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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON

, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 0:30 AM CST

Hi Pierces! It sounds like you guys are with the Raborns, and I know you all must have been welcomed with open arms. You can tell that you guys share such an awesome bond! I am praying for little Jake, and of course, Jordan.
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:06 PM CST

I am so glad you guys met up with the Raborn's. It sounds like you all are just what they need. As St. Jude family it is so hard to leave those you have grown to love behind and this is one family we hated to leave and are so glad that they have found comfort, friendship and family with you all. You continue to amaze me with your strength. I look at your present and past journals often trying to be like the person you are in overcoming a tragedy. It is an honor to call you friend. We will be in Memphis April 7 and 8th for Day of Remembrance. Hope to meet up with you then. Love you guys!
Jeff, Tina Hayden and forever Angel Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Minden, La - Monday, March 27, 2006 11:35 AM CST

Dawn,
You are absolutely AMAZING!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 26, 2006 10:16 PM CST

Happy Anniversary....
You are just great people! It is just awesome that you have reached out so to Jake and family! I know you all had a great time last night. I almost called one of them on their cell phone to tell them not to give your Todd too hard of a time after the game! If I had known they would be there, etc....I would have sent you some TEXAS cookies or something (course I am still a purple and gold fan myself, but it is hard living in the middle of UT country.
What a game and I am glad you could all enjoy it together.
Praying for your family as you continue to share your love with others!
Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:10 PM CST

Hi Dawn
I hope you and your wonderful husband have a great Anniversary!
Love, Kim & Scotty (MPS II)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/friends
Kim <cottons@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, March 26, 2006 12:45 AM CST

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TODD AND DAWN!

Well, tomorrow is a very special day for one very special couple. You've been through so much together in these 12 years. Your marriage is such a testimony of your great love for each other and the Lord.

I pray this will be a great year for you both, and many more to follow! Enjoy!

Love,

Susan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Happy 12 years!, - Saturday, March 25, 2006 5:07 PM CST

Happy Anniversary!!!!!!!!
May God Bless your family.

caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver
Tim, Donna, Andrew Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net OR adamsangelsministry@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, TX - Saturday, March 25, 2006 2:40 AM CST

What a AWESOME CHRISTIAN person you are!!You post such positive messages on other childrens sites and you are there for all these kids and their parents.I read on Jake's site about how you have opened your home and heart to them,what a special blessing you must be to so many!!GOD is certainly using you in a powerful way.I know your Shae is proud of you!!Bless you!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 10:50 PM CST

Just thinking about you guys! Have a wonderful weekend and a very Happy Anniversary!
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Friday, March 24, 2006 10:36 AM CST

Dawn and Todd,
Just wanted you both to know that you have been on our minds all week. You are such an inspiration to so many of us. I'm so glad we finally met.
Tammy Pinnow, Hanna's mom www.caringbridge.com/ms/hanna <tammy.pinnow@yahoo.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Thursday, March 23, 2006 2:20 PM CST

I didnt know you Shae but I sure feel like I did. You have touched so many lifes sweet boy. Your little brother looks just like you. We will meet some day. God Bless
Julie Mcghee <juliemcghee@bellsouth.net>
Horn Lake, MI - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 9:42 PM CST

Just wanted you to know we were thinking of you all.
All our love - The Shaws
The Shaw Family ( www.caringbridge.org/ms/abigail ) <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 10:50 PM CST

You are right...he is changing people's lives every day!

I do not have a child with cancer, thank the Lord!! However, I belong to a group who supports families whose children are going through many of life's battles (cancer and other diseases or disabilities). Through Caringbridge I have come to LOVE and CHERISH these children as if they were my own.

Daily my heart seems to be torn into pieces, daily I question God, daily I am in tears, and many times I am angry for those who are suffering... I believe in all of God's promises yet I struggle daily when I read some of the updates.

I will keep this verse in my heart daily because it also holds true in my own son's life who has a severe disability. He provides us HOPE for our future!!!
Naomi *Angels on Earth*
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:11 PM CST

Thinking and praying for peace and comfort for your family...
-Katie caringbridge.org/tn/christi
Katie PIttenger <klpttngr@memphis.edu>
Collierville, TN USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 3:22 PM CST

I love you and I am thinking about you!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 11:40 AM CST

Dear Dawn, Todd, Mason, and especially Shae,
I thank God that He allowed our "cyberpaths" to cross. You are truly such a source of HOPE and encouragement to all. You continue to honor Shae, by allowing his life to make you better, instead of bitter.
I continue to pray that God pours out His blessings on your family, as you do for so many others!
Love,
Kristin (and Jason and Kayla, too)
The Amato's <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 9:36 AM CST

Hello i do not know if you will remember me, but i went to Oak Forest with you.My name is kristen Mckenzie, or it is Glover now. I am Cindy Everett daughter and taylor hardy's sister who is also cole hardy's brother. well i remeber you all to well and really miss you and Todd and shea very much. It has been a very long time but you should know that we all still think about you each and every day. we love and pray for you. Kristen
Kristen Glover <cleverett@msn.com>
Southaven, ms united states - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 9:29 AM CST

Dawn,
What a beautiful update...so honest and so true. I hope someday to have the strength and faith you have. God bless you today.
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:42 AM CST

Dawn, Todd, and Mason
Just wanted you to know how special you are to my family. We came together because of your precious angel Shae. So although I have not had the pleasure of knowing him personally, I owe him so much. We have to come to love you guys so much. You are always there for us and such a comforting shoulder to lean on. You and your family are an inspriation to so many others. Your faith and kindness is something I know Shae is proud of. May God continue to bless your family. We love you.
Staci,Don,Hunter,Hayden,and Jake
Staci Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:20 PM CST

Hey dear friends,
I hope your family day turned out as you hoped. I wanted you to know that we love your family, and I really, really wish I could have met Shae... but you know what... I will someday! That is the hope I have in knowing Jesus. Our pastor has been tackling the issue of heaven, and more than ever before, has been impressing on us the GLORY and BEAUTY of this place. I believe he is getting a lot of his information from a book called "HEAVEN". I think the book may be very comforting to you. I have a copy and will bring it on my next visit. Love you all bunches.
(I COULD cheer you up by putting a picture I have of you in Jake's McDonald's visor on the slideshow for all to see.I think that would make anybody smile!)
Melanie Massey, aka Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:28 PM CST

Dawn,
Just wanted to let you know that you were on my mind today. You always do such a great job with your journal. I know the Lord is proud of how you use it to spread His word.
Ashleigh Parker <picturemom23@yahoo.com>
Olive Branch, MS - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:15 PM CST

Dawn, Todd & Mr. Mason,
Just wanting you to know that we love you all bunches, we pray for you always and you are forever in our hearts. God just knew to send such wonderful friends to our lives at precisely the right moment. Best of all, He knew we'd be friends. No matter how far the miles, how infrequent we talk ... our bond is always there. I wish there were perfect words to comfort you all - believe me, I'd use them on myself as well. But you said it best, we do have HOPE and what a loving God to keep us going with His hope. Your Shae is precious and I just imagine that he and Emma Grace are huge friends by now. We love you and sending Arkansas kisses thru the winds to you!
Only By His Grace - Trish, Barney & Eli
www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace
The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, AR - Monday, March 20, 2006 8:20 PM CST

My eyes are swelling up with tears. Dawn- you are such an inspiration to so many and I know that it is your faith that keeps you going because I just cannot even imagine what you are/have gone through.

This rain really makes me think that Shae and his friends are having the best 5th year eternal birthday ever. They are stomping so much, it's making all the rain come down.

Take care and know that your story and situation has touched so many lives and have helped so many people(and will continue to).

God bless your family!

Kristin Tarrence <kristinnjoe1999@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS - Monday, March 20, 2006 1:17 PM CST

Dear Dawn,

I know there are no magic words to say on days like today, but I sure wish I had them. What strikes me most about your entry is that you proudly play the song proclaiming that God is good all the time!! What a testimony of your faith and true relationship with Christ. I know that you can cry and grieve with hope- because you do (and I do) always have hope- the hope and the knowledge that we will see them again and that your good bye to Shae was not the end.
I've often heard that the surest mark of a Christian is not faith or love, but joy. You display your joy daily-even in the midst of the darkest times. Joy comes in our lives when we have something to do, something to love and something to hope for- you have all of these!! It took the death of child for me to really understand hope. I thought my hope was gone when Reid died, I realize it was only beginning.
Wanting you to know that we love you everyday but especially today. Thomas Campbell said "To live in hearts we leave behind....is not to die." Shae surely lives!!

love,hope and courage
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Monday, March 20, 2006 1:14 PM CST

What an amazing gift God gave to you in Shae. What an amzing ministry your family has because of him. Know that we are thinking of you all today.
The Bowens <jennifer@bens-story.com>
- Monday, March 20, 2006 12:30 AM CST

Dearest Todd, Dawn, Mason and Angel Shae,

Thanks for the warning, I got my tissue, and used it....

I'm so blessed you were able to share your heart Dawn, your words were so heartfelt, so deep, and so full of passion. I'm blessed and honored to be able to come here and check on you guys and be a friend to you on the journey you are on. I'm just so grateful for "Shae William Pierce", because his life is still making a difference in mine. I'd like to share why:

Dear Shae,

Five years ago you finished up your battle, and your great race was won. You have left a legacy of love and hope for so many people. Because of you, I now have made friends with your mommy, and my life is so much richer because of this. She teaches so many people how to really believe, to hope and to stand on God's word. In her pain of losing you, she still reaches out to so many hurting children and familes with arms of love, always extended to help out.

I know you give her that strength, and you would be so proud. Each time I see your picture, I smile, and when I see your little brother Mason, I see YOU in him!

I'm thanking God for that perfect plan when he made you! Keep watching over us all sweet Shae...

Susan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Sending lots of love today......, - Monday, March 20, 2006 12:18 AM CST

We will praying for you as we always do, but especially during this time. I can't believe it has been 5 years. I still think about Shae often. Keeping you in my prayers.
Cari McNatt <cmcnatt@mfbank.com>
Hernando, - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:25 AM CST

Dawn, Todd & Mason-
Just want to let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. May God provide you comfort and strength today and always.
Kristin & Joe Tarrence <kristinnjoe1999@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS - Monday, March 20, 2006 8:50 AM CST

Dawn, I pray that God surrounds and comforts you with such a supernatural peace that only He can provide. You have blessed so many people by sharing your journey and your beautiful Angel Shae with the rest of the world! I pray that as you rest/sleep today or tonight that Shae will visit you in your dreams and you can once again hold him and tell him how much you love him. And Dawn...WE LOVE YOU!
Dianna&Cole caringbridge.org/visit/wesleycolehardy <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 20, 2006 8:32 AM CST

Dawn and Todd,
We are thanking Jesus for you today and praising Him that He has kept you close in the palm of his hand over the past five years. We are thanking him for the addition of Mason to your family...and the blessing he is to you. I know this will be a tough week, and we are asking the Lord to pour out his comfort and peace and grace over you in an astounding way today.

And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."
He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son." Rev 21:3-7

We love you, and HE loves you even more...
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 7:55 AM CST

Todd, Dawn, and Mason..
Just stopping by to tell you that I will be praying for you tonight and tomorrow. I didn't find Shae's site until recently, so I never had a chance to know about him until long after he earned his angel wings....However, I do know that he was a special little boy who was loved so much. I know that he must be very proud of his mama and daddy as they minister to so many families. Just reading about him has given me more appreciation for butterflies! I will be praying that tomorrow you have a sense of peace that only God can give you.
Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Sunday, March 19, 2006 11:28 PM CST

Todd and Dawn, I know that tomorrow is going to be a tough day for ya'll. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about ya'll. You guys are truly an inspiration to a lot of people out there. Your great loss has been a blessing to a lot of people because of the ministry that you have now at St. Jude. I'm soooo proud of you. We love you guys. I love the picture of Jesse and Mason in the dog cage....that little boy sure has brought many a smile to our faces.

Shae, hey sweet baby. Aunt Kkkkk sure can't believe it's been five years since you went to be with Jesus...I know it must be a wonderful place...it's full of wonderful people just like you and your MaMa. By the way, thanks for the butterflies you send our way. They always remind us of you and your sweet face!!!!
Gayle <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, Ms USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 9:45 PM CST

AUNTDAWN I LOVE YOUR SHAE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU LOVE LINDY JARREL....
lindy <jarrdawn@yahoo.com>
BYHALIA, MS USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 4:42 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

I'll come back later but this is a quickie to let you know "God is Good All Time", I love the song! I could just imagine Shae singing and dancing to this song. How precious.

Love you!

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
God is so good!, - Saturday, March 18, 2006 8:25 AM CST

I pray for God to wrap His loving arms around you all this w/e
and just hold you all so close.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 17, 2006 10:16 PM CST

Hope you've had a great day, and a nice weekend to come. Thinking about you and can't wait to see you next week! I'll email you soon Dawn.

How's the puppy?

Love you guys,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Thanking God for you!~~~~~~~~~~~, - Friday, March 17, 2006 6:15 PM CST

Hi Dawn & Mason
Great update and the puppy is soooooo cute!

Love, Kim & Scotty (MPS II)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/friends

Kim <cottons@earthlink.net>
- Friday, March 17, 2006 6:06 PM CST

Hi Dawn.
I am just checking in on you guys. I hope you are having a terrific week! Once again, your page looks sooo good.
Love, Kristin
P.S. I hope Mason is 100% back to his precious, feeling-good self.
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 8:27 PM CST

Hey Sis. I am very proud. What a fantastic update. I know my heavenly nephew is proud. You are brilliant. Too bad I didn't know that a long time ago. I love you.

Angel Shae,

We all miss you deeply. Thanks for the butterflies I've seen this week. I always say "Hey Shae", when I see one, it doesn't matter what color they are. Here comes Mindy Grace and she also misses you. It has almost been 5 years since I heard you say her name, but I can still hear it. I love you.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 6:16 PM CST

I love the new page. You are defintely going to have to give me lessons. Can't wait for Thurs.
Staci
Staci Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 12:24 AM CST

Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
Sorry it's been awhile since I have been here.Doing alot of running around with the kids and it's been snowing here all week but finally it's starting to melt.I just want to see the sun again.Have a good day and I will be back again really soon.

HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 3:15 AM CST

Hey Pierces,
Hoping ol' Mason is feeling better. So glad I learned about Tombstone Brickhouse pizzas from ya'll! I have your butterfly necklace ready to roll. I used black and neutrals, like you said, to match your wardrobe. It will also match your new earrings. I hope to send them by Don. Also, Staci and I painted you something at Paint a Piece. Holler at her when everyone is well, and she should have it ready. Mo
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:52 PM CST

CUTE! CUTE! CUTE!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 8:57 PM CST

Hey Dawn!
I love the new look and the new picture. You are getting good at this, girl! =)
Love, Kristin
P.S. Praying for Mason to get better fast. Fever just makes them feel awful. Poor thing!
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 5:17 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Oh my, I'm sooooooooooooo IMPRESSED! Shae's page looks so cute! I know he would be smiling ear to ear! Still praying for Mason.

The picture is so cute! The boys look so much alike. Now, for the music, and you will be rocking!

Love yall,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Go Dawn!....., - Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:56 PM CST

Dawn and Todd,
Mark and I both can NOT thank you enough for your hospitality this week! It was so great to know that he was staying with you guys (even though he was on the move constantly) than just in some hotel. You are a wonderful blessing to our family. I am so so sorry to hear that Mason has the FLU!! No fun at ALL. We are praying for him this week.
We love you guys, and I will call soon!!
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:24 AM CST

Hi Dawn. Yes, that was a great update, and I agree with Mrs. Susan...worth the wait. (Just please don't make us wait that long again!=)
I will be praying for you hard on the 20th. I can imagine that these "anniversary" days can be even harder than the others.
I will be adding your dad and sister-in-law to my prayers as well. Thankfully, we serve a God who hears our prayers and cares about His people.
I am so glad that Mason is finally starting to feel better. Poor thing!
Mason, I am so proud of you, buddy, with that potty training. You are such a big boy!
Enjoy the rest of your weekend!
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 7:11 PM CST

Dearest Dawn,

Oh my that was a GREAT update! It was truly worth the very long, long WAIT!(sorry, I was needing it bad!) But, you are now officially excused.

First, congratulations on "Jessie James", he is so precious! We have never had a house dog either, and I'm getting an itch for one. I would love one just like him! Beautiful. I'm sure Mason is having lots of fun with him.

I'm blessed Mason is starting to feel better, and doing so well with the potty training. I find the older they are, the "BETTER" it is, (now this is my area of expertise!)

Dawn, I was so sorry to read about Todd's sister Diana, please let her know we will be faithfully praying for her. I know you would all love to see the family thing STOPPED! I just can't imagine all that is going through her head now, but will agree to pray for PEACE and more PEACE as she waits these next months.

I'll also pray for your dad. Hopefully he will start feeling much better now that is taking better care of himself.

When is Mason's birthday? I think that is so sweet of you to do this in honor of him. I was not surprised however.. Gosh, you are such a giver Dawn!

Ok, now, when you do a nice long "update", you get a nice long reply!! Sorry, just wanted to cover all the bases. I'm getting excited about our visit!

Have a great weekend!

Your friend,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Thankful for Shae....., - Saturday, March 11, 2006 12:23 AM CST

Hi Pierce family!
I think that's a wonderful idea for the birthday! You have opened many eyes for other families who might could do this as well! Most kids really do get so much with all the holidays and "family"!! Now he may not like it when e's older but for now I am sure as well that he'll survive!! Just wanted to say hi and hope you guys are well!! Take care! Love Brandi
Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn
St Jude Friend-Memphis, tn - Friday, March 10, 2006 3:01 PM CST

Hello my beautiful friend!! I love when you update. I just wanted to say HI!!! I hear ya on the being motivated. I'm not doing to well on my diet...I have the dropsy disease...I come in from work and drop my rear end on the couch! And that's where it stays until I go to bed. Have a wonderful day! Love you!!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:49 AM CST

I love you, your update just made me cry! Thanks for always including my baby.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:41 PM CST

Guess Who??? I will try this one more time. Thanks again for the suppers this week. You know how much we LOVE Todd's cooking.We also just LOVE hanging out with you guys. We thank God every night for bringing you into our lives.
WAY TO go MASON! Now please try and covince Jake how cool it is to go potty! He has no interest!
Staci Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:26 AM CST

Good Morning Dawn,

Wow, it seems like I keep hearing about what a MAJOR blessing you guys are to so many people, (including us!) You are such servants, such givers! I pray the Lord will refresh YOU both, as you bless and refresh others! I can't wait to see yall at the end of the month.

Hope you are having a good week Dawn!

Sending lots of hugs your way today,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Thinking of you~~~~~, - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 7:14 AM CST

Hey Dawn!
I heard Mark took you guys up on your wonderful and so gracious offer for him to stay with you! I am praising the Lord for you...you guys are just so special. Just like Susan said, it is evident that you are storing up many crowns. We are so blessed by your beautiful family and by your caring for us. We love you!
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 9:34 PM CST

Just wanted to say hi. I think about you often and check on you but I don't always sign the guestbook. Tammy may really need you. I don't feel like I know the right words to say and just wish I could help her in some way. Talk to you soon
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Sunday, March 5, 2006 8:40 PM CST

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 5, 2006 0:31 AM CST

Dawn,

I'm SOOOO SORRY it's taken me so long to contact you. I've been saying FOREVER that I was gonna email everyone and say THANKS for supporting our family. You've been so sweet to visit us and have left the most precious messages in the guestbook. I'm TRYING to do better at doing that myself. I don't know why I don't just make the time .... I KNOW how important they are to US. I don't know how long I can use "busy" as an excuse.

Anyway ......... thanks so much for being here for us!! I pray that all is well in your household tonight. We're home right now and LOVING EVERY minute of it!

Take care!!

Love you,
Tonya

PS ...... THANKS for asking for prayer for Brent from your site!
Link, Tonya, Brent, Zach & Gabe Nason <nason5@aol.com>
Mathiston, MS USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 0:06 AM CST

Hi Dawn,

You never cease to amaze me! You are always reaching out to touch others. Gosh, I know you are storing up so many crowns in heaven. I'm just so blessed the Lord brought you in our lives.

I will email you soon, and we can make plans for a visit. Maybe you could intoduce me to the Raborns when we come up, that would be so neat!

Thanks for your prayers when we need them, and rejoicing with us when things are good.

Much love, and many hugs,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Thanking God for you Dawn...., - Saturday, March 4, 2006 11:11 PM CST

Dawn...Thanks so much for stopping and praying
for Cole. You are an amazing, loving, and Godly blessing
to so many people!! I know your sweet Angel above is just
blowing kisses your way! We love you!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 4, 2006 11:02 PM CST

hey Dawn!
Just wanted to stop by to say HI...can't wait to see a pic of the new puppy!
We'll see you SOON...maybe sooner rather than later (hint, hint!)
Love,
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 1:16 PM CST

Hi Dawn, it's me again... twice in one week.. I'm on a roll.

I was just about to send you an email about Abby, and then I saw you were already on the guestbook. You're the best!! Thanks so much for your willingness to always help others!!
I'll be in touch soon.
love
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:24 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Hey, we miss you, I need an update! How's things going?

Thinking of you sweetie!

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Trusting in Jesus..., - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 3:48 PM CST

Hello Dawn. Just saying hello. I'm starting to feel a little more normal everyday and always want to check on the Pierce family!!

Our snow is all gone and it felt like Spring yesterday- 70's. I really enjoyed that!
Still planning on our paths crossing someday- weather you get up here or me down there!! I know it will happen.

Hope your having a good week and a smile comes to you often.
Believing
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:07 AM CST

Thanks for checking in on Cole! Hope you guys are
feelng much better now : )
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 28, 2006 10:25 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Just stopping by to let you know I was thinking of you this evening. I'm so blessed to know you are all feeling much better!

Hope you have a nice weekend. I'll email you about us getting together when we come up. Can't wait!

Thanking God for you,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Keep letting your light shine!, - Friday, February 24, 2006 5:54 PM CST

Hey Dawn, Todd and Mason!!
I was SO GLAD to hear that the Lord cleared up your colds in time to see Jake on transplant day! You are such a blessing to the Raborns. We love you guys and will see you in April!!
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:27 AM CST

just came across your site, thought id drop a line and say thanks for sharing your story. you and your family will be in my prayers... take care
tanya - nicks mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicholasdeyo
tanya <myg@frontiernet.net>
prior lake, mn - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 12:59 AM CST

Love you!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 20, 2006 11:48 PM CST

To my dear friend Dawn,

Oh, the update was sooooooooo good! I love what Mason said about going in the snow. How precious our children are, God truly blessed you with two wonderful sons.

Dawn, guess what? The song you posted is one of my all time favorites! Hum...no wonder I love ya so much! I'm going to be praying Mason gets over his bug soon.

So glad you had a nice birthday, and you've got your hubby's coming Sunday. I don't know, these people born in February, seem to be "extra special", what do think? He He!

Jordan and I will be flying up on the 26th of March, (Sunday afternoon), maybe we can get together that night, or Monday evening. I want to see Mason!

Thanks for all your prayers for my boy, and being so thoughtful and caring. Have a great weekend!

Your friends,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Thursday, February 16, 2006 5:36 PM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 2:13 AM CST

Dawn,
I don't know if you remember me or not, I am the granddaughter of Russell and Lois Fuller and daughter of Gene and Sharron Fuller. I found this website when I was writing in Cole Hardy's guestbook. Cole is Kristen Mckenize's brother's brother. I don't know if you would remember her or not. Anyways, I just wanted to say hello and I hope that you are having a good day.
Stacy Woods <aprilblessing041004@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS United States - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 2:36 PM CST

Dawn, Dawn, Bo Bawn, Banana Fanna Fo Fawn, Me My Mo Mawn, DA-awn! That was a little song for you for your birthday. I don't know how to do all those cool graphics like those below, so that song is for you!! Miss you. We will have the caravan up soon! Check out the turn of events in Jake's journal tonight. Mo
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, February 13, 2006 9:35 PM CST

AND

Love, Kim & Scotty Image hosting by Photobucket

<cottons@earthlink.net >
Modesto, ca - Monday, February 13, 2006 7:58 PM CST

Hi Dawn.
Here is a cake just for your big day. I hope you have a wonderful birthday today. You are such a special person, always filled with encouragement and HOPE! I am so thankful that God allowed our paths to cross.
Have a great day!
Love, Kristin

Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Monday, February 13, 2006 11:24 AM CST

A little birdie told me it's somebody's birthday. I hope you have a great day- you sure deserve it!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Still thinking and praying for you all often. We had a snow day today...kids are kind of wild, but having fun!!!

Many blessings to you on this special day!!
love
Carol

Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, February 13, 2006 11:13 AM CST

Hi Dawn,

Well today is one VERY SPECIAL DAY! Yep, the day one of the most thoughtful, giving persons ever was born! What a day to celebrate! I pray you feel as special as you make other feel all day long, and even more.

Enjoy!

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Monday, February 13, 2006 6:45 AM CST

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:43 PM CST

Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Love

Mary, Mike Slade and the kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:48 PM CST

Watching it snow, I thought of your Angel passing out the snowflakes!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 10, 2006 2:59 PM CST

Hey Girlfriend! How ironic that you signed tyler's guestbook, i just checked your site wed but didn't have a chance to sign. glad you are well, thinking of yall can't wait to see you guys, peyton got a tooth! luv yall
april
April Jones <ajones18@utmem.edu>
sevierville, tn usa - Friday, February 10, 2006 2:43 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Soooo sorry to hear you are sick, please take really GOOD care of yourself! Get Well...

Lots of love,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 3:44 PM CST

Hello Beautiful!!!! I hope all is well! I feel awful, I haven't checked on you in a couple of weeks...we were moving and Chloe has been sick!! Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you.
Love always!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 12:31 AM CST

Good Morning Dawn,

Just wanted to stop by tell you Hi, and let you know how much I always enjoy your updates. Thanks for sharing those beautiful stories with us. I'm looking forward to meeting little Mason!

I just can't imagine how different your life has been since Shae had become an angel, but do know I see one of the most tender-hearted, compassionate people I know. You truly obey the word that says "to bear one another's burdens", and 'comfort those with the same comfort you have recieved."

You will lay many crowns at the feet of Jesus one day because of all the loving and caring things you do for those in need. Well sweetie, I need to get busy and start breakfast for the boys.

Be blessed and I'll be back soon!

Your friend,

Susan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 5:54 AM CST

Hello, justed wanted to say hello and praying for your family.
Kim Winkler <kimwinkler70@hotmail.com>
Springhill, La - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:42 AM CST

Dawn,
My devotion today fit so well with your journal entry. I thought I would share. I will pray for you & your family.

I'm loved by God!

'YOU ARE PRECIOUS AND HONOURED IN MY SIGHT...BECAUSE I LOVE YOU...'
ISAIAH 43:4

One of the most beautiful passages in Scripture is found in Isaiah, chapter 43: '...you are Mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned...For I
am the Lord, your God...you are precious and honoured in My sight, and...I love you...' (Isaiah 43:1-4 NIV). Write down that last phrase on a card and carry it with you: 'You are precious and honoured in My sight...I love you.' Wow! You are loved by God. Who else do you need to impress? What other ladder do you need to climb? Make your life an experiment of living in the love of God. Every morning when you wake up let your first words be 'I am loved by God.' And every night when you go to sleep let
your last words echo, 'I'm loved by God.' Write those words down on a card and carry them with you. When you are tempted to despair because you have blown it, take out the card and look at it. When you are overwhelmed by all you have to do, read it over and over to yourself.
Take it out when you're tempted to sin, to dishonour God, to lash out in anger and hurt someone, or deceive someone, or use someone. When you are afraid, when you're anxious, when you're alone, remember and feast on
the words that give life: 'I'm loved by God.'

Teresa D <teressadee@hotmail.com>
NC - Monday, February 6, 2006 1:12 PM CST

Hey Dawn, Just wanted to say hey and I love the butterfly story. You love your family so much, and your blessing so many others! I will be praying for you all! LOL
Monica Kennene <Mjkennene@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS 38672 - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:15 AM CST

Hello Pierces,
FInally... I am back to my computer. Ok, we are gearing up for a big ol' healing this month. I will be up quite often to help Staci. I have a special treat for you. I am not good with secrets, but I am going to try to save it for your birthday. Mo
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, February 6, 2006 0:39 AM CST

Thank You so much for stopping by Scotty's website and signing his guestbook.
I'm so sorry that your time with Shae was so short. I think it is wonderful that you continue to update his website and share his stories.
Kim & Scotty Image hosting by Photobucket

<cottons@earthlink.net >
Modesto, ca - Sunday, February 5, 2006 9:03 PM CST

Hi Guys!
Just stopping by to check on you guys. I loved the Mason and Shae stories. You are so blessed to be a mommy to 2 precious boys!
Continuing to pray for your family. Your strength never ceases to amaze me.
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 8:41 PM CST

Hello Precious Nephew, I love you. I was able to spend last evening with Mason, Mommy, and Daddy. Memories of you always always enhance the day. Even though you didn't physically live in the new house, I feel you with us. I am so very proud to be your Mommy's sister, your's and Mason's Aunt, and I'm sure your Daddy couldn't be more proud to have me as a sister-in-law. Your Daddy is also a great cook. Mommy cooked last night and it was......good. Very edible. I love you baby. Send us some butterflies. I'm sending you big hugs.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, ms America - Sunday, February 5, 2006 4:58 PM CST

Hey Dawn!
What a sweet picture in my mind of Mason. You are so right; its those moments that stay with us forever. Thank you so much for having a heart to serve the Lord and share in the lives of families! I know it can (and will) be hard at times but I know you are right in the center of God's Will as you reach out to others. Give Mason a kiss for us (Bella specifically prayed for him last night).
Love,
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral , FL USA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 9:49 PM CST

Hi Dawn, I LOVE to read your updates! You are such a source of strength! I hope you and Mason are feeling better and the yucky sinus stuff is getting better! As I read your story about Mason praying it made me think about the St. Jude symbol of the little child bowing to pray :)
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@Yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 4, 2006 9:20 PM CST

Dawn, You don't know me. I regret that I didn't know about Shae or follow his journey. I recently found the site after I would see your entries on so many caringbridge sites. I have come to admire you and your husband (and Mason) so much. I think it is wonderful how you continue to support so many families. We are from West Monroe (transported to the Austin area) and have followed Jake's journey since the beginning. (I think I wrote this one time.)
I love to read your updates. I just wanted you to know that I am coordinating a luncheon for the 40+ widows in our church next week. Our theme is Dreams Taking Flight. We are using butterflies as our main decoration. As I have worked this week with butterfly name tags, place cards, gifts, and decorations, I continue to remember your precious Shae. I have shared his story (and your lives) with other ladies helping me. We stopped and had a special prayer for you and your family. Your Shae's memory lives on in the lives of people who never knew him.
I know God will bless you for the good you are doing in His name.
Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com>
Cedar Park, Tx - Saturday, February 4, 2006 12:48 AM CST

Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Love

Mary, Mike Slade and the kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 9:16 AM CST

Hi Dawn. Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that everyone eventually gets caught up in the Barney thing. Even Mr tough guy I'm a detective - Cliff Freeman. He actually wore a Barney costume for a friend's little girl's birthday party one time. Wish you could have seen him. It was hysterical and he even watched the tapes to get the songs just right. The things we will do for our children or our friend's children.

Anyway, I'm glad to hear you are out of your low. I've been in one myself recently and God just had to remind me of how blessed I am and to get out of my pity party. So enough said on that - when He says "get over it" what choice do I have.

Please know that I pray for you daily and I love reading your updates and check it every day to see if you've posted anything new. We need to get together soon. Seems like forever since I've seen Mason.

Love ya,
Jana
Jana Freeman <jana.freeman@stjude.org>
Southaven, - Monday, January 30, 2006 8:47 AM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, January 29, 2006 4:49 PM CST

Hi Dawn!
I was so excited to see that you updated. I am also happy to hear that you are feeling our prayers. We will keep them coming!
Have you tried the Elmo goes to the potty toy? Just a thought. I'm with Mrs. Susan, though...don't worry! I am sure Mason will use the potty when he is good and ready! Isn't that how kids do everything...in their own time and their own way?!
Have a great week!
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 9:49 AM CST

Hi Dawn,

Wow, it was so good hearing from you! I am a "faithful reader", and love your updates! I was so blessed to read you were feeling those prayers and doing better. I'm always in "awe" of what a big heart you have. In your need, you are always giving.

Ok, let me sing a chorus for you now:

"I love you, you love me, we are a happy family..."

Sorry I could not pass up that opportunity!! This is my grand-daughter's favorite show, yes, I'm a official Barney fan! I see purple...

As far as the potty training, I would not worry. My boys all did it "their way", yes all five! My doctor always said, they will not go to school in diapers Mrs. Amato!

Thanks for being such a blessing to us, I'm looking forward to seeing you in March.

Keep enjoying your precious Mason, sounds like a stinker!

Your friends,

Susan & Jordan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Saturday, January 28, 2006 7:46 PM CST

Thank you for reminding me tonight of the love that surrounds us by complete strangers! Thank you!!!
Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com>
St Jude Firend-Memphis, tn - Saturday, January 28, 2006 0:43 AM CST

Dawn,
I am so glad you updated. I check Angel Shae's site everyday! You are always such a source of encouragement to me and I know MANY more! God has blessed you with such a HUGE heart for others. Even when you are feeling "low" you are so strong! I LOVE YOU!!
Sweet Angel Shae,that is so sweet that you whispered your favorite song to your brother. You always help make your mommy smile!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 28, 2006 0:09 AM CST

Soooo cool... I wrote at 10:32 and you were signing Jake's site at 10:37. We were thinking about each other at the same time. We are cosmically connected!! It's a God wink! (That is a little miracle that is making way for something big.) Mo
MoMO <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
WM, LA - Friday, January 27, 2006 10:41 PM CST

Hey Pierce Family,
I am just stopping by to let you know that I think about ya'll constantly and check your site daily. I am glad to see you updated. I almost feel like I am there with you, just by "hearing" your words. Looking forward to those butterflies!! Mo
Melanie Massey, aka Jake (and Mason's) Aunt MO <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, January 27, 2006 10:37 PM CST

Hey Angel Shae, We are all missing you. I know that you knew your Mommy and Daddy were awesome, but I am always amazed at how smart your Mommy is. Everyday I respect her more and more. She is tough too. And when she doesn't feel strong, she still puts on a happy face. I never would've believed that my once annoying little sister would be such a hero to me. Your Daddy is pretty amazing too. And Mason, well, I just can't find the right words to describe that boy; but I love him. He always makes my heart smile. Just like you. I love you precious.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, m America - Friday, January 27, 2006 5:14 PM CST

Hi Dawn. Hope little Mason is feeling better.
I understand the ups and down times we have. Sometimes the craziest, simplist things will remind me of Reid and it can get me spiraling into some difficult days.

Thanks for sharing so the progress of so many children. I stumbled upon the St. Jude special the other night while lying in the bed. It was amazing to recongnize a few from Caringbridge. It was such a good program but sent me spiraling into a big cry for about an hour. I know that life of transfusions and netropenic and preparing for transplant too well- it's a whole different world from where I am now and my heart in someways is always there with those families while I try to continue on here with mine. It's obvious yours is too!!!

Still knowing we are going to get together someday!!!

love, hope, Courage
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, January 27, 2006 9:22 AM CST

Hello Pierce Family!
We have been introduced to your family through our sweet SJ families The Rayborns and the Horrocks. So I wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking of your family! I also want to thank you for being so kind to sign our guestbook and letting us know that you are praying for our sweet girl and family! It means so much to us!
The very first time we really knew of your sweet Angel Shae was while we were in ICU rm #8 in October of 2004. There is a very precious photo of your family like the one in your photo album that stands out on the wall! Just beautiful! Please know that we are thinking of your Angel Shae and praying for strength to you, your husband and that darlin' Mason! Love Brandi
Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com>
St Jude Firend-Memphis, TN - Friday, January 27, 2006 2:07 AM CST

Stopping in to say Hi, and let you know we are thinking of you all...
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 26, 2006 12:52 AM CST

Hey Dawn and Todd!
I wanted to drop by and THANK YOU for a wonderful and blessed night of FOOD and FELLOWSHIP. We so enjoyed your company, and I truly hope I was not a bore since I was kind of in post-scan "whhhhewwww" mode.
You have such a sweet family and I was so blessed that you shared Shae's story and beautiful pictures with me.
You guys are a blessing and we are excited to get to spend more time together.
Love,
Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site
Habitat for Hope <mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 11:21 PM CST

Hi Dawn.
I just wanted to drop by and check on you. Also, I wanted to let you know...you are being thought of and prayed for all of the time! Looking forward to your next journal! I am missing you. =) One more thing...I think a "reunion" is a great idea. Mrs. Susan had mentioned something like that before. Y'all would have the best time together.
Love, Kristin

Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 12:01 AM CST

Hello Dawn,

I just wanted to drop in and say "hello" and thank you for all the support you've shown our family since Brent relapsed. Friends just like you have been such a blessing to us and we are grateful that God allowed us to meet you in December. I hope things are well with you and we will pray that GOD will continue to heal your hearts. I know your sweet baby will be FOREVER LOVED AND MISSED by you.

Thanks again for being such a WONDERFUL ENCOURAGER!
Love you,
Tonya

Link, Tonya, Brent, Zach & Gabe Nason <nason5@aol.com>
Mathiston, MS USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 1:08 AM CST

To my dear friend Dawn,

As always I just LOVE reading your journals. You have such a HUGE HEART, always thinking of others, visiting, praying, and caring. Love is sure an "action" word you live out loud.

I was so blessed to read you got to meet with Mark! They could of not found a more PERFECT person to team up with. Really, this is just a continuation of what you have been doing Dawn, for so long. I'm so excited to be in a ministry with YOU!!!

Ok, let me get my feet back on earth, he he...

Glad you are feeling better, I know it's a daily walk.

I want to end with something I read recently, I may share this on my page. We know God has some great plans for our lives, but in the end this is what He ultimately has waiting for us. Just think, SHAE IS THERE NOW!

"If you want to read about the plans God has for us, read the last few chapters of the Revelation. A city with walls 1500 miles on a side filled with gems, and streets paved with gold so pure that it is transparent. There will be twelve gates into the city each made from a single enormous pearl. Twelve foundation stones for the city, each of a different colored stone. A river of living water flows from the throne of the Lord in the center of the city. What a place, and Jesus will be there teaching us. We will have the chance to sit at His feet and learn like Mary did."

And I love the scripture when Jesus said:

But Jesus said, "Let the children come to me. Don't stop them! For the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to such as these."
Matt 19:14

I can see Shae and so many others right there sitting in His lap now! (gives me the chills!)

Your friend,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Thursday, January 19, 2006 7:05 PM CST

Dawn,
I gave Staci a hug from you today! I didn't see the joy in her eyes I am used to seeing. Jake looked so good. I know God is using you in their lives. You are a very special person........love ya
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 18, 2006 10:05 PM CST

Hi Dawn.
You continue to amaze me with your beautiful, touching entries. You say your entries sometimes seem down, yet I don't see it. You always go back to Jesus and point out the positives...when you are walking on streets of gold there are many (even though sometimes hard for those of us grieving to see)! When I think of you, the word that always comes to mind is HOPE. Thanks for always encouraging me!
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 5:38 PM CST

Dawn,
I am a prayer warrior of Cole Hardy's. I wanted to let you know what a pillar of strength you are. I always feel inspired when I read your journal entries. It is obvious to all who meet you (I don't know if you remember, but about a month ago we were both visiting Cole at the same time in the medicine room- Mason was playing with the doors!) or see this website that your heart is for others. I am praying for you as I can only imagine the memories of your Angel Shae that come up each time you wake up and yet you chose to honor God and Shae and minister to St. Jude families. Thank you for all you do.
Karen Harris <karenaharris@hotmail.com>
Memphis, TN - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 7:44 PM CST

Sweet Angel Shae,
Did you help Jesus drop the snowflakes today! They were so beautiful.
Dawn,
Thank you so much for asking for prayers for our Cole. I so appreciate your calls and messges. I am so sorry I couldn't call you back the other night, God was blessing me with visitors to our home :) It was so wonderful to have people near. We too are praying for Jake and his battle!! You are so wonderful to ALWAYS think of others!!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006 6:34 PM CST

Hello my beautiful friend! I'm so glad to hear (or read) from you! Love ya!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 4:52 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Been missing my updates! Hope all is well, look forward to hearing from you...

Meanwhile, here's some (((hugs))) being sent to you today!

Your Friend,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 3:55 PM CST

Hi Dawn.
I am just dropping in to check on you guys. I hope all is well with you and your family. I miss hearing your encouraging, hope-filled updates. Can't wait to "hear" from you again. =)
Love, Kristin
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 9:57 AM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:09 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Just dropping by to let you know I was thinking of you tonight. Hope your week was a better one. It sure was an "emotional one" with Brent this week! I'm just so blessed about his recent news. We get very attached to these kids, I know you do too! It's like we become one great big family. As hard as it is sometimes I reminded of the scripture in Galatians 6:2;

"Bear one another's burdens, and thereby fulfill the law of Christ." Really the word instructs us to!

I pray you enjoy your upcoming weekend. Give Mason a great big hug for me. Hopefully we will get to met him next time!

Your friends,

Susan & Jordan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:53 PM CST

Thinking of you all tonight.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 10, 2006 11:05 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

I'm belated in wishing you the best 2006 possible. I was unable to get on the computer for a while. I hope this year brings you many blessings and moments of joy!! I'm a little jealous of you getting to meet Susan. That is great and I know you all had to have a very special time. Continue your determination to help others. I can tell that you send a ray of sunshine to those you meet.

I bet you can't believe it's been 5 years since transplant. Time stands still, yet it moves so fast. Prayers always being sent up for all of you.
love, hope and courage
Carol.
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
bowling green, ky - Monday, January 9, 2006 7:07 AM CST

Dear Dawn,
I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are being thought of and prayed for. Your entry brought tears to my eyes. You are such a SWEET person with a true heart for God!
I hope you have a good week. I will be praying for His peace and JOY to flow through your house more than ever!
Love, Kristin Amato
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Sunday, January 8, 2006 5:13 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Oh my, I just cried as I read what you shared. I'm just so blessed you DID, it shows how human you are, and the reality of losing your son. I know God gives you "Grace", but missing him and longing to see him again may never change. Shae was a part of you that will forever be missing.

I'm always in "awe" of your BIG heart, always thinking of others in thier need. That was so beautiful that you called Shae's donor, you are such a grateful person.

I used this quote on Jordan's page one time and it reminded me so much of YOU:

"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." -- Leo Buscaglia

Thanks you for all the kind words, your listening ear,and you your "HUGE act of caring" by coming out to meet us at the hospital the other day! My life has been turned around...

Praying extra hard for you during this month,

Your friend,

Susan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Saturday, January 7, 2006 11:57 AM CST

Sweet Angel Shae,
Cole and I met one of your sweet nurses,Amanda, today. She said she missed you. Dawn, thanks for sharing your heart.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 6, 2006 11:38 PM CST

Sweet Angel Shae....you just keep on touching lives everyday!!!
Dawn, Thank you so much for asking for prayers for my little man. You TRULY have the gift of mercy.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 11:33 PM CST

i am a friend of cole hardy and i saw your website on one of your entries so i came to check it out. i can't begin to tell you in words how touched i was when i read your story and then saw your entry two days ago asking visitors to your site to pray for cole. you are truly an amazing woman. thank you for being you and doing what you do.
KACY ACREE <kacree@midsouth.rr.com>
OLIVE BRANCH, MS USA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 9:34 PM CST

Hey my sweet Angel Shae. I love and miss you infinatly. Your parents and Mason are missing you too. Mason is having to learn to OBEY! I think it is tough for him because he is very determined. He is doing better. Please ask Jesus to help him. It hurts my feelings to see him get into trouble. It doesn't seem to bother him. Our whole family is going to try to be healthier for your 5th birthday in heaven. We are celebrating your life. Your Daddy will probably win. He is so good losing weight. But we are all going to try. I think if we all followed Mason around we would burn many calories.
I love you, precious.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 4:11 PM CST

Hey Dawn... Guess who will be there in just about an hour!!! Take care of my family. Jake said, "Mo, if I can't come home this weekend, you come see me, ok?" I didn't have the heart to tell him that Todd and I will be out of town for the next two weeks. You have to keep him entertained for me so I won't feel guilty. Thanks; knowing ya'll are up there gives me peace. Mo
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 11:27 PM CST

Dawn, thank you for loving us so much to share Cole on Shae's site. You are such a merciful,loving friend who has such a big heart for us who continue to struggle. Thank you for being so involved in these families and kids lives!!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/wesleycolehardy
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 2, 2006 9:13 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Just wanted to say hi! I will begin praying for little Cole tonight, and visit his site. Thanks for caring so much for so many others.

I just found this poem on another boy's page. I immediately thought of you, and Carol. I don't know if you saw it already but here it is:

"Please say His name"

Do you really think that I am OK?
Though my son has gone away?
Do you think because I smile
I have forgotten for a while?

I have to tell you that you are wrong.
He is on my mind all day long.
Though I may not let it show.
He's always on mind you know.

Why do you turn when I speak his name?
Do you not know that it causes more pain?
Can you comprehend how I feel?
My son was here....my son was real!

I miss my child, but I must hide.
The terrible pain I feel inside.
The lump in my throat it hurts so bad.
because I cannot cry although I am sad.

I can barely speak his name
For the fear might cause you the pain.
I miss my Shae....I miss him so.
I just thought that you should know.

Even though I laugh and play,
I didn't forget my son today.
Please say his name now and then..
Please say "Shae"" again.

Sending some big hugs your way,

Susan

http://www2.caringbridge.org/la/jordanamato/ <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, La - Monday, January 2, 2006 7:03 PM CST

I have read your supportive messages on other children's sites!!what a special blessing you are to so many!!Your Shae must be so proud of you,such a testimony for the LORD!!!Your Mason is quite a cutie,May you feel HIS love and peace all around you and may you have a blessed 2006!!!
Libby Kokinos <nanalib03@bellsouth.net>
Minden, La. USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 12:48 AM CST

Dawn,
We got your sweet message in Ryan's guestbook. I can't imagine how you are feeling today. I pray that you will feel Gods arms around you as you say happy birthday to your dear Shae. Thinking about you today.
Jeff, Amy, Will and Ryan (www.caringbridge.org/tn/ryanbreedlove) <Breedlj@hotmail.com>
Knoxville, Tn USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 9:26 AM CST

You don't know me, but I have read alot about your family from other children's pages. God bless you all. Supporting children stricken with cancer and their families is such a great way to honor your child. I'm sure the families are soooo grateful for you time and support!
a prayer warrior
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 9:06 PM CST

Dawn, Todd & Mason,

Just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking and praying for you more than usual in the past weeks. You are so strong and such an inspiration to so many. May God continue to bless your family. And I'm sure Shae had the best birthday ever and loved watching the balloons. (And if Mason couldn't let his go, Shae may have just wanted it that way :-) ) Take care, Kristin
Kristin Tarrence
Hernando, MS - Saturday, December 31, 2005 3:42 PM CST

Angel Shae,

Happy Birthday! I hope you had a great day. I just wanted to let you know how proud you would be of your family. They have taken our family and many other families at The Jude under their wing and provide them with an amazing support system. They provide so much comfort for me knowing they are right here if we need them(and we do). They are truly amazing.

BELIEVE,
Jake's Dad
www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen
Don Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:08 PM CST

Hi sweet Angel Shae,
I bet birthday parties in heaven must be so awesome!! I know you saw the balloons your mommy and daddy and brother sent you! Your mommy says you liked rain, so Jesus must have sent a little today just for your mommy and daddy. Give your mom a hug and kiss in her dreams tonight....I know she must really need one from you today! i know you give your mommy strength to keep helping all of us other mommies. THANK YOU SHAE!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
Olive Branch, Ms - Friday, December 30, 2005 9:28 PM CST

I hope you have had a good family day. I can only imagine how very much you miss that precious little boy. I have never met you and didn't know you when Shae was sick. But, since I started following Caringbridge sites (starting with Jake), I see your entries on just about everyone that I follow. I have so admired the fact that you are such a comfort to so many parents who are going through such rough times. I know that God is using you to help others. We know the Raborns because we used to live in West Monroe, and I can tell from reading that your family has been such friends to them. I also follow Cole Hardy, and there again---you are being there for them.
I am praying for you...that God will continue to bless you and give you the ability to help so many people. You must be a wonderful family, and I know today has been tough. I bet Shae is looking down at you all and smiling. He must be very proud of you and his little brother--who sounds a lot like my 2nd grandson, Case!!!
Please pray for Ashley Taylor from Downsville (near West Monroe). She is having so much pain. Her brother, Austin, and her parents, Doug and Val need your prayers too.
Thank you for all you do, and you will continue to be in my prayers.

Jane Jones <janemjones@austin.rr.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:54 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Shae! I know you are having the best birthday ever with Jesus, but watch over your mom a little more today. This day is very hard for her. She will get through it, though, because she is a strong, wonderful lady who always puts her trust in Jesus.

Dear Dawn,
I am praying for you and your family more than ever today. You are such an encouragement to so many and your hope amazes me! Keep letting His light and love shine through you!
Love, Kristin Amato (Susan's daughter-in-law)
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Friday, December 30, 2005 6:47 PM CST

A "family day" is perfect!! I also love the new butterflies on your website. I will say a prayer for all of you. I wish Mason knew Shae. If Shae was shy and laid back, Mason would've warted him to death... perfect... just like brothers do!! We love ya'll. MO
Melanie Massey <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, December 30, 2005 4:40 PM CST

Hey Darlin!!!
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and praying for you!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:41 AM CST

Happy Birthday Sweet Shae!

Eight years ago the Lord sent you here to bless and transform so many lives. Now you are celebrating this special day with with Jesus and all the other sweet angels who are there with you. What a special day this must be!

Dear Dawn,

How can I ever thank you enough for taking the time to come and have lunch with Jordan and I? It was so good to finally meet you! You are one amazing woman. I know walking down those halls bring comfort and also so many memories of your last days with Shae.

I'm praying for you and your family today as you remember and give thanks for your precious gift, Shae. I read this scripture and thought of you:

PS 34:18~
"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit."

Standing with you,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Friday, December 30, 2005 10:12 AM CST

Hi sweet Angel Shae :)
You have the sweetest mommy, but I bet you already knew that! She helps me alot and always prays for our family! Keep talking to your mommy in her heart. You give her strength to help others! Give Jesus a kiss and hug from me and Cole :)
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 10:00 PM CST

Christmas Without You

The lights are blinking merrily
The tinsel�s on the tree
It sits there in the window
For all the world to see.

The house is filled with holly
And pinecone scents the air
The Christmas cards keep coming
Each one is hung with care.

The gifts are tied with ribbons red
And topped with pretty bows
I�m done with all the details
As far as Christmas goes.

The fire is softly glowing
I think about your touch
But Christmas isn�t Christmas
I miss you oh, so much.

If I could have just anything
My Christmas wish would be
To wake up in the morning
And find you here with me.

Staring at your picture
I long to be set free
Tonight the tears are streaming
As I hold it next to me.

Flakes of snow swirl through the air
I�m braced for stormy weather
I wait for brighter days ahead
When we can be together.

So hold a place in heaven
Someday when life is through
I�ll be the Christmas angel
Who shares this day with you.

MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 8:43 PM CST

Hi-My name is Christy Wilkins, I'm Bryson's mother. My husband Jason works for Gail Lander. Thank you for the message that you sent us. Shae's website is so precious. I pray that you and your family have a very blessed Christmas. Please pray for Bryson.

Chrsity Wilkins <Brysonsmom1@hotmail.com>
Walls, MS 38680 - Saturday, December 24, 2005 7:44 AM CST

Dawn,
I am hurting and sad, so I visited Shae's site and felt a peace, but still sadness. Why does this sadness haunt me. I know peace is in our Lord, but I just don't understand. I can read your entries and feel your peace,thanks for sharing.
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Hey Precious Angel Shae. I love you. We all still ache to see you, but are so proud you are well. Your parents and brother are doing well. Mason keeps everone busy. Some of his stunts are not quite as cute as they were when he was younger, therefore, he gets into trouble. He is really trying your Mommy's patience. She can handle him. He will listen when she uses that "Nanny" tone of voice. I wonder how you would deal with him playing with your stuff? I know you would share, I just wonder if he would ask first?
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, m America - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:50 PM CST

Hey my foster family,
I said a prayer for you this week. I pray for peace and comfort during the holiday season. We are so blessed to know you. We are planning a big Madagscar birthday party. Wanna come? It is only 5 hours away!! Mo
Melanie Massey, aka Aunt Mo <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, December 19, 2005 10:48 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Ahhh, what a beautiful touching journal entry! Yes, I can see that you have truly been touched by the great love of our Father. I know it's His love, His grace and His comfort that sustains you, and gives you the strength to carry on.

I pray you and your family have a WONDERFUL Christmas. I'm so blessed that our paths have crossed on CB. Hopefully I'll get to meet you soon.

Keep spreading your hope,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, la - Monday, December 19, 2005 9:40 PM CST

Thank you for just simply "understanding". I almost feel
ashamed to have a "down time" when I know how blessed I am
to still have Cole with me on this earth. You will never know how
much you just checking on us means to me, that you take
the time to care after all of your loss. You are an
incredible blessing! Shae was so lucky to have you as his
mommy!!And Mason gets you too!!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 9:21 PM CST

Dawn-I have been thinking about you so much lately and how we first met. I remember thinking, how in the world can she do this, walk in St. Jude and befriend other families. I know how you do it and that is only by the strength from God but after living this nightmare I am even more amazed at your strength. I feel so weak. I am leaning completely on God and still not sure I am going to make it to January. Don't be surprised if you get a call from a squalling friend. Love you!
Jeff, Tina, Hayden and Forever Angel Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Minden, la - Saturday, December 17, 2005 9:18 PM CST

Dawn,
I love visiting Shae's site! You always have such encouraging,and loving words. Your ministry to others is truly blessed by God! Thank you so much for checking in on Cole at the Jude as well as the website! Your words are always such an inspiration to me. Your little boy Mason is the cutest little guy....he seems to be comfortable around "strange" faces! I pray for you and your family during this Christmas season, and month of Shae's birth. I know you must have difficult days sometimes, but i pray others will lift you up, just as you have lifted so many others up in our time of need! God is using you in a mighty way!!
Dianna&Cole <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 14, 2005 7:18 PM CST

I know it's been like forever since I've visited you.
I have just been so busy.
But I think of you always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, December 12, 2005 11:56 AM CST

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart
But I am not so far away, We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I sent you each a memory of my undying love.
After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do.
For I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear
Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I've been told that this poem was written by a 13 year old boy named Ben. He had fought a brain tumor for 4 years. The tumor won on December 14, 1997. He gave this to his mother before he died.

guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com>
Lebanon - Friday, December 9, 2005 2:51 AM CST

Hi! I am Susan Amato's daughter-in-law. I check in on you guys often, but don't always sign. Sorry...I will do better. I know I have signed in before, but I just wanted to let you know that I keep your family in my prayers. Your journal entries are always sooo encouraging. Your Shae is absolutely adorable. His life was filled with such meaning, and I am so happy to see that you are still carrying out God's plan in your lives. Keep letting His light shine!
Love, Kristin Amato
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 7:26 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Sounds like you had a really nice weekend. We will be at St. Jude the week after Christmas, hopefully we can met, YES!!!

Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you today!

Keep hold of your faith/hope and love,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 11:46 AM CST

Hi Dawn,

As always your journals are filled with hope, faith,and a great love for so many. You are such an example and inspiration to so many.

Thanks for sharing your journey with us, and for sharing Shae. His spirit lives on in all those he loved. I'm blessed you had a nice Thanksgiving.

Keep spreading your hope,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Monday, November 28, 2005 7:38 AM CST

Hi Dawn. I hadn't realized both our angel boys are December babies. I can only imagine, and understand a little, how difficult to think about how your baby should be 8 soon.

Dawn, for 4 1/2 years out- you amaze me! I know you have your moments, but you are so positive and so able to focus on your blessings. That has been such an encouragement to me. There is no doubt God has big plans for your and angel Shae to minister to others.

I can imagine our little December babies having a very special party this year!! Many prayers will be sent up for all of you this holiday and birthday!
Thanks for sharing your heart!
Carol

Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, Ky - Sunday, November 27, 2005 10:08 PM CST

What an awesome entry! Thanks for sharing your heart. I pray for you and your family. You are always such a wonderful source of encouragement to all who read your page.
Hope your Thanksgiving was a great one!
Kristin Amato <kma0405@bellsouth.net>
Covington, LA - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:19 PM CST

I am so thankful for you and your family. We have been blessed to have had the chance to get to know you. We love you. Can't wait to see you this week sometime, I hope.

Staci Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 10:50 PM CST

Hey Sweetheart, I love you. Happy Thanksgiving. I am with your sweet/silly brother and parents now. We've had a great time. We miss you, but are so glad you are well in heaven. I am so proud of you.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Thursday, November 24, 2005 6:43 PM CST

I still check your site daily! I am glad you decided to update today. It is so refreshing to read a devotion from a parent who lost the ultimate giving praise to God and hope to those going through the same and even to those who will be facing it soon. Isn't it amazing to have such a bond with someone you have only met a time or two?! It is the St.Jude bond, I suppose. Or... that we are all in the family of GOD. Mo
Melanie Massey, aka Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 11:03 AM CST

I must have intimidated you...??? I love hearing from you!! I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow!! I know if Mason is anything like Chloe...there will be no holding back at the table!! Especially w/ the sweet potatoes...she is definitely my child.
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 3:02 PM CST

I'm waiting......

Happy Thanksgiving!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:33 AM CST

I found your site from another CB site and just wanted to let you know that someone is praying for your family tonight. What a charmer your precious son was! I can see why you were distraught over loosing that picture. I just LOVE that the Lord saw fit to bless you by having it reappear! (Smile) :~) Happy, Happy Thanksgiving.
Friends of Mitchel's ok/mitchel
Ian & Deanna McDonald and family <deannam@cableone.net>
Bartlesville, OK USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 10:51 PM CST

Dear Shae's family
I found your page through another CB page.I hope you dont mind me popping in..
I'm so sorry your little man has recieved his angel wings I know he would of fought hard to stay with you..I hope he visits you in your dreams and kisses your cheek with angel kisses with love jacob's mum

Deanne www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob Our Aussie Angel Jake
brisbane, Queensland Australia - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:46 PM CST

You better tell Mason that his MO is coming to see him soon, and will be bringing a cool present!! Tell him I didn't make the trip this weekend because I was out looking for the perfect gift. (That is not actually the truth, but I can't stand him being mad at me for not showing up!!) My bringing him a cool present IS the truth... I just have to go find it! Thank ya'll for being so good to my family. MO
Melanie Massey , Jake's (and Mason's)Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 6:32 PM CST

Mason, ^^Shae^^ and Dawn,
Came to say hello and tell you that
ELMO LOVES YOU!!

Carol (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:39 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Great update! First off, congratulations on recieving the money, gosh, what a neat way for the Lord to shower His love on you.

I'm really excited about the new ministry you are beginning, that is so touching. You are giving in your greatest need, God will surely honor this great labor of love. I know you will be used so powerfully in so many lives. Not that you are looking for a reward or to recieve, but just watch and see how YOUR life will be so deeply touched.

I will keep all of that in prayer, please keep us updated.

So glad you got that picture back. Maybe you should right click it and hit "save as", and it will go in your hard drive as a picture. We would NEVER want this to happen again. I was upset when I didn't see his picture too!

May God continue to surround you with His love and comfort,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
covington, LA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 7:12 AM CST

Hi Dawn, Congrats on the money- couldn't have happened to a better person.
Many times if I go in and edit, it will change the top of my page, but I've found if I hit update again- it will usually come back. It is odd, but has happened to me several times.

Always glad to read an update from you all!

love, hope and courage
Carol
Carol (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
bowling green, KY - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:59 PM CST

It was great hearing from you!! I see why you left us....your bank gives away free money!!! LOL!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Monday, November 14, 2005 4:49 PM CST

I had one of my adult patients come to my house today for therapy. We had been working on stairs and walking on a variety of surfaces without tripping, so my garden seemed like a great place to practice. She kept commenting on the butterflies that were lighting in my flowers. Eventually, at the edge of my garden, she looked back and said, "Would yuou just LOOK at all the butterflies." I couldnt' help but think of your angel! Mo
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, November 11, 2005 10:25 PM CST

Hi Dawn!!
I think about you alot and so appreciated
your visit with us a few weeks back! Your faith, and
your true love for others is incredible. I pray for
infinite blessings for you and your precious family!
I think it's so awesome that your Shae gets to be a greeter
at heaven's gates for other precious children, and God
has blessed you with the gift of mercy to help the moms
and dads left behind. Thank You for your love...
Dianna & Cole

Dianna & Cole Hardy <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
olive branch, ms usa - Thursday, November 10, 2005 9:12 PM CST

Came across your site from another. It is always very encouraging to me to see a family so strong in faith. I pray that Lord would be with you today. I enjoyed the Bobby pins story...

God Bless
Mark Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site &
Habitat for Hope <mark@habitatforhope.org >
Cape Coral, FL USA - Thursday, November 10, 2005 8:03 AM CST

Where is Shae's picture? I love the bath towel!! I just got back the film Jake took with his disposable camera. Lots of me and Dawn on the couch kinda sideways. Jake must have also really liked Mason, because next to pics of his IV pole, Mason had the most shots! And by the way.... Staci's update wasn't really all that great! Mo
Melanie Massey <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Monday, November 7, 2005 11:50 PM CST

I love the picture of Mason with the pumpkins. Looks like a cute Christmas card to me!! Won't he be a heartbreaker????

I caught up on some sleep today, so having some type to check on all my dear special friends. When Reese was admitted this week and they were doing all that admission paperwork stuff, they asked me if Reese had ever been sick. I said no. They said no ear infections or strep throat? And I realized it was just my thoughts/reaction, but I thought I don't consider that sick- cancer, diseases.. that's sick. I realized how my entire perspective has changed.

One of the good that has come from the heartache is meeting special new friends like you.

Love, hope and courage
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Sunday, November 6, 2005 10:14 PM CST

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 5, 2005 11:05 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

I was so sorry to read about your little friend. I know it must be so hard for you. I'll be praying for his family. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you tonight.

Keep holding on,

Susan

PS I loved the new pictures!
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Friday, November 4, 2005 7:51 PM CST

Hey all you no brownie-sharin' Pierces. I can't believe you let Staci and Don have all the fun. Oh well, I know where you live!! I will hunt you down n ext time I am in "Miphis". Good to see you all again. I included a few pics of Jake and Mason (and I think even me and Dawn) in the "blanket" emails that go our to many each week from the weekends gazillion pictures I take. Have you sent your request to Jessi to be on the list to receive the pics? If not, mmptoffice@centurytel.net
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 10:57 PM CST

Hey my sweet little heavenly nephew. I miss you. By now you know that Grey is with you. His Mom and Dad and brothers are hurting so bad. I don't know how to help them. It has brought back so much pain. Grey's parents are strong like your Mommy and Daddy were. I can only relate to his Aunts. And they are hurting. I told them that what has kept me so far is knowing there is no time in heaven and that you will still be three years old when I get to see you and I wont have missed a second. And you don't hurt or miss us. When we see each other it'll be just seconds since we last saw each other. I love you precious. Give Grey and all of our other loved ones a big hug for me. Tell Jesus we need him to come and get us all soon. Life is so hard here. I hate to see my family and friends hurting. The whole world is hurting. Jesus already knows or else he wouldn't have come and gave his life for us. I love you sweet Shae.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Monday, October 31, 2005 5:54 PM CST

Hi Dawn,

Just stopping by to let you know I was thinking of you and Shae today. I know holidays are hard. May God continue to bathe you with his love and comfort today.

Keep holding on,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Monday, October 31, 2005 7:14 AM CST

I WILL KEEP GREY IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S.PLEASE LET THE FAMILY KNOW THAT I'M THINKING AND PRAYING FOR THEM ALWAYS.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, October 30, 2005 11:16 PM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, October 30, 2005 11:14 PM CST

Hey Dawn...
I guess as many times as I have seen your name on the web site, I never caught the caring bridge address. What an incredible page...I love it!( and cried the whole way down the page!) The song is beautiful...one of my favorites! I had such a good time with you guys in Memphis. I know that Melanie is right...if we had all lived in the same town, we would have been friends somehow! Hope you and "piderman" have fun on trick-or-treat night! My little man is going to be "piderman" too...and boy is he excited! I hope Mason has a blast...and we will talk to you soon!
Polly <norrispd@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

lovely site.my son became an angel on 10th sept 2004 18mths after being diagnosed with mds..we are not so lucky in england to have such wonderful websites..
adele holland mummy to angel yaaseen <adele.holland2@tesco.net>
bolton, england - Sunday, October 23, 2005 3:31 PM CDT

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, October 13, 2005 1:57 PM CDT

Wasn't our visit just so much fun? I think in a "normal", no cancer world, if we had met under normal circumstances and lived in the same town, we would have gravitated toward each other and been good friends! As it is, we will be good friends anyway!! You will never guess where we went for lunch the next day... yep... CHili's!! Keep in touch. I will have to send you some of the CUTE, CUTE, CUTE pumpkin patch pics.
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:40 PM CDT

You knew I'd be looking for you!! Chloe is going to be a "cowgul" for Halloween. I don't know where that came from. Oh well! Little minds! I'm glad all is well.
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,

So glad to read about your special day yesterday! It must take alot of courage to walk those halls at St. Jude again. I guess in some way it brings you "comfort". You are just amazing, and I know it's only God's GRACE that carries you through each day.

Keep holding on to your hope, and thanks for being such a source of courage and inspiration to so many.

Love,

Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

Hi Dawn. Thanks for all you shared in your update. I will keep your entire family in my prayers.
I can imagine that is must be helpful to have some of those dear families you went through so much with close. You all share an amazing bond that only we angel parents could understand. I know you'll miss the Bowens.
much love hope and courage,
Carol
mom to ^^Reid^^ and his sisters Riley, Reagan and Reese
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, October 7, 2005 2:13 PM CDT

Dawn,
I just had to come by and thank you for checking on Jacob and signing his guestbook. Your messages mean a lot to me and I appreciate all your prayers!

I was so sorry to read about your son, Shae. What a beautiful boy. He reminds me of my guys with that blond hair and those big blue eyes. My heart is heavy after reading about your son and I will be praying for your family, your sister and your nephew!

Thanks for sharing the story about Bobby Pins and Rubber Bands - I really enjoyed it.
Love & FROG,
Jacob & Family
Heather <dhkduck@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Thursday, October 6, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Hello Dawn, Todd & Mr Mason!
I think of you so much but am horrible about calling (or doing much of anything for that matter). I love you and you can never know what your friendships mean to us. Looking forward to seeing you again someday ...
Only By His Grace - Trish
www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace
The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, AR - Saturday, October 1, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Hi Dawn,

So glad you went out to support St. Jude and ran into your friends. My heart goes out to you and all those parents who have lost their children. I know why Heaven is such a special place, it's full of the most beautiful angels ever. I can't wait to meet your precious Shae one day!

I will be praying for your newphew John and his mom, gosh, this is so difficult. Thank God for the "HOPE" we have in Jesus. One day, all things will be made right.

Keep holding on to your hope Dawn,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,
We went to eat at Chili's Monday night with some friends and Brandon and her son wanted a red St. Jude bracelet so we got them one. I will be thinking of your family.
Amanda <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 3:24 PM CDT

Hey Shae. I miss you sweetie so much.

Love you,
Mommy

Dawn <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:05 PM CDT

stopped in to say hi was chili's good monday

www.caringbridge.org/wv/bradley
www.caringbridge.org/visit/campbellkids
sherri & angel bradley <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

Thank You for visiting Tyler's Site. Your son is adorable. I am glad he is pain free now. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Liz Kelly <liz2403Kelly@yahoo.com>
Hills, IA United States - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,

Just droppping by to say hi, and let you know I was thinking of you tonight. Sending lots of love and big hugs your way!

Keep holding on,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 8:48 PM CDT

Hey Dawn,
Just down here bracing ourselves for Big Rita!! My crazy husband decided to burn som elogs tonight. He is acting surprised when the wind whips the embers around (there has been a MAJOR drought in our area, so that is dangerous!!). I guess he didn't get the memo about a hurricane with 175 mph winds headed our way. Hmmm... wonder why the wind is affecting his fire! Just checkin' in on you. MO
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, September 23, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

Hey Dawn! Just wanted to say Hi and remind you how much yall really mean to us. God knew how much I really needed your strong spirit and support at just the right time. It just amazes me everytime I see Shae's picture how Mason looks like his little clone. They are such beautiful boys :) Call me soon or email me, I miss ya plus you've got to see my new little butterball, who I think is Tyler's clone :) ! luv April
April Jones <ajones18@utmem.edu>
Southaven, MS USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

Hi Dawn, Cindy Everett here! We worked together at Freds. I saw your encouraging message on Cole Hardys page. Cole is my son Taylor's little brother. He is very precious as is your Shae. I remember Shae's story like it was yesterday. I still have a picture of him on my computer. I am so glad to see that you and Todd and Mason are doing so well. I told Diana (Cole's mom) a bit of your story and told her that you were a strong prayer warrior - I remain in awe of your faith and loving spirit. Cindy Everett
Cindy Everett <candjeverett@msn.com>
Olive Branch, MS us - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 7:33 PM CDT

Hi, I just read your message on my son Cole's site and was so touched. God is showing Himself to me in so many people and so many ways.The picture of your little boy is so beautiful. I have an absolute beautiful little boy and i am so blessed you have been chosen by God to run this marathon with him. THANK YOU.........Cole's mom.........dianna
Dianna Hardy <dbhardy22@yahoo.com>
Olive Branch, MS USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,

Just wanted you to know I stopped by this morning. I love reading your journal entries, your faith is just amazing. It is also such a testimony of how you truly trust the Lord in ALL things.

I can not even begin to imagine all the emotions you feel, but you give me so much hope to know with Jesus, ALL things are possible. I know for you just getting out of bed somedays is just a miracle in itself...

So glad you did ok with Katrina, we were blessed also.

Keep holding on to your HOPE,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

Hey Precious Angel,
I love you. I am supposed to be playing with your brother right now, but he fell asleep on me tonight. I've been so excited to play with him. I guess he is tired tonight.
Nanny put Mason in "time-out" yesterday. He is too young for time-out.
I miss you.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
hernando, ms 38632 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:43 PM CDT

Just came by to say hi! I did not know about Chilis-thanks for the info. We do not have one here (I sure wish we did) but maybe we can get to Nashville soon to eat there- it's Dales favorite. Many prayers still with you guys!

Love,
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, September 8, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

Hey, Shae. It's been a long time since I have written. After reading the newest entries and seeing your Mommie's "other best friend" had signed a few times, I knew I needed to write again:) (HaHa, Dawnie) Actually I told your mom the other day that you have sent me many beautiful butterflies in a short period of time. You knew that I would be needing some inspiration, guidance, and love. Thanks for adding such a bright sunshine to my life.

For Christmas, Caroline got a Butterfly Jungle. It was a container and a coupon to get five live caterpillars. We sent off for them in February and fed them and watched them form their chrysalides. Then we transplanted them (in their ugly form) to the Jungle where we could watch them slowly emerge from their cocoons into the most beautiful butterflies. We had so wanted them to come out by the 1st day of Spring (March 20) but they didn't. One by one they were born and their wings took flight. After a couple of weeks of watching them, we set them free. It was amazing that something so common and plain could in such a short time be born into somethine so beautiful and FREE!!!! We thought of you and how such a sweet little boy (just like any other child) could in such a short time face time in a cocoon (cancer) and face such an ugly time in a chrysalid (St. Jude) and be born again into a perfect body and be free to leave this world and all the destruction and non-believers and chaos behind. That's why I think that it was so fitting (if that's the right word) for you to leave the world behind on the 1st day of Spring. We were all made free again that day and can live knowing that we have yet another guardian angel to watch over us. Please keep an eye on me, Caroline, Brady, Mason and your mom and dad. That Mason is such a little spitfire (just like your mama) and he will need your guidance along the way as well.

I love you and Dawn, Todd & Mason. Thank you for being a part of my life.
Beck <rebeckreid@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 7:21 PM CDT

Just received this site from Heather,and i felt compelled to let you know that you and your family have always been in my prayers.Think of you often,we sure miss you here.
Marsha Wallace <marsha.wallace@bxs.com>
Horn lake, Ms. U.S.A - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

I just wanted to tell you that I have NEVER seen a butterfly in my yard until Sunday and I've lived there 6 years. I was working in the flowerbed and saw about 5 or 6 and they were bright yellow and green. Such beautiful colors! I just thought of Shae with each one I saw. I never met him but I know that you are special people and he really does hold a special place in my heart.
Amanda Meek <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:07 AM CDT

You just knew I was waiting for an update...didn't you??? Praying for you everyday!!! Give Lil Man a hug and a kiss....hopefully soon I can make that "long journey" :) to see you. Love ya much!!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Monday, September 5, 2005 3:41 PM CDT

Hey Shae's Mom,
I just wanted you to know that I was driving from about an hour away from home yesterday, and I bet I saw 50 butterflies flitter right in front of my car. You mentioned in your most recent journal entry that you want everyone to know and remember Shae. Because you mention his "sign", butterflies, often, I think about him often. I may have never met him or you, but you are doing a great job getting the world to remember him. I could just picture him wrapped in his little white towel as I saw those butterflies. You are a great mom.
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

Hi Dawn, just thinking about you, I'm not sure where in MS you are- so I came by to try and check on you!!
love,hope and courage
Carol
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
bowling green, KY - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 4:25 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,

Just stopping by tonight to say hi, and let you know I was thinking of you. Praying for you...

Hold on to your Hope,

Susan
Susan & Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Saturday, August 27, 2005 9:00 PM CDT

Dawn
Thank you for stopping by Rae's website. What a handsome boy Shae. 5 years...I can't see past today and it has been 15 weeks. I miss my daughter so very much. Her struggle with MDS brought us so close, we were inseperable. Thank you for offering a ear to tug on. God Bless
Dinah Johnson mother to Angel Ralene Johnson <dinahjohnson63@msn.com (www.caringbridge.org/ks/ralenejohnson)>
Hutchinson, KS - Friday, August 26, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

I didn't think that your input about what to say or not say to grieving families was mean at all. Most people would love to have some idea of what to say. I think your tips were appropriate for those grieving over the loss of a child or an adult. I loved seeing the pictures of your beautiful Shae, but am sorry for your grief. How nice that Shae is willing to take some of the blame off Mason's shoulders for that broken toy, and that Mason can imagine themselves as playmates and buds! Cute story.
Linda
Irving, TX - Friday, August 26, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

My heart aches for you as I read your journal for Shae.
What incredible faith you have. I as so glad I came
across this web site. Praying for your peace.
Love, Lisa
lisa reilly <lreilly00@hotmail.com---caringbridge.org/tn/lisar>
memphis, tn usa - Sunday, August 21, 2005 6:58 PM CDT

Hey Dawn Marie (that is from my mom) ;-)
I just showed her your site and she was happy to see it. Thank you for sharing this with us. She says to tell you hello and we are praying for you all.
Love and kisses!
Cindy
Oxford, MS USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

I had no idea. Thanks for sharing his memory with me.
Missy Reaves <melissa.reaves@sterncardio.com>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 8:56 AM CDT

dawn...we miss you at the bank...you are so special to so many people...i check this site from time to time and as always i am so inspired by your faith and beauty and love. You are a rare and precious person...someday sweet girl - you will be face to face with your beautiful boy...what a runion that will be!!!!!-i love ya, monie taylor
monica taylor <monica.taylor@bxs.com>
southaven, ms usa - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 12:16 AM CDT

Hey guys. Mason, I dont have Reese married off just yet, so maybe when you two meet up at Harvard or Yale- or wherever, there may be something there!!

I know what a difficult time to think back. What a blessing that you can still see God's mercy and grace. I know it's not easy and nothing will shake your faith like burying a child but want a tribute to keep praising God. I know it's not always easy for me to do, when our ending doesnt seem too happy, but I know it's true. It is so wonderful to have our hope in heaven.

There is a great book called "90 minutes in Heaven" Have you read it? I think it will increase your faith in truly believing you will join precious Shae there someday!!

love,hope and courage to all of you
Carol
mom to Riley,Reagan, ^^Reid^^ and Reese
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:28 AM CDT

Hi Dawn,

Thanks so much for sharing those precious memories with us about Shae, yes, he will forever live on! I just read a little book by a Christian artist, who nearly went completely blind. She wrote something so beautiful about going through trials, "deep waters" as she called them and I thought about you.

She said: "If you are facing difficult circumstances that have no resolution, let the Lord tell you about Himself, and you will not drown. In fact, your footprints may leave a path for someone else who is crossing deep water behind you as you step into a new confidence in Him".

Thank you for leading a path for so many, especially me. I know it's only by GOD's supernatual Grace you continue to go on each day.

May God continue to hold you in His arms of love,

Susan & Jordan

Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

HEY SWEETBOY. I LOVE YOU. I HAVE DECIDED TO TRY TO EXAMINE CATERPILLARS, MAYBE EVEN RAISE A FEW, I HAVE LEARNED WHAT CATERPILLARS BECOME COLORFUL BUTTERFLIES; I EVEN KNOW A FEW NAMES. A SWEET HUG FROM YOU WOULD FEEL SO GOOD.
I HAD THE HONOR OF PLAYING WITH MASON THIS WEEKEND. WERE YOU WATCHING? HE WANTS TO RIDE ON A REAL BULLDOZER, I DON'T KNOW WHY WE CAN'T JUST GO TO A CONSTRUCTION SITE AND ASK. WE ALL BELIEVE HE SHOULD HAVE WHAT HE WANTS. I GUESS HE HAS TO LEARN THAT NASTY WORD "NO" SOMETIME.
SEND MOMMY AND DADDY SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU ANGEL SHAE.

MISSING MY HEAVENLY NEPHEW,

AUNT LANELLE
AUNT LANELLE <BULLDOGFANMSLANELLE@YAHOO.COM>
HERNANDO, MS - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 4:13 PM CDT

What a beatiful tribute to Shae. I am praying for you and your family.

T
Monroe, LA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:01 PM CDT

Hey Sweet Angel Shae, I ache to see you today. It is so beautiful outside and I have been up close and personal with five of the most colorful butterflies I have ever seen. I would love to have you in Nanny's front yard playing. I know you are well in Heaven and I am being selfish. You are so very precious. As much as it hurts, I wish Mommy and Daddy and Mr. Mason could feel your hugs and kisses. I still can't fathom their pain. Please send some butterflies their way this weekend and blow them kisses when you add your sparkle to the stars at night. Aunt LaNelle loves you. Give Merver, PawPaw Bloom, Memaw, Papa Moore, and Granddaddy Baxter all my love.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando , MS America - Friday, July 29, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

Hello , this is my first visit to SHAE S PAGE and I must say I cried and laughed at Masons story , I am thinking of you and am praying for you , your story has touched my heart in so many ways , I feel like Shae wanted to share this with me , i have a son with a rare illness and I would love it if you could come and visit his site ,we love making new friends , we are from AUSTRALIA

i THOUGHT MASON would like the roo
thinking of you
Sammy Joe and family
The Liistro Family <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au>
Craigieburn ,Melbourne , Vic Australia - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Hey there Shae-man-Shue, I love you. I hope you can see your brother. He is most charming. We all miss you so very much.
Hey Dawnnie, great update. I wish I had known what to say when Shae got his wings. I still can't imagine how you must hurt. Give Mason and Todd a hug for me. If you catch Mason telling another story, just remind him that his Daddy has access to a lie detector, or you could have another detective interrigate him. Just a thought.
I had a great time with Mr. Mason last night. He is great medicine.
I love you.
LaNelle Waldrop <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 2:21 PM CDT

Hey Kiddos!
Thinking of you more always and much more than I call obviously! I love you all so much and you can never know what a blessing you are too us!!
Hope we can find time to get together soon.
We love you all bunches and miss you more!
Walking in your moccasins ... In His Love,
Trish, Barney, Eli & Angel Emma Grace
The Hampton's <bubbleup42@yahoo.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace>
Lincoln, AR - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

Hello Darling!!! I love it when you update. And I love Shae stories!!! Give Mason a big kiss for me.
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Monday, July 25, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

Hi Dawn,

Thanks for sharing your heart with us. People do need to be told some things. My mom lost a son at 18, (I was 16 at the time), and there wasn't a day, 20 years later she didn't mention his name! I still miss him, and feel so close. His spirit continued to live on in our hearts and in our lives. This too will happen with Shae.

I just loved the story you shared about the broken toy, that was priceless. Shae will always be a part of your lives, forever. Even if it's taken the blame for Mason! I'm sure he heard that and laughed himself silly!

God bless you Dawn,

Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Hey Sweet Angel Shae, I love and miss you. What is up with the rain, Shae? We still need rain here, but we could use some cooler temperatures and less flooding. I hear your brother asks for me from time to time. It makes my day to hear that. I haven't gotten to play with Mason in over a week.
John Reed, Mindy Grace, and I, are all doing well. Things seem to be getting easier.
We all miss you and talk about you. We all cherish our memories with you.
I love you,
Aunt LaNelle
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, ms America - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

Dawn, this is Angie--used to be Christmas--when I worked at Bank of MS(Bancorp South, whatever...). I have a coworker that has a grandaughter at St. Jude and she brought me a list of sites to look at! I had NO idea that you had gone through all of this! May God continue to bless you and Todd and Mason and sustain you as only He can do! Have fun in St. Louis! I'm headed there myself in a couple of weeks with my son and daughter for a 6 Flags trip before school starts!!!!
Angie Manning <amanning@hmpins.com>
Southaven, MS Desot - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:32 PM CDT

Hi Dawn and family,

This is my first time to your awesome page! I just love the song you choose. It is so evident you have such a love for Jesus. I know it's only by "HIS GRACE" you are able to sing along with those words, "I am blessed".

Thank so much for sharing your journey with us all. Shae is just precious, and I look forward to meeting him one day. I think I know why heaven is going to be so special, there are just so many children there waiting for us all!

Dawn I pray the Lord continues to reveal to you more and more about Himself. I also pray you will experience His love, his peace, his comfort and grace like you've never known before. I am so encouraged and so blessed I ran into your page.

I'll keep checking in,

Love,
Susan & Jordan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Covington, LA - Monday, July 11, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

Hello sweet family!! I'm having trouble getting to bed tonight because I'm on cloud nine from the Alex's Lemonade Stand we had this weekend. We raised over 14,000 for pediatric cancer. I was once again humbled by the kindness and generosity of my neighbors. I couldn't help though and think about our sweet angels in heaven. They inspire me to keep on and to be a better person. I'm determined that the way too short lives of Shae and Reid and all the others, will continue to make this world a better place. Thanks for continuing to share your lives, focusing on how Shae lived (full of life) and not how he died. You're an awesome mom and dad and I'm honored to know you (in this wonderful cyberspace world)

Much love, hope and courage
Carol
mom to Riley, Reagan, angel Reid and Reese
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:37 PM CDT

Hey sweet Angel Shae, I love and miss you. Mommy, Nanny, Mason, and I got to play with your "Chef's Kitchen" yesterday. You were much more organized than your brother. But it was a blast. Also, Mason and I played with your farm and animals. It was a little hard for me at first, because the last time I saw it was in your lap at St. Jude. It was also the last time I heard your laughter. I can still see your sweet little face so vividly. Mommy and Daddy are wonderful parents. I guess you knew that. They could have understandidly become bitter and destructive, but they took the high road and have only added to your powerful testimony.
Shae, we need lots of rain. Would you please talk to the higher ups and see what you can do. Mindy Grace thinks you get to decide when it rains. Watch over her for me. She is at her Dad's this week and I wont get to talk to her.
I love you Baby Boy,
Aunt LaNelle
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

Hello Pierce family,
I saw your site mentioned in Stanton's guestbook and I thought that I'd drop you a note so you can know that one more person has been touched by your story. I knew Stanton and felt the amazing blessing that came with knowing him. Through Tina's journals, I've been even more blessed to meet more children through caringbridge and be continually uplifted by their journeys! Hope you all have a wonderful day!
Deanna <shining_star1221@hotmail.com>
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

Great song, Dawn. Hello sweet Angel Shae. I miss you. I had a wonderful afternoon with your baby brother this past weekend. He is, (in your words),a mess, mess, mess. I haven't laughed so hard in so long. He is repeating everything and doesn't mind doing anything for a laugh. Don't tell your Daddy, but he has a little bit of Bloom in him. Nanny obeys him very well. She drives around with a handicap tag, but if Mason asks her to do something, she can do it.
Mindy Grace has very vivid memories of you. And I am glad. Some people say she can't possibly remember, but she does. I have memories of life before your Mom was born and I wasn't even three years old. John Reed, Mindy Grace, and I talk about you everyday. I can still hear your laughter and the way you said, "Mindy Grace". We miss you, but we are so happy that you are well.
Are you whispering in your brothers ear? Telling him what to do?
I love you sweet Angel Shae.
Aunt LaNelle <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS America - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 3:57 PM CDT

thanks for the song.
there is not a day that i do not think of Shae. i see his picture everyday
WADE H HAWKINS <wade.hawkins@bxs.com>
Hernando, Ms Desoto - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Hey Dawn,

Sorry it has been so long since I have visited. I have been sick alot and on my good days I try to enjoy my girls. I haven't been on the computer much.

Have a good time with the girls this weekend. I need to plan some time away with the girls. Most of my friends could use some time away too.

I hope you are all enjoying the summer. My girls play outside every day. We will try to blow up their pool tomorrow. Tomorrow is Will's birthday. He would be eight. Tell Shae to make sure he gets some cake and icecream.

I am glad to hear you are doing well. Keep up the good work. I am proud of your healing and it lets me know that I can do it.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy of ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

Thank you so much for sharing that song. I heard it on the radio and could never hear who sang it. Of course there were many tears as it hit so very close to home. I will probably use it in one of my journals if you don't mind. Hope you have a great weekend. We love and miss you!
Jeff, Tina and Forever Angel Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Minden, La - Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

Hope you have a great girls weekend!!
You wont believe this, but I was just thinking about that song last week and thought I needed to put it on Reid's site soon. I loved that song many years ago, but, wow, does it mean so much more now.
I think I've accepted that I'll never know why and even if we did, I'm not sure it would even lessen the pain because we would still be here without our babies. However, I think it's perfectly normal and acceptable to wonder. So glad you're not letting go of the unseen hand either.

Love to all,
Carol
Riley, Reagan, ^^Reid^^ and Reeese
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

Haven't heard from you in a while. Hope all is well!
Love, Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:16 AM CDT

Hey Dawn. Thinking about you tonight as you go to Relay for Life. I understand how bittersweet it is.

Hope you are enjoying your new job. I think of you all often.

Your are so welcome about the music- let me know if you ever want to change it. It's a great song and it's so encouraging how you can shout how blessed you are with all you've been through.

Hi sweet Shae- I hope you've met Reid up there!!!

love, hope, courage
Carol
mom to Riley, Reagan, ^^Reid^^ and Reese

Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Dear Shae,
Hope to see you soon in heaven.
Every time I see a butterfly I think of you.
I'll always be thinking of you.
Love,
Your cousin, Cole
Cole Lander <landerx5@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

Hey Shae.....I miss you sweetie. Can't wait to see you in Heaven.

Love you,
Mommy

Dawn <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 9:51 PM CDT

Hello gang. I wanted to say hello. CONGRATS DAWN!!!!! Way to go!!!! Soon, we will have to get together to eat you know where! I miss you. I get three hours to use when I work Saturdays, but I can't remember the last time I didn't have to use them at the doctor, or even a night at Lebohnuer. I also wanted to ask for your prayers (and anyone who reads this). God has blessed us with a baby girl this time. She will be named Emma Grace. I was sent to a genetic doctor because of complications in the ultrasound, and we found out that she probably has down syndrome. I am not upset about this. I have a special place in my heart for children with disabilities, so if God wants to give me one, I will take her with open arms. I need prayers for my husband and his family to try to accept this. They don't even want to talk about it. I hope that all is very well with you. Give Mason a big hug and kiss for me. With lots of love, Melissa
Melissa Stanford
Hernando, Ms US - Friday, May 27, 2005 1:14 PM CDT

Hey Shae Man. I miss you. Aunt LaNelle is starting a new life. Again. We are all fine. Mason played with me the other night. He likes to beat up his cousins and his Aunts.
He thinks it is funny. Your parents are being very supportive of my latest situation. You are in my thoughts daily. I need you to intercede for Gray Noel. He has been a St. Jude patient for four years. He is too weak to fight another round of chemo at this time. He just wants to have a great summer and laugh with Mom. I don't know what God's will is for Gray. He has wonderful parents and two great brothers. His mom, Laurie, was my very best friend in high school. Ask Jesus to comfort them and make a way for all of Gray's wishes to come true. I love you and miss you.
Aunt LaNelle
LaNelle Bloom <bulldogfanmslanelle@yahoo.com>
Southaven, ms America - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:38 PM CDT

Hey Pierce family,
I am always so touched by your journal entries. Thank you for being so faithful to your St. Jude friends. Please continue to pray for our little Jake. He is so weak, and still has at least 3 more rounds of chemo. I am praying for your family tonight.
Melanie Massey, Jake's Aunt Mo, www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

I was very touched when I read the email you sent yesterday. You are truly a special person. It's like God knew who needed to make me smile. I hope all is well!! Give cutie-pie a big kiss for me!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Hey Dawn,

I am sure Mason had a great time opening his presents. Jerri will be three in July and I am sure she will have a ball. We will have a memorial Birthday party for Will in June. We had one last year and it helped me alot. We will have it at our Church and everyone puts the money they would have spent on a gift in a fund at the Church to be used to help families with children who are in need. We also did a balloon release last year.

I am glad that you are all doing well and I pray that all continues. You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers.

Carol Strosnider

Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, `NC - Friday, April 22, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

Hi Dawn, I have read this whole web site and my eyes are filled with tears but my heart is filled with the joy that you so graciously have. Reading this has been a great help for me and it will help me as everyday passes.You are a wonderful friend (yes I consider you a friend,all 3 of ya'll), a great wife, and a devoted mother, and for this I will always admire you. YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS.
NICHOLE DERRICK <bobbysgrl94@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS Desoto - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Hey, I check your website often. I am Jake Raborn's devoted aunt! Your baby was so beautiful. I thought I recognized the background of your beach pics as the Beach Club in Gulf Shores. Is that right? We should plan to all go there and meet and support each other when Jake is healed. Your little Mason and Jake would probably have a ball. Ever since I read an earlier entry, I, too, notice every butterfly as a little "hello" from Shae, even though I have never met him. Keep praying for our little angel.
Melanie Massey, aka Jake's Aunt Mo <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

Hello you four. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you all. I miss yall. I can't believe Mason is two!!!!! WOW, how time flies!!!!!!! I have seen alot of butterflies lately. McKenzie wanted to keep a catapiller in a jar yesterday, so I went inside to get one, and by the time I brought it to her, she said, " nevermind, I let it go so Shae could make me a butterfly." And we watched it crawl up the tree to its destination. Children are so precious, and they know and remember far more than you can imagine. You and your family are such a blessing to me. I never had the privelage to meet Shae, but yet we think and talk about him all of the time. I love you all, and I hope you have a great day. ps- YOUR HAIR LOOK GREAT!!!! I bet Todd loves it, since he is the only man I know with good taste who prefers short hair.
melissa stanford
hernando, ms usa - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:47 AM CDT

So glad to see your update. I read your site everyday. You are such an inspiration to all. Thank you so much for checking on Jake, it means the world. I hope all is well with your family, you will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. The new pics are precious.www.caringbridge.org/la/jakeowen
Staci Raborn <sraborn@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:55 AM CDT

Hey, Shae. We enjoyed Mason's birthday party last week. He has become very dear to mine and my children's hearts. Caroline was the only one there that was her age and I know she would have loved it if you were there rolling down the hill with her and the others. We are so glad to have Mason in our lives. Of course, you are always in our minds and hearts everyday. Your mom is the best (of course, you knew that). She took really good care of me a little while ago. I couldn't ask for a better best friend. Thanks, Dawn, for inspiring me even when you don't know that you do.

We love you all so much. Thanks for being in our lives.

Becky <becky@bridgforthbuntin.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

Hello my beautiful friend!!! It was wonderful to talk to you today, even under the circumstances!!! Thinking of ya'll often!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Friday, April 15, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

Hey Dawn, Todd and Mason. I'm so sorry I didn't make it to the party on Saturday. I had to work and when I got off I wasn't feeling well and didn't want to give anyone any kind of bug so I decided it best to stay home. I did think of all of you though. Hardly a day goes by that I don't think of all of you, especially Shae. It is still hard for me to go up to the unit - it still seems like just yesterday to me. But God is good even through loss. I love you all and hope to see you soon. God Bless You Always!!!
Jana <jana.freeman@stjude.org>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Dawn,

Thank you for your comforting entry on Will's site. I appreciate you so much. I look forward to your journal entries and your guestbook entries. Your and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 5:08 PM CDT

This is my first time visiting your site, I found it on Jake's. Shae was adorable, I love the picture on the front page. I just read the entry your husband left, what a wonderful man he is. You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 11:12 AM CST

Thank you for visiting Jake's website, and being faithful to so many families who are still struggling with cancer and the MANY complications surrounding it. Please remember Jake as he leaves tomorrow for his Make a Wish trip to Disney. His ANC is dropping, and is likely to bottom out. Please pray that God will provide a hedge before and after him so there will be no infection or fever. Everytime I visit your site, I am so impressed by how beautiful Shae is. You couldn't have picked a more perfect picture for the home page. It shouts his spirit!
Melanie Massey , Jake's Aunt Mo <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, April 1, 2005 10:41 PM CST

Shae

This is the first time I have ever written anything on your web site. I�m not near as eloquent as your mother. I miss you so much. Not an hour goes by that I don�t think of you. I have several pictures of both you and Mason on my desk. You would be having so much fun with Mason. You would have been a great big brother. Mason looks a lot like you but acts nothing like you. He climbs on everything and stands on anything to make himself taller; he is not scared of anything. He has added many a gray hairs to my head. Today is my last day in investigations; I will be going back to uniform patrol next Wednesday. I always promised your mother that I would not let my job get in the way of my family and I think Mason deserves me to be home with him as much as I was at home with you. In 20 years from now my rank or position wont matter, the only thing I will have to answer for is how well I took care of my family. Tell Ma Ma Pierce I love and miss her too. So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." � John 16:22

Todd- Daddy to ^Angel Shae^ and Mason <tpierce@southaven.org>
Hernando, Ms USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 10:44 AM CST

Hi Dawn. So glad to see your update. I especially understand wanting Shae to visit Mason and for Mason to know Shae's legacy- I want that so bad too, especially for Reid's sister that never knew him. Sometimes she'll do something that I'm convinced is a sign from Reid. She lights up when she sees his pictures. As I think about where are children are on this Easter- I can only think of the Mercy Me song- "I can only Imagine"

You are so true on your thoughts on joy. I say that everyday I have to choose happiness and I have to wake up every morning and say "Bring it On!" Joy from the Lord is the only explanation of how we get through!'
Congrats on the 11 years!!

love, hope, courage,
Carol
mom to Riley, Reagan, Reese and angel Reid
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, March 26, 2005 9:56 PM CST

Hi! My name is Katye Herring and i'm from Starkville, MS. i stumbled upon this site one day. i just want to tell you that your optimism is encouraging to me. it is my dream to be a doctor at st. jude's, so while i'm in high school i'm learning about the ways cancer affects families and how they deal with it. i love reading your site and knowing about your life and how you are still living (and with joy!). let me just say, your family is a blessing to all who know you. may God bless your spring and send you lots of buterflies!
Katye Herring <katye_h@hotmail.com>
Starkville, MS USA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 12:03 AM CST

Thanks Shaester for the butterfly. You made my day.

Love,
Mommy

Dawn
- Friday, March 25, 2005 12:43 AM CST

Dawn & Todd, Alan and I (and Faith Marie) love you guys so much, everytime I read your updates the Lord refocuses me like a laser beam of light. In Christ - we do have Joy unspeakable and full of Glory - I am thankfull for yours and Shaes testimony that reflects this truth. We are so proud of Todd - the wisdom he has in going back to patrol is to be commended. Many men spend a lifetime "serving" in a way that they think brings fullfillment to only later in life realize thier "service" was channeled in the wrong direction - if they ever do come to this knowledge. Hope to see you soon. Tina
Tina Tatum <tina.tatum@medtronic.com>
Southaven, ms DeSoto - Thursday, March 24, 2005 12:17 AM CST

Shawn,

Thinking about you often. I will add your requests to my prayers. I updated Will's site.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy to ^ANGEL WILL^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:05 AM CST

Hey!!! I'm glad you updated, I hate not to hear how things are. I hope you have a wonderful anniversary!! Love you!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Thursday, March 24, 2005 8:19 AM CST

Shawn,

Thank you ! ! ! We are doing well. I will update more later.

Missing Will,
Carol
Carol Strosnider mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:57 AM CST

Just getting settled back in after a trip to Illinois to visit my family. Wanted to let you guys know you have been in my thoughts and prayers. I wore Shae's butterfly earrings today and couldn't help but imagine how proud he must be of you all. I feel sure he must love the beginning of this season knowing he can send you smiles via his beautiful butterflies. Hope you guys have a wonderful week and great Easter.
Love,
Jodi

www.caringbridge.org/ms/abigail
The Shaw Family <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 8:57 PM CST

Lifting you in prayer on the eve of the anniversary of Shae's Homegoing. May the promise of our Lord's resurrection bring a renewed joy to your hearts. May it strengthen your faith , fortify your resolve and magnify your hope!

Have a blessed, blessed Resurrection Sunday!

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:46 PM CST

Todd, Dawn & Mason - Just wanted to write and tell you that I will be thinking of you this weekend. Spring is here! I hope to see a butterfly on Sunday. I am giving platelets tomorrow and will be thinking of little, precious Shae. I love all of you.
Angie Brazil <angie.brazil@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS Desoto - Friday, March 18, 2005 1:18 PM CST

Hello again, it's Kiki checking in. I noticed that you sent me an update on the day of "Kah-na's" birthday ... how cool! The connection between those two just seems to know no boundaries ...I think I even heard her argue in her sleep the other night that she wanted to be "Jasmine". Too funny!
By the way, the butterfly jewelry was her favorite gift. She tells everyone about her two brothers in Heaven, Shae and Judah. It's no wonder that God loves children so much -their faith, their devotion, their purity. Children truly are a blessing from the Lord. Thank you God for Skye, Kiana, Shae, Mason, and Judah ... may we all meet at your feet someday soon.
I was thinking today that I will be in the air flying back from Cancun on the anniversary that Shae received his wings. Sometimes it's the little things (or should I say little men) that God uses to bless us. I miss you Shae. Lots of love to all ... Kiki
Crystal Thompson <BuckeyeBaby@juno.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 9:15 AM CST

Hey Dawn, sorry it has taken me so long to sign, but I am finally doing it! I think about Shae often and it always brings a smile to my face...such a beautiful boy! You'll be glad to know that I am donating platelets in a couple of weeks again. It's the least I can do. Hope your day is going well. Can't wait for spring and to see butterflies again! Love, Cari
Cari <cmcnatt@mfbank.com>
Hernando, MS - Friday, March 4, 2005 1:47 PM CST

Happy Happy birthday to two of the most fabulous people I've had the privelege of knowing. Thanks for your most blessed words!

Happy spring shae...send me some butterflies while you're at it!
Amber Kessler RN <amber.kessler@stjude.org>
Memphis, tn USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:32 AM CST

Dawn, Todd & Mason....I'm waiting for the butterflies too! Wouldn't it be special if we saw our first one on March 20? Love you guys!!!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:06 AM CST

Hey Dawn...I was so blessed by your journal today. I feel equally blessed to have you as a friend. I am praying for you and you, Todd and Mason are always in my thoughts. I am sorry I missed your birthday...again! :-) Wishing we lived closer.
Love and prayers!
Cindy
Hattiesburg, MS - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:40 AM CST

Hey Sweetie!! I'm glad you updated. I hate not knowing how everything is going. Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about ya'll!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:38 AM CST

Hi Dawn - just wanted you to know that I had been on Shae's website. I read your journal about being pregnant with him and I remember that time oh so well - I can't believe it was it 7 years ago. What a star you and your sister were having babies on the same day - you were my claim to fame - I told everyone that story. Since then, I have told many other people about you, Todd and Shae. Your faith and strength still amaze me! I was at St Jude last week and thought of all that ya'll had been through. What a wonderful place it is. I'm sorry that ya'll had to go through it but I'm glad that I now appreciate St Jude. I just wanted you to know that I think about sweet Shae all the time and I think of you and Todd and how proud I am of ya'll for being the parents that you are. I'm proud to call you my friend (especially since you were the top news story on TV a few years ago! ha). Looking forward to lunch at the tea room. Love Ya!
mellany evans <mevans@grumc.org>
Southaven , MS - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:12 PM CST

Hey Dawn...checking in to tell you first...I love ya kid and second how wonderful I think it is that you are such an advocate for St. Jude and such a wonderful support for the families there. You are a true inspiration and you fill my heart with warmth and make me so proud to know you are in my world. Have a beautiful day beautiful girlie...Love, Monie
Monica Taylor <monica .taylor@bxs.com>
Southaven , MS us - Thursday, February 17, 2005 7:11 PM CST

Just want you to know that your always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven:

My Mom Is A Survivor

My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!

Author unknown.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:50 AM CST

Hi Dawn. Just thinking about you this Monday morning. Like I told Samuel's mom, I wish we were all closer and could get together sometime. Praise the Lord for the internet, I'm not sure how I survived so long without it.
Wishing you as many moments of happiness as possible.
You are loved
hope, hugs courage,
Carol Miller
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, February 7, 2005 12:24 AM CST

Dawn,

Thank you for your note on Shawntae's page. I have just read up on Shae and your family. You are so right in calling these illnesses beast. Shae was so beautiful and I am sure that he is in heaven playing and having fun with his little angel wings !!!!
Sheila <shesorangerose@aol.com>
Amelia, VA US - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:33 PM CST

Well hello my little darling! Aunt Gayle was just thinking about you today!!! Your little brother called me Aunt "KKkkkk" Saturday....sure reminded me of you. I miss you! Kisses to you....
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 3:30 PM CST

I found your site somehow through Jake Raborn's. Best wishes for the new year and prayers for your sweet family.
Crystal L Costello <clc7@bayou.com>
West Monroe, LA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:39 PM CST

Hi Dawn. Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you tonight and remembering Shae. I hope Mason is doing well and avoiding any "bugs" right now. We wanted to send you some Kentucky hugs. Still everyday reminding myself that God has bigger plans for us than we have for ourselves and that carrying forward with the power of Shae's love is the biggest tribute you could give him. Shae's life will continue to impact this world for good- it may not always seem like it, keep believing, keep hoping, keep loving!! You've got a lot to give this world and without experiencing such huge heartache, you would never know this compassion you now have.
Prayers, hugs, courage,
Carol
Carol Miller (www.caringbridge.org/ky/reidmiller) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:23 PM CST

Hey Dawn,

I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I haven't forgotten you. I am sorry you all were sick during the Chirstmas Holiday. The holidays are hard enough without being sick. I am glad you are all well now.

Keep up the healing. I look forward to reading your journals.

Missing Will,
Enjoying Kelli and Jerri,

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy of ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:06 PM CST

I saw your guestbook entry on Reid Miller's site and came over to visit and read about Shae. What a beautiful child of God!! I can only imagine how much you miss your precious son. I am so sorry that he is no longer here with you on earth, but I do rejoice for Shae because he is in the eternal presence of his Heavenly Father. I'll say a prayer for you that 2005 will be a year filled with strength and peace as only He can give.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 12:57 AM CST

Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:29 AM CST

Hello Dawn! I came to your site from my nephew Reid Miller's. Shae looks like a doll. I read his story and I am so sorry for your loss. From August to March seems so fast. Caringbridge is a wonderful tool to keep his memory alive and know that others you have never met care so much. It sounds like your faith in the Lord is strong and I am sure that is what keeps you going. May God bless you, your husband and Mason!
Shannon Fry <frysd@comcast.net>
Old Hickory, TN USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:00 PM CST

Hi Dawn!! I too wish you had known about caringbridge earlier- but continue to share your memories of Shae and your heart. I've realized it's good therapy for all of us (those who read it and those who write it)!!!Shae looks so precious on the homepage. Thanks for visiting Reids page. They had never seen our bone marrow disease before- only in male adults in a preleukemic condition. They have no idea why his bone marrow filled up with scar tissue. It was amazing to us that we could have a child with an illness that nobody in the world(and they checked) had ever had before. However, it was my first lesson in God's very mysterious ways. I'm glad to have "met" you, just so sad it's under these circumstances. I hope our "club" gets smaller instead of bigger. I'll keep checking on you and I'm always here with a listening ear. Many blessings to your family.
(I can email you more).
Reid's page
Carol Miller <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, ky - Thursday, January 13, 2005 1:44 PM CST

hey dawn-
thanks for up-dating shae's web page, you know that i always look forward to reading what you have to say. you and todd are very strong people i love you!!!
constance jordan
hernando, ms us - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 3:23 PM CST

Checking on you AGAIN!!! Mason sounds so much like Chloe in regards to the no jelly, but loving pb and bananas and grilled cheese. Kids are so funny. Love ya!!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:53 AM CST

I SAW YOUR ENTRY ON JAKE RABORN'S SITE. I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, MY FAMILY HAS YOU IN OUR PRAYERS. GOD BLESS.

DAWN RUSHING <PPSIDR34@AOL.COM>
WEST MONROE, LA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:57 PM CST

Happy Birthday to you my little sweet nephew!!!!! You know that Aunt Di-Nee is always a day late on all birthdays. I did actually remember your birthday but didn't get in and sign the book on that particular day. You are missed greatly and I just can't believe you would have been 7 yrs old. I know that you and your mamaw celebrated big, she always did birthdays and holidays big and I know she loved getting you all to herself. Your dad, mom and baby brother I know miss you too but know that you are in a much better place. You are loved and missed very much!!!!!!! All my love, Aunt Di-Nee
Aunt Di-Nee Rose <drose@cbtcnet.com>
Byhalie, MS - Thursday, January 6, 2005 5:10 PM CST

God bless you all. I love you and am praying for you everyday!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Monday, January 3, 2005 3:22 PM CST

Happy Birthday Shae-Bee!!! We watched the video from our Gulf Shores trip and couldn't help but miss you. We heard you recite your ABC's, argue with Kiana over who was getting the pink parasol and camera, watched you eat your special made Cream of Wheat, and the ever memorable "hello down there"...I am persuaded that even now you are still saying hello to all of us still here; so "hello up there!" Kiki loves you!
Dawn and Todd, I can't tell you how thankful I am that you shared Shae with us. We love you guys. May God bless you both and Mason throughout the holidays and the new year.
Crystal Thompson <BuckeyeBaby@juno.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 10:08 PM CST

Well, I guess that makes two of us. Just like Tina Haynes, below, I happened onto your site after yousigned my nephew, Jake Owen Raborn's webpage. I am so sorry for your loss. Your child was beautiful. I am sure he brought a tremendous amount of joy and happiness to your life. Remember, Jesus is coming back, and you will see your son again. God Bless You, especially today.
Melanie Massey, Jake's Aunt Mo <mgroves@jam.rr.com>
West Monroe, LA - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:18 PM CST

Dawn-I don't even know what to say. I check your site periodically just in case you have updated and just felt the need this morning to check on you. Not odd, God. My week has had its ups and downs and our entry gave me a whole new perspective and I will start the day with a new attitude. I know Shae must have been such a very special little boy because of how special you and Todd are. Thank you for taking your journey and turning it into a way to help others and share your love of Jesus Christ. We love you guys! Happy Birthday Shae!
Jeff, Tina and Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Memphis, Tn - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:40 AM CST

Happy Birthday Shae, sorry I never got to mess up that beautiful blonde hair or look into those deep blue eyes but I know your Mommy did that enough for everybody. Shea just in case you did not know this, you have a very wonderful Mommy that loves you so much. I'm just sorry I cannot talk to her more about you but my heart breaks everytime your name is mentioned and I cannot hold back the tears. I never knew you here on earth but I know I will meet you in Heaven someday, so till then Happy Birthday Big Boy.
Linda Briggs <linda.briggs@bxs.com>
Hernando, Ms USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 3:39 PM CST

Happy Birthday Shae! Aunt Gayle misses you very much! Aunt Di-Nee and I were talking the other day and one of us just blurted out....that's Warry, not Junya! As always, you're never far from our thoughts....and always in our hearts! Your mom and dad continue to be an inspiration to so many! That little brother of yours is a precious gift from God! We sure enjoy being able to spend time with him. He reminds me of you sometimes, but he's also different in so many ways. Tell MaMa that I miss her! I love you baby boy!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 11:44 AM CST

Dawn,
I just got time to see this site since the holidays and all. It is soooo precious and such a wonderful tribute. I love you and thank God for being able to be a part of your life for the last 20 years.
Cindy Niemeyer <cniemeyer@buscominc.com>
Hattiesburg, MS USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:05 PM CST

We miss them all the time. We miss them forever. We know from experience however, how, incredible as it is to believe, some days the pain can be even deeper and keener. We pray that our Lord will hold you extra close and that you might know His comfort and peace in a very special way as you celebrate the remembrance of Shae's birth and brief but unforgettable life with you this side of Heaven.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:34 PM CST

DAWN, I LOVE CHECKING IN TO SHAE'S PAGE AND READING WHAT YOU HAVE PUT IN YOUR JOURNAL...I LOVE YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU AND TODD AND MASON AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE WISH YOU WORKED AT GETWELL W/ US. YOU ARE A PRECIOUS, SWEET SPIRIT AND YOU HAVE FOREVER CHANGED MY HEART WITH YOUR STEADY, UNCHANGING FAITH IN GOD AND YOUR SWEETNESS. IT IS MY PLEASURE TO KNOW YOU AND CALL YOU MY FRIEND...MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY...MONIE TAYLOR
MONIE TAYLOR <mtaylor1965@aol.com>
SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 9:28 PM CST

Hey Sweetheart!! I enjoyed hearing from you today! Even if it was work related. I'm glad you are all doing well. Thanks for the pictures. Little Man is growing up so fast. Take care and stay in touch!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Friday, November 26, 2004 3:05 PM CST

Dawn,
Couldn't sleep tonight and remembered the website you told me about. Your tribute to Shae is precious and I know he must be very proud of you and the way you have glorified God and said "though the mountains may fall to the sea I will say blessed be Your Name".Your faith is an inspiration. I am so happy that God blessed you with Mason. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Angel Hamm
Angel Hamm <mrsahamm@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:47 PM CST

Dawn,

Hey, sorry it has been so long since I have been here. We are doing great. Yes, so much to be thankful for. Thank you for sharing the words to that song. They are very touching. When a family has been through so much, it is almost like you have to be reminded to be thankful for what you have and that is sad. I was telling a mom at Church that she was so furtunate to have two beautiful/healthy daughters. That evening, I remembered that I am fortunate to have two beautiful/healthy daughters.

Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:43 AM CST

Hi Dawn. I know it's been a while since I've stopped in, but it doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you. Hope you are all doing okay, handling your recent loss with grace and love, and looking at least a little forward to the holidays.
I wanted to stop by to say
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!
Thinking of you,
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:49 PM CST

Hey, Dawnie!!!! Although it's a week before Thanksgiving, I just wanted to say how THANKFUL that I am to have you as my best fried. You give to me something special every day and you don't even know it. I admire you for many, many reasons (too many to list) but mainly for your love of God and how you show that to so many people every single day. I know I would have never handled losing one of my beautiful babies like you did losing Shae. The thing is I know that I could face it now because you would be there to help me. I know that I wasn't there for you as much as I should have been and I am sorry for that. But you know that I am ALWAYS here for you!!! You are a wonderful person and I am so glad to be called "friend" by you. I love you and Todd and Mason so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Becky <becky@bridgforthbuntin.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:55 AM CST

Dawn,

I am so sorry for the loss. It is always sad, weather a person has just began life or weather they have lived a long good life. The Pierce family is in my prayers.

I am wishing you and your family a wonderful Thanksgiving. Even though we have suffered losses, we have sooo much to be thankful for. Just living in a country where we can pray and worship the Lord is alot to be thankful about. Have a wonderful day being THankful.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy of ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:38 AM CST

Hey Dawn,

Hey it has been awile since I have heard from you. How is your iron level? I hope it
has come back up and nothing serious was wrong. My husband donates platelets every other
week. He has never been turned down. He has had to cancel a few times due to illnesses.
I can not donate and that hurts me, that should be something that everyone can
do. Everyone has blood. Anyway, I hope you and your family are doing great.

My girls are doing great. Driving me crazy, but I am so glad that they are healthy
enough to drive me crazy. I haven't gotten a new prescription for my anit-depressant
yet so I am doing alot of crying. I know crying is a healthy thing, but it is interfearing
in my care of the girls. However, it is getting better.

Well, take care and let me know about that iron.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy of ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Thursday, November 11, 2004 8:21 PM CST

Dawn, words cannot express how much you mean to me and how your faith in Jesus still inspires me to this day. Although you have faced every parents nightmare, you allow God's spirit to work in you to minister to others. That is the Dawn I know. You have been consistent and constant. You are a rare woman of excellence and I'm positive that you will be blessed ten fold when it matters most -- in heaven ~ I love you ---- Sissy
Sissy <ibsknix1@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, MS United States - Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:46 AM CST

Just wanted to say we love yall and remind you that you gave me so much strength through our hard times. I can never thank you enough for that and for your friendship. You inspire me :). luv, April
April Jones <aprilmay8@juno.com>
Southaven, MS US - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:44 AM CST

Dawn,

It was wonderful reading your guestbook entry. I am glad you posted the picture of Shae's donor and her son.

I am doing better. I still miss Will soooo much and have been crying more than I had been before. I know that the only reason I do as well as I do is God. I attended the Women of Faith Confrence in Charlotte this past weekend. The theme this year is Irrepressible HOPE. Isn't that wonderful. It was great. I attended with my mom and the ladies from her Church. I would recommend it to all. I purchased a book by Tammy Trent. She lost her husband to a drowning accident. I am reading it and it is very good.

Well, I hope Mason had a great time Trick or Treating. We attended a fall festival at the Church where Kelli goes to Preschool. They had Trunck or Treat. They all parked in a row and had decorated their truncks and passed our candy. It was neat. The girls got lots of candy and mommy didn't have to walk 10 miles.

Keep in touch.
Carol Strosnider

Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:06 AM CST

I came across your address through Emma Grace's site which I have become familiar with through our very dear friends Todd and ALicia DuBose. Their 13 month old daughter arrived at St. Jude's last Wednesday. Emilie has been diagnosed with NF1 and will be starting chemo soon to shrink the tumor behind her eye. Please add her to your prayer list. Todd is the Minister of Music at FBC Minden and his father( Bro. Wayne DuBose ) is our pastor. THey have two older daughters Melodie(4) and Natalie(3).

Your strength and love for Christ is eveident and your beautiful story has brought tears to my eyes.
amy walker <amywalker@nls.k12.la.us>
minden, - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:13 AM CDT

Hey Dawn

I am guessing you have been busy with your precious Mason. I am looking forward to your next journal update. We are all doing well. We made it past the second anniversary of Will's passing. I was actually a speaker at the platelet donor picnic on that day. My husband donates platelets every other week. He would do it more often but it actually takes about 4-5 hours to do it because he has to drive to Charlotte and the traffic is rough. I shared our story and I actually made it through.

Our girls are growing. I am sure Mason is growing too. I will be updating the pictures we have up of the girls soon. I have to have my Pastor do it for me because we don't have a scanner or anything.

Pray for us. We have sent in an application for Extreme Makeover Home Edition. It is a program on ABC on Sunday night at 8pm. It makes me cry just about every week. Anyway we have applied. We sure do have a story for them.

Well, I hope all is well with you and your family. Keep on going and keep on healing. I think it is an ongoing process we will never finish.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:52 AM CDT

Dawn, Todd & Mr. Mason, Just stopping in to say hello and let you know that we are so grateful God allowed our paths to cross. Your strength and committment to St Jude are truly amazing - such an inspiration to us!! It seems things have been WILD lately to say the least but am still holding my "raincheck" to visit you all and make a Velvet Creme run OF COURSE!! ha! We SO enjoyed being in services with you all and are so thankful you joined us for Emma Grace's birthday bash! We love ya'll bunches and hope to get together soon! Thanks for sharing His Sonshine! The Hampton Crew
Barney, Trish, Eli & Emma Grace Hampton <loadwagn@pgtc.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace>
Uncle Ronnie's via Lincoln, AR - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 4:00 AM CDT

Dearest Dawn and Todd,

It's been such a joy and a privilage being a part of your life. You continue to amaze me and challenge me with your astounding faith. You two have been a constant example to me of being faithful to God and His faithfulness to you. I've seen you both in the worst of circucumstance and your faith to God was unfaltering. Thank you for showing me that.

I have been suffering severe burn out and feeling very discouraged lately but again, God used you. Dawn just left here (she had tried to donate platelets but couldn't due to low iron so her and I got to visit instead). Dawn's timing couldn't have been more perfect. Seeing her has refreshed my soul and reminded me why I am here. God has a purpose and a plan for each and every one of us. We have no idea how long we will be here on earth nor do we know the impact we will have on others. Thank you Dawn and Todd for your imeasurable gifts to me and Thank you Shae for the incredible impact you've had on me and this hospital. It is because of your short but powerful life that others will be able to live and live abundantly. I love you all dearly.

Amber,your ICU nurse.

Amber Kessler <amber.kessler@stjude.org>
memphis, tn usa - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:56 PM CDT

Hey Dawn and Todd and Mason!
Gary and Micah and I have loved getting to know ya'll over the past couple of years! Ya'll are in our hearts and prayers! I am so encouraged that our Desoto Darlings group is getting up and running! What a difference we can make in Shae's memory--he is so precious! Love ya'll--
Sarah Rucker Barker <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net>
Nesbit, MS 38651 - Saturday, October 9, 2004 11:34 PM CDT

Hey Dawn,

I am finally getting around to signing guestbooks today. I updated Will's page too.

I have been thinking about you and your precious little Mason. I am sure he is keeping you busy. My little girls sure are keeping me busy. Do you work outside the home? If not what kind of things do you and Mason do to keep busy. I don't work outside our home, but keep busy doing nothing. My girls like to play outside alot. The weather is getting cooler and they don't understand the jacket and shoe thing yet.
I pray for you guys alot. I hope you are doing well. I have noticed you haven't had time to update lately either. I hope "good life" is just keeping you too busy.

Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri

Carol Strosnider www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:22 AM CDT

Hello Dawn, Todd and Mason,
Found your page through Hannas website. We think of you often and hope yall are doing well.
Karen and Brad Russell <karenrussell@direcway.com>
Sardis, Ms USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 10:26 AM CDT

Hello Dawn, Todd, and Mason. I miss yall. Payton(the walking Payton) goes back to the urologist for the final diagnosis Tuesday the 12th, please say a prayer for us. I will come by to see yall on the way there. I think about Shae and mason everyday, and I just wanted to see his sweet face. He makes me smile and your grace reminds me that everything will always be okay, because it is all in Gods hands. I miss yall and will see yall soon. By the way, have I ever told you that you are the sweetest person I know?
Melissa Stanford
Hernando, MS US - Thursday, October 7, 2004 4:02 PM CDT

Dawn,
I am so glad to know your address now. I got it from Hanna's website. That is my niece. I really hope that you and Tammy will have an opportunity to talk and spend time together. I know that it helps to talk to people that have been in those shoes. I have thought a lot about you and prayed for you in the last few years. I will continue to check on you.
Pepper (Gunn) Glenn <Pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 1:31 PM CDT

Dawn,

I just stopped by to check on you guys. It sounds like you have been busy. My husband donates platelets every two weeks at the American Red Cross. I can not donate because of my Lupus.

You are in our thoughts and prayers and we will add the new families you wrote about to our prayer list.

Thanks for being there and such an inspiration to me.

Carol

Carol Strosnider mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Monday, September 27, 2004 4:14 PM CDT

Hey guys! Thank you so much for all you have done and continue to do for us. You are certainly one of the many blessings God has sent our way during these trials. You two are amazing people. Thank you for allowing us to visit your church with you. I am so glad the kids weren't too bad. We have received many phone calls from so many at the church. This was truly a wonderful experience. Love you!
Jeff, Tina and Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Memphis, tn - Sunday, September 26, 2004 2:44 PM CDT

Hello My name is Jenna and I came across your website. I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Shae is such a beautiful angel, looking down on all who loved and knew him.
Godbless,
Jenna
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, September 24, 2004 3:41 PM CDT

Hey Todd, Dawn & Mr. Mason!! What a blessing to get to meet you all!! Your strength & faith are such an inspiration and you cannot know how thankful we are that God has shared your family with ours. Who could have known that thru such trials He would have such wonderful blessings awaiting? He truly is awesome! Thank you for letting God's light shine and for your treasured friendship! Emma Grace LOVES her blanket and we are so thankful for the love and prayers that were put into each stitch. What a wonderful ministry! Thank you so much for being such a special part of their prayer team. Much love to all and May His Sonshine warm you always!
Trish, Barney, Eli & Emma Grace
Barney, Trish, Eli & Emma Grace Hampton <loadwagn@pgtc.com or www.caringbridge.org/ar/emmagrace>
Uncle Ronnie's via Lincoln, AR - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:05 PM CDT

dawn--
thanks for sharing your story and giving me your e-mail address. shae is a very special person and he has touched my heart. the web page was so great, keep up the good work.
constance jordan/ airways branch <shellystrans@zcloud.net>
hernando, ms 38632 - Friday, September 10, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Hey Sweetie...I still check in with you all often. It is so good to hear from you. I keep up with Stanton, that is so amazing. Love you!!!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS ` - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:46 PM CDT

HEY SWEET SISTER, I DO SO LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! YOU ARE DOING A WONDERFUL JOB MAKING GREAT MEN OF TODD AND MASON. I KNOW YOU HAVE HELP FROM THE LORD, AND I'M SURE SHAE IS INTERCEDING. I MISS OUR SHAE AND YET I'M THRILLED TO KNOW WHEN I SEE HIM AGAIN HE'LL BE WHOLE AND EXCITED TO SHOW ME THE MANY WONDERS OF HEAVEN. WE ALL MISS HIM. HE HAS A GREAT TESTIMONY THAT CONTINUES TO TOUCH LIVES. WHAT A LEGACY!!! I LOVE YOU, TODD, FIERCE PIERCE, AND ANGEL SHAE.
NELLESHELLENELLE <KILDEELADY@AOL.COM>
HERNANDO, MS DESOTO - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

Hey Dawn,

I just stopped by to see how you have been doing. I haven't updated on
Wills site in a while either. Life kinda takes us by the hornes sometimes.
Summer has gone by so quickly. There are alot of things in the summer that
remind me of Will. But everywhere I look, anytime of the day, anytime of
the year, I am reminded of him. I miss him so hard it hurts my heart.
I was asked today at our Churches 75th aniversary celebration, where
Will was. I told them and then went off to cry. When people told me
how cute the girls are, it made me want to cry. I get so scared that they
will get sick and I won't have them either. Well enough about me. I hope
your summer has gone well. I am sure you and Mason have had a wonderful time.
Give Mason lots of extra huggs today.

Carol Strosnider mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

I found your website from Hanna Gibson's.I am a friend of Hanna's parents(Tammy and Kenny).Your son looks so precious.I am sure that him and Hanna are playing together in heaven.I can only imagine how hard this was on Mason.Hanna's sister McKenzie is taking this very hard.We will pray for your continued strength.God Bless.
Carrie <carriearnold1976@yahoo.com>
Sardis, Ms - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:10 PM CDT

Thank you guys for stopping by yesterday. I cannot imagine how hard it musy be to walk through those doors again. God is using you in a very special way.
Jeff, Tina and Stanton www.caringbridge.org/la/stanton <stantonhaynes@yahoo.com>
Memphis, tn - Sunday, August 22, 2004 11:22 PM CDT

Thank you for signing Angel Jade's guestbook. I am so sorry for your loss. It sure has been a long road for us but we are getting through it, even though some days are a struggle. Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/jadedieger
Angel Jade's Mommy <jkitties@cloudnet.com>
Foley, MN USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

hey, girl. Wanted to let you know that I finally got my butterfly tattoo--I got it Tues on the 3rd anniversary of Ty's death. I got it on the top of my foot, and I'm so relieved to have finally done it. It's been bothering me for 3 years, and now I have it.
I'll have to take a pic and get it on Ty's site. Hope you're doing well and enjoying the end of summer. For some reason it's been very fall like here, and it's been in the 70's all week--very, very unusual for St Louis. It's a little strange, and it makes me a little sad to think that another summer has almost gone. Where do the years go?
Hoping all is well,
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

Hey Dawn,

I read your entry in Ty's guestbook. That was very fortunate for you
that you did not have to remove the car seat. It took me months to be able
to remove Will's seat. I am sure it made people think I had completely lost it
to have two baby girls and this big blue booster seat in my van. But it eventually
had to come out and I was ready for it when it was time. Kelli now sits proudly in
it.

I hope you are doing well. I am sure precious Mason keeps you busy. Thank God for our
little blessings that have kept us going and not so bitter.

I thank God every day for my little girls. They have helped me keep my sanity.

I know we will never meet, but I am glad to know you. Keep your head up.

Carol Strosnider

Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe , NC - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

Hey Dawn. I was so glad to hear from you, and I, too, have been thinking of you. I was curious, is it out of the question for me to donate platelets for St Jude from Missouri? I think it probably is, and I know I could do it for St. Louis Childrens, too, but if I could do it for St Jude, I would in a heartbeat.
Please let me know what you think, and I hope you're doing well.
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 5:40 PM CDT

Love you all!!!!
Anya <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Monday, August 2, 2004 2:27 PM CDT

Hi Dawn, Thanks for signing Trav's guest book! I'm so very sorry for the loss of you son. I can't even begin to imagine. You sound like a wonderful caring person. Can you do me a HUGE favor? When you meet my sister Amanda at church on Sunday will you give her a big hug for me? I haven't seen her in quite some time and I know how much she's praying for Travis and doing what she can from her end. I would love to be give her the hug myself but don't when that will happen!

Thanks! Jodi www.caringbridge.org/mi/trav
Jodi Lind <jodilind@sbcglobal.net>
Spring Lake, MI USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

Dawn,
This is my first time at your site, though my prayers have been with your family since I first saw pictures of your little angel in the hallways of the ICU at St. Jude. In January 2003, my daughter Abigail was diagnoised with AML and CNS leukemia at only 5 months old. We spent her first year of life in a whirlwind of high-dose chemo and intense treatments to get her into remission. Today we are very fortunate to have a healthy little girl, and we will celebrate her 2nd birthday this Monday! After reading your post I felt I needed to leave you my number. I would love for you to call me so I can share with you some information, and the idea for what I am planning to do for St. Jude. They have done so much for so many families here in Desoto County, it's time to give back. My home number is 429-0852.
Jodi Shaw <itsashawworld@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, July 29, 2004 0:07 AM CDT

Todd Dawn, and Mason,

I just stopped by to say Hello and let you know I haven't forgotten about you. You are
in my thoughts and prayers. I am also praying for your other prayer requests.

I am so glad you were able to enjoy your vacation.

Carol Strosnider
Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 5:59 PM CDT

Todd & Dawn,

We sang a praise song in church Sunday. It touched my heart and made me think of you. It is a relief to know that the pains we go through on this earth are not overlooked by our Heavenly Father. The song goes like this: He knows my name. He knows my every thought. He sees each tear that falls and hears me when I call.

What a relief to know as a christian that we don't have to shoulder our worries, heartaches, pains & troubles ourselves. God is only a prayer away.

I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you both and both of my sweet little nephews. Love you guys!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 1:38 PM CDT

God Bless you and your family.

Jeanne K <gnee14k@aol.com>
Phila, PA - Monday, July 19, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers.

Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

Dawn, Todd, Mason, and sweet Angel ~i~Shae,
I hope that you guys had a wonderful vacation! I loved the picture of Mason walking that is so, sweet! I also love the picture of you guys with Shae, he was so beautiful!!

Dawn, Thank you so much for signing Joseph's guest book. You have such a sweet, and loving heart. Your messages are always so beautiful. Thank you!
Have a Wonderful week!
Cindee, mom to Joseph (caringbridge.org/or/sonjoseph)
Cindee <syndleeg1@aol.com>
Portland, OR - Sunday, July 11, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

Hello Dawn and sweet mason...
So glad you're getting all settled in! I hope you're all doing well. I just wanted to say hello, and let you know that I've been thinking of you.
I will write again soon, and hope to hear from you, too.
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 6:41 PM CDT

In our thoughts and in our prayers all the time.

We have experienced those things too, when we are with Will's little friend Meghan. (she is 4 months younger than Will) It makes me cry sometimes to be around her, but I love to be with her too. Sounds Coocoo, but it is how it is. Well try to enjoy the summer.

The Srosniders

Carol mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Thursday, July 8, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

Dawn, Todd & Mason,

My prayers for a safe, fun, and relaxing vacation. It was wonderful to read about Shae- it is truly special that you keep his spirit alive. He is an adorable precious angel. May he continue to send butterflies your way.
Kristin Tarrence <kristinnjoe1999@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 11:10 AM CDT

Your little Shae was such a cutie...it is so hard exploring other families web sites and seeing such beautiful children who have had to face ugly cancer.
I have just set up a website: caringbridges.com/oh/abbiedunn
my daughter recently relapsed with ALL in her CNS. I liked your bible quotes and will hang on to them as we go on this journey again.......
Thanks for sharing
Sherrie...Abbie's mom
Sherrie Dunn <sherrie_d@treca.org>
Morral, Oh USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 11:09 PM CDT

Thank you for signing Matthews Guestbook. Means a lot to us. Sorry to hear of your loss also. We know we will see them again. Huggs for your family. Oh and Happy Fathers day to the dad.
Nick Dison www.caringbridge.org/la/matthewdison <crasycrasy@aol.com>
Homer, LA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 9:25 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you to know that we are thinking you, and sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota , Debbie & Steve
God be with you!!!!!!!!

~*~ LaKota~*~
DOG (DEPEND ON GOD)

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 6:29 PM CDT

Dawn,

I know it has been along time since I have signed in. That doesn't mean I haven't been
by. I am happy for you and your bigger house. I just can't imagine living in a
house where my little Will never lived. I tell my husband we can build on , but never move.
I know never say never. I know this move must bring on alot of emotion. I am praying
for you. I am happy that life is moving forward for you. We have no choice but to
go forward. I am praying for you. Keep up your healing.

Carol, mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri

Carol Strosnider, www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

Hey you. Wondering how you're doing. I am so happy for you, it's nice when things fall into place, especially when they happen all at once!
I know we haven't spoken in a while, but don't think that I haven't been thinking about you. Since I moved 2 months ago, things have been insane!
So, wondering how you're doing, wondering if you've seen any butterflies lately, and just stopping in to say HELLO!
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

Just found your site through Angel Meghan's site. What a beautiful angel!

Sending prayers of peace and comfort...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, May 27, 2004 4:49 AM CDT

what a precious
little angel

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 26, 2004 8:32 PM CDT

Stopping by let you know that you are in our prayer's and thought's.
God be with you my friend's.
Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, May 24, 2004 4:26 PM CDT

You and all of the other CaringBridge families are my inspiration. Anything to help the little ones!! God bless you all! Love ya Dawn! Give Mason a hug for me!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
tupelo, MS - Friday, May 21, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Dawn,
I just wanted to wish you a Wonderful Mother's Day! You are such a beautiful person!! You have been signing Joseph's guest book, and leaving such wonderful messages. Thank you so much! It means so much to Joseph right now. He is truley uplifted from them. Thank you so, so much!

I am sorry about the loss of you sweet Shae. How neat that he shows himself with the butterflies. What a special experiance! Joseph thinks that it is really "cool". Thank you for sharing your experiances through Shae's site. You are an amazing mother!!!
Love,
Cindee Mom to Joseph (caringbridge.org/or/sonjoseph)
Cindee <Syndleeg1@aol.com>
Portland, OR - Saturday, May 8, 2004 10:33 PM CDT

This is a beautiful site. You son is so handsome!

You signed my friend Matthew's site and left some very encouraging words for his mom Darla who is missing him very much. I can't pretend to know the pain that you feel, but I offer many prayers in hopes that God will always bring you peace and comfort you when you are feeling that emptiness.

My son has fanconi anemia (like Matthew), but I am thankful that he is doing well. We really haven't had to go to war with this monster yet, I guess you could say it is kind of like the calm before the storm. Will's marrow is looking pretty good at the moment, and he should have to have a BMT any in the "near" future.

Thanks for sharing your son through this awesome site. It is truely an honor to meet him.

Smiles,
Kayla - www.willpowerfund.org <willpowerfund@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:58 AM CDT

So glad things are going so well. That is too cool about the butterfly. Hope things go well with the showing tonight.
Jennifer Adams
SOUTHAVEN, ms usa - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 4:38 PM CDT

From one butterfly's mom to another....
HUGS AND BUTTERFLIES TODAY!
Hoping you're little butterfly swings in to say hello today.
Know that you're in my thoughts, and I hope you're doing well.

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:00 AM CDT

Good morning Shaester.....I was once again thinking of you & MaMa.....give her a butterfly kiss for me....! I love you little man!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:15 AM CDT

I am sitting here at work thinking I am a complete stranger to you all, yet tears are just swelling up in my eyes. You are so very strong. I don't even remember how I came across your son's web page but however....he is a doll! You must be so proud of him and the fact that God needed such a cutie in heaven! I can't say that I enjoy reading the journals of these children as that may sound ridiculous but as a mother, sister, aunt and a Christian your families teach me ALL about keeping faith and believing! I am inspired not only by my own belief in Christ but the words you write prove that even through the worst storm if you have faith...God's plan is beautiful! I have two little boys, well not so little anymore and each day I try to read a few journal updates to remind me of the prayers these children and their families need but to also not lose touch with my own children and remember we have NO GUARANTEE on our life here on earth. Again, your family is simply amazing and the fact you are more than willing to be part of God's time schedule makes me smile! May God and little Shae coninue to watch over you and comfort you in all your days! God Bless and Keep You!
Wendy
Wendy, Chase and Braden Roberts
columbia, mo - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:22 AM CDT

Todd & Dawn,
I wish we had been able to meet Shae - if he was anything like his parents, he was a really special little guy. When I think about the depth of my love for Seth & Sarah, I can't begin to fathom the magnitude of your loss. How does someone who doesn't know God cope?

We miss you guys. We would love to have you visit.
Greg & Tina
Auburn, AL USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

Shaester, Aunt Gayle just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you today as I drove to work! I was also thinking about Mason and how cute he looked Saturday after his first hair cut! What a precious little boy he is! You'd be soooo proud of him! I know I am!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS U - Monday, April 26, 2004 7:48 AM CDT

Hi Dawn! Got moved, got my computer up last night, and updated Ty's site with a little story of a miracle we've received in the family. I know there are bad days and good days, but check out Ty's site and read a little good news! Maybe it will help a little on those days when you wonder what the heck is going on!
So sorry it's been a while, but I'M BACK!
xoxoxox
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 5:12 PM CDT

DAWN, I JUST FINISHED READING SHAE'S WEB PAGE AND AM AMAZED AT THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE THAT HAVE VIEWED IT. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE RECEIVED BOTH ENCOURAGEMENT AND LOVE EACH TIME YOU GO THERE AND READ THE RESPONSE FROM PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU HAVE AND ARE AT THE PRESENT. I LOVE YOU AND TODD VERY MUCH AND WHAT CAN I SAY, LITTLE MASON IS JUST A 'A LITTLE ANGEL, HIMSELF'. I ENJOY EVERY TIME I GET TO KEEP HIM (WHEN MOLLY HAS THINGS TO DO). I KNOW THAT SHE CERTAINLY ENJOYS KEEPING HIM AND LOVING ON HIM. GOD CHOSE TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE TO SHARE SHAE 'S LIFE WITH. HIS GIFT TO YOU WAS FOR A SHORT TIME BUT YOU TWO PASSED THE TEST OF BEING EXCELLANT PARENTS. AND THEN GOD CHOSE TO TAKE THAT GIFT FROM YOU. YOU,AGAIN SHOWED THE STRENGTH OF CHAMPIONS AS YOU MADE YOUR WAY THRU THE ANGER, GRIEF, TEARS AND JOY. I AM SO PROUD OU YOU TWO BUT I KNOW MY GOD IS EVER PROUDER AND HAS GIVEN YOU AN EXCELLENT GRADE. NOW, GOD IS SHARING ANOTHER PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGEL WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU AUNT RUBY
RUBY FRANKS <jcmerfranks@aol.com>
POPE, MS USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 9:06 PM CDT

I LOVE YOUR HEART! JESUS IS MY ONLY PEACE AND JOY. ALL GOOD COMES FROM ABOVE AND YOU HAVE BEEN SENT TO STAND WITH OTHERS. COMPASSION AND LOVE IS FULL IN YOUR FAMILY. THANK YOU. ROSIE/DADDY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, April 23, 2004 8:38 PM CDT

Hi Dawn ,
Sorry to hear of your loss. I also know of your pain. I too lost my daughter to AML M-7. I miss her so much and will never stop loving her.
www:caringbridge.org/de/alinaspage

Please know that I will be thinking about you and your family. My thoughts and prayers will be with you.

Hong Vo (Angel Alina's Mom) <lochongnguyenvo@yahoo.com>
CherryHill, NJ USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:43 PM CDT

Dear Dawn,
Thankyou so much for signing Adam's page. It means alot to me. I know what you mean about missing their voice, their laughter, their smile. I miss Adam so much it hurts. You have amazing faith, and I admire you very much. I have served God since I was 14 years old, and have always had alot of faith, but I gotta tell you, this kind of thing can sure shake it up a little. I still Love God very much, and I know that everything that you said is true, but the first thing I will ask when I get to heaven is why? Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:35 AM CDT

Thank You very much for visiting LaKota's web page and signing her guest book.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way.+++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you.
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~

JUST BECAUSE;

Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.
Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I am there.

Know that I am with God.

Know that God is with you.

And in that we are still with each other.

Just because
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:36 PM CDT

Hey Dawn,

Oh, your little Mason sure is a cutie, like his big brother. My little girls would not
sit on the Easter Bunny this year. I am going to get their picture done at Wal Mart this week.
I know that your loss of Shae is a huge hole in your life, but God is good to give you a wonderful
little guy like Mason. I know my two little
girls have helped me keep my sanity. With God's help and the love of my husband, girls, and
friends & family is the only way I have gotten through the loss of my little Will.

Thank you for stopping by our page and signing our guestbook. I hope your family
contiunes to heal. May God Bless you daily.
Carol Strosnider mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

Dear Dawn,
I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I keep hoping that one day this will all get easier, but it hasn't happened yet. Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 5:33 AM CDT

Mason is beautiful!

So sorry to read about the loss of your beautiful Shae. Such a fighter. Just not fair! You are an amazing family.

www.caringbridge.org/ca/jackson
Jennifer Smith <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Middletown, CA USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

Dawn, Todd, and Mason, have a Happy Easter!! Mason, I hope the Easter Bunny is extra nice to you!!!! Love you guys!!
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS - Friday, April 9, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

Hey Dawn, Todd, Mason. I've been thinking a lot about you guys lately and just wanted to let you know that. It has been a crazy time for me lately and I haven't been myself. Would love to get together with you soon and see that precious Mason. For some reason I have missed Shae so much more recently than ever before. I look forward to the day when we are all united with Christ in heaven where there will be no more cancer, tears, sickness of any kind or death. Every day I think "Come quickly Lord Jesus". Take care of yourselves and I'll give you a call soon. Love to all of you.
Jana Freeman <jana.freeman@stjude.org>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

Hi Dawn,
I am glad that you and your family had a good day on Saturday. I prayed that you would. Those anniversary days are hard, and I have only been at this for three months, but the day Adam died is hard for me each month. Good luck on your house, and I hope Mason is feeling better. Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom 4-ever.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, , Oh USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:31 PM CST

Hi there, it's me again. I am so glad you had a storm Saturday, what a great way to end the day! Sounds crazy, doesn't it?
I am so glad you're doing well, and I understand your wanting to move, but not at the wrong time. We put our house on the market when Mady was 3 months old, so about a year after we lost Ty.
We just got a contract on it, and we're moving this weekend. Mady is about to turn 2. For whatever reason, it wasn't our time to move. So , be patient, and just wait and see what happens.
The only thing I'll miss is the stains on the ceiling. Why, you ask? Well, they're from feeding Ty. He had an NG tube, and I'd bolus feed him with a big syrenge. Well, first I'd pull all the air out of his tummy, and sometimes get a little milk. As I'd try to push the air out of the syrenge, keeping the milk, it never failed that it would all the sudden push really fast and WHAM, Milk on the ceiling...
Silly, I know, but those 2 stains are something I'm going to miss. Other than that, I'm ready to go. Let me just tell you, moving with a kid is hard work! And, selling one and buying one all at the same time, crappy! Don't worry, you'll get through it, but I may be bald before I move!
Hope you're doing okay, I hope Mason is running you ragged, too!
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:53 AM CST

Hi Dawn. What a beautiful letter to Shae, I know he's so proud of you. I hope you had a beautiful day Saturday, I'm still waiting for butterflies here in Missouri, but I know they're on their way. I just can't wait.
I found this story tonight, and of course had to share it with my fellow butterfly mommy. I hope you're doing well, and I hope Mason has you running ragged!

A Butterfly's Struggle

A Butterfly A man found a cocoon for a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly.

He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the smallopening of the cocoon are God`s way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon. Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.

If God allowed us to go throughall our life without any obstacles, that would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Not only that, we could never fly.

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
Festus, MO - Sunday, March 21, 2004 9:54 PM CST

Hey, Shae--
Well, it's been 3 years since you left this world and entered into Heaven's gates. But more importantly, you left behind your pain, suffering and illness. Sometimes it seems like it was just yesterday when you left us, but sometimes it seems forever ago. Just know that people still talk about you and miss you and we always will. That's the way we keep you alive--by talking about you and the awesome memories you left your family and friends. Your mom and dad have inspired me beyond words since the 1st day you were diagnosed. They continue to do so everyday by sharing your story and God's love. I have no doubt that God picked your mom and dad just for you and you alone. He put you here for such a short time but you made more impact in your three years than a lot of people make in a lifetime. Because of you, people found God, friendships were renewed and strengthened, love was revived. Not a day goes by that our family doesn't think of you and Dawn & Todd. Now Mason is here and he is such a cutie. I am reminded of you a lot when I look in his eyes. We are glad that MayMay is here for us to love--he will never replace you but will fill a void in our lives. Thank you for being in my life and for your mom. She's my best friend and there is nothing I wouldn't do for her. Thank you for also watching over us and being our special angel. You can never have too many. We miss you but know that you are having the best time ever.

We love you, (you, too, Dawn, Todd & Mason)

Ms. Becky, Caroline & Brady
Becky Reid <rebeckreid@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 8:50 PM CST

Hey Dawn

I am stopping by to see how you are doing. I will defenitly be praying for Matt and his family. I remember that first time at the hospital and the diagnosis like it was yesterday too. It was some of the scariest times of my life. I really think that was more scary than seeing my little Will the first time at 2pounds and 7 ounces. I will be praying for you this week for your comfort knowing that Shae is healthy and happy in Heaven. My husband is donating platelets as I type this. He donates every other Friday. Our little Will used gallons of blood and platelets. Remember this week that there are sooo many of us praying and lifting you up to God. When it is almost unbearable, remember to give it to God. That is the only way to survive the loss of such a precious little boy as Shae.

Carol Strosnider mommy to ^Angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:12 AM CST

Hi Dawn! I've just returned from Emma Grace's site..what a beauty she is. I will be adding her to my list of prayers, and I am so glad you've brought me to her. She is just so gorgeous, and her little eyes seem to speak to me. They remind me of Mady's , which remind me of Ty's.
I'm so glad we've gotten to know each other, and I am thinking of you often. I'll especially be thinking of you Saturday, and I hope you have a gorgeous day. I look forward to hearing how you spend the day, and I hope it is filled with good times, good memories, and good weather. Know that Shae will be with you that day, and perhaps he'll let you know he's there. Be watching, you never know what these silly kids will do!
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:02 PM CST

Dear Dawn,
Thank you for signing Zoey's guestbook and bringing me upon Shae's website. He is truly a beautiful child! I'm sure tomorrow will be a difficult day for you and everyone close to Shae. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. I will also pray for the employee at the bank & his son. When I went to visit other caringbridge sites, at first sadness overwhelmed me (on top of my daughter having cancer). I'm still overwhelmed by all the sick children. They are so innocent, I'll never understand. But I continue to hold on to what little faith I have to keep pressing on. I do know that God uses His little one's for His purposes and that will always be greater than we know. But that doesn't change the fact that it hurts us so so deeply. I admire your faith and you are an inspiration to me. Thank you. God Bless you and your family. Beth Allison
www.caringbridge.org/ia/zoey <bethanyiniowa@yahoo.com>
Iowa City, IA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 2:01 PM CST

Hi Dawn. You sound like you're doing great! I know there are bad days, but there are also good ones, too. I am so glad you've updated the site, and I will pray for Ty and his son. How can I resist anyone named Ty? I had never heard of that name before we had our Ty--now I hear it all the time.
So, I hope Mason is feeling better, and I will hope to hear from you soon. I know Saturday will be a day of mixed emotions, but try to celebrate, rejoice, and just have fun! That's what Shae would want, right?
Party, girl, party! Maybe let Mason chow down on a cake, or release some balloons, or just dance until you fall down! Live it up, because that's what Shae deserves. he's so beautiful, and I know that he and Ty and Kyler are going to be dancing in the clouds up there!
I hope you're doing well, and my prayers will be with Ty and his family.

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
Festus, Mo - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:02 AM CST

A concerned friend of yours asked us to pray for you. We were happy too, though the outcome we had hope for we thought had been missed we soon realized praying for your healing had taken place. Heaven has not illness, no tears, no time for feeling anything but GREAT. It will be so exciting when we all get to heaven!!! It's something we should always be looking forward to with excitement. It will be the best trip of my life. Can't wait to get there!
sharon gail canter <gail.canter@amana.com>
searcy, ark USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:59 AM CST

Dawn,
Thank you for signing in Robert's guestbook. Thank you too for leaving your son's website info. Shae was a beautiful boy...he would be the same age as my youngest son, Matthew. Robert and Matthew were very close brothers. I was just thinking the other day of how much fun my two boys would be having together now if Robert were still with us. Learning about your Shae makes me hope that he and Robert are enjoying each other like brothers here on earth might...Will you be at St. Jude for the Day of Remembrance? I am hoping to be there...take good care-yes our Lord is very good to us. Love, Kathy
Kathy Charlton www.caringbridge.org/fl/robertmitchel <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:04 PM CST

Dawn,
Thankyou so much for signing Adam's guestbook. Your little boys are both beautiful! I think Mason looks a little like Shae. I will be praying for you and your husband on Saturday, I can't imagine how hard that will be. It will be 3 months for us on Sunday, and each month marker is extremely hard. I can't even imagine how hard it will be on the actual anniversary of Adam's death. I will pray for strength and peace for both of you, to get through! Love, Angel Adam's mom forever!
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:00 PM CST

Shae's parents, i found your site from someone else's can't remember who. your story is so sad and words cannot say what my heart feels. you are so strong. lots of love,
craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula@access4less.net>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 2:31 PM CST

Hi Dawn. I wanted to thank you for spreading the news about Kyler, and for all your thoughts and prayers. I'll be "out of the loop" for a few days while we got to MN for Kyler's funeral, but I'll check in when I get back.
Thanks so much for all your prayers, Kyler's in such a better place now, and we all just have to try to remember that.

Jennifer NAeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:06 AM CST

You were blessed with two handsome boys. It is funny how one child can be totally different from the other. I knoe mine were the same way. I went down this road almost 6 months ago. I wish no parent had to do this. I miss Dustin so much. I miss him more everyday. I read Kylers story and it really hit home. He was in the exact room my son was in when he died on October 1st 2003. It is so sad.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:56 AM CST

Stopped by to say hello. Hope you are doing well! Thoughts and prayers today!
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 4:35 PM CST

My daughter had MDS too but hers went into AML. This shouldn't happen to children. May God bless you and give you peace during this difficult anniversery time.

http://www.caringbridge.com/wa/arielmarinkovich/
holly <holly@marinkovich.org>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 11:10 AM CST

Hey, Dawn. I just wanted to stop in and say thank you for your prayers for Kyler. I wish so badly there was something I could do for them, but all I can do is pray, and ask others to pray, too. Thank you so much, every prayer counts!
Hoping you're doing well, and hoping Mason is keeping you busy, and getting into everything!

Always remember, our little butterflies are healthy and happy--just waiting for us to join them someday. It will be a joyous day, indeed!

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 8:59 PM CST

Thinking of you, thought I'd stop in. Hope you are doing okay,and know that you are in my prayers.
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 3:41 PM CST

Found your handsome son's website through Heavenlights. My son's star is on Page 12. I didn't know what myleodysplastic syndrome was until I read Shae's description of his diagnosis. Sounds a lot like AML leukemia. As I read your journal, I noticed you have a Mason too. That was my sons name. I love that name! Something that gets me through the days is knowing each day is one day closer to being with him.
Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens>
Delano, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:40 PM CST

Dawn, I am sorry about your loss of Shae. I know you miss him every day. I lost my Andrew to Wilm's Tumor in Nov. 2001. We debated coming up there to St. Jude for treatment. My father had worked there for over 20 years in research and thought that it was the best place. Being in Houston we were reassured by many of my father's friends that we could get as good treatment here at Texas Children' or MD Anderson. As it turned out, none of the chemo worked on Andrew to kill this 90% curable disease. It was a horrible year of failure after failure and frustration. I know you also suffered many of those same feelings. Andrew is free of his cancer in Heaven and although we miss him daily he is just fine.

I grew up and still have family in Bartlett. Are you all from Memphis area or just recieved treatments there?

Your Mason is adorable. I know he helps with the pain as our older son Trey helps with ours. God Bless your family. Visit Andrew's site sometime if you get a chance.
valerie price mom to Angel Andrew <valerie_price@hotmail,com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
Spring, Tx - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:03 PM CST

Hi, Dawn. Stopping by to say hello, and to send thoughts and prayers your way. I hope all is well, and that you are doing okay.
Thoughts and prayers!
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:47 PM CST

Found you through Ty's webpage - my heartfelt sympathies go out to you. And I will put you in my prayers. God bless, Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
EJ's Caring Place
- Friday, March 5, 2004 1:10 AM CST

Dear Shae: I am sorry that you had cancer. I wanted to say that you were so sweet to me. You used to be so happy in your little car. It would be so fun to visit you. I feel so sorry for Mr. Todd and Mrs. Dawn, because they miss you very much. And so do I. We feel so sad that you are gone but we know you are in a better place and are happy.
Have you been playing with my Uncle Alan??????

Love, Caroline
Caroline Reid <rebeckreid@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:00 PM CST

Hello:
I think the loss of a child is the worst thing I have ever dealt with.
Best wishes to you and your family.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jadedieger
Jade's Mom
Foley, MN USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 4:48 PM CST

Hi, Dawn. Thanks for always checking in on Ty's site, I am glad that it helps you to listen to me ramble. LOL
I am also glad to get more info on your beautiful Shae. He is so beautiful, as is Mason. I was so happy to hear from you today in the guestbook, and so glad to see your update on Shae's. Try to remember to celebrate on the 20th...celebrate Shae's life, celebrate Mason, celebrate all the things you have learned since Shae was diagnosed. It is okay to mourn, also...but look at how far you've come in these 3 years. You have overcome great obstacles, and are still sane!!!
God bless you all. I will be thinking of you on the 20th, and look forward to hearing from you again.
PS thank yo so much for mentioning Kyler. I really appreciate it, and his parents will be thrilled to see that you did such a great thing for their little guy!

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:14 PM CST

Todd and Dawn, What a wonderful testimony you are to God's grace and strength in times of sorrow. I am so thankful to Him for His gift to you, a precious second son to care for, to love and to take great joy in. May His grace continue to be lavished down on you from His throne on high.
Connie Skarda
Connie Skarda
El Paso, TX - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:02 PM CST

I came to check out Shae's site from Jennifer Nager, (TY's) site. Just wanted to let you know you are in my prayers. I have 2 girls 10 and 7. I have never experience what you have been thru, but I worked with Shawn Coble (Reese's mom) and I followed his site for quite awhile. Take care.
Dee Dee Edwards <unc_fan@bellsouth.net>
Lewisville, nc usa - Monday, March 1, 2004 3:20 PM CST

Hi Dawn, I'm back again. I couldn't help but notice your entry on Will's site, since I was there to say hello. I wanted to tell you that I, too, have found Mady to be a rambunctious little ball of energy...something I don't think Ty would've been when he got older. It's funny, but I think that Ty and Shae live on through Mady and Mason. You can't deny that. You just always need to remember that Shae is not gone, he just is kind of invisible right now. I actually think of it a little more like Ty moved far away. He is still around, I can talk to him and I know he communicates with me. He is all around me, I just can't physically see him. On the hard days, hug Mason tight and know that Shae is right there in the middle of that hug, too. He is always there.
Certain things probably spark memories, some of which are painful. That happens to me, too. Not too long ago I was going through a folder of Ty's paperwork and stuff, and found his little sock. He never got over 7 1/2 pounds, so his little socks were the tiniest things. Anyway, I found this sock, and it just killed me. I am normally pretty strong, and don't have huge meltdowns...this day, though, it was ugly! I smelled his sock, hugged it, kissed it,and all those memories came flooding back. I don't know how that sock got there, but it was hard...yet good. I think it's good to have an occasional meltdown, if you didn't, it would almost seem unnatural. It is cleansing to ball your eyes out and hyperventilate occasionally!
What I am trying to say is, it is okay to mourn for Shae. It is okay to long for him, and to wish he was here. Just don't forget that he is here in so many ways. He plays with Mason. I truly, truly believe that Ty has appeared to Mady before in some way . I'm not saying she sees him standing in front of her, but things have happened before when I just know that she felt his presence.
Shae will take good care of Mason, and will live on through him. He won't leave you.
God bless you guys. Please visit us again, and I look forward to seeing those pics of Mason!

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 9:10 AM CST

Dawn-
Wanted to stop in again since you mentioned the butterflies. My relationship with them started just after Ty died. I asked him for a sign that he was okay, and that he could hear me. A huge butterfly came buzzing around my head, then left. I asked for another sign, just in case the butterfly was coincidence (sometimes I'm hard to convince)--and a shadow was cast over our entire yard...the neighbors yards were bright and sunny--and the shadow seemed to perfectly outline our yard.
Since then, whenever I've talked to him or asked for advice, butterflies appear. They sometimes land on me, and stay for quite a while. It is quite beautiful, and it makes me cry and get goosebumps everytime. I, too, want to get a butterfly tattoo. That touched me when you mentioned yours, because I want one on my foot. I actually wrote a book about Ty and our journey, all the things we learned from him, and my relationship with God since...and I call it Find Your Butterfly...as in, if you find your sign, your butterfly, it helps you get through the hard times so much easier. I am no author, just a mom, but everyone kept telling me I should write a book after I spoke of our miracles at Ty's funeral. So, I think it is pretty cool that you have your butterflies, too.
God bless you, and I can't wait to see more pics.

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:13 PM CST

Dawn-Thank you so much for visiting my son, Ty's site. I just had to come and check out Shae's site, and what a spectacularly beautiful boy he is. He is what I always imagined Ty what have looked like, blonde with those piercing blue eyes. What a beautiful boy he IS, not was...for he is still beautiful and is now healthy and happy. I thought I'd share with you a poem that a lovely lady named judy left for me in my guestbook. It is told from our children's point of view...and I think it is beautiful.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day,
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A Rainbow lights the way

I think that pretty well sums it up-I know our boys are watching over us, drying our tears, and loving us.
Thanks again, and God bless you. Please visit us again.
Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 28, 2004 5:04 PM CST

This is my first time on your site. I saw where you signed in on little ty's page
I too have a little angel. He had Leukemia. He also was a wonderful little guy.
Your little one sure looks like he was just a ball of joy and energy.
I am thankful that you now have a little healthy guy. I have two little
girls. Both healthy although I worry alot. I have been really good though
I only take them to the doctor when I know they need it. I feared we would
become a permanent fixture in the office just waiting for one of them
to become seriously ill. I tell my little girls things about Will all
the time. He did see them my baby (now 19 months old) was three months old
when Will became an angel. They ask questions about him alot and I encourage
them to thank God for letting them have a big brother for the time they did.
Well, you will now be in my prayers. It sounds like you are doing well.
I hope that is the case. Just Hug that little guy tight, he can take it.

Carol mommy of ^angel Will^ Kelli and Jerri www.caringbridge.org/nc/littlewill <wkjmommy@wmconnect.com>
Monroe, NC - Saturday, February 28, 2004 10:02 AM CST

Happy Valentine's Day my little Sweetie. Daddy and I miss you. Looking forward to the day that you get to greet us in Heaven. You're the best.
Daddy and Mommy <pierce94@juno.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:21 AM CST

What a sweet little boy that has touched so many people. What I remember most about him was his sweet smile and beautiful hair. I am so glad that I was a part of Shae's life and I am happy to be so close to Todd, Dawn & Mason. Shae has such a special family and I know he looks down and is so proud of them. I know I have told you this before, Dawn, but you are not only a great friend but such an inspiration to me.
Angie Brazil <angie.brazil@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS Desoto - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 12:34 AM CST

Hey Shaester. Mommy sure misses you so much. I know that you are happy in Heaven and having a good time. We look forward to the day when we are all united again to live together forever. You're the best.

Mommy <dawn.pierce@bxs.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2004 2:29 PM CST

I have tried to write down my thoughts for days and can't seem to put them in words without tears. I am saddened with your loss but know that you are in a much better place with Jesus. The Lord knows what he is doing even though we don't always understand. Shae you were a great "Dance Partner" and I miss our special times we had together. Your aunt Di-Nee misses you so much!!!!! I know we will be together again, so save a dance for me. You are loved and missed by all!!!!!!!! All my love, aunt Di-Nee.
Diana Rose <drose@cbtcnet.com>
Byhalia, MS USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 2:24 PM CST

What a loving and beautiful tribute to this precious angel and a reminder to all that we are here but a brief time but will be together again!
Reatha James <reatha.james@bxs.com>
Memphis, TN USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 11:35 AM CST

I'll never forget being at the hospital when Shae and Mindy Grace both were born and wondering "how could this happen, cousins being born at the same time". Now, I realize it was all part of a big plan. God sent Shae for a special reason and he was a very loveable child. Dawn and Todd-God has something great planned for you. I agree about posting pictures of Mason. I don't think Shae would mind sharing at all. I didn't and don't say much but you guys were a great inspiration to me. You stood strong in your faith and conquered more than I could ever imagine. Keep your faith in God and your eyes toward heaven. You will see that sweet child again (without any sickness). I love you and your family very much.
Frances Yarbrough <moosepainter@aol.com>
Southaven, MS US - Saturday, January 24, 2004 4:03 PM CST

SHAE WAS SO VERY PRECIOUS, AND STILL IS. I MISS HIM TERRIBLY. I AM SO PROUD TO HAVE HIM FOR A NEPHEW AND HIS LITTLE BROTHER MASON. MAY MASON NEVER LIVE IN SHAE'S SHADOW, BUT MAY HE GROW UP IN HIS LIGHT.

SHAE I LOVE YOU AND HAVE GREAT MEMORIES OF PLAYING WITH YOU AND WATCHING YOU GET NANNY AND PAWPAW TO DO EVERYTHING YOU WANTED. I HAVE TO THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TEACH MINDY GRACE NOT TO BE AFRAID OF STORMS. NOW IF IT THUNDERS, SHE SAYS, "MOM, SHAE IS PUSHING THOSE BUTTONS AGAIN."

WE ALL MISS YOU AND IT STILL HURTS. BUT THERE IS GREAT PEACE IN KNOWING THAT YOU ARE WELL AND NO LONGER IN PAIN.

DAWN, TODD, AND MY LITTLE FIERCE PIERCE, I LOVE YOU AND AM VERY PROUD OF THE STRENGTH YOU HAVE SHOWN. I STILL CAN'T BEGIN TO IMAGINE HOW YOU MUST FEEL.

GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SIS!!!

AUNT LANELLE

LANELLE WALDROP <KILDEELADY @AOL.COM>
HERNANDO, MS DESOTO - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:16 PM CST

Here goes....I've been trying to do this since the first of January, but each time Aunt Gayle (KKkkkk) gets teary eyed. What can I say other than it was an honor to be Shae's aunt. That little boy was truly an angel sent from God. (Here come the tears again, but I'm going to finish this!) My heart rejoices that he is able to live without pain or suffering yet my heart still breaks because we miss him dearly. I can't look at a bowl of ice cream (ick-ee) without thinking of Shae. Or, how about, "Dat's not Warry, dat's Junya. Thanks for all the precious memories Shae. Mason, thanks to you for adding many more memories! :>) Todd and Dawn, you are an inspiration to a lot of people....your big sister included~ Love you guys!
Gayle Lander <gayle.lander@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 12:31 AM CST

dawn,i know i was never able to meet shae, but from what you have told me he was a very special little boy to you and todd. Just keep his memory strong.
because of him
brian
Brian Rochelle <br07211982@aol.com>
Hernando, MS US - Thursday, January 22, 2004 5:14 PM CST

Shae and his beautiful family are in my thoughts and prayers daily. You have made a huge impact in my life and Shae's memory will certainly live long with me and St Jude. Thanks for sharing yourselves and Shae with me even if it was for a short time. I love you guys!

Amber (your ICU nurse)
amber Kessler <amber.kessler@stjude.org>
memphis, tn usa - Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:22 PM CST

I really wish that I could have gotten to meet Shae.
He was very loved and will never be forgotten.
Ruthie Hamilton <ruthie.hamilton@bxs.com>
Jackson, MS - Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:11 PM CST

I REGRET THAT I NEVER GOT TO KNOW HIM,JUST THE WAY YOU TALK ABOUT HIM I KNOW HE WAS A VERY SPECIAL LITTLE BOY.
LINDA BRIGGS <LINDA.BRIGGS@BXS.COM>
HERNANDO, MS DESOTO - Thursday, January 22, 2004 12:53 AM CST

I love the website and pictures of Shae. He was such a precious little boy, and I'll never forget him in Archie's kennel! I love you and Todd so much and feel so privileged to have known Shae.
Cindy Todd <ctodd@buscominc.com>
Jackson, MS USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:38 AM CST

What a great site. thanks for letting me know. I think about Shae and about you guys a lot. Best Wishes!!!!
Michael Hans <mehans@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:37 PM CST

Shae has touched my life in ways I cannot explain. This little boy taught me a lot about myself and life. I did not know him or ever get to meet him, but he is with me always.... forever in my heart. Dawn and Todd are incredible people. They have so much love and faith. It's inspiring. We still have not met, but I love them dearly.
Deanna Bellavia <dmk423@localnet.com>
Batavia, NY usa - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:03 PM CST

I have Shae's picture next to my mothers.
Let us never forget.
Wade H. Hawkins <wade.hawkins@bxs.com>
Hernado, Ms 38632 - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:27 PM CST

Words cannot express just how wonderful little Shae was. He always had a smile on his face and his little hugs were the best! This website is a great way to let everyone know just how much little Shae has touched our hearts and what a great example he was to all of us even at his age. Mason is so lucky to have such an amazeing Big Brother and such strong caring parents.
Tessa Pickle <tessa@hollingsworthpaving.com>
Hernando, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:50 PM CST

What a precious little boy. May God Bless you and Todd always.
Donna Herring <dherring@fredsinc.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 1:30 PM CST

I was not fortunate enough to have know Shae but I do know his Mom. She is a wonderful wife, mother, and friend. She has been an inspiration to me in more ways then she'll ever know. She is truly a treasured friend.
Janet Williams <janete.williams@bxs.com>
Hernando, MS Desoto - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 12:53 AM CST

i love you dawn and am so proud to know you...what an angel he was on earth and in heaven...you are an awesome christian with an awesome testimony...love, monica "monie" taylor
monie taylor <monica65taylor@yahoo.com>
southaven, ms usa - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:50 AM CST

SHAE WAS SO LUCKY TO HAVE DAWN AND TODD AS HIS MOMMY AND DADDY. I HAVE NEVER WITNESSED SUCH GREAT FAITH AS I DID IN THE TWO OF THEM AS THEY WERE FACED WITH SUCH A TREMENDOUS BATTLE IN THEIR LIVES.
SUSAN MCMILLIAN
OLIVE BRANCH, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:51 AM CST

God bless you both he will love and take good care of your precious gift till you come home to be with him.
Stacey Newcomb <dreamangel423@earthlink.net>
Tupelo, MS UNITED STATES - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:35 AM CST

We will always remember.

Jennifer Ehrett <mjehrett@hotmail.com>
Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:22 AM CST

There is not a single day that goes by that I don't think of Shae but at the same time not a day goes by in which I would choose (if I had the power) to bring him back to this earthly life which would be filled with pain and suffering. Heaven is that much sweeter to me because of Shae and I know that he will be there waiting for me when I make it home. Todd and Dawn, you have been such an inspiration to me personally and professionally. I am so grateful to God that he brought you all 3 into my life. It makes my work here at St Jude so much more important to me in that we find a way to stop children like Shae from dying of such things as cancer/catastrophic diseases. May God bless you both and little Mason.
Jana Freeman <jana.freeman@stjude.org>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:54 AM CST

Dawn, you are a wonderful and inspirational woman. I love you and value the friendship we have built just by working together. You and your family will always be in my prayers. May God always bless you.
Anya Foster <anya.foster@bxs.com>
Tupelo, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:52 AM CST

One of God's special little Angels, What a wonderful way to keep his memory in our Hearts... God Bless this little Angel.
Amy L. Bertin <Abertin@fredsinc.com>
Olive Branch, Ms - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:38 AM CST

You will always be in our heart!
Sherry Morrow <smorrow@fredsinc.com>
Batesville, MS Panola - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:32 AM CST

What a beautiful memorial to such a special child. Todd and Dawn you have been an inspiration to more people than you will ever know.
Jennifer Adams <jennifer.adams@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 9:27 AM CST

Shae's life has left more of an impact on people than many people leave after living for many, many years. Dawn and Todd, even in their pain and loss, have been a shining witness for more people than they will ever know. Dawn and I were pregnant at the same time (with Shae and Maggie) and then my family and I were part of Shae's first birthday party. Dawn always says they are so proud and privileged to be Shae's parents, so likewise...we are proud that we are friends with the Pierce family - Shae, Mason, Todd, Dawn, their extended family of grandparents, aunts, cousins, etc!!
Mellany Evans <mellany.evans@bxs.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 1:50 PM CST

What a wonderful way to memorialize Shae and his precious smile. We don't want anyone to ever forget him or how special he is. I feel very priviledged to have known him and been a part of his life.
Becky Reid <rebeckreid@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 1:48 PM CST

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