Ashley's Birthday is tomorrow. She will be nine years old. I can't believe it . Things are getting a little better for the girls. They are doing better in going back to school. The baby is do on Nov. 30th and I am feeling nervous, happy, and I know once again life will change. My girls will have to adjust again. They are excited about the baby but I know once the time comes they will feel a little left out. I will try so hard to keep them involved and set aside time for them. I pray that this baby will be healthy because I can't go through any more heartache. It's hard moving on. I feel like Ryan's memory is slipping away from me. It feels like years have past since he died. I was watching his video the other day and it was good to see him . It just seems like it was only a dream when Ryan was in our lives. It's so hard to understand that he is gone forever and I will never see that smiling face again here on earth. I have to get his video's on DVD so that I can watch them on t.v. and my kids can see them when ever they need to. Well I better get to bed . Thanks for listening to me. Please say some prayers for a little boy named Will who is three months old and is having surgery to relieve pressure on his brain. He has cancer and needs all the prayers he can get. May God save him on this earth so that his family doesn't have to go through what our family is going through. Thanks
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