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MERRY CHRISTMAS, our darling kids. We love you, and hope you're having a great time in Decatur. Everything here is going great. Love, Dad and Mom. aka Mike and Connie









Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
pithgah forrest nc, - Monday, December 24, 2007 8:56 AM CST
Wishing you a safe journey home to Illinois for Christmas ... we love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Thursday, December 20, 2007 8:00 AM CST
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers this holiday season and every day. May you be blessed in the New Year!
Love and Hugs,
Tami Slawson www.caringbridge.com/ca/slawson

Tami <TLSlawson@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 19, 2007 6:21 PM CST
Just stopping by to wish you and your family a wonderful holiday season! I pray that the new year brings you much happiness and new paths for the future!

www.caringbridge.org/ky/tylerdeskins

Jennifer Deskins <tylersmommy11304@yahoo.com>
Georgetown, KY - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 3:39 PM CST
Carrie, sorry things aren't going the way you want them...but I think we have all learned over the past few years that it really isn't our plan, it is God's. I've had to come to the realization recently that what I want may not be what He has in store for me. Thanks for mentioning my family, we need all the prayers we can get! We just keep hitting roadblocks too. One day this will all make sense (or at least I hope it does!). Take care and have a Merry Christmas. We truly have lots to be thankful for!!!
Karen Kuntzman
Taylorville, IL - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:59 PM CST
Hello....stopping by to let you know I am still here praying and thinking of you. Hoping that CHRISTmas brings you all things good!

Merry CHRISTmas and Happy New Year!

Deb Mathy
GB, WI - Monday, December 17, 2007 11:11 AM CST
hello guys! I just wanted to tell you happy holidays. I probably won't see you for the yearly drink at the Cave on Christmas Eve, so I thought I'd wish you a Merry Christmas. Be careful coming home.
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 13, 2007 1:30 PM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

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Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 11:31 AM CST
Hi Carrie....I followed Jordan's journey until just shortly after he earned his wings. I then had a compter crash and I just didn't know how to find my way back to so many sites; and then I saw a GB entry by you on another site.....I was so excited. Please know that I did think of Jordan many, many times over the past few years and prayed that you would find some happiness. I cannot believe that Jordan would be five years old now- that is just unreal!

I became very sad as i read your journal entries about how badly you want to have another (healthy) baby. It angers me when insurance compaines try and play God. Again, I am so sorry this has to be such a complicated ordeal and I hope and I pray that eventually someone at that insuracne company comes to thier senses and agrees to the coverage. My gosh do they not have a heart?!?!

My prayers will continue that you will one day find that happiness that you and your husband so deserve!

May the Lord Bless you and Patrick.


Deb Mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
green bay, WI - Thursday, December 6, 2007 5:14 PM CST
Sorry I didn't catch my typeo until I hit entry. Please forgive me for hitting the o in Jordan's name instead of an a. Love you, Saundra
Saundra Freeman <sfreema4@bellsouth.net>
Clayton, NC USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 6:23 AM CST
Think of you often and pray for you each day. I hope that you had a happy birthday. Connie said that your dad was some better. Know that you both are loved. Caroline and John Michael mention Jordon a lot. They remember. Saundra
Saundra Freeman <sfreema4@bellsouth.net>
Clayton, NC USA - Thursday, November 15, 2007 6:16 AM CST
It doesn't seem possible that Jordan would be 5 years old already. Where has the time gone? I pray that his memory will stay alive in your hearts forever and he will always know how much he was loved. That little guy just captured my heart - and I never even got to meet him!

Happy Birthday Carrie? I see the 30-older-than-dirt comments....I pray you have a grand year!

Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 11:10 PM CST
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY OLD FART! I'll give you a call later today!

LOVE YA!
YOUR BIG SISTER

Angie Lyerla <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 8:02 AM CST
Hope your birthday tomorrow is WONDERFUL!! Maybe Patrick will take you someplace romantic to celebrate. We love you, and want the best for you both.
Love, Mike and Connie

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2007 9:55 AM CST
Thank you, Carrie...Thank you.
Debbie Prichard
@y - Thursday, November 1, 2007 10:49 PM CDT
I'm a little late but that is no indication of just how much you mean to me. I am praying for you guys and love you with all my heart. Call if you need a shoulder or an ear. I'm so blessed to have met you and will forever cherish your friendship. Take care as best you can through these hard times and I'll definitely keep check on you. HUGS!!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 1, 2007 10:46 PM CDT
^^Jordan^^ birthday wishes, thoughts & prayers.

"I know that love strengthens every vocation,
that love is everything, that it embraces all times
and all places, because it is eternal."

St. Therese, The Little Flower

Praying for you,
Barb, John, Shawn,
Shannon, & Colleen
www.caringbridge.org/page/shannon
The Prayer Bears

Barb
- Tuesday, October 30, 2007 5:50 PM CDT
Happy Birthday sweet Jordan! Thinking of you all today and every day. Carrie, I was so shocked to hear about your Dad. He is certainly in our thoughts and prayers...as are your family. God bless.
Robin Boger <robinboger@windstream.net>
Rural Hall, NC - Monday, October 29, 2007 7:24 PM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Just a little note to let you know that we think of Jordan and of you, especially today. We cherish all the sweet memories of him and feel privileged that we have met him, his wonderful parents and grandparents.
Please tell Dale we said hello, that we think of him and that we wish him strength for his fight against his disease.
Love to you all,
PS Connie, thank you for your e-mail. I tried to answer it but got my message back several times. Is your mailbox overfilled?

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien
Haren, The Netherlands - Monday, October 29, 2007 5:40 PM CDT
Happy 5th birthday my sweet precious nephew. Thank you for sending the message to Papa to let us know you are ok. We love and miss you so much - catch the balloons that are coming your way today and have fun.

Big Hugs and lots of kisses! Muwah!

Love, Auntie Ang, Uncle Luke, Cousins Sheridan & Preston

Angie Lyerla <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Monday, October 29, 2007 2:38 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Baby Bear Cub. Wow, 5 earthly years. Watch over your Papa Dale and thanks for the message. You are in good company with all your friends up there and yes, it comforting for us to know that.
Laura, Ken, Nathan, Isabel & ^^Angel Jillian^^ http://caringbridge.org/fl/jillian/ <llampary@msn.com>
Naples, FL - Monday, October 29, 2007 1:35 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Jordan...Happy Birthday to you! I was so happy to read that you and Cody and are living it up, up there in heaven next to Jesus!!! Praise be to God for the healing reminders. I can't believe you would have been 5 here on earth today...just like Riley!!! We miss you so much. Take care of your Papa Dale and your mommy and daddy and the whole rest of your family. Ask Jesus to continue sending messages and tell Cody his mommy loves him and misses him more than life itself!
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, October 29, 2007 12:09 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Jordan!!!!! I have thought of today all weekend. I am so glad you came to visit Dale. I was a reassurance that your family needs. I was driving in to work today and went through the little town of Murfreesboro. They have these shops on main street that I always glance at when going through. There is a clothes shop there for college kids. Well for some reason this morning a green football jersey was hanging up in the window and the name HORTON was across it. I thought that was pretty cool. So of course I knew you were a busy boy this morning, then I drive the same road to work everyday now for 9 years and until this morning I came across a country back road called HORTON lane. It has always been there, I just never noticed the name until today. There is now way ever I could or would forget your birthday but you sure are letting me know you are ready to celebrate today. I hope you find all the balloons being sent your way today. Be sure to share some of them with your friends. Look out for Mr. Dale and keep giving Mommy and Daddy lots of love from heaven. You are always missed and loved even more.
Carol Burgess <cburgess1971@yahoo.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, October 29, 2007 9:55 AM CDT
Thinking of you on Jordan's birthday ... love you guys lots.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Monday, October 29, 2007 7:47 AM CDT
Sending birthday wishes and bubbles to Jordan tomorrow. That little angel must be workin extra hard watching over your dad! Lots of prayers comin your way!
Katie
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, October 28, 2007 8:21 PM CDT
i'll keep you in my prayers.
amy wilson

amy wilson
witt, il usa - Friday, October 26, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
We're checking in on you everyday and are constantly keeping you all in our thoughts. Love to you all.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Friday, October 26, 2007 8:49 AM CDT
We are praying for you and your dad and family. Please know that we are here if you need anything.
Greg & Jill Lipe
Nokomis, IL - Thursday, October 25, 2007 8:38 PM CDT
Dear Carrie & all the family. Have been checking in everyday. Hoping the next entry will have encouraging news. Please know our prayers are with you. Dale is on our church service prayer list and also he was on our telephone prayer chain yesterday. We are thinking of all of you. Keep your unwavering faith. God will help you through this MOST difficult time. Love Donna & Orlan
Donna Janssen
Nokomis, IL USA - Thursday, October 25, 2007 1:55 PM CDT
Carrie,
I talked to Angie last week, but I wanted to tell you, Cheri and your mom-I love you guys and I hate that you are going through this. We are all praying for you.

Keri Rykhus <lilshoe76@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, IL - Thursday, October 25, 2007 10:58 AM CDT
My prayers are with you and your family, for your father's complete recovery. I'm glad that you will be able to have time off to spend with him.

Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, October 25, 2007 0:48 AM CDT
Sending lots of prayers!
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@charter.net>
SAINT LOUIS, mo - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
Carrie, I was sooo NOT expecting this entry this morning. Your family is in my prayers. I'm glad you were able to come back to Illinois. Hang in there!
Tanya Engelman
- Wednesday, October 24, 2007 2:38 PM CDT
Love you....praying, praying, praying...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 1:49 PM CDT
Angel Cody sent me to pray for your family during the upcoming days. God bless and keep you.
Cori <joeandcoriplace@aol.com>
detroit, mi - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 6:26 PM CDT
Although I would have much rather done something constructive to help in Decatur right now, I wanted you to know that I donated blood today in honor of your dad, Carrie. Don and I are continuing to send positive thoughts of love and strength your way.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 2:11 PM CDT
Just stopping by again to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you. I woke up with you on my heart. Hope all is well. I know how difficult this is and I pray that God provides you with continued strength.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 2:26 AM CDT
Carrie, I am so sorry to hear about the battle your Dad is facing and all your family is experiencing at this time. I was reminded of a qoute I posted in Ryan's room when he was undergoing his bone marrow transplant and thought it was appropriate at this time of your Dad's life: "So when the crisis is upon you, remember that God, like a trainer of wrestlers, has matched you with a tough and stalwart antagonist...that you may prove a Victor at the Great Games." I am praying that your Dad will be victorious in his fight ahead against cancer.
Roberta Humphries (Ryan Kishbaugh's Mom) <robertahumphries@nc.rr.com>
- Sunday, October 21, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
Just checking in to let you know that we're thinking about you all and that we're also thinking about you and Patrick on your very special day - happy anniversary. We're hoping that love is surrounding you all, today and always.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Sunday, October 21, 2007 1:25 PM CDT
My heart and my prayers are with you and your family. I am so sorry that you are going through this with your dad. Please send my love and support to him and your mom. I know you know I am here if you need a friend. The cancer road is a long and seemingly lonely one...you're not alone.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, October 20, 2007 9:46 PM CDT
Carrie, I should be sleeping but God led me to you tonight and now I know why. I love you and will definitely put all of the recent events at the top of my prayer list. I wish I could give you a real hug, but until I can, this "internet" hug will have to do. I love you and Patrick so much and am so sorry that you have to face a very new, very difficult battle. I do like the saying though. Take care as best you can.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 18, 2007 11:44 PM CDT
Just letting you know that my entire family is lifting up your entire family in prayer. We all grew up together and to think of what you all must be going through is heart wrenching. We love you all and think about you everyday. Please let us know if you need anything.
Lauri Smalley <xrayu11@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL USA - Thursday, October 18, 2007 5:37 PM CDT
Carrie, just checking in to check on your dad and the family. I am so sorry to hear the news but I know that you and your family have a very strong faith and that faith has carried you through many bad days and I have no doubt that your faith will continue to carry you through this journey. I will continue to say prayers and I pray that you and your family will feel Gods loving arms surrounding you.
Stephanie Beck <sbeck@asapnc.com>
Mt Airy, NC - Thursday, October 18, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
Carrie, You don't know me, but I grew up with your Dad in Witt. He and I went to school together in Louisville KY. I lived with your Dad and Mom when we were all "teenagers". Even after they got a place of their own I used to go over for dinner.. Your mom was an extrodinary cook, even as a teenager. I remember when your Mom was pregnant with you and I wanted to say that they are such fine people and your description of your Dad was so descript.. Not exadurated in the least. They are wonderful people. We have been out of touch for years, but my niece in Colorado(grew up in Nokomis) Keeps track of things and asked me if I know your Dad and forwarded me your page. It changed my day.. I just wanted to tell you that I will keep both your Dad and Mom in my prayers as well as you and yours... Please give them both a hug from me when you see them. Remember all things are possible. Carl
Carl Meiners <CARLM1@aol.com>
Toddville, IA usa - Thursday, October 18, 2007 11:53 AM CDT
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad, Carrie. I've been following your story since you started this journal and I hate the fact that your father now has to fight so hard. He does have a beautiful little angel on his shoulder to remind him to be tough.
Danielle
Simi Valley, CA 93065 - Thursday, October 18, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
hey guys, just stopping by to say that I'm thinking of you and your family. Praying daily for you ALL. Take care of each other.
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 17, 2007 2:50 PM CDT
Thank you for the update, Carrie. I'm sure we were all hoping for a lot less of a steep climb for your dad, but he's a very strong person with a great sense of humor and an unbelievable family to rally around him. Know that we're thinking about you and sending our love to you in your time of need.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 10:25 AM CDT
Carrie,
I still check in on you frequently and keep you, Patrick and Jordan in my prayers. Your family is in my prayers now more than ever.

Tanya Engelman <tanya_engelman@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 16, 2007 8:27 PM CDT
I will be praying for you and your family. Lifting you up in prayer
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
mesa, az - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 4:16 PM CDT
I have been checking in everyday to see if you have updated about your dad. I hope that things are going ok. Please let me know if you need anything.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL US - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 9:13 AM CDT
Carrie, I read your entry this morning and have been praying for your family all day. Remember you have a very special "personal" angel in Heaven that can help God work miracles. I am praying for healing for your father, strength and peace for you and your family.
Stephanie Beck <sbeck@asapnc.com>
Mt Airy, NC - Monday, October 15, 2007 7:40 PM CDT
I am praying and praying for his complete healing here with you and all of your family. I am also praying for strength for you and your family to be able to rally around him and support him and each other through this.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USa - Monday, October 15, 2007 10:36 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick,

I am so sorry that, yet another obstacle is being thrown at you. Your father will be in my thoughts and prayers. You continue to inspire me to be a better person as you face each day with a positive and genuine attitude. I do check in on you often and have been praying hard for your fertility quest to come to fruition.
Take care and God Bless,
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angles <rcurk@aol.com>
liverpool, ny - Monday, October 15, 2007 10:34 AM CDT
Carrie, I wanted to let you know that your dad..and mom and family..are all in my prayers. My dad had Non Hodgkins Lymphoma so all of this sounded so familiar to me. I do know what you all are going through. Just know that God answers prayers. Love and blessings!
KAYE JOYCE <Kayej09@yahoo.com>
Mount Airy, NC USA - Saturday, October 13, 2007 9:11 PM CDT
Carrie, it's been a very long time since I've signed in, but I have been checking in on Jordan's mom and dad from time to time. I'm glad I stopped by Jordan's site this evening so that I can put your dad on my prayer list right away. May God heal him and blanket you all with peace.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@yahoo.com>
Shelton, CT - Friday, October 12, 2007 10:34 PM CDT
Please know that I'm keeping your whole family in my thoughts and prayers! Please update again when you have info to share
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Friday, October 12, 2007 4:52 PM CDT
Carrie: give our love to your folks - we are praying praying praying!!! Glenn used to work with your dad at the computer store in Decatur. We've been in NC since 2001.
Yvonne & Glenn Bell <dinger245a@aol.com>
Salisbury, nc - Friday, October 12, 2007 3:34 PM CDT
Carrie Give Dale my love and im sending Prayers your way
tell your mom to hang in there God is testing her
love Vi Frazier Carey
waterville Maine

vi carey
waterville, me - Friday, October 12, 2007 8:43 AM CDT
I am saddened to hear about your dad. He is such a good man, and you are all such a great family! I will definitely say some extra prayers that he will be healed. Keep us informed.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Friday, October 12, 2007 8:12 AM CDT
Carrie, I was getting ready to e-mail you this morning to see if your dad's test results had come in when I saw your post. Please give your mom and dad a big hug from us and tell them that we're thinking about them, and the rest of the family as well. Love you ...
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Friday, October 12, 2007 8:07 AM CDT

we have been praying like mad, and want you all to know we love you, and will do anything we can to help. Love, Mike and Connie

connie horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 12, 2007 7:56 AM CDT
thinking of you guys...
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, - Saturday, September 29, 2007 8:42 PM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Just a little note to let you know that you, Jordan and your family are in our hearts, as always.. We will never forget little Jordan and the many happy moments we've spend together in that long and difficult journey. Take care, love to you all from us all,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien
Haren, The Netherlands - Saturday, September 29, 2007 4:09 PM CDT
I just got my computer back and I wanted to come by and let you know that I have been thinking A LOT about all 3 of you this past week. I was in the car and "Arms of an Angel" came on. When was the last time that came on the radio??? I have been so busy lately and that was my "Jordan" moment to remind me of his Angel Date. Jordan has always had a special place in my heart and always will. I am glad to hear he came to you and let you know how he was and that he loves you. Carrie, I really hope that you will find a 'true' friend where you are now. You are such a giving, loving, and wonderful person to be around. Is there a lot of fog or something there that they can't see you for who you are. People gravitate to positive and upbeat people. I can't imagine your 'lunch table' :) at school not overflowing with people wanting to get to know you better. But.....the time with Patrick might be what you both needed to reconnect on some levels. Not that I can imagine you not connected. I wish you were closer then you wouldn't have to worry about being lonely. You might would even unlist your phone number to hide from me :) I know September is almost over and I know that October will be hard also. I haven't forgotten our little Pumpkin and his birthday either. Keep on one day at a time and one day it will all come together for you and Patrick. Love, thoughts and well wishes until next time.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Saturday, September 29, 2007 8:42 AM CDT
Hi Carrie and Patrick ~
Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of you. It's hard to believe that it has been three years... (almost 5 since we met). I'm sorry to hear that you are having a difficult time in some ways since you moved. Change is hard and establishing friendships is too. I'm glad that you are looking on the bright side and appreciating the time that the 2 of you are spending together. I know, you need a Wednesday night game night! Wish you were closer and we could try to make it happen!! We moved about 3 weeks ago and it has been hard. Even though we are only 45 miles away from our old house it seems like hours --and I miss it a lot! At least the boys really like their new school and that helps tremendously. Now to try to sell our house!!
We miss you and often think about you both with many fond memories. Regards to Mike and Connie. Hugs from the Binghams.

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah - Isaiah’s Journey <pat.bingham@charter.net>
Whitmore Lake, MI - Friday, September 28, 2007 8:57 PM CDT
Carrie,

You and Patrick, and of course Jordan, remain in our thoughts and prayers, even more so at this time. We miss you all and hope that one day our paths will cross again...under better circumstances. God bless you.

Love,
Debbie and Greg

Debbie and Greg
- Friday, September 28, 2007 7:45 PM CDT
I have been thinking of you yesterday and today. I couldn't get on yesterday. I love you guys. You will never leave my thoughts, prayers, or heart
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
mesa, az - Friday, September 28, 2007 2:46 PM CDT
Thinking about you guys!
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@charter.net>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, September 27, 2007 7:35 AM CDT
Spent a lot of time thinking about you guys yesterday as Jordan's 3 year Angelversary was upon us...

I hope that things have leveled off over the past month since your last update and I pray that you are finding your place in the new place...

Some of your anxieties could be related to the time of year...

As for me and mine...we are doing okay...missing Cody and preparing for Greg's next deployment...Riley is doing great...you wouldn't believe how big he is...

Miss you guys...

In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
- Thursday, September 27, 2007 2:45 AM CDT
Dear Patrick and Carrie,
I am thinking of you and sweet Jordan today.
You will be in my prayers.

Kathy, A friend in NY <jessiejames1124@hotmail.com>
NY - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 9:44 PM CDT
Thinking of you today ...
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 10:26 AM CDT
THINKING OF YOU BOTH TODAY AND HOPEING YOU WILL FIND SPECIAL
COMFORT IN YOUR MEMORIES.WE LOVE YOU.
AUNT KATHY & UNCLE BUSTER

KATHY BRIDGES
BREVARD, NC TRANSYLVANIA - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:23 AM CDT
I hope your job has gotten much better and that you are settling in! It is soooo hard to start something new. I hate change too. It is hard when we don't know if the feeling is only temporary or not. I hope yours is! Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 2:15 AM CDT
Carrie,
My heart broke when I read your entry. It must be hard to move into a new place and have to start over. No one knows your story and no one knows where you have been and getting them to understand the person that you are you will have to share your story. Maybe God put you here for a healing, not a forgetting but a healing. Do you feel like that because no one knows about little Jordan that it almost seems sureal because you know where you have been but no one around you knows what a tragedy you have endured? Hang in there...... wiht your great personality and your sweet smile you will make friends and like I said before, maybe this is a healing time for you. Time to start a new life, not without Jordan, he will forever be in your heart.

Stephanie Beck <sbeck@asapnc.com>
mt airy, nc - Thursday, September 6, 2007 1:52 PM CDT
Praying for God to give you peace with your new job.
Jason & Angela Hinson <jalh@surry.net>
Dobson, NC USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 12:56 AM CDT
Hang in there, Carrie. The beginning of the year is always tough. This year it was especially hard for me to go back. I missed Maddie, I wanted to stay at home and have more fun. I don't know what the problem was. Anyway, I've been back since the 21st and now I'm getting back into the routine. This is my 10th year, and it's always hard to go back, let alone in a new school district. Hang in there. You'll make it. You always do. I'll be thinking of you.
Love, Mollie

Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Sunday, September 2, 2007 6:07 PM CDT
I love you guys so much. Know that I'm still keeping you very close in thought and prayer. Blessings in Christ. And, I may just have to come for a visit if you don't cheer up by the next entry :) In the meantime, I'll be praying. HUGS!!!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, September 1, 2007 1:08 PM CDT
Patrick and Carrie,

I think of you often. Hope things are going well with you.

Love,

Sameeya <sameeya@hotmail.com>
Houston, Tx - Friday, August 31, 2007 3:25 PM CDT
I hope in time you'll both make some new friends--it's hard though when everything's new to have no familiarity to fall back on. Hopefully you'll get to know your students and the routine, and it'll get a little easier.
Denise Ward
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, August 31, 2007 12:35 AM CDT
Hang in there. It will get better with time. Every time God closes one door another will open!!
LAURI SMALLEY <XRAYU11@YAHOO.COM>
NOKOMIS, IL USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 4:09 PM CDT
Hi Pat and Carrie ~

What a lovely house!!! I'm glad to hear the part about the insurance and petitioning again. I'm glad you are prepared to try again and wish you complete success this time around.
Carrie --did you say you were bored! Oh my --you're all settled in already?! Wow! Come help us move --PLEASE!
P.S. I updated the caringbridge and posted a picture of our dinner together --what a wonderful evening it was. We sure missed Patrick though. Have a super school year and hope Patrick is enjoying his job. HUGS and regards to Connie and Mike.

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah - Isaiah’s Journey <pat.bingham@charter.net>
Swartz Creek, MI - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 10:59 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop you a line and let you know that we're thinking about you and hope you're doing well. We love you guys.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 10:31 AM CDT
Love the new house!! it is beautiful!!! Always Praying for you.
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
Mesa, az - Thursday, August 16, 2007 8:58 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick - We're so glad that things are moving in the right direction for you. Enjoy your new home! We had hoped to be in Myrtle Beach this summer but we need to go house hunting insted of vacationing since we'll be moving to the D.C. area. Once we're settled we'll have to head south and visit with you guys :-) Enjoy what's left of summer. Hugs,
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab99@hotmail.com>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 10:20 AM CDT
So glad to hear you are settled and loving your new home. Sheridan is already talking about going to see aunt carrie and uncle patrick at the beach. She doesn't know when but she's ready to come and see you. Hope things continue to look up for you kids you deserve only good things in your life.
JANET JOHNSON [AKA] NANNY <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
coffeen, il - Sunday, July 29, 2007 3:34 PM CDT
I am glad you are getting settled in and enjoying the domestic thing. I know what you mean. We got all new windows and I figured I should make the rest of the house look neat to match. I hope you last longer than I did. LOL Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:58 PM CDT
Congratulations Carrie and Patrick on your new home!!! I am so happy for you!! I check your website often for updates. Good luck with everything!!!
Susie, Larry and Kyle Murray

Susie Murray <susiespa8@insightbb.com>
- Monday, July 23, 2007 5:57 PM CDT
Hi Carrie and Patrick: I am so happy for you on this new adventure in your life. I don't sign the guestbook much but have been keeping up with you by the website. I wish you much luck in your new home. I have faith that you will have a healthy baby soon.

Shawnia

Shawnia Forrester, MS, CGC <mscgc72@yahoo.com>
Spokane, WA USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 12:12 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick,
Congrats on the new house!! Maybe we will eventually be able to cross paths again someday. Take care, and we will still be checking in on you guys. Love and prayers,

Debbie and Greg

The Prichard Family
GA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 5:22 PM CDT
Congrats on the new house! I really miss you both and maybe I will be able to visit soon. Can't wait to hang out at the beach with you like we use to at Avon.
Kris and crew <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 8:31 AM CDT
Patrick and Carrie,

Thinking of you this week, Congratulations on the move.
God bless,

Jake & Becky
Decatur, - Monday, July 9, 2007 4:42 PM CDT
What a BEAUTIFUL house! We're so excited for you two!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Monday, July 9, 2007 11:33 AM CDT
I love the new digs! Good luck on the move, and as always, thinking of you guys!
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Noko, IL - Saturday, July 7, 2007 7:11 PM CDT
Hi Carrie--

It's Kendra Cooper, remember me? I keep up with your life through your website. It's great to hear you and Patrick are doing well. E-mail me when you get a chance, I would love to catch up.

Take Care,
Kendra

Kendra Cooper
- Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:07 PM CDT
THINKING OF YOU AS YOU BEGIN THIS NEW JOURNEY IN YOUR LIVES. I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT JORDAN IS GUIDING YOU IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR RECENT ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK WITH THE NEW BABY PART:)
LAURI SMALLEY
NOKOMIS, IL USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 6:08 PM CDT
Your new house looks wonderful! Good luck with the signing I hope everything goes smoothly. I just noticed you went over the 500,000 mark (I'm an accountant - into numbers ;}) 500,000 times your son has been thought of, prayed for, loved. I think of you and Jordan quite often and I will continue to keep you all in my prayers.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:24 AM CDT
Wishing you all the best in everything.
What a beautiful Angel you have
MOA )Mommy of an Angel)
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie


Creative Spiritz


April & Angel Mikayla and Family <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 5:59 PM CDT
Carrie,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. Even though I don't get to see you anymore I will always remember you guys. I have no doubt you will find a way to reach your goal.

Much love,

Angelique Rettig,MD (SOGA)

Angelique Rettig <a.rettig@insightbb.com>
Springfield, Il USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 9:33 PM CDT
Hi -

I found your site through the MPS Forum..sending you our prayers!

Fondly,

Trish Armand
Mom to Olivia Grace (MLII) and Mikey Jr. (MLII)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/oliviagracearmand

Trish Armand <trisharmand@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, FL 33467 - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 8:11 PM CDT
Wonderful news on the house! I am so happy for you both! Not a day goes by that I don't think and pray for you all! Have you ever watch the "secret" dvd. I did and I have been praying for a baby for the both of you! If the laws of attraction work you will be bless with one! Wishing you all the best on your new journey and new home! May God be with you both each and everyday and give you the contiued strength! Missing Angel ^jordan^ each and everyday!
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
Mesa, az - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:15 AM CDT
Congradulations for Patrick's promotion and getting to move to the beach for the both of you.. How COOL!! Like the other lady said load up on the sunscreen I also am a red head. You'll have to post some pictures of the new home and pictures of you and Patrick on the beach. I haven't posted in quite some time but i wanted to give you both a CONGRADULATIONS!! I'm not sure if you remember I had sent Jordan some clothes a couple years ago around Christmas time and i also did the Home Interior Candle Fundraiser along with i think a Walmart gift card.

Again Congradualtions to the both of you!!
Jennifer Arnder

Jennifer Arnder <jenniferarnder@renfro.com>
Ararat, VA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 12:44 AM CDT
Silly me, I sent you the email before reading your site...you will be close to where we're staying at the beach this year! :) Also, let's try to do PF Chang's before you move, email me back! Wishing you lots of luck and sending lots of prayers for the in-vitro!
Robin Boger
Rural Hall, NC - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:08 PM CDT
I have not checked in for a bit...Ciara has been very sick and not doing well. Congrats on the news!!!! Although, I hear living at the beach is so horrible =) Just remember one word, SUNSCREEN!!!! Hope that things are going well and you find a beautiful house soon! Praying for you all
alyssa family of (www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
roseville, ca usa - Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:39 PM CDT
Sounds like great news!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, May 27, 2007 7:56 PM CDT
Wonderful news Carrie! Congratulations!
Love to all of you,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien
Haren, The netherlands - Sunday, May 27, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
ok, i am really happy for you, but i did not mean for it to post 4 or 5 times, it wasn't going on, so i kept redoing it and i checked it this afternoon and saw all the mess. sorry!!!
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
First of all, I love the suns on your page, so cheerful! Second, Congrats on the job and the move. I am so jealous of your getting to live by the beach. I have the whole summer off and all Maddie and I have to look forward to is the Nokomis Public Pool and the lake. Good luck on the move and closing out the school year (which is always hectic). I'll be thinking about you.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
First of all, I love the suns on your page, so cheerful! Second, Congrats on the job and the move. I am so jealous of your getting to live by the beach. I have the whole summer off and all Maddie and I have to look forward to is the Nokomis Public Pool and the lake. Good luck on the move and closing out the school year (which is always hectic). I'll be thinking about you.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
First of all, I love the suns on your page, so cheerful! Second, Congrats on the job and the move. I am so jealous of your getting to live by the beach. I have the whole summer off and all Maddie and I have to look forward to is the Nokomis Public Pool and the lake. Good luck on the move and closing out the school year (which is always hectic). I'll be thinking about you.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:27 AM CDT
First of all, I like the suns on your page, so cheerful! Congrats on the new job and move, things are looking up for you guys. I'm jealous that you will be living so close to the beach. I have all summer off and all Maddie and I have to look forward to are the Nokomis Public Pool and the lake. Anyway, I'm happy for you two and good luck closing out the school year (which is always hectic). I'll be thinking about you.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:24 AM CDT
First of all, I like the suns on your page, so cheerful! Congrats on the new job and move, things are looking up for you guys. I'm jealous that you will be living so close to the beach. I have all summer off and all Maddie and I have to look forward to are the Nokomis Public Pool and the lake. Anyway, I'm happy for you two and good luck closing out the school year (which is always hectic). I'll be thinking about you.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 23, 2007 11:24 AM CDT
This is great news! We're so happy for you both and hope that this is the beginning of lots of good things for you! We love you lots!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 3:14 PM CDT
I love hearing that things are so good for you guys. You two deserve a break :) I pray that things continue moving in the right direction for you! Take care.
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@charter.net>
St. Louis, MO mo - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 10:59 AM CDT
Congratulations! I hope this is just the beginning of great new things to come. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 9:54 AM CDT
That is the best news. I am soooo excited for you both. Maybe Patrick will get into eating seafood now (right????? :)) I am so jealous. I love Myrtle Beach. Congratulations on your big promotion Patrick!!!! Maybe this is the start of a 'good luck' streak!! We can alway hope!!!! Love ya lots and miss hearing from you. Do you still sell Mary Kay????
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 9:54 AM CDT
I am thrilled for all your good news and your happiness!! It sounds wonderful!! What a nice surprise and a great summer. ENJOY!! Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 9:12 AM CDT
I was just thinking about you guys. Sorry to hear about the insurance company. Surely something will happen...it has to. Hang in there.
Have a great day.

Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 3:02 PM CDT
Carrie, thinking of you today on Mother's Day. I'm so sorry about the insurance company but I know somehow, someway it will work out and you and Patrick will be the very best parents to a new baby just as you were the most wonderful parents to Jordan. I'll be in touch soon, we're finally settled in and I have internet...yay!
Robin Boger <robinboger@windstream.net>
Rural Hall, NC - Sunday, May 13, 2007 6:58 PM CDT
I'm so sorry to read about the insurance company denying your petition. I know it seems unfair, but don't ever give up! With God all things are possible....Matthew 19:26.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Thursday, April 26, 2007 6:39 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick. I am so sorry to hear about the insurance company. I have been checking faithfully to see if there was any news. I am glad you are feeling much better and could get back to work. I absolutely LOVE your idea. If there is anything that I can do let me know. I know ^Jordan^ is so proud of you both. This baby to be that I know you will have will be so lucky to have you both for parents and ^Jordan^ for a guardian angel. Love you all and miss you too!!!!!
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Thursday, April 26, 2007 12:27 AM CDT
I am sorry the insurance co is being @#!$% but I know you guys will set out to do what you intend and maybe allow a bunch of other couples to do the same thing! Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 7:19 PM CDT
Hi Carrie,

I'm sorry the insurance company didn't approve your claim. I don't know anything about starting up a non-profit organization but if there is anything you want me to help with here in Chicago I would be happy to help. I agree this would be a wonderful way to honor Jordan and help others in similar circumstances. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 5:07 PM CDT
Checking everyday to see what the insurence company says... keeping my fingers crossed!
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Friday, April 20, 2007 8:28 AM CDT
Hey Carrie...Just checking in for some news for the insurance company...I am so anxious for you.........
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:52 PM CDT
thinking about you guys :)
katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:34 PM CDT
Hi Carrie, My name is Sarah. I was Sheridan's pre-k teacher for 2 years, and picked up your website from an entry Angie included on one of my former student's Caring Bridge site (Jerad Kiefer). I had Sheridan in my class when you lost Jordan and remember Sheridan and Angie telling me about him. I just spent a good part of the evening last night reading your whole journey with your little Jordan and it broke my heart, but I am amazed at your strength and perseverance, and pray that you and Patrick continue to find peace and that things go well with the insurance and efforts to continue building your family. You're in my thoughts and prayers.....
Sarah (Dawdy) VanMiddendorp <sdawdy@hotmail.com>
Greenville, IL - Monday, April 9, 2007 10:35 AM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 1:37 PM CDT
P.P.S. - Oh yeah, in case anyone's looking into Faith's Lodge, it might help to know that the lake Don's family (and we) visit is Devil's Lake. Faith's Lodge is on a lake just north of Devil's Lake.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Friday, April 6, 2007 10:28 AM CDT
P.S. - In case anyone is interested in knowing exactly where Faith's Lodge is, it's on a lake near the lake that Don's family vacations on in Webster, Wis. A map and contact information is featured online at www.faithslodge.org/Contact.asp
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:34 AM CDT
Hey, guys -

Carrie, we hope your time in Illinois has been wonderful, and Patrick, we hope you're doing well!

We were going to e-mail you about a column we read weekly in our newspaper (the columnist also writes regularly for the Mayo Clinic newsletter I work on), but thought that posting it here might also be good for other parents who visit your site regularly.

There's a resort going up on a lake in Webster, Wis., where Don's family has vacationed since the '50s and where we go as often as we can in the summer. It's a beautiful area.

The resort is an eight-suite retreat called Faith's Lodge (www.faithslodge.org), and it's designed to be a place for parents who have lost a child or who have a child in a health crisis situation to be able to get away. The column appears in yesterday's "Jen's World" column in the Rochester Post-Bulletin: www.postbulletin.com/newsmanager/templates/localnews_story.asp?a=289626&z=41

We love you guys!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Thursday, April 5, 2007 7:48 AM CDT
Happy Easter! Hope the Easter Bunny brings you and Patrick the news you are waiting for.
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 4, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
I sit here with tears in my eyes...for no particular reason other than the fact that God has allowed me to meet and love such wonderful people as you, patrick and jordan and the rest of your family. And, I do love you tremendously. I pray for you too. Take care and keep in touch.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 8:29 AM CDT
Carrie, have a wonderful time in Decatur. Please give your folks my love, and tell them to try to come to "GODS COUNTRY" for a visit. Especially if we ever get moved down there. Of course they could always come this way before we move, and spend the night with us while on their way to see you guys.
We'll be in Raleigh on next Sat., so don't know if you'll be home yet. If not, we'll see you soon. Love to you both, Mike and Connie aka Mom and Dad Horton

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Horse Shoe, N.C. - Sunday, March 25, 2007 5:02 PM CDT
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:29 AM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 17, 2007 11:36 PM CDT
Just wanted to take some time and let you know that we are thinking of you...I hope everything is going good there in NC...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 7:58 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,
Think of you often but lost all my contacts when my computer crashed. Today going through some of my old books and came across a paper with Jordan name and website on it that i wrote in Duke, I immediately think of you and Patrick and want to stop by to check on you guys. Just want to tell you that, Jordan in not here but his memories keeping him with us forever.
It must be hard keep going without your baby. i only imagin it every day and feel huge pains but you are going through it. I hope fighting for school bring some great results. Have a great spring break with your parents.
I wish you the best for "Jog for Jordan".
Sending lots of hugs your way and keeping you in my prayers.

Tayyaba, Abeerah, Khansa and Zahra

NJ <mps_stinks@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 11:53 PM CDT
Hi Carrie! I read your journal today, and your school sounds a bit like my school, but I'm at an Elementary School. I believe as you do, that no matter how bad it gets, these kids need us, and we all find our way to the teaching assignments we get, not by accident, but because we are part of a bigger plan. Enjoy your upcoming break. What gets me through this time of year is that summer is just around the corner, at least that's what I keep telling myself. Take care of yourself, and have a great spring break. I am thinking of you today.
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 9:33 AM CST
Happy birthday, Patrick! We love you and hope you have a great day!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Monday, February 26, 2007 1:24 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK!!!!

LOVE YA!

Luke, Angie, Sheridan & Preston
- Monday, February 26, 2007 11:10 AM CST
I know you are being very pro active and sensible in going for In vitro -I pray it all works out with the insurance people -if you lived over here in england -it would be paid for as Hunters is one of the diseases licenced for this treatment! never thought I'd say great things about our health care but there you go!! Every good wish for your futures Hugs Laura Brodie (mum to Will MPS2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Sunday, February 25, 2007 1:34 PM CST
Lots of love to you.
Ann H-B
Boston, MA - Saturday, February 24, 2007 5:46 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day! We love and miss you. Hope you can come home soon. I will probably need help moving.
Love mom
Decatur, il - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 5:56 PM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 6:53 PM CST
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I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.


Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."

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****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Monday, February 12, 2007 9:18 PM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick! Finally some good news! I'm sure that you are on Cloud 9! I'll be thinking of you. Take care.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Monday, February 12, 2007 5:35 PM CST
I'm so happy to hear about your appointment! Good Luck with everything!!
Robyn
IL - Monday, February 12, 2007 12:41 AM CST
I'm so glad you received positive advice from the new doctor, and will pray that the Director understands and is supportive of your needs. I'm sure you will have just the right words to say, Carrie, to convice him.
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, February 10, 2007 4:28 AM CST
I am so glad to hear the 'good' news. I will be praying for you. Just think 2 would be a great number to have. I hope to hear more good news soon. Love and miss you all.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 9:17 AM CST
I am crossing my fingers for you!!! Love,Anne
Anne Himes <www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh arhimes@msn.com>
Boonsboro, md USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 10:23 AM CST
That is great news! It is so good to hear that things are going in the right direction for you two! Just think, next time this year you might be getting your place ready for a new little Horton... maybe two little Hortons! I will keep praying for good things for you two. Take care.
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:27 AM CST
That's so awesome! I hope your meeting went well and with lots of prayer maybe we can land answers in April and start trying in May!!! I know...I like everything NOW! Oh, I am so excited for you guys...my prayers are there with you.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, February 8, 2007 5:02 AM CST
still praying...
katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, February 1, 2007 9:03 AM CST
Praying for news from the insurance company soon. God bless you both.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 7:02 PM CST
Carrie & Patrick,
I havn't signed in a long long time. but I am always thinking about you and praying for you. I check the site almost everyday still. I will be praying that the insurance company comes through for you and Patrick. Always holding you close to my heart.

Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
mesa, az - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 9:24 AM CST
Many prayers are going up for good news from the drs. and insurance. Can't think of any greater gift than another little "Horton/Yeske" production. Sorry we didn't get to see you this weekend. Darn stomach bug. We'll be back soon, or maybe you can come up for a day or two. Lots of love to you both, Mom Horton
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Horse Shoe, NC - Monday, January 15, 2007 1:30 PM CST
So sorry to hear about your Grandma. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you and Patrick are doing OK!!! See you sometime when you come back to Decatur!! Larry, Susie, and Kyle
Susie <susiespa8@insightbb.com>
Decatur, IL USA - Sunday, January 14, 2007 4:52 PM CST
I am very sorry to hear of the loss of your grandmother...I lost mine today =(. I know I don't sign in much but you guys are always in my thoughts and prayers...
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
sacramento, ca usa - Monday, January 8, 2007 6:43 PM CST
NO UP DATE YET???????????????????????????
lll <LLL@yahoo.com>
il - Monday, January 8, 2007 3:22 PM CST
Just thought you'd be interested in a "small world" story (and thought it might make you laugh). I decided, even though I don't know where things are where I work, that I would try to help a lost person find her way today. Thankfully, I was able to bring her to the right building (whew!), but in the course of our conversation I found out that her sister lives in Nokomis, of all places, and is a home health nurse in Decatur. I told her your parents' names, Carrie, but they didn't ring a bell. Small world!

Hope you're both doing well - I'll give you a call soon. We love you lots.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Monday, January 8, 2007 10:12 AM CST
I wish I could give you a big hug. I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma. It never matters how old they are, how good of a life they've lived or if they were sick or not. We use those things to rationalize why it was a "good" or "bad" thing that the death came when it did. But, the truth is they are loved, it was a death and they will be missed tremendously. You and your entire family will be in my specific prayers for this. I love you so much. I'll check on you again soon.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 7, 2007 10:57 PM CST
Carrie:

I am so sorry to read about your grandmother...in October we lost my grandfather...I know that pain all too well...I found comfort in the fact that he had lived a long and fruitful life...he knew he was loved...just as your grandmother knew she was loved...wish I were closer to offer more support...please let me know if you need anything.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, January 5, 2007 7:39 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother. I will say an extra prayer for your family, your grandmother and you. You are always in my thoughts. You have so many wonderful angels watching over you...
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, January 1, 2007 11:59 PM CST
I'm so sorry to hear of your grandmother's passing. I'm glad that she passed peacefully, without pain, surrounded by those who loved her, but am sorry that you'll be missing her. Saying goodbye is always difficult. I hope you have a safe trip to Illinois.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
Winnipeg, Canada - Sunday, December 31, 2006 6:22 PM CST
Carrie - I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma. What a lovely reunion she must have had! My prayers are with your family.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
- Sunday, December 31, 2006 3:44 PM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 31, 2006 10:29 AM CST
Carrie, I am so sorry to hear about your grandma. She was a great woman and I feel blessed that I knew her. She was strong and funny and one heck of a lady. I know she wanted to see Lupin and never got the chance but if he doesn't quit bitting, she may get to meet him soon. I am glad you got to be here for Christmas and that you all got to spend it together. I love you and will see you in the next few days. If you and your family need me to do anything, just call.
Kris Horton <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 29, 2006 8:39 PM CST
Carrie, and family....I just talked to JoAnn. I'm glad that your grandma was able to find her way to heaven so quickly. You are all in our prayers. We know that she is with your grandpa and Uncle Neal now, and especially I'm sure she has found baby Jordan and they are all having a happy reunion/new year in heaven!
God Bless!

Karen
Taylorville, IL 62568 - Friday, December 29, 2006 8:02 PM CST
I just wanted you to know that you guys are constantly on my mind and I hold you close to my heart as you continue to press on. You are loved. I will sign in again soon. But, in the meantime, know that you are not forgotten. Blessings in Christ for safe travel and a New Year that brings you more joy than pain.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, December 29, 2006 9:45 AM CST
Praying for strength for your mom and for your grandmother's quick and painless passing.
Jennifer from the prayer bears <sassy_girl913@yahoo.com>
Texas - Thursday, December 28, 2006 2:41 PM CST
We are so saddened to hear about your grandma, Carrie. Know that we're thinking about you and your family in your time of need. If there's anything we can do, including lending an ear, know that we're always here for you.

On the positive side, we're happy to hear you had a chance to be with your grandma on Christmas - sounds like it was good for everyone.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Thursday, December 28, 2006 11:08 AM CST
Merry Christmas Patrick and Carrie!!! I just wanted to let you know that we will be thinking of you this holiday season.
Love,
Beth Anne

www.caringbridge.org/tn/laney

Beth Anne Biggs <laneybug02@charter.net>
Rogersville, TN - Sunday, December 24, 2006 11:53 AM CST
At this time of year, we're thinking of you both and how lucky we are to have you in our lives and have had the chance to meet ^^Jordan^^ and have him in our lives. We love you tons and wish you the best this Christmas and in the year ahead.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, IL - Saturday, December 23, 2006 9:45 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick, Merry Christmas and may the new year be filled with blessings! Love, Ann
Ann Haywood-Baxter <ann_haywood@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 11:20 AM CST
Hey Carrie & Patrick...

I miss you guys a whole bunch...I hope that your Christmas is filled with many wonderful surprises...I am missing Cody a lot these days so I know that you must feeling a lot of the same...I pray that you are "okay" whatever that is...

Peace & Love for the holidays...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, December 23, 2006 7:23 AM CST
Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks



viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:35 AM CST
Merry Christmas Carrie, Patrick & ^^Jordan^^. I pray that they New Year brings you many good things. Be safe this holiday & take care.
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St Louis, MO - Thursday, December 21, 2006 7:51 AM CST
Happy Holidays Carrie and Partick! I hope you have a good Christmas and that the New Year brings you all of your dreams.
Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Monday, December 18, 2006 3:09 PM CST
I am looking forward to seeing you at Christmas. Lupin has really grown and I am thinking I am WAY too old for puppies. Have a safe trip and We will see you soon.
Kris, Zach, Tonks, Casey, Bell, Turbo, Bit, Tessa, Mustang, Jason, and Lupin <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 18, 2006 6:20 AM CST
Hi, Carrie and Patrick - we are thinking of you often, especially as Christmas approaches. We love you both very much and hope to talk soon.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 12:59 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick,

I found your website after looking into CBT as an option for our son, Trey, who has Hunter Syndrome (he's 2 1/2). I cannot even begin to express the sadness I feel for your loss. I am so sorry. Thank you so very much for sharing your story and thank you for being pioneers in the CBT in Hunter's world. My thoughts are with you as you begin your journey with adoption.

If you're interested, Trey's website is: www.treypurcell.com

Deb Purcell

Deb Purcell <dcehak@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 9:34 AM CST
Hey Carrie: I just wanted to drop in and let you know that I am thinking of you...Your grandma has remained in my prayers and it is my hope that she has experienced healing...I hope that you and your family are all doing okay...I am so glad that your kids made your birthday so great...I am waiting in anticipation to hear what the silly insurance company has to say...I will talk to you soon...Lots of Love to you and Patrick...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, December 4, 2006 7:53 AM CST
It has been WAY too long since I signed in and I am so sorry I missed your birthday. Please know that not a day goes by without me thinking of and praying for you. I love you dearly and will certainly add grandma to my prayers. HUGS. Hopefully I can see you sometime over the holiday. I'll call. Blessings!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 3:31 PM CST
I was just thinking of you and your family. I am praying for Grandma Glavish. Hope you had a good thanksgiving and b-day.
Love, Mollie

Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 11:15 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving Carrie, Patrick & ^^Jordan^^... Happy upcoming holidays... we will be thinking about you!
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Friday, November 24, 2006 10:08 PM CST
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sacramento, ca usa - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:18 PM CST



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:29 PM CST
Happy belated Birthday!!! 29 - I remember that one...I think. LOL. I hope you had a blessed day and will have a great year (maybe you'll get good news from the insurance company for your birthday!) I will keep your Grandma in my prayers. It is so hard to witness deterioration in those we love. I pray that Grandma is pain-free and happy. I'll keep your mama in my prayers also. We all know how difficult it is to be the caretaker...
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:08 PM CST
Happy Birthday. I was going to send you a card but.....Oh well, I hear its the thought that counts. We are all doing fine here. I somehow managed to end up with another kitten and I get the puppy on Thanksgiving. I am looking at buying a bigger house. At least I keep busy. Love you and hope to see you soon.
Kris, Zach, Tonks, Casey, Bella, Turbo, Bit, Tessa, Jason, Mustang, and Lupin

Kris Horton <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 17, 2006 10:53 AM CST
My son was just diagnosed with Hunter's. Your story is very inspiring to me. You can visit us at www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanjarredsmith
Jennifer <jennifersmith242@bellsouth.net>
Paris, TN USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 10:27 PM CST
Happy Birthday Baby!! Wish you were here Or I was there. Hope it is a good one.
Love Mom and Dad <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Decatur, Il - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 3:00 PM CST
Happy Birthday Baby!! Wish you were here Or I was there. Hope it is a good one.
Love Mom and Dad <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Decatur, Il - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 2:59 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARRIE!!!! Hope your day is filled with only good things. Love ya, Mike and Connie
connie horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
horse shoe, nc - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 5:24 AM CST
always thinking about you :) i continue to pray for you guys and for jordan. i hope things are going okay for you. take care.
katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Thursday, November 9, 2006 2:04 PM CST
I wanted to sign in for us one more time before we're no longer Don and Steph from Roscoe, IL, but Don and Steph from Rochester, MN!

We have a new family moving into the house we've been living in here in Roscoe - a mom, her daughter, and her daughter's two sons. We got to visit with the family last week so they could see the house, and we were touched to learn the younger son's name - Jordan. He must have been five years old. Surely it was a sign; really, it touched off all the other signs we experienced when this whole new adventure began.

Love you guys - we'll talk to you soon. Mayo, here we come!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, November 6, 2006 4:22 PM CST
Thanks for checking in with us...it means a lot...I know how hard it gets to make the rounds so no worries.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, November 2, 2006 10:21 AM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Just a little note to let you know that we thought of you and ^^Jordan^^ October 29th.
Love to you all,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 4:56 PM CST



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 3:18 AM CST
Happy Belated Birthday Jordan!!!! I thought of you so much yesterday. I had a sick little one and a husband recovering from surgery so I didn't have any computer time yesterday. Carrie and Patrick, I know these anniversaries can't be getting any easier. I wish I knew how to wave the magic wand and make it better. Just know we all love you and miss you.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, October 30, 2006 1:51 PM CST
Happy Birthday Jordan!
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Monday, October 30, 2006 7:26 AM CST
Happy Birthday ^^Jordan^^ -- please send big hugs to your mom & dad today as I know they miss you terribly!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:11 PM CST
We're thinking of you and sending our love to you on ^^Jordan's^^ birthday.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Sunday, October 29, 2006 4:24 PM CST
Patrick and Carrie--

Just wanted you to know you were in our thoughts as I know these anniversary dates can be so challenging. Yesterday was 3 years since Madi passed away...just so hard to believe. We spent the day watching videos of her and remembering the happy times we spent together as a family.

We'll keep you in our prayers and look forward to hearing what God has in store for your family as you continue to grow.

Love and hugs,

Marian
Princess Madi's Mom

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 3:14 PM CST
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO ANGEL JORDAN. CARRIE AND PATRICK, MAY GOD GRANT YOU PEACE ON THIS DAY.
LAURI SMALLEY
NOKOMIS, IL USA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 12:29 AM CST
Happy 4th Birthday sweet angel - We love you and miss you!
Love, Aunt Angie, Uncle Luke & Cousins Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Sunday, October 29, 2006 11:58 AM CST
Happy Birthday sweet Angel. Thinking of you all today and offering my most heartfelt prayers.
Robin Boger
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, October 29, 2006 8:45 AM CST
Just want you to know, Papa and I will be on the highest mountain we can find at 3:33 pm tomorrow to release an Elmo balloon to wish "our little man" a happy 4th birthday.
Love to you both, Mom and Dad Horton

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Horse Shoe, N.C. - Saturday, October 28, 2006 7:39 AM CDT
Hellow, I understand what you are going through. The both of you are so stong, I look up to you. I hope that you two are able to find happiness because you both deserve it. If there is one thing I can leave you with remember this "There are some things in life that we are not supposed to have the answer to." Jordan was a gift from God and you will walk into your season of happiness sooner than you think
Rico Jones <rico_mr2007@yahoo.com>
Raleigh, NC United States - Friday, October 27, 2006 7:49 PM CDT
HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY ON THE 21ST! So sorry to not have called - me bad! Love you both...big hug :)
Angie, Luke, Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Monday, October 23, 2006 11:54 AM CDT
I am so glad you had some special time at home with family and were able to decorate Jordan's grave. I love the Elmo. It sounds wonderful to hear you are enjoying teaching again. You have one of your passion's back and I am so happy for you. It sounds like you and Patrick are going out there and really exploring options. I love the foster/odoption idea. Weither temporary or permanent, any child that is in your home and heart will be the better for it. There is noone that has ever come in contact with you that isn't better for knowing you two and especially Jordan. Don't worry about forgetting Jordan's birthday. There will be balloons on it's way for him that day. I think I have already said before but it is my Grandma's birthday too. It will never be forgotten. Two special people on one special day!! I love and miss you both.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 11:07 AM CDT
I know you are right, Jordan loved the Halloween decorations. Best of luck on the foster parent plan -- I have friends who've adopted in NC and gotten healthy infants, so that option would be open to you as well.

Best of luck in all these plans to bring a baby into your lives. I'll keep praying that God brings that baby in the best way, and sooner than later!

Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, October 14, 2006 7:25 PM CDT
I often think of you both and Jordan -and check in to see how you are doing-many hugs Laura (mum to Will MPS2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Thursday, October 12, 2006 3:22 PM CDT
Well I have been waiting to sign in...as it was "duty" to wake you up when September ended...I know how we all love to hit that snooze button so I waited a few extra days counting them as minutes since we had to wait for a month to go by anyway...I know this month is a little easier but has its own sadness...my heart is with you...I think of Jordan all of the time...still practicing the tradition that Cody started by using Jordan's laugh when things are mischeaviously funny...

I am glad you had such amzing and great support...I wish I were closer...I would have came over and cried with you...anyway...stay strong my friend...you are always close to me in spirit.

Jordan and Cody are living it up at the right hand of Jesus Christ...imagine the havoc they are causing together up there...playing jokes...running a muck...I am sure Cody has lived up to his promise with Patrick's son (since he could with Patrick) and taught Jordan how to ride a quad...he may have gone the extra mile and set him up on a dirt bike too...Life is good when you aren't sick anymore...at least that is the peace that gets me through most days...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 6:21 AM CDT
I realized this morning that I hadn't checked in for a while, and was so saddened when I discovered that Jordan's angel anniversary had come and gone without me even realizing it. Please know that even though I don't sign the guestbook often, and my feeble brain tends to forget dates, I think of all of you, Jordan's parents and grandparents, often and I wish you peace, comfort, and healing.
Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, September 30, 2006 5:43 AM CDT
Hi Carrie and Patrick, Just wanted to let you know we still think of you often and still like to check up on you from time to time. You guys will always be in our thoughts,I am glad we had a chance to meet you and your family during a special time in both of our lives, I just wish it could have been different for all of us...May the Lord continue to comfort you and give peace, he has indeed with us.
Sheri Greene <Sheri2495@aol.com>
Angier, NC - Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:01 PM CDT
Carrie & Patrick,

You two are in my thoughts alot lately....keep in touch and I hope to see you soon.

Love you,

Aunt Tina

Tina Shipman <tinas@scottrice.com>
Kansas City, - Thursday, September 28, 2006 2:45 PM CDT
I'm glad that you had so many wonderful supportive friends and students to make Jordan's angel anniversary a little easier to bear. Your students sound like wonderful young people. It's nice that you'll have a break in which to visit with your family and especially your grandmother. I pray that she will rally and start to feel stronger, and that you'll have a good visit with her.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, September 28, 2006 3:08 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick...No words of wisdom...just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you two. Have a safe trip home and maybe I'll see you when you get home, or around the holidays. Take care of each other.
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Noko, IL - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 7:46 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know we were thinking of you all yesterday. We still think and talk of Jordan often just last week we were blessed with a new grandson and we asked him if Jordan along with some of our other loved ones had given him a kiss before God sent him to us. We pray for you and Patrick to be blessed with a child for you to have some peace in your life.You are always in our hearts. Love Nanny Jan, PaPa Butch and Aunt NeeNee
JANET JOHNSON AKA NANNY JAN <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
Coffeen, Il - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 7:33 PM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Just a little note to let you know that our hearts are with you and your family. We thought of Jordan, and of you all, yesterday. It is hardly to believe it happened two years ago.
Love to you all,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien
Haren, The netherlands - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 5:50 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick, I wish I could hold you both today. I went out and visited ^^Jordan^^ after work today and took a friend to watch over him. Of coarse it was Elmo. He is there keeping him company. I will see you next week. Until then just know that I love you both. Miss you more than words can say.
Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Decatur, il - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:02 PM CDT
Thinking of you today. I know I haven't written in a long time. I have alot on my plate taking care of my mom. I hope that you and Patrick held each other tight today. I pray for you and Patrick everyday.
Dee Dee Edwards <kaedward@wfubmc.edu>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:43 PM CDT
Isn't it funny that I was called to check on you today. I wish I could give you the gift of peace but I can't so I will cry with you instead. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh arhimes@msn.com>
Boonsboro, md USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 3:09 PM CDT
Carrie & Patrick, I don't begin to know what to say today of all days but you have my most heartfelt prayers on Jordan's two year angel anniversary. Thank you for sharing Jordan so unselfishly and allowing all of us to love him too. I loved playing with his sweet little feet and will never forget the look in those beautiful blue eyes as he looked up at his parents who adored him. How blessed he was to feel such love from you. Thinking of your whole family today. God bless.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@firstcitizens.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 2:07 PM CDT
Wanted you to know that I'm thinking of and praying for you more than usual today. I know you still hurt and always will. I'm honored to call you my friends and so grateful to God that even out of this terrible tragedy (for us on earth) that Jordan had to leave so soon, He has given us friendships that will last a lifetime. I'm also thankful we'll be reunited someday. Know that I love you and that I care. And, of course, you know I'm always here and always praying. Blessings as you try to get through this day. I'll keep checking in.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 11:59 AM CDT
Carrie & Patrick--I am dropping by as I often do, but wanted to especially let you know today that I have been thinking about you and ^^Jordan^^. I know today along with everyday is difficult, but I hope you find some comfort in that when Jordan was here, you did everything you could for him and he was loved by the best parents and many, many family, friends, acquaintances and even strangers. Not only did Jordan touch our lives, but you as his parents did as well. I will be thinking of you both today and in the days to come.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 11:22 AM CDT
I come here today in honor of ^^Jordan^^. The way to short of a life that he lived but also in honor of all he did while he was here. There is no way you can measure the power and influence of that one little special boy. I will never forget the feelings on this date and the utter despair of finding out he earned his wings. I know it was selfish to want to keep him but I know God will forgive my prayers for him not to take him away. I love you both and my heart aches for you each day but especially on the anniversaries. Not only did we all fall in love with ^^Jordan^^, we fell in love with you both too.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 11:06 AM CDT
Carrie & Patrick - Thinking of you both today and my precious Jordie. Can't wait to see you next week!

^^Jordan^^ - I will never forget your sweet angel face. Please continue to watch over mommy & daddy and know that you are thought of and sadly missed everyday. We love you!

Love, Angie, Luke, Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:46 AM CDT
I thought maybe it would get easier with time. Guess not. I remember the great moments. The all consuming joy when you told us you were going to give us a GRANDBABY. So much excitement and hope. The day he was born. The dr. saying he'd never seen a baby that looked exactly like his dad. Jordans' baptism. His first time real smile. His watching Patrick play video games. Him sitting in his bouncy chair on the coffee table watching news with his Papa. Him coming home from the hospital, and all the hope and plans we had for him. When he daid "Dada", shook his head "no" when we asked if he was a good boy, first sat alone, turned over, rolled around the apartment to get where he wanted. So many joyful moments we can't ever forget. So we grieve on this anniversary day, on his birthday, and some part of every day. But we hold him in our hearts as a very special, beautiful little man who gave us all so much more than we could ever give to him, and thank God for the wonderful moments we had with our sweet baby boy.
We love you two, and will see you soon.
Mike and Connie
{Gram and Papa}

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Horse Shoe`, N.C. - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:35 AM CDT
Thinking of you today!!!! I pray that Jordan will send you a message today to let you know that he is ok. I know that your arms are aching today as is your heart and your soul. There are no words that can be said to ease that pain, just know that there is one special angel boy looking down on you today.
Stephanie Beck <sbeck@asapnc.com>
Mt Airy, NC - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
THINKING OF YOU BOTH TODAY WITH MUCH LOVE
AUNT KATHY <gypsy5526@citcom.net>
- Tuesday, September 26, 2006 8:28 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your precious son's journey to heaven two years ago today. May good memories of the time you had with him help you through the day. We love you.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 7:32 AM CDT
Thinking of you on this tough day. Many hugs and prayers for the continued healing of your broken hearts.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Monday, September 25, 2006 11:39 PM CDT
Always checking in on you... I have been thinking a lot about you guys lately. I hope that the love and friendship in all of these guestbook entries helps ease the pain of the next month and months to follow. So many people care about you and are thinking of you guys. I will send some bubbles for ^^Jordan^^ to play with tomorrow and on his birthday. Take care
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:33 PM CDT
I come to you tonight...I remember about 2 1/2 years ago when I first saw Jordan's face and fell instantly in love...a face with one of the most beautiful smiles I'd ever seen. I still remember where I was sitting... I was living in my last house, my young children were watching tv behind me... it seems so clear...I remember his little smile and thinking "what a mischievious smile". I didn't know if he was a mischievious little boy, but he looked it to me, but that smile reached out and grabbed me with an immense force that I can't describe. I still feel it every time I look at Jordan's gorgeous face.
I haven't signed here often, but I remember your sweet baby. My memories of Jordan are of feelings, feelings that I felt when I first "met" him, feelings of fear I had when things were not good, feelings of pain of "losing" a most precious little boy...
Anyway, I'm thinking of you guys on Jordan's angel anniversary. I'll never forget him, and I won't stop checking on you guys.
Take care.
Love,

Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:22 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know we're thinking about you. The anniversaries are so hard! Madi's been gone almost 3 years now (next month) and it's just so hard to believe. The day we realized she had been gone longer than she was here was a really tough day for me. Two years, 8 months and 4 days is too little! You know all about too little!

You'll be in my prayers even more than usual tomorrow.

Love and hugs,

Marian
(Princess Madi's mom)

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Monday, September 25, 2006 4:15 PM CDT
Thinking of you TODAY as I know the dread of the anniversary day. It's weird but I've come to realize that the anticipation of how the day will go seems worse than when the day actually arrives. So, Hang in there honey.. it will get better. We love you and miss you... Hugs and kisses from Germany!!!
Shawn, Taylor, Alina and ^^REESE^^ <shawnysamuelson@yahoo.com>
Ansbach, Germany - Monday, September 25, 2006 2:26 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick, We are thinking of you as the 26th draws near. I'm sure for you it seems like an eternity that he's been gone. I'm just having trouble believing that two years have passed already. Just know that you are in our thoughts and prayers always, but especially in the next few days as you pass another anniversary. Be strong!

Chris, Karen, Kyle and Karlee
Taylorville, IL USA - Sunday, September 24, 2006 9:16 PM CDT
Hi Carrie and Pat ~
I know this is a particulary difficult month for you and I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you. Hope Patrick's pains are no longer bothering him and that he is doing better. How is your work going Carrie? We think of you often and hope to see you again sometime soon.

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah - Isaiah’s Journey <pat.bingham@comcast.net>
Swartz Creek, mi - Sunday, September 24, 2006 6:00 AM CDT
My thoughts are with you and Patrick. ^^Jordan^^ has been really on my mind this week. It seems like yesterday but so long ago at the same time. ^^Jordan^^ I hope you are having the best time in heaven. Mommy and Daddy really miss you alot. I hope you give them a sign that everything is okay. There are so many of us who miss you. Weither we met you or not, you are a part of our lives and will never be forgotten. Whenever I see Elmo I think of you. XOXOXO forever and forever.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 3:07 PM CDT
We met our first Jordan since yours last week at an open house for Don's photo studio. One of our coworkers came to me and said he wanted to introduce me to someone who'd been to the same manufacturing trade show I'd just been to, and I can't explain the feeling I got when he shook my hand, very confidently with a great big smile, and said his name was Jordan Gladden.

Even as time passes, the experience of being able to have been a part of Jordan's life still touches us every day. Thank you both for bringing him into this world and sharing him with so many people who feel the same way.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, September 21, 2006 7:58 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick:

I still check on you from time to time, though I haven't signed the guestbook in a very long time. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, as you continue on your journey.

I think of you and your wonderful family that I came to count on seeing in the PICU waiting room during the summer/fall of 2004. My niece Shelby was there, along with Jordan and about a dozen other precious children, fighting for their little lives against odds and circumstances that no child should ever have to face. In some ways it seems like forever ago, yet in other ways it seems like it was only a short time ago. I'll never forget the morning that I arrived and your family was not there, and I soon learned that Jordan has made his transition. Little Shelby followed him about 12 days later.

You do know how very proud your Jordan is of you and his Daddy, don't you? For all that you did for him during his all too short life, and for continuing to live now, and to make a positive contribution in the world, to honor his life as well as your own lives.

I wish you indelible, heart-comforting memories of your beautiful, beloved little boy.

Kim Greene Frazier (Shelby's Aunt) <kfrazierco@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO US - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 11:38 AM CDT
I know how hard September is for you...I wish I were closer so I could drop by and try and offer some symblance of comfort...Stay Strong...I promise to "Wake you up" when it ends again...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, September 17, 2006 3:38 PM CDT
Carrie~ I'll pray for God to send you an angel..SOunds like you could use one...It usually seems like when were going through our darkest days the brightest ones are just around the corner...On my worst days I just try to rem. If life on Earth were easy we would have nothing to look forward to in Heaven...I'll be prayig for you!!!!!!!
Andrea <andrearupp28@hotmail.com>
witt, il - Friday, September 15, 2006 7:26 AM CDT
I was drawn to ^^Jordan's^^ site today. On the way home yesterday I heard Sara's "Angel" song and I will forever associate that with Jordan. What is it with Green Day? They must be connected with your heart. That is the 2nd song that they have sung that is so you and Patrick. My thoughts and prayers are always with you but especially through these next 2 months. Your always in my thoughts even though I seldom write. I always visit but don't have anything monumental to say. Take care of each other and Patrick watch that back of yours.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 1:09 PM CDT
I continue to lift you up in prayer.
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
Mesa, az - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:49 AM CDT
We're thinking about you every day, especially as you approach the anniversary of Jordan's passing. Know that we love you always.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:40 AM CDT
I think of you often. All of us who knew Jordan carry memories of him too...we hold the memories with you.
Ann Haywood-Baxter
Boston, MA - Monday, September 11, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
Thinking about you... as always.
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Friday, September 8, 2006 3:50 PM CDT
I love you guys--VERY MUCH. Just wanted you to know you are by NO means forgotten. I continue to lift you up in prayer.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, September 2, 2006 6:25 PM CDT
I having been thinking alot about you three lately. It is the time of year I suppose. Even through the pain you and Patrick's strength through it all is amazing. I love that about you two. I am praying so hard for the right time and option to come to you. I also know you WILL be parents again. You are too good of one not to be. I love you all and hope for sunny days ahead and hope they will get you through the darkness.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 1:35 PM CDT
Lots of love to you. Love,
Chaplain Ann <ahaywoodbaxter@partners.org>
Boston, MA - Monday, August 28, 2006 8:42 PM CDT


I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", I'm glad school is going well

Lots of love

Viks




viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 9:03 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and say good morning. I miss you guys a whole bunch. I hope all is well.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, August 20, 2006 6:39 AM CDT
My heart is with you and Patrick during this time of year. I know it must be so very hard for you. Keep the faith and your smiles. :)
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 6:15 PM CDT
Think about you guys!
Katie <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:31 PM CDT
Hope Patrick's new job and Carrie's new school year are both going well! We love you both very much.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Saturday, August 5, 2006 12:24 AM CDT
Hi Carrie! I was just thinking of you and hoping that the new school year is going well for you!
Mollie <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Saturday, August 5, 2006 10:13 AM CDT
Hope the school year is going great and that everyone is loving their new jobs. You guys deserve every bit of happiness in the world. I think about you often and have been praying for God to bless you with a little one.
JO <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Thursday, August 3, 2006 6:09 PM CDT
Just checking in and wanted you to know that you both are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, July 29, 2006 6:34 AM CDT
Hi Guys, Congrats Patrick on your new job, that is fantastic news. Carrie, I'm so glad you received my email. I really hope something comes from it. The two of you deserve a chance to be parents again. No child could be luckier. I think of you often. Please keep us updated!!
Love,
Jennifer Kershaw

J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
Coffeen, IL - Friday, July 28, 2006 9:11 PM CDT
Congratulations on your new job, Patrick!

We love you both and are thinking of you often.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL United States - Sunday, July 23, 2006 1:15 PM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy (MPS-III) BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 23, 2006 2:06 AM CDT
We are SO happy to hear about your new job, Patrick! Congratulations!!

We love and miss you both and are thinking of you always.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Saturday, July 22, 2006 2:41 PM CDT
Here is praying for invitro...

I hope all is well...I am really glad you are enjoying your summer...

Miss you bunches...lets try and get together sometime soon.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, July 7, 2006 9:07 PM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 2, 2006 1:40 PM CDT
Carrie/Patrick, i am so very sorry to hear about the insurance denial! I'll keep my fingers crossed that you'll work something out so you can continue!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Thursday, June 29, 2006 10:48 AM CDT
Hi Carrie and Patrick. I have missed visiting you. I changed jobs and 3 months later I am back to my old job and I can go on the internet. I have it at home but it is dial up and I get kicked off A LOT!!! I am so sorry to hear about the insurance mess. I will pray for the open enrollment to be the answer you need. I know you will be the best parents in the world and can't wait to hear the news of a baby on the way.
^^Jordan^^ I have missed coming and seeing your beautiful smile and twinkling eyes! I miss you bunches and bunches. XOXOXOXOXO

Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 5:50 PM CDT
Carrie, I so enjoyed our visit tonight, and I wish you lived closer so we could visit like that more often. I find you to be so strong! It was so amazing to sit there with you and talk about Jordan! It is comforting to see that you are able to continue life knowing that you are better for having a son like him. You are really amazing, and I can't wait for Jordan to assist in the gift of giving you and Patrick another child (or two!) I know the wait is hard, but the reward will be so great!
Karen
Taylorville, IL USA - Sunday, June 25, 2006 9:47 PM CDT
I so wanted to come here and find good news about the in-vitro. I'm so sorry that this is proving to be such a difficult process. I'll keep praying that you can find an option soon and you will be on your way to having a healthy baby soon. Love ya!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, June 17, 2006 7:10 AM CDT
I'm sorry to hear about the insurance. I think God will give you a little blessing when the time is perfect. Although I don't actually know you guys, I have been reading this journal since Jordan was born, so I feel like I know you. You are such wonderful parents and that perfect little blessing is probably as eager to meet you as you are to meet him...or her. :) My prayers will be for a speedy introduction. LOL
Jo www.caringbridge.org/fl/robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Friday, June 16, 2006 8:17 PM CDT
I am SOOOOOO sorry to hear about the denial. I want you to have a healthy baby as much as you do. I pray the new insurance company will approve the procedure. I miss you guys... I hope that somehow we can get together in July. Lots of love to you!!
Shawn <shawnysamuelson@yahoo.com>
Ansbach, Germany - Thursday, June 15, 2006 4:22 AM CDT
Can't wait to see you in just 1 week! Lots of plans for us. God will bless you with another child in his time
.(Maybe 2) Then I may have to retire early. I Love you both. I pray for this baby as much as you do.

Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 6:14 PM CDT
Hello!

I was just checking in to see how you were doing, I hope you are all doing well. Take care and I will be back again soon!





Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 12, 2006 2:02 PM CDT
Hey Carrie. Hope that things are well...just checking in on you guys. Hope to get to see you in October.
Love,
Beth Anne

www.caringbridge.org/tn/laney


Beth Anne Biggs <laneybug02@charter.net>
Rogersville, TN - Thursday, June 8, 2006 10:02 AM CDT
checkin in to say hi... i pray for you guys daily... you are always in my thoughts!
katie lamantia
st. louis, mo - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 2:30 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick,
You guys and Jordan are never far from my thoughts. I just wanted to check in on you and read your wonderful comments about your students. Jordan definately is smiling on you and all those whose lives you will touch each and every day. You are an awesome force in this world and Jordan has made you an even greater healer. I will pray that you hear something soon about the In Vitro stuff. I have all the faith in God that you will get your baby one way or another, you're both wonderful parents.

In my thoughts and prayers,
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angles <rcurk@aol.com>
- Monday, June 5, 2006 7:59 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know we're thinking about you ... I had an interesting week, with a recent high school grad shadowing me here at work and a call from a colleague who knows a junior literature major at the U of I who needs a mentor, so I thought of you a lot especially this week, Carrie. That same colleague grew up in Decatur -- his brother went to St. T, and a good friend of his owns The Winery. Small world.

Love you both lots.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, June 2, 2006 12:24 AM CDT
Carrie,
From one teacher to another..........WE MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER YEAR!!!Happy summer! Have a great one!

Mollie Hoffman <molliemariehoffman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Thursday, June 1, 2006 11:20 PM CDT
Carrie and Pat ~

I haven't been checking up on my faimilies as regulary lately (but will make an effort to do so once again). I just wanted to let you know that think of you often and wish you the best with the invitro.
Also wanted to mention that I am so happy to hear about your students and their appreciation for you. I always told you that you are a great mom and I knew that you are a wonderful teacher and a blessing to your students. Big hugs from us to you.

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah - Isaiah’s Journey <pat.bingham@comcast.net>
Swartz Creek, MI - Saturday, May 27, 2006 6:29 PM CDT

Your students were so








Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 2:38 PM CDT
God bless you Carrie for the difference you have made in those kids lives. Right behind parents, teachers have the hugest responsibility. I'm so happy that you have experienced this joy again and I'm praying that next year things go a little smoother. :)
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Friday, May 26, 2006 7:31 AM CDT
Carrie: I was joyed to read your entry. Thanks to God for blessing you in this way. You give so much and have truly made a life-long difference in some lives.
Shawnia
Spokane, WA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 1:58 PM CDT
I have always told you to do your best and God will show you the way. I am so glad you didn't give up. You are a wonderful teacher because you care. I Love you!
Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, Il - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:10 PM CDT
Carrie--

I have read the journal for at least two years. This is my first comment. Thank you so much for the dedication to your students. Even those parents who do not seem to care, really do. Thank you for helping the students who fall outside the curve. These kids can matter too. You are terrific!

Sara Kilkenny <sgkilkenny@yahoo.com>
Stow, MA USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:23 PM CDT
Carrie: I was so glad to read your latest update...I love the good days...I am looking forward to hearing that you and Patrick are working on a new baby...I think that you two are amzing parents and a baby would be blessed to have you as parents...Jordan sure has been...of course, I ahve been blessed having had the chance to get to know you...you are never far from our thoughts and always in our prayers...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 6:21 PM CDT
Carrie,

I think this was God's way of showing you the right path...I am so happy for you, it is truly a gift that you have as a teacher.

I am very proud of you!

Aunt Tina <tinas@scottrice.com>
Kansas City, - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 2:48 PM CDT
In the words you wrote, I can feel the kind of excitement and passion you had for teaching when we were in college. You never know where your path will lead you in this life, but we're so happy to hear that your students have shown you at least one thing that you needed to know -- that you DO make a difference and that your love touches others in a way that is beyond description. You both deserve to know how important your presence is in this world.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 12:21 AM CDT
Carrie - Once again you amaze me, your words come from deep inside and those kids are letting you know how much you have touched their lives. You have always been a caring and nuturing person and I'm glad you can share that with kids that need it the most. Jordan is smiling down knowing that he has the greatest mom anyone could ask for.

Love you so much and miss you bunches!

your big sister, Ang <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:29 AM CDT
What an awesome story! I got chills and tears! Never doubt yourself, girl...

I'm still praying for the in-vitro!

Hugs and kisses

Shawn <shawnysamuelson@yahoo.com>
Ansbach, Germany, - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 3:58 PM CDT
What a great surprise... teachers are such a gift to parents, whether we realize it or not at the time.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 3:15 PM CDT
What a wonderful way to wind up the school year! I'm glad you were able to make a difference in the lives of these children; as you say, they often have no one to give them encouragement or hope, and you certainly have done that. I'm sure that teaching often seems rather unrewarding in that parents are often uninterested or have unrealistic expectations, children are often not "into" the whole classroom situation and seem like they're not paying attention or getting the larger picture. However, you seem to have found a way to make a difference, and have made an impression on these kids. I hope you hear soon about the invitro; I know what you mean when you say that it's hard to be patient--it sure isn't one of my virtues, that's for sure. Have a good week!
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canadad - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 12:10 AM CDT
Carrie,
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you all... Praying that everything goes well for the invitro..

Blessings

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@cox.net>
Mesa, AZ - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 8:16 AM CDT
Wanted to let you know I was thinking of you! Hope all is well!

Amy Fandel
Springfield , IL - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:58 AM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:15 PM CDT
Thining of you today on Mother's Day and wishing you sweet memories of Jordan. God bless!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:21 PM CDT
Dear Carrie... I'm glad you made it to the walk. I wish I could have been there this year. I know what you mean about how easy it was to make decisions. I've often referred to that as "God's Grace" covering us and protecting us. He knows what we need - the exact amount and time we need! I love you so much and wanted to say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
Shawn <shawnysamuelson@yahoo.com>
Ansbach, Germany - Sunday, May 14, 2006 12:13 AM CDT
Thinking of you on Mother's Day, Carrie - we love you very much!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:42 AM CDT
Well my friend...I am so sorry that we did not make the journey to North Carolina for the walk...I tried...I just could not bring myself to go there without Cody...

Anyway, I pray that on this day you have peace, strength, comfort and hope...

I am interested in hearing what the insurance company has to say...

Happy Mother's Day!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:47 AM CDT
LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.



A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTACanada, - Saturday, May 13, 2006 0:19 AM CDT
Carrie, it was so great to see you on Saturday although it was such a bittersweet day. Gracie talked about you & Leslie all night long and of course it's always great to eat at PF Changs! Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you both and wishing for good news from the insurance company!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, May 11, 2006 2:45 PM CDT
Your latest entry has me crying, but then what's new about that? I just want to know how you got to be so wise so young? Mike and I are so proud of the way you and Patrick have taken care of each other. We both love you dearly, and of course pray daily that you get your healthy baby one day soon. Love, Mom and Dad Horton
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:08 AM CDT
Carrie- I still check in and think of you Patrick and of course Jordan! Hugs Laura(Mum to Will MPS2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Sunday, May 7, 2006 1:35 PM CDT
Carrie, I am finally back. I have started a new job (well a month ago) and they won't let us use the computers. I am having serious withdrawels. This one at home is dial up and when I get home from work it is crazy. I have thought you you, Patrick and ^Jordan^ often. I hope the insurance will pay and that you will be able to proceed in that direction. I love you all and want the very best. I miss you all. I will be back to visit soon and to see my 'little man'.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USa - Sunday, May 7, 2006 9:34 AM CDT
Thinking of you this weekend at the The Rainbow of Heroes Walk ... hope you're doing well! We love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, May 5, 2006 7:31 AM CDT
I am praying for your family.
Ruth <blueeyed_female@msn.com>
Hinton, WV US - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:06 PM CDT
I so hope the insurance company will come through and cover the procedure for you both. I'm glad you'll have the chance to renew some friendships and see the nurses and doctors that took care of Jordan; I'm sure it's such a bittersweet event for you. My thoughts and prayers remain with you both, and I'm glad you've got summer vacation to look forward to in 4 more weeks!
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 1:19 PM CDT
Wish I could be with you this weekend. It's the first one I've missed. I'll be thinking of you, and remembering the year we had Jordan with us. Love you, Connie
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 8:09 AM CDT
Hey Ya'll! How is everything going??? Good I hope...I just wanted to take a few minutes to check in and see how you are doing and let you know that you are on my mind...of course I think about you...Jordan...and Cody daily...this path is definitely NOT the one I would have chosen for myself...I wait and hope in the Lord...He is my strength and my shield...I know that soon the greater plan will be realized...for all of us...Will you be at the Rainbow Walk next weekend?
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, April 28, 2006 6:34 AM CDT

Hi Carrie
I just came across Jordan's website for the first time tonight and wanted to say Thank You for sharing his story.
Hugs,

Kim & Scotty (MPS II) <cottons@earthlink.net>
Modesto, CA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 8:51 PM CDT
You ALWAYS have our love and support! Glad you had a nice trip home!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 9:24 PM CDT
Carrie,

I was eagerly anticipating those photos, but I only see the old ones posted. Glad all is well with you. I've followed your story FOREVER and will continue to follow as long as you're willing to share your life with your cyber-friends.

Danielle
Simi Valley, CA 93065 - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 3:47 PM CDT
I hope you always know that you will forever have our love and support, no matter the decisions you make together. We love you and are cheering you on, always.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 2:02 PM CDT
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alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, April 16, 2006 1:06 AM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy - BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 15, 2006 5:15 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know we're thinking about you and that we check in on you regularly. Can't wait to hear how the trip was to Illinois! Hope you're both doing well. Love you!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 12:29 AM CDT
Hey...I just wanted to stop by and check in to see how you are doing...I haven't talked to you in like forever...I am glad that your trip to Illinois was fun...I stopped by and dropped of some love and prayers for Cam's family...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, April 10, 2006 3:21 PM CDT



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy - BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 9, 2006 10:44 AM CDT
I'm so sorry about the loss of your little friend Cam. I had followed his story for such a long time, and always hoped & prayed that he would be healed. I always hope that there will be a cure in this lifetime for so many of these diseases that take the lives of such beautiful children.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, April 6, 2006 7:01 PM CDT
am i the only one that cant read your home page:(
vi <vi1940@yahoo.com>
maine usa - Thursday, April 6, 2006 9:40 AM CDT
I know that Cam's passing is hard on you too. Just wanted to come by and let you know that I continue to lift you up in prayer. I love you girl. HUGS!
Khalita <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 11:15 AM CDT
Hope your week is a good one. Love you both, Mom Horton
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Monday, April 3, 2006 9:57 AM CDT
Is this an April Fool Joke
Whats wrong with you web Page

vi
me usa - Saturday, April 1, 2006 9:41 AM CST
Just stopping in... glad to hear that things are good. I hope the invetro process continues in a good direction & that next year at this time you are awaiting the arrival of a new little one. I am always thinking about you, Patrick & ^^Jordan^^. Take care. :)
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, March 31, 2006 7:58 AM CST
Hello Carrie. I wanted to stop by and let you know that I've been checking in on you two, although I rarely sign. Sound like things are going pretty well. Hope that you had a good visit back home. Take Care.
Love,
Beth Anne

www.caringbridge.org/tn/laney

Beth Anne Biggs <laneybug02@charter.net>
Rogersville, TN - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 12:16 AM CST
Just wanted to stop by and say we hope you're having a good visit in Illinois! I'm sorry we can't make it down while you're here -- lots of exciting work stuff going on that I'll have to fill you in on one of these days. Sending lots of love your way.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:08 AM CST
You don't know me, but I have been a lurker for a long time and used to pray for Jordan every night. I don't know much about the preimplation genetic diagnosis, but thought you might like to hear a little bit more about IVF. I am currently pregnant with triplets from IVF.

Some of the timing that was mentioned to you is a little bit off. Every person's protocol is different, but this is the basics. When they are ready to start you, they usually begin with birth control pills. They want to control everything about your cycle. Then they add another supression medication, usually lupron. Eventually they will lighten the dose of lupron and start the stimulation meds. You don't take them for a month. It is usually less than 2 weeks (mine was about 9 days). When your eggs are almost mature they stop surpressing you and give you a shot that would trigger ovulation if they let it go that far. Before that happens they will retrieve the eggs and fertilize them. Also, the only drug you will likely be given after that time to help sustain a pregnancy is progesterone. Your body will produce everything else you need.

I really hope that your insurance company has some common sense and approves you. We did not have insurance and it was expensive. Good luck in your attempt to have a healthy child.

Lori
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 9:00 PM CST
What AWESOME news!!! I hope the insurance company realizes the importance of this procedure and agrees to pay for it. I pray pray PRAY for you guys to have a healthy baby (or two). You deserve it!!! I know ^^JORDAN^^ would love to have a baby sister or brother to watch over. You guys are in my prayers and thoughts always! MISS YOU and LOVE YOU!!!
Shawn <shawnysamuelson@yahoo.com>
Ansbach, DE Germany - Thursday, March 23, 2006 6:14 AM CST
I'm glad you had such an encouraging visit with Dr.K. I hope that you enjoy your visit with friends and family; I'm sure it'll be a nice break for you. My prayers continue for your little friend Cam and his family.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, March 23, 2006 1:31 AM CST
That is sooooooo awesome...If insurance is not willing to bone up, I sure wouldn't mind pitching in...I love you guys...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 7:52 PM CST
This is definitely encouraging news from Dr. K! We're happy to hear that you were able to have a good talk with her to find out your options. All you can do is have faith in yourselves and each other to make the best decisions you can together now and in the future. We love you so much and wish you safe travels home to Illinois!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 7:55 AM CST
I love you guys and want you to know that I have by no means forgotten you. I will be praying for the newest things you've shared here in addition to my other prayers for you. Hopefully I will get to see you before too long. HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:53 PM CST
That was beautiful. It sounds as if it were written for Jordan. I know he unlocked a lot of love in my soul. I will never forget the feelings that came from me during his sickness and passing. I hope not to feel them again yet I know it was from my love for him I felt them.

I hope to hear good things from Dr. K.

Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 4:45 PM CST
Carrie that is a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it with us. We're praying that all will go well for you two who are so very deserving.
Malcolm, Barbara & Paul <nrdobbb@nr.edu>
Radford, VA USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 12:14 AM CST
I love that story and I miss your brave little soul too. Thinking of you guys and hoping your meeting with Dr. K goes well.
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, March 20, 2006 8:27 AM CST
What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing that with all of us. We continue to hold you and Patrick in our hearts and look forward to hearing about your appointment with Dr. K. Much love to you both!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, March 20, 2006 7:52 AM CST
Spring Break! YAhooooooooo!... I know you will have a great time visiting your friends and family...I hope everything is going okay for you...I am so looking forward to reading about what Dr.K. has to say on Monday...I know that she will have some very real options for you...next we will have to work on Patrick...maybe if you get him that quad...he'll get you the new baby :-) Of course, Cody can still teach him how to ride the quad...he will just have to listen real hard...between Jordan and Cody...I am sure he will be well protected...anyway, I love you guys bunches...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, March 18, 2006 3:57 PM CST
Enjoy spring break!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 10:03 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick,

I'm looking forward to hearing what Dr. K has to say. I'm praying that it is good news. I hope your family wasn't affected by the tornados in Springfield. I'll continue to keep you all in my prayers.

Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:05 AM CST
I had to come by here and tell you that I cleaned the van out this weekend and guess what I found? Patrick's birthday card along with 2 other birthday cards that I was supposed to send. OOPS!!!! Well, it will be an after birthday birthday card!! I hope you are doing well and had a good weekend.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 9:25 AM CST
Hopefully you will find a little time to enjoy yourself over the break! Looking forward to hearing what Dr. K has to say!



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:11 PM CST
Stopping by to say hello ... we're anxiously awaiting news on what Dr. K. has to say and hope you're both doing well. We love you both tons!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, March 10, 2006 7:34 AM CST
Glad to hear you all had so much fund for Patrick's birthday...I can't wait to read what Dr.K. has to say about the in-vitro process...I am very hopeful for you...both you and Patrick deserve to have a happy and healthy child to share you love and life with...Jordan will make for an AWESOME big bro from up above...can you imagine all of the pranks he will be able to pull and never get balmed for...Mom, the angel did it :-) Riley still blames Cody for stuff...sometimes I have to wonder just what that little angel of mine is up to...the next phase of our journey will likely prove to be difficult...my heart breaks just thinking about it...but...I am able to see the forest for the trees and I know how much worse it could be...what we will deal with Riley will be difficult but managable...praise God for that...all of those wonderful parenting skills I thought I knew will likely need to be "re-learned" and that is okay too...Maybe God's way of saying it's time to try a new method...I miss you all bunches...we are contemplating Rainbow Heroes...what are your plans? Let me know. By the way...Love you too...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 12:08 AM CST
I am so glad you are going to go talk to Dr. K. That in itself is great news! I can't wait to hear the results. It sounds like you had a great time for Patricks birthday. I know this sounds weird but did I send Patrick his birthday card? I have been working about 60 hours a week and I remember buying it but can't remember sending it. So......if he didn't get it Happy Belated Birthday Patrick. I really was thinking of you but my actions didn't catch up with me :) I know you are ready to go home for a visit. It does a heart good to go back home. I know it will be refreshing and wonderful for you. As always you 3 are in my heart forever.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 9:02 AM CST
Carrie, sorry it's been awhile since I signed in but I have been thinking about you. It's been crazy here, we're moving, building a house and I'm changing jobs...to one without so much travel! Please note I have a new email address. Hope to see you Friday night, we're going to see Jerry Seinfeld too! We've got tickets for the 9:30 show, what time are you going? Take care and God bless! PS - Even though it's a little late, Happy Birthday Patrick!
Robin Boger <RobinBoger@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:53 PM CST
thinking about you... :)
katie lamantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 8:52 AM CST



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 2, 2006 9:43 PM CST
Just stopping by to check in and let you all know we are thinking of you...I hope all is going well...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 5:49 PM CST
Happy Belated Birthday Patrick.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:23 AM CST
Hi Patrick and Carrie--

Just checking in on you both...sorry things aren't working out the way you had hoped with teaching, Carrie. I'm so impressed that you've been able to return to work at all...it's been over two years since we lost Madi, and I still feel like my brain can't function well enough to do most things 'normally' (whatever that is.)

I'll keep you in my prayers as you make these big decisions about what to do next. (Regarding work and having a baby.)

Hope Patrick had a great birthday! (I remember when I thought 30 was old. Hee hee.) Just wait til 40 and 50 don't seem that old any more.

Love ya!

Marian
Princess Madi's Mom

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Monday, February 27, 2006 2:09 PM CST
Carrie, I'm so sorry to hear about the teaching. Some years are just that way (trust me, I'm having one this year!)but it's hard to do such an emotionally draining job when you are depressed or down in the dumps. It's kind of like, why am I busting my ass here with all of you people who don't even want to be here? Maybe there is something else you could do. This summer you will have an opportunity to soul search and job search. You'll find what you're looking for. Teaching is not a job that you can stay in if you're heart isn't in it, and at least you can see it, look at all the people who stay in it and are terrible because they just don't care. You'll come up with something. I hope some day you will be a mommy again, carrie. Good luck with all of those thoughts, appts., etc. I'm thinking about you guys. Take care, and tell Patrick happy Belated b-day!
Mollie Hoffman <molliewarner@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 27, 2006 11:32 AM CST
Hi, Patrick! Hope you got a good laugh out of the birthday card we e-mailed you and that you enjoyed your day. We love you tons.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, February 27, 2006 9:53 AM CST
I hope Patrick had a nice birthday and that the rest of the week goes well for both of you. I'm sorry that you're not really liking your work right now; it's always so difficult to go into work if you're not that "into" it, and I think teaching would be a difficult enough task when you do really like it. Perhaps it's just the class that you have right now? I can only guess that some grades/classes might be a little easier to teach and grow attached to than others. I'm a nurse, and would honestly have to say that certain patients really grow on you, and some, not quite as much. I do hope though that you will either find another teaching post that suits you more, or will be led to something that does give you more job satisfaction. I hope that your meeting goes well with the doctor; I know that I don't know you, but I can understand wanting to have another child, so I will pray that your meeting will be helpful for you both.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, February 27, 2006 2:00 AM CST
I hope you all are doing better...I am prayerful that your heart will soon feel the comfort it so deserves...as always we continue to pray for you and Patrick...my heart longs for you all to have the joy of another child...I know, for me, it has been my saving grace...the Lord will provide and you will find the joys of parenthood...I just know it...in the meantime...how is your doggy???
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, February 26, 2006 7:42 PM CST
Dear Pat, we are ahead of you in time: the calendar here just turned to Febr 26 so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! Do cherish the memories of the recent years, but let this new decade be the beginning of new hope!
We love you all,
JJHH

Jan Prakken <janprakken@planet.nl>
Haren, Gr Netherlands - Saturday, February 25, 2006 5:07 PM CST
Patrick, Happy Birthday. The 30s are much better than the 20s! Ann Haywood-Baxter
Ann Haywood-Baxter <ann_haywood@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA - Saturday, February 25, 2006 11:41 AM CST

Alicia, Ciara, Hunter & Angel Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 11:00 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
Just thought I would say Hi. I come here often and just dont always know what to say. I am sorry to hear about your unhappiness at work (I can relate only I work in a hospital). Hang in there.

Happy birthday Patrick!

Cori <cmonaco1@hfhs.org>
Detroit, mi - Friday, February 24, 2006 11:55 AM CST
Carrie, I'm so sorry about the frustration you're feeling. I can't even begin to imagine how lost you must feel. All I can say is to let your heart guide your way and you'll know what's meant to be. I'm sure that's little consolation, but just know that we're thinking about you both and we love you tons.

On a completely unrelated note, I've enjoyed the "get-to-know-you" e-mails we've been sending back and forth lately. No matter how long you know someone, it's always enlightening to see what responses they have to certain questions. I'm keeping all of Don's from over the years so we can have a good laugh when we're 90, sitting in our rockers, and wondering what happened to the "good" TV shows we used to watch. :-)

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, February 24, 2006 7:11 AM CST
Hey guys! Carrie, I am so sorry to hear about things at work. As a fellow teacher, let me just say that it must be something in the water. I LOVE teaching but recently it's just been BEYOND crazy and frustrating. So, you are not alone & I will pray for you in this regard. Secondly, Happy Big 30 Patrick. I just hit mine on the 7th! I got a Duke win over Carolina as the ultimate prize!! Know that I love you guys. I'll check back soon. Blessings in Christ!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 3:31 PM CST
Hope your birthday is great. It's hard to believe it's been 30 years. How time flies when you're having fun, and we did. Love you both, Mom
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 11:57 AM CST
Carrie, don't feel as if you are replacing him. You are giving him a sibling. Jordan is probably give you the extra urge to have another child. If he didn't want you to have one, you would know it. He doesn't want to see Mommy and Daddy unhappy. You will just be able to hold another child and give him/her the hugs and kisses you can't physically give Jordan but I know he will know you are sending them. I am so sorry about you not wanting to teach. There are other ways to teach than in the classroom. One day it will come to you but you have to be able to feel it in order to express it to the students. Don't be to hard on your self. This happens to people all the time. There are ones that spend how many years in college to get their degree only to do something completely different. You will feel your groove soon and it will fall into place. As for Patrick, do you have any good plans for the weekend to celebrate this enormous event? :)
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 5:24 PM CST
thinking about you!
katie lamantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 8:34 AM CST
It was on this date, one year ago that me, you, Cody and Riley hung out for the last time at the hotel across the street from Duke...the next day we would make our final visit at Duke and then have lunch with Mike and Connie never knowing that Cody would never be well enough to visit Duke again...never knowing that within a month we would lose 10 pounds and begin the downward spiral to the end of his life...I cannot even begin to tell you how much your love and support has meant to me this past few years and even more so these past few months...I hope that you know how much I love and appreciate you...I think of you and Patrick and Jordan often...I hope you are doing well and I hope that soon we will have the opportunity to get together and hang out...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 1:44 AM CST
Hello Carrie & Patrick! I hope that you are doing well and that you had a Happy Valentine's Day. Life is busy and crazy in Springfield. Call me next time you are in or if you get time.
Amy Fandel <afandel@anpi.org>
Springfield, IL - Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:40 AM CST
Just wanted you to know that I have been thinking of you all a lot lately...how is everything going down yonder? I hope well...I miss you a whole bunch...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 5:27 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day, you two. We love you lots.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:17 AM CST
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alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, February 13, 2006 9:08 PM CST
You all have been on my mind a LOT lately. I just wanted you to know that you, Patrick and Jordan are always in my heart. I miss you all. I know life is ever changing and things move forward. I just want you to know you are three special people that I hold dear, even with the miles and time between us. I hope that you are doing okay and that all the changes being made in your life will lead to wonderful results. Always in my mind and in my heart....
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, February 13, 2006 7:15 PM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:31 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know someone is thinking of and praying for you all today. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <mwhite1122@verizon.net>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Friday, February 10, 2006 6:23 PM CST
Always thinking about you guys... I hope all is well.

Katie LaMantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
- Friday, February 10, 2006 10:21 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick-
Thank you so much for the update asking people to pray for Cam. That means so much to us. I know you can relate to our fear. In fact, I know you know just how we are feeling from the neverending optimism to the moments of doubt and despair. I check your site, still, every day to see how you all are doing. I have never forgotten the two of you and to this day, though it may not seem this way, I still feel you two made the bravest and best of choices for Jordan. There is so much we can never understand about life and its tribulations. Sometimes it seems to be a struggle always, but it is what we do with that struggle that matters. No matter how it seems, you and Patrick have been amazing. You all take care. Thanks so much for the thoughts.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam

Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy) <largo142@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:09 AM CST
PRAYING FOR CAM...Hope all is well with you...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 5:58 AM CST
Just checking in with you two. Hope all is well.
Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Sunday, February 5, 2006 5:16 AM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 3:18 AM CST
Stopping by to send love and hugs your way ...
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, February 3, 2006 1:23 PM CST
Don't know how much you believe in the whole "pennies from heaven" idea, but every time we see a penny on the ground and we pick it up, we think of someone we've loved and lost. On Sunday, we were walking in a parking lot, talking about Jordan, and guess what we found ...

Hope you're both doing well and the jobs are good. We think about you always and love you both dearly.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 12:43 AM CST
Just dropping in to say hello! I haven't talked to you in such a long time. I hope that everything is going well. Glad to hear Preston is doing good. I am back in school right now so life is crazy but hopefully we can catch up soon. Take care...your in our thoughts and prayers!
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Thursday, January 19, 2006 8:06 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick,

Just thinking about you guys and dropping in to say hi.

Love You!!

Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 9:16 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know we're thinking about you and that we love and miss you!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 12:10 AM CST
Hoping the jobs are going well and you two are too. Love ya, Mom and Dad
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 7:55 AM CST
We've never met but I just wanted to let you know that you both are in my thoughts and prayers. I love checking for updates to see how the 2 of you are doing. Hope things go the way you would like in the new year. Take care.
Ryanda, Matt, and Jake

Ryanda Martin <ryandamartin@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, in USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 6:41 PM CST
Carrie: Sorry to read you are overwhelmed but you will get the hang of it in true Carrie fashion...you remain in my prayers...

Angie: I know you come here often enough that I can take the time to let you know how glad I was to read your update on Preston...I have been praying that everything would come together and that they would figure out what the problem was...fix it and send him home...I know you must feel extremely inandated with all that you are learning to do for your child...just remember a mother can find a mazing strength to do things she never thought possible when it comes to carrying for her baby...I know that you will get a handle on all of the meds, the schedule and the routine...you are a great mom and it will come "natrual"...or at least learned :-) As for work...while they may like it...this type of event is covered under the Family Medical Leave Act...meaning that you and your husband can both take up to 12 weeks, from the time you file the paperwork, of unpaid leave without fear of losing your job...of course, that does not do anything to help pay the bills during that time...but at least you know that you are protected until everything is under control...again you all remain in our thoughts and prayers...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, January 13, 2006 5:41 AM CST
I'm glad that your nephew's doing much better and might get to come home soon. I'm praying that CT scan will show improvement in the infection and that the antibiotics are working.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, January 12, 2006 0:31 AM CST
Carrie, I am hoping that Preston is completely out of the woods by now and that he and your sister were able to come home. Congrats on the new job. I hope you are liking it. Hope the puppy is getting the hang of things by now and that she continues to be warm and snuggley. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 12:11 AM CST
Letting you know you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I figured it was just too hard for you to update during the holiday season so I just tried to pray more for you. HUGS. I hope that I will get to see you before too long. I really miss you guys. Blessings in Christ. I am praying for Preston and Angie too! You know where I am if you need me.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 9, 2006 7:36 PM CST
Just stopping by to let you know your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer G from the prayer bears and ones who care <charay913@yahoo.com>
Bridgeport, Texas - Friday, January 6, 2006 10:05 PM CST
Thank goodness for the good news about Preston. We're thinking about you all and hoping everything will keep moving in a positive direction for Angie, Luke, and Preston. We love you guys, and Carrie, we hope your first week at your new job was everything you hoped it would be.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, January 6, 2006 7:34 AM CST
OHHH!!! a new puppy. It sounds like Patrick might be giving in a teeny tiny bit on a baby (pets first and then who knows :) I am so excited about the new job. I want to hear all about your first week. Of course prayers are coming baby Preston's way. I miss you both (well all 3) and hope to hear more good things in the future!!!!
Carol Burgess@kerrgroup.com <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 10:20 AM CST
Carrie:

Of course Angie, Preston and your entire family are in our prayers as you endure this...I am praying really hard for you too...I am so happy that you all have so many good things going on...the job is AWESOME and the new puppy...we have a new puppy too...she is a black lab mix as well...she is nuts...we got her potty trained pretty fast...so that's a good thing...if you need some tips, let me know :-)

Talk to you soon...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 7:28 PM CST
Glad to see the update. Glad you had a wonderful Holiday and CONgrats on the new job! May 2006 be a wonderful year for the 2 of you!
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 10:20 AM CST
Congratulations on your new job, Carrie! We are so completely excited for you!! We'd love to see pictures of your little puppy; she sounds adorable. We're happy to hear that you made it through the holidays and have some reasons to celebrate. In the meantime, we'll be thinking of your nephew and hoping everything turns out OK. Thanks for keeping us all posted. We love you guys!!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 8:53 AM CST
I'm glad you had a happy and uneventful visit this year compared to your travels through the storm of last winter. My thoughts and prayers are with your nephew for a quick response to the antibiotics, and that he'll be home soon without any complications. Congratulations on your new job and your new puppy; I'm sure it'll be a lot of fun watching her grow up.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 2:18 AM CST
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alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, January 1, 2006 6:56 PM CST
Happy New Year Kids, I hope this year brings you all kinds of wonderful blessings. I enjoyed you being here for Christmas, and hope to see you soon.
Lots of love to you both, Mom and Dad Horton

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Sunday, January 1, 2006 10:09 AM CST
Sorry I didn't get back to you after you called...thanks for checking in on us...I will call you later on today...I hope that your trip home was really great and I hope that all is well with you guys...we are doing "ok"

We love and miss you guys bunches...Happy New Year.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, January 1, 2006 6:33 AM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:06 AM CST
Carrie & Patrick,
Hope you both had a wonderful Christmas and I wish you all the best in the New Year! I am praying that 2006 will be a good year for the 2 of you. Always praying for you and your healing.

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:28 AM CST
Okay I have held off long enough. Where are you two? I know you went home for Christmas but we miss you too :) I hope you had a good Christmas with your family and friends and here is wishing you good things for 2006. I am praying for it.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:45 AM CST
Okay I have held off long enough. Where are you two? I know you went home for Christmas but we miss you too :) I hope you had a good Christmas with your family and friends and here is wishing you good things for 2006. I am praying for it.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:45 AM CST
Just stopping by to say I hope you were able to have a happy and Blessed Christmas with friends and family. I know that celebrating the holidays when you only want that one very special person with you again is never easy, and you both remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, December 29, 2005 11:05 PM CST
Carrie,
I completely understand your desire to have another child. When I was told that I couldn't have any more, I was devestated, I looked at teenage mothers and cursed them for not being able appreciate the treasures they pushed around mindlessly in stollers through the malls. Someone drinking while pregnant at a restaurant was nauseating for me to see. Then, after having Joshua despite their dire predictioins of being pregnant, he was diagnosed with cancer. I thought "what a cruel joke". I finally have a baby, and then he's taken from me. Joshua, by the Grace of God, is still with me, but I'll never take a day with him for granted. You and Patrick are fantastic parents and one day, will be so again, in some way or fashion.
In my thoughts and prayers,
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Just thinking of you over the holidays. I hope that you are enjoying your time with family and friends. May God give you the strength to discover new beginnings and happiness during this new year.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 11:17 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick,

Just checking in to see how you're doing. Thinking of you both on this holiday.

Much love,

Raj, Liz, Simi, and Asher
- Monday, December 26, 2005 6:36 PM CST
Merry Christmas Jordan, Carrie and Patrick. I said a prayer for you at mass today... hoping that happiness and peace will find you. Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you. Take care.
katie lamantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
st. louis, mo - Sunday, December 25, 2005 6:55 PM CST
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Thinking of you on this Christmas day...

alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, December 25, 2005 11:07 AM CST
Merry Christmas...I am sitting here thinking of my Cody, your Jordan and all of the other children who are not able to celebrate this Christmas with us here on earth...but, what an amazing Christmas they must be experiencing up in heaven...I can only imagine.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 7:42 AM CST
Merry Christmas! God bless you both.
Jo and Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 6:55 PM CST
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you both. Travel safely -- we love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 12:12 AM CST
I have been thinking about you guys! I hope you are doing well and have a Happy Holiday! If you are in the area, give me a call.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 9:23 AM CST
Can't wait to see you both this weekend. Bring your warm clothes. Everyone here is fine and we are all bundled in for the winter. The kittens are growing by leaps and bounds and it funny to see these tiny babies that I worked so hard to save and bottle feed grow up. Turbo is already at almost 10 pounds at 7 months old. Bit is still small for her age but is starting to get kind of chunky. Casey and Bell are fine and Casey even sleeps with Turbo and cleans his face. Who would have thought it??? I know, I live in a zoo, but it sure keeps me busy and happy. Love you both. Have a safe trip.
Kris, Zach, Tonks, Casey, Bella, Turbo, Bit, Jason, and Mustang <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 6:05 PM CST
Wanted to wish you both a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Praying for you always.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 3:03 PM CST
HI PAT & CARRIE.JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND WISH YOU GUYS A
SAFE TRIP TO IL.ENJOY YOUR FAMILY AND KNOW THAT BUSTER AND I
ARE THINKING OF YOU.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS FOR
MAKAYLA.SHE WENT HOME DEC 17 2005.SHE IS 4LB 10OZ AND IS DOING WELL.COME TO SEE US.
LOVE YOU


KATHY & BUSTER
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 9:15 AM CST
Stopping by to see how you guys are doing, I think of you often and hope you are doing well. I know the Holiday's are hard, but I hope you and your family have a Merry Christmas.
Robin Tucker <rtucker@hmsracing.com>
- Monday, December 19, 2005 7:54 AM CST
Okay, Okay...if you don't update soon...I will just have to pick up the phone and call you...missing you guys and hoping all is well...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, December 19, 2005 7:52 AM CST
Stopped by to check on you two -- if you don't post before then, Merry Christmas Carrie & Patrick!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, December 18, 2005 6:12 PM CST
hi sweetheart... Your words areare touchins and I can feel your pain and anger.. I have no idea how all the pain flows and eventually leaves.. but I pray and think about you often... I wish you all the best and please think about coming over to Italy for .. whatever.. come over to see me. Babies come in many different ways. Let me know what are your thoughts... Love coming your way... it helps...Have a Peaceful and warm Christmas. Love to your husband
Marcella <mmarone@caliboro.com>
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 2:14 PM CST
Just stopped in to check on everyone. I hope you're weathering the ice storm ok. Take care, and know that you are loved by many.
Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, December 17, 2005 6:11 AM CST
Just dropping off some hugs and love...hope all is as well as it can be...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, December 16, 2005 2:37 AM CST
Just thinking about you guys. I know the holidays can be tough so I am praying that you find peace and happiness throughout and that the New Year brings you many good things. Take care.
Katie LaMantia <klamantia@charter.net>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 12:48 AM CST
Stopping by to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you all.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 10:54 AM CST
Just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers...I hope all is well and that the holidays are not tooooooooooo painful...I am missing Cody so much now...I wish that things were different...for all of us...I was watching a show with Riley this morning and the kids got empty boxes called Christmas wish boxes...once they opened them they could wish for anything in the world and it would appear in the box...I thought to myself I would wish for all the kids we have lost...I would wish for Cody. Life without him has not been easy...it is hard to figure out who I am anymore...I miss walking to you...soon I will have to plan a trip to come and see you all...that is if you don't mind making some room for us :-)
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, December 12, 2005 9:23 AM CST
Just checking in on you. I have been thinking alot about you all. I hope that some of these feelings for children will be a reality soon for you. I agree with you on the pregnant ladies who abuse their bodies. They are crazy and you want to go up to them and shake some sense into them. Just know I love you all and hope for better days ahead.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 3:47 PM CST
Well Carrie, although I certainly don't know what it's like to be a mom, I do understand where you are coming from in some aspects. Mine stems a lot from school and seeing 14, 15, 16 year old kids have multiple pregnancies--sometimes having the baby and sometimes getting abortions. This just makes me crazy thinking about all the people who would LOVE to have children and would be in a much better position to love and care for them if they were actually adult parents rather than kids themselves. I mean, really, what in the world can a 14 year old offer a baby? Anyways, I'm venting too. I hate that the holidays will have to be faced without the physical presence of so many precious little ones. Please know that I love you and am thinking of and praying for you. I saw Eleasha's note on your guestbook and I would love to get together sometime over the holidays if you guys have time. I don't mind driving to VA. I know things are busy, but if you have time to go and want someone else (besides patrick of course!) along for the ride--just let me know. I'm there. 336 250 9175 Blessings and love to you in Christ sweetheart. I miss you tremendously and am continually praying for you. I'll check back in soon.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 1, 2005 11:52 PM CST
Well...while I can relate to most everything you said...I still must say I HATED being pregnant :-)

Though I wouldn't give up any of my kids and to have another blessing like Cody I would do it again and again...

You all remain in my thoughts and prayers...I am hopeful that sometime soon we will have a chance to see you all.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, December 1, 2005 1:09 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Even though we don't sign in often, we still think of you and check the journal regularly. Sending all of our best wishes for you this holiday season.
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program

Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Thursday, December 1, 2005 7:55 AM CST
Carrie I know what you mean by seeing people complain about their pregnancy and about how they smoke. I see everyday someone in the office that has a child with asthma and reeks of cigarette smoke. This is in there clothes and their child is gasping to breathe without coughing. I see healthy babies with parents that could care less. I just want to shake the s--- out of them. This time of year is hard for all of us. Someday soon you will have another child to love. I pray for this every night. I hope you can come home and stay for a couple of extra days at xmas. I miss you!
Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 4:35 PM CST
Dearest Ones, Just want you both to know Makayla is off all breathing aids. She is being introduced to Mom's milk through ng tube, and is tolerating it well. She is an amazing little girl, and we can't wait for you to meet her. Her grandma asked me to thank all who prayed for her. We all know the power of prayer.
Hope to see you all before too much longer.Love to you both, Mom and Dad Horton

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Sunday, November 27, 2005 6:33 PM CST
Happy belated birthday Carrie!
Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Thursday, November 24, 2005 12:35 AM CST
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alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, November 24, 2005 10:13 AM CST

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mpsp3mom@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005 9:52 PM CST
Still thinking and praying for you. Wishing you a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:54 AM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Hope you both have a great day. Enjoy your time with Roberts parents, and be sure to thank them for inviting us, too. We'll be seeing you soon. Love always, Mom and Dad Horton
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 8:04 AM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick:
Just stopping by to let you know we're thinking about you always and wishing you a Thanksgiving full of love. We'll be thinking about you tomorrow, thankful to have you in our lives and thankful to have had Jordan in our lives too. We love you!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:52 AM CST
Hi Carrie:
I am here and plugging away. It feels like it's where I was meant to be, although the memories can be hard. I think of you often, and I know everyone else here does. I hope all is going well. We are still going through our transition, and Ken will be joining me in about 3 weeks, boy that will be a relief, it's hard to go home and not have someone to be "normal" with. I didn't read your back entries in your journal, but it's sort of funny, I just told Ken that I really need to just "kick back,shoot some pool and drink some beer", although I hate beer and really can't play pool. If you get a second, email me the the address of your friend's new establishment, and we will check it out on a weekend, once Ken gets here. You are always in my thoughts. I hope you are well. If you email me, I'll give you my address and phone down here, if you are also in the "beer drinking (yuck) pool shooting mood, we 4 could make it a night out. We are moving into a little more of a permanent residence (I signed a years lease), while we are waiting for our home in PA to sell. I am staying at the Forest right now, which is where we were with Garrhett, and there are just too many memories here for Ken. Actually, until Ken brought up the point that he couldn't stay here, I didn't realize how many memories it brought back for me, also. So in the next 4 weeks, I will be trying to move, do my job, make it home for Thanksgiving, and try to put together some sort of Christmas. But, as we well know, it can be worse, so I shouldn't complain, and I am trying to look at this all as a new beginning. Send me a line, if you have the time. I will probably be deleting Garrhett's page soon. (I will also explain this in an email, really shouldn't go into it here). Just know your are always in my thoughts.

Diane (~~Garrhett's~~ Mom) <Kenanddi02@verizon.net>
Durham, NC USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 10:10 PM CST
I hope the Grand Opening went really great this past Friday...and you shouldn't think that you are walking bad luck and that you are able to "rub" it off on others :-)

I have been around you and I know better.

I hope everything is going well and that you have had the chance to start working on the bracelet...my guess is that you cried so much because that bracelet represents your heart which is already broken...when the bracelet broke it was a fresh wound...this wound can be easily healed but the rest will take time...unspeakable amounts of time...

I am sorry I didn't log in for your birthday...been a rough week...but I hope you know how much I love you...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, November 20, 2005 7:22 AM CST
Hello!

I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you all.





Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 8:47 PM CST
Hi Carrie! Happy belated b-day! Maybe the braclet broke because Jordan was thinking of you and just wanted you to know it, those angels have their ways you know. Have a great weekend and Thanksgiving!
Mollie Hoffman <molliewarner@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:05 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY A BIT LATE CARRIE!!! I check on you often, and think about you also a lot... the bracalet story has some kind of meaning... you'll put it back toghether, and it's a start again... I wish you the best you are both such wonderful , beutiful human beings... All my love, all the best from Italy
Marcella <mmarone@caliboro.com>
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:38 PM CST
Ok so I am 2 days late with my birthday wishes!!! But I truly hope you had a wonderful day Carrie! I am sure Jordan was sending you lots of hugs and kisses! Always thinking about you!
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 11:00 AM CST
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am the worst friend. I didn't realize it was your birthday :( Well, I hope you had a good day and I know you can't wait to go to the mountains. I wish I could stow away in your bags. I love it this time of year. Last year you went fishing right? Good luck. Ethan has been going to the pond behind the house and caught 5 little ones. Fishing in November, crazy stuff and crazy weather. My thoughts and prayers are with you always.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:56 AM CST
Happy Birthday Carrie! I know this is a day late, but I really didn't forget about ya. Hope you had a good day!
Love Amy

Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:44 AM CST
Hey Carrie and Patrick,
I am guilty of being a "Caring Bridge Lurker." I still check this Web site at least once a week but hardly, if ever, sign the guestbook. I felt a tug at my heart after reading the end of your journal, so I'm fessing up to my lurking behaviors : )

We all continue to send wishes for nothing but the very best.
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program

Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Saturday, November 12, 2005 9:48 AM CST
Your current entry made me smile because it is the first entry that I could feel your happiness shining through. I don't know what it is but something seems different, you sounded really happy, joyful but most of all, peaceful. I know that in my case, I made a turn one day and even though my heart will never be healed from the loss, I finally found a peace that I would see my baby again and that I had to take each day and just trust that God would get me through the tough days.
I hope that the opening goes well... sounds like so much fun.

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC - Friday, November 11, 2005 1:13 PM CST
Hey Carrie, I check your site everyday but I don't always sign in. Sounds great everything going great for you.
Dee Dee Edwards <unc_fan@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, November 10, 2005 12:43 AM CST
Stoppin in to say hi... your message sounds like things are going good for you guys. i am happy to hear that. enjoy your thanksgiving in the mountains (im jealous)... I hope you two have a great holiday. Take care and I will continue to keep you in my daily thoughts and prayers
katie lamantia
st. louis, mo - Thursday, November 10, 2005 11:04 AM CST
You may not remember me but my son Gavin was in the PICU while Jordan was there. I just wanted to post and say that I think of you often. I had misplaced my link to this site but located you again through Shelby's caring bridge site. Your strength continues to amaze me.
Denise Bailey (Gavin's mom) www.caringbridge.org/nc/gavinbailey <dnbailey1@yahoo.com>
Fuquay Varina, NC 27526 - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:28 PM CST
I'm still checking on you!

I am glad to read you are doing okay and keeping busy...

I hope you have a great time at the Grand Opening...wish we were close enough to attend...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 8:31 PM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick!
I check on you a gazillion times a week! I'm so happy for you Carrie that you are back in the classroom! I'm constantly thinking about you guys!

Heather Mallady <hj711@yahoo.com>
Nevada, IA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:48 AM CST
Hello Patrick and Carrie,
Just wanted to stop by and say hi.Also wanted to let you know that Kenney Chesney's new CD came out today and has "Who you'd be today" on it.You guys take care.

Clint Bundy and Family <clintbundy@hotmail.com>
Decatur, IL USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 8:28 AM CST
Hi Carrie & Patrick! I was just thinking about you and thought I'd sign Jordan's guestbook. It has been rather crazy around here but wanted to let you know I was able to deliver the phone cards to Duke on Friday, perfect timing to honor Jordan's birthday. Each family letter included three phone cards (for his third birthday) and told his story. Jane Schroeder was so appreciative and gave me some great ideas for more things to do to honor Reese & Jordan. Take care & God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, November 4, 2005 9:59 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you all on Jordans birthday. I wasn't able to get to a computer like Carol, but you guys are forever in my thoughts and prayers. May your dreams be filled with happy memories of your sweet Jordan. Lifting you all up inp rayer everyday.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 2:19 PM CST
I tried and tried so hard to get on Saturday. My computer wouldn't stay connected. In honor of ^Jordan's^ birthday I wanted to badly to sign in at 3:33 pm. I thought of you all this weekend. I hope that you were able to make it through okay. I can't say well because that would be a lie. Well, September and October are all but gone. Maybe a little breather can happen now. I love you both and you are all always in my heart.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 7:44 AM CST
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alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, October 31, 2005 7:35 AM CST
Hello!

Just popping in to see what you have been up to!





Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 30, 2005 8:20 PM CST
Hi guys. I thought about you yesterday, but wasn't near a computer the entire day, so didn't get a chance to send you a note. I know how difficult the anniversaries can be. Friday, Oct. 28th, was the two year anniversary of when we lost Madi. It still hurts a lot! We spent the day with family and friends, watched some videos of Madi, and got together with Joe, Richelle and Ethan Bates in the evening. It helps to have so many people around who love us and who love and miss Madi too.

I just wanted to let you know that we were still remembering Jordan on his special day, and we're always thinking about and praying for you both.

Love and hugs,

Marian, Mike and Mikey
Princess Madi's Family

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 4:16 PM CST
My thoughts, and prayers, are with you all. God bless.
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Sunday, October 30, 2005 5:37 AM CST
Remembering Baby Jordan on his earthly birthday.
Christy Smith
Charlotte, NC - Saturday, October 29, 2005 7:19 PM CDT
Happy birthday sweet angel baby - Sheridan & I sang Happy Birthday to you today at 3:33. I hope you liked it. Sheridan even did the cha..cha..cha at the end! We miss you so much! I hope you had a terrific birthday and thank you for continuing to watch over us everyday....Sending birthday kisses to Heaven...
Love, Aunt Angie, Uncle Luke, Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Saturday, October 29, 2005 6:07 PM CDT
Thinking of you on ^^Jordan's^^ birthday. We love you.

Don & Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Saturday, October 29, 2005 5:07 PM CDT
Thinking of you both on Jordan's birthday.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, October 29, 2005 4:49 PM CDT
Happy birthday dear ^^Jordan^^! We're thinking of you and your sweet, sweet family, as always.
Love to you all,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Saturday, October 29, 2005 12:38 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETIE!!!

I am praying for you all today...

Lots of love,

Leslie Phillips <Leslie42457@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 10:21 AM CDT
HAPPPPPY BIIIIRTHDAAAY, JORDAN!!!!

We all miss you so much...I know that Cody will likely find you today and show you how to ride a four wheeler...Cody had promised to teach your dad but he never got well enough to do it so today he will show you up there in heaven...

Don't forget to send your mommy and daddy some kind of sign so that they know you are with them today...for us mommies and daddies, being stuck down here without our children is a terrible pain...a little sign goes a long, long way...

Carrie & Patrick...take easy and love eachother...we are thinking of you...today and everyday...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, October 29, 2005 7:48 AM CDT
You both will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 3:54 PM CDT
Sending good thoughts for peace and comfort at this especially difficult time.
Teri <teriphipps@hotmail.com>
Olympia, WA - Friday, October 28, 2005 1:46 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Jordan! I see that Jordans favorite website is packers.com! I live a few blocks from Lambeau. I will think of Jordan when I drive by it everyday!
Denise <dpaasivirta@yahoo.com>
Green Bay, WI USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 1:20 PM CDT
Carrie I fianlly heard the song you have been talking about WOW!is it not amazing how songs can say it all. Stay strong, you are both in my thoughts and prayers. Jaime
Jaime Eisenbarth <iznbth4@hotmail.com>
Nokomis, IL usa - Friday, October 28, 2005 1:06 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Baby Jordan! I come to this sight all thetime but never sign the guestbook. Tomorrow is my Birthday too. Only I am yurning the big 25!! So glad I share my birthday with a special angel!! Lots of prayers for you family although I am sure you will be having a great birthday in heaven with Angel Food cake and golden sprinkles
jodie <jjohnston_80@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 12:35 AM CDT
I've followed your story for sooooooo long. Jordan was so beautiful and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow.
Danielle
Simi Valley, CA USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
WOW those lyrics... I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers during this weekend.
Mellisa
Caring Crew, - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:08 AM CDT
Papa, Kris and I will be at the cemetary releasing "Elmo" balloons on Sat. I agree I'd like to do something more, but don't know what. If you think of anything, please let us know. Love ya both, Mom & Dad Horton
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:59 AM CDT
Reading the lyrics gives me goosebumps. So many songs lately seem to be directed toward you, Patrick and ^^Jordan^^. I have been thinking of ^^Jordan's^^ birthday all week. It is the same as my Grandmothers. I don't think you would have remembered me telling you that. I too want to do something really special... Just not sure. Balloons are a must. We will release them at Grandma's house but I want to do something else. All of my love, thoughts and prayers are always with you but especially this weekend.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
Dear Carrie,

I think the song you heard may have been "He's My Son" by Mark Schultz. The song is on his newest album "Mark Schultz Live - A Night of Stories and Songs."

Sending all of our best to you and Patrick...
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program

Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, October 24, 2005 8:56 AM CDT
Hey, I am not sure what song you were trying to get but I know Kenny Chesney has a new one out about a child. It is 'Who you'd be today'. My friend in Canada lost her little boy at 18 months and this is a song she recently heard and is having a fit to get.
I hope your week has been a good one. XOXOXOXO

Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 1:12 PM CDT
Just thought I would drop a note to say that Iw as thinking about you guys. I continue to pray for you.
FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, az USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
I can't believe it's your fifth wedding anniversary already! Congratulations to you both on this milestone anniversary! We love you both dearly.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, October 21, 2005 8:08 AM CDT
Just stopped by to say Hi and that we still think of you guys.
Clint,Becky and the Boys Bundy <clintbundy@hotamil.com>
Decatur , IL 62526 - Thursday, October 20, 2005 11:26 AM CDT
HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY!!!!!
Hope you do something grand to celebrate this special day.

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Thursday, October 20, 2005 7:44 AM CDT
Just want you two to know I love you, and will hopefully be back in N.C. soon. Love ya,
Mom

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 7:05 PM CDT
Hi Carrie,
Just want to let you know that I still check in on you and Patrick. Your new job sounds interesting...I'm glad it's going well so far. I'm also glad to hear that Jordan & Reese's Run went OK...so sorry about the rain though! I spoke with Kym after Maddy's Run and she told me she met you...that's great that you were able to attend. Take care! Melanie, Steve, Jake, & Matt

The Irish's (www.caringbridge.org/wa/jacobirish) <melirish@wavecable.com>
Marysville, WA USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 6:04 PM CDT
Hi, Carrie and Patrick:

I think of you often and check your site from time to time. Congratulations to you both on finding work that you enjoy. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Kim Greene Frazier (Shelby's Aunt) <kfrazierco@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, MO US - Saturday, October 15, 2005 12:30 AM CDT
It's us again! Because we weren't sure if that song was it, the following are the lyrics to the Kenny Chesney song:

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone

(Chorus:)
It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Someday's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy

(Chorus)

Today [3x]
Today [3x]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you again someday

Someday, someday

Love you guys!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:39 AM CDT
Hi, guys! Carrie, I just called our local country radio station, and I think the song you're talking about is one of two songs: Kenny Chesney's "Who You'd Be Today" or Tim McGraw's "My Old Friend." I'm betting that it's "Who You'd Be Today," and if it is, it's not out in stores yet, but will be on his new CD coming up. I hope this helps you find it - it sounds like a good song. I'll have to listen for it. We love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:55 AM CDT
oh I am so jealous. All that girl talk and time. I hope you have the best time catching up. And a little girl!!!!! I am so excited for her. It will be a different experience all the way around. I am sorry it didn't turn out quite like we all wanted. I know I didn't do my part this year. It is so hard this time of year to get it all in. I was with you in spirit though and you will be getting a donation soon. Do you have any shirts left? Do they have Jordan and Reese's pictures on them? I would love to buy one. I hope all continues well with school. I am glad you are back in your element. :) As always my love, thoughts and prayers are with you.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:24 AM CDT
Hey Carrie:

Sorry that it rained but glad to hear the turn out was still decent...I am glad you will have a chance to spend some time with Shawn this weekend...that will be nice...Send my love...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, October 14, 2005 6:31 AM CDT
Hi Carrie! Just wanted to say HI and "Love Ya!"
Alicia Clarke <aliciaclarke@pureromance.com>
Taylorville, IL United States - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:49 PM CDT
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Always here for you

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, October 13, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
I was just checking in to see how the weekend went. Can you still donate? I want to do it but can't until Friday (you know how that is) I hope you had a great turn out. I need to call you and catch up. I wanted to come so bad but I will have to tell you about my weekend sometime. (long story) Thank you for my birthday card. It was a sweet and thoughtful surprise. I hope you are having a better week and things will start looking up soon. XOXOXO (I need to order some MaryKay soon)
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:26 AM CDT
I was thinking if you guys over the weekend! I hope that the Run for Reese/Jog for Jordan was a huge success this weekend! I can't wait to hear an update about it. Give me a call when you get time. I have class on Monday & Wednesdays but I am hope in the evenings otherwise. Can't wait to hear from you!
Amy Fandel
Springfield , IL - Monday, October 10, 2005 7:35 AM CDT
Just checking in to say hello and that we hope the Run for Reese/Jog for Jordan was a success! We love you!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, October 10, 2005 7:24 AM CDT
Carrie,
Sorry I didn't get a chance to say good-bye yesterday, but I could tell Nathan was getting tired and wanted to leave.
It was great to meet and talk with you and your mother-in-law. By meeting you I know Jordan had a wonderful family that loved him deeply. Everyday with Nathan has become more precious now that we know his time with us will be short. I hope to keep in touch with you and hope to see you again soon!

Rebecca Bivens <krbivens@bellsouth.net>
Banner Elk, NC USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 6:46 AM CDT
Carrie,
It was great to meet you today and I am SO happy that you did not "forget" ;-) the picture, as I like it quite a bit!!! I suppose we can share it...maybe I'll bring it to you at the walk/run next year and exchange!!! Anyway, thank you for everything...sweet Jordan was lucky to have you, and I know he was very, VERY special to you! You have a wonderful heart and a lot of love and I feel blessed to have met you! Thank you again!
Love,

Leslie Phillips <Leslie42457@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, October 8, 2005 8:47 PM CDT
Thinking of you today...hoping the weather is premitting and the turn out is grand for the Jog to honor Jordan and Reese...So sorry we couldn't be there...we are there in spirit.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, October 8, 2005 9:58 AM CDT
Hello!

Sorry to hear about the house, but hopefully something else will be along shortly for you all. I just wanted to say that I was thinking about you!




Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 7, 2005 4:35 PM CDT
We'll be thinking of you and ^^Jordan^^ and walking with you in spirit tomorrow as you honor his memory. We love you!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, October 7, 2005 7:23 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick-
Hang in there . . . I don't know why it seems that when it rains it pours. I am sorry for all of the recent setbacks. I know this must be a very difficult time for you and I know you are dissapointed with the outcome of the house on top of it all. Please know we think of you and wish you just the very best. . . and I do believe, that there will come a time when you will once again get to experience some "easiness". I wonder myself when that time will come for Erik and I. I guess it is all relative when you think of it. Take care. We love you.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam

Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy)
- Wednesday, October 5, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Can't wait to see you tomorrow! I probably won't sleep a wink tonight. Tell Patrick that I know there had to be a hurracane on the East coast because I was coming. Can't wait to get a big hug. See ya tomorrow.
Love, Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, Il - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 7:12 PM CDT
Hi! My name is Audra Kennedy and I used to visit your son's website quite frequently. But due to some circumstances out of my control I haven't visited in a long time. I'm so sorry to hear about Jordans passing. Hope that you and your family will have a great week. I'm praying for you and your family daily and have been doing so for a long time.
Audra Kennedy <clainetfreak2158@yahoo.com>
Morris, AL USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 9:30 PM CDT
I am so sorry about your house. That is so frustrating and maddening. I hope your job is rewarding and that soon you will get your feet on the ground and feel really good about it. Lots of love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
SENDING LOVE AND PRAYERS YOUR WAY.



CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX

RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON , WV - Sunday, October 2, 2005 10:13 PM CDT
Hey Carrie,
I need to get in touch with Shawn about the Run for Reese/Jog for Jordan. I have emailed her but have not heard from her... could you send me her phone # or tell her to email me if you talk to her. We are looking forward to being at the run next week and finally getting to me you and Patrick. I hope that the week has gotten some better, I cant even begin to imagine how hard some days are for you guys. I hope that the new job has went well this week.
(my email is smbeck@surry.net)

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC - Friday, September 30, 2005 7:07 AM CDT
May tomorrow be a better day... sweetheart, may your heart heal a bit... Bless you

Marcella <pizzagnam@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:55 AM CDT
Came by today to give you another hug.
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 4:39 PM CDT
Many prayers and hugs going your way. It doesn't feel like a year ago that we were at Duke together...
Please know that I check in everyday and think of your sweet angel boy...
With love, hugs and HOPE,
michelle
caringbridge.org/nj/ashleigh.ryann

* <moocow517@comcast.net>
Mullica Hill, nj USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 3:40 AM CDT
I hope that your first two days at the new job went well...I know you are going to do great...I wish that Jordan could have been here to wish you luck for your first day...but I am sure he let you know he was with you in his own special way...

I can relate to your feelings...the last few days have not been good...I miss my baby more then words...

It's okay to be angry...it's okay to question the reasons...to question the plan...the fact that we continue to get out of bed every day is what makes us different...not that it makes it "better" but my guess is it is part of the reason we were chosen...we are called to fulfill a mission...to tell the whole world the story of the child that was...the hero...the fighter...the champion...the love of our lives.

You are amazing and my love and prayers are with you...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:43 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick - We were thinking of you yesterday but didn't have a chance to sign in. We hope today was a better day! Update us about the new job when you have a chance. Love and Hugs,
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA United States - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
Hope that today was a little easier. I'm dying to hear about your new job. I am sure getting back into teaching is just the thing you need.
Karen
T-ville, IL - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:01 PM CDT
I'm sorry your so sad. Wish I could give you a hug. I know it's normal to question why things happen. I think Jordan did a phenomenal job reaching so many hearts in his short life. I know he certainly touched mine. My heart goes out to you and I'll keep you in my prayers.
Jo and Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:38 PM CDT
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In memory of Jordan...I thought he would like this dancing Elmo. Praying for you guys...I am thinking of you...esp. at the one year anniversary

alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:37 PM CDT
I am just stopping by to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
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*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 7:50 PM CDT
{{Hugs}} on Jordan's angelversary day.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 5:05 PM CDT
Hi guys. Well, I guess we all got through yesterday. It was not easy and I am not sure today is much better but we will make it through this. Things here are ok. Turbo has ear mites, Tonks a skin infection and Casey is having fits with his allergies. Good thing Friday is payday and we can all converge on the vet and get things fixed. The weather here is lovely and we are finally getting some relief from the heat. I have no foster animals right now and am looking forward to a nice quiet weekend (as quiet as it can be at my house) Love you both and wish we could be closer.
Kris, Zach, Casey, Bella, Tonks, Turbo, Bit, Jason and Mustang Horton <klhorton@hotmail.com>
Decatur, IL - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 12:51 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick,
When I read your entry I was taken back to our message in church on Sunday. We had homecoming and the message was brought by a guest pastoe. His message was about God's plan and how that we sometimes dont understand, we get angry, we turn away, and we try to figure out things on our own and that never works. It never works because only God knows what HIS plan is and we have to be patient and have faith in HIM. I dont know about you but I am not a very patient person and I feel like I need to know the plan esp if it involves my children. I sometimes have to stop and tell myself that I am not in control and that God does know what is best and that He is taking care of things even if it doesnt feel that way. I pray that today is a better day than yesterday and I pray that healing will take place in your heart. I pray that God will comfort you and that He will carry you on these days when you feel like you cant make it any further. thinking of you.............

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 11:09 AM CDT
Carrie... I wish sonehow I was in NC to put my arms around you and give you the biggest hug...you are heavy on my mind. I can't begin to imagine your pain...I have always thought to myself how unfair it must feel to you and Shawn to see Laney...but everytime you are there with open arms too...I don't know that I could...I know that I look up to the both of you. Take care of yourself.
Love,
Beth Anne

caringbridge.org/tn/laney

Beth Anne Biggs <laneybug02@charter.net>
Rogersville, TN - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:17 AM CDT
Can't wait to see you next week. Sounds like the job went well. You are the best teacher so I know you will make a difference in those kids lives. We love and miss you. Today was a bad day but we all made it through. tomorrow will be better.
Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Monday, September 26, 2005 9:51 PM CDT
Remembering Baby Jordan...
Christy Smith
Charlotte, NC - Monday, September 26, 2005 8:42 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that you are in our hearts and prayers. We are thinking of you.
Larry, Susie, and Kyle

Susie <Susiespa8@insightbb.com>
Decatur, IL - Monday, September 26, 2005 8:15 PM CDT
Carrie, sweetie! You know I love you girl! I have thought about you, ^^Jordan^^ and Patrick all day today. I know today is a very difficult day for you and I wish you a better tomorrow. ^^Jordan^^ is playing, running, laughing and smiling down on you right now. I just know he is! I am now in tears myself after reading your journal for today. I wish I could be there with you, cry with you, hug you. Although we are many, many miles away I am still there for you, crying with you and in my heart hugging you. Always know I am here for you sweetie!
Alicia Clarke <bamgirl20@hotmail.com>
Taylorville, IL USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:41 PM CDT
Carrie & Patrick: I'm thinking of you and praying for both of you on this difficult anniversary day.
Shawnia Forrester
Fresno, CA - Monday, September 26, 2005 3:26 PM CDT
Carrie, Patrick and Jordan

May God hold you in HIS hands and heart today and always. My heart goes out to you and your family on this "Angel Anniversary" God Bless!

^^Jordan^^ You are loved by many. Watch over your family as they have watched over you in the past.

Cori <cmonaco1@hfhs.org>
Warren, MI - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:59 PM CDT
Thinking of you and remembering my precious nephew's smile. I'll call you tonight - I hope your new job went well today. I love you both so much. Lots of Hugs..
Angie, Luke, Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL 62017 - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:41 PM CDT
Know you're being prayed for. I know these anniversary dates are so hard to get through. I wish I could say something that would ease your pain, but only God can do that. Keep holding tight to your faith. He can get you through anything.

I'm sending you a booklet I just got...it's really helping me get through the tough days. I hope it can help you too.

Hope you enjoy the new job...tomorrow, I'm sure, will be a much better day. : )

Love and hugs,

Marian and Mike
Princess Madi's Family

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:33 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Good luck with you new job Carrie.
Jaime Eisenbarth <iznbth4@hotmail.com>
Nokomis, Il US - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:22 PM CDT
I wanted to let you both know that I am thinking of you all today on this very hard but special day. I have followed Jordan's story pretty much from the beginning and have shead many a tear for you all.

Jordan fly high little man and show Mommy and Daddy that you are watching over them today and everyday.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.

Anne Marie Palmateer
Wake Forest, NC USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 12:30 AM CDT
I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you today.
Amy Fandel
- Monday, September 26, 2005 11:43 AM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Our thoughts are with ^^Jordan^^ and you.
Carrie, have a good start with your new job, although it won't be easy today.
Love,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Monday, September 26, 2005 11:23 AM CDT
Happy Heaven Day Baby Bear Cub!
Laura, Ken, Nathan & ^^Angel Jillian^^
Naples, FL - Monday, September 26, 2005 10:34 AM CDT
Carrie & Patrick,
My thoughts are with you both today. I am sure the Jordan is watching over you as you start your new job. Lifting you up in prayers.

FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, az USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Thinking of you all today, I have no words, only my most heartfelt prayers. God bless.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, September 26, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
Thinking about you and ^^Jordan^^ today. We love you so much.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:26 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you today. Happy Angel Anniversary ^Jordan^. I know you are having a great time with all of your friends. I know you know no pain or suffering and that it is all good in heaven. Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. I just wanted to let you know that you will never be forgotten and you are always near and dear in my heart. I love you all.
Carol Burgess <my2farmboys@peoplepc.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:15 AM CDT
Good luck today with the new job. Jordan is watching over you as you take this big step.
Karen
T-ville, IL - Monday, September 26, 2005 6:08 AM CDT


(This is for Jordan!)

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 12:27 AM CDT
Carrie and Patrick, you are in our thoughts and prayers this weekend as you face this huge milestone. I know that Jordan is watching over you as you make all of these changes in your lives. Carrie, I know that Monday is going to be hard on you with the new job and the thoughts of the date. Jordan probably chose for you to start on that day so that you can have a happy memory for Sept. 26th to help you deal with the sad ones. He is still so alive in so many ways! Stay strong, and enjoy that first day of a new beginning. Hope it goes well! Good luck.

Karen
Taylorville, IL USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:52 AM CDT
Everytime I turn on the radio I hear it now. It is like a huge billboard. You can't get away from it. I hope today is a better day. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
OH! Are you having t-shirts made with ^Jordans^ picture on it for the walk? If so, you know I will have to have one.

Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 1:20 PM CDT
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Love AlwaysImage hosted by TinyPic.com My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, September 22, 2005 11:23 AM CDT
I heard the song for the first time yesterday. What a kick in the gut! I just stopped and was like that is the song. I can feel the emotions just running through that song. I am so sorry for yet another problem in September. I hope it all will clear up quickly. I know there is so much to do in the next month. My mind is constantly on ^Jordan^ these days. He is everyday but right now it is forfront in my thoughts. I am keeping you close in my heart and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 7:49 AM CDT
I sure hope they can clear up the snag with your paperwork; you've got enough going on right now without the worry of this. I hope you really like your new job; I wish you the best of luck for this coming Monday.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:08 PM CDT
Hi Carrie! Suprise... it's me! I ran into your sister (Angie) over the weekend and she gave me your website address and I am so glad she did. I love reading your daily posts. I am so excited for you in your new job. Those kids will be very lucky to have you! Sorry to hear about your moving problem... we are having a problem with ours as well. Very stressful. I am going to be giving you a call so I cannot wait to talk to you.
Alicia Clarke <bamgirl20@hotmail.com>
Taylorville, IL USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 2:46 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick,

We are so sorry to hear that you're having to put your move on hold. Know that we're thinking of you and love you lots. We're hoping everything will get straightened out really fast for you guys.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, September 19, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how the house moving is going. You are always on mind but more so this week. I wish I could bundle it all up, send it to you and you could feel the love.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 10:56 AM CDT
Don't know if you've unplugged your computer yet, but we wanted to let you know we're thinking of you as you prepare to move to your new house this weekend! We love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, September 16, 2005 7:27 AM CDT
Hey Carrie and Patrick,
I know that it has been way to long since I have written and there is no excuse, but I think of Jordan often and wondering how you both are doing. I loved the journal entry, it definetly helps to know what you guys love to hear from people like me who loved Jordan so much and do not want to say anything wrong.
I am looking so forward to the Run/ Walk in October and look so forward to finally meeting both of you! All the best with your new job and home. God Bless and see you soon

Robin Tucker <rtucker@hmsracing.com>
- Thursday, September 15, 2005 9:56 AM CDT
Congratulations on the teaching job!!! WooHOO! Can't wait to see pictures of the new house, and to hear about the new job. Those kids are lucky to have you!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 11:20 PM CDT
I think of you guys often. Thanks for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers. I check your site often to see how things are going. I'm glad that it sounds that all is going well, as possible. Congratulations on your new house and job! I will be praying for you both and thinking of you with Sept. 26 coming up. I am already dreading Oct. 10. This first year is very tough, we can't help but think each day of what was going on last year, or what we were doing last year at this time. I don't miss the hospital at all, but I would go back in a heartbeat if it meant Shelby was there. We will have to be patient, like yourself, and wait til we see them again.
Sheri Greene <sheri2495@aol.com>
Angier, NC USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:58 PM CDT
Congrats on the new house and job. Good luck too. I hope you will really enjoy both. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:55 AM CDT
Patrick and Carrie,
I am so glad to hear that the house worked out and I hope that it will be a home filled with lots of love and lots of good memories. Congradulations on the new job. Isn't it funny how God works things out, maybe your start date was chosen as that particular day as a sign of healing and of new beginnings. I am sure that Jordan will be with you all day long and that he will help you adjust to all of the new challenges that will come. We look forward to finally meeting you guys at the walk. We are thinking and praying for you guys as you face the next few weeks with both good and sad times ahead.

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt. Airy, NC - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:16 AM CDT
Dear Carrie,
Congratulations on your new teaching job! This is wonderful news!!

Jordan's marker is beautiful..thank you for the picture.
Love,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Monday, September 12, 2005 4:00 AM CDT
Carrie-
I am so happy for you that you will be starting a new teaching job! Congratulations! You deserve something that gives you some joy and something meaningful to focus on. I read your site all of the time and think of you all often. I wish the absolute best for you and Patrick!!
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam

Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy) <largo142@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 11, 2005 8:51 PM CDT
OOOOOOHHH!!! I am soooo excited for you...I have been praying and praying for you to get a teaching job...instead of being nervous about starting the new job day look at it as a gift from Jordan...a new way to remember the day.

I am so excited for you...you are all in our thoughts and prayers as you make the move...glad the owners decided to fix everything.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, September 11, 2005 11:15 AM CDT
Carrie - That's awesome news about the job. We're so happy for you. Glad to hear you'll be moving into your house soon too. Happy packing :-) Hugs,
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA United States - Sunday, September 11, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you both. The new job and house are both exciting news. Carrie, be sure to keep us posted on the job - it sounds like it will be challenging but very rewarding. A perfect match for you, I'd say!
Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, September 10, 2005 4:28 AM CDT
Not just Mommy and Daddy...Gramma and Papa, too. AMEN!!!!
Love ya, Baby Girl. Mike and Connie

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:04 PM CDT
I'm so happy to hear that you'll be teaching again. It certainly sounds like a challenge--actually to me it sounds a little bit scary--but you sound as though you are embracing it as a challenge and a chance to make a real difference in the lives of these kids. I sure admire you for that, and hope that you enjoy being in a classroom again. It's nice that things worked out well with the homeowners you're buying from, and I hope the move goes well; that's always a lot of work, but it'll be nice for you both to be settled in your own home. I know this is a difficult month what with Cody and then Maddy losing their battles here on earth, and then having Jordan's angel date approaching, so know that you're both in my thoughts and prayers.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, September 9, 2005 4:46 PM CDT
Carrie,
I am so thrilled that you got a teaching job!! God works in mysterious ways! Praying for you!

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 3:07 PM CDT
Carrie, that's great news about the teaching job. We know that teaching is where your heart is, and this sounds like such a profound opportunity for your skills and passion. Your start date definitely is a sign that this is what you're meant to do at this time in your life, and we're so happy for you and Patrick. And that you'll be getting everything fixed on your new house BEFORE you move in definitely is a huge relief. We are thinking about you guys lots, especially these days. We'll call you soon. Love you both tons.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, September 9, 2005 2:03 PM CDT
I am so glad you got that teaching job. And to start on that day. It must be a sign it is the right thing to do and he will be there to help you through. Just think how proud of you he will be on that day. So much is happening so fast. Just know you are on my mind and in my heart. I am glad Mike and Connie are coming. A visit from family is always great. Give them my love.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:33 AM CDT
Thinking of you both today. Hope the job works out, and can't wait to see the house. Will see you in a few days. Love ya, Mom and Mom-in-Law
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Thursday, September 8, 2005 2:29 PM CDT
You are on my mind today.....thought I would stop by and say hello and check on everyone....I hope the house situation clears up for you....Love and hugs to everyone.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 10:12 AM CDT
Hi Carrie - It was great seeing you last week. We hope the repairs can be made so you can move into your new house. Figners, toes and evertying else crossed for good news on the job front this week! Hi to Patrick. Hugs from CA :-)
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 10:56 AM CDT
Carrie,
You are in my thoughts today,

www.postpals.co.uk
Love
Sue
xxxxx

Sue <orangejammies@hotmail.co.uk>
Colchester, Essex, England - Saturday, September 3, 2005 7:05 AM CDT
Our hearts and thoughts are with you both. We love you guys very much.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, September 2, 2005 6:55 AM CDT
I came by to check on you. I know these last couple of blows are really hitting you in the gut. I am so sorry for the loss of so many youn innocent children. It has been a rough year all around. I know there are so many important dates going on right now and I want to let you know you are always in my thoughts and in my heart. I wish I could help you through all of this. It is hard for me so I can only imagine how it is for you two. As always you and ^Jordan^ are always in my heart and in my prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 3:09 PM CDT
It was wonderful to see you all yesterday...I cannot tell you how much it meant to have you there...I only wish we would have had more time together...tell Patrick to get better soon or go to the doc...otherwise he won't be up for riding that 4-wheeler that Cody wants to ride with him in spirit...You all are in our thoughts and prayers...When are you moving? Let us know if you need an extra couple of hands.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha (Angel Cody's Mom) <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, August 28, 2005 9:46 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,
Just checking in on you and Patrick. Glad that you're able to attend Cody's celebration of life in VA. I won't be able to make it; it's too far for my little ones to travel for a day.

Thinking of you and sending hugs and good wishes your way.

Liz
Durham, NC - Friday, August 26, 2005 3:39 PM CDT
Carrie and Patrick, we can't even begin to imagine how difficult tomorrow is going to be for you two. Know that we're thinking about you and about Cody's family. We love you guys.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, August 26, 2005 3:06 PM CDT
I'm so sorry about the loss of sweet Cody; I had begun to visit his site, and cannot believe that yet another child has been lost. I know it will be so difficult for you guys to attend Cody's service, but I'm sure it will mean the world to his family having you both there. My thoughts and prayers are with you both as you both relive the memories of last September.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:41 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and tell you that we love you all so much...thank you for being there...for reaching out beyond your own pain...for loving on us...Patrick and Carrie...you are our family and we are grateful for that...thank you for never giving up with us...for always believing things would turn around...and for answering the phone even in the middle of the night...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, August 22, 2005 5:08 AM CDT
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Thought this was cute...I think Jordan would have agreed!

alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, August 21, 2005 7:02 PM CDT
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BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, August 20, 2005 0:44 AM CDT
Although it surely will be bittersweet, we are very excited to hear about the new house. We hope this is the place for you to be as you continue to journey through the grieving process, especially with everything that's going on with Cody as well as with your memories of Jordan's last days a year ago. Know that we're thinking about you and sending lots of love your way.

We've had Jordan's Christmas picture up on the refrigerator for a long time and have decided to retire it -- instead, I'm painting a special magnetic frame this weekend for one of his first birthday pictures. I've been wanting to do this for some time, and we love the look on his face as he's getting into his smash cake.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, August 18, 2005 4:42 PM CDT
Carrie & Patrick.
My heart is heavy for you both. I know that Cody is not well and you both love and care him so much. He is like a part of your family. Know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers. Please Tell his family that my thoughts and prayers are forever with them.

PS: I love Jordan Memory Marker. It is perfect. It looks amazing.

Lifting you both up in Prayer

FROG - Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
Jordan's memory marker is beautiful--a fitting tribute to such a sweet little boy. I'm so sorry your little friend Cody is not doing well; I visit his page and pray for him and his Mom. There is no way to imagine the pain the family must be having over this decision; I hope and pray as you suggest that perhaps Cody will decide for them. My thoughts and prayers are also with you, as you feel your friend's pain and remember your own journey with Jordan.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 6:35 PM CDT
Carrie, Jordan's marker is beautiful. I said a special prayer for you today as I am sure the news of Cody stirs so many emotions and thoughts for you and Patrick. My heart breaks for this family as it has for so many of the families who have had to give their babies back to Jesus.
Hang in there because I know the next few days and weeks are going to be heart wrenching for you and Patrick but remember there are alot of prayers being said to comfort you and help you through this time.
On a different note, Jeff and I cant wait to finally meet you guys at the "run for reese/jog for jordan"... our RA's had a supper in the spring to raise money and we are hoping to bring the boys down for the walk. Have not talked to Shawn in a few weeks but I am hoping that the plans are coming along nicely.

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC` USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 1:45 PM CDT
Thank you for the photo of ^^Jordan^^'s grave marker. It's a very beautiful and solemn marker to help commemorate your son's spirit and beauty. We love you guys.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:24 AM CDT
First, the marker is wonderful. I love it-for what it is I should say. Second, I am so heart broken over Cody. I just knew he would be okay. The beginning of the year Eleasha and I were talking about getting the boys together to play. Things happen so fast. I know this is hard on you too. So many children, it is not fair. I know there are going to be some rough few weeks ahead. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Are you planning anything for his anniversary? I will talk with you soon about Jog for ^Jordan^ and I am afraid I will see you sooner than expected in VA. (Cody) As you know you, Patrick and ^Jordan^ have a special place in my heart.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 7:28 AM CDT
The marker is beautiful.
Dee Dee Edwards <unc_fan@bellsouth.net>
Lewisville, NC 27023 - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:50 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers. The marker is beautiful.
Jaime Eisenbarth <iznbth4@hotmail.com>
Nokomis , Il usa - Sunday, August 14, 2005 9:33 PM CDT
The grave marker is perfect!!! You did a great job designing it. I know the next month will be a hard one, you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Karen
Taylorville, IL USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 3:27 PM CDT
You're right - Jordan's gravemarker is beautiful.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Sunday, August 14, 2005 7:23 AM CDT
The grave marker is beautiful, I only hate that you had to have it at all.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Sunday, August 14, 2005 2:31 AM CDT
Just a note to say hi and let you know that we are thinking of you!
Love,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Saturday, August 13, 2005 3:09 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and let you all know that we are thinking of you...we love you all a whole bunch...I am so sorry that so much is approaching and so quickly...we too miss Jordan horribly...we love you guys...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, August 13, 2005 8:48 AM CDT
I'm glad you're enjoying your new job so much, and that Patrick's found something he enjoys as well. It's so much easier going to work if you like what you do. Congratulations on finding a house and getting ready to move; I'm sure you will have so many mixed feelings, as you say; it's like leaving a little part of you behind when you move from your apartment. Take care and know that I, and so many others think of Jordan often.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Friday, August 12, 2005 10:57 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know we're thinking about you and appreciate the update. We love you lots.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, August 11, 2005 3:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you both tonight and praying for peace and love. Jordan will always be in your hearts.
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:48 PM CDT
Hello Hortons!

Well I thought I would drop you guys a line. I am glad that Patrick is enjoying his new job. That is very important. There isn't a day that goes by that you are both not in my thoughts. I pray that you both find comfort and healing through our prayers we send you.

So glad that you like your new job. I am so happy for the both of you.

Love & Friendship,

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
Hello Carrie. Hope that you are doing well...I'm glad that you like your new job so far. You are always so wonderful to sign Laney's web page. Can't wait to see you in October...I don't know if we will get to stay through the weekend for the Run For Reese/Jog for Jordan...my mother-in-law is coming with us and I think she is to be back at work on friday. Maybe one year we will finally make it. Take Care.
Love,
Beth Anne

caringbridge.org/tn/laney

Beth Anne Biggs <laneybug02@charter.net>
Rogersville, TN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 4:21 PM CDT



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL>/a> <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
Ione, CA USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 1:23 AM CDT
thinking of you all today and everyday.....I hope the house hunting is going okay. Take care and I will be back soon....
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:00 AM CDT
Thank you so much for all of your support tonight...it really means a lot...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, July 31, 2005 3:26 AM CDT

Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy
BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 30, 2005 1:32 PM CDT
Hi...I just wanted to check in and see how you all were doing...Cody was talkng about Jordan again yesterday after he received a card from Mike and Connie (thank you guys)...I was thinking earlier when I looked at Jordans picture on the front page that Cody is looking a lot like him now especially with te cannula and hte steroid cheeks...we are headed back to Duke next week now...the expected transfer is sometime after Monday but nothing set in stone as far as what day ti will be...I will keep you posted...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, July 30, 2005 3:12 AM CDT
Thinking of you as you start a new chapter with your new job, Carrie. We're thinking about you both and sending lots of love and hugs your way!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, July 29, 2005 8:49 AM CDT
I'm glad you had a nice weekend with your family even though your nephew's birthday brought back so many memories of Jordan. I hope your last day at work was a good one, and now you can have a bit of a break before you start in at your new workplace. Good luck in house hunting!
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:14 PM CDT
Hello Carrie & Patrick! I hope everything goes well for you today. I think it is your last day of work... but I hope and pray that your new job will go well and it is everything you want. I am also hoping that you and Patrick are able to find a home. That will be very exciting for you. Well I think about you everytime I put my mary Kay on! I always tell Jamie I have the best consultant ever!!

Wishing you a wonderful weekend! Always praying for you guys,

Love you both,
Jenny

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 10:37 AM CDT
Dearest Carrie, Hope today is a great one. I know it's going to be hard to leave, but I know in my heart things are going to just get better and better. I'm praying the new job is a good one. I love you, and hope to see you both soon. Connie
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Thursday, July 28, 2005 10:26 AM CDT
Thank you. Thank you so much for your card. You guys are so amazing and loving. With everything you are going through...my heart is just glowing right now. Im crying happy tears. I guess your right...i do have lots of little angels looking down on me...little angels with HUGE hearts. Life has many twist and turns and roads that are dark and covered with sadness and anger. Thank you for shining some light on the darkness. God bless...
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:18 PM CDT
I have been having one of those sad days...I will be updating the website again later on with the partial yuck news we received today (I am waiting to see if they give us all of the results first)...I want you to know how much you all mean to us and your constant support...I chose not to work today...I just couldn't make myself feel like it so I slept...Greg said that was okay...I don't do it very often but today I needed to...I am sad for my son...hopeful that soon the Lord will heal Him...and praying that his healing will be here with us...we just can't seem to catch a break...one major organ after another...Friday the heart...today the kidney...what's next...Sorry to be such a downer...but I know if anyone understands, it's you...soon we will be back there...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, July 25, 2005 1:45 PM CDT
I am so glad you were able to 'jet' home for a day. I know it had to have been so hard for you. Life moves on weither you are ready to roll with it or not. I am so glad you were able to channel all of that love for ^Jordan^ into cuddling with Preston. I am sure he didn't mind a bit. A new house? Sounds like a great idea. I hope you find one you really, really like. Make sure you get plenty of space to ride that four wheeler? (helping you out there Patrick :) I just wanted to stop by and see a face of an Angel this morning.....
Carol Burgess <carol_Burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Words from an Angel

I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Than I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A rainbow lights the way.

Author Unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Carrie:

I found this on Frannie's site and immeditately thought of Jordan and you...so I figured you needed this...

I hope you are having a good day...we are counting the days until we will be in Durham and able to hang out with you all :-}

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:14 AM CDT
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BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, July 24, 2005 1:30 AM CDT
Been awhile since I checked in. Sounds like things are improving for you on the job front. Had to pass on some good news~Brent was redeployed from Germany and back to Dover AFB in Delaware (we spent all last week on the East coast visiting him). He left the day after the first London bombings and with all the traveling he did over in Europe (he went to London and thirteen other countries besides England) I am so happy to have him back on US soil. I know you have been praying for him and wanted to let you know the latest. No biggies here. Still waiting for a lunch date!
Cindy <ckfurrow@aol.com>
Forsyth, IL - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
I am so glad Patrick is home with you. You are such an extention of each other. Congratulations on the job. It sounds so promising. A good start in the right direction. I know everything is like that now. I hope this trend continues. Tell me how I can help out with "Jog for Jordan/Run for Reese" I really want to help, even if it is working a hot dog stand :) Just let me know. I love the Elmo's. I can't see an Elmo without thinking of him.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
Hi, Carrie:

Just wanted to tell you how great it was to talk with you the other night. You are the only person I know (next to Don, of course), who I can talk to and feel like you're still just in the other room even when you're miles away.

Don and I think of you guys often and love you lots. Talk to you again soon!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:23 AM CDT
Hey there...just wanted to stop by and let you know that we are thinking of you all...I am so glad that you finally got a new job...of course it will be the perfect place for you to be until the next door opens...

Was glad to read Patrick was back home...sorry he wasn't able to stay for the duration though...I am sure the boost in income would have been nice...but shoot who needs money :-}~

I just redid Cody's site...I hope he likes it...

I am working to get everything together for our trip back to Durham...I look forward to seein gyou all while we are there...

In the meantime, you all remain in our thoughts and prayers...By the way...Cody has said to remind you that he will teach Patrick how to safely ride the four-wheeler if you will just let him get it...

Talk to you soon...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 6:40 PM CDT
Carrie:
Congrats on your new job. Believe me, I know, The Lord opens doors when you least expect them.
I made it here, am at at The Forest, until we sell everything at home and Ken and my Mom can join me.
I am glad Patrick is home with you. I know how connected our experiences make spouses....you feel that you two are the only ones who look at life the same way. It's good to be together.
Unfortunately Ken and I will be apart for awhile, but I really feel that this is where I am being led.
I am exhausted right now, from my move and and the stresses that it caused that I didn't check out the details (It's amazing that when it was for Garrhett that I felt like I could take over the world---now things just wear me out) but, I am interested in learning more about your Jog for Jordan. I will be here, and although I don't know if I can jog (ha ha), I would love to help and participate. I would also love to do something like this for Garrhett, although, his condition was so rare there really isn't any organization I could donate the proceeds to. But, I'm sure the the PBMT here at Duke could use the help transplant families. We all know so well the financial strain of transplant. Please let me know what I can do to help in any way.
I will keep in touch.
Diane

Diane Humphrey and ~~~Angel Garrhett~~~ <kenanddi02@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:50 PM CDT
Carrie,

Thank you so much for putting Maddy in your updates! Maddy could use all the prayers she can get! You are so wonderful to think about us. We always think about your little boy and I check your web site all the time. I'll be praying for God to do a good work in your life! Always look to Him when you are struggling...He's the only one who can give you peace about it all.

Richelle Bates (Queen Maddy's mommy) <rikkilee_23@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/ca/queenmaddy>
Durham, NC - Saturday, July 16, 2005 6:14 PM CDT
Always in my Heart

If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,I'd walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again.

Though of you when i read this
Vi

vi carey
- Friday, July 15, 2005 8:47 PM CDT
Hi Carrie,
This is wonderful news! Congratulations on your new job!!
Love to you all!

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:12 PM CDT
I think your Elmo background is perfect for Jordan's page. Just checking in to say Hi and let you know I'm thinking about you. Still praying for that perfect job for you...
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:52 AM CDT
Hey Carrie,
Thinking about you all the time. Hope all is going well. I am praying super hard that a job is going to roll your way. Best things come to those who wait!!

Thinkin of you!

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 4:28 PM CDT
Okay Carrie, you are going to HAVE to let Patrick have that 4-wheeler! You are in 'God's Country' and all boys have to have their toys. You will have to bring it up to the farm and we can ride. I got a new one for Christmas :) There is plenty of places to ride and lots of open air :) You, Patrick and ^Jordan^ are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I read that you got a note from Deb and Greg. Tell them hello and I miss them. (Did you get the photos?)
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Hello,

Just stopping by to say hello and to see what you have been up to!




Alicia , John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy Bennett Children's Journal <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Hope you and Cherie have a good time at the beach. I'm glad they came, and got you out of the house. I talked to Patrick the other day, and he sounds miserable without you. You two aren't meant to be apart, I guess.
Our trip to Mich. was great. I still hope to get you two up there to see it. It's the most beautiful place in the world.
Love you, and will talk to you soon, Connie

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:54 AM CDT
Carrie,

Thank you so much for signing Maddy's guest book. We truly understand why you can't come up to PICU...its a very hard place to be. We check on your site often and am sorry that we don't write, but please know that we think of you and pray for you all the time! We love you!

The Bates Family <rikkilee_23@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/ca/queenmaddy>
Durham, NC - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:24 PM CDT
Hi, Carrie:

Wanted to stop by and let you know we're thinking about you guys. We just got back into town last night. Hang in there. We love you guys lots.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, July 7, 2005 12:38 AM CDT
Well Carrie, I think you might have to break down. It looks like Cody is hitting you from every angel to try an convince you to let Patrick buy that 4-wheeler. : - )

Well you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I continue to ask God tobe with you and Patrick as you are away from each other, and bless you with a wonderful teaching job.

Lifting you up in prayer

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@comcast.net>
Mesa, AZ - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:04 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop by and let you know that I was thinking of you all...and...I stole the poem you posted and put it on Cody's site as well...it's awesome!

Anyway, thanks for continuing to keep Cody in your thoughts and prayers...you are wonderful and amazing...we love you guys a whole bunch...

The right job will come soon...AND...the four-wheeler is really a "ggooooooodddddd" idea :-}~

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 8:02 PM CDT
Carrie,
I just read you current entry and saw that poem someone wrote about Mom's like us and how they deal with there disabled child, I will have to say this is one of the nicest things I have seen about Mom's like us in a long time. I have written to you before my son Lynn had 12 hours of brain surgery last July 15th and boy do I understand the feeling.
I hope you are doing well and find a teaching job soon.

Carrie Ray <Carrieray1968@yahoo.com>
Decatur, IL - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 5:22 PM CDT
Hope you had a wonderful weekend! I was reading Cody's page and I saw his request for you to allow Patrick to buy a 4 wheeler. I thought that was very cute! You continue to be in my prayers.
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:06 AM CDT
Happy 4th of July!!
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, July 4, 2005 4:49 PM CDT
Carrie, I love you and will continue to keep you close in thought and prayer especially while Patrick is away. I will also be praying for you to find a job that you enjoy. I am sure God has one for you. It's just so hard to see His plan for us clearly sometimes. I pray that He reveals it in His perfect timing and gives you some peace in the meantime. Blessings and HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy Bennett Children's Journal <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Sunday, July 3, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,

Just logging on to see how you're doing. We're thinking of you...

Raj, Liz, Simi, and Asher
durham, nc - Saturday, July 2, 2005 3:46 PM CDT
Hi All:

I know how your feel. We all experience the same feelings over and over.

I don't want to take up alot of space, but check out Garrhett's page for an update on what is happening to my family thanks to my ~~Angel Boy~~ and Dr. K.

The transplant experience is something that no one who hasn't experienced it can ever imagine. But at least now I fee that something good is happening in my life thanks to the only Dr. in the USA who would try to save my baby, and of course, thanks to ~~Garrhett~~. My burning desire to help other families who are going through what we both have experienced is finally becoming reality, and I am sure that God will lead you to where are meant to be, having been blessed with a baby as special and as beautiful as Jordan.

I know how hard it must be for you being away from Patrick and away from home. I will be in the same situation for a while. We must sell everything up here before my family can join me. I will be arriving in Durham on July 15, and starting with the PBMT on the 18th. Korrynn will be there, still working with Dr. K, until August 14th. If you would like to get together and go to the beach.....and talk...and cry,,,,and remember our ~~Angels~~, just let me know. I know how hard it is to talk with others about what we have experienced. They are either so saddened by our losses, or so afraid of depressing us, that they don't realize we are extremely proud of our little guys and how special and happy they truly were when they where here with us. It's hard to share the good memories with someone who doesn't understand.

Hang in there with the job situation. You have more life experience than most people with a "higher" degree can offer. When the right situation arises, God will lead you there.

Please keep in touch.

Diane Humphery and ~~~Angel Garrhett~~~ <kenanddi02@aol.com caringbridge.org/pa/garrhetthumphrey>
Midland (for now), PA USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:42 PM CDT
Amen, sister. Friends forvever. Brought together by the curse - bonded by love, compassion and understanding.

Love you always. Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:56 PM CDT
Carrie,
I am so sorry that you did not get that position. I was praying so hard. I have faith that something will come along for you. God works in werid ways and somehow always has a plan for us. Whether we like it or not, he has a plan. Saying extra prayers for you. I hope that flights will work out so that you can see Patrick a few times while he is away.

Sending you love and prayers

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:22 AM CDT
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 10:24 PM CDT
Carrie & Patrick,
I saw this on Andrews site (Sanifillo) and I think it pertains to somemany of of my CB families. It is so true and God Bless you both for doing what you did. Jordan is looking down on the both of you sending you hugs of strength for never giving up on him. And most importantly Loving Him. Forever and Always.

Some Mothers Get Babies With Something More
written by: Lori Borgman
Columnist and Speaker

My friend is expecting her first child. People keep asking what she wants.
She smiles demurely, shakes her head and gives the answer mothers have given
throughout the pages of time. She says it doesn't matter whether it's a boy
or a girl. She just wants it to have ten fingers and ten toes.

Of course, that's what she says. That's what mothers have always said.

Mothers lie.

Truth be told, every mother wants a whole lot more. Every mother wants a
perfectly healthy baby with a round head, rosebud lips, button nose,
beautiful eyes and satin skin. Every mother wants a baby so gorgeous that
people will pity the Gerber baby for being flat-out ugly.

Every mother wants a baby that will roll over, sit up and take those first
steps right on schedule (according to the baby development chart on page 57,
column two). Every mother wants a baby that can see, hear, run, jump and
fire neurons by the billions. She wants a kid that can smack the ball out of
the park and do toe points that are the envy of the entire ballet class.

Call it greed if you want, but we mothers want what we want.

Some mothers get babies with something more.

Some mothers get babies with conditions they can't pronounce, a spine that
didn't fuse, a missing chromosome or a palette that didn't close. Most of
those mothers can remember the time, the place, the shoes they were wearing
and the color of the walls in the small, suffocating room where the doctor
uttered the words that took their breath away. It felt like recess in the
fourth grade when you didn't see the kick ball coming and it knocked the
wind clean out of you.

Some mothers leave the hospital with a healthy bundle, then, months, even
years later, take him in for a routine visit, or schedule her for a well
check, and crash head first into a brick wall as they bear the brunt of
devastating news. It can't be possible! That doesn't run in our family. Can
this really be happening in our lifetime?

I am a woman who watches the Olympics for the sheer thrill of seeing finely
sculpted bodies. It's not a lust thing; it's a wondrous thing. The athletes
appear as specimens without flaw - rippling muscles with nary an ounce of
flab or fat, virtual powerhouses of strength with lungs and limbs working in
perfect harmony. Then the athlete walks over to a tote bag, rustles through
the contents and pulls out an inhaler.

As I've told my own kids, be it on the way to physical therapy after a third
knee surgery, or on a trip home from an echo cardiogram, there's no such
thing as a perfect body. Every body will bear something at some time or
another. Maybe the affliction will be apparent to curious eyes, or maybe it
will be unseen, quietly treated with trips to the doctor, medication or
surgery. The health problems our children have experienced have been minimal
and manageable, so I watch with keen interest and great admiration the
mothers of children with serious disabilities, and wonder how they do it.

Frankly, sometimes you mothers scare me. How you lift that child in and out
of a wheelchair 20 times a day. How you monitor tests, track medications,
regulate diet and serve as the gatekeeper to a hundred specialists yammering
in your ear.

I wonder how you endure the clichés and the platitudes, well-intentioned
souls explaining how God is at work when you've occasionally questioned if
God is on strike. I even wonder how you endure schmaltzy pieces like this
one -- saluting you, painting you as hero and saint, when you know you're
ordinary. You snap, you bark, you bite. You didn't volunteer for this, you
didn't jump up and down in the motherhood line yelling, "Choose me, God.
Choose me! I've got what it takes." You're a woman who doesn't have time to
step back and put things in perspective, so, please, let me do it for you.

From where I sit, you're way ahead of the pack. You've developed the
strength of a draft horse while holding onto the delicacy of a daffodil. You
have a heart that melts like chocolate in a glove box in July, carefully
counter-balanced against the stubbornness of an Ozark mule. You can be warm
and tender one minute, and when circumstances require, intense and
aggressive the next. You are the mother, advocate and protector of a child
with a disability. You're a neighbor, a friend, a stranger I pass at the
mall. You're the woman I sit next to at church, my cousin and my
sister-in-law. You're a woman who wanted ten fingers and ten toes, and got
something more. You're a wonder.

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 5:04 PM CDT
Hi Carrie,

Just thinking about you. Hope you're doing well.

Love, Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
Carrie,
The headstone sounds absolutely perfect! I am sure Jordan will love it! Thanks for my MK! I got it in the mail. I also have a new phone # now. I will email you.

Prayers always with you

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:41 AM CDT
Carrie, his headstone sounds beautiful! Here's hoping you got the job, and that Patrick can work out the temporary railroad job!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:09 PM CDT
Sorry I missed you last weekend. I had a class on weapons retention in the morning then spent the afternoon at the range. Wish you could have seen the foster kittens but there will always be more. Hope to see you soon. Love to you both.
Kris, Zach, Tonks ,Mustang, Jason, Casey, Bela, Miss Lily, Pumpkin, Spice, Turbo and Little Bit <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 12:39 AM CDT
Carrie it was so wonderful to have you home. I know it was selfish but having you in the Ozarks with just Dad and I was great. Patrick I know Father's Day was hard but you are a good father. ^^Jordan^^ had the best Mom and Dad in the world. Good luck on your job. I will be praying that God will help you both to achieve what he has planned for you. Don't wait so long to come home next time. I miss you both so much.
Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:14 AM CDT
Carrie: Here's a big hug coming your way {{{BIG HUG}}}. Hope your visit was a good one.

Much love,

Raj, Liz, Simi, and Asher
Durham, NC - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:34 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how your trip home was and to let Patrick know we all were thinking of him yesterday. I know it had to have been so hard. I hope work kept you busy for awhile. You know how much I think of you as individuals and as a couple. Well that goes for parents also. You are the best and don't ever doubt it. We love you and keep you in our prayers always.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:09 AM CDT
Just wanted to drop by and wish you a good night...I hope you had a wonderful weekend with family...

Patrick: I hope that your Father's Day was filled with the spirit of Jordan...

You all are in our thoughts and prayers...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:01 PM CDT
Happy Fathers day Patrick!
We're thinking of you and angel Jordan, as always.
Carrie, we're so sorry to read about the loss of those pictures. We know how precious some photo's can be.
Love to you all,
we miss you very, very much!

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Sunday, June 19, 2005 3:28 PM CDT
Happy Fathers Day, Patrick. Just want you to know you are the best Daddy I've ever known. You have made me one of the proudest Moms in the world. I love you and Carrie, and want nothing but the best of everything for you.

Hugs and Kisses, Mom

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:38 AM CDT
Patrick...I know that today will be a difficult day, with your baby up in heaven, but you are still a father and I wanted to wish you a peaceful fathers day. Parents of angels are prehaps the most courageous and strong parents in the world
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:25 AM CDT
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, June 19, 2005 0:50 AM CDT
Hey girl... I can't tell you how many more times you'll feel the NEW grief pains. I wish I could say that you only have X amount of days with pain.. well, we kinda do - the rest of our lives. Some days are just not as bad as others. I know how finding those photographs affected you. In my move, I'd open a box or something and find Reese's things.. his toys, his books, his transplant baggie, his hair that he lost from chemo.. and it all comes flooding back and I find myself no longer of any use.

Patrick.. as you experience your first Father's Day without Jordan please know that you are in my prayers and heavy on my heart. I know Jordan's death has been especially hard on you and I just want you to know that you've got folks praying for you. I have to imagine ^^REESE^^ and ^^JORDAN^^ in Heaven holding hands and playing with all the other special angels we've come to know and love. I don't know if that brings you any peace, but I hope it helps a tiny bit.

Both of you remain in my heart and my thoughts as you muddle through life's many challenges. I pray that God's will is for you to, one day, have a beautiful little brother or sister for ^^JORDAN^^ to watch over. I know you guys have so much love to offer a child, that it just has to happen one day... somehow...

I love you guys and look forward to seeing more of you. Hey - APEX is even closer to me, too!

Shawn, Steve, Noah, Taylor, Katherine, and ^^REESE^^ <selboc@aol.com>
Sanford, NC - Saturday, June 18, 2005 5:42 PM CDT
Just dropping in to let you know you are in my thoughts! All the best and I hope next week is better for you.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 17, 2005 12:31 AM CDT
I just read your story. It was very heart wrenching. What a loss of such a beautiful baby boy. My heart aches for you all. I am sorry that your pictures got ruined. I can't imagine how that had to hurt.
thinking of you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood

sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 10:07 AM CDT
Carrie, our hearts are heavy knowing that you're feeling so much grief this week. Know that we're thinking about you both and love you so much. We'll keep good thoughts about your job opportunity in Apex. Travel safely this weekend, Carrie. Hope to talk to you soon.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:51 AM CDT
I am so sorry about your beautiful pictures! My mom always said that if they had a fire, her photo albums would be the first thing she went to save. They are like tiny scraps of memories of happy times. I can understand how you feel. Maybe your friends and family could put together a new collage for you. You could hang it somewhere you could see it every day if you wanted. I hope a dose of family will be just what you need. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:04 AM CDT
I am thinking and praying for you during this rough time. I hope the job comes through for you. Pictures do mean a lot especially during rough times because they remind you of the good times, so it is understandable you being upset.
Debbie <jgilbride@comcast.net>
Roslindale, MA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:01 AM CDT
My Dearest Carrie:

I am so sorry that our journey right now has brought you so many sad memories...you know that we love you all so much...I am sorry that the storyboard was ruined...but I am hopeful that the items on it can be replaced...I am so glad that you are going to see your family for the weekend...I know it will do you some good...if there is anything you need, please let me know...as always, we are praying for you...I will say many extra prayers that the job at Apex is the one that the Lord has prepared for you...you are AWESOME!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, June 17, 2005 6:50 AM CDT
I'm so sorry that the storyboard was ruined by the leak. I hope you have a nice time together with your parents. I have followed Jordan's story since the beginning, but I don't know if I've ever signed your guestbook. I will pray though that you return from your trip feeling a little better; I hope you get the teaching job.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada - Friday, June 17, 2005 0:50 AM CDT
bless you sweetheart... I will pray for you to stay strong and ... just remember we love and think aout you... just... hang in there... look good good good luck for the teaching position... you are good and deserve it, if it's not this one it going to be another chance but you have so much to give in that area you will get it... I can't tell you not to cry... but I see you little soul... I see you God bless you
Marcella <pizzagnam@hotmailc.om>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 0:00 AM CDT
I just want to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you enjoy your trip@
hsmomintx **FoA/RA/Angels on Earth**
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:57 PM CDT
I am so sorry that that was ruined...I can't imagine the pain you feel. I think about you guys everyday and you are always in my prayers. I hope that things on the job front go well. Have a safe trip
alyssa(www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:28 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you. I hope you feel better after your trip. I had to smile at Jordan's picture gripping the candy cane. So sweet.
AngelaFOA/RA/Angels on Earth*- -HEATHER GRACE

<alisonheathersmama@gmail.com>
natick, Ma - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:25 PM CDT
Carrie,
I am sorry to hear what happened to the storyboard. Jordan was adorable.

Tina & Lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:37 PM CDT
I am so sorry about your storyboard. I sent you an e-mail. I hope that the suggestion can help you. Try to enjoy your little getaway this weekend.

((hugs))

Michele <mshelez@msn.com>
New Jersey, USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Carrie, I'm so sorry to hear what happened to your storyboard. How awful to have to go through that. I'm sure it's incredibly heart wrenching as my heart breaks for you guys all the time and it brings tears to my eyes--I know that what I feel doesn't even register on the scale of how you must feel every day and especially at the difficult moments. Just know that you are loved and prayed for and I will continue to check on you. Blessings and love in Christ. Have a safe trip home and back.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:14 PM CDT
Carrie I am so sorry about the story board. I know it was a terrible blow for you both. I really hope they have doubles. I know it won't be the same but I hope they have for you though. I am so glad you are going home to have some family time with your Mom and Dad and will be able to visit ^Jordan^. Blow him a kiss for me and tell him I love him so. I just got Aaron's birthday pictures developed. I know, it took 6 months to do it. I got the ones of ^Jordans^ balloon release and the ones of his honorary chair. I will send them to you. Take care and be careful on your trip.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 2:42 PM CDT
Congratulations Cherie! If you are Carrie's sister I know you are a special person also. I hope the future is as bright and your sister's spirit.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:58 AM CDT
Hey Carrie. I would love to help with the run. I can get a bunch of my kids involved to help out as volunteers as well. Tanglewood is not far from my high school. 336 250 9175. Give me a call and let me know where you need help. I can hang out before or after clinic sometime this Summer (since I know you are working) and we can organize whatever you need help with ok? Or, if you have everything under control, just know that I will be there and available for support. I love you guys and am praying for you. Blessings.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 0:27 AM CDT
Thanks for checking in on us...as always it means the world...we are doing the best we can...and praying that God will move a healing hand over Cody...I know you know all to well the agony of this type of cycle...I am so grateful you came to visit...I really miss you all a lot...wish we could talk more and spend more time together...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, June 13, 2005 4:17 PM CDT
I am so excited about the offical date. That is the day before my sisters birthday and 3 days before mine. YEH!!!! What a way to celebrate. Let me know what I can do to help.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:27 AM CDT
thinking of you both......
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:17 AM CDT
Hi Carrie! I haven't signed the guestbook in awhile but just wanted you to know you're in our prayers each and every day. I hope you will find something soon on the job front, I know it's discouraging to be working somewhere you're not happy. I'm flying out of Raleigh on Sunday for work...maybe we could meet for an early dinner/late lunch? If you twisted my arm really hard we could go to PF Changs! I'll email you later on! Take care & God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:33 AM CDT
Hey Carrie,
It's been awhile since I stopped by... job hunting can be such a pain.. I'm in the middle of it myself! I hope you find what you're looking for soon... fingers crossed! Well, just wanted you and Patrick to know that you guys remain in my prayers... continue to keep strong... sending lots of love from Down Under...

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Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:19 AM CDT
Just wanted to say Hi. I hope you find a teaching position soon - it stinks to be in a job that you don't like. Glad to hear your Grandma is doing better :)
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:05 PM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,

Thought I would say hi as I remember how I thrived on reading the guestbook entries long after Paul passed away. I do still check on you and your journey. Please know that if there is anything I can do to help you in the teaching field, I will. I teach fifth grade in Hales Corners, WI, if you ever come back to the area!!! Love,

Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:11 PM CDT
Stopping by to say hello ... Love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:10 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and drop off some hugs and love...Hope you have a great day!
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, June 3, 2005 5:21 AM CDT
Hello guys! I hope all is well! I think about you guys non stop and pray that you are well. I am glad Tax season is over for you.

Lifting you up in prayer forever and always.

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Thursday, June 2, 2005 5:46 PM CDT
I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 11:51 AM CDT
Patrick and Carrie,
I just wanted you to know that I still check in on you, and think of you often.
Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin@admin.usf.edu>
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 11:25 AM CDT
Hi Carrie and Patrick,

You are constantly in our thoughts, even though we've been terrible at communicating. We check in to see how you're doing and our thoughts and prayers are with you always.

Much love and hugs,

Raj, Liz, Simi, and the Asher-baby
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 3:46 AM CDT
Hi, Kiddo's... Papa and I went to the cemetary today. There were lots of people there visiting their loved ones. We left a rose on Jordan's grave. Everything was beautiful. We love you, and will see you in June.
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 6:42 PM CDT
I am so glad you had a chance to come and see us yesterday Carrie...we had a really great time...I am just sad you couldn't stay longer...maybe next time...Anyway, it was really great seeing you and getting to spend a little bit of time with you...after you left Cody said he wished you could have stayed longer too...he also said he can't wait until he can see Patrick...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, May 30, 2005 10:04 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of Jordan on this Memorial Day. Please know that you are both in our hearts and prayers.
Susie McClure <suze_q80@hotmail.com>
Taylorville, IL - Monday, May 30, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 0:33 AM CDT
With memorial day coming, I wanted you to know Jordan is in my heart and mind alot. He is always there but he has decided to be very present at the moment. I just wanted to let you know Jordan will always be remembered not only on Memorial Day but everyday.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 2:25 PM CDT
Carrie...you are in our thoughts and prayers...I hope that the therapy works although another baby might be a really great thing (God's intervention?)Thank you for always asking eveyone to pray for us...your family has been without parallel...you are all amazing and we love you...on my way to leave some love and hugs for Ellen.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:48 AM CDT
O, Carrie, we are so sorry to hear this news..
We hope and wish you the best.
Love to you all!

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Monday, May 23, 2005 4:19 PM CDT
Hey Carrie and Patrick,
I have not signed your guest book in a ewihile however I still come by to check on you guys all the time! I found this poem on Baby Noah Prichards' site and I thought of Baby Jordan when i read this..........

A Tiny Angel
By Ravelle Whitener

There was a tiny angel
Who visited for a while
His secret sparkled in his eyes
and lighted up his smile.
There was a tiny angel
Who came to us one day
He kept his wings tucked out of sight
'twas time to fly away.
There was a tiny angel
Who blessed us here on Earth
With laughter, love, and tenderness
he charmed us from his birth.
There was a tiny angel
Who heard heaven call him near
So with a sign he bid goodbye
to those he loved so dear.
Now ... there is a tiny angel
Breathing deep of heaven's air
Whose wings soar out behind him
as he dips and swirls with flair.
There is a tiny angel
Who twinkles in a star
Whose breath is in a mountain breeze
that blows in from afar.
There is a tiny angel
Who flutters softly by
On butterfly wings you'll find him
or in clouds across the sky.
There is a tiny angel
Who has now become a part
Of the love you feel inside you
as you keep him in your heart.

Jodie <jjohnston_80@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Dear Carrie,
I am laughing at my stupidity once again! I don't know how the heck I entered Jule's entry into Jordan's guestbook, but I apologize! Just delete it and have a good laugh at my expense as well. Anyway, I stopped in today just to let you know that I think of you often, especially around Mother's Day...I couldn't help but hurt for the mom's missing their babies. I'm happy to read that your grandma is feeling better. Sounds like you are very close so I know you must feel relieved.
Take care and just call me a ding-a-ling!

Lisa Post <LMPOST@cox.net>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:15 PM CDT
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Thank you for the update! We are glad that the "rainbow" walk was a good experience for you. We wish we would have been able to be there too, to meet you and other friends! And... dr.K remains wonderful!! We are also glad to read that your grandmother is feeling better, Carrie. Take care and love to you all (we think of you and ^^Jordan^^ every day!)

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:52 PM CDT
Hey there...just stopping by to chedk in and drop off some hugs and love...you all remain in our thoughts and prayers...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:43 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,
Just wanted to say it was a honor to meet you at the Rainbow walk on Saturday. As I told you on Saturday, I have about 20 kids that I follow thru the Caringbridge website and it was wonderful to meet finally met them and their families. I am sure Saturday was a tough day for you and your family, but also bittersweet. You are such an amazing person and Jordon would be so proud of you. Keep the faith!

Joni Penny <pjp03@doc.state.nc.us>
Pine Level, NC USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 8:38 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and lety you know I am thinking of you today...
In Love & Prayer...Elasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 8:06 AM CDT
I can not believe I forgot to call you Saturday. Aaron ended up at the doctors with a severe sinus infection. He also had 'gunk' running out of one of his ears. I thought is was wax but it was infection from his sinus's. He had tubes put in in April and they said the tubes were doing what it was supposed to do, drain the ear. Poor thing, I kept thinking how it would have felt without the tubes. He also has bad allergies. He is pitiful right now. In all the running around trying to get medicines and things I forgot to call you to let you know I wasn't going to make it. I made the mistake of telling Ethan, so needless to say he wasn't to happy about missing going to the walk and seeing the 'children' as he put it. I told him we would make a trip one weekend to visit and bring surprises for the kids. I hope you had a relaxing, sun filled day Sunday. I know it was windy but I hope you were able to enjoy the sun a little bit. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you, as always.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:20 AM CDT
Dear Carrie,
I am sure Mother's Day was a difficult day for you. You will always be a mother...I am just so sorry that your precious Jordan is not here on earth for you to hold in your arms. Yes, he is with Jesus engulfed by all of the love of the Lord. Praying for you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
I found this on a friend's site and thought I would pass it on...

What Is Normal Now?

by Vicki Windham, NE Platte NE Chapter TCF

NORMAL is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Christmas, birthdays, Valentine’s day, and Easter.

NORMAL is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than a wedding or a birthday party. Yet, feeling a stab of pain in your heart when you smell the flowers, see the casket, and all the crying people.

NORMAL is feeling like you can’t sit another minute without screaming because you just don’t like to sit through church anymore. And yet at the same time feeling like you have more faith in God than you ever had before.

NORMAL is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone important is missing from all of the important events in your families’ life.

NORMAL is not sleeping very well because a thousand “what ifs” go through your head constantly.

NORMAL is having the TV on the minute you walk into the house to have some “noise” because the silence is deafening.

NORMAL is telling the story of your child’s death as if it were an everyday common event and then gasping in horror at how awful it sounds. And yet realizing it has become a part of normal conversation.

NORMAL is each year coming up with the difficult task of how to honor your child’s memory and their birthdays and surviving those days. And trying to find a balloon or flag that fits the occasion, “Happy Birthday”? Not really!

NORMAL is a new friendship with another bereaved parent and meeting over coffee and talking and crying together over your children. And worrying together over the surviving children.

NORMAL is being too tired to care if you paid the bills, cleaned the house, did the laundry or if there is any food in the house.

NORMAL is wondering this time whether you are going to say you have 2 or 3 children because you will never see this person again, and is it worth explaining that one of them has passed away. And yet, when you say 2 children to avoid the problem you feel horrible as if you have betrayed your child.

NORMALis hiding all the things that have become “normal” for you to feel, so that everyone around you will think you are “NORMAL”.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 8:19 AM CDT
Carrie, we were thinking about you yesterday and hoping you made it through the day with wonderful memories of ^^Jordan^^. We love you both lots.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, May 9, 2005 4:06 PM CDT
Thinking of you yesterday on your first Mother's Day without your sweet Jordan. I have no words, only my most heartfelt thoughts and prayers. God Bless.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, May 9, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 5:55 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day! I am so glad you and Connie came to the Walk! You are such an amazing mom! Please keep in touch and tell Patrick and Papa hello for us!
DR
Durham, NC USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 12:54 AM CDT
Happy Happy Mother's Day to a wonderful mom.... Hope you have a very nice day...
Noreen <talkntalkn@aol.com>
Newburgh, Maine - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
God bless the grieving mother...
In January as the snow flakes fall...
And as a new year dawns...
For her memories will comfort her...
Through winter, spring, summer, and fall.

God bless the grieving mother...
In February during the month of love...
She sends her hugs..on the wings of a dove...
And her kisses are blown to the moon above.

God bless the grieving mother...
In March and on St Patricks Day...
A beautiful rainbow...a symbol of hope...
Which colors her world..in a magical way.

God bless the grieving mother...
On Easter In April as she stops to pray...
Thanking God for the gift of everlasting life...
Knowing she will be reunited someday.

God bless the grieving mother...
On Mothers Day and thru the month of May...
Whose memories are like threads of gold...
For they will never tarnish....or go away.

God bless the Grieving mother...
In June as her tears fall like the rain...
Please comfort her...and give her strength
and peaceful days to help ease the pain.

God bless the grieving mother...
In July as the fireworks light up the sky afar...
Just like her memories light up her heart...
And she wishes upon an evening star.

God bless the grieving mother...
In August...as the sun shines through...
Who's life moves on...thru ups and downs..
Whose heart is so tender and true.

God bless the grieving mother...
In September as the leaves turn and fall...
Her childs life forever etched in her heart..
Her childs name entered on the memorial wall.

God bless the grieving mother...
In October...with the harvest colors all around....
Please guide her on her journey of grief...
and keep her safe and sound.

God bless the grieving mother...
In November...a time to give thanks and pray...
Who is so thankful for each precious memory..
But wishes with all her heart...just for one more day
God bless the grieving mother...

In December as Christmas nears...
Please bless her with the gift of peace...
And many great friends to help dry her tears.

God bless the grieving mother...
Each day throughout the year...
As seasons come and go...
And time unfolds...
Day by day...
Month by month...
Year by year...
and especially today...on this Mother's day.


alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, May 8, 2005 0:40 AM CDT

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 10:47 PM CDT
I don't think I've ever signed your guestbook before, but I have come often to read your updates, and followed Jordan's story. Your writing is so from the heart and such a moving account of your son's life. I often said prayers for him for healing; you were such a good mother to him, and made the best possible life for him. I wish I had words to comfort you, and especially so with Sunday being Mother's Day, but I do hope you feel Jordan's love all around you on Sunday. Thanks for sharing him on your site with so many of us.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada - Friday, May 6, 2005 8:33 PM CDT
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, May 6, 2005 11:42 AM CDT
I want to say Happy Mother's Day but that doesn't seem appropriate. Instead, just know I am thinking of you this mother's day. I hope you get that day out in the sun. I know that you are a great mom and I look up to all you have done and all that you will accomplish. I know Patrick and ^^Jordan^^ are so proud of you. Proud of the person you are and how you live your life. ^^Jordan^^ lives on through you and you show that. I can only imagine how unbearable some days are but I know that with the strength that you and Patrick have together and the strength you have in God that you are carried through those days. I also know you have a guardian Angel who will never leave you. You know I have always looked up to you and I always will. You have so much that someone can learn from and admire. Just know I do both and so much more. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers and so deep in my heart.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 4:57 PM CDT
Good Morning. I wanted to say I am so sorry for rambling on the phone. It seems every time we talk I then feel like did I even let Carrie speak. I know by now you are used to it but still I fell so 'Ughhhh' afterwards. I really enjoyed talking with Connie too. I miss all of you. I am planning on going Saturday so I will get with you and figure out a place to catch up with each other. I think I am bringing Ethan and Aaron. (Whew!!!!) They will love it, now that I have talked with you. I just feel like here I am bringing two healthy children and I don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable about it. That is the last thing I want to do is make someone feel bad or sad. You know me, worrying about everything. I can't wait. I love all of you and miss you bunches.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 7:56 AM CDT
I love you, miss you, think about you and pray for you. I would love to see you this weekend if that's possible. Give me a call so that I can at least find you wherever you may be to give you a hug. I just can't do it on clinic days because it is too late or I'm not feeling well enough to visit with anyone, but I miss you tremendously and you are on my heart all the time. My number is 336 250 9175. I will work around your schedule. You let me know what time is good. Even if it's only 5 minutes it's worth it to me to be able to hug you. Blessings to you!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:04 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop by and let you know you are on my mind...I hope you are doing okay tonight...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
I am so glad you were able to make the trip home. I know you had so many emotions thru out the whole visit. I am so sorry that visiting ^^Jordan^^ was so hard. Maybe we can come up with a fundraiser for his marker. You know I will do anything I can to help out with that. I was planning on going to the Rainbow walk but now I can't. I really wanted to experience it first hand. I hope that all goes well and the weather holds out. Just remember we are all here for you and Patrick, weither emotionally, physically or monatarialy (as much as possible :) Oh! I need to talk to you about something when you get a chance. Love and prayers to you both.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Hi Pat and Carrie!
Carrie I am so glad that you had a chance to go home and visit --I know you really needed to see your family.
We can't wait to see you too! We will be arriving tomorrow evening and will give you a call as soon as we get a chance.
Isaiah is very anxious to come and visit --I'll have to share what he told me when I see you. Talk to you soon!

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah <patricib@umflint.edu>
Swartz Creek, MI - Sunday, May 1, 2005 11:59 PM CDT
Miss you like crazy! Hope the walk goes good this weekend. Maybe I can make the one for ^Reese^ and ^Jordan^ in the fall. Make sure you get me a T-Shirt. Dad sends his love. No results on grandma's tests yet. Hope you can come back home soon.
All my Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Sunday, May 1, 2005 7:41 PM CDT
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 1, 2005 1:25 AM CDT
Hey, guys -- just wanted to let you know we've been checking in on you and hoping you're doing alright. We're glad to hear your trip went well, Carrie, even with as heartbreaking as it must have been to visit ^^Jordan's^^ grave. We love you both very much.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, April 29, 2005 6:44 AM CDT
Dear Carrie,
Thank you for your update. We are so sorry that your grandmother is not feeling well. We think of you all, every day.
Love,

Harmen, Hanna, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:08 AM CDT
Still thinking of you all -hope Jordan's special place gets sorted out soon love and HUgs Laura -Mum to Will MPS2
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yhoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
Hello guys,
I hope all is well. I leave tomorrow for our big move to Arizona. I am nervous but anxious at the same time. Always thinking about you guys. Carrie give me a call in a couple weeks! I might need more make-up. I am getting addicted to Mary Kay. More than likely just because I have a great person to buy from.

Sending all my Love & Friendship

Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 1:47 PM CDT
Hey Carrie and Patrick,
I know that it has been a very long time since I have left a message on this site, but I want you both to know that I think of you often. I look so forward to the day that I get to meet you in person and tell you how much your little one meant to me. If you join forces with the walk for Reese I am sure I will see you. I hope all is well and wish you a wonderful summer.

Robin Tucker <rtucker@hmsracing.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 11:10 AM CDT
I am so glad that you enjoyed your trip and am sorry that you were so sad about the grave marker...as soon as we can we will help with a fundraiser...I also sent you a present, it should be in your e-mail inbox...I hope you like it and I hope it works...

You all remain in our daily thoughts and prayers...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:56 PM CDT
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Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 25, 2005 1:15 PM CDT
Have a safe trip home tomorrow! :)
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, April 21, 2005 12:01 AM CDT
Just dropping by to see my addiction today. I hope you are packing and ready for your trip home. Give ^^Jordan^^ a little wink and blow him a kiss for me when you get to visit. I know you are so ready to go home. I am so excited for you. You are always in my heart and in my prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:30 AM CDT
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For you parents

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

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Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 1:48 AM CDT
I am proud of you too...So happy to read that you made it through with that AWESOME smile in place...

Cody seems to be holding up pretty well...and Riley is talking up a storm...we still think he may be speaking in a different language but hopefully soon either we will learn to speak his language or he will learn to speak ours...hopefully the latter ;-}

I hope you have a wonderful trip home next weekend...maybe after that you can make some plans to come see us...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, April 17, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
I knew you could do it! You are an incredible young woman, and Mike and I couldn't love you more, or be prouder of you, if you were our own daughter. Can't wait to see you next weekend. Love ya, Connie
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Saturday, April 16, 2005 8:22 AM CDT
Hey. I know you are working soooo hard today. Tommorrow will be a great day for you. I hope you don't get too frazzled. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:36 AM CDT
Only one more day Carrie!! I'm praying for you. HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, April 14, 2005 5:09 PM CDT
The end is in sight...Only one more day until tax season ends!!!! HOOOOOORAY!

Just wanted to drop a line and say thanks for sending Cody a Birthday card...I will open it and read it to him later on when I get home from work...

I heard Jordan's song on the radio yesterday and I just said I baby and I got chills all over my body...I thought it was neat to know he was there and also felt compelled to leave a note and let you know how much he loves you...

I pray that you are doing ok and that your heart is at peace...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 6:05 AM CDT
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Thinking and praying for you always.

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Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 1:38 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,

Only 3 more days left! I work in a tax office too so I'm counting down with you. I'll sure be glad when its over. I think your trip home will be just the thing to relax. I'll be thinking about you.

Mary <miniteasets@mail2world.com>
Worth, IL USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 12:03 AM CDT
The countdown is underway. YEH!!!!!! I hope you will be able to relax afterwards. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and checking to see if you got my email the other day. XOXOXO
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 12:21 AM CDT
You are just on my heart SO MUCH recently so I just wanted to stop by again to let you know that you are being thought of and prayed for. Blessings to you. I'll be back whenever the Lord leads me back.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:26 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of and praying for you guys. Only 5 more days until it's OVER!! I will be praying for a job that is more suited to what you need as far as personal fulfillment. Blessings and love to you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, April 10, 2005 2:03 PM CDT
Just stopping by to drop off some hugs and love...You all are on our minds daily...sorry that you feel like pulling your hair BUT...there is a light at the end of the tunnel...only five (LOOOOOOOONG) days until its over for this year and by next year you will officially be known as Mrs. Horton again :-}
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, April 10, 2005 6:42 AM CDT
Miss both of you very much! Can't wait till the 22nd. It's just not the same in Il. without you guys. May you have a safe journey home to us. I Love you both!!
Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, Il - Saturday, April 9, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
Can't wait for you to visit. I've sure missed you.
Love, Connie

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Friday, April 8, 2005 7:14 AM CDT
Hi Guys - We must have been on the same wavelength the other day. I had stopped by to check on you but didn't have time to sign in. When I checked Alex's guestbook and saw a message from you I just smiled :-) Carrie, April 15 will be here before you know it. I hope you can get a teaching job in NC for the Fall. Until then, you might want to consider tutoring if you have some time after the 15th. I found that very rewarding and actually liked it better than being in the classroom. Hugs to you and Partick.
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:40 AM CDT
Guess what? Harmen (from Europe) has a new baby sister named Hanna who is Sanfillpo free. Wasn't he on the unit with ^Jordan^? I thought I would pass on the info. They have a picture on the site. www.caringbridge.org/europe/harmen.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:27 AM CDT
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, April 7, 2005 0:59 AM CDT
I wanted to stop by and visit my addiction today. I had the program at church last night. I did it on caringbridge. I had ^^Jordan's^^ umbrella picture on display with some other things. I was okay until I started speaking of him. I lost it. The flood gates flew open. When I was preparing for the program I never worried about losing it in front of my friends. I was worried that I didn't do caringbridge, ^^Jordan^^ or ^^Jacob^^ justice. I wanted everyone to feel what my heart feels for these children and for the good of caringbridge. I ate 1/2 roll of tums before I even started. I was so proud to speak of him (even through the sobbing) and to have been able to say that I was friends with the both of you and Shawn. I hope that I reached into some of theirs hearts and left a mark. We will see. Time will tell. I hope that things are slowing down a little so you can enjoy the nice weather and be able to go outside and enjoy it. Love ya bunches.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

With a kind heart, The RAOK Group

Dana Sanford ~*~Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness~*~ <Aunty.Dana@Gmail.com>
Spring Arbor, MI - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 0:33 AM CDT
Hi Carrie,

I have followed Jordan's story FOREVER! I just wanted you to know that I still follow your journey through what you write on this page. You are a beautiful woman.

Danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:02 PM CDT
Just letting you know that you are thought of often. Just know that you did your very best with Jordan and now it's time for you and Patrick to do what's best for you. We would love to have you here in Ill. but maybe someday. Sheridan was sitting at the table the other day with her head down and I asked what she was doing and she said praying for Jordan! We won't ever forget the joy that god sent by the name of JORDAN!!! We love you both always.
janet johnson <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
coffeen, il - Saturday, April 2, 2005 4:42 PM CST
Hi Patrick and Carrie,

I've been thinking about you for a long time. Each time I try to post, all the words leave my brain and I'm left with nothing to say.

Here's a great big hug {{{HUG}}}. I've been wanting to give you that for a very long time.

Selfishly, I'm glad to hear you'll be in NC for a little while longer. Perhaps we can get together again.

Much love,

Liz <woodsedge@pobox.com>
Durham, nc - Saturday, April 2, 2005 12:17 AM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, April 2, 2005 4:05 AM CST
I feel ya girl.... BOY do I feel ya....
Shawn <shawn.samuelson@wachovia.com>
- Friday, April 1, 2005 7:38 AM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
I know I've said it before, but even though our losses are different, the ache is the same. I know what you are experiencing, as I continue to feel those things too. But as time goes on, it does become less and less. I know that seems of little solace to hear, but it is true. Just wanted to let you know that I continue to check on you and your family. Love,

Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 7:30 PM CST
Some days can be really tough, huh?

I did want to let you know that we are coming back to Durham in May for the Rainbow Walk and we're hoping to get together with you when we're there.

We'll keep you in our prayers.

Love and hugs,

Marian
(Madi's Mom)

www.caringbridge.org/nc/princessmadison <mitchem@wwdb.org>
Riverside, CA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 2:57 PM CST
I am sorry you are having a sad time right now...our hearts and thoughts are with you as always...

Things are going okay around here...we have had a lot of help from the church to get the house the way the docs think it should be for Cody...I am grateful...

I am sorry that you will not be able to move back to Illinois right now...but agree that it sounds as though this is the best decision for now...the thought is if it is meant to be then the doors will open...in this case they didn't...it will be really great when you are able to travel as often as you like...tax season is almost over so it will be better then.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 7:27 PM CST
You are not selfish... my Lord please have mercy on yourself.. you have been brave and underwhent the worst possible pain any human being can go trough... you are not selfish, you are beautiful beautiful mother, kind, thoughtful smart, sensitive human being that you are. Can't mistreat yourself... you did not deserve this, none of you. The why reaches too far for us to grab, cause we are just tiny specks of humanity in this universe.. we where not given the wisdom to see the "why's". I wish I could just hug you for a while and tell you how I admire you , all three of you. I wish you love, I wish you more love, i wish you to keep walking so as to give out all the wonderful things you still have in you to give, probably more than before, actually, certainly more than before... maybe, yes, there is a plan ahead, maybe a path full of light... we are just so blind... please have faith... Miss you God bless You All
Marcella

Marcella and Sean <pizzagnam@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 6:19 PM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 4:13 PM CST
Guys, I'm glad that you'll be there in May. I can't wait to see you guys! hugs, Ellen
Ellen <AHope4Drew@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 7:04 AM CST
Hello Carrie and Patrick,
Just wanted to say I was thinking of you. I check your site everyday even though I don't sign the guestbook. I'm glad that ya'll have decided to stay. Shawn will be happy.

Dee Dee Edwards <unc_fan@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 11:00 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick, There is not a day that I don't think of you two and wonder how you are doing. I am so sorry to here how much pain you still have each and everyday. Just know how lucky Jordan is to be in a perfect world now.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers daily. Melody

M. Riggs <mriggsrdh@frontiernet.net>
Coffeen, Il - Monday, March 28, 2005 6:43 PM CST
Carrie,
We have never met, although I have been following your family's story. Just want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers often. I can't imagine how hard it must be for you both. I am encouraged by your strength, although I am sure you don't feel so strong somedays. Just remember all the good times you had with Jordan and hold them in your heart. Besides being with his mom and dad I can't think of anywhere better for little Jordan to be at Easter then with Jesus.
take care

Miki Smoot
Hillsboro, IL USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 5:55 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick, It breaks my heart to know how much the two of you are still hurting. I hope that once you are able to visit more often, it might speed your healing. Your family will be so happy when the day comes that you are back in IL, but it sounds as though you are dealing with your priorities head-on, and that will benefit you in the future. Keep your chin up and know that your angel is watching over you and giving you strength to move forward. Lots of Love, Jenny.
J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 12:36 AM CST
Hi, guys -- just wanted to stop by and say hello and tell you that we're thinking of you and love you lots.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, March 28, 2005 12:07 AM CST
Happy Easter. I love you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:54 PM CST
Just stopping by to wish you a happy easter and to let you know I am thinking of you!
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:14 AM CST
Happy Easter FRIENDS!
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, March 26, 2005 9:43 PM CST

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 12:08 AM CST

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 3:40 AM CST
ILLINOIS OR BUST Baby!!!

I was actually really glad to read that you all are considering going back there...I think it would a wonderful change and the PERFECT place for you both to heal...

Cody was released from the hospital late Tuesday...I haven't updated our site yet because we are waiting for some biopsy results to come back from the small intenstine...on examination it looked bad...anyway...we should have them today...

I miss you guys a whole bunch...even woke up thinking about you...I am on my way to wake up my boys and head out to work...

OUr love, thoughts and prayers are with you...today and every day.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, March 24, 2005 5:34 AM CST
Carrie & Patrick:
Sorry I haven't checked in (my computer fried a mother board, and we had to break down and buy a new one). Believe me when I say, you have been on our minds quite often.
I only have a few extra minutes right now, and glanced at your journal entries, but they hold so true to the same experiences we have had over the past two years. I can't believe it's been that long, it seems like only yesterday I we held Garrhett in our arms for the last time. You two sound like your doing well, and facing head on one of the greatest battles you will ever face. I am so glad that your entries reflect that you are dealing with your loss in the best way possible---as the "team" you were in your love and effort to give Jordan a long healthy life. Always remember, as we try to do, that you shared the love of a special little guy who was sent to this earth for a reason. Although we may never know these reasons in life, we pray that someday they will be revealed to us all.

I am experiencing the same feelings you felt when you went back to the unit to give facials to the parents on the unit. Dr. K. has extended a tremendous offer to Korrynn, Garrhett's Sissy. Korrynn is finishing her second year of pre-med and Dr. K has offered to have her extern and study with the PBMT team at Duke this summmer. We are quite honored by this offer, and as my sister-in-law said "it's like a final gift from Garrhett to his beloved Sissy", we are all feeling a little anxiety about returning to Duke this summmer. It's really strange. Although I am, in a way, excited to see some of the people who had the privledge of knowing Garrhett best in his short time on this earth, I am also afraid of reliving the memories I have been able to "compartmentalize" since I have lost him.
If you haven't returned home to Illinois by the time we arrive, I would love to see you and talk, if you feel up to it. At first I thought that talking to other parents who had been through the same type of experience would be sort of "comiserating", but now I know we share a special bond that very few will ever know......

If you ever feel the urge to vent, please know I am always just an email away.

Stay strong. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Diane Humphrey (Ken and Korrynn) & ^^Garrhett^^ <kenanddi02@aol.com (www.caringbridge.org/pa/garrhett)>
Midland, Pa USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:22 PM CST
Hi Carrie,

It is wonderful to hear that you want to teach again - it means that you're healing. Little by little, hour by hour, day by day - you are going to find "yourself" again. You're in there somewhere, your old spirit, your inner soul - it just takes a long time to realize that it exists underneath your broken heart.

Your heart will always be broken, and never completely heal, but somehow, through the strength of our Lord, your spirit rises again - and you find yourself feeling again, and wanting to do some of the things that used to bring you joy before. Never in the same way, but in a new way.

I'm so glad to hear you want to teach again. I love you and am so very familiar with your pain and what you and Patrick are going through.

I'm always here for you. I love you and miss you guys.

Love, Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adlphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:49 PM CST
Carrie..Well we are doing it! Moving to AZ! Carol B if you are reading this, I will call you as soon as I return from my inlaws. I hope everyone has a great easter! Carrie I will get you my new info as soon as I know what it is. Now that I have a new job, I just might need some more make up! hehehe!
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:16 PM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:03 PM CST
OK.. the selfish side of me wants you to stay.. but my heart understands your desire to be closer to Jordan and family. You guys need them now as much as ever. I just want a head's up before you leave!! I regret our busy schedules haven't allowed much time to be together so I need to squeeze you in as much as I can. I'm also glad to hear you want to go back to teaching. I know that's what you love and that's what you SHOULD DO!! Anyway... God bless you guys.. and we'll talk soon. Steve gets home from Kuwait April 8 - maybe we can figure out some time to get together after that! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Shawn, Steve, Noah, Taylor, Katherine, & ^^REESE^^ <shawn.samuelson@wachovia.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 7:09 AM CST
Carrie,
Wow! Thanks for calling tonight! You really made my night! Plus I am so thrilled to get some more Mary Kay! So it was a double bonus!

I hope you guys had a great night. I hope that April 15th comes fast so that you can hop on a plane to go and visit your family!

God bless. Please remember that not a day goes by that I don't think about you guys and and angel ^Jordan^ every single day!

Jennifer hInes <creativejenny@comcas.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:34 PM CST
As bad as it would be to lose you and Patrick here, I know it will be a good move for you. Your family's love and support are always there for you but to be close enough to stop by for a few minutes and hug mom is worth it all. I know it would be nice to be able to visit ^Jordan^ and have your little chats with him and to be able to bring him things. You know I asked you last week about if you were moving back. I have just always known in my heart that is where you would be. Also teaching is in you. It is your passion and you are so good at it. I think ^Jordan^ is guiding you in all areas of your lives. I am so proud of all you have been able to do and accomplish as you grieve your loss. Your are making ^Jordan^ so proud. If you do decide to move, I will miss you both. Just know I love you and support any decisions you make.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:03 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Pat~
I'm finally back to checking up on friends --after a little break. I'm sorry to hear about your grandma -we will be praying for her (we've been praying for Cody).

I was wondering if you were thinking of moving back to IL. With such a wonderful supportive family like yours I can see why it's hard to be so far away. I'm glad to hear that you are thinking about going back to teaching. I know that you're the type of teacher I would love my kids to have. You have so many other talents as well!!! Will Patrick be able to transfer his job? Do you expect to be in Durham for a few more months? Isaiah and I would love to see you in May if you're still there. Sending you many hugs and you are in our prayers.

Pat, Sal, Mishael and Isaiah ~~~Isaiah’s Journey~~~ <patricib@umflint.edu>
Swartz Creek, MI - Sunday, March 20, 2005 4:38 PM CST
Carrie, I have been praying for you to be able to get back into the classroom at some point. You are a teacher at heart and you have so much to offer. I will be praying for your next decisions as well. Know that I love you and will constantly keep you in my prayers. Let me know before you go if you do though--I would love the chance to get together with you guys and spend some time before you leave if you decide to do that. Blessings and love in Christ. I'll keep checking in on you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, March 20, 2005 4:21 PM CST
Sounds like a great idea to me -Teaching is one of the best professions! Take care love Laura (mum to Will MPS2 and a teacherLOL)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Sunday, March 20, 2005 8:00 AM CST
I think it will be good for you to be surrounded by your family and love and support. I am so glad that you want to go back to teaching, that you feel that desire now. It is like spring beginning in yourself after a long winter, there might still be some hard freezes but a warming trend is on the way. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:22 PM CST
Let me know if you decide to come to St. Louis for the half-marathon on April 10th! And if you need some place to stay you're welcome at my house -- plenty of room.
Kim Greene Frazier (Shelby's Aunt) <kgfrazier@charter.net>
St. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 7:22 AM CST
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in and say that I'm thinking of you always.

See you on Monday.

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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 19, 2005 0:51 AM CST
Sure hope you do move back here. We've all been good about not whining, but we sure miss you both. I know I'm speaking for a lot of folks. Love ya both, and hope to see you soon. Mom & Dad Horton
Connie horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Friday, March 18, 2005 1:49 PM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 5:29 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. From one angel mum to another I send you ((hugs)). I lost my daughter on 1-8-05.
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Nicola <teagynsmum@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, va - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:24 AM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:15 AM CST
Just stopping by to let you know that you are most definitely in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you in Christ. I'm glad you were able to go back to the hospital without too much trauma. I'm sure that was incredibly hard.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:04 PM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, March 11, 2005 6:40 PM CST
What an amazingly loving thing for you to do - giving back to the people on 5200. I think God must be so very, very pleased and proud of you! Glad to hear everything is going well. Hope you get to visit home soon....there's no place like home. :)
Jo and Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Friday, March 11, 2005 5:57 PM CST
I had to come see my addiction today. I love that picture. I am so glad I got to talk to you the other day. As blonde as I sounded, it was still great to talk to you. I feel like we talk all of the time but I know it is my heart speaking not my voice. (that might be a good thing on your ears :) I just wanted to let you know I miss the daily 'talks' and calls. But I am so glad you and Patrick are taking the steps in the right direction in order to get by and make it through the grief. ^Jordan^ I know is so proud of both of you. Just know that there are so many of us that love you both and wish only good things for you.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 1:03 PM CST
Carrie...

Thank you so much for checking in on us and calling...also thanks for seeking out the prayer support for Cody and hte rest of us...we really need and we really appreciate it...

I am so impressed by the strength you continue to display...I know that going to the unit must have been very difficult...but like everything else you did it! And my bet is you did with grace, compassion and nothing but love...YOU ROCK!

I look forward to seeing you when we come back to Durham in May...maybe we can get together longer during that visit...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, March 10, 2005 5:49 PM CST
Carrie, we are so proud of your strength, courage, and ambition to go back to Duke and help other parents who are where you once were. We are very proud of you both and think of you every day. Love you!!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:48 AM CST
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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:59 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I still think about you. I check in often, but don't sign. Glad everything is going (as well as it can when you're heartsick) for you two.
Think spring!

Mollie Hoffman <molliewarner@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, Il USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:21 AM CST
Letting you know that you are never far from my thoughts
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:04 PM CST
Hi Carrie - I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you to go back to 5200 since I have a hard time visiting there. I'm sure all the moms up there really appreciated what you did for them. We're proud of you! Hi to Patrick and Happy Belated Birthday. Hugs from California.
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 10:44 AM CST

Stopping in to let you know that I'm Thinking about you today and always.

Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:10 PM CST
Hortons,
Glad to hear your all doing well with life. Let me know that information on the marathon april 10. I would like to go see your friend to tell her how I appreciated her efforts.If you make it home let me know. Stay strong so it will make both of you inspired people.I'm praying for anne health to get better.

uncle kenneth <yesnum7@sbcglobal.net>
st.Louis, mo us - Monday, March 7, 2005 11:04 AM CST
Just checking in! It seem things are going well. I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Tanya Engelman <tanya_engelman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Sunday, March 6, 2005 6:17 PM CST

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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:16 AM CST
Hi Guys, I am so thrilled to hear everything is going so well for the two of you. You both deserve it. Carrie, keep us posted on the cost of the grave marker. Don't give up on the one you really want. I'll do what I can to help. Love, Jenny.

Jennifer Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 12:25 AM CST
Hi Carrie. I have never signed the guestbook, but I faithfully check it, and I faithfully pray for your family everyday. I just read the latest entry, and saw that you may have to get a different headstone because the one you want is too expensive. Well, I feel that ^j^ordan deserves the headstone that you really want, so I am willing to send a donation towards it. If you really want the one, I am sure with the help from of all of us......WE CAN HELP YOU MAKE IT HAPPEN......^j^ordan deserves "the best" for what he went through. ^j^ordan will help bring everyone together, and make your wish come true!
jodi halverson <halvy502@yahoo.com>
johnsburg, il 60050 - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:28 AM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
I'm glad to hear things are settling down for you (well, except for Patrick's accident!). Carrie, writing the book is such a positive, healing thing to do. You two have a story to tell, and it is a story that can help so many people. And doing the facials will be such a treat for the ladies, as well as another step in the healing process for you. It takes courage to go back there, but you both have shown amazing courage in facing the challenges that have been thrown your way. And reaching out to people who are hurting as only someone in your position can understand is a gift of true love. You both continue to amaze me!
Love, Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Friday, March 4, 2005 4:01 AM CST
Hi Carrie,

If you have time, swing by our house on the way to or from Duke. We'd love to see you again. I think about you often.

Much love,

Liz <woodsedge@pobox.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, March 4, 2005 3:37 AM CST
I think the facial day on the unit is a great idea. It will be so wonderful for the moms, and while you know what they are going through, they will also understand your reactions to being back on the floor. What a great ministry for you all.
Patti <mtsummer@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:16 PM CST

Thinking of you always.Sending hugs your way.

Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:07 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick, You guys are heavy on my mind tonight. Had a bad ^Jordan^ day and by the time I was feeling up to calling it was too late to call. I am really missing you Carrie. Hope you can come home soon. Grandma is holding her own.
Love and Miss you both like crazy!! Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville , il - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:23 PM CST
A big hug from us in Chile... I am happy to read about you two being toghether and restarting to breathe... I am impressed by all you say: your job, your stamina, your amazing courage, your savings for the stone... bless you Carrie, much love to you and Patrick... happy birthday Patrick!!
Marcella and Sean <pizzagnam@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:25 PM CST
Just checking in. Happy Belated Birthday Patrick. I feel aweful that I haven't been by in a few days. I have had sick boys and end of the month at work. Carrie, I haven't forgotten you. I will try and get in touch with you before the week is out.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 12:50 AM CST
Happy belated birthday Patrick! Still from a snowy Groningen :-)
Love

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:05 AM CST


Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:36 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick: I check the website often even though I don't sign in that much. I think of you quite often and admire your strength and courage. Please know that I have quite a lot of admiration for you individually and as a couple. I am honored to have met you and to have known Jordan.
Shawnia Forrester <shawnia.r.72@sbcglobal.net>
Fresno, CA - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:15 PM CST
Thinking of you,
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program

Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Thinking of you,
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program

Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Happy belated birthday, Patrick! We love you guys!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:00 AM CST
Happy Birthday Patrick! I thought of Jordan and so many of the others I met thru Shawn & Reese Friday as I sported my purple ribbon. Glad to hear the new job is going well.
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:46 PM CST
Happy Birthday Patrick
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:01 PM CST
still have you on my heart and in my prayeres
Shannon Templeton (Early Intervention) <stempleton@viafamily.com>
Raleigh, NC 27603 - Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:07 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK...and many, many more!!
Miss Judy <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:17 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK!!!! 29 and HOLDING!!!!! We hope you have a wonderful day!!! Talk to you soon. Love ya!!
Luke, Angie, Sheridan & Preston <lyerla6@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:09 PM CST
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Patrick, happy birthday to you!

Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, February 26, 2005 2:56 AM CST
Glad Patrick likes his job. Maybe some day he will be working a flight that Captain Furrow is flying. :-) Sounds like things are going better for ya'll. Glad to hear it!
Cindy
Forsyth, - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:34 PM CST
Happy Birthday Pat. Love Aunt Betsy
Betsy Williams <Misspopupcamper@aol.com>
Wendell, NC USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:34 PM CST


Just found this and thought it was really cool...remember we love you guys but nothing holds a candle to how much He loves you.

Our thoughts and prayers remain with you and your family every single day...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:27 PM CST
Thoughts and prayers from Boston.
Ann
Boston, MA - Friday, February 25, 2005 2:25 PM CST
I was coming to the guestbook to say Happy National MPS/ML Day but I see I get to say Happy Birthday tomorrow for Patrick! Glad you made it home safe & sound! I'm glad you're going to be able to get the stone you wanted for Jordan. I know how special Reese's is, one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen! Talk to you soon! God bless!
Randy, Robin, Jake & Gracie <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:54 PM CST
HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY tomorrow, PATRICK!!! Dad and I love you, and remember well the minute you came into our lives. We hope you and Carrie have a blast on your day. Take care, and we'll talk to you soon. Love ya, Dad and Mom












connie horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
forsyth, il - Friday, February 25, 2005 12:02 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
I have been checking on you through the website ever since I saw y'all last--I am so sorry I haven't done a better job of keeping in touch. I am glad to hear that things are going ok for y'all with the jobs and everything...Carrie, let me know when you have a Mary Kay thing at your house and I'll try to come! I have a new job at Duke so now I have most of my weekends and weeknights off. I would love you see y'all!
Love always,
Amy Brenneman

Amy Brenneman <wolfpackRN@nc.rr.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:50 PM CST
I check on you regularly, but don't always leave a note -- so very glad to hear Patrick is home & doing well at the new job. Wishing you well...
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:59 PM CST


BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 2:25 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,

It is nice to read that you are both beginning to find your new niche... I know it takes time, and I am continuing to find mine as a single parent. But I think you are finding that it does get easier, even though the pain will always be there. We are forever changed, in ways that many do not understand yet. I hope that you will continue to find the joy in each day, for your little boy would want that for you.

janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
new berlin, wi - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:51 AM CST
It was refreshing to read you update and feel the "glint" of happiness in your words. I am so glad that God has given both you and Patrick some outside things to fill in some of the gaps. I am sure that Little Jordan had a hand in helping fill in those gaps. He probably asked God to help his mommy and daddy to not be so sad. Kids have this amazing knack for being able to take care of us as much as we take care of them.

Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:38 AM CST
It sounds like things are going okay. I am so glad you can get the stone you want for ^^Jordan^^ and not have to settle for less. I know you missed Patrick and was so glad for him to be home. I do have an order for you but I will call you sometime this week and give it to you. (Some people were waiting for payday-which is today) Lots of love and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:22 AM CST
Glad to read that things are okay ánd that your grandmother is improving!
Love from snowy Groningen,

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:14 AM CST
How very sweet - you and Patrick make such a cute couple. I'm glad you have each other. It sounds like things are very busy in your neck of the woods. I wish you hadn't reminded me about tax season...I have been dreading it. It will probably be another bad year for us with taxes, but I am delighted that you will get what you need for Jordan's stone. Be good....
Jo and Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:05 PM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick,
I was just thinking about you guys and wanted you to know. I am glad things are going well for both of you in the work world. I pray that life gets easier as time goes on.

Love, Nancy and Sam

sam and nancy www.caringbridge.com/co/nolanramsey <samdramsey@comcast.net>
Erie, Co - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:25 PM CST
Stopping by to look at the sweetest face around. I hope both of you are doing okay. Lots of hugs and kisses.


Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:47 AM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:13 PM CST
Carrie, Patrick & ^^Jordan^^
Thinking of you guys today like always. Wishing I could give you all huge HUGSS!! So here you go (((((((((HUG))))))))))))

I hope Patrick made it home safe. I am sure he scored high on all his final tests! My prayers were flying to him on that.. (Have I said that I hate tests!)

Well I hopw your MK is going well! You are a great consultant!

Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 7:55 AM CST
Stopping by to drop off some hugs and kisses...I hope that Patrick made it home safe and sound and that all is well...Maybe next time we will have a chance to see you both while we are there...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, February 21, 2005 6:25 PM CST
I thought I would stop by and let you know I was thinking of you. I meant to call you this weekend but I had a really crummy one. Another one of my beautiful boys earned his wings. I am so beside myself on why these things happen. I know he is so much better off without all of the machines and pain. I know he is watching over his Mommy and sister but dam can't someone have a break? I'm sorry to vent. But I know if anyone can understand it would be you. I will try and catch up with you this week. I hope Patrick made it home okay and you both had a great weekend. Always....
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 11:12 AM CST
HI Carrie,

I thought I would stop by and see if you were still journaling. I was happy to see that you were. I will definitely include your gamndmother in my prayers. I too am a Breast Cancer survivor. So I understand your concerns. I am also happy that you had a beautiful dream of Jordan. Those angel moments are so precious!


Hugs and Kisses to you and the family!
Patty and Jesse (MPS Forum)
Jesse's Page

Patty Taormino <wordinedge@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:31 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, February 18, 2005 5:19 PM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick,
Great day today! Coming home! Congratulations Patrick with all your exams!
Love,

H,J and J <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:38 AM CST
Hi Carrie, Just thought I'd stop by and let you know that I was thinking of you. I'm glad you had a better week. I'm also happy your husband is coming home. How you must miss him.
Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa

Kari's Page <Lisa@iamtheshoe.com>
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:39 PM CST
Just stopping by to let you know that I still think about you guys every single day!

Oh By the way my MK works great! Hope you being a consultant is going well!

Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:55 PM CST
Congratulations Patrick on your success. I hope you really enjoy your new job, and the benefits!! Carrie, I think of you guys so often. It's hard to believe that only 9 mos ago we were having a benefit dance. My only regret is that I did not have someone take my picture with your little angel. I am glad to hear he is keeping in touch with you!! I hope Patrick has a safe trip home. Maybe I will see you on one of your trips to IL. Lots of Love and Prayers. Jenny
Jennifer Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:47 AM CST
Dear Carrie:

It was really great to have the chance to get together and hang out for a little while...I was sad that we didn't have more time but maybe next time we will...

Let Patrick know we are sorry we missed him this time around...maybe one of the places you all can fly is over here to see us :)

Also tell Mike and Connie that we truly enjoyed our time with them and again thanks for the lunch :)

We love you guys a whole bunch...and if a big fat pizza arrives at your door from a friend...be sure to eat it :)

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:08 PM CST
Hi Carrie- Hope you're having a better week. Two more days until Patrick gets home! When you guys get your free air travel, you'll have to come visit us in sunny California. Hope your Grandma is on the mend too. Hugs,
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 2:01 PM CST
Hi there,
I thank you for your kind words. You have an amazing family! Please tell everyone I said hi. I will say a prayer for your grandma. I am glad you had a dream abour your little boy. How I long to have a dream about Mikey in fact while he was dying in my arms I asked him over and over to come to me in my dreams it hasn't happened yet. I hope it happens soon. Big hug to you your family and your little angel.
Love,
Sherry

caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 9:14 AM CST
Came by to check on you and say Hi. Glad to hear things are going well.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 5:54 AM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 1:23 AM CST
Hi, Carrie:

Hope you have a great visit with Eleasha and family while they're in town. We're keeping your grandma in our thoughts.

4 days until Patrick's home! Woo-hoo, and congratulations on all of his training tests!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:53 AM CST
^^Jordan^^ Thank you for visiting your mommy! Happy Valentines Day!
Jennifer HInes <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:14 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day!!! Glad Patrick is almost home. Hope your days keep getting better as much as they can!! We think of you always!
Love, Susie, Larry, and Kyle

Susie <Susiespa8@insightbb.com>
Decatur, IL - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:38 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day. I am so glad to see that ^^Jordan^^ came by for a visit. I know you hate to wake up on those days. Congratulations Patrick on passing the tests. We are all so proud of you. I know you can't wait to get home. I just wanted to stop by and visit ^^Jordan^^ this morning and to check on the world's greatest parents/spouses! Your always on my mind and forever in my heart.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:41 AM CST

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 9:38 AM CST
Carrie I am glad you are having a better week and that Patrick will be home soon. I will be thinking of you this week as always. Love,Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:29 AM CST

yOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:57 AM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, February 13, 2005 2:07 AM CST
Hi Carrie! Thanks for mentioning us in your journal entry! I'm sorry to here about your crappy week! Please know that you will always be in our daily thoughts and prayers! Love Always,
Zach, Kelly, and Liam <kellyg@clas.net>
Marble Hill, MO - Friday, February 11, 2005 2:45 PM CST
Carrie,
I know you are having a rough week. I have been praying so hard for you. Well last night I went to bed thinking about the scrapbook us CB friends make for Jordan and another one we just completed for Kyan Pichard. I went to bed with thoughts of you guys. It was werid when I woke up thismorning becasue I turned to my husband and said wow! What a dream I had. I had a dream that I was able to meet Jordan, touch his sweet face and gave you and Patrick these huge Hugs. Jordan had his spiky hair and just laugh in my dream. I prayed when I woke that he come dance in your dreams like he did mine. Carrie & Patrick, even though I may not sign everyday I there is not day that goes by that I don't stop on the website to say a litte prayer for you both. You are amazing people. Thank you for continueing to share your journey with all of us.

Holding you tighly in my prayers,

Jennifer Hines
Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:23 AM CST
Carrie, I am so sorry you had such a hard week last week. I am praying that this was a much better week for you. I love you and continue to lift you up in prayer. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:26 PM CST
Just stopping by to say hello and tell you that we love you guys and hope this week is going better than last week. Hope your grandma's doing better too -- know that we're thinking of you all.

10 days until Patrick's home!

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:50 AM CST
Hi Carrie. I was doing some caringbrige 'surfing' like I do often and came across Jordan's site. I've been by before but don't think I ever "signed in."
I'm so sorry for the bad day. In reading your journal, my heart just aches. I know for those of us who've lost a child, EVERY comment relates to our angel and it's so hard to understand how someone wouldn't realize that. I'm learning to accept that our thoughts are just so different, so constantly focused on our angels. I don't think an hours has ever gone by that I'm not missing and thinking about my baby. Just wanting to wish you as much happiness as possible. The picture of Jordan with Santa caused me to bawl- we have one almost identical as our baby also spent his first Christmas in the hospital. Jordan is truly a precious angel.
love, hope, courage and hugs
Carol Miller
mom to Riley, Reagan Reese and my forever baby Reid

Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:51 PM CST
Carrie,

I'll be sending some extra prayer's your way this week. I'm so sorry about everything horrible you've had to face! I think about your sweet little chunky boy every day. He was so beautiful! Maybe while I'm here we can get together. I would love to take you to lunch. Have a wonderful week and give me a call when you have some free time. 909-402-1042

Love,

Richelle Bates (Queen Maddy's Mommy) <rikkilee23@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/ca/queenmaddy>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:52 PM CST
WOW! What a horrible week...if it makes you feel any better the Cody fam clan is on its way to see you next week...

I had a Jordan moment on Sunday...we were on our way to the church service when "Angel" came on the radio and I intutitively looked around the car and said "hi, Jordan...glad you stopped by." I guess I should have stopped by here sooner to let you know that all is well :-}

As always you are all in our thoughts and prayers...I can't wait to see you...we will be there on Sunday and stay until we are done on Tuesday...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:58 AM CST
Carrie, I'm so sorry that you have had such a rough week and had to have one when Patrick was out of town. I'm sure your boss felt terrible about causing you any more pain. I wish we lived a little closer but I'm glad Patrick's parents have been keeping you company. And a big Woohoo to Patrick! That's awesome about his tests! Not too many days until he'll be back home, safe & sound! Take care & God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:46 AM CST
Dearest Connie!!
Happy birthday to you! Oftewel: Hartelijk gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag! We hopen dat je een fijne dag hebt gehad! Many BIG HUGS from all of us!!
Love en kusjes,

Harmen, Jan en Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:27 AM CST
Hi Carrie,
I am so sorry to read that this week was so hard.
Please know that we are always thinking of you and your wonderful family.
Harmen and I just came back from the island of Ameland. I brought some pictures with me to the island from our stay in Durham and the ones with Jordan (bébie, bébie) and you all, were his favourites! Harmen's thoughts are with you too!
Love!

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:21 AM CST
Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:49 AM CST
Carrie...I am so sorry this week has been so bad. Sending you many hugs and love from Orlando
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:09 PM CST
I am sorry you are having such a tough week. I hate that "leave your problems at home" speech. I have never been good at separating my emotions from the rest of my life. If I am upset, everybody knows it and it effects everything. Not the best way to be I guess but that's me. I hope Patrick will be home soon and you will be happier. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 12:15 AM CST
I am so sorry you had such a rotten week. It sounds like the weekend was pretty good though. As good as it can get right now. I wish I could tell you the incident with your boss wont happen again but I can't. It will always be people thinking one way and you thinking of ^^Jordan^^. Especially the people who didn't know him or you when he was here with you. They won't have that experience to pull from. And I'm sorry to say that some people don't think of others before they speak. I am glad you recognized that you were both on different pages rather than him being unfeeling. I hope you have better days and weeks ahead.
Way to go "Professor Patrick". Who is teaching who? I know you will be so glad to come home. Be careful and come home soon. As always, you all in my thoughts and prayers.

Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 11:10 AM CST
Happy Birthday Connie!! Hope your taking care of my girl. Wish she was here to let me lean on her shoulder for a change. It's been a tough week. Carrie we always Knew Patrick was inteligent but we don't want him getting the big head! Patrick I love you,and I know your able to be the best in your class. Miss you both terribly.
Love, Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:46 PM CST
Hi Carrie,
I just wanted to say thank you for stopping by to visit Kari. Your Jordan is a beautiful angel, I started reading your updates and older journal entries about a month or so ago and I just want you to know that you were in my prayers and continue to be.
Good luck with your Mary Kay business. That is my favorite brand of make-up. But they discontinued my favorite lip crayon!!!!! Oh well. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Lisa Schueler <Lisa@iamtheshoe.com>
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:49 PM CST
Dear Carrie, I am glad you are keeping busy and having some fun while Patrick is away. I am glad you have nice friends and family to keep you busy. I am sorry the funeral was so hard on you. Those times just sneak up on you and bite you in the backside. Hang in there. I hope you don't get tired of hearing me say that. It is code for I love you and I am sorry and I wish I could give you a big hug and make it all better! Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:05 PM CST

BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 3, 2005 5:05 PM CST
Still visiting you to see how you all are -Carrie I think of you Patrick and Jordan often -
Happy Birthday to Connie!!love Laura(Mum to Will MPS2)

Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Thursday, February 3, 2005 3:46 PM CST
Good Morning. Thank you so much for checking on Kari. As you can see some times she has visitors and for the most part it is me. :( After I got the word out some of the 'friends of Allies' signed but then that kind of tapered off to. I hope they will come back every once in awhile anyway. I hope you are doing okay and that Patrick is okay as well. I know you will be so excited when he gets home. I just wanted wanted to let you know I was thinking about you.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:23 AM CST
Hi Carrie,

I know...

Love, Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 3:26 PM CST
I'm still checking in on you guys, and am so proud of you both. Your strength is amazing.
Love,
Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin@admin.usf.edu>
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:27 AM CST
CARRIE,
JUST CHECKING IN ON YOU GUYS.... I SENT YOU AN EMAIL TO THE EMAIL ADDRESS ON THE FIRST PAGE BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT IT MIGHT BE PATRICKS EMAIL ADDRESS AND YOU WOULD NOT GET THE MESSAGE UNTIL HE GETS HOME. IF YOU GET A CHANCE, CHECK THE EMAIL. I SENT YOU A MESSAGE ABOUT A SUPPER THAT WE ARE HAVING AT OUR CHURCH. THE PROCEEDS WILL BE DONATED TO THE "RUN FOR REESE" AND WE JUST WANTED TO LET YALL KNOW ABOUT THE SUPPER. HOPE ALL IS GOING WELL. HANG IN THERE.. PATRICK WILL BE BACK HOME BEFORE TOO LONG.. JUST KEEP BUSY AND TIME WILL PASS.

STEPHANIE BECK <SMBECK@SURRY.NET>
MT AIRY, NC - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:11 AM CST
So sorry to hear about Patrick's great aunt -- our hearts are with you all. Of course being at any funeral will remind you of ^^Jordan's^^ services, but with the strength you and Patrick have and the love you have for each other and for your son, hopefully that pain will ease over time.

In the meantime, happy birthday to Connie and a big, huge congratulations to Patrick! He sounds like he'd be a good poker player, telling you he's worried about his test and then completely acing it. We're so happy for him, and we love you both lots.


Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 6:47 AM CST
Happy Birthday do Grandma Connie. Congrats to Patrick for good test scores! I just wanted to let you know that you're constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I know you miss Jordan so much. I miss him too and I know it's only a tiny little fraction of the amount you miss him. I can't imagine. Know that you are loved. Blessings to you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:05 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA CONNIE...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! CHA! CHA! CHA!

I am glad to read that things are busy...sorry to read you had such a sad day but wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers...today and every day.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:05 PM CST
Yes I do have a life. I am still at work though. It is end of the month and it is crazy. I am so proud of Patrick. How could he not do well with a little angel over his shoulder. I am sorry for your loss of Patrick's Aunt but as you said she had a very fulfilling one. Now she is bouncing ^^Jordan^^ on her knee and telling him all kinds of wonderful stories.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:54 PM CST
Carrie, When I signed on this morning I was going to let you know I was thinking of you but when I started writing it was to ^^Jordan^^. I was having a moment. I couldn't help myself. I hope that Patrick's parents made it in okay and that you aren't tooo lonely. I hope work is keeping you busy and the Mary Kay world is booming. Keep working at it. Patrick will be riding in pink before you know it :)
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:28 AM CST
Good Morning my sweet cherub. I wanted to let you know that I miss you bunches and you are always on my mind. I know you are having so much fun with all of your friends in heaven. Be sure to keep Daddy safe and visit Mommy so she won't be lonely. I love you deeply and I will miss you forever.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, Nc USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:25 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick,

I think of you guys so often. I am glad to hear about Patrick's new job, and you guys getting back into the swing of things. I know it is a huge adjustment. I miss Jordan so much, and his cute little waves and kisses!! I hope you two continue to be strong!!! You are two are amazing.


Hugs,

Sameeya <sameeya1979@aol.com>
Durham , NC PBMTU - Saturday, January 29, 2005 8:39 PM CST
Your son looks like my angel when he was little. I can just imagine what a beautiful angel he is flying free. I will keep your family in my prayers.
Darla Lindenmayer <DLinden73@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/in/angelbarneyboo>
Lexington, IN United States - Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:25 PM CST
just checking in to see how you are doing. Patrick will be back before you know it.Sounds like your busy so just be safe and remember your always being thought of.
uncle kenneth <yesnum7@sbcglobal.net>
st.louis, mo - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:47 AM CST
Stopped in to see how you're doing and to say Hi. I hope Patrick gets home soon. That's pretty scary that it took you so long to get home that night...please be careful.
Jo & Bob <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, January 29, 2005 2:47 AM CST
I watched and was in tears also. And, it's kinda cool to see Dr. K on TV...even though it happens ALL the time. I'm also sorry you had to sit in that traffic mess. I heard about the 3000 kids that had to spend the night at school. Of course, being a high school teacher, that thought gave me shivers. Can you imagine trying to contain teenagers together all night??? Anyways, I am glad you will have some company while Patrick is gone. I know you miss him. I'll be praying for you as always and will check back in on you soon. Blessings to you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 5:17 PM CST
We watch Extreme Makeover: Home Edition regularly too, and watch the new "How'd They Do That?" show on Monday nights, and Don and I were both mesmerized by the entire two shows, thinking about ^^Jordan^^ and getting just the most miniscule glimpse into what transplant life is like. We'll never understand what you all have been though and what you're going through now, but know that we're here for you to talk to any time. We love you lots and miss ^^Jordan^^ tremendously.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:04 AM CST
Hey guys. SOrry it's been so long since I have left an entry. Things have been hectic here. I have so much to fill you in on. I will try to call you in the next week or so and maybe we can catch up better that way. I am glad to hear that things are going some better and just know that you guys are still in our thoughts and prayers. We love you guys!!! talk to you soon!!!
Holley Sharp <sweetiebaby_blue@hotmail.com>
Benton, KY USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 11:58 PM CST
Congrats on the new job Patrick! Also just wanted to say to both of you that I am thinking of and praying for you continually. I am honored to be able to call you my friends. Blessings to you. I'll keep checking in.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, January 23, 2005 5:42 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
I check in often most times not posting just reading your words! Congradulations on your new job Patrick and on your Mary Kay job!!

Aunt to my "ANGEL" Kaitybug! <rjapril!@insightbb.com>
Jeffersonville, IN - Friday, January 21, 2005 6:52 PM CST
Congratulations on the new job and Mary Kay career! We are delighted in your good news. Most of out here in la-la land can speak volumes on what we learned from Jordan in his short life. It's funny how one little guy can capture so many hearts. I don't think people realize how attached you can become when you start reading about someone's life each day. The attachment is the same for their entire family. We all smile when you smile, laugh when you laugh and hurt when you hurt. :)
Jo & Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:06 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS PATRICK ON YOUR NEW JOB, AND CARRIE FOR YOUR GREAT START IN MARY KAY. You guys are on your way to a more "normal" life, whatever that means. I have thought of you guys often over the last few days, my kids have been ill and I am getting cabin fever. I don't know how the two of you survived with your sanity intact. I'll say it again, your strength is amazing. Congrats again to both of you!! Lots of Love, Jenny.
J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:24 PM CST
carrie and patrick
great news on patrick getting the job.I know our sweet little jordan had a great impact on everyone espically me. He taught me some lessons too in the short time we had him here with his parents. So just remember how he touch your lives and his uncle. See your a saleswomen now with mary kay. Is the pink cadillac next, haha. Glad to see life getting somewhat better for you two.My prayers are always with both of you so take care. Love uncle kenneth

uncle kenneth <yesnum7@sbcglobal.net>
St.louis, mo north - Thursday, January 20, 2005 7:27 AM CST
I am so glad that things are going well for you both! I hope they just get better and better. Very glad to hear that things are becoming more bearable. Here is to hoping and praying just for the happiest of memories of your sweet boy!
lori <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 5:50 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick:

I still check your site from time to time, and was happy tonight to read your message full of good news. If your travels ever bring you to St. Louis, I'd love to see you!

Shelby Greene's Aunt Kim <kgfrazier@charter.net>
St. Louis, MO US - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:31 PM CST
It sounds like you had a great party. As you know I don't have a computer at home so I didn't get to order this weekend but I will this week though. CONGRATULATIONS PATRICK!!!!! Yeh!!! I am so happy for you both. I love seeing you both move forward a little. That's what it is all about. Airplanes are the closest things to flying with the Angels. I love the idea. Going home won't be so far and between now. You have made my day with all of the positive things going on. Your guardian angel sure is looking out for you two. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and I was nosey enough to see how you did Friday nite. Always and forever in my heart and prayers
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:53 AM CST
Congratulations, Patrick!! We are so excited for you guys!!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:46 AM CST

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Sunday, January 16, 2005 12:35 AM CST
Hi Carrie! This is my first time visiting Jordan's site. The deep love that you have for your sweet angel baby shines through so clearly through your journal entries, as does your strength. You have done a beautiful job putting Jordan's story into words.

Please know that I will be praying for you and Patrick.

Dianna

Dianna Lavidalie <ddlavidalie@aol.com>
Laplace, LA USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 9:11 PM CST
Good Morning. I am keeping my fingers crossed for your Mary Kay adventure. Does this mean Patrick will be riding in a little pink car? :) I thought you would like that image. I will be placing an order with you soon. There are some things I do need. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all today.

^^Jordan^^ I miss you buddy. I love you more than you could ever know.

Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 8:31 AM CST
Carrie,
I was so glad to read your entry today. It made me remember the kind of days you are having. Those days are the beginning of the healing process. It gets better and the tears get farther apart. You and Patrick have been through the worst of times. Nothing could be worse and it's obviously made you stronger and closer. I'm glad to know that you are allowing yourselves to find happpiness in some small things. Love and faith will carry you through. You are so right to keep very, very busy. Keep up the progress you're making.

Maggie Fogg <stadmin@st-teresahs.org>
Decatur, IL USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:38 AM CST
Just stopping by to let you know we are thinking of you and ^^Angel Jordan^^. Sorry about the Packers but the brick sounds like a great gift and a wonderful way to honor your little guy. God bless!
Laura, Ken, Nathan & ^^Angel Jillian^^ http://www2.caringbridge.org/fl/jillian/
Naples, FL - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:32 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick so glad to hear that things are looking up for you. Just know that we all still think of you both and of Jordan too. We will never forget him for he made such an impact on all who knew him or of him in his short but very powerful life. Love to you all. Nanny Jan
janet johnson <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
coffeen, il - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 6:37 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick so glad to hear that things are looking up for you. Just know that we all still think of you both and of Jordan too. We will never forget him for he made such an impact on all who knew him or of him in his short but very powerful life. Love to you all. Nanny Jan
janet johnson <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
coffeen, il - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 6:35 PM CST
I am so glad to see you are keeping busy and for the 'good' things coming your way. I am praying for a good '2005' for you both. Your always in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:25 AM CST
I was thinking of you all today. Sometimes it is SO hard to have you so far away. I know that you have been in N.C. for most of the past 2.5 years but before it was always with the hope that you would be back to stay soon. I love you both so much. Pat and I have always been close but Carrie, you became my very best friend even before you and Pat got married. I think it happened the night Bill and I broke up and you got out of bed to sit with me and talk. I knew then that if I ever had a sister, I wanted her to be you. I told you the day of your wedding, and it is still true, that if I could have hand picked any woman in the world to marry my brother, it would have been you. Thank God Pat and I have the same taste in women! I too still think of Jordan every day and sometimes I think the sadness will never pass but I know that it will get better in time and that Jordan would want us to laugh and be happy and celebrate life. We are keeping busy here. Life in my zoo is never boring. I remember how much Jordan liked all the animals and boy would he be proud of me now! I will talk to you soon. Just remember that I love you both and if you need to talk I will always be here.
Kris, Zach, Tonks, Cassie, Bella, Jason, Mustang, and Elvis <klhorton@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 10:56 PM CST
Praying for you and wishing you comfort.
Ingrid Lamparyk <ltlcavewmn@sbcglobal.net>
North Olmsted, OH USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 4:12 PM CST
Praying for you and wishing you comfort.
Ingrid Lamparyk <ltlcavewmn@sbcglobal.net>
North Olmsted, OH USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 4:12 PM CST
Thinking of you all today and missing ^^Jordan^^ terribly. I hope things are going okay for you. I feel like it has been forever since I have talked to you. Maybe someday soon. Love and kisses to you both.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 8:34 AM CST
You know not a single day passes that Jordan does not come to mind...not a single week passes where our family does not reminisce about the little things that were so much a part of baby Jordan...we use his laugh...we tell of his strength...his smile...his pudgy little cheeks...his wonderful head full of red hair...we grieve for his amazing parents whom we respect and love very much...I know that there are now and never can be any words to make the pain go away...I wish that there was...I am grateful for the time that we had with your family...with Jordan...I am blessed to have had the chance to hold him and love on him even if he cried for his momma the whole time...I am grateful to have the opportunity to know you all...Jordan's wonderful loving family...I really hope that we get the chance to see you all when we are there...I also hope that the New Year has brought you all some much deserved and needed "good" news ;-}
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:40 PM CST
Okay, I have to admit, that was one of the most commical entries in quite a while. My heart tells me your little angel probably got a tickle out of it also!! I'm so glad you guys ventured out to make the trip home. It would have been disapointing for all if you hadn't made it. Angie told me you all had a great visit. I hope that 2005 holds many happy times for all of you. Lots of Love, Jenny.
J. Kerhsaw <Jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:47 PM CST
Thinking of you all today and always.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 12:08 AM CST
I am glad that your are back on dry land with black road under you. Wow!! Remind Patrick that a good man never points out a lady's mistakes. I would have done the same thing you did. There is something to be said for perseverance. I am glad you were able to get away and be with your family. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 4:51 PM CST
Thinking of you and your precious angel this new year...God Bless.

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:57 AM CST
I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. And I couldn't believe you battled that weather to make it home for Christmas, but I am glad that you were able to spend it with everyone. Hope you are doing well.
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:33 AM CST
OK.... GO PACK!!!! LOVE YA, MOM AND DAD HORTON
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.con>
Forsyth, iL - Sunday, January 2, 2005 5:02 PM CST
Just reading your entry, we could hear you telling your story. It would have sounded much scarier had it not been for your flair for injecting humor into what others might have seen as a dismal and aggravating situation. We're so glad you were able to make it to Illinois and back and that you could spend time with your family. We were thinking about you often over the holidays, especially every time we looked at the picture of Jordan from last Christmas, still hanging on our refrigerator. We love you guys so much and will talk to you soon.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Sunday, January 2, 2005 12:25 AM CST
Hi Guys- Glad you made it safely to your destination even if it took such a long time! Just wanted to wish you a Happy and Peaceful New Year. Hugs from soggy California. No snow here, just rain, rain and more rain!
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 6:27 PM CST
Was so happy to see you both at x-mas. Glad to see your trip back was better than the trip here.Take care of yourself with lots of love from me.
uncle kenneth <yesnum7@sbcglobal.net>
st.louis, mo north - Saturday, January 1, 2005 2:50 PM CST
Dear all!
We like to wish you a happy and wonderful new year,
although a lot will be so very different without Jordan.
We think of him and you daily.
Love and hugs and kisses,

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Saturday, January 1, 2005 2:43 PM CST
I think of you guys a lot and especially ^Angel Jordan^. Your holiday was quite an adventure. From what you write, I can tell you both have an incredible bond, you support each other, and will forever be guided by your guardian angel. I'm wishing you both peace, strength and happiness in the next year. God Bless!
Laura, Ken, Nathan & ^^Angel Jillian^^ http://www2.caringbridge.org/fl/jillian/
Naples, Fl - Saturday, January 1, 2005 12:17 AM CST
Hey guys...I know this year will the a first for a lot of things. I can't even imagine how hard it will be, but I wanted to wish you a Happy New Year and to let you know I am praying for you always and you are surronded by people who support you!
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:57 AM CST
Happy New Year! Hope you had a good time out last night. We took care of your Niece and Nephew last night. Stopped by and saw JoAnn and Gary for awhile. We were home and I made it to 12:00 but not 12:01. We love you and miss you.
Love Mom and Dad <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:16 AM CST
Sounds like your trip was a true adventure. Glad you guys got to go home and be with family. Praying you all are blessed with a Happy New Year. Sending hugs and prayers.
Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net>
Princeton, WV - Friday, December 31, 2004 5:50 PM CST
I almost got tears from laughing about your journey so much...I cannot believe you all decided to drive in that crude! BUT...I am really glad that you were able to make it home to celebrate Christmas with your family and lifelong friends...
Anyway, today is Cody's two year post transplant birthday...we will celebrate with the rest of the world and give thanks...
As always, you all are in our thoughts and prayers along with the ever present reminders of our little buddy Jordan...
Our two year studies are scheduled for the week of the 24th of January...I will get in touch so that we can make plans to come and hang out with you guys that weekend if that is still okay...
We love you guys a whole bunch! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:25 PM CST
Happy New Year, my dear ones. It was wonderful having you here for Christmas. Can't wait to see you next week. Have a great time out with Robert and Emily, and bring in '05 with a bang. I love you both, and am praying that '05 is full of good things for us all. See ya soon, Mom
Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Friday, December 31, 2004 12:45 AM CST

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 12:27 AM CST
Glad you made it home safe & sound! Just wanted you to know you all were in our thoughts and prayers during this holiday season. I can't even imagine...bittersweet would be the understatement of the year. I love the new pictures of baby Jordan. He is so precious...much like the birth of another baby who is the reason we know we see Jordan again.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, December 31, 2004 11:45 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick, We thought of you often during the Christmas holidays and wish for you to have a peaceful and healthy New Year!! We are so glad you made your journey so safe and with humor!! Wish we could of seen you while you were home, but hopefully next time!! Take care!! Love, Susie, Larry, and Kyle
Susie <Susiespa8@insightbb.com>
Dectaur, IL - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:37 PM CST
That sounds like a good movie in the making. Kind of like National Lampoon's Christmas. I am glad you were determined enough to go and succeed. ^^Jordan^^ knew you needed that togetherness in the car and the story to tell. Instead of it all being about the first Christmas without ^^Jordan^^ it is also the Christmas Blizzard story. I am glad you made it home safely. I was thinking of you during the holiday. I hope you found some peace with your family. As always your in my heart and on my mind.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 7:58 AM CST
I loved reading about your "adventure". Just know that I am thinking of and praying for you always. Blessings and love to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:43 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick, I just wanted to wish you both a belated Merry Christmas. I know that it is so hard to truly feel "merry" this time of year but I wanted to just wish the two of you the best possible Christmas that you can possibly have. I absolutley loved the picture of Jesus in the picture book. What a great way to visualize Jordan's meeting with Our Saviour Jesus Christ. I hope you had a good visit with family and maybe someday I will get to see you up in Durham. I only live about 90 miles away. Take care of yourselves.
Roberta Kishbaugh
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 12:54 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick! I was thinking of you both over the holidays. I hope you enjoyed your trip back home. I pray that the new year brings you better and more hopeful times.
Amy Fandel
Springfield , IL - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 12:47 AM CST
My heart was with you and Patrick this Christmas. I know it was probably a hard one for you to get through, but you were with family, so I pray that made it alittle easier. I love the pics of Jordan's first Christmas.
Jo & Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 0:50 AM CST
I am back at work and I wanted to see my addiction this morning. I hope you had a chance to enjoy being with your family. I know it was harder than anything I can imagine but I know you had a great support system. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. All of my love and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, December 27, 2004 8:06 AM CST
My First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees,
Around the world below,
With tiny lights like Heaven’s stars
Reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away that tear,
For I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs,
That people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music don’t compare,
With the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you,
The joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description,
To hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart,
But I am not so far away,
We really aren’t apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones,
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift,
From the heavenly home above,
I send you each a memory,
Of my undying love.
After all “Love” is a gift,
More precious than pure gold,
It was always most important,
In the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other,
As my heavenly father said to do,
For I can’t count the blessings of love,
He has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas,
And wipe away that tear,
Remember, I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.

Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 7:08 PM CST
Dear Carrie & Patrick, Grandmas & Grandpas,

I just wanted to say that I think of you all so often, and pray for your peace and comfort.

Love, Aunt Kelly

Kelly Martin <mkmartin0721@hotmail.com>
Tampa, FL - Sunday, December 26, 2004 5:33 AM CST
I know today is very hard for you, but I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas and let you know i am thinking of you today
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:23 AM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
We realize how hard this time of year must be for you.
Nevertheless we hope and wish you will have a wonderful Christmas in Illinois with all your beloved ones.
You are all in our hearts and thoughts,
take care and love,

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:41 AM CST
A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS


God Give Us eyes this Christmas
To see the Christmas Star.
And give us ears to hear the song
of angels from afar

And, with our eyes and ears attuned
for a message from above,
Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us
of hope and faith and love

Hope to light our pathway
When the way ahead is dark,
Hope to sing through stormy days,
with the sweetness of the lark

Faith to trust in things unseen
and know beyond all seeing
That it is in our Fathers love
We live and have our being

And love to break down barriers
of color, race and creed,
Love to see and understand
and help all those in need.

Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care.

Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day.

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy < c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 11:53 PM CST
Patrick and Carrie,
May God bless you and comfort you through the Holiday Season.I wish there was something that could be said to help you,But words just dont seem strong enough.So my family will offer prayers for you and hope that God will take care of the rest.

Clint,Becky,Zack,and Isaac Bundy <clintbundy@hotmail.com>
Deactur, - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,

Just a note to say that we're thinking of you this Christmas and sending warm thoughts your way.

Much love,

Raj, Liz, Simi, and Asher
Durham, nc - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:37 PM CST
Romans 12:15

Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.

I Thessalonains 4:13-18 (Read the whole thing! :)

v18.~ Encourage each other with these words.

God bless you and keep you!

Sincerely,

EJ

www.trinitysdiary.com

EJ <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com>
Surrey, BC Canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 4:32 PM CST
Thinking of you. Merry Christmas.
Tanya Engelman <tanya_engelman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Friday, December 24, 2004 4:30 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick -I know you will make it through with the help of family and friends ! We are thinking of you and wish you a peaceful remembering Christmas xxxx Laura (mum to Will mps2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Friday, December 24, 2004 3:10 PM CST

Alicia , Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys <Lumberhead@twinwolf.net>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 1:30 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and blessed New Year!!!!

Love and Hugs,


Tami Slawson ( www.caringbridge.com/ca/slawson <tlslawson@aol.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 8:22 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
I am truly so sorry for your loss of Jordan. I hope your time with family in Illinois is joyous and filled with wonderful memories of your boy. My heart aches for your pain. Please know that I am thinking about you both and praying for you.

Lauren Pena (Friends of Allie)
Salinas, CA - Friday, December 24, 2004 0:52 AM CST
Jordan's baby pictures are so beautiful. They made me smile. Thank you for sharing him with all of us. I am keeping you in my prayers and hoping that you find more reasons to smile during the day than cry while remembering your precious boy. He is truly a gift, an angel.
God bless,
Tiffany Borner and family (Friends of Allie)

Tiffany Borner
Suwanee, Ga USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 8:07 PM CST


Remembering your Angel Jordan during this special time of year. Wishing you peace and many wonderful memories. You are in our prayers.

Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 5:24 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick, I have an angel ornament on the front of my tree and everytime I look at it, I think of Jordan. I never had the honor of meeting him, yet I think of him daily. I hope that you are doing well and that you find peace and happiness on Christmas. I start training for my marathon in January, so hopefully Jordan will find time to 'help' my through it. It will be such an honor to run for him!
Katie (Epstein) LaMantia <klamantia@newcityschool.org>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, December 23, 2004 0:40 AM CST
Be careful on the way home today. I will be thinking of you and ^^Jordan^^ this week and especially this weekend. Going home I think will help you out alot. It is a place where it all started and where it all rests. Let come what may. Bring on the emotions. Get it all out. It will be better that way. The only one you have to be strong for is eahc other. You are the strongest, truest and bravest people I know. My love, thoughts and prayers are with you,from Illinois to North Carolina to the moon and back.
^^Jordan^^ have a merry Christmas with Jesus. What a thrill. Be sure to help blow out the candles on his birthday cake! I love you to pieces.

Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:47 AM CST
I just wanted to wish you guys a Merry Christmas and let you know that we are thinking and praying for you both. Love and prayers
Holley Sharp <sweetiebaby_blue@hotmail.com>
Benton, Ky USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:15 PM CST
Dear Ones, I can't wait to see you. I know it's only been a few weeks since we left, but it seems forever. I hope all of your "Decatur" friends get the chance to stop by. We have nothing planned for Christmas day except whatever you want to do. We love you both, and miss you and ^^Jordan^^ like crazy.
See ya in a couple of days, Mom and "Mother in Law from Heck"

Connie Horton <connie0131@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, Il - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:58 PM CST
My heart just breaks so bad for you. I'm sure many people will think what I'm going to say is nuts...but who cares--I AM NUTS! What I was going to say is that I often come here and just read and re-read entries that I have already read from the past. I want to remember the moments of Jordan's life. I want to remember every time I visited with all of you and praying over Jordan and just everything...it's so weird--like I'm expecting the words to change when it gets to the entry where you explain that you had to let him go. I just love you guys so much and over the years, I've found that one of the hardest things is watching the people I love go through such terrible heartache because of all the frustration that serious illness in children brings. Anyways, I think of you constantly and am lifting you up in prayer. I will be in Chicago just after Christmas so I will be thinking of you then too. Just know that I love you and am always here. Blessings in Christ and Merry Christmas during what I know is a very difficult time for you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:50 PM CST
Dear Carrie,

Once again I can read your heartfelt emotions and shake my head in agreement with everything that you said. I urge you to continue using your site as "therapy" to work out the wide spectrum of emotions that encompass grief. In time, you will be able to look back and read how far you have come. It takes courage and strength to do what you are doing, and in the end, you will be grateful for the person that you have become.... not by choice, but by God's perfect plan.

Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:18 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick and Angel Jordan,
I have not heard that term--but how appropriate---Memory Christmas! How sad, but yet what a great way to celebrate Jordan's life--with memories. I check on your website every couple of days, sometimes to check for updates, sometimes just to see his face.
We pray that you will have a "Very Memory Christmas"
Love and prayers,

Vickie Whicker http://www3.caringbridge.org/nc/bettywhicker/ <avsecg@aol.com>
Mocksville, NC - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:49 AM CST
Your entry hit me in the gut today. I know I never had a physical connection with Jordan. But he touched my heart in a place where only my 2 boys have touched. It is still strange and hard to understand how and why. I, like many others, wish we could help you through this. I can't say take it all away. In doing that, ^^Jordan^^ goes away. I want it to be easier for you. There is no choice, you have to go through the steps of grieving or you will be 'stuck' in a place that is not good for you or his memory. I sit here with tears flowing, feeling somewhat of the emotions that flood and overtake you. I know you both are strong people and you will get through this. You will do this in your own time. ^^Jordan^^ will take care of you. Keep leaning on each other. You know what I think of you both individually and as a couple. I can't say Merry Christmas, that doesn't feel right, but I hope you have a peaceful holiday at home with your family. I love you both.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:02 AM CST
Your entry hit me in the gut today. I know I never had a physical connection with Jordan. But he touched my heart in a place where only my 2 boys have touched. It is still strange and hard to understand how and why. I, like many others, wish we could help you through this. I can't say take it all away. In doing that, ^^Jordan^^ goes away. I want it to be easier for you. There is no choice, you have to go through the steps of grieving or you will be 'stuck' in a place that is not good for you or his memory. I sit here with tears flowing, feeling somewhat of the emotions that flood and overtake you. I know you both are strong people and you will get through this. You will do this in your own time. ^^Jordan^^ will take care of you. Keep leaning on each other. You know what I think of you both individually and as a couple. I can't say Merry Christmas, that doesn't feel right, but I hope you have a peaceful holiday at home with your family. I love you both.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:02 AM CST
I don't know if this quote will help at all, but our human resources manager sends us a "Thought for the Day" every day, and this is the first one that I thought might be appropriate to send you, especially considering the physical journey you're about to make and the emotional and spiritual journey you've been on since before Jordan was even born:

Winter, a lingering season, is a time to gather golden moments, embark upon a sentimental journey, and enjoy every idle hour.
---John Boswell

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:21 AM CST
Our hearts break with the pain and sadness that you are feeling. Please be safe on your drive to Illinois and back to North Carolina. We love you both so much.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:59 AM CST
Have a save trip home. We are heading to NE to see both sets of parents over the holidays again, but call and hopefully we will both be in town at the same time and can get together at some point while you are back. 876-7617
Cindy
Forsyth, - Monday, December 20, 2004 12:09 AM CST
I have been thinking of you both a lot lately. I hope you are able to find some peace and joy during this Christmas season. I saw your mom last week at Olivia's dr. appt. and I asked how you were doing. I pray for you both everyday that you can find some strength to keep going each day, to take it one day at a time and that you both don't lose sight of the love you have for each other and ^^Jordan^^! Have a safe trip back to Illinois this week. Call me if you have time to get together.
Amy Fandel <afandel@anpi.org>
Springfield, IL - Monday, December 20, 2004 8:32 AM CST
Thinking of you both and Jordan today. I hope you have a safe trip home. I know it will be good to see family and to be able to visit ^^Jordan's^^ resting place. Give him a big kiss for me and tell him I love him to pieces. Always in my prayers and in my heart.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:56 AM CST
Just a quick note to let you know I was thinking about you and your beautiful boy and hoping your feeling stronger and finding peace. Many warm wishes, hugs and lots of respect.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:07 PM CST
thinking of you
Joni ***Friends of Allie**** <kewl_gal_1980@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 10:48 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick:

Hope you got our message last night. It wasn't until later in the evening that I realized that the ornament and poem we got in the mail from Don's aunt was probably the same package that you received in the mail. It was really powerful and although we reflected with sadness on our losses this year, it also helped to know that Uncle Terry and Jordan are in heaven together this year. Love you.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:59 AM CST
Hi. I have tried 3 times to write to you and everytime when I hit send, I get deleted. I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and hoping that you can find a little peace when you go home for Christmas. Having family around will help keep you busy but will be bittersweet also. I will be thinking of you both during the holidays. I am going to call you sometime soon. I had Aaron's first birthday and we had Jordan's place for him. I took pictures of his special seat and of the balloon release. He wanted the Elmo balloon first. Sorry Patrick, he didn't grab the Packer balloons first. It felt good doing a little something for him. It was for me also. It made me feel a little closer to him this weekend. I know it is all in what you believe but I chose to believe. I just wanted to let you know you are both special to me and that ^^Jordan^^ will never be forgotten and he will always be loved.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:39 AM CST
Hey guys. I had a dream of Jordan last night. He was in one of those baby cuddler things and he was cooing and laughing and was smiling so big and he eyes were so large and glistening. He looked so healthy and so happy. Hope you are all doing well. Thinking of you always
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:12 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
I have had a real hard time today. I went Christmas shopping last night after work because its getting late and I hadn't had the heart to go. I was looking for a book for Sheridan and looked up and there on the shelf was 1 copy of a book right in front with no other copies of it anywhere around. Guess what it was, Where The Wild Things Are. Do you think^^Jordan^^ was trying to tell grandma that he was there? I would like to think so. I can't wait to see you next week. I miss you both.

Love Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, il - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:47 PM CST
I'VE BEEN CHECKING THE WEBSITE EVERY COUPLE OF DAYS. I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOU GUYS CONSTANTLY. I DON'T EVEN KNOW EXACTLY WHAT TO SAY, BUT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOUR PEACE AND PRAYING FOR ^^JORDAN^^ EVERY DAY. MAY HE ENJOY HIS CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS AND MAY YOU FIND COMFORT IN EACHOTHER.
LAURI SMALLEY <xrayu11@yahoo.com>
NOKOMIS, IL USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 6:23 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and every day...if you all need anything let us know.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 4:58 PM CST
I like the poem. Jordan is spending his Christmas with Jesus this year...what a lovely thought.
Jo & Robert <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:38 AM CST
Thinking of you during the holidays and sending you my love and prayers. And to Jordan in heaven.J

Much love,

Jennnifer DiLibero (friend of the Schwabs in CA) <jgerich@ccwla.com>
Hermosa Beach, CA USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 10:55 PM CST
Saying a special prayer for you tonight. I love the poem. Lots of love, Jenny.
J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 9:21 PM CST
The Lord put you guys on my heart very strongly tonight and I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I love you so much. Please let me know if you ever need a shoulder. I'm here. I know I don't understand, but I'm here to love you. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:34 PM CST
I wanted to drop by and let you know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers. My heart aches for you both and knowing that you have to go through these holidays coming up. I hope you can have a little peace and comfort while back at home. Always in my heart and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 5:06 PM CST
we continue to keep you and patrick in our thoughts and prayers.especially this time of the year when it is needed the most.keep strong and always remember there is a precious angel by your side helping you make it through another day.
katie and drew heidemann <heidemann5@sbcglobal.net>
decatur, il - Monday, December 13, 2004 4:40 PM CST
I think a book would be great! You might also consider having your video transferred to DVD -- less chance of deterioration, and easier to copy for a backup to put in your safe deposit box just in case.... You and Patrick remain in my thoughts -- wishing you well!
Carolyn F
Winston-Salem, NC - Monday, December 13, 2004 2:55 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick-
Just wanted to let you know how ofen we think of you and hope that you are doing okay. . . take care of yourselves.
Much love, Michelle, Erik, and Cam

Michelle Jorgensen (Cam's mommy) <largo142@aol.com>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 2:25 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
thinking about you, now and always. You are two of the strongest people I know. Jordan will always be so special to me and so many (hundreds of thousands)people. His light will always shine brightly.
With Love,

Kim and Ty Downham <jdownham@earthlink.net>
Houston, - Sunday, December 12, 2004 11:32 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Please know that you are in our hearts and thoughts continuously.
^^Jordan^^ has such special parents!
Love,

Harmen, Jan and Jacomien <jacomienwichers@planet.nl>
Haren, The Netherlands - Sunday, December 12, 2004 9:48 AM CST
I just wanted to say hello and that you are thought of often. HUGS
Joni ***Friends of Allie**** <kewl_gal_1980@yahoo.com>
Brandon Manitoba, Canada - Sunday, December 12, 2004 3:43 AM CST
Just checking in. we think of you often and continue to pray for your comfort.
Love, Nancy

The Ramsey's <samdramsey@comcast.net>
Erie, Co - Friday, December 10, 2004 6:10 PM CST
Dear Carrie,

I remember so vividly not wanting to forget anything about Douglas. I remember wanting to write down every single word he had said, and every silly thing he did. It's funny how we have that fear.

I pray that God gives you the strength to put one foot in front of the other each day, and helps you to breathe in and out - give yourself time. You and Patrick - give yourselves and each other - time.

I love you guys, and think about you often.

Love, Tracie

Doug, Tracie, Angel Douglas and Cam <tracienicoll@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Looking forward to seeing you both at Christmas. Everyone here is doing fine and Mom and Dad are enjoying my zoo. O.K. maybe not enjoying but at least tolerating it VERY well.I miss you and I know that you have missed the Illinois weather. I thought I was going to have to write a book too the other night but call mine "Dear Pat and Carrie, Sorry but my dog ate Papa". Like I said, we are all getting alone just fine here.... Love you both and will see you soon.
Kris Horton <klhorton@hotmail.com>
Forsyth, IL - Thursday, December 9, 2004 6:59 PM CST
Carrie & Patrick,

I have been keeping up with you all through the website and your Mom. I just finished reading you latest entry and I think the book should be called Jordan's Journey...just a suggestion.
I will see you guys at Christmas. I love you both and miss you. Stay close to each other.

Aunt Tina <tinas@scottrice.com>
Kansas City, - Thursday, December 9, 2004 1:59 PM CST
Carrie
I was thinking the same thing as your Dad. Your writting and story will be great. I hope you go through with it. Hope to see you over the holidays.
Barbara

Barbara Gottemoller <gottemollerb@st-teresahs.org>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:32 AM CST
Hi Carrie and Patrick - Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking about you. A book sounds like a great idea. We want a signed copy :-) We'll always have a special place in our hearts for our favorite little baseball fan! BTW, it's hard to sign the guestbook due to all the entries. You can contact Caringbridge and have them archive this one and start a new one. We did that with Alex's and you can still view all the old entries. Hugs across the miles.
Jill, Steve, Alex and Emily www.caringbridge.com/ca/alexschwab <jillschwab@adelphia.net>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:35 PM CST
Letting you know I was thinking of you and had to see my 'addiction'. Lots of love and prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 3:58 PM CST
I wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of you. I check this site almost daily, but don't always have the words to say how sorry I am for what you are going through. I am so glad to hear that you are going to try writing a book. You have always had a way with words and I think you have a beautiful story to tell about Jordan's life. It will become your book of memories to remind you of how inspirational and beautiful his life was. I continue to pray that God gives you and Patrick love and strength every day!
Amy Fandel
Springfield, IL - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 2:16 PM CST
Hi, Just want to tell that you are always in my thoughts and always in my prayers. May God give you the strength to go through this. I can amagine how this must me hard for you. I have three daughters who are dying and i live with this fear each day.
Writing a book will be a good idea.
((hugs))

www.helpourgirls.com

Tayyaba <tayyaba@helpourgirls.com>
NJ - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:13 AM CST
Hi, wanted to let you know we think of you often even tho we haven't written in the guestbook lately, I check it almost every day. What an awesome idea to write a book. Take care
Noreen <talkntalkn@aol.com>
Maine - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 6:43 AM CST
Thinking of you today and always.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:27 PM CST
Patrick and Carrie,
I am so excited to hear about the book. Angie and I have talked about this before and I think it will be wonderful! My aunt writes for a paper in Savanah, GA, so if you are ever interested in getting a "plug" for the book just say the word and I would be happy to talk to her. I will do anything to help. Again, you guys are such great people and it still breaks my heart to see the pain you are withstanding. Your little boy will forever be a part of so many lives. I think about you a lot, and thanks to Angie, I get frequent updates. Relish in the good memories and anytime you hear a child laugh, I pray that it will bring a smile to your face and not a tear to your eye. I can't imagine how proud Jordan is of the two of you. Lots of Love, Jenny

J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frontiernet.net>
Coffeen, IL - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:18 AM CST
Thinking of the both of you. Gena
Gena Lewey <kevin_lewey@yahoo.com>
Coffeen, IL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 8:34 AM CST
Carrie and Patrick, I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you guys.Hope you are having a good week. Ijust wish I had some words of comfort but all I know to say is that we are thinking and praying for you guys. We love you. If there is anything at allwe can do to help, Please let us know. Love and Prayers
Holley Sharp <sweetiebaby_blue@hotmail.com>
Benton, KY USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:37 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick, Just thinking about you. The up and down days happen. Just go with them. I think it will be like that for the rest of our lives. Somedays better than others. I don't think you have to worry about forgetting Jordan. He will always be in your heart and mind. But I know what you mean. Sometimes although I know I will cry I have to watch a video of Ryan just to hear his voice again. It is such a double edge sword. Trying to find peace, knowing our boys are at peace but feeling so terrible that it physically hurts. I am only 90 minutes from Raleigh. If you ever feel like you need someone to talk to just give me a call or I could come up and visit. I hope your Christmas is filled with as much happiness as would be possible right now.
Roberta Kishbaugh <rkishbaugh@nc.rr.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 7:20 PM CST
I am praying for you today and always. May God's love fill you to the brim.
Amanda Warner <amandajanewarner@yahoo.com>
Bellingham, WA USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 4:36 PM CST
I just found your website and my heart is broken after reading your entry today. I hate cancer with a passion would gladly give my life so that adorable babies like Jordan could live and have a happy life. My prayers are with you and that you can manage to find a peace and a source of hope during this time.
Kelly ~Friends of Allie~ <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 4:03 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick
Just wanted to let you know we are always thinking of you and hoping each day gets a little easier. Our hearts break with yours every day. Please know we are always here.
Love, Susie, Larry, and Kyle

Susie <Susiespa8@insightbb.com>
Decatur, IL - Monday, December 6, 2004 4:00 PM CST
Carrie, I have tried to write a couple of times today but my computer starts acting crazy and I loose it. Maybe that is God giving me a sign to get it together before I write you. Your entry ripped my heart out. I was so emotional when I journaled the first time, it definatly wouldn't have helped you a bit. My heart aches for you and Patrick. There is no words that anyone can say to make it better or be the magic potion to make it go away. To be honest there is no getting better right now. You have no choice but to go through this process in order to survive yourself. I just hate the holidays are here when everything else is so new and you don't even know how to handle day to day activities much less a family get together. We are all here for you and hope that you will find a little peace throughout the rest of the year into the next. I love your idea of a book. You could sell 'poop' and I would think it was the best thing ever. But, you are on to something. This might be the therapy you need and the help for other families out there that feel alone. Weither it be grieving or a sick child. It will help us "Jordan fans" out here have a little piece of him also. Just remember we are here for you no matter what and we love you all to pieces.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 2:35 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick, I have thought of you so much and I have missed you so much since coming back from Italy. I wore my Jordan button to the vatican. When I walked into the Vatican that day, the Hallelujah Chorus was being sung. I knew then that Jordan was on my shoulder as I experienced the music and that he was healed. I think of you so often. tell all your family I said hello and I miss all of you. I do hope you write your book, it will be a best sellar.

rachel <king0002@mc.duke.edu>
durham, nc usa - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:33 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick:

Just wanted to check in to let you know we're thinking about you, especially during the holiday season. I'm sorry we missed talking to you around Thanksgiving, but hope we'll be able to talk to you soon.

And if you ever need an editor to help you with your book, you know you'll always have one handy in Roscoe. We love you guys very much.

Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:16 AM CST
GOOD MORNING!

I opened my eyes and thought of you this morning...then I logged into our site and POOF! a wonderful entry from you...

I really do wish I could offer more words of wisdom...more words to ease the pain...more words of encouragement...but to be honest most times I really don't know what to say...

I love Jordan...I love you and Patrick...I love Connie...I love Sheila...I love the Grandpa's who's names elude me right now (sorry)

My point is...through this journey I have spent countless hours with you that will never equal enough time...I have had thousands of conversations with you that will never equal enough words...I have shared a million tears with you that will never equal a river...I have witnessed enough heartache to crush a thousand souls that will never equal what you are feeling...

I have nothing to give...but I offer my daily prayers...my regular thoughts...and my neverending love.

If I am lucky this is enough to let you know that even with nothing else to offer...I am here to be your friend.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:47 AM CST
Carrie, I have no idea how you feel. All I know is that reading these entries about your broken heart just brings tears to my eyes. Thank you so much for sharing so that at least I know how you are and can pray for you accordingly. I'll be around on Tuesday at clinic so I will try to give you a call just to say hi. I love you guys so much. Hugs!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:56 PM CST
What a great idea.There are a lot of people that care and love you guys dearly.We still pray for you and hope that this new idea about the book will be a blessing for you also.
Clint,Becky,Zack,and Isaac Bundy <clintbundy@hotmail.com>
Deactur, Il - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:01 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick,
Wanted you to know that you are always in our heart and thoughts!!!
Love and Miss you guys...

kisses,
Michel, Angelique and Dylan

www.caringbridge.org/europe/dylan <michelkerdel@hotmail.com>
Rotterdam, ZH The Netherlands (Holland) - Sunday, December 5, 2004 4:56 PM CST
Thinking of you all and letting you know we won't ever forget Jordan!!! love to you both Nanny Jan
janet johnson <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
coffeen, il - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:47 AM CST
Carrie, my heart is with you both and my tears are falling as I read your latest journal entry. I think it's a wonderful idea about a book and I couldn't think of a more beautiful tribute of a mother's love for her sweet son. I don't think you have to worry about forgetting him...I know I won't. He & Reese have etched a special place in my heart and I am not the same and I will never be the same. I have been blessed to have my life touched by two of the most precious children. We'll have to get together again soon...maybe PF Chang's again? Like I need an excuse, right? Take care and God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, December 5, 2004 8:40 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your beautiful son with us. You made me hug my baby one more time tonight. I will appreciate every second all the more because of what your son went through. Much love and prayers to you.
Melanie <mflorence@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, ON Canada - Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:40 PM CST
Carrie, I think that is a beautiful idea...writing a book. It is such a tribute to Jordan and can be of so much help to other families who are and will go through the same thing. Thinking if you always.
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, December 4, 2004 7:39 PM CST
Dear Carrie,

I have been told to write a book as well...yet I do not have the time right now in my life to do that. However, you are a beautiful, eloquent writer and I hope that doing such will bring not only peace for you, but comfort to others. I would love to correspond with you personally, if you so wish. Even though our loss is different, the feelings are the same. I too have wondered if I will forget some of my precious memories of Paul... and even though I know I won't, I already am starting to feel that my "old" life was a dream. You will never forget Jordan. Don't beat yourself up for not remembering everything...I believe it is part of God's way to help our hearts heal, for He knows our broken hearts better than anyone here on Earth. Ask him to take your painful memories away. Dear Carrie, please know that I am here for you, and your experiences help me too.

Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Saturday, December 4, 2004 7:31 PM CST
Thinking of you!
Tanya Engelman <tanya_engleman@yahoo.com>
Nokomis, IL - Saturday, December 4, 2004 1:09 PM CST
Carrie, please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We think of you often. Remember, God is always by your side and He will ease the pain as time goes on. Love you much!!
Malcolm, Barbara & Paul <nrdobbb@nr.edu>
Radford, VA USa - Saturday, December 4, 2004 12:29 AM CST
Carrie, You are in my thoughts and prayers today.
Christy Mensi (Friends of Allie) <christy.mensi@gmail.com>
Spring, TX USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 8:39 AM CST
My thoughts are with you.
Tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 4, 2004 6:28 AM CST
aaww Carrie - I with there was something I could do to help you through this grief. I think writing a book is an excellent idea. I don't think you will ever, ever forget your boy. He will always be in your heart.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net>
Crestview, FL - Saturday, December 4, 2004 4:46 AM CST
Carrie,
Thinking of you today.

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Dana Sanford ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends of Allie♥.•:*¨¨*:•. <Aunty.Dana@gmail.com>
Spring Arbor, MI - Saturday, December 4, 2004 2:10 AM CST
Thinking of you love Laura (Mum to Will MPS2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Saturday, December 4, 2004 1:09 AM CST
Carrie, I continue to read your messages to see how you and Patrick are doing. Sometimes I smile with you and sometimes, like today, my heart bleeds. You know us English teachers, it is rare that we are at a loss for words; but I am. Hugs can often say more, but I can't reach out to hug you, or offer a shoulder to cry on, an ear to bend, or share a glass of wine. Just know I'd like to do those things and until we can see each other again and even after we do, I can pray for God to help you through your pain.
Cindy
Forsyth, - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:27 PM CST
Just checking in to let you know I am thinking of you both all of the time. Praying for you to find a little peace with all the holidays coming. I wanted to let you know that Aaron will 1 on the 16th. We are having a party on the 12th. I am having an Elmo party for Aaron and in honor of Jordan. There will be a place for him with a balloon and it will be released after the party. I have had this idea for some time and I am just as excited about it as I am to have Aaron turn 1. It doesn't sound like much but I guess it is sentimental for me. It is more for me than anything because not everyone knew about him. My closest friends did though. I will try and get someone to take a picture and I will send it to you. As always, in my heart and prayers
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 11:20 AM CST
carrie & patrick you are always in my prayers. Glad to see you enjoyed the thanksgiving holidays. Dale and sheila invited me down for thanksgiving but had to work at the second job Friday. I'm always hoping for the best for both of you. Will see you x-mas for sure so until then hugs and kisses , love ya
uncle kenneth <yesnum7@sbcglobal.net>
st.louis, mo north - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:11 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hello and tell you we love you and are thinking of you.
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:00 AM CST
Hoping that you are finding comfort and some sense of peace during this uphill battle. We are being treated at Memorial Sloan Kettering as my 3.5 year old was diagnosed in January of this past year with neuroblastoma. I can't imagine what you are going through. My heart breaks reading your journal history. Your baby Jordan is truly a beautiful angel. Our children truly define the meaning of superheroes. May God continue to help you as you find the stregnth to move on. My love and sincerest of thoughts are with you now and always. Francesca and Baby Jack...www.hopeforjack.com. Continued stregnth my friends. I know that Jordan is looking over all of the other fighters here on Earth.
Francesca Demers <jackandmommy143@aol.com>
Harrison, NY USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick
I just want you to know I am still thinking of you and praying for you.
Love Barbara (St.T)

Barbara Gottemoller
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 9:18 AM CST
Just letting you know that you are always in our thoughts. I keep checking on you all through Angie. Hope you continue to heal daily with Gods love and guidance. Love Nanny Jan
Janet Johnson <baileyandeadensnanny@hotmail.com>
Coffeen, Il - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:27 PM CST
Still thinking of you both very often. I'll say it again, your strength is amazing. Wishing that the happy memories will continue to outway the sad ones. Lots of Love, Jenny.
J. Kershaw <jkershaw@frotniernet..net>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:19 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick-I am continuously amazed and so incredibly touched by your entries. Your strength and love shines through in every message. I think of you frequently and keep Jordan in my heart and prayers everyday. Your sister, Angie, and I have had a couple nice chats about all of you so I feel like I know you even though I don't really. Take care, stay strong, and hold each other tightly.
Ann Muraro (formerly Ann Keran) <amuraro@isbe.net>
Springfield, - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:44 AM CST
WOW! Your entry brought me to tears. The strength you and Patrick have is immeasurable. You inspire me to reflect on everything I should be thankful for. I hope you two are doing okay and we would love to see you when you are in for Christmas if you have time. Until then, we send you warm hugs from Springfield (its been cold and snowy here)!
Amy, Joe and Olivia Fandel <afandel@anpi.org>
Springfield, IL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:23 AM CST
What a big heart you have -that you can still find things to be thankful for! love and HUgs Laura (Mum to Will MPS2)
Laura Brodie <labro4will@yahoo.co.uk>
Birmingham, England - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:01 PM CST
Carrie & Patrick, I just stopped in today to catch up on the journal. I know it is hard to take things a day at a time, but it sounds like you are doing the best you can. Be there for each other and love each other much! Remember ^^Jordan^^ is watching over mommy and daddy and he wants them to be happy! Your are always in my prayers!

With Love,
Shelly (Brownback) Hill

Shelly Hill <hillbback@consoldiated.net>
Nokomis, IL 62075 - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:26 PM CST
Carrie, I know how difficult Thanksgiving was…I had to go through the same thing. I know that Jordan is an angel and I’m sure that Kaity is making sure he gets lots and lots of love.
I haven’t contacted you about Jordan’s star for a reason, but please hang tight! You are in my thoughts and prayers!

Jessica
Mom to Angel Kaity

Jessica Wellman <jessicalw@earthlink.net>
Crandall, IN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:25 AM CST
Carrie, you write beautifully and so truthfully! Thank you for continuing to share your story and give me strength. Thinking of you......Hugs,
Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:50 AM CST
I continue to pray for your helaing everyday
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:48 AM CST
I am glad you had good friends to spend the day with. I am glad you get to go home for Christmas. I think of you and Patrick often and lift you up in prayer. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:44 AM CST
Good Morning beautiful friends...I woke up thinking of Jordan this morning...the sun is bright in the sky...almost no clouds and a few kids outside my window laughing...I briefly watched the Packers on television last night before I wandered off to bed...and just wanted you to know that Jordan has blessed me with a beautiful memory of his mischevious little giggle this morning...Hahah!
I love you guys so much and pray that today finds you enveloped in the loving arms of our Father.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:10 AM CST
I continue to check Jordan's site and keeping your family in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/or/javad

Shannon Mashinchi <smashintwo@hotmail.com>
Happy Valley, OR USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:31 AM CST
It's great to see that you can still be thankful for so much. So many of us take the little things for granted and never say thanks for the many things that are in our lives. There is so much to be thankful for in this world, thank you for sharing your thoughts with all of us!
Karen
- Monday, November 29, 2004 6:00 PM CST
Hi! I wanted to stop by and check on you today. I was off last week for a couple of days and as you know I don't have a computer at home. I felt as if I was cut off from you all. I know last week was difficult and this month will be very hard. I don't know what to say to make it better but I know you both are strong enough to handle this and if you aren't that's okay too. Just know we all are out here for you. Your always in my heart and on my mind and forever in my prayers.
Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup. com>
Conway, NC USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:56 PM CST
Hi,
I just wanted to drop you a note to say that I am thinking of your family and wishing you peace.

Stephanie Potter <spotter@herald-review.com >
Decatur, IL USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:44 PM CST
Dear Carrie and Patrick. I am so very sorry and deeply saddened by your loss. God bless you both.
Donald R. Laferty LifeLine/Angel Flight Pilot <drl@adelphia.net>
Clearfield , KY USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 12:09 AM CST
Thinking about you ... we love you!
Don and Steph <skv30@yahoo.com>
Roscoe, IL - Monday, November 29, 2004 12:02 AM CST
Just thinking about you guys and wanted to let you know. I hope that your Thanksgiving was full of happy memories of little Jordan. Have a blessed day!
Stephanie Beck <smbeck@surry.net>
Mt Airy, NC - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:34 AM CST
We just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of your Angel Jordan and your family.
Best wishes,
Allie, Ann, Erica and Scott - Friends of *Allie* and CampJack

Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com>
San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:50 PM CST
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of and praying for you. I love you guys very, very much. HUGS!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, November 28, 2004 3:55 PM CST
Just want to let you know we think of you so much. Hope your Thanksgiving was a blessed one even though it must have been a difficult one. The story about Sheridan was so touching. Take care and maybe we will see you at Chistmas. Love, Donna
Donna and Orlan Janssen <odjan@consolidated.net>
Nokomis, IL - Friday, November 26, 2004 7:32 PM CST
Carrie & Patrick, thinking of you on Jordan's two month anniversary in heaven and of course, yesterday on Thanksgiving. Jordan was one of the reasons I was thankful. I wish we could have met through other circumstances but we will never understand God's plan; however, I am blessed to have been given the precious opportunity to know and love him. God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Friday, November 26, 2004 6:48 PM CST
I know today is very hard without Jordan and I am thinking and praying for you. Happy Thanksgiving
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:34 AM CST
I think about you guys all the time and you remain in my prayers!Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family!
christina schoenleb <christinarick@yahoo.com>
troutman, nc - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:43 PM CST
Carrie and Patrick,
Wish you were here but will see you Christmas. Tell everyone in the mountains hello. Miss you both very much. Love you!!

Mom <sayeske@yahoo.com>
Taylorville, Il - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:57 PM CST
I am thinking of you. I check this website often to read your updates. Lots of love to you.
Ann Haywood
Boston, MA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:03 PM CST
Thinking of your precious Jordan today, and wishing you a peaceful holiday.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:42 PM CST
Happy 1st Thanksgiving in Heaven ^i^ Jordan^i^! Have a good one!


Nater Gapa www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
Lyndonville!, ny! ***USA*** - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:16 PM CST
I came by to have a look at my addiction and to let you know I was thinking of you all and missing Jordan. Happy Thanksgiving is definately not an appropriate thing to say. I know everyone has things that they are thankful for and I want you to know some of the things that I am especially thankful for.
1. having Jordan in my life
2. meeting the best parents in the world and giving me a guide to live by.
3. all of those little lessons that hit you smack in the face when you least expect it-all coming from Jordan.
4. Unconditional, unknowing love (even though I never met him)
5. meeting new people and forging friendships from caringbridge. All friends of Jordan's.
6. the power of prayer-all of which I learned because of Jordan.
I am just so thankful to have been a little part of his life. Because of Jordan I am forever a changed person and I will never forget him as long as I live. You both have shown me an example of how a marriage and friendship should be. As individuals you are two special people but as a couple you are whole. You complete each other. Because of that you will be able to help each other through the hurdles of grief. You are forever in my heart and on my mind.

Carol Burgess <carol_burgess@kerrgroup.com>
Conway, NC USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:49 PM CST
Jordan is beautiful :) I pray God will ease some of your pain and bring you joyous memories. Jordan looks over you everyday.
marlene ~~Friends of Allie~~ <mrlnsoto@sbcglobal.net>
ontario, ca usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:47 AM CST

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