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To the Martin Family...Thinking of you daily and praying for you each day for strength..

The Prayer Bears Website

MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL

Merry Christmas...Thinking of each of you...
The Prayer Bears Website

I know it's been like forever since I've visited you.
I have just been so busy.
But I think of you always.

Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers...

Hi. Glad to read an update. The Classic sounds great. Just wanted to let you know you are not forgotten and I still think of your family and check for updates from time to time. Keeping you in my prayers,

Wedding photo from 10-8-05

Thinking of your family and Angel Carter today...

Leigh Ann,

My mother died 25 years ago and you're right, it never gets easier... You go on but the pain stays the same, just a fresh as the day it happened...

Hang in there honey,

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of and praying for your family...

God will get you through...

Hugs,
April

Just wanted to let you know your family is still in my thoughts and prayers.

April from the Code Blue Family

I thought I would stop by and say

Plus I had to let you know that I'm thinking of you always.

I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.

Thank you for pouring your heart into your journal entry. Your family is still in my prayers on a continual basis.

April from the Code BLue Family

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

Hi. I am glad to read an entry in the journal...and that you all had a nice time on your spring break, even if filled with bittersweet memories. Carter was there with you in spirit every step of the way.
Hugs,

Thinking and praying for you always.

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you.

Just stopping by to check on y'all and let you know I am continuing to remember your family in my prayers, and wish you a nice Easter.
Love,
April from the Code Blue Family

Just thought I would stop

in and say that I'm thinking of you always.

See you on Monday.

Stopping in to let you know that I'm Thinking about you today and always.

April from Code_blue_family <code_blue_family@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, Ar USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 7:02 PM CST

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Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 12:07 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler... I check your website everyday and continue to pray that God will somehow make each day bearable. Your friend, JaDon
JaDon Taylor Gardner
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:05 AM CST

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Dear Martin's
Everytime I pray, I pray for you. I love that I got to be Carter's friend.
love
katie glenn <rtglenn@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:38 PM CST

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we are still here.
praying constantly.
love,
the roberts
robyn <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:54 PM CST

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Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:30 PM CST

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My dear friends:
I come here often, to check on you, to feel close to you, wanting so much to help you someway, somehow. I don't sign in nearly as often as I come, because my words are so inadequate in the face of your enormous pain. I came across this in my reading and share it with you as an expression of my love for your precious family:

When tragedy comes
overwhelmingly ~
wounding your hearts to
the core;
leaving more questions
than answers ~
sorrows as never before.

Our Words do not bring
any comfort ~
your hearts are too numb
to hear;
How can you face tomorrow ~
when the loss is
a loved one so dear?

Yet through the pain
and emptiness ~
a precious thought
is born;
Weeping endures through the night ~
But, Joy cometh at morn.

So we're asking the One who
holds tomorrow ~
to shelter you 'neath
His wing;
Give your broken hearts
that comfort ~
That ONLY HIS presence
can bring~

And, remember you are
in our hearts ~
in our thoughts and
prayers, too;
We are trusting God,
our Father ~
for those things we
just cannot do~

Lots of love to you!
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor (www.caringbridge.org/ga/brandonconnor) <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:58 AM CST

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Hi LA and Martin crew,
I wish I had something inspirational or uplifting to say, but I'm afraid that I'm in a low place right now myself. Although, I have no reason to be..that is the only difference. I wish that I could trade places with Carter and give him back to you. I feel that he would have been so much more successful at life than I have been. I'm sorry for my awful mood. The only thing I can think of to tell you is that if it had not been for Carter, my life would have not been as fufilled. His death was a harsh reality to swallow, and I barely knew him. I loved that kid, and I love your family. I want you to know that in my mind I am walking beside you..spiritually. I'm sorry that reality is so cruel..I wish it was something that did not have to be faced. Please know that I think of Carter and your family everyday.

Hugs,
Kelli
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:41 AM CST

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Even though I don't know you and never had the pleasure of meeting your incredible son, I think of you often and continue to pray that each day gets a little easier for you to bear. I cannot imagine the pain you must feel facing every day without your precious child, but I hope that you will take some comfort in knowing that even perfect strangers are thinking of you and praying for you. God Bless you!
Amy Kaminski <akaminski@wowway.com>
Glen Ellyn, IL - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:07 PM CST

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hello martins! just because i have not written here lately it does NOT mean i dont think of you. I THINK OF YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY! i wonder what you are up to and how candler is doing. Now i see his eyes are good, and i love to hear that!! and LA, good for you to slow down and take care of yourself, its the best thing for you and as you say, as a mom, for everyone else too! i send all of you a special hug, and know i wear close to my heart little angel carters dove. hugs and love, annie and boys.:) :) :)
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:47 PM CST

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Still thinking about y'all and praying for y'all each and every day, but most especially, remembering Carter each and every day...
Kelly Hines <kelly.hines@choa.org>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:21 AM CST

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Sometimes the world seems so large and the power of one person so small. Then I always seem to remember Carter and how he, as one person, changed the life of so many.

You are all in our prayers
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 1:26 PM CST

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Hey Ms.LeighAnn it's Becki. Carter is now in a better place, and now you can talk to Carter more.

Becki

Donna <DMS122757 @ aol.com>
lawrenceville, ga usa - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:22 PM CST

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Our prayers continue...
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:11 PM CST

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I am praying for you every day, Leigh Ann. And for Scott and Candler, too. Love you.
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, GA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:28 PM CST

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Continuously praying for your family.
Claire Crenshaw <ccrenshaw@bufordcityschools.org>
Dacula, GA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 6:09 PM CST

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BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 2:45 PM CST

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My heart weeps for your family. You are all in my prayers unceasingly.
Bobbi Dangar <JULIBD@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:49 PM CST

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Thinking of you. Praying for you.
Just wanted to stop by and say that.
Karen (Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness)
Stow, OH - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:19 PM CST

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HI Martins!
My heart is aching for your family. I can't imagine your pain.....but know that I continue to pray for you all.

Kristin <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
Nekoosa, Wi - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:29 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler - Our family continues to lift you all up in our prayers. I cannot tell you the depth to which Carter's life through your beautiful, honest, loving, raw, Christ-filled writings have meant to me and my family. A few weeks ago, after reading your entry on Feb. 6th of this year, I went back and re-read your 2/6/04 entry again - which was actually beautifully authored that night by Scott. I am captivated by your strength, poise and the grace with which you all have lived out these months, days, hours and minutes. Carter - through your journal entries - continues to touch people he never even met. I hope and pray that I can make a fraction of the impact that your child has made during his cut-short years on earth. It is certain, God took your angel home to be with Him.
Beth Brown (friend of the Hennessy's) <beth.brown@mci.com>
Suwanee, GA USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:21 PM CST

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Still praying for your family.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:47 PM CST

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Hi Scott and Leigh Ann,
Just wanted you to know that we continue to think of you all everyday. Tyler really enjoyed being around Carter and he thinks of him often. We're always here if you need us for listening or whatever!
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, ga - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:26 PM CST

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Leigh Ann
Hang in there.I can't tell you what your journey has meant to me.Please know that we are praying for you and we love you.We love the pictures.
the stepps
ken and tamra stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 5:50 PM CST

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For the waves...


MY BEAUTIFUL BROKEN SHELL
By Carol Hamblet Adams

Dawn has broken on a beautiful day here at the ocean. I've come to refresh my weary spirit and to refuel my tired soul.
I'm so grateful for the peace and the calm of the seahore, where time stands still and unrushed...where I can see and feel the beauty all around me.
This is my first morning at the ocean, and as I walk to the beach, feeling the rich, warm sand beneath my feet, I decide to collect a few shells.
It is low tide and I watch, mesmerized, as the ocean rises slowly...curls...and then spills its white-laced foam onto the shore.
I walk by a broken scallop shell...and leave it to search for the more perfect ones.
But then I stop...go back...and pick up the broken shell. I realize that this shell is me with my broken heart.
This shell is people who are hurting...people who have lost loved ones...people who are frightened or alone...people with unfulfilled dreams.
This shell has had to fight so hard to keep from being totally crushed by the pounding surf...just as I have had to.
Yet this shell is still out on the beautiful sandy shore...just as I am.
Thank You, LORD, that I haven't been completely crushed by the heaviness in my heart...by the pounding of the surf.
If our world were only filled with perfect shells, we would miss some of life's most important lessons along the way.
We would never learn from adversity...from pain...from sorrow.
Thank You, LORD, for all that I learn from my brokenness...for the courage it takes to live with my pain...and for the strength it takes to remain on the shore.
Broken shells teach us not to look at our imperfections...but to look at the beauty...the great beauty...of what is left.
If anything is still left of me or my loved ones, then that is enough to grab hold of...to keep me going...to thank GOD for.
Broken shells mean lots of tears...lots of pain...lots of struggle...but they are also valuable for teaching faith, courage, and strength.
Broken shells inspire others and demonstrate the will to go on in a way that no perfect shell could ever do.
Broken shells are shells that have been tested...and tried...and hurt...yet they don't quit. They continue to be.
Thank You, LORD, for the great strength it takes to simply be...even when I hurt so deeply that there seems to be nothing left of me.
As I walk along the beach picking up shells, I see that each one has its own special beauty...its own unique pattern.
LORD, help me to see my own beautiful pattern...and to remember that each line and each color on my shell was put there by You.
Help me not to compare myself to others, so that I may appreciate my own uniqueness.
Help me to truly accept myself just as I am, so that I may sing the song in my heart...for no one else has my song to sing...my gift to give.
I watch the rolling surf toss new shells onto the shore, and I am reminded of the many times that I, too, have been tossed by the storms of life and worn down by the sands of time, just like my beautiful broken shell.
But I am reminded that broken shells don't stand alone.
Thank You, LORD, for being with me to share my life...to help me carry my burdens.
ThankYou for the precious gift of faith that keeps me strong when I am weak...that keeps me going when it would be easier to quit.
ThankYou, LORD, for hope in times of despair...for light in times of darkness...for patience in times of suffering...for assuring me that with You all things are possible.
A wave crashes, sending tiny sand crabs scurrying for safety...and I am reminded that even the smallest creatures depend upon each other. Especially in our brokenness, we need the LORD...and we need one another.
ThankYou, LORD, for filling my life with people who care. Thank You for my family...for my friends...for those who are always there for me.
As I look at my beautiful broken shell, I see that it has nothing to hide. It doesn't pretend to be perfect or whole...its brokenness is clear for everyone to see.
LORD, may I be strong enough to show my pain and brokenness like this shell. May I give myself permission to hurt...to cry...to be human.
May I have courage to risk sharing my feelings with others so that I may receive support and encouragement along the way.
LORD, help me to reach out to others...especially to the broken and discouraged...not only to love them but to learn from them as well.
May I listen...comfort...and give unconditional love to all who pass my way.
LORD, help me realize that I am not the only one hurting...that we all have pain in our lives.
Help me remember that in my brokenness I am still whole and complete in Your sight.
As I walk among the many washed-up shells, I suddenly spot a broken conch shell...white and ordinary on the outside...yet brilliant coral inside.
LORD, help me see inside the hearts of the people who touch my life...and to see their true colors.
Somehow, here at the ocean, I receive so many gifts, I am grateful for the inner peace that fills my soul.
I take time to notice sandpipers playing along the shore...beach grasses swaying in the salty breezes. I delight in finding simple treasures...a piece of smooth green glass polished by the waves... a transparent white stone... a starfish.
LORD, help me to remain childlike in my appreciation for life. Please slow me down...that I may always see the extraordinary in the ordinary. That I may always wonder at the shell in the sand...the dawn of a new day...the beauty of a flower...the blessing of a friend...the love of a child.
In my brokenness, may I never take life so seriously that I forget to laugh along the way.
May I always take the time to watch a kite dance in the sky...to sing...to pick daisies...to love...to take risks...to believe in my dreams.
As I look once more at the broken scallop shell in my hand, I am reminded of all the beautiful shells GOD has placed around me.
LORD, may I truly value every moment spent with my loved ones while this life is so briefly mine.
Let me not destroy the beauty of today by grieving over yesterday...or worrying about tomorrow.
May I cherish and appreciate my shell collection each and every day...for I know not when the tide will come and wash my treasures away.
Thank You, LORD, for embracing my shell...whether I am whole or broken.
Thank You for sending me loved ones who care.
Thank You for holding me in the palm of Your hand...for keeping me safe from the pounding surf.
For now, I'll just continue walking and add to my collection of beautiful shells.
Lisa Stuckey <lafs@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 2:52 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
Thank you for being so honest and continuing to share with us. We are sending many, many prayers your way. In Christ, The Goulds
The Goulds <tlgould@mindspring.com >
Marietta, GA USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:32 PM CST

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Because we care, our lives are touched when sorrow comes to you,
Because we care, our hearts are touched-we feel your sadness too...
We're with you in our thoughts today,
You're with us in each prayer,
Because we understand,
but most of all,
because we care.
The Stuckey Family <lafs@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:24 PM CST

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This was a very special young man!!! God Bless Your Family
Tammy Bassett <Tammy_Bassett@piedmontacademy.com>
Monticello, Ga USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:22 PM CST

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I haven't signed in awhile because I know that nothing I say will make the pain any less. I am sorry for your "inside" tears. Please know that you are always in my prayers.
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:21 PM CST

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My thoughts are with you and my prayers are many.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:48 AM CST

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The whole family is in my prayers! Know that there is a huge number of people standing behind you in your troubled times.
Brittany Travis (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:16 AM CST

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We check on you every day and continue to pray. We love you all so much.

Lynne
Lynne Williams <willily1@memorialhealth.com>
Savannah, Ga - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:57 AM CST

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*You are in our thoughts and prayers.*

Much love, Delia

Delia Fowler <ToddFowler5@aol.com>
TLH, FL USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 6:41 AM CST

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Hey Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, Just wanted you to know that we're constantly praying for you. Thank you for the beautiful, thoughtful entries on Carter's page. Your Savannah family miss and love you!! Diane and Billy
Diane Herrin <BHerrin@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:32 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
We continue to pray for you and your family everyday. We are at Egleston for chemo and met a little girl with Ewing's this afternoon. Victoria colored with her for about 2 hours. The reminders of Carter are everywhere...the rooms he stayed in (we are in one of them tonight), pictures on the wall with his name in the clinic & pharmacy, the nurses who took care of him, the craft bucket and Franklin game... Victoria misses him terribly. She tells me he and Jesus are playing with Shady (our dog who died last year). You're right about grief coming in waves. Some days will be better than others. You might even have an almost "good" day and then ...wham!... it will hit you like a ton of bricks. Always know that we are praying for you and we love you.
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:27 PM CST

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Still praying for you and your loved ones...
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, VA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:27 PM CST

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It may not seem like it, but whether we sign in or not, we all pray for you and think of you and your precious family each and every day. If only our thoughts could give you exactly what you need. . .we all care so much.
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:36 PM CST

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BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:30 PM CST

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We are here for y'all. Praying for you hard.

Love,

Kellie and Garner
Kellie <kelstap@hotmail.com>
Savannah, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:31 AM CST

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Still praying and hoping today is a better day!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:18 AM CST

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Dear Martin family,

I know that I am among many who would bear some of your burden or at least give you a timetable to let you know when you could expect some consistency. It is so frustrating not to be able to make things easier for you. Even when having faith is hard, God is still present. He is there when you aware He is and He is there when it doesn't seem He is.

I think of Carter often.
Kathy Arnold <kathyarnold@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, February 21, 2005 1:03 PM CST

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Praying that the waves slow down and your soul's are uplifted a bit today. I am so sorry. Love you guys, Suzi Blackwell
Suzi Blackwell <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 10:14 AM CST

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I read Shelley's entry in the guestbook..and happy tears filled my eyes. I remember hearing about the frog excursion..and it doesn't surprise me one bit that Carter was so willing to share his frog. That was just Carter I guess. I am hoping that smaller waves are hitting the Martin shore. I love you guys!

~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 11:13 PM CST

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Please know that I am praying for you. I think of you often and have learned to appreciate the little things. Thank you. I'll continue to pray.
Kristin <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
Nekoosa, WI - Sunday, February 20, 2005 8:34 PM CST

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Dearest Scott & Leigh Ann,
I cannot begin to comprehend your waves of grief...but I can imagine they seem unconquerable. KNOW that there are literally hundreds and hundreds of us --family,friends and strangers, too--who are lifting you up in prayer. Carter will always be remembered, and his impact will last many lifetimes!! Love to you and your family.
Tracy
Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, Al USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 8:30 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann and Scott:

We met at the Remember the Sunshine weekend last October. You may recall that I am a co-founder of a nonprofit organization, Remember the Rainbows, Inc., which is an outreach program specifically for families who have lost a child to cancer. We have now received our official 501(c)3)status, and our first event is a weekend retreat scheduled for July 16th and 17th at the Historic Banning Mills Lodge in Whitesburg GA. We would love to have you join us, and would like to personally invite both of you as well as Candler to attend. There is no cost involved. We know that you must take one day at a time, but if you think you may be interested, or if you know of another family in Georgia who has lost a child to cancer, please contact us. Also, feel free to visit our web site at www.remembertherainbows.org.

I think of you often and of the precious time I was allowed to spend with Carter at camp. I have a particularly special memory of him that I would like to share. One night, Carter's cabin got together with another cabin, and set off on a mission to catch frogs. It seemed as though there were hundreds of frogs EVERYWHERE, and each boy was eager to catch one. The boys were basically on top of each other, screaming with delight, hoping to get their hands on a frog. I have to say, poor frogs! There was so much excitement, the little things didn't know which way to hop, but were desparately trying to escape. I'm not really sure how anyone caught anything, honestly, because as soon as someone would yell out that they found one, everyone would pile on top of him and the frog, trying to snatch it first. One by one, everyone caught a frog...or two, or three. Everyone, except Carter and a another little boy who wasn't quite as quick on his feet either. When the cabin leaders called it a night, needless to say Carter and Nick were both very disappointed. Being a mother of an 8 year old myself, I couldn't stand the thought of the boys not getting a frog of their own. So, as the other boys headed back to the cabin down one path, I took Carter and Nick down another, thinking that the only way they could catch one was if they didn't have all the other kids getting to it first. By this time, though, the frogs had pretty much hopped into hiding. Nonetheless, Carter and Nick both kept shining their flashlights up and down the path, with no luck. Over and over the boys kept saying how bad they wanted a frog. At long last, Carter zoomed in on one and scooped him up in a hurry. No sooner did he have it in his hands, that Nick asked if he could hold it. To my surprise, without even a moment of hesitation, Carter handed the frog over to Nick. I was overwhelmed at his generosity after he had worked so hard to catch that little fellow. Both boys were finally satisified and it was by far, my favorite memory of summer camp. Thank you for sharing Carter, and I hope you enjoy this special memory of what a kind hearted little he was.

Please let me know if Remember the Rainbows can do anything for you.
Sincerely,
Shelley Mascitti
Shelley Mascitti, President, Remember the Rainbows, Inc. <shelley@remembertherainbows.org>
Woodstock, GA 30188 - Sunday, February 20, 2005 5:31 PM CST

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Hey you guys. Whats up. I'm going to tell you this again.
Now that Carters gone it's like it used to be a four legged race but now it's a three legged race because Carter fell down and is now cheering you on.
God has a plan.
Donna <DMS 122757 @ AOL.com>
lawrenceville, ga USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 5:17 PM CST

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BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:53 PM CST

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You have my prayers, Leigh Ann. I am so sorry, how I wish I could do more. I do pray for your family every day. I have no idea if or when it will ever get any better for you but I pray so hard that it does.

You're in my thoughts!
Karen (Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness)
Stow, OH - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:55 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann-

I know exactly what you are saying. The unpredictability of grief is so frustrating and painful. I'll be praying.


Kelly, Samuel J's mama , http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj <kellyjnsn@msn.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:11 PM CST

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Still praying for you sweet friend ! We miss Carter - Emily loved him dearly...............
paige <daniel.knudsen@comcast.net>
lilburn, ga USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 5:13 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
I pray for you every day. I wish Carter was at school so he could go to the field trip. We went to see Mother Goose and eat at the food court at Discover Mills Mall. I had fun watching Mother Goose and eating at the food court. Some kids ate pizza. I enjoyed seeing you at the Talent show. I liked it when Grant and Steven did their act. I know this is late, but Happy Valentine's Day. I got a big Hershey Kiss with little Hershey kisses in it. I love you guys.
Love, Peyton
Peyton <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
SNELLVILLE, GA USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 4:04 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. Hang in there. Brighter days are headed your way. God Bless your entire family.
Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Friday, February 18, 2005 3:30 PM CST

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Dear Martins, As always we continue to pray for all of you. You remain on our prayer list at church and many friends ask about you regularly. I never cease to be amazed at the strength of your family and I know that it is from our Almighty Father in heaven! You are such a witness that we can bear anything with His help and guidance. In Christ, Carole George
Carole George <jgeorge@sensible.net>
Greensboro, GA USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 2:27 PM CST

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Sending you hugs and praying for you always... someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, ca usa - Friday, February 18, 2005 12:05 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
In my quiet time today, these verses stood out to me to share with you. For those days, when it hurts to breathe and you feel emotionally and physically drained, please know that others are interceding for you to our Heavenly Father.

I Thess. 5:23-24 - Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you entirely; and may your spirit and soul and body be preserved complete, without blame at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Faithful is He who calls you, and He also will bring it to pass.

He has called you to this place and He is Faithful and will see you through these deep waters.
You are living proof of His grace and strength! Thank you for sharing from your heart.
To God Be the Glory,
Deanna Grice
Deanna Grice <srgjr5@aol.com>
Snellville, GA - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:08 AM CST

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Prayers go up daily for you and your family. A few extras will be added in the coming hours and days. You can make it!
Carter is watching and sending hugs from heaven.
Lorie Markowitz <LMarkowitz@comcast.net>
Dunwoody, GA - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:06 AM CST

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I have not and will not quit praying. You are doing good.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:20 AM CST

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Our prayers are with you all.
Wendy Barber <barberdawgs@alltel.net>
Moultrie, GA - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:13 AM CST

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You are always in our prayers daily. God is with you, let him hold you and give you peace!
Carol Thornton <carolthornton@spherion.com>
Suwanee, GA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:25 AM CST

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You remain in my thoughts and prayers. God be with you.
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:15 AM CST

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My prayers are with you in NC.
Erin <jfulk@nc.rr.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 6:43 AM CST

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I am praying extra for you right now.
Melinda Kaye <mkbrandt@isp.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:37 PM CST

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My prayers are many for you. I am so thankful for your honest posts. I plead for God to give you all a peace and love like only He can give. My words are so inadequate but know that my prayers are most sincere.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@allel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:18 PM CST

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Our prayers are with you tonight and always!

-The Marshall Family
Jen Marshall <jenrose76@aol.com>
Decatur, GA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 7:41 PM CST

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We are praying for you without ceasing; today, tomorrow and always. We love you!


Ellie & Randy <kenw411@joimail.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 5:59 PM CST

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I can not pretend to know or understand the depths of grief that you have been brought to in losing a precious gift like Carter in such an indescribably awful way. But I know that He knows your hearts and your pain and sorrow completely. I can't come up with any clever word of comfort on my own part, but I am praying for you still daily, and still feeling daily the inspiration that Carter imparted to my life.

"You have allowed me to suffer much hardship, but you will restore me to life again and lift me up from the depths of the earth. "

Psalm 71:20

"Remember your promise to me, for it is my only hope. Your promise revives me; it comforts me in all my troubles. "

Psalm 119:50


Anne Barnett & family <anne@bonac.net>
Roswell, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 5:14 PM CST

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Still here and still praying for each of you every day.

Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 4:26 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, we are praying. I pray for strength, hope, peace and anything else you all may need. Please know I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers. Betty
Betty Smith <riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 4:18 PM CST

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Praying hard....
Cindy <ptl4hig@bellsouth.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:44 PM CST

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You are always in my prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:38 PM CST

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Sending many prayers your way.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:17 PM CST

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I continue to pray for your family daily. I cannot imagine the depth of your grief. He is holding you close and will carry you through the dark valleys. Peace be with you . . .
Kay Jackson, mom to Ali (www.caringbridge.org/ga/alijackson) <KJack8286@aol.com>
Powder Springs, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 3:10 PM CST

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My heart breaks for you, but please know you and your family are in my prayers.
Kay <kayspage@knology.net>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 12:52 AM CST

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I am so sorry you are going through such deep pain. If prayers are what you need, consider it done. I will send up many prayers for you as already have in the past. I will continue to pray for your precious family.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 12:50 AM CST

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I love you guys. I'm am always praying for you. I know your having good days and then bad days. I am hoping you experience more good than bad.

Hugs,
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:32 AM CST

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I found the link to your site. What a tribute to your precious son. I cannot imagine how hard it is to feel his loss. Blessings to you as you heal. Romans 8:38
Lisa Landrum <LLand908@aol.com>
Homerville, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:05 AM CST

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Still with you and still praying...Jeff and Dennis
Dennis Hollingsworth <dennis.hollingsworth@intec.us>
Lawrenceville , GA USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:01 AM CST

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Praying...
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:32 AM CST

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Praying for you all daily!!!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30044 - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:17 AM CST

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Oh, Leigh Ann...how I wish we could ease the pain of your deep grief. We love all of you so much and pray that God will hold you up as the waves crash. You are also surrounded by friends who stand with you.
Love to all of you,
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor (www.caringbridge.org/ga/brandonconnor) <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:38 AM CST

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Just wanted you to know that we think about your family all the time and pray that God will keep you strong, even when you feel you don't want to be strong. Thank you for sharing the story of the Son, and know that you're in our hearts and prayers.
The Hoechstetters <kurt@imagebolt.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 9:57 PM CST

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May the Lord continue to lift you and your family up. What a wonderful and a blessing to be able to read your journal. God bless you all!
Rev. Talmadge and Brenda Stovall <GaBulldogs29@aol.com>
Lizella, Ga United States - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:55 PM CST

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Just letting you know you are in still in my thoughts and prayers. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 6:44 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
Our love and prayers are always with you.
The Camp Family
Robin, mom to Mitch <vb11potsy1@yahoo.com>
Senoia, GA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 8:27 AM CST

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Dear Martin family,
Hi. It's been awhile since I've written you a note, but that absolutely does not mean you haven't been in my thoughts and prayers. I know it's not the same, but I lost mom 6 months ago on Valentine's Day. We both lived in the Atlanta area, so we were able to talk and see each other as our schedules permitted. How I would welcome more time back! Often I wish the human body could get by and function on less sleep, but of course that's not wise. Every single minute we have is so precious. Not having her around anymore makes me so conscious of how to spend time. A smile, a card, something homemade as a gift can really turn someone's life around. And isn't that what we supposed to be all about? Making a difference? Showing His love to the world? I never got to meet Carter personally, or greet y'all in person, but the Martin family IS an example. I wanted you to know that. You are cared for, prayed for, and thought of - and I'm grateful to God my mom isn't suffering anymore, and that I'll see her again - without a doubt. That's comforting too. God bless you all.

Judy Angelo <judyangelo@bellsouth.net>
Buford, GA USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 8:27 PM CST

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Sweet Martins,
Thank you for sharing that story, and as always thank you for continuing to share YOUR story.Praying for more and more strength and joy with each day.
We love you
Tamra
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 8:11 PM CST

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hi it is victoria carter i miss you i am glad you do not hurt anymore and the jesus is taking care of you i am sorry your family is sometimes sad i get sad too i liked being your friend i drew a picture for your mom love victoria
victoria newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
lake park, ga - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 10:34 AM CST

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Dear Martin Family:
I wish you could leave the Homesick song on this website forever. I log on everyday and stare at Carter's picture while I listen to the beautiful words of that song. I can't imagine a better sound to accompany Carter's image. It's one I carry with me, always.
With love today and tomorrow.
Christy
Christy Lamers <Cmlamers@sbcglobal.net>
Rogers, AR USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:26 PM CST

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Just wanted to drop by and leave you some Valentine's day love! That story on the site is so great. I'm hope you guys had a good weekend. Gotta run to class..love you guys!!

Hugs and kisses (for Valentine's day!)
~Kelli <3 <3 <3
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Monday, February 14, 2005 6:28 AM CST

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yOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 14, 2005 4:05 AM CST

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Dear Sweet Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler,
We are praying for you on Valentine's Day. We know no holiday is easy anymore. Our daily prayer for you has been that somehow God in His infinite grace and lavish love will help you find joy this year. Maybe not like it used to be, but somehow - joy.

"Have mercy on me, O Lord,
    for I call to you all day long.
Bring joy to your servant,
for to you, O Lord,
    I lift up my soul."
- Psalm 86:3,4

With Love,
Jodi Hooper <bohooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA Gwinnett - Sunday, February 13, 2005 10:25 PM CST

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What an absolutely beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it with us. I continue to pray for you and your family.
God Bless you!
Amy Kaminski <akaminski@wowway.com>
Glen Ellyn, Il - Sunday, February 13, 2005 7:02 PM CST

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I trully love that story!!
Darla Lindenmayer (Angel Matt's mom 7-3-90-4-22-04) <DLinden73@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/in/angelbarneyboo>
Lexington, IN United States - Sunday, February 13, 2005 6:38 PM CST

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What a beautiful message!

Thanks so much!
Thinking of you all and praying for you every day!
Karen (Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness)
Stow, OH - Sunday, February 13, 2005 5:56 PM CST

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BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, February 13, 2005 2:17 AM CST

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Hey Martins!
Its been a while since Ive written but I wanted you to know that not a day goes by that I dont think of you all. Wayne is is Bagdhad and was over the elections. He said it was an amazing time. He sends his thoughts and prayers. I hope to see you all sometime soon. Take Care
Jennifer Mosley <mosleyj@bellsouth.net>
Vidalia, GA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 10:49 AM CST

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Hello Martin Family. I just wanted to let you know that you are frequently in my thoughts and I continue to read your journal entries since Carter left this world. You are an extraordinary family, and somehow, I gain strength from you, Leigh Anne, every time I read your update. I have not been a part of the childhood cancer world but support research for it every chance I get. Thank you for taking the time to update each of us who think of and pray for your family. God bless you.
Terri Eden <terrisdesigns@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, February 11, 2005 11:14 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
Thanks for reminding me of this powerful story. What a great message...and so true! Thank you for continuing to share. You are an amazing person. Victoria says hello and we miss you.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:57 PM CST

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I am amazed that even after all that you have been through, you are still able to share the good news of Jesus. What a wonderful witness you are - I know that God is so proud of you. May He bless you as you continue to serve Him so faithfully.
Paige Stanfield
Decatur, GA USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:05 PM CST

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How marvelous that through Carter's life and this website you continue to spread the gospel around the world! Praying for you continuously!

Kristie Webster
Cary, NC 27519 - Friday, February 11, 2005 4:43 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Thank you for sharing such a moving account of what God has done for us through Jesus. Thank you for your courage to be so bold and share the truth with thousands. Thinking of you and your family daily and praying for you more often than that!
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, VA - Friday, February 11, 2005 1:05 PM CST

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WOW that was AWESOME....!!! Please know that many of your friends at Carter continue to check in and pray for the entire Martin Family.
S. Doucette <sdoucette@carterusa.com>
Stone Mountain, GA - Friday, February 11, 2005 10:54 AM CST

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Beautiful! Just as the hope we have in Christ...thank you for always encouraging us to walk closer with Him!
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:17 AM CST

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Your words one year ago today still ring true: "The events of this day have been overwhelming. I reach deep for the strength to carry me into tomorrow... strength to sustain me through the coming days, as they will not get any easier." One day, one step at a time. We love you and are always praying, especially on these "first" dates.

Kim <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:09 PM CST

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I'm praying for you always.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 5:27 PM CST

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I heard of your story while attending class (Children with Chronic Illness and Disease)at UGA. Your family is remarkable and a true motivation. I lost a good friend in 2003 to cancer. This poem is on his guestbook, and it seems so true and pure. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and may God bless you always!

HE ONLY TOOK MY HAND

Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But he did not appear.

He said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom,
He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.

I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.”
(author unknown)



Angel Watson <angelw@uga.edu>
Athens, GA USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 0:52 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
Not a day goes by that I don't check on you and wait for your words. My thoughts are with you always.

Gail Touwsma <gtouwsma@yahoo.com>
Duluth, Ga Gwinnett - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:36 PM CST

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Leigh Ann and Scott,
letting you know we are praying for you.
Sherry Wheeler <frogbear@worldnet.att.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 7:36 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
I know that I don't have the right words to say but I just wanted to say we think of you often and love you like family. It takes my breath away every time I read your journals. Still praying for you all!!! Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:34 PM CST

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This is the first time I have been to your site my heart sunk reading your entry.Jodi
McKayla's Site

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, Ab Canada - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 5:02 PM CST

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Leigh Ann and Scott - I will never forget the moment I learned of Carter's relapse. I was standing in the kitchen preparing food for Blake's 1st birthday party when the phone rang. All I could think was this cannot be real, he is supposed to be okay, how could God let this happen. Unfortunately I still have those feelings as I am sure you do quite frequently. It is a moment in time that has forever changed so many of us. We have learned so much from Carter and you about love, faith, hope and courage. But I would gladly give up those lessons for you to have Carter back in your arms. As I celebrate Blake's birth this year and every year, I will also celebrate the beautiful life of Carter Samuel Martin. Love, Julie
Julie Herrin Stoever <jjstoever@drstoever.com>
Savannah, GA - Monday, February 7, 2005 10:02 PM CST

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Dear LA,

Your entry brought tears to my eyes. I have to praise God that our "we've got a problem" have always worked out. I am NEVER UNGRATEFUL to have Margaret running around and making my life *crazy* but you make me say an extra special thank you Lord. I still think of your family every day and check on you often. Your family continues to be in our prayers.

Much love, Delia

P.S. I remember the dates, faces and words, too. We were at Egleston last week for a check and I couldn't help but remember last year and unexpectedly finding your family in the family room. I just wanted you to know that Carter and your family will always be remembered.
Delia Fowler <ToddFowler5@aol.com>
TLH, FL USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 5:40 PM CST

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I continue to pray for your family.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:33 PM CST

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Scott and Leigh Ann,
It was good to see you both this past weekend. It took a lot of courage to come.
Eva <eva@curechildhoodcancer.org>
atlanta, ga - Monday, February 7, 2005 3:50 PM CST

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Saying an extra prayer for you today.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 1:14 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,

We are saying extra prayers for you today, thank you for continuing to share your wonderful son with all of us.
The Goulds <tlgould@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 11:00 AM CST

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I too lost my child to cancer on July 22, 2004. We never gave up hope that our child would survive as did you. There are so many children out there losing their lives to cancer. Our small community has lost 4 children in 7 months to cancer. In addition we have 2 currently in remission and three more receiving treatment. Do you ever wonder what's causing it all? I know it won't bring our children back but I worry so much for all the other children.
Your son's story reminded me so much of my daughters'. They were so strong and courageous. My daughter was 7 also, less than 3 months from her 8th birthday.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I have to believe that one day we will be reunited.
Stacy <rmarko3@twcny.rr.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 10:07 AM CST

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Thank you, Leigh Ann, for letting us walk this journey with you. As always, you, Scott, and Candler are in our prayers.
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 9:11 AM CST

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LA,

I thought about you all weekend. I was fully aware of what Sunday was. It is impossible to believe everything that has happened in this last year, isn't it?
I am thinking of you and here if you need me.
Love,

Kellie
Kellie Creel <kelstap@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 7:23 AM CST

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Leigh Ann and family,
Those dates are ever present, aren't they? We too had bad news a year ago--news that our Lindsay had cancer (what a blow!) We have alot in common, don't we (how unfortunate). None of us should have to lose our sweet children at such a young age. I have to keep reminding myself that our children's lives were not measured by the number of breaths that they had taken, but by the moments that they took our breath away.

We're glad to hear that you got some good news with Candler. We'll continue praying that each day becomes a little more bearable.

Tammie Suhl
www.caringbridge.org/ia/lindsay
Tammie Suhl <girlsrus@peoplepc.com>
Bettendorf, IA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 11:16 PM CST

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You all are in our prayers! So many dates, so many memories... oh how we pray for God's comfort to you all.
We praise God for Candler's good news! Thanks for sharing everything you do, what a wonderful mother you are!
Tricia and Jimmy Wilson <TriciaUGA@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 9:21 PM CST

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We rejoice with you on Candler's good eye news.

The Stuckey Family <lafs@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 11:55 AM CST

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So happy to hear the good news about Chandler. Keeping you all in my prayers. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 9:57 AM CST

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GLAD to hear of the good report for Candler. Continue to pray for you all.

Take care and have a blessed week.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 10:35 PM CST

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So happy for Candler and your family!!! You remain in my thoughts and prayers!

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:13 PM CST

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Hey guys, I'm glad to hear that everything is okay with Candler's eyes. Except now you can't get away with telling him there's two scoops of ice cream when there's really only one. (just a little joke). Hope that you guys are doing well. I really love the pictures that you sent me! They're all great!
All my love.
Zach Coker <zcoker5@yahoo.com>
Powder Springs, GA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:16 PM CST

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Yay! Good news for Candler!
Glad to hear that it's nothing to worry about!
Love you guys!
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:37 AM CST

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I love the new pictures of Carter and I am so happy Candler got a good report from his doctor. Thinking of you!
Carmen Nieman <carmennieman1@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:38 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Thanks so much for the update on Candler. It is great to hear good news. Hope you guys have a nice weekend.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:39 PM CST

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LA, it's been a while since I've had a chance to check the website. Last time I checked, I clicked the link to Curesearch & ordered some bracelets as well as 2 packs of cards. I'd purchased some pink bracelets from a girl here at work who will do the 3 Day Walk later this year. After purchasing the first one I asked for several more as I was going to give them to the ladies at church who fought breast cancer last year but I didn't get that far with them as Allen saw the first one & asked if he could have it. He was also wearing a yellow Lance Armstrong bracelet until he heard Melinda Farmer tell Armstrong says God didn't have anything to do with his healing so Allen gave that one away. Allen's first pink one was given to Candler in the gym the Sunday of basketball recognition & he's continued to share the others. We were delighted yesterday to receive our green bracelets & he snatched them up to share as well. I loved the cards & can't wait to begin using them.
My thoughts go back to 2 years ago, our church's last Pinewood Derby, when Scott carried in Carter and then you held him most of the night. I can still see you clutching him to your heart and then watch Scott lift him up to carry him out at the conclusion. I'll think of him & ya'll tonight as the dining room is buzzing with the activity of the Pinewood Derby.
Thanks for continuing to share your journey with us.
Betty Lou <blark@lanier.com>
Decatur, GA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 4:21 PM CST

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Excellent news! I am so happy and I know you must be so relieved!! You all remain in my thoughts and prayers!
Karen (Friends of Allie & Raise Awareness)
Stow, OH - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:32 PM CST

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Dear Candler, we're so happy to hear the news about your check up today. Take care of yourself - I know the girls would miss teasing you if you missed school!

The Turner Family <supa89@charter.net>
duluth, GA usa - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:05 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
That's great news about Chandler's eyes!! It was so good to read your update and hear how you are taking those "baby steps" back to normalcy...though I know "normal" will never be the same. I keep up with you through friends and am so encouraged to hear about all you're doing.

Love,
Deanna
Deanna Grice <srgjr5@aol.com>
Snellville, GA - Friday, February 4, 2005 11:08 AM CST

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Yeah God! Glad to hear the great news!
Denise & Rebecca Adams <happybean@prodigy.net>
Tucker, GA - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:04 AM CST

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Hello!
Hi my name is Andrew Hodges I am 18 years old. I have miss seeing the updates recently. I come to your site almost every day to see if there is an update. I hope that all is well. I would love to hear from you.
Andrew Hodges (Friend of The Hennessy Family) <hodgie2005@yahoo.com>
Marietta, Ga - Friday, February 4, 2005 7:05 AM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann, Thank you for continuing to write on the web site. It keeps us all close to a little boy we never met yet fell in love with. Carter had strength beyond words and wisdom beyond life. I'm very proud of you on your accomplishments knowing how hard it must be to move through each day. May God Bless you all with strength, peace and hope. Love Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, February 4, 2005 5:10 AM CST

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Martin family,
ive been reading carter's site for as long as i can remember, its a habit, i get on the computer and thats what i go to. i can't tell you that i know how you feel, because i dont know what it's like to loose a child, but i do know what its like to loose someone you love and very close to your heart. i hope that ya'll are doing good, and i still pray for your family everyday, in christ, Alice Reynolds
Alice Reynolds <alicerey07@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 5:16 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
You are truly amazing. Your son is evidence of that. I cannot imagine the pain that you must deal with every day. I wish that I could bear some of it...even if for a minute. I pray that you continue to devote time to yourself. I will continue to pray for your family and I promise you...we will never forget Carter. God bless you for bringing childhood cancer awareness to my family. I pray that cancer never touches my family, but if it should...I hope that I can deal with it with as much strength, courage, and grace as you have.
Sincerely,
Lindsay Kloehr
Houston, TX - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:25 PM CST

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Hey leighanne,
Thanks for updating us and sharing your heart. Not a day goes by without thinking about you guys.
Love fom Alabama!!
Sol, Suzi Blackwell
Suzi <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
Dothan, Al USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 8:13 PM CST

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You have no idea how you've touched the many lives of those of us who have never had the pleasure of meeting you!! I am part of the Will Olson prayer circle & you are never, ever far from us!! We remember you, talk about you & pray for you regularly. Thanks for the updates when you can!! We may not know you, but we love you!
Rena <rplessy@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, February 2, 2005 8:08 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
You all continue to be in our prayers....and we will say an extra one tonight for Candler's eye appt to go well tomorrow. Please be sure to update when you can.
Take Care,
Christi
Christi Sailors <christi.sailors@dukerealty.com>
Dacula, GA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:26 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Just checking in to say hello and that I think of you and your family often. Your friend, Angie
Angie Zeigler Staiti <staiti@adelphia.net>
Cumming, Ga - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:44 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann, Candler & Scott!
I thought I'd leave ya'll a message to let ya'll know that I think of ya'll & pray for ya'll daily. Also, I'll DEFINITELY keep Candler in my prayers tomorrow. Just to let you know, I remembered the names of Carter's buddies. I think of them often & especially Candler too. Recently, I created a "Caringbridge" webpage to honor my Cousin's battle with Bone Cancer. I updated it a while ago. If ya'll would like to check it out, here's the address...

http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/sarahaustin

God Bless And Peace Be With Each Of You! :)
Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:16 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, I keep returning to the site to check on you and your family. I know this hole in your heart is devastating for all of you. Please know that you are still in my prayers for God's comfort and strength as you journey on from this place.
In Christ's love,

Liz Bryant <info@immanuelbible.net>
Falls Church, VA usa - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:04 AM CST

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I have been following this site for awhile, but haven't written because I was not sure what to say. We are so blessed that you have shared your story with us and that you will continue to share your story.

Congrats on the Weight Watchers. I think the program is great and I wish you the best. I also enjoy some walking videos by Leslie Sansone. They work well when you just cannot get out of the house.

Thanks again for continuing to write.
Carrie Theis <ttheis6@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:36 PM CST

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I have been following this site for awhile, but haven't written because I was not sure what to say. We are so blessed that you have shared your story with us and that you will continue to share your story.

Congrats on the Weight Watchers. I think the program is great and I wish you the best. I also enjoy some walking videos by Leslie Sansone. They work well when you just cannot get out of the house.

Thanks again for continuing to write.
Carrie Theis <ttheis6@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:35 PM CST

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I too am glad that you will continue to write on Carter's web site. I don't know you and yet I have been so saddened by your loss and so worried about you and the difficult time you are having. I pray for you and your family every day that you will find the strength and courage to live your new lives without your precious son. I am so happy to hear that you have started to take care of yourself again - you are so right, as mother's it is so easy to neglect our needs and put our family first. I guess we forget that our family's biggest need is a healthy mother to be there for them. I will continue to check your site for updates, continue to support childhood cancer research, continue to pray for you and your family.
Thank you for sharing your lives with us.
Amy Kaminski <akaminski@wowway.com>
Glen Ellyn, IL - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:08 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, I'm so glad to hear that you plan to continue writing on Carter's site. I realize you and I only met one time at Family Camp, but I find comfort in coming to the site and "checking up" on you and your family ..... I also enjoy learning more about a beautiful boy who meant so much to so many. And Kudos to you for making such positive lifestyle changes! (I type that as I sit here at my computer, drinking my pop and eating my cookies .... shameful!) :)

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:29 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann, We do have to giggle at you all down South when you get Ice storms. We recently got 2+ feet of snow and two days latter we recieved another 8 inches.(but I won't drive in it).
Always thinking of you all. Hoping Chandlers Eye apt.will be just fine.
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ma/ericdonovan/ <kathleen.rhodes.donovan@verizon.net>
scituate, ma 02066 - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:17 PM CST

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Still thinking about you every day. Thank you so much for your note to Tyler. It means so much to all of us. This looks to be a hard week for us as we can only sit and wait for Steph to finish her journey. Hopefully the evening at the CSH will help. (((((hugs to all))))
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
Powder Springs, GA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:30 AM CST

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I'm still reading and glad you are still writing. There are so many who continue to think about you and your family. You stay in our prayers. Keep up the good work with your running. We need to get our mommy running group back together.
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:24 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Thanks for continuing the website. It is a wonderful way to see how you and your family are doing. It also continues to be a testament to Sasha and I to the grace that Christ shows us. We continue to pray for your family,and we pray for a speedy recovery Candler. Thanks for your continuing Testament. Natalie & Sasha Davis
Natalie Malin-Davis <nmalindavis@bellsouth.net>
Duluth, GA Gwinnett - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:02 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, thanks for the courage you show by the positive ways you have found to help yourself through the grieving time. Congrats on the diet changes! There will be more and more to come on how cancer feeds off of sugar. You are truly an inspiration. Keep up the good work and know that God is in the mix! Thinking of you, Scott and Candlet many times a day. Thanks for continuing to write on the website. To know this is what you feel called to do, helps those of us who wanted only what was best for you.
God bless, S. Bazemore <cbazmore@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:52 PM CST

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I love running too. When it's warmer than -20 degrees and I'm not sick I generally run 3-6 miles a day (fine fine, sometimes I turn around at .002 miles on a bad day :). Keep at it! The first week or two is always the hardest, as is getting the motivation up to step out the door, but I always feel better when I get back so I just keep that in mind when I don't want to run. Praying for Candler and his eye exam!
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:27 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Over the weekend I was "iced-in" with Lisa, Debbie Lee, and Michelle. We had been planning a girls weekend, but didn't expect it to last so long. I just want you to know we always share our concerns for you and keep you, Scott, and Candler in our prayers. You are very loved by your UGA friends! As always in His name -
Laurie Leimkuehler
Laurie Leimkuehler <timl2@bellsouth.net>
Buford, GA - Monday, January 31, 2005 2:06 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,

You continue to amaze me with your strength and determination. I am thankful you will continue sharing your heart with us . . . your family is such an inspiration. Praying for you all . . .

Kay Jackson, mom to Ali (www.carngbridge.org/ga/alijackson) <KJack8286@aol.com>
Powder Springs, GA - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:08 PM CST

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Hi LA,

Just letting you know that I check in all the time! I am glad to see you decided to continue keeping us up to date with the Martin's.

Love,

Kellie
PS I know everything will turn out for Candler's eye exam!

Kellie <kelstap@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 12:10 AM CST

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HI Martin Family-
I am sorry to have not written in so long...you have never nor has Carter been far from my thoughts. Life has been stressful over the last few months & I just haven't been on the computer much....I enjoy reading the journal entries & every time I hear that song- even on the radio- I cry...my family will "celebrate" the 8 year passing of my sister, Danielle on February 8th....I really can't believe it has been that long & yes, I have never felt so homesick as now....I long to see her face as you long to see Carter's...someday....I will continue to pray for you all. I love you all and feel blessed for being in the "Carter Family".
Praying for Candler & sending alot of love & hugs....

Lisa Dulara <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Monday, January 31, 2005 12:01 AM CST

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LeighAnn,
In case you ever doubted, your family already has made SUCH a difference in the fight for cancer- you have shown other familes dealing with this disease how to fight with dignity and grace while never losing hope, you have shown the healthcare profession that there IS no better medicine than love, faith and courage, and you have shown the rest of the world that Carter's purpose in this life was to touch and inspire people beyond your wildest dreams!
Keep up the good work with the diet/excercise-I'm proud of you! I'll keep Candler in my prayers for his eye appointment. I miss you guys-know that you are in my thoughts so often-
Dawn Carver <carverdawn@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:43 AM CST

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I found your website through McKenzie Fleming. I have followed your journey for several months. Your words have touched my life and have changed the way I look at my children. May God Bless you and your family.
Kay Moore
Moultrie, GA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:38 AM CST

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God Bless you Leigh Ann Martin!!!! I am so happy that you will continue with this page. I have followed Carter's story for months and believe me, I have a true understanding that Cancer can happen to anyone. I am here, fighting along side all of you that have children with cancer. I am going to do a neighborhood yard sale this spring, we have over 300 homes here, and give all the money to Cure Search. I believe so strongly in what Cure Search is doing. It is wonderful people like you and your famliy that really motivate me.

I am so glad that you are doing so many healthy things for yourself and you family. I do great with exercise, but I really need to clean up the diet a little more. I was doing great until the holidays and then I fell off the wagon! I am glad you mentioned it on here, you may have just given me the little boost I needed to get back on track!

I will keep you and your family in my prayers daily!

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:02 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott, and Candler,
Thank you for still updating the site. It's good to keep up with how you are feeling and knowing how we can pray for you specifically. WE LOVE TO SEE LOTS OF NEW PICTURES!
The Turner Family <supa89@charter.net>
duluth, GA usa - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:51 AM CST

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Another note from a complete stranger who, over the past several months, has been following your life. Sites like this one and the many others I follow make childhood cancer so real to those who have not experienced it. Though I think sometimes it might be easier NOT to know (ignorance is bliss, they say), I no longer consider myself or my kids "immune". It has certainly raised my awareness and I am in prayer about what to do to help.

God bless you and your family.

Best wishes to Candler as he has his eye exam this week.
Kelley <kelleywms@hotmail.com>
Franklin, TN USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:48 AM CST

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Good for you Leigh Ann...I am with you in your lifestyle change. I joined WW over three weeks ago and have lost 8 pounds as well. I decided that cancer wasn't going to get anymore from me...I am taking what control I can and I am going to look and feel better. It is amazing what exercise and diet can do for you! I know nothing will make things whole again, but I am glad you are taking care of you! My sweet cat that we have had for over 13 years passed away this morning...I am glad to know that she won't be lonely (Maybe Hayley is chasing as I write:)). Anyway, please keep writing so I know how you are doing and I hope that Candler's eyes are 100% very soon!
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:22 AM CST

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Leigh Ann - I am one of those who has been touched by childhood cancer - not through my own child, but through yours. You and your sweet boy have opened my eyes to an entire world I was so unaware of until I somehow came across Carter's site last summer. I've had cancer in my family before and I even had a cousin who was dx at 15 with Stage 4 Hodgkins, but she is now in her 30s with a beautiful 5 year old son. I knew it happened to children, but I never knew it happened to so many or that so many were unable to win their battles. So you and Carter can feel proud that your message is getting through. I have purchased the bracelets and donated to Carter's fund because I don't want this to happen to ANYONE's child again. God Bless You for all you and Carter have done to fight against childhood cancer.
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:05 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
I am so glad you will continue to write. It helps us to know how to pray. We pray for you many times each day.

Love,
The Hoopers
Jodi Hooper <bohooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:50 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, I am so glad that you are going to continue to write in this Journal. I check everyday to see how you all are doing. Through this journal I feel that I know you and your family and fell in love with Carter during his journey. My heart will always ache for you all. I just went to the cure search website and ordered my wristbands and am encouraging all my friends to order as well. I am thankful that you have shared your life with all of us out here, it has made me such a better person and sure makes me think twice when I get angry at my 3 children. Love to you all. Look forward to your entries.
Nancy Irving <bnirving@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, Canada - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:31 AM CST

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I continue to pray for you all. May God continue to bless you and give you comfort in these days of sorrow.

I have been a Weight Watchers Life time member. My doctor suggested that I go. I started in August 2003 and have kept my weight down since. I lost 38 pounds and with doing the exercises, I have started to gain more muscle. Weight Watchers is one of the best. Just keep with it. REMEMBER, it is NOT a DIET....it is a LIFE STYLE CHANGE. I enjoy meeting the women there too. I go to the one on Barrett Parkway. I have enjoyed going very much and the CDs and videos on exercizing are good too. The new fast track one is good. It helps you to tone up those muscles. I will be 60 soon. I look like I'm in my 40s.

Take care and have a blessed week.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 4:30 AM CST

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I just wanted to write and say that I came across your website and story and it has really touched me. I want you to know that you've made me appreciate my own children more than ever, and you have further opened my eyes to the evil of cancer. I hope you find posting on the site to help you...I have a friend who lost her son who wrote for a year and then decided it was time for her to move on...you need to do what's right for you.
Take care
Lisa M.
Minneapolis, mn usa - Sunday, January 30, 2005 9:27 PM CST

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Leigh Ann
I am so happy to read that you intend to continue this site. So many people care about your family!! :)
Way to go on rediscovering running. I am happy to hear that, something for YOU and it is so good for you too!

Best wishes and prayers for Candler's eye appt. Please let us know how it goes as soon as you can!!
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~
Stow, OH - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:27 PM CST

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Your entry tonight has once again blessed me to the inner depths of my soul. You are an amazing family - although I only know you from a distance, you have been close to our hearts. Andrew (and we) prays for you each night - and he names Carter's friends each night, too. These little boys are also his friends and he doesn't want them to hurt.

Blessings to you.
The Fosters <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:15 PM CST

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Hey there- you are still inspiring people near and far. Running...something I like to do and sure haven't done it in awhile. Keep us posted on your progress and hopefully I'll have some notes to compare with you in a few weeks! We still think of you all, including Carter, and I swear some evenings on the way home I can see him playing with the swirls of clouds in the skies along with the other kids who've left us. We continue to ask the angels to be near you and will keep Candler in our special prayers for his eye exam. Hugs to you all
Elle Rivers www.teamrivers.com <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:00 PM CST

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i am so sorry he is so beautiful keep youl in prayers
taylor price <taylors_devil@yahoo.com>
rincon, georgia usa - Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:40 PM CST

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Thanks for the update. I am glad your family is safe and keeping warm. I will keep praying for you all.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 4:42 PM CST

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I just wanted to sign the guestbook. I also want to say the MercyMe Song you put on the site is a nice addition to the site. Good luck with the eye exam on Tuesday Candler. Lots of luv from New York
erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
west babylon, ny usa - Sunday, January 30, 2005 4:04 PM CST

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It's good to hear about your family and how you are coping. We are fighting the battle, too. We will take our daughter, Jill, back to ST. Judes in Memphis for her six month post-treatment check up in March. She's doing fine for now and we're enjoying being at home as a family.
Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:50 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
I'm so glad that you have decided to maintain Carter's website. I check it everyday to see how you are doing and to look at the "new" old pictures. Thank you for leaving the note in our guestbook. I can't tell you how much it means to me to know that you are still checking on us. I will keep Candler in my prayers on Thursday and everyday until you let us know that his vision is better. You and Scott will remain in our prayers too.
Love,
Becky www.caringbridge.org/ga/marykaitlyn
Becky Wheeler <wheelerr@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:47 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Anne,
I have been praying for you all a lot lately. I recently moved and I don't have my computer set up yet so I haven't been able to check the page for a couple of days. It is amazing to see what God is doing in your life. I hope to never fully understand the depths of your grief, but God does and I see him working in you. I love you all and will continue to have you in my prayers. I'll be praying for Candler's eye appointment. I am a pro at the opthamologist! Who is he going to?
Love, Emily Garner
Emily Garner <EGrayGarner@aol.com>
Nashville, TN - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:32 PM CST

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I'll begin by saying....you don't know me. But, luckily, I know you and your incredible family through this website. I'm celebrating my 37th birthday today, January 30th. I've been in a "low" mood the past several months probably due to 2 hurricanes which provided for major damage to our home, losing my father-in-law on Christmas Eve, and excessive weight gain throughout these stressful 5 months. I, too, am a Christian and I have been praying for God to be with me during this difficult time. I've been asking Him to help me find the motivation to start exercising and get back to Weight Watchers where I have had incredible success in the past. I beg Him to just send me a sign as to how he wants me to get control of my life back. And so today, on my birthday, I sign on to your website and read about the positive steps you have taken in your life....exercise, Weight Watchers, healthy eating. All these positive changes taking place in the life of a family who is dealing with the grief of losing a son and brother only 4 short months ago. Thank you, Leigh Ann, for putting a smile on the face of a total stranger. But most of all, Thank you God for letting me hear your voice through a woman who is a complete stranger to me name Leigh Ann Martin.
Carol Fisher <bncfish@bellsouth.net>
Greenacres, FL - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:24 PM CST

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I LOVE your family so much Leigh Anne! In the past week, I have been contacted by two of your family members, and it has meant the world to me! Your entire family is so special, and I treasure everything that I learn from you all. I'm glad to hear that you have taken on some new "challenges". I'm sure that you will be successful in all you do. I will be praying for Candler and his scans.

Much love to you!
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.com/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 3:15 PM CST

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Wow, this update was much better than the last one! It's amazing what prayer can do and how much better people can feel because people prayed for them!! I'm so happy that you're doing better and thinking about yourself and getting back to daily things that just didn't seem possible before. You are still in my prayers and I thank you for continuing to write on the site!!
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:08 PM CST

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I was led to this site from Haley's site. As you said, no one can ever get over losing a child; we just learn how to live after losing. People do have a habit of saying, "I hope things get back to normal for you soon". They mean well, but do not understand. After losing a child, you develop a "new normal" way of life. My husband and I lost our son 15 years ago, he would be 20 today. The pain and longing are still here, but God in his merciful way allows me to see him in my dreams often. I continue to pray for you and other families, and also that a cure will be found soon.
J. Black <miriandmatt@aol.com>
Douglasville, GA USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:03 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
I check this site quite often. I don't know what I expect you to say. I certainly know that things are not "okay". I think of you so often. Just know that you are loved. The article is so true. You do don't ever get over it, you just learn to live with it the best you can.

I hope you guys are staying warm! We were in Atlanta yesterday and it started sleeting and then snowing as we were leaving. Victoria wanted to build a snowman but there wasn't enough snow yet. She asked me to say hello from her. She wants to know how Candler is. She asks all the time. She got her "Carter" tree picked out that she wanted to plant. As soon as I find the cord to my camera I'll email you a picture.

Hope to hear from you soon.
Love,
Margaret Anne

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 10:50 PM CST

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"The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; and those who are crushed in spirit He saves."

Psalm 34:18
A friend
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 5:50 PM CST

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Seldom does a CAringbridge entry touch me as deeply as yours just has. As I sit here at my computer, wiping the tears from my face, I feel compelled to state what is so obvious to those of us learning from your story.

Your son's story has spanned the globe. Look at the counter on the web page- Over 500 thousand people all raising your son's memory into their own thoughts daily. His brave fight and your daily struggle are not for nothing - although I am sure you would like it to be different. They serve a purpose and that purpose is uniting people from all over - in love, in hope, in human emotion and in a fight against cancer.

A friend of mine who lost her only child this year to cancer told me just last night, "I look around and I see her purpose. I see all the wonderful things that have come out of her death... and yet, there are still days where I want to yell, "SO WHAT??? Give her back to me! Forsake all the people who have changed their lives in honor of my Sydney and let me hug her, kiss her and read to her again!" And then I am forced to realize that she is now happy forever with the only person who could EVER love her more than me."

It will never get 'back to normal,' b/c your life isn't your previous 'normal.' But you will form a new 'normal.' One that includes your son in a different way - as a guiding force that guides your family in love.

K.P
Katie Peters <kate.peters@tps.org>
Toledo, OH - Saturday, January 29, 2005 10:32 AM CST

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hello martins, i am sending each and every one of you a warm and special hug. please know i think of you all every day and every day i think of little angel carter. i send big angel candler a most special hug and so many wishes that he not feel so much pain and sadness from missing his little brother. may his innocence help him cope a little better than us big people can. please know i never forget you
hugs and love, annie and boys :) :) :)

annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
a, ga - Friday, January 28, 2005 10:07 PM CST

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Thank you for posting Mitch's article. It gives me a window into an experience I hope never to have. Keep Carter close. Here's an anonymous poem that was included in a book I read about losing a child. The authors of the book altered it to fit their situation.

The time of concern is over.
No longer am I asked how my wife is doing.
Too seldom is the name of our daughter mentioned to me.
A curtain descends. The moment has passed.
A life slips from frequent recall.
There are exceptions: close and compassionate friends,
Sensitive and loving family, Blair’s closest pals.
For most, the drama is over.
The spotlight is off. Applause is silent.
But for me the play will never end.
The effects on me are timeless.
Say Blair to me.
On the stage of my life she will always be a rising star!
Do not tiptoe around the most consuming event of my life.
Love does not die.
Her name is written on my life
Say Blair to me and say Blair again and again.
It hurts to bury her memory in silence—and I will not . . . .
So long as we are here, please say Blair to us.


Kelley Land <kelley@helwys.com>
Macon, GA - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:40 PM CST

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Leigh Ann -

A friend sent me the link to this page, and I have to tell you that it is amazing and beautiful. My son, Samuel died almost 15 months ago from medulloblastoma. He was almost 4. Your words ring so true to me. I have felt, and do continue to feel those same feelings. Mitch Carmody's article is wonderful, as well. We are forever changed by our children's lives - and now their deaths. But as the wonderful song playing on your home page reminds us, our separation from our boys will not be forever (I'd love to know the song title and artist, if you wouldn't mind e-mailing me). That is how I continue to live.

Take good care of yourself, and God's peace.

Kelly, Samuel J's mama
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj
http://www.samuelj.org
Kelly Johnson <kellyjnsn@msn.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, January 28, 2005 6:05 PM CST

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Love you guys...

prayerfully,
ann and peyton <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, January 28, 2005 6:03 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that I think of Carter often and say a prayer for you, his family. Peace to you!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, January 28, 2005 12:22 AM CST

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I came across this on another internet site and thought it may give you some hope from someone who has been there.

In 1990, my son was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer called rhabdomyosarcoma. My son died one month before his 16th birthday in 1991. When we go through something as devastating as the loss of a child we can’t possibly imagine that anything good could ever result from it. But as time heals God puts opportunities in front of us that give us the chance to help others by using the knowledge we have gained or just the compassion to understand. Like any other experience in life, most people wouldn’t or couldn’t understand unless they have been there.

But that does not mean that we are not still praying for the Martin family.

A friend
Atlanta, GA - Friday, January 28, 2005 11:24 AM CST

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It's okay not to be okay and I hope you don't let anyone who tells you otherwise get to you. If after only four months you were "normal" again after losing someone as precious as Carter, that would be what's not normal. As Carters loss becomes more and more real, I'm sure you find yourself saying "Carter would have loved to do that" or "I know Carter would have loved to see that." Like your friend said, there are triggers. As you have written, be patient with yourself. I'm sure you have heard and know you have to "be strong" for Candler, and you must wonder how you can do that when some days you don't feel like getting up. That's why I never liked that phrase. I'm sure parents know they need to, but they need to heal themselves (as you do). It's okay to be sad. God is "being strong" for you and he will see you through this. It will take time to develope this "new lifestyle," one undoubtably wish you didn't have to figure out but keep believing and keep walking.
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 9:48 AM CST

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You are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:39 AM CST

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Hey there. Just checking in to say we love you and we are praying for you. Just ordered some bracelets..I'm going to try to make one fit on Mack's hand, so we can all wear them together. We can't imagine how hard each day, hour and minute is, or the range of emotions you feel from one day to the next. We just want you to know we will not stop praying for your family today or tomorrow or 20 years from now. We know the pain will never just stop and so we won't stop praying.
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:44 PM CST

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"Dear Mrs. Martin,
Today was Colonial Day. We had lots of fun. Our school master was Mr. Lussi. He wasn't like a lot of the school masters - not as mean. I wonder what Carter would have worn. I think the station that he would have liked the most would be candy-making. We made syrup candy. We made little George Washington hats. We also learned how to make butter. Mrs. Ryden told us a story about Molly Hayes. It told it to my mom. She thought it was very good. Mr. Martin isn't smart enough to know about this stuff (no offense). You're very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very good friend Drew.
Drew <kimkindig@surfmk.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 7:43 PM CST

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Words aren't adequate. Just want you and your family to know I'm still praying. Your updates are good reminders for us to continue. You have taught me a lot through your words...
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, VA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 2:34 PM CST

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MY LOVE TO YOU AND THE WHOLE FAMILY LEIGH ANN. I, AM BEVERLY SMITH, DUSTIN'S GG.
BEVERLY A. SMITH <bass1997@localnet.com>
SANFORD, ME USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 12:57 AM CST

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Praying you through...........
Lori Gurley <jgurley2@earthlink.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 9:45 AM CST

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Praying for you each day...
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 2:22 PM CST

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My prayers are with your family..AMEN
Cindy
Ellicott City, MD - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:18 PM CST

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Dear Martin family,
I miss my friend Carter so much.I cannot wait till I see him in Heaven again.
Samuel Stepp <samuel@thestepps.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga 30045 - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 6:53 PM CST

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John and some of his friends at Wesleyan are wearing "reach the day" wristbands in honor of Carter. John came home today and said, "Mom, everyone wants the green ones!" I'm looking pretty hip wearing one also!!What a great way to help find a cure!!! You cross my mind every day. May God continue making your path a little straighter.....Take care
Deb Adent <adentmom@bennettgraphics.com>
Suwanee, GA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 2:24 PM CST

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Sweet Leigh Ann...Wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all. The words that I read that come from your heart inspire me to lift your family up daily in prayer. Thank you for sharing your inspirational words, how difficult they may be, to help others in ways you will never know.

Kathy Napier <napier89@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, Ga - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:11 AM CST

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Thinking of you all with lots of love.

:)
Peyton and Ann <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 9:32 PM CST

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Hey Leigh Anne..
I have this quote book. For awhile I have written some of my favorite quotes in it. Today, I was looking through it, and found this quote:

"There are souls in this world who have the gift of finding joy everywhere and leaving it behind them when they go." -Faber

This just reminded me of Carter. I thought I would share it with you, and those who read your site.

Hugs,
~Kelli :-)

Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 5:28 PM CST

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I know it seems as if the pain will never go away, and to some extent it won't. Know that there are thousands of people behing you and praying for your strength to get through this.
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 1:34 PM CST

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I'm sorry. I cant imagine what you are feeling. Your a wonderful mother. I will pray for your strength. Camie in Az www.caringbridge/az/addy
camie <cride1629@yahoo.com>
phoenix, az usa - Sunday, January 23, 2005 0:06 AM CST

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WHAT CANCER CANNOT DO
IT CANNOT CRIPPLE LOVE
IT CANNOT SHATTER HOPE
IT CANNOT CARRODE FAITH
IT CANNOT EAT AWAY PEACE
IT CANNOT DESTROY CONFIDENCE
IT CANNOT KILL FRIENDSHIP
IT CANNOT SHUT OUT MEMORIES
IT CANNOT SILENCE COURAGE
IT CANNOT INVADE THE SOUL
IT CANNOT REDUCE ETERNAL LIFE
IT CANNOT QUENCH THE SPIRIT
IT CANNOT LESSEN THE POWER OF GOD

MARIAN SPINA <THIRDDAYPRAISE@NETSCAPE.NET>
- Saturday, January 22, 2005 7:57 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
Stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you. Thank you for sharing the story that your friend wrote it captures so well what being a grieving parents means! I love the new pictures of Carter:) Thanks again for sharing your son and your family. Take care
Melanie (www.caringbridge.org/wa/isaac) <mtropple@comcast.net>
- Saturday, January 22, 2005 7:35 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
Just wanted to check in with you to remind you that I'm thinking about you all and that we continue to pray for all of you every day. I don't expect anything from you emotionally except that you all do what it takes to take care of yourselves. As hard as Anna's battles are for us, we are very aware that they are definitely not the same as yours. We check your site a couple of times a week to see how you are, but if keeping up the site is too much for you, be good to yourself and let it go. But if the support is helpful, we all love giving it.

I miss the friendship that we had. I know friendships are changed forever along with everything else, but I do want you to know that I love you dearly and will always be whatever kind of friend you need. You just have to let me know what that is. For now, I'll just be a prayer warrior friend and love you from here.
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, GA USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 2:19 PM CST

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hello martins, just because i dont touch base thru. this web-site, it does not mean i dont think of all of you everyday. your friends essay is about how i imagined your days must be like. everything around you, every little bit, is full of memories of carter, i can only imagine, i have boys myself. i think of candler, and how a little boy like him is supposed to put all this together and understand it, i dont see how......adults cant do it, how is an angel like him going to even begin? i send you all a warm, special hug and please know, i dont forget you.
hugs, annie and boys :):) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Friday, January 21, 2005 7:02 PM CST

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dear Martin family,
I have not written in the guest book for a long time, although you are all so frequently in my thoughts, and I keep up with your journal. The "essay" by your friend was so revealing about what the loss of a child was really all about. Through it, I could began to imagine the lifelong pain these parents endure. I guess people see these folks acting "normal" and think that it is getting easier. We don't see the enduring ache that attaches itself to the hearts of those who have this gut-wrenching loss. I know that the Lord is with you guys, but He doesn't give you amnesia. Grief is not without its agonizing pain, but, praise God, you do have the hope and knowlege that you will see Carter again someday. Oh, pity those who have none. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. I am praying also for Candler's eye problems to have an excellent outcome.
Bobbi Dangar <JULIBD@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, January 21, 2005 5:38 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
We are still praying for you. There are no words...Thank you for sharing your lives with us. We hold our children a little closer and look at life so differently because of what you have been through.
Wendy Barber <barberdawgs@alltel.net>
Moultrie, GA - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:11 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Thinking of you and your family so often. I have hit a "rough spot" in life and Carter's story has really helped me tremendously. Thanks once again for sharing. Much love being sent. Amanda
Amanda Manus <manusdc@hotmail.com>
springfield, ga USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:00 AM CST

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JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT MY JESSE JOINED CARTER IN HEAVEN ON JULY 10, 2004 AFTER FIGHTING EWING'S FOR 3 YEARS. HE WAS 14.There is so much we will never understand while we are on this earth but our boys are touching more lives and saving more souls than we can ever imagine. God is faithful and though it feels like we can't go another minute, we need to press on and hold on to the hope we have in Jesus,His word will give us strength and know that we will be with our boys again soon! Revelation 19:11 was the vision he gave Jesse. Thank you for sharing your story, you can read more @Jessespina.org God Bless YOu. Marian
Marian Spina <thirddaypraise@netscape.net>
New City, NY USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:19 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,

Like many of us that come to this site, you do not know me. I was lead to your site. You have inspired me to be a better mother, friend, sister, daughter. You have taught me that it is not about how much time we have, but what you do with the time you are given. Through your journal you have inspired so many of us. As a mother I thank You for all that you have done. You are allwed to greive in anyway you feel fit. That is your right, these are your emotions. Please do not let anyone tell you they are right or wrong, You Just lost your BABY for God's sake. Please know that I am praying for your strength, security, peace, and well being. You were Carter's strength and now you are HIS VOICE!!!! Speak loud, speak strong, and Speak with Pride
With Love, from one mother to another....
Amanda <amanda-c-h@earthlink.net>
Sidney, oh USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 2:18 PM CST

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If only I had the perfect words, but I do not. I just wanted you to know that many people that do not even know you (like me) think that you are an amazing, brave person. Carter was truly an inspiration and a hero in my eyes. Because of Carter and many other brave warriors that walked before him, I am a better, more caring and compassionate person. Please allow yourself the right to grieve. You deserve that right. God bless you and your entire family.
Laura (friends of Allie) <lstutzman@healthtechnetwork.com>
Gilbertsville, PA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:39 AM CST

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Leigh Ann~

I am sending a hug your way. I can't imagine that you will ever feel as light and free as you once did when your son was safe and healthy in your arms, but I pray that you are able to find peace and know that we are all sending you our best wishes.
Megan D.
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:37 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Was thinking of you and just want you to know my heart aches,like I have never felt it ache when I read these words. I so wish there was something I could do or say. Please just know we think of Carter often and of your family, you inspire me to be more active in the fighting cancer world!!! Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com;www.caringbridge.org/ga/zacktracks>
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 10:14 AM CST

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I think the reason people want you to "be better" is because we cannot comprehend your pain and we cannot do anything to ease your suffering. Of course we all know that there is no greater loss than that of a parent losing a child. It is every parent's worst fear. I think to some degree that watching you "get through it" makes it less scary for others who may someday face the same uncurable pain. Please don't feel pressured to "be healed." Just know that we would do anything we could to ease your pain and give you back your precious son - if only we could. God Bless You All!
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:14 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know you all continue to be in our prayers daily. I also wanted to tell you that I went to the website for the green wristbands and bought some. It will not only be a daily reminder of Carter and his sweet spirit, but also to pray for a cure for childhood cancer. Thanks for sharing that and for all of your thoughts... you are so precious to everyone!
Tricia Wilson <TriciaUGA@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 7:31 AM CST

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HUGS!!!
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Thursday, January 20, 2005 7:06 AM CST

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Dear Sweet Leigh Ann,

I just wanted to let you know I LOVE YOU and whatever you do please, PLEASE never change.

Love,
Tammy
Tammy Robinson <t3robinson@mindspring.com>
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:05 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, I check in daily to see how you and your family are doing, hoping things are going to be a bit easier, yet knowing they couldn't possible be. I haven't posted in a while, but I pray for you and your family every day. May God Bless you with strength. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 7:43 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
There are no words to make this easier for you. How I wish there were. But I hope it brings you a small measure of comfort to know that there are many people (including many complete strangers like me) still praying for your family each day.

Kat (Friends of Allie)
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 7:18 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
I just wanted to offer my support to you. I read many Caringbridge sites regularly and someone(s) has been leaving hateful messages to many grieving families. I have no idea who that is below but try to ignore it as it very well could be someone you don't even know.
I continue to pray for all of you. And from all I have read, I know you love Candler more than the air you breathe and he knows it too. I can only imagine your grief as I have not experienced it myself. But I can tell you that my heart hurts when I read your feelings. I pray you find some comfort and strength every day.
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~
Stow, OH - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 5:32 PM CST

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Thinking of you always.You are in my thought's and in my prayers
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <rurka70@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 2:49 PM CST

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Don't feel like you have to continue if it is hardship. It may be time to break these ties and move on. Know that people only want the best for you and your family.
Diane
- Wednesday, January 19, 2005 1:59 PM CST

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Dearest Leigh Ann, I am so proud to be a part of your family. We have all learned so much from you in the past two years - not the least one is loving and caring for each other. Knowing how much you, Scott and Candler love and miss Carter how could you not be hurting so much. Your wonderful memories of special times with him will always be with you and I hope will overshadow the painful ones. Your strong belief in God will surely help you in arriving at a "new normal" soon. I pray for that day. Jerry and I love you and pray for strength for your sweet family every day.
Ann <ann.wilson@transpro.net>
Savannah, Ga - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 1:19 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
As I read you words, I just drop to my knees in prayer. May God grant you a peace each day knowing that you are doing all that you can as a mother and wife. You have experienced every mother's greatest fear. I will continue to lift you up in pray daily. As I read your word -- "normal" -- I think eventually you will define a new normal. Each memory you have celebrates Carter's life -- what an awesome Mom!!

Stacey Fell Mell <stacey@calvarybaptisttemple.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 11:04 AM CST

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Leigh Ann:

I know we have never met, but I have been following your site for many months and I cannot believe that someone would post something so thoughtless on your site. Please know that you are such an inspiration and you and your wonderful family have changed so many lives through this site. I am so terribly sorry for your pain. You have every right to feel any and every emotion that comes your way. I just cannot begin to imagine what you must feel like. I know how deeply you love both of your son's. I know you are a wonderful mother to Candler and I know he shares your feelings. If anything just hang on to him when you need a good hug, but never for a minute let an ounce of guilt enter your mind.

I will continue to pray for you and your family as well as the person that posted the terrible message to you.

I saw that Kristin had posted a wonderful message to you. I had the opportunity of meeting her recently. What a great person! Carter's story and Kristin have really inspired me to do my part to fight childhood cancer. What a wonderful person Kristin Connor is. You are surrounded by love from great friends like her as well as people like me that have not met you, but care so much. I know there will be days you do not feel like seeing anyone, but I encourage you on the days you even feel a little like seeing or talking with someone, do not hesitate to lean on those dear friends.

I am still so deeply sorry for your loss.

God Bless you Leigh Ann and your family.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 10:37 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann:
I have hardly stopped thinking about you since I read this entry on Monday. I have been thinking about all the things that I want to say to you, but I have not known how. But all the eloquent guestbook entries have given me the courage to get my thoughts in order.

First, you must know deep in your heart that you are the most unselfish person in the world. I really agree with what Julie Stoever said about all you have had to endure and how unselfishly you have lived through this incredible pain. I feel so much pain for you, yet I know it is only a glimpse of the pain you feel. I have been thinking about the burden of your website - In reading your words, I see that it is an incredible blessing as a place to share your memories, your pain, see and hopefully feel the love of others through their words in response to yours, share your incredible faith. But the burden is unmistakable. I have been reminded too many times that as we share our feelings on our websites, we open ourselves up to the opinions of others. I have never understood why others cannot respect the "sanctuary" of these websites. Sometimes we feel they are all we have - the only place we can go and express how we really feel as a result of our individual journeys. But I have seen on our own website and others that other people don't feel constrained by that sense of respect. They feel free to express their own opinions, their own judgments, and it hurts, almost more than if the words were spoken - or at least as much - because it feels like a betrayal to have them written HERE of all places. My heart is heavy for you as I imagine the salt that has been poured in your wound. At the same time, my heart breaks for the other mother who is obviously in a lot of pain herself.

Most importantly, you must KNOW that not one of us who truly knows you thinks you are selfish. It is OK to feel angry and sad and all the other emotions you may feel. It is UNSELFISH to share with all of us that that is how you are truly feeling. It would be easier, I imagine, to grieve in private, but you continue to share your feelings because you know that there are so many people out here who want you to.

That brings me to a pervading thought. I have been thinking about what you said - that we do want to come here and read that you are ok. It's because we love you so much and it's hard to see people you love in so much pain. But we understand your anguish, Leigh Ann, as much as we can, and so we want to know, too, if you are not ok, if you need to feel our love, if that can help you through the day at all. I truly feel that you and your precious, precious family have to do what feels right to you. I hope that it will still feel right to maintain your website, even if all you write is "I feel overwhelmed today." But if it does not, with all my heart, I hope you will not feel pressured to keep it up. We love you. We will always be here for you, website or not. Know, dear friend, that we will love you through this grief, even if it lasts a lifetime...
Love,
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor (www.caringbridge.org/ga/brandonconnor) <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:22 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, You may not remember that I lost my brother 4 years ago. He was ill for a long time and I spent much of that time taking care of him. He was much younger than me, and Billy and I use to try to teach him to catch a ball, swim, etc. My Dad never spent much time with him. I know it's nothing like losing you precious Carter, but it took me over a year to accept his death. I've gotten my life back together, but I will never be the same without him. The little triggers are always there, but fortunately, they trigger the good times we spent together, most of the time. Your journal has been a true blessing in my life, and I thank you, Scott and Candler for sharing your lives with us. You've brought so many of us closer to God, and Carter is sooo proud !!!! We Love You, Aunt Diane and Uncle Billy{asleep but snoring in agreement with me} PS DEAR WALKED IN YOUR SHOES, You obviously don't know all that Scott and Leigh Ann do everyday to bring a smile to Candlers face to let him know how much he is LOVED!!! Evidently, you've forgotten the compassion shown to you when you lost your child. I feel such saddness for you and the grief and anger that you must still hold in your heart. Please leave Carter's guestbook to those of us that want to show our love and support to the Martin Family.
Diane Herrin <BHerrin@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 11:46 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, thank you again for sharing your lives and memories of Carter, with us, your followers. We care very much what happens to you, but also would respect any decision you make about continuing to write in the guest books. Your lives and Carter's life have touched so many people you could never count them all. Please disregard the harsh words of the anonymous mom that walked in your shoes. She needs to stop judging you. What is right for you, may not be for anyone else and likewise for her. There is no right or wrong way, just your heart's way. Thank you for shaing the words of your friend. I borrowed them to share with Cheyenne's and Connor's grieving parents tonight as well. I hope that was ok. It was very profound and gave those of us that have not, nor will ever walk in your shoes some real insight to what ALL you grieving parents go thru. May God continue to hold you close and comfort you in any way he can.
Love,
April
April from Code_blue_family <code_blue_family@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, Ar USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 11:08 PM CST

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Leigh Ann- I am sorry I caused so much commotion with my previous entry, not my intent. I am sorry if I sounded so harsh. I loved my son very much, and miss him a great deal still. I just want you to see that Candler needs you more than ever. Be excited and thankful you have another child. Live for him, live for Scott, Live for yourself. I will stay quiet from hear on out. Again, I apologize.
Someone who has walked in your shoes
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:35 PM CST

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Hey--
I've thought long and hard about this for a couple of months now. I have watched you and Scott walk your road and watched several other families walk the same road as well. I have come to the conclusion that your grieving is different (not better or worse just different) from some of the others because you in no way guarded yourself from the coming loss. You all 3 completely invested yourselves in giving Carter every ounce of love you could possibly give - hoping it would bring a miracle and at the same time knowing that with each once of love given, a heavier load of grief may come. You took the risk of hurting beyond comprehension to give love. That is as absolutely unselfish as you can get. I agree with so many others - this woman could not possibly have loved (past tense) her child the way you love (present tense) Carter. You, Scott and Candler have taught us a great deal about sacrifical love. Thank you.

Kim K. <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:50 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Leigh Ann..My thoughts and prayers are as always with you, Scott and Candler. Reading back on some of your messages, it still amazes me the lives that you have touched and made such a difference. So many people say the same thing but in different ways... Take precious time with your children and family, don't worry about the unimportant things that bother us on a daily basis and love each other as if it were our last day on earth.
Pray for those that are bitter and angry...maybe they did not have the love and support that you have. Your family and friends know what a loving and giving person you are. AND WHAT A TERRIFIC MOTHER YOU ARE FOR CANDLER. He is hurting so much also. He has lost his "best buddy". You and Scott are wonderful parents to Candler and to Carter and I know as a family you have become even closer. Don't let anyone discourage you from expressing your feelings. I would think that would be the best thing that you could do to help yourself (and others) through the grieving process.
I love you all...
Aunt Sue
Sue Herrin <sueher1@aol.com>
Savannah, ga usa - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:21 PM CST

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Dear Lee Ann and Scott: Liz, Frieda, and I have you all in our prayers. My dad often spoke of how his father, born around 1850, was still saddened by the loss of their first son who was still born, where the attachment might not have been as strong. But a loss is still there and the wonder of what might have been. Even though my Dad was the oldest of 5 children, his Dad always felt like my Dad was #2. It's only right and normal that you will always remember Carter in all that happens, and that is good!!!
Sam and Liz Kiker <samkiker@bellsouth.net>
Duluth, GA U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:42 PM CST

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Dear Martins,

Thinking of you guys tonight. Sending you love and prayers.

Love,

The Coward family


Tracy Coward <cowards@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:17 PM CST

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Dear LA,
Please disregard the insensitivity of the bitter and crude person who signed your guestbook. He/She is obviously unaware of the immense amount of time you dedicate to Candler and the rest of your family and friends. I seriously doubt that "someone who [actually} has walked in your shoes" or knows you would criticize your feelings and how you choose to express them on YOUR website. Please keep on "surviving" in your same graceful manner. We love you!
Kellie and Garner
PS To "someone": If you find my cousin's journal entries so upsetting then please discontinue reading this website. Thank you.

Kellie Creel <kelstap@hotmail.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:58 PM CST

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Hi guys
People deal with loss differently.I pray that God quiets this persons heart.We love you guys and we receive comfort from what you write on this site.Please don't stop.We live with only a fraction of the loss you feel.Please know we love you guys and pray for you every day.
Ken and Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
ga - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:37 PM CST

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I am very sorry for the person that wrote to you but they have no idea who you, Scott or Candler are...we are your family and we love you...Jean and Mike
J devegter <salcedo97@aol.com>
savannah, ga usa - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:32 PM CST

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LeighAnn,

My heart absolutely breaks for you! Oh, the unending sorrow of losing a beloved child! Your honesty in what you're feeling is so courageous and anyone who reads this site knows that your love for BOTH of your sons shines through. I know that Candler knows you love and adore him, but even his love doesn't stop the grief you feel for the loss of Carter. I visit Carter's site daily and just wanted you to know that many people around the world continue to pray for you daily!

I am always amazed by your stamina in updating this site! I appreciate your honesty and please know that you inspire me to be a better mother to my sons, a better wife to my husband and a better friend to my loved ones! If you can..please continue to update the site and share your thoughts with us. If you cannot..we will understand and respect your feelings!

LeighAnn - you are truly a hero to many of us, including me!

(P.S. To the anonymous poster below: I will pray for you in the hopes that you will learn both sensitivity and compassion in your dealings with others and my sincere hope is that no one should ever speak to you in the same heartless manner in which you spoke to LeighAnn. As most of us know...life is too short and precious to waste being cruel to others!)
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:23 PM CST

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L/A

Just wanted to say hello and remind you that we love you very, very much. You have been an inspiration to everyone who knows you. We wonder if the writer who shared such negative thoughts but conveniently, no name, has the same support you do. If those feelings were so strong why not say who is writing. We, Carter's family, have NOTHING to be ashamed of. Feelings are feelings, and personally, we feel Candler is more capable of expressing his feelings than some stranger is of guessing them.
Keep the faith. The grief process is not the same for everyone. Thank you for walking us through your feelings instead of trying to hide them under some fake "I have to keep living for everybody else's sake" smile.
We are keeping you in our prayers. Stay strong and give Candler a hug from us.
Love you.
Lisa and Kenny Wilson
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 5:15 PM CST

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Hi,
I come to youyr website daily to check on your family. I cannot understand the pain that you are in and I hope that I never will. I lost my Dad while he was still a young man and I know that there is an emptiness that can never be filled...My pain and sowwor is not anything of yours.
By coming to your site I have become a better mother, I try harder than before to let the little things go and to cherish every waking moment I have with my kids.
I love to read your entries you have such an amazing way with words...I always think after I have read and reread your entries that you should really do something with your ability to express what others have such a hard time doing. God has truly blessed you.
I hope that you can feel all the love and support from strangers on this site...

Mom in California
Dawn <Disfordawn@aol.com>
Clmt, Ca USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 5:01 PM CST

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LA,
Don't let the rantings of crazy people get you down. Kelli and I try to be more like u and Scott in many ways...e.g. we don't let Alanna watch R rated movies anymore! J/K. etc... Come down here soon! We miss ya'll. Oh yeah, and GO FALCONS!!!
Wes devegter <weskel@bellsouth.net>
sav, ga usa - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 3:54 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,

I know it is not much, but I want you to know that you, Scott, Candler , and Carter have made a difference to so many people....so many you do not know. You made a difference to my family at the hospital and then you continue to bless me each time I read this site. Do what you have to do. If you must stop writing...then stop but I know your entries will be greatly missed.

Please ignore negativity. I'm sure you are just trying to put one foot in front of the other! My God, it has only been 4 months!!
Kim Booth www.caringbridge.org/ga/chandlerbooth <kbooth@colquitt.k12.ga.us>
Moultrie, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 3:53 PM CST

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LeighAnn, I find you to be an amazing woman...You are Carter's special mommy and that can never be taken away.I think of you often and Carter and I'am sending you this special hug even though we are very far apart..Ihope you can feel it and know I understand.Please don't stop writing you inspire others ..don't you forget that.God Bless you.someone who cares in HemetSherry
Sherry <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, Ca USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 2:29 PM CST

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Leigh Anne~
Do what you need to. No one can tell you what to do, people can only give you advice or opinions. Bottom line, you don't need it. Do what you feel is necessary in your heart. Only YOU know what that is. Maybe now is not the time to share what you feel, or share your memories of Carter. Truth is, all of us who read your site have been selfish. I don't mean that in the wrong way, what I mean is that we want to hear from you and hear about memories of Carter. We want to be close to you and Carter. Unfortunately for all of us, Carter is YOUR son alone. Therefore, it is up to you whether to continue writing or not. Personally, I find strength in your posts, but I understand you are hurting and you are focusing on your family. That's what's important. Don't worry about us. We are here. You can come back and post whenever you feel like it..you know we will be waiting with open arms. Take your time. I love you and your family. All of you have touched me in a way no one ever has.

Love to all of your family..with a little extra love to Mr. Candler!

~Kelli :-)

ps: I have read a very negative post in the guestbook..and I was shocked. If you don't have anything supportive or constructive to say..don't bother posting. Last time I checked, caringbridge sites were created for SUPPORT not negative comments. Thank you.
Kelli Murphy www.caringbridge.org/ga/kelli <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 2:29 PM CST

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Scott, Leigh Ann, and Candler,
My thoughts are with you today, as I am sure it is a day that makes the moment you heard of Carter's diagnosis so fresh and vivid once again. I'm sure that the pain of that memory never goes away, but somehow an anniversary is like reliving it. I know that there will be many more tough "anniversaries" in the days ahead, but try to balance those with happy memories/anniversaries if you can. My heart breaks for you in anticipation of each and every one of those tough anniversaries- know that so many people love you guys and want to support you through those days.
Dawn Carver <carverdawn@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, Ga - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 1:25 PM CST

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LA - You are the LEAST SELFISH person we all have ever known! Unlike most, you have been asked to watch your child suffer through endless chemos, radiation, surgeries, amputation, etc., you have been asked to watch your son endure tremendous pain for two years, a pain that became unbearable in the final weeks of his life, you have been asked to give up your son before he really had a chance to live, and you have been asked to share your story so that others might benefit from your loss. You have done ALL of these things when most would have faultered! For the past two years, you have given every ounce of yourself to Carter, Candler, Scott and the rest of us. You have earned the right to be sad, angry, emotional, confused and even selfish (if you so choose). You have also earned the right to share your feelings without being judged. Those of us who truly know you can see that you continue to be an amazing mother for Candler, an active parent at school, etc., an advocate for other children with cancer, and an incredible friend. Please continue sharing your feelings honestly so we can try to understand and help you in any way we can. Love to you and the boys, Julie

Julie Herrin Stoever <jjstoever@drstoever.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:37 AM CST

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I have been following Carter's brave story for many, many months now. I have never written because I have felt so distant from the situation, but I just wanted to ask you to please continue writing in your journal. I do so look forward to hearing about your memories of Carter and everthing that he meant to you. I am so intrigued by your brave little boy and his story. I do not have any children of my own yet, but I hope to soon. I cannot image your emotions. I pray for you, Scott, and Candler constantly. I know that one day the mystery of medicine(and GOD) will triump and we will have a cure for cancer of all types. Carter will be part of that cure and he will be smiling down from heaven, knowing that he spared other kids from the pain that he went through. Thank you for sharing your son with us. Please keep us posted.
In his love,

P.S.-I love the pictures. He continually brings a smile to my face. What a sweet angel!
Lauren Pate
Sylvester, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:30 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
You are WONDERFUL!!!
I am so proud of you and your
strength to just go on for
one more day!
You hang in there and STAND FIRM
in what you BELIEVE and KNOW
is true.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:17 AM CST

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You don't know me, but I have been checking your web site every day for several months now. Your entries have made me a better mom. I have three little boys, including a second grader, and I now cherish them so much more because of all that you have taught me. Please keep updating as much or as little as you need to, and know that you and your family are in my prayers.
Paige Stanfield
Deactur, GA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 11:36 AM CST

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We pray for all you guys every night as we kneel by Brett's side. Call on us if you need anything.
David and Lisa Cochran
Suwanee, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 11:22 AM CST

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"Also, they get to see and “meet” my precious son, read his story, and perhaps, learn to love their own children more affectionately, and to let the small, trivial things of life go by the wayside."
True.
But we are here for you, not you here for us.
David Lam <delamhtex@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:40 AM CST

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my prayers are with you and your family,
Cindy Mellen
Ellicott City, MD 21043 - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:53 AM CST

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Leigh Ann - I appreciate your honesty. But What about Candler? Isn't he is very much alive? Doesn't he matter? Have you ever thought of what he must feel when he reads your entries? You need to look long and hard at yourself, and quit being so selfish! Everyone around you walks on egg shells! They don't know what to say or do, cause all you do is rip their head off! I hate to be so rough, but I feel that someone needs to say something. I know how you feel, I have been in your shoes. I lost a child at 6 years old. My life is not the same, nor will it ever be, but I had another child to live for! PLEASE realize what you have left!
Someone who has walked in your shoes
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:45 AM CST

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Leigh Ann - your continued honesty spurs me on to pray, both for you and for all those parents who are grieving. And there are far too many parents who are grieving at this very moment. THANK YOU for your candor, and know that in a way that can't even remotely compare to the intensity with which you grieve for Carter there are hundreds of brothers and sisters in Christ who continue to mourn with you -
Kim
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:47 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
Please continue to share your thoughts, feelings and love for Carter on this site. You ARE making a difference- creating awareness of this wicked disease, waking up the parents who have their children on the bottom of the priority list and shining your incredible faith and love to those who don't believe. I come here to this site everyday, sometimes two or three times, I close my eyes and fill God's ear with mercy for your aching heart and the emptiness you feel.
I love you guys
Robin <vb11potsy1@yahoo.com>
Senoia, GA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:59 AM CST

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Wow...
i know how i felt for a LONG time after my
dad passed away. i, too, still get triggers,
but there's no way it's even close to losing
a child. i can't imagine. i only know the
loss i feel and yours is not even measurable.
we still pray for each of you every day.
emma even said tonight..."mom, i think God told
me to speak at another group." so, we are
praying that God reveals to us THAT group she
is to visit.
we love each of you so much.
i've missed seeing you.
hugs,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 9:13 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, I continue to think of you, Carter, Scott and Candler. I hope your thoughts of "What else is there to write?" never become burdensome ... but rather that writing helps you to feel better, knowing that all of us are checking in, reading, and praying for you all daily.
Continued best wishes,

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:09 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you & your family. I too know how you feel. We lost my 14 year old neice to Antiplastic Large Cell Lymphoma in July. There will allow be a hole in our our hearts and we miss her dearly. I just keep praying that there will be a cure and no other family will have to go through this. It changes your life forever. I am thinking of you daily. My sisters website is www.caringbridge.org/ia/Lindsay.
Gloria Carstens-Wilson <GlorCW@aol.com>
Davenport, IA - Monday, January 17, 2005 6:42 PM CST

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I wish I could make things better but I know I can't.Please know we are praying for you and care about you.This weekend we did a "family thing"with Sarah Beth and Samuel.Its hard not to think of Carter and your family when we do.It will get easier or at least more normal with time.I only wish that the pain would be replaced with something else.We love you guys.
Ken And Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
ga - Monday, January 17, 2005 6:01 PM CST

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A picture's worth a thousand words. They truly portray how much Carter loved to smile.
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 5:36 PM CST

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I have no words to help, but I do have love for you and your family. Love and prayers - I guess that is all any of us have. It seems that as strange as it may sound that the pain might somehow be your companion and comfort. I guess it is all wrapped up in our memories. Painful as memories can be, they are also what we have to comfort us. No one can escape their life, and you have such an unbelievable gift for reaching out to others.

My heart and prayers reach out to you.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 4:42 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott, and Candler~
I haven't written on here in forever. I just haven't had enough courage or even the words to say. Everday at sunset (if I'm in my car) I play the song that was played at Carter's celebration "Ready to Fly" I'm usually headed to school around sunset time and so I'm riding on the Veteran's parkway bridge at the same time everyday as the sun goes down with "Ready to Fly" playing as loud as it can go and singing it at the top of my lungs as tears stream down my face as I look into the sunset I imagine what an awesome time sweet Carter is having in heaven. How I am so envious of him, that he is in heaven. With our Lord Jesus, what an awesome experience. We all miss him so much but I can just imagine him running and playing football and everything. I think about that song "In my father's house" there is lots and lots of room a big table with lots and lots of food and a big big yard where we can play football (touchdown)!I think of Carter when I hear that song and how he must be having an awesome time in that big big yard playing football and the touchdown's he must be making! I went to Atlanta this past weekend to the Falcon's game with my boyfriend Ryan. But before we went we stopped by the cemetery that afternoon. It took me an hour in a half to find Carter's. I knew what area it was in but couldn't remember exactly where it was and then I went back one last time to look for it and I was about to leave and Ryan said sarah there it is, his picture. It was so beautiful. I knelt there and talked to him and told him I loved him. Alhtough, I know he's not there. But maybe God told him for me. I started to leave and got back in the car and then I realized I wasn't ready to go yet. As my eyes filled up I remembered why I didn't want to leave yet, I hadn't sent him any xoxoxoxo's yet. So I went back and asked God to give him lots of xoxo's for me. Everytime I think of giving up in school I think of Carter, and I know I can't give up. I miss him so much, as I know yall do to. Please know you are constanlty on my mind and in my prayers. I'm sorry I didn't get to see you all on Thanksgiving. But Scott, when you told my dad when I was on the phone with him when yall were at Aunt Mary's if Carter would approve of my boyfriend, I'm sure he would. Maybe sometime soon you all can meet him.I love you guys and miss you. Stay strong. I pray for you all constantly that you may have strength to get through each new day.I love yall! XOXOxOXOXO!!!!
Sarah McDonald <TennesseeBabe55@aol.com>
Savannah, GA` USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 4:38 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann:
My name is Christy Lamers and I am from Northwest Arkansas. While on a trip to Atlanta for Christmas I read the story of Kylie Barry. My heart broke as I read through her website, and broke again when it linked me to yours, and yet again when it linked me to Killian's.
Although my own two boys are healthy there are so many kids in the world who are not, kids like yours and Killian and our best friend's eight year old daughter Abby
(diagnosed with Ewing's this past July).
I beg you to continue writing...so many of us who have come to know your family and your child feel a huge loss as well and feel heartache and pain everyday.
Maybe it's bad to say that misery loves company...I'm not sure things could get any more miserable for you and there are thousands of people out there who want to share your burden and know that it's ok to feel our own pain for Carter as well.
Thank you for allowing perfect strangers to love your child as if he were our own.
Christy
Christy Lamers <cmlamers@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 4:31 PM CST

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OK Leigh Ann talk to me PLEASE I CAN understand - it was Killian and Garrett's 11th birthday yesterday but only Garrett was with us to "celebrate". But all day I thought about the day my precious twins were born and how beautiful they were and how lucky we were to be blessed with twins - but we really did not have a clue just how lucky we were did we? Yes people out there it hurts so bad you feel like your heart is physically being ripped in two but we do put one foot in front of the other, reluctantly, because we have to, because we owe it to our other children and because we know our dead child wants us to. But it is so hard! You can help us by helping the doctors who treat these children to find a cure - not just in OUR lifetime but in THEIR lifetime, the children's lifetime! Help us to save them, to stop this awful disease from preventing other children from growing up! Leigh Ann you are doing that by writing in your journal - don't stop, keep going, keep raising awareness - it is saving lives, you can make a difference like Carter has! We need you!
May God Love and Bless you,
Your sister in grief - Grainne
Grainne Owen <grainneo@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Monday, January 17, 2005 2:49 PM CST

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I wish so much that I could do something that would take away your pain, but I know that I cannot do that. I can only imagine what it must be like and when I think about losing a child, the pain is unbearable without even having to experience it. I will keep praying for your family.

God Bless you,

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 1:16 PM CST

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Oh how my heart aches for you all. I wish there were words to ease your pain but there are none. As I sat in church yesterday, they chose to play Ready to Fly and I instantly was reminded of Carter. It also was an evident reminder to pray for the Martin family. May Jesus surround you with the peace and love that only He can give.
Love in Christ,
Kristie Webster
Kristie Webster
Cary, NC 27519 - Monday, January 17, 2005 12:17 AM CST

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Dear Martins,
We are praying for you every day, and we know today is surely a hard one. The other night Abby & I got into a discussion about what heaven will be like. Abby got very serious and talked about Carter being there already. I said, "Don't you wish Carter could write us a letter to tell us what it is like?" She said she would like to write a letter to him that said:
"Dear Carter,
You are so lucky. We wish we could be in heaven too. Love, the Hoopers"
We decided whenever we get there it will seem like no time has passed, so we would add, "We'll see you soon."
Jodi Hooper <bohooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 10:17 AM CST

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I love you guys..
Thinking of you as always..
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:08 AM CST

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We are thinking of you and praying for you today.
The Scoggins family <scogginsbr@mindspring.com>
Snellville, GA - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:03 AM CST

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Martin family - Just wanted you to know that I continue to think of you and especially with one of those anniversaries tomorrow. I pray for peace for all of you!
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 9:37 PM CST

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Just a note to say that Carter is still remembered
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 8:07 PM CST

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Dear Martin family,
I haven't written in a while but that does not mean you are not constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I passed Providence today and saw the sign that said "Homecoming Week-end." I came home and looked at the newest pictures you had put on the web-site. Homecoming has a new meaning to me now. I think about Carter and his homecoming. It makes me miss him more, especially when I look at the picture of him holding the lizard! What a sweet face is missed. We still grieve with you all. Ours prayers will not stop. We may not be as vocal on the website, but we will always pray for your family until we all are with Carter and our REAL HOMECOMING! I am sure he is helping the Lord prepare for that time. Chandler, I am sure Carter will see to it that you have a lizard in your room!! He knows how much you love lizards.
I miss you all. I am enjoying teaching art at Egleston with Amybeth helping me. Not a time goes by that we do not think of you and pray for you when we are there.
Much love,
Katie Purcell
Katie Purcell <katiepurcell@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, ga - Saturday, January 15, 2005 6:42 PM CST

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Dear Carter family, I found Carter's website in June 2004 when I visited Chandler Booth's site. My friends at work and I were so saddened when Carter died, but we have also found such strength in his story. What an amazing gift I'm sure he was in your lives! I will be keeping all of you (especially Candler) as well as Carter's friends in my prayers. Their grief is also a testament to the greatness of your son. May God continue to give you all the strength and the comfort you need every day.
Marie Sims <simszoo@netzero.net>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 3:47 PM CST

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Still praying in New York
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 2:59 PM CST

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Scott, LeighAnn and Candler-
We think and pray for you often. I am so glad you have the family at PCA. Providence truly is a special place. We have moved to Cary, NC and Kennedy and Avery started at a new school. They really like it but always refer to Providence. I continue to check in and will be praying hard for endurance and peace for all of you.
Love in Christ,
Kristie Webster
Kristie Webster
Cary, NC - Friday, January 14, 2005 1:29 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Thanks for the update. I pray for Candler and Carter's little buddies every day. I'm glad to hear you are staying busy. I imagine the nights are hardest for you. We really miss you guys and hope we can see you again one day. As always you remain in our daily prayers.
Love,
Margaret Anne & Victoria
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 11:40 PM CST

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Hi guys- we celebrate Carter every day still and include your family in our nightly prayers. We send angel wings to wrap around you.
Elle Rivers www.teamrivers.com <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:48 PM CST

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to a fighter a never met and his family

"You have never lived until you have almost died, and for those who fight for it, life has a flavor the protected will never know"

my thoughts are with you may carter shine down upon you forever.....chris
chris www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79 <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI U.S.A - Thursday, January 13, 2005 3:06 AM CST

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I found out about your site through Allie Acott/Sam Eisenberg's sites sometime ago (maybe 6 months ago) and have been checking back every so often. I have found you and your family to be so inspirational. You are in my prayers. Well, today when I checked, I noticed you had some "new" old pictures up so I thought I would check them out. Imagine my surprise when I recognized a face! I went to Wofford College and recognized Carter's cousin, Brannen. I didn't really know her but Wofford is such a small school that I knew who she was. Just thought I would share with you what a small world we live in. Prayers to you and your family.

Susan W <mom2jpw2004@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:52 PM CST

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I keep on checking just to see how you all are doing! I found a picture of when we came to see Carter last Valentine's Day at the hospital -- would you like a copy of the picture -- he is laying in the bed with so many balloons and stuffed animals around him.
Rhonda Williams <rwilliams@bennettgraphics.com>
Lilburn, GA 30047 - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 10:38 AM CST

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Dear Martins:
I constantly think of Carter and your family. My son is in second grade and has cancer as well. I will lift up prayers. Cecelia Kenna
Cecelia Kenna <ckenna@sbcglobal.net>
Lebanon, IN USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:52 PM CST

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Hey Martins,
Just wanted you to know how often I think about you all and am keeping you in my prayers. Candler, Joseph asks about you all of the time and would LOVE to see you when we are in Atlanta some time.
Jennifer Mosley <mosleyj@bellsouth.net>
Vidalia, GA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:43 PM CST

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I have not signed the guestbook in awhile, but continue to check everyday. I instantly thought of Carter today when I read my Georgia Tech Alumni magazine and saw all of the extensive, high-tech research they are doing in regards to cancer treatment. How appropriate for our little Tech guy!
Kim Derrick <kbderrick@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 6:02 AM CST

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Hey Martins,
Just checking in on your sweet family. We continue to pray for you and grieve along with you.I hope Candler's eye problems can be corrected swiftly and painlessly.
Love,
Tracy <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 8:23 PM CST

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Are you guys coming down here any time soon?
Wes devegter
savannah, ga usa - Monday, January 10, 2005 10:02 AM CST

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It was really good to see your family in church yesterday. I pray that God will enable you to hold onto your faith - it is so hard to at times like this, but He does carry us when we don't know it. I wish I could bear some of the burden, as I know it is heavy, but I will continue to pray for you, your extended family and your friends.
Kathy Arnold <kathyarnold@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, January 10, 2005 9:11 AM CST

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Dear LeighAnn,
Just a note to let you know we continue to pray for you guys. We'll continue to pray for your requests and your strength.
lOve, The Blackwell's
Suzi <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 9, 2005 10:50 PM CST

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Leigh Ann and Scott,
There has been persistant, desperate prayers coming from my home all during the holiday break for you. Many times I feel that it hurts to hear from me, so I pray instead. I want to add the strength of God to all of you, that it may keep you going toward a somewhat normal life that we want for so desperately for you. We miss Carter. But in our classroom, conversations and memories are always taking place. We won't forget our good friend. You are always welcomed to share with us anytime just to say hello. I know God will send special ones in your lives at just the right time and when you need it during the upcoming anniversaries. Much love to you both and Chandler.

Laurie Evans <l.evans@providencechristianacademy.net>
Grayson, GA USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 6:07 PM CST

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Continuing to pray for you. God bless you and keep you.
Wendy Barber <barberdawgs@alltel.net>
Moultrie, GA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 5:10 PM CST

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Your family remains in my prayers. I will pray for your friends as you requested.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 3:02 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
I was thinking about your family today and wanted you all to know. Your family is still in my thoughts and prayers. I LOVE the pictures of Carter. The last is my favorite too! Our family will say a special prayer tonight. Love, Jamie Bird
Jamie Bird <01tbird@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA Lowndes - Sunday, January 9, 2005 2:46 PM CST

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Those are beautiful pictures of Carter. I think the second to last one is my favorite though. Not only does he look very handsome, but I can see everything I've heard about Carter for myself. He might have had swollen cheeks, symptoms, felt terrible, etc. but he's still smiling. Many people don't have things to complain about and they don't smile as much as Carter.
Joyce <Bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 4:27 PM CST

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We think of your family often and Jeff and I are continuing our prayers for your healing.
Kathy and Jeff Hollingsworth <khollingsworth@kilpatrickstockton.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 9:51 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,

I just realized that you had posted new pictures of Carter, they are wonderful, and we can see why they are your favorites. As i read your latest journal entry about how grief is so different day to day, it brings me back. I lost my oldest sister 10 yrs ago to cancer(she was 39, with an 8 yr old daughter and an 11 year old son) and know what you are talking about. As time goes on, the good days will outnumber the bad, but you are right, nothing makes up for the bad days. Even now, her favorite song, or our family reunion without her here, can bring us all to tears. Know that we are praying for you, and haven't forgotten all that your family has taught us about being faithful. Thank you so much for continuing to share with us all. The Goulds
Dorothy Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com >
Marietta, GA USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:17 PM CST

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Dear Martins, we have met yet another person who was blessed and impacted by your son and your family. We moved into a new neighborhood over the Christmas holidays and our across-the-street neighbors are Cindy and Robert Cairins. When Cindy told us she was a nurse on the oncology floor at Egleston, I asked her if she knew Carter. Of course, she said YES, that everyone knew Carter well!!! She just mentioned today a Christmas ornament that you, Leigh Ann, gave to her on Christmas. The ripples that Carter started on this earth continue on and on after his passing into heaven.

We continue to pray for you all nightly.


Beth, Tony, Caroline & Rachel Brown
Suwanee, GA USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:51 PM CST

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Dear Precious Martins,
We continue to lift you up in our prayers. Thank you for being such a testimony in our lives. The strength God has given each of you is incredible. Thank you and know that we love each of you. McKenzie has learned how to say Carter and it is so neat to watch him look at his picture and hear him say his name. We miss all of you and hope to see you soon. May God continue to provide you with strength.Love, Carlton, Christy, and McKenzie
Christy <Belle81178@aol.com>
Savannah, GA usa - Friday, January 7, 2005 6:00 PM CST

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I think of y'all daily.
JaDon <jadongardner@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 3:03 PM CST

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It is so good to hear an update from you. How often you are on my heart! May God's gracious Spirit comfort you through all the anniversaries this year. Thank you for sharing all you do.

Praying without ceasing,

Deanna Grice <srgjr5@aol.com>
Snellville, GA USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:11 AM CST

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Hi. Glad to read an update as you all are still thought of and prayed for daily.
Love,
April
April <code_blue_family@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, AR USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:31 AM CST

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Candler, I have had the same visual problem that you have--only I found out what is was when I was 40--I'll be 13 years older than that next month!! Do your exercises as the doctor tells you to and things will be fine--I had my BSN, RN and MSN by the time I found out and was a mother too!
To the family, you are in my thoughts and prayers as well as all of the boys' friends. Time will make this more bearable, however you'll never forget, and there is always the dull ache of loss, God does bring the joy back, just trust Him. Theresa
Theresa <techbear@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 6:55 AM CST

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Hey guys,
I know that with enough time and Gods presence in your lives that a new normal will come for you.We pray that its soon.We miss him too.
We love you guys.
Ken & Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga - Thursday, January 6, 2005 7:15 PM CST

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Scott, Leigh Ann & Candler,
Amanda's basketball team from GAC played in the Providence gym this afternoon. We were both extremely touched by the outpouring of love for Carter, as evidenced in the banners displayed in the gym. We loved the one that said "Carter is our Eternal STAR". Much love always...
Elizabeth & Amanda Jordan
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 6:41 PM CST

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Hi it's Grainne here just wanted to say I love you guys! Hang in there. Hugs and God Bless you,
Grainne
Grainne Owen <grainneo@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 5:29 PM CST

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I continue to pray for your family every night. I will now add Carter's friends to my prayers. May God comfort you and give you the strength to face each day.
Melinda***Friends of Allie*** <melinda_isaac@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:40 AM CST

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Thanks so much for updating. I too have been checking in daily hoping for a new entry. Yet I know you are all still surrounded by your intense emotions and updating isn't necessarily on top of the "to do" list. Please know you all remain in my prayers. I will say extra prayers for Candler and also his and Carter's friends. I cannot imagine how hard it is for them to understand and accept this huge loss.
Hugs to you all!
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@scbglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:34 AM CST

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Good Morning, Leigh Ann. I hope that the good days will soon be greater in number than the bad days. But until then, you know that all those who love you, will still be right there beside you on all of them. I'm sorry we do not live closer so we can just come by and give you hugs. I send them in my thoughts every day. I'm sorry the boys' friends are having a hard time, too. I feel badly that I haven't thought to pray for them before now, but I will begin today. Most of all though, our prayers will continue for you, Scott, and Candler. And we will remember to pray about his eye condition, too. Thank God it wasn't more serious. We love you so much, Leigh Ann.
Lisa Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, GA USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:11 AM CST

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Praying without ceasing for you all... Thank you for the update and continuing to impact our family with your incredible strength and faith in God.

The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:11 AM CST

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I am constantly thinking of your family..and now I will pray for Carter and Candler's young friends. I love your family and you don't have to worry about being able to "fit in", we all love you just the way you are. I'm sure none of us are expecting you to go back to the way things used to be. We all are aware of your grief, and we just hope you find some kind of peace. Your family is just so special, and we are all honored to know you and read your posts. Take one day at a time. You have so many people on your side!

Love, Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:13 AM CST

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Oh Leigh Ann ~ I was so glad to see that you had updated Carter's site! I still check in daily and have been wondering how the Martin's were doing! I continue to pray for you all and your loss of Carter. I will also pray for Carter's (and Candler's) friends ~ it must be devastating to lose a friend at such a young age!

Thanks for sharing yourself with us Leigh Ann and hang in there!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 7:10 AM CST

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Hey Martin family! I check in just about every day and I pray for all of "my families" constantly (I have about 15). I cannot imagine what you're going through, but what I do know is that it's real and it's hard. My parents lost a child 2 years before they had me and they still think about Alan. I can't say they've gotten over it because I don't think its something you "get over" you learn to live with it I guess. I don't know though, I don't know exactly what it's like. I know loss, but not the loss of a child, and I know I can't imagine. If you would like someone to talk to about loosing a child you can eMail me and I would be glad to give you my mom's eMail address. Don't count it out because you don't know her. Just a suggestion. Keep up the good work and keep the faith! You guys seem like you're doing well.
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:54 PM CST

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Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Ginny **Friends of Allie** <jgdeegan@msn.com>
Mtn. Home AFB, ID USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:19 PM CST

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I wish I had the words to comfort you. I want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May God grant you peace.

Much Love,
Shelley Willson *Friends Of Allie* <shelley.willson@gmail.com>
Loveland, CO USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:56 PM CST

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Your family is in my prayers.
Tina and Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:30 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, thank you so much for updating Carter's site. I continue to pray for you and your family daily. I like many prayed fervently for Carter and I feel as if I know you all. I still like to look at his pics. and see his precious smile. My prayer is that you all will be filled with His peace. Thank you for sharing with us!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:01 PM CST

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Just thinking of your family and wanted you to know that you are still in my prayers. I hope you made it through the holidays okay. I know it must have been difficult.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 1:55 PM CST

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Our family continues to "check in" and pray for you all.

The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 12:50 AM CST

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just checking on you. i hope Candler had
a great day at school, with friends,
yesterday. friends, what would we do
without them!

love,
your friend,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:41 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann and Scott,
I must admit my heart was heavy this holiday season as I'm sure others were too that hold your family dear...the meaninig of Christmas never rang more clear and loud though in the girls hearts as they continued to pray for your family and Carter's joy in heaven...our thoughts are with you still.
The Turner Family <supa89@charter.net>
duluth, ga usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:37 PM CST

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You have been on our minds and in our heart throughout the Christmas season.
The Fosters (PCA) <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 6:12 PM CST

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You continue to be in my prayers -- hoping to see an update soon!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:03 AM CST

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All I can say is I am so sorry for all of the hurt and pain your family has had to go through. We are patients at Scottish Rite and have followed sweet Carter through the end of his journey. Know that there are so many of us who care and will always remember. I am so glad Candler's eye problem just needs glasses. I can not imagine your anguish that full week waiting for the MRI.
Much love and prayers for all of you,

Tiffany , Frank, Jordan, and Jacob www.caringbridge.org/ga/jacobm <murphy108@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 9:08 PM CST

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Praying for your family to find His grace around every turn in the year ahead. Also that you will experience the paradoxical joy of His presence in your deepest sorrows.
Karen LaBarr
Alpharetta, GA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 8:11 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, we went out of town for Christmas for a few weeks and so I didn't get to read your last update until today ..... I can't even imagine the fear you must have been facing both for and about Candler. Never was I so glad to read a happy ending to a story. I know there are many families who would think glasses and vision therapy would be a big deal --- I know you guys will see it for the blessing it turned out to be. Nothing else, thank goodness, except for the anxiety you faced waiting.

I thought of you often over the Christmas holidays, and was thinking of you this New Years Day. I hope this holiday season has treated your family kindly.
Many warm thoughts,

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 4:03 PM CST

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The first day of 2005. Just thinking of you today and wanted you to know. I woke up this morning and prayed that God would bless your family this year with new hope, new strength, and new peace. You are all on our hearts and minds every day. We love you so.
Lisa, Larry and Anna Hanger <lhanger@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, GA USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 12:46 AM CST

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Dearest Martins and Herrins, We're an hour away from the New Year and my heart is with you. My resolution this year is to do everything I can do to raise the awareness of the need for funds for childhood cancer. My green bracelet is drawing attention, but hopefully, we'll find more ways to raise funds in 2005! Tonight, I wish you peace, determination and that you feel the love that so many have for you. Diane and Billy
Diane Herrin <BHerrin101@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 10:23 PM CST

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Praying for you tonight. I do hope your new year is filled with a peace that can only come from God.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, December 31, 2004 8:24 PM CST

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MY HEART IS WITH THE WHOLE MARTIN FAMILY. WE'RE TOLD WE LEARN FROM OTHERS AND YOUR FAMILY CERTAINLY CAN ATTEST TO THAT. I, DID, MEET JON AND MERRILEE, THANKSGIVING DAY, AT FT. WALTON. LITTLE DUSTIN IS MY G GRANDSON, AND AT THAT TIME HE HAD A BUMP IN THE ROAD TO WELLNESS. BEING IN MAINE SO FAR AWAY DOES NOT A THING FOR MY EMOTIONS. SO, I WENT DOWN SO I COULD SEE AND TOUCH HIM. WHEN YOUR "BEST FRIEND" IS NOT FEELING WELL YOUR BY THEIR SIDE. YOUR FAMILY,JON AND MERRILEE, AND MARGO WERE A DELIGHT. HOW THIS AWFUL CANCER THING BROUGHT PEOPLE TOGETHER. SO, IN MANY WAYS WE ARE BLESSED. DUSTIN CALLS ME GG. LOVE TO YOU ALL.
BEVERLY A. SMITH <bass1997@localnet.com>
SANFORD, ME USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 4:10 PM CST

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I have kept your family in my prayers constantly. I am sure you all have seen by now, but if not there is a beautiful picture of Carter in the Camp Sunshine yearbook receiving his award. It is on one of the last pages and what a wonderful tribute to his sweet, sweet spirit. God Bless
Patricia
Altanta , Ga - Friday, December 31, 2004 6:04 AM CST

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Hi guys,
We thought of you all so many times during Christmas. Several times Victoria reminded me that it was Jesus' birthday and Carter was with Jesus. The New Year will continue to bring many "firsts" for you. I will continue to pray for your strength and that you may find peace. Have a safe holiday.
Love,
Margaret Anne Newsome
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:58 PM CST

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Martin Family - I know this holiday season must be really hard for you. I hope that you will find comfort in one another's love and of course through the love of God. I will continue to pray for you family for every need that you have.

Larissa
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:38 PM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for
renewed strength, comfort and peace
in 2005.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 5:34 PM CST

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Happy belated birthday Candler! Hope you had a wonderful Christmas. I hope you don't have to have glasses. Have a great New Year. See you next Tuesday!
Tyler Johnson
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 3:14 PM CST

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Leigh Ann -

As usual I come to this website to check up on y'all and leave with my perspective in order.

enjoy the last few days of no schedule -


Holly Moreland <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 2:53 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and all the Martin Family; I pray so much for your healing. I know things will never be the same, but I pray that the pain of living without Carter will become more bearable next year at this time. You have all been through such pain for so long! Thank God Candler's MRI was normal! On the bright side, Candler knows for sure that his body is clear of any tumors. I'm sure that somewhere in the back of his mind he feared that he might have something himself, even before the eye problem. The MRI was proof he does not. Hopefully this knowledge will be of some comfort to him. I loved the updated pictures, especially the one of Candler and his friend with the Georgia cheerleaders. It was clear from the picture that Candler's freind was totally enjoying the situation! I pray again, " Please, dear God, let these people get to a better place with all this pain."

With Love,
Patti Wilson
Patti Wilson <keye-interiors@mindspring.com>
Roswell, Ga. USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:17 AM CST

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Happy belated birthday to Scott and Candler. GLAD to know that Candler only has a vision problem that can be corrected with glasses. Glasses aren't so bad any more....they make them a lot nicer looking. I have worn glasses and contacts for many many years. I only have to wear them for far away seeing. My husband is the opposite..he has to wear them for seeing up close.

Just wanted to let you know that I pray for you all daily. There are many many more who have earned their "angel wings" within this past year (and within the last few months).

Thank you for keeping Carter's web page up. Enjoyed seeing the pictures and I have the two written articles about Carter from the AJC. I have been honored to praying for you and Carter. Take care and may God send His angels of comfort and grant you peace in the coming New Year.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:38 AM CST

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I found your page by a link while checking on another caringbridge friend. I want you to know that Carters page has been an encouragement to me to do something bigger with my grief. I lost my baby in May 2002 from complications from a bone marrow transplant. I've learned more about grief than I ever imagined. I know too well there are no words to "fix" things but I did want you to know that I enjoyed learning about Carter today as I read his page and that simple suggestions made here have given me some encouragement of ways to use this new compassion. I know too well what you mean by time flyin when your having fun and the emotionally wrecked house. Know you are being thought of fondly here and thank you for continuing to share your story. Our caring bridge site has been such a source of help for me and I hope it continues to provide some for you. Many hugs to you and your family.
The Miller family
Carol Miller (www.caringbridge.org/ky/reidmiller) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
bowling green, ky - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 5:07 PM CST

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Prayers are sent to Heaven each and every day for you all. Praying for a simple way to correct Candler's double vision. Happy Belated Birthday to Scott and Candler.
Love,
The Camp Family
Camps <vb11potsy1@yahoo.com>
Senoia, GA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 1:30 PM CST

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I haven't written in a long time, but that doesn't mean I haven't been checking on you. I just cried when I read your story about Candler. I will continue to pray for the resolution of his double vision and that it isn't anything serious. I had a conversation with Scott that still bothers me way back in September/October of 2002, when he told me that Carter had something wrong with his leg, but that they didn't think it was cancer. I had just finished telling him about my experience with thyroid cancer. I wish the results were different for your family and I wish the doctor had been right...
I am sure your Christmas was difficult and I am sure the New Year holiday will be harder. I pray for strength for you.
I wanted to share a quick story with you about our Christmas mass. My sister started following Carter's story because I insisted on checking his site at her house. On Christmas Day, we went to mass and she leaned over to me and said...look at that little boy, he looks like Carter. I was confused at first and said Carter who...and she said Carter Martin of course. And sure enough, I looked over at this sweet angel and he looked just Carter. I smiled and thought of your family and hoped that you were remembering sweet memories with your Carter and making new ones with Candler.

Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:47 PM CST

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I'm Spending Christmas With Jesus This Year
(Author Unknown)

I see the countless Christmas trees
Around the world below.
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars
Reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away that tear,
For I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
The joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description
To hear as angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
For I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor
Or the peace here in this place.
Can you just imagine Christmas?
With our Savior, face to face?

I'll ask him to light your spirit
As I tell him of your love.
So then pray for one another
As you lift your eyes above.

So please let your hearts be joyful
And let your spirit sing.
For I'm spending Christmas in heaven
And I'm walking with the King!



A praying friend
Atlanta, GA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 4:05 PM CST

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You and your family remain in my prayers during this difficult season.
Liz Bryant <bryant@immanuelbible.net>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 12:41 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
My heart just breaks for all of you, you have been through enough already!!!!!!
I know God is a good God and he has everything planned out for a reason but it is sure hard to understand any of this. I can not begin to imagine your pain but I find myself unable to breath everytime I read your words. I just cry and cry for you and your family. I hate this for you and my heart just aches for you all. I think of you often and just wanted you to know we love you and pray for yall often. Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com;www.caringbridge.org/ga/zacktracks>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 8:40 AM CST

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Dear Martins,
We just wanted you to know we have been thinking about you alot during the holidays, and know this must be a difficult time for you. May the Lord bless you beyond your horizons and bring you joy beyond measure in 2005.
love tamra

love tamra
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 0:32 AM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
Victoria says to tell you guys hello. We have thought of you so many times. We pray for the healing of your pain everyday and that you may have the strength you need to move forward. Victoria said it would be nice if someone would give you guys a hug because she knows you are sad. We have been praying for Candler. How is he doing?
Love,
Margaret Anne & Victoria
caringbridge.org/ga/victorianewsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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You are in our thoughts and prayers today!!!! We are praying for you!
Craig Carter <craig.carter@chick-fil-a.com>
GA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 11:04 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
please know that we are praying for you today as we do each day. You are such a sweet family and you all have such courage to face each day as you do and we pray for peace and healing for your hearts.

The Harris Family
Nancy, Keith, Lauren, Parker and Carson
Nancy Harris
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:15 PM CST

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I pray you are totally surrounded by God's peace that surpasses all understanding.

Enjoy the fantastic birthday party in heaven Carter. I guess Jesus just couldn't stand the idea of one more year without your beautiful face at his table of honor.
Shannon
Fullerton, CA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:37 PM CST

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My mom and I were just talking about how hard this day must be for you as we know each day is. We are praying for you. We have talked about you many times today and have lifted you up in prayer. We love you.
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Saturday, December 25, 2004 6:50 PM CST

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Merry Christmas dear Martins. May your little angel give you peace this holiday season.
Traci Dufrene <tdufrene@cox.net>
Luling, LA USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 5:23 PM CST

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Martin Family,
I have been thinking of you and praying for your family constantly. I hope that you have a Merry Christmas and sense God's peace around you. My prayer is that you enjoy making many new memories with Candler.
The Cothern's <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, VA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:01 PM CST

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i am thinking of all of you. i prayed for carter and your family at church and i thought of little angel carter up in heaven celebrating with us all. i missed him, i got sad thinking of him and of all of you, and how much he is missed.
i send you a special, huge hug with lots of love and know you are not alone during this CHRISTMAS.
love always, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:55 PM CST

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Our wish for you on this Christmas Day is for it to be filled with friends and family...Much love to you all.....Jean and Mike
deVegter <salcedo97@aol.com>
savannah, ga usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 8:17 AM CST

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Love

Love like there's no tomorrow
Love as if there were no sorrow

Love to see your dreams come true
Love because you'll make it through

Love to touch another's life
Love to turn the wrongs to rights

Love as if you have no care
Love and trust God if you dare

Love and have your light to shine
Love and let God heal you in time

Love because you are loved
by a special angel from above

Love triumphantly through the pain
knowing that your Sovereign Saviour reigns

Live and love, unconditionally love
Because Jesus wrapped himself in it when he came from above.

Thank God your Carter is wrapped in the arms of the best gift ever----the arms of LOVE!!!

Thank you Leigh Ann for grieving honestly with God. He can take all that you throw at Him. He too sent His son to touch this world just as Carter has done and is doing.

Much love to you, Scott and Candler. May Love surround you with His presence during this holiday season. We love you and your family. You all are continually in our prayers.

April, Damion, Shawn, Jasmine and Jared Wells
A. R. Wells <aswells99@yahoo.com>
L'ville, GA - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:24 PM CST

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Love

Love like there's no tomorrow
Love as if there were no sorrow

Love to see your dreams come true
Love because you'll make it through

Love to touch another's life
Love to turn the wrongs to rights

Love as if you have no care
Love and trust God if you dare

Love and have your light to shine
Love and let God heal you in time

Love because you are loved
by a special angel from above

Love triumphantly through the pain
knowing that your Sovereign Saviour reigns

Live and love, unconditionally love
Because Jesus wrapped himself in it when he came from above.

Thank God your Carter is wrapped in the arms of the best gift ever----the arms of LOVE!!!

Thank you Leigh Ann for grieving honestly with God. He can take all that you throw at Him. He too sent His son to touch this world just as Carter has done and is doing.

Much love to you, Scott and Candler. May Love surround you with His presence during this holiday season. We love you and your family. You all are continually in our prayers.

April, Damion, Shawn, Jasmine and Jared Wells
A. R. Wells <aswells99@yahoo.com>
L'ville, GA - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:23 PM CST

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WOW! My heart was beating like a drum trying to read to the end of your update. I am so thankful Chandler is OK. I am so sorry you had to go through all that.

I had double vision as a child, too. And I did that vision therapy and all is well now! I just have to pay attention going down stairs and when I get really tired I might see double. No big deal. If Chandler has to watch the blinking light machine--it's annoying but it must help so tell him to keep his eyes open!

You are all in my thoughts and prayers tonight. I'm praying for all of you!
Dean

PS--isn't the Wilderness Lodge awesome? Did you eat in the Whispering Canyon Cafe? Did anyone ask for ketchup?! Ha Ha! Disney is so fun!

Dean <DeanRCrowe@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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Johnathon and I are praying for your first Christmas without Carter. I admire your courage and strength more than you can imagine. Somehow I think you have the sentiment of the Twilla Paris song "Warrior is a Child" embedded in your spirit.
Nancy Rast <nmrast@att.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Praying for you tonight and hoping you find peace in His promises.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, December 24, 2004 5:00 PM CST

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Dearest friends:
I just wanted you to know that you are in our hearts and thoughts so much. We know Carter's absence is so incredibly hard right now - even more so than always. We are lifting you up in prayer and holding you close to our hearts.
Love,
Kristin
Kristin Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Friday, December 24, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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Martin Family,
It's Justin Bonnett, met you all at the braves game back in september. I'd like to say I think about you all all the time. My prayers and thoughts are with you all. Thank you for all the courage and faith that Carter and the rest of you have provided myself and everyone else.
Justin Bonnett <JSBonnett@clubdiverse.com>
lilburn, ga - Friday, December 24, 2004 4:14 PM CST

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We've been thinking of you this holiday season.
I know today and tomorrow will be hard, missing
Carter at every turn.
I hope you feel God's peace surround you.

Merry Christmas.
love,
robyn

robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 11:31 AM CST

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My heart aches for you all during this time, and I continue to pray for you daily. God bless you.
Jan Overton <jan_overton@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 9:15 AM CST

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Wanted to let you know that all of you are in our Prayers and thoughts....I know this must be a very difficult time for all of you..But know that God is there with you he promised to never leave us....God Bless all of you
Mary Mabe <mmabe@verizon.net>
Coeburn, VA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:36 PM CST

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Dear Martins, My thoughts and prayers will be lifting you up with agony at the thought of not having Carter present in the flesh. I know this will be one of the most difficult times, but know that he is with you, just as God is. We love you and know that we ache as much as you do. We are so blessed to have Candler and God's testing our faithfulness was not very nice. However, you did endure and the double-vision can be corrected. Life feels like it is not worth living right now, but it is-because Candler is in need and we at Providence need YOU! Take care and with each prayer and each day, I ask God to ease your pain one more time. Have a blessed Christmas as you have a wonderful family to share your love with. love, the Gordeuk's (nancy, nick, travis and tanner)
P.S. Leighanne , the opthamologist we use for the vision therapy is Dr. Sharon Berger @ Roswell eye Clinic (770)992-7620.
NancyGordeuk <nancygordeuk@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 3:16 PM CST

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Hoping you have a wonderful holiday. You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday!
Christmas Blessings! The Gurley Family
Lori, Jeff, Dalton & Tyler Gurley <jgurley2@earthlink.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:06 PM CST

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Thinking of Carter and your family.
Best wishes,
Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott - Friends of *Allie* and CampJack
Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com>
San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:01 PM CST

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Thinking of you as Christmas approaches, your first Christmas without Carter, although I know he will be in "pole position", still, I can't dare to imagine how much you are missing him and how much you will be missing him. A very very tight hug to Candler who has endured such terrible loss. A very tight hug to you all and to your whole extended family and friends. So many people all over the world will remember carter FOREVER and will hold you all in a special place in their hearts. Hugs to all.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:34 AM CST

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Dear Martins -- Just a quick note to let you know that I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers during this Christmas holiday. I know it will be tough, but God and your wonderful family will pull you all through.

Thinking of you often,
Stephanie Deal
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 6:35 AM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
I can't imagine the rush of emotions as you drove back to Egleston. (I have often wondered if we would run into you there again. I figured if we did it might be because you were working on the research fund.) And poor Candler, he must have been terrified. I was glad to read that the scan was clean. What a tremendous relief! ...Finally...some good news. Everytime on of my kids gets a headache, Lee panics....another one?...you can't help but wonder. We sure do miss seeing you all when we go to Atlanta. You remain in our prayers everyday as you continue to pick up the pieces and move forward. Victoria says to tell you hello and Merry Christmas. We will be praying for Candler to see clearly. Leigh Ann I wish there was some way to ease your pain. Please know that you and your family are loved and have made such a difference in the lives of so many.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Lake Park, GA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:00 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know we continue to think of the Martin family so often. You all are in our hearts to stay.
love,
the fidlers
beth fidler <bfidler@nc.rr.com>
cary, nc - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:31 PM CST

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hello martins! i have been thinking of you since carters classic weekend and then on to orlando! i am sure getting all together was a wonderful thing, of course little angel carter missing was the bad part. i can only imagine how this little guy must have been in your heart, mind and thoughts every second of your trip. i thought about you all there and all the memories that you were revisiting. i wear my silver dove every day, every single day and please know that not one single day goes by without me not thinking of him and you. he inspires me through my day so much i wish you could see it or feel it. camp sunshine book by carter is amazing, i just absolutely love it and how fun to be able to share in his thoughts while he stayed there. i feel honored to share this with you. you know, reading about candlers eyesight was no fun at all....i dont know what to say... what you and him went through, its too much.......i was glad to read the end....you know, my oldest roberto, for a very long time, when he was not quite 12 yet, while in an airport, getting something to eat before boarding, i asked him what he would like to order, and the menu board was big, real big letters...and he said, "wait i cant see, let me get closer" and i was like, what do you mean you cant read this?...well it turns out that for a very long time, while in class, he would have to get up and get really close to the board everyday. i had no idea and he had never said anything, well it turned out he needed glasses...who knows how long he walked around like this, but i felt bad.....
i want to send you a special hug, with lots of love, and i want you to know that you are not alone through these holidays because you have me and i am sure, many, many many, many friends who will be praying and thinking of you.
i cannot imagine....................i friend of mine, whose little boy was taken from them at age 8, due to a bad little heart once told me " the pain is gone, but the sadness never goes away". i have never forgotten her words..she amazes me and all of you amaze me.
i hope and pray that candler is well and that his little eyes are better.
love you all, hugs and love always
annie and boys :) :) :)
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:23 PM CST

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Dear Martins and Herrins, What a sad time for all of us. My heart breaks for everyone. I'm so thankful that Candler's test was clear. I couldn't see until the 5th grade when my Mom finally got me glasses. It wasn't her fault, because I never complained about my vision. It took a teacher to discover that I couldn't see. What a miracle to actually see the leaves on the trees after I got my glasses. Candler, you're going to look so cute in those glasses!!! While I read the guestbook, the song "Some Where Over the Rainbow" was on the TV. The words really touched my heart. I've taken the liberty of selecting a part of it for you. When all the world is a jumble and raindrops tumble all around, heaven opens a magic lane.When all the clouds darken up the skyway, there's a rainbow to be found. It's a place beyond the sun, just a step behind the the rain. Your precious Carter is in a place where skies are always blue. Hopefully one day, we will all be able to see beyond the rain and dark clouds and see the blue. Hope Santa brings you something extra special,Candler!!! Thinking of you every day. Love to all of you, Aunt Diane
Diane Herrin <BHerrin101@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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Its been awhile since I have been to your site.. My heart hurts so much for your family. I didn't have the words to tell you How sorry I am for your lose and that your family is in my thougts and prayers. Then it came to me, "Ellen thats it those are the words, simple but heart felt". May you find peace in your heart....
Ellen and Family (Bob, Donovan, Emily and Riley) <ellie_bellie99@hotmail.com>
encinitas, ca - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:58 PM CST

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~Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers this holiday season.
May God surround your family with peace and love.~

Much love,
Delia Fowler
Delia Fowler <ToddFowler5@aol.com>
Tallahassee, FL USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:48 PM CST

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I have been having computer troubles..so I'm sending a belated birthday greating to Candler and to Scott. After reading your post..I was so worried. At the end, I was so happy that Candler is OK. I'm sure he will be very handsome in his glasses! I am glad that you guys were able to get away and have time with your family in FL. I know that there will always be something missing...but you have memories to help you through it. I am wishing your family peace this holiday season..I know it will be hard to be happy...but I pray that you have peace. I love your family..and I am always praying.

PS~I had my PET/CT scan on Thursday last week..I should have the results soon...I am hoping that the scan is clear..if it is..I will be entering my 3rd year of remission..wish me luck!

With Love, Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 2:33 PM CST

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Dear Martins-
Carter is still thought of and missed here in Gainesville, FL. Your family's devotion to one another and unwavering faith (and Carter's firecracker attitude!)in the face of adversity touched me.


Julie Massie Cruce
Gainesville, FL - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:58 PM CST

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Happy Birthday to you Scott - what a SOLID ROCK you have been through all this! Praise God for His preparing you for these past 2 years - with wonderful parents that love the Lord and each other, sisters and their families that love you, a lifelong church that has loved and supported you and your family. I pray that God continues to bless you for ALL you have given your family. I hope your day was good....we have been celebrating birthdays here also. Mark had his 38th yesterday and John was 9 on the 16th. We continue to lift you up daily.
Deb Adent <adentmom@bennettgraphics.com>
Suwanee, GA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:57 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
I am Ashley and Madison Turner's next door neighbor. I am 9 in the 4th grade. Ashley and Maddie did a lot to help Carter with raising money. Remember God is with trough good and bad times. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas!
Love, Ali Floyd P.S. Would you please pray for a 6 year old boy named Stephen he has lucimia and he is getting a bone marrow transplant and his little brother his 4 and is giving him his bone marrow. You can visit his page when it says directory he lives in NC and put in Stephen Ludwig.
Ali Floyd <lilblondie1010@msn.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:20 PM CST

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Oh my goodness...I feel nothing but shame and guilt for any "holiday stress" I have felt. Praise the Lord Candler's eye problem is nothing more serious. We continue to remember you all, and Carter,too, in our thoughts and prayers. Merry Christmas Martins!
Love,love,love,
Tracy
Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:53 PM CST

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I keep your family in my daily prayers. I cannot imagine what your life is like, but please know you are continually lifted up in prayer.
Claire Crenshaw <ccrenshaw@bufordcityschools.org>
Dacula, GA - Monday, December 20, 2004 5:40 PM CST

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WOW, I was worried the whole time, but I just told myself over and over again that everything was ok, everything was going to work out. I'm glad it did!! Praise God for everything wonderful he does! I hope all is still well with everyone and happy birthday to the boys!!
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Monday, December 20, 2004 2:48 PM CST

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You are continually in our prayers.
Andrew says he misses Carter but he is happy that his Grandma who died October 28 is getting to meet Carter in heaven.
The last two weeks sound like they were so hard. Praise to God for no cancer and a clear MRI for Candler.
You will continue to be in our prayers as you walk this journey.
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 2:03 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family, My stomache still hurts from reading your entry. I had to go right to the bottom to make sure Chandler was all right! You all have been through to much. I wish you so much peace this Holiday season. Happy Birthday Boys. Aways Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ma/ericdonovan/ <kathleen.rhodes.donovan@verizon.net>
scituate, ma 02066 - Monday, December 20, 2004 1:56 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family, I met Carter's great Aunt Alicia in 2003 while she was getting her driver's license. She told me about Carter, I sent a little message to your guestbook back then to offer a little encouragement to him and to let you know that I was praying for him and for your family. My heart and prayers went out to you again when I read the articles in the AJC after Carter died. Then in the wee hours of the night last night you were brought to my mind again. So I wanted you to know that I prayed for you last night and will continue to spend time over the holidays praying for your family. Carter's little life, like the life of Christ was given up for many. You have been a brave and courageous family. In a generation and country rebelling against God your love and surrender have been a testimony that will overcome many doubts. I will be praying from two specific scriptures: Isaiah 9:6 that Christ will be your "Wonderful Counselor" -exactly what "emotionally wrecked" families need - that He will be your "Mighty God, Everlasting Father, and Prince of Peace." And from 2 Timothy 1:7 that especially Candler will never have a spirit of fear but of power, love and self-discipline. You have all been through so very much. May your soul find rest in God and your faith increase to fulfill all that God has for you to do until that time in eternity when you all will see and rejoice with Carter again. Lovingly yours, Gail Jeanes
Gail Jeanes <gjeanes@bellsouth.net>
Fayetteville, GA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 1:15 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you during this glorious but difficult season. I rejoice with you that Candler's MRI was clear, I have had the problem he has all my life--no therapy while I was growing up. I'm not sure we even had a Neuro opthalmologist in the Eastern USA. Yes, I am old. However I have succeeded in life thus far--I'll soon be 53! God bless you through this season of hope, and love and peace.
Theresa <techbear@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:22 AM CST

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Happy B'day Scott -- hope you enjoy your special day!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:59 AM CST

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Hi Candler and a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I almost missed it didn't I? We have been out of town and just read your Mom"s update here and learned it is your birthday. Hope it has been a great one that lasts right up to Christmas Day then you get to celebrate and get presents all over again! We are so happy your MRI was a good one, just sorry you had to have that IV (I had to have one that day too and they are no fun). Our thoughts and prayers will be with you for your eye therapy and exercises. You are going to be even more handsome in those cool glasses!

Happy Birthday to Scott too and just remember you have reached the age you never have to pass....just keep having that 39th...not telling how may times I have celebrated that one! Charlotte & Wade
Charlotte Johnson <charlottetj@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 10:40 PM CST

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Dearest Martins, As Christmas nears, I know the pain and sadness you must be feeling without your precious Carter. The following was sent to me the first Christmas after my sweet mother died. It brought peace to my heart. I hope it will do the same for you.

I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR
(author unknown)

I see the countless Christmas trees,
Around the world below
With tiny lights, like heaven's stars,
Reflecting on the snow

The sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away that tear.
For I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear.
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you,
The joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description
To hear an angel sing.

I can't tell you of the splendor,
Or the peace here in this place.
Can you just imagine Christmas
With our Savior, face to face?

I'll ask him to light your spirit,
As I tell Him of your love.
So then pray for one another
As you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful,
And let your spirit sing.
For I'm spending Christmas in heaven
And I'm walking with the King!


Knowing what I know about Carter, I think he could have been the author. Can't you just hear him saying this?!!! His spirit shines now and forever!!

May God bless and keep you!

S. Bazemore <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Sunday, December 19, 2004 9:56 PM CST

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happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday dear Candler!
happy birthday to you!!!!

love,
tim, robyn, hope and emma
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 8:17 PM CST

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Hello and Happy Birthday a day late Chandler. I'm sure glad everything was just fine with your MRI. I know you were probably scared. I have to have them too and I get scared myself. You really are brave, you know. You have been through a lot, A great deal more than most people your age. I'm very proud of you. You know Mom and Dad love you very much and they think you are brave too. Leigh Ann, you are such an incredible woman. You have such grace which shines through in all your postings. May God Bless you all with Peace for the New Year. My wish is for a Christmas Day filled with lots of happy moments and memories that will make you smile. God Bless. Love Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 5:30 PM CST

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Happy B'day Candler - hope you are having a great day!
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 4:18 PM CST

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Oh, Leigh Anne,

As I read your update, I wished I could give you the biggest hug. I'm sending you an email hug right now. I can't believe all you've had to endure with Candler. The fear had to be numbing. I'm so relieved for all of you. I pray for all of you and to Carter every day. You are always in my thoughts. Happy Birthday, Candler.

Love,

Dina
Dina Vassil <vassil5@earthlink.net>
Acworth, GA US - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:49 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDLER !!!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! WE LOVE YOU...AUNT JEAN AND UNCLE MIKE
DEVEGTER <SALCEDO97@AOL.COM>
SAVANNAH, GA USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:42 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY Candler. 10! Double digits now. That's pretty cool. I think you're very brave. Every day over the past few years you've been brave, and you've always been there for Carter. It's a different kind of bravery than fighting a lion, but just as important. I know everyone is proud of you.

I hope you have a nice party and I'm glad you had a nice time at Disney. As dory said in Finding Nemo "just keep swimming just keep swimming." Hope you enjoy your Christmas holiday.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:26 PM CST

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Candler, Leigh Ann, and Scott, hang in there. Happy Birthday, Candler! It's such good news that they can fix your double vision, and you'll be able to see right again.
Jennifer Cole <jennifer.m.cole@gmail.com>
Macon, GA USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 12:58 AM CST

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Happy, Happy, Happy Birthday Candler. You are such an amazing kid and I know that your parents feel so blessed that you are their son. I imagine Carter's in heaven and jumping around and saying "yeah, that's my brother, have a great day, I love you!" and celebrating with you and for you. Take care.
Laura <whouwers2@juno.com>
Miami, fl - Sunday, December 19, 2004 7:33 AM CST

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Peace and blessings to you all. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Beth <BASchemel@webtv.net>
Waterford, Mi USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:40 PM CST

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I will pray that God will use the extra attention that Candler needs to bind your hearts together and to communicate God's love to him. Wouldn't it be great if it could be a comforting/healing thing to do the therapy together. That will be my prayer.
Karen LaBarr
Alpharetta, GA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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Ok, now that I can see through my tears, let me tell you that I KNOW that the fear, anxiety and relief I feel are not even a fraction of what you were feeling. That's a ROLLERCOASTER that you couldn't pay someone to ride! So thankful that it was good news. So, we'll just keep praying for you!
Corbing <Corbingfriends@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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Oh LeighAnn, I too am in tears reading your latest update. I cannot tell you how sorry I am you, Candler and Scott had to go through such a scare! Thank the Lord, everything is ok -- like you said, glasses we can deal with.

I want you to know that I've been checking the website for the last weeks, looking for an update. Thank you so much for taking the time to write...I can't imagine how difficult this holiday season is for you all, but my prayers and best thoughts continue to be with you.
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:29 PM CST

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OMG, I am in tears just reading all of that. Praise God for no tumor. Whew! I am just so sorry you all had to suffer thru all the what ifs. Poor Candler, oh man!!
I am so happy it is all clear!
I've been thinking of you all so much, thanks for updating!
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Saturday, December 18, 2004 2:04 PM CST

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Whoa! You make us proud. Even though we can't understand we know God is good.

Praying for you still and forever.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann,
I can't believe all that you have been through over the past two weeks. You are an amazing woman!! I still check your website everyday and I was hoping that since you hadn't posted in a while it was because you were busy doing things that were bringing you some happiness and joy. I had no idea about Candler and I hadn't thought about the memories that would bring you heartache on your trip to Disney World. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you and your family have the Merriest Christmas that you possibly can and that the New Year will bring opportunities and memories that will help heal your wounded heart.
Love,
Becky www.caringbridge.org/ga/marykaitlyn
Becky Wheeler <wheelerr@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:11 AM CST

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Dear LeighAnn,
Wow! You guys have been thru so much!! It is so interesting to hear the personalities of Carter and Candler. They sound so much like my boys (although mine are a little younger). Must be the older child, younger child thing. We continue to pray for your entire family during the holidays and New Year. Much love to you, Scott, and Candler!
Laurie Leimkuehler
Laurie Leimkuehler <timl2@bellsouth.net>
Buford, GA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:34 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
I just read your latest journal entry. I am sending you some emails with some information that might be helpful to you with Candler's situation. We are praying for y'all.
IN HIS LOVE,
The Stuckey Family <lafs@bellsouth.net>
L'ville, GA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:30 AM CST

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LeighAnn, This is Rhonda Singer - Junior English teacher at Providence. I introduced myself at the Carter Classic - I teach Jessica Owen. I just finished reading your latest journal entry and wanted to let you know that my son, Josh, is a senior on the Providence basketball team. In your journal, you mentioned that Carter would have been amazed that the team would know who Carter was. They did. Josh did. We often checked (and still do) your website for updates. I remember the time when we checked it at home and Josh and I sobbed at the latest news. Josh will always be a Carter Crazy, even if he is on the court playing! We admire y'all so much. Also, I don't know if you're aware, but Jeanine Allen went into to the locker room for the Boys' Varsity prayer time with the Dads during halftime of the Girls' game on Carter's night. Josh said it was amazing. So many of the boys on that team are strong believers and prayed many prayers for your little warrior! Carter remains one of their heroes! Have a great day. We love and respect you and continue to keep all of you in our prayers. Rhonda Singer Happy Birthday to Candler and Scott!
Rhonda Singer <r.singer@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, GA Gwinnett - Saturday, December 18, 2004 7:06 AM CST

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Oh, Leigh Ann...I can hardly type I'm crying so hard for you, Scott, and Candler. I haven't written in quite a while-I've just felt like I was called to pray, and pray I have-the Holy Spirit has led me to MANY times every single day! I cannot begin to fathom how you've been feeling-I'm just going to claim the many verses that promise that He WILL comfort you, put your precious tears in His bottle, and one day wipe them all away! I promise to continue to lift your family up to Him-it is an honor and a blessing. Much, much, love, Jennifer Meyer
Jennifer Meyer <pmeyer54@comcast.net>
Savannah, - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:06 AM CST

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Continue to pray for you all. Hope you can have a safe and PEACEFUL Chrismas...may God continue to bless you in the New Year. Take care....

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 3:06 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann and Scott:
DEAR GOD! I just cannot believe what you have just lived through. I cannot believe it. My heart is pounding, I am perspiring...I cannot imagine how you have been feeling. Oh friends, my heart just hurts for every bit of what you have been through and continue to go through. We love you so much...we WISH we could HELP!
Love,
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:34 PM CST

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Leigh Ann...just wanted to say hello and let you know that I think of you all the time...Much love to you all....Jean
Jean deVegter <salcedo97@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:18 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Chandler, I just read Grant's message to you and how lucky Carter was to have such a caring friend. It brought me to tears. My heart aches for all of you and yet words seem so inadequate. I'm drawn to your website everyday to see how you are all doing. I will continue to pray for comfort, strength, peace and happiness. Love Betty
Bety Smith <riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Just wanted you three to know that I
am still here, thinking of you and
praying for you constantly. I can't
imagine the hurt and emptiness you are
feeling this season. I'm sure it feels
like you are walking around in a fog or
dream~state, just going through the motions.

I found this on Hayley's website and thought
it was so profound and beautiful. I had to pass
it on to you...

“The agony is great and yet I will stand it.
Had I not loved so very much, I would not hurt so much.
But goodness knows, I would not want
To diminish the precious love by one fraction.
I will hurt and I will be grateful for it.
For it bears witness to the depth of our meanings
And for that I will be eternally grateful.”

Take care.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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Hi. I just stopped by to say hello and that you are being thought of. Please know that you continue to be prayed for and that God will hold you close and get you thru this holiday season.
Hugs,
April
April <aprilarlady@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, AR USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:38 AM CST

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Hello Mr & Mrs Martin,
My name is Nickie I have also lost a son thru cancer leukaemia to be exact. I wish all your family well and may God be with you thru this time in your life. We will meet our children in a most beautfull place one day where there is no more pain or tears but I bet we will cry for joy when we meet our kids on the other shore. P.S i LOVE YOUR SONG BLESSED BE YOUR NAME we shall prays God for ever more so we to can be with him. caringbridge.org/me/jayden
Nickie Fairfull <fairfull7@hotmail.com>
Townsville, QLD Australia - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:46 AM CST

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Dear mr. and mrs. martin,

I will always remember CARTER.This will be the first Christmas without him and I miss him so teribly bad that I cried for 25 minutes last night. AND I wish I could see him again. I wonder what Christmas is like in heaven. Today is three months ago that his celebration was I'm sure it was a hard day for you.I've been thinking about you alot in shcool and at home. I love you and I will always be here for you. Maybe and Hopefully I can see you over the Christmas break.
Love, Grant
GRANT BRONDYKE <thebrondykes@bellsouth.net>
LILBURN, GA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 8:32 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann! I think of you and your family everyday. Please keep in touch.
Love,
Margaret Anne Newsome
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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Praying for Candler.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 8:38 PM CST

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Your honesty and trust in God reflected in your journal about Carter and your family's great loss has been an inspiration to me. God's ways are so different from ours, it is impossible for me to fathom His plans for childhood cancer, but I, like you, trust Him. One day we will see clearly what all this was about and why you three are hurting so much right now.

Five years ago, we suddenly lost Sam, our darling 3-year-old nephew, to Long QT Syndrome, a genetic heart arrythmia. It continues to be a loss for all of us in the family, but with less sting. His mom is focusing this Christmas on what Sam has right now, rather than on what they have lost. She is finding great comfort in that.

Makes me think of those verses in II Corinthians that talk about "we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are unseen, because the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are unseen are eternal." (NASB) That's the way we are to look at everything, and how hard it is when "what is seen" is so demandingly, painfully real to us. He knows.

Praying for you and your whole family this season, that you will sense His arms around you carrying you,
Karen LaBarr linked from Hayley's site <labarrfamily@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, GA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:24 PM CST

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We are still praying for you!!
The Charlie Fiveash Family <langfiveash@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, Ga - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 3:40 PM CST

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Hope you will be able to enjoy the Christmas holiday season and may God continue to bless you in the New Year. ALWAYS praying for you all.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:30 PM CST

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Hello Leigh Ann, I have given your name to a very dear friend. She has been where you are. Please know my thoughs and prayers continue. Betty Smith
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Monday, December 13, 2004 4:19 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
As we go through this Advent Season, we are thinking of your family and praying for you always. We know this will be a rough Christmas,we pray that you feel God's love for you. The Goulds
Terry, Dorothy and Sophie Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
As we go through this Advent Season, we are thinking of your family and praying for you always. We know this will be a rough Christmas,we pray that you feel God's love for you. The Goulds
Terry, Dorothy and Sophie Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 8:26 PM CST

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Thinking of you all especially today.

You are in our prayers.
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for you so much. It was great to see you last Friday night. Our love and prayers are with you.
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Sunday, December 12, 2004 9:02 AM CST

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love you bunches!

robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:08 PM CST

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love you bunches!

robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:08 PM CST

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Hope the Martin family is holding up through what I imagine is a tough holiday season. We're praying for you.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 3:10 PM CST

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I'm still here and checking on you daily.
Always praying God's comfort and peace for
each of you.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:39 AM CST

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Dear Martins,
I claim this verse for you...Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you will overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

I'm praying for you this day!

Trusting in His peace,
Deanna Grice
Deanna Grice <srgjr5@aol.com>
Snellville, GA srgjr5 - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 4:22 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,
we are praying for you each day without ceasing!

The Harris Family
Nancy Harris
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:30 PM CST

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Thinking of you...always.
Much love, Angie
Angie Zeigler Staiti <staiti@adelphia.net>
Cumming, Ga 30041 - Monday, December 6, 2004 3:34 PM CST

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Hello Martins - I think of you all often and wish I could take some of your pain. You all are always in my prayers and forever will be. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and sweet, precious Carter. Much Love - Emily
Emily Carson <emilycarson02@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, Ga - Sunday, December 5, 2004 11:02 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
Glad to hear things went so well Friday night. I knew it would be a great success. I know Carter is very proud of you and all your hard work that will help other kids.
Have a blessed day!
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 8:17 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann and family,
You do not know me, I am Leanne Lovell, I live in Arkansas but my Aunt Loyce(Weil) is a friend of yours and has shared your story with my mom. I lost my son on October 6th and it is a pain undescribable. I know our losses are not the same but I want you to know that you have inspired so many people with your story. It is hard sometimes just to get up, but I know that God has a plan for me and lying in a bed isn't it. He chose us as He did you. I have learned so much about God's promises these last 8 weeks and I know He has so much more for me and my family. I pray for you and your family to find comfort and peace that only God can give. We must hold on to all He has promised us and know that our only hope in this world is thru His word and His word gives us the path to see our precious sons again, this time for eternity. May God continue to heal your hurt and reveal all the blessing He has for you.

God Bless,
Leanne Lovell
Leanne Lovell <llovell5@sbcglobal.net>
Wynne, AR USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 9:59 PM CST

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I just learned of you loving son Carter through Hayley Thompson's website. Sadly, she might be joining your son in Heaven real soon. I guess it's sad for us, but they'll rejoice! Please continue to pray for them. I will keep Carter and your family in my prayers. Congratulations on a successful night last night!
Sandra Roberts <RobertsJaks@aol.com>
Roswell, GA Fulton - Saturday, December 4, 2004 3:16 PM CST

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Dearest Martins.

And we at Providence love you. I was so thrilled last night went so well. I prayed for an amazing night and it was all that and so much more.

Candler looked to be having the time of his life, sitting on the shoulders of teenage boys and cheering the "Carter crazies" on. I loved seeing that huge smile on his face as he flew above all those students with his hands in the air cheering with all he had. WOW!! What a night.

I Love you,
Tammy
Tammy Robinson
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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You are doing such wonderful things. It must be Carter's legacy for you to reach out and help others in pain. I continue to pray for your family.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 8:09 AM CST

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Oh Leigh Anne! HOW WONDERFUL!!! I am so very excited that so much money was raised in Carter's honor! I know he must have been there. His dream will come true someday..hopefully soon. I am also happy that you have such wonderful people at Providence! They must be such a comfort. Well, I'm up early studying for finals....again! Thanks for helping me start my day right (I always check your site first..then I check on other caringbridge kids when I wake up in the morning).
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 7:28 AM CST

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I am so sorry that you continue to hurt. I can't say ...I know how you feel...I don't. Please consider (if you'd like) to join the msn group... Friends of Allie. (info at www.scotthousehold.com) It may help. I know it's helped me become a better mother, wife, person in general. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Kristin <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 9:34 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, I can't imagine what you are going through but just by reading your posts on the web site my heart breaks for you. This has to be the most difficult time in anyone's life. One day you will wake up and smile everytime you think of your precious little Carter. My prayers continue for all three of you. God Bless Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:25 PM CST

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I'll be thinking of you all tonight. I know the Carter Martin Classic will be a huge hit with everyone! I also know it will be an incredibly emotional evening for everyone, but I pray that it brings you comfort and fills you with pride.
Love always,
Joanne Dodd <joannedodd@comcast.net>
Acworth, GA - Friday, December 3, 2004 5:04 PM CST

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We think of you all daily and continue to send angel wings to wrap around you, especially Carter's angel wings, which I'm sure he's decorated to make them look like Buzz's wings for GA Tech. He's still here...in everyone's hearts, still touching so many people. I met Drew's mom the other day and was happy to know she would be able to give you a positive update on all the stuff going on locally with CureSearch. Giant hugs to you all
Elle Rivers <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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I wish I could make it to the Carter Classic tonight..but its finals week here at school..and you know what that means..

I will be thinking of you guys all day. I know Carter must be so proud of you guys!
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Friday, December 3, 2004 8:40 AM CST

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LeighAnn, Scott and Candler,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you every day. You have so many people that do the same every day that you may not even realize- all because of Carter's amazing little soul! Know that we continue to miss his beautiful face- I wish there were words that could comfort you.
Love,
Dawn
Dawn Carver
Alpharetta, GA - Friday, December 3, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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You guys dont know me. But I have been reading your sons page here on Caring Bridge. It is truly amazing your love for God. Sometimes I take for granted all i have. But because of your site I am learning more and more to appreciate what I have and be grateful! I have a 5 month old daughter Kaitlyn and i love her so much and I dont know what i would do if i ever lost her but i hope if that ever happened, God Forbid, that I would have a positive attitude like you where you put everything in Gods hands! Thank you for your love for God. It is an awesome testimony!

Thank you!


Melody Surbaugh <Mhockenberry@aflac.com>
Columbus, GA USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 7:16 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann & Scott,
I wanted to remind you that people are praying for you around the clock. I am praying for God to lavishly pour out extra grace and strength over you for the big day tomorrow. I'm sure it will be beautiful and emotional and overwhelming all at the same time. He will carry you through and Carter's impact will continue to grow.
Jodi Hooper <bohooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:10 PM CST

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I brought five livestrong bracelets for five people I hold very close to my heart. Three for people I know very well, one for someone I don't personally, and one, of course, for Carter. I wrote their names on them, and wear a different one each day. I will be wearing Carters on the Carter Classic Day. Carter is still living strong.

I think you will reach the stage that Jacobs mother is at. When someone suffers a wound, it eventually heals. There will always be a scar as a reminder, and it will never be fogotten, but the incapacitating pain will go away and you will be able to carry on with daily functions. You will be left with the sweet story to remind you of a boy who lived, laughed and loved. Don't expect too much out of yourself. I wish your family and your Providence family the best of luck with the Carter Classic.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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Hey I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mother and I don't know if it is any different but I know that it is hard just think though he is in a better place
Carrie McNeill <raiderbabe_0669@hotmail.com>
alma, Ga USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 1:08 PM CST

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Just checking in..and wanted to say "hi"! I hope you guys know how many people love your family! I am one of those people. I am so thankful that I know you guys.
With Love,
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
GA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:33 AM CST

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Thinking of your family...

Much love,
Delia Fowler
Delia Fowler <ToddFowler5@aol.com>
Tallahassee, FL USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:36 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
My heart just aches for you and your family. Please know that we are remembering Carter and thinking of you dialy. Carter will forever be in our hearts. Thank you so much for being such a honest, God loving, role model to all of us "cancer moms". We look forward to seeing you all on Friday! Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 7:43 AM CST

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The Greatest of Love

He sat with a grin and smirked so proud,
He was playing and running, screaming out loud,

How could something so precious to me,
Be infected with something with out a ounce of purity.

As his life was shrinking down, he actually grew big,
His heart was bigger than most,all he could do was just give.

The best doctors and family couldnt yet stop,
The calling on Carter and the joy his life brought.

God saw Carter as a gift of Love and much more,
Will you see it and have joy, or choose to shut the door?

More than once the door shut,
Closing it was my wish, but was God through with these lives, these gifts?

The joy we all seek,is sitting right there.
Sits next to our Christ, it be Carters chair.

He so happy and CURED,
His eyes gleam with such pride,
Cause he looks down on his mom and know how she did try.

She would give her life, all the things that she had,
to be reunited with him, one son, that made her glad.


He wants you to know your time is not through,
You have to take care of his bro', he must be attended to,

"Mom you were always so strong, you were there till the end,
but God called on me, to this I cant bend."


Leigh Ann, "The Greatest of Love" is a gift taken back,
its the gift of all our children, and the ones we once had.

It will be hard to move on,
BUT YOU KNOW Carter wish,
For his mom to happy,"not sad"
and enjoy the Christmas gifts....
"Dustins Dad", Ben..... <benjaminsfamily@hotmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:40 AM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
Thanks for sending the info about the green bracelets. I hope your event goes well Friday night. I'm sure it will be a huge success. We played our Frankin game the other day and of course thought of you and Carter. How is Candler doing? Victoria wanted to send him a hug!
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:37 PM CST

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Hi Martin Family, I have not singed the guestbook in a long time. Simply because I do not know what to say. But I hope and pray everyday that I can take away some ache and pain you have everyday without Carter.
I asked my sister (who lost a son). Does it get any easier? Because I know with me at least. It only takes a second to think about him. And it hurts so bad! She tells me. It does get better. But you NEVER forget! That is what makes it better, you NEVER WANT to forget!It has been 10 years(I can't believe it)and we still celebrate his birthday. And we decorate a tree just for him at Christmas.
We think about you and your family everyday even know we do not sign in. With lots of Love.....The Donovan Family
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ma/ericdonovan/ <firstcaptive@ispwest.com>
scituate, ma 02066 - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 6:10 PM CST

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My mom lost her son before I was born and she has said many times that if it were not for the Compationate Friends group that she was a part of that she would not be where she is today. My brother was 12 when he died, a tree fell on him and my mom saw it happen from inside the house...she was TORN apart and I don't think her life is the same today as it was 21 years ago, but she is happy and she is moving on in her life. Just know that of course nothing will be the same, but things will get better. I know you don't know me or my mom, but she said that if you want to contact her. Her eMail is boogt@bellsouth.net . Don't hesitate to eMail her, she would love to talk to you about your loss and try to make you feel better about everything. If you don't want to contact her, I totally understand I just know that the group that you're in is an awesome group and is the reason that my mom is the loving person that she is now!
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:36 PM CST

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Dearest Leigh Ann,
Having not lost a child, but having lost my sister and having watched my parents in their 50s lose their daughter after 31 years, I DO understand some of your pain. And I cry with you, because I know the depth of that pain. I pray that God gives you comfort each day & that you find joy & solace in having Candler with you. I am sure his pain is also deep and I pray for him as well. Thank God for the wonderful friends & family that surround you and know that we all- near and far-- pray for you and continue to mourn the loss with you. You are so loved---my heart breaks for you all as you continue to deal with this pain.
Love in Christ-
Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:41 PM CST

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LeighAnn,

Oh how my heart aches for you……it absolutely sobs for you….in fact, I feel like screaming for you! How unfair life can be! I am SO sad for you and I hate that you and Scott and Candler (and the rest of your family) are having to endure this loss!

I went back and re-read the last three weeks of your posts and then called my mother-in-law. You see, she lost her son 26 years ago and I wanted her opinion on “if it ever gets easier” or “can you ever enjoy a holiday without your child”?? Thank God – she said YES to both questions!

I am sure LeighAnn, that is will NOT be easy, but perhaps the pain of losing Carter will lessen!! I pray this for you and will continue to pray this for you daily. Take care of yourself and your family and keep posting ~~ people need to read your posts (believe me on this one)….and you need to keep sharing your thoughts and feelings to help us understand what you’re going through!!

Yours in Christ,
Stephanie
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:45 AM CST

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To the Martin Family,
I am a friend of the King family and logged onto Carter's website through a link on Merrill's page. I am so sorry for your loss. Carter sounded like such a wonderful little boy and I cannot begin to understand the pain you must be experiencing now that he is gone.
You sound like such a courageous woman and I'm sure one day you WILL reach the stage where Joy is at now. I found her letter touched me so much and her attitude is inspiring. God bless your family as you work through your grief together.
Kris
Kris Hather <khather@charter.net>
Roswell, GA USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:29 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, Thanks for being so honest. We can't imagine your pain and pray and think of you daily. We're excited for the Carter Martin Classic Friday night.
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:58 AM CST

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Leign Ann, God gave you two precious gifts - Carter AND Candler. Nothing will EVER heal or fill the hole in your heart. Allow yourself to feel the contentment and inner peace from the blessing that is still with you - Candler. It is important too for Candler not to be denied a content, peaceful mom. It is going to take time, and lots of it. The hurt will never, ever go away. By focusing on your blessings and not your pain, you will one day in the far distant future feel contentment and inner peace again. For the rest of your days on this earth you have Candler, and he needs you to be 'the old mom' (at least a resemblence)!
I pray for you every single day.
Cindy Hobbs <ptl4hig@bellsouth.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:24 AM CST

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I have been reading about your family ever since I heard about you on Kendrie Escoe's page. My heart aches for you and yet I remain totally inspired by your strength. I think of you every single day.
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:20 PM CST

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Candler, Leigh Ann and Scott,
we are praying for you each and every day.

The Harris Family
Nancy Harris
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:39 PM CST

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Still thinking of you every day and praying for you and all of our kids! Time is in such short supply around here, but I really wanted you to know that we love you all and are still here standing in the gap for you.


Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net: www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
powder springs, ga - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:10 AM CST

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Dear Martin Family~
There are probably hundreds of people out there who feel just like Joyce but can't even begin to express the impact Carter permanently marks on their lives and faith. Thank-you for letting us witness the Carter Miracle. Thank you, Leigh Ann for continuing this journey of hope & love. I'm sure Carter is just beaming with pride, the Lord right by his side.
Beth Fidler <bfidler@nc.rr.com>
cary, NC - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:05 PM CST

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Thinking of you today and praying for a wonderful night this Friday.
The Wileys <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:44 PM CST

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Hope you had a good Thanksgiving. Thought about you guys all day.
Love you,
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Monday, November 29, 2004 1:06 PM CST

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Just a quick note to let you know that we think of you daily and pray for you every night.

God bless,
David, Lisa, Kent, Clay, and Brett Cochran
www.caringbridge.org/ga/brettcochran

Suwanee, GA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:25 AM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
We just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you, and as always, keeping Carter and your family in our prayers. Tonight, as Allie said her prayers with me, she asked God to bless Angel Carter.
Best wishes,
Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott Berger Friends of *Allie* and CampJack
Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com>
San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:41 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
As we look back on this holiday we are thankful for your family and look forward to the Carter Martin Classic on Friday.May God bless the evening abundantly and leave His handprint on it forever.........
love Ken, Tamra , Sarah Beth and Samuel
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:35 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, every time I visit Carter's site it seems I wind up in tears --- usually from something you have written, sometimes from missing Carter, a boy I only met once, and today it's from a poem written by someone I've never even heard of before. Isn't it amazing the impact this beautiful child of yours is still having on people like me, practically total strangers? Thank you so much for sharing the poem, and please tell Joyce that I think it is beautiful.
Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:11 PM CST

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hello martins, like i always tell you, i am always thinking of you ALL. the poem written by the 16 year old from far away is just so beautiful..........i loved it and what a special person she must be. you see, this is just one way on how Carter has touched so many lives and specially mine forever. this little angel carter, the thousands of times i have thought of him, you must know what an encouraging little guy he is for me. he brings smiles to my lips and tears to my eyes, but i never quit thinking of him. i send you all a special hug and we cant wait to get the tshirts for carters day coming up!
hugs and love, annie and boys:):):)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:38 PM CST

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meeting carter's grandparents on Thanksgiving Day was surley a blessed thing. at times you feel no one knows how it goes but being with someone that has fought the battle it is encouraging. beautiful people and i am so pleasured to have been there my very heart felt best to the family.maybe, we shall meet again. gg
Beverly A. Smith <bass1997@localnet.com>
Sanford, Me. usa - Sunday, November 28, 2004 3:28 PM CST

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Hello Martins

We were just checking in to see how y'all were doing. Still praying for peace and joy
Holly <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:50 PM CST

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Hi you guys

Pate and Chris went to THE game today-ofcourse, as BULLDOG fans! Naturally, Carter and you were in our thoughts.
We are thankful for having your beautiful son in our childs life...there aren't enough words to express that.My eyes are blurry looking at the screen through tears to type of the love and honor-
know we love you

the Adkins
Ann <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:55 PM CST

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so sorry to hear of your lose.
god bless
stephanie <stephanieware2003@yahoo.com>
acworth , ga 30102 - Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:39 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know that you were in my thoughts today. Sending my prayers and I am thankful for the wonderful inspirational life of Carter Martin and his family.
Pam
Mobile, Al - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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What there is to be thankful for about Carter...

~That those who had the honor to know him had the chance to experience his amazing spirit.

~That God led Carter to remission and allowed him to spend quality "seven year old time" for the first time, without cancer.

~That those who didn't know him still had the opprotunity to be inspired by his love and joy for his family, his friends, his school, his brother, his Holy Father, his innocence, and most importantly, his spirit.

~That Carter was stronger than the challenge, and through his attitude rose above Cancer. He did not allow it to take the fire from his eyes, the love from his heart, or the happiness from his smile. Carter did beat Cancer horribly in his own way.

~That Carter is now with his Heavenly Father.

~That though Carter will not live forever on earth, through the Carter Martin Experimental Therapy Research Fund and the thousands of people that read this around the world, his spirit will live on forever.

~That Carter had the Martin and Herrin family, including Candler, Mrs. Leigh Ann and Mr. Scott, a strong and inspiring family that he will always be remembered in, and will continue to be loved in.

~That Carter has taught many people, including myself, how to thank, and what to be thankful for today. This holiday season truly seems different from past ones for many people out there across the Atlantic Ocean, for those who knew and didn't know Carter Samuel, because of him.


Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:30 PM CST

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I am thankful today for an amazing little boy, Carter Martin, who I never had the pleasure of meeting, but who was such an inspiration to us all. Carter's love, faith, courage and strength taught me so much and truly changed my outlook on life forever. Thank you for sharing Carter's story with us.
My thoughts and prayers have been with you all today.
Love always,
Joanne Dodd <joannedodd@comcast.net>
Acworth, GA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:18 PM CST

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we are thankful for the martins.
always,
tim, robyn, hope and emma
the roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:36 PM CST

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Hello,
You do not know me, I have been keeping an loving eye on Carter for quite some time now...I have not found the words to come out of the shadows until today, actually I have not found the courage.
You are an AMAZING Mom who had an EXTRA AMAZING son..

I hope that you all find Peace and comfort and Love this Thanksgiving...I will be praying for you contined strenght.I know that Carter with his beautiful smile is there with you...Thank you for sharing such a beautiful child with the world...
Dawn <DisForDawn@aol.com>
Claremont, Ca USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:50 AM CST

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LA, Scott & Candler- A "mushy" note to let you know we're thinking of you today, your first Thanksgiving without Carter. We remembered all of you, your wonderful familes and especially Carter, during Mass at St. Ann's this morning. We thank God for his blessing's in bringing us together some 22 months ago. Talk to you soon,

Much love,
Will, Clare, Philbert and Jane



The Hennessy's <hennessy@mindspring.com>
East Cobb, GA USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:40 AM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
On this Thanksgiving Day, I am thankful for your family, your beautiful son who I was so lucky to meet, and all of the other "cancer kids" that I have met this past year. Your family and Carter hold a special place in my heart that will always be there. I love you all, and I hope you have a good Thanksgiving!
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:20 AM CST

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Dear Martins, God bless each of you on this "Thanksgiving Day." I am thankful for the way you have touched my life as well as the many who have followed Carter's story. I have to think Carter will be looking down, being thankful for each of you....Thankful for that special brother Candler. Words don't come easily, knowing there is nothing I can say to take away the pain and the sadness. But I will continue to be steadfast in prayer on your behalf. Blessings,
s.bazemore <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:18 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Chandler, May your day be filled with wonderful happy memories of Carter. My prayers and thoughts will be with you. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:57 PM CST

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Dearest Martins,
I am thankful for meeting you thru "Chemoangels" and although I lost both of my buddies within 1 month of eachother,(that was so hard) I am grateful for the friendship that we have shared. You & Carter have been an inspiration to me & all those who I have forwarded Carter's website to. I know God is doing great works in lives throught the Martin family. "I thank my God upon every remembrance of you...." Happy Thanksgiving...I am praying for you all.
Love,
Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:32 PM CST

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This thanksgiving I add to my blessings the lessons I have learned through your family and your web site. I will thank God for bringing Carter and his family into my life - inspiring me to be kinder, live stonger and love better. God Bless You All!
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:40 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
I was just checking in on the website. I pray for you everyday. Your family is such an inspiration to me. I look at my boys (7 yrs. & 12 yrs.)and think of yours. I look at my life alittle differently now. I read your journal entries and my heart goes out to you! May God Bless you during this Holiday Season. I will being praying you through....
Lori Gurley <jgurley2@earthlink.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:44 AM CST

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leigh ann The courage you show everyday makes me want to be a mother exactly like you. Youre sooooooooo strong. with love,
Mary nell reynolds
mary nell reynolds
atlanta, ga usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:56 AM CST

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Sweet Martins,
I looked for you today at Grand Parents Day so I could give you a "hug",I just wanted you to know that I know these last few days have been painful for you all. [Carter's Tree, Carter's birthday and Grand Parents Day] We are still here praying for your family.
Love Tamra
Tamra Stepp <Tamra@thestepps.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:18 PM CST

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Dearest Family, I read the poem written by Joyce today, and still can't stop crying. What a special birthday gift she gave to you and sweet Carter. She once again reminds us of all of the lives Carter touched! Joyce, if you're reading this, thank you for expressing the loving feelings we all have for Carter. You truly captured his life , spirit and love of family. Love to all of you, Aunt Diane
Diane Herrin <BHerrin101@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:41 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Martin Family,
We continue to pray for you all. Not a day goes by...the impact you have had on so many people. thank you sweet Leigh Ann for opening your heart and being so vulnerable and honest. Your courage is amazing, you may not feel that but HE lifts you up and shines thru you, even in your pain. May you find joy along this journey and be filled with unsurpassing peace during this holidays. Thank you and Blessed be His name. Love to you all, Suzi Blackwell
suzi blackwell <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 3:16 PM CST

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i thought of you again first thing this morning.
...another hard day, i'm sure. Grandparents Day
at Providence. i know it was difficult on all of
you.
Candler did an AWESOME job playing his recorder.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 3:14 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,
I think of you daily and pray for you to find comfort.

The other day I was driving down HWY 78 and Andrew said mom alot people know Carter with the yellow ribbons (Support the Troops) on the back of there cars. I thought that was so cute because he thinks the magnets are in memory of Carter.
Leslie, Jeff, Andrew and Conor Gamble <lngamble@comcast.net>
Lilburn, Ga USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 12:14 AM CST

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We still pray, still check Carter's site daily and still grieve with you. We think of you hourly and shed tears everytime you pour out your most private thoughts. We love you all and love Carter even though he is no longer here with us in this place...He is with you in spirit and in everything you do...He has truly touched our lives and my son William loves to just sit and listen to the music and look at his picture...William smiles evertime Carters name is mentioned. We are still with you more now than ever before.
Tracy Wisenburg <TRACY1609@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 10:25 AM CST

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Hello, I check in regularly here at your site and it is the only one that makes tears come to my eyes everytime I read them. Your heart shows through your writing. Carter was such a wonderful influence on all who knew him. What an honour to be his parents. "Verily thou has come, by the command of God. Thou hast appeared to speak of Him." Abdu'l-Baha
Angela <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Mission, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:28 AM CST

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What a beautiful poem and treasure to have. I think of you often and keep you in my prayers.
Shannon Ball
Shannon Ball
Roanoke, TX USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:09 AM CST

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Those "running games" will always be played with love and thoughts of Carter: "Pickle" and "500", played with the infamous playground tennis ball, will never be the same, but played at the Carter Tree will always keep him close. Praying for you always!
Kim <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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Martins

My heart is again so full of emotion for y'all. I know that your heart isn't just broken but crushed into a million pieces. I look forward to seeing Carter's tree everyday when I go to Providence and I know it will remind me daily of the lessons I've learned from knowing Carter. Even though I only knew him a tiny bit - his love and personality was so awesome a little bit is all it took for me to be forever changed.
Holly Moreland <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
Sugar Hill, GA USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:45 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
You remain in our thoughts and prayers. We sang Happy Birthday to Carter Saturday. Victoria talks of him often. This Thanksgiving one of the things we are thankful for is meeting Carter and your family. Carter will always hold a special place in our hearts. How is the research fund going? We will continue to check in on you.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Monday, November 22, 2004 11:50 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter!!! You gave more and taught us more in your short life than most grown-ups give or teach in a long lifetime. Our family still prays for your family every night. We KNOW you are running freely in Heaven with our Heavenly Father. We pray for those who were left behind. For now, until you see each other again in paradise.
Beth, Tony, Caroline and Rachel BROWN (friends of Hennessy's) <beth.brown@mci.com>
Roswell, GA USA! - Monday, November 22, 2004 11:07 AM CST

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have been praying for you all weekend.
especially Saturday.
happy birthday carter!
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:51 PM CST

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Happy Happy Birthday, sweet Carter. You are thought of daily and missed greatly. You are STILL touching people's lives and will continue to do so. I know your family can feel the brush of your angel wings from time to time. Giant hugs to you all
Elle Rivers <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:29 PM CST

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Friday was a special day for the second graders at Providence. Not only did they,together, remember a very special friend of theirs, but they were together in spirit, dedicating the Carter Tree for his birthday. Gold and white balloons were given to each child (GO TECH!). As they prayed, the balloons were released. I felt a silence around me that was full of love and tears. We love Carter and the Martin family. You are always in our hearts and minds. We will watch the tree grow in Carter's memory and we will continue to pray for all. I love you all.
Laurie Evans <l.evans@providencechristianacademy.org>
Grayson, GA Gwinnett - Sunday, November 21, 2004 3:22 PM CST

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My thoughts were with you yesterday; you all have such a long road ahead through an extremely difficult time, but you will make it through. God is watching over you and will be with you every step of the way...
Love and prayers always
Joanne Dodd <joannedodd@comcast.net>
Acworth, GA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 12:46 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter. Thinking of all of you and sending continued prayers of comfort and peace.
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:22 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter.
Claire *Friends of Allie* <clairehand@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:54 AM CST

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Happy Birthday, Carter! You are so missed! Zach was not able to be at the tree planting yesterday (he got hurt and had to have stitches), but he can't wait to see it when he gets back to school on Monday! We're praying for you guys on this day - Carter's birthday. How blessed we all were to know such an awesome young man!
Love,
Lori Beavers
Lori Beavers <lori@thebeavers.net>
Snellville, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Scott, Leigh Ann, and Candler,
We remember the joy Carter brought to your family eight years ago today. I have typed and erased a thousand words, but in it all I just want you to know that we are thinking of you on this day.
All our love,
Bob and Susie Glenn <rtglenn@comcast.net>
Avondale, GA 30002 - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter!!!
Hoping that your parents someday understand the impact you have made in the lives of so many people that come across your battle. I know that you have definitely blessed me with being a better mom, wife, daughter, and sibling. We will never forget you. Prayers to your family on this day and there-after.
God bless
Lindsay
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:02 PM CST

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Dear Candler, Leigh Ann and Scott,
we are praying for you today and thanking God for the miracle of your family! Happy Birthday sweet Carter!
The Harris Family
Nancy Harris
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:03 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter - I miss you!!!
Bethany Carter
Lawrenceville, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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Scott and Leigh Ann,

Our hearts have been heavy today and we have prayed for you often. We took our family to see Carter's grave today and all of us sang "Happy Birthday" to Carter while we were there. Caleb said he bets it is cool to have Jesus sing happy birthday to you.
Carter will always hold a special place in my heart. I spent a lot of time today thinking back of Carter celebrating his birthday in my class. We had no idea what the next two years would bring. Thank you for letting us be a part of his and your lives. We are changed forever. I am and will always be proud to known as Carter's kindergarten teacher. He has taught me more than I ever taught him. I love you guys so very much!!!!
Eugenia Carter <e.carter@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lawrenceville, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:22 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter! We think about you everyday. The world is a better place because of YOU!
the Mosleys <mosleyj@bellsouth.net>
Vidalia, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:54 PM CST

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Happy Birthday sweet angel!
Hugs to your family, and I pray you visited
them today, (and everyday).


Karen ~Friends of Allie~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:32 PM CST

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We've been thinking of you all day, and praying that you've made it through somehow. It was wonderful having dinner with you Weds night as we celebrated Carter's birthday early. We laughed, we cried, we remembered and we smiled. We're glad you like the photo present and hope it brings comfort to you. Love you guys so very much!

Hugs and Love,
Will, Clare, Phil & Jane
The Hennessy's <hennessy@mindspring.com>
East Cobb, GA USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:36 PM CST

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Thinking of you today. Happy birthday, Angel Carter!
Chris Black (Friends of Allie) <blondinkaya@hotmail.com>
Sumter, SC - Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:34 PM CST

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Happy Birthday beautiful Angel!
marlene ~~Friends of Allie~~ <mrlnsoto@sbcglobal.net>
ontario, ca usa - Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:05 PM CST

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May today bring many smiles along with the tears as you remember your sweet boy and celebrate your love for him.

God bless all of you.


Kat (*Friends of Allie* www.scotthousehold.com)
Richardson, TX - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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Remembering you today Carter, I hope you are having a great first birthday in Heaven!

Also thinking of your earthly family, sending them lots of strentgh and prayers.
Amie from Friends of Allie(www.scotthousehold.com)
NC - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:41 PM CST

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Your family is very much in my thoughts and I am hoping that all of your happiest and most wonderful memories surround and comfort you today.
Laura ^^Friends of Allie^^ <okiemom1068@hotmail.com>
Shawnee, OK USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:36 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter! We got balloons and released them up to heaven for Carter today. Michael and Ryan stood there as the balloons kept going higher and higher screaming "Happy Birthday Carter!" It broke my heart and made me smile thinking of Carter...I can only imagine what this day is like for all of you. We love you and think of Carter always.
Steve and Angela
The DUnbars <spdunbar@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA usa - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:32 PM CST

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I am thinking of your family today. I hope that it is a day filled with happy memories and celebrating the life of your precious son.
Becky (Friends of Allie) <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:32 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter, I hope you are having a big cake and gettings lots of presents up there in Heaven.
Jennifer *Friends of Allie* <thecoonfamily1@aol.com>
Ukiah, CA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:19 PM CST

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May your day be filled with wonderful birthday memories. My heart and prayers are with you all. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:18 PM CST

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I'm thinking of Carter today (my 41st birthday) and praying for all of you. I'm honored to share my birthday with such a great kid.
Kim - Friends of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com) <kimboj35@yahoo.com>
McKinney, TX - Saturday, November 20, 2004 3:59 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter! I have been thinking about you all day today!
Leigh Ann, Scott and Chandler, You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Carmen Nieman <carmennieman1@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 3:41 PM CST

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P.S. That was meant to be from Mrs. Leigh Ann and Mr. Scotts perspective. I don't routinely do this (poem writing). However, Carter was so inspiring that I felt I had to do this. I hope you found some comfort in words
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 1:34 PM CST

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I wanted to share a poem I wrote about Carter. I had my hesitations about putting it up here, but I do hope it helps. I was thinking Mrs. Leigh Ann might be feeling these things so I decided to post them.

I witnessed your love all around me
I witnessed you mastering ABCs
I witnessed your spirit never breaking
I witnessed your determination never shaking

I witnessed seven years of birthdays
I witnessed you unceasingly praying
I witnessed your giggles when you could wear two shoes
I witnessed your will when you got the news

I witnessed your tears when you got a boo-boo
I witnessed your joy when you saw “Lion King 2”
I witnessed your nervousness to go to school
I witnessed Providence immediately adjusting to you

I witnessed your love of playing bingo
I witnessed markers on your little fingers
I witnessed your picture in the AFLAC calendar
I witnessed your little voice so strong and sure

I witnessed your excitement for sports of all kinds
I witnessed your tough face through those hard times
I witnessed you screaming at the Georgia Tech games
I witnessed you cheering for the Atlanta Braves

I witnessed you and Candler learning Karate
I witnessed you explaining your love for me
I witnessed the fire burning in your eyes
I witnessed you telling me it would be alright

I witnessed you profess your faith to the church
I witnessed your love for all creatures on the earth
I witnessed you dressing up as a football player for Halloween
I witnessed you riding a motorcycle up and down the street

I witnessed you when you thought I wasn’t looking
I witnessed the first time you tried cooking
I witnessed a miracle on earth
I witnessed you laughing during a time when joy dearth

I witnessed your breathing as you slept
I witnessed you comforting me as I wept
I witnessed your fondness for shopping
I witnessed your love for Candler never stopping
I witnessed your faith never wavering
I witnessed, through your journey other peoples faith strengthening
I witnessed you ride the carousel at Give Kids the World
I witnessed your wish to go to Disneyworld

I witnessed your love for camp sunshine
I witnessed your pain and wished it was mine
I witnessed you playing with Grant, Steven, Peyton and Drew
I witnessed you putting on your “first day of school shoes”

I witnessed your smile light up a room
I witnessed you as your personality bloomed
I witnessed you as you made your first Lego ship
I witnessed the way your mouth changed shape as “I love you” came from your lips

I witnessed
Your tears
Your smile
Your love
Your laughter
Your peace
Your faith
Your joy
Your pain
Your perseverance
Your courage

Your life

I witnessed, as an eye witness
A miracle for seven years, nine months and 23 days
And because of that miracle we are forever changed.
Rest assured my dear little boy that we will meet again
And Mommy, Daddy and Candler will wait patiently until then.
Joyce <bachigs@nycap.rr.com>
Albany, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 1:16 PM CST

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Dear Martins,

I just wanted you to know that we are praying for you, especially today and you celebrate the special gift God gave you. Thank you for being so transparent through this whole experience. It has made me so aware of the suffering all around us and taught me to pray without ceasing for so many precious children and families. May God comfort your hearts and fill them with His peace.

Love,
the Madden Family
Lillian Madden <Lillianm@friendlycity.net>
Tifton, Ga USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:56 AM CST

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I know this is a big day. I hope many precious memories return to your thoughts today. I bet Carter is having a Happy Birthday up in heaven and hoping some of the heaviness in your hearts can be lifted. You are in our thoughts today.
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:37 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Sweet Carter. Your story has changed my whole outlook on life. I am so much closer to God than ever. THANKS for saving my life! I was headed in the wrong direction until I saw your story and Allie Scott's story. THANKS!!!!
Kristin- Friend of Allie at www.scotthousehold.com <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:46 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter!
Thank you for making such an impact on my life
You are such an inspiration to me as Steph battles Ewings

www.caringbridge.org/ga/stephaniephillips
Patti Phillips <mombie08@aol.com>
Fayetteville, Ga - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:29 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter! I am sure there is a great big celebration in Heaven for Carter today. He is looking down on his daddy, mommy, Candler and the rest of his family and thinking of all of you. May God bless your entire family on this special happy and sad day.
Lorie
Lorie Markowitz <LMarkowitz@comcast.net>
Dunwoody, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:23 AM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CARTER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
We love you so much and can't wait until the day we can join you for all your birthday's! I know you are just having the biggest heavenly party ever!

What a special boy..and a special day for all of us. Today, 8 years ago, we were given a wonderful gift! Thank you God for giving us Carter, even if it was for so short a time. Thank you..

I love you Martin family! Make today a day of celebration!
Praying for you as always..
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:42 AM CST

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Happy Birthday, sweet Carter. We know there is one big party going on in heaven today. We remember you today with such longing in our hearts. Scott, Leigh Ann and Candler, we hold you close in prayer today and always.
Much love,
Kristin
The Connors <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:28 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Carter! I just know there is a chorus of angels singing, and that the day will hold pure joy for Carter. We pray that God will hold you close and ease your sorrow during this difficult next few months. The amazing love that your family has always shared is still right with you, even though Carter is in another place. May you find strength in it, and in Him. I know Carter feels your love and it is bringing him special joy today.
The Barnett Family <anne@bonac.net>
Roswell , GA USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:22 AM CST

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I have prayed for you all this morning. May you feel strength from His hands now and in the days to come.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Saturday, November 20, 2004 6:42 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,

My heart is so heavy for you. I can't imagine how difficult tomorrow will be for all of you. We know you are so sorrowful as you experience these days without Carter. We send you so many prayers and thoughts. We all talk about and pray for your family regularly.
Love,

Dina, Vince, Andrew, Ryan and Julia
Dina Vassil <vassil5@earthlink.net>
Acworth, GA USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:41 PM CST

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I think of you often and keep you in my prayers.
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler,

It was truly a pleasure getting to meet you all at Remember the Sunshine Weekend. I felt as if I already knew you from your journal. As Carter's birthday approaches, please know that you are being lifted up in prayer by Lenora and me and that there is someone who feels and understands the pain. Your journal of Carter's struggle has touched me deeply. Continue to share of yourselves.

A fellow traveler,


Perry Gambrell <perrygambrell@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 4:53 PM CST

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I love the background song you've added to your CB page "Blessed be the Name". It came on the car radio a few weeks ago and my 4 yr old was 'yelling' in the back seat. I then realized he was singing the chorus very loudly! Now, I will also think of Carter and your family everytime I hear that chorus!

I've visited your site before, but I think this is the first time signing the GB. Every time I do visit, I am always blessed by Carter's story and your updates. I pray especially for you as you head into the holiday season and as you encounter so many 'markers'. May God bless you and carry you as you find ways to celebrate Carter's beautiful life in your journey forward.
Jenn B.
♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥
<mjmb2004@gmail.com>
Fresno, CA - Friday, November 19, 2004 4:28 PM CST

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As a Bulldog, I loved the pictures and am so happy for Candler! We went to UGA picture day last summer and stood in line for hours to get a picture with David Greene! Please know that you are all in my prayers for the next few months as you go thru some difficult days. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you and pray for you!
All my love and prayers -
Laurie Leimkuehler
Laurie Leimkuehler <timl2@bellsouth.net>
Buford, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:45 PM CST

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Glad ya'll got to have some fun in Athens. I'm thinking of you constantly.
Kati* <KTanner@georgiacancer.org>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:17 PM CST

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Dear Martins,
I keep praying things will "get easier" for you all (whatever that means), but from your journal entry today I don't think that is happening any time soon. Stay strong, and know you are all surrounded by love and prayers each and every day.
Love,
Tracy

P.S. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed Scott Martin was smiling in ATHENS, GA of all places with the UGA coach, of all people!! GO DAWGS!!! :)
Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:10 PM CST

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Hi, I am the mother of the 9 year old girl that checks in. She has been so touched by Carter's story, to the point that she wrote a paper for school about "A Different Kind of Hero," about children with cancer and won an award a school. Her goal now is to go to college at Emory and become a Child Oncologist. She prays everyday for children with cancer. I volunteer with the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society and this past spring she raised $300.00 for the cause. Because of people like you being so open with your lives, Rachel and I have had a huge eye opener. Now we are trying to find ways to reach out to children with all types of cancer.

I am so glad to see that you had such a great time yesterday. Your family truly deserves it! I will continue to pray for your family especially in the upcoming holiday season.

I know I am a stranger, but my family would love to help you in any way we can, so never be afraid to ask. We are all family in Christ.

Larissa Farley
Larissa Farley <larissafarley@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 12:29 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and the Martin Family,

I really don't know how to begin this entry to you all. I am lost for words to help console you all. So many loved ones seem to leave us just before or during the holiday season. It is the worst time to loose somebody you love. I continue to pray for you all. I so hate for you to have the worst pain of all, to loose a young child. I loved the pictures of you both with Candler at Georgia. My son went to Georgia so I too am a fan. The coach is such a great roll model for those kids. I am so happy to hear Candler had such a great day.
Be kind to yourself and give yourself time to grieve, especially tomorrow. My prayers will be with you again tonight and throughout the day tomorrow.

Love,
Patti Wilson
Patti Wilson <keye-interiors@mindspring.com>
Roswell, Ga. USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:36 AM CST

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Candler,
I was so excited to read about "the best day of your life". I know it will be hard to beat what you did yesterday, but I hope and pray that you will have many more days as great as that in the future.
Love,
Becky Wheeler
P.S. I'm sorry I added the "h" to your name the last time I posted.
Becky Wheeler <wheelerr@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 11:14 AM CST

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Your family is always in our thoughts...Tomorrow is a day of celebration for Carter. I can't think of anyone I would rather spend my birthday with than Jesus. The thought of the beautiful candles glowing on his cake in heaven brings a smile to my face. We will be praying for your family all throughout the day.
Deborah Peterson <debpeterson@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA Forsyth - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:23 AM CST

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So glad to hear about your wonderful day! I'm just smiling after seeing the pictures you posted. Candler's big smiles just warm my heart. I know he loved it! Praying for you as always..
Love you!
~Kelli
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:48 AM CST

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I wanted to make sure I sent you a note about Carter's birthday, so I thought I would do it a day early (Saturdays get busy and I am not often at the computer - but I will be thinking of you all day). I hope that you can focus on the good anniversaries/special days in the next two months instead of all the hard ones...like birthday parties, Christmas memories and joyous celebrations with family. There will be more wonderul memories to come for your family with Carter smiling from Heaven as you enjoy them.
Carter made such a difference in his life - he lived his life with such soul and faith that many people don't even if they live until they are 100.
Happy Birthday sweet Carter! What a blessing the world received 8 years ago!
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:46 AM CST

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Still checking in & praying for your family.
David Lam <delamhtex@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:22 AM CST

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Praying for you all this morning!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:03 AM CST

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i'm here...thinking and praying for each of you. i know
this weekend will be extremely hard. know that i
will be praying for you constantly.
my heart is with you.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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Hi there camping partners! I am so glad we got to share such a beautiful and tranquil weekend at Camp Sunshine with you. God's peace was there all around us and although we all cried we were not grieving alone and we all truly knew how each other felt! It is like having an extended family, nothing other than losing a child could bring you that close together. Remember we are there for you and with you through it all and if all else fails remember the nun joke! Love you all very much, Grainne xoxoxo
Grainne <grainneo@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:45 PM CST

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Martin family,
I was referred to your website by a dear friend who is a pediatric clinical pharmacist at Scottish Rite in Atlanta. I was so deeply moved that I decided to thank you myself. The strength you and your son have shown is inspirational, to say the least. I have two children of my own. From this day on, I will be a better, more patient father because of your family's story.
W. Koehler
Evans, GA USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:33 PM CST

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After looking at the picture of the sign above the campdoor..I think Carter was sending you all a sign..did you notice the Cross next to Carters name? A sign..I have prayed for your wonderful son and family this past year, Thank you for sharing him with me.
Cindy Mellen
Ellicott City, MD - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Martin family, You are never far from our thoughts and prayers. Sean and I cry out to God for you throughout each day and night. We love you.
Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, GA 30045 - Thursday, November 18, 2004 3:02 PM CST

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Thank God for Camp Sunshine. Thanks for sharing with all of us your experiences there. I have prayed for your family tonight and will continue to pray in the days ahead.
Russell Garner <rhgarner1@comcast.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 11:23 PM CST

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Glad you did get some peace of mind this past weekend. I still continue to pray for you and your family... I actually would go to your site once a week to hear the song Homesick...so I could get my cry in for the week....the sunshine song also brought tears to my eyes....but tears of joy. I will continue to pray for you and your family!
Kristin Friend of Allie <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 5:00 PM CST

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Praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 3:12 PM CST

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I know that you do not know me, I have learned of Carter through Shelby Prescott's website and have kept up with Carter the last few months. I just want you to know that I will be praying for you - especially through your difficult time making it through Carter's birthday. How is your son Candler doing? I pray that he is doing okay. Children are resilient and us adults can learn from them everyday if we just sit, watch and listen. I hope that this has made you closer and cling together and not drift apart in your grief. Thank you for sharing your lives with us who care and pray for you. I can't imagine that keeping up this journal is easy, but it is nice to know how you all are doing. Keep the faith.
Tricia Garmon <tggarmonglass@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 2:25 PM CST

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I'm so glad to hear Camp went well. We are keeping you in our prayers daily and sending messages to Carter with each redbird we see. Jake believes redbirds can take your prayers straight to heaven and we send some Carter's way. Hugs to you all
Elle Rivers (www.teamrivers.com) <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:18 PM CST

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I know it must be hard for you and I'm praying for you every night.I am a 9 year old girl and I check on a hole bunch of peoples pages as much as I can.I have a friend named Brady Scott who has Leukimia.I often worry about him.God bless you!
Rachel Farley <mcfarleyhoops@hotmail.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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I was referred to your website from a journal entry at another web site for a young man who went home last December. As I read your journey I think back to the begining of the journey almost a year ago for them. the feelings are so similar, the emotion so real and the experience so painful. 30 Years ago I worked with the children like Carter in Boston, as a pediatric nurse--now I walk with our smallest babies, but I have come to know that God is real, He is love and He takes care of His children. From your words I know that Carter is one of His children, as are you. My son is in seminary and I plan to ask him to add your family to the prayer list up there. I, too shall pray and check on you and weep with you. The memories will never fade, and the pain lessens but I don't think it stops--it just changes; Know that Carter lives on with his heavenly Father and in your hearts and you will see him again. God bless you all.
Theresa <techbear@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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wow! what a beautiful (inside
and out) place. Your words and heartfelt
emotion paint a beautiful picture as well as
Zach's "giirrrllllfriend," Kelly. What wisdom!
I know Kelly's words are a great comfort to you.
love you bunches!
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 11:55 AM CST

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Your words about Camp Sunshine and Carter were beautiful. Thank you for sharing that with us. Praying for the family,
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:53 AM CST

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You are just so strong!!! I know you don't have a choice but you are making all the right choices, I think. Carter is looking down on yall so proud of his family! I can't imagine how hard that was but also how good for you! We think of you daily.
Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:12 AM CST

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I'm glad the weekend was good for you! I'm sure it brought back memories, making you wish Carter was there with you, but he was. You said you could feel him there with you. Carter is always with you, the feeling was probably just stronger when you were at Camp Sunshine. Know that he's always there for you and he's watching over you guys now as one of God's angels!
Brittany <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:37 AM CST

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You really captured the spirit of Camp Sunshine in your latest entry! I have had the honor of experiencing Camp Sunshine as a counselor (through 12 summer camps), and it truly is a place that you just cannot explain... it's a special feeling deep down that keeps you coming back year after year. I'm glad that you got so much out of the Remember the Sunshine weekend... we have lots of little sunshines to remember there! Thank you for keeping Carter's memory alive for all of us. After reading your entry, I was able to picture in my mind and remember Carter during one of the greatest weeks of his life... I am blessed to have seen it!
Cathy Graves <chgraves@msn.com>
Watkinsville, GA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:32 AM CST

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Thank you for being such an inspiration. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.
Jessica
GA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:18 AM CST

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I have been keeping up with your journey through the CaringBridge webpage. I have friends at Providence who shared your story. I just wept as I read the journel entry about Camp Sunshine and was overjoyed to see your picture with the Owens family. I meet Clay, Grainne and the boys in June 2001 at the Lighthouse Family Retreat. They returned in June 2002. Killian relapsed soon after that and it was an honor to walk with them through such a painful time. They are an amazing family and I'm glad you have all become friends. I'm still praying for you all.

Melanie
Melanie <melamos@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, GA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:30 AM CST

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Dear Martins,
I just wept this AM as I was reading about your journey back to Camp Sunshine. You have continued to be such an inspiration to our family, none of us will ever forget Carter. A true Angel in a little person, Carter touched so many in ways only God could acomplish. We continue to pray for your family as I know you are seeking God in this most difficult time.
Jeff, Suzie , Nate, Rebekah,and Griffin Hill <jefhill@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 6:54 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Anne and Martin crew,
I'm so glad you went back to Camp. I could not help but laugh and tear-up while reading your entry. Yes, Camp feels like it was yesterday. I remember Carter dunking me..on his first try! Even before I knew him at all, I remember thinking.."that is an amazing kid!" I can honestly tell you this..summer Camp will NEVER be the same without him. There will never be moment that I don't turn around and hope to see his smiling face..screaming "Get the girls!" or "There's Zach's giiiirrrlllfriend!" These are just a few of my memories from the "happiest time of MY life" as well. I pass the exit for Camp on I-20 everytime I go from Milledgeville to visit Zach in Powder Springs. I smile everytime I pass the exit. Somehow..I think Carter might have his own "Camp Sunshine" in heaven..so he never has to leave. He can play with his camp buddies who have joined him there. I like to think that they are having the time of their lives as if they never left camp!
Just wanted to let you know that I love all of you..
~Kelli :-)
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:21 PM CST

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Hello,
Carter and your family were on my mind alot today. I am glad to here you were able to go back to Camp Sunshine. It sounds like Carter was right there with you guiding you through.
The Donovan Family <firstcaptive@ispwest.com>
Scituate, Ma 02066 - Monday, November 15, 2004 7:53 PM CST

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Oh Leigh Ann it is with such a heavy heart for you that I write. Your journals and entries show how much you loved that little boy with the huge heart. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. Please know that I keep you all in my prayers and will continue to do so. May God Bless you all with strength to endure these difficult days. There is nothing with crying and having meltdowns when your world has been turned upside down. God Bless, Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:12 PM CST

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hello my name is Sarah Beach my brother David was in Candler's class at school. I used to go to PCA and have several memeories of Carter. I would often see him in his class while i was walking down the hall. But my favorite memory was while my drama class was preforming our scenes from the Wizard of Oz. We watched him from the audience and it gave us strangth and was a great reminder of God's presence in our lives. We listened to him laugh and saw his smile. That kid was an insperation to me and i wanted to thank you and let you know we are praying for you. ~With love in Christ; Sarah
Sarah Beach <icbirdys@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:43 PM CST

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Hey Martin Family!! I worked a booth at the Jazzercise event on Saturday. I didn't even put 2 and 2 together until I was there and saw Carter's pictures. The event was awesome and I had a lot of fun doing it, it was very exciting and rewarding to see his pictures around knowing that the money raised was going to a good place!!! I hope you guys are doing well, you're in my thoughts and prayers constantly.
Brittany (friend of the Prescott family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Monday, November 15, 2004 1:04 PM CST

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Leigh Ann:

I continue to follow your journaling, and I can't tell you how much I am touched by your sharing so honestly. I'm certain its no consolation, but after I read your entry I was determined and reminded throughout this weekend to take the time to get that extra cuddle in and take in the very feel and smell of my children. There's always plenty to do, but I'm determined to savor every touch and sight and experience we have together. My heart breaks for you. May Jesus hold you close and may He love and heal your broken hearts. May He pour out special blessings on sweet Candler as he tries to go on and make sense of it all.

If I could bring Carter back healthy for you, I would. All of us would. I know our hope is in Jesus, but even those words must seem empty to you at this time. May God give you the grace to keep the faith and go on, especially for that precious boy, Candler. For now, your words of pain and honesty are a gift to us all.. whether you realize it or not. With many prayers,
Suzy Brister <SuzBrister@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:34 AM CST

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LA, Scott & Candler, not a day goes by without a thought of you all, wondering how you're doing. You'll especially be on my mind this week, knowing Carter's birthday is Saturday. Know we love you and wish we could take your hurt away. The hurt never goes away, just diminishes with time yet there's always some reminder to make it fresh which can bring a smile to your face or a tear to your cheeks.
In Christ's love,
Betty Lou <blark@lanier.com>
Decatur, GA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:09 AM CST

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There are really no words that anyone can say when anyone experiences the loss of a loved one especially a child so just know that there are people everywhere continually keeping your family in their prayers. We will pray for courage, strength and that you will feel God's presence and the prayers of His people.
In Him,

Vicki Dell <dells@numail.org>
Newnan, GA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:34 AM CST

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Thank you for being so open and honest with us. It allows us to pray more specifically for you and your family. Thank you for allowing those of us who are far away to share in your life. If only my tears would heal your pain...It is my prayer that our Saviour will.
Carey Cothern <jccoth@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, VA - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:25 AM CST

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hello martins.....leigh anne, scott, candler......i cannot say that i can imagine your sadness nor your pain, i would be lying. but i can tell you that my heart aches, i feel sad, and reading your words confirms everything that goes through my head when i think of your family. when you have children, your entire life, your home are your children. every little corner in ones home has something that is theirs and all these small things, that we often call a mess! is what makes our days and our lives. the memories that carter left behind i am sure are everywhere and will be forever. i understand how you feel, life all around you just keeps going like nothing has happened, but if this makes you feel a tiny bit better, you must know how many, many people not to mention your family, have little angel carter in our hearts, that everyday doesn't just pass like nothing, carter and all of you are in our hearts and in our thoughts. i send all of you a special hug, love always, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Sunday, November 14, 2004 8:48 PM CST

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Know that you continue to be in my prayers, every day and many times a day. God bless and comfort you all.
Jan Overton <jan_overton@yahoo.com>
Monroe, GA USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 3:49 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you today.
Love,
Margaret Anne

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 3:48 PM CST

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I'm one of those who has read your journal after discovering your story through Kendrie's page. I'm in Macon so you're considered a close neighbor. My firstborn son died October 1996 at the age of 2 1/2 years old from the complications of a rare genetic defect after having gone through 2 half matched transplants then chemo and a cord blood transplant, all at Duke. As I noticed Carter's birthday I realized I was barely six weeks into my journey of grief and emptiness from James' death (10/16/96) as you were just celebrating the birth of your beautiful son. I'm writing to thank you for your raw honesty and vulnerability in sharing not only with me, a fellow traveler in grief, but with those who read your page and write "I can't imagine your sorrow". They are right. They cannot imagine and God preserve them from ever having to know, let alone imagine. As I have taken from my son's life and applied those lessons to mine I wanted to share with you some observations: First, the only thing that could make things right would be to have Carter back and since that cannot happen in this time and place, nothing can make things right. Secondly, you will one day realize the rightness of that first thing. I've analogized for many people that grief is like getting a stone in your shoe. You're walking along and life kicks up a sharp stone into your shoe that digs into the tender skin of your foot, leaving a bleeding gash and you really think you'll never walk again. You can't stop walking to get the stone out so it keeps rolling around in your shoe jabbing you in one tender spot after another. Eventually you learn how to roll your foot in the shoe on the walk so that every step doesn't bring pain, and the initial injury has scabbed and scarred over but that stone is still in there. Somedays you're not paying attention and zappo that stone hits a new spot and hurts just as badly as it did that very first time. But you keep walking because you have to and people will come along beside you and help you limp along, maybe throw you in a wagon and pull you sometimes and other times just stand beside you encouraging you to take another step, in your time and as you're able. These are the blessings of your stone. But for believers, and I know you are one, the greatest blessing of all is knowing that on That Day we will walk to the cross where He will lean down, take our shoe off, gently wash our scarred foot and remove that stone forever. And I'll be in line with you on That Day. Until then, count me as one that is standing beside you encouraging you to keep walking, as you are able, as you lean on Him and those precious ones He sends you, trusting that He is able to keep that which is committed to Him. Keep sharing with raw honesty because that is how your stone is a blessing to others. Committed my walk to Him,
Lisa Hellier <johanon94@yahoo.com>
Macon, GA USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 3:23 PM CST

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We prayed in the past; we are praying now; we will continue to pray in the future.
In HIS Love Always,
The Stuckey Family <lafs@bellsouth.net>
L'ville, GA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 1:50 PM CST

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I am praying for you all and know that this week will be extra hard. I can only imagine that the upcoming holidays will probably be almost unbearable for you. Know that many are lifting you up in prayer daily and this will get you through.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Sunday, November 14, 2004 12:49 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, yes, it IS unbearble. There is no other way to say it. But, what I can say is you are going "through the grief" and "not around it." The tears, anger, overwhelming feelings of loss, are all part of the process for you to return to a state of semi-normalcy at some point. Writing your thoughts is very therapeutic for you as well as others. It gives us specifics to pray about. But, if there are times the words don't come, it's ok to be "still." Because of all of this, God will see to it that you will return to wholeness. Only God knows how long it will take. As I deal with so many individuals with cancer, the only hope and comfort I find in it all, is the fact there is eternal life. I cling to that tightly. No one can begin to totally understand your suffering but God does. He even understands your anger. Let's face it, I can't think of anything more evil than cancer. I pray for its demise daily. Having lost both of my precious parents to cancer, I am committed to helping those with cancer. But, I didn't get there immediately. Actually, I ran from anything to do with cancer for awhile and then God gently poked me on the back and said you have a mission to accomplish. I am doing His work but it still hurts at times. Going "through the grief" and "not around it" is why I am fulfilling what He has called me to do with those suffering from cancer. It will be a one-day-at-a-time process. So many people are praying for you, Scott and Candler. We pray for comfort and peace. Please don't feel you owe the masses anything. We can wait. Times of "stillness" are prescriptions from God. Sorry this is so long but know there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of all of you and this road you are having to travel. Love, Sara
sbazemore <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Sunday, November 14, 2004 10:58 AM CST

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You are right, your words are raw. They are real and they display incredible courage.
You are surrounded by those who love you. As you continue to expose your battle, we will continue to fight your fight.
Laurie
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 8:03 AM CST

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Dear God,

Please help this wonderful family,
THANK YOU,
Cindy Mellen
Ellicott City, MD - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:44 AM CST

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I don't even know your family, but I am compelled at the courage of your family and of Carter, I don't think I've ever seen someone so strong and brave at such a difficult time. Just a little encouragement to let you know that Carter is still touching lives. And though I don't know you, you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Hydie Kinnard <hydielinne@charter.net>
Douglas, ga - Saturday, November 13, 2004 7:45 PM CST

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Dear Scott,Leigh Ann,& Family,

The light of the world is "LOVE" the answer to the light is Jesus. By Jesus being in our lifes the light of love shines and reflects from us to others. The Power of the light is according to the amount of the master source of love we share to others. The master is Jesus and the source is the father in which created it all. Jesus is the only way man can be forgiven, because man proved he could not do it by the laws god gave him, time and time again man failed the rules of the laws. The reason things happen on earth far as death,pain,and sickness is because of man's sin in the garden God gave him a choice and man fail to pass the test. It was only because man did not obey the word that god the creator gave he. Even if it was the women with him that eat of the wrong fruit the man was right there and let her do it. This is the reason we have to stay in prayer,one accord and keep evil like the worlds way out of our way thru life. This is the way we see miracles each and everyday. The miracle is "Life" and being together with our family. Then as sins of the world act on our soul it just bounces off. But in time the sins of the world acts on our flesh and it slowly fade away. The main thing in life is that our foundation is of the master source of the creator. Then the foundation will stand frim on and in the fruit of the sprit. To have read all about two years of "Carter's" life it stands up to all the major test of life and was passed with flying colors. The color is red and thru Jesus it washes white as snow. The place is call everlasting and it is in heaven. This is where the fruits of the sprit flows from which is love, joy, peace, patient, gentelness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance. Red is a good color and I understand it was Carter's favorite color to. The color was the color Jesus gave for our sin it was his blood. I know you do not know me, but I feel you know my and you father in heaven. I am a good, I hope friend of victor's Family. I write to them pretty regular on her web page. I know I am and will see and meet every one I ever talked to and wrote to if heaven is their choice in life. Life is really short if you stop and think about it. That great big family of god is just up ahead. I am thankful to have met you leigh ann on this web page and to know your steal looking up in life and heaven. "Carter" alwaysed looked up no matter what came thru lifes way and he is steal looking up off the top of it all in life "Heavenly Love" forever. Love you all's friend in christ Dwayne.
Dwayne <dwaynes@millry.net>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 12:50 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott,Candler and the rest of the Martin Family,

I felt this time would be the worst for you all. I didn't know that Carter's birthday was so close at hand. At Carter's funeral when the family pictures were shown, seeing all the happiness that was with your family, I knew how fractured it would be without Carter. I know it must be unbearable pain, unbearable depression. You all are in my prayers.

Love,
Patti Wilson
Patti Wilson <keye-interiors@mindspring.com>
Roswell, Ga. USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 12:19 AM CST

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I am lost for words. I pray for you and your family every night. I pray that God will comfort you and grant you some peace knowing that Carter is healthy and loving life in Heaven.
Love always,
Joanne Dodd <joannedodd@comcast.net>
Acworth, GA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 10:36 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann: It's OK to cry and to write down how you feel. Everyone grieves differently and everyone does find his/her way in God's time. We have HOPE and the promise of eternity. Where it counts the most. That is why God wants us to Let Go and Let Him have His way in each one of our lives. Joy will come in time. Right now you have GOOD and not so good memories, but the Good will ALWAYS outway the bad. My dad died when I was 12. The first year is alway the hardest, but in time God heals all wounds of the spirit. You must focus on Him so He can heal the void in your life right now. There is Candler. How is he doing? Some have lost both children to cancer while other have lost their only child. But God will heal their wounds too. He promised in His Holy Word that He would be right by our side....no matter what our circumstances are. He WILL BE THERE to carry us though until He CALLS US HOME to be with Him. Just think, NO MORE SICKNESS....we will have NEW BODIES. We can't SEE Him in these old things regardless of our age. It WILL be worth it all when we SEE HIM FACE to FACE. Carter was just blessed to SEE HIM sooner than us. What JOY it will be to meet such a beautiful young man that God Himself inspired while on this earth.

I am grateful for you memories that you share of your son and I'm grateful that you keep this web page in his memory. There will be many others who need the help that you can give to those who have no hope. They just might come to know the Lord through your loving kindness in sharing such a remarkable testimony to the Lord.

May God continue to surround you and your family with His grace, mercy, love and comfort in this time of sorrow. My He grant you peace and may that JOY return soon...in Jesus name.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 3:48 AM CST

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I still think of and pray for you all often. Remember how short this lifetime will be compared to eternity. I've walked in shoes similar to yours and I know how it hard it is to wake up each day and remember. It takes a long time but I promise you will laugh again one day. Just take one little day at a time.

Theresa Thomas
Theresa Thomas <theresa.thomas@mchsi.com>
Moultrie, - Friday, November 12, 2004 11:45 PM CST

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My heart breaks for you all. I cannot imagine what it's like for life to keep rushing by when your life is completely upside down and everything hurts so much. Our prayers are still with each of you. I wish there were more we could do.
Praying you will feel His Peace,
Jenny Wilkins
Jenny Wilkins <jencarroll@hotmail.com>
Guyton, GA - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:26 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler,
You all have been in my thoughts so very much - even moreso the last couple days. We prayed especially hard for you on Halloween, imagining what it would be like for you. I wish there were something we could do. We continue to pray.

Love,
Jodi
Jodi Hooper <bohooper@comcast.net>
Lilburn, GA Gwinnett - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:31 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,

You are in my thoughts and prayers. We were in the clinic today and I saw on a calendar in a room where someone had marked Carter's birthday on the 20th. I thought to myself that Carter may have even marked it on a clinic visit. Your family was immediately in my heart as I realized how hard this time of year will be for you. You are in many, many people's prayers and hopefully, it will bring your family some comfort and peace.

Much love, Delia Fowler
Delia Fowler <toddfowler5@aol.com>
Tallahassee, FL USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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There are no words, but there are always prayers. God, please wrap your arms around Leigh Anne, Scott, and Candler and ease their excrutiating pain. Let them feel Carter's presence with them and allow that to heal their hearts. Please let the love from strangers and friends soften their pain. God Bless You All!
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 2:31 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
My heart breaks for you everyday and many times throughout the day. I also wish I could take the pain away. I pray for you and your family every night.
Suzanne Townsend <suzanne.townsend@bellsouth.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Friday, November 12, 2004 2:10 PM CST

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you are in my thoughts and prayers daily !
Annie (friends of Allie) <kinseydivine@gmail.com>
TN - Friday, November 12, 2004 1:46 PM CST

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Hi Leigh Ann,
I wish I could say something to help you feel better but I know there is nothing that would really help. I am glad the research fund stuff is going well. We pray for all of you everyday.
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Friday, November 12, 2004 12:38 AM CST

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Dear Martin Family, Please know that we continue to lift each of you up in our prayers. Such a painful transition to life without Carter- I can not image how difficult this must be for each of you.Fondly, Rob and Cathy Binion
Rob and Cathy Binion <cbinion@comcst.net>
Norcross, GA USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 12:00 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Praying that God will give you the strength to get through another day. I am so sorry for the loss of your son, Carter.
Tina Halling
Stow, OH - Friday, November 12, 2004 11:27 AM CST

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Martins, Praying for you all--angels definitely included. I hope God continues to hold you up during this unbearable journey.
Sincerely,
Claire Crenshaw <ccrenshaw@bufordcityschools.org>
Dacula, GA - Friday, November 12, 2004 11:12 AM CST

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Leigh Ann,

We also, could never imagined the horrible pain. Our thoughts are yours, exactly! It has been almost 2 weeks without the light of our life, and it seems like an eternity since I held my baby. Please know, that we think of you all the time, and the feeling s that you are having must be normal, if normal can even be used in this stupid cancer world. We prayed soooo much. We proclaimed victory in God's name, we knew that she was to be healed. Now we are told, she was healed in heaven. The only thing, the only thing that we have to hold on to, is that we will be reunited in heaven. To be perfectly honest, one more day is too long. I now just wait for our Lord to decide it is my time. May God Bless you.

Roy
Cheyenne's Proud Daddy Forever
www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5
Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net>
San Angelo, tx - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:48 AM CST

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We continue to pray for you, as you are always on our minds. Thank you for sharing your feelings,and know that we wish we were with you this very moment so that we could hold you and cry with you.
Our love,
Bob and Susie Glenn <rtglenn@comcast.net>
avondale , ga - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Praying continuously for healing of your unimaginable pain.
Wendy Barber <barberdawgs@alltel.net>
Moultrie, GA - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:07 AM CST

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Dear Martins,
I wish I had some incredible words of wisdom that would ease your pain but am speechless after reading your journal entry. You are ALWAYS in our thougths and please know that we are here for you.

Love, Carrie, Balso and Bogey
Carrie B <cbal@altergroup.com>
Atlanta, GA US - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:58 AM CST

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i love you,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 8:46 AM CST

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no words, just prayers. we love you so much.
Lisa (and family) <lwluci1987@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:44 AM CST

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Dear Martins,

I have been following Carter's story from afar and been captured. I have prayed for Carter and your family for months and will continue to do so. The pain that you speak of is unimaginable to me. The honesty of your words touches me. I would just like for you to know that your pain and loss has moved me, (a mother of 3, Emma, Lily and Reid), to hold on to my babies a little tighter and treasure every moment. I want to thank you for that and for sharing your family so openly. Carter and your family will forever live in my prayers.
Traci Dufrene <tdufrene@cox.net>
Luling, LA USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:10 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler -
I am still thinking and praying for you. I don't think the 12th of the month will ever come that I don't think of Carter. Thank you for your honesty and I hope that God carries you, especially during the holidays.
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 6:59 AM CST

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I don't know you nor did I have the pleasure of knowing Carter, but his story has touched me. I am writing to you with tears rolling down my cheeks. I hope and pray that you will find peace in your heart and mind. Please know that there are many people, friends and strangers alike, thinking of you and praying for you.
Amy Kaminski <akaminski@wowway.com>
Glen ellyn, IL - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:47 PM CST

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I am stopping by to say that we are praying for you to find some comfort and peace. Your words are so powerful and real. I can't help but cry when reading them. I am so sorry for your loss.
Claire *Friends of Allie* <clairehand@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:40 PM CST

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Praying God will comfort you as only he can.
April
April from Caring Hearts N Hugs <caring_hearts_n_hugs@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, Ar USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:51 PM CST

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Leigh Ann,
Your words tug at my heart and bring tears to my eyes. Up until now, I've only imagined your pain, but after reading your words, I felt a small part of it. I know that no kind words or advice can help. I can only offer you my prayers of peace-that God will somehow show you how to be at peace, if that's even possible, and I'm sure it doesn't seem like it is.

As my son goes through treatments for his relapse, once in awhile my mind takes me to where you are now and tries to imagine it-but because I can't fathom the thought, I quickly try to change my train of thought and just enjoy each day at a time, as you did so well. I have come here many times to gather strength from your words and your situation, and I know others have as well.

I wish I had the words to help, but I know there are none,
God bless your family,

Tanya and Colin and member of Parent's Place <rtb@centurytel.net>
Park Falls, Wi 54552 - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
J. Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:02 PM CST

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Leigh Ann..Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you and your family as well...I cant tell you I fully understand how you feel..I dont..I have never walked in your shoes...But I do know that God is there with you to comfort you and to carry you thru all of this..Sending you Lots of Hugs..and Prayers from Virginia.
Mary Mabe <mmabe@verizon.net>
Coeburn, VA USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:48 PM CST

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LA-
We all prayed for wisdom and comfort for you while Carter was suffering and in so much pain, and then when he was released from that pain, we prayed for strength and peace for you in those dark days. After reading your entry today I honestly don't know what to pray. How can a mother's broken heart be repaired?? How can that emptiness and longing be filled?? Thankfully, our God is able. He knows your hurt. He feels your suffering. And He can take my inadequate words and add them to others' prayers to help lift you up and shelter you.
Scott, Leigh Ann, Candler, we love you. Carter, we miss you.
Love,
Tracy
Tracy Taylor Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:15 PM CST

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Leigh Ann, This isn't the first entry for me - I followed Carter's story and your journal as a "lurker" for months before I finally posted. I cried when he went to be with our Lord and I cry now as I type this. I have no words other than to let you know that I am praying for you and your family just as I have for so many months.
Kim - Friends of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com) <kimboj35@yahoo.com>
McKinney, TX - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:05 PM CST

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I pray for the miracle that is you - the Martin family.

You are and have been an inspiration to all of us for so long. God certainly gave you the gift of the written word to express feelings to others. Do not ever hesitate to share your feelings. We hope to inspire you with our prayers.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 4:03 PM CST

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Dearest Leigh Anne,
I know it hurts. I am only a baby myself, let alone know how it must feel to lose a child. When my family and I felt that my death was near (hard to believe it was only 2 1/2 years ago), my biggest concern was for my father. I was so worried about him if I was to die. There would be no one to look out for him. His wife, my mother, died 6 years ago. I was terrified how he would handle losing his only daughter as well. I am telling you this because I have a feeling that Carter must have felt the same way about leaving you behind. It is a terrifying thought to leave those you love behind. Fortunately for me, I did not have to leave him..not yet. Carter, as big hearted as we all know he was, was probably more concerned for his family than he was for himself. He loved you so much.
I miss my mother all the time. I long to have mother-daughter chats with her, to go shopping (funny how most daughters find shopping with their mothers embarassing), and I wish she could have met Zach. It is crippling pain..I know. Death is death..and effects all the same. Time will help..I promise. It will numb you. I know that is a terrible thing to long for..but to be honest, the pain will never go away. The only solice is in time, and the "temporary fix" it brings with it. Try to be happy..it's ok. Focus on Candler, he needs you. Try to make to good days out-number the bad ones. That is all I have to offer. I hope you feel some peace soon. I know the next few months will be the worst..but remember happy memories rather than sadness. There are thousands thinking of you. Your family is so blessed, and we are all blessed to say we either know you or know of you. We also know Carter. I love all of you..and I think of you and Carter everyday. Carter's picture with me and Zach is the wallpaper on my computer, and pictures from camp are all over my room. Carter lives on you know..in our hearts. He will never die as long as there are people who remember him. He is waiting for all of us in Heaven.
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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As I sit here with tears flowing down my face, I want to say that I feel as though I have lost a child myself. Over the course of the last year I have visited this web site religiously (as many as 4 and 5 times a day) and I feel like Carter was and still is a part of my every day life. I have come to this commets page and sat staring at a blank screen for what seemed like forever and I could never find the words. I don't know if you know, I have a 2 1/2 year old named "Carter". So everytime I breath his name, think of him or write his name I think of YOUR Carter. I also have a 5 year old "Turner" who is finishing up his fall soccer at TYSA. And of course, every time we get in the car to go to a soccer game I think of Carter. There are so many reminders of that precious little boy in everthing that I do, say or think. He has impacted my life in a way that no other human could . Thank you for sharing him with me! From one mother to another, you are lifted up in my prayers, as well as Scott and Candler. I just pray for peace, a peace that passes all understanding.
Shannon Mullinax <shannon@sdginvest.com>
Tucker, GA USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 2:30 PM CST

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I wish so much that I could offer any words of comfort.. but I know there are none right now.It is obvious that your son was an amazing little boy, and wise beyond his years.God bless you all .
Kris <devonandcarasmom@hotmail.com>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, November 11, 2004 2:15 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you! I wish I knew just the right words to say but I don't....I don't know if anyone does. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!
Cami ^^Friends of Allie^^Mommy to Anna Claire and Jackson <cmdoler@iccms.edu>
Tupelo, MS USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:54 PM CST

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My mother went to be with the Lord two weeks ago. Watching her in pain, I also begged the Lord for mercy, and to take her quickly. I understand the rawness of this day - how the gloom and dreariness of the rainy day I used to love just seems to expose the gloom and dreariness in my heart. She would have been 64 last week.
The pain of losing a child, I know, doesn't compare - doesn't even come close. I hold my sweet Andrew closer and tighter because of Carter. You all continue to be in our prayers. I pray for God's comfort to envelope you.
Sarah Foster <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, ga - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:49 PM CST

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I wish I had some magic words to take away all of your pain and hurt. All I can say is that I am saying a special prayer for you and your famiy. Also I live in Atlanta too if you ever need someone to get out and have lunch with email me and I would be honored..

Stacy Lowther *friends of Allie* <ksl0122@bellsouth.net>
Cumming, GA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:33 PM CST

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I am so sorry....Sometimes life is such a crappy deal. I know your pain is awful and your life is just exsiting, but hang in there...your not alone, right now you just have to keep walking....
Lisa J <aquaenerg1869@aol.com>
atlanta, - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:18 PM CST

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I am so very sorry for your loss... I wish I had perfect words to make it somewhat better as life will never be the same. You are not alone, you are in thoughts and prayers of many. You are in my thoughts and prayers and it is my hope that your days become brighter.
Leslie (Friends of Allie)
Whittier, Ca USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler:
I have no words, because there are no words, to offer to comfort you. How I wish we could turn back the clock and bring a healthy Carter back to you. We are praying that God will give you the strength to put one foot in front of the other and get through the next 2 months somehow. And then, my prayer is that He will give you happiness and a sense of purpose again.

We are here, loving your sweet family, longing to help you, and always praying.
Love,
Kristin
The Connors <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:26 AM CST

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Yes, Leigh Ann, we have been worrying about you, even those of us that have never met you. We continue to check on you and think of your family often. We pray for you all, but especially for Candler. If we can't understand all of this, how can a child. Keep in touch.
The Hudlows <landal@bellsouth.net>
Grayson, GA USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, While I can not begin to understand the hurt and pain that you are going through, I pray that you are comforted through the coming months.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:08 AM CST

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I am a friend of Will Hennessy, I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you! God Bless!!

Visit Will's Web
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ga/will_hennessy
Andrew Hodges <hodgie2005@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, Ga - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:49 AM CST

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Leigh Ann
I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you and your family. I sincerely wish I could take your pain away. I have no idea when it will get any easier for you. I just pray that it does. I pray that Carter sends you messages often, visits you in your dreams and surrounds you will his love. I know it doesn't compare to having him in your arms and I am filled with sadness over that.
I will pray for you (all) to receive comfort and strength to get thru each painful day.

Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:42 AM CST

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LeeAnn, Thank you for your honest thoughts. It really helps us to know how to specifically pray for you. You can count on our daily prayers. We are all looking forward to celebrating Carter's life with you on December 3rd at the Carter Martin Classic. Praying faithfully, The Junior English classes at Providence

Rhonda Singer <r.singer@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, GA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:16 AM CST

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Nothing anyone says will ever take away the pain of Carter leaving you. But, I want to say that I am wishing you peace and I pray that you feel Carter's love wrapped around you.
Jillian **Friends of Allie** <jillianmandic@hotmail.com>
Fort Lauderdale, FL - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:13 AM CST

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I have no words that will help you through this time. Just know that so many people are praying for you and your family. I am praying for comfort and for the strength to face each day for each of you.
Melinda***Friends of Allie*** <melinda_isaac@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:07 AM CST

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I'm not sure what to say. All of you will be in my thoughts as you face the difficult days. I am hoping that the sun shines on you and you feel the warmth Carter is proving for you from heaven. He was a strong little boy and he got his strength from you. You need this time to grieve. My hope for you is to find peace in the coming days and months.
Tracy (Friends of Allie) <feeneyd@earthlink.net>
Newburgh, NY - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:02 AM CST

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I truly don't know what to say to a loving mother who grieves for her son so badly. I am sorry at the loss you are facing. A mother's love is so strong and amazing. I wish you happier days, peace, and love.
Blessing to you and your family.

Bonnie ~Friends of Allie~ <fordham_family@hotmail.com>
High Point, NC - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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I am not sure what I can say to you to make you feel better. But know that your son touched the lives of many, and taught us what love is. These children that suffer from this are true heros and life teachers. Thank you for him!
Tiffaney - Friends of Allie
Granbury, Tx - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:18 AM CST

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Leigh Ann, My heart is breaking for you and your family. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:12 AM CST

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As one that really does understand all that you are going through right now, please let me offer you a bit of advice. Allow yourselves to grieve; You have lost a huge part of your very souls. There is no set time limits,or even a 'proper' way to grieve... we are each very different and grieve differently. Women grieve differently from men; children differently than adults. When it was all new and raw to me, as it is to you right now, I used to count it as a good day if I got out of bed, showered and dressed. Maybe the next day, I did all that and washed a load of clothes...another good day. There were MANY bad days mixed in there as well. Don't any of you expect too much from yourselves & don't let the expectations of others rule or upset you. I was very blessed to find a Christian Bereaved Parents group early on, and continue to attend this 22 months later. (probably always will) We also had a few dear friends that committed themselves to us. One friend committed to getting me out & taking me to lunch one day a week...for a year! Others invited us to dinner once in awhile; not to 'fix' us, but to just be with us. It was nice to be involved in other people's lives a bit, and take some of the focus off of our circumstances. I pray you have friends that are stepping in for you. I also understand how much you are leaning on The Lord right now...but all that leaning still doesn't fill your empty arms or the holes that are carved into your hearts. I'm so very sorry you are part of this 'club' and are having to live with all the pain. I continue to pray for your entire family...only wish I could do more. In Christ,
jan livingstone (Andy's Mom forever)
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:21 AM CST

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One of my best friends past away 6 years ago this month, I wondered why God had to take her away from all of us. The Lord showed me a reading that said... when we go into a garden to pick flowers we always pick the most beautiful ones... God is the same way, he picks the most beautiful flowers in His garden to bring to heaven.
We pray for you all everyday, we know the Lord is the only thing that can get you through this awful time. May His arms wrap around you and comfort you.

Tricia and Jimmy Wilson <TriciaUGA@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:11 AM CST

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Scott Leigh Ann and Candler - Thank you Leigh Ann for your openness and honesty. We love you and truly pray for better days. I can't even imagine the emptiness. I know Carter loves you all very much, and he wants to see you smile again. Praying for those smiles.
Denise Adams <happybean@prodigy.net>
Tucker, GA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:09 AM CST

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I pray that God will give you the strength to get through just one more day. And that you will cry whenever you need to and smile and laugh when you can.
KB
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:02 AM CST

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Wow, Scott and Leigh Ann - Carter is a spirit that shall live in the hearts of my sons. Thank you for sharing his story. What a gift from God you both received. The love you both know because of your "miracle", most can only hope for. God Bless - Love & prayers
Paige Fuller Perrry- '84 LHS classmate <paige@perry.net>
Flowery Branch, ga USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 1:44 AM CST

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LeighAnn, Scott, Candler,
Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you all tonight. Not just about the upcoming Carter Martin Classic, but praying that God is loving and hugging on you all in a big way. I so miss seeing Carter's little face smiling as he walked by the window of the elementary office in the mornings. Just wanted you to know......
Kelly Hartman
Lilburn, GA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:04 PM CST

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hello martins, just a hello saying i constantly think of all of you. i am happy to say that our preschool (where i work, the spanish academy) have ordered 10 t-shirts for the fund raiser on Dec. 3!!!! we cant wait to get our shirts in honor of Carter. also, Francos soccer coach will be COACHING FOR THE CURE! and the whole team is so happy to be helping others. Eric Lucan is our coach, a young guy, with no children, who just for the passion of it, volunteers to coach rec soccer in alpharetta! he will be getting his plaque and t-shirt saying he is a part of this.
these are two small ways i feel we can support little angel carter. i hope you are all feeling a tiny bit better, but on the other hand i also know these days coming will be hard ones for all of you. i send each and every one of you a special hug, lots of love and know that "LAC" lives forever in my heart.
hugs, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:59 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family-
Just checking in on you all & sending my love & hugs and many prayers for your peace and comfort as you walk a road none of us ever wishes to travel. You are loved!!!!

Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:21 PM CST

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I have to tell you that I am always drawn to this caringbridge page, just so that I can see the picture of Carter. I am a stranger, but yet a family member in caringbridge and cancer. I have enjoyed the pictures of Carter. There is something about him, that just draws people to him. Also, the music you have on the opening page always stops me in my tracks and I listen to it over and over again. I now have the FFH CD because of hearing "I'm ready to fly" on Carters page a few weeks back. Carter, I didn't know you, but you sure have way to touch people, even now that you are no longer here on earth. That is what God wants us all to do.

www.caringbridge.org/tn/kevinmartin
Linda Martin <jrbtk90289@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:01 PM CST

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Carter's family is still in my prayers. May God give you peace and comfort.
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:21 AM CST

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Leigh Ann

Y'all haven't left my thoughts and prayers.
Holly Moreland <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 5:28 AM CST

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once again it is that quiet time of the night that my heart is drawn to thinking of your family, we are still here praying for each of you.
love tamra
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:54 PM CST

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...as always,
ending my day thinking of you
and praying for each one of you
sweet dreams.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:47 PM CST

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Candler, Michael and Ryan wanted you to know how great you were in Nate the Great. We were so proud of you. I know Carter was watching down from Heaven at his big brother. He probably even gave God a high-five when you nailed all of your lines! You were awesome buddy!
The Dunbars <spdunbar@mindspring.com>
atlanta, ga usa - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 6:45 PM CST

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Praying for you all, especially candler that he makes it through these tough times. Your webpage is such an inspiration to all kids (and parents) facing the monster. Your family has touched and inspired more people then you'll ever know. Thanks for giving everyone hope.
Joyce
Albany, NY USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 6:10 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann: I haven't posted in a while, but wanted you to know that you've been "on my heart" recently, and I think of you often. Please know that you continue to serve God WELL -- witnessing to all of us who check on your precious family through this website and otherwise. I hope to SEE you soon...I miss you. Love, Tracy
Tracy Moore <tmocrops@bellsouth.net>
Douglasville, GA USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 2:14 PM CST

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Hey guys
We were just thinking of you.Candler I heard you were great in the play.What fun.
We love you

Ken and Tamra Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 8:01 PM CST

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Leigh Ann and Scott,
It was awesome to see yall! I really do feel like we are family... that may seem weird to you but I have cried more for your family than my own. You both are so strong and such good role models for the rest of us. Leigh Ann, I feel so bad I asked you to get me shirts, you shouldn't have to do that for us..but we do want to support the foundation and I guess what I will do is just go ahead and send our donation to the school! Please call on us anytime, I really mean it!!! Much love, Marcia
marcia hoechstetter <marcia@constructionwise.com/www.caringbridge.org/ga/zacktracks>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 6:13 PM CST

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Martins - Our daughter, Caroline's soccer team gifts to their coaches were donations to Coaching for the Cure! It was an easy sell, for sure, since our entire church and school community knows the Hennessy family and via these internet wires "knows" you all and loved Carter!!! What an awesome and impactful gift. Another Carter legacy... :-)
Beth, Caroline, Rachel Brown (& Tony in spirit!) <beth.brown@mci.com>
Roswell, GA USA! - Monday, November 8, 2004 3:25 PM CST

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Candler! I think you've found your calling...you were awesome in the play.
I believe "Finley" was written for YOU!
You were so fun to watch!!!
Can't wait 'til your next
production!

love,
Mrs. Robyn
Robyn Roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
loganville, ga - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:46 AM CST

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I just read the AJC article... what a beautiful tribute to the love you all shared... to Carter's unbeatable spirit... to your courage for allowing so many of us to share in your joy and pain.

Thinking of you.
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:27 AM CST

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thinking about you guys!
love ya!
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:02 AM CST

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Leeann, I'm sure Providence needs you as much as you need it -- it sounds like a very mutually beneficial relationship. I hope Candler's play went well -- and best of luck with the fundraiser -- I'm sure it will be wonderful!
Continued thoughts and prayers,

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:59 PM CST

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It was wonderful to finally meet you! Although we feel like we have known you forever, we were happy to see you Saturday. You are so brave and courageous. We look forward to seeing you again soon and we're glad to have such a strong bunch of parents working towards a common goal- wipe out childhood cancer! Hugs to you all
Elle Rivers (www.teamrivers.com) <ellianne@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA US - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:12 PM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Chandler,
It's been a while since I have left a guestbook entry, but I check on you everyday. I continue to pray that each day life gets easier for you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Becky www.caringbridge.org/ga/marykaitlyn
P.S. Chandler, I hope that you had a great time doing your play.
Becky Wheeler <wheelerr@bellsouth.net>
Covington, GA USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 4:45 PM CST

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I am so glad God brought you to Providence. I think of how our family ended up there and I am so grateful. It is by reading your page everyday, I am reminded how blessed we are to share our lives together in that place. Thank you for being so open. It refreshes my spirit. You are a touch from the Holy Spirit everytime I log on. Thank you. You are prayed for.
the mcdowells <dawn@mcdowell.net>
duluth, ga usa - Saturday, November 6, 2004 8:34 PM CST

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I am so excited about the Carter Samuel Martin Experimental Therapy Research Fund! What a wonderful tribute for a special little guy! I am sure that it will be amazingly successful because of the worldwide influence of Carter. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers daily (at least). I can only imagine how difficult moving forward is for each one of you. I am excited that my niece has decided to go to North Georgia next fall to study nursing with the goal of becoming a pediatric oncology nurse. Although I would have always been happy over such a worthy career choice, it means something extra special to me since I've had Carter in my heart. I will continue to lift your family up to the Lord's comforting arms.
Bobbi Dangar <julibd@AOL.COM>
Atlanta, ga - Saturday, November 6, 2004 5:37 PM CST

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Always thinking of your family. What an amazing school Providence is, and what a lovely tribute they have written for him. Carter continues to change the world, even after he's left it. :) What an amazing boy.

You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 12:40 AM CST

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Dearest Martins, thinking of you often, knowing the peaks and valleys of grieving, the numbness, the pain, the nightmare of not having your sweet Carter as an earthly presence. Take each day as it comes, one step at a time. It is amazing what God is doing through the precious memory of Carter. I too long for the day there will be no childhood cancer. May God keep you in His loving arms. Continuing to pray, the Bazemores
s.bazemore <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Friday, November 5, 2004 9:32 PM CST

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Thinking of you tonight...wishing that we lived closer...much love to all....we love you...Jean and Mike
J deVegter <salcedo97@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 9:20 PM CST

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Thinking about you ... a lot.

God Bless,
Jodi Hansen http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachelhansen <Flyingcook@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN - Friday, November 5, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Good luck with the play Candler. Little brother will be watching, so you show him your stuff ok kiddo?
Hugs,
April
April from caring_hearts_n_hugs <caring_hearts_n_hugs@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, AR USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 3:04 PM CST

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Candler, woke up thinking about the play tonight! I know you will be a shinning star for Carter!!!! Good luck and I will be praying for you all this weekend.
Suzanne Townsend <suzanne.townsend@bellsouth.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Friday, November 5, 2004 6:20 AM CST

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your family is in my thoughts and prayers! love the song HOMESICK!
Kristin Friend of Allie <kdaliege@hotmail.com>
Nekoosa, WI USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Candler, I think if we remember correctly you are to be in your school play tomorrow. Good luck! We will be thinking about you. Our love, The Paul Peterson Family
Deborah Peterson <debpeterson@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA 30024 - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:36 PM CST

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Hello to the Martins! Still check in and pray daily. I read Shelby's page last night... her mom wrote a note to God and asked for dreams of Shelby and I pray that for y'all! And for Candler "break a leg!"
JaDon Taylor Gardner <jadongardner@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 12:56 AM CST

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Thinking of you.
Kati <KTanner@georgiacancer.org>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 12:33 AM CST

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Thinking of your family. May God continue to comfort and hold you.
Jeanne, Shannon, Grant and Aidan C ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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I hope all is well with you guys.We love you'all and will continue praying for you.
ken stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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once again my heart is drawn to your family.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 11:29 AM CST

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Hello Martins-
I haven't written in a while, but check in daily. We are so excited about Carter's Research Fund!! Good luck to Candler in the play- I know he'll be great!
Love,
Tracy
Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 2:29 PM CST

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Dear Martin Family,

Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts daily. Your family is in so many hearts! I find it inspiring to check the guestbook and see the love for your family flow.
May God continue to soothe your breaking hearts.

Much love, Delia
Margaret's Mom
Delia Fowler <ToddFowler5@aol.com>
Tallahassee, Florida USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 12:06 AM CST

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I am here again this morning checking in and wanting you to know I pray for all of you daily. My heart aches for your loss. May God hold you close to himself and comfort you.
Suzanne Townsend <suzanne.townsend@bellsouth.com>
Sugar Hill, GA USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:35 AM CST

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hello martins, you know i think of you all every day. today, after reading your web site about the special day on Dec. 3 at Providence, my friend/boss/owner of the spanish academy here in alpharetta, we decided to be a t-shirt sponsor in honor of carter. we sent in the check today and we cant wait for all of us to have one of the t-shirts! WHAT A TREMENDOUS THING THEY ARE DOING! HOW SPECIAL THEY ALL MUST BE. we are so happy to be able to do a little something. martins, how much little angel carter must be missed, i can only imagine, but never forget that he will always live in my heart and so, so, so many others. i send you all a great big hug, and lots of love. annie and boys :) :) :)
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Monday, November 1, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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hello martins, you know i think of you all every day. today, after reading your web site about the special day on Dec. 3 at Providence, my friend/boss/owner of the spanish academy here in alpharetta, we decided to be a t-shirt sponsor in honor of carter. we sent in the check today and we cant wait for all of us to have one of the t-shirts! WHAT A TREMENDOUS THING THEY ARE DOING! HOW SPECIAL THEY ALL MUST BE. we are so happy to be able to do a little something. martins, how much little angel carter must be missed, i can only imagine, but never forget that he will always live in my heart and so, so, so many others. i send you all a great big hug, and lots of love. annie and boys :) :) :)
annie castro <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Monday, November 1, 2004 7:23 PM CST

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Scott & Leigh Ann,
Thought of you and Candler all weekend. I can't imagine how hard it was.
My thoughts and prayers are still with you constantly!
love,
robyn

robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 12:26 AM CST

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Thought about dear sweet Carter a bunch yesterday. My most favorite Halloween was when you dressed him up as the Chick Fil A Cow! He was adorable!!!!

Know that it must have been a tough day for you all....

Love you and miss you.
Sherry McHale <smchale@austin.rr.com>
Austin, TX USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:37 AM CST

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I am praying that God gives you strength to face each day. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling but please know that Carter will always be remembered. What a wonderful boy!
Melinda (Friends of Allie)
Tampa, FL - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:47 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family right now. I am sorry for the loss of your amazing boy Carter.


Kristin A Friend of Allie <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 10:13 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know that there are people out here that are thinking about you and your family right now.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:51 PM CST

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Thinking of you and Carter today...what an amazing child.
Amie from Friends of Allie(www.scotthousehold.com)
NC - Sunday, October 31, 2004 6:55 PM CST

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Just to let you all know that there are still many people that have never met you or sweet Carter that are praying for you and your family.
Kim - proudly a Friend of Allie (www.scotthousehold.com) <kimboj35@yahoo.com>
McKinney, TX - Sunday, October 31, 2004 6:53 PM CST

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Leigh Ann
my heart aches for you and your family. I think about you all and pray for you as well. What an extraordinary young man you created. You must be so proud of him an all that he did, you should be proud of yourself too.

Please know I am one of many thinking of you and your family. I pray for strength and comfort. I pray for Candler too as I know this is such a difficult-beyond-words situation for him.


Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~
Stow, OH - Sunday, October 31, 2004 10:46 AM CST

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Dear Leigh Ann: Continue to pray for you all as you continue the grief process. God somehow makes things easier for us whose loved ones go HOME before we do. No, we don't ever leave them because they will ALWAYS be in our hearts. The first year is ALWAYS the hardest. Afterwards, all you remember are the good times and we as Christians KNOW one day (SOON) that we will be reunited and that it will never be any seperation again. God cares and if He didn't, we would not have LIFE the way He entended for us all to have. ALL of us ARE very special to Him.

I don't know if you have heard yet, but Cheyanne earned her "angel wings" this morning. I just learned of it tonight. Connor Hunley is another one who is close to earning his.

May God surround you with His angels of grace, mercy and love and may He grant you peace that passes all understanding....in Jesus name. Yes, that JOY does find its way back into your heart. The beautiful memories that only God can keep in your heart is beyond measure and the treasures that He gives only makes our faith stronger in Him. God bless you and your family.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:26 PM CDT

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Hi,

Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue to try and cope with the loss of your beautiful son.
Carol (Friends of Allie) <carol@alberts.us>
St. Petersburg , Fl - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

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Dear Martin Family,
I was directed to your website from Cheyenne Fiveash's caringbridge site. I am so sorry to learn of the hard things your family has been through and the passing of your son. My heart breaks for you. It also rejoices with you because Christ is my savior and I know that I will see Carter in heaven one day! I'm praying that God will give His comfort and peace to you.
God bless your family.



Sonja Woods <mom2joel@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann,
It was so very good to see you the other day at Providence and to get to speak with you briefly. Your family has had such an impact on us the Providence family and on our children, the 2nd grade (Carter's special grade). We embrace you and your family, as Carter has and will be a part of our lives forever.
I know each day is unbearable for you as you try to return to normal. My heart breaks for you and I wish I could take all of the hurt you all are feeling away. Just know we love you and are praying for you while you grieve and that the healing process will begin. Each tiny step you are making is a prayer answered and we will continue to lift you and your family up until you feel like life is worth living again. May God give you the strength to get through the nights and to face each day with a good thought and memory that someday produces a smile.
With all my love, Nancy Gordeuk
Nancy Gordeuk <nnttsp@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 3:07 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann - Your on-going drive and commitment is an inspiration. I admire everything you are doing in honor of your son and for all the kids with cancer. I know how important funds are for continuous research for childhood diseases for my own daughter has a rare bone disease. I will definitely support Carter's fund. Bless you and your family. Take good care of yourself.
Denise Jue Marino <denise@armware.com>
Marietta, GA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:30 AM CDT

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Martin Family- I have prayed for you constantly since I came across your sight in early August. Your family's strength inspires and comforts; and as I experienced a loss of my own in early Sept. I saw through your words your grace and courage, and it comforted me too. Today as I visited the site, the song you have playing now brought chills and tears to my cheeks. You and your family just shine for God. Our prayers are constantly with you.

Lisa <lisamarie_33811@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:12 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann~I just recently learned about Carter through the article in the AJC. I am 25 and now in remission from my battle this year with Hodgkin's Lymphoma. I found out about Caringbridge also and used it as my outlet to share my experience with cancer with my friends and family. If you wish to see it, my website is www.caringbridge.org/ga/kristi. Although Carter and I are different in age and the type of cancer, I felt as though I could relate to many of your emotions (the good and bad) as he fought his battle. Thank you for being such an inspiration to us all. I too learned that God is in control and early on I left my healing in his graceful hands. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all.
Kristi Shearouse <kshearouse@hotmail.com>
Douglasville, GA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

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Your son is a true inspiration to us all.

Jenny Willett <MrslarryW@cox.net>
Dana Point, CA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 0:09 AM CDT

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You continue to touch our hearts and souls. We check on your family like it's our own very often. Keep doing the great work you are doing. I know Carter is smiling and not the least bit surprised by it.

The Hudlows <landal@bellsouth.net>
Grayson, GA USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 4:47 PM CDT

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Hellow Martin Family,

You guys have touched my heart in such a profound way. I am expecting our third child and recently had some testing that indicated the baby may have severe chromosomal defects. Guess who I continually thought of during that scary time of having a sick child? YOU!!! Over and over I drew from your faith and it inspired me to have the strength to know it is all in His hands. By the way, further testing indicated the baby does not have the abnomalities once suspected. We dodged that bullet and for that we are grateful.

I hope you guys know how you have touched and inspired so many people in such a deep way. You are also gifts from God for the rest of us to learn from! I hope that doesn't sound too freaky but I really believe you are.

You are in my thoughts and prayers daily! It is all well and good to be so helpful and strong for so many of us but you also need to be taken care of and nurtured. That is a strong prayer I have for you. I also pray for your family to share that pure family fun again - the kind with no pain or lost innocence. I pray for you!!!! Our prayers will be heard and answered!!!!!!! God Bless You!

Julie Pritchett Huff <hufffurniture@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, Ga USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 4:23 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann, Thanks so much for making us aware of the events at PCS. We hope to be there or participate in other ways. Tim, Dawn and Luke Norton
Dawn <tanorton@mindspring.com>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 8:36 AM CDT

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Dear Martins - I realized this morning that for months now, since I learned of Carter's fight, I start each morning at his web site because seeing that beautiful smiling face makes my day like only my own childrens' faces could. Then I began to think - how strange that it would lift me up instead of being overwhelmed by the sadness of his loss - when I heard a singer on my radio repeatedly saying "Don't feel sorry for me." Surprised me, but made me feel good at the same time.
Then reading your message also surprisingly made me feel so good. Your honesty about your pain is heart wrenching, but your tale about the reception you felt at Providence was so uplifting. I'm sure Carter was there with you and he was loving it again.
Sorry for the long message, but I just wanted you to know how touched I am by your beautiful angel and your incredible family. God Bless You All!
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

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My heart goes out to your family. I believe that Carter was a special Angel from God to show us He is sufficient in all things and to love Him for this great gift. God Bless you and his sweet young face.
Lisa Muzi <Lisa@TriCountyjazzin.com>
Suwanee, Ga USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:08 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann
...like Kim said, Providence is a sweeter and more precious place because of Carter and your beautiful, faithful, unwavering family. You are so right, I know the boys are grieving in their own ways. I can say that Peyton is having a particularly hard time right now-he talks so much about Carter and the relationship that all five of them had. This brings smiles and laughter, along with the sadness, to his face and mine. We talk about how faithful and brave Carter was, how loving and unconditional these boys have been and still are, in their friendship with Carter. He will forever be in their hearts, memories and still very much alive in their conversations!
Yes, we do agree,it is an honor to have YOU in our lives.
Love, Ann
Ann Adkins <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:46 PM CDT

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yeay for the carter martin classic! special blessings for all of the martins. we are standing with you still.
the duffies
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann,

I don't know you personally, but I must tell you and thank you for your inspiration. God brings you to mind often in prayer and to give me perspective, especially in my role as a mom. Thank you for sharing your heart and allowing God to use it in people's lives. How wonderful of you not to shut off your heart for fear of more pain but to continue to live with your heart open and tender by God's grace.
Suzy Brister <SuzBrister@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 9:02 PM CDT

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Scott, Leighann and Candler
You are right. There is no place like Providence. My kids are really missing their friends from there. We miss the sweet spirit that is evident when you walk through those front doors. I can't wait to hear how the Carter Martin Classic goes. God is going to do big things throught this and the students at PCA.
I pray foryou daily.
Love in Christ,
Kristie Webster
Kristie Webster
Buford, GA 30519 - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:47 PM CDT

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Providence would not be what it is today without the presence of the Martin family. Carter's experience has brought such a sweet spirit to that place many of us call "home". Thank you for letting us stand beside you. It is an honor. Love always.
Kim <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:31 PM CDT

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still checking on you and praying for you daily.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:10 AM CDT

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Hey Martin Family,
We continue to pray for you on this journey. May He grant you peace today and hope each day. What an amazing gift you have Leigh ann of faith. May He wrap his arms around you all tonight and you feel his affection and love as a blanket covering you.
We think and pray for you daily.
Love you, Suzi Blackwell
Suzi Blackwell <solsuenoah@hotmail.com>
Dothan, AL USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

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I haven't signed in on the guest book for a few weeks, but I think about your family all of the time and you are all in my prayers every night. Reading the article on Carter brought tears to my eyes. He was such an amazing child and a true inspiration to us all. I will definitely be contacting the Red Cross to find out how and where I can donate platelets.
With love always,
Joanne Dodd <joannedodd@comcast.net>
Acworth, GA 30101 - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:20 PM CDT

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Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousands winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in morning’s hush,
I am the swifter uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.

We had this printed on prayer cards for my brother's memorial service. Loosing a sibling is difficult at 27. I can't imagine how Candler must be feeling. Our miracle, though he wasn't supposed to leave the hospital at birth, survived 34 years. I bet Carter was there to greet him when he arrived in Heaven, both of them free of pain. Do you think they are running around and playing ball up there like they couldn't do here on earth? These thoughts make me smile.

My husband and I pray for you Leigh Ann, Scott, and Candler. We pray real hard...

Maggie Roe <mroe@comsys.com>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 2:49 PM CDT

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Reading the article about Carter has touched me in so many ways....Now whenever I think i'm having a rough day all I have to do is think of all that Carter went through. My thoughts and prayers are with your family and I know Carter is in heaven looking down on you.
Sarah <Jackson.1298@osu.edu>
Pickerington, OH - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

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I have followed Carter's story for quite some time now but I don't think I've ever signed the guestbook. It's so wonderful to continue to hear how Carter's life is touching so many. When I read your latest journal entry today I was amazed because we're from Ames, IA! We moved away about 3 months ago and, in doing so, had to leave all our wonderful family, friends and Drs behind. It just brought a smile to my face to hear about Ames again :) We continue to pray for your family.
Sarah and all the Mundy boys (www.caringbridge.org/ia/aidan) <thetwinsplus2@yahoo.com>
Platteville, WI - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 3:59 PM CDT

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Your endurance amazes me. I keep thinking that one day i will try to visit your website and it will be gone. Thank you for keeping up and going on. I cherish the things you write and it sustains me on my own journey through life. May God continue to use you and bless your family. Love,
Treena Hendrix Smith <Squirtzer@aol.com>
Signal Mountain, TN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 2:23 PM CDT

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I read the article this weekend because I was home (I don't get the paper up at school) and I was very excited to read it. It was very touching, and done so well. I feel your pain as to how the journey on earth being hard even though you know these wonderful children are in a better place to a certain extent. I was one of Shelby's teachers at Primrose. I try to understand how hard it is for you guys, but I know that I will never understand unless I am the mother of a child and have to endure what you are going through. No one should have to go through this, but we have to keep reminding ourselves that Carter and Shelby are doing awesome. They are dancing like they've never danced before and they are running around...they are running around playing and not getting tired, they can stay out as long as they want because they don't have to worry about being exhausted or being out in the open air catching something because of low counts. I know its hard for you guys, but try to remember the good times and laugh your way thrgouh the tough times. I admire you guys, you're strong people...God only picks the strongest people because he knows you can get through it!!!
Brittany (Prescott friend) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

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Candler,
We are looking forward to seeing "Nate"! We are praying for you daily. We know how proud Carter is of you.

Nancy, Keith, Lauren, Parker and Carson Harris
Nancy Harris
Norcross, GA - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:25 PM CDT

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The AJC article was touching, I knew of Carter and his fight through my nephew who attends Providence. May God continue to bless you and your family.
Diane Chadwick <dchad404@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 6:55 PM CDT

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Scott, Leigh Ann and Chandler,I go to Carter's Web site some days just to hear the beautiful song. I have written to you earlier. You have all been in our prayers. I look at Carter's eye's every morning when I go to my desk. We have also returned a special gift that was given to us for a short time. Brad would be 20 years old now. We lost him to Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma 17 months ago. He made it one month past his transplant. I am looking forward to meeting your family at REMEMBER THE SUNSHINE. Tenise and our friends at Egleston have shared what beautiful people you are and how special you are to them. I am so glad you have had some time away and I pray Chandler is doing well.
Our prayers are with you.

Lenora Gambrell <lenoragambrell@bellsouth.net>
Dacula, ga - Monday, October 25, 2004 5:44 PM CDT

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My heart goes out to you and your family. Carter was such an inspiration to me as I read his story. My God continue to keep you in his loving arms of comfort.
Christine Edmond <blessednhifavore@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 2:44 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann - I was in the middle of sending an e-mail to my new marathon team when my sister called to tell me about the article. I stopped writing long enough to read it, shed many a tear, and then couldn't wait to finish writing the group refreshed with never failing inspiration from your precious child. I, along with 17 other women, will be walking the Country Music Half-Marathon in April in honor of Carter. We hope to raise funds and awareness as we train. We will be donated any monies raised to the Carter Martin fund for experimental research. We are all strengthened by our miracle named Carter. We continue to pray for y'all every day. God bless!
Montie Stone <stonefamily@mindspring.com>
Decatur, ga usa - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:47 AM CDT

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The AJC article was great...what a wonderful tribute to all of you. I go in for surgery tomorrow to remove some remaining cancerous lymph nodes (thyroid cancer) and I know how hard it is for my family (parents, husband, siblings and my small children - 7, 3, and 7 months). It is harder to be the caregiver than the sick one. I take with me Carter's courage and I hope that people think even a fraction about me as they did for such a young boy. God bless you all and I am glad to see you are surviving!
Sally <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:22 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann, Scott & Candler,
I just want you to know that we are still here praying for you, and thinking of you daily. We pray for your strength and courage to face each new day without precious Carter.
The AJC article was wonderful! Congratulations, Candler, on your school play.
Our thoughts and prayers are, and will continue to be, with you all.

Tori Kerr <tori_kerr@hines.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 12:06 AM CDT

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I am a brain tumor survivor and the story on Carter has made me realize that I need to get back to donating platlets to the Red Cross through their Phresis program.

My prayers are with you and your family and for the families of all cancer victims.
Tony Lay <tonylay@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 9:37 AM CDT

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What a touching, well-written article in the AJC yesterday. Thanks for bringing the issue of childhood cancer to light. We are thinking of you and your family.
The Hawkinsons
Gary, Kay, Emily and Abby
Kay Hawkinson, Abby's Mom, www.caringbridge.org/ga/abbyhawkinson <gkhawkinson@charter.net>
Lawrenceville, GA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:55 AM CDT

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An awesome article about a remarkable boy and family...especially his Mom's wonderful ability to express it all through "written words". My family and I continue to keep the entire Martin family covered in prayer. May God bring you peace and comfort.
S.Doucette <sdoucette@carterusa.com>
Stone Mountain, GA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:45 AM CDT

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Dear family, found your page, and it is wonderful. What is the song you are playing??? My daughter is a brain tumor 2 year survivor...my heart is with all of you...
Mary Dorschel caringbridge.org/va/lizzie <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
suffolk, va - Monday, October 25, 2004 7:55 AM CDT

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Dear Martin Family,
I dont believe Ive ever signed in Carter's guestbook but I check the website daily. I want you to know that I continue to pray for you all as you continue life on this new road without Carter. My heart hurts for all the pain that you all have had to endure, but I have faith that all the prayers will help bring some peace and comfort to some of your pain. I read the article on Carter and it was absolutely beautiful. I couldnt contain my tears as I read about your AMAZING boy Carter and what an equally AMAZING family you are. WOW! YOU are all in my prayers...
Amy <athomas@hansoncomputer.com>
Huntington beach, CA - Monday, October 25, 2004 5:49 AM CDT

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Prayer, prayer and more prayer! Keep the faith and stay strong.
Alison N McColley <alisonmccolley@hotmail.com>
Austell, GA 30168 - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:59 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann,

I don't know if you remember me or not but I knew you in college. As I was reading the article in the AJC today I was so touched reading about this precious little boy and his loving family. I read the article to my two older daughters and I could not contain my tears. It was only after seeing your picture did I realize that it was someone who I knew.
My heart aches for you and your family. Carter sounds like a remarkable little boy whom I wish we could have met. He will be remembered and thought of in our prayers. For your family we pray for the strength and courage to continue on and for Carter's big brother Candler.
I'm sure a minute does not go by that you do not think about him. After reading the article today, I can't seem to get him off of my mind.

God Bless!

Michelle Beeler Gilleland

Michelle Beeler Gilleland <mcgilleland@bellsouth.net>
Suwanee, GA USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

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Dear Martins,
Still sharing your story, still crying, still praying.........
love tamra
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 10:56 PM CDT

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Just read your story and want to extend a hug and prayer. I have a rare cancer and am a mom of five kids.I have felt manythings about CANCER in general, that you felt and named. I hate what it does to a family...oh yes, there are the strengths and goods that come out of it, but if we had a choice? I wouldn't choose it. I am thankful your little guy is in heaven free of pain, but I am sad for you to be without your son. My prayers are with you. My heart aches for you. My story is on a caringbridge site too..I appreciate your prayers as well. There are not as many support funds, awareness, or 'getaways', no make a wish's for adults stricken w/ a terrible disease,...who have only a little time w/t heir kids...no organizations to help our children deal with the anxieties of having a mom w/ cancer. And yes, blood needs are real. so real. Thanks for sharing so much. God ;bless. taj brown http://www3.caringbridge.org/tx/tajbrown/
Taj Brown <txdagwoods@austin.rr.com>
CEDAR PARK, tx usa - Sunday, October 24, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

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Dear Martin family,
What a wonderful article about Carter in the AJC!! My mom and I were reading it and checking your website on one of the BMT computers last night, and one of the nurses stopped to read it too, and we talked about how much we love the song playing and we talked about Carter, even though my mom and I never met him. I knew Carter lived an amazing life, but I never imagined that a newspaper article could do talk about Carter, the effects of his life, and the need for more research so well. And THANK YOU for mentioning the need for platelets. It is very scary to watch your brother's nose bleed and know that you are waiting on the last bag of Rh- platelets in the STATE. Thank you for continuing to inspire others to help other children and families.
Love,
Claire Olson www.caringbridge.org/ga/williamolson <Claire84@bellsouth.net>
Athens, GA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 9:35 PM CDT

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What a beautful article, thank you for sharing him with us. Love you all,
Emily Garner
Emily Garner <egraygarner@aol.com>
Carrollton, GA 30117 - Sunday, October 24, 2004 8:02 PM CDT

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When Sarah and I sat down to read the AJC article we both had tears coming down our face as we reached the end. Carter is such an inspiration. Today when I saw the article in the paper I said, "Look Sarah, Carter's article made the paper." She replied in a matter of fact 8 year old way, "It should have!" Our prayers continue for the healing of your family.
Kristi Fuqua <kristi.fuqua@comcast.net>
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 8:00 PM CDT

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Dear Martins,
We are so touched by Carters article in the AJC. What a wonderful tribute to a wonderful little boy. Wayne has been deployed again this time to Iraq, and rest assured, the coalition forces are all praying for the Martin family and for the brave soldier, Carter!
the Mosleys <mosleyj@bellsouth.net>
Vidalia, GA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

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Dear Martins, We saw the article about Carter in the AJC this morning, and I've been crying ever since. My love and prayers are with you all. May your faith and hope sustain you always. With love, Sheri Coursey
Sheri Coursey <shericoursey@comcast.net>
Lilburn, Ga USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:15 PM CDT

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the sunday paper article was just beautiful, how a little angel can touch so many souls, and because of his mom and his family, little angel carter has touched, forever, so many lives, and all for the positive. you see, this little guy is having the best time up in heaven knowing he makes so many peoples lives better and puts life in a perspective where people are able to enjoy life so much more just because of little angel carter. does this make any sense? he is missed by EVERYONE but his love and his amazing strength and selfishness is like no one elses.
hugs to all and love, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:10 PM CDT

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Love you guys!
Kelli Murphy <kellimptc@yahoo.com>
Milledgeville, GA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:06 PM CDT

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Dear Martin Family,
What a beautiful tribute to Carter and you all but most of all to God's faithfulness. His ways are definitely not our ways, but I was reminded today of how He is working all over the world even though we can not see Him. The Martin family are missionaries. We all are called to be spreading the light and truth of Christ. Your family has walked a dark, hard path but it has and is bringing so, so, so many closer to Christ, the LIGHT!!! Thank you for continuing to love the world and bring glory to God through your lives.
Love to you all!!! You remain in our daily prayers.
Katie Purcell

P.S. I have started going to Egleston with Pat Tooke and Amybeth and another friend to do art lessons in the classroom and occasionally bedside. We hope to be admitted into the dialysis clinic soon. It is because of Carter and the special time I had with him the day we painted at the hospital. That day changed my focus and purpose forever!!!!!
Katie Purcell <katiepurcell@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, ga 30047 - Sunday, October 24, 2004 12:59 AM CDT

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what a beutiful page sarah made for carter, i wish i was so talented!!i loved it and i just sat there and watched it over and over again, how sweet. im thinking of you and wanted to say hello. hugs annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Sunday, October 24, 2004 12:05 AM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann, Scott and Chandler, Ijust read the AJC article which took me to the web site. I have two children, Colton 6 and Emily 4. My heart just broke as I have spent the last two hours going over your web site. My kids are so precious to me. After reading about your son Carter, it so makes me realize how much I need to slow down with my life and chereish even more the daily life of my children. My kids still sleep with me and my husband on occasion, and it is ok. Carter was so brave and so have you and your family. I will keep your family inmy thoughts and prayers.
Kim Lublink <kimberlyannms@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 10:55 AM CDT

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Dear Martins, I opened my Sunday AJC and burst into tears for you all and for missing your son, Carter, who I would have loved to have met! The article is beautiful and it captures in each story of the many strangers who followed Carter's life and FIGHT through your journal entries, Leigh Ann, the PROFOUND impact that he made on our family. 'Through a friend of a friend of a friend stories' are how we know and ADORE your son and his courage. We continue to hold the three of you up in our nightly prayers. We can't imagine the depth of your pain and loss, but we pray always that God wrap His mighty arms around you all and keep you close to HIM. We know Carter is running free in the heavenly kingdom.
Beth, Tony, Caroline and Rachel BROWN <beth.brown@mci.com>
Roswell, GA USA! - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:10 AM CDT

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I just finished reading today's article in the AJC and looked up your Web site. My prayer is that God will continue to bless and sustain your family. While I don't know you personally, I feel that your sharing this experience and your precious son will be an inspiration to all, both young and old to live the best life they can. I'm sure that Carter is smiling down from heaven, very pleased with all the lives that he has touched and continues to touch through people learning about him. May God bestow his richest blessings upon you always.
Karen Y. Kirkland
Atlanta, GA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:48 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann and Scott,
Still thinking about you every day. Praying that each day gets a bit easier for you and praying for Candler too. I hate that I know just how hard this can be. Have felt pretty upbeat but I feel the reality of this disease setting in on me and it is very scary. Thank you for sharing your lives with us; I draw so much strength from you all.
Connie Copley <tcopley@bellsouth.net: www.caringbridge.org/ga/tylercopley>
powder springs, ga - Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:42 PM CDT

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I continue to be awed by the power of God and prayer. The AJC article is fabulous!
Kim Derrick <kbderrick@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC - Saturday, October 23, 2004 5:44 PM CDT

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hello martins, what an awesome story about carter. you see, he not only touched people around us, but people all over the world. i think of all of you every day, many, many times a day. i wonder how you are all doing, candler, leigh ann and scott. i know that all the memories you have of little angel carter is what probably bring smiles to your face and happiness to your heart. i can imagine that the pain and the sadness must be unbearable, and the sadness will never go away, hopefully the pain slowly in time, will heal. please know that i will never ever forget your little guy, his little face and that smile stays with me always. i send you all a special hug, with lots of love and know you are forever in my heart. hugs, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Saturday, October 23, 2004 5:10 PM CDT

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hello martins, what an awesome story about carter. you see, he not only touched people around us, but people all over the world. i think of all of you every day, many, many times a day. i wonder how you are all doing, candler, leigh ann and scott. i know that all the memories you have of little angel carter is what probably bring smiles to your face and happiness to your heart. i can imagine that the pain and the sadness must be unbearable, and the sadness will never go away, hopefully the pain slowly in time, will heal. please know that i will never ever forget your little guy, his little face and that smile stays with me always. i send you all a special hug, with lots of love and know you are forever in my heart. hugs, annie and boys :) :) :)
annie <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Saturday, October 23, 2004 5:09 PM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann, What an absolutely wonderful article about your family. I sit hear with the tears streaming down my face. You are such an amazing woman and how privileged and fortunate we are to have known you and Carter even if only through your precious writings. Thank you for sharing your son and your words with us. Love Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 3:32 PM CDT

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Dear Martin Family,
We continue to lift up your precious family in prayer. While we don't know you personally, we have prayed for Carter and your entire family for many months. Carter was a miracle! Your family, and Christ in you, is an encouragement to all. We pray you continue to experience the Lord's peace even in the midst of your worst pain and grief. May He be your refuge.
Julie Cleveland <chrisandjuliec@bellsouth.net>
Lawrenceville, GA USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 10:24 AM CDT

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We pray every day that God give you the strength to go forward in life, as nearly impossible as it must be.

Brent
The Rivers <therivers@teamrivers.com>
Smyrna, GA - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:32 PM CDT

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Kristin Connor sent me the link to the AJC Online article that was posted today about Carter and your caringbridge site --- what a wonderful story. It warms my heart to know that Carter's "stone", and his story, is rippling out and will continue to ripple ... touching so many lives ... and inspiring so many people to take a moment to appreciate thier own blessings. I'll be thinking about your family, and hoping you have a peaceful weekend.

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Friday, October 22, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

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What a brave little boy. Our prayers go out to the family and we encourage you to take one day at a time. This is what the Lord gives us; tomorrow is not promised to anyone. This is why we should live every minute as if it's our last. When the prayers go up; the blessing do come down. Take care.
Larry & Lettie Hawkins
Decatur, GA USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

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I was reading the AJC online and saw the story today about Carter and I want to thank you so much for sharing Carter with all of us - I will never forget the night we spoke in the kitchen at Eggleston when you were getting ready to leave with Carter - at that time I had no idea I too would be leaving in the same position as you - you have done so much to raise the awareness of childhood cancer and especially Ewings and I want to thank you for that - Steph is doing really well but I hate this disease so!
www.caringbridge.org/ga/stephaniephillips
Patti Phillips <mombie08@aol.com>
Fayetteville, Ga - Friday, October 22, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

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I found the site today and as the father of two children, I can't even begin to understand your loss. You raised a true blessing who has heard from God "Well done, my good and faithful servant". His heart may have given out, but it never gave in. Bless you
Randy M <rjmaddox@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 1:58 PM CDT

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Dear Martins,
we will NEVER forget Carter. A big hug to you all, a special one to Cameron. LOL
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Friday, October 22, 2004 12:10 AM CDT

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Thinking of your family again today. Every morning I pray that each day will get a little easier.
Suzanne Townsend <Szuanne.Townsend@bellsouth.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Friday, October 22, 2004 11:15 AM CDT

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Hey, friends. Just a note to tell you I'm thinking of you today...
Love,
Kristin
Kristin, Mike, Ryan and Brandon Connor (www.caringbridge.org/ga/brandonconnor) <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Friday, October 22, 2004 10:15 AM CDT

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To the Martin Family:
Your story touched my heart like you will never know. I know that your son is a very proud little boy! We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. May GOD always be a part of your life. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY!!
Jennifer McCloskey
Canton , GA USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 10:13 AM CDT

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I just found your website thanks to the AJC on the Internet which told of a woman, Jennie Kaiser, on the Pacific coast who built a boat in honor of your son. I have never known of such a courageous young man in all my life. My life will be forever touched by your storey. I can not even imagine what you are going through. Your were truley blessed to of had 7+ years with such a wonderful child. I try to live each day of life as if it were my last and to appreciate all the blessings I have been given. Life is so precious but yet as humans it is abused on a dailey basis. I just want to say I am so sorry for all your pain and that I appreciate you sharing your storey. Like I said earlier, this has definitely touched my life, things will not be the same. I will pray for your family to find the strength to pick yourselves up and continue on life's journey and one day, I too, will have the pleasure of meeting this remarkable young man.
Patricia Hames
Snellville, GA US - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:38 AM CDT

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The Junior English classes pray for a restful weekend for your family. We pray that God's strength will help you through each day, giving you peace and comfort.
Rhonda Singer <r.singer@providencechristianacademy.org>
Lilburn, GA United States - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:30 AM CDT

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I pray that your heart will heart a little less every day and I rejoice that Carter is in Heaven looking down on you with his beautiful smile.
Melondy <spain30@yahoo.com>
Austell, Ga US - Friday, October 22, 2004 7:17 AM CDT

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Hi Leigh Ann,
Just wanted to say hi and we are praying for you guys every day. I know that days ahead will be tough with Halloween, Carter's birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas, the New Year. I'm glad you have gotten the research fund going. I know it will be a great thing!
Love,
Margaret Anne
Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 10:55 PM CDT

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We love you guys.
Ken Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Thursday, October 21, 2004 8:00 PM CDT

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To the Martin Family,
I have never met you, I sure wish I would have gotten a chance to meet your little angel before he left the earth. I was introduced to your story from the ladies at Jazzersise who are doing the holiday bazaar in Carter's memory. I just read your entire journal and cried the whole time. I was amazed at the strengh you all have especially during that time. I know that your strong faith lit your way when it got dark. I am compelled to help - just as I'm sure many others have. I have begun a collection of "wish list" items for Camp Sunshine and can't wait to see how much we can accomplish. I pray for your strength - and thank you for your story, it was a gift to me and I hope to pass on the many messages I got from it in my everyday life. Just by living proud and being happy and smiling for we are God's children - that is what Carter taught me.
Joy Dodson <joydodson@hotmail.com>
Duluth, GA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 5:02 PM CDT

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To the Martin Family and everyone else that had the honor of knowing Carter. I personally didn't know him or his family but found myself reading an article on him and his perserverance. I think it is just non-realistic to have to bury your child but God's will must be done. I have four kids of my own and pray that this is not the case with either of them but God knows best. In reading the article on little Carter, I found myself in tears because he went through some of the same things my grandmother did with amputations and chemotherapy for her cancer. I know Carter is in a better place now and I'm sure his memory will live on. I will keep his family and friends in my daily prayer. May God richly bless and keep each of you.
Mignon Calhoun <mcalhoun@apcu.com>
- Thursday, October 21, 2004 3:34 PM CDT

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my prayers are with you
edythe smith <edy_smith@yahoo.com>
duluth, ga usa - Thursday, October 21, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, I sit here tonight sadly watching my beloved NY Yankees lose the ALCS series. I browse through your website, and realize though I am sad, there are far bigger issues to deal with. My prayers are always with you, I walk the halls of Aflac and miss seeing Carter and all of you. I hope you visit soon. Take Care, Love Lauri
Lauri Walker <law513@charter.net>
McDonough, ga usa - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:56 PM CDT

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We're praying that you will especially feel God's strength and love today and in the days to come! You all are always in our prayers.

The Wileys
MWiley <mwiley36@comcast.net>
Evans, GA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

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Hi!
I am a friend of Nancy Olson's and the prayer circle. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers often. I love the idea of the experimental treatment fund. I can't wait to help. I look forward to your poster telling all about it. May God's strength and love and peace fill you. I am sorry it is so hard. Press On and Pray On!
Dean Crowe <DeanRCrowe@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

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Hi!
I am a friend of Nancy Olson's and the prayer circle. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers often. I love the idea of the experimental treatment fund. I can't wait to help. I look forward to your poster telling all about it. May God's strength and love and peace fill you. I am sorry it is so hard. Press On and Pray On!
Dean Crowe <DeanRCrowe@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann,
I have been checking on Brett's website today and as always look at Carter's. I love the Coaching for the Cure idea! My husband coaches baseball (and soccer sometimes) every season. He would gladly give anything he can to cancer research. That will be my first suggestion for next season. You are forever in my prayers! I think of you and Scott and Candler often.
All my love-
Laurie Leimkuehler
Laurie Leimkuehler <timl2@bellsouth.net>
Buford, GA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:23 PM CDT

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Martin family, I'am praying for you today, tomorow, and always.Thanks for sharing the pictures...very special.God Bless you as you continue on..Someone who cares in Hemet.Sherry
Sherry Vasquez <cowpies5@aol.com>
Hemet, Calif USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 1:10 PM CDT

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praying for the Holy Spirit to touch you right now and fill you completely with every inch of Him.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

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I have been keeping up with Rachel Hansens (my cousins grand daughter) journal (also has Ewings Sarcoma) and through her I have met your darling son. I would like to express my sympathy to your family. It is so hard to imagine what your family has been through.....why do such innocent beautiful children have to go through so much pain? What a beautiful thought to know he is "entertianing" God and many other beautiful people up in heaven. I will continue to pray for your family during the lonely days ahead.
Donna Stuit <bdbrs@adelphia.net>
Ontario, ca USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 0:00 AM CDT

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Sweet Martins,
Just checking in, we are still here praying and interceeding... God hold you, protect your hearts, protect your minds, and blanket you with his divine mercy and love...
love tamra
tamra stepp <tamra@thestepps.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 10:51 PM CDT

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Thinking of you as often as ever!
Kim Derrick <kbderrick@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 8:45 PM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann, Not a day goes by that I don't say prayers for you and your family. I can't even begin to imagine the pain you are all feeling. My heart just breaks reading your posts, although I'm very thankful that you share this with us. Please know even when I don't post every day, you are never far from my mind. God Bless you, Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 6:46 PM CDT

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Dear Martin Family,
Still thinking and praying for you daily.

Love,
Angi

Angi Tenney <angitenney@msn.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 6:20 PM CDT

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Candler, I am SO proud of you for getting a part in the school play, that is awesome!! I know that your little brother is also very proud of you.
Leanne, thank you for keeping us posted on the website of all the exciting things that are being done in Carters memory and on how things are in the Martin house.
You all are constantly in our thoughts and prayers! There is not a day that goes by that we are not thinking about you and praying for you. Each one of you are such a blessing to us!!
Tricia and Jimmy Wilson <TriciaUGA@hotmail.com>
Tucker, GA USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 4:53 PM CDT

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Hi, it has been a while since i have visited. I have been praying for strength for you on your journey. I know it is hard. I wish there was a way to make it easier. I am thankful for all of the blessings in your life. Candler and his part in the play, a get away to a familiar place with dear friends, and a new way to honor Carter. May God continue to watch over you and richly bless your family. Love to all,
treena hendrix smith <squirtzer@aol.com>
signal mtn, tn - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

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Dear Candler-
I was sorry to hear about Carter. He was very brave and kind to others. I heard you got a part in the school play. That's really cool. I miss Providence a lot. Tell David, Madison, Alexis, Connor, Charlie and Katie I said Hi.
I'll be praying for you.
Kennedy Webster
Kennedy Webster <mkennedyw@bellsouth.net>
Buford, Ga USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 3:49 PM CDT

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LA-
what wonderful pictures!!!! You all are so loved & Carter is so greatly missed. What an honor for you all to be part of such a caring community. I am sure Carter & his life had a huge impact on many & as I said before, many have seen the face of Christ thru the Martin family. God bless you & keep you all.
Love, Angel Lisa

Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 1:45 PM CDT

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How can those of us far away contribute to Carter's research fund?
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 11:50 AM CDT

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Wow, you guys are strong people. I admire you and I am praying for you every moment. Things may get hard, but in the end everything will be glorious...I know you know this already though. The pictures are great. I'm glad to hear that things are going well at the moment.
Brittany (friend of Shelby's family) <bptrav3151@ngcsu.edu>
Snellville, GA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 9:08 AM CDT

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I'm still checking in every day and thinking about all of you.Thanks for continuing to share your journey.

Congratulations to Candler on getting a part in the play!
Kelley Land <kelley@helwys.com>
Macon, GA United States - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:45 AM CDT

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Dear Martin family,
Please take heart knowing that each of you are in my thoughts & prayers daily. The first time when I read Carter's story & saw his precious face on the "caringbridge" website, it really moved me. Even though I didn't have the pleasure to have known such a sweet & special little boy, I know that he was definitely a courageous soldier who fought a battle with a terrible disease. After I heard "Blessed Be Your Name" & "Ready To Fly" for the first time since the loss of Carter, I cried. But now whenever I hear one of those songs, I know that Carter is looking down upon each of us & knowing that gives us the strength we need day by day. May the love, peace, strength & comfort embrace each of you right now & in the days ahead. Also, the treasured memories that each of you were blessed to have shared with Carter will stay close to your hearts & in your minds for a lifetime too! Also, I'm a friend to Dennis, Regina, Kyle & Tyler Johnson.

God Bless Each Of You! :)


Angela Sawyer <ajsawyer@bellsouth.net>
Stone Mountain, GA USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:04 PM CDT

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Dear Martin family, I just wanted to check in and say hello -- and let you know that we are thinking about you. I think I've mentioned it before, but the song you have playing on the site is beautiful. It brings me to tears every time I hear it.

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Monday, October 18, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

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I think of and pray for your family daily.
Beverly
Durham, NC USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

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Praying for the continued strength your family needs now and forever.
April
April from Caring Hearts N Hugs <caring_hearts_n_hugs@yahoo.com>
Forrest City, Ar USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:05 PM CDT

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Leigh Anne - I think of you all the time! If you ever want to get together for coffee -or a jog - or anything -let me know! You guys are so great and I am so impressed with everything you have done!

Caroline Meehan <cmeehan1@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

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Congratulations to Candler! I know he will do a great job in the play. He has an advantage over everyone else. He has an angel watching out for him. Leigh Ann, thank you for keeping us posted and a part of your lives. It means so much to hear from you. As always, I will be thinking and praying for you and your family.
Angie Zeigler Staiti <staiti@adelphia.net>
Cumming, Ga - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

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Dear friends:
I read your website and listen to FFH sing, and the tears roll down my face. My heart just "hurts" as I want so badly to make this bad dream end. I want us all to wake up and see Carter's big smile as he stands among us. Oh, Leigh Ann, I cannot imagine the depths of the pain you must feel...all of you. We hurt, but we know it does not compare to your grief and pain. We love you guys so much, and we just wish more than anything we could do more than pray for you. But we will do that, and we will ask God to give you divine strength to move forward, one tiny step at a time.
All our love,
Kristin
The Connors <kristin.connor@comcast.net>
Norcross, GA - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

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soooooooooooooooo sorry!!!!!!
kp <rplessy@bellsouth.net>
at., ga - Monday, October 18, 2004 6:50 PM CDT

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Hi guys,
How can we (everyone who is checking Carters site) help right now? We love you and continue to pray for you but want to do more.Leigh Ann how can we help your family right now?
ken syepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

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Dear Martins -

We are still checking on y'all and praying as always!
The Morelands <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Monday, October 18, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

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Dear sweet Martin family,
I cry each time I visit the site- knowing full well what you are going to say...being left behind on earth and separated from our loved one is sooo painful! It feels as if our heart is going to explode the pain is so strong. Know that I daily pray for you all and I deeply undestand Candler's pain. Let him know that although I lost my sister when I was 33 and she 31 yrs old- it is still hard, because I miss her daily & it's been almost 8 yrs since she went to be with God. I miss being able to pick up the phone to call her when something wonderful happens and my sons miss their aunt greatly. BUT, I know she is up there watching over us just as Carter is watching Candler with great joy & I am sure he is bragging about his wonderful brother. I am also sure Danielle greeted Carter with open arms & she loved sports & was good at them, so I bet she recruited Carter to be on her team!!!! :-) Sharing in your pain and praying that you will see God's goodness and faithfulness to you in the "little things" each day.
Love to you all,

Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:25 PM CDT

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I remember Steve talking about the loneliness he felt after Mike died, and I never understood it since he still had 4 sisters left.....of course, I never understood it until I became a parent myself and know that each child brings such unique and special gifts to this world and to people around them. We are feeling your pain, and please know that when the time is right for Candler, Steve is here for him. This world will never be the same without Carter! We love you. Steve and Angela
the dunbars <spdunbar@mindspring.com>
atlanta, ga usa - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:12 PM CDT

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Remember Me

Remember me in quiet days
While raindrops whisper on your pane.
But in your memories have no grief,
Let just the joy we knew remain.

Remember me when evening stars
Look down on you with steadfast eyes.
Remember if once you wake
To catch a glimpse of red sunrise.

And when your thoughts do turn to me,
Know that I would not have you cry.
But live for me and laugh for me,
When you are happy, so am I.

Remember an old joke we shared;
Remember me when spring walks by.
Think once of me when you are glad
And while you live, I shall not die.

Author Unknown

prayer warrior <PW4U@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

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I am part of William & the Olson's prayer circle. We have prayed for your family & will continue to do so. Your family is very important to all of us although we haven't met. Nancy thinks the world of you. Much Love to you all!
Rena Plessy <rplessy@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 11:29 AM CDT

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Hi
Sorry to read about your loss.
Carter is a beautiful boy.
Take Care

www.caringbridge.org/europe/matty
Jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro,Cornwall, ENGLAND - Saturday, October 16, 2004 3:59 AM CDT

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I saw Carter's name in the Compassionate Friends' newsletter. No one should have to see their child's name there -- but, given that we have to, it is a blessing to know the folks there. They have much wisdom to offer. I think of you four often.
Anne Teddlie <ateddlie@aol.com>
Decatur, GA - Friday, October 15, 2004 9:20 PM CDT

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Please know you are in my prayers. I appreciate your kindness in posting for all of us to read. May God Bless you all with continued strength and inner peace. Betty
Betty Smith <Riversidethree@aol.com>
Mattapoisett, MA - Friday, October 15, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

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Just letting you know that you all are never far from our thoughts or prayers. We will be here whenever you need us! Love, Steve and Angela
the dunbars <spdunbar@mindspring.com>
atlanta, ga usa - Friday, October 15, 2004 1:05 PM CDT

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Dear Martin Family: continue to pray for you all. Yes, there are many others on the caringbridge web site that are going through the same thing you had to go through before your child was taken to heaven and earned his "angel wings". There are several whose cancer has come back and some have hospice. One young man earned his "angel wings" the day after Carter. It is so sad to see so many children with this dreaded disease, but God is ALWAYS with them and you see HIM reflected in their smiles and in their hearts. God has granted them each with wisdom beyond their years while keeping their innocense. Their stars will forever shine in the night and their smiles will forever keep in the day to help others KNOW that their is a God who cares and a God who loves each and every one of us and WE ARE SPECIAL.

Take care and hope you have a blessed day.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
Nancy
Nancy K. Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 1:55 AM CDT

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Do you think Carter and Kim King have had a "few" conversations about the "Jackets?" I suspect so. Maybe thrown a few footballs? Without a doubt. Two very special and loyal Tech fans who each impacted others in great ways!!! From one Jacket fan to another.....Love,
The Bazemores <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Thursday, October 14, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

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I check your website daily and have just realized there is a song playing...(I am a computer genius!) Anyway, I had it playing as I looked at Carter's picture and my 4 year old decided it was great music to dance to. So we danced for a while and then came back to the computer where Taylor saw Carter's picture and asked if he was still sick. I smiled and said no that he was living in heaven now and feeling great. She asked if his mom and dad were with him and I said not yet... God was taking care of Carter. She asked what was he doing in heaven...I said probably playing soccer ... and she interrupted and said baseball, too because that's what boys do. Then she asked what he was going to be for Halloween... I said I didn't know and she said "probably an angel". I couldn't say anything else. I just smiled hugged her and thanked God for life everlasting.

JaDon Taylor Gardner <jadongardner@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:54 PM CDT

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Dear Scott and Leigh Ann, I just want you to know that I'm still praying for all you. The Martin family is never far from the thoughts of those of us at Providence.I ask the Lord to bring you to my mind often, and I pray that we will never forget what Carter's fight taught us. I know through my experiences in life that God doesn't waste anything. We have that assurance--and hope. God bless you all. Dee Combs
Dee Combs <d.combs@providencechristianacademy.org>
Snellville, GA 30078 - Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:31 PM CDT

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Dear Scott and Leigh Ann, I just want you to know that I'm still praying for all you. The Martin family is never far from the thoughts of those of us at Providence.I ask the Lord to bring you to my mind often, and I pray that we will never forget what Carter's fight taught us. I know through my experiences in life that God doesn't waste anything. We have that assurance--and hope. God bless you all. Dee Combs
Dee Combs <d.combs@providencechristianacademy.org>
Snellville, GA 30078 - Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:25 PM CDT

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Dear Martins -- I think of you often and my heart "hurts" for you. I can't begin to imagine how much you miss Carter. Even though I've never met you I feel like you're part of my life. Zach brought your family home with him after camp (figuratively, of course). I walk in my house and I see pictures of Zach/Carter/Kelli. And I see that beautiful plate Carter made Zach. I check your website to keep up with your family. Let me know if we can ever do anything for you.
Melanie Coker (Zach's Mom) <Melanie.T.Coker@lmco.com>
Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 12:18 AM CDT

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I am praying for your family everyday. I do not know you personally but I feel I have gotten to know you through this website. Being a mother of a 6 year old boy, my heart aches everyday of your loss. Always remember you will see him again in Heaven.
Suzanne Townsend <suzanne.townsend@bellsouth.com>
Sugar Hill, ga - Thursday, October 14, 2004 11:39 AM CDT

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I was thinking about Carter today as I prepare to go to my first Georgia Tech football game on Saturday. It is amazing to me the impact you and your family have had on so many peoples lives, including mine...THANK YOU. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Cheryl Conway <cufs4@bellsouth.net>
McDonough, GA USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

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God does everything for a reason. He gave you a beautiful son. He gave me a disease that can not be cured. But we all just have to live one day at a time. I am still praying for you all.
Katie Hall <horsplay3@aol.com>
Roswell , GA United States - Thursday, October 14, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann and guys -

I am still praying - praying for comfort - praying for laughter and smiles
Holly Moreland <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 5:12 AM CDT

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Dear Martins,
We are still lifting you up in prayer. Thank you for being the wonderful, Godly family that you are to us. We miss him also. We realize how hard it is for you and I wish words could take away all the sorrow and hurt you are experiencing. Just know we pray for your comfort and peace throughout the day and night.
Love, Nancy Gordeuk
Nancy Gordeuk <nancygordeuk@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:20 PM CDT

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We think of you many times throughout each day. You are in our prayers.
Sean and Mandy Chapman <twochapmans@yahoo.com>
Lawrenceville, ga - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 3:23 PM CDT

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I've said it before and will say again, it is so obvious how special Carter was. He obviously had an impact on so many people, and because of this web-site, continues to have an impact on people. I only wish I could have known Carter.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann,
I just went outside and it is a beautiful day here. The sun is shining and the sky is so blue. I thought of Carter and his cute little grin. Know that we are praying for you and your family every day.
Love,
Margaret Anne & Victoria

Margaret Anne Newsome <mnewsome@marykay.com>
Valdosta, GA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:42 AM CDT

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Still thinking of you daily.....

Stephanie
Stephanie Deal <stephanie.deal@kcc.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

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My prayers are with you now & in the future. I know that loosing a child is the hardest task that God hands us. I lost my Daughter Tera @ 9 years old. Take it hour by hour, day by day and love, prayers and family will get you through. Remember the smiles.
Theresa Brummitt <tbrummitt@marykay.com>
Federal Way, WA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:39 PM CDT

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You don't know me but you and your son have impacted me...as you have so very many. My prayers continue for you daily....With His love, Mona Howard
Mona Howard <mhoward@is.ua.edu>
Newborn, Ga USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

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Dear Sweet Friends,
We have been holding you up in prayer today. We love you.
Love,
Steven, LIsa, Steven,Jr. and Grant
the Brondykes <thebrondykes@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Martin,
I have been thinking about youal and Carter I know how hard it has been cause Today is 1 month it is hard for me to I want youal to know how much I love youal and Carter also. He was a great friend and still is and I want him to know that. I tell God to say hi to Carter when I pray at night before I go to sleep and I pray for youal every single night. I hope its not to hard for youal tonight.
Love,
Grant
GRANT BRONDYKE <thebrondykes@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:37 PM CDT

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You're in our hearts today and every day...we are changed forever.
Leslie Watkins <naynay@together.net>
Avondale Estates, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:05 PM CDT

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Dearest Martins, continuing to think of you daily, hardly able to comprehend the loss you must feel. But grateful for the strength you receive from family, friends, and Jesus Christ, our Rock. Bless each of you as you deal with the grief of losing Carter in your own way. Praying for healing, and hope in the fight against cancer. Love,
S. Bazemore <cbazemor@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, Ga. - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

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HI Leigh Ann and Scott
Just thinking about you and almost feeling selfish as we are heading out to Peyton's ball game. The ump says that Pate has to take off his bracelets when he plays ball-well, he won't. We found a wrist band with a cross embroidered on it that he wears over the bracelets!
We love you...
the Adkins
Ann Adkins <anniea63@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 5:32 PM CDT

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Dearest Martins,
still praying for God's peace to wash over you and that you'll feel His loving arms enfold you and lift your spirits up as you mourn. Time moves on as your world has come to a stand still, but know that there are many who are standing with you all. God bless you.
Much love & angel kisses-

Angel Lisa <ld4mk@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, az - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

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I read through your journal today. I can only imagine how much you miss your precious little boy. My seven year old son who is in second grade was diagnosed with Ewing's Sarcoma of his skull in January of 2003 - same as you guys. We found his tumor January 8th and were finally able to remove it January 28th and that benign brain tumor turned out to be Ewing's. He went through chemo and radiation just like Carter and had his end of treatment scans in December just like Carter. Jake is doing well - 9 months in remission. I read through your journal wondering why 2 little boys ever have to even have cancer, but then why one dies? I am amazed at your strength and the sweetness of your little boy. I loved his goal of perfect attendance - what an incredible spirit! And that spirit continues in all of you and in all who read his story. Of course your story scares me, but that is the evil in this disease isn't it? There is no way to predict an outcome, no way to say who will survive. There is only the beautiful spirit like Carter's to enjoy the time we are given and not let one moment go by without giving thanks for it. Prayers to you and your family.
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 2:16 PM CDT

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I'm sure Carter was waiting at the gates when Kim King arrived on Sunday. Can you only imagine the stories that Kim will share? Love and prayers to your family.
Joedi Edwards <joedi@joimail.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:54 AM CDT

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Margie and I were so saddened to hear about Carter. He was a brave little soldier who withstood a suffering that no one, especially one so young, should have to endure. His life, however, was an example of strength, faith, hope and love to so many. In that we can find purpose and comfort. May God hold you in the palm of His blessed hands always and give you peace. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Claude and Margie Richards <rich4840@starpower.net>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:47 AM CDT

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Still, there are no words... only prayers, that God will give you the strength to get through this day. Know that we are thinking of you, and remembering all that Carter (and his family) showed us about how to live courageous lives.
Pam Scott <scot1440@bellsouth.net>
Snellville, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:17 AM CDT

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I was just checking in to say that I am still thinking and praying for you all. A month today...it just doesn't seem real. I hope you all are finding peace and that you are adjusting to your new "normal". I take strength from Carter's fight, especially as I am still fighting cancer myself. I have thyroid cancer and will be having surgery in the next couple of weeks to remove the effected lymph nodes. I will then have radiation treatment (not too bad for thryoid cancer - just means going Hypo for a couple of weeks...my poor family). I often think of Carter and I think if he can do than I can do it! Thank you again for sharing Carter's life with us and I will pray for strength for your family today and forever.
Sally Yost <sally_pete@msn.com>
Woodstock, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:21 AM CDT

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Today is the 12th - a month since... I was awakened today, not by my alarm clock, but by dreams of your sweet Carter - dreams of assurance, comfort and peace, dreams of a real sense that he is here watching over us/you, dreams of the strong influence for Christ that he has made on so many, and dreams that his memory will never be forgotten. I pray that your dreams are of assurance, comfort, and peace. Much love,
Lisa Stuckey <lafs@bellsouth.net>
L'ville, GA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 5:34 AM CDT

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Our son Jake went to school with Carter. We have always been amazed and inspired with the strength and faith of Carter and the Martin family. I lost my mother to colon cancer in July of 2002. My mother, like Carter, was an amazing person who put her family and friends before her own pain and battles with cancer. She beat the cancer four times, but it kept coming back and finally took her home, to heaven. I struggled with my own faith and was very angry at the world and God. My mother sensed this and as always, put her own struggles aside to help me. I want to share with you a note my mother wrote on the inside of the book "When God Doesn't Make Sense" in hopes that maybe some of her words will help as you struggle through these most difficult times. "Dear Michael, I have a feeling that because of my ilness your faith in God is wavering. I hope I'm wrong but if I'm not maybe this book will help you to know that He is with us. I don't believe that God gave me cancer but I do believe that its my faith in His love for me that has given me the strength to keep fighting this cancer. He has led me to some wonderful doctors who keep trying to rid my body of this nasty cancer. But most important of all He blessed me with the most wonderful family in the whole wide world to love me, comfort me and support me through this difficult time. God loves you and so do I. Mom"
I know that was long but I wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and that the love and faith we create on earth will last a thousand times longer than the cancer.
Mike Socha <1msocha@comcast.net>
Avondale Estates, Ga 30002 - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:58 PM CDT

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I just wanted you to know I was thinking of Carter Chandler and the rest of your family today, Lyn www.caringbridge.org/nj/justinw ps we have a comet too
Lyn Wyatt <ddog117@comcast.net>
stratford, nj usa - Monday, October 11, 2004 6:54 PM CDT

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I haven't written in a while, but we are still checking in on you all and praying for your peace and comfort. Carter was truly an amazing little boy!
Love,
Tracy
Tracy Thornton <tracythornton@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

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I was just sitting here at work... a new job that will hopefully do some good in this fight. And I knew I needed to let ya'll know that I think about you daily. That I have a picture of Carter and Will up at my desk. I continue to pray for each of you.
Kati <KTanner@georgiacancer.org>
Atlanta, GA - Monday, October 11, 2004 11:51 AM CDT

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Thank you, thank you for continuing to find the strength to share Carter's celebration of life with us! You continue to be in my prayers.
a friend from wisconsin
- Monday, October 11, 2004 11:19 AM CDT

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I don't always sign the guestbook, but everyday, I go to Carter's page. I didn't even know him, but I love looking at the picture of him. He has a contagious smile and I can tell that he was a fun kid. I enjoyed reading the tribute to him at the service. It gave us all the chance to know him better as we read what everyone said. You are so blessed to have been chosen by God to be his parents. Each day is a gift to everyone of us, and some of us may live longer, but don't impact people they was your son did in such a short time. He taught strangers, like most of us out here, about life and the way God really wants us to live it. Thank you for sharing Carter with us. I have a friend that is on that final journey with her young son. He has been fighting cancer for 3 years now. His body is tired and he is ready to go home and be with Jesus. Connor has also taught me about life, just like Carter. They are angels sent here to serve and go and teach us. They served the Lord with grace.
Linda Martin <jrbtk90289@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN - Monday, October 11, 2004 11:06 AM CDT

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I can't be an anonymous reader any longer. I have been so moved by this website, if only for a short time. I found Carter's site from a prayer request on CampJack's site. At that time you had made the painful decision to give up hope on medicinal treatment and hope for a miracle. I, along with my children, began praying for Carter and hoping right along side of you for that miracle. I cried that horrible day to read of Carter's passing. My children (ages 6 and 8)still pray for Carter in their nightly prayers. Your faith throughout has been such an inspiration to me. Yet, another life that your Carter has touched! He was your miracle!

I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine, He said.
For you to love the while he lives and mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years,or twenty two or three,
but will you, till I call him back, take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you and shall his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief.

I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there, I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call to take him home again?

I fancied that I heard them say, "Dear Lord, Thy will be done."
For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may.
And for the happiness we've known forever grateful stay.
But shall the angels call him much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand.

By Edgar A. Guest

Bless you Martin family!
Diane Pursinger <dianepursinger@fuse.net>
Cincinnati, Oh United States of America - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

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Carissimi Candler, Scott and Leigh Ann,
what a bitter-sweet reunion that must have been. I am sure Carter was right there with you all. What a beautiful and meaningful tribute to your son Carter, a young but strong tree that will grow year after year and that you will all be able to see, year after year. That's one of the MANY legacies from your beloved son and brother, Carter. May God wrap his loving arms around you, may He shine you all with his Eternal Light as you go along the path of life. Hugs to you all, a special one to Candler.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Monday, October 11, 2004 5:18 AM CDT

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If only words could make the Martin family feel better ..I would write a million of em...It was a honor to pray for such a wonderful little boy. My prayers are always with your family..may you find peace.
Cindy Mellen
Ellicott City, MD 21043 - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:24 PM CDT

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Dearest Martins,

I just listened to "Smile" in the car. The girls requested it. They call it Carter's song. My heart breaks for you all over again. I Love each of you so much. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Tammy Robinson
Tammy Robinson <t3robinson@mindspring.com>
Stone Moutain, GA USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:16 PM CDT

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So happy to hear of your weekend away and your wonderful visit with old friends. I will continue to pray for your family as you are always in my thoughts. Angie
Angie Zeigler Staiti <staiti@adelphia.net>
Cumming, Ga - Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

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Hello Martins,
Just a quick hi tonight.Hope you guys are doing well.
Father we know that the "joy of the Lord is our strength".Please deliver a huge portion to Scott,Leigh ann,and Candler.
As always we will keep praying for you guys.Let us know if there is anything at all we can do for you.

Ken Stepp <ken@kenstepp.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga - Sunday, October 10, 2004 6:52 PM CDT

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You all continue to be in our prayers daily and in our thoughts constantly. You are such a special family.
Sarah Foster - PCA mom <sfoster@pkm.com>
Suwanee, GA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 2:48 PM CDT

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Dear Leigh Ann,
I am a student at GC&SU in Milledgeville and I found out about your website through a friend about 6 months ago. I have been keeping up with it ever since and I just wanted you to know how much I have been touched by your faith. I feel like I have grown to know Carter just by reading your website and he inspires me every day to be a better person. Thank you so much for sharing your story with all of us. Know that you and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers!!

Caroline Wilson <CAW514@aol.com>
Savannah, Ga - Saturday, October 9, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

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Think about your family daily and check this website often for updates. Your family is still in my thoughts and prayers. I loved the song you had on here prior to the current one. Would love to know the singer and the name of the song. Continue touching lives with your story.
Cindy Stafford Kendrick <rkck119@hargray.com>
Pooler, Ga - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

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still checking on you daily.
always praying for each of you.
love,
robyn
robyn roberts <psncarrots@mindspring.com>
- Saturday, October 9, 2004 8:59 PM CDT

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Just thinking of you all today and hoping you are finding lots of reason to smile today.

Christy
http://www.angeldreamz.net
Christy Porter
Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

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Praying for you all on this gray and dreary Saturday! I pray that you sense God's light and feel His presence.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Saturday, October 9, 2004 2:30 PM CDT

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Thinking about you this weekend and hope it will be a good one for you all.
leslie watkins <naynay@together.net>
avondale estates, ga - Saturday, October 9, 2004 1:13 PM CDT

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Dear Martins,
What a wonderful weekend you had with your good friends,that is truly a blessing!! We loved the pictures and the story of the tree! ISAIAH 6:13 "WE WILL BE CALLED OAKS OF RIGHTOUSNESS..."
Your family is a perfect example of this passage......
We are still here.... we are still praying....
May God greet you each and every morning with many many blessings...
love tamra
tamra <tamra@thesteppss.com>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 9:33 PM CDT

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"THE WEAVER"
My life is but a weaving between my God and me.
I only choose the colors; He weaveth steadily.
Oftimes He weaveth sorrow, and I in foolish pride
Forget He sees the upper- and I, the under-side.
Not till the loom is silent and the shuttle cease to fly
Shall God unroll the canvas and explain the reason why
The dark threads are as useful in the weaver's skillful hand
As the threads of gold and silver in the pattern He has planned.
a friend
- Friday, October 8, 2004 11:38 AM CDT

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Dearest Martins, What a fitting tribute to Carter - a tree that continues to reach out with its branches, forever growing and spreading beauty and life. That is what Carter managed to do so gracefully here on earth, in spite of his circumstances. Your reunion week-end with this group of friends sounds like a perfect first get-away without Carter's physical body. They all honored him in such a treasured way, and as you return in future years, all of you will see how Carter's (tree) branches have grown and grown. We pray for you each day and night...that your heartbreak will lessen and that you will feel God's arms wrapped around you all tightly.
Beth Brown <beth.brown@mci.com>
Roswell, GA USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

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Dear Martins,
I am so glad you got away for a weekend to visit with friends and to honor Carter with a living, growing tree. Carter lives through your family and has touched so many people. I realize the days are hard and mean nothing to you for the moment. Just know we are praying daily that the Lord sends you strength to get through each day and a peace to go along with it. We love you and continue to pray for your comfort, rest, and once again joy for all of your lives. Thank you for sharing Carter with us.
Love, Nancy Gordeuk
Nancy Gordeuk <nnttsp@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

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GREAT PICS!!!! I'll keep checking back in regards to to the fundraiser. As always you guys are in my thoughts and prayers.

The Bufingtons
Teresa Buffington <mwbtab@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

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Leigh Ann, When you have those times when you are looking at that blank screen, remember that God is talking to you through all of us and sending strength and courage to you. We wish we could make these dark times better and through prayer we feel we can. We will continue to check in on all of you. That "other life" is still there. With all the lives that you touched and touched your life, it doesn't just go away. That is forever embedded within you. We are sending you so much strength in our prayers.
The Hudlows

Jim and Landal Hudlow <landal@bellsouth.net>
Grayson, GA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 7:49 AM CDT

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I woke up with you all on my heart! Jimmy and I are praying for you all. You are such an inspiration to us and Carter he is getting tropheys in heaven for everyone he had blessed.
May God wrap his loving arms around you.
Tricia and Jimmy Wilson <TriciaUGA@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 6:16 AM CDT

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How refreshing and uplifting it was to see Candler playing at the park today. He is so FUNNY!
Praying . . . always.
Kim <kimkindig@marykay.com>
Lawrenceville, GA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

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HELLO MARTINS, JUST A QUICK HELLO TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE YOU IN MY HEART, MIND AND PRAYERS EVERY SINGLE DAY! I DONT LEAVE YOU OUT OF MY THOUGHTS, AND THINGS I DO THROUGHOUT THE DAY, JUST BRING THOUGHTS OF ALL OF YOU. THE TREE! WHAT A BEAUTIFUL THING! AND HAVING THE KIDS DO IT FOR CARTER, WHAT A GREAT THING TO FEEL IN TOUCH. I AM GLAD THAT ALL OF YOU GOT TOGETHER WITH SUCH INCREDIBLE, VALUABLE FRIENDS, HOW LUCKY OF YOU TO HAVE SUCH FRIENDS. HOW LITTLE ANGEL CARTER MUST HAVE ENJOYED SEEING ALL OF YOU FROM ABOVE AND HOW HAPPY AND GRATEFULL HE MUST BE. WHAT A PRECIOUS CHILD. I SEND YOU A SPECIAL HUG, LOTS OF LOVE AND PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE NOT EVER FORGOTTEN. HUGS ANNIE AND BOYS :) :) :)
ANNIE <cucaracha@comcast.net>
alpharetta, ga - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

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I love the pictures and the story of the kids planting the tree. What a wonderful trip and you know that Carter there with you. You don't know me but we are also part of that big Cancer family that none of us chose to be in. I have followed Carter's page for a while now and he IS an amazing kid! Be strong! www.caringbridge.org/tn/kevinmartin
The Martins <jrbtk90289@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

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Leigh Ann, Scott and Candler, Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful weekend with us. My family goes to The Old Creek Lodge every year, it is truly a special place. We are glad to know that Carter is remembered there,and look forward to watching his tree grow. May God continue to give you His strength and consolation, we pray for all of you daily. Love, The Goulds
Terry, Dorothy and Sophie Gould <tlgould@mindspring.com>
Marietta, GA 30062 - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 3:37 PM CDT

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Scott & Leigh Ann, As I always preface my notes to you all here... my son John played T-Ball at Briarlake this past spring. Carter was on his team. Carter as you have read in many other notes... had me spellbound from day one. I was in awe of his courage, faith and overall personality. I will add I felt the same about two as well. Since T-Ball ended I had ( still do) visit Carters Corner daily. Carter captured a piece of my heart that will be there forever. This he accomplished in just 10 short weeks if I was lucky twice a week ( practice & games). Anyway as result I trying to do what I can regarding Childhood cancer research. Have actually been in touch with Kristin Conner and met with the group of folks she put together. I am lucky in that to date my children are healthy. I am lucky to recognize ( through Carter ) what I have. I now have a passion ( because of Carter) to assist this cause. I am grateful for our encounter and believe it was suppose to be.

My prayers are with you daily !
Betsy Mabry <betsymabry@comcast.net>
Atlanta, Ga - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:27 AM CDT

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Dear Scott and Leigh Ann,
Was just sitting here thinking about you and praying for you. I'm so glad that you all had a great weekend with your friends. What a beautiful tree, but even more,what a beautiful life it honors. My heart is full of words, but my fingers can't even type them right now...so, I will simply say I love you with all of my heart.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Brondyke <thebrondykes@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:13 AM CDT

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Dear Scott and Leigh Ann,
Was just sitting here thinking about you and praying for you. I'm so glad that you all had a great weekend with your friends. What a beautiful tree, but even more,what a beautiful life it honors. My heart is full of words, but my fingers can't even type them right now...so, I will simply say I love you with all of my heart.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Brondyke <thebrondykes@bellsouth.net>
Lilburn, GA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:12 AM CDT

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Scott Leigh Ann and Candler - It was so GREAT to see you guys last night! Thank you for your honesty, and thank you for sharing the special moments that you have through this website. We truly love you guys, and continue to pray for each of you! Have a great weekend with your family, and we will look forward to seeing you next week at church!
Denise and Rebecca Adams <happybean@prodigy.net>
Tucker, GA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:58 AM CDT

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