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Jodi, I randomly(Haha is anything really random? The LORD guides & directs) checked Rachel's site, but think of you all often. I cannot imagine how we would have gotten through OUR journey with Ewings Sarcoma with our Mallory without you and your willingness to be so open with everything.. AND ALWAYS pointing to the LORD in HIS TRUTH, HIS love for us and our family. I will ALWAYS be forever grateful, NEVER forget you and dear little Rachel. I totally get the "TIME" thing It was 13 years ago this Labor Day 2006 weekend that we first brought Mallory(7 yo at the time) home from our first hospital stay, first chemo over and just the start of the year of chemo, radiation etc. She is a Jr in college at NC STATE, for now is studying Biomedcial engineering With some other minors... she has done very well,physically & in terms of schooling too, though we have forever late effects.
Her oldest brother married June 2015 (his wife is a Nurse Prac in critical care) oldest sister married last year a Texan, next sister is a nurse (currently does Ped ICU, but has done some hem/onc out-patient, NOW seeking floor nurse position in that area) Life is definitely not as we would have chosen, BUT GOD has been faithful in the midst.
You and your family are part of HIS ministry to us. Last year I was diagnosed with Lung cancer, (NO, never smoked) have finished treatment & doing ok. May GOD continue to sustain each of you. CONGRATULATIONS... for the new stages!
I'm so glad to hear about the boys & your triplets! WOW .... what stories GOD is writing.
May HE be glorified.. in and thru all of you!!!!
Suasn Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA USA - Tuesday, September 3, 2019 12:21 AM CDT

I think of Rachel and your family often. Check in on the site. Just continued prayers & Rachel is definitely on my list to see someday when I leave this earthly home. Her story made & still makes a difference in my life. Big hugs.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@live.com>
Monroe, IA USA - Monday, June 24, 2019 11:04 AM CDT

I am thinking of our girl today on my school's graduation day. I rec'd the call to hurry to your home on this day. It's not the date, but it's a yearly reminder of what we lost on June 8th.
"MY" Tammy 4ever
Lakeville- Mn, MN - Thursday, June 6, 2019 12:28 AM CDT

Jodi, I check Rachel's caring bridge page every few months. You have lived through every parents nightmare and survived. You give hope to others that they can make it through the most horrible thing that can happen to a parent. Grief makes you have to create a new normal life. Rachel was so lucky to have you for a mother and you were so lucky to have Rachel for a daughter. Thank you for sharing Rachel with us. I hope that you will update and let us know how all you other kids are doing and remember you are in a lot of our prayers. Strangers that care for you and your family
sandra Rolling
River Falls, Wisconsin - Monday, August 20, 2018 12:25 AM CDT

Jodi and family
I imagine you no longer update this blog any more, but I thought I would leave a message just in case. I think about Rachel and your family often and followed your journey for many, many years. I was wondering how the boys are getting on and if Blake did become a doctor like he planned, or if life took him in a different direction.
I hope that you are all well.
Best wishes,
Heather

Heather
Essex, Essex UK - Friday, January 19, 2018 6:09 AM CST

Jodi,
It has been ages since I have written on the guest page, though still think of you and Rachel. I have said it many times . A TRUE gift we receieved from you as we read the words you wrote. Hope and the TRUTH of God;s WORD.There will never be enough times/ways to say THANK YOU! Still Praying.Mallory will be 18 this Nov and have more late effects. She stills desires BIO-MED science or engineering. Senior year and college ahead. Blessings,Susan
susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, Virginia United States - Friday, October 7, 2016 11:30 PM CDT

Here I sit the night before her birthday. I still recall the early morning call at work. The jumping up and down and the excitement of you and Mark having a little girl. The honor of being her Godparents. She was a true blessing. I do not look back on her life with sadness any longer, I look back with love and joy that we were able to have her in our lives for seven years while here on earth. I am looking forward to the day I arrive to the gates of heaven. I can picture her waiting for us.
"My" Tammy
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2016 8:24 PM CDT

We can rest and be at peace for the Lord has all things in His Hands! Praying!
Psalms 116:5-9 Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful. The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee. For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling. I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 19, 2015 11:49 PM CDT

Call upon the Lord! He hears! He answers according to His Will. Continuing to pray!
Lamentations 3:55-58 I called upon thy name, O LORD, out of the low dungeon. Thou hast heard my voice: hide not thine ear at my breathing, at my cry. Thou drewest near in the day that I called upon thee: thou saidst, Fear not. O Lord, thou hast pleaded the causes of my soul; thou hast redeemed my life.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 12, 2015 11:40 PM CDT

The Lord uses even the worst things we go through. Continuing to pray!
2 Corinthians 1:3-5 Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 6, 2015 0:21 AM CDT

The Lord will be with you no matter what happens. Praying!
Psalms 121:5-8 The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand. The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul. The LORD shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, July 29, 2015 11:37 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 118:14-16 The LORD is my strength and song, and is become my salvation. The voice of rejoicing and salvation is in the tabernacles of the righteous: the right hand of the LORD doeth valiantly. The right hand of the LORD is exalted: the right hand of the LORD doeth valiantly.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, July 22, 2015 11:50 PM CDT

Lifting up prayer!
Psalms 71:12, 14-16 O God, be not far from me: O my God, make haste for my help...But I will hope continually, and will yet praise thee more and more. My mouth shall shew forth thy righteousness and thy salvation all the day; for I know not the numbers thereof. I will go in the strength of the Lord GOD: I will make mention of thy righteousness, even of thine only.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, July 15, 2015 11:35 PM CDT

Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 28:1-2 Unto thee will I cry, O LORD my rock; be not silent to me: lest, if thou be silent to me, I become like them that go down into the pit. Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, when I lift up my hands toward thy holy oracle.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, July 8, 2015 11:13 PM CDT

The only true source of peace and hope! Praying as always!
Romans 5:1-4 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, July 1, 2015 11:29 PM CDT

We have hope because Jesus went through all this for us! Praying hard right now!!!!!
Isaiah 53:7-10: He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth. He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken. And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth. Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, June 24, 2015 11:11 PM CDT

There is so much comfort in the book of Isaiah. Lifting up prayer.
Isaiah 25:8-9 He will swallow up death in victory; and the Lord GOD will wipe away tears from off all faces; and the rebuke of his people shall he take away from off all the earth: for the LORD hath spoken it. And it shall be said in that day, Lo, this is our God; we have waited for him, and he will save us: this is the LORD; we have waited for him, we will be glad and rejoice in his salvation.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 18, 2015 0:43 AM CDT

No safer place to be! Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 61:1-4 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, June 10, 2015 11:27 PM CDT

Yesterday was 8 years......I still miss you and always will until we meet again.
"My" Tammy
Lakeville, MN-Minnesota United States - Tuesday, June 9, 2015 1:39 PM CDT

Know that I'm here praying!
1 Peter 1:18-19, 21 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot (21) Who by him do believe in God, that raised him up from the dead, and gave him glory; that your faith and hope might be in God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, June 3, 2015 11:41 PM CDT

No matter what you have to face, even the hardest trials, the Lord is your strength! Praying!
Habakkuk 3:17-19 Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 28, 2015 0:13 AM CDT

The Lord will be with you always! And I'll be here praying!
Colossians 3:15-16 And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 20, 2015 11:33 PM CDT

Know that I'm praying in Seattle.
Psalms 139:4-6 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 13, 2015 10:50 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 40:5, 11, 13 Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered. (11) Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O LORD: let thy lovingkindness and thy truth continually preserve me. (13) Be pleased, O LORD, to deliver me: O LORD, make haste to help me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 6, 2015 11:32 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 91:1-2, 4 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. (4) He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 23, 2015 0:21 AM CDT

Jodi,
As John Piper would say, you have not wasted your little girl's cancer. Your heartbreaking pain is palpable, magnifying your powerful testimony of our amazing God, Who knows suffering intimately.
He alone suffered mightily to pay sin's debt; He broke our bondage to sin by paying its price in FULL. In Jesus Christ only do we have redemption and peace, even now in this place so far from Heaven, and the promise that we will be reunited with Christ and with elect believers for eternity.
Piper wrote:
"The aim of God in ... cancer (among a thousand other good things) is to knock props out from under our hearts so that we rely utterly on him.
We will all die, if Jesus postpones his return. Not to think about what it will be like to leave this life and meet God is folly. Ecclesiastes 7:2 says, �It is better to go to the house of mourning [a funeral] than to go to the house of feasting, for this is the end of all mankind, and the living will lay it to heart.�
How can you lay it to heart if you won�t think about it? Psalm 90:12 says, �Teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.� Numbering your days means thinking about how few there are and that they will end. How will you get a heart of wisdom if you refuse to think about this? What a waste, if we do not think about death."
and:
"Paul describes the Holy Spirit is the unseen, inner �downpayment� on the certainty of life. By faith, the Lord gives a sweet taste of the face-to-face reality of eternal life in the presence of our God and Christ. We might also say that cancer is one �downpayment� on inevitable death, giving one bad taste of the reality of of our mortality. Cancer is a signpost pointing to something far bigger: the last enemy that you must face. But Christ has defeated this last enemy: 1 Corinthians 15. Death is swallowed up in victory. Cancer is merely one of the enemy�s scouting parties, out on patrol. It has no final power if you are a child of the resurrection, so you can look it in the eye."
Laura Adelmann
- Wednesday, April 22, 2015 0:20 AM CDT

Jodi, Wow! I check Rachel's page often for your awesome teachings. Your words spoke volume with me. I have grandbabies that I'm going to make sure reach that one true goal because once they become adults their decisions are their own. I only wish I had done this with my son when he was growing up. Thank You for this entry, that forever 7 year old is smiling down on you waiting for your gift of eternal life.

Lynn
- Tuesday, April 21, 2015 10:29 AM CDT

Jodi,

It's been a while since I've posted...Usually birthdays and homegoing days...

Fifteen... I get it. Their friends grow up. But we are stuck. And yes, it is o.k. Just sad. But Rachel and Dinah are home. And that brings peace and joy and rest...

Preach it, sister!!! The Truth is going forth from you and it needs to be heard - pure, unadulterated Truth! Yes, the "church" is getting smaller, but it is getting stronger and louder and more bold - YOU are a testament to that!

So we continue to grieve with hope AND share the the Good News - but first we have to hear the bad news - that we are filthy, rotten sinners before a righteous and just God - it makes us love Jesus all the more for what He did at Calvary!!!

Understanding,

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Tuesday, April 21, 2015 9:05 AM CDT

These words are so very comforting! He's speaking directly to you! Praying!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 16, 2015 0:15 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Psalms 71:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion. Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me. Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 9, 2015 0:25 AM CDT

Know that I'm here praying!
Psalms 28:1-2 Unto thee will I cry, O LORD my rock; be not silent to me: lest, if thou be silent to me, I become like them that go down into the pit. Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, when I lift up my hands toward thy holy oracle.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 1, 2015 11:17 PM CDT

True peace comes only from the Lord. Lifting up prayer!
Romans 5:1-4 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, March 25, 2015 11:52 PM CDT

Praying as always!
Psalms 73:23-26 Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou hast holden me by my right hand. Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 19, 2015 0:28 AM CDT

Keep your eyes on the Lord! Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 18:30-32 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God? It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 12, 2015 0:00 AM CDT

Always turn to the Lord no matter what you're going through. Praying!
Psalms 63:1-2 O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is; To see thy power and thy glory, so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 5, 2015 0:07 AM CST

Look to the Lord for all things! Know that I'm here praying!!!!!!!
Hebrews 12:1-2 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 26, 2015 0:05 AM CST

As we start a new Lenten season our thoughts should turn to Jesus and all He went through in our place. Praying!
Isaiah 53:1-3 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 19, 2015 0:20 AM CST

Know that I'm continuing to pray so very hard!
Psalms 40:5, 11, 13 Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered. (11) Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O LORD: let thy lovingkindness and thy truth continually preserve me. (13) Be pleased, O LORD, to deliver me: O LORD, make haste to help me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 5, 2015 0:10 AM CST

Oh what words of comfort from our Lord. Know that I'm always praying!
Romans 8:15-18 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2015 11:47 PM CST

No matter what happens, the Lord is our shield! Praying!
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee. For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as with a shield.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2015 11:51 PM CST

You're in the Lord's Hands. Praying!
Psalms 139:7-10 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2015 0:06 AM CST

Praying as always!
1 Peter 1:3-5 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you, Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 8, 2015 0:11 AM CST

Whatever this new year brings, there's no better place of refuge than in the Lord's Almighty hands! Praying!
Psalms 46:7, 10-11 The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.(10-11) Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2015 1:13 AM CST

Merry Christmas! Praying!
Galatians 4:4-6 But when the fulness of the time was come, God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law, To redeem them that were under the law, that we might receive the adoption of sons. And because ye are sons, God hath sent forth the Spirit of his Son into your hearts, crying, Abba, Father.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 25, 2014 0:18 AM CST

May your roots go down deep into the Lord and His Word. Praying!
Jeremiah 17:7-8 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 18, 2014 0:21 AM CST

Whatever lies ahead, the Lord is with you! Praying!
Psalms 32:8, 10-11 I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye. (10-11) Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about. Be glad in the LORD, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2014 0:10 AM CST

Jodi, you and your family have been on my mind so much lately. I prayed for you way back when and check back in from time to time...I cannot believe how much time has passed. My heart still aches for your loss but I am so happy to read that you have the triplets in your life now.
Just believe that there is so much of your story yet to unfold and that God has you in the palm of His hand.
Praying for comfort, peace and joy at this most wonderful time of the year.
Melissa
Montgomery, AL USA - Monday, December 8, 2014 8:01 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving! Praying!
Psalms 105:1-4 O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people. Sing unto him, sing psalms unto him: talk ye of all his wondrous works. Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the LORD. Seek the LORD, and his strength: seek his face evermore.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 27, 2014 1:23 AM CST

Praying hard right now!
Psalms 18:2-6 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me. In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2014 11:41 PM CST

Lifting up prayer!
Psalms 56:3-4, 13 What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee. In God I will praise his word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me...For thou hast delivered my soul from death: wilt not thou deliver my feet from falling, that I may walk before God in the light of the living?
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2014 11:58 PM CST

True hope is in the Lord! Praying!
Lamentations 3:21-26 This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2014 11:47 PM CST

Thank you for the update. I check every once in a while to see if there is an update. It's always good to hear how you and your family are doing. I'm so glad that Lydia has been a big help in the healing process. She sounds like a very special little girl.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Wednesday, November 5, 2014 8:51 PM CST

Our Lord is sayinig these words! Praying right now!
Revelation 21:5-7 And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 30, 2014 1:19 AM CDT

Jesus came and suffered in our place that all who believe might share eternity with Him! Praying in Seattle!
Isaiah 53:1-3 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2014 11:51 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. What a huge milestone!
Praying!
Psalms 63:5-8 My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness; and my mouth shall praise thee with joyful lips: When I remember thee upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night watches. Because thou hast been my help, therefore in the shadow of thy wings will I rejoice. My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2014 0:34 AM CDT

Look to the Lord for all things! Lifting up prayers right now!
Hebrews 12:1-2 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 9, 2014 0:08 AM CDT

What a comfort these words bring! Praying!
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee. For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as with a shield.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2014 11:49 PM CDT

Know that I'm here praying as always.
Psalms 31:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness. Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me. For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 25, 2014 0:05 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Psalms 86:5-7 For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee. Give ear, O LORD, unto my prayer; and attend to the voice of my supplications. In the day of my trouble I will call upon thee: for thou wilt answer me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2014 11:46 PM CDT

The Lord uses everything that happens for a purpose. Know that I'm praying!
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 11, 2014 0:13 AM CDT

We're in the Lord's Hands. Praying!
Psalms 139:7-10 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2014 11:49 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and your family. You are an amazing woman Jodi. That had to be a tremendous challenge to take care of your home, and family, with a broken ankle. I'm sure you had some help from your guys, but you were the one that had to stay home with the three little ones. I pray that God blessed you, through it all.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Saturday, August 30, 2014 11:13 PM CDT

Know I'm always here praying.
Psalms 71:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion. Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me. Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 28, 2014 0:11 AM CDT

Praying hard right now.
Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 21, 2014 1:04 AM CDT

Praying that these words give you comfort!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 14, 2014 0:22 AM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Romans 5:6-9 For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2014 11:36 PM CDT

Know that I'm here praying!
Psalms 40:16-17 Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee: let such as love thy salvation say continually, The LORD be magnified. But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinketh upon me: thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 31, 2014 0:36 AM CDT

Praying!
Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 24, 2014 0:32 AM CDT

Jodi,
I was just checking in on your family. It was SO good to talk with you the other night and to remember Rachel and your Mom. Unfortunately, you've experienced too much because of cancer, but I'm thankful you can share your experiences with both me and my mom. Thank you for always being available to talk with and listen to our family.

I love you...my sweet cousin and sister in Christ.
Jolene Smith
Sioux Falls, SD - Tuesday, July 22, 2014 12:39 AM CDT

I'm always here praying!
Isaiah 43:1-3a But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 17, 2014 0:45 AM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 34:15, 17-19 The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry...The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles. The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2014 10:44 PM CDT

Know that our Savior is always with us no matter what happens! Praying!
Romans 8:35, 37-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?...Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 19, 2014 0:38 AM CDT

I still remember, still feel sorrow, I will never forget Rachael eventhough I only knew her through this webpage. She forever made an impact on my life. Thinking of her with Jesus and reading your words about her not being in any pain or having any sort of worries is what brings a smile.
Tracie Klemenahgen
Big Lake, MN - Saturday, June 14, 2014 11:41 AM CDT

Know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! I still can't believe it's been 7 years.
Psalms 86:5-7 For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee. Give ear, O LORD, unto my prayer; and attend to the voice of my supplications. In the day of my trouble I will call upon thee: for thou wilt answer me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 12, 2014 1:00 AM CDT

Know that I'm always lifting up prayers! And saying extra prayers as you face the 7th anniversary of her going Home.
Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 5, 2014 0:36 AM CDT

Rachel was on my mind today.
I know that 6/8 is right around the corner, so I wanted you to know that your family is being thought of.

Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
St. Paul, Minnesota United States - Sunday, June 1, 2014 7:16 PM CDT

Know that I'm still here praying for you!
2 Samuel 22:29-33 For thou art my lamp, O LORD: and the LORD will lighten my darkness. For by thee I have run through a troop: by my God have I leaped over a wall. As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all them that trust in him. For who is God, save the LORD? and who is a rock, save our God? God is my strength and power: and he maketh my way perfect.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2014 0:07 AM CDT

Praying!
Lamentations 3:21-26 This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2014 11:55 PM CDT

Know that the Lord is always with you, wrapping His loving arms around you and holding on tight! Praying!
Psalms 18:2-6 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me. In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 8, 2014 0:39 AM CDT

I'm glad you were able to celebrate Rachel's birthday. I'm sure it was a bitter sweet gathering. The releasing of the balloon's was a nice idea too. Thankgoodness for the beautiful memories. The bad memories have no place in a persons thoughts. There are enough good memories to share, without dwelling on the bad.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2014 12:39 AM CDT

True peace comes only from the Lord. Praying!
Romans 5:1-4 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2014 11:39 PM CDT

I think that was a perfect way to celebrate her birthday. Always here praying!
Psalms 40:1-4 I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD. Blessed is that man that maketh the LORD his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2014 11:42 PM CDT

Happy 14th Birthday to a very special young lady in Heaven. This is the day the Lord brought you to us! We love you and will never stop celebrating you on this day.
"My" Tammy <TammyMohnYLEO@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 20, 2014 7:20 AM CDT

Christ suffered in our place that we might have the hope of Heaven! Always praying!
Isaiah 53:11-12 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities. Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2014 11:49 PM CDT

Praying!
Isaiah 49:13-16a Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted. But Zion said, The LORD hath forsaken me, and my Lord hath forgotten me. Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2014 11:45 PM CDT

Lifting up prayer!
Psalms 63:1-2 O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is; To see thy power and thy glory, so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 3, 2014 0:14 AM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 4:1, 7-8 Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer. (7-8) Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn and their wine increased. I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2014 11:57 PM CDT

Praying right now!
1 Peter 1:3-5 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you, Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2014 11:57 PM CDT

These words are so amazing and comforting!! Praying!
Psalms 62:5-8 My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation: he is my defence; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 13, 2014 0:47 AM CDT

I have your caringbridge address in my favorites. It hasn't worked out for me to get to my favorites for a long time. Anyhow, I'm here now, and want you to know I do think of you every once in a while, with your busy family. My memory goes back to when we stopped by your house a few times when you were a young girl. I'm so thankful that you are a follower of our Lord Jesus Christ. The song Because He Lives, comes to my mind also, when I think of you. Life is worth the living just because He lives.
Judy Ebeling <AebelingJ@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2014 8:47 PM CDT

The greatest comfort we can receive is knowing that the Lord is our refuge! Praying!
Psalms 46:7, 10-11 The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.(10-11) Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 6, 2014 0:32 AM CST

The Lord will always use whatever you're going through for your good! Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 91:9-12 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, February 26, 2014 11:52 PM CST

Praying!
Philippians 3:9-11 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death; If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, February 19, 2014 11:38 PM CST

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Hebrews 13:5b-6 He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 13, 2014 0:43 AM CST

Call upon the Lord! He hears! He answers according to His Will. Praying as always!
Lamentations 3:55-58 I called upon thy name, O LORD, out of the low dungeon. Thou hast heard my voice: hide not thine ear at my breathing, at my cry. Thou drewest near in the day that I called upon thee: thou saidst, Fear not. O Lord, thou hast pleaded the causes of my soul; thou hast redeemed my life.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, February 5, 2014 11:37 PM CST

Praying right now!
Isaiah 63:7-9: I will mention the lovingkindnesses of the LORD, and the praises of the LORD, according to all that the LORD hath bestowed on us, and the great goodness toward the house of Israel, which he hath bestowed on them according to his mercies, and according to the multitude of his lovingkindnesses. For he said, Surely they are my people, children that will not lie: so he was their Saviour. In all their affliction he was afflicted, and the angel of his presence saved them: in his love and in his pity he redeemed them; and he bare them, and carried them all the days of old.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 29, 2014 11:15 PM CST

Lifting up prayers right now!
Psalms 28:8-9 The LORD is their strength, and he is the saving strength of his anointed. Save thy people, and bless thine inheritance: feed them also, and lift them up for ever.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2014 11:48 PM CST

Keep your eyes on the Lord! Lifting up prayers!
2 Samuel 22:2-3, 7 And he said, The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence. (7) In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and he did hear my voice out of his temple, and my cry did enter into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 8, 2014 11:47 PM CST

We have a shield that surrounds us no matter what happens! Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee. For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as with a shield.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, January 1, 2014 10:49 PM CST

Am Continuing to lift up prayers!
2 Corinthians 1:3-5 Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 26, 2013 1:42 AM CST

Lifting up prayer right now!
Hebrews 4:14-16 Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 19, 2013 0:34 AM CST

The Lord is always with you and I'm here praying!
Psalms 18:2-6 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me. In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, December 11, 2013 11:46 PM CST

Pour out your heart to the Lord! He hears! Praying!!!!!!!!
Psalms 42:1-5 As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God. My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God? My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God? When I remember these things, I pour out my soul in me: for I had gone with the multitude, I went with them to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise, with a multitude that kept holyday. Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 5, 2013 0:18 AM CST

Hi Jodi, Thank you for sharing your post about the book,"Not a Fan". Our minister had a half a dozen sermon's on that subject, and we had several Bible Studies concerning that topic,also. I'm thankful that I have become a follower of our Lord Jesus Christ, and not just a fan. I know I would enjoy reading the book too.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Tuesday, December 3, 2013 5:16 PM CST

Know that I'm always here praying!
Romans 8:35, 37-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?...Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2013 11:01 PM CST

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 130:1-2, 5-7 Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O LORD. Lord, hear my voice: let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications (5-7) I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning: I say, more than they that watch for the morning. Let Israel hope in the LORD: for with the LORD there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 21, 2013 0:24 AM CST

Know that you're always in my prayers.
Deuteronomy 31:6, 8 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. (8) And the LORD, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 14, 2013 0:55 AM CST

Such words of comfort! Praying!
1 Peter 1:18-19, 20 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot (21) Who by him do believe in God, that raised him up from the dead, and gave him glory; that your faith and hope might be in God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 7, 2013 0:38 AM CST

Praying!
Psalms 40:1-4a I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD. Blessed is that man that maketh the LORD his trust...
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Lynn Worley <lworley416@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 31, 2013 0:03 AM CDT

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 31:14-16, 24 But I trusted in thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my God. My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me. Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake. (24) Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2013 11:48 PM CDT

Hi Jodi, We were without our computer for a while. I'm exploring area's that I used to check. It was good to see that you had a Sept. journal. I'm glad that your triplets are helping keep the memory of Rachel alive. Thank God for the gift of our memory! It's got to be helpful in many ways to comfort you. Praying that God will bless you with the peace that passes understanding.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN USA - Saturday, October 19, 2013 11:14 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 28:6-7 Blessed be the LORD, because he hath heard the voice of my supplications. The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 17, 2013 0:00 AM CDT

Praying right now!
Jude 20-21, 24-25 But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost, Keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life. (24-25) Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 10, 2013 0:17 AM CDT

That last paragraph could really help a lot of people who are grieving a loss! So much packed into those words!
The Lord understands your pain! Always praying!!!
Isaiah 53:1-3: Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 3, 2013 0:34 AM CDT

Praying as always!
Psalms 142:1-3a I cried unto the LORD with my voice; with my voice unto the LORD did I make my supplication. I poured out my complaint before him; I shewed before him my trouble. When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then thou knewest my path.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2013 11:42 PM CDT

Lifting up prayers!
Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 19, 2013 0:56 AM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 18:30-32 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God? It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 12, 2013 0:38 AM CDT

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 116:1-5 I love the LORD, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul. Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 5, 2013 1:12 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, I read your June 8th journal quite a while ago, but reread it again today. I had the privilege of meeting both of your Grandpa's back in my younger days. I thought about each of them. When I read about how you missed the one Grandpa that you did not meet, it made me feel sad for you. I know your Grandma & your Mom must have had pictures of both of your Grandpa's. Rachel is probably well acquainted with them by now. We definitely have a connection with those who have gone on ahead. Love, Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN USA - Friday, August 30, 2013 10:23 AM CDT

This site was one of the first and still to this day Caringbridge sites that I follow. We who haven't experienced your kind of loss have no clue.

Just wanted to let you know that the other day I was talking to a lady I had recently met and asked her how many children she had. She has 3 girls and when I asked their ages and where they lived she told me their ages and that one was killed when she was 19. I just wanted to tell you that I think I handled that conversation a lot better than I would have before starting to read your entries and wanted to Thank You for that guidance.

Lynn
TN - Thursday, August 29, 2013 10:29 AM CDT

Mommy Jodie; I just happen to c Rachel's Caringbridge tonight & am glad to have a chance to read about ur family & life. U may not remember me. I'm the mother of Cole who died 15 yrs ago of AML leukemia. I am from Dell Rapids, SD. I am happy to c your family goes on & enjoy your writing to share ur life with folks. U have a gift 4 writing & sharing in such a great way & understanding & being able to share ur feelings so readers can relate to ur writing. Yes; life does go on & have heard my grandchildren who never met their Uncle Cole express much the same train of thoughts & wishing they knew him & will be happy to meet him in person when they get to heaven. Thank u dear Jodie, may the Lord continue to bless u & ur family of six.
Judy Dearduff <hdearduff@siouxvalley.net>
Dell Rapids, SD, SD USA - Wednesday, August 28, 2013 10:55 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 5:1-3 Give ear to my words, O LORD, consider my meditation. Hearken unto the voice of my cry, my King, and my God: for unto thee will I pray. My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O LORD; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 22, 2013 0:46 AM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that I'm praying!
Psalms 91:1-2, 4 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. (4) He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 15, 2013 0:24 AM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Isaiah 43:1-3a But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 7, 2013 11:07 PM CDT

Life can be overwhelming at times, but the victory is ours through Christ! Put your trust in Him! Praying!
1 Corinthians 15:54-57 So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 1, 2013 0:30 AM CDT

Even though it's been a long time since we've talked, just wanted you to know that I still think of you, Rachel & your family. Glad to read that you have custody of the triplets now. That's wonderful! I'm so happy for you! My heart still aches when I think of your life "without" Rachel. You've done a great job of keeping her memories alive though. She was truly a very special girl - but then again, I'm preaching to the choir! Wishing you happiness & love always...
Missey
- Sunday, July 28, 2013 12:57 AM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 86:15-16 But thou, O Lord, art a God full of compassion, and gracious, longsuffering, and plenteous in mercy and truth. O turn unto me, and have mercy upon me; give thy strength unto thy servant, and save the son of thine handmaid.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 18, 2013 0:12 AM CDT

I have just read every journal entry that you have ever entered. I have been in and out of tears all day. You are an amazing woman, documenting so many raw emotions and thoughts throughtout your whole process. I admire you. I am inspired by you and by the memory of Rachel. The entire time that I was reading words, I kept questioning myself why this is not in book form. I believe that you have a special gift for telling a story. I know that if you ever published a book, I would be the first in line to purchase it. You and your family will forever be in my thoughts and prayers after today. I only wish I could have been there for your family when you were in your darkest moments. Sending love and prayers your way. And whenever I see a pink sunset, I will think of your Rachel and her love for pink.
Angela
Cannon Falls, Mn USA - Tuesday, July 9, 2013 3:36 PM CDT

It has been a while since I have written. We are due in this month for Mallory's tests and check ups. It will be 6 years this summer OFF TREATMENT- woo hoo! I still remember the nights I would check Rachel's web site -- the encouragement and insight we had from you and the way the TRUTH of the LORD reached through to our world and lives. We are so impacted by Rachel and her short life- and YOU and the open heart and life you were willing to allow GOD to use for others.
Blessings,
PS---I cannot wait to hear more about the triplets as they grow... and the big brothers - your "Boys". I have another one going off to college this fall. She likewise wants to work in Oncology. Amazed mom.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6 @ verizon.net>
Warrenton , VA - Friday, July 5, 2013 0:35 AM CDT

I was out of town for a while but am back now.
Life can seem so overwhelming at times. God can seem so very far away. He's always there, especially when the times are the hardest! Praying!
Psalms 13:1-6 How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily? ... Consider and hear me, O LORD my God: lighten mine eyes, ... But I have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation. I will sing unto the LORD, because he hath dealt bountifully with me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 4, 2013 0:24 AM CDT

Still here praying hard!
Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 20, 2013 1:02 AM CDT

Rachel is still in my heart... I check on your page often. I'm Greatful you have some peace... Well as much as poss w triplets! :-)
Morgan Kirkendall <M.kirkendall@juno.com>
Elk river, Mn Usa - Tuesday, June 18, 2013 11:31 AM CDT

Hi Jodi & Mark,
It was good to hear how you and your family are doing. I think it is so amazing that you folks have custody of triplets. Some people have pets, you have children. I mean that in a loving way. That sounds like wonderful therapy for the soul. I know you miss your special little Rachel, but she is so much a part of you, that she is only a loving thought a way. Thank you for your new journal.
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Thursday, June 13, 2013 11:06 AM CDT

Your posts always touch my heart. Know that I'm here lifting up thoughts and prayers.
Psalms 107:28-31 Then they cry unto the LORD in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses. He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still. Then are they glad because they be quiet; so he bringeth them unto their desired haven. Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 13, 2013 0:33 AM CDT

This post makes me smile. Not for your loss by any means.. I very much miss Rachel and I never met her or knew her. Reading all of your entries and praying for her and your family for so long, just seems like someone I knew, a piece of my heart. I pray that I remember her and all of you my whole life. Thank you for sharing your life w/ us.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@live.com>
Monroe, IA USA - Tuesday, June 11, 2013 12:58 AM CDT

Ah Jodi and Mark...your entry was so touching on June 8...I remember that day so well...And Lydia does look like Rachel..I have thought that for awhile. Grampa and I talk about her many times...esp yesterday. Her Rachel shaped hole will always remain...how could it not?
Love you all...
Dad, Grampa, Papa and Grama, Nana
Bonnie Lindquist
Webster, Mn USA - Sunday, June 9, 2013 8:57 PM CDT

I miss her too.
Jen, Mom to Samuel, also with Jesus <bud110@aol.com>
South Prairie, WA USA - Saturday, June 8, 2013 7:08 PM CDT

Remembering your Rachel... especially today...

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Saturday, June 8, 2013 11:12 AM CDT

Thinking of our girl Rachel today......missing her forever and what could have been & should have been. So many events have happened that she should have been a part of. So many will still happen that she should be part of.

Missing her until I get to hug her again!

Rachel's "My" Tammy - Forever! <Tjem6263@me.com>
Lakeville, - Saturday, June 8, 2013 8:50 AM CDT

There are many storms in life. What a blessing to know we have an Anchor! Praying!
Hebrews 6:17-20a Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 6, 2013 0:10 AM CDT

Know that the Lord is always with you, wrapping His loving arms around you and holding on tight! Praying right now!
Psalms 18:2-6 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me. In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 30, 2013 1:24 AM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Psalms 37:39-40 But the salvation of the righteous is of the LORD: he is their strength in the time of trouble. And the LORD shall help them, and deliver them: he shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, because they trust in him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 23, 2013 0:24 AM CDT

Whatever the Lord allows to happen in your life, He'll get you through! Praying right now!
Psalms 91:9-12 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 8, 2013 11:55 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 27:13-14: I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 1, 2013 11:04 PM CDT

What words of comfort! Praying!
Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2013 11:15 PM CDT

Remember Rachel's 13th birthday tomorrow today :) Ahhh...a teenager...

Praying for your family -

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Friday, April 19, 2013 9:21 PM CDT

Keep your eyes on the Lord! Praying for you right now!
2 Samuel 22:2-3, 7 And he said, The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence. (7) In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and he did hear my voice out of his temple, and my cry did enter into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 17, 2013 11:31 PM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 61:1-4 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2013 11:21 PM CDT

I still have you and her on my heart! <3 I still love reading your journal enrtys.
Morgan kirkendall <M.kirkendall@juno.com>
- Saturday, March 30, 2013 9:52 AM CDT

What comfort we can take from eyewitness testimony!
1 John 1:1-4 That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;) That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ. And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 28, 2013 1:46 AM CDT

Praying!
Philippians 4:8-9 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 21, 2013 0:25 AM CDT

now that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 73:23-26 Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou hast holden me by my right hand. Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 14, 2013 0:45 AM CDT

Continuing to pray!
Romans 8:15-18 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 7, 2013 1:25 AM CST

Dear Jodi,

It's been ages since I've looked at the CB site - in fact, I had it linked to a blog entry from years ago back when you were out in CA and I dropped by a quilt at the place in LA where you and Rachel were at, and wasn't even sure if the link would still work. Not that I've not prayed for you guys, because I have, and not that I don't remember Rachel, because I do, I just haven't been great about keeping up with CB sites much. I was rereading your Music Room entry that I'd saved and that was part of what then made me find the other post to try to track you down again.

Anyway, I've just read back quite a bit - and wow to all that's gone on in the last couple of years! That's so cool that Blake's wanting to go into peds oncology! And you've got three little ones in your house - God's trying to keep you on your toes, eh? :-) What sweet stories and so neat how Lydia, especially, seems to keep Rachel a part of daily life in ways that only a child can do!

Know that Rachel and your family are still remembered!
Lisa in SD
- Tuesday, March 5, 2013 8:40 PM CST

What amazing words of comfort. Praying!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2013 1:01 AM CST

We're very sorry for your loss of a dear friend. Earth's loss is Heaven's gain. Your loss is Rachel's gain. Just think how happy Rachel will be to see her again. Hope the triplets are getting along much better! Sorry to hear of the ear problem's!
Judy Ebeling <aebelingj@charter.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Monday, February 11, 2013 3:08 PM CST

I'm so sorry for your loss.
Jennifer Hartley
- Monday, February 11, 2013 1:53 PM CST

I'm so very sorry!!!!!!!!!!!! Lifting up prays right now!
Psalms 91:11-12, 14-15 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. (14-15) Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
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Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2013 0:23 AM CST

Hi Jodi-This is the only way I know how to reach you as I have lost many of my email contacts...just wanted to make sure you heard about Mary Jo...I know how much she cared for you, Rachel, and your family...
Amy Denzer
- Tuesday, January 29, 2013 4:24 PM CST

Praying hard in Seattle!
Psalms 103:1-5 Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name. Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.
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Seattle, WA USA - Monday, January 28, 2013 11:21 PM CST

Continuing to pray!
Psalms 130:1-2, 5-7 Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O LORD. Lord, hear my voice: let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications (5-7) I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning: I say, more than they that watch for the morning. Let Israel hope in the LORD: for with the LORD there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption.
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Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, January 22, 2013 0:36 AM CST

Continuing to lift up prayers!
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
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Seattle, WA USA - Monday, January 14, 2013 11:35 PM CST

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Isaiah 43:1-3a But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
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Seattle, WA USA - Monday, January 7, 2013 11:52 PM CST

We have hope because of a babe born in Bethlehem. Praying!
Luke 2:1-14 And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus, that all the world should be taxed. (And this taxing was first made when Cyrenius was governor of Syria.) And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city. And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judaea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem; (because he was of the house and lineage of David:) To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child. And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered. And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn. And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2012 2:06 AM CST

Oh the comfort of knowing that this life isn't all there is! Whatever happens, look to the Lord and His free gift of salvation! Praying hard!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, December 17, 2012 11:03 PM CST

Lifting up prayers!
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2012 0:21 AM CST

No matter what happens in life, the Lord is always there! Praying!
Habakkuk 3:17-19 Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, December 3, 2012 11:49 PM CST

Stopping by to let you know I'm praying!
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, November 26, 2012 11:29 PM CST

Continuing to pray!
Psalms 139:4-6 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, November 19, 2012 11:40 PM CST

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 91:14-15 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, November 12, 2012 11:03 PM CST

Hi Jodi, I think we have been allowed to experience cell phone's, email, plus other modern technology, to show us that it is not impossible for prayer's to reach God. He has His own form of technology, that makes it possible to talk to Him any time. I'm not sure if we can talk to our loved ones, who are in Heaven, but I think God can relay messages. "If God is with us, and our loved one is with God, then our loved one can't be very far from us." I'll bet you have to be on your toes, with three little 3 year olds in your home, all the time. Praying that God is blessing you & your family!
Judy Ebeling <aandjebeling@gmail.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Wednesday, November 7, 2012 4:49 PM CST

Know that I'm here lifting up thoughts and prayers.
Psalms 107:28-31 Then they cry unto the LORD in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses. He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still. Then are they glad because they be quiet; so he bringeth them unto their desired haven. Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men!
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, November 5, 2012 11:12 PM CST

.......and she continues to creep in and out of my heart and my mind all the time............Didn't realize you were still writing caringbridge entries. I just got all caught up, and as usual, tears fell, as your words describe this hard journey. God bless you guys...........as I'm sure she is being blessed by our Heavenly Father! ((HUGS))
Cindy Carey <sidekick_43@hotmail.com>
Dundas, MN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2012 10:55 PM CDT

Still praying hard in Seattle!
Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, October 29, 2012 11:30 PM CDT

Lifting up prayers!
Psalms 145:14-18 The LORD upholdeth all that fall, and raiseth up all those that be bowed down. The eyes of all wait upon thee; and thou givest them their meat in due season. Thou openest thine hand, and satisfiest the desire of every living thing. The LORD is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works. The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, October 22, 2012 11:13 PM CDT

As I sit here thinking of my friend in the hospital in a coma for the last 12 days....I think of our roller coaster ride with Rachel. It never amazes me how much she taught us in her short little life. That we should never ask "why me" but "why not me". Things happen so fast.

The other day a friend was bringing their child in for a lump and as everyone said "oh it's nothing to worry about" I thought to myself "Jesus please make this nothing to worry about - I've seen how fragile life can be....I remember"

Em & I had a babyshower for one of her best friends the other day....I thought about Rachel...and how yet again she won't be at Em's.

Rachel........one of the love's of my life!

"My" Tammy <Tjem626@me.com>
- Friday, October 19, 2012 10:14 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your family. As I told you, just reading these posts, gives such inspiration. You really do walk with God. Much love!
Chris Schultz <grammas2miracles@yahoo.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, October 17, 2012 1:31 PM CDT

I just don't have words...
This is one of my favorite passages. Praying that it gives you comfort as well.
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, October 16, 2012 0:15 AM CDT

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 27:7-9 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek. Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
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Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, October 9, 2012 0:07 AM CDT

These verses offer such great comfort! Praying!
Job 19:25-27 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me.
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Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, October 2, 2012 0:23 AM CDT

Praying right now!
Ephesians 3:16-21 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2012 0:09 AM CDT

Lifting up prayers to the Only One who can hear!
Psalms 34:4, 6-7 I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. (6-7) This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, September 17, 2012 11:21 PM CDT

Our only true hope is in the Lord! Praying!
Romans 15:4, 13 For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope. (13) Now the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope, through the power of the Holy Ghost.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, September 10, 2012 10:38 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 31:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness. Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me. For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, September 3, 2012 11:38 PM CDT

Missing "My" little sweetie still......
"My" Tammy
- Thursday, August 23, 2012 6:20 AM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that I'm always here praying!
Jeremiah 17:7-8 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2012 0:52 AM CDT

I saw an eagle while I was out walking today so had to share this passage. Praying!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, August 13, 2012 11:50 PM CDT

Hi Jodi & Mark, I'm glad you wrote that journal. It seems like it's something that you have kept bottled up within you, and you are just now letting it all flow out from the depths of your heart. To have your child, and both your Mom's taken from you, seems so unfair. We know that God does not cause illnesses though. He promised to go with us through every circumstance. When He takes someone home, to be with Him, He is actually being kind to that person. Life is not fair, but God is!
Judy Ebeling <Aandjebeling@gmail.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Saturday, August 11, 2012 0:06 AM CDT

Love this psalm...praying!
Psalms 91:1-2, 4 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. (4) He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, August 7, 2012 1:05 AM CDT

The Lord knows the whys. He's definitely with you every step of the way!
Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 61:1-4 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2012 0:19 AM CDT

Gosh - I miss you all... heart is heavy - memories are smiles and sadness... My love to each and everyone!!!
Margie De Rosa (NYPD?? - no more) <AYNTFAIR@AOL.COM>
DeBary, fl - Sunday, July 29, 2012 1:59 PM CDT

Praying so very hard!
Psalms 142:1-3a I cried unto the LORD with my voice; with my voice unto the LORD did I make my supplication. I poured out my complaint before him; I shewed before him my trouble. When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then thou knewest my path.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, July 23, 2012 11:59 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Isaiah 41:10, 13 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. (13) For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, July 16, 2012 11:54 PM CDT

Dear Jody, I've been thinking of you so much, I know it's been awhile but you and your family have been a part of our lives for so long. 10 years... Yes, Alexia will be 10 years old on July 21st. As I sat through 3 days of our grand children's ball tournaments this past weekend it made me realize even more how much I miss our Sweet Little Granddaughter. Alexia Sweet Alexia we miss her so much. When I open up this page and see the picture of you and Rachel my heart seems to skip a beat so precious... I don't think I've ever seen a picture more precious than that one. Our two sweet girls brought us together and one day I hope we will meet again.
I've been following another set of parents that have gone to the ends of the earth to save there sweet baby boy and I thought you may like to take a peek at his caring bridge site. It is wessonlittau. I've been praying so hard for this young couple and I know you will too.
Blessings your way,
Glee Deffenbaugh <dgdeffenbaugh@midstattesd.net>
Kimball, SD US - Monday, July 16, 2012 10:25 AM CDT

Your journal entries still bring goose bumps to my arms and tears to my eyes. Thank you for being such an inspiration and sharing your life w/ us. Rachel�s journey and your entries do make a difference in my life. Prayers of constant comfort for you and all of your family. Take care.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@live.com>
Monroe, IA USA - Thursday, July 12, 2012 9:40 AM CDT

YES.. out of the mouth of babes...TRUTH
GOD's TRUTH... it does not lie. Celebrating with you life .. eternal. we do not really understand, but HE does tell us HIS ways are higher than ours. Glad you have the triplets to love on..along with your BIG guys! Congrats for Blake. Before long it will be Lance graduating too. I do not have to tell you to cherish each day. Next week it will be 5 years since Mallory finished treatment.I still remember us seeing the post about Rachel leaving this earthly place...her spirit living on - It was surreal-touching us in ways we can never explain. BUT--- GOD used both-- you and she-- in our lives so incredibly - AND still does! May GOD be praised for your ways to share the journey, May HE still grant peace and strength for each and every moment.
Blessings,

Susan Bryan Mallory's mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Wednesday, July 11, 2012 1:09 AM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Isaiah 53:4-6 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
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Seattle, WA USA - Monday, July 9, 2012 11:15 PM CDT

Sitting here crying after reading your journal entry. It's amazing how it still hurts so much. It can be in the most innocent moment and wham it hits!! We love it when one of us remembers a memory and mentions it. To see in the eyes of the four of us (You, Mark, Jeff & I)...just how much we loved her and how special she was to each of us and everyone that had the blessing of knowing "our" princess girl. We were so blessed to have her in our lives! Thank you for sharing your baby girl with us. How blessed we were to be her godparents.
"My" Tammy = Forever & ever...it keeps on going! <Tjem6263@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2012 1:01 PM CDT

Know that I'm here praying!
Psalms 94:17-19, 22 Unless the LORD had been my help, my soul had almost dwelt in silence.When I said, My foot slippeth; thy mercy, O LORD, held me up. In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul...But the LORD is my defence; and my God is the rock of my refuge.
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Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2012 1:02 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, I know it is hard for a 2 yr. old to understand, but Rachel is never more than a loving thought away. She lives in our hearts! There is a scripture where Jesus tells us that those who believe in Him, and His resurrection, can not die anymore, for we are equal to the angels. Luke 20:36
Judy Ebeling <Aandjebeling@gmail.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Monday, July 2, 2012 9:35 AM CDT

I've been thinking of you this month...
Hard to believe it has been 5 years. I'm glad that you still update! And I'm glad that you're teaching the triplets where Rachel is! :o)

Warmly,

Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
North St. Paul, MN - Friday, June 29, 2012 2:38 PM CDT

That was amazing!
Still praying in Seattle!
Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, June 25, 2012 11:48 PM CDT

When things get bad, Christ is our Rock! Praying!
Psalms 62:1-2 Truly my soul waiteth upon God: from him cometh my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation; he is my defence; I shall not be greatly moved.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2012 0:20 AM CDT

I have quietly followed your journey for over 5 years. My heart ached for you for so long, but today I feel so much joy reading your newest post. Rachel is and was a very special little girl and I think she captured many hearts...mine included.
Dixie
Castro Valley, CA USA - Sunday, June 17, 2012 1:07 PM CDT

Hi Jodi & family, That is amazing that Blake is out of high school already. We pray that God will bless him in many ways, as he looks to the future. That is so cool that you and Mark have chosen to have triplets be a part of your lives. I hope Lance enjoys the little guys too. It sounds like it is delightful for you, to have a girl in the mix. I'm sure at times it is bitter/sweet to have her with you, as she helps you remember Rachel.
Judy Ebeling <Aandjebeling@gmail.com>
EAgle Lake, MN - Saturday, June 16, 2012 3:18 PM CDT

Really is hard to believe it's been 5 years already!
No matter what happens in this life, we always have a place of refuge. Praying!
Psalms 46:1-5 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah. There is a river, the streams whereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of the most High. God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, June 11, 2012 11:35 PM CDT

Thinking of beautiful Rachel today. Sending prayers and good thoughts your way.
Angel Hugs....Ms. Polly ^jj^
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- Tuesday, June 5, 2012 7:02 PM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, June 4, 2012 11:56 PM CDT

I always love reading your updates. It's nice to hear how you all are doing and I love hearing about all the special surprises you are still finding from Rachel. And it is heartwarming to hear that you all have so much love in your hearts that you are sharing it with 3 very special little children as well who are very blessed indeed to have landed where they are. Have a wonderful summer, all of you.
Terri & Bailey Peterson <terri4design@mac.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Friday, May 25, 2012 9:48 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 91:1-2, 4 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. (4) He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, May 21, 2012 11:50 PM CDT

Praying!
Hebrews 6:17-20 Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, May 7, 2012 11:20 PM CDT

Know that I'm continuing to pray!
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, April 30, 2012 0:24 AM CDT

Saying extra prayers!
Psalms 23:4-6 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, April 22, 2012 0:13 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, sweet Rachel girl! I can only imagine the glorious celebrations in Heaven!
Naomi
Flint, TX USA - Friday, April 20, 2012 2:36 PM CDT

Remembering Rachel's 12th birthday today and praying for your family...

I haven't been here in a while - didn't know you have triplets!! I'll have to catch up :)

Praying often for you -

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, TX - Friday, April 20, 2012 8:48 AM CDT

Today will always be your day! Happy Birthday Rachel! I will love you and miss you forever and ever!
"My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2012 6:58 AM CDT

You would be "12" on Friday!!!! What would you like at this age? I think we would have been to the American Girl store a few time for lunch and a doll by now. You'd almost be past the age of really wanting one anymore. We've missed out on so much. Happy Birthday a few days early our princess girl!

Birthdays in Heaven
Are there birthdays in Heaven?
Does the angel blow his horn?
Announcing to everybody
That this is the day you were born?

Can the stars be your balloons
And angel food your cake?
Presents wrapped in moonbeams
All the angels helped to make.

Birthdays meant so much to you
They were always a big deal
Birthday presents, lots of friends
And perhaps a special meal.

So I�ll whisper a little prayer today
Asking everyone up above
To sing you a Happy Birthday song
And give you all my love.

"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2012 12:39 AM CDT

Hi Jodi & family, I just happened to check your website, and was happy to see that you have something exciting going on in your home, with the triplets there. Last summer,Glen & his wife had two foster children, full time. It was a life changing experience. Michelle was happy to get back to her preschool teaching job in the Fall. Are you still doing homeschooling for Blake & Lance? I pray that God will bless you & your family, in all that you do. Rachel is probably looking down from Heaven, and shaking her head, (thinking my Mom is crazy). ha,ha
Judy Ebeling <aandjebeling@gmail.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Wednesday, April 11, 2012 11:58 PM CDT

Always here praying!
Psalms 86:1-4 Bow down thine ear, O LORD, hear me: for I am poor and needy. Preserve my soul; for I am holy: O thou my God, save thy servant that trusteth in thee. Be merciful unto me, O Lord: for I cry unto thee daily. Rejoice the soul of thy servant: for unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul.
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Lynn M. Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 29, 2012 11:15 PM CDT

Jodi,
I am always amazed when you find Rachel somewhere in your house, or in something you do. I believe it's her way of sending you messages from above that she's having a great time with all of her grandparents. :) ((hugs))

Your journal entry warmed my heart, especially the part about Lydia wearing Rachel's clothing. Not too long ago, that may have brought you pain, but instead brought a smile to your face. I imagined your smile as you looked at Lydia and heard your laugh when you found the underwear and when Blake showed you the sock. God has an amazing way of sending blessings in the slightest of ways.

All my love!
~Jolene

Jolene Smith
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, March 16, 2012 8:32 AM CDT

The Lord will always be there to get you through whatever you have to face. Praying!
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 16, 2012 1:08 AM CDT

Praise the lord for your laughter & chuckles. I've included my email for praying for your triplets.
Christine <markjereczek@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, March 13, 2012 11:05 AM CDT

As a social worker, pastor's wife, Christian, & mother, I would love to know the story of the triplets and how to pray for them and you! By the way, I'm so glad you still update here. I followed Rachel, was so sad when she passed away, but I know she is with Jesus and you will see her again!
Pam
Clearwater, FL USA - Monday, March 12, 2012 0:35 AM CDT

Christ Himself gives us these promises. Know that I'm here praying!
Revelation 21:5-7 And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful. And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 9, 2012 0:07 AM CST

Thanks so much for the update! Wow! Taking care of triplets! I'd say that was life changing! I was babysitting two grands (born 5 days apart) for a few months and that was hard enough. Can't imagine 3 of them! Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers! Adding prayers as you take care of these little ones!
Isaiah 25:8-9 He will swallow up death in victory; and the Lord GOD will wipe away tears from off all faces; and the rebuke of his people shall he take away from off all the earth: for the LORD hath spoken it. And it shall be said in that day, Lo, this is our God; we have waited for him, and he will save us: this is the LORD; we have waited for him, we will be glad and rejoice in his salvation.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 2, 2012 0:14 AM CST

Hi Jodi,
I don't know if you come here anymore, but I do, and I wanted you to know that I think of you.

Warmly,
Lori <mlhurley5@msn.com>
North St. Paul, MN - Monday, February 27, 2012 9:27 AM CST

Still praying hard in Seattle!
Psalms 34:4, 6-7 I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. (6-7) This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 23, 2012 0:15 AM CST

Praying!
Psalms 31:5, 7-8 Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O LORD God of truth (7-8) I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities; And hast not shut me up into the hand of the enemy: thou hast set my feet in a large room.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 17, 2012 0:46 AM CST

Always lifting up prayer!
Psalms 40:5, 11, 13 Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered. (11) Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O LORD: let thy lovingkindness and thy truth continually preserve me. (13) Be pleased, O LORD, to deliver me: O LORD, make haste to help me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 9, 2012 11:26 PM CST

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 3, 2012 0:42 AM CST

Just stopping by to let you know I think of your family often. Rachel & Alexia brought us together and I believe they are together today in Heaven no more hurt or pain.
Glee Deffenbaugh <dgdeffenbaugh@midstatesd.net>
Kimball, SD - Tuesday, January 31, 2012 12:55 AM CST

Christ went through all this for us, that we might have hope! Praying for you right now!!!
Isaiah 53:7-10: He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth. He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken. And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth. Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 26, 2012 11:41 PM CST

Look to the Lord for all things! He'll always be with you! Praying!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 20, 2012 1:05 AM CST

Lifting up prayers right now!
Psalm 91:1-2, 4: He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust...He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 13, 2012 0:07 AM CST

Thinking of you all.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, January 11, 2012 10:17 AM CST

funny thing this life is.. I wanted to stop in (I haven't for a very long time) and take a moment to let you (Rachel, Jodi, Mark, Blake and Lance) know you are in my heart and thoughts alot... I just haven't reached out... Hugs and Kisses
Marge (NYPD) <ayntfair@aol.com>
DeBary, Fl - Tuesday, January 10, 2012 4:17 PM CST

Stopping by, again, to let you know I'm still here praying!
Psalms 59:16-17 But I will sing of thy power; yea, I will sing aloud of thy mercy in the morning: for thou hast been my defence and refuge in the day of my trouble. Unto thee, O my strength, will I sing: for God is my defence, and the God of my mercy.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 6, 2012 0:36 AM CST

Stopping by to let you know I'm still here praying!
Psalms 61:1-4 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 30, 2011 1:01 AM CST

As we approach Christmas may your thoughts turn toward why this Babe was born! Praying!
John 3:14-17 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 23, 2011 0:36 AM CST

Whatever lies ahead, the Lord is with you! Praying!
Psalms 32:8, 10-11 I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye. (10-11) Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about. Be glad in the LORD, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 16, 2011 1:10 AM CST

This poem touched my heart as I hope it will yours. Please know that I am thinking about you and keeping you close in prayer always.
MJ/marijeighn2010@gmail.com
A letter from Heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years.
Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...."My day was not in vain.

And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile."

So if you meet somebody who is sad and low;
Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.... you're coming here with me.

Author Unknown
MJ <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2011 2:16 PM CST

I thought of you Saturday Rachel (as I often do). In silence at your home I was thinking how unfair it was you were not there to hold my hand and for me to hold you in my arms. I am pretty sure you would now think your to old for me to lift you up...but I wouldn't care for you were my godchild and my love for you goes deeper than most others. You were a part of me that I did not bore...yet felt so much as if one of my own. I love you and miss you still to this day more than words can say! G.A.W.O.Y.....until we meet again my princess girl!

"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, December 13, 2011 5:33 PM CST

Know that I'm praying!
Psalms 27:13-14: I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 8, 2011 11:37 PM CST

Thinking of you and your family. Seeing the picture of you and Rachel always takes my breath away...I love that picture, it really captures the love she has for you. It also brings tears to my eyes and a heavy feeling in my chest. I did not know your little girl but I followed her story and I stop back from time to time to read your very heartfelt updates. May you feel Rachel's spirit all around you.
Tracie <tracie.a.klemenhagen@medtronic.com>
Big Lake, MN - Wednesday, December 7, 2011 2:11 PM CST

What comforting verses! Praying!
Psalms 23:1-3 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 2, 2011 0:38 AM CST

Know that I'm still here praying!
Psalms 62:7-8 In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 25, 2011 11:45 PM CST

A Thanksgiving Poem

Dear Father who art in Heaven...
Please join our family on this Thanksgiving day
And bless each one as we sit down to pray
As we remember those who have joined You above
So dearly missed and deeply loved.

Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving day
Bless us with memories of those faraway...
Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve
And help us reach out to others who are bereaved.

We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving day...
And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today....
May their lights always shine down on us and give us light...
And may we feel their presence along with Yours tonight.

May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving day
Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way...
Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above..
For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above...
Amen

Poem graciously submitted by The Jason Program

MJ

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- Monday, November 21, 2011 2:44 PM CST

Praying in Seattle!
Romans 5:1-2 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2011 11:52 PM CST

Wow...don't know why but I felt compelled to stop in and read. My heart hurts reading about your going through Rachel's clothes but I love the idea of memory quilts for the boys! Take care!!
Missey <HiyahChef@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 15, 2011 2:19 PM CST

We have such amazing eyewitness testimony of Jesus! No matter what happens, in Him you can still have joy! Praying!
1 John 1:1-4 That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;) That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ. And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 11, 2011 0:23 AM CST

Am so blessed to be able to pray for you!
Psalms 31:14-16 But I trusted in thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my God. My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me. Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 4, 2011 0:18 AM CDT

These verses contain the reason why we have the hope of life to come. Know that I'm here praying so hard!
Ephesians 1:17-20 That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 27, 2011 10:53 PM CDT

It was good to hear an update- I have done lots of wondering and praying that GOD would be ever so real as HE is with you every moment of each day and night. We have been without a computer and realized I need to keep a paper record of the caring bridge- or all would be lost for me trying to check in. I am so sorry to hear about yet another loss for your family- "mom" and grandma to the boys. They are getting so big now! WOW ! One in highschool and 7th--we have the same plus the two older ones - finished college and working and one in college--Mallory is in 7th grade this year.The quilt idea sounds good-- in time. We are due in for scans in DEC and few other appts - we are to see the dermatologist and endocrinologist this fall- mole and skin concerns and then growth (or lack of it )Many of GOD's Blessings to you and yours. Never to forget the way GOD has used your dear sweet Rachel and your heart(SO BIG for the LORD and your Rachel) to minister to us over these last 5 years.May GOD enable you each day to live now and be able to PRaise for what is past - looking expectantly for the future day when we will all reign and rule with HIM.
Susan Bryan-Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
VA - Wednesday, October 26, 2011 11:48 PM CDT

Praying in Seattle!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 21, 2011 0:30 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, What a nice surprise, to have an update from you. That's probably good that you were able to let go of some of Rachel's stuff. I'm glad that you plan to make a couple of quilt's out of some of her clothes though. It sounds like your boys are really growing up fast. I know you miss your little sweetheart. Be comforted that she is in good hands, in her home in Heaven.
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Saturday, October 15, 2011 9:41 PM CDT

Thanks for the update! That's a huge step forward. The quilts will fall into place when it's time. Never feel like you have to do something you're not ready for!
Always here praying!
Psalms 46:7, 10-11 The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.(10-11) Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 14, 2011 0:18 AM CDT

Praying!
Philippians 4:8-9 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 7, 2011 0:48 AM CDT

Still praying in Seattle!
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee. For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as with a shield.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 29, 2011 11:59 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 40:16-17 Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee: let such as love thy salvation say continually, The LORD be magnified. But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinketh upon me: thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my God.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 23, 2011 0:03 AM CDT

An Invitation To All Prayer Warriors

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings will be

holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday September 19th

between 8-9 pm EDST for all the families on our

Angel_Wings Prayer Lists and our Angel families of

children, teens and adults who gained their wings.

We Are Fighting For Our Children One Prayer At A Time

If you have a specific prayer request or you would like to

learn more about our Angel Wings Groups, please feel

free to email us at either of the addresses below.

Sincerely,

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

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MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Saturday, September 17, 2011 10:23 AM CDT

Still here praying in Seattle!
Isaiah 26:3-4 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, September 16, 2011 0:03 AM CDT

Always a comfort being reminded that the Holy Spirit Himself is praying for you!
Romans 8:26-27 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, September 9, 2011 0:53 AM CDT

You're in my prayers!
Psalms 130:1-2 Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O LORD. Lord, hear my voice: let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications.
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Seattle, WA - Thursday, September 1, 2011 11:59 PM CDT

Praying right now!
1 Peter 1:18-19 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot
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Seattle, WA - Friday, August 19, 2011 0:36 AM CDT

I am continully inspired by your strength to step forward without Rachel. I beleive with you for contined faith and growth that Rachel's life though short will change lives.
Morgan Kirkendall <M.Kirkendall@juno.com>
- Thursday, August 18, 2011 1:54 PM CDT

Know that the Lord is always with you, wrapping His loving arms around you and holding on tight!
Psalms 18:2-6 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me. In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Seattle, WA - Friday, August 12, 2011 1:08 AM CDT

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Isaiah 53:4-6 �Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, August 5, 2011 0:24 AM CDT

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid...for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 29, 2011 1:15 AM CDT

Know that I care so very much and am still praying!
Psalms 31:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness. Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me. For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 22, 2011 1:44 AM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Isaiah 43:1-3a But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 15, 2011 0:18 AM CDT

Know that I'm continuing to pray!
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me.
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Seattle, WA - Friday, July 8, 2011 0:01 AM CDT

Still here praying!
2 Samuel 22:2-3 And he said, The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me...
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 1, 2011 0:08 AM CDT

just wanted to check in... June we were looking at our hospital appts for scans and remembering the day we saw the news Rachel had "gone home " the final time--knowing in my Father's house ... I go to prepare a place for you.. if it were not so I would not have told you... what a joy and comfort in the midst to know there will be a sweet day when we can be with HIM forever too-- and there with our loved ones - forever-- NOT to be ever separated. Hearing the "clean out story" reminds me of the things we have found that are of our time "with you" ( through the web site) and of our treatment. THANK YOU for your gift to us thru the WORD of the LORD, and practical suggestions for those we walk alongside...with holes in their hearts.. and empty seats in there home. BLESSINGS

Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Sunday, June 26, 2011 11:55 PM CDT

Such special verses and what a promise. If these words aren't true, Jesus would have told us! His promises are sure! Praying in Seattle!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Seattle, WA - Thursday, June 23, 2011 11:54 PM CDT

Lifting up prayers to the Only One who can answer!
Psalms 4:7-8 Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn and their wine increased. I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.
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Seattle, WA - Friday, June 17, 2011 11:49 PM CDT

Praying for your family. Thinking of so many memories.
"My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2011 11:29 AM CDT

I was thinking of you on June 8th... And I came & saw your update. We are still thinking of you and sending love your direction!
Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2011 4:12 PM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Lamentations 3:22-26: It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him.
The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
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Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, June 11, 2011 0:15 AM CDT

Dear Hansen family,

I am thinking of all of you today, praying for peace where that Rachel-shaped hole is in each of your hearts.
Barb Hansen
- Wednesday, June 8, 2011 9:49 PM CDT

Thoughts and prayers with you & your family today.
Amy Denzer
- Wednesday, June 8, 2011 9:25 PM CDT

Hansen Family,
I will never forget June 8th. I will always remember that I had a chance to say goodbye to her as I had stopped by on my way to school. I was so blest to have been able to see Rachel that morning. I still pray to her each day to ask her to help me to reach out to every child that comes my way who needs help in any way. I was blest to have been Rachel's teacher and more importantly - her friend. In her short life she taught me so much about what is really important in life. My thoughts are with you all today.

Cummings
Mendota Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 7:41 PM CDT

God bless you today and everyday.
april <vikingz01@hotmail.com>
wv usa - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 6:39 PM CDT

Thinking you, now and always. Looking forward to seeing our children in Heaven one day. May God continue to sustain your heart as he does mine.
Jen Backus <bud110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2011 6:04 PM CDT

Sweet Rachel,

I'm holding you close in my heart today, little friend. You hold a very special place in my heart. I am so grateful for you and how you touched my life. One day we'll meet and I can you face-to-face. I love you.

I pray for your dear family every day. I might not get over here too often, by please know I pray for them just the same. ;o) You see, I believe in the Power of Prayer with all of my heart.

Angel Hugs....Ms. Polly @ Angel Wings Remembers
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Heart of North America, USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 5:14 PM CDT

June 8th...a day I will never forget. I stopped by the grave on my way to work today to say a prayer. Thinking of your family. I miss her so much.
"My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2011 6:32 AM CDT

Hi Jodi and Mark.............Well.......another June 8th. Just wanted you to know that I'm still remembering her, still missing her, and can not even count how many times she creeps in and out of my heart and mind. Still praying for you all......Blessings, Cindy
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 3:33 AM CDT

What you could do is clean out however much of Rachel's room that you want, but put it in storage somewhere. That way you can take it back out if you need to...there's really no rush to do anything, though.
Continuing to pray!
Psalms 28:1-2 Unto thee will I cry, O LORD my rock; be not silent to me: lest, if thou be silent to me, I become like them that go down into the pit. Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, when I lift up my hands toward thy holy oracle.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, June 3, 2011 0:30 AM CDT

Well known words but what comfort they give! Praying!
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 27, 2011 0:13 AM CDT

I was thinking about Rachel this morning. Abby loved pink, like Rachel, and now at 9, she hates hates hates it. I was thinking about how you can love to wear a color so much, and I swore Ab would wear forever. Made me think of Rachel and that crazy pink tree. And I missed her. Pray for you always
Natalie <cbauleke@msn.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2011 1:52 PM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 121:3-5 He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 20, 2011 0:57 AM CDT

We are always safe when we're in the Lord's Hands! Praying!
Psalms 31:5 Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O LORD God of truth.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 13, 2011 0:43 AM CDT

Good Morning I know how difficult Mother's Day can be when you have a child in Heaven. This poem was shared with me this morning, I hope it comforts you as it did for me. Hugs and Blessings

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

Dear Mr. Hallmark, Sir

I am writing to you from heaven,
And though it must appear
A rather strange idea,
I see everything from here.

I just popped in to visit
Your store to find a card -
A card of love for my mom,
As this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake, I thought,
Every card so filled with worth,
Except I could not find one card
From a child whose not on earth.

She is still my mother, too,
No matter where I reside.
I had to leave, she understands,
But, oh, the tears she's cried.

I thought that as I wrote you,
You would come to know
That though I am no longer there,
I still love my mother so.

I visit with her in her dreams,
And she talks with me all the time,
She wonders if that's really me,
Would you let her know I'm fine?

She's planted many flowers,
Where my living memory grows,
She carries me with her everywhere,
No matter where she goes.

She does so many loving things,
So none will ever forget,
That I once lived and loved on earth,
Now my love she needs to get.

Oh, Mr. Hallmark, sir,
Though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way to remind her
Of her loving, wondrous worth.

She needs to somehow receive,
My message loud and clear,
The same as other mothers will,
From children who are still there.

Thank you, Mr. Hallmark, sir,
I know you'll do your best.
For you are the one I count upon,
So to you I'll leave the rest.

Please find that way to let her know
No space or time or sea,
Will ever change the loving truth,
That my Mom she'll always be.
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
Lawrence, MA United States - Saturday, May 7, 2011 9:56 AM CDT

Here praying as always!
Psalms 18:28-30 For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness. For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall. As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 5, 2011 11:54 PM CDT

Continuing to lift up your family in prayer!
Psalms 5:1-3 Give ear to my words, O LORD, consider my meditation. Hearken unto the voice of my cry, my King, and my God: for unto thee will I pray. My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O LORD; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 29, 2011 1:00 AM CDT

It is amazing that Blake wants to be a pediactric oncologist. Heartbreaking that we need them.
Donna Connolly
Manville, nj USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2011 1:47 PM CDT

Good Morning I was sent this poem as a remembrance for my Angel Michael. I thought it was very fitting as Easter approaches. Please know that I am thinking about all of you and keeping you close in prayer always. Hugs and Blessings
MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

AND GOD SAID

I said, "God, I hurt."
And God said, "I know."
I said, "God, I cry a lot."
And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."
I said "God, I am so depressed."
And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."
I said, "God, life is so hard."
And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."
I said, "God, my loved one died."
And God said, "So did mine."
I said, "God, it is such a loss."
And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross."
I said, "God, but your loved one lives."
And God said, "So does yours."
I said, "God, where are they now?"
And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours will be in the Light."
I said, "God, it hurts."
And God said, "I know."

marijeighn2010@gmail.com
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Lawrence, MA USA - Saturday, April 23, 2011 7:59 AM CDT

Christ died and rose again that we might have hope! Praying hard as you miss her even more during this time!
1 Corinthians 15:3-4 For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 22, 2011 1:12 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know we are praying and thanking GOD that nothing is too difficult for HIM. HE knows your heart and hurts. HE is so very faithful and will never leave us. As we are remembering Rachel and your family on the day she made her appearance 11 years ago. SO incredibly grateful we will see her again because of CHRIST and HIS gift of grace.
susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Thursday, April 21, 2011 0:11 AM CDT

Thiniing of you all today, remembering Rachel. I think of her and all of you still daily. Praying that her memories are a source of more joy than sorrow.
Jen Backus <bud110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:12 AM CDT

I am thinking of you on this day, knowing it is a birthdate for a special gal. I live in Grandpa and Grandma Eides neighborhood and I ran into Ellen on the day Rachel was born and she told me all about it. It is the day after my daughter's bday (who was 26 yesterday!) I remember thinking, wow-they are so lucky-a new baby girl. My heart hurts for you today as you think about the could a's and would a's that should have been. It is days like this where we really don't understand the plan that is in place in our lives, but non the less, go on, celebrating the life of a sweet little girl.
Thinking of you!
sandy spanier <sandyspanier@gmail.com>
Webster, Mn - Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:42 AM CDT

11 years ago Mark called me at work...I was jumping up and down and very excited!!! I couldn't believe it "A GIRL"! Then not too many days later Jeff & I were asked to be Godparents to Rachel. What an honor! Not too many years later I was given the title "My" Tammy! I still cherish this title. I thank the Lord everyday Rachel came into our lives - what a blessing! She became such a big part of our family. Rachel will forever hold that special place in my heart that no one can take. "Rachel I love you to the moon and back.....the sky and beyond...it keeps on going and never stops!"
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, - Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:37 AM CDT

Jodi,

Praying for you days before Rachel's 11th birthday...they tend to be the hardest :(

Pamela Matthews
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Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Saturday, April 16, 2011 4:43 PM CDT

Just wanted to wish your little angel a happy, heavenly birthday. I think of her and your family often. I am very glad you are able to smile at her memory. The picture of you and Rach is beautiful.. God bless you and your family :)
Terry Laschinger <laschinger621@aol.com>
Lakeville, mn USA - Friday, April 15, 2011 9:05 PM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 116:3-5 ...I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul. Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 14, 2011 11:58 PM CDT

This Picture brings such a smile to my face! You can see the love shining through. I am so glad you are able to to play her song and smile. Your words have made me look at the pictures that Sadie made when she was younger with much more importance than I would have. When one pops up here and there now-I stop and take it in. Smile for the child she once was. Exciting times for you guys in this next year. I think it is a great idea to get the decision out of the way. So he can enjoy his senior year. Plus, the earlier he applies, the more scholarship money there is to apply for. If he gets a good ACT and is homeschooled-he is a shoe in. Colleges love home schooled kids-they know they know how to study! Know that you are still on our minds and in our prayers.
Sue Clubb-Mueller <suemecub@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, April 14, 2011 8:04 AM CDT

I can't believe Rachel's birthday is almost here. We should be looking at pierced ears, getting our nails done & toes done. I'm sure her dad would be looking at hunting stuff for her pretty soon. But "My" Tammy would still be trying to get her to do all the girlie stuff. Each and everyday we miss out on so much - but Mark, Jodi, Blake & Lance miss out on so much more than any of us know. It will be a hard summer for us all with the showers & wedding. Knowing she should be in it.
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 9, 2011 12:13 AM CDT

Lifting up prayers!
Isaiah 26:3-4 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 8, 2011 1:11 AM CDT

Just thinking of you ...April is the birthdays for both of my sisters.. and grandpa too. He is 95 now ! We lost my sister Camie to Leukemia back in 1973 -- and I still feel that deep hole in our hearts and lives. I know that Rachel's bday is soon - praying that GOD will continue to be ALL you need ..HE is faithful! :)
Praying for the college decision.. and all that is involved. wisdom and unity.. clarity for what lies ahead.
Susan BRyan-Mallory's mom <bryan_6 @ verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Monday, April 4, 2011 11:19 PM CDT

Know that I'm continuing to pray!
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 1, 2011 0:11 AM CDT

Can't wait to start planning with you and Blake our team event!!!!!!!
Rachel's "My" Tammy.......forever! <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, - Sunday, March 27, 2011 5:46 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 69:13 But as for me, my prayer is unto thee, O LORD, in an acceptable time: O God, in the multitude of thy mercy hear me, in the truth of thy salvation.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 25, 2011 0:51 AM CDT

i love rachel and each of you. i'll be covering blake and each of you with prayers tonight focusing on those specific requests in your journal update. spring officially arrives tomorrow and we have a have good, solid two-three feet of snow encircling the farmstead. here's hoping my two daffodils and three tulips appear this year.

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Heart of North America, u - Saturday, March 19, 2011 12:29 AM CDT

Know that your family is always in my thoughts and prayers!
Isaiah 53:4-6 �Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 17, 2011 11:48 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. No matter what lies ahead, the Lord has us wrapped up in His loving care. Praying!
Psalms 91:4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 11, 2011 0:22 AM CST

Hi Jodi -- just by chance I read your post today and yes, I think about Rachel's birthday coming up. I remember the one she had at that "jumpie" place and for the life of me, I can't remember the name of it. Jade still talks about that birthday party. She misses her. It's weird to see the Sunday school class without her . . . still to this day. Man, was that a big class! Still the same kids. Not as many show up now that they're older and doing other things. Just wanted to let you know that we think of Rachel, you and your family. We miss you!
~Darcy
Darcy Seurer <darcylise@yahoo.com>
New Market, MN, - Thursday, March 10, 2011 8:24 AM CST

AMAZING... our GOD who prompts me to pray and often check on you through the web site. How incredible HE is and grateful for your "victories" --I can hear the music and imagine her singing in heaven to the melody as you sit at the piano and play. I will never be able to express the love and care you have given our family through your open and honest words. always leading us back to the Father, HIS word and truth of the hope within.. CHRIST the hope of glory. Rachel is forever with us in little special ways, pink ribbons from "time with her -via web journal" even though we never met in person. We are amazed at the passage of time too. Our son will be graduating in May from VA TECH.. Yes it was as we were awaiting Mallory's biopsy report as we took him off to college.. and left him. WOW ! Our other daughter was trying to navigate a new school as she faced high school.. in the midst of appts and hospital stays . Now she is a college student too. Lauren is now 16 and getting behind the wheel and then MAllory is appraoching her "teen bday" We agree with you in prayer for the boys, esp as Blake looks for the LORD's leading for a school. MAY GOD continue to be ALL and everything you need...every moment and each day.
Susan Bryan- Mallory's mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Sunday, March 6, 2011 1:18 AM CST

WOW! GO BLAKE! That's awesome!!

And way to go YOU on your "little victories". I'm glad you have those chances to smile over Rachel. :)
Missey <HiyahChef@aol.com>
Prescott, wi - Saturday, March 5, 2011 10:46 AM CST

Jodi, I know this has been an overwhelming struggle for you and your family, my thoughts and prayers are with you and have been for the last 5 years. I don't think you know how truly inspiring your words have been to me. I hope you continue to post in the journal. You should write a book. Your faith and love for God through this most difficult time, has been such a witness for Christians everywhere. I don't even think I could put into words how much you have helped me through the years. I lost my father 10 years ago and though it is not the same, you have opened my eyes. I blamed God, stepped away from the church and buried myself in my grief. You have done for me what no counselor has been able to do. You should start a grief therapy group or like I said write a book, you are very gifted! The Lord is using you, so please don't stop writing! I have printed your journal and read it periodically :) So even though I know this has been more than difficult for you, Thank you for sharing your struggles with me and the rest of your readers.
Rose <rosesmith3304@yahoo.com>
Stockton, Ca USA - Friday, March 4, 2011 5:32 PM CST

Praying!
2 Samuel 22:7 In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and he did hear my voice out of his temple, and my cry did enter into his ears.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 3, 2011 11:51 PM CST

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 86:1-2 Bow down thine ear, O LORD, hear me: for I am poor and needy. Preserve my soul; for I am holy: O thou my God, save thy servant that trusteth in thee.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2011 11:34 PM CST

I'm here praying right now.
Psalms 116:1-5 I love the LORD, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul. Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 18, 2011 0:36 AM CST

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- Thursday, February 17, 2011 1:21 PM CST

Life in this world can look so bleak at times. But the victory is ours through Christ! Put your trust in Him! Praying!
1 Corinthians 15:54-57 So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 10, 2011 10:57 PM CST

Good Morning Jodi! Happy Birthday Lance :) Just wanted to you to know, your journal has been a constant source of encouragement for me for the last 5 years. Your faith and struggles have convicted my spirit. I am sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. Best wishes to you and your family. God Bless You...
Rose
Rose Smith
Modesto, Ca USA - Friday, February 4, 2011 9:49 AM CST

Continuing to pray hard for your family!
Psalms 28:8-9 The LORD is their strength, and he is the saving strength of his anointed. Save thy people, and bless thine inheritance: feed them also, and lift them up for ever.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 3, 2011 11:47 PM CST

I'm so glad you posted, Jodi. I've missed hearing about how you are all doing. You're never far from my thoughts and prayers. I think you can continue to write when you feel like it, and if the urge to do so comes up. I don't think there's any time limit or expiration for Rachel's page. It's still all about her and how she still moves in and around your lives and always will. But if you decide to retire her page, I, for one, would really miss coming here to see how you are all doing and what has been going on in your lives.
I hope you still feel the prayers of so many who continue to keep you all lifted - and we always will. Rachel left an imprint on our hearts forever. It's not going away, even if her Caringbridge page does.
Terri & Bailey Peterson <terri4design@me.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Tuesday, January 25, 2011 6:47 PM CST

Great seeing you post, but...this site is supposed to help you, but if it doesn't then maybe it is time to close up shop. It's totally up to you!
Stopping by to let you know I'm still here praying!
Psalms 59:16-17 But I will sing of thy power; yea, I will sing aloud of thy mercy in the morning: for thou hast been my defence and refuge in the day of my trouble. Unto thee, O my strength, will I sing: for God is my defence, and the God of my mercy.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 20, 2011 11:46 PM CST

Jodi,
I've missed you and your posts! I check your page several times a week. Many times you've encouraged me with your words. We still pray for you and your family, though we've never met in person. Please know that I would continue to read whatever and wherever you post!
Michelle Regan <meeker68@yahoo.com>
OH - Wednesday, January 19, 2011 8:06 PM CST

Jodie, Just so glad to hear from you again. Thanking God that you are all as well as can be expected and moving forward in life with little Rachel always in your hearts and souls.
Donna Connolly
- Wednesday, January 19, 2011 12:43 AM CST

Praying right now!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 13, 2011 11:48 PM CST

Praying!
Psalms 69:1-3, 13 Save me, O God; for the waters are come in unto my soul. I sink in deep mire, where there is no standing: I am come into deep waters, where the floods overflow me. I am weary of my crying: my throat is dried: mine eyes fail while I wait for my God...But as for me, my prayer is unto thee, O LORD, in an acceptable time: O God, in the multitude of thy mercy hear me, in the truth of thy salvation.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 31, 2010 0:35 AM CST

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Isaiah 43:1-3a But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel...
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2010 11:40 PM CST

Have a blessed holiday.
A. Long
ny, ny usa - Friday, December 17, 2010 9:22 PM CST

No matter what happens in life, the Lord is always there! Praying!
Habakkuk 3:17-19 Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places...
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 17, 2010 0:33 AM CST

Continuing to pray!
Psalms 91:14-15 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 10, 2010 1:02 AM CST

Hi Jodi, Hope all is well with you & your family! I thought sure you would post something during the Thanksgiving weekend. Praying that God is comforting you in many ways. Love In Christ, Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Friday, December 3, 2010 2:47 PM CST

Know that I'm here continuing to pray!
Psalms 5:11-12 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee. For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as with a shield.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 2, 2010 11:58 PM CST

Missing your posts, wishing you a blessed Christmas, does not have to be happy but can be blessed.
Donna Connolly <eddonconnolly@optimum.net>
Manville, nj usa - Sunday, November 28, 2010 6:12 PM CST

I was just thinking about you today. :o)
Lori <mlhurley5@msn.com>
N St. Paul, MN - Monday, November 22, 2010 4:21 PM CST

Hi Jodi!
I was just watching the news and they were doing a story on turkeys. Do you remember that one day Mark brought home those turkeys? I was laying in bed with Rachel (she was asleep) and I kept hearing this wierd noise. I was like "WHAT THE HECK IS THAT??" and then you explained about the turkeys! haha! I always laugh about that. I will never forget trying to sleep and hearing that weird noise right outside your window! Anyway, love you lots :)
Emme <emily.mohn1213@gmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Friday, November 19, 2010 6:23 PM CST

Praying in Seattle!
Isaiah 26:3-4 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 19, 2010 0:43 AM CST

So many times these words just roll off the tongue without really effecting the heart. These are very powerful words! Praying!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 12, 2010 0:43 AM CST

Season's come & season's go, and I know Rachel is still on your mind much of the time. Love never ends! Beautiful memories can bring comfort & joy. They can even put a smile on your face for a moment.
I pray that God will bless your memory with special thoughts of your sweet Rachel & will bring a smile to your face today. Love, Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Monday, November 8, 2010 6:01 PM CST

Lifting up prayers right now!
Isaiah 25:4 For thou hast been a strength to the poor, a strength to the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is as a storm against the wall.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 4, 2010 11:49 PM CDT

Still continuing to pray!
Lamentations 3:21-26 This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 29, 2010 0:14 AM CDT

Continuing to pray!
Philippians 3:9-11 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death; If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 15, 2010 0:26 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, I miss your posts. I hope all is well with you & your family. I suppose it gets harder & harder to know what to write about, concerning Rachel. Even though it is so very sad that she is gone, you have beautiful memories to look back on also. I pray that God will bless you as you remember special little things about Rachel.
Love, Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Sunday, October 10, 2010 2:40 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that I'm always here praying!
Jeremiah 17:7-8 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 7, 2010 11:24 PM CDT

It's been so long since I've visited, but know I still keep you and yours in my prayers and thoughts. We miss our little one so much as I know you miss Rachel. I sometimes imagine them playing together in heaven:}
I can only imagine how beautiful and loved Rachel's gravesite is. Bless you and your family.
Glee Deffenbaugh <dgdeffenbaugh@midstatesd.net>
Kimball, SD - Tuesday, October 5, 2010 8:21 AM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 33:20-22 Our soul waiteth for the LORD: he is our help and our shield. For our heart shall rejoice in him, because we have trusted in his holy name. Let thy mercy, O LORD, be upon us, according as we hope in thee.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 30, 2010 11:15 PM CDT

I just came to say hello.
I still think about you, Rachel and your sweet family!
Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
- Monday, September 27, 2010 0:51 AM CDT

What comfort these words give! Praying!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 23, 2010 11:28 PM CDT

Out of the blue on my birthday morning I thought to myself "Rachel would have been calling me today in her sweet little voice wishing me a happy birthday." I'm pretty sure it was her tapping me on the shoulder and reminding me she is still around us. Em gave me the neatest give of a willow angel little girl around the age of 10. She said she was in the store and just knew she had to buy it for one of my gifts. It reminded her of Rachel and what she would look like today. I miss her each and everyday.
"My" Tammy - Rachel's Godmother Forever <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 15, 2010 9:40 AM CDT

Praying hard in Seattle!
Psalms 46:1-5 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah. There is a river, the streams whereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of the most High. God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2010 11:57 PM CDT

Always here praying!
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 2, 2010 11:49 PM CDT

Know that I'm always praying!
Ephesians 2:8-10 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
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Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, August 28, 2010 0:23 AM CDT

No matter what happens in life, the Lord has us wrapped up in His loving care. Praying!
Psalms 91:4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 5, 2010 11:17 PM CDT

The Lord is with you right now, lifting you up, giving you strength! Always praying!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2010 11:39 PM CDT

Still here praying!!!!!!!!
Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 22, 2010 11:49 PM CDT

It sounds beautiful!
That tour sounds really interesting. It's so hard to visualize the Tabernacle from what Scripture says...
Praying!
Psalms 31:24 Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, July 16, 2010 0:14 AM CDT

Jodi,
We still check in ..remembering you and Rachel and the family...sounds like it has been a "heart exercising" time (in more than one way)as you worked at her grave site...the flowers sound wonderful--so appropriately named :) Your words like always speak volumes - much more than the letters forming words. The descriptions are telling.
TIME --something GOD has made, and HE is so much bigger than the dimension we are living inside...TIME something that seems to pass to slowly for some things and much too quickly for others ...the good news is that HE is with us in every moment of TIME...for now and eternity for those who trust Jesus -rejoicing for that. We went for Mallory's scans and have preliminary word that all is good, but nothing in writing yet. Mallory had been sick so we had to reschedule and that put us on a different clinic day and different dr etc plus the holiday so .. a bit longer getting final word. We likewise are marveling a the TIME that has passed almost 4 years since diagnosis & 3 years off treatment-WOW! Praying for those who are still in treatment or have lost part of their hearts--living without one of their little ones. There are too many that have lost the battle. We were in the hospital June 2006 with an abrupt fever and infection, but very close to finishing treatment when we saw the post about Rachel...it is such a vivid memory for me-tears & heartache--even though we have never met personally. I cannot imagine our journey without having read and walked the road with you and Rachel. I have told you many times ..it has even helped me with the loss of my younger sister who passed back in Feb of 1973 of leukemia when I was only 11 yo..so much is just never said or dealt with --why do we leave such tender things to fester rather than deal with them. I am ever so grateful that you have continued to journal.. with GOD's grace and HIS truth at the core of everything you share. GOD's BLESSINGS to you as you continue to walk asking HIM to be your every need sustaining you for each moment and wishing for you many more little surprises from Rachel. I remember finding a "note" Camie had "written" all 22 month old scribbling , but it was from her hand & heart --a precious treasured possession. trusting you to the Father who is faithful.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Wednesday, July 14, 2010 11:00 PM CDT

The grave looks as nice as a grave can look. I'm glad you have good friends to help you out.
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 13, 2010 10:46 AM CDT

Still praying in Seattle!
Psalm 121:1-4: I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, July 9, 2010 0:04 AM CDT

Hi Jodi,

I just came to check on you.

I am thinking of you!

With love,
Lori

Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
N St. Paul, MN - Monday, July 5, 2010 0:45 AM CDT

When I hear of your "finds" I am in awe!

When I open the site, I smile-your picture is so full of love. I pray that you feel Rachel's love and smile, that she has in the picture.

Still praying for you.
Sue Clubb-Mueller <suemecub@frontiernet.net>
Lakeville, MN usa - Saturday, July 3, 2010 2:53 PM CDT

Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Psalms 27:7-9 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek. Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, July 2, 2010 0:37 AM CDT

Hi Jodi,
I really enjoyed this blog entry. When I read it I imagined myself walking around dragging a Rachel-sized black hole behind me, kind of like you would a balloon or shadow. You're right, God makes it bearable, but it still hurts. Thank you for capturing exactly what I am feeling because sometimes it is hard for me to. I love you :)
Emme <emily.mohn1213@gmail.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2010 6:33 PM CDT

I too find it hard to believe it has been 3 years. I think about you all often and pray that God keeps you in his hands and that you are all doing well.
Connie Rimpila
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2010 1:17 PM CDT

That second hand just never stops ticking, does it?
Stopping by to let you know I'm still here praying!
Isaiah 26:3-4 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
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Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, June 20, 2010 0:12 AM CDT

Praying!
Isaiah 25:8-9: He will swallow up death in victory; and the Lord GOD will wipe away tears from off all faces; and the rebuke of his people shall he take away from off all the earth: for the LORD hath spoken it. And it shall be said in that day, Lo, this is our God; we have waited for him, and he will save us: this is the LORD; we have waited for him, we will be glad and rejoice in his salvation.
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Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, June 19, 2010 0:20 AM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS
The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Saturday,
June 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

I love you, sweet Rachel. I pray for your sweet family each and every day.

Angel Hugs and Blessings,
Ms. Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
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- Wednesday, June 16, 2010 7:30 PM CDT

Jodi, Hi...thank you for responding to my email, so I could find Rachel's website again. The thought keeps going through my head, that you wonder how you & your family could possibly have made it through three years without Rachel. I think it's because Rachel is still so very much a part you. She will never stop being in your heart, and on your mind. Love lives on forever! Love, Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2010 5:31 PM CDT

With your mom's birthday tomarrow, it makes me remember the summer times camping together with our families. My how time goes fast!
I do hope that June 14th is a day of celebration!
God Bless. In love and prayers, Stacy
Stacy Lueck <stacylueck@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 13, 2010 1:18 PM CDT

The Lord will always be there to get you through whatever you have to face. Praying!
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2010 11:54 PM CDT

Beautiful Rachel your amazing love and legacy live forever in our hearts. You are truly a gift from God to your family and all of us. These little things you drew or crafted were straight from your heart and now can be embrace and even celebrated.

I continue to pray for your family each day. I might not get to your guest book often but never doubt for a second that I've forgotten them.

Angel Hugs,
Ms. Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
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- Thursday, June 10, 2010 8:26 PM CDT

Remembering beautiful Rachel. Jodi, I only knew Rachel through this site and have sent up many prayers for her and your family. I want to thank you for sharing your heart with us. My husband has been dx with colon cancer and I feel a little more prepared spiritually to handle this journey because of you. Thank you. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/bshep
Gina
Conyers, GA - Thursday, June 10, 2010 11:50 AM CDT

That's so awesome that you found the pad@ ((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, June 9, 2010 11:24 AM CDT

Rachel site has been on my favorite for a long time, still I don't check it often, but I don't know why but today I click on it, without knowing that it was the day of hey angelversary.
She trully touch my life
sending love from Canada

Jolyane
Montreal, Canada - Wednesday, June 9, 2010 1:14 AM CDT

I have no idea why I clicked on your site today, but reading it has left me in tears. I still love to gaze at the picture of precious Rachel in the blue blanket. Thinking of you today and always.
Alicia Lovens
Castro Valley, CA - Tuesday, June 8, 2010 10:59 PM CDT

I can't begin to imagine your feelings today, or any other day without your beautiful daughter and sister. I do understand the anniversary though. It comes to you quietly and quickly and gives you a nasty reminder of reality. How could it be one year....two years....three years? The sadness of the lose is harder...hurts a bit more, if that is even possible. I know.....I have the annivesaries too....and I am sorry. I am praying that today gives you more then sadness....I pray it gives you memory after wonderful memory of Rachel. I am smiling remembering the little girl that was so full of life, even when she was so terribly sick. She inspired me, amazed me, and helped to guide me through our Blair's illess. I will never, ever forget her. May GOD hold each of you firmly in his arms today, and always. Much love to you.

Ken Waldron <kjw0126@msn.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Tuesday, June 8, 2010 1:40 PM CDT

Sending prayers, thoughts and love your way especially today.
A Friend
PA - Tuesday, June 8, 2010 12:24 AM CDT

I can't believe it's been 3 years without Rachels. All my thoughts and prayers are with you four today.
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2010 4:15 AM CDT

(((HUGS))) Here it is....almost June 8th. Wow......three years and hard to believe. Thinking of you and praying for you as we reach another year marker. We miss her so much.......think of her all the time.......and remember.
God's peace to you..........
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Monday, June 7, 2010 8:35 AM CDT

Praying in Seattle!
Psalms 62:5-7 My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation: he is my defence; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 3, 2010 11:54 PM CDT

I have a luminaria that will be lit for Rachel when I do my relay for life in a couple of weeks. I'll never forget her. Love you all. I'm so glad you found her drawings. Hang on to them..and I know you will. God bless.
April <Vikingz01@hotmail.com>
va usa - Tuesday, June 1, 2010 1:51 PM CDT

Jodi,

I have to believe this is Rachel's way of reminding you that she is always with you, and that you will see her again one day. I hope you continue to stumble upon all of the treasures she left for you to find.....
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, June 1, 2010 11:15 AM CDT

Oh my, what a precious keepsake to find.. Always keeping your family in my prayers & looking forward to the day that I can meet Rachel in Heaven.. What a sweet girl to leave you special keepsakes.. Lots of hugs and prayers, Amber Wallace
Amber Wallace <adwallace@pella.com>
Monroe, IA - Friday, May 28, 2010 12:25 AM CDT

Can't even imagine how finding that must have hit you.
Praying right now!
Psalms 66:8-10 O bless our God, ye people, and make the voice of his praise to be heard: Which holdeth our soul in life, and suffereth not our feet to be moved. For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 28, 2010 0:37 AM CDT

Dear Jodi,
Still checking in on you all.( hopefully forever)...amazed by the timing once again. I just knew I needed to look tonight. How incredible that you are still able to discover things anew from Rachel. We remember Rachel,our little friend, and how you shared GOD & your heart thru your lives and her death. I cannot even begin to imagine how we would have faced Mallory's cancer and treatment not having ever read & walked thru your story. THANK YOU for being open and willing to share. I trust you will have a sweet time away w/ the boys. BLESSINGS to you --May GOD continue to meet every need and be your everything especially in the next week.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 11:27 PM CDT

These little findings of yours just prove that sweet Rachel is with you all and will always be with you.
Donna Connolly
nj - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 4:04 PM CDT

Wow...I haven't been to this site in quite a while. As I read your entry about the looming days that crept up to her birthday, I just want you to know that I think about her too. I still have the "mustache" photo on my cabinet in my office! A few weeks ago, I was cleaning out said cabinet (which was a DISASTER) and ran across the photo of Rachel and I sitting on your kitchen counter! WHOA...what a flood of emotion. I certainly didn't expect to see that... The photos make me smile but they also make a lump in my throat. I think of you and the boys and how YOU must feel mostly. Ahhh...Miss Rachel Bachel will never be forgotten!
Love you!
Missey <HiyahChef@aol.com>
Prescott, WI - Monday, May 24, 2010 9:44 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalm 71:14-16 But I will hope continually, and will yet praise thee more and more. My mouth shall shew forth thy righteousness and thy salvation all the day; for I know not the numbers thereof. I will go in the strength of the Lord GOD: I will make mention of thy righteousness, even of thine only.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, May 20, 2010 11:46 PM CDT

Continuing to pray!
Psalm 17:15 As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.
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Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, May 15, 2010 0:21 AM CDT

This is one of those hard days. I get that. And I am thinking of you today.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <cherylvincent4@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2010 10:07 AM CDT

You're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 7, 2010 0:59 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that Rachel is thought of every day.... I pray for you and your family too.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Thursday, May 6, 2010 2:33 PM CDT

I know how difficult Mother's day is for those whose child is now in Heaven. This poem has been a comfort to me as I pray it will be for you.

You can shed tears that she is gone,
Or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes & pray that she'll come back,
Or you can open your eyes & see all that she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
Or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow & live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
Or you can cherish her memory & let it live on.
You can cry & close your mind, be empty & turn your back,
Or you can do what she'd want:
Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
�Author unknown�

Hugs and Blessings
MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Thursday, May 6, 2010 12:38 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, We changed our computer server last December, and I haven't kept up with things that I used to check. Just wanted to let you know that I have kept Rachel's memorial card, with her darling picture on the front, in my Bible since June 8, 2007. So I do still think of her often! Judy
Judy Ebeling <Aebeling@hickorytech.net>
Eagle Lake, MN - Wednesday, May 5, 2010 11:36 PM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <cherylvincent4@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2010 1:09 PM CDT

Hi Jodi,
Something made me think of you today. Just wanted you to know that I still keep you and your family in my prayers.
-Jodi
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Tuesday, May 4, 2010 7:38 PM CDT

Hi Jodi,

I don't know if you remember me. I was in MOMS Club around the time you found out Rachel had cancer. I think about her from time to time because the song she sang at the church, after she went into remission--I believe, "Jesus Loves Me" was so memorable to me. She really touched my heart when she sang that song. I guess you have to hold on to the idea that she left a lasting impression in everyone's hearts that knew her. She continues to be remembered for her love of Jesus. (We have one son, Tony, who is going to be 10 too this summer. You may remember him. We have been wishing for more children. We having been waiting a long time to adopt from America (four years)so I am feeling that void in my heart too--like there is something missing from my life. Thats when I think of Rachel or any families that I know that have lost their children to some medical reason, it makes me think about how my troubles are pretty silly. I hope you can find those words from the bible that help you to have the strength to get through that hard week.)
Christine Smedberg
Lakeville, MN 55044 - Monday, May 3, 2010 7:19 PM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers right now!
Psalms 37:39-40 But the salvation of the righteous is of the LORD: he is their strength in the time of trouble. And the LORD shall help them, and deliver them: he shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, because they trust in him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 29, 2010 10:48 PM CDT

Thinking of you!!!
Kristin, Don, Nathan and Niklas
Mesa, AZ - Thursday, April 29, 2010 0:47 AM CDT

Hope you made it through Rachel's birthday okay. Oh those days are so hard....
Praying!
Philippians 4:8-9 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 22, 2010 11:41 PM CDT

I know this is a couple of days late, but I wanted to let you know you are in my hearts and prayers. Rachel was a special girl and it's important to remember her on her special day. Love to you all!
Jolene Smith
Sioux Falls, SD - Thursday, April 22, 2010 8:20 AM CDT

Remembering your precious angel and all she taught me. Love you.
April <Vikingz01@hotmail.com>
va usa - Wednesday, April 21, 2010 11:37 PM CDT

Jodi,

Remembering your precious Rachel on her 10th birthday; praying for you and your family. I agree - the days before are always the hardest...

May the Lord fill your day with peace that can only come from Him...

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews
Houston, TX - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 4:05 PM CDT

Jodi,

believe me , I fully understand the time leading up to the day. It has always been difficult for me. Know I am thinking of you as you celebrate Rachel's life... on Earth and in Heaven and experience all the beauty and sorrow that creates.
Missing her always, Aunti Jodi
Jodi Hansen
Northfield, mn dakota - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 10:55 AM CDT

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY sweet angel in pink! Jod, you are in my heart and my prayers today.
Love, Heidi
Heidi Hosinski <hydehos@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 20, 2010 9:11 AM CDT

Remembering your Rachel on the day she was born. Thinking of all of you...
Amy Denzer
- Tuesday, April 20, 2010 8:48 AM CDT

We've been talking about Rachel a lot lately ~ Jade and I. My mom was just recently diagnosed with cancer and Jade has associated it with dying. You never know when it comes to cancer(if it'll get ya right away, eventually, or years). We associate April with "Rachel's month" ~ You have been writing about other girls who are 10 and what they are doing. To me, it's a reminder that I need to be thankful that I have my Jade. I think about you . . . I think about your family . . .I miss seeing you and chatting with you . . . and I still check the caringbridge website to see what you have to say.
Darcy <darcylise@yahoo.com>
New Market, MN - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 8:25 AM CDT

Today is all about PINK! I miss you and love you each and everyday Rachel! Happy Birthday in heaven. I am sure Nana Eide and Grandpa Charlie are having the biggest bestest party for you!
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 5:34 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel I am sure that birthdays are very special in Heaven. I am praying today for all your family and friends and for those of us who never got to meet you but whose lives you touched and remember and miss you also.

A Birthday In Heaven

I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I�m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You�re wondering if I�ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you�re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He�d ordered me a special cake
(It�s Angel food, I think)

I�m getting lots of hugs from God
He�s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat

Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
That make us laugh out loud

There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet�
The magic never ends

I�ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel�s wings

We�ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts, surprise!
But we don�t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies

� Kris Smith
http://www.mcadangel.com/
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- Tuesday, April 20, 2010 5:10 AM CDT

Happy birthday Rachel!

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, April 19, 2010 9:08 PM CDT

Sending birthday wishes to heaven for a special little girl!
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2010 6:25 PM CDT

(((((HUGS))))) and prayers as this special birthdate arrives.......May God hold you all REAL tight!
Happy Birthday sweetie! Oh, how we miss you!

Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2010 8:47 AM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS
The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
Rachel, all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.
Thank you for joining us!

Praying for all of you.
Praying for all of children with cancer.

Ms. Polly
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Heart of North America, ND USA - Sunday, April 18, 2010 1:31 PM CDT

Anticipation is always the worst because it prompts the time of reflection and memories. It's always been something to make me think - the dichotomy of how the rest of the world can be just great, the sun shining, the busy-ness of other people just going about their lives, but not knowing how your world has just been turned upside down. Empathy can be a start, but I know I am not walking in your shoes. Love you!
Jahna Lindquist <jahna23@yahoo.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Saturday, April 17, 2010 8:01 AM CDT

Thinking of you.....
Cheryl and Angel Haley <cherylvincent4@aol.com>
- Friday, April 16, 2010 9:40 AM CDT

Oh these dates are so very hard...may the Lord wrap His loving arms around you and give you peace as you face the 20th!
Praying!
Romans 8:26 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 16, 2010 0:59 AM CDT

Know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers during this hard time...I know each day has it's own sadness but I know that the anticipation of the upcoming b-day is hard.

prayers to you
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@dublinschools.net>
- Thursday, April 15, 2010 2:10 PM CDT

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalm 130:5-6 I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning: I say, more than they that watch for the morning.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 8, 2010 11:49 PM CDT

Thinking of you...
Cheryl and Angel Haley <cherylvincent4@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2010 3:16 PM CDT

John 11:25-26
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die"

Good Morning and Happy Easter I have always found this poem to be a comfort for me. I pray it will be a blessing for you also. Please know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and Blessings

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWings Remembers
God's Lent Child
I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine, God said,
For you to love her while she lives, and mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or forty-two or three;
But will you, till I call her back, take good care of her for me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you, and should her stay be brief,
You'll have the lovely memories as a solace for your grief.
I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return;
But there are lessons taught below I want this child to learn.
I've searched the whole world over, for teachers kind and true;
And from the throngs that crowd life's lane I have chosen you...
Now will you give her all your love? Nor think the labor pain?
Nor hate me should the angels call, to take this child back again?
To which the parents did reply...
Dear Lord, Thy will be done.
For all the joys thy child will bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness,
We'll love her while we may...
for all the love this child will bring,
forever grateful we will stay.
But should the Angels call for her,
much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
and try to understand.
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 4, 2010 9:20 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Isaiah 53:3-5: He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 2, 2010 0:02 AM CDT

Wishing you and your family a blessesd Easter. Praying for peace and healing for you Jodi and your loved ones.
Donna Connolly <eddonconnolly@optimum.net>
Manville, NJ USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 5:18 PM CDT

Hi how are you this is Kayla Ashland. I was just reading Rachels scrap book. I saw it in my drawer and I saw that she still has a CaringBridge website. I was on here to get into my other friends guestbook and then I thought I should see how you are doing. I got ot go. Bye.
KaylaAshland <ashlandkayla@yahoo.com>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2010 10:58 AM CDT

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KaylaAshland <ashlandkayla@yahoo.com>
LAkeville, MN U.S.A - Thursday, April 1, 2010 10:52 AM CDT

I am thrilled to hear that you got away....

Think of you, everytime I see something Rachel would have loved to wear....pink.

Hugs, Natalie Bauleke
www/caringbridge.org/visit/abbybauleke

Natalie and Abby Bauleke <cbauleke@msn.com>
- Sunday, March 28, 2010 6:42 PM CDT

Continuing to pray!
Romans 5:6-9 For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2010 10:57 PM CDT

Glad you were able to go on the trip!
You'll know when it's time to make the quilts. You could make lap ones...they're smaller. Or even make small quilts as wall hangings...to make sure you have enough for all of them.
Praying in Seattle!
Psalm 34:5-8 They looked unto him, and were lightened: and their faces were not ashamed. This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them. O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.
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Lynn
Seattle, - Thursday, March 18, 2010 11:44 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Friday,
March 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

Thank you for joining us!
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MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2010 7:34 PM CDT

Hello Jody,

I read your journal entry on how we continue to miss them and that why, of course, we would want and expect to miss those we loved so much. Another CB mom who lost a little girl to cancer once journaled that she feels closest to her departed daughter when she is sad. I think about that so often and it's true. When I am laughing in this life I am so very far from my departed and solemn little girl. So yes, I will always miss her and if it means being sad when I think of her I certainly accept that.

Blessings to you and your family as you continue on this hard journey.

Monica
(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, March 17, 2010 5:46 PM CDT

Lifting up prayers right now!
Psalm 31:1-3 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness. Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me. For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me.
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Lynn
Seattle, - Thursday, March 11, 2010 11:55 PM CST

When do you leave for Sweden? Have a safe journey.
Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Sunday, March 7, 2010 9:03 PM CST

Am thrilled that you got to get away for a while! Hope you can start doing it more often!
Sounds like a wonderful new charity! Hope tomorrow's a huge success!
Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Psalms 27:7-9 Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek. Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 25, 2010 11:48 PM CST

Know that I'm praying!
I Peter 1:6-9 Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory: Receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of your souls.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 18, 2010 11:09 PM CST

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Friday,
February 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

Thank you for joining us!
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Lawrence, Ma - Monday, February 15, 2010 1:19 PM CST

Continuing to pray!
Romans 8:15-18 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 12, 2010 0:09 AM CST

Am here praying!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 4, 2010 11:25 PM CST

Hi Jodi!

I check your website here and there, and your family is never far from my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
N St. Paul, MN - Thursday, February 4, 2010 1:54 PM CST

I continue to pray
Lindsi
- Wednesday, February 3, 2010 12:48 AM CST

I check Rachel's site often. I feel for you. I cannot begin to imagine.....I sympathize....but only to an extent. I can never feel exactly what you feel. Nor will I pretend that I can. I love your journal, your honesty. I value you as a mother. I too am a mother.
Lisa Wohlman <wohlmanlm@msn.com>
Kimball, MN United States - Friday, January 29, 2010 10:48 PM CST

Know that I'm here praying right now.
Psalm 23:1-3: The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 28, 2010 11:12 PM CST

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Psalm 91:1-2, 4: He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust...He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 22, 2010 0:15 AM CST

Know that I'm here continuing to pray!
Nahum 1:7 The LORD is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 15, 2010 0:04 AM CST

Praying right now!
Zephaniah 3:17 The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 8, 2010 0:12 AM CST

God bless you and yours this Christmas
April <vikingz01@hotmail.com>
va usa - Friday, December 25, 2009 7:29 PM CST

I've been thinking about you and your family lately and how you have been. I continue to check your webpage every now and again. It's weird not seeing you around, but know why you are doing what you are doing (does that make sense?) I'm sure you know what I mean. I miss seeing you around :) Hope to you see you soon!
Darcy <darcylise@yahoo.com>
New Market, MN - Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12:28 AM CST

Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Psalm 29:11 The LORD will give strength unto his people; the LORD will bless his people with peace.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, December 18, 2009 0:04 AM CST

I can't even imagine what you deal with daily let alone at holidays, birthdays, etc. My husband lost two of his brothers who were teenagers when he was a teenager. One drown and the other was killed in a car wreck. My husband is now 45 and just last night he started talking about his dad's emotions the day his brother drown and the tears started flowing. Okay now my tears are flowing once again. Praying for everyone that has lost a loved one.
Lynn
Tn - Friday, December 11, 2009 3:50 PM CST

Praying right now!
Psalm 9:9 The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 10, 2009 11:19 PM CST

Thinking of you all...remembering Rachel...her smile...her bravery.

We need to get together! It has been way too long since we all sat down to a meal and chatted! Nancy and I miss you!

Many prayers, and lots of virtual hugs to you my friend!
Ken & Nancy <kjw0126@msn.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Thursday, December 10, 2009 11:09 AM CST

I have never stopped praying for you.......
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Thursday, December 10, 2009 9:51 AM CST

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, December 8, 2009 11:11 AM CST

Jodi and family,
praying for you thru the times ahead as the holidays approach. May GOD be there in a very real way thru each moment. We continue to think of you and Rachel...how you all impacted our lives even though we never actually "met" in person. The THanksgiving Day parade will never be the same for us after we looked at your pics from when you all were there. Unfortunately, our computer went out & we could not leave you a message.. limping along on the old laptop. I ask for mercy and grace for each step of the way- HE IS FAITHFUL. We go again to CHildrens for MAllory's day for scans DEC 15. If you would lift us up.
Susan Bryan- Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Monday, December 7, 2009 9:35 PM CST

I wish I had the band-aid that you need for the Rachel hole in your heart. I wish I could some how make it better for you! It is hard to always be strong & you dont always have to be. I am here if you want to talk, not talk, cry or laugh. Call amytime! 507-581-0264
Beth Lindenfelser <blindenfelser@hotmail.com>
Northfield , MN USA - Monday, December 7, 2009 3:51 PM CST

I haven't looked at this page in a few weeks....I woke up thinking about Rachel with tears in my eyes...just thinking...how hard it is not to purchase something for my little princess. I was shopping last night and caught myself a few times looking at things for my great niece Salina. She is at the age where she likes the same things Rachel did. It's hard - I feel so darn guilty! I wanted to purchase a gift for her it's so hard! I just can't explain the guilt I feel. I shouldn't feel guilty buying for Salina...but I feel as if I am betraying my girl. I MISS HER! I want to hold her and tell I love her! I want to take her to the American Girl store! I want to buy her a doll that loves things just like her! I WANT HER BACK IN OUR LIVES! I need that little girl so much! No one understands Jodi what your going thru....but I do feel just a little of it...I can't imagine the little I feel - how much you must feel! I will never stop loving her - never. No matter what is going on "Rachel should have been here will always be there."
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Saturday, December 5, 2009 10:09 AM CST

Wish I could be there to help you through it....Am here praying!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, December 3, 2009 11:43 PM CST

PRAYING FOR PEACE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DURING THIS DIFFICULT TIME.

WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/OH/OLIVIAGOOD
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, December 3, 2009 2:35 PM CST

I pray for peace for you every day of this holiday season.
Celeste <starrystarrynight25@yahoo.com>
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thursday, December 3, 2009 9:51 AM CST

I've hung my pink bracelet on the tree since she went to Heaven. You're all in my prayers this season. God bless *hugs*
April <vikingz01@hotmail.com>
wv usa - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 0:57 AM CST

I was just visiting another caringbridge page and that Mom was also dreading this so called "Happy" Holiday. It's been 5 years since my Brad died. I will not put the tree up anymore. My husband does it. I watch, sometimes even help but it doesn't mean anything to me. My family was "MY CHRISTMAS". So, I guess us bereaved Moms are all down in the dumps now that December has arrived. God will give us strength to get us through this. At 7 p.m. on December 13th, the Compassionate Friends is hosting their annual world wide candle lighting. Light a candle for your precious Rachel at 7 p.m., so their light will always shine. God bless you.
Mary Pipala <mybrad@comcast.net>
Monee, IL - Tuesday, December 1, 2009 3:14 PM CST

I send you prayers for strength.

Just a thought: you could put her Christmas things in her room? So they are still 'up' but not 'in your face'...? I have no idea. I would be a mess, too.

I AM wishing you a Merry Christmas. SHE would want that.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, December 1, 2009 2:36 PM CST

Jodi,
Just checking on you, and thinking of you, and praying for you. No Christmas on the beach? Now I am worrying about you....ouch, this one is gonna hurt. Always just a call away if you need me.
Heidi
Heidi Hosinski <hydehos@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 1, 2009 0:02 AM CST

Praying right now!
John 3:14-17 �And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, November 28, 2009 1:21 AM CST

Please know that I am thinking about you during this holday season. I would like to share this special prayer with you.

Dear Father who art in Heaven...
Please join our family on this Thanksgiving day
And bless each one as we sit down to pray
As we remember those who have joined You above
So dearly missed and deeply loved.

Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving day
Bless us with memories of those faraway...
Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve
And help us reach out to others who are bereaved.

We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving day...
And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today....
May their lights always shine down on us and give us light...
And may we feel their presence along with Yours tonight.

May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving day
Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way...
Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above..
For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above...
Amen
Poem graciously submitted by The Jason Program

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Gardner , Ma - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 6:22 AM CST

Interesting that I haven't been to the movies in ages but part of the previews is an ad for St. Judes and curing childhood cancer. And I shed a few tears because the one little girl that I wanted to help doesn't need help anymore. Just when you think that the surprises aren't there to be found anymore, they still find a way to trip you up. Obviously still thinking of you - Jahna
Jahna Lindquist <jahna23@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, November 20, 2009 10:38 AM CST

Praying!
II Corinthians 1:3-4: Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 19, 2009 11:02 PM CST

Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Jeremiah 17:7-8 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, November 12, 2009 11:52 PM CST

It is what it is. It takes as much time as it takes. And it is definitely ok.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 10, 2009 1:02 PM CST

Today I heard of another little girl that lost her battle....it still is so raw in my heart. I miss her something terrible!
"My" Tammy <Tjem6263@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN USA - Tuesday, November 10, 2009 4:13 AM CST

Know that I'm here praying!
Psalm 121:1-4 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, November 6, 2009 11:08 PM CST

Shalom!
I'm new to your web site and very impressed with your information about Christinia. My wife and I are very interested in your church. We look forward to visiting in the near future. We are Hopeful, that by next Summer we will be able to find a home in Lakeville or surrounding area. Please keep us in your prayers.
Shalom!
Fred from Alexandria, MN.
Fredrick Lamca <fredrick6014@embarqmail.com>
Alexandria, MN USAp - Friday, November 6, 2009 2:25 PM CST

It's definitely okay! Once you start getting rid of things it's final! You'll know if/when the time is right. Maybe it never will be...but that's okay, too!
Continuing to pray!
Philippians 4:8-9 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 30, 2009 0:47 AM CDT

Praying!
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, October 22, 2009 11:19 PM CDT

Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Romans 8:35, 37 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? ...Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.
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Seattle, - Thursday, October 15, 2009 11:56 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
October 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

Thank you for joining us!

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

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Gardner, Ma - Thursday, October 15, 2009 9:52 AM CDT

Thanks for the opportunity to stay in formed about my cousins condition. God bless you and your staff for doing this good work.
Gary T. Norris <glnorris@scrtc.com>
Glasgow, Ky. United States - Thursday, October 15, 2009 8:00 AM CDT

Glad you had such a good trip! I wouldn't mind stopping so often if it meant seeing so much nature.
These are such comforting words that paint such an amazing picture. Praying!
Isaiah 40:11 He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 9, 2009 0:46 AM CDT

Awesome journal entry.....my thoughts exactly! Been thinking about you guys......and was glad to hear of your Black Hills adventure......we are planning one in the springtime! ((HUGS))
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Sunday, October 4, 2009 2:39 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Psalms 94:17-19 Unless the LORD had been my help, my soul had almost dwelt in silence. When I said, My foot slippeth; thy mercy, O LORD, held me up. In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 2, 2009 0:05 AM CDT

I just found your webpage..you are truly a remarkable women..may god give you strentgh..my husband is now fighting the same war..ewings.
tina
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laval, qc canada - Thursday, October 1, 2009 12:12 AM CDT

I don't think there's any greater comfort than knowing that the Lord Himself is holding your family up! Always praying!
Psalms 18:35 Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, September 27, 2009 0:42 AM CDT

You have a way of speaking my very thoughts. Next Thursday will be four years for us, and I just can't believe it either...how I could have survived four whole years....how so many days and weeks could have passed.

Many prayers to you
Cheryl and Angel Haley <cherylvincent4@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 24, 2009 9:05 AM CDT

You can download this song today for free:
rocketclub.info
Makes me think of my sweet godchild.

�One More Day (For Faith)�
(Sayles, Smithmier, Lacek)
i�ll never get to hold you
i�ll never hear your sweet voice sing
i�ll never get to say �i told you so�
i�ll never read to you, or get to teach you anything
but you�ll always be my hope
you�ll always be my first light
you�re always gonna be daddy�s little girl
you�ll always be the strength i need to make it in this world
i only wish for one more day
i�m gonna miss your first day of school
i�ll never see you turn that page
i�ll never see you in your graduation gown
and i�m never gonna see you coming of age
but you�ll always be my hope
you�ll always be my first light
you�re always gonna be mommy�s little girl
you�ll always be the strength i need to make it in this world
i only wish for one more day
sweet angel of mercy
coming down to comfort me
Faith, sit right here beside me
i never want you to go away
i�m always gonna wonder how you�d look
always gonna wish i took your place up there
you�ll always be our hope
you�ll always be our first light
you�re always
"My" Tammy <tmmohn@isd194.k12.mn.us>
- Thursday, September 24, 2009 8:42 AM CDT

Praying hard right now!
Psalms 116:6-9 The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee. For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling. I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 18, 2009 0:18 AM CDT

Hi Jodi!
I just came by to check on you and your family.

I think of you often!
Warmly,

Lori
Lori Hurley <mlhurley5@msn.com>
- Sunday, September 13, 2009 7:06 PM CDT

Know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers!
Hebrews 6:17-20 Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 11, 2009 0:12 AM CDT

Hey Jodi. Hope everyone is doing well. I still think of Rachel when I eat a cheese pizza or see pink. I'm so happy I got to "meet" your daughter through this site. I really think you are writing a ministry when you post. I pray that God will comfort you when you need comforting and that He continues to watch over you and your family. "How marvelous How Wonderful and my song shall ever be. How marvelous How Wonderful is my Saviours love for me."
April <vikingz01@hotmail.com>
wv usa - Thursday, September 10, 2009 5:36 PM CDT

I just pray every day that the Lord leads me in ways that will bring salvation. That is my prayer every day. I know I screw up lots of times but that makes me want to work even harder.

The Parkway Run/Walk is coming up on September 27 for cancer research and, as always, I will be walking and remembering Rachel and many kids like her.

Take care, Jodi.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Friday, September 4, 2009 3:13 PM CDT

An amazing post as always, Jodi!
I need this verse today, hope it comforts you as well. Praying!
Isaiah 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 4, 2009 1:21 AM CDT

Jodi! It was so good to see you at the party :) I loved talking to you and of course the family. It is always nice to talk to you about life, love, the Lord and of course Rachel! I laughed when you mentioned me in the post :D It is so interesting that you decided to post on guilt, judgement and the ten commandments because I was just thinking about all of those things an hour ago when I was in the shower (thats where I get all my best thinking done!) It is so easy to assume we are going to heaven and so hard to think about all of the sins we have done.Thanks for all the words of wisdom! I love you so much mom #2!!! :)
Emme <emily.mohn1213@gmail.com>
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, September 1, 2009 5:31 PM CDT

TIMING... God does ordain day & night and the seasons as they pass... and your words are such a reflection of HIM in you. Just thinking of you all and praying for you as this new season is upon us all--school, fall, celebrations of all sorts. We had a church baptism yesterday & friends and family joined us as we celebrated with Mallory in this ...WHY does a person do this.. as a symbol of the death to self --the old nature & identifying with CHRIST in the newness of life, the resurrection promised in HIS WORD. Living with the power of CHRIST in us with the hope of life eternal-everlasting days with no more sorrow or pain- to be with JESUS.Knowing that we can never be "good enough" BUT that CHRIST who was perfect, took the penalty for our sin as he died upon the cross, then did not stay in the grave, BUT conquered death. HE went away to prepare a place for us-Heaven.God desires that none should perish, but all come to Him in repentance.May we be willing to share the good news of the gospel. Yesterday , as people spoke of the extra special element of this "baptism happening"-we reflected, in light of the 3 years just past since Mallory's diagnosis, & cancer treatment. Her having a different sense of what life might be about (it is ALL about HIM)-even though she is still yet a child.I believe Rachel and Mallory would have really enjoyed one another-pink buddies and all. We have our hearts broken with you and those who are living each day with a gaping hole, of a missing loved one, that will be waiting for us when we reach the other side --all in HIS timing. It is hard to wait & such a paradox - what LOVE is...GOD is love. May we truly LOVE one another each day as you have loved us.
GOD in HIS mercy ...show you HIS compassion and grace for each day ahead.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
- Monday, August 31, 2009 11:13 AM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!

When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh, may I then in Him be found,
Clothed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before the throne!
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, August 27, 2009 11:39 PM CDT

Test everything on Scripture...I love that.

I think of you often, and I pray for you always.

Much love,
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 26, 2009 9:41 PM CDT

Two of my 3 boys have gone through vision therapy...also I have suggested it to several friends for their sons. It is a good thing....I don't know why it isn't more well-known. I also kept hearing about it a little here & there, and consequently, my oldest son didn't go through it until jr. high. My youngest son went through it at about age 8-9. We had great results! I wish you the same!
Joy Hemsworth <hemsworth@clearwire.net>
Sauk Centre, MN USA - Tuesday, August 25, 2009 4:42 PM CDT

OH Jodi,
What a clear exhortation...to be responsible to look at all issues in light of the scriptures, seeking the godly wisdom HE promises if we shall but ask for it. Praying for the boys in their individual needs- AND Dad & mom of course; patience, wisdom, love & provision for all the bills. We also had a daughter that needed vision therapy.It did help her. ALSO a praise for all the scriptures that other guest book signers encourage me with..THANKS & BLESSINGS
Susan Bryan- Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:18 PM CDT

just checking in and you teach me so much. I pray that the boys and the problems they are both having will get better sson. Medical bills they will never stop coming at least at my house. Pyaying for your family as you trust the Lord Jesus.
Julie <jachass@nodaknet.net>
Valley City, ND - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 2:04 PM CDT

No matter what needs to be faced in life, our thoughts should always be on the Lord. True help comes from Him alone! Praying!
John 5:39 Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
Luke 24:27 And beginning at Moses and all the prophets, he expounded unto them in all the scriptures the things concerning himself.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, August 14, 2009 0:46 AM CDT

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lome, lome togo - Wednesday, August 12, 2009 4:36 AM CDT

Know that I'm here praying!
Romans 8:15-18 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 0:51 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers!
Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 30, 2009 11:41 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 27:6-7 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, July 24, 2009 0:07 AM CDT

Once again the timing of your thoughts posted and the need for the words you share AMAZE me..friends lost their son to a brain tumor this weekend. Tonight we were praying for the whole family. Most say ... "no one knows what to say"
Even knowing the child no longer suffers and they will see them again another day in glory, are comforts but that does not take away the intense pain of loss and grief. Also knowing it will not go away ..even with time , it may gradually soften , smooth the edge as you said. I am forever grateful for the heart open transparency you have for those of us who learn from you -just being there willing to share time , tissues, grief....is a start.
GOD's BLESSINGS to you ..in that may HE sustain you and grow you all to be stronger in HIM each day.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Tuesday, July 21, 2009 11:54 PM CDT

Thank you again for sharing your life with us.. I have light bulb moments each time I read a new entry. You are making a difference in the way I see things & how I need to appreciate each and every little moment. You & your family are always in my prayers.. I pray that God comforts you each and every day.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@iowatelecom.net>
Monroe , IA USA - Monday, July 20, 2009 7:30 PM CDT

I continue to learn so much about really living through your writings.
Gina
Conyers, GA - Monday, July 20, 2009 4:43 PM CDT

xoxoxoxoxo
"My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Monday, July 20, 2009 2:30 PM CDT

Jodi,
Thank you for continuing to share with us. Even though Rachel is now in Heaven, she is not gone or forgotten. The memories and the love are still there. I ache for you. I have never experienced the loss of a child or a parent, so I thank you for teaching us about grief. So often, grief as a topic is taboo. But in a strange and wonderful way, you make the burden of grief sound bearable - but only through a life filled with faith in God and trusting in His love for us. Thank you for speaking about God's truth, despite your own pain. You continue to amaze and challenge me. Love you!
Jolene Smtih <jolenersmith@hotmail.com>
Sioux Falls, SD - Monday, July 20, 2009 8:30 AM CDT

Jodi -

Thank you so much for continuing to journal. You are God's hands at work, you are Rachel's hands at work!
Praying for your family and even though I had never met your daughter, as well as your family (I know people who know you tho as I live in Lakeville), I think of her often. I have kids around your children's ages too.

In Christ, and connected thru Rachel,
Janis Goehner <JanisGoehner@Hotmail.com>
Lakeville, MN 55044 - Sunday, July 19, 2009 10:56 PM CDT

Praying for your family right now!
Psalms 91:14-15 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, July 18, 2009 0:36 AM CDT

Jodi,
I keep you and your family in my prayers. You inspire many people with your honesty and faith.
Lisa Helgeson <jl21205@msn.com>
Woodville, WI USA - Friday, July 17, 2009 8:45 PM CDT

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Gardner, Ma - Tuesday, July 14, 2009 3:35 PM CDT

Thinking of you and remembering Rachel.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 14, 2009 2:39 PM CDT

I have been reading your Journal for years now and I don't know if I have ever commented, but your comments are wonderful and from the heart and I wish you would put them in a book. While I have never lost a child, I have lost my dad and it's so true, the hole never closes. You don't get over it, you move forward and you are blessing others with your honesty as they go through the challenges. Thank you so much for sharing, it can't be easy!
Johana Wills <rjwills@bbc.net>
Alliance, NE USA - Monday, July 13, 2009 10:11 AM CDT

Just wanted to say --praying that GOD in HIS matchless grace will sustain you for each and every day ---all the way HE leads each of us is perfect, not always easy or pleasant, but good. Not that I can even understand or fathom what grief & pain you must know each day. Sort of like the Narnia story when they ask..." if Aslan, the Lion, is safe?... no, but good". May you know & experieince HIS goodness.GOD's BLESSINGS
Susan Bryan - Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
- Friday, July 10, 2009 11:39 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you know I'm here praying.
Psalms 57:1-2 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 9, 2009 11:32 PM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 32:6-7 For this shall every one that is godly pray unto thee in a time when thou mayest be found: surely in the floods of great waters they shall not come nigh unto him. Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 2, 2009 11:38 PM CDT

Just want to let you know we are thinking of you and your family. Listening to Farrah story the other night brought up so many memories of your writings in Rachels Journal and the journey of the long road you were on. Farrah journey was different, but still not fair. I know alot of people don't understand, I probally don't either, but you are always on my mind. Cancer is just not fair, to anyone.
Kristin <maknkd@msn.com>
mesa, az - Sunday, June 28, 2009 9:35 PM CDT

Jodi,
I don't know why but all the sudden Rachel came to my mind and I started to think about you. Rachel was and is a beautiful Angel in Heaven. I just want to give you a big hug of love and to let you know that you do have a friend in me. Rachel showed all of us the Love of Jesus.
Chris <jckarpakis@msn.com>
Salt Lake City, Utah - Saturday, June 27, 2009 9:59 AM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, June 26, 2009 0:34 AM CDT

Hi Jodi! I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I still think of you and little Rachel..everytime I look at my pink bracelet. Even when I happen to eat a cheese pizza. I love ya'll and you're in my prayers.
april <vikingz01@hotmail.com>
wv usa - Thursday, June 25, 2009 12:45 AM CDT

I've been thinking about you, Jodi.
It's hard to believe it's been 2 years. I imagine that it seems like just yesterday for you...but a really long yesterday.
With love,
Lori
Lori <mlhurley5@msn.com>
n st. paul, mn - Sunday, June 21, 2009 10:30 PM CDT

You so often express what I am feeling.

Hugs and prayers
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- Tuesday, June 16, 2009 12:37 AM CDT

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Gardner, Ma - Friday, June 12, 2009 9:01 PM CDT

Always here praying!
Psalms 18:1-2 I will love thee, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 11, 2009 11:53 PM CDT

We know this must be a very tough week for you all. Memories of both joy and sadness as you think about Rachel. One of my favorite quotes is: "Long is the journey, but great is the VICTORY." We know Rachel has been enjoying that victory celebration in heaven. . .with all the saints and family who are already there with her -- and with her Saviour! I wonder if you can turn somersaults in heaven?
Dave and Louise Anderson <dlafarm@netzero.net>
Lakeville, MN USA - Thursday, June 11, 2009 1:49 PM CDT

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, June 11, 2009 11:52 AM CDT

Jodi, my grief and sorrow are new and raw with the recent death of my beloved husband, but I can understand that at this time your pain is just as real and raw. My prayer for you and your family is that our Lord wrap his arms around all of you, keep you safe, lead you through this time of sorrow and remembrance and bring you peace. My loss is real and tough but nothing can compare to a mother losing a child. God be at your side now and always. "I can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me" (and reading Jodi's journals) CANCER REALLY SUCKS!!!
Donna Connolly <eddonconnolly@optimum.net>
Manville, NJ USA - Monday, June 8, 2009 7:23 PM CDT

We are thinking of you all today but especially remembering Rachel and her giggle, her little fingers, her whispers, and always, her butterfly kisses. We continue to pray that God provide you with increasingly more comfort than you know and peace to continue to make it through each day. We love you.
Abe and Sarah Wolfe <stosar@yahoo.com>
Shoreview, MN Ramsey - Monday, June 8, 2009 6:10 PM CDT

Thinking of your beautiful daughter Rachel and your family. You have both touched my life and I am closer to Jesus because of it.
Gina
Conyers, GA - Monday, June 8, 2009 5:31 PM CDT

Thinking of you today Jodi.

Jodi Graubard
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, June 8, 2009 4:08 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today
Sherri Mohn <creativesewing@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, June 8, 2009 1:57 PM CDT

Thinking of Rachel today.
Chrissy Prescott
Lonsdale, MN - Monday, June 8, 2009 9:24 AM CDT

Dear Hansen family,
I made it a point to say an extra prayer for your family today. May God's comfort and love surround your family always.
Love, blessings, and tons of hugs,
Tanya
Tanya <tanyans83@yahoo.com>
DE - Monday, June 8, 2009 8:29 AM CDT

Please know that I am keeping you all close in prayer this morning for peace and strength.
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
Gardner, Ma - Monday, June 8, 2009 7:17 AM CDT

Two years! Where does this time go too? It seems like it just happened yesterday. I miss Rachel still so much it hurts my heart and soul. She will forever be in my hearts, soul and mind. The littlest things can trigger a memory.
"My" Tammy <tmmohn@isd194.k12.mn.us>
- Monday, June 8, 2009 7:13 AM CDT

Tomorrow is the day.......and I've been thinking so much about Rachel as this day approaches. She creeps in and out of my mind and heart daily........we talk about her often. .........and we continue to pray for all of you as this journey continues........((HUGS))......Cindy
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Dundas, MN USA - Sunday, June 7, 2009 11:49 AM CDT

Your family continues to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, blessings, and hugs,
Tanya
Tanya <tanyans83@yahoo.com>
DE - Saturday, June 6, 2009 8:43 PM CDT

Probably won't make it back over here before Monday so know I'm saying extra prayers right now! Can't believe it's been 2 years!
Psalms 36:5-7 Thy mercy, O LORD, is in the heavens; and thy faithfulness reacheth unto the clouds. Thy righteousness is like the great mountains; thy judgments are a great deep: O LORD, thou preservest man and beast. How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings.
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Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 4, 2009 11:29 PM CDT

Received this passage in a card today and had to pass it on! Know that I'm always praying!
Psalms 107:28-32 Then they cry unto the LORD in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses. He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still. Then are they glad because they be quiet; so he bringeth them unto their desired haven. Oh that men would praise the LORD for his goodness, and for his wonderful works to the children of men! Let them exalt him also in the congregation of the people, and praise him in the assembly of the elders.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, May 30, 2009 0:11 AM CDT

yes Jodi, life just keeps rolling forward. I just lost my husband of 44 years to cancer.Funeral is tomarrow Although we had many wonderful years and also our ups and downs,and this time is very difficult for me and my family it does not and cannot compare to the loss of a child.
You are truly an amazing woman and have been an inspriation to me throughout your road with Rachel especially as I cared for Ed during his last days. Rachel has touched so many, many lives as have you and your family.Congradulations to Blake on his Confirmation. My 8 year old granddaughter Carlee is receiving first communion on Sunday, May 31st ( we do 3rd grade in our Lutheran Church). So even amongst the grief and sorrow, our family will have joy and peace this week. It is the way of the Lord. Blessings and peace. D. Connolly
Donna Connolly <eddonconnolly@optimum.net>
NJ - Thursday, May 28, 2009 9:19 AM CDT

ONGRATULATIONS,Blake!!!!!!
you have 2 wonderful sons that you can be very proud of!
A. Long <along@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 26, 2009 2:20 AM CDT

Want you to know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 31:7-8 I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities; And hast not shut me up into the hand of the enemy: thou hast set my feet in a large room.
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Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 22, 2009 0:26 AM CDT

Congratulations Blake! Sounds like you are an incredible young man. Goosebumps came upon my arms when reading your favorite Bible verse.. That sounds perfect! Wishing your family a Happy, Comforting and Relaxing Memorial Day weekend. Rachel and your family is always in my thoughts and prayers.. Take care.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@pella.com>
Monroe, IA USA - Thursday, May 21, 2009 11:52 AM CDT

Congratulations, Blake! I am so proud of you for publicly affirming your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. You are such a bright young man with a heart for people and a love of life. May you always look to God for direction, love and affirmation. He will carry you through anything from this earthly life if you trust in HIM.

My favorite verse:
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philipians 4:13

Jolene Smith
Sioux Falls, SD - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 7:53 AM CDT

Jodi and family,
What an awesome celebration for your family as you share your faith publicly, knowing that the WORD states that"... he who honors ME (GOD-JESUS) I will honor.It is a bittersweet thought of the effect of Rachel's struggle against cancer & death could have such an eternal implication. I heard today that " death is not tragedy for one who will never really die" .. BUT quickly thought of those of us here waiting to join them who have a gaping hole. One of the thoughts I had over and over again during Mallory's treatment is our faith would be strong in the trials... this verse in Luke 22:32 ? where Jesus speaks to Peter ...saying" that Satan has asked to sift you like wheat, but I have prayed for you that your faith would not fail." was what I pleaded for my family. It is my heart cry for you all too. AND YES ! ! ! So many have been so positively impacted for the kingdom thru Rachel, I cannot believe you will really even see the beginning till you reach heaven. It will be sweeter then but, meanwhile I'll contniue to trust the Heavenly Father to care & comfort you each day.BLESSINGS
Susan Bryan- Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Monday, May 18, 2009 10:33 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Tuesday,
May 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

Thank you for joining us!!

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Gardner, MA - Friday, May 15, 2009 4:05 PM CDT

Always keep your eyes on the Lord! Lifting up prayers right now!
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 15, 2009 0:36 AM CDT

Thinking of your family and praying for comfort.
Ed Putlak <edputlak@hotmail.com>
Lakeville, mn - Saturday, May 9, 2009 10:44 AM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 91:1-2 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 8, 2009 0:38 AM CDT

just checking in and I started to cry when I was reading your last posting her birthday.I am so thankful that you have charing people in your area like a teacher. We have a young girl in our area that went in the ditch and ended up in her car under water for 32 minutes. her site is saragullickson. She is proof that God hears our prayers.
Julie <edhass@nodknet.net>
- Thursday, May 7, 2009 8:12 PM CDT

Thinking of you and remembering Rachel....
Dot O'Connor <dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Monday, May 4, 2009 10:40 AM CDT

Know that I'm here praying hard right now!
Psalms 23:4-6 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 1, 2009 0:29 AM CDT

I've been thinking about you for the last 2 weeks.

Your post made me cry. How I wish I could take this pain away from you. And you're a beautiful writer, so I hope you get some healing in your writing.
lori <mlhurley5@msn.com>
- Thursday, April 30, 2009 5:58 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel.

Thank you, your blog helps me.
Elizabeth
- Thursday, April 30, 2009 2:21 AM CDT

Oh the sadness is so moving. I cry as I type. My children and I prayed for Rachel for at least a year. My former co-worker Nancy Peralta's child went to karate/taekwondo with her or the same place. I also grew up in New Prague.

You have touched my heart over and over again with your faith. Today I cry with you. As a momma who can reach out and hug my baby girl and cuddle with her.

One day we will all dance in heaven together. I can see Rachel and my children playing...they will finally see her. It was a hard day when I had to tell them...a hard day for them. The believe that God is all powerful. I had to explain that he still is all powerful. Sometimes we don't understand.

Tonight I read your picture on this page. I read the love between you two.

May you continue to seek the Lord for strength. In him, we live, breathe and have our being.
Jessica Rogers <jessie_rogers7@Hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Friday, April 24, 2009 8:29 PM CDT

Just thinking about you guys.

a & s
abraham wolfe <eflow199@yahoo.com>
shoreview, mn usa - Friday, April 24, 2009 6:11 PM CDT

Dear Mrs. Hansen,
Thank you for continuing to write so honestly and openly. I have not been able to visit Rachel's site in awhile and I very much wanted to sign in on her birthday. Please know that I am saying extra prayers for your family this week. I continue to be inspired by your faith and stregnth. You are amazingly philosophical and uplifting and I really hope you write a book or become a motivational speaker someday. You have certainly helped and inspired me. As always, your family remains in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, blessings, and hugs,
Tanya
Tanya <tanyans83@yahoo.com>
DE - Friday, April 24, 2009 1:19 PM CDT

Know that I'm here praying as always!
John 11:25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 23, 2009 10:20 PM CDT

Thinking of you with tears today Jodi and missing your "Rachel" stories - what a beautiful girl!

Donna Polski <dpolski@frontiernet.net>
Lakeville, MN United States - Thursday, April 23, 2009 12:56 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing your deep thoughts and emotions. I can not even imagine how you're feeling or what you have been through, but just know that you are not alone in your pain. Even though I have never met you, your family and love for Rachel has taught me a lot. I thank you for that.
Stephanie
Shakopee, MN - Thursday, April 23, 2009 8:00 AM CDT

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 21, 2009 1:32 PM CDT

Sending hugs and thought to you and your family.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, April 21, 2009 10:41 AM CDT

Hi Jodi. Just wanted to let you know I released 2 balloons yesterday for Rachel. It was a hard day, but like you said today came just like any other day and there is nothing we can do. I remember coming to visit you in the hospital after you had Rachel. I was so excited to have a God sister! I miss you guys and I am keeping you in my prayers.P.S. I like the pinwheels too :)
Emme <emohn@gac.edu>
St. Peter, MN USA - Tuesday, April 21, 2009 7:33 AM CDT

Went to sleep last night thinking of Rachel.......Sina and I held hands and sent up our prayers.......and woke up this morning thinking of Rachel. Then I stopped at McDonalds for coffee.......walked in and couldn't believe my eyes! They had remodeled it.....the place where we always sat with Rachel was gone. Hmmmmmm.....nobody asked me if they could change it......and so things keep changing whether we like it or not. It was such a dreary day and rainy......so we will wait until tomorrow to place our gift to her on her grave. Maybe it will be nicer out. We thought of her......and all of you......all day. And we will still think of her tomorrow and every day after........
Happy Birthday sweet Rachel.......We love you and your family! We're guessing that you are swinging higher than you ever have before up in heaven.......swing high, little one.....and yes......your hair is blowing in the wind!!!

Love, hugs and prayers.....Cindy, Mike and Sina
Cindy Carey <retro@ll.net>
Gundas, MN USA - Monday, April 20, 2009 11:03 PM CDT

Was checking out the Christiania website today, and I found the link for caringbridge for dear Rachel. When I spoke to you recently, Jodi, about Rachel's birthday being close to our lst grandson, I didn't remember that it was really close. Trinity Anderson turned 9 on Sunday, April 19. We did go over to their place on Sat. b/c all 3 brothers have close birthdays so they celebrate together. It was a long journey for your family with Rachel - many great memories and so many sad ones also. She now celebrates her victory in Heaven. If we think our Easter celebrations are glorious, just think of the joy in Heaven! Rachel was a gift and a blessing to all who met her. That's mighty special. Your family is not alone in remembering Rachel. Your family is not alone in rejoicing in the news of the Resurrection. Christ is risen! He is risen indeed -- Alleluia -- and Rachel is in His loving presence.
Dave and Louise Anderson <dlafarm@netzero.net>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, April 20, 2009 8:58 PM CDT

Hugs to your family and to you today Jodi. May God hold you tightly in his arms today, and everyday.
Dar Pogose
Osakis, MN USA - Monday, April 20, 2009 4:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you today Jodi. You are so right, thank God we don't know what the future holds. I'm gonna remember that from now on.
Happy Birthday Rachel!

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@robertsonsflowers.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, April 20, 2009 4:14 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Rachel! Praying for your family who miss you so much!
Lynn
TN - Monday, April 20, 2009 2:35 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl!
Rebekah Clark <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, April 20, 2009 1:48 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!

Your family is in my prayers today
Tara <mtmcgowan@mchsi.com>
LeRoy, IL - Monday, April 20, 2009 10:43 AM CDT

Thinking of Rachel as she would turn 9 today - Happy Birthday, cutie!

Praying for you today -

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews

Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, TX - Monday, April 20, 2009 10:35 AM CDT

Happy birthday sweet girl! You are missed as much as the day you left this world. Send your family some pink fuzzies!

Lindsi
- Monday, April 20, 2009 10:34 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel!!! Sending thoughts of bright pink gerbera daisies, babies kitties, and hugs and kisses to you today. We all miss you so much.

Love you,
Chrissy
Chrissy Prescott <c.prescott@beckhoff.com>
Lonsdale, MN - Monday, April 20, 2009 9:42 AM CDT

Thinking of you today (and many other days) as you remember the celebration years ago as Rachel was given to you..We are sad with you that it was for such a short time here on earth. BUT thankful that it will be forever when we are joined in heaven. Know we are trusting the Father to carry you today as you walk thru ..knowing HE is close to the brokenhearted, HIS campassion and mercy is new every morning. May HIS grace abound today and everyday. GOD'S RICHEST SWEETEST BLESSINGS
Susan Bryan - Mallory's Mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Monday, April 20, 2009 9:21 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel!
Sarah and Abe Wolfe <stosar@yahoo.com>
Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, April 20, 2009 8:55 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Rachel! I praise God that He lent you to the world for the time you were here. I cannot wait to meet you in eternity. May your family always be blessed and held close by the Lord.
Jen <bud110@aol.com>
- Monday, April 20, 2009 8:53 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel
Gina
Conyers, GA - Monday, April 20, 2009 7:22 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Princess! We miss you and love you. I can never forget 9 years ago when your daddy called to say "it's a girl"! Our lives changed forever. It seems so unfair that your not here to celebrate.
"My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Monday, April 20, 2009 6:11 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Rachel!

We can't imagine what your party will be like, but we know it will be like nothing that ever happened on Earth.

I'm guessing that the cake will have different sections so every child will get a piece of his or her favorite flavor, and every one will be a corner piece with lots of frosting. The ice cream will probably be a new flavor never tasted before. I expect Mamie has the archangels busy blowing up balloons and, even though it's a rainy night here and we can't see them, your candles have already been lit all over the sky. (Some people call them stars.)

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:09 PM CDT

Jodi, may the Lord wrap his arms around you, Mark, Lance and Blake as sweet Rachel's birthday approaches and always. May you dream in pink.
D. Connolly <eddonconnolly@optimum.net>
Manville, NJ USA - Sunday, April 19, 2009 4:15 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Sunday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm Eastern Time
for Rachel, all the children, teens and adults
on our prayer lists and our wonderful
AngelWingsRemembers families.

Thank you for joining us.

Angel hugs,
Polly, Co-owner
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, April 18, 2009 3:11 PM CDT

Continuing to pray in Seattle!
Lamentations 3:22-26 It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 16, 2009 10:11 PM CDT

Thinking of you
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 16, 2009 7:58 AM CDT

Rachel's Family~

You continue to be in my prayers as I am still thinking about Rachel, now and always...

Love,
Jodi
Jodi Byers <jodi.byers@comcast.net>
Fridley, MN US - Tuesday, April 14, 2009 1:25 PM CDT

When helping out at pictures today, I sure felt Rachel should have been there. With each class of 3rd graders, her absence was overwhelming. I don't know how you held it together...I can only imagine it was by God's grace. Thinking of her. And you all.
Amy Denzer
New Market, MN - Monday, April 13, 2009 11:31 PM CDT

Praying!
Psalms 28:6-7 Blessed be the LORD, because he hath heard the voice of my supplications. The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 10, 2009 0:59 AM CDT

Today at work out of nowhere I found a little white feather. It reminded me of Rachel. I was driving near the grave and decided to stop and put out a little wind thing I had bought a few months ago waiting until the snow was gone - Rachel would have loved it. I was talking to Rachel at the grave and telling her about the kids and Jeff. I just felt such a ache. Everytime I look at the little bridesmaid dresses I think of Rachel. I think "she should be Em's flowergirl or Jr. bridesmaid" (We've been robbed). At the grave I picked up some pink flowers and stuck them in the dirt in a pot. As I got into the car the charms started making noise and I looked up at the grave and the flowers were blowing around and out of the pot. I imagined her gathering them and throwing them around. I kept hearing her little voice telling me how much she loved me....and then saying quite naturally "But I love Emme more...." Then I went to run some errands and happened upon many clothes and thought I bet she'd loved High School Musical. Oh to not be able to purchase fun clothes for her...the shirt that was soft, tye dyed and had a big peace sign on it...so cool - it would have fit her age. Then there was a whole rack of tutus......they make me remember her tutu birthday. How fitting I see them so close to her special birthday.
Rachel's "my" Tammy Forever <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 8, 2009 7:24 PM CDT

May the Peace of our Lord be with you this Easter season and may His love comfort you through each and every day.
Leanne S
MN - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 4:32 PM CDT

Your Rachel was in my thoughts, I wanted to share that with you.
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:03 PM CDT

Jodi, Mark, Blake and Lance,
I've been thinking about your family and Rachel so much lately! I can't begin in imagine how you must feel, so I'm praying for your peace, and that God's love and your memories of Rachel sustain you. I love you all!
Jolene Smith
- Wednesday, April 8, 2009 8:11 AM CDT

Hi Jodi & family:
It's been a long time since I have posted a note to you. I do check in on your journals a couple of times a week, and always appreciate hearing how you are doing. My heart aches for you folks, as I can not imagine what it would be like to have one of our grandchildren go to be with the Lord. Even though we know Rachel is in a safe place, it must still feel like a thorn in your side. We are so sorry for that! I pray that God will comfort you as the time approaches the anniversary of Rachel's birthday. Love, Judy
Arvid Ebeling's <AebelingJ@aol.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Tuesday, April 7, 2009 8:32 PM CDT

It's so normal and okay to be angry. My angel went to Heaven three and a half years ago, and sometimes I still get so angry, I want to beat somebody!
And I still wonder....she would be in high school this year, old enough for a learner's permit...I wonder about it all alot.

I will be praying for you.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, April 6, 2009 5:53 PM CDT

Thinking of you. Missing you and desperately missing Rachel tonight. I had a dream the other night and SO BADLY was trying to find you Jody. I needed your support and your understanding -- and I needed to talk to YOU, not anybody else. My heart is just so heavy tonight and I can't tell you how much I love you and Rachel and how honored I was to be able to participate in her life, even though it was so limited and I am so far away. A little girl I never met in person lives in my heart and I miss her. She is a brave little girl, a strong girl, and a good girl. I hope that when I get to Heaven, Rachel is one of those there to greet me. I would love to hug her and tell her that she is my hero and that I am SO proud of her. Jody, thanks for letting me be a part of your life. I think of you often with so much love. I hope on some level you can feel it. :)
Brook Cantwell, RN <mom42angels@yahoo.com>
Lakeside, CA USA - Saturday, April 4, 2009 11:32 PM CDT

While reading the latest entry on Ellie Willaert's caringbridge www.caringbridge.org/visit/elliewillaert
(a little girl in New Market who recently passed into God's loving arms), I read the following words that reminded me of you and your family's journey. I hope you don't mind me sharing them, in the hopes they offer a teeny ounce of comfort...I'm sure you already know this, but maybe it confirms things.

“If you are at a place in your life where you feel like you can’t take one step without the Lord's help, be glad. He has you where he wants you. If you’re wondering “Have I done something wrong?” the answer is most likely, “No, you’ve done something right”. God has put you on this path, no matter how difficult and impossible it may seem right now, because you are willing to follow Him. He wants to accomplish great things through you that can only come out of a life of faith. He wants your undivided attention because you can’t do these things on your own. The path is not a punishment; it’s a privilege. It’s not a restriction; it’s a reward.”

Rachel certainly demonstrated how great things can be accomplished when faith is focused on Him. Thinking of you.
Amy Denzer
New Market, - Friday, April 3, 2009 11:58 AM CDT

Know that I'm always here praying!
Psalms 91:1-4 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 2, 2009 11:23 PM CDT

Hi Jodi.. Wish I had some wonderful words to make you feel better.. But I still think about you and your family daily and pray that God will comfort you each day. Lots of hugs and prayers.
Amber Wallace <adwallace@pella.com>
Monroe, IA USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 9:42 AM CDT

Love and big hugs. Always. I wish I had something moving and profound to say, but all I have is love and prayers.
Kelly Smith
Fort Collins, CO - Monday, March 30, 2009 1:53 PM CDT

I am sorry.
Elizabeth <brandiboff@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 27, 2009 11:56 PM CDT

This is one of those times when I know any words I might write wouldn't help. Just know that I'm always here praying hard!

1 John 1:1-4 That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;) That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ. And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 11:56 PM CDT

Man Jodi...my heart literally ached when I read your journal today. I'd say "I'm sorry" but I know that words mean nothing. At least know that I care, K?
On a lighter note...are they building wider sidewalks so people stand a CHANCE now that Blake is DRIVING!?!?! Good grief... Tony turned 16 on Monday but hasn't gone for his license yet. (Which MOM is okay with!!!!)
Hugs,
Missey <HiyahChef@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 26, 2009 5:26 PM CDT

May GOD be closer than ever as you walk thru these days...feel HIM a a new way as the spring arrives and we are reminded of NEW LIFE... how GOD is faithful ..HE can be trusted--the sun will rise surely each new day till HE-THE SON comes again. AND OH YES :) for the prayers of the mom & son as you drive!! I have just done one hour this week with Caitlin as she does her behind the wheel requirements. Trusting you ALL to the Father .. HE is also parent who had great suffering- HE cares & loves you deeply.
Susan Bryan <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 5:12 PM CDT

I wish there were words to ease your heartache. Praying that you feel God's loving arms during those times of wondering...((((Hugs))).
Amy Denzer
New Market, - Thursday, March 26, 2009 2:46 PM CDT

((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, March 26, 2009 2:37 PM CDT

Dear Hansen family,
Congratulations to Blake on earning his permit. That is fantastic! :) As always, your family remains in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, blessings, and tons of hugs,
Tanya
Tanya <tanyans83@yahoo.com>
DE USA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 9:44 AM CDT

I have only posted once on Rachel's sight,when you put up that beautiful picture of both of you. I don't know you or Rachel, but I think about you so often. I don't know why. I pray for your family - I pray for peace.
Mary
Maplewood, MN - Wednesday, March 25, 2009 3:47 PM CDT

Spring�s Surprise
By: Anonymous

Close your eyes
And do not peek
And I'll rub "spring"
Across your cheek.
Soft as velvet
Smooth and sleek
Close your eyes
And do not peek.

Hugs and Prayers,
Polly

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
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- Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:25 AM CDT

Continuing to lift up prayers for your family!
2 Thessalonians 3:5 And the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God, and into the patient waiting for Christ.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 19, 2009 11:29 PM CDT

Jodi,

You will know when it's time. Praying for you all the time.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Monday, March 16, 2009 11:32 AM CDT

I check in to see how you are doing, thank you for updating. I remember reading your intro story and it has never left my mind. I am not sure why Rachel touched me, but she did. I am glad your family is doing well(ish). You are in my prayers.
Elizabeth <brandiboff@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 16, 2009 0:42 AM CDT

Maybe the time isn't right yet. There's nothing wrong with waiting longer....
Praying!!!!!!!!!!
Psalms 50:15 And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 13, 2009 0:47 AM CDT

I put my camera away for the longest time after I lost Brad. When he was battling 'Ewing's" I had my camera with me everywhere we went. I about drove Brad crazy with all my photos of him. I was so frightened of losing him. And then when I did lose him, I couldn't imagine taking a picture without him in it. Then slowly, very very slowly the camera made brief appearances. Today, 4 1/2 years later, I use my camera whenever I remember to. We will never forget our precious children. They live on through us. And I truly believe they want us to continue living. It's ok for us to fall down. But we must get up, brush ourselves off and continue life's journey. God bless you.
Mary <mybrad@comcast.net>
Monee, IL USA - Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3:08 PM CDT

I know what you mean , it feels very strange when you realize that you can do something, even think about, after a person passes on. It's almost like an electric shock when you realize that you passed an anniversary and didn't realize it,etc.

As far as the pictures go, a picture may be worth a 1000 words but it doesn't show what really matters. It's a moment frozen in time. The thing is, we aren't "frozen". Rachel lives on. She lives on somewhere a camera can't capture her glory, but that doesn't diminish the awesomeness of Eternal life.

After all, there are places on Earth that have yet to be photographed, that doesn't mean they don't exist or that they aren't magnificent. It just means we haven't yet seen them. "Eye has not seen", if you will.

Rachel may not live on physically, as humans define life -yet she continues to teach others what is truly important.
melissa <melwood49@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 9, 2009 7:02 PM CDT

Continuing to lift your family up in prayer!
Philippians 4:8-9 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 5, 2009 11:25 PM CST

Thinking of you...and sending prayers.
Patty <bluebird@mo-net.com>
Monett, MO USA - Wednesday, March 4, 2009 3:04 PM CST

Dear Jody-
I haven't checked in for awhile, my computer at home has been down and not much extra time at work. I'm taking the time today though. I think of you and your family so often. I was going through a drawer the other day and found a pass from Childrens... My heart sank and the tears came flowing freely. I think they were much needed at the time. Files and more files, I can't imagine I just find a pass and I lose it. Your faith I so admire.
Work is calling me.
Glee
Glee Deffenbaugh <gdeffenbaugh@edec.org>
Kimball, SD Brule - Tuesday, March 3, 2009 8:55 AM CST

One small step at a time and to me that was a big step. You are doing what your family needs to do at this time. I am sick with a bug that I would love to give to anyone who will be kind and hang out with me for a couple days to catch it. I feel like a big mac truck ran over me.
Julie H <jahass@csicable.net>
- Saturday, February 28, 2009 8:14 PM CST

Stopping by to let you know that your family is always in my thoughts and prayers!
Psalms 31:24 Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 26, 2009 11:00 PM CST

Well, glad you were able to get through that hurdle. I can't even imagine..........
Stopping by to let you know I'm still here praying!
Psalms 69:13 But as for me, my prayer is unto thee, O LORD, in an acceptable time: O God, in the multitude of thy mercy hear me, in the truth of thy salvation.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 20, 2009 0:14 AM CST

MY goodness... the timing continues to be perfect.
First HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I know these have not always been terrific days for you, BUT I am trusting that this one may be different! I know how that feels, as a child, my sister died at my birthday.. & other years were almost as sad. I had surgery for skin cancer on my face on my special b-day a few years ago.
BUT to the "files"...funny we had just had conversation about this very thing.. as Mallory has been done with treatment for Ewings only 1 1/2 years... & we very well know the reality of someday needing the info contained in those papers. BUT you see we'd like to move it farther from the day to day parts of our life... and besides her college brother needed a file cabinet desperately for school. SO...the files are in boxes in the basement for now.. BUT do need purging.. I just do not really want to face it.. to relive those days. We go back for a check up in 2 weeks to Childrens in DC...no real scans .. just chest xray. Annual tests will be in June.
Only can imagine the struggle you face of what to keep.. I likewise am a "keeper" of little token things that bring back memories..I trust the LORD to make clear the timing and extent of which you sort thru and discard...& as you all continue to walk this road... without her physically there.. BUT NEVER ABSENT from your life and hearts. We treasure the way Rachel and your family has impacted us and so many others. TO GOD be the GLORY!
BLESSINGS In CHRIST THE Bryans
Susan Bryan - MAllory's mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
Warrenton, VA - Thursday, February 19, 2009 0:07 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jodi--in another hour and 7 minutes! Hope you have a great day!
Carol Metz
- Wednesday, February 18, 2009 10:56 PM CST

You accomplished an unbelievably difficult feat.
We took the easy way out. We moved just two months after Haley died. We bough pink and yellow storage bins.
I took a couple of xanax, enlisted by best friend, and we packed all of her things away. We packed clothes, shoes, bedding, hundreds of beanie babies,her music, her stories, her games. We packed every scrap of paper in her desk.
And then we built shelves in our new basement, and stored everything there. We, of course, have lots of her things inside and all around the house, her special things we surround ourselves with...but we've thrown very little out.
We threw out her medicine, her thermometer, her bp cuff, the clothes *I* was wearing the night she died, and her medical records. Those seemed like the enemy to me....strange, huh?

We continue to relate to what you are going through and are always praying.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, February 16, 2009 10:36 PM CST

Jod,
I too am a "clutterbug" of sorts! Good thing we are both happily married so we don't have to be roommates. Can you even imagine what a disasterious, fire-hazard we could create? As someone who has also struggled to "let go" of some things over the past four years....hats off to you! While I cannot fathom how hard it was and will be to go through Rachel's things, I do know that freeing yourself of some "things" really is a relief. Amazingly. Its so hard when your heart tells you that every little scrap of someones life is "precious" and your head knows that no one else on earth really wants to see anyones old undies! I am very proud of you, my friend. Keep on truckin' like I know you will. How blessed am I to have such an inspiring friend? Love you girl!
Heidi
Heidi Hosinski <hydehos@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 16, 2009 8:23 PM CST

Hi Jodi,
I am another stranger that stumbled across Rachel's page a while back. I keep checking in because her story touched me and in some small way I hope the visits made to her page give you strength. You are a wonderful mother. Your family remains in my prayers.
Sarah Anderson <tapdancequeen2005@yahoo.com>
Woodbury, MN U.S. - Monday, February 16, 2009 10:24 AM CST

Continuing to pray!
1 John 1:1-4 That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; (For the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us;) That which we have seen and heard declare we unto you, that ye also may have fellowship with us: and truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with his Son Jesus Christ. And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, February 12, 2009 11:52 PM CST

I agree about the whole book thing...wonderful idea!
I'm here praying right now!
Psalms 18:6 In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, February 6, 2009 0:15 AM CST

Jodi, YOu need toreally write a book. YOur insight is so amazing.I pray that your household is now feeling some better. I am not feeling really good today. Keep following your heart and the Lord Jesus.
Julie H <jachass@nodaknet.net>
Valley city, ND - Saturday, January 31, 2009 5:17 PM CST

Your insight never ceases to amaze me!
Always here praying!
Romans 5:1-2 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 29, 2009 9:44 PM CST

Jody,

Always praying for you and all of your loved ones daily. I hope you all feel better soon.
Dot O'Connor <Dotocon@aol.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Thursday, January 29, 2009 11:20 AM CST

Your entry is beautiful.....continuing prayers for you and your family.
Tracy
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 8:18 AM CST

WOW ....just the very moment I need to hear what you have written... REST .. it has been the word I am trying to grasp..the silence..the space in between...as we await Mallory's next scans.. & try to slow down to "smell the roses" Appreciating the differences in the place you are.. not desiring to go back or ahead .. BUT content right where the LORD has allowed you to be...uncomfortable that it may be.. BUT that we might comfort others as HE has shown comfort to us.
Thinking of you all & praying for the needs as you contniue the journey. THANK YOU for sharing .. by letting us see into your world & what the LORD lays on your heart.
Susan Bryan --Mallory's mom <bryan_6@verizon.net>
VA - Monday, January 26, 2009 11:08 PM CST

Wow. I check up on this every once in awhile Jodi. Do you know what I am going to school for? I want to become a book editor and work for a publishing company. I would publish a book for you in a heartbeat! You write so eloquently. There are college undergrads who can't write like you can. You are amazing. Know that I think about you and Rachel.
Stephanie Bruns <bhoneypie@msn.com>
Marshall, MN - Monday, January 26, 2009 1:26 PM CST

Great analogy Jodi. When are you going to get PAID for all this incredible insight. Write that book woman! :)
Love ya,
Missey <HiyahChef@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 12:07 AM CST

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:44 PM CST

Dear Hanson Family,
I don't even know how I came across your caring bridge page. But we are in the family of caringbridge so one page leads to another. I began reading and praying for Rachel over 2 years ago and still cannot bring myself to go too long without checking in and reading what the Lord is impressing upon your heart. I have learned so much from you, Rachel, your trials and the love of the Lord. It is rare that I am finished with dry eyes. I just want you to know that Rachel has made an impression on my heart and you have as well. Please continue to do as the Lord directs and know that you are covered in prayer.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/alex_max/
Clover Awaijane <clover.awaijane@comcast.net>
New Hope, mn - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:37 PM CST

You never know when you're going to get zapped, do you?
Will answer your email soon...way too much going on around here. But I will answer it! I just need time...
Know that I'm continuing to pray!
Romans 8:26-27 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:52 PM CST

Dear Hanson family,
Thank-you for your beautiful posts. Isn't it amazing how much we learn from those we are supposed to teach. God bless you on your journey.

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sanayhemingway
David Hemingway <davehemi@hughes.net>
Balsam Lake, WI United States - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:42 AM CST

Today I am sitting here and reading some other caringbridge pages.....I feel Rachel. I just wish I could reach out and hug her!
Rachel's <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 10:58 AM CST

These verses are so comforting. Know that I'm praying!
Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:06 PM CST

Im loving your journal entries. Please don't stop. In the midst of darkness, you continue to walk forward, head-on in and through your pain. You are an inspiration and a miracle. God is using you in a profound way. Thank you for opening your lives and heart in your writings and touching the lives of others as a result. Blessings.
Shelly <seashelly9@hotmail.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 6:49 PM CST

We made sugar cookies over winter break and of course one of the Christmas trees was bright pink (only one) and it still sits in the cookie pan, because no one wants to eat it. Everytime we look at it....it reminds us of a certain little princess.

I've been to the MOA three times recently and have gone thru the American Girl store each time. Everytime I walk thru I think of my princess and what she would have liked there. I love those matching dresses.

Always in my thoughts.........
Rachel's Forever "My" Tammy <tjem6263@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 7:10 AM CST

I love the pink tree! Loaded with heart and memories. I've been keeping you in my thoughts.

With always love,
Kelly Smith
Fort Collins, CO USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 4:40 PM CST

Hey Jodi~

Happy New Year....just wanted to check in to see how the holidays were for the Hansens. Sounds like you had a nice time in the Dells.

We traveled to Tenn to visit Toms family. That was nice but the time goes so fast. I drove straight through on the way home...Whew...getting tired of that 17 hour drive!

I have a new job! Things are very busy and there are not enough hours in the day. Especially with Patricks hockey schedule! 5 days a week! I am finding Facebook a great way to keep in touch right now. I keep saying that ONE day we will all be sitting around a table drinking some good wine saying how fast this time went and wishing our kids were little again.

I had a really good friend die this week and it punched me in the gut. Another mom left to mourn the untimely death of her child. I will miss my friend. I miss Rachel! I have her picture on my shelf and her cute smile makes me smile. It seems like just yesterday I was laying in your bed and held her hand. Sweet Rachel. Sweet Rachels mommy!

We have birthdays coming up and every year we say we are going to go celebrate. Lets make a date this year...

Thinking about you and sending my love and a hug,
Wendy <wkfrazier@msn.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 0:02 AM CST

Hi Jodi!
You've been on my mind, and I'll probably call you too, but I want you to know that I have been thinking of you. I loved your story about the Dells, and I was touched too.
Sending love your way!

Lori
Lori <mlhurley5@msn.com>
north st paul, - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:43 AM CST

Happy New Year Hansen Family,
So totally awesome that Rachel's Pink Tree made the trip to the WI Dells. How fun! Sounds like you had a good relaxing time...(if the boys allowed you to!) ha!
I ran across this little saying the other day and I wanted to pass it on:
"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal."
"Love Leaves a memory no one can steal."
So glad Rachel's memory goes on and on and on~~~~~~~~~~~ even to the holes in the box!
Mavis Lohre <dlohre@comcast.net>
Lino Lakes, MN United States - Friday, January 2, 2009 5:07 PM CST

Happy New Year Jodi; I always love your entries. You put into words what so many feel. I'm sure other parents who's child no longer lives here on earth with them feel the same. Thank you & bless you & your earthly family. You know God has given you this gift of being able to write I hope you will put it all in a book someday & it could help many others, who were grieving. Keep in touch come see our garden Love you Judy in SD
Judy in SD
Dell Rapids, SD USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 12:00 AM CST

Wisconsin Dells, huh? That's where my husband and I went on our honeymoon. Only there wasn't any hotel room...there was a tent! And it rained most of the time.....very thought provoking post as always!
A brand new year stands before us. Sometimes a new year is very hard to face. Other times a new year is welcomed with open arms, with hopes that it will be better than the last one was. However you look at it, know that every day of this new year is in the Lord's Hands. He's already there waiting for you with open arms. And I'm here praying as always.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
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Lynn Worley
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:02 PM CST

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