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USA, USA USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2017 3:19 PM CST

I heard the song "Homesick" today and Carter came to my mind. What a wonderful Christmas Heaven must have planned.
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Alma, GA USA - Thursday, December 19, 2013 1:56 PM CST

I thought of your sweet son tonite while reading a blog from another parent on CaringB whose daughter is in treatment for cancer. I am of one many (who you did not know), who read your blogs frequently. Carter made an impact on many people's lives, and he is remembered.
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New York, NY United States - Wednesday, September 18, 2013 10:15 AM CDT

Remembering a tough little guy whose journey continues to influence and impact me and my life. I imagine that no matter how common it is now to wake up with one less, it will never be "normal" or painless. Prayers and love to you in all this, always.
Joyce <dadekianj@wusm.wustl.edu>
Niskayuna, NY USA - Thursday, September 13, 2012 11:03 PM CDT

Praying for my dear friend Anne Adkins. That she comes home soon to our parish St Joseph Honeycreek. God bless you Anne!
Gilda Ontiveros
Spring Branch, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2011 10:43 PM CDT

I still come here every so often just to look at his face. So sweet...it brightens my day. :)
AbbieD
Des Moines, IA - Wednesday, March 30, 2011 4:17 PM CDT

I pop over at least once a week just to see his sweet face. How I can't wait to know him, someday.
Susan <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, March 20, 2011 8:24 PM CDT

Carter,
I LOVE OT SCHOOL! I am so glad that I fought for it. I think my parents are now, too. I can't believe I actually thought that I would like being a lawyer when I was in high school. That's NOTHING on this. I'm glad that I know to go my own path and not just do what the world tells me to. I'm glad that you kind of taught me that life's to short to wait until a mid-life crisis to choose a meaningful career that I love.
THANKS!
Joyce
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2010 10:08 PM CST

Dear Martin's,
I was so inspired by Carter's time at Camp Sunshine that a few years ago, I applied and started working as full-summer staff at a Paul Newman camp. Its been a tremendous gift in my life, full of fun, silliness, and "just bein' a kid."

This year, I was only able to return as a session volunteer. I was in the fox cabin for 13-15 year old girls. Many of our kids come from less advantaged backgrounds (we serve kids with sickle cell, HIV etc) and this week in particular I felt like I had the chance to mentor two young girls, in addition to all the fun.

I know that in the past you've said that Camp Sunshine dates are hard to think of. There are no prettily wrapped phrases tied up with a bow to make it any easier that he's not enjoying a place he loved. I did want you to know, however, that Carter's life is still making a difference (particularly at camp), in what its done to me and THROUGH so many other people like me...this week in the lives of two girls from "the projects"

Candler, I hope that you're having a wonderful summer. I'm praying for you all (you can pretty much expect that for forever)!
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
- Monday, July 12, 2010 11:56 PM CDT

Thinking of you all again. Praying for you.
I was thinking today about how someone may smile and laugh, but after a loss of a child, a pain so much deeper than all of those transient (but good) moments remains. I am praying, praying, praying (since thankful God's promise isn't transient either), and always trying to remember the lessons that ALL of the Martin's have taught me.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
- Thursday, February 4, 2010 11:31 PM CST

Felt lead to come again to the site. It still brings tears and emotions to the surface. May God continue to use it to encourage those of us still here on this earth.
Valerie Lyles <valerie.lyles@beesonlyles.com>
Atlanta, Ga - Thursday, February 4, 2010 3:11 PM CST

Leigh Ann,
You all remain in my thoughts and close to my heart. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and remembering Carter. Wonder what they're doing tonight....
Margaret Anne Newsome <manewsome@victoryforvictoria.org>
Lake Park , GA - Thursday, December 24, 2009 9:49 PM CST

Carter,
I got into the Washington University in St. Louis' Occupational Therapy program this week. I'm still considering a school in Nebraska, because Nebraska has the highest population of domesticated llamas. Well, that's not the only reason, but I know that you'd understand that it's a pretty cool reason :)

Once again, I have to thank you. You have given me the insight and determination that has led me to this point. I'm sure you think that's pretty strange, since I only 'met' you through cyberspace. Don't worry, I think it's strange too. But it's still one of the most true things I've ever said.

I know your mom, dad, and brother would much rather have you here with them, but my prayer is that they still feel you around them this holiday season.
XXXX
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, December 22, 2009 2:24 PM CST

Had you guys in my thoughts often in the last week, remembering Nov 20 as I still have Carter on my calendar from BBC 2 year old SS.
Betty Lou <mr.bl.lark@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 23, 2009 1:45 PM CST

Bonita, our prayers are for you and your kids as well as the whole family. We know the struggle you all have been through, and I also know that your faith in God will see you through. We love you, Don and Kathy McMillon
Kathy McMillon <dkmcmillon@msn.com>
Rochester, MN US - Saturday, October 24, 2009 9:55 AM CDT

I am praying for Samantha Sheridan and her family. God Bless you all.
Joan Campbell <jacamp4@yahoo.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Friday, September 25, 2009 3:47 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,
I wanted to let you know that I remembered Carter & your family on the 12th. I will always remember him and I think of him often. He will always have a special place in my heart. Keep in touch.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <manewsome@bellsouth.net>
Lake Park , GA - Wednesday, September 23, 2009 9:57 PM CDT

~Thinking of you and my heart still breaks and tears still flow. May God bless and bring peace to your family.~
Delia Fowler <deliafowler@comcast.net>
Tallahassee, FL United States - Monday, September 14, 2009 8:20 PM CDT

Carter,
I think of you all the time. Still. Always. I know that I would not have had the determination to make good out of the bad in my life without having come across your website somehow. I know that I wouldn't be applying to occupational therapy school right now. I would still have a warped version of success and what's important. Thank you for that, and for "livin' large."

Martin's, I'm still so sorry for your loss. I'm still praying.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Sunday, September 13, 2009 8:52 PM CDT

Carter, you are not forgotten! Send your mama some sweet dreams of you. All is well where you dwell, but earth will never be the same, until you are reunited with your dear family.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@windstream.net>
- Saturday, September 12, 2009 12:33 AM CDT

Good idea.
Amber Manning <chrisamber@frontiernet.net>
Wyoming, MN USA - Tuesday, September 8, 2009 7:23 PM CDT

I've been thinking about you today, wondering how it can seem like just yesterday AND like a million years ago at the same time that Carter left us. I still think about him, about all of you, on a regular basis.
Tammy Fletcher <thefletcherfive@comcast.net>
Katy, TX USA - Monday, May 25, 2009 9:43 AM CDT

~Thinking about you today~
Delia Fowler <deliafowler@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 17, 2009 1:24 PM CDT

Carter ,as I walked through Providence Monday night I felt you there. I just remember the last time I saw you helping you off the stage. You will never be forgotten little man. God has used you in so many lives. Mine too.
Ken Stepp <ken@steppmail.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:27 AM CST

My thoughts and love go out to you all. I was checking on my g grandson, Dustin and decided to follow through on Carter's, which I had never done. Up here in Maine I get to see little of my family in Florida but am with them in my heart. Wishing you all blessings from Dustin Smith's great grandmother in Maine.
Beverly A. Smith <bass1997@verizon.net>
Sanford, Me USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 6:50 AM CST

Merry Christmas, Carter! Send your mama and daddy sweet dreams and peaceful hearts.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:11 PM CST

Thinking and praying for your family during this blessed holiday season.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, December 15, 2008 9:46 AM CST

Just wanted to let you all know that I am thinking about you. My prayers for you remain faithful!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Thursday, November 27, 2008 3:52 PM CST

I know tomorrow will be Carter's Birthday. I wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and hoping you had posted an update. Prayers and thoughts continue for you and your family. Betty Smith
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 6:30 PM CST

I haven't been to Carter's Corner since shortly after he left this world. Even though I never met any of you, I have thought about each of you so often. From one mom to another, I will continue to ask God to hold each of you in His arms as you continue through this journey. May He continue to protect you and your family.
Terri Eden <terri.eden@att.net>
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 2:02 PM CDT

Still thinking about you Carter.
Ken Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Sunday, September 28, 2008 6:24 AM CDT

Just thinking about all of you. Hope you are having a great fall!
Laurie <mcdaniellaurie@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, September 25, 2008 6:30 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you today.
Paige Stanfield
Decatur, GA USA - Friday, September 12, 2008 9:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you all day, my friend. Sending my love, my thoughts, my prayers. If I could wrap my arms around your heart I would. I'll always remember sweet Carter's little face, and I'll never forget your heartache.

Love you,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <Lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, September 12, 2008 8:37 PM CDT

We sure love you guys! Praying for you especially this unforgettable day! Miss you!

Cari Ekbom <dcekbom@gmail.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Friday, September 12, 2008 4:57 PM CDT

Hello Martins -
Thinking and praying for you on this day. Hoping that all the fun, silly, precious and special (ones that only you have) memories of a dear young boy will bring you comfort. The beach just wasn't the same without seeing the Martins! Take care and we love you!
Deb Adent <adentmom@bennettgraphics.com>
Suwanee, GA - Friday, September 12, 2008 1:18 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I am thinking of you all today. I hope to see you next Sat. at the luncheon.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Friday, September 12, 2008 8:41 AM CDT

Thinking of you this morning...
Love,
MA
Margaret Anne Newsome <manewsome@victoryforvictoria.org>
Lake Park , GA - Friday, September 12, 2008 8:22 AM CDT

Four years....I know to you all it seems like yesterday... and then in so many other ways... it seems like forever! Please know that Carter has not been forgotten. I think of him and his wonderful family and pray for you often.

Blessings to you all!

~Stephanie
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Friday, September 12, 2008 8:01 AM CDT

I can't believe it's been four years since Carter went to Heaven. I'm sure it probably seems like forever since you held that sweet little boy in your arms. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Thursday, September 11, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

Thinking of you always, but especially this week.
Natalie
- Wednesday, September 10, 2008 10:07 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
You and Carter are often on my mind. Especially this week. You and your family remain in my prayers.
Love,
MA
Margaret Anne Newsome <manewsome@victoryforvictoria.org>
Lake Park , GA - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 9:36 AM CDT

I felt like I owed it to you all to tell you...

This summer was the best summer of my life, serving as a counselor at Double H Hole in the Woods Ranch. It's a fantastic, magical camp for kids with chronic life-threatening illnesses (including cancer). Carter and his love for Camp Sunshine stuck with me all these years and was a huge part behind me finally printing out an application and putting my talents with kids to use. My life would not be the way it is today without Carter, from this camp to my career goals to truly seizing the day. It's too often a cliche saying...words. To Carter, it was truly a way of life, and that's something that often motivates me to pick myself up when I feel myself becoming complacent. Thank you.
Joyce Dadekian <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Niskayuna, NY 12309 - Saturday, September 6, 2008 11:18 PM CDT

I think so often about Anna and when I do I think about all the other grieving parents I know and lift us all in prayer. We so need our Lord's comfort, peace and encouragement. I pray you are held closely in His arms as Carter's Homegoing anniversary approaches.

"I send my weary heart to all; Who shed those tears of pain; With caring tears from my own eyes; my message to you will be; my friend, I pray for thee." (from the poem "I Pray for Thee" , in the collection of prose and poems "If I Could. . .", all by Paul McCutcheon, oldguy05@hughes.net

Yolanda, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Monday, September 1, 2008 7:20 PM CDT

Thoughts and prayers continue. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Saturday, August 30, 2008 8:10 AM CDT

For some reason Carter keeps coming to my mind this morning, so I wanted to let you know that I continue to think of you often. Still Praying!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Tuesday, August 26, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Hoping you've had lots of happy days this summer. Always thinking of you, praying for you.

Love,
Lisa Hanger

Lisa Hanger <Lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, - Thursday, July 31, 2008 8:34 PM CDT

Hello, I just read your letter to Carter again for the first time in almost a year and it brought me to tears once more. You have such a way with words that it makes my heart ache when I read about your pain. I hope this note finds you in a little less pain if that is possible. God Bless, Betty Smith
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Monday, June 30, 2008 5:11 PM CDT

I'm still checking in daily. God Bless you all with whatever you need most. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, June 20, 2008 6:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you again today and just wanted to let you know.

Love you!
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@Bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, June 20, 2008 2:40 PM CDT

Hello guys. As I work on tying up the loose ends of another school year, my thoughts naturally turn to Carter and Candler...Nathan and Katie's best friends. We'd be thinking 'will they have the same teacher next year? Will they be in San Destin at the same time over the summer?' Now I wonder, would they let their friends know now that "Carter and Katie like each other"? It's that season of life, 5th and 6th grade. That stuff isn't so embarrassing now. If they no longer planned to marry (what big plans they had!), I know they would still be the best of friends, the closest kind of friends, a unique bond for a young girl and boy because of what the one endured. Well, as you said there are no should of's with God. We loved him from when we met him at 2; and he will always be that very special boy our Katie loved-- and always will. We miss you, Carter, but we will see you forever in Heaven one day.
The Holtzclaws
Tucker, Ga Dekalb - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 5:20 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
I think of you so often. I stopped by today to see Carter's cute grin & to let you know I was thinking of you this Mother's Day weekend.
Love,
Margaret Anne
www.victoryforvictoria.org
Margaret Anne Newsome <manewsome@victoryforvictoria.org>
Lake Park , GA - Thursday, May 8, 2008 11:31 AM CDT

Just checking in. I check here most every day, just don't post all the time. God Bless. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 6:30 PM CDT

been thinking much about you.....
xo
paige <daniel.knudsen@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 13, 2008 11:18 AM CDT

We so rarely even run into you, even though we're practically neighbors and at the same school now! But we still think of you and pray for you all the time. As this Easter approaches, we pray that God will bless you with a glimpse of the joy that Carter experiences constantly, as he celebrates the resurrection in Heaven!

Happy Easter!

Love,
Lisa, Larry and Anna
Lisa, Larry and Anna <Lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, March 22, 2008 8:19 PM CDT

Still thinking of you.
Natalie
- Wednesday, February 27, 2008 9:01 PM CST

Love you guys and miss you more than anything. Carter-Bug has finally gotten big enough to play with blocks now. I gave him his blocks the other day that Aunt Mary had given me for Carter-bug that used to be Carter's. I can't tell you how much we "cherish" those blocks. They mean so much to us. They have their own toy box that they stay in by themselves and we are very careful to clean them up and be gentle with them. I told Carter they were special blocks and one day when he could understand I would tell him about how special they were. He calls them his "speckle blocks" =) We miss you guys so much. Please let us know when you are in town. I would love to see you guys and you still haven't met Ms. Annabelle Taylor yet!!! Hope to see yall soon and hope all is well. We continue to think aout you all the time and of course are always praying for you. Love you and miss you!
~Ryan, Sarah, Carter, and Annabelle Taylor
Sarah Fisk <RyanandSarahFisk@bellsouth.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Sunday, February 24, 2008 12:02 AM CST

Dear Family of Carter Martin, I had not known of this very special young man's battle with Cancer until I met Merrilee a short while ago. I pray the research study may find a cure so no children have to go through such pain. My prayers are also for thanksgiving for the life of Carter Martin and his shining Grace.
Sarah Green
Atlanta, Ga USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 11:04 AM CST

Just stopped by to let you know you are still in my prayers. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Monday, February 18, 2008 10:03 AM CST

Thank you for keeping Carter's site up. I come often just to see his picture. His smile says so much.
Gail Burns <grannygail@aol.com>
Jonesboro, GA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 7:44 PM CST

Been thinking of you and have stopped by a few times...Just wanted you to know that I pray for you and Scott and Candler.
I wish I could have met you when we were in Orlando and you the rest of the Martin clan were there before Christmas...too many family commitments on everyone's side. Some day, if the Lord wills, I will meet you and tell you in person "thank you" for your example through the pain. In the meanwhile, I will pray and keep updated through Wendy.

Take care,
Carey
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Manhattan Beach , CA - Friday, February 1, 2008 10:00 PM CST

Still checking in daily to see how you are doing. God Bless you each and every day with peace and comfort. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Thursday, January 31, 2008 5:30 PM CST

Thinking of you tonight, as we do so many nights. It's always so good to come here and smile back at Carter's sweet face. We love you all so much.

Wanted to tell you, too, how thrilled Anna is to be a part of the Providence family! What a special place.

Love you,
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, January 17, 2008 6:58 PM CST

your message cut deep in my thought. how great you miss your son. it is beautiful and plentifully painful. it physically ache my head. i'm sorry.
texan
houston, tx usa - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 4:52 PM CST

May you all have a peace filled New Year. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
MA - Monday, December 31, 2007 8:27 PM CST

Merry Christmas, Carter.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 1:12 AM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brenda@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 0:06 AM CST

Dearest Martin Family,
I just now finished reading Carter's story for the first time and I was moved to tears by the strength, love, compassion and courage of your family as you walked through the valley of the shadow of death with your precious son! Having lived the nightmare of watching David (my 19 year old son who has battled leukemia for almost 4 years now!!!!!) endure clinic visits, chemotherapy, radiation , septic shock and multiple relapses made me feel as if I was watching a rerun of an old and very scary movie as I read the many journal entries, BUT the HOPE that Jesus offers is even more real than cancer. Thank you so much for your encouraging words, Leigh Ann, which makes me wonder if I could be as brave as you if David's cancer returns once again. YOur legacy and Carter's legacy is to encourage the families that come behind and alongside you as we fight the good fight against childhood cancer. We will always remember Paul's words in Romans 8:38-39: For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus Our Lord. I weep with you over the loss of your son, but I rejoice that he no longer suffers the pain and tribulation that is a part of this life. You mentioned the many days and moments you took for granted before cancer, and our family can identify! THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL YOU ARE DOING TO HELP OTHERS. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS! I am so thankful that Jon and our whole family have been able to meet other believers who can comfort us in our journey! Candler is such a special young man ,and I hope that Jon and he will become very good friends as the years unfold!(Jon thinks Candler is great!)
In Christ's love,
Pam and Chris North and family
P.S. Look forward to seeing you tomorrow night for the Carter Martin Classic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pamela North <PamelaAHome@aol.com>
Lilburn, Ga USA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 11:43 AM CST

I think of you often, but do not tell you enough. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I enjoyed spending time with you all at Remember the Sunshine weekend. :)
Terri Sexton <Terri.Sexton@lls.org>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 8:29 AM CST

Hi there! I have been thinking a lot about you all these last several days. Even more so yesterday and today as I hear so much hoopla over the Georgia Tech/Georgia game. You all remain in my daily prayers.
JoBeth Hunnicutt-Ga. Tech Fan because of Carter <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Saturday, November 24, 2007 8:08 AM CST

I wish you a very peaceful Thanksgiving. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 5:33 PM CST

I was thinking of your family often yesterday. I miss Carter. I know you miss him more than I will ever understand. I know I have said it before, but you all are amazing. You are normal people living an abnormal life. Scott and Leigh Ann, I admire you as parents, as cousins, and mostly as friends. I love each of you so dearly.
Lisa Joy Foote Arneson <lisajoy@gmail.com>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 2:59 PM CST

Leigh Ann,
I had you & Carter on my mind so I stopped by to see his cute grin. Your family remains in my prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Sunday, November 11, 2007 7:27 PM CST

Though I never met Carter...he's impacted me. I'll never forget him.
Amy Whitlark
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, November 10, 2007 11:49 PM CST

Still think of you often wondering how you are all doing. Please tell your parents we said hello from Destin. With Love Shawna... Dustins Mom www.caringbridge.org/fl/dustin
Shawna Smith <sapah76@hotmail.com>
niceville, Fl okaloosa - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 10:11 PM CST

Dear Martins,

I know this is a heard time, to close down Caters Conner, to let it a go. You are strong people and you can get through it together.
Lauren Harris <autigercheer@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 3, 2007 1:04 PM CDT

Today are again new day and new level of faith and love and
may be peace and power too in Christ,be fillof the Holy spiirt righ now and enjoy.Pray for blessed revival soon.Thanks and blessa nd hope.keijo sweden
keijo <keijoleppioja@hotmail.com>
s�dert�lje, sweden - Thursday, November 1, 2007 4:01 AM CDT

Still remembering your beautiful Carter. Hope you all are continuing to heal.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 11:16 AM CDT

i love you and think of you all often.
the love, the heartache, oh, my friend........
i hold you in my heart !!!!
debbie lee imsande <theimsandes@bellsouth.net>
roswell, ga usa - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 10:14 PM CDT

Many times while reading Carter's journey over the years, you have moved me to tears and you have done so once again, very eloquently. I have continued to check Carter's site and remain amazed at your strength, humility and honesty. I understand that your time has come to close Carter's page, but forgive me for being a little (OK, a lot!) sad. You are dealing with something all parents of kids with cancer hope they never will. Do we all wonder, "What if. . .?" Truly, your family is amazing. I will always remember your words--they have left a permament print on my heart. God Bless You.
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Sunday, October 7, 2007 0:05 AM CDT

Dear Martin Family-
Your faith, courage and love have been and inspiration to many many people. The courage it took for Leigh Ann to write all the entries is amazing, and through her writings she has given so much to so many. Reading about packing up Carter's room just made the tears flow faster, but thank you for all the sharing you have done. Candler is am amazing young man, and we know he will carry his love for his brother forever. Please know that everyone benefited from your amazing journal entries,and send you and the family much love for your life without Carter.
Gail Peeler and Henry Sawyer <gepeeler@comcast.net>
Atlanta, Ga USA - Thursday, October 4, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, it was so good to get to hug your neck on Saturday. I will always remember Carter Martin, the bravest boy ever. His strength and courage to keep on keeping on spoke volumes to me. I, too, look forward to that light, when we all meet Jesus, and see so many we miss and love. Until then, know that my prayers for your family are many.
JoBeth Hunnicutt-Ga. Tech Fan because of Carter <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Monday, October 1, 2007 3:12 PM CDT

Precious....just precious. The tribute that is your last entry on Carter's site. I am so glad to have logged on to read it. I still come here to check on you all but it has been a few months since last doing so.

Here's hoping that you feel "held" now and always....until that day when you are reunited with your sweet Carter.

In the meantime, thank you so much for sharing him with those of us who are strangers; that we may know, understand and appreciate God's gifts, God's timing, God's will and God's love just a little better than we might have otherwise.
Kelley Williams <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Brentwood, TN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2007 8:25 PM CDT

I did not know Carter personally, but I worked with his grandfather for many years. I have followed the Martin family since learning of Carter's illness. Thank you so much for sharing your lives with strangers. Your words, your faith, and your very special boys have forever changed my life in a great way. I continue to pray for the Martin family and will never ever forget Carter.
Stephanie Doucette <sdoucette@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA U.S. - Thursday, September 27, 2007 2:25 PM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,

Thanks so much for sharing Carter and your journey with all of us. I know your family's faith and testimony have touched so many, and that God will somehow bring good things out of even this. I pray for your peace and comfort until you are reunited through Christ.

Love,
Kim & Grace
Kim Newsom <kimnewsom@gmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:56 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler: Today I was led this site after not reading it for nearly 9 months. I didn't even know if it was still active. I'm so very glad it is. The words you wrote are very beautifully written and it shows your life with Carter was lived with such an enormous amount of happiness, fun and most of all LOVE. One day, you all will be together again enjoying new days as only you can. I love you all and Carter's memory will forever be with me. God needed the best Angel the world had and now Carter's with Him doing wonderful and miraculous things.

Carter: You are missed every single day. I must tell you that Candler is a great brother. When I see him come to the coffee house at church, I long to see you with him. I can just imagine the kind of smoothie you'd get as long as it had lots of whipped cream on top. You are truly my hero and I know you are having the best time in Heaven.
Tonya Roberts <tsroberts729@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:36 PM CDT

Hey Lee Lee, Scott and Candler, Just finished your web-site for Carter. Your Mom told me to read it. I can hardly see, for the tears....what a beautiful testimony you have written, and what an inspiration to thousands you have been!
God has used you in a MIGHTY way. Painful as it has been, and I can not imagine your pain, you have come thru so strong! I am so proud just to know you and your family. I just finsihed talking with your Mom. She has been a blessing to us thru Jerry's leukemia! Her prayers have meant so much to us. May GOD, who loves you, and has sustained you thru the past three years, continue to bless, strengthen, and keep you until you go HOME to be with your "precious" son. Keep the faith, and know that we love you!
Jerry and Mary Alice Hendrix
The Hendrix <malh12144@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga. Chatham - Monday, September 24, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

Thank you so much for sharing Carter and your family with us for all these years. Even though we only met Carter once at Family Camp, I have followed along, kept you in my thoughts, and prayed for you all. This final journal entry -- your letter to him -- is beautiful. Both your love and your grief come through so clearly, and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for being willing to let us be a part of that.

All my best wishes to the Martin family -- forever.

Kristie Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron, GA - Sunday, September 23, 2007 10:32 PM CDT

Dear Martin Family,
Our family has prayed for you all, and we have cried tears with you. We never new Carter personally, but his life and testimony will forever live in our hearts. Thank you for sharing a piece of him with us!
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA 30809 - Friday, September 21, 2007 2:48 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,

I have been thinking so much about you all lately. The big steps that you have taken....packing away Carter's things, closing the website, I can't imagine how difficult it has all been. I thought of that, but then quickly realized that getting through each day I'm sure is just as difficult.
Carter, as well as the three of you, have been such an incredible inspiration to so many people- you all have touched so many lives!
I will forever be honored that I had the privilege of being Carter's nurse. You know that I have been in my career for a long time, and have had the honor of taking care of so many amazing children, but Carter's strength, faith, courage and fight were awe-inspiring to me and will continue to impact me forever. So many times I think of him throwing the football in the hallways, or playing basketball with Candler in his room and it always brings a smile to my face. Thank you so much for allowing me to share a small part of his journey....I will never forget him and the lessons of life that he taught me.
I will miss your amazing way with words in sharing your feelings with us on the website, but I pray that taking that step will help heal your hearts just a little.
I love you guys,
Dawn
Dawn Carver
Alpharetta, GA - Thursday, September 20, 2007 9:13 PM CDT

Dear Martin Family,

Thank you for sharing your hearts with us. Carter will always be a part of our journey through life. May God bless your family.

Delia Fowler, Margaret's Mom <deliafowler@comcast.net>
Tallahassee, FL USA - Thursday, September 20, 2007 7:47 PM CDT

Carter, buddy, we miss you all the time. I love to 'visit' you in the media center where Lindsay hung a golden star for you in the night sky mural. You will never be forgotten or far from our hearts. Love, Mrs. Ryden, your Chapel teacher
Mrs. Vicky Ryden <v.ryden@providencechristianacademy.org>
Duluth, GA USA - Wednesday, September 19, 2007 9:44 AM CDT

I have a almost 3 month old Son Hayes Walker Griffin, It took us so long to be blessed with this child. Thank you for sharing you heart. I understand what love is since my son was born. Once, again thank you
Chad Griffin <coachgriff21@yahoo.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
Thanks so much for sharing this journey with us all. I will never forget it or all of you. Whenever I need strength to get through something challenging, I think about the strength Carter had and I keep on.
May you all have peace until you are with Carter again.
Love,
Jodie Ginn <jjnaginns@bellsouth.net>
Decatur, GA USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

LA,
It took me almost a week to read your last journal entry. I started it on Wed and I just mustered the courage to finish it tonight. Three years later and now I have a sweet baby girl of my own and I cannot and do not want to imagine what y'all are enduring with your loss of Carter. But nobody says it better than you do, LA. Your timing and your ability to articulate your feelings with words are astounding.
I miss Carter. I honestly think about him all the time. I started to write about all the things that make me so sad but that is not what you need to hear right now as that is so obvious.
I am praying for you and Scott and Candler to feel some relief from your suffering. I am praying for a cure for cancer so there will be no more stories like this one.
I will miss your journal entries but I am one of the lucky ones because I know I can talk to you any time that I want to.
We love you all so much!

Love,

Kellie, Garner and Anna
Kellie Creel <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA - Monday, September 17, 2007 9:21 PM CDT

Carter:

I talked to your mom tonight. I could tell in her voice that she will be alright. She has you as her angel and your amazing family by her side.
I am working really hard to make sure I do something really important with all the money she is raising.
I think about you all the time.
I got a new dog Charlotte (her name, her looks and her personality remind me of Comet)
Miss you buddy!!

Dr K
Howard Katzenstein
- Monday, September 17, 2007 8:09 PM CDT

Dear Martin Family,
Thinking of you during this difficult time. I am in awe of your faith and your strength and am sad for your pain. Two week ago a preacher preached on the subject of why we have pain. It was so powerful but the thing I remember most is that he stated he didn't really understand but know that God weeps when we weep. John 11:35 - the shortest verse in the bible but certainly one of the most powerful. Thank you for sharing your most beautiful letter with us all - blessings to you and your family.

Buffy Swinehart <bswinehart@aflac.com>
Columbus, GA - Monday, September 17, 2007 11:42 AM CDT

Dear Martin family...I struggle to find the words to express all the emotions I feel for you all. Carter is missed and will always be remembered and have a place in the hearts of many...even those of us that haven't met him in person; YET. It's hard to believe he's been running in Heaven for three years now. I know there are some days it seems like forever for you, and other days it seems like it was only yesterday. I face the five years mark (in Jan.) that my Andy went to be with the Lord, and I have those same feelings. When you lose a child, every pebble of your life is changed forever. It is not something you ever 'get over' (as many wish you would), and something that you carry with you forever; until you are united again in Heaven. I am so very thankful that you all have The Lord in your lives; I truly don't know how someone that doesn't have/know that hope & grace can even survive. I know I didn't do a very good job of it, but I am thankful I was able to be one of Carter's chemo angels, and I only hope I made him smile at least once. I will continue to think of the Martin family and will always be praying for comfort and strength for you all. God bless. In Christ
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever)
IL - Monday, September 17, 2007 9:43 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler,

Just wanted to let you know that Carter is and always will be part of our life. Bridget, Alissa, Nicole, & myself all remember him, and the courage he had. You guys are always in our prayers, and we know we'll all see him in heaven again some day.
God bless you all!

Tom Koontz
Koontz Family <pacificwesteel@comcast.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Monday, September 17, 2007 9:05 AM CDT

I have a letter for Carter, Mrs. LeAnn.
Dear Carter,
As you know I miss you alot and I try not to cry when I see your smile, but I can't help it most times. If your reading this I love you alot. I am waiting very patiently to see you in heaven up and running again, but it'll probably be hard to wait so long. I am blessed with health and I have no idea what pain you went through, but as I said I miss you and I am looking forward to seeing you again, healthy as ever.
Becki <rjstinchcomb@aol.com>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

So sorry we weren't here for you two days ago. But please know that our hearts were. And our hearts never forget your pain, never forget precious Carter, or the inspiration he left us to find a cure. We want so badly to ease your pain, but don't know how. We care so much and will always hold you close in our thoughts and prayers, even when the site is gone.

Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, September 14, 2007 4:06 PM CDT

Dear Martin Family,
We are Jake Socha's Aunt, Uncle, and cousin from Michigan. We just want to let you know that you continue to be in our prayers. Thank you for opening up your personal life and struggle for others to learn from.
Sincerely,
The Trowbridge Family
Tricia Trowbridge
Trenton, MI USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

I have to start by saying that I hate certain anniversaries and try to forget them. I know that probably isn't something I should admit. Joell told me you were signing off. I knew I had to visit one last time. My tears have been flowing for probably 10 minutes. I loved Carter and I love your family. I still struggle with the whys. I wish things could have been different, but try to believe and trust in God's ultimate plans. Carter was dear. He changed the way I approach work each day. I pray for cures for kids. Some things are so hard to understand. I know his life will help so many others and I hope each day to make a difference for another family that comes my way. Please know that I always pray for you and keep your family close to my heart.

You should publish your writtings to help others in similar shoes get through their days.

Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, September 13, 2007 11:44 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, I have been thinking about you all week, knowing the 12th was here. Your family has been such an wonderful example for the rest of us to live by and we are so lucky to be part of your family. Carter is a precious memory and will never be forgotten. We love you.

Ann and Jerry Wilson <ann.wilson@transpro.net>
Savannah, - Thursday, September 13, 2007 11:05 AM CDT

Leigh Ann - I cannot imagine your not writing here anymore - you have an incredible way of conveying your feelings! You speak to me EVERY time about the importance of patience and all the other positive ways we should think as parents! I know I have lots of days of impatience and days of frustration. You always make me think of the good and to remember to be grateful for every precious moment. Our Kate is 3 today - Oh, I remember those days of sweetness and those days of heartache for you. We continue to pray and remember you, Scott and Candler. We will never, ever forget that precious little boy named Carter. Carter would have loved to see GT beat ND - I am sure you were thinking (and smiling) of the Adents when you added that to your letter - let's say that one was for YOU, Carter! : ) We love your family!
Deb Adent <adentmom@bennettgraphics.com>
Suwanee, GA - Thursday, September 13, 2007 9:03 AM CDT

Thank you, for us here still on earth to put things in perspective.
Rhonda Williams <rwilliams@ddp-cpa.com>
Lilburn, ga - Thursday, September 13, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

I've been thinking of you all week, and I don't have great words of wisdom or comfort but know that our heavenly Father is holding you close. I will forever be thankful for knowing your family, though it meant that our sons both had to suffer for that to happen. We continue on, one foot in front of the other, one day at a time, and LIVING each day to the fullest like Carter did so well. We love you all,
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net>
powder springs, ga - Thursday, September 13, 2007 6:10 AM CDT

My Dear Sweet Friend,

I came here tonight to read your final update and really didn't know what to say. However, after writing to you I knew exactly what I wanted to share.

As a Mother, I simply can not imagine the depths of your pain. I am convinced you are the strongest person I know and tonight I am in complete awe of you. Thank you for always sharing from your heart. Thank you for touching my heart in ways no other has. Thank you for simply being You. YOU are a real Blessing, not just to me but to so many others. I Love You and will be forever grateful to call you my friend. You teach me daily how to be a better Mom!!! How can I ever thank you for that?

With a Mother's Heart and a Friends Love,
Tammy

Tammy Robinson <t3robinson@mindspring.com>
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:04 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm sorry to see you shut down Carter's Corner but you have a wonderful tribute to Carter. My Dean went to heaven this past August 11. It's hurts so badly no matter what the age. I decided to set up a memorial page for Dean on My Space. http://www.myspace.com/gasisterfriend
Love,
Josie
Josie Adams <jhadams@nctv.com>
Statsboro, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 10:24 PM CDT

To my sweet friends-
I haven't been able to find words to write here today, yet the day is fading and I can't say nothing...you would never know how much of a part of each day Carter is for me (and obviously for so many others). Know that our hearts are so so heavy - today and everyday as we long to ease your pain but know that we cannot. May God comfort you as only He can.
We will always, always remember...
With love,
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon
Kristin Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

Absolutely beautiful tribute to close the site. I am thankful to God for giving you the gift to convey your thoughts, heart and soul and for this site that we will all miss.
Claire Mann <cmclaire@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:51 PM CDT

We love you all! We miss Carter too! Thank you for sharing your heart with us, what a gift the Lord has given you in your honesty! We continue to pray for you all!

Love, Cari Dale Claire and Linnea Ekbom <dcekbom@gmail.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:39 PM CDT

I think I have started an entry today 10 different times, but nothing I write seems to even begin to convey to you how much my heart breaks for you and your family, and also how much you have inspired me, convicted me, and strengthened my faith in the Lord. You have so sweetly allowed Him to work through your suffering, and I am humbled by your honesty. Thousands of people have witnessed you press into Him, and you have led me to follow in your footsteps. The Holy Spirit brings you all to my mind so often-what an honor it continues to be to pray for you, Scott, Candler, Bert, Mary, and Laura...I yearn with you for the day that you will all be together in Heaven, and when "He'll wipe away every tear from their eyes...Death is gone for good-tears gone, crying gone, pain gone!" (The Message-Rev. 21:4) Much love, Jennifer
jennifer meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:25 PM CDT

Thinking of you with love~
Kenny, Lisa, Cory and Morgan <lwluci1987@aol.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:19 PM CDT

Don't know what to say except - we love you.

Hugs & XXXX,
Phil, Jane, Clare & Will

The Hennessy's <hennessy@mindspring.com>
East Cobb, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:06 PM CDT

What a beautiful tribute to a wonderful boy. As a Mom of another almost 11 year old, I cannot imagine the days you are living. We think of you often and pray for all the Martins. I too will miss the time spent listening to the music and seeing Carter's smile. Becki still misses Carter like all his other friends, but she also looks forward to seeing him in Heaven without cancer and pain - running faster than ever. We love you guys and will see you at the Classic.
Donna and Becki Stinchcomb <dms122757@aol.com>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 7:58 PM CDT

I have not read your website in a long, long time and did not realize today was the anniversary of Carter's passing. I learned of your family through the family of Brett Cochran, and I prayed for Carter when he was sick and for your family after he passed away. At the time, I had a baby niece who was very sick with a genetic skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa. My niece Sadie passed away a few months after Carter, on January 25, 2005 at 9 months old. I guess God led me to check your website today of all days - it gave me one last chance to let you all know that I am praying for you and that your family's testimony through your website has been very powerful and comforting to me. I hope for as much happiness for your family in this life as possible, and I pray that you will continue to let the reality of a reunion in heaven give you peace.
Love, Kimberly Hong
Kimberly Hong <khong@plantationcable.net>
Greensboro, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 7:40 PM CDT

Good bye for now Carter, we miss you and will continue to pray for your famiy. We will keep in touch on the new website. You have an awesome family and they miss you so much. The CMC is coming up and we can't wait to celebrate you! We love you!!!
The stepp family <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 6:47 PM CDT

I can never express to you how much your son means to me. I think you might have an idea...but I just can't put it into words. He is my hero...forever...his picture sits on my desk as a CONSTANT reminder of what true faith, love, strength, and courage are. I will miss coming to this site and seeing his smiling face. I will miss your words...so true and heart-felt. I know I haven't sent many comments in the past couple of years since we lost Carter...but I think of you all so often..and I tell everyone I know about Carter. I am now working for AFLAC...selling Cancer policies is my goal..to help as many as I can with the financial burden...and I still volunteer at Camp. I am now married..and I have a son of my own! I will treasure your words and remember how precious every moment is with my son. I love you all so very much.

I love you, Carter. Thank you for LIVING..even if it wasn't long enough for us here on Earth...but you were here long enough to become something to me. I hope my son is just like you! See you when I get to heaven!
Kelli (Murphy) Bryan <sunshine30269@yahoo.com>
Stockbridge, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 5:50 PM CDT

Thank you for all that you shared during and after Carter's battle with cancer. I will never forget him and the lessons that his story brought to my life, and to the lives of so many. I will close my eyes tonight and beleive in the perfect reunion that your family will have one day.
Anne Barnett <anne@bonac.net>
Roswell, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 5:37 PM CDT

I just had to share this link as a reminder of Christ's steadfast love for us. Your last tribute reminded me so much of this tragedy that inspired one of the greatest & most inspirational hymns of all time. http://www.cyberhymnal.org/htm/i/t/i/itiswell.htm
Enjoy & be blessed.
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 5:17 PM CDT

Crying with you today. Praying for your family...for God's peace and comfort.

Your final entry is so touching. It is hard to know that you will no longer be updating, but I understand. Your journal entries over the past several years would make a beautiful book, a portrait of a mother's love for her son and her reliance on Christ in the most bitter moments of life.
Carey Cothern
Manhattan Beach, CA 90266 - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 5:06 PM CDT

Dearest Martin Family-
I am crying for you and with you as I read your entry, Leigh Ann. My heart aches for you all-which is ever so slight compared to the ache that you all have & will feel until you meet up with Carter again. You are in my thoughts & prayers often and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing with us all over the last few years-I feel privileged to have had the honor to be one of Carter's many "angels". You all have touched my soul. May God bless you each moment & pour His mercy & peace over you. I love you all.
In Christ-

Angel Lisa <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 4:54 PM CDT

And, have no doubt that Carter is so very proud of his courageous mom who gives so that other "Carters" may live. Always in my heart.
Denise <rdhf02@aol.com>
lawrenceville, ga - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 4:27 PM CDT

Dear Scott, Leigh Ann and Candler,
Know that you have been in my prayers for the last 3 years. My heart aches for you. I will miss your entries. I enjoyed knowing what each of you are doing, especially Candler. I can't believe he is almost 13!
Peace, Lupe
Lupe G. McMurray <ggmcmurray@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 3:56 PM CDT

thinking of you...
Gina
Conyers, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:55 PM CDT

Carter has a special place in the hearts of many people. He will never be forgotten. Please know that your family is prayed for often but especially today. Your letter to Carter was very touching. We will continue to support Caringbridge, AFLAC, Children's Healthcare, and the Carter Martin Classic even though your entries will cease. You have made a difference in the lives of so many people...thank you!
Deborah Peterson <debpeterson@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:36 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today.
Carmen Nieman <carmennieman1@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, Ga USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 12:32 AM CDT

Thank you doesn't seem like enough for all you have shared with us, Leigh Ann. I will always remember the lessons taught to me by your special family.
Dorothy Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 12:20 AM CDT

I forgot to type in my "temporary e-mail" address...
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <hksjrmd@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 12:11 AM CDT

i've been thinking of you all day.
just wanted to send you my love
and tell you what an HONOR it is
to be involved in the
Carter Martin Classic!
i love drew's question! what wisdom...
xoxo, robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 12:01 AM CDT

Martins - Your entry brought tears to my eyes as I too reflect on the life of Carter. Thank you for your transparency. Life is painful and while I feel that God did not take Carter from you to have good come from it, I am amazed by what God has done with that pain. Thank you for sharing your lives with the rest of us so we can get glimpses into what it truly means to have God carry us through pain.
Kirk, Amy, Ava, and Kai Foote <kirkfoote@gmail.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:54 AM CDT

My, my, there are just no words! Carter Martin will forever be in my heart, therefore, I will always remember to pray for his sweet family.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

Martin family,
My heart is heavy as I read the final entry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing so much with us through this website.
Much Love - Emily Carson
Emily Carson <emilycarson02@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler!
I'm getting ready to send ya'll an "E-Card". But I just wanted to let ya'll know that each of you are in my thoughts & prayers today. As I reflect on the loss & life of my Aunt today, I also reflect on Carter's life too. Even though I never met him, his courageous battle & story has impacted my life in so many ways!

Love Ya'll Much :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

Remembering Carter and keeping your family in my prayers...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park , GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:18 AM CDT

Leigh Ann,
Your ability to inspire with regular, every day words never ceases to amaze. I know it is because the words come from your heart, with transparent grace. I could not believe it had been three years when I thought of you, Scott, and Candler today. I know that you are thrilled with the outpouring of support that has been received for cancer research in Carter's name, but I also know that it is no substitute for his loss. I thought about him a lot during the AFLAC Children's Cancer Center Care-a-Thon, and I remember hearing him on the radio four years ago - that was really neat. I am sorry to know that you are closing the page, but you are sensitive to God's timing. Thank you for the great courage you have shown in these years to share your heart with us.
Kathy Arnold <kathyarnold@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

Wow, how touched I am by your entry today. My brother and sister in law (Sean and Mandy) have talked about Carter and were so touched by Carter that I feel as though I knew him! You are a remarkable woman and a wonderful Christian example for ALL of us to follow! I read your entry today sitting in front of 25 sixth graders and began to cry. They were touched as well because I had to share. I know "public" education classrooms are not looked upon as times to witness by many but I do believe your story and Carter's life touched several of mine today! God is great! I will always remember you and your son, he shares my brothers first name, and no wonder he was a remarkable young man! Look at his mother! God Bless You!!!!
Holly Chapman-Strickland <hollychadstrick@alltel.net>
Blakely, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 10:19 AM CDT

I have so few words .... Simply, I'm praying for you all. Thank you for sharing so much of your heart with us. I am grateful I have been touched so deeply by Carter's life and your family.

Love, Kelly
Kelly Hartman <k.hartman@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:49 AM CDT

Leigh Ann and family,
I am thinking of you today and saying a special prayer for you (as I do everyday). I am so thankful for Carter's lessons and his story. I hate the pain part but I have received your lesson and taken it to heart. Your writing has been unbelievable and I thank you for taking the time.
I will forever be thankful for Legos on the floor and new school shoes (that get dirty in a day). Thanks for your story. I will always carry it my heart. Sending you much love, Amanda Manus
Amanda Manus <manusdc@hotmail.com>
Waleska, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

Leigh Ann,
Your writings have blessed me so much. I will always carry thoughts and prayers of you and your family with me. I have so many fond thoughts of Carter.
Much love,

Kathy Miller <k.miller@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:18 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,

Where do I begin? You and your precious Carter have made a resounding difference in my life. I wake up every morning to the song, "I can only imagine", and I think of Carter. Each day I look at this sweet, smiling face of Carter on the bulletin board here in my office and have no question why I came to work. Carter is my inspiration...we must find a cure for childhood cancer. I just have to believe that Carter is aware of all that is taking place to cure childhood cancer because of him.

I love you dearly and would do anything to ease your pain. Love, Diane
Diane Vaughan <Diane.Vaughan@choa.org>
Marietta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:06 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
You are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. Although I haven't known you as long as others, my heart cares deeply for your family. I am blessed my your love for your children. May our heavenly Father give you His strength and comfort today and with every tomorrow.
Your sister in Christ, Kim Royster
Kim Royster
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:46 AM CDT

Dear sweet Martin family,

Thinking of all of you today, and remembering all of the special moments I shared with Carter. What an amazing young man he was...I know that all of you are so proud of him for what he has done and what he continues to do to help other children fighting the fight he so bravely fought. Carter, thank you for being my buddy...I, too, will look forward to the day that I get to see you again in Heaven.

Love,
Kelly
Kelly Hines <kelly.hines@choa.org>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:41 AM CDT

I wept when I read this - thank-you Leigh Ann for being willing to be so honest with your heart and feelings. You have impacted so many through this site. We will not stop praying for all of you and we love you very much.
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:33 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler.
Just to let you know I am thinking of all of you even more today than normal. I think Aunt Laura said it all in her entry just below this. Carter was a really special little guy and has touched so many people. I know Candler really misses his little brother. I know how proud you are of Candler. He has grown to be such a good looking, neat, fun (I could go on and on) young man.
Love Sue
Sue Herrin <sueher1@aol.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:21 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
I was thinking of you this morning as I got Cliff and Adam off for the trip, knowing that Scott and Candler are going as well and leaving you alone today. Please know that you are not alone, though. There are so many of us who hold you in our thoughts and prayers, not just today but every time the Lord brings you to our minds, which is often. I know there are really no words that I can say which haven't been said a thousand times over the past three years. I do want to thank you for sharing your heart with all of us, and for allowing God to use your journey and your pain to accomplish His will in OUR lives. There is not a single time out of the hundreds that I have logged onto this site that I have not come away with God's reminder of what is truly important in life, and your reminder to hug my kids a little tighter at night. No one will ever dispute what an inspiration Carter is to so many people, but please know that you have been quite an inspiration as well. Please know, also, that my prayers will always be with you and Scott and Candler--as I watch Candler and Adam grow up, and as I watch Sydney and the rest of Carter's class grow up, I will continue to ask the Lord for His richest blessings on your family, and for all of the peace and comfort that is possible in this life. My love to all of you--Stacy
Stacy Robinson <robinson54honor@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, You write from your heart and it brings us to our knees. I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes reading your letter to Carter. He was a very lucky boy to have you for his mother. I started following Carter's story many years ago and continue to check in daily. I do believe you should consider writing a book for other parents dealing with such a horrible loss. You bring insight, compassion, caring and so much love to your writings. I will continue to pray for you, Scott and Chandler. God Bless all of you with peace and comfort knowing so many of us care and still stop here. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you today, as we do each and every day.

The Kenworthy's
The Kenworthy's <rdkemk@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 8:09 AM CDT

Your family is in my prayers--I will never forget Carter.

Gwen Porter <gporter@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, September 12, 2007 7:38 AM CDT

Dear Martins,

It has been said "you hold your children's hands for a little while but you hold their hearts forever"! Life is not always kind here on earth, but so beautiful and perfect in Heaven. My heart aches for all of you in the loss of your beautiful son. He has truly touched my life and the lives of the people I've shared him with. My prayer buddies and I will continue to lift up all of you for comfort and peace. Know that God is there to lean on and go to Him to carry you through. My love and prayers always.

~Stephanie
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 6:46 AM CDT

Thinking of you all, especially today.
Betty Lou
Decatur, GA USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 6:14 AM CDT

Dearest Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
Thanks, Leigh Ann for sharing your heart and providing peeks into Candler and Scott's hearts. Three years, and we will not forget! We love you, and pray for you often. We will especially be praying for you tomorrow. We can never know exactly what you are going through. Know that we love you, and we will continue to enjoy Carter stories!! We will never forget him or his impact.

Love you all xoxoxo
Uncle GP and Aunt Nancy
GP and Nancy Foote <gpfoote@mchsi.com>
Ames, IA US - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 11:45 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, my sister, as from the beginning, your words amaze me, overpower me, humble me, impress me, astound me....I read this letter out loud and I cried, I laughed, I remembered, I laughed and I cried some more...

This site has been a haven and strength to me...reading the comments that have been made (as well as the journal entries) has always been a source of inspiration to all of us in Carter's family. Normally, I have not posted here but felt the need to do so as you feel the time is right to wrap up "Carter's Corner." I know it was not an easy decision but I think that it is the right time.

Although I am a very biased aunt, I do have to agree with the description of Candler. He is an incredible young man, very thoughtful, respectful, and inspirational. We just had the opportunity to spend time with him this past weekend and it was a lot of fun to be around him.

Leigh Ann and Scott, I cannot ever say that I know how you feel but I can say that I miss Carter every day of my life. There are so many little triggers that make me think of him all the time.

Everyone that has responded here, everyone that has made the Carter Martin Classic at Providence an overwhelming success, everyone that has contributed money to the Carter Samuel Martin Experimental Therapy Reseach Fund, everyone that brought tons and tons of dinners to the house, everyone that offered prayers, phone calls, thoughts and wishes, it was and still is, much appreciated.

Carter was a special guy but he was even more special with the mom, dad and brother that he was given. As you go through the day tomorrow, please know that there are so many people thinking of you, crying with you, laughing with you and remembering with you. I know it is no real consolation but there are 800,000 hits on this site that beg to differ.

I love you all.

Aunt Laura
Laura Herrin <lherrin14@bellsouth.net>
Savannah, GA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 11:05 PM CDT

I just got out of bed, because you are heavy on my heart. Know that I am praying for you tonight as I try to go to sleep. My son had an allergic reaction to something today, and as I was so very scared, I thought about Carter. I also thought about you Leigh Ann, his mommy.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Tuesday, September 11, 2007 9:00 PM CDT

I will be praying for you all tomorrow. God bless you.
Paige Stanfield <stanfield.group@comcast.net>
Decatur, GA USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 8:53 PM CDT

Always in my heart.
Denise
- Tuesday, September 11, 2007 8:48 PM CDT

You are in my heart and on my mind as always, but especially on September 12th. This site has brought love, and hope to the many, many loyal readers and friends. As much as you hate it when I say it, you inspire me each day!! I love you my friend! Remembering Carter ALWAYS-
Claire
Claire Mann <cmclaire@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 8:36 PM CDT

Three years... how can that be possible?
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
Lawrenceville, ga - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 7:05 PM CDT

Just letting you know I've stopped by with prayers for a peaceful day tomorrow. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 6:36 PM CDT

I am one the the many people that you have shared your pain and sorrow with. I linked your website from the Roger's girl from Fitzgerald, Georgia many years ago. I would read daily about Carter's sickness and his passing from this painful life on to a life with no pain. I would read your posting daily hopeing and prayering for a better outcome. Well, my family experienced the terrible word of cancer with my Father. He was diagnosed on June 5th and died from complications from chemo on July 29th. This is probably the hardest time that I have ever had to deal with. My family has been so blessed that we have never had to deal with cancer. I had seen the pain and suffering through your words. I appreciate the strong faith that your family has shone to so many. You have touched so many people that you will never know. I have not checked your web site in several months. I am so glad that I took the time this morning.
May God Bless you and your family.
Joni J. Dunn <jonijdunn@gmail.com>
Tifton, GA USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 7:11 AM CDT

". . .weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." (Psalm 30:5) And what a glorious morning that will be! As Carter's Homegoing anniversary approaches, we pray that our Lord hold you very close and that you may know His comforting presence in a special way.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, September 8, 2007 8:25 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I come her often and wish that I could do or say something that would help in this life long suffering without your precious Carter. I do pray for you, Scott and Candler each and every day. I hope to see you later this month.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga , - Thursday, September 6, 2007 12:19 AM CDT

LOVE THE BUTTERFLY BORDER LEIGH ANN!!
I hope that all is well with ya'll too!

(: Sending Ya'll Much Love, Strength, Peace And Hope! :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelasawyer "My Story"
www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin "My Cousins Tribute Page"

PS... My family & I are in the process of moving. Please keep us in your prayers & i'll let ya'll know more info when I find out. Also, I don't have access to my "e-mail mailbox" too.

Love Ya'll :)
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 11:34 AM CDT

Hello Martin Family,
I'm so glad to have checked in before you closed this site. It has been a joy to keep up with your family on it. Just the other day, Ashley said, "I can't wait to go to the Carter Martin Classic. When is it?" Carter is still in our hearts. We've all changed from your experience for the rest of our lives. Thank you for sharing your intimate family memories with us throughout these years.
Forever in our hearts and prayers,
The Turners (Howie,Susan,Ashley and Maddie)
susan <supa89@charter.com>
Duluth, GA usa - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 11:03 PM CDT

I had Carter on my mind and wanted to stop by before I went to bed. Wonder what they did today...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Monday, September 3, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

Still praying in New York...still inspired by Carter's life.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Saratoga Springs, NY USA - Saturday, September 1, 2007 1:38 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I'm one of those strangers that checks Carter's site for updates. Knowing that he is in our Father's hands but still praying for all of you. Not sure how I ever stumbled upon it but I followed his journey for a long time - and still do. Perhaps because he and I share our birthday. For the last three years, I have said a prayer for you on November 20th. I will do that long after your updates cease. Thank you for sharing your son and yourself with us.
Kim <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Thursday, August 30, 2007 9:20 PM CDT

LeighAnn, I just want to touch base with you before you sign off on Carter's page. You know I have faithfully checked on y'all and knew when I clicked on today a new entry had been added. The butterflies were my clue! I have continued to pray for you and your family. I'm sure you are unaware that my family and I moved this summer. We now live in Virginia Beach. I start teaching at my new school tomorrow. But I will remember Carter, your family, and my prayers for all of you. Thanks for always being so honest in your journals; it has helped me to focus my prayers for you. Know that you are loved and prayed for often. With love, Rhonda
Rhonda Singer <Singsouth@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Monday, August 27, 2007 4:03 PM CDT

LeighAnn

My gut clenches when I hear about your packing up Carter's room. That was one of the hardest things for me after my son's death. Like you, every time I come up the stairs, there it is. And, though it has different furniture and everything of his gone except for a few books, it is still 'David's room'. In your case, it is lovely to have it full of life again now that Candler has moved in.

Each step has its own pain. Taking off his computer screen name, having the Red Cross call about his giving blood, seeing his frequent flyer number in my rolodex, getting a piece of junk mail addressed to him... But all of these bring good memories too.

God bless.
Anne
Decatur, - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 1:03 PM CDT

I must say, I need to stop reading the website while I am at work. I am crying and trying to explain why I am crying. I can hardly put into the words the pain I felt for the 3 of you with Carter's room now aka Chandler's room. Chandler -- I hope you had help from your Mommy (rather than your Daddy) on decorating the room red and black!!! Have a great fall. Chandler I hope you are enjoying 7th grade -- Caroline is.
Rhonda Williams
Lilburn, GA 30047 - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 11:06 AM CDT

Leigh Ann - We have continued to pray for you all as another school year has started. We love you guys -
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 2:13 PM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
Wonderful to see your poignant & heartwrenching words. You are remembered in prayers & thoughts often. I stopped by to wish you a Happy Birthday as well...I realize it's not the same celebration as in the past...your lives are filled with "new" celebrations & memories, but that doesn't mean that Carter is forgotten. Never!!! May God bless you in the coming year & bless your wonderful family.

Angel Lisa <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, August 17, 2007 11:23 PM CDT

Just had Carter on my mind this afternoon and wanted to let you know that I pray for you often. Hope to see you in Sept.
JoBeth H. <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, August 15, 2007 2:26 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
I am one of those total strangers that you mentioned in your last entry. When I read that you are planning to bring your writing here to a close, I thought I should write to you once before you do. I cannot remember now how I first came upon this site (maybe a link through Victoria Newsome's), but I have been following along for a long time now. I have been profoundly moved by your words and amazed by your strength. Having two little girls myself, I simply cannot imagine enduring any greater pain than the death of a child. I have been constantly astounded by your faith and courage, and by your profound love for your boys. You have reminded me to take time, to be more patient, to cherish my family, and to be grateful for every single day. Quite simply, through your willingness to share yourself, you have made me a better person and I thank you for that. I am so very sorry for all that Carter, and your family, have had to endure. Carter was so lucky to have had you for a mom; I just know you will be together again one day.
Linda Seaton <linda.seaton@printsavvy.ca>
London, ON Canada - Monday, August 13, 2007 8:33 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you as school starts back. You inspire me.
Dawn McDowell <dawn@mcdowell.net>
duluth, ga usa - Friday, August 10, 2007 4:03 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:29 AM CDT

Hello Leigh Ann,

I must say I was so pleased to see your new posting. I still check Carter's website and have been hoping you would post so we would all know how you're doing.

I am so sorry that you had to go through such a gamut of emotions while cleaning out Carter's room. I think ahead to my oldest son who will be leaving for college in one year and my heart takes a lurch.....I can only imagine how your heart must hurt over your beloved Carter. You are truly an inspiration to so many of us out here in cyberspace and even though I will be disappointed that you won't be posting anymore (after September), but of course I understand.

Please always know that folks will be praying for your entire family - there are times that I think of Carter and the rest of his family in the oddest moments - and I say a quick prayer! I wish peace for you all!

~Stephanie

Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 12:57 AM CDT

Scott, Leigh Ann and Candler,
We have followed your journey from your first Caring Bridge entry. We have been blessed and encouraged by you sharing Carter with us. We have laughed and cried with you and will miss looking in on the Martin family. Be assured that we continue to care and will continue to lift you up in prayer. Thanking God for each of you and the precious memory of Carter.
Sandy Sullivan <sandysullivan@juno.com>
Tucker, GA - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 1:30 PM CDT

Leigh Ann ~ I can't believe anyone would consider you crazy. I believe what you are feeling is "normal" given your tremendous loss and the long journey you all have been through. I can't possibly begin to imagine how difficult it was to pack up Carter's room but the beautiful memories will always be there as well as everywhere else. Given Candler's immediate reaction, I can only imagine how truly honored he feels to be moving into that wonderful room where new memories can be made.

You write so beautifully. I will miss your entries but I truly understand your need to move forward. I am glad to have another site to keep up with you and your wonderful family.

You're all in my thoughts and prayers....always.
Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net>
Allen, Tx USA - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 12:33 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott, Candler,
Just to let you know that I am thinking of you and think of Carter often. Always love to see his sweet face on this website. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love you, Sue
Sue Herrin <sueher1@aol.com>
Savannah, ga usa - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:05 PM CDT

You - crazy - never! I can't even begin to imagine the emotions and the aching as you, Scott, and Candler took on such a tremendous task. And yes, how appropriate for Candler to move in. He is such an amazing young man. This site will be missed when the time comes Leigh Ann, but the words written on these "pages" will not be forgotten. Thank you for the pouring out of your hearts that you have shared with all of us.

Looking forward to the FOURTH Annual Carter Martin Classic!

Much Love,
Kelly
Kelly Hartman <k.hartman@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, ga usa - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:56 AM CDT

It was so good to see an entry from you, to hear from you again. It will be so strange not to be able to come here and let you know I'm thinking of you and praying for you. But, I hope you will always know that somewhere in your heart. I can't imagine how hard ANY of this has been for you, including the step of packing up Carter's room. But I pray that it will be a wonderful way of helping all of you take one baby step forward in the healing of your hearts. Always praying for you.

Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 1:44 PM CDT

To the family of Sam Haygood,

God bless you. Sam don't give up, instead give it all to GOD. He is a miracle worker, not to mention, he's our great physician. I will pass this onto my church family and you can rest assured that you will, literally, have Jackson County praying for you. My sister is a prayer warrior, who lives in Tallahassee, FLA.so.......... you'll have a lot of prayer.
Lynne Frachiseur
Lynne Frachiseur
Jefferson, Georgia Jackson - Saturday, August 4, 2007 7:40 AM CDT

Have followed you and your family for probably 4 years and don't think I have ever signed the guestbook, but I do want you to know that I am one of the many, many people who still check on you at least weekly!! Was so good to get an update and thanks for doing it . I cannot imagine how hard it is to do but all of you are in many prayers each day.
Ann <annsheff@bellsouth.net>
Powder Springs, GA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 0:07 AM CDT

Nope, don't think you are crazy. Not in the slightest. I can't imagine how hard it must have been to pack up Carter's things. ((hugs)) Thinking about you all...
Amanda Jennings <amanda@southpawcentral.com>
glendale, az usa - Friday, August 3, 2007 8:54 PM CDT

Dear Leigh Anne:
I can't imagine how difficult it was for you to decide to pack up Carter's room. The tears flowed as I read your entry. Not a day goes by that I don't pray for your family. I appreciate your honesty and don't think you're crazy at all. I can't think of any way else you could feel. I'm sure there will never be a time you don't ache and miss him. I just pray for strength and grace for all of you. Congratulations on the fundraising efforts. You should be so proud of such a tribute to Carter.

God Bless,

Dina
Dina Vassil <vassil5@earthlink.net>
Woodstock, GA USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 4:22 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,
You are not crazy. There are many people that read your words and understand exactly where you are right now. I hate to think about you not writing anymore. You have been such an inspiration to so many. But I understand.

Please keep in touch. You all remain in my prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome @marykay.com>
Lake Park , GA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 10:06 AM CDT

Dear Martin Family,
I still check everyday...to see his smile and to remember.
It is nice to have an update. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.

Delia Fowler, Margaret's Mom
Delia Fowler <deliafowler@comcast.net>
Tallahassee, FL USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 9:15 PM CDT

I too am one that checks in daily. My prayers continue even today for you and your family. No one can ever be faulted for writing from their heart, writing what they feel and what they live. I read your words and I weep for you. I started the journey on the internet with you several years ago and will continue to keep you in my prayers. Love Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 2:32 PM CDT

I am one of those who checks this site on a regular basis. Leigh Ann, you are one of the bravest people I have ever met and most definitely not crazy!

I understand the packing... my mother died 6 weeks after Carter... and we had to pack a lot of her things away, some of them came to my home. And some days I look at those things and wonder how they got here and why she still doesn't have them. Even almost 3 years later, the grief can feel fresh and new.

We continue to pray for your family.
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
- Tuesday, July 31, 2007 6:46 AM CDT

thinking of you - looking forward to seeing you guys at the house again
Patti Phillips
Luthersville, GA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:05 PM CDT

Thank you for the update. You were on my heart tonight when I came to the site. Those of us who knew Carter know that your sentiments are anything but crazy. Packing up his room must be unspeakably difficult. But your words remind me again of a truth I think about often. The truth that Carter's life was extraordinary. He left an indelible mark on me and countless others. I don't offer this as some sort of consolation, because I know it is not. Nothing that can be said is. I just want to say thanks for sharing Carter's life and yours. Know that your family is prayed for - tonight and often.
Russell Garner <rhgarner1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, July 28, 2007 9:41 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I love coming here to see Carter Martin's precious smile. Like I have said before, I was never a GT fan until I "met" Carter. Now, every time I see a GT emblem or see GT, I think about him and pray for you. My heart continues to be sad for you, as I can't imagine your daily struggles just to get by. I will continue to pray for you all until His return. May you find peace in knowing that you will see Carter again(but I know not soon enough.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, July 27, 2007 6:00 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that Carter has been on my mind a lot lately, so that means many prayers have been said on your behalf.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 5:15 PM CDT

I think of you often. It is so hard, but I refuse to let it beat me.

Hugs,
Jenny (Catie's mom)
www.caringbridge.org/ga/catie <jencarroll@hotmail.com>
Guyton, GA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:35 AM CDT

Carter's website is still on my list of favorites and I just wanted you guys to know I think of you and pray for you often. Take care.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 1:06 PM CDT

hey there~
kisses to ya!
xoxo, robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 12:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park , GA - Monday, July 2, 2007 9:28 AM CDT

I hope that you are having a good summer and that God is bringing you some comfort and peace. You are in my prayers.
Paige Stanfield <stanfield.group@comcast.net>
Decatur, GA USA - Sunday, July 1, 2007 8:49 PM CDT

Think of you all the time.

Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 4:45 PM CDT

Been up at 5:00 a.m. for the past couple of nights and you keep coming to mind so I have been praying - Love you guys
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:36 AM CDT

Appreciate the Olsen's help in recent months.

Philip Newcomer <newcomer23@bellsouth.net>
Roswell, Ga USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 11:24 AM CDT

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lo309l, lo309l USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 10:38 AM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 11:12 AM CDT

Hi. I just want you to know that I have been thinking of you a lot lately. I now understand a parent's love for a child and can't even believe what you are going through.
Anna cut her first tooth today.
Happy Father's Day, Scott. You are the best!

Love,

Kellie,Garner and Anna

Kellie <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, Ga - Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:29 PM CDT

I'm still checking in to see how everyone is doing. You are in my thoughts and prayers
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

thinking of you...and always praying.
xoxo,
robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, June 10, 2007 10:41 AM CDT

Tonight I can't sleep and you are on my mind.
My pastor calls it a "spiritual watch" - and a clue to do some praying. So - tonight I'm praying for you.

Blessings,
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 10:29 PM CDT

Hey Martin Family! Have not check on you in awhile, but wanted to let you know you are always in my thoughts! I miss working with you Scott! I hope Hines is treating you well! I have two little girls now, and did you know Andrew works at Northcreek for HNTB? Small world!

I think about your family all the time, and pray for a cure so no other child or parent has to go through that pain - Carter will always be a hero to me.
Shannon Honeycutt-Smith <honeycuttsmith@yahoo.com>
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 9:39 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, May 24, 2007 11:20 PM CDT

You are still in our prayers. Just wanted to let you know that Carter has a friend with him now who prayed for him all the way across the world. My uncle lived in S. Carolina & Thailand part of the year & prayed for him while he lived overseas. He's went to be with our LORD recently & I know will be happy to meet Carter. He had a love for dogs just like Carter & I know they will share some smiles & laughs together. He had quite the sense of humor & loved children. Prayers & BIG HUGS from our family to yours!
Lisa Stuckey
L'ville, GA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 7:57 PM CDT

Hope today is a good day. Wanted you to know that we're still thinking of you and praying for you always.

Love you, Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@Bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, May 21, 2007 10:04 AM CDT

Still checking in and praying for you.
Carey Cothern
Manhattan Beach, ca - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 5:40 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I have had you on my mind today. Happy Mother's Day doesn't sound appropriate to me, but I want you to know that I continue to pray for you and your family each day. I think of your precious Carter often. Until we meet Jesus face to face, I will pray for you!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
MOULTRIE, GA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:30 PM CDT

I came across your caringbridge website and wanted to tell you that your son's angel face has touched my heart he forever will live on and touch us all. Thank you for keeping his memory alive.
Rachel Sachtleben <rnsacht@comcast.net>
lockport, il usa - Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:56 PM CDT

Hey guys! I continue to pray for you all. Happy Mother's Day Leigh Ann! You are truly a role model for me and for so many other women. I look forward to seeing you and Scott in Florida! Lots of love!!! Lisa Joy
Lisa Joy Foote Arneson
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, May 11, 2007 4:45 PM CDT

Hi Martins, still have this link as one of my favorites here at work so I did some catching up before leaving for today, looked at the pictures, read the journal entries (although I feel like I'm eavesdropping). I get my hair cut in Sandy Springs, about a half mile from Arlington Memorial Park. Most always after a cut I drive thru the Park, a former co-worker's parents are buried there and Allen and I had attended her mom's graveside service. It's so beautiful there especially when in bloom. I've found Carter's spot so Allen and I drove thru so I could show Allen when he accompanied me at Spring Break; the beauty was breathtaking, even though it was rather chilly, and we had to get out of the car to check out the tombsite, which reminded us of the reason for Easter celebration.
Think often of you all, especially when little Nicole wears an Auntie Leigh Ann frock. Because of Jesus, one day........
Betty Lou <bettylou.lark@ricoh-usa.com>
Decatur, GA USA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 4:31 PM CDT

Just had Scott and Leigh Ann on my mind -- more often these days -- not sure why -- but I know it is a God thing! Much Love -- Hope Chandler is enjoying his last days in 6th grade and ready to move on to 7th grade. Our Caroline is in 6th grade thinking she is the same grade as Jacqueline -- 11th grade. Ugh!
Rhonda Williams <rwilliams@ddp-cpa.com>
Lilburn, ga 30047 - Monday, May 7, 2007 5:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Love you,
Lisa
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, May 7, 2007 5:03 PM CDT

You and your family are in our prayers. I exercise with your grandmother.
Mary R. McDow <ambrosemcdow@charter.net>
Athens, Ga Clarke - Friday, May 4, 2007 11:28 AM CDT

How are you guys? How can we pray for you ?
Ken & Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 3:48 AM CDT

Carter Martin, I continue to be in awe of your strength and your sweet smile and spirit! Leigh Ann, I continue to lift your names in prayer each day.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Tuesday, May 1, 2007 10:15 AM CDT

Scott, Leigh Ann & Candler:
We have learned of Carter through your Dad, Jon, and our hearts go out to you. We have also learned that Dr. Katzenstein is our future son-in-law's dr. We meet him yesterday and feel great about the care that Sam will be receiving. Sam's web site is http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/samhaygood. What an awesome way to keep updated and feel loved. Thanks for sharing Carter's story with us.
God is Good!
Dottie Johnson
Dottie Johnson <rsi2@comcast.net>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 8:06 AM CDT

Just thinking of you, hoping your tears are fewer and that you are finding new things to smile about. We smile when we think of you - and of course your precious Carter!
Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 7:00 PM CDT

I attended a Good Grief support group with you in Marietta shortly after my dear husband died and your sweet son. We were the only ones there..I started thinking of you today, couldn't remember your names, and googled until I found something. Hope you're doing as well as possible. The pain lessens with time, but the hole in our hearts remains. God bless you in your quest to find a cure for childhood cancer. My prayers are with you...
Jean Butler <moonglo323@comcast.net>
Powder Springs, GA. United States - Sunday, April 22, 2007 5:50 PM CDT

We missed y'all over Easter. It wasn't the same. We are thinking of you.
Love, Kellie, Garne and Anna
Kellie Creel <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:13 AM CDT

I will never forget Carter, and everything I learned from his journey.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Saratoga Springs, NY USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 7:11 AM CDT

Hadn't seen you guys in a while and wanted you to know that we think about you everyday at our house. I don't think a night goes by where Becki doesn't pray for all of you and Carter.
Donna Stinchcomb <dms122757@aol.com>
Tucker,, GA USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 6:28 PM CDT

Happy Easter, Carter & Martin Family. Although you must still be mourning Carter's loss, how awesome it is that Carter is celebrating with our Risen Christ in heaven. May you find some peace, joy & comfort in these thoughts. Christ is Risen-He is Risen Indeed!!!!!
Love,

Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 6:13 PM CDT

Just dropping in to say, I still think about you all everyday.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, April 4, 2007 5:53 PM CDT

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you and stopped by to tell you...
Carey Cothern
Manhattan Beach, CA - Monday, April 2, 2007 11:13 PM CDT

Hope you guys are doing great today.Is there anything you need ?I am so proud of you'all.
Ken and Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Friday, March 30, 2007 5:23 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 0:45 AM CDT

Dear LA, Candler & Scott-
Thinking of you as I often do and praying that today is a good day and that as we prepare for the Easter celebration that you are able to rejoice in the knowledge that we also will have new life in heaven & you'll be with your sweet Carter. Blessings & Peace-

Angel Lisa <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, Arizona - Monday, March 26, 2007 0:37 AM CDT

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New York, New York Gemany - Saturday, March 24, 2007 8:10 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
It's Thursday. A little while ago I thought...Thursday is bingo day...sometimes thing like that just pop into my head. Anyway, I thought of you and Carter and I wanted to say hello. Keep in touch.
M.A.
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 8:16 AM CDT

our paths haven't crossed lately...i miss seeing your sweet face!
love you bunches!
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, March 6, 2007 9:16 PM CST

Thinking of you all today! Sweet Carter, your sweet smile continues to touch my heart.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Friday, March 2, 2007 1:34 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann and Scott,
Just thinking of you today, as we do on so many days. Hope your hearts are light today. We love you.
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger

Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:35 AM CST

Hi LA, Scott and Candler,

Just wanted to let you know that I am so thrilled with the money that was raised! Hopefully, we will be able to come next year!

We love you,

Kellie, Garner and Anna
Kellie <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA - Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:36 AM CST

We continue to pray for you and think and talk of you so much. Thanks for continuing to share your journey and for the reminder of what is important. We love you guys.
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Saturday, February 24, 2007 6:52 PM CST

just wanted to let you know that, even though I may not visit as often as I would like, I do think about Carter and pray for your family often.

Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net>
Allen, Tx USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 12:03 AM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
When I woke up this morning I thought of Carter's cute grin and how he'd probably have to run from Victoria today. Can't you just hear him saying, ..."she likes me!" I'm sure she's chasing him around trying to give him a valentine today.
You are often in my thoughts.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:16 AM CST

I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.

Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."
**~

BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Monday, February 12, 2007 2:15 PM CST

We don't know each other but it doesn't matter. God had you on my heart all day and I kept you covered in prayer. Yes my friend, Jesus loves you.
l.
- Saturday, February 10, 2007 9:22 PM CST

We are praying for you today. Have blessed day!
dwight crigger <dscrigger@bellsouth.net>
marietta, ga usa - Saturday, February 10, 2007 10:35 AM CST

Thinking of you today!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Friday, February 9, 2007 12:28 AM CST

Hello Leigh Ann. It has been a long time since I signed the guest book. I wanted to let you know that I think of you and your family often. Your courage, commitment and strength inspire me. I can only hope to be half the women/mother that you are. Best wishes and much love, Angie
Angie Zeigler Staiti <astaiti@adelphia.net>
Cumming, Ga - Monday, February 5, 2007 9:41 PM CST

Thinking of you & praying for you, as always. They say time heals all wounds-NOT TRUE! Perhaps it just scabs them over...tomorrow, Feb. 5th will be 10 years since I lost my sister to leukemia & it seems the scab has re-opened once again. Thankfully, we will meet our loved ones again someday. In the meantime, we keep their memories alive, celebrate their lives and raise money to fight these awful diseases & to find cures. Congratulations on the incredible fundraising you all did! God's hand is truly present.
I love you all & wish you peace-

Lisa Dulara, http://www.active.com/donate/hfddms/hfdLDulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 4, 2007 11:10 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
Thinking of you today.
Love,
M.A.
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaet Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park , GA - Monday, January 29, 2007 9:04 AM CST

"AMAZING, AWESOME, WOW AND SWEET!!!"

Sending Ya'll Much Love, Thoughts, Prayers, Strength And Hope :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelasawyer
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Sunday, January 28, 2007 11:06 PM CST

Congratulations! WTG! That is SO impressive!!

Thanks for sharing your news with us!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, January 26, 2007 8:56 AM CST

Wow! That is amazing...122,000+. Carter would be so proud. One day Leigh Ann you will be reunited. Every day that passes is one day closer.

Keeping you and your family in my prayers...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park , GA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:00 PM CST

Dear Martin Family:
I have only sign on this page only one time before when I was praying very hard for Carter. I check in from time to time. I notice something funny about the last picture posted, what is that bright white spot next to LeighAnn's ankel? Could it be a sign? Still praying
Cindy
MD - Thursday, January 18, 2007 5:10 PM CST

I haven't visited the site in quite awhile, so there was some catching up to do. Leigh Ann's writing is beautiful, a gift from God and one that He will use to minister to others. I can't imagine how painful your days and nights are, but so many need your words...the healing, compassion, understanding and reality they bring. Keep up the great job, and thanks for the reminders of life's precious gifts that should be celebrated daily and trusting God in the hard times.
Blessings to your family
Jennifer Ostenson <jennifer@ostenson.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 5:21 PM CST

The weather has been so nice today that I have finally been able to wear my Carter Martin Classic tshirt again! Lots of people ask what its about when I wear it and I get to share your precious Carter. I do think of you all often and pray for you daily.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Friday, January 12, 2007 1:58 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
Just stopping by to say I'm still here thinking of you all every day. Someone mentioned earlier today about having a "game night" at their home. I immediately thought of the many times we played bingo at the hospital. And I was also reminded of the fun Victoria & I had playing the Franklin game you & Carter brought to us. Thank you for a happy memory. Keeping you in our prayers...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lakre Park, GA - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 10:03 PM CST

we were out of town over the holidays...
...you were not far from our thoughts.
kisses to ya~
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Sunday, January 7, 2007 10:22 PM CST

Dearest LeighAnn, Scott and Candler - At Grace's christening today, Rev. Rush spoke of Three Kings Day and the precious gifts the Wisemen brought the baby Jesus. He spoke of the precious gift we received in Grace who we were bringing before God's alter. During the ceremony, I thought of you - the beauty of receiving such a precious gift in Carter and the difficulty and sadness of bringing him back to God. Carter is a gift from God! I only wish he could have stayed longer. I miss you, I miss him. I think of you, I think of him. I love you, I love him.
Julie Herrin Stoever <jjstoever@theendoclinic.com>
Savannah, GA - Saturday, January 6, 2007 11:06 PM CST

Happy New Year Carter & the Martin Family. May God continue to use you to bless us all with your inspiring actions and example and incredible faith. Be Blessed!
Love,
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 3:51 PM CST

Kudos!!! I am so happy to read about the CMC and what a blessing it has turned out to be. My prayers are always with you and your family. I pray that 2007 will be filled with joy, love and much deserved happiness. Thank you for making a difference in a child's battle with cancer.

Robin, mom to Mitch <vb11potsy1@yahoo.com>
Senoia, GA - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:52 PM CST

Wishing you a very blessed new year! Just letting you know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers. Great news on the Classic! Keep us posted...
Carey Cothern
Manhattan Beach , CA - Sunday, December 31, 2006 9:21 PM CST

I'm so proud of you guys.Thank you for the work you do to make life better for the rest of us.Have a great new year.
Ken Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Friday, December 29, 2006 4:25 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know your in our thoughts and prayers! We love you guys and miss you!!! As I came to the website today I just sat here with baby Carter in my lap letting him look at Carter's picture and I told him all about that was who he was named for and both my Carters are very special people in my life! And that Carter's in heaven now but he shines down on us everyday! We love you and think of you daily! May God be with you during this holiday season and the days to come! Love you, Ryan, Sarah and Carter Fisk
Sarah McDonald Fisk <RyFisk@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 10:12 AM CST

Thinking of you on this Christmas Day, praying for happy memories, for moments of joy, and for peace.

Also wanted to let you know that Anna has a new website for her Angel Fund and we have put a link there to Carter's Experimental Research Fund. (www.annasangels.org) One day no other family will ever have to know the pain again... Thank you for all you do to bring hope for a cure. Merry Christmas to all of you!
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, December 25, 2006 9:49 PM CST

Merry Christmas, Martins! Merry Christmas dear Carter!
Thinking of you all tonight as we celebrate the King of King's birth.
Peace to you-
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, December 25, 2006 0:13 AM CST

Lifting up your family in prayer tonight-Thankful for the gift of Jesus, so that Heaven's gates were open wide for Carter! Love, Jennifer
jennifer meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
savannah, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:54 PM CST

Just letting you know that your sorrow is not forgotten or taken lightly on this Christmas Eve.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Sunday, December 24, 2006 12:26 AM CST

May you all have a very Merry, Peacful, and Blessed Christmas and a Happy and Healthy New Year. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 6:59 PM CST

Awesome!!! Loved everything you wrote about the CMC!!! Carter would've loved it! Hope this Christmas is blessed for your family.
Kim Booth <kbooth@colquitt.k12.ga.us>
Moultrie, GA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 7:33 PM CST

Merry Christmas to the Martin's! Our prayers will be with you all during the holidays!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9:30 AM CST

We just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you through the holidays.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, December 18, 2006 9:04 PM CST

"YEA!! VERY COOL PICTURES WITH SOME AWESOME & INSPIRATIONAL PEOPLE!!"
Thanks Leigh Ann! Take care & i'll talk to you later :)

"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelasawyer
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Friday, December 15, 2006 7:41 PM CST

We are so excited about the money raised at the CMC. It was a great night. We are so thankful for ya'll and your willingness to continue to be honest about the pain. We won't forget. We love ya'll!
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 8:18 AM CST

That is simply amazing and a true testament to Carter's continual inspiration!
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 1:58 PM CST

FABULOUS news and what wonderful photos! Thanks for always sharing your son and your family with us!

God bless!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, December 11, 2006 10:10 AM CST

Thank God for the CMC. I understand the joy all of us felt when we heard the total amount raised, yet it came with such a big price. I'm so glad that you and your family continue the fight against children's cancer to help not only fulfill Carter's dreams, but to also help other families find a cure. Thank you for your example of how to continue the fight even when it hurts. You are loved. Rhonda
Rhonda Singer <r.singer@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, GA Gwinnett - Monday, December 11, 2006 7:16 AM CST

how blessed i am to have participated.
it was AMAZING!!
love you,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Sunday, December 10, 2006 11:59 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler....I am thrilled to find out what a great job everyone did for the Carter Martin Classic. I am so thankful that I knew and loved Carter and that even now he is still making such a difference in so many lives. Childhood cancer has got to be completely erased. I also was so sorry I was unable to attend this year. I am putting it on my calendar for next year.
Love always, Aunt Sue
Sue Herrin <sueher!@aol.com>
Savannah, ga usa - Sunday, December 10, 2006 10:39 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
That's wonderful!!!
Carter has been on my mind all day. I just wanted to stop by and see his cute grin and say hello. You and your family remain in our prayers,
M.A.
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 10:27 PM CST

$103,000? Wow....that is incredibly awesome. CONGRATULATIONS to all of you. I got the biggest smile on my face when I read that; it made my day.
Amanda <amanda@southpawcentral.com>
Glendale, AZ USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 4:55 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler!
Last night was DEFINITELY a VERY MEMORABLE, SPECIAL & UNFORGETTABLE night! Everything was AWESOME, meeting Tom & Chris Glavine, the pictures, the autographs, spending time with ya'll, getting a WONDERFUL picture with ya'll & sharing my story with "Diane Vaughan" & her team from Aflac! Have a wonderful Christmas & many blessings in the new year too!

Love Ya'll :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelasawyer
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 1:23 PM CST

WOW! I think that may begin to tell how special tonight was! Once again, a community came out to remember a very special boy! I am so glad that we were able to be a part of the excitement! Leighann, I wanted to tell you that it was one of Rebecca's best friends, Perry Daniels, that won the t-shirt design contest! WE LOVE YOU! It was so great to see the Herrin and Martin clans once again!
Denise and Rebecca Adams <dadams96@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 9:47 PM CST

Thinking of you all today!
JoBeth H. <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 3:36 PM CST

I hope everything goes great today. What a blessing to have a school like Providence and a wonderful planning team. I am praying for the big event!
April Houston <a7ellis@hotmail.com>
New Orleans, LA - Friday, December 8, 2006 1:01 PM CST

thinking of you today - I just know it will be a huge success

www.caringbridge.org/ga/stephaniephillips
Patti Phillips <mombie08@aol.com>
Luthersville, Ga - Friday, December 8, 2006 9:26 AM CST

The day of the Classic has finally arrived! The high school is buzzing; everyone has their shirts on and food is everywhere that moms have sent for the bakesale. There is an air of excitement and anticipation. All because of one little boy's life, passion and love. The students have been working so hard to raise money that it's going to be exciting to see what the final result is. Have a peaceful, happy day of anticipation; Carter would have loved all this! We'll see you tonight.
Carolyn Holcomb <c.holcomb@providencechristianacademy.org>
Loganville, GA USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 7:22 AM CST

The day before the Classic. I hope it goes smoothly! It sounds like it's going to be a fantastic event. ((hugs))
Amanda <amanda@southpawcentral.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Thursday, December 7, 2006 12:02 AM CST

I know the Classic will go well this Friday- as always! Hope to see you guys again soon! It was so good getting to see you all over Thanksgiving! What a beautiful strong family you all are. Thank you for allowing us to come over and let you meet "Baby Carter" for the first time. He is so blessed to be named after one incredible Angel who smiles on us everyday! May God continue to be with you and guide you every step of the way until you meet your Angel again! We love you all! Love, Ryan, Sarah and Baby Carter
Sarah Fisk <RyFisk@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 12:02 AM CST

God Bless your awesome family--here and in heaven.
Claire Crenshaw <claire.crenshaw@bufordcityschools.org>
- Monday, December 4, 2006 6:26 PM CST

Just checking in on the Carter Martin Classic....we can't wait to be there! We miss you all.
susan` <supa89@charter.com>
duluth, ga usa - Saturday, December 2, 2006 2:02 AM CST

Here's hoping the Carter Martin Classic is a HUGE success! God bless you all!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 2:40 PM CST

"Counting The Days Until Next Friday!"

Looking forward to seeing ya'll again & knowing that "Tom Glavine" is coming makes the day even more SPECIAL!! By the way, I just finished creating a webpage for myself. I've still got some work to do on it, but I just wanted to let ya'll know. Also, please remember me in your prayers this Saturday. It will be the "one year" anniversary on the death of my Cousin Sarah.

See Ya'll Next Friday :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelasawyer
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 11:34 PM CST

A great reminder to keep the focus on what's important this holiday season.
Always thinking of Carter, and your family.

Karen (FOA)
Stow, OH - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 9:33 AM CST

Dear Martin Family,
A belated Happy Birthday to your sweet boy. I'm so sorry we weren't here to let you know we were thinking of you. We will never forget your pain, or stop caring about it. And oh how precious we all know his life was. He touched so many of us and still does today. The impact of the research in being done in his memory gives us hope beyond anything else I can think of. We are so grateful to him and to you for that. We will never assume that you are "okay" when you say you are - We see beyond your courageous smile, knowing that there will forever be unimaginable pain. But we are praying that things are getting more bearable. Just know that when we ask how you are, we ask because we really do care. We love you very much.
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 9:19 AM CST

Dear precious friends:
I just returned tonight from FL and have had no computer access all week, but my thoughts have been of you. I hope God graced you with "extra" strength this week. We will NEVER forget Carter - as we told you, Leigh Ann, he has changed the lives of many of us in tangible ways (he completely redirected MY life!), and so he is with ALL of us all the time. I hope that somehow, that is of some small comfort to you.
We love you!
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 9:33 PM CST

Just wanted you all to know that we are thinking of you, missing you, and loving you always.
Lisa, Kenny, Cory and Morgan <lwluci1987@aol.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 10:24 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Scott, Leigh Ann and Candler - we'll be thinking of all our family today, especially sweet Carter - we thank God for his precious life, and for the strong inspiration you have all been to us. We love you and wish we could all be together for the holidays! With much love,
Helen, Jay, Jake & Jason <hmarcks@ashwaubenon.k12.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:09 AM CST

Thinking of you!
JoBeth H. <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:36 AM CST

Our family is thinking of your family on this Thanksgiving day. May God bless you and I know he will continue to use you in amazing ways.
Mark, Jackie, Austin, and Lauren Strickland <OAKMEADOWRANCH@NETSCAPE.Net>
Hopkinsville, Ky - Thursday, November 23, 2006 7:05 AM CST

Thinking of you and your family this Thanksgiving.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 9:06 PM CST

Leigh Ann-
What a great poem. Thank you for your honesty. I also forwarded it to a close friend who lost her 15 yr old son in a fiery car crash 1 yr ago today. This is a tough time & I wanted her to know that she is not alone in her feelings. I continue to lift you up & pray for you all. Happy Thanksgiving! Love, Lisa
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 9:49 AM CST

I dont see my message from yesterday! Please know that Carter's birthday was not forgotten, nor was his precious family that is left here to miss him.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:33 PM CST

Thinking of you this week. Know that the Martins are in our prayers.
Lang Fiveash <langfiveash@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, ga - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 7:00 PM CST

With Carter's birthday just a day ago and Thanksgiving around the corner, I'm sure this (not at all to diminish other days) is such a difficult time. Please know that time may pass, but Carter's impact on so many remains unchanged. Praying still.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:18 PM CST

LeighAnn, What an awesome poem! As an English teacher, I love when people pour out their hearts in words! You've done it well! God bless you and you are still in my prayers. Rhonda Singer
Rhonda <Singsouth@aol.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:16 AM CST

Thinking of and praying for you as you go through Carter's birthday. Please don't ever doubt that there are many of us who do and will always remember Carter and will forever be impacted by his life.

he touched many.

God bless you always.
Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net>
Allen, Tx USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:52 AM CST

Scott Leighann and Candler - Thinking of you all especially today. You are loved!
Denise and Rebecca Adams <dadams96@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Monday, November 20, 2006 5:57 PM CST

Hey wonderful Martin family,

Just wanted you to know that I, too, am thinking of you all today. How wonderful it is to rejoice in knowing that Carter is safe with the Lord, but how painful that you have to remind yourself of this to find comfort.

I want you to know that I still vividly remember so many fantastic things about Carter and the joy he brought to my life. I know it might sound lame to hear that, but in case you have times that you get scared and feel like people are forgetting Carter, I want you to know it's NOT TRUE!!! Who could ever forget that sweet smile!? And ANYONE who came into contact with him, one time or a thousand times, will never forget the knack he had with people. He could touch your heart in an instant.

I love you all. I wish I could be with you guys just to give you hugs in person. I seem to remember Candler really loving it when I'd embrace him. (HA!) Gosh the more I think of all the emotions you must be feeling today, the more I realize I need to pray for you. My heart is heavy for all of you.

Lots of love -- Lisa Joy
Lisa Joy Foote Arneson <lisajoy@gmail.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Monday, November 20, 2006 4:45 PM CST

Happy Birthday Carter
Gina
Conyers, GA - Monday, November 20, 2006 2:43 PM CST

Dear, sweet Martins,

Just want you to know that I'm thinking of all of you on Carter's birthday today.

With Thanksgiving coming this Thursday, I enjoy thinking about all of the things for which I am thankful. Knowing Carter, and knowing all of you is one blessing for which I'm very thankful. My life will never be the same because of him and you, and I thank you for that.

Carter, I wish you a happy birthday in Heaven. I know your party there is more spectacular than anything I could ever imagine. Thank you for being a part of my life.

Love to you all,

Kelly
Kelly Hines <kelly.hines@choa.org>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 2:01 PM CST

Leigh Ann,
I wanted to let you know I was thinking of Carter and your family today. I am so sorry that we are on this journey together. I wonder what they are doing today...laughing and playing I'm sure...and probably wondering when we're going to do the same. I will always remember Carter's sweet grin.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Monday, November 20, 2006 12:29 AM CST

Thinking of all of you tonight - I have all of you in my prayers.
Kim <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Sunday, November 19, 2006 10:40 PM CST

Dear Martin Family,
As you remember Carter's birthday,you must all be feeling so many different things. I pray that the wonderful memories of his brief life with you will carry you through tomorrow and the holidays. I think of you often and pray for you,too. God bless you for being such incredible lights for Him and for continuing Carter's fight to end this terrible disease.
With much love,
Angel Lisa <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Sunday, November 19, 2006 7:12 PM CST

Leigh Ann,

While I have not been in touch as I should have been, please know that you, your family and your sweet Carter are constantly in my thoughts and my prayers. In fact, I can't remember a day in the last two years that I have not thought of you guys. I can't imagine your pain, and I hope that in some way it helps to know how many people love you and pray for you and your family. Parker continues to talk about Carter and what a great friend he was. Neither of us can ever remember seeing Carter without a smile on his face. Your strength is an inspiration, and reminds me of the bravery that Carter demonstrated in his last days. Dale and I just recently lost our father to cancer, and I just know in my heart that he has already made good friends with your precious little boy. May God bless you and your family for your courage and for the commitment you have made to honor Carter's life and help others who are going through similar difficulties. You'll remain in my prayers for all time.
Cindy Robinett <cindy.robinett@seacrestpartners.com>
Savannah, GA Chatham - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 9:05 PM CST

Thinking of you all and thanking God for introducing me to a true inspiration, Carter Martin.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:57 AM CST

Thinking of you. Hugs from Italy.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Italy - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 6:27 AM CST

Hi there guys! Just wanted to say hello and let you know how much we think of you. We know the holidays are always hard, but we hope your hearts are flooded with good memories throughout the upcoming holidays. You will be on our minds and in our prayers especially during the next couple of months. We love you.
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, November 12, 2006 9:33 PM CST

Hello Leigh Ann & Martin Family,

I've been reading some of your journal tonight, what a journey! I'm taking a break and going to bed as we have a 3 hour drive tomorrow to take our daughter Steph for an appointment out of town. We live in London but have been in Toronto for rehab in the past, we did a 6 month stay a while back. It is soooooooo good to be home in our own beds, as you know. Carter sounds like an amazing young man, I look forward to reading more. We just lost a dear friend to Ewings Sarcoma in July, we miss her like crazy. My husband forwarded Carter's site after you emailed him earlier about some hats, thank you for supporting a couple of great causes. I love how you are all working hard to honour Carter and his brave battle against this monster, keep up the great work! Take Care.

Love & Peace,
Renee & Steph

caringbridge.org/canada/stephanie
Renee <renee.simmons@sympatico.ca>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, November 9, 2006 11:28 PM CST

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 0:40 AM CST

Glad to read the motions of CMC is underway. Praying for great success this year than last. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Robin
Robin
Senoia, GA - Saturday, November 4, 2006 2:11 PM CST

Just checking in as I often do...I just don't always write. you're in my prayers.
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Manhattan Beach, CA 90266 - Friday, November 3, 2006 11:23 PM CST

Hey Leigh Ann, I just wanted to let you know that I ordered my Carter Martin Classic t-shirt today. I think of you daily and continue to pray for you.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 11:59 AM CST

Hi Leigh Ann, Candler & Scott!
I hope that ya'll are doing well. I just wanted to check in on ya'll & wish ya'll a "Happy Halloween"! Take care & I look forward to seeing ya'll December 8th too!

Love Ya'll :)
"Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin "My Cousins Tribute Page"
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 10:46 PM CST

Hi, friends. You've been on my mind and in my heart so, so much lately. Just wanted to tell you I'm thinking about you!
Love,
Kristin
Kristin Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:25 PM CST

Dear Martin Family--

I found your website through Catie's. I find myself spending an incredible amount of time reading caringbridge websites--checking on children battling cancer--and checking on mother's trying to accept the unacceptable. Our beautiful son, Jarrett, died on February 22 of this year. Like you--we spend most days just going through the motions of living.

I'm glad that I got to "meet" your son and family through his website.

Wishing you days of even and moments of happiness.

Michelle Wansley Boston
caringbridge.org--click visit--type jarrettboston
Michelle Boston <gboston@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, October 27, 2006 10:21 PM CDT

Dear Martin Family,
It's been awhile since I wrote here, but I wanted to let you know that you are all still in my thoughts and prayers. You are all still inspiring even in the midst of your pain-thank you!
Love,
Angel Lisa
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, October 23, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

Hi there Martin family! Just wanted you to know we've been thinking about you a lot lately, and hope that you are doing well. The family picture at the beach is absolutely awesome. I can't even think of words to do it justice, but it is amazing. What a precious family you are. We love you very much. You're in our prayers always.
Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, October 21, 2006 10:27 PM CDT

In the pictures it is good to see Jill and you having so much fun! Wish I was up there with you -- I would do it! I think about you. Your family pictures was gorgeous at the beach! Keep it up.
Rhonda Williams
Lilburn, GA 30047 - Thursday, October 12, 2006 1:22 PM CDT

At Skidmore (college) I have to put hours in at the Early Childhood Center for my child development class. I look at the five year old class and can't believe Carter was only a little bit older when he was diagnosed. The things he said and he did! So wise beyond his years.

I registered for St. Baldricks this year. While I'm sure it'll be uncomfortable at times, I know it'll be worth it making my contribution so "others kids won't have to suffer." Good Luck with the Carter Day's and the Classic!
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

(: Sending Ya'll Thoughts, Love And Prayers! :)

Thanks for all the info Leigh Ann! Hope you, Candler & Scott are doing well too! Take care & I look forward to seeing ya'll December 8th! Also just to let you know, I did endure my own battle. But recently, I was diagnosed with a "Long Term Side Effect" reaction from the mixture of medicines used in my chemo treatments. If you would like more info, just send me an "e-mail".

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives Us Peace :)
LIVESTRONG! "Isaiah 40:31 & Matthew 7:7"
Angela Sawyer/ "Stage Three Neuroblastoma Survivor!" <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Monday, October 9, 2006 10:04 PM CDT

Just letting you know that you are on my mind and always in my prayers. I see GT is having a good year, I bet Carter is watching out for them.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Sunday, October 8, 2006 8:42 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I think of you often.
Kati
Atlanta, ga - Friday, October 6, 2006 2:57 PM CDT

We think of you guys often... just wanted you to know.
Love,
Tre', Jenny, and Catie
www.caringbridge.org/ga/catie <jencarroll@hotmail.com>
Guyton, GA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 7:11 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I'm still thinking and still praying. I'm sure it gets redundant, but I wanted to let you know anyways.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 7:38 PM CDT

Just to let you know we think of you all often and love you lots......
Lisa, Kenny, Cory and Morgan <LWLUCI1987@AOL.COM>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:49 PM CDT

I haven't been to your website since January. I started a letter today and wanted Carter's picture for it. Of course I'll get your blessings before I send anything out. I have sat here and cried once again and tried once again to understand. I can't. We can only try to make future situations better.
As you know, at one point I thought you needed to stop updating this webpage. I thought it would help you heal. I was so wrong. I am glad you keep Carter's memory alive through caringbride.
I thought of you all on the 12th and prayed for you. Carter comes to my mind on many occations. His memory drives me in so many ways. We think of you always and my prayers remember you frequently.
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 12:39 AM CDT

Leigh Ann:
I admire that you continue to get up each day and put one foot in front of the other. You all are an inspiration and are in my thoughts and prayers.

Suzy Brister <SuzBrister@aol.com>
Atlanta, - Sunday, September 24, 2006 9:52 PM CDT

I prayed for you, Candler, and Carter's Dad today, Leigh Ann.

AK
- Friday, September 22, 2006 4:50 PM CDT

Praying for God's peace and strength for you and your family.

Carey Cothern
Manhattan Beach, CA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 2:51 PM CDT

Leigh Ann and family,

I cannot begin to imagine your pain nor can I ofer more than the same simple words...I am so very sorry. I have to believe that Carter is looking down from heaven and is so proud of how much his mommy and daddy loved him, how strong they and his big brother are and how desperately they will continue the fight for other kids. We are all so very proud.

Be well and know that we will always remember. It has been thirty eight years since my big brother died and there is not a day that goes by that we don't think of him with wonder.

May peace find your weary hearts.
Mindi <melinda_chouinard@hotmail.com>
Tacoma, WA - Monday, September 18, 2006 9:05 PM CDT

You can always count on SO many to remember!
Always thinking of you.
Karen (FOA)
Stow, OH - Monday, September 18, 2006 1:04 PM CDT

I never had the pleasure of knowing Carter but I know his story, and it's a glimpse into the awesome brother and son he is. Praying for comfort for you and your family during this and so many tought times.

P.S. I'm the one that visits Big Sky, MT and knows the Resort Pastor, Brad, that you met while there. Don't forget to let me know if you guys plan a trip again.
Amy Whitlark <whitlark_amy@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, GA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 11:39 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Sunday, September 17, 2006 1:49 PM CDT

Leigh Ann & family- My name is Martiele and I met you last week at the Quiet Heroes luncheon in ATL. I am Margaret Anne's sister and Victoria's Aunt. I just wanted to let you know my heart and prayers go out to you. I know each day is difficult and mostly unbearable. I do believe that Carter and Victoria are playing together in Heaven and they are both happy. Try to remember this when things are tough and that they are both healthy now. We will see them both again one day.
Martiele Franklin <rolltide98@comcast.net>
Ponte Vedra Beach, FL 32082 - Friday, September 15, 2006 10:12 PM CDT

I've been thinking of you all this week and praying that God is granting you strength for each day. We love you all,
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net ; www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, ga - Friday, September 15, 2006 8:31 AM CDT

SO glad to see your post! YES, we remember and still come on Carter's site daily to check up and pray for ya'll!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:50 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
I have been thinking of you all this week, especially Tuesday, as I can only imagine how hard it must be to mark another year. I truly cannot believe it has been two years since Carter was with us. I think of him so often, remembering his spunk and courage, and of course his smile. Know that you are in my thoughts and I pray for love, support and strength for your family. You are all so special to me. I know that Carter's legacy will only continue to gain strength.
Dawn Carver
Alpharetta, Ga - Thursday, September 14, 2006 9:19 PM CDT

I was unable to get to a computer yesterday, but I did want to let you know I was remembering yesterday. It seems like it was yesterday that I was reading that entry and so long ago at the same time.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 3:31 PM CDT

Martins -- you've been in my thoughts and prayers.

Melanie Coker (Zach's mom)
Melanie <stanmelcoker@comcast.net>
Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

I really can't believe it's been 2 years since Carter's passing. I am thinking of all of you today.
Anonymous
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:44 AM CDT

Martins,
I was thinking of you all as you face another year. Your calendar has changed. The year doesn't begin in January or even August with the start of school. Your year begins Sept 12. Thank you for showing so many of us how to be selfless and give it all to God. Your strength amazed me as you journaled your last few months with Carter. Victoria and the Newsomes always mentioned your family and his amazing strength.
I am happy that so many fundraising events have come in part due to Carter. He must be beaming. He must have been a truly amazing spirit.
Thinking of you all.
Melanie Pitts <benmelel@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 5:20 AM CDT

LeighAnne,
Tonight as I put Maddie to bed, she started sobbing uncontrollably. She hadn't cried like this for so long. As I held her in my arms, I asked her what was making her so sad; thinking it was something that had happened during the day...before she even answered, it hit me! Carter. I don't know how they know instinctively every year...but they do. His friends will NEVER forget.
Still praying for Carter, Mr. and Mrs. Martin, Candler and Comet daily.
Love you all. Wishing you many more happy memories to make.
The Turner Family
susan <supa89@charter.com>
duluth, ga usa - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:50 PM CDT

LeighAnn, tonight as I sat at the football field in the mist, I saw part of a rainbow. I thought of Carter and all the things that make me sad about his death. A few minutes later, I saw the whole rainbow and I was gently reminded that it is like that with Carter's death, we only see part of the picture, just as I saw part of a rainbow. God sees the whole picture from start to finish. He lives! One day we will see the whole picture and you will be united with your baby boy. I do pray this time on earth passes quickly for you and that your heart is filled with God's promise to always be with you. I think of you each and every day and I still love to see Carter's smile.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:17 PM CDT

Hey LA, Scott, and Candler. I have been thinking about you all day today. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Much love, Laurie
Laurie deVegter <atlantalaurie@gmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:07 PM CDT

You are always in our thoughts and prayers and especially today.
The Driskells <edriskell@mccamish.com>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:47 PM CDT

Precious Martins,
You have been on my mind for many days now. Know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. What a joy and privelage it was to know Carter and call him family. What a treasure he is! God used him in so many ways. I can't help but imagine the number of lives he touched in his short life! Some we will never know till we get to heaven! Each of you are such a testimony to God. May God continue to Bless each of you and supply a hedge of protection around you. I pray He provides the strength on the days you don't even feel like getting out of bed. We love you and hope to see you soon!
Carlton, Christy, McKenzie, and Trevor
Christy Parker <Belle81178@aol.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:52 PM CDT

Prayers and thoughts are with you today.......Betty
Betty <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 6:34 PM CDT

Seeing all of the sunflowers at Carter's gravesite today made me smile and cry at the same time. Smile, because their brightness reminded me of Carter - and cry, because we all miss him so much. Somehow tonight's rain is very fitting - tears from heaven.

We love you guys,
Will, Clare, Phil and Jane
The Hennessy's <hennessy@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 5:52 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today.
Carmen Nieman <carmennieman1@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 4:54 PM CDT

wanted to send our love today

Patti, Steve, Shannon & Paige
www.caringbridge.org/ga/stephaniephillips
Patti Phillips <mombie08@aol.com>
Luthersville, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 4:19 PM CDT

Our hearts are with you today.
The Hoopers <jodihooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 4:09 PM CDT

Dear Martins,
Just a little note to let you know that all of you are in my morning prayers. Special prayer today for you to feel the peace that comes only from our Good Lord. Much Love, Lupe
Lupe G. McMurray <ggmcmurray@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 4:05 PM CDT

Just know that we love you and our lives are much richer and blessed because of Carter.
Ann, Pate and Soph <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 3:29 PM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler:
May God hold you especially close today. Your beautiful boy, with his deep, wise soul, touched hearts near and far, in ways we can't forget. I am so sorry for y'all's loss.
Please know that every time I see a daffodil in spring, or the gold leaves of a gingko in the fall, or watch the Yellow Jackets play ball -- I think of a darling boy I knew named Carter, and the joy and love he brought to the world.
Much love, Lynne
Lynne Anderson <ande2100@bellsouth.net>
Decatur , GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 2:18 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you today and every day.
Rhonda Turner <formulaet1@charter.net>
McDonough, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 2:11 PM CDT

thinking of you today.

Mandy
mamatooryan
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 1:23 PM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler:

You are in our thoughts everyday but today especially; sweet Carter is and will never be forgotten.
What a Beautiful picture of the 3 of you at the beach, you all look so relaxed. We are really looking forward to the Highlands weekend.
Love you, Carrie, Mike and Bogey(woof!)
Carrie Balsamides <cbal@altergroup.com>
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Martin family, I'm sending up some extra prayers for you today.

Always in my thoughts...
Abbie Doser <doser.abbie@principal.com>
Des Moines, IA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:32 AM CDT

Martin Family,
I rejoice today in celebrating Sasha's birthday, but it is also bittersweet as we remember her sweet friend, Carter. We are truly "homesick." You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Natalie and Sasha Davis <nmalindavis@bellsouth.net>
Duluth, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:17 AM CDT

Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. Today especially, I am sending you much love and praying for your comfort. HOPE is knowing Carter is in the best place and waiting for your family reunion.

Karen (FOA)
Stow, OH - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 11:36 AM CDT

We started our day with prayers for your precious family today, knowing that it will be a bittersweet one. We're remembering Carter's sweet face and precious smile today and we cherish the fact that he, and you, became a part of our lives. We will be thinking of you and holding you close in our hearts and in our prayers all day...
Love,
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 11:11 AM CDT

(: Sending Ya'll Thoughts And Prayers! :)

Hi Ya'll! Just to let ya'll know, I've made another new "Caringbridge" friend. If ya'll aren't familiar with them, it's the "Olson" family & they live in Marietta. Anyway, here's a cool story for ya'll. There's a foundation that just got started called, "The Rally Foundation". During the summer, they started a HUGE bike ride tour to help raise money for childhood cancer research. I talked to, "Nancy Olson" yesterday & she told me that they raised a LOT of money & awareness! If ya'll would like to take a look at their websites, there's two of them. Just to let ya'll know, both of these websites have a lot of info on "Rally". They're doing an AMAZING job! Take care & know that ya'll are in my thoughts & prayers today too!

www.rallyfoundation.com

www.caringbridge.org/ga/williamolson

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives Us Peace :)
LIVESTRONG! "Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin "My Cousins Tribute Page"
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler:
You are so much in our hearts today and every day. We are grieving today for you and with you.
With love,
Kristin and Mike
Kristin Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:05 AM CDT

Many thoughts and prayers for your family today. God is LOVE and he is the peace maker.
Sonya Dillon <sdillon@zimsbagging.com>
Fort Gay, WV - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:25 AM CDT

Dear Martins,

I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of and praying for all of you, most especially today.

I am incredibly thankful to have known your precious miracle Carter, and I am grateful to him for the legacy he is leaving to help other children fighting cancer.

I will always miss Carter, but I will never forget him. Thank you for sharing your miracle with me.

Love to all of you,

Kelly
Kelly Hines <kelly.hines@choa.org>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:15 AM CDT

Our family started our day in prayer for you all! Have been thinking of you every day recently, and will continue to lift you up to Jesus, as I know you are crying out to Him! Much love, Jennifer
jennifer meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:08 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
Last night I thought of Carter all night. All of the many smiles, grins and giggles he passed our way. I hope sometime today through your heartache you will be able to remember them too. You all remain in our prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:07 AM CDT

I continue to remember you in your grief more often than you know, but I wanted to stop by today and let you know that so many of us still remember and hold you in our hearts.

(I am so glad Candler discovered Camp Ridgecrest - I hope Wallace can go back next year.)
Kathy Arnold
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:04 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today. I know today will be a hard day, but perhaps it will also be a sweet day of remembering your amazing Carter.

My prayers are with you!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:57 AM CDT

Good Morning Sweet Martin Family,
We were thinking about you guys this morning and wanted to know to know it.
Sol and Suzi Blackwell <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
AL - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:56 AM CDT

Our prayers are with you all.
Elvira De Lurgio
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

We're thinking of you today and praying for your family. I just want you to know that sweet Carter is not forgotten.
Carolyn Holcomb
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 6:59 AM CDT

Martin family,
Thinking of you all today as we remember your brave Carter. I think of him everyday and am so thankful for the lessons he taught me that will sustain me through my life. I pray you will have happy memories today. Sending much love, Amanda
Amanda Manus <manusdc@hotmail.com>
Waleska, GA USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 6:43 AM CDT

funny....God always knows when
to put you on my heart. i've been thinking
about y'all tonight and will continue
to pray for you...even more than usual.

xoxo,
robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Monday, September 11, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Remembering you and Carter this evening. I know tomorrow will be hard, we will be praying for you.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Monday, September 11, 2006 10:33 PM CDT

Our family is praying for your family.
Lisa, Jay, Annalicia & Alexander Stuckey
L'ville, GA - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:52 PM CDT

I'm thinking of you tonight and I'll be praying for you.
Tammy Fletcher <thefletchers@houston.rr.com>
Katy, TX USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:37 PM CDT

I know that tomorrow will probably be rough for your family - I'm praying for you. God bless you.
Paige Stanfield <stanfield.group@att.net>
Decatur, GA USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:20 PM CDT

Our family continues to pray for you all! Thank you for allowing us to share in the precious memories of your sweet Carter!
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

Remembering you and Carter on the eve of His Homegoing anniversary.
Yolanda Rogers
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 7:47 PM CDT

There are very few days that you don't cross my mind and each time you do, I whisper a little prayer. Tonight, on the eve of the 12th, I wanted you to know that I'm praying for you...lifting you up everyday, especially tomorrow.
Elesha Bateman <ehbateman@earthlink.net>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 7:16 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you. ((hugs))
Amanda Jennings <amanda@southpawcentral.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 4:15 PM CDT

Martin Family,

Two years ago today I was in Denver finishing my all night walk for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life....where I had lit a luminary in honor of Carter. I hoped that the doctor's were wrong and that Carter would receive a miracle. I didn't realize that the miracle would be different than I had expected!!
I just wanted to you all to know that I was thinking of you and that I will continue to send my prayers for your family as you mark two years tomorrow without your sweet Carter!!
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 9:39 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for your family as the anniversary approaches. Carter is missed.
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Monday, September 11, 2006 8:39 AM CDT

hello martin family, ALL of you.
just wanted to say hello, its been a while since i have written, but please know that i think of carter more than you can ever imagine. yes LA, time does fly and when one looks at our kids, they grow up so fast. Its good to hear that your summer was good, and its only understandable that your mind and memories wonder back. i send All of you a hug and know that you will be in my heart and mind all day tuesday. i can only imagine how candler must feel, not an easy day for anyone. HUGS AND LOVE ALWAYS, annie and boys
annie <annieLSU@gmail.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 9:52 PM CDT

Hi, LeighAnn .... you looked wonderful at the Quiet Heroes Luncheon this weekend! (I know, it's such an 8th grade thing to compliment someone's hair, but really, you looked great!) When they showed the photo of Carter during the Flashes of Hope speech, I was reminded once again of what a beautiful little boy he was. Even though I never got to know him well, I adore that photo and hope it brings you great happiness. I didn't realize Flashes of Hope had taken it ..... but it's wonderful. Best wishes to you and yours,

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Hey LeighAnn, just wanted to let you know it was nice to see you again yesterday.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Sunday, September 10, 2006 1:28 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know you're in my thoughts and prayers as the second anniversary of Carter receiving his wings, nears. God Bless you, Betty
Betty <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 9:09 AM CDT

What a beautiful picture on the beach of such a sweet family. God has truly blessed me to be related to yall! I am thinking of you guys so much during this time. You all are such an inspiration to me as parents and what a family is supposed to be about. You have held on, you have continued on, and your still going on. You all are amazing. Thank you for everything yall have taught me and my family. I hope that my new family is half the strong family you guys have. Candler is growing up so fast. I can't believe how big he has gotten. I can't wait for you guys to meet our newest addition. We love you and miss you!
Love always- Sarah, Ryan, and baby Carter
Sarah Fisk <RyFisk@hotmail.com>
Savannah, Ga USA - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 11:07 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler...
I hope ya'll are doing well since school has started back. Just thought I'd let ya'll know that God blessed me with a vacation down to Destin last month for some much needed "R&R". From the time I got there until it was time for me to come home... "IT WAS AWESOME!!" The COOLEST parts were this. Getting up a little bit early just to watch the sunrise, walking on the beach & collecting seashells! Thanks for the info on the "Carter Martin Classic" too! I've been wondering what date it would be on this year. By the way, I'm looking forward to seeing what the t-shirts will look like too. Good luck when you start picking out which color & design it will be! Take care & I look forward to seeing ya'll on December 8th too!

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives Us Peace :)
LIVESTRONG! "Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin "A Tribute To My Cousins"
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Monday, September 4, 2006 0:42 AM CDT

Sending lots of love and prayers to you all. For comfort from above. May you always feel Carter right there beside you. Extra prayers for Candler as school starts again. Your family holds a special place in my heart.
Karen (Friends of Allie)
Stow, OH - Sunday, September 3, 2006 2:00 PM CDT

Hello Leigh Ann, It's September once again and I remember how happy Carter was with his new shoes, the perfect new shoes. Your little boy has touched our hearts and we will always be grateful for having known him if only through the internet. God Bless you and your family. Love Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, September 1, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

Still coming back to check on you and your family. The photo of the 3 of you is beautiful, but it must be heart wrenching as well.
Diane Pursinger <dianepursinger@fuse.net>
Cincinnati, OH - Friday, September 1, 2006 12:13 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
I wrote to you back in February after a boy in my 3 year old son's class was diagnosed with a brain tumor - my best friend JaDon Taylor Gardner had told me of you and your family, of your precious Carter. Our lives have gone on and continue to be busy, hectic, wonderful, terrible, same ol' same ol', until this past week - when another boy in my son's class (at a different school this time) has just been diagnosed with a 6 cm brain tumor - and this one is cancer. They have gotten it, but this family has only just begun. And thinking of them made me think of you and come to your site again. Reading your updates made me weep again for you and the precious child you miss so desperately. I know you know he is in Heaven with the Lord. I know you know he is happy - he is glorious! But he is not with you, and I am so, so sorry for the empty space you are left with. Please know you have inspired yet another person, yet again - I vow to live for this day, this minute, this second! To hold my children closer - to take more time, to be more patient - to love, love, love - for that is what it's about isn't it? Thank you for your love, your honesty - I hope to meet you one day - and I know I have Carter to look forward to in Heaven - he sounds like he was an amazing child, but that doesn't surprise me because it seems he came from amazing parents and had an amazing brother. If you can, please pray for Bo Trotter and his parents Jim and Emily here in Columbus, GA, and you and your family will be in my prayers, too. Take good care - in His love, Kathryn Calhoun
Kathryn Calhoun <calhoun2008@charter.net>
Columbus, GA USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 10:45 PM CDT

Leigh Ann - I am touched and incredibly inspired by your journal that you have kept on your dear son, Carter. I lost a baby at 23 weeks of pregnancy due to health complications associated with Down's Syndrome. The grief was at best overwhelming. Losing a child at any stage of life is nearly too much to bear. I admire your strength and agility. My goal in life is to build a house called "Brandon's House" after my son, Brandon as a support center and sanctuary for parents that have lost children for any reason. It is sad that these beautiful and inspiring endeavours come at the loss of a child, however I believe that the spirit and soul aways retunrs to the place it was loved the most and often times through gracious charity and blessings. Carter will never be forgotten and the work that you and your family continue to do in the community and in your hearts will keep his memory alive forever. May God Always Bless you and your family. May you come to a place where you exist beside the pain and not in it. Even though I do not know you personally I feel that you are a sister in Christ to me. Much love and continued blessings for Carter's cause. I would love to help in any way that I can.

In His Name - Leigh Ann Williams
Leigh Ann Williams <law121572@yahoo.com>
Dacula, GA USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 3:28 PM CDT

Dear LA, Scott and Candler,
Thank you for the update, LA. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Kellie
Kellie <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 7:17 AM CDT

Precious Martins,
I am so glad you continue to write and keep us updated. What amazing Godly examples you are. You have such a tremendous testimony. Thank you so much for opening the doors to something many would keep to themselves. Thank you for sharing and allowing us to grieve alongside you. Know that we love each of you and continue to lift you up in our prayers. We miss you and would love to see you next time you are in town! Everybody is still talking about Candler and Carlton hitting it off so well! We will have to get the two of them together most definitely!!! We love ya'll,
Carlton, Christy, McKenzie, and Trevor
Christy Parker <Belle81178@aol.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Saturday, August 26, 2006 2:54 PM CDT

Candler, please know I'm praying especially hard for you. I'm sure feelings run much deeper than people understand for much longer than people expect (forever?). Good luck in sixth grade! At least from afar, it seems like Carter couldn't have had a better big brother, and I'm sure that's true.

P.S. Leigh Ann, I never would want to pressure you into writing so I usually don't say anything, but I do look forward to and check for updates. They always remind me what is good and real.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
Albany, NY USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 11:14 PM CDT

sweet leigh ann,
love love love the family beach photo of ya'll. what a good looking family!
you touch my life continually.
you are loved
paige
lilburn, ga - Friday, August 25, 2006 4:03 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, it is VERY nice to hear from you. I'm glad you got a good vacation in before the hussle and bussle starts up again. And that is a WONDERFUL family pic, thanks for sharing!

Always in my thoughts...
Abbie Doser <doser.abbie@principal.com>
Des Moines, IA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 4:56 PM CDT

Oh, Leigh Ann, my heart contiues to be heavy for you as life continues on without your precious Carter. I think of you all so often and everytime I see something with Ga. Tech on it, I think of Carter and say a prayer for you. As you well know, there is nothing that compares to a mama and a son's love and bond. I will especially lift up Candler as he too fights to carry on without his little brother. I look forward to seeing you in Sept. Take care, friend.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Thursday, August 24, 2006 2:09 PM CDT

OH - how glad I was to see your new entry! Since you and I have never met, I would certainly never *ding" you for an update, but I still check in daily to see if there is a new update! I'm glad you all had a relaxing summer! The photos are great and wow, Candler certainly looks so much like his Dad. What a handsome young man.

I hope and pray he has a great year at school and I also pray that his grief will lessen each day! I know that he will never forget his beloved "little" brother, but perhaps the remembering won't be so painful.

God bless and thanks for continuing to share your lives with us.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Thanks for your entry - it was good to hear how you and your family are doing. Candler is getting big, and your family picture is nothing short of beautiful. Keep up the good fight, Leigh Anne.
A friend in Georgia
Cumming, GA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:16 AM CDT

Thank you for the update-I do check in often! I pray for your family ALL the time-it is good to know what to pray for specifically! What a beautiful picture of you all-It brought me to tears! Love from Wymberley Point Road, Jennifer
jennifer meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
savannah, Georgia - Thursday, August 24, 2006 6:02 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
It was nice to come here tonight and see an update from you. I know it gets harder and harder to write but you touch so many lives. If you only knew. Thank you for continuing to write. I think of Candler often as my kids go through things. Grief does come in waves. Sometimes when you least expect it.

I am looking forward to seeing you in September at the luncheon. I just wish it was under different circumstances.

As always you and your family are in our prayers.
Love,
M.A.
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 10:27 PM CDT

While I rarely write a note, please know that I have kept you and your family in my prayers - I probably check 2-3 times a week so it was good to hear from you tonight!
ann <annsheff@bellsouth.net>
powder springs, - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 9:48 PM CDT

Dear Martins,
Just checking in to see if there is an update and to let you know that I still think of you often & pray for you. I know the loss is still so fresh, but I pray that God gives a little bit of healing each day. Carter will never be forgotten. Hang in there and thanks from all of us for your incredible witness. Great shall be you reward in heaven.
Love,
Angel Lisa
Lisa Dulara <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 0:19 AM CDT

Know that i continue to pray for you and your family. Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday Leigh Ann. I always remeber sharing the August 19th celebration as children. Hope it is Happy.
Love, Treena
treena hendrix smith <squirtzer@aol.com>
signal mountain, tn usa - Friday, August 18, 2006 8:55 AM CDT

LeighAnn, I found this quote by Liz Scott (Alex's mom) and thought of you:

"I have come to realize that remembering is much harder than forgetting. However, I am terrified of forgetting things about her � I don�t want to lose any more of her. So, in between the busy moments of life, I find time to remember her and think about her for a while; then I force myself to stop so that I can get on with life�and life does go on."

Hope you are doing well. God bless!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 1:48 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you all! We love you and miss you! Hope to see you soon! Please call us if you come in to town! Hope Candler is doing well with starting a new school year! love you! ~Ryan and Sarah~
Sarah McDonald Fisk <RyFisk@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 7:49 AM CDT

I thought of you today. My youngest of five started school today and my oldest drove us there. I have been crying on and off all day, at just the change in seasons of life...and then God brought you to mind. Everytime I come to this website I am reminded of how precious life. i take so much for granted on a daily basis. I will pray for you today and everyday. You are truly a hero. Much Love, A Mom
Mother of Five
duluth, ga usa - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 1:12 PM CDT

Praying for you all as you begin a new school year.
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, August 14, 2006 10:44 AM CDT

Thinking of you this afternoon and praying for you still.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Saturday, August 12, 2006 4:22 PM CDT

Having you all in my thoughts as always and praying for peace within your hearts each and every day. Much love, Holly
Holly Weeks Geriner <cghwg@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga. US - Thursday, August 10, 2006 6:39 PM CDT

My name is Patricia and I am a friend of Brannen's in New York. Just wanted to let you know that I still come to this site once a week. I am a mother of 2 and realize that I can not comprehend what you are still going through. I do pray for you and hope you have peace in your life.
Patricia Vitale <vitale@pbworld.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 10:54 AM CDT

Just checking in on you guys and hoping that things are going well for you all. I'm sure Chandler is looking forward to going back to school!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, August 7, 2006 7:50 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
I recently read a Max Lucado news letter about 'missing the music', about learning the Bible and living through its teachings, but very often 'missing the music' that comes from knowing and loving Jesus. Well, I wanted you to know that you have taught me immensely not 'just' about Faith, about love, about being a parent, about so highly valuing our children, and many more very important issues, BUT about 'hearing the music'. Thank you for so selflessly sharing your precious Carter and your precious family, your hearts and souls with us, despite your unspeakable pain. Grazie from the bottom of my heart. A Mother in Italy.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Italy - Thursday, August 3, 2006 7:45 AM CDT

I, too, am thankful for your honesty and just want you to know that God has used you many times to remind me of what is truly important here on this earth. I continually pray for you as I can't imagine how hard each day must be.....even with the passing time I am sure the pain is as if it were yesterday. Many of us are praying for you and your precious family. Carter's memory certainly continues through you...
celeste welch <joycwelch@yahoo.com>
lagrange, ga - Monday, July 31, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts and very real perspective. It's comforting for all of us who mourn the absence of Carter to come here, to read your truth, and see recent pictures. You continue to touch our lives even now and are constantly help up in our prayers...Thank you for blessing us and challenging us to put life in perspective: God's perspective! God Bless.
Susan <supa89@charter.com>
Duluth, GA usa - Sunday, July 30, 2006 1:51 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,
Thank you for continuing to pour out your heart in your communication via this site. I am certain that God hears your prayers, yet am concerned about your comment that in those very quiet moments you may think "you are nobody." Your influence is powerful as evidenced by the now over 750,000 hits to this site. God has some big plans for your life. Keep on asking him to "show you the way."
You, Scott and Candler will continue to remain in my heart and on my "special prayers" list.

My best,
Robbie
Robbie Gring Campbell <robbie@gring.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 3:08 PM CDT

We just thought we would pop by and check on you today,
and let you know we are thinking about you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 0:33 AM CDT

Sorry I haven't written in a while. Still think about you all the time. Whatever your reason for writing, Carter's memory will always live in the hearts of those who knew him, and knew of him. Hope to see your smile, whether it's painted on or genuine, at the Quiet Heroes Luncheon. I always look forward to seeing you.
Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 5:44 PM CDT

I have not checked here for quite a while, but feel that keeping up this site definitely serves a positive purpose for you and the readers. I remember meeting you all at a Camp Sunshine family weekend (April, 2003) and seeing you all at various events. Now and then I think of you and wonder how you're all doing. I am glad to see that, for the most part, you all are doing well (though I'm sure the loss is overwhelming at times). You are an inspiration.
Chris Owens (mom of AJ, 15, medulloblastoma dx 1/02) <cfowens730@gmail.com (www.geocities.com/owens6185)>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, July 21, 2006 8:50 AM CDT

Hi! Today I was looking through some old Bible Study material which includes prayer requests from classmates. I found Carter's website info. Wendy was in my Precepts class in Virginia and we prayed much for your family as she requested. Although I don't know you, I've thought of you often and wondered...I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine...Your journal entries are so touching they brought tears. You all will be remembered in prayer. II Thessalonians 3:16 Now may the Lord of peace Himself give you peace continually in every circumstance.
With sympathy,

Kathy DeBord <bluengray@charter.net>
Stockbridge, GA USA - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 2:15 PM CDT

I second that, your journaling has kept it real for me also, and I'd like to THANK YOU, from the bottom of my heart! We need you, we need your real words, from your heart, without them I know I would be a different person. So thank you, and God Bless.
Tammy DeBlaay ("Friends of Allie") <tammydeblaay@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth , TX - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 2:04 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that your site accomplished exactly what you wanted to with me. It really did make me realize how precious life is, what an absolute gift every day is, what a priceless treasure everyday being a mom is and how it can be cruelly snatched away, so don't ever, ever, take it for granted.

Your son Carter is the epitomy of courage, spirit, strength and bravery. He fought so hard just to live. Any day I start feeling bad over the stupid, unimportant things humans feel bad about I think of Carter, and his song, and how blessed each day is, and how he lived every possible moment to the fullest he could.

Carter was a precious gift, mostly to you, but really to anyone lucky enough to have read his story. You keep his story alive. It's amazing how often I think of a little boy I never met.

I really am sorry you are grieving so. Of course it is normal and to be expected. But as one mom to another, my heart breaks thinking of how you have to face a new life on Earth, without your baby. I hope it brings some comfort to know how special Carter was to people who never met him. He made the world a better place.
RM Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:47 PM CDT

Buford Miller
Beverly Greenwood <bgreenwood@igroup.kscoxmail.com>
Milford, KS USA - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:55 AM CDT

Leigh Ann,
Carter's site is still one that I check regularly. I was so happy to see you posted and didn't get a chance to sign here until now. As long as you want to continue writing here, I will eagerly read.
And I thank you for the reminder, as I am a mom as well. Your reminders are needed, because we all get frustrated or annoyed by our precious children sometimes and need that gut check that it is ALL a gift and to never take a moment for granted. I thank you for that.
And I thank you for sharing your heart.
Karen
Stow, OH - Friday, July 14, 2006 7:30 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann...I know you are excited to get Candler home from camp tomorrow. Knowing him...I am sure he had a great time. Still check Carter's website often and am always pleased to read your updates. Hope that you, Scott and Candler can make it back to do more fishing and crabbing before school starts again. Miss you all and love you.
Sue
Sue Herrin <sueher1@aol.com>
Savannah, ga usa - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 9:51 PM CDT

Carter's website is still at the top of my favorites and as long as you continue to write, I will continue to read your entries. They always shed a little light on what is going on in your head as you put on a pretty good front when we are face to face.
Please come see us soon! Your Savannah family misses y'all.
Love, Kellie
Kellie S Creel <kelstap@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 1:56 PM CDT

Hello LA, Scott and Candler
just saying hello and letting you know that you are never forgotten and that i remember and think of Carter very very often. please know that he is not forgotten, never will be.
sweet little angel in heaven watching over you!
hugs to all, annie and boys!
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, GA usa - Sunday, July 9, 2006 9:14 PM CDT

checking your site, as i do quite frequently. i appreciate your genuineness & open heart. i can only imagine....

i love you guys & pray ya'll have a wonderful time at the beach together.
you are loved!
paige <daniel.knudsen@comcast.net>
lilburn, ga usa - Saturday, July 8, 2006 9:08 PM CDT

Thanks for the update LeighAnn! I can just picture the fun that Candler is having at camp! We love you guys and pray for you so often! Carter and Candler sure are lucky to have you and Scott as parents...what special little guys!
Cari Ekbom <dcekbom@ameritech.net>
Ann Arbor, MI - Saturday, July 8, 2006 7:40 PM CDT

LA-I have been thankful that you have continued to post. I have always appreciated the "realness" you talked about. Your goal of the post providing awareness to childhood cancer is working. Just looking at the count at the bottom of the site is evidence that many more people are becoming aware of this horrible disease. Your true goal...reminding us that life is so precious is also being reached. I know I am not the only one who hugs her child tighter, lets the chores wait, savors each smile because of what you have taught us. You come to mind daily and we continue to lift you, Scott and Chandler up in prayer.
April Houston <a7ellis@hotmail.com>
New Orleans, LA - Friday, July 7, 2006 3:57 PM CDT

LeighAnn -

I still check in on you and I thank you for reminding us about what is important in this life - our family and loved ones! I'm glad you all are doing ok and I'm sure Candler will have a great time at Camp.

WTG on all of the fundraising - Carter would be so proud! Take care and God bless.
Stephanie Deal <stephaniedeal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, July 7, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, Thank you for continuing to post. I still check in daily to see how every one is doing. Carter, and your family have touched people in more ways than you will ever know. I too hold life differently and try not to take anything for granted. Things I used to get upset about I now think....how important is it really? For that I want to say a sincere THANK YOU! You have put so many things into perspective. God Bless all of you with joyful days and happy memories. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 5:59 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,
I stopped by to say hello and see Carter's cute grin. Thanks for continuing to share with us. I know it's hard. Please know you do make a real difference in people's lives. I'm quite sure you and Carter have touched more people than you will ever know.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 10:24 PM CDT

I do hope you continue to update from time to time. Carter made such a deep impression on me that is impossible to put in words. I remember meeting him for the first time when he was in the office with Scott, right after he got his "new leg". He was so carefree and had that great "whatever" boy attitude. Scott told him that I had had cancer too and that I took thyroid medicine just like him. I made the decision that day to go and have some of the testing that needed to be done because if a little boy could do it, then I could too!! I still had some cancer in some lymph nodes that was removed about a month after Carter passed.
Because of Carter, I never take a single day for granted.
May God continue to carry you!!!
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 3:55 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, I thank you so much for posting on Carter's site. I indeed feel as if I know you well and I love to come here to pray for your dear family. Your struggles are so very real and run deeper than I can even imagine. I have learned through this journey, even as an outsider, that life is so precious and each and every moment should be cherished. Many tell me that I am crazy about my kids, but I am quick to share with them stories of ones like you who must daily carry the burden of having a child leave this earth way too early. Just this morning at WalMart, I was printing out pics. and it happened to be of my son Wheeler's 7 1/2 yr. bday celebration(actually just a cake, candles and pics.). This man was like what in the world, that kid must be spoiled. I said, "no just very loved and what is a $4.oo cake, if it makes memories and smiles?" I know you didn't want to know all of this, but yes, your posting makes a difference and Carter's life made a huge impact on my life. I am a better person for "knowing" him. Blessings and many prayers while Candler is away.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 3:33 PM CDT

Leigh Ann, please continue to journal on Carter's site. Even if they are fewer and farther between, you reach so many people. I come here every day just to see Carter, and followed his story for a very long time. We hope you and your family have a wonderful summer. Know that all of us reading care about you tremendously.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 1:45 PM CDT

I find myself still checking on all of you, as you are in my prayers each everyday. In the midst of all the chaos in our household you remind me to be thankful, yes, good health is everything all the other "stuff "is so unimportant. I do pray that you will experience peace and joy in each new day! Much Love, Holly, Clay and boys
Holly Geriner <cghwg@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga US - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

We are thinking of you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 11:12 PM CDT

Just stopping in to see how you are all doing. I still check often for updates. You will always be in my heart. Love Shawna... Dustins mom at www.caringbridge.org/fl/dustin. P.S. Please tell your parents we said hello. (:
Shawna Smith <sapah76@hotmail.com>
niceville, fl US - Monday, July 3, 2006 11:57 PM CDT

Just stopped by to see how you are all doing. Hope you are having a pleasant summer. God Bless, Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Monday, July 3, 2006 8:29 PM CDT

Love you all! You are continusly on our minds! We love and miss you! Hope to see you soon! Only about a month and a few days left before our little bug gets here!!! You will definitley have to meet him soon after he comes! I love you all and are praying for you all the time! Love, Sarah and Ryan
Sarah Fisk <RyFisk@hotmail.com>
Savannah, Ga USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 4:45 PM CDT

Surely would love to hear from you. Think of you all the time and still keep you in our prayers. Hope you are doing some fun things this summer!

Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 9:58 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Karen
Stow, OH - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 2:07 PM CDT

Just checking in. I think of you all so often. Still praying.
Jodie Ginn <jjnaginns@bellsouth.net>
Decatur, GA USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 7:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you as the boy's are about to leave for Camp Sunshine. Josh says he really misses Carter being there with them. Our hearts will all be sad at his absence. All our love. The Sage Family
Sally Sage <sages4ofus@clanmist.com>
Dawsonville, GA USA - Saturday, June 24, 2006 10:36 AM CDT

My, how Carter's precious, innocent smile continues to warm my heart each time I open his page. I don't imagine that time has healed your forever broken hearts. I continue to think of you all so often and pray for you.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 4:17 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
I wanted to let you know that I still think of you and your family every day. I often imagine Carter and Victoria laughing and playing with our dog Shady in Heaven. I can see Carter's cute little grin as he tells the angels "she likes me". Keeping you in my prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 9:57 PM CDT

I just stopped by to check your page. I hope you're having a nice summer. My prayers are with you.
Rachel
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 5:52 PM CDT

scott-
you have been on my mind all day today (sunday).
-sorry the entry was late-
just wanted you to know i've been
praying for you.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 11:59 PM CDT

Still checking in each day and remembering you in prayer. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, June 16, 2006 7:54 AM CDT

Still remembering. Still praying.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 11:24 PM CDT

We are parents of an AML kid (doing fine), friends of the Hennessy's, we were with you at Carter's service....your family remains in our hearts and prayers forever.

The Kings in Roswell.
Patrick King (www.merrillking.com) <kingpa@corp.earthlink.net>
Roswell, Ga - Monday, June 12, 2006 11:19 PM CDT

Miss hearing from you. Think about you guys all the time. Always, always, in our prayers.

Love you,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 8:47 PM CDT

I haven't checked your site in a while, and today I did. Tears are runnig down my face as I read your latest entry. I am a mother, and I cannot imagine your anguish as you had to answer Carter's questions. What faith you have, and what faith you gave to him! My prayers are with you, I will continue to pray for your family.
Dorothy Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com >
Marietta , GA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 8:13 PM CDT

Praying for the Lord to give you strength.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 8:08 AM CDT

can't get y'all off my mind...
taking a hint from God, each time
you cross my mind I'm praying for you!
(which is alot lately!)
love you~
robyn
i hope y'all are having a fun-filled summer!!
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
loganville, ga - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:35 PM CDT

(: Sending Ya'll Thoughts And Prayers! :)
Hope ya'll are doing well too!

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives Us Peace :)
LIVESTRONG! "Matthew 7:7" www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:19 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,

I can't tell you how many times you, Scott, and Candler have crossed our hearts and minds. You and your family are in our prayers.
Susan Haglund <susan@georgiabenefits.com>
Snellville, GA USA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 11:22 AM CDT

Just wanted to say hello and let you know how much we think of you...

Love,
Lisa Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 9:24 AM CDT

thinking of you tonight and
praying for each of you....
xoxo,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Saturday, June 3, 2006 10:56 PM CDT

Just stopped by to say "hi" and let you know I'm checking on you all. Still lifting your family up in prayer...
Carey Cothern
Prattville, AL - Saturday, June 3, 2006 8:33 AM CDT

Just letting you know that I am thinking of you this evening and pray for you all daily.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Thursday, June 1, 2006 6:59 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
Stopping by to say hello.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:45 AM CDT

Hi LA...I know it's been awhile since I have written. I was just sitting here looking at Carter's cute little face on the webpage. He just looks so much like you and your dad.
I know I have expressed my concern and sadness for your grief over and over but I just want you to know that I am thinking of you all and I am here if you need anything.
Love,
Kellie
Kellie Creel <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, ga USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 1:11 PM CDT

just checking in...
love you!
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Friday, May 19, 2006 8:53 AM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
I still think of you, Carter & your family every day. I come here often to remember Carter's cute grin. I haven't signed the guestbook in a few weeks and just wanted to let you know I'm still here praying for you.
Love,
M.A.
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 10:28 PM CDT

LeighAnn,
You don't know me, but I am Kim Kindig's sister-in-law. I think of you and your family often, and I can't imagine the pain you feel. I am a first-time mother with 7 month old twin boys. During those 3AM feedings and things like that, it's easy to give in to "being tired" and then I think of you, and how you would cherish a moment with your baby Carter at 3AM. I love my boys more deeply, and I treasure ALL the moments with them more because of Carter. I know that doesn't make it easier for you, but please know that you help me remember what a blessing it is to be a mother. May God bless you for being the example you have been to me and others.

Jennifer Able
Jennifer Able <jable@marykay.com>
Douglasville, Ga USA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:22 AM CDT

My moment in worship tonight that led me to pray for my friend and her mother's heart on Mother's Day:

from "In Christ Alone"

"No guilt of life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life�s first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny.

No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
�til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I�ll stand."

Love you. Happy Mother's Day.

Kim <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 9:30 PM CDT

You have been on my mind SO much-I think of your family ALL of the time! You were the first person I lifted up in prayer this morning-I know it must be bittersweet... Candler is such an awesome boy-I hope Harry will be just like him! Carter's precious and almost unbelievable little heart and spirit were created by God, but nurtured and shaped by YOU! You are blessed to be Mary's daughter, and your children are blessed to have YOU as their mother! You have been a powerful witness to me-just reading your journal entries has made me a better mother-thank you, and know that you will also be the last person I pray for before I go to sleep tonight. Love, Jennifer
jennifer meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:29 PM CDT

LeighAnn, I have thought about you so much this Mother's Day weekend as I know your heart hurts so badly for sweet Carter today and every day. I pray for you and your family daily.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:45 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Leigh Ann. I hope your day was filled with "special" with Candler, and that sweet Carter was holding your hand all day!
Karen
Stow, OH - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:32 PM CDT

Leigh Ann,
Writing to wish you a Happy Mother's Day. Although I know there is a Carter-sized hole in your heart today, that doesn't change the fact that God knew you'd be the best woman for Carter and Candler to call "Mom". Praying you feel God's comfort today...

Love,
Carey
Carey Cothern
Prattville, AL - Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:12 AM CDT

Scott and Leigh Ann - We just continue to think and pray for you daily - I can't imagine the pain of having to look forward without your precious Carter but we pray that God gives you the grace to get through each day. We pray for a wonderful summer for you all.
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:23 PM CDT

Martin's,
I just wanted to let you know I have been thinking of you. A colleague of mine was at the golf tounament on Monday (which, unfortunately, I had to miss this year) and said it was a great event. I will certainly be there next year. I pray every day for at least a few minutes of joy and peace for you. I want you to know that when I think about Carter, I always smile. His enthusiasm and passion was, and still is, contagious. I am honered to not only know Carter, but to have had the priviledge of coaching him. Allison and Rebecca send their love and prayers along with mine. Peace to you all....

Coach Tom <tdurrett@perrycrabb.com>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 1:35 PM CDT

Stopping by to say Hello and to let you know that We are thinking of you...Bearhugs...
The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va usa - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:44 PM CDT

Still here, still thinking of each of you daily, and still praying for each of you!
Love you all,

Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, GA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 12:51 AM CDT

Leigh Ann,
I remember vividly that last hospital stay. When we came in to visit I didn't know yet that you were going home. As we stood there I could see the desperation and helplessness in your eyes. I knew, without anyone having to say anything. I remember Victoria gave Carter a sticker and he stuck it on his bed. She had saved it for a long time to give to him. I remember he smiled and was happy for a moment. When we went back to our room Victoria said, "Mom, if Carter goes to live with Jesus he won't hurt anymore. His mom will be real sad but he won't be sick anymore and she can still see him one day". I was floored. She just said that out of the blue. So wise to be so young. I just cried. She hugged me and said, "it's okay Mom, Carter will be okay soon."

You remain in my prayers.

Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 11:32 PM CDT

It was great to see a new entry. My heart aches for you all, I'm so sorry you have to live with so much hurt. Please know that I am still thinking of you and praying for your strength. Truly hoping for brighter days to come.

Always in my thoughts...
Abbie Doser <doser.abbie@principal.com>
Des Moines, IA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:57 AM CDT

Dear Martins,
It was wonderful to see another entry, Leigh Ann. Your open heart and raw feelings allow us to feel just an ounce of your pain and to grieve with you. Keep faith in His promise-our God is indeed AWESOME!!! I, too, hope the day will come soon when you can be joined with Carter & we can all be joined with our loved ones who have gone before us. Until then...we wait on the Lord...
Love & hugs,
Angel Lisa <lmdulara@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:02 AM CDT

Oh Leigh Ann,
God will make good on His promise. He is a covenant keeping God and when Christ was nailed to that cross, His blood sealed that covenant for us. Thankfully He rose again to go and prepare a place for us. What a glorious place that will be...we can't begin to imagine. He will remain true to His word. Abide in Him, "Cease striving and know that I am God"! He will continue to carry you through the unimaginable pain you bear. He went to that cross for you, because He loves you and wants you with Him for eternity. He knows your pain. He will remain faithful.

I just ache for you and don't understand the "why" of this situation...I guess if I did that would make me God, which thankfully I'm not. I will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer. Thank you for continuing to share with us.

We will never forget Carter.
Carey Cothern
Prattville, AL - Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:49 AM CDT

Dear Leigh Ann,
It's so good to hear from you. Thank God you have your hope in Him - you won't be disappointed. When Carter left to be with Jesus, the world lost such a precious sweet child with the most adorable face! Even WE are so looking forward to seeing him again...I can only imagine how you all must feel. We think of you and pray for you so much. Love you, Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, April 26, 2006 5:45 PM CDT

Thanks be to God that we have that affirmation--you will see your beloved son again. And it probably won't be soon enough to suit you! Thanks so much for continuing to open your heart and share your journey through this life and this grief. Carter is most certainly remembered and missed by many. I never got to know him, but your words made him real to me. He is still just as real--more real than ever, actually. More real than our hearts and minds can conceive. And one day we will know such realness as well. My prayers are with you in the meantime.
Kelley Land <kelley@helwys.com>
Macon, GA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 2:23 PM CDT

I was so glad to see your new post - I still check the website daily. Please know that I continue to pray for your entire family and am hoping that your memories of Carter sustain you through the tough days.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

It's always good to hear from you, so we know how to pray specifically for anyone of the family. I will pray for the good memories to remain fresh in your mind always and to trust in God's plan for all of you in the future. We still have our "why" talks at night with Maddie.
Love you and miss you.

Susan <supa89@charter.com>
Duluth, ga - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 7:41 AM CDT

Looking back at the past can be painful, and it can be beautiful, sometimes it is a mix of both.

Sweet, faithful Carter will forever be in my family's hearts. Andrew still mentions him and will come in when I am looking at this site to see if there has been some update.

You provide amazing perspective and transparency to us.
Thank you for doing that.

Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 7:02 AM CDT

Leigh Anne, you are absolutely incredible! Your words are such a blessing for this mom that has had one of those days. I so often get angry with myself for having "one of those days" when I feel nothing goes right or nothing I have done is appreciated. There are countless times that I remind myself to be thankful for every precious moment with my boys - whether they are bugging me like crazy or I am loving them with everything I have. I love that quote from your college days - isn't it unbelievable what God has in store for us, and most of the time we don't even trust that it could be better. Like I have said before I wish I could give you a day of several years ago when your mind was free of fear and sickness and cancer- when you could really JUST go to dinner and sit outside and watch your precious boys play in the front yard with their dog and maybe even argue at little :). You have been God's voice to so many of us moms. You are such a special, special mom that I know God has great, great plans for.....
Deb Adent <adentmom@bennettgraphics.com>
- Tuesday, April 25, 2006 8:33 PM CDT

To the Martin Family..Please know you are in my thoughts and Prayers....
The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe..... <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va usa - Monday, April 24, 2006 9:07 PM CDT

Your sweet child was remembered at the "Relay for Life" in Wakulla County, Florida last night. I just wanted you to know that your beautiful family is in my thoughts and prayers each day.
Judy Paris
- Saturday, April 22, 2006 12:28 AM CDT

Thank you so much for giving me perspective. Before i left for my trip,you reminded how God is in control. It gave me great peace to leave. Last night, one of my children experianced dissapointment at a ballgame. I was worried about him before I went to bed. I woke up thinking about you. It is so easy to get wrapped up in these daily wrinkles that mean nothing. Whenever I need to get back to reality, I read your page. Thank you for sharing your true feelings. You are so brave and honest. i enjoyed working on the auction with you and look forward to serving with you at Providence. Praying for you, Dawn
dawn McDowell <dawn@mcdowell.net>
duluth, ga 30097 - Saturday, April 22, 2006 8:12 AM CDT

Leigh Anne~
so many people keep thinking of your family and Carter. Carter still lives in all of our hearts & in heaven's glory.
But here, the pain seems endless for his earthly family. The absolute pain must seem like a bottomless pit. Leigh Anne, it is totally understandable for you to be sad, angry, hurt and raw with grief. Carter was one special, unique child who accomplished an amazing mission of touching our lives with Godly grace &love. Just because you have such a strong faith in our Lord does not mean it is easy to bear such a terrible loss.
We keep praying...

lauren & beth fidler
Cary, NC - Friday, April 21, 2006 10:00 PM CDT

Still thinking of you and lifting you up to the One who truly knows your pain and understands.

Love,
Carey
carey cothern
prattville, al - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 6:07 PM CDT

I check in daily to see how you are all doing. Hoping each day the pain somehow eases. God Bless, Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 7:47 AM CDT

Just popped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 0:29 AM CDT

Leigh Ann, thank you for sharing your grieving heart with us. Eighteen months is such a small fraction of eternity, yet to us, to you, it must seem like forever. I ache with you and also long in a much smaller way for you to have Carter back. Life has been forever changed, but not forever lost. I wish I could hold your head as you cry, but know there are other's nearer and dearer to you for that. Please know that a stranger cares and continues to pray for you and to grieve your loss.
In Christ's love,
Liz Bryant
Liz Bryant <tlbekb@aol.com>
Falls Church, VA - Monday, April 17, 2006 3:58 PM CDT

thinking about you today!
love you,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Sunday, April 16, 2006 6:46 PM CDT

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Easter and tell you we love you all! How special it must be for Carter to be celebrating such a special holiday in heaven. Always, always, keeping you in our prayers.
Love, Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Friday, April 14, 2006 2:41 PM CDT

Praying for your family during this Easter season and thanking God for His Son Jesus and for the promise of eternity in Heaven.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:19 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
I stopped by tonight to see Carter's cute grin. Keeping you and your family in my prayers...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:22 PM CDT

Still thinking of you and prayer for you!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 1:38 PM CDT

thinking of you and
loving you~
xoxo
robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Monday, April 10, 2006 10:44 PM CDT

Hi Leigh Ann,
It dawned on me that it's Thursday and I thought of Thursday night bingo games at Egleston. I can see Carter, Candler & Victoria sitting there like it was 5 minutes ago. You all remain in our prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 9:56 PM CDT

We are thinking of you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 7:51 PM CST

Still checking in often and praying for you. I can't imagine what you go through each day. I just pray for strength and peace for you all.

I'm grateful that you candidly post what you're feeling. While your sorrow is great, God is using you mightily. He is reminding us to pray for you, and through your words He is encouraging us to love our families a little more and live each day fully.

Thank you Leigh Ann, for sharing, even when it is painful. Thank you for not glossing over your feelings and acting as though life is wonderful.

With Love,
Carey
Carey Cothern
Prattville, al - Saturday, April 1, 2006 7:52 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of each of you..You are in my prayers..May God supply every need you have...Bearhugs..
The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe..... <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va usa - Friday, March 31, 2006 9:01 PM CST

I continue to think of you and pray for you daily. Especially as my son begins spring break next week and I know Carter's presence will be so very missed for Candler's break as he is always.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, March 31, 2006 12:03 AM CST

I met the Herrin family while attending Andaddy Weeks funeral this past week. I wanted to tell you that I pray for you daily now. Our little girl has just completed 2 1/2 yrs. of chemo for leukemia. We are grateful!! Our hopes are that your family will learn a new normal way of life.
kristie schandolph <kristie1580@aol.com>
scaly mountain, nc united states - Thursday, March 30, 2006 5:29 PM CST

I think of you guys everyday. I wish that there was something I could do...anything to make the hurt just a little bit less. I am so proud to have known Carter. I think that the gravesite memorials are beautiful. Please know what a profound impact your family and Carter have had on my life. I'm sure I've said this a thousand times before...but for some reason it was heavy on my heart today. I hope to see you all soon!

Love always!
Kelli Murphy <sunshine30269@yahoo.com>
GA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 2:07 PM CST

I'm always thinking of Carter. I don't always know what to say, but his life is a inspiration to so many of us out here, even if we don't always know how to express it. It challenges us on a daily basis to live giving every day the very best we have to offer.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 9:13 PM CST

Dear Leigh Ann: Continue to pray for you and your family. May God send His angels of grace, mercy, love and healing. May you draw comfort in KNOWING that it won't be long until Jesus calls us ALL HOME to be with Him. The first face you will see is Jesus' face...the secong...Conor. Joy WILL come in the morning....in His time, you will feel His joy once again.

Take care and be blessed.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 7:29 AM CST

Just letting you know that we're still here for you anytime you need us. We love you and miss Carter. Ryan said the other day..."Mom, we haven't seen Carter in a looong time." I can only imagine how long it seems for you. We love you. Steve and Angela
dunbar <papercottage@mindspring.com>
atlanta, ga usa - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 10:29 AM CST

I wanted each of you to know that I think of you daily...You are in my thoughts and prayers..
The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe..... <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va usa - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:01 PM CST

To the Martin Family,

I hope it brings you some comfort to know that many, like me, continue to think and pray for your family. I am a stranger to you, but will never forget your wonderful Carter and Chandler.
Stephanie Doucette <sadoucette@earthlink.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Monday, March 27, 2006 11:45 AM CST

LeighAnn and family, I continue to visit each day to pray for your family as you continue on this earth without one of your very precious children, Carter Martin. Thank you so much for taking the time to update when you can for those of us that care for your family.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeht73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Sunday, March 26, 2006 12:30 AM CST

Thanks so much for sharing the photos ... they are beautiful and I hope you feel great peace when you visit. Thanks, also, for writing, even if it takes awhile between entries. Many of us think of your family daily and just like to touch base and let you know we care.

Kristie Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 10:38 AM CST

Scott, Leigh Ann, and Candler,
Y'all were in my thoughts today. You and your family remain in our prayers.
Kristy (Huff) Martin <khmartin@mindspring.com>
Dacula, GA USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 8:40 PM CST

love you~
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 3:51 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler...
I hope that all is well with each of you. Leigh Ann, I just read the message you left. As you & I both know all too well, everyday isn't happy & enjoyable like it used to be. There's a hole in my heart & a cloud hanging over everything I do too. Especially, when I'm doing something that I used to do with someone I lost. Then the memories come flying back. I was blessed with a "photographic memory" from my dad. Some of the images that pop into my head occassionally are sad & happy. Whenever a "sad image" pops into my head, I try really hard to block it out. But that is sometimes, very difficult. My life here on earth is completely different now, but then I remember the impact that each of my friends & family made in my life. If you go to my "Cousin Sarah's" webpage, you'll see a list of the people who are now my "Guardian Angels". I'm still surviving, adjusting & living. Waiting until that WONDERFUL reunion in Heaven DEFINITELY is the hardest. Take care & know that each of you have a special place in my heart too!

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives us Peace :)
"Matthew 7:7"
www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 1:09 PM CST

Leigh Ann,

Thank you for continuing to post - I think of you, Scott & Candler so often and grieve over the fact that you are having to endure the endlessness of your loss. Continue your writings candidly - they remind me to value what I have and to never, never underestimate another person's loss.

Even so, Lord Jesus, quickly come.
Kathy Arnold
Atlanta, GA - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:55 AM CST

We think of you and pray for you daily. I try to imagine what you are going through, but I can't; it must be lived. I'm so sorry that you are having to live through this pain. I'm glad that you included the new photos; you made wonderful choices for a special boy. I think that when you join him in heaven, you will find a bunch of saints lined up to thank you for Carter and the role his story played in their salvation. Your honesty in sharing your feelings are very special to all of us reading this journal. We all wish that you could "get better", but your sharing helps us to realize that this is not something that one can "get over". Thank you for opening your heart to us. That is also a ministry in itself. May God continue to wrap you in His arms and keep you close. Love- Bobbi
Bobbi Dangar <JULIBD@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:11 AM CST

Had to come check on the the three of you. I think about you and just wish it was different. I love the bench and the saying -- so awesome.

Lots of Love
Rhonda Williams
Lilburn, GA 30047 - Sunday, March 19, 2006 7:44 PM CST

To The Martin Family,
Please know that you are all still in our thoughts and prayers. The Memorial Garden is beautiful. Thanks for sharing the photos.
Gail E. Peeler <gepeeler@earthlink.net>
Atlanta, Ga USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 12:21 AM CST

Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you!
Caroline Meehan <cmeehan1@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 5:21 PM CST

Thank you for sharing the pictures and the words from your heart. Your family is thought of daily and prayed for. I love you girl friend...this you know.

Kathy Napier <napier89@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 3:28 PM CST

We are thinking of you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 1:36 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler -- we continue to lift you up in our prayers. The memorial is a wonderful tribute to Carter -- it is so hard to choose words for a child's headstone but you have all chosen well. It seems sweet Carter's words will also live on forever in a beautiful tribute to not only his life but to his precious and loving family. We wanted you to know that as the journey of grief continues we still think of you all often and our hearts ache with yours. May God continue to give you the daily strength needed to travel on -- we love you. Judy & Dennis Rogers
Judy Rogers <soulfriendjr@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA 30047 - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:40 AM CST

As one that is walking in your shoes, I understand what you life is like, and what you're going thru. I can rememeber being thankful that God made our body able to breath on it's own, without us having to think about it... I just didn't have the energy to even breath on my own for a very long time. Every single aspect of our lives changed; our hopes, our dreams, our future...but the world keeps on moving and we have to plug along somehow. My beautiful Andy has been gone from us for 38 months, and not a day goes by that I don't think of him, yearn to hear his voice and his laughter. Amazing that even after fighting the leukemia monster for 8 years, he could still laugh at himself and at life. They teach us so much, don't they? I am so sorry that you have to live this journey, and that more and more parents join us each day. I will continue to lift you and yours in prayer; prayers for peace and comfort. God bless.
jan livingstone-one of Carters Chemo angels & Andy's Mom forever
- Monday, March 13, 2006 8:35 PM CST

"What a BEAUTIFUL memorial!"
When I read what it said, it brought tears to my eyes. Also, it made me think about the friends & family that I've lost. Sending ya'll thoughts & prayers too.

Through His Embrace And Strength He Gives Us Peace :)
"Matthew 7:7"
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Monday, March 13, 2006 7:59 PM CST

The memorial is beautiful, Leigh Ann. I do check in every day if to do nothing more than say a little prayer for your family.
Sarah Foster
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:27 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
Thanks for updating. There are so many people still thinking of you every day and praying for your family. I think you sharing your thoughts, feelings, pain, memories...helps other people to appreciate their families more. I know it helped me. There were so many times after Carter died when I would catch myself being in a hurry and I would think of you and Carter and SLOW DOWN and enjoy time with my kids. There were so many times when Victoria would hug me and I just wouldn't let go until she did first. I thought of Carter so much and I cherished every moment with Victoria. I thought of you a hundred million times and remembered so many things that you wrote. Thank you so much for writing and sharing so openly and honestly. Please don't delete your entries. Just write what you feel. People do care. I have noticed lately that I have been "sheltering" my feelings as I write my journal entries and I have decided that it doesn't help. In a way it makes things worse because I feel like I am hiding behind "a positive journal entry". Then people aren't as able to help because I have let them think things are sort of okay. Which just isn't true at all. Remember when you visit Carter's website that he was loved so much by so many people. He touched so many lives. People will always remember him. I'm sure there is always someone praying for your family or remembering Carter's cute little grin. He was a very special little boy with an extraordinary mother. Thinking of you and remembering Carter tonight...
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 10:22 PM CST

I check your website often and hope you are doing OK. My sister is friends with Jane Hennessey, that is how I found your site and followed your journey. I also used to be a nurse on the heme/onc floor at Egleston so I have encountered many families such as your own. My heart and prayers go out to every one of you. If possible, could you put the link back up to Will's website. I have not been able to pull it up and I like to check on him as well. Take care and know you are in my thoughts.
Cindy Stone
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:27 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
So good to see an entry from you. The memorial to Carter is just beautiful. How precious it must be to you. We still think of you so much and pray that your hearts will heal and find peace. We love you. Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:59 PM CST

Yep - I still check in daily and was glad to see your new entry - even if my heart still breaks for you all! The memorial to Carter is beautiful - what a special tribute to a special little boy.

Prayers always,
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, March 10, 2006 12:43 AM CST

Leigh Ann and family:

Thank you for being so honest. I needed a reminder of what is really important. My heart breaks for you and I wish I could bring your sweet boy back to your arms.

Sending up prayers for you!
Suzy Brister <SuzBrister@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, March 10, 2006 8:50 AM CST

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and Praying for you as well..Bearhugs..

The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va Usa - Thursday, March 9, 2006 8:06 PM CST

Leigh Ann,
Just wanted you to know that I still stop by everyday (I may not always sign). What you did to honor Carter's memory is beautiful. We still say a special prayer for your family every day.
Susan Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Thursday, March 9, 2006 7:19 PM CST

LA, SCOTT AND CANDLER,
I can understand why you all are still so sad. I miss him, too. We are here if you need us.
Kellie and Garner
Kellie Creel <kelstap@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 4:19 PM CST

xoxo~
just thought you might need some
hugs and kisses today....
mwah,
robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 10:05 PM CST

Dropping by to say Hello and let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you...
The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn , va Usa - Sunday, March 5, 2006 7:54 PM CST

I was thinking of you today. I see you at the auction meetings and know it must be hard to just keep on keeping on somedays. Thank you for all you do for Providence. You are a very special part of our extended PCA family. I pray for you, Mother to Mother.
a mom
duluth, ga usa - Sunday, March 5, 2006 6:12 PM CST

I still check the webpage regularly and think of Carter often. I hope the radio talk went well and you're all completely healthy again!
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 5:47 PM CST

Just keep checking your site, hoping to hear that you are having a good day. Think about you so much.
We Love You!
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, March 3, 2006 9:11 PM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
I wanted to let you know I was thinking of sweet Carter this evening. You and your family remain in our daily prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Friday, March 3, 2006 6:17 PM CST

Dear LeighAnn,

Last night as I was setting the table for dinner, I pulled out 4 plates like I always do and then I remembered that my older son wouldn't be eating with us ~ and that's when it hit me - this is what LeighAnn goes through EVERY DAY! As the tears fell, I said a quick prayer for you, for I know you miss Carter every day, every minute, every second.

Please know that you (nor Carter) have been forgotten and prayers are said for you EVERY day ~ truly they are!

Blessings to you, Scott & Candler!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Friday, March 3, 2006 1:33 PM CST

THE PRAYER BEARS
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 6:21 PM CST

Scott, Leighann and Candler - Just wanted to tell you we were thinking about you! I went by the cemetary today, and saw the beautiful bench, monument and Carter's plaque. It looks really good! I know it must be really hard, but know you are prayed for and loved very much!
Denise and Rebecca <dadams96@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 12:46 AM CST

hey girl!
just thinking of you and how
AMAZING i think you are!
love you,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, February 26, 2006 9:17 PM CST

Thinking of you always... and miss you!
Lisa
www.caringbridge.org/ga/brettcochran
David and Lisa Cochran <lisagcochran@yahoo.com>
Suwanee, GA - Saturday, February 25, 2006 10:54 AM CST

Carter still lives in our hearts & prayers...touching and still amazingly alive here, & of course in heaven! :)

beth and lauren fidler <bfidler@nc.rr.com>
cary, NC - Friday, February 24, 2006 7:41 PM CST

Still checking on you every couple days or so...Still praying for you and your family.

Love,
Carey
Carey Cothern
Prattville, al - Friday, February 24, 2006 8:51 AM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and sweet Carter.
Love,
Margaret Anne
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Monday, February 20, 2006 9:10 PM CST

Dear ones, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers so very often. Carter continues to shine so brightly in this world. I, too, cant wait to meet him in Heaven.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Monday, February 20, 2006 6:58 PM CST

The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va Usa - Monday, February 20, 2006 6:05 PM CST

XOXO~
robyn
robyn <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Saturday, February 18, 2006 11:03 AM CST

Dear Leigh Anne,
JaDon Taylor Gardner is my best friend and had told me of Carter's battle with cancer and your amazing journal . . . I have three young children very close in age and since we live in different towns now, we do not talk as much as we used to . . . if so, maybe to complain about how hard this all can be. Now a child in my middle child's class has just been diagnosed with a brain tumor last weekend and was operated on today at Egleston . . . so far, the news is it's benign and they got it. But I went on Caringbridge to sign his guest book and that's when I looked up your journal. It is 1:22 in the morning and I have read every entry - sobbing, sobbing, sobbing. My husband is out of town this week, I am tired and feeling sorry for myself with how hard it is to have a just turned 5 year old, just turned 3 year old, 19 month old, no help, on and on and on. I have been hard on my children this week and all I could do was cry, cry, cry reading about you missing Carter, how you would give anything to hold him again. So now I write you to thank you, because I am standing over these angels as they sleep, with tears falling down, telling them I will do better . . . praying to the Lord for His wisdom and patience . . . His peace and contentment because I struggle for it . . . and praying for you, Scott and Candler. You have touched me and it has been a gift . . . thank you. I will take today and stop living for the future because now is all I have and I will cherish it. May God bless you, Scott and Candler and hold you close. I will look forward to meeting Carter one day - what an amazing boy from am amazing family. Take good care . . .
Kathryn Calhoun <calhoun2008@charter.net>
Columbus, GA USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 0:32 AM CST

Valentines..To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind;
It's still filled with love and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love..
You see, its destination is the Heavens above.

It's not being sent to my parents so dear
For they are still with me each day of the year.
It's being sent to my child who left earth too soon
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine
"I love you my sweet precious child of mine."
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue
And it's sent with hugs and kisses from me to you.

I know you are with me each and every day
You listen as I talk to you and hear what I say
For that is one thing that disease cannot do
You'll always be apart of me and me apart of you.

I know God did not give you the awful disease
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me, would you please
I don't know what I would do without His undying love
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above.

I know you are in the best of care
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear
Could you put in a request from us left behind
For God to send the knowledge, so a cure we can find.

So that no other family has to go through this pain
Our lives without you will never be the same
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night
And see you shining down your big bright light.

Happy Valentines Day Sunshine..I miss you so much
I know you know how many lives you have touched
You'll always be mine..I love you will all my heart
I know we'll be together again and then we'll never part.

So you see the meaning is still the same
The method of delivery is the only change
Mine must be sent by a little white dove
On the wings of Love.

Happy Valentine's Day, Carter. We love you and think of you every single day. xoxo
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 7:23 PM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:35 PM CST

thinking of y'all today and
your special Valentine...
love you,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@bellsouth.net>
ga - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:41 AM CST

Thinking of y'all today...
Much love, Laurie
Laurie deVegter <ladevegter@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, February 13, 2006 1:50 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I continue to pray for you all each day.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Georgia, - Monday, February 13, 2006 7:17 AM CST

Hey Leigh Ann and Scott,
I know you guys will be at the remembrance service. Just wanted to tell you that we remember you, Candler, and Carter with smiles and prayers today - and every day.
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Tucker, GA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 1:44 PM CST

To the Martin Family..Wanted to let you know I think of you daily...Praying for you as well...

The Prayer Bears Website

Mary Mabe <mmabe63@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, va Usa - Friday, February 10, 2006 10:46 AM CST

Hi Leigh Ann,
We are heading up to Atlanta (me, Ronnie (age 10...almost 11) and his friend Jackson) Saturday morning. I am taking them to the skate park at Discover Mills around 2pm Saturday. Does Candler like to skateboard? Maybe he would like to come too. Give me a call. My cell # is 229-300-6102.
Sunday we are going to the Remberance Service at 2pm and after that we will go home. I hope we can get together.
Still praying for you all every day.
Love,
Margaret Anne Newsome
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 9:05 PM CST

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