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November 3, 2018
Tasks these days are monumental. I cleaned out the pantry today and a stupid box of pudding hit me like a ton of bricks. Scott was diabetic and of course loved treats. He loved those pudding snack packs but butterscotch was his favorite and they didn’t make it in sugar free. He checked every time and I mean every time we went to the grocery store to see if they somehow came out with it since last week when we were there. Well one day I saw that they had sugar free butterscotch pudding in a box that you could make. I bought him a box and told him I would make it for him. I never got to.
I can’t imagine how I’ll ever go through his things. He was so proud of his things and worked really hard to buy them. He loved to shop. I miss him so much. I miss everything about him. I miss his laugh and I would give anything to hear him laugh when Maxley does something cute or funny. God it’s so hard to know he never got to see his face or to know how incredible his son would be.
It’s not the same that he is looking down on us. I needed him here next to me to help me love him. It’s too hard on my own. Life is too hard without my person. The best guy I know. The best person I know.