>
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, February 2, 2006 9:05 PM CST
Monica, I'm so very sorry to hear about your mom. I hope that they will be able to get everything with the surgery. You will be in our prayers. God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, February 2, 2006 8:47 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Thinking of you today. I'm glad your mom's surgery went well and things sound positive. I like the picture of Gabbie on the front page. I've seen it before and it's lovely to see her smile. It makes me so sad to think of what was to come.
I hope today is a good day for you. Take care.
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 9:55 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you, your family and now your Mom.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@target.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 10:10 AM CST
Oh Monica, I am so happy to read that it looks as though your mom's cancer has not spread. What a relief for all of you, I am sure. I feel so bad for Aubrey and I continue to pray for her healing. Enjoy those beautiful locks of hair on Noah. Sooner or later, if he keeps getting called a girl, he will probaby insist that you cut them off. My youngest had gorgeous blond ringlets after being bald for his first two years of life. He still has curly hair and we really don't know who he got it from. I hope you have a good week. Thank you for all of your love and concern.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Monday, January 30, 2006 11:53 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I'm sorry to hear about your mom's diagnosis--but am so happy to hear it appears to have not spread. That is
wonderful. I will add her to my prayers.
I will also continue to pray for Aubrey as well with the ongoing nosebleeds and bruising. I'm hoping this will resolve itself soon!
I will also pray for your friend who is newly diagnosed with cancer.
I also have seen sweet little Ashleighs website before
and my heart goes out to her so much.
She is so adorable.
I'm very glad you asked for prayers for her as well.
Tonight I added a prayer request for Christi Thomas--
I think you have been to her site before? Well she is in need of urgent prayers right now as well.
Her parents are updating a blog daily on her.
www.christithomas.blogspot.com
There is just so much heartache...
-Take Care and God Bless-
Love,
Sara
www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 10:39 PM CST
May God bless Tanja for the beautiful tribute to Saint Gabbie. I was very moved. I anxiously await the song to be written.
I believe the guest book signer underestimated the capabilities and intelligence of a 7 year old. Especially one raised in a Christian home with Christian values. I wish that it was not necessary to even explain abortion to my 17 year old, but it is a very real thing in our society, and regretably a very acceptable practice by many. I know my children understood abortion at that age, and they were not damaged by the knowledge of what it is. In fact, both of my sons are compassionate and loving toward the unborn and are very strongly opposed to abortion. It did not rob my children of their childhood to learn about the sad realities of this world, but only made them stronger in their faith and more sensitive to the weak and helpless. God bless you Monica for sharing your faith with your children and teaching them to grow in theirs.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Saturday, January 28, 2006 0:35 AM CST
Hi Monica,
Today is the first anniversary of Marko's passing. Please visit his website if you have time and leave his parents a message - I know today is very, very difficult. http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/markobratulich
I can't comments on whether a 7 year old should know about abortion as today 7 year olds know a lot more than they did when I was growing up. I believe it's up to the parents to do what they think is right. It's not our job to judge others.
I will say as a Community Coordinator for Girl Scouts that we do not have ties to Planned Parenthood. We have had speakers from the organization come in once a long time ago and gave a discussion on body image for junior high and up aged girls. I find it disheartening that an organization that promotes such good values gets such bad press for a one time only thing with Planned Parenthood that had absolutely nothing to do with abortion. I believe if anything, we should get a pat on the back as we have kept "God" as part of our Promise when many organizations these days will leave those things out as to not make someone uncomfortable. Sorry to be on a soapbox in your guestbook but giving girls information on abortion is not part of something Girl Scouts does.
I leave you with the Promise and the Law.
The Girl Scout Promise
On my honor, I will try:
To serve God and my country,
To help people at all times,
And to live by the Girl Scout Law.
The Girl Scout Law
I will do my best to be
honest and fair,
friendly and helpful,
considerate and caring,
courageous and strong, and
responsible for what I say and do,
and to
respect myself and others,
respect authority,
use resources wisely,
make the world a better place, and
be a sister to every Girl Scout.
Thinking of you, your family and especially Gabbie always. This day is very hard to remember the loss of Marko.
Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt, www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Thursday, January 26, 2006 2:05 PM CST
Hi, I am extremely against abortion, but why should an innocent 7 year old even know what abortion is. I am not sure they should. Very sorry for your loss.
Peace to you.
Brad Anderson
SLC, UT - Monday, January 23, 2006 4:08 PM CST
Hi! I just wanted to know that we were thinking of you all! We are continually praying for your family. Boys are suppose to be stinkers, so Noah is just going to continue that tradition! Ohhh the stories you will be able to tell when he's older!!
Lots of Love-
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, Mn - Saturday, January 21, 2006 8:57 AM CST
Hello Monica!
Busy Busy Busy here! I'm glad you got to spend the day with Aubrey & the Clydes. Babies grow up way too fast.
My very best friend sent me this in an email... it is touching.. I just thought I would share it - I've always loved the "Footprints" story...
FOOTPRINTS... A New Version
Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together.
For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace.
But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops,turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns.
For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently.
You and Jesus are walking as true friends!
This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps.
Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.
This goes on for many miles, but gradually you notice another change. The footprints inside the large footprints seem to grow larger.
Eventually they disappear altogether. There is only one set of footprints.
They have become one.
This goes on for a long time, but suddenly the second set of footprints is back. This time it seems even worse!
Zigzags all over the place. Stops. Starts.Gashes in the sand.
A variable mess of prints.
You are amazed and shocked. Your dream ends.
Now you pray:
"Lord, I understand the first scene, with zigzags and fits. I was a new Christian; I was just learning. But You walked on through the storm and helped me learn to walk with You."
"That is correct."
"And when the smaller footprints were inside of Yours, I was actually learning to walk in Your steps,following You very closely."
"Very good.. You have understood everything so far."
When the smaller footprints grew and filled in Yours, I suppose that I was becoming like You in every way."
"Precisely."
"So, Lord, was there a regression or something? The footprints separated,and this time it was worse than at first."
There is a pause as the Lord answers, with a smile in His voice.
"You didn't know? It was then that we danced!"
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven: A time to weep, a time to laugh, a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
Ecclesiastes 3:1,4.
Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord,people think twice about sharing. Funny isn't it? Are you laughing? Are you thinking? Spread the Word and give thanks to the Lord for He is good!
Funny isn't it, when you go to forward this message, how many on your list are not receiving it because you're not sure they believe in anything?
Sad.
It's not WHAT you have in your life, but Whom you have in your life that counts... Think about that.
I asked God
I asked for a flower,
He gave me a garden.
I asked for a tree,
He gave me a forest.
I asked for a river,
He gave me an ocean.
I asked for a friend,
He gave me "YOU."
Send this to whomever you think of as a friend..... I did.
Have a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Freezing in Bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, January 19, 2006 6:46 AM CST
I like the new pictures you added. Beautiful children. I would love to hear your thoughts on God's plan regarding Gabbie. Her life had great meaning.
Dianne <diannegg@earthlink.net>
Prior Lake, MN - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 12:48 AM CST
Monica,
Thanks for the quote from Oswald Chambers. It's a definite "keeper". I don't know if I have ever told you, but I print ones like that off and keep in my Bible. There are a number of "keepers" in my Bible that I have printed from Gabbie's site. I am continuing to pray for Aubrey and am thankful to read that you believe she is holding her own at this point. Can't wait to see the pics of Noah in the pink slicker. Have a good rest of the week. Love and blessings to you and your family always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:14 PM CST
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD FOREVER MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, January 12, 2006 11:37 PM CST
You are tremendously loved. Hugs!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 3:17 PM CST
Hey Monica-
I found this poem (on another CB website) and it made me think of Gabbie:
**
God's Garden
God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face
He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best
He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."
It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
**
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 3:14 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I am sorry that Christmas was so hard this year, but understandly so. I imagine every single day can be a struggle without your precious Gabbie here to share it with you. We always go see a movie on Christmas eve and then go to church services. We went and saw Narnia and loved it. My boys are 17 and 15 and thought it was great. I'm praying that Aubrey will soon outgrow her condition.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 9:16 PM CST
Hi Monica,
Yes..my heart and prayers surely go out to the miners and their families as well. So very sad..
So many tragedies..
I hope and pray Aubrey will outgrow her condition.
I am so sorry that the holidays were so very very difficult.
And I can only imagine how very difficult every single day is without sweet precious little Gabbie..
On another note: I also took the kids to see Narnia and we loved it as well.
One of the best movies we have seen in a while. So imaginative.
Love and Prayers to you and wishing you and your family many blessings in 2006.
With Love,
The Hammers
Sara and Victor <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 8:21 PM CST
Monica,
I share your sentiments that Christmas was again very hard. There will always be one (plus the m/c's) child missing from our families and to that end there will always be sadness. Our joy will not be complete until we are reunited with them and Jesus in heaven.
Blessings to your family in '06,
love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Thursday, January 5, 2006 2:26 PM CST
Dear Monica,
Always, always, always thinking of you and your family. I'm hoping that we will be able to get together for a visit in 2006.
Your friend
Janine
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 12:43 AM CST
Hello Monica--
Thinking of you and your family always...
With Love,
Sara
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 2:26 PM CST
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 10:07 AM CST
Wishing you a blessed, healthy and happy 2006. Happy New Year to you and your family!
dianne & baby elmo <ate_di@yahoo.com / rodolfo_anselmo@yahoo.com>
quezon city, philippines - Saturday, December 31, 2005 2:06 AM CST
Hey Monica-
Sorry so long in between sign-ins.
Anyway, I hope you guys had a good Christmas. Sierra put up signs all over our house saying "Happy Birthday, Jesus!" so that was cute. I want them to always know what the true meaning is.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 8:15 PM CST
MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 4:13 PM CST
Thinking of your family on this Christmas Eve. May His richest blessings be with you all.
Remembering your sweet one that is honored to be in the Presence of the King of Kings Himself.
Thankful for your friendship, as we walk the days of this journey.
Love, Michelle Espeseth <eaglet@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, WI - Saturday, December 24, 2005 8:55 PM CST
Merry Christmas Monica, John, Aubrey, and Noah. May God's blessings be with you.
Mom and Dad <gtotall@msn.com>
- Friday, December 23, 2005 2:46 PM CST
Hi Paquette's:
I love the manger seen that Aubrey stamped - beautiful! Wishing your family a very Merry Christmas!! Missing little Gabrielle, yet rejoicing with you at the joy of Jesus' birth. God bless you.
The Buckentine's
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's Page ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, December 23, 2005 2:45 PM CST
Merry Christmas Paquettes!
Aubrey, you did a wonderful job on your stamping!
Here's to a Happy & Peaceful Christmas & a Happy & Healthy New Year!!
Always in my heart...
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Friday, December 23, 2005 6:56 AM CST
Blessings and love to all the Paquette's this Christmas and always. May peace be in your hearts always, knowing that St. Gabbie is in the presence of her Lord, just waiting to be reunited with all of you. Praying for you always.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
P.S. Aubrey sweetie, you did a wonderful job of stamping baby Jesus in the manger.
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:15 AM CST
Monica and John,
Just wanted to say Hello and let you know that I think of your family and St Gabbie every day.
Sending you our love and prayers always,
Sara
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 18, 2005 10:39 PM CST
Hey Monica-
I've been so busy that I haven't written in here in awhile. Just wanted to let you know that I was here.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 10:54 AM CST
Words can't express how much of an impact that your daughter's life has just done to me. I was instantly captured by her eyes and have just spent the past hour going through nearly half of her journal. I will never forget her courageous battle and the faith that you all are keeping. I was also wondering if there was any way to watch her KARE video? The link on their website is dead now.
Thank you for sharing her beautiful life with everyone.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__jazz@hotmail.com>
London, ONT Canada - Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:12 PM CST
Just stopping by and letting I'm thinking about you, and praying that your house turns healthy in time for Christmas. Monica- I just want to tell yo. you are such an inspiration. Thank you for all that you do. I'm very thankful for getting to know a little piece of you. I look up to you in every way.
Love-
Rachele and Zach <rlaco2001@yahoo.com>
Shakopee, MN - Sunday, December 11, 2005 2:29 PM CST
I am praying and hoping the Paquette house is much better this weekend. Being sick stinks, especially when you're young! Sending you warm hugs and love from Ohio xoxox
Ivy Ervin <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin>
Mansfield, - Friday, December 9, 2005 7:49 PM CST
Really, really praying for Aubrey and her health. I am very worried for her. Anxiously waiting an update.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Friday, December 9, 2005 5:47 PM CST
Monica,
I hope that everyone is feeling much better soon and you don't get sick yourself!
Hugs to you all!
Susan
Susan Bernhardt, www.caringbridge.com/mn/zacharybern <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 12:33 AM CST
Hope Noah and Aubrey and John are feeling better. Love you and thinking of you during this season. Gabbie, you are always in my heart.
Mari Beth Ross <jerryandmaribethross@comcast.net>
Hugo, MN - Friday, December 9, 2005 11:16 AM CST
What an incredible transformation Suzi! You look absolutely marvelous. I am so very proud of you.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louisn, - Thursday, December 8, 2005 6:27 PM CST
Hi Paquettes!
Noah & Aubrey - I pray you feel better real soon!
Sorry I haven't emailed or signed the guestbook in a while.. I've been so busy - your family is always in my heart.
I saw on the news yesterday that Children's Hospital in Philly is renovating. They are building a whole new wing & are renaming the Children's Cancer Unit after Alex Scott. Isn't that a wonderful tribute to her & Gabbie & all Neuroblastoma fighers?! With the right prayers & science there will be a cure to Neuroblastoma one day!!
Take Care.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, December 8, 2005 6:27 AM CST
Praying that the sickness LEAVES your home. Please know that I love you and continue to check on you and keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings in Christ.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 9:15 PM CST
Sorry to hear that almost every is sick. Steer clear of it Monica.
I will send prayers you and your families way.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.com/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@target.com>
MINNEAPOLIS, MN USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 12:50 AM CST
Poor sweet Aubrey. I am sorry she is so very sick. I am praying for her and John to get well soon.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 0:35 AM CST
I know it's been like forever since I've visited you.
I have just been so busy.
But I think of you always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 8:00 PM CST
Monica,
I am glad that Noah is feeling better but I'm so sorry for all that he's (and you've) had to go through over the past few days. And now poor Aubrey not feeling well....I'm wishing your household much, much better health very soon. You are right, even though Gabrielle did suffer tremendously and Noah and Aubrey are battling illnesses right now, God is so good. He is so, so good! Wishing you a nice Advent season as we wait and anticipate the celebration of Jesus birth.
Love
Jen
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's Page ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 12:36 AM CST
Monica,
So sorry to read how sick Noah had been, but so thankful that he has turned the corner and is doing much better. Praying that Aubrey's fever has gone down and that she does not get as ill as Noah was.
Love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 0:16 AM CST
Hi Monica,
Prayers for sweet little Noah--hoping he feels
better soon! Poor little dear!
Love Always,
Sara
The Hammer's <hammertime311@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:04 PM CST
Hi Monica,
I sent you an email before checking Gabbie's site and so I have just read about Noah's illness. I am praying that he will fully recover very soon. Love, Kathy
Kathy Welch <abbysmamaa@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Ohio - Saturday, December 3, 2005 3:51 PM CST
Monica-
Oooh, I hope Noah gets better soon!
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, December 2, 2005 8:37 AM CST
Monica,
I'm sorry Noah is so sick! Poor little man. I sure hope and pray that it does not turn into pneumonia and that he is on his way to good health very soon. Thank you so much for the beautiful Bible verse and the reminder that we are to not store up treasures on earth, but rather store up treasures in heaven. Wishing you peace during this blessed Christmas season.
Love and prayers,
Jen
Jen Buckentine <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, December 1, 2005 10:09 PM CST
Monica,
I'v been thinking about you & your family so much lately. Noah's name seems to be all the more significant w/you all boarding God's ark (via your faith) & riding out all of the suffering. Jesus hold you close as Noah & Aubrey heal. St. Gabbie, pray for you!
Love,
Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Thursday, December 1, 2005 3:59 PM CST
Dear Monica,
I've been thinking about you and wondering how Noah was doing. I'm sorry to hear he has gotten worse and needed antibiotics. I hope you're almost through the worst. It's no fun to stay home from work with a sick child. Hang in there!
God bless,
Michelle
Michelle Rice <michelle.rice@gpmlaw.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, December 1, 2005 8:44 AM CST
Just wanting you to know that I continue to hold you close in thought and lift you up in prayer. You are such a dear friend even though we have never actually "met" in person. Maybe someday...For today, though, know that you are loved. I hope your Thanksgiving was as good as it could be with your Gabbie not here in the flesh. Blessings in Christ!
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 27, 2005 10:12 PM CST
Dear Monica and family,
We wish that you have a blessed and peaceful Thanksgiving with your family.
Send you prayer and love from our hearts.
A Thanksgiving Prayer
====================
"O God, when I have food,
help me to remember the hungry;
When I have work,
help me to remember the jobless;
When I have a home,
help me to remember those who have no home at all;
When I am without pain,
help me to remember those who suffer,
And remembering,
help me to destroy my complacency;
bestir my compassion,
and be concerned enough to help;
By word and deed,
those who cry out for what we take for granted.
Amen."
~ by Samuel F. Pugh ~
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Thursday, November 24, 2005 4:59 PM CST
Stopping by to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving!!
Lots of love to you all...
Love,
Angel Sheryl & Family
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, November 24, 2005 3:00 PM CST
Monica & family-
I just wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving. :0)
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 8:29 AM CST
"Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God our our salvation." (Psalm 68:19) May His many blessings continue to fill you with peace, with joy and, most of all with hope. Have a blessed Thanksgiving Day. Love you.
Yolanda <galatians5@truevine.net>
FL USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 7:49 AM CST
I loved that the kids know about Gabby. As strange as it seems, a coworker's hubby (as a child) saw his brother get hit by a car and killed. From that day on they never uttered his name, it was like he never existed. The dad thought that was best as the mom was always reduced to tears, yet no one thought of the kids, especially Don, who watched it happen. So as trite as it seems, paying respects to Gabby and letting them know their big sister is watching over them in Heaven, is helping Aubrey & Noah too.
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love
- Monday, November 21, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Monica, John, Aubrey and Noah,
I love the messages from each of you to Gabrielle. I know you all miss her dearly and will continue to grieve her loss until you are reunited. The knowledge that our children are with our Savior does ease the pain, but can never make the pain go away entirely. Although I didn't get here to sign last Thursday, know that I was thinking about you and about beautiful, solemn Gabrielle.
With love,
The Buckentine's
Jen Buckentine ~ Zachary's Page ~ <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, November 21, 2005 1:35 PM CST
Hey Monica-
Just letting you know I was here. . .
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 11:32 AM CST
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