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Dearest Family,
I have been thinking of you and your Angel today. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of your precious child in heaven.
God Bless you all,
Island Princess

Butterfly Island

Stopping by with a warm and caring "hello" for all my Hugs and Hope "family"! Wanting everyone to know you have a special place in my heart and are always in my prayers.

Blessings to you all and remembering your sweet son's birthday!
Eileen
Hugs and Hope Updates Lady
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
**If you feel so led, I would love to have you visit my page and sign the guestbook...thank you!**

Remembering Angel John Russell this holiday season. Praying the family is doing well. You are in our prayers.

Wishing you a blessed Christmas and Happy New Year!
Love, Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej

Wishing you a Happy Mother's Day!
Eileen-Hugs and Hope
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej

Shanny: I LOVE how you continue to keep us updated through the guestbook - I still love to visit this page. God bless, Eileen

Happy Valentines Day Lorenz family. Just stopping in to say we still remember your Angel John Russell. Praying for the family. Hugs, Smile Quilts Angels

Weymouth, MA America - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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John Russell and family,

I've sure been thinking about you all alot this time of year. I read all the special messages from your other visitors, and that pretty much sums up what's in my heart, but for some reason can't get put into words. Take good care of each other.

Love,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:11 PM CDT

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Hi big guy, we 've been thinking about you so much. Did you get the Dump Truck balloon Sydney and I sent toyou in the clouds yesterday? I told the story about how brave you are and how special you are. Sydney thought you sounded alot like Peter Pan. She misses her special friend too.She hoped you would come back and visit her like the day you did a few weeks back. We knew it was you looking so magnificent as a butterfly when you landed on Sydney's check, as if to give her a very special kiss.We miss you big guy, and all of your family too.
sharon and sydney silverman <sharon_silverman@msn.com>
Norwalk, CT USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:48 PM CDT

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Dear Lorenz Family,
I wanted to write since a year has passed, just to say that I will never forget your son, John Russell. Just in the short time I new him on the website, he really changed the way I look at things. He was the first child I followed as a new Hugs & Hope member and was almost the last. I was so devasted when he passed I didn't think I could follow the story of another child. But in still reading your guest book and talking to Shannon I have come to realize that so many children are going through cancer treatment, and so many families are suffering that how can you not listen to their stories? Plus I learned so much from John Russell, from how brave a child could really be, to just how much life should be enjoyed and that my problems may have seemed big to me but when you look at what John went through, they really were very small. Also that each and every day no matter what should just be lived and enjoyed.

You have such a strong and close family, I hope that God and John Russell's many treasures have gotten you through this first year. I can't imagine how difficult a time this must be for all of you, but I hope that God will continue guide you through life until you are reunited with John Russell in Heaven someday.

You are in my thoughts and prayers always. Thank you for sharing his memories with us. God Bless.
Lisa Guthrie <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

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Paula, Gary, Charlie and baby to be;

To live a life in fear, is to only live half a life.
Angel John Russell certainly did NOT only live half a life, he lived a LIFETIME of love...and continues to live on, in each of you, sending his special messages, touching lives.

Enjoy all of the special memories you made together, you will forever have them and nothing can take that away from you.

With love,
Tracey ,Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

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Dear Paula, Gary, Chi chi and of course, John Russell--

I have been thinking about you all so very much as the first year of firsts without angel John Russell have passed. I don't know what to say except that I feel a big lump in my throat and the deepest sadness and with that I am certain that grief is a deep physical ache for all of you. It is for me from my distant world up here in Massachusetts. I hope you send fists full of balloons and love to John Russell and rehearse over and over and over all the memories you have of him when you knew him healthy and all during his brave battle in the hospital. Those memories are so precious. I hope you can talk about him all day every day if you feel like it. Congratulations on your pregnancy, too!!! I wish you all the best and hope that out here we can prop you up and nurture you through this really painful time. I'm sending big hugs and kisses for everyone in your family. This year must have been heartwrenching and unfair. I know we learn from lifechanging events, but I never believe that God would have anything to do with the death of a precious little boy who was so deeply loved and celebrated from the moment he was born. Of course, what do I know about God, but I don't think God did this to teach anyone a lesson, sometimes really tragic and sad things happen and we can't explain or make sense of them but there we are in the thick of it. We can't even take a short escape from grief like this. I'm sending big prayers and lots of love to all of you!!!

Paige Gough

Paige Gough <redroad@myway.com>
Manchester-By-The-Sea, MA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 6:08 PM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo!
I cannot believe a year has gone by. You are so loved and so very missed bugs! How is that heavenly farm of yours? I am sure you are tractor driving all day on a big ole' Case IH combine :) As that Aunt Mimi said, you help that mommy, daddy and Chi remember the best of all memories today and for always. You sure have placed some very beautifl memories in my heart. I will never forget the day we found that silly Mickey Mouse website and it had the firetruck thing that you laughed sooooooooo hard about- mommy could not figure out what you were laughing about in the office. That laugh is with us all for always...or how about the night that you and I sat on the computer for a while and searched endlessly for a John Deere or Case IH website that posted the implement dealer on it. We watched the preview video on the website over and over and over again...we could barley get you to bed! Or- how about the the very first time mommy, Chi and Shanny roadtripped it to the Case IH dealer! I will never forget that day- you were sooooooooo excited to get out of that car and test out the equipment (of course, you were not shy about getting up in that big ole combine or the 4 wheel drive tractor). How about the day you went out in the rain and sang about the birds and the bees (haha). I am so glad we caught video camera footage on that one! How about Mr. Brown that silly blow up thing down in the basement...or how about our camping tent, the frogs (frog catcher you made) and the bears. You have an imagination that drifts so above and beyond the rest it is amazing. The endless hours of playing with tractors (educating nearly everyone who entered the hospital room or anyone you even encountered), trains, arts and crafts, singing and dancing. You were so smart and so wise. John Russell, you have one very unique soul. Your soul was so giving, caring, brave, old and very wise, carefree, filled with smiles and laughter and of course beautiful. I miss you so much each and everyday. However, your messages and love is felt daily. You are so alive and so with us! Infact, on my way into work the other morning I saw the most beautiful sunrise...so bright, vibrant and beautiful- then all of a sudden the Louie Armstrong song of yours came on the radio. When that song was done a few clouds lingered in front of the beautiful sun. You send us the best of treasures each day, treasures like that sun. I believe the most beautiful treasure you left were the memories. We have so many to look back on. Continue to follow us each day in our footsteps, live in our hearts and send us daily treasures as you do. We love and miss you dearly Saint John Russell!

All My Love...

For Always "your "bestest" buddy",
Shanny
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:59 AM CDT

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dear all. you are all in our thoughts on this day one year later. the tractors a getting ready to roll and I'm sure grandpa g. already has already drove by and waved. much love for all of you uncle bob and aunt edie. blake and zach have a new brother. he arr. a little early but is doing well. his name is adam edward.

edith greiner <reg1958@wiktel.com>
baudette, mn usa - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:39 AM CDT

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dear paula, gary, and charlie. you are in our thoughts today. memories are to treasure. little blake and zach have a new brother born the 18th. he made his apparance a little early, all doing well. much love to you. uncle bob and aunt edie
edith greiner <reg1958@wiktel.com>
baudette, mn usa - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:27 AM CDT

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Hi Big Boy-
It's Aunt Mimi. I cannot believe it's been a year since you left to play in the big beautiful heaven. We're sure missing you. Help mommy, daddy & Charlie today remember all the wonderful memories. Don't forget to tell them to remember all the great trips to Stratsburg to see the great trains, being on the Boston White Sox infield with your best buddy daddy, all the many trips to the favoirte John Deere store, and all the hours mommy & daddy & Charlie sat at those construction sites watching all those diggers. Watch for balloons today, I hope they make it all the way to you. We miss you soooo much, John Russell. Love you all the way to heaven and back.

Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:47 AM CDT

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Paula, Gary & Charlie,
My thoughts and prayers are with you this week as I reflect on the little buddha boy, John Russell, who's precious little soul had found it's way to your wonderful home. What awesome messages he left for you and for all of us who were fortunate enough to have known him (if only through you). My love to each of you.
Fran


Fran Spellman <fran@cmcconsult.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:04 PM CDT

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Dear Little Angel,
Wow!!! As a parent, I just can't believe a year has gone by since you received your Angel Wings. Parents don't like to see a year go by so fast. It forces us to keep every moment near. Something you taught me while you were here.
But,everyday as I see your smiling face, in my memory and in the picture I see everyday as I leave my home, I still can't believe you're in a better place, HEAVEN.
Each and everyday, I think, " what can I learn from your time here with us"? Even though I didn't get to see you each day, your life experience was worth so much. Your daily journal kept me "informed and a part of your journey", something I can never forget. I awake now each day and say to myself "I will start my day with a postive thought, no matter what". You taught me that. What a gift that continues to be for me. Not a day goes by that I don't think of the "gifts" you gave to all of us.
You continue to teach your MOM all about "gifts" and "life" and I feel so LUCKY that she shares that with me. I truly believe you live on is so many ways.
I've felt so heavy hearted and it is because I feel so much pain for your short life, but then I remember how much you really lived while you were here, and I just smile. You did so much work, taught us so much about life, in the short time we got to know you. And, with such spirit. WOW. That is what really makes me smile about you. Your SPIRIT.
In closing, I just want to say, that no one has ever taught me more about life than you and I THANK YOU FOR THAT. I miss you so much and I think of you each and everyday. And I keep your Mommy and Daddy and Chi in my daily prayer. It goes like this " Dear God, Please watch over my family today, but at this moment, I would like you to watch over John Russell's mommy and daddy and Charlie too. They mean so much to us and not a moment goes by that we aren't thankful for knowing them. What a gift they are, and thank you for the learning lessons they continue to teach us. Amen.
Until next time: We are thinking of you, Paula, Gary and Charlie now, as we do each day. All our love and support always.
Love XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO,
Steph, Dan, Lindz and Shane
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:31 PM CDT

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Lorenz family,
Thinking of you, and of John Russell, today:)
Hugs,
Tracey xo
Calgary, - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:02 PM CDT

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Gary, Paula & Charlie,
I was thinking of you and thought I'd send a quick note. Congratulations on the new baby, what wonderful news. I'm so happy for you. You are in my prayers now, as always. Take care! Love, Toni

Toni Wermerskirchen <toni.wermerskirchen@wellsfargo.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:25 AM CDT

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Thinking of you all! May God bless you and comfort you today and always.
Love, Angela (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, September 12, 2003 4:26 AM CDT

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Our son Ryan, who was in the transplant ward with John Russell, decided to keep John Russell company and to help him play with his tractors. Ryan joined John Russell in Heaven on December 10, 2002. We know they are having a great time together. Our love to all of you.
Paula Mullaly <the2dchancefund@aol.com>
Pennington, NJ - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:02 AM CDT

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Dear precious Angel John Russell,
The butterflies are really having a good time around the butterfly bush. I have a picture that I will send to your mom of the flowers, but it is very hard to get a butterfly to be still for a photo. hahahahahaha :) :)
I'll bet your heavenly farm is just beautiful with the impending fall upon us. I'll bet you're getting ready to do some serious fall farming. Should be anytime now that we start seeing the combines in the fields working away. That always makes me think of you so much.
Are you keeping a good eye on Mommy to make sure she gets some rest and is eating? I'll just bet you are watching over her just waiting for the Baby to arrive.
And how about the Chi. Is he still keeping mommy and daddy running. I'll bet you're just giggling about that. He is one very busy boy. hehehe.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you little one, and always will.
Another little boy, Bret got his angel wings on Saturday, he loved trains maybe as much as you loved tractors. Maybe you can find him and help him find his way around, maybe even a tractor ride. Thanks buddy.
We could still use some rain here in Iowa. Maybe you could put in a good word 0:) 0:)
Until next time, sending giant hugs and kisses up to you and hugs and strength to your mommy and daddy and Chi.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Stephanie
Johnston, IA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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Just letting you know I am thinking of you as you approach the one year anniversary of John Russell becoming your little angel and being healed up in heaven.
I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, September 8, 2003 5:26 PM CDT

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All my love,
Angela (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:27 PM CDT

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Hi precious angel:)
Just thinking of you today, and Mommy, Daddy, Chitie and baby2be....I've seen so many butterflies lately, more than EVER. I love fall, isn't it a great time of year? I wonder if the leaves in Heaven are falling off the trees? Or maybe they never do, maybe it's green all year round:) Lots for a special farmer to do, I bet! Sending you lots of love and hugs,
Tracey xoxo
Calgary, - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:31 PM CDT

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Hi Buggy!
Well, Shanny is soooooo upset...her email deleted on her and that great update that she had from mommy deleted too!!!!!!!!!! So, going off of my memory....sure sounds like you all had a great time down on the farm in Iowa. Chite rode tractors, helped feed grandma's pet friends, watered the trees that are in memory of you bugs. Grandpa drove the big water truck by each tree up the way to your resting site, Chi would then lay the water down on them. Boy, did the trees love the great big drink! Chi spent a lot of time out on the tractors with Grandpa. Prince Charles worked so hard down on the farm that he slept allll night without waking those little eyes one bit till morning!! You and Chi are two true farmers! Mommy and daddy had a very nice time too...visitng everyone and especially you Bugs! Grandpa and Grandma are sure keeping your resting spot looking so nice. I think mommy said there was a swing hanging from the crab tree which lies right above you! Mommy said that she, Chi and daddy brought you some new tractors too! Mommy placed them up near your very special stone. That makes your resting place tractor collection set up to 12 tractors now! WOW! I think that grandma even has prisims hanging from the crab tree, if I remember correctly. What a very special and very peaceful resting place you have amongst the fields of Iowa. You sure are watching over us all in many, many ways. Mommy told me that a great big tree fell during a bad storm. She said you were sure watching out as that tree just missed the house and the flowers too. It fell on the picket fence knocking out 3 pickets. Daddy went back to see how many pickets he had to repair the fence with and turned out he only had 3! You sure make statements in BIG ways!!!! :) Your healing house is doing wonderful. Chi is keeping things up. He is also taking very good care of your tractor collection both in your room and in the playroom. He is getting ready to take that "big brother" role real soon! Are you ready??? I bet you are! You boys will be such great big brothers! You can train that new baby in. Shanny is super excited...she is going to be flying on that jetplane all the way out to Philly really soon! End of Sept- you look for that Shanny up in the clouds! She and mommy are going to work hard in getting The John Russell Healing House Foundation website started. This is going to be one amazing site jam-packed with sooo much information that all of your very special friends will not want to miss out on. It will show what you clearly showed and continue to show us about life; our gift. I love you so much John Russell! Speaking of life, our special friend Madison joined you in heaven last night. She, too, fought so couragously against the nasty Neuroblastoma monster. I pomised her mommy that you would find her and bring her out on many, many tractor rides. She is your age,4. You both have touched my heart in so many ways-know that you are so very loved and deeply missed. Our hearts ache so much without you John Russell. We know your spirit is so alive and so with us- which we can clearly see. Continue to shine in our hearts, in our souls and through us. We will work our hardest in passing along our message you so clearly showed us. We are all on a mission and will make our statement in a BIG way (as both you and mommy would say). I love you bugaloo!!!

Forever and ever always...
Your Shanny xxoxox
"Bestest Buddies 4ever"

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday, Paula:)
Glad to hear you're 'eating like a horse' !! Little boys are just so funny, the things they come up with! Hope you felt your angels prescence on your special day.....
hugs,
Tracey and family xoxo
Canada, - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:39 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know, as always, you are in our thoughts and prayers. We went to CHOP last week for the first (of what will be many) time. This time of year I know must be terribly difficult for you all. Please know how sorry I am. I wish I could have met your precious son in person! THis disease is a wicked beast. God bless you!
Love, your NB Family, Angela (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:22 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
How are you up there on your heavenly farm? I bet things look great! The sun sure is shining down here. You are really sending down some hot rays- it is 93 here right now!! Well, sounds like that mommy, daddy and Chi had a great time on the farm! Did you go tractor driving with Chitie and Grandpa? I bet so! I heard that grandpa wanted to keep that Chi boy down there for a month! I dont think mommy, daddy or nanna could be without Chitie for a whooollleeee month!!! Although- watchout mommy, I bet Chitie will be quick to fly out on the jet plane once he is old enough to fly alone. He will be on his way to Grandpa and Grandma's farm to do some farmin', planting and tractor driving during his summers! Well, are you giving that baby some tractor tips while up in heaven?? I am sure you are! You have to train in that baby whether it is a boy or a girl- right big boy (shhh...dont tell our friends what that baby is going to be- we are going to keep them guessing until that very day comes!). Shanny forgot to take a look in her day planner...last Thurs. was mommy's very special birthday! *Happy Birthday Paula!!!! I hope you had a wonderful day and cant wait to hear what beautiful treasures the King sent to you! I love you so much!* I hope that mommy had one heck of a celebration down on the farm. Speaking of mommy, I heard that Chitie is telling mommy that she is eating like a horse lately...he is soooo funny! Sounds like he is also taking the footsteps of daddy in always asking questions...Chitie has been asking mommy and Nanna "what are you two talking about" and "what are you doing" lately...he sure sounds like daddy. Someone has to fill daddy's shoes while he is away at work! Chitie is also verryyyy busy!!! He is on the go- jumping, running and so much more. Prince Charles sure is growing up fast. Well, Shanny should get going...be sure to send us some beautiful treasures bug boy. I am missing you soooo much each and every day! I love you..here come some very special kissies all the way up to you! I love you.

Forever,
Your Shanny xoxoxox "Bestest Buddies 4ever"

**Happy Belated Birthday Paula!!!!!!!**
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, August 24, 2003 2:25 PM CDT

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Hi Angel JR!
Did you see me the other day, checking out your new memorial quilt? It is wonderful, and has so many great photo's of you and Chitie and other reminders of you:) Those sure are special ladies who put your new quilt together...be sure to send them an extra special treasure!
So, Mommy is earning the name popper, is she? That Shanny is so funny! I'm sure you will be flying high alongside her as she travels out to see your great family...and see with her own eyes just how busy that Charlie is!! I can't wait to hear what special additions she has for the healing house!!!
I was able to hold my new sweetie, Annika, the other day...she is so tiny! She is very strong, she pulled back her head from my chest and looked me square in the face!! What a cutie she is!! We took her some groovy new outfits to wear and a special new car for George, so he wouldn't feel like baby sister was hogging all the attention!! He had lots of fun with his cousins Quinn and Callum, they spent some time at the computer checking out George's new 'Putt Putt' CD Rom :) Before we left, we had to lift the hood on our van so he could check out our engine...he's addicted to engines! All visitor's (and neighbour's, if he catches them) must show him their engine before they are allowed to leave! Isn't that funny? Reminds me of a certain little cutie and his tractors:)
We always remember you Angel John Russell, and keep you and your family in our thoughts, with our very best wishes for happiness always!
Hugs,
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:00 PM CDT

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Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com>
Jackson, MI - Thursday, August 21, 2003 1:40 AM CDT

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Hello Angel Buddy John Russell,
I'll just bet you're having the best time in heaven riding all the tractors and keeping the fields in such good shape. Are you the one hogging all the rain??? We are desperate for rain here in Iowa. Maybe you could have a talk with mother nature and put in a good word.???
I saw your daddy last night. He looks good for an old guy. hahahaha. But he said "charlie is soooooooo busy, moving all the time." I just laughed. He was so happy talking about that busy boy. He said that grandpa Russell was hoping for some "overdue" rain. I tried to tell him, "we are so dry we all need rain" but he is right, the farmers need it way more than we do. It was great seeing your Daddy, and we will see him again real soon. XO
Now, your dad said mom was at the farm having a little break, but that Charlie was keeping her very busy. What a busy boy he is. I think he is trying to hurry along the new baby. What do you think? He really wants to be a big brother. hehehehe.
I told your mommy to give you a giant kiss while visiting the farm. I'll just bet it is beautiful there. And I am so sure you are enjoying mommy's visit. I know she is.
Your mom continues to educate me all the time on nutritional information that is so helpful. I just love your mommy. She rocks.
I just know you are going to be the best heavenly big brother to Charle and the "new baby".

We miss you so much and think of you each and everyday.
Until next time, kisses up to you and hugs to Mom,Dad, Charlie and "baby".

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Stephanie
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
How is that heavenly farm? Ohh I bet you have your big, red Case IH pulled out today! Did you shine it up? I am sure you did. How are things up there? I saw such a beatiful, bright sun today- it sure shed down some hot rays too! Shanny was out washing her car the other day and saw a beautiful rainbow...you sure send some great treasures...ohhh and the buzzies too. Those butterflies are great! Are you going to fly high with Shanny Labor Day weekend? I am so excited...Shanny is flying on that super, duper jet out to Philly! I have some very cool additions to add to your healing house. I bet big boy Chitie is super big!!!! He sure enjoys every moment of life! I am sure he is getting ready to take the shoes of being the "big brother" just like you big boy! Chitie will be a great protector to both you and the new baby. Sending all my love to you big bug boy. Missing you everyday! xoxoxoxoxo kisses sent up to you! hmmmwwwaaahhhh

Love,
Your Shanny
"Bestest Buddies 4ever!"
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:13 PM CDT

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John Russell and Family,

Hope your mommy is feeling well while that new baby is growing!! Lina is looking forward to her new little brother any day now. You all have been in my thoughts. Take care!

Love,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Thursday, August 14, 2003 6:47 PM CDT

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Dear John..you were a courageous boy...very very handsome too!!!
aileen lee <www.kylelee28.com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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I love you bugaloo!

Did you see that silly looking construction thing this morning? I still have yet to figure it out- some kind of backhoe thing.

xoxoxoxoxo
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 1:22 PM CDT

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Hi there everyone... just dropping by to say hello and that I hope all is going well for you and your family :)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
How are you today? I bet you are doing super, duper well! Are you going to fly high with mommy, daddy and Chi-baby too- all the way to the Iowa corn fields soon? You are going to love this trip- nothing like a good ole' tractor ride! Well, Shanny cant type for long today, but wanted to give our friends a very special website-

http://smilequiltsmemorials.com/johnr.html

Be sure to check that site out. John Russell's very, very special friends made him a smile quilt last year and have now made him a virtual memorial quilt. It is very precious.

Fly high bugs...you are so missed and always loved!!

Forever,
Your Shanny xoxox "Bestest Buddies Forever"
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, August 8, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

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Hi
I was just stopping by, I haven't been by in awhile and I noticed the good news!! Congratulations Paula and Gary on expecting a new baby!! How exciting!! Also Happy belated birthday Gary! I still keep John Russell and all of his family in my prayers everyday and I will make sure to include the new baby as well. ChiChi is going to be an excellent big brother I'm sure!! Well I will stop by for more updates soon. Take care and God bless!
Lisa Guthrie <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Saturday, August 2, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY !!!!!!!!!!!! (29 again)
Hi Speical Angel,
Well, Shane and I just returned from our California Adventure. And Lindsea from camping in Northern Minneosta. I'll start with Lindsea, she is full of bug bites from head to toe. I do NOT miss those terrible bugs one bit. Otherwise she had a blast with her friends but admitted she missed the annual California summer trip too. Oh, to be a teenager again. Thanks for watching over her for me. She told me the stars were the brightest she had ever seen.
Now Shane had a blast at Grandma and Grandpa's house. He was in the pool each day by 8:00am and out at 10:00pm, slept like a dream and is that darkest color of brown I've ever seen. His hair is WHITE and we can't see his eyebrows, but the brightest blue eyes ever. We took a day trip to San Diego and went to Balboa Park to the Science Museum, Natural History and the Areo-Space Museum too. Then off to Coronado Island. We crossed over the long bridge and were able to see some Navy Ships that were docked. A HUGE HIT. Then off to see the Star of India. The Ship that has been docked in the San Diego Harbor forever. Another big hit. After that, off to Point Loma to watch the fishing boats come it and that was the icing on the cake. The fish coming off these boats were HUGE. Shane didn't know fish could be that big, comming from Minnesota, and learning how important "catch and release" is from his Dad. He watched them haul in these giant Tuna for awhile, then we had to go into the fish market to watch them clean the fish (yUK) and then we bought some to take home. What a day that was. That was just one day of 10. We thought of you while we were at the Science Museum at the coral reef movie. They were telling us how important coral reef is in fighting some childhood cancers. Shane asked me if you had to "take coral reef". I didn't know the real answer, so I told him that maybe some of the medication you had to take was made with some forms of coral. He seemed fine with that answer.
My 4 days of Extreme Sports in Mammoth were a blast. I thank you for keeping an eye on this old lady.
Day one we did a "warm-up" hike of 6 miles. On day 2 we did a 12 mile hike straight up the mountain. I kept looking up to you for support, did you hear me ????? On day 3 we mountain biked 23 miles. Up and down that mountain. I was exhausted for sure. On day 4 we "floated" down the Ownes creek in Bishop, Ca. a welcome releif after 3 days of sports. On the last night I was there the most beautiful ski ever was on display for me and a giant bright star. I am sure it was you. :) :) :) Thanks
Well, now back to normal here in Iowa. The kids are getting ready to start school and Dan and Lindsea are going car shopping tomorrow. :( :( Can't believe this day has arrived.
I must call your mommy and catch up. I am sure you are so excited about the baby on the way. I say a special prayer each day for all of you.
Until next time, keep the fields of Heaven in good shape and wrap those angel wings around Mom,Dad and Charlie.
Thinking of you always.
Stephanie
- Friday, August 1, 2003 6:37 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Gary!!! We all love you!!!!
Shanny
EP, MN - Friday, August 1, 2003 1:21 PM CDT

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OH, I almost forgot....HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!! Wishing you all the best....
Tracey and family xo
Canada, - Friday, August 1, 2003 0:57 AM CDT

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Hey Angel JR:)
Hi baby, how is that Heavenly home? Some special angels are on their way up, maybe you could meet them and show them around....Luke is just 3, we wish he could have stayed here with his mommy and daddy and sis Joscelyn and brother to be, Dane, but it was not to be. God needed him for something, just like he needed you. Maybe we will never understand why. It is very hard not to know why. Luke touched SO MANY peoples hearts, just like you, big boy! He is very special, a deserving friend to a special angel like you! My Aunt Pauline also headed up last week, she lost her battle with the cancer monster, one blessing was that she was able to see her son Andrew be married, I am very happy about that. Maybe you could say HI to her from all of us, tell her we love and miss her, all her family does:)
Now for the exciting news! We have a new niece and cousin for Quinn and Cally....announcing the birth of 'Annika Lara Ager' and she is a beauty! (Steve has seen her already, but the boys and I get to see her Sunday!!) I can't wait to hold her in my arms and smell her wonderful baby smells! I bet Chitie, Mommy and Daddy are waiting to do the same thing, and you will be right there too, a guardian angel for your new sister or brother (you know, don't you JR??!) and for Chitie. They are so blessed to have you! Keep sending your special treasures darling:) hugs, hope and prayers,
Tracey ,Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Friday, August 1, 2003 0:55 AM CDT

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Hi there!!! I read that your family is expecting a baby! How exciting!!! I bet John Russell is excited too! :) I see that Shannon is so faithful to her little boy. What a neat gal!!! Take care- and good luck with everything! Love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Wednesday, July 30, 2003 10:45 PM CDT

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Hello Lorenz Family! We are so happy for you, what wonderful news that you are expecting a baby! What a truly amazing gift that will be! We think of John Russell so often, and I'm sure that he is excited as well. Lots of Love and Prayers ...The Klein Family
Peggy, Scott, A.J., Lauren and Jacob Klein <sklein1@mn.rr.com>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 10:41 AM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo!!
How are you? Are you doing great up there in that big, beautiful heaven? I am sure you are! WOW, did you ever send such a magnificant sunset Friday. It sure was amazing. I bet those rays are even brighter on the other side :) How are your tractors and combines holding up? Did you give that big ole' Case IH combine a buff and shine this morning? Did you have your Gator pulled out for a gator wash? Remember the tractor washes we made- oh boy were they cool...we made some neat ones out of boxes, paper and some pipe cleaners! I am sure you have a more elaborate tractor wash up there, of course :) Well, are you keeping up with that big boy Chitie? I bet you are! He sure is a fast mover these days...always on the go. Wait till the baby comes...it will need some training in! Are you going to send down some special treasures on daddy's birthday? I think it is August 1st?? Happy early birthday Gary!!! I bet that daddy would like a special feather, heart stone and a very bright star for his bday- you work your magic Bugs! Then while you are at it, you better get prepared for mommy's bday- mommy's is toward the end of Aug. though. Well, that aunt "Popper" (actually we could give mommy the name of popper now, huh!) is in town with her family. I think a nice, hot place called the beach is on the agenda for while they are in town. That sounds like a great time! You be sure to dig, show them all how to seashell hunt and run those tractors deep into the sand...you sure loved the beach. I am sure you will be shining some sun rays down upon them all. You enjoy this beautiful evening big bug boy. Your Shanny is missing you A TON!!!!! I love you big bug boy...continue to send down your treasures. Loving you and missing you forever...

For Always,
Your Shanny xoxoxoxo
"Bestest Buddies Forever"
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, July 27, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

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Hello my Peek-a-boo Buddy,
I apologize for not staying in touch; however, Pat and I still have your big picture from Network up in our family room. We will always remember the beautiful, courageous John Russell looking down on his friends and relatives. Remember, we'll all be together along the way.

What great news - I just read the secret of a new Lorenz baby in your mommy's tummy. Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your dad, mom and Charlie.

The Entire Auto Team, WFFA, Jim Fisher & Pat, Brenda, Brandon and Roberta, too. <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Edina, MN - Monday, July 21, 2003 10:39 AM CDT

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A giant CONGRATULATIONS and HUGS too.
What great news.
Thininking of you all each and everyday !!

Steph
- Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:36 AM CDT

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A big CONGRATULATIONS to King John Russell, Prince Charles and Mommy and Daddy Lorenz on the 'baby on the way', how very exciting and wonderful! You are truly blessed and we are very happy for you.
God Bless,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxox
Canada, - Saturday, July 12, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

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What wonderful news!! That new baby is being sent to a VERY special family!!

Love,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, July 12, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo!
How is your beautiful heaven? Did you pull out the great big Case IH Combine tonight? Ohhh I bet you did! I am sure you are taking all of your friends out for a ride through the heavenly corn fields. How is that healing house up there? Are you decorating it with all of your amazing treasures? I bet you are! Well, Shanny didnt think she would get to the computer tonight, but plans changed :) So, to update a bit early...that big boy Chitie is getting super, duper big, he is jumping, running and keeping that nanna, mommy and daddy busy! Prince Charles has also become quite the mocking bird! He mocks a lot of what mommy, daddy and nanna say! What a silly boy, huh Bugs! Chi is still keeping up your beautiful garden, meadow of miracles and the healing house. He fills the bird feeders outside and is keeping up the rest of the area. I wonder if he pretend drives daddy's tractor as you and I did while playing out in the garage? I bet he and nanna pretend drive it and drive all the way to the heavenly farmland to say hi to you! Well, Prince Charles has also been very busy...busy preparing...for a very special, surprise....a very special new addition will be sent from the treasures above and Chitie will be there to welcome it...that is right...big boy Chitie and King John Russell are going to have a baby brother or sister special delivered in mid Nov. (near the date of your special star, Bugs!!!) Chitie is so excited! He called me last night to tell his Shanny that he is going to have a new baby special delivered. I remember when you told me Chitie was coming, Bugs. You were so cute!!! Well, we are going to keep our friends guessing, huh Bugs..could it be a boy or a girl? Mommy, daddy, Chitie and Bugs are thrilled to add a special gift to their family. We cant wait for you to come baby Lorenz. We will be sure to keep our friends updated but we are not going to tell if it is a boy or a girl until the baby comes, right bugs...we will keep our friends guessing. Well, because we could not keep our little trappers closed...we ended up telling our friends a little before Friday- but that is OK right big boy? :) You continue to send your amazing treasures...I love you so much and miss you a TON! I am always here for you big boy...forever.

Forever and Ever More..
Your "Bestest" Buddy, Shanny xoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN` - Thursday, July 10, 2003 7:29 PM CDT

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Hi Sweetie Angel:)
Did you meet Jillian yet? Oh JR, she is a fiesty, chatty and most beautiful girl who came up to the gates early on Tuesday...be sure to find her and show her around, ok? We are so sad she had to leave, but we understand and now she is WHOLE and PERFECT, painfree and happy, praise God! She also leaves behind a darling little brother, Nathan, we know he will miss her, as do Mommy and Daddy. I am sure they would feel so much better knowing you and all your friends were there to help her get used to her new home:) Of course, they know as each day goes by, they are that much closer to being with their sweet Jillibear again:) Wow, we are so excited for Friday to read this big, huge update from Shanny....isn't that wonderful what Mommy, Daddy and Chitie did, sending that most special bear with your walkin' shoes and all those reminders of special you?? OH, she is SO lucky to receive such a special gift of you! We love you John Russell, we wish so much would could have gazed upon your face ourselves, but we are just so grateful to know you through your site, you help make our lives better!!! We will ALWAYS remember you, no matter what....loving hugs,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

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Hi Bug Boy!
How is that beautiful heaven? I bet it is shining the brightest sun rays, the most beautiful rainbows and some fabulous shooting stars! Your Shanny is missing you so much! That super cute bear is with me everynight. I LOVE it- it smells just like you! I am always checking out those super cute shoes on my bear that you walked a million miles in. Well, I just want you to know that I am missing you so much but feel you in my heart each and every day! We should tell our friends to MAKE SURE they check the super, duper update that will be coming on Friday! It will be one giant update that they will not want to miss, unfortunately,I do not have time to type it tonight...Shanny is going to the lake to go running. I will see you tonight waving from the beautiful sunset and clouds. I love you!

Forever Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 7:42 PM CDT

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Hi Super Angel,
I hope you had a wonderful 4th of July up in Heaven. I'll bet the fireworks were beautiful. I was sure thinking of you because we kept looking "up" to see the fireworks so I kept saying "hi John Russell". Did you hear me?
You should see my butterfly bush. It starting to grow more flowers. I had to take it out of the ground near the tree because the soil around the tree needs some heavy duty food, and the landscaping guy didn't know if it would hurt the bush, so I just put it in a bucket unitl the Sunday when it is safe to plant it again. I've taken pictures for your mommy and daddy and will get them off real soon.
I was wondering if you could spread some angel dust over a little boy who is fighting NBIV so very hard. He needs a lot of prayers and courage right now. His name is Carter Finger. He is sure a cutie and his family is really looking for prayers right now.(caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger)
Thanks for looking out for him.
Shane and I will be flying high next week all the way to California to visit Grandma and Grandpa and I'll be hiking for 3 days in Mammoth. I'll be looking up to you while I'm hiking, I'll be at 7000-9000 feet high. WOW. I'll send you some hugs and kisses. I'll be looking in the clouds for you too when we're on the plane.
Until next time,
(** hugs to mommy and daddy and charlie**)


XOXOXOX, Stephanie
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 6:37 PM CDT

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Hi Bug Boy!
How are you? Did you have a great 4th of July? Did you see some beautiful fireworks up there in Heaven? Shanny sure saw some great fireworks! They were all soooo pretty! Well, I saw your beautiful sun rays on Friday and Sat. while I was up flying through the clouds! Shanny went to Chicago Friday and boy...that sky was sooo beautiful- I was looking for you! How is your special heaven? Are you up there farming away? I am sure you have those tractors pulled out tonight for a big ole' tractor wash. You shine those guys up real bright! Have a great ride through heaven tonight and dont forget to shine the brightest star for us! We all love you and miss you so much John Russell. I love you forever! Forever and Ever More..Your Shanny xoxoxo

Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, July 6, 2003 8:14 PM CDT

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Hi Big Boy!
Well, our friends have it right- I am one of the many "super, duper John RUssell Fan"!! :) Well, got some great treasures today from you! I was passing by another co-workers desk and saw that on her comp. screen she was looking at the John Deere website!?! Who would have known! It was just a little reminder through the day, huh big boy! Then, that Nanna and Chitie were up to something, no doubt about that...I have a bear with John Russell shoes, John Deere hat, feather, your shades from when you were a baby, your Thomas big boy underwear, your John Deere yellow socks and a train pin..oh and of course- our bulldozer shirt! It all smells just like you...I thought Nanna and Chitie packed you in a box and shipped you b/c when I opened it I saw two little blue,worn out shoes sticking up!!! They sure are so special big boy! You have so many who love you. You are with us in our hearts and souls each and everyday. You have a very fun time this Fourth of July up in heaven. Be on the lookout for 3 very special balloons coming up to you with messages. Your Shanny is sending you a very special balloon, message and treasure. Missing you so much and loving you a TON! Continue to send down those amazing treasures! Oh and we should tell our buddies that we will get that super cool website a going soon!! Once Shanny gets her batushki out to Philly, we will get it going! It will have some great things posted and wonderful pictures. Hopefully it will be started by July!! (keep you fingers crossed- toes too!)

Sending all my love...Forever, Your Shanny xoxoxo
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, July 3, 2003 5:41 PM CDT

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Hey Sweetie JR:)
Well, it was wonderful to hear some of your families news from Shanny....hey Shanny, how is that new website coming? (no pressure or anything, ha ha HA!) John Russell, that was so sweet to send the John Deere tractors for Shanny to see!! Wow! You be sure to keep sending your messages to your special loved ones, I am SURE it helps them lots! They miss you so much. That brother Chitie is one busy brother, whew, they have his summer packed full of fun! Sounds like he is starting preschool in the fall, Cally is too, only he'll be in the four year old program for three afternoons a week:) I know you will be watching over brother as he starts on his big boy adventure this fall...you are such a special brother JR, the best! We never forget you JR, you are in our thoughts and your family in our prayers ( I know I don't have to worry about you, you are in paradise, having the very best time!).....Happy early Fourth of July everyone!
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxox
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:14 PM CDT

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I think Shanny is just about one of your biggest fans! :) I know you are ok now- but your absence has obviously hurt so many. I know they will see you again! love, Laura
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:00 PM CDT

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Thinking of you- as always- I was out for a walk on my lunch break today and guess what I saw!!??! A huge John Deere semi that had gators loaded up- it said John Deere Implement Dealer on the side and my goodness...I will never forget when you begged mommy and daddy daily almost hourly to go to the "John Deere Implement Dealer". That was quite a mouthful for a little man. I saw some of the greenest Gators! They were certainly John Russell Gators! The man loading off the Gators was even wearing the fancy shmansy John Deere hat! What a treasure you sent from heaven big boy- your Shanny is certainly listening to you and is very in-tune with you and your love for John Deere tractors :) Missing you more than words will ever be able to say. I love you for always and forever.

Love You,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:40 PM CDT

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Hi Bug Boy!
Well, here I was going to update your friends with a super, duper update...but, it automatically deleted from my email inbox! I waited too long! So, I am going to have to go from memory here..and well, my memory is not the greatest today. But, I do know that thigs are really, really busy out there at your house. Mommy and daddy had a nice time in Canada. Grandma Patti and Grandpa Porky stayed with that big boy Chitie and Nanna to keep them company. Chitie sure showed that Grandpa Porky how to upkeep the backyard, healing house and meadow of miracles. They all had a nice stay. Chitie boy is getting so big- he has quite the schedule...he is in swimming lessons, he also goes to the local athletic club for a little gym class and also is involved with KinderMusik. He is loving each and every moment of life and enjoying all of his activities. He sure is involved in many of the same things that you were Bugs. You really loved music...you boys are sure talented in that area. Chitie is also getting ready for his big boy school were he will attend twice a week (I think). Also, mommy, Chitie, daddy, nanna, aunt pepper and her family are going to be going to the shore for a little vacation coming up here in July. Remember when you went to the shore with mommy, daddy, Chitie and Nanna? You boys played tractors in the sand- sure had some great pictures from that trip. I bet that daddy will get some sparklers for this year's 4th of July! You love those sparklers! You were always wanting to wave them around! Do you have some John Deere green sparklers up there in heaven or what about Case IH red?! I bet so- you wave them high and shine them bright just so we can see them- ok? When Shanny remembers the rest of the update, she will post it. Continue to send us your beautiful treasures. You are so loved and so very missed. Shine the brightest star tonight Bug boy! I love you forever.

Your Shanny xoxo

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, mn - Sunday, June 29, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

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Hey you cutie,
Guess what is happened to my butterfly bush? It sprouted a the littlest flower I've ever seen. I've taken a picture to send to your mommy. It is purple and very little, but I think it is beautiful. I think you had something to do with this, another little treasure. Thank you and can you keep an eye on the butterfly bush while we are out of town? Just for a few days. Thanks John Russell for never letting me forget you.
Until next time,
Stephanie
- Saturday, June 28, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

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Hi Angel buddy,
Just wanted you to know that since I've planted the butterfly bush I've seen a couple of butterfly's flying around it, but it doesn't even have any flowers this year. Maybe you're just sending me a treasure. Thank you for that. The bush really likes the sun and it is in the front yard under a baby tree. I think they get along pretty good. :) :) :)
I hope you're riding away in heaven on one of your big tractors chasing all the butterfly's in heaven.
You are constantly in my thoughts.
Heavenly hugs to you!!!!!!!!
Until next tiem. Love to mommy,daddy and Charlie too.

Stephanie
- Friday, June 27, 2003 8:03 AM CDT

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Hi JR:)
Eagerly awaiting Shanny's big update! Hope you are having a wonderful time up in your Heavenly farm and enjoying the sunshine...and of course, sending down your special messages for Charlie, Mommy and Daddy:) Keeping your family in our prayers....hugs,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Cally xoxo
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Friday, June 27, 2003 3:08 AM CDT

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Hi Bugs,
Shanny is in a hurry tonight but just had to stop in and say hi. Tell your friends that I have a super, duper update coming in- I will type it out tomorrow- oh hhhhh boyyy is it full of stuff. Until then, talk to you soon!! I love you big boy.

Forever,
Your Shanny xoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 7:00 PM CDT

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Just came across this site and was so touched. What a boy! I will pray for your comfort.
Lynn <project1116@hotmail.com>
MO - Sunday, June 22, 2003 8:40 PM CDT

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Love to you all!!
The Thomas Team Mom (Angela) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:03 PM CDT

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Hi sweet Angel boy,
Happy Fathers Day Gary.
I just wanted to tell you I had such a wonderful time seeing your mommy and daddy in Canada. Your mommy and I had a great big lunch one day and it took us like 2 hours to eat it all. We had a lot of catching up to do. It had been a long time since we did the "lunch thing". It was just the greatest spending time with her.
And your daddy looks great too. It was just as grand spending time with him.
A good friend got his angel wings on June 11th, and we just came from his service. It made me think of you soooo much.
His name is Greg. You'll know it when you meet him. I think God needed some comedians in heaven. Greg kept everyone laughing all the time. One of the first people we met when we moved to Iowa. His daughter helped Lindsea get through her first difficult months in High School. A wonderful family. He will be so missed. Maybe you can take him for a ride on one of your tractors? He really likes to have fun, so pick one that goes FAST.
A giant squeeze to you and of course your family. It seems Charlie is growing so fast.
Until next time,
Missing you!!!

Stephanie
Johnston, IA - Monday, June 16, 2003 12:26 AM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
How is that heaven today? I hope it is shining with the brightest stars, sun rays and love! I bet you have that big ole' Case IH tractor pulled out today! Are you taking all of our friends for a cruise? I have a new friend who just joined in on the magic up there...it is my very best friend's grandpa. Infact,you got a thumbs up picture from my college roomate- Jen...her grandpa just gained his angel wings and will probably want a ride on one of those fantastic tractors of yours! So, shine up the beauty red and get ready to take some new friends for a riding tractor tour through heaven...be sure to show them how to send down treasures just as you do to us! I found another very special treasure today!! You sure sent one special one!! Thank you big boy!! I read something very cool in a book that you so significantly pointed out! We are all missing you so much big boy but see you each and everyday through the wind that blows,the sun that shines and the stars that glow. I am sure you sent many extra special treasures to daddy today for Father's Day! Happy Father's Day Gary! You are like a dad to me...thank you for all you have done....I will never forget the night that Clint was coming to pick me up for the first date and here you are in the family room ready to give him the drill haha...you go Gar! We love you!

Bugs- you send a lot of love, rays and stars down to mommy, daddy and Chitie.

We love you big boy and miss you more than words will ever be able to say.

"Bestest Buddies 4ever"
Forever and Ever More...
Your Shanny xoxoxox 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

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Happy Father's Day Gary:) I know it will be a tough and bittersweet day for you, thank God you have Charlie and how I wish to God you had John Russell here with you too...but I am sure he will be sending down some of those special treasures we hear about so often....you are SO blessed, some families are still hoping and praying and wishing for SOME sign, anything at all, that their precious babes are ok, and here John Russell is just being that special boy and making SURE you all know how much he loves you!! Have a wonderful day, with your family and honoring John Russell with love and laughter and sharing stories of your very special boy.
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Sunday, June 15, 2003 3:32 AM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
How are you big boy!?! I hope things are well. Boy, I just keep seeing those great, big John Deere's all over. I bet you have your great, big combine pulled out today! Well, you sure were shining those sun rays down today. The rays were beautiful. :) Well, there is this woman on the list serve who found this song/lyrics and I just have to put them on your website. Of course, we will change the girl to a boy...and the she's to he's in this song..but this is exactly how I felt. Interesting how songs can find a lot of the pain and feeling one feels at such a difficult time. Here are the lyrics:

STREETS OF HEAVEN

Hello God, it's me again
2:00am. Room 304. Visiting hours are over
Time for our bedside tug of war
This sleeping child between us
May not make it through the night
I'm fighting back the tears as she fights for her life

Well it must be kind of crowded on the streets of heaven
So tell me what do you need her for
Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever
But right now I need her so much more
She's much too young to be on her own
Barely just turned seven
So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of heaven

Tell me God, do you remember the wishes that she made
As she blew out the candles on her last birthday cake
She wants to ride a pony when she'd big enough
She wants to marry her daddy when she's all grown up

Chorus

Lord don't you know she's my angel
You got plenty of your own
And I know you hold a place for her
But she's already got a home
Well I don't know if you're listenin'
But praying is all that's left to do
So I ask you Lord have mercy, you lost a son once too

And it must be kind of crowded on the streets of heaven
So tell me what do you need her for
Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever
But right now I need her so much more
Lord I know once you've made up your mind there's no use in beggin'
So if you take her with you today, will you make sure she looks both ways
And would you hold her hand when she crosses the streets of heaven

and- to listen to a bit of the song go to this site: www.sherrieaustin.com

I am missing you so much John Russell...sending all my love up to you!

Forever and Ever Yours,
Your Shanny "Bestest Buddies Forever" xoxoxo



Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, June 9, 2003 7:28 PM CDT

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You are my sunshine, my only sunshine! I love you John Russell!

Love,
Your Shanny forever and always "bestest buddies"
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, June 6, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs Lightyear!
How are you today? I bet you are doing just great! Did you fly high with mommy and daddy all the way up to Canada? I bet so! I am sure you were shining those sun rays right on into that airplane! I wonder if papa Porky is out cleaning the garage at this very second? I am sure he is...I will never forget how funny it was when papa Porky just finished cleaning the garage (you and I were watching him) and the sprinkler man came walking in the freshly scrubbed garage with his very dirty muddy boots on! I think he came in and out maybe 3 or 4 times that day - boy was it funny to watch though, huh Bugs! You and I sure got a kick out of it. Or remember the time when papa Porky wanted to hook me up with the mailman!!! HAHA He is just too silly. I bet they are having a fun time with Chitie. We love you papa and gramma! Shine down some beautiful stars, love, sunrays, angels, stones and butterflies to us all. We love you and miss you so much big boy. I love you forever and ever always....Your Shanny xoxo
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, June 2, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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Hi Angel JR,
Just wanted you to know (and I think you already did!) that you were in our thoughts and on our heart tonight...keep sending down your special treasures, big boy. That Chitie and my Cally are doing the same stuff!! Cal starts preschool in the fall, and he'll take swimming lessons this summer too:) I am sure they will both do very well and have lots and lots of fun. Sending big hugs and kisses up to Heaven for you....
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxox
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Monday, June 2, 2003 2:31 AM CDT

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It's been a while since I've signed in but I wanted you to know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, June 1, 2003 6:09 PM CDT

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Hi sweet angel boy,
I have been so busy and not a lot of free time to just sit and write to you. I wanted to tell you I finally planted the butterfly bush and now I am waiting for some of your butterflys. We have had a few, but not as many as last year, but it was a lot warmer last year in May than this year. But today once again I had the most animated butterfly follow me and Dan around the golf course. I said "that silly John Russell, what a nice treasure" it was funny, it kept landing on the front of the cart when Dan parked it and looked like it was just starring at me. :) :)
Thank you for that.
Once again more building going on around Johnston an a lot of crops being planted too. Everytime I see all the tractors busy in the fields I think of you and smile.
I hope you're busy riding your tractors on your Heavenly grounds and playing with all the butterfly's in heaven.

Until next time,

XOXOXO, Stephanie
Johnston, IA - Sunday, June 1, 2003 4:54 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs!!!
How are you? Your Shanny has not written to you in a while but boy I am sure you can hear me each and every day talking to you! I am missing you so much. How is your heavenly farm? Did you bust out that big ole Case IH today? I am sure you did. I was thinking of you yesterday as I passed two HUGE combines on the highway- they were on this mega huge semi. I think about you so much big boy. Well, sounds like that house of yours is getting back in order. That big boy Chitie is going to be starting school next fall, I believe and maybe even swimming lessons this summer??? I think it is swimming that nanna told me..WOW, what a big boy!! Well, things sure have changed on my end. Shanny has a job now. I am talking that banking talk like daddy....except that I am now a competitor of his. The new job is good, things are busy. I am bringing in your framed picture to put on my desk. It will be there as a reminder to show me each and everyday what life is truly about and always have hope. You are so strong and you are my complete hero. You showed me so much about life, myself and also showing that if you put your mind to something you have the capacity to do it and achieve it. Your soul has left footprints on my heart. You have sure been sending some great treasures daily. Infact, today I was reading a document at work and all of a sudden the word tractor popped up- who would have known! I had to smile....I hear you big boy, I took a break from the bank lingo and thought about you. You continue shining down those beautiful sun rays, colorful rainbows, fresh, pure air, stars, heart stones and of course the wind kisses. We all love you so much and miss you dearly. Sending all my love up to you- ready? OK..here come a lot of hugs and kisses all for you King! I love you.

Forever and Ever Always...
Your Shanny xoxoxoxo "Bestest Buddies Forever"
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, May 30, 2003 9:29 PM CDT

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Hey cutie! Just checking in to send our love. We love you too! Love, Laura and her sons :)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, May 18, 2003 8:36 PM CDT

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Hi JR!
Since that Shanny is now burned to a crisp, do you think you could possibly send some of those sunshine rays this way?? hahaha We are just having the worst and coldest weekend, seems to be par for the course every year...oh well, nevermind, because the coolest thing happened today...Quinn got his first ride of the season out at the dirt bike track...whoohoo...did you see him buddy? He wiped out THREE times, his mommy DID NOT like that much but I guess that is how you learn, right big boy? I am so happy to hear you and Chitie and the girls all had such a great time with Shanny...and Chi managed to escape the dreaded girlie toe nail painting!! heehee Sometimes, we paint Cal's toenails if the girls come over to play, he likes it but Daddy always marches him right up to the bathroom to remove the polish just as soon as he gets home from work...party pooper!! We all laugh about that! What a silly daddy..what's a bit of polish between friends, right? I hope you are having a wonderful time in your Heavenly home, out driving your tractor and plowin' up those fields, having the best old time! We keep you in our prayers, darling and mommy, daddy and Charlie too....with love,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Cally xoxox
Calgary, Ab,Canada, - Saturday, May 17, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs!
Well, I think you went a little overboard on the sun rays today! I am burnt like no tomorrow! I still am trying to figure out how those sun rays got through my re-applied 45 sunscreen!!! I am staying with daddy and mommy's friends, the Hurzeler's. The girls and I went to the beach today (ok, a lake to all of you east, west and south coasters). You were really sending some beautiful sun rays today here in MN. How is the beautiful heavenly farm? I am sure things are going great. I bet you saw today when the worker man came to deliver and dump the mulch in the drive. I thought of you and thought of how much you always loved to be up at the crack of dawn to check out our Waterloo pals. We especially loved when the tractor, Kubota, would make a visit or better yet when the big, huge dump truck came to dump the pea gravel in the swingset play area. You always could just sit for hours and watch the men work. I know the workers were amazed at your wide selection of John Deere and Case IH tractors. You sure taught them the fine art of farming during their lunch breaks. We will never tell mommy, but we did sneak a few of the special tractors outside just so the boys could have a peek at the very fine tractors in your collection. You also amazed us all when you started speaking the minimal amount of spanish Shanny taught you. You could speak it to our Mexican friend, Raule, and his pals. I think you shocked them like no tomorrow! I am missing you so much big boy. You shine those sun rays down on all of us. We miss you and love you so much John Russell. Love you forever. Faith, trust and pixi dust to my "bestest buddy"..."bestest buddies for ever"

Forever and Ever More...
Your Shanny
xoxox
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, May 17, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to say hi. I hope everyone had a very nice time visiting with Shanny. I think and pray for you, John Russell, and your family often. Thank you for all the updates and for sharing your precious memories with everyone. We love you!!
God Bless! Lisa & Family <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Friday, May 16, 2003 4:41 PM CDT

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I passed a ton of tractors today... and thought of you sweetie. Take care- you are so loved, Laura
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo!
How is that heavenly farm today? Are your flowers growing? I bet so! What kind of fruits and veggies do you have planted in your garden? I am sure you have your watermelons and peppers going. Well, are you flying high with mommy, daddy, Chi and Nanna this morning? I am sure you are-send them some beautiful rays. Chi, Lexie, Libby and I had a good time Sat. night. That poor Chitie was tricked into playing with the "girl" toys (ie. dolls, polly pockets etc.). Chitie is lucky we didnt get a hold of his finger and toe nails! We had a little nail painting party later on that night. That Chitie sure looks like you big boy! He can talk full sentences and is such a good boy. I hope you had fun playing with us on Sat. night, even if you did HAVE to play with dolls (shh dont tell dad haha). Did you see that great picture Lexie colored me...it was from "A Bugs Life". :) Missing you so very much and loving you a ton! Continue to send down your amazing treasures....send a few special rays to mommy, daddy and Chi today.

Love You Forever and Ever More...
Your Shanny :)
xoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

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Hi Angel Buddy,
I'll bet you are sending the most precious treasures to mommy today. I "think"???? she is visiting you in Iowa? I'll bet you're riding with grandpa and Charlie on the big tractors. (one of these day's I'll get the names down, hehe). I am so sure she feels you near today as always. :)
I drove to Minneapolis yesterday (saturday) to get ready for my 10th Race for the Cure. Well, it rained the whole time. I mean poured. The first time ever. I was just soaked through, but I had the determination to finish in spite of that rain. I thought of you the whole way, and your fight and determaination you showed us while you were here. You truly are one of my biggest inspirations.
Thank you for continuing to show me that every day.
Still waiting for a dry spell to plant my butterfly bush. I can't wait.
Until next time,
Giant hugs and angel kisses to you. Hugs to mom,dad and Charlie.
XO, Stephanie
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY PAULA.
Abbott
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:08 PM CDT

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I saw this in another child's guestbook and just had to add it here. Happy mother's day to a "second mom" who has so much love, wisdom and soul-full grace. I love you. Love, Shanny :) xoxoxo

My Mom’s A Survivor

My Mom’s a survivor
Or so I’ve heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
When all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night
And go to hold her hand.
She doesn’t know I’m with her
To help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
That never wash away.
I watch over my surviving mom
Who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others
A smile of disguise.
But through heavens doors I see
Tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
It is her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving mom
Through Heavens open door
I try to tell her that angels
Protect me forevermore.

I know that doesn’t help her
Or ease the burden she bares.
So if you get a chance to go visit her
And show her that you care.

For no matter what she says
No matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
That time will never heal.



Shanny <shannm0@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

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Paula,

Thinking of you on this Mother's Day.

Love,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Sunday, May 11, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

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Hi JR:)
Was just thinking of you and thought I would stop in and say a Happy Mommy's Day for Mommy on Sunday, I know she will be thinking of you SO MUCH. Make sure and send her one of your most special treasures....she would love that very much! Daddy and Chitie too! It seems that they have been visiting with that Shanny, have you been watching closely? That playdate sounds like lots of fun, hope you all have a great time:) The weather here is just so cold and snowy, we are a long way from planting yet, but I hope I will be able to find that special scilla so I can plant it just for you:) Love and hugs,
Tracey xoxox
Calgary,Ab,Canada, - Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo!!
Well, how is that beautiful heaven today? I bet you are tractor driving all through those bright, crisp green fields! You have such a very special time. Did you pull out the Case IH today? I am sure you did! Are you watching that Chitie from up above...I bet he is out cruising the fields with grandpa. Oh, forget watching, I am sure you out there with grandpa and Chitie!! You have such a great time out in those fields today, OK big boy!! Well, you need to stop in on Sat. night and play with Chitie, Shanny, Lexie and Libby. Mommy, daddy, aunt Mimi and uncle Chris are going out on the town- So, your Shanny is taking over the crew for a while :) We will see you Sat. for the monster of a play date. Speaking of monster...that Chitie left a super monster truck in my car the other day. It sure is a cool looking one...looks like your Madusa or G. Digger monster trucks you ALWAYS played with! Tell Chitie to not worry, the super, duper monster truck is in good hands...I will get it to him on Sat. Miss you for always and love you forever. Send some love, sunshine rays (some very special rays to help Miss Lina's sunflowers grow), stones, feathers, stars and some beautiful butterflies (for Steph's new bush-ohhhhh it sounds beautiful!!). xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love You Forever and Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, May 8, 2003 9:52 AM CDT

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Hi Angel buddy,
I received a wonderful surprise yesterday from your Mommy. A Butterfly Bush Black Night. I was so thrilled to receive this. I know butterflys are a special treasure you send all the time. Now I can watch them around the bush your mommy sent. As soon as it drys out here in Iowa, (hint,hint) I plan on putting it in the ground. I can't wait.
I must call your mommy TODAY. She so so special.
Thinking of you always,
Until next time, wrap those angel wings of yours around mommy,daddy and Charlie.
Love,
Stephanie
Abbott
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 6:04 AM CDT

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Thinking of John Russell today....around this time last year, we planted sunflowers with some special people in mind, including you. We are just getting around to planting them again, and I can't remember if I sent your mommy some of the special seeds from the "John Russell" sunflower. If I didn't, have her send me an email and I'll get some to her. I'm sure Chitie would enjoy watching how tall they grow!

Love,
Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo,
I saw big boy Chitie today with Nanna. He is such a big boy talking full sentences!! He looks just like you- it is just wild! I had my pictures of you in my day planner and showed him the pics of you and he said "brother" and then we passed by a lake and I said "oh I bet brother played at that beach park" and he said "brother play in the water?" it was just too cute. We miss you!!!!! I love you angel boy!!!!! Forever and ever always, Shanny :)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, May 2, 2003 6:38 PM CDT

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Hi Angel buddy,
A young man who went to school with Lindsea got his angel wings yesterday after a long fight with ALL. His name is Sam Kiener. I was just wondering if you could find Sam and wrap you wonderful angel wings around him and welcome him to the wonderful fields of heaven. You know, he was 15, so he is old enough (in iowa) to drive. Maybe he can drive one of your "big guys"???. :) :) I know you'll find him and help him find his way around.
Maybe show him how to send treasures to his family and friends.
** ps: Thanks for the butterfly the other day. It followed me all around the golf course.**

Thinking of you always and missing you a ton.
Angel hugs to you and mom,dad and Charlie.
0:) 0:) 0:)
Thank You buddy,
until next time
( www.caringbridge.org/ia/sam/index.html)

Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:26 PM CDT

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Hi Bugaloo,
You sure have some very special friends signing your guestbook lately. You sure mean the world to many of us big boy. Your love and wisdom certainly is shining through many....I have to tell our friends that Shanny is building a whole new website (taking over that other one I made) and boy it will be cool, slide show of pictures etc. Also, Tracey- I will work on putting down some of the JRL tips to health on that website. We have a lot of fun little health secrets :) Well big boy, you keep shining those sun rays down. I am missing you so much....love you zillions!!!

Forever and Ever More....
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, April 25, 2003 2:14 PM CDT

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Hi Sweetie JR!
Did you have the most wonderful egg hunt in Heaven this weekend? I just bet you had SO much fun and the sun was shining so brightly:) Quinn and Callum had a great time this Easter and Nana put on a SUPER DEE DUPER HUNT for them at her house, we were there for Easter supper, yum:) I bet Chitie had a great time too,huh? I sure wish you two could be together for the hunt, but I bet you WERE there with your Chitie, helping him to find those eggs! I can't wait to see that Shanny's new stuff on your website, too cool! Thankyou for sharing your special story, Shanny, I bet JR was SOOOO CCCUUUTTTTTEEE, I don't know how you kept your teeth off of him! heehee John Russell, I think that Mommy should share a little bit about this diet Chitie was talking about...pretty funny about the pecan, tastes like Chicken, huh? I bet you never fell for that one!! But anyway, I am very curious to this healthy way to eat, I know that I need to work on being more healthy and I want to do everything right for my little boys, just as your mommy and daddy did for you. I know they miss you SO MUCH JR, I hope you were able to send them a special treasure for Easter....gee, we sure ask alot of you,don't we? But I hear you have been a little munchkin, leaving all kinds of treasures for special people. What a thoughtful boy you are! You make everyone so happy honey! You are JOY.
Love and stuff,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Cally xoxox
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Thursday, April 24, 2003 5:35 PM CDT

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Hi angel buddy,
WOW, we wish we still lived in Minnesota. We would love to see your mommy and daddy and Mr. Chitie. But I know we will someday soon.
I hope your days have been filled with wonderful colors and beautiful fields of green. I'll just bet you're having a wonderful time riding all the equipment in the fields of Heaven. ( I am so worried I'll get all the names wrong, so I'll just leave it at that, hahahahaha.)
And tell your Shanny that she has already done a WONDERFUL job on your web-site. Every ounce of effort she puts into that is wonderful for all of us. She is one WONDERFUL WOMAN. :) :) :)
I was thinking of you today at work. I was in charge of making "home made" noodles. I remember reading about how you ate a "ton" of noddles on one of your night's out, maybe with grandpa or grandma??? Well, anyway it made me think of you and smile.
I would like to share one other thing with you. Yesterday I noticed (because it has been there for a year.) your prayer card (from your prayer vigil last year) was missing. So, I asked the kids if they had seen it. Lindsea said, "oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, I have it in my back pack. I want to always remember how hard JRL fought. It reminds me to fight hard in what means the most to me.(remember, she is 15, so I'll take what I can get, hehehehe) Well, I had to cry a little, because I think that is great. You're courage and strength have touched a lot of people.
Keep shinning down on all of us. I am PATIENTLY awaiting for the butterflies to return. Especially the ones that hang around our front door. :) :) :)
Until next time!!!
Hugs to your mom,dad and charlie and angel hugs and kisses to YOU.

Stephanie
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 10:51 PM CDT

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Hi Bugs,
OK, so that heck of a webpage that I have going for you will prob. take me longer than I had thought. It will be super duper cool though! How is that heavenly farm today? Boy, I sure hope it is just as warm up there as it is here! I LOVE this weather! You are really sending down the sun rays today bug boy! Missing you so much each and everyday little bugaloo! Sending so many hugs and kissies up to you...here they come!!
Love you,
Your Shanny xoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

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Hi Bugs,
Well, dont you forget to fly high with mommy, daddy, Chi and nanna to Minnesota! We are all missing you soooooo much!!! I started to think, maybe I should share this memory with our friends...it has been eating inside me alive- I am wondering if that is your way of telling Shanny to just share the memory. So, I guess...here we go...(I shared it with mommy too!) Story: So, one trip while I was out in Philly (when you was on your road to remission...growing hair back etc.) well...I was getting ready for bed and had just finished washing my face, walked in mommy and daddy's room to say goodnight to you all and kiss my bug boy gnight....it was soooo darn cute...I walk in and Bugs was just leaning forward on the chair watching a video. He had his cute little hands on his cheeks balencing his elbows up and looked over at me and smiled...well, I look in where Chitie's crib is and mommy was sleeping in the chair with Chitie, daddy was the couch sleeping...and there is the bug boy cute as cute can get.....it was just the cutest thing and his look was the cutest little look ever. He came over to me and gave me a kiss gnight and went back to his chair to watch his show- I am sure it was "scrapper" haha....just a memory. You could just eat him up....King John Russell is sooooo darn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His super cute little pjs too!!!

Well, ther is the story :) You are just a babe huh big boy!!! :) You are so loved and so missed. Continue to send us those beautiful sun rays, stones, feathers, stars and the other beautiful treasures. I love you so much! Ohhh and one last thing..Shanny is making you one heck of a website tonight..it will have a little slideshow, music, pics etc. We will see if I can get it going tonight for our friends to view :)

Forever and Ever More....
Your Shanny :) xoxoxoxo


Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.cm>
EP, MN - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 6:24 PM CDT

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Happy Easter Super Angel John Russell.
I hope your day was filled with complete love and joy and a lot of tractor driving and egg hunting up in the beautiful fields of heaven.
Thinking of you always.
Stephanie
Abbott
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 11:39 PM CDT

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Hi Bug Boy!
Happy Easter!! I bet you have one spectacular egg hunt going on around your heavenly healing house today! Are you having a celebration at your healing house afterwards? I am sure all of your very special friends will be there...Toireasa, Dr. Foster and so many other very special friends. Don't forget to pull out that big ole John Deere today. I am almost sure they will want some tractor rides through the beautiful green fields of heaven. I bet that sight is magnificant...the great big mountains of love, crisp green pastures, bright, beautiful sun rays and of course the brightest stars ever! What color easter eggs are you hiding today? I am sure you have green (John Deere green), blue (blue Ford blue), red (Case IH red) and purple (Shanny's favorite color purple haha). Well, I wont keep you from your easter egg hunt- you have fun up there and know that we miss and love you so much...more than words can say! Have a very blessed Easter big boy! Toss some eggs down for Chitie...I think a special green one would be perfect! Speaking of eggs...I heard that Chitie did his egg dye kit the other day and made some great looking Easter eggs!! I bet you were helping him Bugs. Happy Easter!

Miss you and love you forever! Continue sending us your amazing treasures!!

I love you!
Forever and Ever More...
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, April 20, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

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Hi John Russell... I too hope you find the biggest and most eggs tomorrow in Heaven.. Say Hi to my little brother Ronnie for me Thank You.....Happy Easter John Russell....
Jodie Summers..... http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/lindsayjohnson <jsummers1@bak.rr.com>
Arvin, California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Saturday, April 19, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

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John Russell, May you get only the biggest and best eggs on your Easter hunt tomorrow morning! I know that your Easter will be wonderful, filled with peace and free of pain. It is obvious from this guestbook how many people still miss you... and will love you always, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

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Hi John Russell,
WOW! You sure sent the second best thing I could ever get on my birthday and that is a beautiful 90 degree day with the greatest sun rays ever! The very best thing would be to have you back!! You sure sent some beautiful, vibrant sun rays down today. I could certainly feel your positive energy flying through each and every ray shining down. Thank you Bugs! You sure are missed big boy. How is that heavenly farm? Did you take Dr. Foster out for a little tractor drive through those country fields? I bet so! I sure hope your sun rays are shining as bright as these rays here in Minnesota! I couldnt have asked for a more beautiful day. Shanny sat out in those rays, had some fresh strawberries and a margarita too :) I am missing you so much! Thank you for the great bday love you sent. I am sending so many hugs, kisses and love up to you....be sure to keep your eye out- they are coming up right now :) I love you King John Russell! Continue sending down your beautiful treasures!

Forever and Always,
Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, April 14, 2003 6:41 PM CDT

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Hi Bug Boy!
How are you up there on your bright, beautiful farm?! Did you find Dr. Foster yet? I bet so! I am sure you are taking him out tractor driving, farming and showing him your very special heavenly healing house! I know you have your amazing wonders there too! I bet he is in awwweee :) Well, you sure are sending down some very beautiful sun rays and perfect weather! Better tell that brother to pack some short sleeves. Speaking of brother, he sure had some very nice and special messages in your guestbook the other day! He is one special brother to you, as you are to him! I cannot believe how big he is getting. Nanna said he gets to start school next yr!?! wow! How exciting! She also said he is just sooo funny. Nanna said that Chitie copies what mommy says somedays. I bet he is just too silly...I wonder who may have taught him all of that :) hmmm could it be silly boy king #1??!!!! I know you are helping Chitie to keep that mommy and daddy on their toes haha. You keep doing your work big boy! We are all missing you so much!!!!!!!!!! Continue to send us beautiful treasures. You are so loved and so missed King John Russell! I love you forever and always!

Love,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, April 11, 2003 2:20 PM CDT

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Hi Buggy,

A really bright light came your way early Monday morning. Your special friend, Dr. Foster has made his way to heaven. As you know, he fought cancer and was as brave, strong, life-filled, loved, and an inspiration to so very many - just like you. I know you two will find each other and hug. Dr. Foster always thought you were a champ and we know that he was and is too. He is a brilliant teacher and has learned much in this life, his teachings like yours will live on as will the spirit of your lives and those that have taught us all so much.

We hear you, we feel you, we miss you, we love you forever and always -
Daddy, Mommy and Chitie
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:50 PM CDT

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I haven't stopped by in awhile and I just got through reading the entries. It is comforting to know that everyone is well. The healing house sounds just beautiful and I love reading what Chi Chi has to say. He sounds just adorable. I'm sure he'll love his new school come September. I just signed my little guy up too. I hope your house gets back in order soon so that life can return to normal. Home repairs seem to take forever! JR, I love talking to your friend Shanny, thanks for letting me meet her. She makes me smile as I'm sure you make her smile everytime she shares a memory or finds a special treasure from you. I think of you often and keep your family in my prayers everyday. I'll check in again real soon!
God Bless! Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

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Hi Brother,

Oops.....I was one week early on Shanny's Birthday. Her big day is the 14th. That gives everyone a chance to send her a note though.

I Love You Still and Always to Forever and Back - Chitie
Chitie
- Monday, April 7, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

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Hi Big Brother! I know that you already know it, but it is Shanny's Birthday today. Can you shine some very special light on her and send her a real treasure?

We all miss you so much. I remember last year your Healing House came about this time and how much fun it was to watch the guys build it. Then do you remember when Clint and the crew came and we mulched and put in all the plants and flowers. They are already coming up and growing really well this year. Your Scilla flowers are the brightest. They smile at me every time I walk into your Healing House. I see you smiling too. I know where you are, don't forget where I am, I need to hear you too and know you are with me. The little trees in the orchard are finally starting to bud. Mommy didn't know if they would make it, but they have your light and energy coming through. You might want to add a little zip to the pecan trees though, they are a little bit bummed at the deer pruning their tops.

Waddy is growing, he races with me and loves to chase after sticks. I am getting a pretty good throwing arm. Daddy thinks I can be a pitcher as I have a fast release. I have been playing with our buddies Griffin and Mackinzie. They miss you too. Their new baby brother Caden is cute. Did you send him here with messages....we think so. When we say your name around him, his little arms go wild and he smiles.

Daddy and Mommy went to visit a school for me last week. They were just walking into the building to start a tour when Mommy looked down and saw your message on the floor. There it was a feather - with a heart on the end of it - .....well, they signed me up and decided you think it is the right school for me. I'll let you know what I think when I get going in the fall.

I just got ants for my ant farm that I got for my Birthday today. Nanna and Mommy are helping me put it together. Daddy called and is concerned I will let all the ants go. I think Nanna and Mommy think the same thing. I just told those ants.....listen - it's cold out and when you get your farm built it should be nice out, then I will take you outside and set you free in the woods and you can build lots of farms, but until then it's in the farm. Everyone feels much better now that I told the ants that.

Well, our house is still a big mess! This week it gets even worse - the floors go in.....we can't even get to the laundry room. But, by next week we can walk on the floors again - that's progress, and by the 22nd we will have cook things, sinks and countertops again. You know Mommy is on a major raw kick, so raw veggies and fruit are the menu of only option right now anyway. I really want some chicken and asked her today. Well, she used the excuse of no place to cook it - well I will take that answer for another couple of weeks til everything is back in, then what will she tell me? Today she told me to eat a pecan - it tastes like chicken....is she crazy? Did she ever use that line on you? This diet thing you taught us is quite an adjustment, but I do know that it will keep me healthy, so I am doing it. I believe in your work.

Well, off to the final construction of Ant Central. Will keep you posted.

Can you send spring our way. We are tired of the snow. I want to play outside in the sun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNY XOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOO

I Love You to Forever and Back - Chitie
Chitie
Healing House, PA - Monday, April 7, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

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Hi Sweet Farmer Angel,
That poem from your Shanny is just wonderful. Of course it brought a tear to my heart, but a good one. What wonderful memories you've left to your dear friends. And the special gift you sent to your new friends. That is so special.
I am sure you're riding your John Deere or Case IH (I hope I got those right) through the fields of heaven.
I think of you each and every day. You're in my heart forever.
Gigantic hugs to you and mom,dad and Charlie.
Always in my heart.
Until next time,
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angels flying with you
Stephanie
- Friday, April 4, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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Hi Bugs,
I forgot to add on the latest update two things:
1. Shanny's new friends, Madelyn and her sister Allie (the ones I shared the stories of you to), have one of the sweetest journal enteries ever...we should tell our friends to take a peek, they found a special treasure of yours!!- www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn/index.htm

and

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 8:52 PM CST

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Hi Sweet Angel!
John Russell, I love your Scilla poem, it's wonderful:) I think I will plant some Scilla flowers in my garden too, so that whenever I see them, I will think of you:) I bet the gardens by the Healing House are going to be SOOO beautiful. I am not a very good gardener, but I will do my very best to find some Scilla and I will take special care of them. I looked again at your photo's tonight, your sweet, beautiful little face made me cry...please don't feel sad about that, it's good to just FEEL sometimes, I just wish you didn't have to go to Heaven just yet. But I know you were just so special,that there must have been a special need for you to be there. A dear friend of our family, Dave, flew up to Heaven on Sunday morning...did you get a chance to meet him? He had the cancer monster too but I bet he feels so much better now. If you haven't met him yet, search him out, he is one of the funniest, kindest men I ever knew. He will be so missed. He will be like a special grandad for you, sweet boy:) Look him up:) Guess what?? I got to email Shanny!! She is doing so much to spread around your story JR!! She misses you very much, be sure to send her another special treasure soon...and Mommy and Daddy and Chitie too, Ok? As much as you can sweet boy!! So,that Charlie is getting big, big, big? Did you teach him all those neat tricks, like how to get his way with Mommy and Daddy? I bet you did! What are good big brothers for, right?? heehee I hope you will have a wonderful week on your heavenly farm, busting all over on your many tractors!! Know that we keep you in our heart!!! Love you!!
Tracey,Steve,Quinn and Callum xoxoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:43 PM CST

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Hi Bugs!
How are you today on your beautiful heavenly farm? Are you out cruising around on your big blue Ford today? I bet so!! Well, I heard from mommy that your flowers are really starting to come through near your healing house. The beautiful Scilla bulbs sure have been working...you have some beautiful purple Scilla's starting to come up. Certainly fitting for your healing house. Mommy said you really enjoyed the Scilla flower poem called "The Song of the Scilla Fairy" and maybe we should share it with our friends....here we go...help me tell it Bugs...

"Scilla, Scilla, tell me tru,
Why are you so very blue?"

Oh, I really cannot say
Why I'm made this lovely way!

I might know, if I were wise
Yet-I've heard of seas and skies,

Where the blue is deeper far
Than our skies of Springtime are.

P'r'aps I'm here to let you see
What that Summer blue will be.

When you see it, think of me!

I love that poem too! Sure sounds like a Buggy poem...I can see your sparkley blue eyes and beautiful smile shine as that poem is being read. Mommy also said you received a beautiful climbing rose called the Stairway to Heaven from the Stuarts. Ohhh I bet it looks magnificant near your healing house. Mommy said they planted it near your arbor...that way it will greet everyone as they walk to your healing house. What a beautiful treasure! You sure have a treasure-trove of amazing wonders in your healing house as well as your meadow of miracles. I cant wait to share with your friends how special it all is...this spring and summer will be filled with many enteries on how amazing your healing house truly is. You continue to shine through each and every day. We feel you deep within us as well as see you through the beautiful sun rays, flowers blooming, wind blowing and trees swaying- oh and of course...John Deere's driving :) We miss you so much big bug boy.

I bet you are getting excited to fly high next to that airplane again...to Minnesota! Give that mommy, daddy, Chitie and Nana a good wave! That mommy said Chitie is getting super, duper big! I bet I will be shocked when I see him!

Missing you big boy. Shine the brightest star for us Buzz!!

Love You Forever,
Your Shanny :)

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 6:36 PM CST

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Missing you so much John Russell!!!!! I love you!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Forever Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, March 31, 2003 9:24 PM CST

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Dear precious Angel,
I just bet you are keeping very busy in heaven with all your farm equipment. The time is almost here that all the tractors and such will be busy in the fields. I am sure you'll be riding along with all the farmers. We are waiting for the butterflies to return. The temps. here in Iowa should reach the 70's this week and we can't wait. The birds are sure busy in our yard. But they don't stay long once that penny girl is outside. She loves to chase those birds.
It sounds like your mom and dad and Charlie had a wonderful vacation. And you sure sent them some snow. hahahaha.
We heard about it while in Mammoth. Thanks for sending some to us too. We had fresh powder about every other day. It was great. Shane snowboarded (shredding, as it is known) from 9000 feet this year. He thinks he'll be ready for the top next year (12000ft). I don't think so. Thanks for keeping an eye out for us. Lindsea and I cross country skied on March 19th, "full moon ski" up to a really cool restaurant that is on a lake, right in the middle of a small mountain, it is my sisters favorite place, and we were waiting for the full moon to come up before heading back, but do you know what we had for at least 20 mins.? The biggest brightest star I have ever seen. It was so bright we started our journey back down. We looked up and said a prayer to YOU. I am sure that star was you.
Have a wonderful week up in heaven farming away.
Wrap your angel wings around mom,dad,charlie and Shanny for us and squeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeee tight. You are all in our hearts and prayers daily.
Until next time,
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angels flying with you
Stephanie

Abbott
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 8:43 PM CST

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THANK YOU FOR SIGNING OUR GUEST BOOK I WAS SHOCKED!!! SOUNDS LIKE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY HAVE BEEN THROUGH A WHOLE LOT!!! ANY WORDS OF ADVICE AS WE TACKLE THIS NEUROBLASTOMA STAGE 4 WITH OUR LITTLE GUY? HE SURE IS A TOUGH COOKIE I MUST SAY!!!! DID YOU USED TO LIVE IN IOWA? WE ARE GETTING HIS TREATMENTS HERE AT THE U IF I IN IOWA CITY IOWA. ARE YOU FEMILIAR WITH THIS? WOULD LIKE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT YOU--THANKS AGAIN FOR PRAYING FOR OUR FAMILY AND OUR LITTLE GUY MASON WE REALLY APPRECIATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMY BROWN <amyjeanbrown@yahoo.com>
GRINNELL, IA US - Friday, March 28, 2003 11:50 PM CST

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Hi Special Boy,
How is that heavenly farm? I bet the hills are beautiful. Are you taking everyone out for the John Deere tractor rides? We sure had a lot of fun pretending on daddies tractor...we used to pretend we were driving through the fields, up to the barn in search of grandpa. I saw a Gator on the golf course the other day and thought of you. Not a day goes by that we dont think of you. You are always there to remind us of your special treasures you delivered to us and continue to deliver to us daily. I miss you so much John Russell.

Well, that Nanna called the other day...they made it home safetly. Sounds like mommy, daddy, Chi and Nanna had a great time in Aspen with Mark, Carol and Tyler! Their extended stay (due to snow) allowed them to get some skiing in! Sounds like a great time! I bet you were snowing some special snowflakes down on them. Well, next stop, Minnesota and Iowa! Yeahh!! I am sure you will be flying high with that mommy, daddy and Chitie!

Well, I found the words to your special song...Here they go:

Fly, Fly little wing,
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Beyond the winds of Heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again.

Fly, Fly, precious one
Your endless journey's just begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far to beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forever more
But hold this memory bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, Fly, do not fear.
Don't waste a breath, dont shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me.
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The sun will rise, the moon will set.
But I won't forget.

Fly, Fly, little wing.
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away the time is right.
Go now, find the light.


I Love You!
Always,
Your Shanny

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, March 28, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Hi Bugs!
How are you? I am sure you sure are having a great time out on your farm! Are you going to plant some fruit trees, similar to the ones you picked to have planted near you healing house? Well, you sure are shining through that beautiful white snow in CO. big boy. That mommy, daddy, Chitie and nanna are stuck there!! Word has it that they are coming home on Sat. (??) I am sure you will be flying high with them! Send them many smiles, hugs and kisses....beautiful sun rays and magical light! Well, Shanny has one of your songs on...our buddy John Denver....Rocky Mountain High....we sure used to listen to this cd- a lot....especially since it has your favorite song, Sunshine on My Shoulders, on it. Hope mommy and daddy are getting some extra skiing in as they now have a bit of an extended stay! Sending much love, hugs and kisses up to you big boy. You are missed so much....We all love you bug boy!!! Loving you so much...Forever and Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:07 PM CST

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I came across your website in loving memory of John and wanted to stop and tell you how very sorry I am for your loss. I wish so much that I had some magical words to help ease your pain, but I dont. Nobody does...but I will be keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. I have a childrens memorial for children who have passed away from childhood disease and if you would like a star in memory of John I would be honored. You can take a look at the website and let me know. Again...I am so very sorry for your loss....Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Thursday, March 20, 2003 6:12 PM CST

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Hi there sweet angel John Russell:)
Did you have a marvelous St. Patrick's Day, sweet boy, up in your Heavenly home?? I bet it is just the most beautiful green and lush and sun filled place, more beautiful even than the rolling hills of Ireland. Boy, that brother Chitie sure does travel lots, he must be a pro on airplanes by now...I bet he just sweeps those flight attendants right off their feet with his charm and good looks! hee hee Are you sending him and Mommy and Daddy lots of your special gifts? I bet you are. And Shanny too, of course, she sure does miss you lots. I think of you an awful lot, sweetie, and yet I didn't even know you...definitely my loss. Lately, I have discovered there is something called 'Protocel', it has me very excited and I know of a number of precious little people who are taking it...I am eagerly awaiting the results once they have been taking it for three months. I am praying so hard that it will work it's miracle on them, as it has seemed to have done for some other very precious children and big people too! Maybe you could have a little talk with the big guy up there and see if he could maybe give them a little help too? Thanks sweetie, I know you would do whatever you could to help whoever you could, whenever you could, because that is the very special angel boy that you are, God's most special little helper:) Keep watching over your family and friends, everyone misses you SO much. Me too.

Love Tracey xoxoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Thursday, March 20, 2003 2:03 AM CST

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Hi Bug Boy!!
How are you today? I am sure you are doing great! Is it warm up there on your heavenly farm? It sure is beautiful here (for MN)! You sure are shining down some amazing sun rays. Those sun rays have melted all of our snow! Summer here we come! I know you LOVE summertime! You had a great time (last summer) keeping up with the gardening, putting bird feed in the feeders and checking in on your watermelon and peppers :) I am excited to see your fruit trees this summer. That mommy, daddy and Chi sure prepped the area this last fall....I bet they are ready to tend to the lush, beautiful fruit trees you picked out! Your job bugs: You have to shine those sun rays down on your special trees and healing house garden. Well, did you fly high with mommy, daddy, Chitie and nanna as they flew out to Aspen? I am sure you did!!! That Chitie is becoming quite the world traveler! Peek at Chitie through the airplane window on Wed. I bet he will be looking for you through those beautiful, bright and so very amazing clouds that you so clearly shine through! We will update everyone on the Aspen trip soon! Well, Shanny is bummed because she scanned some great pictures of you and Chitie to put on your website and here the geocities website will not allow me to put on bitmap files! Guess I need to rescan. I hope they work next time because these pics are soooooo good!!!!! Hope you are out tractor driving and hopefully enjoying the warm weather big bug boy! I love you so much- you are so loved and soooooooo missed bugs! Love you forever and always....Forever Friends, Your Shanny xoxoxo 0:-)

Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, March 17, 2003 7:17 PM CST

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I love you and miss you so much John Russell. Kisses and hugs sent up to you! I love you a TON! For Always, Your Shanny xoxoxo
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Missing you so much from MN, MN - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 11:04 PM CST

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Hi Bug Boy!
How is that heavenly farm today? I bet it is shining some beautiful sun rays and rainbows! What tractor do you have out today? Do you have out the big, gree, John Deere one? Ohhh I bet so!!! I am sure you are offering tractor rides to all of your special friends up there. Rides of peace...Well, guess what your Shanny did yesterday?! She met up with a wonderful family in St. Cloud, MN. Their daughter, Madelyn, is now three years old. She battled stage IV Neuroblastoma. She is such an adorable girl with so much sparkling energy!! I brought all of your special treasures, big boy, and shared them with her mom and sister Allie. Guess what special treasures I brought...your feather bulb, heart stone that Chitie and I found, prisim, sticker, pictures from infant to 3 yrs and a few other things. They all enjoyed hearing the "John Russell" stories and about how wonderful you are! It was so special meeting Madelyn, she has that same special smile that you have Bugs. It is a smile of gold! If you ask her- "Madelyn what type of cancer did you have" she responds with "meriblastoma" :) We are going to get this awareness out...no child should ever have to go through this! EVER! I know you were shining above yesterday while I met with Madelyn and her family. We sure were blessed to have met them, huh bugs! Connie, Madelyn's mom, was a organizer of the tree lighting service held in Centeral MN for childhood cancer. She gave me your ribbon and tribute that was on the tree during Xmas. It was beautiful! Connie also wrote such a beautiful entry in Madelyn's caring bridge site about us Bugs... www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn/

Well big boy, you are going to have to send some positive energy down to Chitie. He is not feeling so good. Just a little cold bug flying around. We hope you feel better and soon Chitie!! Mommy, daddy and Chi get to go flying high with you next week bug boy!! They are going all the way to Aspen. I bet they will have a great time...I hope they have fun skiing in the beautiful mountains. You shine some special sun rays upon them bug boy!

Thinking of you always! Continue sending down your special sun rays, love, light, stars, stones and the many other gifts. We love you so much bug boy. Until we get to meet again. Forever and Ever More.... Your Shanny :)
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, March 10, 2003 11:56 AM CST

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Hi to you all,
Just wanted to let you know you're in our thoughts often.
Lina is coming to Iowa this month. She'll be surprised Iowa in March is not like Iowa in July when she was here last.
Sending you wishes for strength and calm days.

Sandy(Latch)Martin <Rick_SandyMartin@Prodigy.Net>
Earlham, Ia - Saturday, March 8, 2003 2:38 PM CST

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Hi Bug Boy!
How is that heavenly farm today? I bet you are out and about crusing around in your John Deere Gator! Well, how was Disneyworld?! I bet you had a fun time flying high with mommy, daddy and Chi. Mommy said that when she and Chi were flying into Orlando mommy told Chi that the clouds looked so pretty and he immediately put his hand to the window and said "brother" then took mommy's hand and put it on the window as well and then blew a kiss to you bug boy! We all miss you so dearly!!!!

Mommy said mouse land was really nice and that Chitie loved it! She said Chi went up to all the characters and rubbed noses with them, high fived them and handed them his autograph book and pen and said "sign page."

Aunt Mimi sent that brother Chitie "mouse dollars" to spend and he spent his dollars on a gift for "brother." Mommy said they were waiting to get into a Mexican restraunt and they had retail kiosks out front. That silly mommy was walking around with Chi and suddenly stopped and said " Mommy - brother" and then asked for his "money" well he picked a very brightly painted yellow wall plaque of the sun and the moon!!!!!!!!!!! Then Chi picked out a bright cross too to hang in the healing house. I just know you loved your gifts that Chitie picked out for you!

Charlie loves Goofy and Chip and Dale as they were characters at our hotel and they got to have breakfast with them each morning. Chitie calls Goofy - "MY GOOFY" and would say "funny." Chitie loved the flying Dumbo ride and the flying Aladdin carpet ride. Chitie really loved the drums in Asia at Epcot too. I bet you loved that part too, huh Bugs! I forgot to ask that mommy if you all saw a Buzz Lightyear?! One of your favorites, huh bug boy!

Mommy said they were lucky to see the Epcot parade the day they got in. Little did they know it was being retired a day later - forever. Mommy said it was the most beautiful parade she has ever seen - she couldn't believe that they are not going to do it again. Mommy said it had beautiful butterflies in the parade! I bet you were flying high with those butterflies. I am also very sure you shined some beautiful and very special sun rays on mommy, daddy and Chi during their trip. Sounds like it was quite a trip!

We sure are missing you so much John Russell. Continue to send us your special gifts and treasures. You are so missed each and everyday. We love you more than words will ever be able to say. Shine the brightest star for us Buzz!

Love you for always....until we meet again...

Love,
Shanny 0:-) xoxox

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, March 7, 2003 11:10 AM CST

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http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html

As a mother who has lost a child to Neuroblastoma, my thoughts are with you. We lost Mitchell at age 23 months, after an eight month battle at the Hospital for Sick Children in Toronto. For such a rare form of cancer, there certainly seems to be an outbreak. If there is anything I can do to help you get through this journey, having just completed my year of "firsts" without Mitchell, please do not hesitate to ask! I have sent you the link to Mitchell's site. If you feel up to it, please visit and be sure to sign the Guestbook! Take Care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, Ontairo Canada - Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:40 PM CST

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Hi Angel boy,
I've been a bit busy, but I have some time now to write. It sounds like quite a mess at home. What a disaster. I hope you watch over all the work being done and help mom, dad and Charlie with patients. (hehehe)
We are waiting for spring here in Iowa. I've been hearing a lot of birds chirping in the morning but have yet to see them poking around. I am being very patient waiting for the butterflies to return too. I can't wait.
I hope you'll keep us under your wings while we fly to Mammoth Lakes, Ca for the annual ski trip next week. Shane and Lindsea just can't wait. I have another favor to ask, can you please keep an eye out for me. I'm signed up for SNOWBOARD lessons. Look out, I have a feeling I'll be spending a lot of time on my rear-end. hahahaha. But I promised Shane I would give it a try. So, please keep an eye out for me.
I hope you'll continue to share your special gifts with all of us.
Your spirit continues to live on. We think of you and your family each and every day. You're all in our hearts.
I hope your heavenly fields are getting ready for sping planting. You'll be a busy angel farmer.
Until next time.
Love, Stephanie & Dan
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 5:06 PM CST

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It's been quite a while since I've signed in but I wanted you to know that you are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I will continue to keep you there. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, March 3, 2003 7:58 AM CST

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Hi Bugs!!
How are you today? I sure hope you are getting ready to fly high with mommy, daddy, nanna and Chi to Disneyworld next week!!!! I hope you keep your eyes open for our buddies..Hook, Tinkerbell (faith, trust and pixidust!!), Peter Pan and Buzz Lightyear..Mickey too!! That will be one great trip. Good thing the mommy, daddy, Chi and nanna are leaving next week becauase boy is that house a disaster! That dishwasher sure left the upper and lower level a mess! I am sure the worker people will be working hard to get things back in order while everyone is gone. Mommy said that Chitey looks in the garage at the granite counter tops that are on A frames and says "table." He does not like the change in his house. Not a good time for the house to be torn apart...the big "storm of the century" breezed right on in to Philly. Grandpa and Grandma were in Philly for Chi's birthday and were scheduled to leave on Monday. That grandpa and grandma's flight was cancelled due to the 20+ inches of snow!! That silly daddy and Grandpa went out and started snow blowing... they made a giant path in the back yard through the big mounds of snow. Do you know what that mommy, Chi, Grandpa and Grandma did?? They raced down the path - they called it the luge tunnel. They went down on air inflated sleds. Chi sure loved it- mommy said he would laugh and say "more!" (I bet you were sliding down the luge with them, laughing too) Chitie also made snow angels and has had a ball being outside. Chitie must be pulling out his rain boots and other gear lately as the snow is now melting and turning into great, big giant water puddles. He loves to play out in the puddles- this is some big stuff for that brother, huh Bugs?!! Grandpa and Grandma went into Philly with mommy and daddy on Tuesday and said they couldn't believe the mess with the snow. That silly grandpa said "I have never seen such poor snow removal"....all of us "midwesterners" sure know that after one visit out to Philly during a snow storm- the whole city just shuts down- unlike here! While that silly grandpa was in Philly he of course wanted to get out there and tell them how to remove it all. Go grandpa!! Show them how it is done!! Mommy said the Healing House is blanketed in snow - she said it looks like a little house in the mountains of Europe with snow on the roof, up to the windows and all around. It looks snug and cozy! Now, if only that Chitie could get out there...there is just sooo much snow! Grandma was going to lead the way out to the Healing House,being the pioneer that she is, but she took 3 steps off the dug out path and was up to her hips in snow. That silly grandma tipped over and couldn't get up! I bet you were laughing at that silly bushwoman grandma- we love you grandma!! Every time mommy went to pull her up, they would laugh so hard back into the snow and they couldn't move. Chitie said "Grandma fell, stuck." So, on Monday afternoon that daddy and Grandpa went to the city to get Nanna and Mitos (nanna's sister). They busted through snow drifts to get out to the main road. They decided the "monster truck" (as Bugs would call it)is great snow buster! I bet you would sure agree, huh bug boy! Gramp and Gram finally got on a flight on Wed. BUT their luggage did not get to their house until Thursday. They sure all had a fun time and enjoyed Gramp and Gram visiting!! I bet you sure shined some special sun rays down on them during their visit! That mommy said that Chitie is talking up a storm and playing with Waddy the dog a lot..she said that Chi seems to run them much like you did, Bugs. You continue to teach Chi the gifts and treasures life has to offer. That mommy, daddy, Chi and nanna are off to Mark, Carol and Tyler's in March. They will be flying high again through the clouds with you bug boy...this time all the way to Aspen! How fun!!! That will be a great time! We cant wait to see you Mark, Carol and Tyler! A lot sure has been going on out there at your house bug boy! You continue to shine down on all of us. We love you so much and miss you a TON!!!!!! Continue sending us your gifts, treasures and rays. We are all missing you big boy. Many hugs and kisses sent right up to you angel boy. Ready?? Here they come straight up to heaven. Keep smiling down on us!

We love you forever.
Forever and Ever More...
Your Shanny 0:-) xoxoxoxo












Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, February 23, 2003 4:15 PM CST

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Hi Big Bug Boy!!!
How are you?! We sure could feel those beautiful sun rays you were sending to us today! WOW! We even had almost 50 degree weather too! Hopefully that 70 degree weather is around the corner. How is that heavenly farm doing? I am sure you have some beautiful rainbows overlooking your green farmland. I saw a special red robin outside my bedroom window yesterday...made me think of you. She was perched up on a tree branch right near my John Russell prisim. Remember those yellow finch's we used to watch out on the back deck at the house? You sure enjoy that bird watching. I bet Chitie will have a lot of duties to fullfill this summer...watering the flowers, putting the bird seed in all of the feeders and keeping that healing house garden in tip top shape. I know you will help guide him with your beautiful treasures and rays that you deliver daily. We love you so much John Russell and miss you a TON! You be sure to keep eye over everyone....send us your treasures and special gifts. Also, don't forget to shine the brightest star for us Buzz!! I miss you....to infinity and beyond bugaloo. Until we get to meet again....Love You Forever And Ever Always, Your Shanny
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, February 20, 2003 10:50 PM CST

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Hi Angel John Russell,
Did you have a special Valentines Day up in Heaven? Were there beautiful hearts and cupids and clouds everywhere? Do you know, it was my birthday?! I love to have that special day for my bday, it makes me feel sort of special too! :) I bet you sent all your love and magic down to Mommy, Daddy and Chi chi, did you wrap them in your love? I bet you did, and your special Shanny too:) Just want you to know I think of you lots and your family too....check in on you again soon cutie...

love Tracey xoxox
Calgary, Ab, Canada/Hugs and Hope Club, - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 6:24 PM CST

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Hi Bugs!
Happy Valentine's Day!!! I am sure you are sending special sun rays and hearts down to us all! Wishing you a very special Valentine's day special bugaloo! I miss you and love you soooooooooooooooooo much! Sending many hugs and kissies up to you angel boy. Forever and ever more, Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxoxo
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, February 14, 2003 3:29 PM CST

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Well, I haven't checked in for awhile, and had an urge to "John W-russle" and Chi-Chi's b-day must be the reason. Give him some special birthday surprises. And tell your mommy thanks for all the info she shared with my daddy. My mama will -- at some point soon -- get back on the ball, and give your mommy a call!

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, February 13, 2003 6:51 PM CST

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hey... I heard that it is Charlie's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY honey. :) Lots of love, Laura Hugs and Hope Club :)
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 11:36 PM CST

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Happy Belated Birthday Charlie :) I hope that you enjoyed your very special day!

{{{Birthday Hugs}}}
Mindy at Hugs and Hope
Dearborn, MI - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 3:07 PM CST

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I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday Charlie! I just heard it was your b-day. I hope you had fun! I can't believe you are 2 already, my little guy is turning 1 tomorrow. Time flies!
Love & God Bless!
Lisa
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 12:32 AM CST

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Happy Happy Birthday Charlie! I hope your day is filled with lots of sunshine and happiness! Hugs, Kelly
Kelly-Angels for Hope <Kelly@angelsforhope.com>
Bay City, MI USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:38 AM CST

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Happy birthday charlie, lots of loveand cake Vikki
vikki <vikki_louise_george@hotmail.com>
england - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:55 PM CST

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Hi Charlie,
Happy birthday to you, hope you had a good one, my prayers are with you and your family.
Laverne <L3Griffin@Aol.com>
Lebanon, Tn USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:38 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI CHI.
Hugs from Georgia!
Donna Minshew
Hugs and Hope
Donna Minshew <dminshew@surfsouth.com>
Sycamore, GA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 2:19 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI CHI!!!
Two years old already? Wow! I know your big brother John Russell is smiling down on you today and sending you all his love and best wishes on your very special day...I'm sure he will be with you, watch out he doesn't get to those candles on the cake before you do!! Too bad about the dishwasher, I bet Mommy and Daddy are right on top of that as we speak! Have a wonderful day celebrating life, the miracle of your birth, your loving family...may it be filled with love, laughter, smiles and giggles:)
All the best,
love,
Tracey and family xoxoxoxoxo
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:54 PM CST

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Hi Bug Boy!!!
How are you? I bet you are doing just great up there on your heavenly farm! Did you see your Shanny flying high through the clouds with you yesterday? I saw one beautiful sunset up there. WOW. That sun looked radiant! Too bad I had to leave that sunny California sun though. Minnesota is a bit too chilly for me right now! That silly mommy told me that the house is under a bit of "reconstruction" after a dishwasher flood. That Chitey is very upset...mommy said he says "mess, leak, water, grrrrrrrrr...." Chi is very particular about things...especially when it comes to cleaning the house : ) He likes to help that nanna and mommy. We sure hope they get things reconstructed throughout the main floor. Chitey's party is a little postponed for the moment. I can't believe he is turning 2 years old already!!! Big boy Chitey brother, huh Bugs! We will send Chi some special sunshine and love on Feb. 11th!! Happy Birthday soon Chitey!! We all love you. Bugs- continue sending us your special treasures and love. We miss you so much each and everyday. I love you my special bugaloo. Missing you! Shine the brightest start tonight Buzz.

Love You,
Your Shanny 0:-)

xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:42 PM CST

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Hello Lorenz family:)
Thinking of Angel John Russell today, and many other days...keeping you all in our prayers. I know you miss him, I know the pain is indescribable, I'm so sorry, there isn't any way to offer comfort. Know that we remember him and keep him in our hearts. I hope he keeps sending you and Charlie all his magical treasures, I hope you feel his spirit with you, and God's love surrounding you, as it surrounds him.
Much love,
Tracey and her clan xoxo
Calgary, Ab Canada - Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:32 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. My neighbor's son was diagnosed on November 17th 2002 with Neuroblastoma stage IV. He just recieved his 4th chemo. That is how I found this website. My prayers are with you and your family.


Nicole Hinnebusch

http://caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/
Nicole Hinnebusch
Heidelberg, PA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 0:16 AM CST

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Angel John Russell,
Hello sweetie:) I have some very sad news, a very special and brave cancer warrior named Garrett Somsen received his wings on Friday, January 31st, surrounded and held by his loving family as he made his way to his Papa Dewey and to you, John Russell, I was hoping you could find him and take him under your wing...he will be a wonderful playmate for you, he recently turned 5 and he was just the most powerful fighter, like you! Teach him how to send his Mom and Dad, sister and brother all those special treasures, because they are going to miss him SO VERY MUCH and I know that will help them. Thankyou Angel John Russell:)


with love, Tracey xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:38 PM CST

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We were so sorry to hear of your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Naomi Drass <ndrass@comcast.net>
Glen Mills, PA USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 12:46 PM (CST)

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Dear Paula, Gary, Chi Chi....
You are in our thoughts at this most difficult time...John Russell is sure to be having a beautiful birthday celebration in Heaven. We will always remember his strength and courage...
The Kleins <sklein1@mn.rr.com>
Minnetonka, Mn usa - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Paula, Gary, Chi Chi....
You are in our thoughts at this most difficult time...John Russell is sure to be having a beautiful birthday celebration in Heaven. We will always remember his strength and courage...
The Kleins <sklein1@rr.mn.com>
Minnetonka, Mn usa - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS ANGEL JOHN RUSSELL!!!
Better late than never, right cutie? I bet you loved getting all those special balloons from Mom, Dad and Charlie with their loving messages...you see, you will never, ever be forgotten! Your spirit is so strong, just as you were here on Earth, special boy! Sounds like the cake Mommy made for you was just tremendous, sounds like you snuck away from your Heavenly party to take a peek down onto your Earthly party, that's was wonderful for you to do! You and all of your family will continue to remain in our prayers, keep sending them your special treasures, Shanny says you just do it all the time, I'm sure it helps everyone to feel just a teeny bit better when they are missing you so much. Love you...
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russel! Happy Happy Birthday! I'm sure you really had a good one. I miss you! Here's some special fly away hugs and kisses for you!
Ping and Family
Manila, Philippines - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:52 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!!
How is our big boy 4 year old??!! WOW! Did you get your balloons from mommy, daddy and Chi? I am sure you have them tied up around your special heavenly barn. That mommy, daddy and Chi sure had one very special day for you yesterday! First, that mommy made that blue Ford tractor cake (your special request). Then, they put up some very beautiful prisims in the sun porch (which overlooks the healing house) and ohhh boy did that sun shine through. They made some beautiful rainbows!! Mommy said that the sun was just soooo amazing yesterday morning- she said it looked like a ball of fire with pink and purple. It sounded amazing! Then that mommy, daddy and Chi each wrote on a heart balloon and sent all three up to you. They also set free some beautiful butterfly and star balloons too!! Mommy said that yesterday she was up in your bedroom and your Case IH hat fell to the ground (it is the one up on your dresser that sits nicely by your tractor collection). You sure were there to help celebrate your special birthday! That grandma and grandpa put a John Deere loader tractor up near you on the farm too! They sure take some very special, loving care of you bug boy! Thanks gram and grandpa! We all love you! I sure hope you had a great time up on your heavenly farm yesterday! I bet you had one magical tractor party. We miss you so much John Russell and love you! Continue to send us your treasures...we are so blessed by each and every treasure you continue to send. Your sun rays were beautiful yesterday! You are one magical little boy. Speaking of magical little boys...I talked to Chitie today too...he is a very special brother. He told me on the phone that he sent up "balloons" to the sky yesterday to his "brother". I also heard that he has been quite the artist lately. That big boy Chitie has painted you a very special heart. We all love you angel boy and miss you soo very much. Your special nurse Anne emailed and I told her that you were shining down so very bright yesterday on her too- we hope she had a special birthday too. That is fun to have a birthday buddy : )

Love You So Much!
Your Shanny xoxoxo

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:15 PM (CST)

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Gary, Paula and Charlie,
Wanted to send a note to let you know I was thinking of all of you, and sending special birthday wishes to John Russell in Heaven. May you be comforted by all the love of friends and family during this difficult time!


Nancy McMillan <nmcmillan@netins.net>
Aurora, IA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to send you a hug and let you know I am praying for you during this especially difficult time.
Tracy <spinnerbait@austin.rr.com>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:02 PM (CST)

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Gary, Paula, and Charlie,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today on John Russell's birthday. From the first day that John Russell and I met we were birthday buddies. Thank you for sharing your little angel with me. My beautiful memories of today bring smiles to your world.
Anne P. (CHOP) <aprender12@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 10:17 PM (CST)

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I just read that John Russell had a special day- a birthay!!! You continue to be in my prayers. Love, Colton's family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 06:45 PM (CST)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers today on John's Birthday. May you feel his love surround you today and everyday. Happy Birthday in Heaven, John. I know you are having a wonderful birthday celebration. If you see my Angel Jason there please give him a big hug from his Mom.
Ann Simmons <saco@bellsouth.net>
Camden, SC USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 04:17 PM (CST)

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Happy Birthday John Russell!!!!! Yeahhh you are a very special 4 years old!!! Happy birthday! We are so blessed to have had you here with us...and especially blessed to have you continue in sending your love, treasures and spirit to us all. I am sure you got one big super powered blue Ford tractor today for your special heavenly birthday!! I am sure you are out on the heavenly farm giving out rides on your brand new tractor!! That mommy sure is very special for working on that "blue Ford tractor" cake as you had requested! God bless you big bug boy on your very special day- we all love and miss you so much. God bless mommy, daddy and Chi today and everyday. I sure hope you are enjoying your special party. Happy Birthday! I love you!! Forever and ever more...Your Shanny xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 03:41 PM (CST)

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John Russell & Family

I just wanted to write and let you all know that I am thinking of you guys today and always. I hope that John Russell's birthday party in Heaven is a special one. The tractor cake sounds great. I'm sure John will enjoy it. Happy Birthday little angel farmer! God Bless.

Love & Prayers ~
Lisa
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 12:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to John Russell, Happy Birthday to you. I'll bet all those friends in Heaven won't be making you quite as special of cake as mommy made. She tells me it's a Ford Tractor. I think she spent a good share of the day making it. Last years tractor cake was pretty cool too. That mommy-she's the greatest. I hope your first birthday as an angel is as wonderful as you. Help your mommy & daddy & Chidy through the day today-OK? Like Aunt Val said, cry a little, laugh a lot. I was just looking at all of Alex's birthday pictures. I remember when you were a baby, it was your very first birthday party and you got to stick you toes in the hot tub. Then when grandpa and grandma dressed all you cousins up like Mulan and Friends. That was a pretty fun party too. I'm thinking of all those wonderful memories today. You are soooo worth celebrating. I prayed to you last night, on the lighter side and asked if you could maybe help a little bit in the Raiders game today, it would sure bring Uncle Chris to tears if that 'ol Raider team won. I hope your day is a wonderful one. Miss you so much. Love you so much-all the way to Heaven & back. All my love Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 07:58 AM (CST)

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Hello,I'm Christy and lost my daughter, Jordyn Ashleigh to AML leukemia on May 8, 2000 at the sweet age of 2. This year Jordyn would be turning 5, this will be her 3rd birthday in Heaven. I don't think it ever gets easier, we just learn to live in this pain and find ourselves smiling when we think of our beautiful children.
I pray that John Russell's birthday is gentle and kind to you. I pray you feel him all around you.
Jordyn is the inspiration behind Heavenly Lights Memorial site...the newsletter is how I was led here.
http://www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome
God Bless
Christy...Angel Jordyn's Mommy <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com>
Ft.Riley, KS USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:19 PM (CST)

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Dear Gary and Paula,
We are keeping you in our hearts and prayers now more than ever. I can't believe it was almost 4 years ago when you called with the great news of John Russell's birth. How you knew he was sooooooooo special. You were so right. He continues to prove that daily with all the special gifts he sends. I know you'll continue to celebrate his life as his spirit is so strong.
I hope you'll be surrounded by family and friends on his special day. Just the way he would have loved it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE ANGEL
WE MISS YOU JOHN RUSSELL. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angel in heaven.

Until next time, Steph and Dan

Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 03:46 PM (CST)

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My heart is heavy with your grief, pain and sorrow. We know all too well how incredibly (almost impossibly) hard our beloved child's birthday is to bear without them. As I see the many websites lovingly made by parents with breaking hearts and endless tears, I am more and more grateful to our Saviour and thank our Lord for Heaven. We pray that His comfort, peace, assurance and hope be yours.
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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Gary,Paula,and Charlie, just thinking of you and your angel on his soon to be 4th birthday, our thoughts and prayers are with you always, take care love Lori, Holly, and Benji
Lori ,Holly, Benji Lorenz <lhb8276@aol.com>
Hudson, Ia USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 02:41 PM (CST)

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To a little boy who should be turning 4. Our angels are now celebrating with you. May God comfort your family as they remember you today.
Happy Birthday!

Teri <romer@citlink.net>
Lake Havasu City, AZ USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 12:50 PM (CST)

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I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers as your angels special day approaches. I am here if you need anything! May your angel send you peace from Heaven!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven , MI usa - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Dear John and Family,
I just wanted to stop and wish your family the love of God and hope that all of the Angel's in Heaven will surround your family in love today as you celebrate your birthday in Heaven.

To the family of John, I send you prayers of love and support during this sad day that you are not with your loved one, I sincerely hope my cyber hugs are felt.

God's Love to all, just a friend in Wisconsin, Juli
http://www.geocities.com/juserrato/index.html
Juli <janas@wi.net>
Wi usa - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 06:39 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
I just received this poem from a woman who lost her daughter to cancer. She said she thought of me when she read it. It is all so true. This is probably the best way to describe things lately.....fortunatly you continue to keep your spirit so alive by sending us treasures!! We miss you so much John Russell! I love you, Your Shanny xoxoxo

NIGHT TIME MEMORIES

In the middle of the night
when the world is fast asleep
I lie awake thinking
sometimes I weep

I think so often
when I'm all alone
of our life when you were here
before the angels called you home

i can let myself cry
where eyes cannot see
thinking of our life together
when you were here with me

I think of heaven
and if you are ok
I think of all the angels
that walk with you every day

I like the quietness of night
when noone can hear
my tear drops falling
on my pillow so near

Somtimes no one
ever realy knows
how hard life can be
any bereaved friend knows

I remember the many times
in the middle of the night
when you had a nightmare
and I made everything alright

I remember the night time
and tucking you in bed
how I brushed you little bangs
and kissed your little head.

sometimes those memories hurt
in the middle of the night
but then I think of heaven
and know that you're alright

I know God is watching
and taking care of you for me
but for now I'll lie awake and remember
how things once used to be

In the middle of the night
when the world is fast asleep
I'll say your favorite prayer
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep. . . .

Sharon Bryant
2002

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Ep, MN - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!
How are you doing? Are you out tractor driving through your heavenly farmland? I am sure it is beautiful up there with your shining sun rays :) Well that Chitie sounds like he is getting his party planned too, just like you. Sounds like it might be a Peter Pan party or a "things that fly" party :) How exciting! Grandpa and Gram are going to be coming out! That mommy seems to be forging forward with the John Russell Healing House Foundation. She sure is busy with that lately. Well Bugs- you have a wonderful time preparing for your party up there in your magical heaven. We all miss you dearly! Continue to send us your treasures, love, rays, stars, stones and feathers. I love you so much John Russell. "Best Buddies 4ever!" Have a great day tractor driving up there! Until we get to meet again....Your Shanny xoxoxoxo 0:-)

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:31 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo,
How is that heavenly farm doing today? I bet it is just beautiful. That mommy said you were sure making the snow dance around the healing house the other day. She said she got your kiss that you blew to her! We are so glad to get your special treasures bug boy. Are you decorating for your magical party that is to be coming up very soon? I bet you are. I just know that your special friends are going to surprise you with one huge blue gift! That big boy Chitie's bday is coming up soon too! I wonder what his theme will be for his party? Any guesses? I wonder if it will be a Buzz and Woody party? I bet if Chi had a say in it, it would be a "wiggles" party. He sure likes his wiggles movies. I think Shanny has the wiggles song memorized :) Well bugs, you continue tractor driving, star shining and sendin us your special rays and treasures daily. We love you and miss you so much! Until we get to meet again bug boy....Forever and ever more...Your Shanny xoxoxo I Love You John Russell!
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 07:25 PM (CST)

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Dear Gary, Paula and Charlie (and the rest of John Russell's family and friends),
Please accept my sincere sympathy for your great loss. I never knew John Russell, except through the information, picture and handprints you shared with me for my Neuroblastoma art project. Thank you for giving me the chance to know your angel. I will finish my art project with tears in my eyes for your darling son and all the other Neuroblastoma Angels. May God's blessings go with your family always.
Kara Flook <kfchocolat@aol.com>
- Monday, January 20, 2003 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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P.S. Teach your heavenly friends how to speak spanish....you know how to say "my birthday is Jan. 26th" in spanish (as well as your name,numbers and some other things too)...you are one smart cookie..french and spanish...my goodness!!!
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:18 PM (CST)

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Countdown begins for your magical party big boy! 10 more days...think blue and think tractors :) I am missing you sooooo much! Sending so much love, hugs and kisses up to you John Russell. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxo Love you for always, Your Shanny 0:-)
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, mn - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:14 PM (CST)

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Sweet John Russell,
Hello precious Angel boy, how is it up in Heaven today? I have been thinking of you often these last few weeks, I know you have a birthday coming up here soon:) I hope you have a wonderful party way up in Heaven, I am sure you will have many special presents. I want you to know, I will be thinking of you and celebrating your life! And in YOUR HONOR, I try to live my life to the fullest, each and every day, and be especially grateful for the gifts of my two beautiful sons. You touched so many lives, John Russell! We love you and keep your family in our prayers always,
love Tracey
Tracey
Calgary, Ab Canada - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 04:59 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Bug Boy!!!
How are you? I sure hope you are having fun up there on your heavenly farm! Boy, do we all miss you sooooooooo much!! You sure have sent some beautiful sun rays this past week...they are wonderful! I will have to check on your stars tonight- I am sure they are shining as bright as bright can get. Are you getting ready for that magical birthday party? I just know your friends are going to throw you a special "blue Ford tractor" magical birthday party up there. What is on your wish list this year? I wouldnt doubt it being a "blue Ford tractor"??!! I am sure those sparkly blue eyes will light up all of heaven on your very special day. I am missing you ohhhhh soooo much bugaloo. Sending a bazillion, trillion, million kisses and hugs all the way up to you! I love you so much John Russell. Thinking of you always...until we get to meet again...Forever and Ever More..Your Shanny 0:-) xoxooxoxoxox


Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 02:39 PM (CST)

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Hello John Russell,
Sorry it has been so long since I've written to you. You and your family are ALWAYS in my mind and heart and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you.
How is your heavenly farm? I am sure it is beautiful and I'll bet that is where all the snow is. I hope you're riding all your large equipment in the beautiful snow covered heavenly mountains.
I have a new prisim in my window and the wonderful sunshine you keep sending lights up the whole room with beautiful colors. It makes me think of you and your love of the sunshine. Thanks for the treasures you keep sending to remind us of your spritual presence.
Wrap your angel wings around your mommy and daddy and Chitie and (((((squeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzeeeeee))))))) them tight for us.
Until next time,
Love Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 11:10 AM (CST)

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John Russell,

Wow, how many websites can one little guy have??? We love that new site full of JRL pictures!! That Shanny sure is a special friend! We're always thinking of you and your family.

Love,
Lina Rak and mom and dad <vladanat@attbi.com>
JAX, FL - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 05:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
How are you? I bet you are doing great! How is that heavenly farm? Are you out tractoring and gatoring all day long? Sure must be beautiful up there. It was pretty nice here the past few days...can't complain too much. It was mid 50's here in Minnesota. I saw some people out on the golf courses! You sure sent us some beautiful sun rays. Infact, the sunset on Tuesday night was wonderful! I was thinking of you! Well, Shanny has some more pictures to add onto that website of yours but it won't let me add them -aghh these computers!! It wants a different file. So, once I get those changed we will have some new pictures posted for everyone to see. I sure have some great ones scanned! I hope you have a wonderful time up gatoring through heaven. We all miss you so much bug boy! Continue to send us your special treasures, stars, sun rays, love and smiles. We love you big bug boy!!!!! xoxoxoxo Until I get to see you again...Forever and Ever More...Your Shanny 0:-)

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:47 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell!
How is the King today?! I bet you are doing great! Are you getting ready for your big birthday celebration? I bet so! I know we still have some time but I am sure you are putting up your tractor decorations early :) I hope those angels give you the biggest celebration ever! I know that mommy, daddy and Chitie will have one kicking "blue ford tractor" party at your house. Mommy mentioned a while back that she was going to make your requested blue tractor cake. Speaking of blue..did you see that great Holland today? WOW...sure was big! I am sure you heard me all the way up to heaven telling you all about it! You sure know when to send some treasures to let us know you are "so alive" and with us! Thanks for the tractor today Bugs. I hope you have a wonderful time gatoring on your heavenly farm. I wonder if Chitie has the gator out in the snow? I am sure he does. He sure reminds me of you in that Gator...going mach one around the yard!! You boys sure give your Shanny a heart-attack! Well, you enjoy your very special heavenly farm and get to decorating- we have a birthday to celebrate at the end of the month!! I love you John Russell!! Continue sending us your beautiful treasures, love, stars and sun rays. Until I get to see you again....Forever and ever more, Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxo 0:-)
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 09:24 PM (CST)

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Hello Angel John Russell...it's a brand new year for you to watch over Mommy, Daddy and Charlie:D I know you will do such a good job, precious boy. I bet you were there with them for Christmas, brushing them with your soft angel kisses:) I imagine Christmas in heaven was the most beautiful Christmas you have ever seen, with just the exact right amount of presents for everybody!
Did you see that wonderful poem that Sheryl wrote? She is just so talented, don't you agree? I went and saw your special page that Shanny made you, almost 200 people have been there already! ...you are loved by so many!! And missed by so many. I think keeping busy helps Mom and Dad and Chi Chi and Shanny and Aunt Mimi and everyone else from feeling the pain of missing you so very much just a bit more bearable. Keep sending them your special treasures, I know it makes them feel better:) You are such a wonderful boy, blessings to you and your family,

love Tracey xoxo
Calgary, AB Canada - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 07:23 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!

Your Shanny is missing you so much!!!! Well, what do you think...think I should start on my book that I want to write? I think I just might. I am going to write a book on life...tell that mommy she might have to look over some pages for me :) Of course this book might take me a good 10 years to write...but hey- have to start someday. :) How is your heavenly farm doing? I bet it is just beautiful! Are you out enjoying the sun rays? I am sure you are out in your fields with your new heavenly Christmas gift...a real live John Deere Gator!! You keep smiling and having fun! We love and miss you so much!!! Keep eye over everyone. :) I love you John Russell...I am missing you so much! xoxoxoxo Until we get to meet again....Love You, Your Shanny
www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html


Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 06:01 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
How was your Christmas in heaven? I bet it was very magical and just absolutly beautiful! I just know you had some of the most magical angels singing beautiful Christmas songs up in that beautiful heaven. I am sure you had ever star shining bright as bright could be! Did you get all of your Christmas decorations up in time? How did those tractors look decked with garland and beautiful white ribbon? I am sure they looked great! Did you see that mommy, daddy and Chitie up flying high in the sky with you? I am sure you were flying through the bright clouds with them. Did you also see nanna Maria? She was flying on a different jet plane all the way from the Phillipines. Did you fly in with Santa on Christmas eve? I am sure you had helped that Santa pack quite a bag for Chitie. What did that Santa bring you? I bet he brought you a big, bright John Deere gator??!!! How exciting! Now you can continue gatoring on your heavenly farm! Well, that mommy and daddy sure sound busy at the house....organizing things and getting things a rollin'. Chitie sounds very happy to have Nanna back :-) Well Bugs, you have such a great time up there..continue laughing, playing with your friends (tell Toireasa hi) and enjoy your heavenly farm! We miss you so much big boy! Sending a million, trillion, gazillion hugs and kissies all the way up to you! Keep sending us your special treasures...we love you bug boy! Until we get to meet again...Forever and Ever More...Your Shanny 0:-)

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 07:10 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell! I wish you were here with your family and you could of spent the hoildays with them. I know you that you are the biggest and most beautifullest start in the sky. Miss You so much, and i miss hearing about how you are doing. Wish i knew...
Ashley
- Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I haven't written since you went to that big wonderful place in the sky. I need your help to make it through this Christmas. Aunt Mimi's heart is very very heavy. Every Christmas song makes me cry and cry and cry. I can't get you out of my mind for one minute. I can't stop thinking about what you are up to in heaven and what you Christmas tree looks like. Then I think of how unfair this all is. You should be sharing the same Christmas tree that all of your loved ones are. I know you are there in spirit big boy. I sure wish you were here with us. We passed by all the Monster Trucks in Target yesterday and the girls said "there is JOhn Russell's favorite." Wish you were here on earth with us. We are heading to the farm today. I hope your Christmas is wonderful up there in heaven. Look for the luminaries at the farm Christmas night. They will be bright as ever. Just like the "circle of life" luminaries, but I'm sure not as magical. You'll see us. Aunt Mimi will sing "My Favorite Things" to you too. I know how much you liked that song. Miss you sooo much. I love you to your star and back. All my love, Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 03:40 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell!!

Just sending a very special Happy Christmas Eve wish up to you!!! I love you so much!! I hope you have fun riding along with Santa on his sleigh stops to your house as well as to your special friends houses too. Dont forget to visit the farm! I know gram would love you to stop in with Santa too! Have fun! We all love and miss you so much! Sending many hugs and kisses all the way up to you!

Until we get to meet again...forever and ever always, Your Shanny : )

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, mn - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CST)

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My First Christmas in Heaven

I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below,
with tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your hearts,
but I am not so far away. We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear,
and be glad I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year.

I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I send you each the memory of, my undying love.
After all "LOVE" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessing or love He has for you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear,
Remember, I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year.

WISHING YOUR FAMILY A BLESSED CHRISTMAS~ MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU ALL!!
God Bless~
((( ANGEL HUGS )))
Chemo Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!

I just wanted to send you a very special Christmas wish...Merry Christmas!! I bet you are having such a beautiful Christmas up there! I am sure it will be quite a magical site! You have a very special Christmas. We all love and miss you so much! Shanny has been trying to work on your website....it seems the computer wants to be smarter than Shanny lately. The website is undergoing some major reconstruction here...I am working on getting songs on your site. I have some very special songs picked out and downloaded on my computer...they just have to be uploaded on to your website. Love you angel.

Merry Christmas.

Love you for always...Your Shanny xoxoxoxox
www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo,

Well, your Shanny finally has gotten to it...I have a website for you...another one, here is the web address:

www.geocities.com/jrlhero/johnrussellheropage.html

It is going to be the coolest website ever, once I get it all going. I want to get some music playing in the backround and many more pages added with your wonderful and very beautiful pictures! Should be a fun site!!!

I love you,
Your Shanny
xoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 12:08 AM (CST)

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Hi Angel Farmer,
How is your heavenly farm doing this week? I hope you are getting a ton of snow so you can play all day and sled and get all you tractors out and ride away. We are hoping for snow here in Iowa for Christmas. We kind of miss all that Minnesota snow during the holidays.
We are thinking of you and your family now more than ever with the holidays here. I am so sure they miss you so much. But you are keeping such a good eye on them and sending them all your angels kisses.
Please wrap your angel wings around them for us and squeeze real tight. We miss you so much.
Until next time. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Dan and Steph
Abbott
- Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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Much strength and love to you and your families this Holiday Season. We all thought John Russell was a very special boy when we had the privilege to know him during our 1's class at the Eden Prairie Family Center. I am saddened to learn of his passing and have spent much time reading his guestbook and viewing the photos - it's fantastic. Paula, if you recall, we reunited with each other at Pottery Barn Kids in the Galleria Mall, this past year. Ms.Charmayne and Ms.Kimmy send their thoughts and prayers to you as well. Love and peace to you and your families. Suzanne Becker (Son, Benjamin Becker, classmate of John Russell's)
Suzanne Becker <becker56@msn.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!!
How are you doing? I bet you are doing great! Well, are you getting ready to soar through the clouds with mommy, daddy and Chitie tomorrow?! That will be so fun! Keep an eye out for them...they are on the big jet plane! How is that heavenly beautiful farm doing during this Xmas holiday? I am sure you have decorated it with the most beautiful garland and greenery around. The magical fairy dust and angel light shining amongst the trees are absolutly beautiful. I bet you even have those tractors decorated! Are those angels helping you tie ribbons of gold and white around your prized tractors? I am sure it is one magical site up there bug boy! Those angels must be singing carols all day and night. I just know you will have a beautiful, magical and very special Christmas. Tell your friends I say hi...especially Toireasa. Keep sending us your love and special treasures....especially the bright stars! We all miss you bugs. I love you John Russell. I am sure you will be propped up in Santa's sleigh while he drops the gifts off at your house for mommy, daddy, Chitie and you! Stay warm and keep smiling bugs! I love you so much! xoxoxoxo Until I get to see you again....forever and ever more, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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Wishing you all Season's Greetings and blessings for a wonderful New Year. Thinking of you Angel John Russell at this special time of year, and thinking of your family too, because I know they are missing you very much...maybe you could hop a ride on that Santa's sleigh and peek in on Chi Chi while he's sleeping and Santa is busy filling the stockings..take a peek at Mommy and Daddy too, and don't forget to hang on till you get to Shanny's house too! I bet your tree is so beautiful with all it's sparkly lights and your Healing House sounds like it is all decked out too! What a good brother Chi Chi is, looking after your house so well, and looking after Mommy and Daddy too. Isn't that so precious that he kisses your pictures, he must love you so. Have a warm and wonderful Christmas,
hugs from Ms.Tracey
Calgary..maybe there will be snow for Xmas? :), - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
Guess what I got in the mail today...I got your gold ribbon with your name on it that was placed on the childhood cancer tree in Wash. D.C. It sure is beautiful. I just submitted a letter and picture for the other tree lighting here in MN. You will have a ribbon, letter and picture. I will take a picture of that. Well, your Shanny has to keep this short, I just had to tell you about that gold ribbon I got in the mail today with your name on it. Miss you so much big boy! I LOVE You a million, trillion, gazillion!!!! Until I get to see you again...forever and ever more, Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxo Shine those stars little bug bug.
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 05:14 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!!
How is that heavenly farm doing? I hope very well! I bet you sure have many rays shining down on you! Well, we sure have heard you lately big boy...I think Anna has really heard you...you sure have been bugging her about calling that mommy, huh. We hear you bugs!!! We now know that you have moved from hearts to stars. I had wondered why that moon was shining soooooo bright Monday on my way home from Wisconsin. I couldnt believe it. The star next to it was so beautiful! Mommy explained the stars to me yesterday..the special date of Dec. 19th and how it is all associated with the sun. I will fill everyone in on the details later, I was on the road while mommy was explaining it to me. All I do have to say is that it is pretty special. You keep sending us your love and treasures...it helps many of us!! We all miss you so much John Russell!! Well, on a different note, did you see that Michelle had her new baby? How exciting! It is a little boy! Those little babies are too cute...you and Chitie were such cute baby boys! You and your blue eyes! I still look at your pictures and feel like I can see right through to your soul. You are so very missed and deeply loved big boy! I hope you have your Christmas tree all set up. I am sure you have it decorated with beautiful white tinsle, angels and white bright lights with a bright green John Deere tractor beneath...oh yes and we can forget the star...although I am sure you reached up to the heavenly sky and picked a real bright star to place upon your special tree of love. I love you so much John Russell. I will fill everyone in on your star story later. Spot those stars....shine the brightest star for us Buzz! Until I get to see you again...forever and ever more, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CST)

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I have been following the progress of little Christi Thomas, and found your website through hers. Your strength is amazing. Your family is in our prayers. John Russell was a very brave and strong little boy. You should be proud.


Trina Henry <zblt@twlakes.net>
Cookeville, TN USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 06:59 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you today. It's a beautiful sunny day in Iowa--no snow though.
(Thanks mommy for the pretty princess dress for Lina. The pictures of her in it are very cute.)
Wishes of strength to you. Hope the day brings some smiles.


Sandy(Latch)Martin <Rick_SandyMartin@Prodigy.net>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)

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Hello, Your family is in my prayers
Donna <bdcarleton@aol.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CST)

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Dont forget to light those candles tonight at 7pm. A group called compassionate friends started this in memory of our children in heaven. It starts in New Zealand and encircles the the world...many candles are being lit tonight. Bugs...watch for the candle light...it will be shining high up to you! We love you!

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
Did you see me flying high with you through the clouds? bet you did..I was on that big jet plane. I had such a nice time in Philly. The sun sure was a shining- thank you for your beautiful sun rays big bug boy. Well, did you see Chitie and I in that Thomas train tent (the one you and I used to play campout in?? Chitie and I were building towers oh so high with his new legos...he was determined to get that tower to stay and not fall...he kept at it for about 45min. He did such a great job! He is talking so much lately! That Chitie is sure becoming such a big boy! He was looking pretty cute...so cute that people at the hotel thought he was mine, yet again haha...aunt Mimi- I better get those "I'm not the mommy, just the nanny" stickers from you again...looks like things just never end haha. Reminds me of back in the hospital...Chitie lived in the little baby bundle that was strapped over me and the comments I got about "my child" haha. Those silly people, if they only knew :) Chitie sure was pretty precious last night kissing your pictures bugs, he kept kissing the frames and saying "brother". It was very special. We all miss you dearly! I miss your cute little personality, special smile and your BRIGHT blue eyes!!! Your little healing house looks beautiful all decorated. It sure has some nice garland, a great wreath and pretty red bows. I love it! Chitie sure is taking good care of that healing house. There is some snow in PA...not as much as we Minnesotan's get. I am sure that Chitie will get out to your house and shovel the walk for you.

We miss you John Russell...you keep sending us your treasures, love, rays and butterflies. Thinking of you always...until I get to see you again...Forever and ever more..Your Shanny 0:-)

P.S. Remember that bad habit Shanny started with holding you nonstop when you were a baby...well, Shanny has again started another bad habit...Chitie, while at the hotel, kept wanting to drink from the big boy glasses, wine glasses and all that following morning after he and I had wined and dined the night before...mommy kept wondering why he wanted to drink from the cup and well...we just had to tell that he had lived it up with a wine glass the night before...have to spoil you boys sometimes, right :) I might have started a bad habit haha. uh oh!!
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
Well, I sure saw that beautiful sunset you sent out while I was up flying through the clouds! Shanny made it safe yesterday. Mommy and daddy sure looke suppppperrrr nice all dressed up for their holiday party, huh! Chitie and Shanny sure lived it up in the suite. We had a man come in with a table that had two roses, wine glasses, white linen table cloth and two great meals. Chitie was wining and dining like a big guy last night :) He even had a wine glass full of his juice. He sure was loving that :) He had dug into the pasta with his two little hands but was so polite in wiping them off on both of his white cloth napkins (of which he placed in his lap). He sure will be a good catch for those women when he starts in that dating scene :) Chitie and Shanny cuddled up on the bed and snuggled in. We had a great time last night! Chitie sure made some impression on the staff at the hotel...they loved him and remembered him as the "cute boy"..he even answered the the door, of which was room service, in his underwear. That lady thought he was just too cute :) Well, today Chitie got a great present from a Hugs and Hope friend, Lisa. He got some great lego blocks and a super soft puppy! He sure cuddles to that puppy. Thanks Lisa!! Your Christmas tree looks beautiful here, huh bugs! I especially like "your" Xmas tree in your bedroom. I love the colored lights on it. How is that heavenly farm? Did you get out to find a tree yet? I am sure you have started decorating it with green and yellow tractor lights! I bet those lights are so sparkley that they will shine over us as well. We love you so much John Russell and miss you a TONNNN!!! You keep sending us your treasures, love, rays and butterflies. Until I get to see you again bug boy! Forever and ever more....Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Hello Angel John Russell,
I'm am praying for the snow to STOP so your Shanny can get to PA. Keep an eye on her and keep her safe.
We could use some snow here in IOWA. Shane is so bummed that there isn't snow again this year. I told him to pray real hard and maybe, just maybe by Christmas break we will have snow. ******** (snowflakes)
We hope your heavenly farm is covered in snow and you're out sleding the hills of heaven.
Wrap your wings around mommy,daddy and Charlie and give them a big squeeze from us. (((HUGS)))
Until next time ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Love, Steph and Dan
Abbott
- Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
Well, that mommy and daddy sure got some snow, huh. I heard Chitie was out in the new sled giving it a good test drive :) Too bad mommy took that battery out of the gator, huh...Chitie could baha (sp?) through the snow like you did last January! You sure gave me a mild heart-attack haha...you were cruising so fast through that snow in that Gator...my gosh!! Guess what, they are doing the tree lighting in Wash. D.C tomorrow night and your name ribbons will be on that tree! You watch down over it and shine up a good bright star over that special tree. I have another tree lighting that you are going to be a part of. I put in a request for you to have a ribbon, letter and picture posted on the Xmas tree that will be in St. Cloud, MN. This is a childhood cancer awareness tree too. The lighting will take place Jan. 12. Here is the website for more info- www.treeofhope.org I will be there to see that tree shine! I will take some pictures for mommy, daddy and Chitie. Well bug bug...I should get going. I am keeping tabs on that weather out there in hopes that I can get out east and soon. I love you bug boy!!!!!!!!! A million, zillion, trillion kisses coming all the way up to you big boy. Keep sending us your love, treasures, rays and butterflies. I love you John Russell! Until we get to meet again...Forever and ever more...Your Shanny xoxoxoxo

Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Bugaloo..
Request for the day: Think - Snow must stop! :) Shanny needs to get out to Philly...keep your fingers crossed that the snow stops.

I love you!
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell:)
Just thinking about you....
sending kisses for you up to heaven....
Ms.Tracey
Calgary..beautiful frost on the trees today:), - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
How is that heavenly farm doing? I bet you are out cruising around on your Case today! You will have to get that in for a good ole' tractor wash big boy. Maybe tonight? Shine it up good! Well, bug boy...Shanny was talking with a lady she knows and guess what- she thinks her friend knows grandma Anita! Small world, huh. They live amongst the farm land too...I was telling this lady all the funny stories of grandma...remember when we were at CHOP and grandma and grandpa busted out for a little bit for lunch...Shanny was sitting out front reading some papers and but who is coming down the sidewalk, but gram with her shoes (which were her nice dress pumps) in her hand...walking in her nylons!!! That gram is a riot. We sure have some silly stories about gram, huh bugs! She sure kept smiles on our faces!! That lady that I was telling the stories to thought grandma sounded like quite a grandma :) Well...I will be looking for you tomorrow- you look for your Shanny. I will be on that jet plane flying through the fluffy magical clouds. I bet that Chitie is getting pretty big! Well..you keep tractor driving today...keep sending us your special treasures and love bugs! We love you and miss you dearly!!!!!! Until I get to see you again...forever and ever more, Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxoxo I love you John Russell!
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CST)

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I love you bugaloo!!! Miss you a TONNNNN!!!!!!! Sending a kiss right on up to you..xoxoxoxoxo

Always and forever until we get to meet again...
Your Shanny 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!!
How are you? Your Shanny is missing you a lot!!! Did you have a nice Thankgiving with your friends up there on your heavenly farm? I bet you had a lot of corn on that table. Did you pull out the ole' Case? I am sure you had it all shined up to the brightest red color it could ever have. Did your special friends enjoy the rides through the heavenly cornfields? I bet so! I am sure you all had many, many balloons floating up to you. Many were sending prayers, love and thoughts up to you bug boy! We are all so thankful for knowing you! Keep sending us your special treasures, smiles, rays and love big bug boy! We all miss you so much! I will see you soon up in those clouds...look for me on the big jet plane. I love you bugs...Until I get to see you again...Forever and ever more..Your Shanny 0:-)
Shanny <Shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CST)

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My deepest sympathy to you all. My heart absolutely breaks for you all. Your darling son is an angel where you will be together one day is in Heaven. Thank you for sharing your sweetheart with me! Our daughter was just diagnoses on Sept. 11, 2002 with Neuroblastoma - IV. What an ugly disease. http://www.ChristiThomas.com My thoughts and prayers are with you as you attempt to deal with each day. I'm so very sorry.
Angela Thomas <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 04:07 AM (CST)

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Hi Angel Farmer Lorenz,
How is your heavenly farm today. I'll bet it is just bursting with activity. I'll just bet you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with all your angel friends. We were thinking about you and your family soooo much yesterday. Did you hear our prayer? We prayed for you and your Mom and Dad and Charlie. We keep you all in our hearts daily. I know they were feeling all the love and prayers yesterday coming their way. I'll bet you made sure of that. :o)
I hope you have a wonderful day in heaven working away on the John Deere and the Case IH. I am sure you'll give them both a good workout.
Until next time, ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Love Stephanie and Dan
Abbott
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)

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John Russell & Paula, Gary & Chi-Chi,

Thinking of all of you today. And sending lots of loving energy.


Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CST)

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Hello Paula, Gary & Chi Chi
I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving! Also I read in Shanny's note about the potty training and I wanted to commend you on that. My son is almost 3 and we are only 3/4 trained. That is quite an accomplishment little Charlie!! Way to Go!! = O ) In love & prayers,
Lisa & Family <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 11:40 AM (CST)

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Hello John Russell, special boy:)
Well, it's almost here, Thanksgiving! I'm sure you will be having a very delicious feast up in heaven with all the other angels. I am so thankful to have been given the opportunity to have you touch my life just a little, through your wonderful journal and the precious family photo's, thankyou sweet boy! I would like to wish Paula, Gary and Chi Chi a very Happy Thanksgiving, I know they will be thinking of you so much, so be sure to send them some of your special and magical gifts,ok?
Warm wishes and big hugs,
Ms. Tracey and family
Tracey Hewison <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!!
How are you big boy? I hope you are doing great up there!! Guess what your Shanny was up to?!? I made a John Russell bracelet today. I went to this great store called Bead Monkey. It had so many beads and so many charms, I couldnt decide which charms to pick. My bracelet is so pretty...it is all gold and silver beads and guess what..I have a J-R-L standing for your name, I have a tractor charm, a butterfly charm and even a gold ribbon charm which is childhood cancer. I just love it. I know you are with me all the time. Mommy is going to be jealous of this fancy bracelet...I might just have to make her one too. How is that heavenly farm up there? I hope it is doing great! Are you ready for Thanksgiving tomorrow? I bet you are. I am sure you will be giving all of your friends a ride on the tractor...are you going to pull out the big John Deere? Make sure you get it ready tonight with a great super power tractor wash! Shine it up big boy! You country boys and girls get down on the farm tomorrow! I love you big bug boy. Your Shanny is going to be flying through the clouds with you next week. I cant wait to see that big boy Chitie! I heard he is potty trained?!? WOW!! Not even two yet and the big boy is potty trained!! I am sure I will have a lot of updates after next weekend. You keep shining down on us. We miss you so much bug boy! I love you John Russell...keep sending us all of your special treasures! Happy Thanksgiving...we were all so thankful to have you in our lives and we are now very thankful to have you shine down your smiles, love, rays and very special treasures. Shine the brightest star for us tonight Buzz...reach high! I miss you so much...here comes a kissie all the way up to you--ready?? hhhmmmmmwwwwaaaahhhh!!!!! Love you..forever and ever more..until I get to see you again! Your Shanny xoxoxo 0:)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CST)

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Paula, Gary, Chi Chi:
Just a note to say you are in our thoughts and prayers. As we prepare for our Thanksgiving with family, we hold you in our thoughts, forever thankful for John Russell's life here on earth and knowing with blessed assurance we will be united with him someday in glory. Philippians 1:3 "I thank my God every time I remember you." May you feel God's love and strength this week.
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@siemens.com>
Algonquin, IL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CST)

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Please, don't ask me
Author: Rita Moran

Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet
I'll never be over it
Please, don't tell me he's in a better place
he isn't with me
Please, don't say at least he isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at all
Please, don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child
Please, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up
Please, don't tell me at least you had her for so many years
What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please, don't tell me God never gives us more than we can bear
Please, just tell me you are sorry
Please, just say you remember my child, if you do
Please, just let me talk about my child
Please, mention my child's name
Please, just let me cry.

((( ANGEL HUGS )))
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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I miss you so much John Russell....Love you, Your Shanny
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
How is that heavenly farm doing today? Did you find a great Xmas tree? I bet it was the most perfect one ever! Now, you just need to find some very magical feathers, stones and special angels to put on it. Get the brightest star for the very top too! I wonder if mommy and daddy have their Xmas tree up. I will have to put in a call to nanna soon and ask her. Well bug boy- you are sure shining down on all of us...can I put in another special request: Can you shine over our neighbor, Kathy, she lives near your old house here in Eden Prairie. She really needs all your help. She just found out she has cancer and is recovering from a very tough surgery. You keep shining over her, sprinkling love and good fairy dust over her. Did you find that little Ashely I was talking to you about the other day? I bet you are going to take her Xmas tree looking...find her a special tree..maybe you and Toireasa can take out the John Deere and give her a ride on it. I am sure she would enjoy that. You keep shining the brightest star on us Buzz. We all miss you so much!! Continue sending your treasures...infact, speaking of treasures...I have a feather outside my window! It is right near my prisim. Very special big boy!! I love you John Russell. Until I get to see you again...forever and ever more..my love, Your Shanny xoxoxo 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 02:17 PM (CST)

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My son was in the transplant ward at CHOP while John Russell was there in the fall of 2001. John Russell's room was a constant source of cheer to us - it was just a happy place despite all that was going on. We grieve for John Russell and pray that God will comfort all of you. You did your very best.
Paula and Ryan Mullaly
Pennington, NJ USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 10:19 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!
How are you today? I hope you are doing great on that heavenly farm of yours! Guess what I saw yesterday while driving to school... I saw huge trucks filled with fresh, green Xmas trees. They must be transporting them across the country, huh. I bet you are getting things ready for your heavenly Xmas. Did you find the most perfect tree ever? I bet so! I am sure you are waiting to cut it down. I bet you will have to load it up behind your tractor and pull it back to your special heavenly healing house. How are your special prisims doing up there in heaven? I bet they are shining many rainbows! My prisim was shining a beautiful rainbow this morning. I just know you were shining through that rainbow- espically the red stripe in the rainbow - b/c red is your favorite color! (or at least it was your fav. color a few months ago- that color changed a lot!!) Well bug boy..keep sending us your beautiful treasures! You keep shining through the beautiful rainbows, butterflies, sun rays and trees that we so often feel you through. Oh bugs- I have a special request...keep your eye out for a Ashley..she just received her angel wings yesterday...she too had Nblast. Take her out on a few tractor rides and over to your healing house...I bet you and Toireasa will show her around. God bless you all. I miss you so much big bug boy! I love you so much John Russell! xoxoxoxoxo ...until I get to see you again... Forever and ever more...Your Shanny

P.S. Tell Steph Abbott she has your tractors just right- yep- it is Case IH.....you go girl!! Way to be up on top of these tractor names... :)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, November 21, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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Hi Angel Farmer John Russell,
Well, first of all Thank You for the brightest sunshine today. It was lovely. Also, today while cleaning my office the sun was so warm and bright I opened my windows and what do you think was flying around my plants, yep, your butterfly. Only one this time, because I think he waiting for the warm weather to return and at 60 degrees, I think it is just what he needed. I really have to stop what I am doing and take in the moment and I really think so much about you and your family. There isn't a day that goes by that I am not thinking of you all.
How is your heavenly farm doing. I'll be you're so busy on all your John Deere and Case IH. (boy I hope I have these right) There is a new school going up not far from our house, and I am always getting stuck in the traffic, but no bother, I just think of you and how much you love all that equipment. :) :) :)
Wrap your angel love around your mommy and daddy and Charlie for us. We miss all of you so much.
Until next time, thank you again for the butterfly.
XOXOXOXO, Stephanie ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^

Abbott
- Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
Well, my goodness...you have two gold ribbons going up on that Washington D.C. childhood cancer tree. The gold ribbons will have your name written all over them! Here is the site to check it all out: www.candlelighters.org/Store/treecomplete.asp
You can even run a search to see what other kids are going to be on the tree too. Pretty neat, huh! How is that heavenly farm doing today? I bet you have turkey's out everywhere getting ready for Thanksgiving. I am sure you also have many, many Thanksgiving decorations going up. You keep shining those sun rays down today...they are very, very, very bright and very beautiful! Thinking of you always special bugaloo! Love you forever and ever more...Your Shanny
Shannyq <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell:)
I saw your smile quilts, they are so very wonderful! Don't you just love those lovely ladies, I especially like that Sprite, she is one sweet gal:) You and Chi Chi are so incredibly handsome together, I love your healing house, it looks like such a very special place. Are you getting all ready for your heavenly Thanksgiving? I'm sure you'll be visiting with Mom, Dad and Chi Chi and sending them some of your special gifts:) I know I will be thankful for you touching my life......((((((John Russell and Chi Chi))))
Lots of love,
Ms.Tracey and her family
Tracey <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 01:15 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
How are you? Are you Case IH cruisin' today? I bet so! I am sure you have some beautiful warm sun rays shining down on you. That mommy gets back from Anna's today. I bet Chitie will be so excited to see her! It sounds like she had quite the week. I am sure she is bringing back some John Russell treasures she found while out on her walks. I bet you were watching over daddy, Chitie and nanna while she was away..making sure everything was going a-ok. :) HOw is that heavenly farm doing today? Are you going to get out in that field to do some work. I know you have a lot to do. Well, you keep farming and doing the things you love...we miss your smile, love and hugs for now....but we will see you again big boy! Keep sharing your treasures, rays, butterflies, love and rainbows with us...I love you John Russell! Be sure to shine the brightest star tonight Mr. Buzz Lightyear...to infinity and beyonddddd 0:-)
Love you forever and ever more...Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. John Russell is remembered with love and honor.

Sprite <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Boy!
How are you today? I bet you are smiling and tractor driving under the beautiful sun rays! That mommy is at Anna's....I bet she is finding some John Russell treasures, huh! I am sure she is having such a nice time...I bet she is out walking through the beautiful country land and enjoying the sun, trees and wind that we so often see you through. I bet she is enjoying the nice fall colors out there. How is your heavenly farm? I am sure it is doing well. Did you go Case IH cruisin' today? I can just see you with a great big smile in your hugeeee Case!! I saw a big John Deere today on my way to Wisc...it even had 8 tires! You must have some tractors just like it..or better yet, I bet you have tractors with triples!!! Well, you keep tractor driving up there big boy. We all miss you so much!! Keep sending us your treasures of love, rays, rainbows, butterflies, stones and feathers. I love you John Russell...forever and ever more..until we meet again..Your Shanny 0:-) xoxoxoxo

Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 08:50 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
Wow, long time since I have been on your website. Did you hear me yesterday? I bet so...did you see those John Deere and Case tractors driving on the roads through Wisconsin??!!! They sure looked cool, huh!! They all seemed to be very hard at work! Speaking of work and tractors...how is your heavenly farm? Are you out working in the farm? I bet you sure have some super sun rays shining right on you! I bet you have pleasant rainbows and butterflies flying everywhere. Your smile quilt is so special bugs! I LOVE it. Those quilters are something special..they sure put together two beautiful quilts for you! Well, you keep watching over all of us special bug bug. You are missed dearly...but..until we meet again bugaloo. I love you so much! Keep sending us your treasures. Also, keep sending your rays, rainbows, butterflies, love, stones and feathers. We love you bugs!! Forever and ever more..Your Shanny xoxoxoxo
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CST)

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Hi Paula, Gary, Charlie and John Russell,

Brigitta and Anthony let go of balloons for John Russell today. We stepped outside and let them rise up to heaven to him. We hope you all are hanging in there. We think of you every day. I just viewed John Russell's quilt on smilequilt.com and it is beautiful. Much love to all of you--Paige
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-By-The-Sea, MA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CST)

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Hello Angel farmer John Russell,
Wow, your memory quilt is soooooo special huh? They did a beautiful job. The picture of you and Charlie on the roof of the healing house is so sweet. How did you do that? You had to be very careful I am sure.
How is heaven today. I am sure it is beautiful and you continue to keep busy on those John Deere.
We were at the John Deere store on Saturday and boy, there a lot of different ones. I'll bet you know all of them by heart. 0:) It was pretty cool. Shane could have spent the whole day there.
My butterfly was back on Friday and Saturday and I saw him for a little while on Sunday, then it got cold. Thank you for sharing him with us again, and keep him warm now that it is cold out.
Thank you for shining your beautiful sun rays down on us.
We hold you near and dear to our hearts and your mommy,daddy and charlie too. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Until next time XOXOXOXOXO, Stephanie
Abbott
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CST)

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I just saw the smile quilts and they both are just beautiful!! They made me smile and cry. Charlie & John Russell are just the most precious and handsome little boys!! They did a wonderful job! In love & prayers ~
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CST)

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Hi Buggy,

The wonderful people at Smile Quilts just completed your on line memorial quilt. It can be found at
smilequilt.com/memorials/
then click on John Russell

They sure know you love tractors and that Daddy, Mommy and Chi Chi all love you to heaven and back! xxxxxxxxxxooo!



Mommy
- Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 06:44 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell & Charlie,

We sure do think of you guys a lot. John Russell, did you see yesterday when the "Dreams Come True" guys came and put up my play house and play set? You're welcome to come hang out there anytime! Your mama sounds like she's doing some neat things. We can't wait to hear more about it. You have changed so many people lives for the better. You are one special guy. You're a great example as a big brother for Charlie.

Love,

Lina Rak & family <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, , FL - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:25 AM (CST)

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Hi Brother - I sure do miss you a lot. I pray for you every day, I hope you hear me and can see me. I look up to heaven to smile and to wave to you whenever I think you need a hug. Whenever the sun comes out now I point it out to Momma, just like you always did. I can say lots and lots of words now, and seem to have everyone jumping when I speak - just like you, I learned well. Did you like how we decorated for Halloween and the Boo's that were hung everywhere? The Healing House looked like a pumkin patch. We have the meadow all cleared out for your fruit and nut orchard to be planted. Your trees should be here any day now. Daddy and some of your special friends and helpers have been working really hard to get it ready and we know you have been helping too (especially when Daddy got that John Deere tractor with the loader stuck in the meadow)! Momma is going to work with Anna next week to continue your work and learn how to help children heal naturally. She has Daddy, Nanna and I eating "all the good stuff" she says it is natural preventative medicine. She says that there is a lot of information that people just don't know about and that your John Russell Healing House Foundation will be a voice that can and will make a difference in the lives of people and especially children. I am going to help Momma because I know how very hard you tried to live and how very brave you were here on earth. I can feel you when you are near and know that I carry you in my heart always. I love you to heaven and back - Chi Chi
Chi Chi
"Healing House Central", PA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 12:59 PM (CST)

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Hello John Russell,

I think of you so often (even though we have never met) You are such an amazing little guy!! I check your site everyday just to see.... You obviously have lots of people who love you!! I was sooo sad the day you became an angel. But, I know you are happy and pain free soaring up there in the sky. My little boy Devin loves Tractor's and of course Thomas the Train!! I bet yall would have a blast playing. It is so neat you having a healing house!! I bet it is beautiful!!
Cathy Wiggins <JCDWiggins97@msn.com>
Saginaw, TX - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)

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Hi Special Bugaloo!
How is heaven today? I hope you are out tractor driving! The sun sure is shining today...what beautiful rays you are sending big bug boy! Did you get those Halloween balloons that Chitie, McKenzie and Griffin sent up to you? I hope you have them tied up to your special healing house up there in heaven. I bet you have a magical home. I am going to put up my sun catcher/prisim today and watch the rainbows shine around my room. I know how you loved those prisims oh so much...I bet that Anna has hers shining your special rainbows all over her home. I am keeping my special heart rock close to my heart big boy...that is one very special rock delivered from heaven by my saint. God bless you big boy...keep sending us your special gifts and treasures. We all miss you!! I love you bug bug. Keep sending us your rays, rainbows, butterflies, love, feathers and stones. I love you John Russell!! Until we meet again...see you later big boy! Love you forever and ever more..Your Shanny 0:-)
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 02:17 PM (CST)

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Dear John Russell,
I went to mass last Nov. 2, All Soul's Day, with my grandma. I lifted up a prayer for you and your family and I'm know my grandma did the same. For sure, heaven had an extra load of prayers just for you that day. Please say hi to my uncle Elvis for me... he's also somewhere there in heaven. :D God bless you, your mom, your dad and little Charlie!
Pilar Recto <larsrecto@aol.com>
Manila, Philippines - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 12:41 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
How are you doing today up there in heaven? I bet it is beautiful. I rode with you through the clouds today...you sure were shining some beautiful sun rays. It was all so nice! Chitie and I had quite a fun-filled night together while mommy and daddy went on a hot date :) Did you see that silly Chitie blending up some stuff in the super power blender? Did you see his Halloween picture he made for you bug boy. He put on some extra special stickers just for you. We also did a little jumping and then we visted your pictures around the house...he gave one picture frame (with your picture in it) a hug and a kiss....I just know you were right behind him hugging and kissing him! We love you John Russell. Then, Shanny spoiled that Chitie just as I did with you (dont tell mommy)...did you see us sleeping in the chair downstairs? We were so cozy..that Chitie looked too cute to put down. What a special weekend I had bugs...you sure sent us some beautiful treasures over the weekend. I love each and every treasure we received. I miss you so much big bug boy!! I love you a TON...until we meet again my special soul. Keep sending us your love, shining your rays, rainbows, butterflies, stones and feathers. Love you forever and ever more...Your Shanny 0:-)
Shanny <Shannm07@hotmail.com >
EP, MN - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 03:09 PM (CST)

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Paula, Gary, Chi-Chi (and Waldo too!)
Wonderful to hear through Shanny that you had a fun Halloween, I'm sure John Russell was right there with you, in his Buzz costume, probably following in one of his shiny tractors:) I often think of John Russell, I'm sure you miss him so very much, but he lives on in each of you and most especially Charlie....can you see him peeking out there? :) What a wonderful, special gift John Russell is, a darling boy who touched so very many peoples lives...
God Bless you and keep John Russell close in his arms...
Take care of each other,
With warm and loving wishes,
Tracey <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!
How are you doing today? I bet you are up tractor driving and working hard on your heavenly farm. Mommy, daddy, Chitie and Shanny have been outside all morning. Daddy and mommy are working on the backyard to get it ready for your special fruit trees! They sure are working hard to get it all ready. Chitie and I raked the leaves up around the healing house, shoooo-dd the spiders out from the healing house and Chi swept inside the healing house. Did you see our special bell/wind chime Chi and I made for you? Sure is neat, huh. Chi and I also found another heart rock today right out by your special arbor...we put the rock on the healing houses' front porch. It sure was a very nice one. That Chitie is up napping right now...we had quite a morning. I think all that tugging and pulling that Naldo did on Chi's mittens wore that Chitie out! Mommy is out cleaning up near your special garden and your healing house. Do you have a special playhouse up there on your farm? I bet so...I bet you have some very special flowers growing near it, very nice birds chirping near it and all the rainbows, friends and sun rays imaginable. You keep playing hard and tractor driving up there. We all love you and miss you so much. Chitie and I were in the car today and heard your song- What a Wonderful World. We love you big bug boy. Keep shining the brightest star Buzz...to infinity and beyond. Continue sending us your rays, love, rainbows, stones and feathers. I love you bugaloo...Forever and ever always...until we meet again my friend. Your Shanny 0:-) xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Bug Boy!!
Did you get the Halloween balloons Chitie, Mckenzie and Griffin sent you? They let them go on Halloween night just before leaving for trick or treating. Happy Halloween big boy!! I hope you had fun up there Buzz!! Well, boy oh boy, a lot has happened in just a few days, huh. First, what beautfiul sunshine rays you sent you sent us on Thurs. The pilot and the weather channel both said it was supposed to rain and be pretty cloudy, well you proved them wrong!!! Thank you for the great sun rays bugs! Mommy, Chitie and I sure had quite the day on Thurs...we were busy getting things ready for Halloween...we even got carmel apples! Did you see those? Did you see Chitie getting his pictures with all of those pumpkins? He sure looked pretty cute with his tigger costume on during the day. Halloween night was perfect in every way first, did you see how cute Chitie looked in his Woody and Bullseye costume?? He wore exactly what you had wanted him to...also did you smell Maria's yummy fajita's?? Ohhh they sure were greeeaatt!! We had some of our great friends over for dinner after trick or treating. Did you see Michelle? She sure made a great witch! Your buddies, Ping, Ben and Clint showed up...and of course- your gator buddies, McKenzie and Griffin! Pretty special party big boy. Friday you sure gave us some special sun rays as well! We heard you big boy...we went to Ana's today and spent the whole day with her! We got to go on a hike and wow, was that beautiful. We saw you shining the light over the mountainy treetops, we also felt you blow the wind and leaves...daddy even caught a special bight orange leaf! Also, mommy found a very special heart rock...Shanny found your feather and another heart rock too! Thank you big boy!! We love you!! Ana had some special pictures of you up, did you see them? You sure are pretty darn handsome bugaloo! Ana showed us many things on helping us feel better as a person...feeling refreshed..helping us to treat our bodies with care through good vegtables and fruits. She juiced us up some great grapefruit and orange juice and made us some yummy homemade applesauce. Ana is such a special soul, you have one very neat friend...we were and are so fortunate to have her with you. Chitie even got a special baby massage from Ana...I know how you love those massages..you could have someone rub your feet forever! :) It was very nice to meet your special friend...she showed us many of her treasures and also shared with us her name, very similar to yours of which is mighty two feathers. It was one very special day and we loved feeling your energy with us each and every moment! We all miss you big boy and love you so much. Hope you had a very special Halloween. Did you go tractor driving today, Buzz? I bet so, I am sure you pulled out the Ford! I saw some Ford's in Chitie's room. Chitie and I were looking through your treasure drawer, wow...you have some very precious treasures. You are one very special soul. I miss you little bug boy! I love you!!! Until we meet again little angel *saint*...keep shining those rays, rainbows, butterflies, stones, feathers and all of your love down to us. Now get back to your tractor drivin you country boy getting down on the heavenly farm :)
Love you forever and ever more...your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CST)

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Hello little angel! Tara and I have been thinking of you and glad to know you are watching over your Mom, Dad and Charlie. (Oops! Almost Forgot about the puppy!)
It is nice to see and read how so many people are still connected to you and what a positive influence you are having in our lives. We pray for your happiness in heaven and keep sending us your sunshine, because we love it.
Brad and Tara Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine, TX Tarrant - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 07:19 PM (CST)

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Hi Paula Gary and Charlie- I hope Halloween was fun I tried to call last night. Marie said you were having to much fun to come to the phone. Thats great just wanted to say hi. Happy Halloween to Woody and Bullzeye. Piglet and the butterfly fairy say hello too. Love aunt pepper
popper
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 02:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Angel Boy,
Well, I just can't believe it. Today the high in Johnston was 43. And again the butterflies are finding a home in my plant. I just stood there amazed at how busy 2 little butterflies can be. Shane thought that we should try to catch them for the winter and then set them free in the spring. I told him "they are on loan to us for a few more days, then they will go to where it is warmer so they can eat". Shane and I decided to name them John Russell and Charlie, we know you have something to do with this!! :) :) :) So again, Thank you so much.
I am sure you're getting ready in your heavenly home for a "Buzzterrific" night. I'll bet your farm is just covered with pumpkins. We will be thinking of you for sure.
We miss you tons and tons and your mommy and daddy and that cutie Charlie too. And what do I hear " Waldo" the dog. So cute.
Keep the heavenly farms in good shape little one. We miss you.
Until next time,
Dan and Steph ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Abbott's
- Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CST)

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John Russell,

Were you in on the special surprise Chi-Chi had delivered to my door today?? I got a special wish come true...a princess outfit right in time for Halloween! I have been to some special parties as Tigger, but keep saying I want to be a Priness. Well, now I can!! My mama was so surprised, she laughed and cried! How silly is that?? We think of you and your family lots and lots. And we're sure YOU are sending special energy to them and us now!

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 03:32 PM (CST)

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Hi Little Bug Bug,
How is that heavenly farm today? I bet you are doing great..farming, farming,farming!! Did you pull out the combine today? I hope so. It sure looks like a great combine day to me. I think we should make it a Case day today, what do you think? Sounds great to me!! I bet that grandpa would be happy to see a case out in your heavenly farm :) Well, are you getting ready for tomorrow? I am sure you are out carving your special pumpkins and placing them all over your heavenly farm. Are you going to fly with me through the clouds tomorrow? I cant wait to get out to see everyone! I've heard Chi is getting to be a super big boy!! I bet he will be pretty cute in his costume just as you will look super cute in your Buzz costume :) You know your duty Buzz...you shine the brightest star for us!! We all love you and miss you so much big bug boy!!! Happy Halloween tomorrow and see you in the clouds in the morning, OK? :) Keep sending us your rays, rainbows, love, stones and feathers. I love you!! Until we meet again little bug boy! Forever, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CST)

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Paula, Gary, and Charlie,
You have all been in my thoughts these past few weeks and I hope that your strength and that of everyone around you is helping you through this difficult time. I've been reading through this website and it is just amazing to see how many people John Russell touched, both near and far. I echo what many others have side - that his time here with us was too short, yet his love and strength were gifts that he shared with so many people and will continue to do so from up above - he will always be there to guide you.
Melanie
Melanie Rosenberg <melaniedrosenberg@yahoo.com>
Deptford, NJ USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 12:09 AM (CST)

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our sweet John Russell gone but never forgotten - love angel Toto

Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 12:24 AM (CST)

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Hi Paula Gary and Charlie- Samantha and I went to a tumbling met in Illinois this weekend, when we picked up wild child Kayla at the farm we visited John Russell. Grandma and Grandpa had our special corner looking great. Infront of the little barn were baby pumpkings and beautiful flowers. The feathers on the crab appel tree were blowing in the wind. Sammy is sharing her trophy she won at the meet with John Russell it was a Halloween meet so the trophy was black and orange it fit perfect in the barn and the colors looked great. We talked to him about Grandpa's special crop and how it was his best ever. Grandpa sure is proud of it and I know he is glad that John Russell is there to share it with him. Paula we are visiting John Russell just like you told me to. I think that you Charlie Daddy and Waldo need to come visit too!!!!!!! Miss you and Love you. Pepper (POPPER)
Pepper
- Monday, October 28, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CST)

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Hi Angel!
How was heaven today? I bet you had a great time out in your heavenly farm! What did you do today? Did you go check on your special garden? I bet you have watermelons, peppers and flowers growing just like in your healing house garden...garden of hope. I bet you have a beautiful walkway with rainbows arched on each side leading up to your meadow of miracles. I am sure the red part of the rainbow is really shining as that is your favorite color (or at least it was a few months ago!!...I know that fav. color changes from time to time). Do you have some of those fun vines to swing from? I bet so...just like the ones near your healing house. You save a vine for that silly grandma...she loves to get into those!! Remember "tarzan" :) You have fun playing, laughing and smiling up there angel...oh and of course farming!!! Keep shining your rays, smiles, love, stones, feathers, butterflies and rainbows down to us angel. We all love you and miss you soooooo much!!!!!! Best buddies forever little bug bug... (speaking of bug bug- one of your fav movies was on TV tonight- A Bug's Life!) Dont forget to shine that star again tonight, Buzz..to infinity and beyond big bug boy!! Until we meet again special angel...Love You! xoxoxoxo Forever, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 11:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
Well, your Shanny babysat tonight. I was thinking of you tonight while I was reading one of my little guys a Bob the Builder book. You sure had the "can we fix it??" "Yes we can" down pat!! haha You always made me laugh so hard when you said that. How is heaven today? Are the tractors running pretty good up there? I bet today was the tractor washing day. You sure have your days set..one for tractor washing, one for corn and beans, combining and ohhh even a little bit of a fun Kabota day too...you have to love the orange too :) I hope you are training those other angels in on the fine art of farming...you are a great teacher for that...I do know that from going through your tractor training camp :) Speaking of angels, I am listening to a great jazz song called "walking with angels"....it is so beautiful, just like heaven...the sun, rainbows, harps, love and smiles everywhere..oh and tractors too!!! haha cant forget that! Guess what..I talked to nanna today!! She said we are having a Halloween party- what do you think I should be?? Give me some hints this next week OK Buzz. Do you think mommy and daddy will pose as Pooh and Tigger this yr?? haha Clint asked daddy if he was going to be Tigger again this yr and well, that daddy just was not seeing the funnieness (sp?) out of that question haha. If he does dress up in it again, we will get pics!! I hope you have all of your pumpkins and halloween specialties ready on your heavenly farm, the big day is coming soon! You keep sending us your love, rays, rainbows, butterflies (espically like the pretty ones near Steph Abbott's bushes), stones and feathers. We miss you big bug boy!!! I love you so much...dont forget to shine that star again tonight...shine it to infinity and beyond! Until we meet again special angel... 0:-) I love you..Forever and Always, Your Shanny
Shanny 0:-) <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 12:27 AM (CDT)

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Hello Angel Boy,
I just have to thank you for sending the butterflies. I have two Aster plants in my front yard. Well, I have two special butterflies that flutter around all day. And all my neighbors are wondering why they don't have any. I told them they are from John Russell. So, thank you,they are beautiful.
Today is a wonderful fall day. I am sure you're farming away in the fields of heaven. I wonder, which tractor will you choose today??? Which ever one it is I am sure it will get a good work out. :) :)
We continue to think about you all the time and your family too. We are praying so hard for them. I just know you hear our prayers it is what carries them from day to day. I know you're very busy watching over them. ("carring" them) We miss you and your family a lot.
Well little Buzz, keep the farmlands of heaven in good shape.
Thinking of you always,
Steph and Dan
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^

Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 05:44 PM (CDT)

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Thank you for signing Hillary's guestbook. I have been touched by John Russell's entries on his journal. It is so obvious that he was a very happy little boy surrounded by lots of love. My thoughts and prayers are with your family and friends and many others that were blessed by the short life of John Russell.
Cindy; www.caringbridge.com/ga/hillarycoffman
Cumming, GA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CDT)

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Hello to John Russell's family - it is so nice to see people still writing in the guest book. I pray for all of you everyday. I am sure that JRL is enjoying his heavenly farm and all the tractors he could ever want or imagine!! He has the best family ever!! I hope that everyone has a safe and happy Halloween! It sounds like everyone really knows how to decorate. I bet Chi Chi is going to make a super cute Woody. Smiles to Heaven little JRL. You & your family will never be forgotten. Oh, and I got to know your bestest buddy Shanny and she is super special - your are one lucky bug boy!! Love & Prayers!! = O )
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT USA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 04:34 PM (CDT)

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Hey there. I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you as you continue to travel this difficult road.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
How is your heavenly farm today? I hope the rainbows are as bright as the sun! Do you have up your sun catchers? I bet so! Just like the ones in your bedroom! How is the decorating coming along for Halloween? I bet you have your heavenly farm looking like grandma's. That grandma sure can decorate for Halloween! Did you bust out that Buzz Lightyear costume?! Dont you forget to shine the brightest star for us, Buzz! So, what tractor are we pulling out today? You have the Red Case big 4wheel drive one out? You kick those tractor tires big boy. I bet you are looking like grandpa today! You go for a nice long cruise through that heavenly farm with the sun shining down on you..rainbows arched over you... and butterflies, feathers and heart-stones all around you! Keep sending us your special rays, rainbows, love, butterflies, feathers and stones. We love you big bug boy!!!! Bestest Buddies 4ever...until we meet again! Shine that star, buzz...I will be looking tonight! Love you for always, Your Shanny xoxoxox 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell- Last night at dinner we were at our dinner table and we all shared how our day went and Uncle Craig shared how he got to drive a John Deere Tractor at work. He said he knew that you were looking down and pretty excited to see your uncle making John Deere tractors
because we all know (there's nothing like a Deere!)Kayla will be visiting you today Grandma and Grandpa are going to watch her Saturday for a little while Sammy and I are headed to a meet in Illinois. LOVE YOU! Aunt Popper
Popper/Pepper
- Friday, October 25, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, and Charlie,
I am finishing my day today at work. I am thinking of you all, and John Russell. I hope you know how many lives your family has touched. I want to send my love and sympathy to you all over again. I read many entries in the guest book before adding mine. I think it is hard for everyone to keep going when some days are sad. I want to send encouragement to keep on no matter what. Try to rememebr happy times and cling to them. I am so proud of you all. My best wishes to you!
Connie Priesz
Shakopee, MN - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Bug Bug 0:-)
How is that heavenly farm today? I bet it is doing great! Did you see that big John Deere combine today out in the field in WI? Ohhh that was cool. I still have to see if grandpa will let me go cruisin in the combine or on a tractor someday :) Did you see that contstruction site? WOW...those people were working hard...oh and the cranky the cranes :) Pretty cool, they were just like the ones we saw in Philly. Did you hear me pointing out the trench digger that was riding on a trailer in front of me? Boy, now that thing sure looked like the digger that put in the sprinklers at your house, huh. We sure saw quite the equipment on my way to school today. So, did you get that combine pulled out today? Did you give it a good ole' combine wash? I bet so, you are pretty particular about your tractors. :) Did you go train riding again with mommy and daddy today? Quite the ride..all the way up the big apple and back! Sounds like fun! Well you keep sending your smiles, rays, love, rainbows, butterflies, stones and feathers down to us. We all miss you big boy!!! Best buddies 4ever...until we meet again special angel bugaloo 0:-) I love you so much...send the brightest star out to all of us big boy. Love you for always, Your Shanny xoxoxo
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How is that special farm today? I bet things are running pretty good. I bet you have farmers everywhere driving Cases, Fords, Olivers, John Deere's and anything else I forgot...I am sure they are all driving with the biggest smiles ever and waving :) Did you go on the train ride with mommy and daddy today? I bet so! Keep the brightest star above them tonight buzz lightyear :) Shine Buzz, Shine! That mommy and daddy have sure been married for a long time- Happy Anniversary guys!!! Well bug boy- you keep gathering your crops, feeding your animals and driving tractors up there on your heavenly farm. Remember to keep the "sunshine on your shoulders"...dont forget to send us your rays, stones, feathers, butterflies, rainbows and love. We all miss you special angel. I love you...until we meet again angel bugaloo! Love you to the brightest star and back...Your Shanny XOXOXOOXOXO "Bestest Buddies 4ever" 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 06:06 PM (CDT)

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Well well well...Mr. Angel Farmboy! I had a dream that you were running through high cornfields laughing and giggling away. Then I saw you climb up into the biggest tractor I have ever seen! Boy do you live in my heart! I feel you all the time. I want to thank you for all that you have taught me in the past 1.5 years. You are a gift that we so enjoyed and will continue to enjoy for the rest of our lives here on this earth. I look forward to visiting your farm in the clouds.
Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How is that Case doing today? You still having some trouble getting it to work? I bet you need grandpa for some help on that. Are you going to pull out the ole' Farmall today? I bet so! I bet you are going to be out cruisin through your heavenly farm on your farmall with the biggest smile on your face. I am sure you are farming to some music....sunshine on my shoulders? Give us a good smile and wave from heaven big boy. What are you going to farm today? I bet you have quite the farm....you have some beautiful flowers on one end, a special garden-like grandma's and of course all the corns and beans made possible. I know that sunshine shines rays so beautiful all day everday and I am sure you have some very special rainbows arched above your heavenly farm. You keep farming big boy and keep sending us your smile, love, rays, rainbows, butterflies, stones and feathers. We miss you so much! I love you bug boy..until we meet again little angel. Sending some more butterfly kisses up to YOU!! Love you forever- best buddies 4ever! Forever and Ever More, Your Shanny
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bug Boy!
How is heaven? Are you sending down some special snowflakes? I woke up this morning to snowflakes here in Minnesota. I would much rather see your sun rays, bugs :) How are your tractors running up there? Did you have to dig in and give your Case a tune up today? I bet you will get it out and running in no time :) I am sure you are farming year round up there on your heavenly farm. Did you get some beans and corn again today? I am sure you have a beautiful rasberry farm just like Kimbertown. I am sure you are out there eating the heavenly rasberries as you pick them...just like Chitie :) Did you see that silly daddy and Clint yesterday? They got that tractor stuck in the backyard!! I am sure you were there to help them get it out...good help big bug boy...thank goodness you got working out there bc I heard daddy was ready to get the car to tow it back up!!! SOunds like they were hard workers..and you too! You continue to watch over all your special family and friends but espically watch over mommy, daddy, chitie and nanna :) We all love you bug boy! Shanny misses and loves you so much! Until we meet again special angel...you keep sending your love, rays, stones, butterflies, feathers and rainbows to us. Best buddies 4ever angel. Love you for always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CDT)

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Hello all,

We still think of you all everyday and we keep sending our positive energy, as I'm sure John Russell does now too. What will Chi-Chi be for Halloween? Lina is going to be Tigger, although now she keeps saying she wants to be a princess. So maybe she'll be Princess Tigger?! Take care.

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 06:42 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo 0:-)
Do you know what happened here in Minnesota...it snowed super mini snowflakes!! That winter is on its way. How is your heavenly farm? I bet you are farming beans and corn today. Did you pull out your beautiful blue Ford tractor? I bet you are out crusin' the farmland in that blue Ford...farming everywhere with a great big smile on your face. Keep smiling b/c everytime you smile you send us some special sun rays...each ray comes from the glow of your smile. Did you find some pumpkins up there in heaven? I bet you found one just as big as the one Maria, Ping and Ben gave you last year. I heard that you want to be Buzz for halloween....you will make a super cute Buzz Lightyear!! Shine the brightest star for us Buzz :) To infinity and beyond! I miss you so much bug boy!! Keep sending all of us your feathers, rays, butterflies, stones and love. I love you so much...here come a TON of butterfly kisses up to heaven just for YOU! Until we meet again special angel 0:-) "Bestest buddies" 4ever big boy! Love forever and ever more, Your Shanny xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Bug Bug!
How is heaven today? I bet you have some beautiful green farmland and some beautiful fall colored trees. I bet the beautiful heavenly birds are flying around with their special feathers glowing in the sun rays...each feather standing for something so very special such as courage, faith, love, hope, wisdom and dignity. I know you are getting some of those special feathers and sending them down to mommy, daddy, nanna and chitie. We miss you little wing :) Are you pulling out the Case today? How about we make it a combine day today...are you going to give your tractor a wash and a polished up wax when you are through? I bet so. You keep farming big boy and know we are thinking about you at each and every moment. Keep following us in our footsteps through life and shining that special wing around us. Keep sending your love, feathers, stones, sunrays, rainbows and butterflies down to us. We all love you so much. I miss you big bug boy. God bless you special angel and fly, fly little wing. I love you so much...until we meet again little angel. Love Forever Always, Your Shanny xoxoxox
Your Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CDT)

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Hi Angel Farmer John Russell,
Well, the weather has sure made a turn into Fall. The leaves are changing and I am not seeing too much farm equipment in the fields these days. I guess summer is really over. I am sure you're still riding away in heaven on your tractor. I hope you found Trouble the dog.She loves to play and run.
I've been talking to your Shanny and we hope to hook up and visit you at the farm sometime this fall. It sounds like Grandma and Grandpa have planted some beautiful flowers. I'll just bet you're helping them grow big.
We continue to miss you so much and pray for your mommy and daddy and Charlie. And now, Waldo. Sounds like a pretty fun puppy.
Keep shining down on us all.
XOXOXO and ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angels all around,
Stephanie and Dan
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell- I had a nice visit with you at the farm, I bet you love the fall flowers grandma put out for you. what did you think of that little pony Sammy and I were riding at grandpa's? I know I looked really funny my legs were dragging. Grandma and Grandpa bought those little minature horses at a sale in Waverly. Honey bear was the little one we were riding and Grace is the tiny tiny tiny horse. Your Mommy said she might just have to bring Charlie to see them. I told her to hop on a plane! Its sounds like Charlie, Mommy , and Daddy have been busy decorating for Halloween. I bet you are giggly away watching them. I also heard Waldo in the back room barking. Mommy also said your fruit trees you ordered will be planted soon. Love you and I'll be visiting soon!!!!!!!!!!!! Popper
Aunt Popper the singer! <KCSSPROUL@aol.com>
Waterloo, IA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bug Bug,
How are you today? Things are getting chilly and windy here. I bet you are getting your warm gear on for the fall weather. Are you getting ready for Halloween up there? I wonder what chitie is going to be this year? I bet he will look pretty cute :) Nanna said that the house has some Halloween decorations up- how fun! Remember that huge monster pumpkin Ping, Ben and Maria got you last year?! WOW, was that huge! Well bugaloo, you keep singing and dancing up there little angel. Keep sending your love, rays, rainbows and butterflies down. I miss you soooooooo much bugaloo! God bless you special angel...until we meet again! With lots of love, Your Shanny 0:-) xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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Sending out love and strength in the days and weeks ahead. John Russel is a sweetie. May God give you Love and Courage to face this life without your sweet boy. Have patience with yourself, you will never get over this as many people like to think. You will learn to cope, however it will happen in your own good time. There are no time-lines for grief when it comes to the lose of a precious child. You are a beautiful family and John Russel will be in your hearts forever.
Peace be with you,
Catherine ( Kaitlyn's mommy)
Catherine Seckington <www.geocities.com/heavenlystars2001/KaitlynsStar.html>
Upland , CA USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CDT)

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Hi Little Bugaloo Angel 0:-)
How is heaven today? I bet you have some beautiful rainbows and butterflies up there. How is that farming coming along? I bet you are tractor driving day and night...did you pull out the great big John Deere combine today? I bet so! Your Shanny is missing you a lot!!! You keep sending your special sun rays, rainbows and butterlies down. I talked to nanna yesterday, she said Chi is getting big!! I can't wait to see him. You take good care of chitie, mommy, daddy and nanna and your little puppy too. I love you big bug boy! Until we meet again special angel....Lots of love forever, Your Shanny 0:-) xoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

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I know you may not remeber me but I was one of the many nurses that fell in love with John Russell while he was a patient on 4 east. I recently asked an onco nurse how he was doing and unfortunately she told me the sad news. We've had a picture of John Russell in our picture board ever since he left our surgical floor....I still think he is the most handsomest boy on the board! I have always thought about John Russell in the back of my mind and now he will never be forgotten. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Jennifer Hahn <jhahna@aol>
Broomall, pa - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you today and keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sandy(Latch)Martin <Rick_SandyMartin@Prodigy.net>
Earlham, Ia - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CDT)

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My heart and prayers go out to you. I found your site on Heavenly Lights and was immediately drawn to John Russell's birthday. My oldest, Sammy, was born 1/21/99. I fear every day that something will happen to him (after losing our second child, Nolan, in May of 2001 at just 6 months of age, I'm always afraid of something happening to Sammy). I can't imagine the heartache you went through. Like John Russell, our angel also has a baby brother...but one that will never meet him. I hope you find a way to keep Charlie's big brother always a part of his life. May you find strength in your family and friends. Hugs!!!
Anne (angel Nolan's mommy) <amuesu@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Angel Bugaloo 0:-)
How is your farming? I hope the sun rays are growing some great corn and beans. Did you pull out the Case IH today? I bet you are out shining it up to its super power red color. Well, it is starting to get chilly here. We do have the wind blowing. I know you are the wind that blows, so you just keep blowing some wind down on us. I look for you everyday everywhere. I miss you bug boy! I love you so much. Keep sending your rays, wind, rainbows and butterflies down. Until we meet again angel bugaloo:) Shanny loves you!!! Best buddies 4ever and ever more!!!! xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

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Im sorry to hear about your loss.. You will be remembered in my thoughts and prayers...






Doris (Angel Andrew' Mommy) <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
- Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 09:20 PM (CDT)

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I am so sorry your little John Russell lost his battle with cancer. Shannon found me through my webpage for my daughter who died from brain cancer last year. I have visited your site since then. Take one day at a time - it isn't easy, it isn't fair. I kept this in my mind when Ashley first died and it helped me: Remember that they did not die because of what we didn't do - they died in spite of everything we did do.
My prayers are with you all.

Teri Romer
Lake Havasu City, Az USA - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

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My heart and prayers go out to you. Our Anna went to be with the Lord in May of 1997 and, although I know she is in Heaven, my heart is certainly still just as torn. I am sure it will always be until we are together again. Praise the Lord that like Anna, John Russell is also now so much more than an angel! He is whole and he joyfully and expectantly awaits in the presence of our heavenly Father for that glorious morning when the dead in Christ shall rise; when we, who have also believed, are caught up with them to meet our Lord with whom we shall be forever where there is no death, sorrow, crying nor pain. What a glorious promise from God, Who cannot lie! I am so grateful to a Saviour that brings His comfort and His peace in even this, our most cutting and enduring pain. My life has forever changed. Not a thing nor person will ever, ever make it the same. I will grieve the rest of my life. I will grieve, however, in hope, precious hope, blessed hope, for I will hold my Anna again. I pray you will know the compassionate presence of our Lord at this time as He holds you close and that you might be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding.

Yolanda Rogers, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

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Hi Special Angel!
I miss you a lot! HOw is your farming going? I bet those heavenly trees are blowing some beautiful fall colored leaves around. We sure have some beautiful weather today! You must be pulling some last minute strings for your Shanny...just so she can have one more day of summer :) It is so great out...those rays are a shining!! You sure have many people all over, literally all over, signing your guestbook. You are such a special boy and have touched the lives of so many. You have touched my heart and hold a lot of it in the palm of your hand. I miss you so much! Keep guarding mommy, daddy, chitie and Maria...oh and the new puppy too :) That puppy is pretty sweet, huh?! God bless you special angel. You have fun riding your tractors and farming up there...until we meet again my little bugaloo angel. I love you so much! Forever and ever always...Your Shanny
Best Buddies 4ever!!!! here comes a kiss up to heaven...hmmmmmwwwwwwaaaaahhhh 0:-) (did you get that kissie?) Love you XOXOXOXO
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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John Russell May your loved ones find quite joy in the knowledge that heaven has a new angel. May you have the hand to hold of another as they go through this life. you will be the best Gardian Angel. We love you and yours. God Bless you all. Pass on an angel hug for us.
B.& A. Vastakis
Macon, Ga USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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Hi JR, your name is the same as my nephew Russell and he is a very sports minded kid. i will always tell him to treat life with respect and enjoy every minute that he lives. i have known you from your guardian angel and she told me all about you, God bless you and your family.
Omar Hedriana <joshed12@e-manila.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 11:09 AM (CDT)

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Dio ti benedica John.Un abbraccio ai tuoi fantastici mamma e papà
Daniela Coccetti
Parma, italy - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 06:51 AM (CDT)

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Dear Family of John Russell,
I found John Russell's web site some time ago from my nephew's caringbridge site and have been following yours since then. Even though I have never met your son before he seems like such a part of my life, and I would like to thank you for sharing his/your journey with me. Like MILLIONS of other readers you are ALL in our thoughts and prayers!
Crystal Johnson <cjlsv@yahoo.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 01:08 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Guess what- my new friend, Lisa, (she saw your page on hugs and hope and has been following you since)emailed me with this WONDERFUL website! You can donate in memory or for someone who has/had cancer...you will then get their name put on one of the gold ribbons that will be put on the Xmas tree in Wash. DC. She got one in memory of you! How special is that?! We will have John Russell gold ribbons all over that tree! The pictures (on the website) of the tree with all of those gold ribbons looks just beautiful! Here is that neat website: www.candlelighters.org/cancerawarenesstree2002.stm
I love you so much and miss you a ton! I hope you are farming away little bug boy. Did you pull out the ole' Oliver today? Keep sending your love, rays, rainbows and butterflies. I love you little angel! Forever and always more...until we meet again....Your Shanny 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

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I just read John Russell's story and looked at his pictures. What a precious little boy. I lost my grandson Ashton is December of last year. I know that he and John Russell are singing and dancing with the angels. I had to cry when I read how much he loved Thomas and tractors. Ashton loved Thomas. He loved to go to Home Depot with his Pops (Grandad) and ride the lawnmowers. I am so sorry for your lose. You are in my prayers.
Juana McBride Ashton's Gammy <jmcbride@dentonisd.org>
Denton, TX USA - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Bug Bug!
HOw is your heavenly farm today? I bet you are farming up a lot today! Well, I see you have sent some rain down for your new tree. I bet you were watching those guys dig, dig, dig for the great big new tree. Are you going to send some sun rays tomorrow for it? Well, guess what, I got you a John Deere green star on the walk of heroism (sp?) :) It is a super cool bright green star on this website: http://heavenlylights.homestead.com/Page7.html
Your star is at the very bottom. THen if you take a look in the "light a candle" section on that site, you can see that you have some friends who have lit a candle for you- pretty cool, huh! You sure have some great, superpower John Russell supporters! Well bug boy angel, you keep sending down your rain, rays, rainbows and love...we all miss you a ton! ....Until we meet again little angel....I love you! Best Buddies 4ever!! Forever Always, Your Shanny


Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 09:56 AM (CDT)

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Hi Little Angel Bugaloo :)
Well, you sure worked hard up there- we have SUN today!! Yeahh!! You know something, I opened my jewlery box, wound it up this morning and do you know what song it plays...I almost forgot about this- it plays What a Wonderful World- Your song! Not a day goes by that I dont think about you. I have my special plant, my John Deere tractor next to it with your pictures and crosses as well as a rosary. Keep that smile on your face big boy! We all love you so much! Keep sending butterflies, rays and rainbows down to us. I love you so much and miss you a lot! God bless you special angel bugaloo. Until we meet again... Best Buddies 4ever! I love you! Forever, Your Shanny
Shanny <Shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary, and Charlie,
Our deepest sympathy and prayers are being sent your way. Our family has prayed for the four of you over the past 18 months. we hope you can feel our love and support miles away. We extend our continued prayers and find blessings in that John Russell and Angel Kayla are together.
We feel your pain. Love, The Thompsons
Edna, Gary, Kaitlin, Blake, Lucas, Kierstin, and Angel Kayla
Edna and Gary Thompson <Edna Thompson @aol.com>
Libertyville, Il 60048 - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

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Bugs,
Maybe our friends might want to light a candle in your memory - here is a great website in which you can do so...
www.heavenlylights.homestead.com/memorial.html
Then click on light a candle (scroll midway down the page)
I lit one for you...it is a childhood cancer awareness site. I miss you little one...god bless you..I know the other angels are taking care of you.
Many hugs and kissies sent to heaven.
Love,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How are you today? I hope things are going well up there. I am missing you a lot! Did you see the super cool butterfly I got today for the healing house? I bet it will look really neat. It sure will shine and sparkle. Did you see that super neat John Deere combine piggy bank today too? That sure was neat, wasn't it. How is your farming coming along? I hope you are farming here and farming there...I am sure you are farming everywhere :) You keep at it bug bug boy angel and make sure to get some corn for Shanny. I love you big bug boy and miss you so much too! God bless you and keep sending your rays, rainbows and butterflies on down....we all love you! Best buddies 4ever! I love you special bug boy angel. 0:-) Love Forever, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula & Gary,
After taking care of John Russell in the PICU, I check his web site from time to time. I am so sorry for your loss. John Russell was such as special, beautiful child and certainly touched my heart. He is with the angels now and will be looking after you and his little brother. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Love, Michelle Cloud RN
(nurse from PICU)
Michelle Cloud <mcloud1@comcast.net>
Sicklerville, NJ USA - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 02:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi Angel Farmer,
Well, we've been getting a lot of sunshine and wind, Thank you for that. I am sure you're watching out for all the farmers here in Iowa. I just know you're farming away in heaven and helping all the farmers down here with their crops. I really like seeing all the large equipment this time of year and the trees changing colors. I know you can see it too.
I thought of you yesterday when a big butterfly was looking for a place to rest in my garden. I just sat back and waited for it to take a rest. It was a very busy butterfly and I think it was taking a rest on it's way to Mexico for the winter. It sure was beautiful.
God called another angel to heaven today, her name is Trouble and she is a Rottwieler. She fought a tough battle with cancer. My sister told her all about you just before she went to heaven, she is looking for you right now. You can't miss her, she is a beautiful dog, and so loving and friendly. I just know she has found you. We pray you are playing in the fields in heaven. She loves to ride trucks (and probably tractors) but loves to play and run, just like you. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ I am just so glad she has a playmate in heaven.
I know that you are aware we are praying so hard for your family right now. We love them and miss them and pray for their strength during this healing time.
We miss you very much little angel.
XOXOXO, Steph and Dan
Abbott
- Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell, I hope Everything is going good up there! Can you maybe shine some sun down here in Eden Prairie! Also can u Say hi to my Grandpa John Miller, he died August 8th and I really miss him, and can u tell him i love him! and I miss you and Love you also!
Gavin Miller <EPMiller17@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
I sure wish those sun rays would shine down! It has been raining a lot lately. Maybe you can pull some strings and get some rays shining down on your Shanny :) Boy the trees look so beautiful...all of their great fall colors. The birds are chirping a lot, I am sure they are enjoying their 24/7 bird bath they are getting. How is your heavenly farm today? Did you get some corn and beans going? I hope so. I bet you are out working hard- Mr. Farmer Lorenz :) I know your smile is shining like the sun right now.....we love you big boy! Keep sending down your rainbows, rays and butterflies 0:-) I love you special bug boy angel! Until we meet again little angel 0:-) I love you 4ever and ever more! Best buddies 4ever! Love You! Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 03:21 PM (CDT)

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I know that John Russell is an angel now and in the arms of God, watching over all who loved and took care of him... what a beautiful child he is! Love, Laura and sons
Laura
- Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 11:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How are you today? I sure hope you are smiling and doing well. I thought of you today while I was at this great bookstore. It is so cool! I brought my two neighbor kids there and guess what?! It had little kitties walking around, a taranchala (sp?) in a cage, birds in their cages, tons of books and even chickens! We had so much fun! They had every book there...it sure was neat. I saw so many of the neat books you and Char have. We saw some neat Halloween books too. Then we went to this super fun toy store called Creative Kidstuff and I saw that tree zipper thing I think mommy should get! Dont you think CHar would like it?? You can swing from tree to tree. You and I will have to talk her into it :) I bet nanna would even love it - it is a lot of fun...or better yet- bushwoman! I know you would really be laughing- that grandma swings from vines already- why not from tree to tree :) She is so silly. Are you keeping a good eye over her? I sure hope so. Make sure she is staying clear of all that poisen ivy, poisen oak etc. How is your tractor riding going up there in your heavenly farmland? I bet you are riding amongst the green fields and watching the beautiful rainbows and sunrays before you! Keep sending us all of those beautiful rays, rainbows and butterflies. I love you so much- best buddies 4ever!!! Until we meet again special bug boy angel 0:-) For Always, Your Shanny XOXOXO
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CDT)

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I check in on your site from time to time...I am so sorry for your loss. You may not know me, my son Zachary was in transplant the same time as John Russell (Oct 4th, 2001). It was with your help and experience that we got Zackie to wear his masks (the nurses asked your advice). Your family is in my prayers.
Courage,
Dana, Zachary's mom Dx JMML 5/01, BMT 10/04/01
Dana Doctor www.caringbridge.org/nj/zacharyd <dmdoc@msn.com>
- Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 02:10 AM (CDT)

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Hi Rooosssallll :)
How is that farming going? I sure hope well. We sure have a very rainy day today. I am sure you are sending it all down to help feed our grass and farmland a few more times before our freezing cold winter approaches. Are you watching for mommy, daddy and Chitie to come flying through the clouds today? Better watchout bc they are on a mega big jet plane, kind of like J.J. Go on some tractor rides for me today big bug boy! Have fun and send some special rainbows our way :) You know my favorite colors. I love you and miss you TONS but...until we meet again. I LOVE you to infinty and BEYOND!!! Keep shining your smiles down on us. Best Buddies 4ever and ever more! I love you...Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CDT)

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To the Family and Friends of John Russell:

I want to tell you how so very sorry I am. I just recently found out about John Russell's website and his courageous fight. He is a Champion....a child that I will never ever forget. Thank you for allowing strangers like me be part of your life.
Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 11:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
How is your heavenly farmland doing today? I hope the crops are really growing...I bet they are super special crops bc of the super special people, sun rays and love up there. Did you see that combine yesterday out in the field? The John Deere combine....pretty neat, huh. He sure was gathering a TON of corn! The trees are sure turning some beautiful colors....however, green is nice for me. I LOVE the summer weather and am a bit nervous for this winter to roll around. You just make sure your Shanny gets some of your special sun rays each and every day :) Well Bugs, Shanny needs you to look over some special children for me...first we have Lance, he is batteling Nblast too, Madison, who also is putting up a fight against the Nblast bugs...I also need you to look over Colton for me...he has a very rare eye disease of which the govt doesnt fund research on. He is putting up a battle for his sight. Please keep eye over these special children. THen there is Dominique up in heaven...I talk to her mommy..they are from Alaska. THey are even having a mass in honor of you and Dominique on Oct. 6th. WOW! I got a very special email from her mom informing me of that...very, very neat! You keep shining down your sun rays, rainbows, butterflies and love. We all love you so much! I miss you a TON- BUT- until we meet again big bug boy! xoxoxoxo Best buddies 4ever! Love you for always and forever...your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 11:09 AM (CDT)

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Hi Little Angel Bugaloo!! :)
How are you doing today up there? I hope you are playing, smiling, laughing and of course - TRACTOR DRIVING!!! So what kind of tractor are you exactly driving up there..a Case or a Deere? Or- do you have a special one that says John Russell all over it? Either way- I bet you are having a great time. Well, we are getting that chilly fall weather. I hope it is nice, sunny and warm up in your heavenly farmland. So, Shanny got things wrong yesterday- are you going to fly with mommy, daddy and chitie through the clouds in a couple days? I bet you will be dancing on the top of their plane. Shanny talked to nanna Maria yesterday- she sounds like she is getting a lot done. I bet you are helping her along. Well bug boy- go shine up that tractor for the day. Keep sending special butterflies, sunshine rays and rainbows our way. We love you so much! I miss you but- until we meet again! Best buddies 4ever! Love you for always, Your Buddy Shanny
0:-) Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 10:03 AM (CDT)

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I hope you guys are hanging in there... I think John Russell is the most beautiful child. I think he must be Colton's guardian angel now. Love to you, Laura

www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
Laura
- Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CDT)

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To the parents of John Russell,
My deepest symapthy and prayers are with you at this time. I believe John Russell and My Dominique are together and we will be with them again.
Laurel Cummins (Dominique's Mom) <l_linneman@hotmail.com>
Anchorage, AK USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CDT)

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Paula and Gary,my sincere sympathy to you both and your families for your loss.Our thoughts and prayers are with you at all times
Bobbie Lenga <BLenga-Gutman@russellreynolds.com>
Highland Park, IL - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
I bet you are flying with mommy, daddy and Charlie today through the white, fluffy clouds. Make sure to shine some sunshine rays in on them. How are your tractors up there? I hope they are super duper shiney :) I was taking a drive through the famland of Wisc. yesterday (to get to school) and boy was it ever beautiful. The leaves are turning some very beautiful colors. All that green land, corn and beautiful fall colors just said John Russell all over it! I bet your heavenly farm looks just like that...but I know you have many rainbows and many sun rays!!! I miss you bugs!! I ask everynight if my grandpa is taking you out showing you more of the fine art of farming...I am sure he is taking you fishing too. I love you so much big bug boy!! Miss you...but until we meet again :) Many angel hugs and kissies all the way up to you! Best buddies 4ever! Love you for always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 10:27 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Well, the sun is shining here in Iowa and for a fall day it is HOT. Today is a good tractor day. I'll just bet you're looking down on all the Iowa Farmers today and watching them on all the equipment. I have seen a lot the past couple of weeks and of course I always think of you.
I am sure you're riding tractors all day up there in Heaven.
We think of you so often and really miss you. We continue to pray for Mommy,Daddy and Charlie.
Plow away little Angel.
XOXOXOXOXOX Dan and Steph

Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Angel Bugalooo :)
How are you up there? Things are a bit chilly here! That sunshine needs to shine down- "on our shoulders"...I bet you have all the prettiest sun rays and rainbows near you at this very moment...I am sure they are shining over you as you buff and shine your prized tractor up there. I am missing you a lot big bug boy...I love you soooo much! Until we meet again special little bug boy angel 0:-)
Best Buddies 4Ever- I love you!
Love,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CDT)

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Sorry to hear about John Russell. I can't imagine all the pain you are going through. I have and will continue to pray for you. Take Care!
Jacquelyn (Petry) Morningstar <Jmorningstar@cornellcollege.edu>
Lisbon, IA USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

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It sounds like John Russell is in a beautiful spot in Iowa and I am sure he enjoyed his special tractor show. John Russell and his family will always be in my prayers - I will miss hearing about everybody - but I will pray for everyones continued strength. He is one lucky boy to have such a loving family and close bestest buddy Shanny. I'm sure he is watching over you guys and will make sure his memories make you smile in time instead of cry until that joyous day when you can all be together again in Heaven. May God be with you always and forever. Love always -
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 06:35 AM (CDT)

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I am so sorry for your lost.You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.Hugs,Sharon

Sharon {Smile Quilts}
Ft.Lauderdale, Fla USA - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 05:19 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted you all to know that I was thinking about you today and sending lots of love and hugs your way. Peace & Love -
Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi Special Angel Bugaloo :)
HOw are the tractors holding up? I sure hope well...save a ride for Shanny - k. Last night I babysat my super cute kids- they have 5 kids in their family. They knew of you and your couragous story. I brought pictures to show them. They thought you were soooooooooo cute. They even tell me the stories that I told them about how you would "pick, pick, pick my mole" and the other stories too. They sure know how brave and special you are. We all love you big boy! You are one special angel. You keep tractor riding through the clouds and get to that farming. I love you and miss you but...until we meet again 0:-)
Love you for always- Best Buddies 4Ever!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)

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I love you little angel John Russell...XOXOXOXOXO
Best Buddies 4Ever!! Love you always and forever- Shanny
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CDT)

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The Quilting Angels of Smile Quilts and I are all saddened by the passing of John Russell from this earth. So many hearts and lives have been touched by this Angel. His passing has added a new ray to the sunlight by day and a new star in the Heavens by night. May God surround you with His love and strengthen your spirit as you go forward into a new day.

Sprite <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 02:45 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs,
Are you up there shining up some John Deere tractors and giving the wheels a good ole' kick to see if they are doing oK? I am sure you are tractor driving 24/7. Know that I am thinking and praying for you each and every day. I love you to infinity and beyond! Best Buddies 4ever! Love always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

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Your family's loss is shared by not only your family and relatives, but by hundreds of people throughout the country who have prayed for John Russell during the past 2 years. Paula, you need not worry about John Russell being alone or lost in heaven......he will not have just my mother to lead him, but hundreds of caring angels answering the prayers of all these wonderful people in your guestbook. Cherise every moment you had with John Russell and will have with Chi-Chi.....until you are all reunited in heaven. God bless and in God trust.
Rick, Marcie, Joshua, and Jeremy Blong
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CDT)

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Hello to all,

We heard John Russell had a beautiful service, and what a special salute with the tractors! You are all always in our hearts.

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

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You are in my thoughts & prayers. God's Blessings!


Angel Craving Wings <cwennman@mts.net>
Winnipeg, Mb Canada - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 07:07 PM (CDT)

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Well hello there! I heard about John Russell from a family member that goes to my school. Her name is Maleri. She is my buddy! Anyways, I am truly sorry about what went wrong. I read this whole website, where he was talking and I also looked at the pictures. He is the cutest lil thing I have ever seen. He has blonde hair, and beautiful blue eyes. I know you guys aren't doing so well, but I am sending my prayers to you in hope that you will get back on your feet and keep going. I know that's very hard to do, but please try...You know John would want you to keep going. Well, I can't stay on here very long, but I give my prayers out to the whole family of John Russell...and I love you!! Bye for now...Email me please...I would love to hear from a family member...bye now!
I love you...Megan
Megan <adidas7400@yahoo.com>
Grain Valley, MO United States - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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I read about John Russell on Colton Meyer's site. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs from the Canadian Rockies.
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Shanny was so glad you lead her to the fabulous cornfields. I still cannot believe how I saw that license plate that said King on it or the Case and John Deere dealer...just when I needed you there most, you were there. You sure are in a special area. Chi laid many flowers over special spot yesterday. We had a great time on the farm. Did you see that apple tree above you? Pretty, cool, huh. oHhh but best of all- did you see Grandpa and all the other men in the tractors driving by giving you a salute. WOW- those were some huge tractors. Some big ole' Case IH's :) I am going to head back down to the farm so I can get a ride on the combine. I cant wait to go tractor driving. Mommy took us bahahing through the gardens, near the TP and by the log cabin. DId you see us? She got a few branches caught up with us while out cruisin'. What a special place, I know you are out having so much fun on grandpa and grandma's farm. I LOVE it there!!!! Chi seems to LOVE it too. He sure is taking good care of that new puppy!!! He is so cute :) Dont you think? I love you. Today I asked my grandpa to give you a heavenly tractor ride on a shiny John Deere- I am sure you both our out crusin the clouds farmland. He knew a lot about tractors- he grew up on a farm...and he LOVES John Deere's. Well big boy- Dodo and I got home safetly...thanks for guarding us with your angel wings all the way back to Mpls. I followed her car for a while and she followed mine. We miss you but know you are with us all in our souls and hearts. I love you special angel...until we meet again...Love you for always- best buddies 4ever! Always, Shanny





shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
ep, mn - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CDT)

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We are so sorry for your loss. We will continue to keep you in our prayers. God Bless You.


Traci Hassel (a friend of Lina's Mommy) <nelsonchiro@aol.com>
Bettendorf, IA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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My prayers and thoughts are with you the family and friends left behind by this wonderful angel boy - our heavens shine brighter tonight as one more star takes his place in the heavenly lights above

Pat aka Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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Heaven , the Lord, and all of us who John Russell left behind have gained a very special Angel this week. Lil' John Russell you worked your magic here on earth now it's time to do "heavenly magic" for all of those you touched and loved.
Dawn Lindley <shyy75@yahoo.com>
Dowagiac, MI USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CDT)

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Gary,Paula,Porky,&Patty
Though we did not get the chance to meet John Russell,I am sure the lord has a GREAT young man now.You have both our sympathy and many,many prayers.
Larry,Sue,Maggie BERTRAND
Larry Bertrand <ls630@aol.com>
Lake Saint Louis, Mo. St. Charles - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CDT)

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You are all in our thoughts and prayers. We pray for peace, hope and smiles for you.
Sandy(Latch)Martin-Lina Rak's Gramma <Rick_SandyMartin@Prodigy.net>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CDT)

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Paula and Gary,

I am so very, very sorry at the loss of your son John Russell. My thoughts and my prayers are with you and with John Russell.
Patrick Mullane <pnm1951@mac.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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To John Russell's family. I am deeply saddened by your loss. He touched many hearts and will long be carried in those hearts with love. May God help you through this so very difficult time. Gentle Hugs & prayers, Erlene



Gramma Giraffe <grammagiraffe@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

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To the John Russell family....
I am so very sorry to hear of the news of John's passing. I know how very hard it is for family and friends to endure and I pray for you words of love and comfort. I also know John Russell is playing amongst the flower and cornfields in heaven today. He is running, jumping, playing and happy with all the other little angel there. He will never have to leave the places he loves any longer and can be happy and content in the loving arms of the Lord waiting until that one day you all are reunited again in heaven.
God Bless you family....as I know God has already blessed John Russell into his heavenly home.
Warm hugs,
Island Princess


Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

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To John Russell's Family:
I came to visit tonight and found the news. I cannot tell you how sad I am. Please accept my deepest sympathy and my profound belief that John Russell is safe in Heaven and an Angel who will watch over you all. All of us at Smile Quilts fell in love with this little boy with the cutest smile and the courge of a lion. He has touched so many lives in his short 3 1/2 years on Earth and he will never be forgotten.
God Bless you all~
Jean Ilderton



Jean Ilderton - Smile Quilts <jean@jeanilderton.com>
Tucson, AZ - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 03:21 AM (CDT)

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To the family of John Russel my deepest sympathy and my prayers are with you all.
I have only just learnt of your son's fight and now his going home to heaven. From browsing through your guest book I can see just how hard he fought and how much he was loved. I know the heartache of seeing a child suffer my little baby boy died in 1997 at 8 weeks after living all of his short life in hospital. My reason for writing is to share the hope that God has given me that even in death we can have peace. I know that many would have prayed for your little boy to live as many did for my son too but for some reason God had a greater plan for those of us left behind.
In my heart I recieved a great peace ~ greater than many know through death and now spend my time writing and encouraging the souls of hurting people around the world.
My baby son died with a smile on his face so that I would know hope even in death. I don't know the pain you are going through because your little boy John suffered and fought for so long and lived with you to love for three years. But I encourage you that through your grief your hearts will emerge stronger and wiser and that through what you have gone through as Johns parents you have much to give to others and you will see his memory live on to bless others.
God be with you and let his arms carry your hurt because he can guide you safely through. Here is Tyler's Story if you feel like visiting. Please feel free to write to me if ever you need to talk to someone because I care for your pain ~ I know grief can be so lonely and long.
http://my.homewithgod.com/tyler/Index.html

Love from Sharon
Sharon <sharonco@ezweb.com.au>
Australia - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, and Chi Chi,
John Russell must be graciously flying those angelic wings tonight - what a beautiful, although touching, celebration of life for him today! Your courage and strength to witness your very personal story of his "God-given specialness" was priceless. He touched so many lives in his short life-span. And his kingship has changed - now he is reigning as "King of the Angels!" He will continue to "hold you" from that high throne. Remember that those of us who have grown to love John Russell need not pray 'for' him any longer, but we may pray 'to' him. Our love and thoughts and prayers will remain with you all.
Margaret and Leo Campbell
Cedar Falls, - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary & Chi Chi
I'm so sorry to hear about John. I know that there are wings waiting for John in heaven. I also know my best friend, who was not much older than John, died from cancer. I know they are playing to their hearts content.
Carol
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
Today was a very sunny and beautiful day. There were all kinds of farm equipment going on just about every farm we passed on our trip to Reinbeck. I had a lot of time to think about your life here on earth and what you have done for so many of us here.
I know you were there today "carrying" your Mommy and Daddy on this most difficult of days. Your service was wonderful and beautiful and the amount of support for your family was unbelievable.
I am sure now that you are at peace and out of pain.
We now pray for the healing process for your family and will keep you and your mommy and daddy and Charlie near to our heart always.
God bless you little one. You are loved by so many.
XOXOXO, Dan and Steph ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Abbott
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary and Chi Chi,

We are so sad. Sorry we couldn't be at the funeral, but we were thinking of you all. We pray for you, this is really, really tough. You and we are all touched and changed forever by that precious Angel, that great John Russell gift God gave you. You were so blessed to have him, but the world does seem less populated without him. Big hugs and tears and kisses to all of you and your family. We'll hold you all up and carry you through this. I love you all--Paige
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-By-The-Sea, MA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 07:29 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, Chi Chi, Shanny and all the extended family:

I found this poem on another site and it brought me comfort. I thought it might bring you some too.

Don't think of him as gone away~
His journey has just begun,
Life holds so many facets~
This earth is only one.


Just think of him as resting~
From the sorrows and the tears,
In a place of warmth and comfort~
Where there are no days and years.


Think of how he must be wishing~
That we could know today,
How nothing but our sadness~
Can really go away.


And think of him as living~
In the hearts of those he touched...
For nothing loved is ever lost~
And he was loved so much.


~~Author Unknown~~












Tracey <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 05:00 PM (CDT)

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Gary, Paula and family:
I read John Russell's website each week after learning about it from Lori and Nancy while we were in Hudson last summer. I am amazed at the strength and courage John Russell and your family possess. My thoughts and prayers are with you on this very difficult day.
Sheila (Sergeant) Cook <sheilascook@hotmail.com>
Harbor City, CA USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary and family,

It's hard to see tomorrow
when someone you love is gone.
It's harder yet to realize
That your life will still go on.

But the Lord won't give you burdens
Which He knows you cannot bear.
He'll never leave you helpless,
You'll always find Him there.

We're all our Father's children,
On earth and up above
John Russel now walks close to God
Surronded by His love!

Thinking of you in these difficult days!


Nancy McMillan <nmcmillan@netins.net>
Aurora, IA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CDT)

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Dear Gary, Paula & Chi Chi,
I was deeply saddened to hear the news of John Russell's passing. Your family has been in my thoughts and prayers everyday since we first heard of his illness and we will continue to pray for each of you. I am sure that John Russell's spirit and smile will be with you forever. Please accept our heartfelt sympathy.
Love, Toni, Frank & Frankie Wermerskirchen
Toni Wemerskirchen <toni.wermerskirchen@wellsfargo.com>
Oak Creek, WI USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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My deepest condolonces go out to your family for your lost. I hope you take comfort in knowing that GOD needed one more angel and that's the reason he took him. You're family and your son will be in my prayer tonight.
Lorena
Arvin, Ca U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

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Lorenz Family,

Our deepest condolences go out to your family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and may God bless you and be close to you.
Courtney and Lou Loquasto
Des Moines, IA Polk - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary and Chi Chi,

I was so very sorry to hear about John Russell. I hope you may take comfort in knowing that he is now in God's hands.
Thank you for sharing John Russell with all of us and know that your little angel is now in heaven smiling down at us.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Ryan, Mary Jane, Reece, Erin, and Bailey Sharp
Mary Jane Sharp <onwindows@aol.com>
Norwalk, Ia USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

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Many thoughts and prayers to you. I'm sorry for your loss, but grateful you had the time you did with your precious son.
Janice Brown <jsmiley@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

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We heard about your family from Colton Meyer's website. God has one more angel. You are in our prayers.
God Bless you

Jen P <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CDT)

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I heard stories from your grandpa and it seemed as if I knew you. Rest in peace little one.
Deanna Wiedner <deanna.wiedner@ibpinc.com>
Cedarfalls, Ia Black hawk - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

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When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
>
> When tomorrow starts without me
> And I'm not there to see
> If the sun should rise and find your eyes
> All filled with tears for me.
>
> I wish so much you wouldn't cry
> The way you did today
> While thinking of the many things
> We didn't get to say.
>
> I know how much you love me,
> As much as I love you,
> And each time that you think of me
> I know you'll miss me too
>
> But when tomorrow starts without me
> Please try to understand
> That an angel came and called my name
> And took me by the hand
>
> And said my place was ready
> In heaven far above
> And that I'd have to leave behind
> All those I dearly love
>
> But when I walked through heaven's gates
> I felt so much at home
> When God looked down and smiled at me
> From His great golden throne
>
> He said, "This is eternity
> And all I've promised you
> Today for life on earth is past
> But here it starts anew.
>
> I promise no tomorrow
> For today will always last,
> And since each day's the same way
> There's no longing for the past.
>
> So when tomorrow starts without me
> Don't think we're far apart,
> For every time you think of me
> I'm right here in your heart.
>
I am so sorry to hear about your tremendous loss.....please know that you are in everyone's thoughts and prayers!
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus , MI USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CDT)

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To Daddy, Mommy & Chi Chi....

Some things I’d like to say,
but first of all to let you know that I arrived okay.

I’m writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there’s no more tears or sadness
there is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I’m out of sight,
remember that I’m with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on Earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and
He said, "I welcome you."
It’s good to have you back again.
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
they’ll be here later on.
I need you here so badly as part of My big plan.
There’s so much that we have to do to help our mortal man.
Then God gave me a list of things He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you.

And I will be beside you every day and week and year
and when you’re sad I’m standing there
to wipe away the tears.

And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on Earth and all the missing years,
because you’re only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you of all that God has planned,
but if I were to tell you you wouldn’t understand.
But one thing is for certain though my life on Earth is o’re,
I am closer to you now than I ever was before,
And to my very many friends, trust God knows what is best
I’m still not far away from you I’m just beyond the crest.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb,
but together we can do it taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy, and I’d like it for you too,
that as you give unto the World so the World will give to you.
then you can say to God at night my day was not in vain.

And now I am contented that my life it was worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way,
I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go.

When you are walking down the street,
and you’ve got me on your mind,
I’m walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face,
that’s me giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace.
And when it’s time for you to go
from that body to be free,
remember you’re not going,
you are coming here to me.
And I will always love you
from that land way up above.

Will be in touch again soon...

P.S. God sends His Love

I LOVE YOU !
Love John Russell


The biggest of Angel Hugs are wrapped around your family ~
My thoughts & prayers are with you all as you try to get through these most difficult days.
God Bless!!
Much Love,
Chemo Angel Sheryl ~ Minnesota
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 07:17 AM (CDT)

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Hello to all,

Thinking of you today. I hope you're able to smile at some of the good memories. So glad John Russell is back in Iowa where he will always be able to see LOTS of tractors!

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 06:28 AM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary, and Chi Chi,

I am saddened to hear of the loss of your beloved little man, although literally a world away my heart aches for your loss and hope that you know that I'll be thinking of you and praying for gods newest angel to guide you though this. Kindest regards
wendy from NZ(from hugs and hope) <Wendy_Lane_99@yahoo.com>
wellington, New Zealand - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:14 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo...
I saw the most beautiful John Deere tractor while driving through the farmland tonight. I thought of you...I am sure you were up taking all of your special friends on tractor rides through heaven. I knew you were having a great time gatoring or combining b/c the sunset was the most beautiful thing I had ever, ever saw...just amazing. I am sure you were riding in the sun rays you so loved. God bless you big boy...I love you and miss you...BUT..until we meet again my special little angel bugaloo. Always and forever- best buddies 4ever!! Your Shanny xoxoxoxo
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 11:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary, and Chi Chi,
I am sorry to hear about John Russell. He was the strongest child I ever new. I send my sympathy and will keep on praying for you guys every night.
Love always,
Your friends The Coletta's
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
wadsworth, IL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CDT)

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I am so saddened to hear of John Russell's passing. I wish I could offer comforting words in this time, but instead I will pray for your peace and healing. Your son touched my heart, and I will never forget his story. He is now off to embark on a new journey. Different than your plan was for him, but exactly the way that God had intended. God bless your family and keep you well.
Lori Houppert <loriannh69@yahoo.com>
Lowville, NY usa - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CDT)

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Paula, you where just in our thoughts, we are so saddened by your loss. It has been awhile but please know that your Jones Friends aren't far away if you need us. My girls and I prayed for John Russell before going to bed and will continue to keep you and your family in our prayers. Our hearts go out to you.
aida decolli <at@jny.com>
bristol, pa usa - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CDT)

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Dear Russell Family:

I am so saddened to learn of another neuroblastoma loss. I only found your Web site a few weeks ago. My heart and prayers go out to you in this time that is so very, very sad.

“…I shall go to him, but he shall not return to me.” 2 Samuel 12:23 Our children shall not return to us...BUT we shall some day go to them.

Again, I am so very sorry for your family. There is no pain greater than losing a child.

The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & St. Gabbie
http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CDT)

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My sympathy and heart goes out to you and your family. John I have never known you and you do not know me, but your strength and determination are to be commended over the past three and a half years of your precious life. Your entire family needs to be commended for their support, comfort, and strengh. May the peace of the Lord be with you and your family during these times of tragedy of such a strong and wonderful young man.
Ryan E. Wellman <Ryan.Wellman@ibpinc.com>
Dakota Dunes , SD - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Paula and Gary,

My heart goes out to you with the deepest caring and sympathy for your loss and yet at the same time, an embrace to you for giving the world such a beautiful, special little guy that has impacted so many whether we met him in person or only in spirit...these lessons of life are difficult to understand especially one like John Russell.
I so admire the strength that you have demonstrated....much love and prayers to you both and Charlie...take special care of each other, Jackie

Jackie Rabin <jackie@kenzer.com>
Chicago, Il - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CDT)

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My heart goes out to your family during this most difficult time in your lives.
Susan Fine <sfine1@sears.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)

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Sorry for your loss. It is a little gentlemen such as he that reminds us to live each day to its fullest for we know not when we will be called to the Heavens above to serve the Almighty.
Keith Fletcher
- Monday, September 23, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, Chi Chi, and family of angel John Russell--
Though our hearts are broken to know that we have let John Russell fly with the rest of God's angels, we give him wings with love. You have touched so many hearts through the creation, and journey, of your little man. We love you and our John Russell so very much. May God's hand be on you and John Russell's wings lift you up when you are weak. He will continue to carry us through this life until we meet again.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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Paula,Gary, Charlie and Family,
I have just heard of your loss, and no words can describe the depth of sympathy that I feel for you. John Russell's time here was much too short. May all the warm feelings from the many friends and family that have touched your life continue to provide you with inspiration now and always.

Marcey (Rubin) Stamas and Family
Marcey Stamas <mstamas@dhrintl.net>
Chicago, IL Cook - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 11:02 AM (CDT)

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JUST RECEIVED WORD ABOUT YOUR LITTLE BOY PASSING AWAY. PLEASE BE COMFORTED IN KNOWING THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE LIFTING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY UP IN PRAYER. MAY GOD COMFORT YOU AS YOU DEAL WITH THIS LOSS. IN HIS LOVE, BRENDA OLIVER
BRENDA OLIVER <boliver@ectisp.net>
WAXAHACHIE, TX USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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friday I lost a special little friend ..watching those truck videos just won't be the same without you..my thoughts and prayers go out to mom and dad and your whole family
david beauchemin (nuc med) <daddyo4114@yahoo.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary & ChiChi,

Beautiful, special, John Russell, who touched more people in this lifetime than most of us in many, many, many lifetimes. A beautiful little boy who has sailed into the special meadow leaving behind a better world because he filled it with so much love. I am honored to have known him -and to know each of you. My love and prayers are with you.

Fran
Fran Spellman
Chicago, Il USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

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I recently joined with the Hugs and Hope website and when I received the message about John Russell, I was deeply saddened by your loss. I often wondered why God takes children from us too soon, but I found this poem that somehow makes it easier to understand. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It is truly obvious that John Russell was very much cherished and lived a happy life with you. He must be a beautiful angel, sitting on a shiny new John Deere that God had waiting just for him.
" LITTLE ANGELS"
When God calls little children to dwell with him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold,
So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but a few,
To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye".
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize,
God loves children, Angels are hard to find.

Author Unkown

Candy B
Livonia, MI US - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

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I met John Russell through the Hugs and Hope website. I read the entier history that day. I read the updates as soon as they came out and I felt like I knew this special little boy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You will always be in my heart.
Lissa <leelee481@yahoo.com>
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

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I am so sorry just as everyone who has written their messages of love. We are coming up on the one-year anniversary of the passing of our "Angel" my niece, Dominique, who also succumbed to Neuroblastoma. The pain has not left but has eased, but there are always moments. Please stay strong and take one day at a time, John Russell is watching over you. He will always be in your heart. God Bless you! www.dominiquecummins.com
Valerie M. Johnson <vmjohnson@gci.net>
Anchorage, AK USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 01:59 AM (CDT)

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I am a member of the Hugs and Hope Club. Your little boy was so adorable, and his pictures on Hugs just radiated sunshine. We are all thinking about you.
Cathie L <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, Charlie,
My deepest condolences on the loss of your precious son and brother.
Some people dream their whole lives of meeting an angel,
you held one in your arms.
John Russell...you touched my heart with your grace, your courage, your dignity, your spirit, as I followed you on your journey, here on these pages and through your journal. Thankyou for letting us get to know you, just a little. You touched so many lives and we are better people for it.

John Russell...I will remember you all the days of my life.

Tracey <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CDT)

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I love you my special angel!! I just got off the phone with Clint...we were sharing all the funny stories about you :) Remember when you had every tractor you owned (even the ones mommy said we couldnt bring outside) outside showing Clint??!!! We wont tell that mommy- right :) haha. Or- our big towers that were taller than Shanny...or our campouts in the basement- or better yet- we had to resort to a campout in the hospital room. Shanny sure had to chase a lot of frogs but boy you were such a great frog spotter...always flashlight in one hand and a frog catcher in the other :) Remember Mr. Brown??? haha..where you ever got that name, I will never, ever know. You were so funny though. I bet that nanna remembers that Mr. Brown. You and I have had so many fun times. I am so fortunate to have you as my friend and my special guardian angel. I love you "to infinity and beyond"!!!!!! Best Buddies for 4ever! XOXOXOXOXO Love you always and 4ever until we meet again....Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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Sorry to hear of your loss. My niece Paige is fighting cancer for the second time and was featured on Hugs and Hope. I was talking to my sister and she told me that she was reading about your son. I read it myself and viewed your photo album. What an angel!
Joyce Grey <pepelapoet@hotmail.com>
Lisbon, Ohio - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:26 PM (CDT)

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Our hearts go out to you all at this sad, sad time in your lives. Know that our angel 'Becky' (promoted to heaven November 2000) was there to meet your little guy when he arrived. Know that God will heal the hole in your hearts one stitch at a time. Our prayers are with you all and email if you need to talk...God has given me the wisdom and strength to help grieving parents who have also lost their children to cope. May God Bless all of Ewe today, tomorrow and always!
The Soska Family - Bob, Mary Jo and Joey <mjscomm@stratos.net>
Brooklyn Heights , OH USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

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So sorry to hear of your loss. My daughter Paige was also featured on HugsandHope the same month. No words can express how you must be feeling right now.....just know that we will be praying for your family and your "ANGEL"
Christina Haney <lilgirlie5396@hotmail.com>
East Liverpool, Oh USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

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Dear Gary, Paula, and Charlie

I have resisted signing John Russell's guestbook since hearing of his arrival in Heaven Friday evening. Somehow no words seemed appropriate.

Tonight however I felt compelled to let you know that even though we never met John Russell our hearts too are heavy. Through this website Aunt Val and Aunt Mimi helped you share your beloved John Russell with all of us. For that we are grateful. We felt as though we knew him personally. Thank you so much for sharing him with us.

He was a remarkable little boy and we were fortunate to have been able to "peek through a window" and witness his amazing strength and courage as well as your own. All of you are truly an inspiration to us.

May it comfort you to know that our thoughts and prayers (like those of so many others) are with you during this difficult time. You are never far from our thoughts.

May God continue to give you strength and comfort.

Lynn & C.J. Snyder


Lynn Snyder <lynnincolgate@aol.com>
Colgate, WI USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)

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I do not know John Russell except through Hugs and Hope. I am so sorry he can no longer be with you here but now your little angel is watching over you from heaven. Try to be strong and know he is happy with God and his suffering has ended. I am crying as I write this just thinking about how much you must miss him. I will keep your family in my prayers.
Jacky Pileggi <jackypileggi@hotmail.com>
Paoli, PA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this sorrowful time.I am sure John Russel is having a BLAST in Heaven.Best Wishes!
Dawn Summers <dawnsummers@iwon.com>
Corydon, IN USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula Gary and Chi Chi,
Our prayers are with you and John Russell. John Russell has shown our family so much courage and strength through his treatment. We will think of you now as we start harvest and know that you are driving combine up in heaven.
Connor has made a special picture for John Russell and I will send it on to you. We will be at the funeral service in thoughts and prayers and look forward to coming down some time to visit John Russell at his resting place, I am sure it is beautiful there.
we love you

Ann, Dick, Connor and Colin Sviggum
Ann Sviggum <a.sviggum@mcfcannon.com>
Nerstrand , MN - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

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Heaven is a lot more beautiful today because of your son. I am glad that I sent him that card two months ago- my son was a featured August Hugs and Hope child. I wish for your healing and I will pray that you will always feel your son near to you. Love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 06:22 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary and Charlie- and family,
I stopped at Bonnie's today to use her computer to send a message to you. Doug and I are thinking of you and we are very sorry about your loss of John Russell. You have a wonderful family, and I have always admired you for your strength. I called all of Doug's girls to let them know, as well as Linda Anderson and Janet Griffing. I send my hugs and love to you all. I talked to Mimi today as well. I wish you courage and love as you deal with all of this now in your life. Please know that I am extending a big hug to you all.
You are so special to me, and helped me more than you will ever know at a hard time in my life. I hope I can give a small amount of encouragement, and love to help you during this time. You are loved and thought of by all of us! Love and sympathy- Connie Priesz
Connie Priesz
Shakopee, MN USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 05:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi my special bugaloo...I bet you are playing with all the tractors in the world- last night I couldnt sleep and at 2am they had a commercial for John Deere combines- I knew you were in my room with me at that very moment. Who else but you would know the fine art of combines and John Deere tractors and at 2am :) You just wanted me to have sweet dreams of tractors :) I bet your wings were carrying mommy, daddy, Chi, nanna, Val and grandma this morning all the way to IA. You are so dearly missed. I love you...until we meet again bugs...XOXOXOX

ALways with lots of special love,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula, and charlie,
Hey this is sarah. I wrote a little something for you guys here it is.
what john russell brings to me:
Joy
Opens new doors
Happiness
New beginings

Remembrance
Unity
Strength
Smiles
Energy
Laughs
Love
No matter where John Russell is i will always love him
sarah arnold <swimchic_20@hotmail.com>
independence, ia us - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CDT)

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Gary, Paula, and charlie, heaven has a very special angel now and we just want you to know our thoughts and prayers are with your family today and always love Lori ,Holly, and Benji Lorenz
Lori Lorenz <LHB8276@aol.com>
Hudson, Ia U.S.A. - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, Charlie
Heaven has truly gained a special angel. I know words are not much comfort right now but please know that our hearts are all heavy with your loss of John Russell. You have all been thru so much and have been so stong. Our sincere sympathy.
Jan and Connie Cooper <jccooper@netins.net>
Traer, IA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

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Though I had never met you, John Russell, or your mom, dad or brother, we in Reinbeck followed your struggle through your website. We were constantly amazed at the strength, faith and courage so many showed each and every day through so many barriers. You truly have a wonderful family. We are glad you will be in Iowa to the fields that John Russell seemed to have loved. Our hearts ache for you; our soul surrounds you with strength.
Lynn & Linda Trask <ltrask@staroute.com>
Reinbeck, IA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 12:09 PM (CDT)

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i am so sorry for your loss i will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prays.hugs missouri chapter head for hugs and hope club
kim young <lynnyn2@aol.com>
mo usa - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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May the thoughts and prayers of so many people help strengthen your family in the days and years ahead. I know you will miss your little angel. We heard about him from Lina's site. It is with a heavy heart I write this today. So glad you are going coming to Iowa to be with your family at this sad time.
Chris Scar <d.scar@worldnet.att.net>
Earlham, IA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

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We are so saddened to read about John Russell...we will pray for all of you
Dacni, Corey and Eva Gabel
Indianola, IA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:22 AM (CDT)

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Dearest John Russell...Heaven has gained an angel..What amazing courage and strength you had fighting those nasty bugs...What a brave little boy you were...You touched so many hearts here on earth...You are truly an inspiration to us all...
Paula, Gary, and little Charlie..Please know that you are in our constant thoughts and prayers...You fought this battle with incredible strength and courage...John Russell is so lucky to have such an amazing family...Sending love and strength to you all....
The Kleins..Scott, Peggy, Alex, Lauren and Jacob
Peggy Klein <kleinscott@msn.com>
Portland, Or usa - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning John Russell,
You are the luckiest little boy, cuz you are up in heaven right now and having a grand old time! You are also lucky because there are a ton of people down here on earth missing you! You are a very famous hero that will never be forgotton. So, never ever think for one minute that just because you left us for a better place that we won't remember you! Please keep us all strong by sending us strength from above! Tell all the angels to watch over your mommy, daddy, and Charlie right now and forever. Show them your smile in the sunshine and all the things that you did together that will make them think happy thoughts of you. Help them to feel your presence always, until you meet them in heaven. Thank you for being such a inspiration to us all while you were here on earth!
Rita, Mike, Sarah & Jacob Hummel <mhummel@prodigy.net>
Marshalltown, IA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your precious John Russell. That is truly our loss and Heavens gain. I wish words could ease your pain, but I know they can't. Please know that our love and prayers are with you at this difficult time.
Tracy and Skylar (july02) <ourlilsky@aol.com>
Wilkes-Barre, Pa - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, Charlie & Family
I was just devastated to read the new this morning. Your son was the bravest little boy I've ever known. I've been following his story for awhile and I just feel as though I just lost a friend. There are no words to express how sorry I am. May God be with you all through this terrible time. And to Shanny his bestest buddy, I feel so bad for you all. I will truly miss John Russell but I will send smiles to heaven for him. Love always,
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 07:19 AM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary and Charlie,

I'm so sorry... John Russell was such a great gift to you and to all of us, he touched so many people. You were graced with his presence in your life. He catapulted you and all of us (relatives and friends) to a very spiritual path in this crazy world. I find this loss overhwhelming and can't fathom how it must feel for the three of you and John Russell's grandparents, aunts and uncles and cousins. I like that he was recently given the Native American name, two feather. He really fought hard with all of his treatments. Paul, you and Gary showed such strength and never ending focus through out this scary, careening illness. It's amazing how one so young can impact so many an in such a short time. I have been following your web site and praying each day for all of you and will continue to. I wish I could meet with you all in the Midwest. I haven't been there for so long... We grieve deeply for all of you. Love, Paige
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-By-The-Sea, MA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 06:12 AM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, and Charlie, I am so sad to hear about John Russell. Connie called me about 10:30 tonight and wanted to see the web site. But I wasn't home. So, when I got home, I looked you up on the internet. What a precious gift, your little John Russell. My prayers are with you all. You have all been so brave. What a terrible loss for your family. I am so sorry. I will be praying for you all and thinking about you as you remember and celebrate his life. May God bring you peace.
Bonnie
EP, MN - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 01:05 AM (CDT)

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Dear Gary, Paula and Charlie,
We are so sad about the wrong ending to a beautiful story. The strength and courage of John Russell and your entire family is something to behold. At a time when there are so many bad examples in the world, you taught us so much about Faith, love, strength and courage. We have been truly blessed by knowing this special young man and his family. Our thoughts and prayers are with you in the difficult days ahead. Love, Ken and Esther Noel
Ken & Esther Noel
Eden Prairie, Mn USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 12:11 AM (CDT)

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I am a friend of Shannon Miller's. I just wanted to take a moment and say, that I will continue to pray for your family. And may God lead you and comfort you all the days of your lives!
Attalia Young <youngat@uwstout.edu>
Menomonie, WI U.S.A. - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 11:52 PM (CDT)

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To Our "KING" John Russell.....you have made it to the top of that mountain.....free of those nasty bugs, medicines and hospital sleepovers!! We have been so blessed to have been a part of your young life.....we thank you for being such an inspiration to us all in so many ways! We will miss you dearly and hoping that your Heavenly playland is filled with tractors, red and green! Mommy and Daddy have taken very good care of you and now you will be able to watch over them! Paula, Gary, and Charlie....we send much love and prayers, strength and energy for safe travels to Iowa. You all are in our thoughts and prayers. May God bless you always.
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 11:19 PM (CDT)

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May God Bless your family. My prayers are with you as you go forward.
Vicki Fleming <vickifleming@cfl.rr.com>
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

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Paula and Garry are hearts are saddened by your loss. We are thinking of you every moment. We have been following John Russell's struggle from the beginning. What a valiant struggle he put forth. We know the world is going to be a better place with him helping God lead the way. We will remember him always. We love you and your family Dale and Bea
Dale and Bea Greiner <daleandb@iowatelecom.net>
Reinbeck, Iowa USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary & Charlie,
Our hearts and prayers go out to you during this difficult time. Your son has touched us in so many ways and we never even really had that much time together. You have all been in our thoughts and prayers and we will continue to lift you up. Hold tight to all your precious memories and hang on to that very special spirit that your son has shown to us all. You are very special parents and I know that he loved you very much. He is in the arms of Jesus now and who knows what kind of things they are up to right now. May God give you a peace that surpasses all comprehension and guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. We love you all so very much and we will see you when you get to Iowa. We are sending lots of hugs and prayers your way!!!!
In love,
Jeff, Kim, Jeremy, & Tara
Jeff & Kim Thesing <thesingj@staroute.com>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CDT)

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Dear Paula, Gary, & Chi-Chi,
We are so, so sorry to hear about John Russell today. He sure touched a lot of people's lives, and your family website helped us get to know him...thank you for sharing his life with all of us. He was such a little trooper, so strong and brave. Keep him close in your hearts...he will live with you there forever...until that joyful day, when you are all together again! Take care, lots of love & hugs & peace to you during this sad, difficult time... Cindy, Kelly, Katie, & Kari Paige
Cindy, Kelly, Katie, & Kari Paige <cpaige@kwwl.com>
Cedar Falls, IA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CDT)

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JohnRussell, we are sad to have lost our opportunity to see you grow, but we are so proud that we were able to be a part of your life. You will be missed and our hearts are heavy knowing you lost the fight, but we are proud of how you never gave up. We know you are at peace with God and he will help you watch over your Mom, Dad and Chi-chi.

Gary and Paula, you are two tremendous people. You fought such a hard battle and we are so proud of you. Your ability to stand up to this and never give in. You are in our thoughts and prayers every day and we will continue to pray for you to have strength. We love you all very much.
Brad and Tara Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine , Texas Tarrant - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-you are now one of God's brightest stars! A boy of so much strength and courage-He will be proud to have you in His house.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you Gary, Paula and Charlie!
Nancy McMillan and family <nmcmillan@netins.net>
Aurora, IA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 03:35 PM (CDT)

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John Russell -
Although we can no longer see you, I know we will always feel you close to our hearts for you have touched our lives with your enduring courage & have taught us that even in our darkest moments, we find strength. We know you are in a better place & God has made you one of his very special angels. You thought you had a big job before, but now it's up to you to watch over Mommy, Daddy & Chi-Chi & every once & a while, remind them that you're okay. We will miss you & think of you often...

Gary & Paula -
We know there aren't any words that we could offer to help ease your pain, but please know that you are in our constant thoughts & prayers.

All our love,
John, Colleen & Olivia Dangoia
John & Colleen Dangoia
Boothwyn, PA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

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Hi special angel, I know you are up praying and watching over all of us. You are so special to so many and a blessing to all that knew of you. I keep looking at your pictures...I espically love the ones where you are giving me your puppy dog eyes and kissies- remember when shanny taught you to give mommy the puppy face when you really, really wanted something- it sure worked, didnt it. I miss you so much my special bugaloo. Until we meet again...Always and forever...best buddies xoxoxo - I Love You, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell! Everyone in the neighborhood in Eden Prairie miss's you, but we know your in gods hands now and your not suffering anymore! Thanks for a good 3 1/2 years! You touched so many lives, and you touched mine, by helping me want to learn more and more about cancer and that live life to the fullest because you never know when gods calling for you! I love you so much and I really miss you! Watch over your Mommy Daddy and Charlie! Love ya Little Man! (john russell)!
Gavin Miller <EPMiller17@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
I know you're in heaven and "carring" your mommy and daddy and Charlie on your wings. I miss you so much already. Signing your guestbook has become one of my favorite "habits" over the past year and a half, so it just felt right to check in today.
I know you're hearing all our prayers for your mom and dad today. That is sure a comfort.
Thank you for all you taught me about prayer,faith and love and endourance.
A friend forever, Steph
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 12:14 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, you are our little angel. You have touched so many lives and have been a blessing to your parents and family. You have been so brave and so strong. We love you and your parents and Charlie so much. Gary and Paula we await your arrival and hope that the comfort of your families helps to ease your pain. Ethan said that John Russell is playing tractors in Heaven and I beleive that he is right.

We love you all! Angie, Jared, Ethan and Lydia
Jared and Angie
New Hartford, IA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

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Heaven has now gained another angel.
RIP John Russell -> finally you are free from those nasty bugs. You were such a brave little boy, an inspiration to us all.
My thoughts and prayers are with your family and friends.
Please keep in your prayers my friend Robyn Brooks (www.robynbrooks.co.uk) who too, is battling with neuroblastoma. I hope John Russell will look over her and protect her.
Kimberley Barrett <Slimkim77@hotmail.com>
Bradford, West Yorkshire England - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CDT)

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My prayers are with your family. May god be with you. John sounded like a wounderful child. I came upon his name because of his interest in tractors. My little boy thought that was neat as he does to. Lots of love.
Lisa Stoll <Tlrdairy@aol.com>
OH - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CDT)

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John Russell-
You fought a tremendous battle with so much strength and courage. The gates of Heaven have opened with loving arms and you are in a very honorable and peaceful place.
Be free of pain and illness, love, laugh, run, jump, in Heaven's playground.
The Hopi Prayer is special to me and I wanted to share it with you and your mommy and daddy.
HOPI PRAYER

Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on the ripened grain. I am the gentle Autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning hush, I am the uplifting rush of birds in flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there; I did not die. I LIVE.

To my friends Paula and Gary-
I am so sad that your little bundle of joy and strength has been taken away. I cannot begin to imagine your pain.
You have been so courageous in figthing the battle of a life-time. John Russell loved you dearly and we are all blessed to be a part of his young life. God Bless you for showing all of us your strength, love, courage, and your tenacity to never give up.
Love you all-Louann Gordon
Louann Gordon
EP, mn 55347 - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

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There are no words to say what's in our hearts. We continue to send lots of love and positive energy to you all and our most special friend.

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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Heaven now holds its littlest farmer. John Russell, you rode those tractors over the top of that mountain, straight up into heaven. You are our hero too - such strength, courage, faith, hope and love. This and many happy memories will be with your family forever. Mom, Dad and Charlie will be surrounded by love, yours from heaven and their dear family and friends here. Paula, Gary and Charlie - we send you strength, love and peace. May God bless you always.
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

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"The fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" ~Galatians 5:22-23. John Russell thanks for being the fruit of the spirit. We as people look at our situations and see only the here and now, but God sees way beoyond that, and those who love Him receive grace, mercy, and Heaven. We've been blessed to live a life knowing an angel, John Russell. We'll see you again in time Bud. Gary, Paula, and Chi-Chi, stay strong! We love you, and we're here for you!
Bree, John, Debbie, Chad Viens <viens@wchester.net>
West Chester, PA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:23 AM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with Gary, Paula, Charlie, and their families. John Russell touched so many lives and his courage serves as an example for all of us.

Here is a poem that we came across this year.The author is unknown.

I'M FREE

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call,I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at close of day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss ah yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdeneed with times of sorrow, I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I've savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me, God wanted me now, He set me free.
David and Teresa Ocar <dtocar@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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John Russell, you are patience, you are courage, you are hope, you are love, you are perseverence, you are self disciplined. You have taught me all these things. Thanks for all the fun loving memories, of the bell tree, your play house, your tractors, the gator, giving me a ride on the tractor. John Russell will you look down on us and blow us kisses from Heaven? Thanks bud, I know you will. "Jesus does not want us to grieve as if we have no hope. We believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him." ~1 Thessalonians 4:13-14. "Death is an enemy. But when Jesus returns, God has promised to wipe every tear from our eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for things shall be better than before." ~Revelations 21:4. John Russell thanks for teaching me The Prayer of Jabez, and so much more. I've got a bunch of people from my school praying for you and your family, because I was passing out lollipops and when they ate it, I told them they had to say a little prayer for you and your family. Thanks for being my friend, now I know I've got an angel keeing an eye on me. I love you forever buddy!
Your Pal Bree Viens <breeface11@hotmail.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy-
It's Aunt Mimi. I just know you're up there riding all the green & red tractors in heaven. You are the symbol of courage, strength and love. I will never forget all of the wonderful memories we made. It's not good bye, it's see you later, I love you All The Way To Heaven----And Back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 07:40 AM (CDT)

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I've been following John's web page for quite some time now. I was shocked and saddened to read that he passed away today! At least now he has no more discomfort. I bet he's looking down on you and wishing that you could see him running, jumping, and playing in Jesus's heavenly playground. I will continue to pray for your family in this most difficult time. I wish you well.
Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN United States - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 05:35 AM (CDT)

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There are no words that can describe what a hero you are to so many. We've never witnessed such courage and strength from any human being. You taught us love,faith,hope, courage and strength. We as a family learned more about the power of prayer in 2 years that takes some a lot longer.
We give our love to your Mom and Dad and Charlie right now and offer all our energy,love, strength and courage to them at this time.
All our love,
Dan,Steph,Lindsea and Shane Abbott
Abbott's
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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I will always love you forever and ever more John Russell. You have showed me how to love, care, count each and every blessing and show others the meaning of what life really is. I too am so fortunate to have known you. Know that you will remain a part of my soul forever. We are best buddies. To infinity and beyond. I love you my special sweet bugaloo. Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CDT)

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johnRussell Mommy tells us how fortunate we are to have you as our friend. You have taught us the power of love, frienship and strength. You will always be our gatoring buddy. The world is a much better place because we have known you. You will always be in our thoughts and our hearts. WE love you !!! Untill we see you again Sweet Kisses and hugs Mackenzie and Griffin XOXOXO
Mackenzie Kennedy <mkennedy3265220l.com>
west Chester, Pa - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell!
I was thinking of you today, and I'm sending prayers and lots of love. I hope you are having a fun day!

P.S. I love the new pictures:)
Anne P. (CHOP)
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi Roooosssalll :)
I sure hope that sunshine is out today! Is your prisim shining rainbows around your room? I bet so. Shanny thought of you yesterday- I had to go get my wisdom teeth out and guess what they put on my finger- the glow finger. I had a glow finger just like you sometimes do (or sometimes you even pick to have your toe glow). I told the ladies that my special buddy has a glow finger too and told them all about you. We just have added some new people in our super, duper prayer chain! I am sending a ton of strength, angels, energy and love your way. How was that hospital visit today? Did you have your special friends come with? I bet so. Know that you are being thought and prayed for every moment of every day by many. We all love you so much. You mean more than the world to me. Fight, Fight, Fight with all of your powerful might!!!! I love you to infinity and beyond!!!

Best Buddies 4 Life (k-connect pinkies) :)
I love you so much!
Always,
Shanny

*Have fun with that aunt Val- I think she comes tomorrow?? Have fun!!!!!! She will really get some fun things a going around that house- watchout halloween, huh.
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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Hey Big Boy,
Hope you're fighting hard and the bad bugs are going away. WE all are praying so hard for continued strength and hope and courage. YOU CAN DO IT. Keep drinking your juicy for mommy and daddy. You need to fight,fight,fight. Tons and Tons of extra energy are coming your way.
Strongest hugs ever to MOMMY and DADDY. Angel hugs to YOU and CHARLIE.
Angels on the Way ^j^j^j^j^j^j^
Steph and Dan
Abbott's
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell & family
Enjoy your visit from Aunt Val! We think of you daily little guy and the tough fight you are putting up - sending you strength and prayer to keep up the fight up that mountain. Strength and courage to Mom and Dad too - Love to all
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 07:13 AM (CDT)

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Fight hard little one, we're praying super hard tonight that you get all our energy to climb high.
XOXOXO,Dan and Steph
^j^j^j^j^j^j^ Angels flying your way tonight.

Abbott's
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey little buddy! Good to hear you are taking your daddy's platelets and staying strong. You will be happy to see Aunt Val this week that is great! We will continue to pray and send all our strength to you and your mommy, daddy and Chi-chi. You are so strong and we will get the miracle we are praying for to help you get to the top of this mountain! Stay positive and know we will not give up!
Love to all,
Brad, Tara, Alan and Sami Noel
Brad and Tara Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine, Tx Tarrant - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi,
I forgot to add this to my last entry. All your supporters and friends can visit www.childhoodcancerawareness.org and get free gold ribbons and a free gold ribbon pin. We wear ours everyday. It takes about a week to get them. September is Childhood Cancer Month. Lets show our support.

Stephanie Abbott
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 12:57 PM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy,
So now you have your own "team" going with you to the hospital. Good for you, always great to have top notch support. I am sure that with more of Dad's blood and platelets you're getting stronger each day. I know you are because we are PRAYING so hard and so much energy is flowing your way. The power of prayer is stronger than ever right now. Keep fighting and climbing and pushing forward, you're going to get to the TOP of that Mountain.
millions and zillions of angels on the way. They are bringing love,strength,courage,faith and miracles:) :) :)
The strongest hugs to Mom and Dad and Charile too.
^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^
XOXOXO Steph and Dan
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com >
- Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 12:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs,
Sounds like you had quite the special crew going into the hospital with you yesterday! WOW! So many special friends you are blessed with. Sounds like you are liking that new hospital. Are you getting super power charged up with some of daddy's blood and platelets? You keep up the powerful fight. I got another email message again today on the power of prayer- must be trying to deliver me a message :) The power of prayer is so strong, lets tell all of your 42,000 visitors to pray super, duper hard. I love you bugaloo. Keep fighting strong. You are a special boy. Sending strength to mommy, daddy, char, nanna and grandma....and espically to you!

I Love You!
Best Buddies for Life XOXOX
Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Sending lots & lots of energy and love to you and your family!

Love,
Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 07:12 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. So very pleased you are home and getting lots to eat and drinking those cocktails your Mom whips together for you. that chiropractor and you are good pals and we hope he helps those ugly pains to go away. Look out for those scarey creatures that are approaching this halloween. We are keepin the prayers goin mighty strong, every day plus. God Bless all of you. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 05:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. So very pleased you are home and getting lots to eat and drinking those cocktails your Mom whips together for you. that chiropractor and you are good pals and we hope he helps those ugly pains to go away. Look out for those scarey creatures that are approaching this halloween. We are keepin the prayers goin mighty strong, every day plus. God Bless all of you. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 05:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. So very pleased you are home and getting lots to eat and drinking those cocktails your Mom whips together for you. that chiropractor and you are good pals and we hope he helps those ugly pains to go away. Look out for those scarey creatures that are approaching this halloween. We are keepin the prayers goin mighty strong, every day plus. God Bless all of you. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 05:03 AM (CDT)

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hey john russell and family hang in there and stay tough , we are thinking of you and praying tons for you , our thoughts are with you daily , love and god bless, lori ,holly, and benji lorenz
lori holly benji lorenz <lhb8276@aol.com>
hudson, ia usa - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I hear Aunt Val is coming Friday. I'll bet she has a few tricks up her sleeve. Probably not as many as Aunt Mimi but a close second. I hear you are meeting new friends at a new hospital closer to home. Grandma told me you liked the angel bracelet. Are you still wearing it on your foot? See, Aunt Mimi is always with you no matter what. Thinking of you bunches. Keep fighting. Love you to the sky & back. Hugs to mommy & daddy & Chi Chi & Grandma Patty & Maria. Thats a lot of hugs!! Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 08:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell! Man, can you believe how many people have logged on to your web page? There are a lot of supporters out there for you, that is fantastic. Keep taking those juices and fight those little bugs off! We are all praying for you.
Love The Noel's
Brad Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine, Tx Tarrant - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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John Russell did you know that your website has had 42,423 visitors???!!!!!!!! WOOOOWWWWWW!!!! You have quite a prayer chain...look at all of those people who support you- we are behind you all the way...beat the bugs on out! We all love you!
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugalooo :)
Your smile quilt is so great!! I LOVE it! I am missing you a lot. You keep up a strong fight, you are doing so well! You are the strongest soul I have ever, ever, ever met! I love you the infinity and beyond...many people are cheering you on and praying overtime. We all love you. Keep up a great fight- sending some strength, angels and love to mommy, daddy, Char, Maria and Grandma and espically to you, big boy! I love you so much!!!!!!

Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy,
I just visited your quilt and it is sooooo sweet. The pictures of you and Charlie are adorable :):):):)!!!!! I hope you are feeling better and resting and drinking your juice up for Mommy and Daddy. We have been praying super hard for you to stay strong and fight,fight,fight. I have been doing my personal prayer for you and sending all the extra energy your way. I also send some to your Mommy and Daddy for continued strength,love,courage and faith. They are the best mommy and daddy in the world.!!! Don't ever forget how many people are praying so hard for you to get to the top of that mountain. YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!
Continued strength little one.
Giang strong hold hugs coming your way, please give it to your parents from us.
Angels on the way ^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^
Steph and Dan
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell I am so happy you are doing well fighting off those bugs :O) you must be one strong little man! My name is Pat but some ppl call me Toto I am the Smile Quilts quilting angel that made the main part of your smile quilt- thought I would stop in and see how you were doing and I am sure glad I did!

Pat aka Toto <totoofoz@cox.net>
Lyons, KS USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 01:27 AM (CDT)

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I love you so much bugs. You are my hero too. You are such an amazing individual and continue to amaze me even more. I am praying and sending much energy, angels and love your way. I love you!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Keep fighting honey. I hope you got our pictures. I sure like your family one. I'm sure mommy will put it in a special place. You are my hero. I love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
It is a good thing you're resting up to fight those bad bugs. They are gonna be sorry they messed with you!!!!!Keep storing up all the energy you have and I'll send you some extra to help get rid of those nasty bugs. The juice mommy is making will make you very strong for all the playing you're going to be doing once Aunt Val gets there.
You know we are praying super hard and sending all the positive energy we have, we are praying for Mommy and Daddy to keep strong and have hope.( praying for strong muscles for mommy with all the Chi Chi and John Russell lifting):) :)
So much love and prayers and TONS AND TONS AND TONS OF ANGELS ON THE WAY ^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^j^
Strong hold hugs to all of you.
XOXOXO, Steph and Dan
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston , IA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 02:21 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Paula, Gary & Charlie....
Hey there Big Boy!! Sounds like you are doing super-de-dooper on your juicy drinks!! You are such an inspiration to us all and we are soooooo proud of you!! We are sending extra special strength, energy, love, courage and most of all overtime prayers to all of you!! Aunt Val will get those spooky Halloween tricks out and scare those nasty bugs right out of your brave little body.......and you will be at the top of the mountain!! You know there is a Iowa Hawkeye football player named Russell and he fights out there as hard as you have been fighting those nasty bugs....it must be the name that has that unique toughness!! You fight hard, John Russell!! Continued prayers and guardian angels headed your way......extra strength and support to mom and dad too!! Give each other a big hug from us!! And thank you so much for the new pictures!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi Roooosssaalll :)
I am praying super duper hard...fight hard and strong. I bet it is pretty sunny out there. Just wait for that aunt Val to come out and decorate for halloween- ohhhh I bet it will be spppoookkkyyy :) I love you so much- to infinity and beyond big boy! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT- with all your might! You are doing a great job!!! I love you!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

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It is great that you keep taking your juices and fighting so hard. We are all praying hard daily and you are doing a great job of not letting those bugs get away with anything with out a fight. Your mom is going to have big muscles from holding both you and Chi chi at the same time. Your daddy will have to be careful, because your mom will be as strong as your dad! We are all proud of your positive attitude and we will continue to pray hard for you all. Keep that positive attitude going!

Love all The Noel's
Brad and Tara Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine, Tx Tarrant - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell,

I'm glad you are giving those bad bugs a real punch in the noses....they deserve it. We think about you every day and when Jordan goes to bed, we both say special prayers for you, your Mommie and Daddie.

You keep fighting the good fight. All of our love and good thoughts are with you every minute of the day.

God bless you richly!

Maureen
Maureen Whaley <jwhaley202>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:19 AM (CDT)

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Hi Lorenz & Greiner families,

Keeping everyone in our thoughts and sending some special energy to you all, but especially John Russell, you go Boy! Stay strong, we love you!
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CDT)

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HI Bugaloo!!
Shanny is missing you tons. I just checked my emails and I got yet another message on the power of prayer- I think that special man in the clouds is trying to tell us all that we all need to work even harder together and get those prayers a really soaring...we will shoooo fly those bad guys right on out of your system. I talked to that nanna tonight and she said you were putting in your order for some nice, fresh, COLD water! That is my boy! You keep up the fight and fight hard- and I mean HARD! We are all supporting you and are here to cheer you on...we are going to boost the bad boys so far that they never decide to come back. We are praying super, duper hard these days...I love you so much. I told that nanna to give you lots of love from me and for her to tell her some stories about you and I :) You make sure she does that for me k. Do me another favor- give mommy, daddy, grandma and Char special love and stregth from me too- they are so special!

I love you!
Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <Shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

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Hi Special Boy-
You have so many people who LOVE YOU and are praying for your health.
Give your mommy and daddy special hugs and butter-fly kisses and let them know how special and LOVED they are by friends and family.
You are all in my thoughts and daily prayers.
Louann
Louann Gordon
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell -
Have Mom or Dad give you an extra squeeze from us when you are sitting on their lap! Then YOU give THEM a squeeze from us too - they are pretty special parents - finding every thing they can to help get rid of those bad bugs - so glad you can soak up the sunshine. Sun, magnets, juicy juice, all the love and prayers, those bad bugs don't have a chance!! You keep fighting, little guy, and we'll keep praying and sending harvest angels your way! Much strength to Mom and Dad too! (and give Chi Chi our love too!) Love to all -_
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

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Wow, not only do you have the best parents in the world, but your auntie's rock too. Aunt Mimi did a super job while Aunt Val was away. John Russell, you keep fighting hard and know that you are in our every thought and prayer, mommy and daddy to. We pray for their strength and courage too, they continue to prove what the power of prayer can do, it keeps them going. So, we will pray like crazy for you to get stronger and fight,fight,fight. Keep drinking your juice and eating all the good stuff.
Give your mommy and daddy giant squeeze from us and Angel hugs and kisses you You and Charlie
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Steph and Dan

Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family- Thinking about you every hour! Did Granpa tell you there is an Iowa hawkeye with the name of Russell? Pretty cool he is good Aunt val and I were calling him "rousel" just like you. Lots of love and prayers coming your way. LOVE the Sprouls
#1 Auntie Pepper
Waterloo, ia - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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You are so very special big boy- keep up a powerful fight. Know that I am praying for you, mommy, daddy and Char for continued strength. God bless you all but most importantly god bless you. I love you so much- to infinity and beyond!!!

I Love You!
Always,
Your Shanny xoxoxoxo and a zillion, trillion more!
shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

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You are one strong, courageous family. Please know you are on our minds and in our prayers. God bless all of you.
Love,
Bob, Carrie, Marilyn and Christine
The Hurzeler Family <churzeler@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Sending tons of positive energy your way and even more prayers for continued strength and courage for you to fight,fight,fight!!! You can do it with all your positive energy that you have. Keep eating all the good stuff, drinking the juice and supplements.
We are sending all the extra energy to Mom and Dad too for strentgh. Please give them giant hugs from us and let them know we are praying super,super hard.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie and Dan
Abbott's
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 11:02 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,

I love reading all about you, ChiChi, mom & dad, and all of your family and friends around you. The newest pictures are extra special good and tell your mom she looks just like I remember her (perhaps even prettier) and it was good to see her. So - you are doing some very neat things. I hear that magnet therapy can be very helpful so keep up the good work. Also liked hearing about listening to classical music in your healing house so I would like to send you one of my favorite pieces of music to listen to. Are you still doing tai chi?
Just wanted you to know that although I don't write very often you are in my thoughts and your picture remains next to buddha on my altar. Good karma is being sent to you, sweet boy, each and every moment. Love, Fran
Fran Spellman <fran@cmcconsult.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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We are praying for all of you right now.
Brad Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine, TX Tarrant - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell & gang,

extra energy coming your way!!

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

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John Russell Hey buddy, we miss you!! You better be putting up a great fight because it is good gatoring weather outside. WE have been talking to God and everyone else we know upstairs including Kona. We hope your Peter Pan hat is giving you some extra fighting powers. Drink your juice so we can gator around the circle.. We love you!!!! Sweet kisses and hugs MacKenzie and Griffin XOXOXOXO
mackenzie kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
west chester, pa - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell, Paula, Gary and Charlie-
Sending prayers and angel hugs your way. Your new pictures are terrific and it is nice to see everyone smiling.
I am calling Aunt Mimi for my personal update but wanted all of you to know that I continue to say prayers for your strength, courage, peace, and fortitude to keep fighting.
Love you all-Louann
Louann Gordon
EP, MN - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

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Sending some special angels and strength your way John Russell. I love you so much! Best Buddies 4 life, faith trust and pixie dust :)

I love you!
Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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We all thought of you and prayed real hard this morning for you to maintain your strength.
Brad Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine , TX Tarrant - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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I love you to the moon, sun, stars and to infinity and back little bugaloo. Sending many angels your way!!

I LOVE YOU!!!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 12:07 PM (CDT)

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Hey buddy!! I miss you so much! I hope you get much better! but everyone her in Eden Prairie, is Praying for you! I miss you, and i love you!
Love ya little Buddy! I miss you!!!!

Gavin Miller <Daytona132@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:54 PM (CDT)

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Hello JohnRussell. I enjoyed getting updated on you and have been praying for you and your mommy and daddy and Chi Chi every day. We are hopeful you are feeling better and glad to hear you are still being so strong. I hope you enjoy jumping up on that trampoline and try to get your daddy on it because that will be fun to watch a large person like your dad do flips. He can do it, just ask him. Tara and our children think of you everyday and keep that positive attitude going.
-Love to all of you,
Brad, Tara, Alan and Sami Noel
Brad Noel <bt.noel@verizon.net>
Grapevine , Tx Tarrant - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Know that all of your Minnesota friends are praying a TOn for you!! I just read in my email box this morning about the power of prayer...keep up the super duper praying!! HOw is that silly Char? I hope he is doing well too. It is a bit chilly here today. I hope you have some nice weather. Tell everyone I say hi and keep that strength going big boy...fight, fight, fight! Send some special super strength to mommy and daddy too.

I love you!!!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@hotmail.com>
EP, MN - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Thinking of you today and everyday. Stay strong. Look for a package soon. It has all of our special pictures. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell I am still checking in on you even though you don't know me. I love your new pictures! You have a beautiful family and I love the way you seem to light up in the presence of TRACTORS!!! I sure hope you stay feeling better honey. I can only imagine how hard this is for you and your family. Remember how lucky you are to have such a loving family sweetie. I will be praying for your health to return to a perfect state okay? Then there will be no more electic shock, no more magnets...only happy fuzzy warm days ahead!!! You are an inspiration to us all sweetie, if only us big people had 1/2 the courage as you little guys do! Must be we turn into wimps once we grow up right? Well take care John Russell we will be praying for you.
Lori Houppert <loriannh69@yahoo.com>
Lowville, NY usa - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)

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YEA YOU'RE HOME AT LAST :) :) :) :) :)
So good to hear this news. So now you're proving once again that you are such a trooper by drinking your juices. What a guy. You're just the best. I don't know anyone who is as great as you are. Alway eating and drinking and taking your supplememts like a KING.
The pictures are WONDERFUL. You and your brother are such cuties. And Mom and Dad look great too.
And you're right, you have the best Mommy and Daddy and you are such a strong young man to "carry them" when they need it too.
How funny your new friend has the same name as your brother. He must be a nice guy, just like Charlie. :)
We will continue to keep praying super duper hard that you get over this hump and your counts go up,up and away.
We are praying always for Mommy and Daddy too for continued strength,energy and courage. We miss you guys.
Keep Strong and fight hard, John Russell.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie and Dan
The Abbott's
- Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Good news to hear you're back at home! Saw and talked your to your Daddy in Des Moines, Iowa. Great seeing and being with him for the afternoon. Your Daddy continues to do a "distinguished" job at work and at home. He's a very special leader at Wells Fargo. Your Mom is also very special to Wells Fargo for supporting him and does a distinguished job at home with you and Chi Chi. Your family help and understanding is absolutly incredible - grandparents, cousins, aunts, uncles, friends, etc.
The Wells Fargo Team is praying and sending thoughts, prayers and angels your way. You're the bravest little peek-a-boo buddy I've ever seen or heard of. We love you and your family. The pictures are special. Thank you and take care.

Your Peek-a-boo Buddy,
Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Yeay! We're glad you're home! You keep doing whatever mommy and daddy tell you to do. That'll get you all ready to play real soon. You're always close to our hearts...
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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JohnnRussell We are so glad you are home!! We hope you like your peterpan presents he sent to you. We are praying extra hard. You will win this battle. You are a brave soldier. We are so proud of you taking your juices. If you keep this up you will be gatoring with us in no time. We love you!! Sweetkissess MacKenzie and Griffin XOXO
mackenzie kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
west chester, pa - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Sorry your photos are so big--I'll get it right yet. Hopefully soon you'll feel like yourself. I'm thinking you'll be up for a waterballoon fight by the end of the week. Alex is playing soccer. She asked me on the way home from practice if she could "shove". I got all excited that she asked me and said "sure!" Don't tell anyone. She could turn into an aggressive little sportster yet. Lubby started dance tonight. She really did well. I'll send you a picture. We miss you so much. Prayers, angels, and lots and lots and lots of love your way, big boy. I got some great picture back from our visit. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 12:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell -
Just a quick note - so glad to hear you are home again with your loving family and hopefully outside playing in your healing house and garden. Keep on fighting those nasty bugs - we will send continued prayers and guardian angels your way and strength and support to mom and dad - keep eating those good things mommy makes for you so you can stay strong. Love to all -


Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi I am Jessica. I am happy to see you got a smile quilt. I have had my smile quilt since January. You can see my smile quilt at www.smilequilts.com/jessica.html I make all the smile quilt kids a birthday square so when your birthday comes you will be getting a square from me. Please come visit my page and sign my guestbook too. I would love to get to know you better.
Love
Jessica
www.geocities.com/jessicat1981
Thank you so much for visiting my site and signing my guestbook. I do not get many visitors and when I do it cheers me up. God bless you for being such a nice person.
Love
Jessica


Jessica <godsangel81@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Sending lots of love and prayers your way.
Mary Jane Sharp <onwindows@aol.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs :)
Glad to hear you busted out- sounds like you had a late night bust out! I hope you are getting some fresh air out in that hammock with mommy. We sure have some beautiful weather today. HOpe you have the same. How is Chi doing? Is he keeping up that garden of yours and cleaning out the healing house? I sure hope so. He sure is a great helper, huh. Keep up the fight big boy! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT- beat the monster!!! ALso, let god give mommy and daddy so much powerful strength to help you get through this. GO mommy and daddy- fight fight fight!!! I love you and Charlie both so much!

Always,
Shannon xoxoxoxo
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CDT)

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We hope you are home now from the hospital and feeling a lot better. We continue to keep praying real hard that you stay strong and fight hard. We know you can do it:) :) :)
Keep eating all the good stuff for Mom and Dad ok.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXO, Stephanie
The Abbott's
- Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CDT)

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Hellooooooo John Russell and family. We trust your visit to the hospital is over and that all of the prayers that everyone is sending to our Lord are making a difference and that you will be home very very soon.We love you but Jesus LOVES YOU most of all and we pray and trust that your strength will increase every hour of today and every day.God bless everyone of your family. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred
Brookville, PA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 04:17 AM (CDT)

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Hellooooooo John Russell and family. We trust your visit to the hospital is over and that all of the prayers that everyone is sending to our Lord are making a difference and that you will be home very very soon.We love you but Jesus LOVES YOU most of all and we pray and trust that your strength will increase every hour of today and every day.God bless everyone of your family. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred
Brookville, PA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 04:17 AM (CDT)

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Hey Rooossaalll :)
I really hope with all my might that you are out of the hospital!!! I have been praying overtime everynight. Boy has it gotten chilly here!! I hope it is still pretty warm there. Fall is sure on its way, huh. I am sure papa porky is getting that special meadow of miracles path going :) Thinking of you and Charlie, mommy and daddy each and every day! Let god give you all the strength to fight this with evey ounce of power and energy you have. Fight John Russell, Fight!!

I love you!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CDT)

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I hope you're feeling better today. We've been praying real hard that get back home so you can play. And do some "puppy planning". :) :)
Lots of energy coming your way. ^j^^j^^j^^j^^j^^j^
Angels TOO.
XOXO, Stephanie
The Abbott's
- Monday, September 09, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CDT)

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Hi John: You are such a fighter and so is Jesus. He hasn't given up either. Your prayers along with all of the prayers of all of the people that love you are reaching Jesus. I really pray for you to get a little puppy. They make such a difference in our lives. They bring so many smiles. Love ya
Rica Martin, Zion, IL.
Rica Martin <ricamartin@msn.com>
Zion, IL USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 04:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell
I just read that you are back in the hospital..I just wanted you to know that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't pray for you. You are in my thoughts everyday. Your story has touched my heart and I pray that you will be well enough to go home again real soon!! I know you can stay strong because you have the best family in the world backing you up!! You are very lucky!! Love & Prayers!! : )
Lisa <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CDT)

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Keep fighting hard John Russell.I am praying super overtime for you to better. Angels on the way ^j^^j^^j^^j^
XOXO Stephanie
Abbott
- Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

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Hey JohnRussell,
I hope that your treatments work and your counts soar. I am praying for you every day! Keep fighting those bad guys and be strong!
Love always,
Stephanie C.
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
wadsworth, IL - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 11:40 AM (CDT)

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Fight hard John Russell you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love,support and prayers on the way.
^j^^j^^j^^j^^j^^j^ Angels on the WAY TOO !!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO, Stephanie
Abbott
- Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 11:26 AM (CDT)

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Johnrussell- sending major love, prayers and support your way. We miss you tons!!! You can do it!!! Sweet kisses Mackenzie amd Griffin XOXOXOXOXOX
mackenzie kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
west chester, pa - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

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Keep pushing forward big boy!

I love you!

XOXOXO-Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy,
Just read that you're back in the hospital. Well, you fight hard and beat it, I know you can do it. You are so strong and commited to this fight.
I'll spend a good 20 minutes praying for you starting right now. I hope you can feel the energy coming your way.
Giant Angel Hugs to YOU ^J^^J^^J^^J^^J^
Gary and Paula, sending major prayers to you for your continued strength.
XO, Steph
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs,
Shanny is missing you TONS!!!!!! FIGHT hard with all your might!! What is this- back in the hospital again? Grandma said it was a bacteria infection? Ohhh I wish I were there. I miss you and Charlie so much. You can do it big boy- fight, fight, fight. Get these nasty bugs out and now!

I LOVE you!
Always,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Sending you special energy to get out of the hospital soon. Please let us know more about your play day so we can participate in some way -- even from far away!

Love,
Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I hope you had a wonderful week. Did you get to play outside a lot with all your toys and Charlie too? How is the garden doing? And did you get all the spiders out of the healing house?
I'll bet you're having a lot of fun with Pappa Porky and Grandma Patty too. I am sure you've been busy showing them the healing house and garden. That is great.
What is the latest on the puppy situation? I am keeping my fingers crossed that it is a yes.
We are really praying hard for you to get strong enough to travel over the big water so make sure you're eating all the good stuff for mommy and daddy. You can do it. You are the KING.
We continue to pray for Mommy and Daddy too, for strength,hope and courage. Giant hugs to your mommy and daddy from us.
Keep strong little one, we are pulling for you.
^j^ ^j ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way :) :) :) :) :)
Stephanie
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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JohnRussell We just spoke to Nanna and she tells us you are back in the hospital. We need you to get out of there so we can give you some special Peter Pan gifts he said to give to you. When we saw him in Disney we told him all about you. He said to give you a big hug and stay strong. Tinkerbell also gave some special pixie dust. She says it has special powers. Maybe you can sprinkle it in the healing house. We cannot wait to play with you. We sure had fun driving around gatoring with you last week. Hurry and feel better so we can do it again. Mommy has put all her energy into your PLAY DAY. You have tons of people who care so much for you and your family. Keep up the fight!! We love you and cannot wait to play. Many prayers, hugs and sweet kisses are being sent your way. MacKenzie and Griffin XOXOXO
MacKenzie Kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
West Chester, PA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

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John Russell-
Yah, your home and doing well. And to hear your mommy and daddy are talking about a puppy....well I think that is just awesome. It will be another friend to play with and love.
Are you taking your trip over the big blue ocean? If you are, I will be praying for your safe return.
Ok handsome little man. You keep fighting for your health and your fan club will be praying for abundant good news that the bad bugs have gone away.
Love you all-Louann
Louann Gordon
EP, MN 55347 - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CDT)

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To the family of John Russel.
My very dear friend "Miss Emily" is 2 1/2. She just spent a year at the duPont Hospital for Children in Delaware, very close to CHOP, she too was diagnosed with stage IV. She also had chemo, had her tumor removed and had a stem cell transplant with her own cells and then radiation. Her biopsy just came back cancer-free and her central line was removed on tuesday....Keep the faith, family, these babies have an agenda we can not begin to understand! I pray for the good fortune to touch you as well. Take care.
Tracy Bukowski <tbulliva@nemours.org>
Wilmington, DE USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell
This is Joan Chain and Torty. We think about you everyday and will call your mom and find out when we can come and visit. Torty is eating lots of romaine lettuce, squash, and cat food. He wants to run around your yard and watch you feed the birds! Tell Charlie we miss him and cannot wait to play with him too. With much love
Joan and Torty and everyone in the Chain house.
Joan Chain <cdivec@aol.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 08:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
We hope you are enjoying the start of fall back at home and in your healing house. They both sound like magical places. Our whole family thinks of you and your family often, and we keep ALL of you in our prayers. Enjoy your visit with Poppa and Grandma and as always we wish you the best.
Love, Bob, Carrie, Marilyn and Christine Hurzeler
The Hurzeler Family <churzeler@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL AND FAMILY. WE ARE VERY PROUD OF YOUR PROGRESS AND THE EXTRA STRENGTH YOU PUT FORTH TO ALLOW YOU TO GO HOME THIS PAST WEEKEND. WE HOPE YOU AND CHARLIE HAD A GREAT TIME IN YOUR PLAYHOUSE AND WITH ALL THE OTHER THINGS YOU HAVE TO PLAY WITH. WE ARE PRAYING EVERY DAY THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BECOME STRONGER. PLEASE EAT EVERYTHING THAT YOUR MOM PREPARES SO YOU BECOME VERY VERY STRONG AND THOSE UGLY BUGS WILL GO AWAY. WE LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND WILL BE PRAYING A WHOLE BUNCH THIS WEEK FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS EVERYONE. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE & FRED.
DIANNE & FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 04:18 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL AND FAMILY. WE ARE VERY PROUD OF YOUR PROGRESS AND THE EXTRA STRENGTH YOU PUT FORTH TO ALLOW YOU TO GO HOME THIS PAST WEEKEND. WE HOPE YOU AND CHARLIE HAD A GREAT TIME IN YOUR PLAYHOUSE AND WITH ALL THE OTHER THINGS YOU HAVE TO PLAY WITH. WE ARE PRAYING EVERY DAY THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BECOME STRONGER. PLEASE EAT EVERYTHING THAT YOUR MOM PREPARES SO YOU BECOME VERY VERY STRONG AND THOSE UGLY BUGS WILL GO AWAY. WE LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND WILL BE PRAYING A WHOLE BUNCH THIS WEEK FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS EVERYONE. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE & FRED.
DIANNE & FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 04:18 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,

We'll add our vote that spaniel is the way to go. My mama had one when she was a baby way up til she was a senior in high school. A very special friend. (Tell mom and dad, that studies show pets help with immunity and healing, too!! A little extra ammo...) I'm working toward a kitty. I've been told that might be a 3rd b-day present :)!! We send our healing thoughts and energy as always. We're also sending some special "bug busting seeds" in the mail. They're from my garden. They grow fast, so every day you watch them grow, you can visualize your body getting stronger and healthier. Take care, my friend.

Love,
Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Good to hear from you and that you were home for the holiday week-end. We all continue to pray and send angels to you from Minnesota. The Auto Team has you in their thoughts and prayers all the time. There's hardly a day that goes by without someone or several people asking about you. Your Mommy and Daddy are unbelievable and all the love, support, help and visits you get from relatives and friends is also unbelievable. We love your whole family and will continue to pray for you all.
Take care! Your Peek-a-boo buddy,
Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 12:14 PM (CDT)

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I love you Bugs! I am praying hard for you!! Also sending many prayers to mommy, daddy, Charlie and Nanna. God bless you all. You can get through it- go John Russell, go! I am missing you tons...lots of love and prayers big boy. Always, Your Shanny XOXOXOXOX


shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I am thinking you're a Chocolate Lab kind of guy, and I think the puppy could help keep Charlie out of trouble. You can always blame it on the puppy. :) :) :) I can just see a cute little chocolate running around chasing you on your equipment.
It is so nice of your Auntie to write an update on the a holiday. She rocks :)
I am so glad to hear your garden did well while you were gone. I'll bet the birds are happy too. They like to be kept fed.
We are praying for your counts to go up and a trip across the big water. We just know you can do it. I'll round up the prayer chain to get it started again.
There was a very good article in the September issue of Oprah Magazine that I started reading while waiting for Lindsea at the eye Dr. So good that I went and bought the magazine so I could finish it. It is titled: Does Prayer Really Heal? I found the article very interesting and finished feeling that yes, it does. I truly believe that you are going to make it up that Mountain. You have thousands of people praying for you,it just has to help.
The article is written by Elisabeth Targ, MD who found out during her study that she has Glioblastoma (rare,agressive brain tumor)needless to say she became the subject of her own research. I've sent the article along for your mommy and daddy to read with the package I sent out to you on Saturday.
I hope you have a great week and the counts go up,up,up.
Fight hard little one.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way.
Giant hugs of support and strength to Mommy and Daddy.
The Abbott's


Abbott
- Monday, September 02, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon lapin
How are you buggie. I'm very happy to know that you went home and that you've had a great week end. You are becoming quite a gardner! It's no surprise that you make everything beautiful. In Minneapolis, the week end was a little too hot and I'm ready for cooler evenings and crunchy dry leaves on the ground. You know what fall means.....Halloween! I'm already thinking about a costume. How about you? Please give all my love to Mommy, Daddy, Charlie and family members visiting you. I'm sending you lots of good thoughts and a big hugg.
PS: Daddy is right, a spaniel would be very friendly.

Dominique
Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

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Hello All-
I have continued to check on you daily - sorry I haven't sent any entries, but my daughter's wedding had kept us very busy. She is in Hawaii now on her honeymoon for 12 days - I sure could have used that vacation too! Hope you are home and enjoying the outdoors and your healing house - guess summer is officially over with Labor Day here - hope the cold weather holds off some. Farmer Bob is going to wein his little calves this week so we will have a noisy week! Imagine the town folks will hear them as well!! He is also getting ready for harvest! So get your corn pickers and combines ready Farmer John! I'm sure Grandpa brought some for you. Hope you are feeling better and that your last treatment sent those bugs on their way! Our prayers are always with you and your family. Sending special prayers for Mom and Dad too for support and strength. Hugs to all and sending angels your way too - hope you are enjoying the sunshine and outdoors with Chi-Chi and Mom and Dad. With love from -
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
We hope you have a wonderful weekend. I am assuming you are home.If so, we hope you are playing outside in your healing house and on all your equipment. Look for a special package on Tuesday. I hope you like them. They will go great in your healing house.
We pray that the treatment you just had is doing its job and the bad bugs are outta there.
Great Big Hugs to your Mommy and Daddy.
Angel hugs to YOU and Charlie.
Angels on the way. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
The Abbott's
- Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
You keep pushing forward!! Keep strong! You can do it big boy! Boy,Shanny caught Char's virus!!! It kicked in this morning, that is for sure! Tell everyone I say hi!!

Know that I am ALWAYS thinking about you....I am praying hard for you to get over this big hump in the road. I love you - tell mommy and daddy to stay real strong! Praying hard for you! Always, Shanny
Shannon <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Hope today is a fun filled day with lots and lots of playing in the Healing House.
Giant Angel Hugs to you.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Stephanie
Abbott
- Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 08:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,

Hope today's a great day!

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CDT)

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Hey there big boy John Russell,
Well I finally got my computer problems fixed and the first thing I did was check up on you. I seems you're doing pretty good. Not a surprise.You are the toughest, most dedicated young man I have ever met.
I've been doing some reading about the MIBG treatment and the woodworm. I have a chemo card buddy who has been doing the Woodworm and seeing results. I was thrilled to read that CHOPS is one of the chosen hospitals to do the MIBG treatment. I am glad you didn't have to travel too far. From what I've read, it sounds like this treatment has shown great results on the children who've had it. I pray,pray,pray that the bad bugs are at camp for good.
I'll bet it has been great having your Shanny there. Are Grandpa and Grandma still there too. Your Nanna Maria sounds like such a great person. I'll just bet you and Charlie just love her.
We just know you're going to make it to the top of the mountain. You are so determind and have so many people out there praying for you. We've been praying to St. John Newman and Padre Pio in hopes the bad bugs get out. And for continued strength and courage.
And for extra support for Mommy and Daddy. We think of them each and everyday. Strong hold hugs to Mommy and Daddy.
I hope you're home now where mommy and daddy can be with you all the time.
Angel hugs to YOU. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angels on the way :) :) :)
XOXOXOXO, The Abbott's
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. YOU HAVE A GREAT DAD TO CAMP WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT IN YOUR HOSPITAL ROOM AND A WONDERFUL MOM TO TB WITH YOU EACH DAY. BE SURE YOU THANK GOD EVERY DAY FOR THE LOVE AND CARE THEY GIVE TO YOU. WE ARE PRAYING ABUNDANTLY THAT THIS NEW TREATMENT WIL BE A GREAT SUCCESS AND THA YOU AND CHARLIE WILL BE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL TIME IN YOUR GRAND PLAYHOUSE. WE LOVE YOU BUT REMEMBER MOST OF ALL GOD LOVES YOU THE MOST AND IS WITH YOU EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
DIANNE AND FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE , PA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 05:25 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. YOU HAVE A GREAT DAD TO CAMP WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT IN YOUR HOSPITAL ROOM AND A WONDERFUL MOM TO TB WITH YOU EACH DAY. BE SURE YOU THANK GOD EVERY DAY FOR THE LOVE AND CARE THEY GIVE TO YOU. WE ARE PRAYING ABUNDANTLY THAT THIS NEW TREATMENT WIL BE A GREAT SUCCESS AND THA YOU AND CHARLIE WILL BE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL TIME IN YOUR GRAND PLAYHOUSE. WE LOVE YOU BUT REMEMBER MOST OF ALL GOD LOVES YOU THE MOST AND IS WITH YOU EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
DIANNE AND FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE , PA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 05:25 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. YOU HAVE A GREAT DAD TO CAMP WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT IN YOUR HOSPITAL ROOM AND A WONDERFUL MOM TO TB WITH YOU EACH DAY. BE SURE YOU THANK GOD EVERY DAY FOR THE LOVE AND CARE THEY GIVE TO YOU. WE ARE PRAYING ABUNDANTLY THAT THIS NEW TREATMENT WIL BE A GREAT SUCCESS AND THA YOU AND CHARLIE WILL BE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL TIME IN YOUR GRAND PLAYHOUSE. WE LOVE YOU BUT REMEMBER MOST OF ALL GOD LOVES YOU THE MOST AND IS WITH YOU EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
DIANNE AND FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE , PA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 05:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell! Sending hugs to you from the Canadian Rockies. Looks like you have a big cheering section.You are too cute for words! I'll say a prayer for you and send good things your way. Take care. Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 04:44 PM (CDT)

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Congratulations John Russell........
So happy to read that you are home!! Celebrate!! I hope you are hard at playing in that Healing House!! You are most deserving of it!! You are one brave big boy!! And we are all so proud of you!! It is so nice here today, beautiful sunshiny day to play outside, so hopefully the same in PA. You take care and Lots of Love and Prayers sent your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

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Yeaaay! Glad to see you're home. Hope you're up and riding all your 4 wheeled friends soon!

Love,

Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Welcome home!!! WE decorated your outside so you can see how much we have missed you. You are a fighter. You can do this John Russell!!!! Get better fast so we can go for a ride in the gator. We are praying very hard for you and your family. We love you to the moon and back. Sweet kisses MacKenzie and Griffin XOXOXOXO
Mackenzie Kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
west chester, pa - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CDT)

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Hi John:
Greetings from Connecticut!!!
I wish you a complete victory. Prayers and hugs to a real
angel. When you are able, is your dad and grnadfatehr going to each you to drive the tractors???
Jen Brown
West Haven , CT USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell & family,
Just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers! You have been such an amazing boy and your strength and character are a testimony to all. Keep fighting those bad guys and give your mommy & daddy and Chi Chi hugs too. We love you guys and think about you everyday. We are believing for your miracle!
Our love,
Jeff, Kim, Jeremy & Tara
Jeff & Kim Thesing <thesingj@staroute.com>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

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John Russell: We are praying for you everyday! We hope that this time passes very fast and you are on your way to complete healing!!! Your parents and family are also in our prayers. They are really amazing people just as you are. Happy belated birthday to your mommy!!!

Jim & Debbie Riddle <jdgo89@msn.com>
Chadds Ford, PA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary, ChiChi.......
We have done terrible in keeping up our writing but not a day goes by without including you ALL in our prayers. We are sooooo proud of you Big Boy for your braveness and a true inspiration to us all......you keep up your fight and do your very best like always and we will continue to send those angels your way for a speedy recovery and get back home for that John Russell Playhouse Day!! That will be nationwide!! We are all ready to celebrate a day just for you.........everyone will celebrate with you!! Give mommy a great big hug from us for her birthday and tell her and daddy to stay strong........you have the most wonderful parents that the Good Lord has put on this earth!! :) Lots of Love and Prayers headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli and Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Cant wait to see you tomorrow!! Wait till you see your room!! Char and I got into it today. Think Thomas :) Hope you get feeling better. We miss you! Love you!
Shanny XOXO
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-
You continue to fight and I think you are the bravest little boy. Your mommy and daddy must be proud of how brave and resilient you are. Keep fighting those bad bugs and I will pray that the new treatment is 100% effective.
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
EP, MN 55347 - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,

We are sending extra prayers your way for complete healing. I think that you must be the bravest boy in the world. Remember that during the times that your Mommy and Daddy can't be with you in your room, that God's always there with you. You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers.

Teresa & David Ocar <dtocar@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm taking our photos in today to be developed from our trip out to see you. I'll send them when I get them back. I think there are some good ones of our great waterballoon fights. Stay strong. Good thing you have your mommy & daddy's strength & persistence. I hope you get to come home soon. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CDT)

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John Russell You go boy!!! We are so proud of you. You are such an inspiration to all. Those bugs are OUT OF HERE!! Your room sounds so cool. We are counting the days till you are home so we can go gatoring around the circle. Mommy has been looking in on Maria, Shanny and Charlie. They are doing great but missing you. When we go over your house Griffin loves to go in the playroom and look at all your matchbox cars. He cannot wait till you come home and play cars with him. I am getting ready to go to school. I go on the bus this year. Mommy and Daddy are a little nervous but I am so excited. Mommy found a special present in a magazine that she ordered for you. We cannot wait to give it to you.. Plans for your COME OUT AND PLAY WITH JOHN RUSSELL DAY are going better than expected. Mommy has raised alot of money for your GARDEN OF HOPE. The carnival is going to have some great raffles-John LeClair from the Philadelphia Flyers has donated a signed hockey stick, Kobe Bryant has donated a signed basketball and many more surprises. There are tons of people who love you and are sending their love and prayers your way. WE cannot wait to give you a big hug. Get better and get those bugs out. Love and sweet kisses MacKenzie and GriffinXOXOXO
Mackenzie Kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
West Chester, PA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

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I miss you Brother!! Put some smiles on and push forward through this!

Love,
Charlie - xoxoxoxoxo
Chi Chi <charlie>
West Chester, PA - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Charlie, Nanna and I are missing you tons! We are sending much love, many prayers and so much more. We love you! You just wait till you get home...your room will have some special surprises in it..we are going to work on that Monday morning. Cant wait to see you- Chi Chi asks all the time "brother??" Tonight Char and I went on a walk around the block, checked out your garden...and oh wow- you have a watermelon growing, peppers and flowers!! We love you!!

!!!! Many angels and prayers sent to you!!!!!! Get the bad bugs out and soon!!
Love,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
WC, PA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell & Family - I am new and have been following your story & updates. I can't believe how brave you are!! I've been spreading your story to my family & friends and we all are praying for you every day that those bad bugs will leave you forever one day!! God is listening to you!! We will continue look for updates from you..until then... you are awesome little guy - stay strong !! Love & Prayers : - )
Lisa & Family <lguthrie1130@yahoo.com>
Meriden, CT USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Hang tough, John Russell!! You're doing a great job!!

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jax, FL - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:13 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Stay strong little one. I just know those glowing guys are going to start leaving you. I'm praying for that. I hope you liked your balloons. Mommy said they are probably glowing too. Miss you & love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family...you don't know me, I came across your website through hugs and hope club. A friend of mine recently lost her son to Cancer and we often check this site to see who needs to be prayed up! Your a very brave little boy John. Your story really touched me deep. You have a really special name kiddo. My dad's name was Russell. He is with the other Angels now, and I will ask him to check in on you kiddo and we will pray for your pain to stop. I can't imagine how much it takes out of you and your family honey, but you stay strong, and we will pray you up okay sweetie? Sweet Dreams little one. We will check in on you from time to time...Love from Lowville!
Lori Houppert <loriannh69@yahoo.com>
Lowville, NY USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Hope all those bugs are being zapped by those special radioactive guys. Thinking of you and your family.

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi everyone-
Look for an update later today, the server was down last night & this morning.

Mimi
Mimi morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 07:00 AM (CDT)

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Hello Paula, Gary and Boys-
Paula-Happy belated birthday. Sorry I missed your special day. I have been thinking about you often and have been getting updates from Mimi.
I am praying for your health and strength to continue fighting and advocating on behalf of John Russell.
I cannot begin to imagine what your days and nights are like and how hard it must be to watch all of this unfold.
I have HOPE and will continue to pray for John Russell's health.
John Russell-keep fighting my little friend and eat lots of good food to maintain your strength.
Love to all-Louann
Louann Gordon
EP, MN - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CDT)

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Good luck on getting rid of those bad guys john russell our prayers are with you!!!!!
lonnie, connie &derek wood <lumber@iowatelecom.net>
reinbeck, ia usa - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!

You are the biggest, bravest boy I know!!
I love you sooooo much. Shanny is camping out up in the library right now while you are down a few floors sleeping. Grandma is on the phone haha..imagin that :) We want you to know we are sending postive vibes to you! Work MIBG, WORK!!
Love you!!
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, mn - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Sending tons and tons and tons of positive energy your way. It is really windy here today so I just know it will blow your way. Stay real strong and fight hard. I know you can do it. GREAT BIG ANGEL HUGS TO YOU ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ lots and lots of prayers on the way. XOXOXOXOXOXOXXO

****Happy Birthday Paula, thinking of you today. ****
many prayers to you as well. XOXO, Steph
Abbbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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John Russell- We are praying extra hard this week for you. Mommy tells us that God listens to childrens' prayers first. We have been playing water balloons with Charlie and Maria. We are counting the days till you are part of the fun. We love you and miss playing in the healing house with you. We are sending angel kisses your way !!! Hugs and kissesXOXOXOXO MacKenzie and Griffin
MacKenzie Kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. WE HOPE THE NEW TREATMENT WILL BRING YOU LOTS OF COMFORT AND STRENGTH. WE WE ARE WITH YOU IN PRAYER EVERYDAY AND WILL DO EXTRA DUTY FOR THIS TO BE VERY HELPFUL. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL ALSO KEEP THE WHOLE FAMILY IN OUR PRAYERS. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
DIANNE AND FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE, PA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 04:03 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. WE HOPE THE NEW TREATMENT WILL BRING YOU LOTS OF COMFORT AND STRENGTH. WE WE ARE WITH YOU IN PRAYER EVERYDAY AND WILL DO EXTRA DUTY FOR THIS TO BE VERY HELPFUL. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL ALSO KEEP THE WHOLE FAMILY IN OUR PRAYERS. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
DIANNE AND FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE, PA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 04:03 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. WE HOPE THE NEW TREATMENT WILL BRING YOU LOTS OF COMFORT AND STRENGTH. WE WE ARE WITH YOU IN PRAYER EVERYDAY AND WILL DO EXTRA DUTY FOR THIS TO BE VERY HELPFUL. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL ALSO KEEP THE WHOLE FAMILY IN OUR PRAYERS. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
DIANNE AND FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
BROOKVILLE, PA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 04:03 AM (CDT)

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Paula,

Happy birthday!!-love you so much.

Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 12:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Shanny has arrived I hear. I also hear you were very brave today. I'm sure you & mommy are all snug in your hospital room tonight. I hope you are sleeping tight and dreaming of all your favorite tractors. Alex starts school tomorrow. She's been thinking a lot about you, and praying a lot for you. I'm reading all kinds of great stuff about MIBG-so go get 'em. We are sending positive energy, lots and lots of love and millions and millions of hugs. Until tomorrow my little hero, love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 12:22 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, I was just checking your website for an update on how you are doing ... my husband Eric was reading over my shoulder and laughed out loud when he read that you visited a tobacco farm and that your Daddy and Grandpa may now think they could make their own cigars. Always up to something new and fun! :)

I am glad that Eric has been able to meet most of your Mommy's family. We tell him lots of POA horse showing stories from the "olden days". Ask your Grama Anita about having a Big Mac attack in the McDonalds. What a Great Family you have supporting you - Lots of good fun loving energy. You take care of yourself and tell your Mommy Happy Birthday from all of us! Love to you!
Tracey and Eric Smith
Cedar Falls , IA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

We sure know how brave you are! We hope your MIBG tx goes smoothly and your counts pop right back up. And some special strength to your mommy and daddy, too.

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak
Jacksonville, Fl - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
You are such a strong boy. I am soooo extremly proud of you. I hope that the new treatments work and everything goes smoothly. That is so cool that your getting alot of packages in the mail. Keep on fighting those bugs! well be praying for you! God's love, Stephanie
P.S. Happy late b-day Paula!
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
- Monday, August 19, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CDT)

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Hi John, my name is Hillary Johnson. I live in California, and have read a lot about you. I am 15 years old, and I go to highschool. You are the bravest person I have ever known of. You are much braver than I could ever be. I consider you my role model. I know that if you kep being brave and as tough as a super hero, you'll get those bad guys. I'll be praying for you little man. :)
Hillary Johnson <hillary3cheer@yahoo.com>
California City, CA United States - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Have been thinking about you a lot and reading your updates. You always have a lot of news and you sure get a lot of company! It's great that your grandma and grandpa can spend lots of time with you and Chi Chi - and I'm sure your mommy was glad to have them there for her birthday party. Those tractor races must be fun - we watched my grandson, Carl (age 4), in a tractor pull contest at the county fair. He did pretty good but didn't win the contest. He loves tractors almost as much as you do! I grew up on a farm in Wisconsin and it was great - I can see why you love the farm and all that goes with it. I'm praying the new treatment will help make you feel better and make you strong. Everyone I know is sending prayers and wishing you the best. Love to you, Chi Chi and Mom and Dad,


Sandy Korsbon <sandykorsbon@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 03:22 PM (CDT)

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Hello To The Biggest Bravest Little Guy I have ever met. My son is 6 and his name is Ignacio and he would like to know if you want to be his email pal. We are from Wyandotte Michigan and would like to know what city in Iowa your Grandpa is from because my grandpa is from Missouri but he lives on the Iowa border and my aunt lives in New Liberty Iowa. I love to play ice hockey, rollerblade and play with my two dogs Missy, and Buddy. If you would like I could send you a picture of them. You are a special person and I would like to help your bad days be good ones. Please write to us.
Jesus Candy and Ignacio <jesus@wyan.org>
wyandotte, mi USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CDT)

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You are a brave little boy. I will keep you in my prayers.
Marilyn Jones <marilyn.jones@mindspring.com>
McDonough, GA USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
Thanks to your Auntie for the update. I knew you would be having a lot of fun with grandpa and grandma. Are they still visiting? So, now your dad is making his own cigars? He'll have to tell Dan just how to do it. (hahahahahah)
Well I have to tell you about the Iowa State Fair. I couldn't go because Lindsea was in Marching Band Camp, so Dan and Shane went, they were there ALL DAY. The one thing they realllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to see was the "Butter Cow"!!! Well they walked around all day wondering where it would be displayed. They walked around the "agriculture" building but never went in and just kept wondering "where is the cow"????? So they came home without seeing the cow and Dan was talking to a neighbor, "where is the butter cow at the fair"? Our neighbor said "in the agriculture building, ( IN being the key word)(like they were going to keep a butter cow outside? hahahahah) Boy was he disappointed, we almost had to go to the fair again to see the butter cow, I guess the lady who does the cow won't be there next year. I had no idea the butter cow was such a big deal. I do now. :) :) :)
We are getting ready for school to start on Thursday. The kids are excited.
I sent you all my extra energy today after yoga, did you get it? I worked real hard and still had a lot of energy left so I sent to you.
We continue to pray sooooooooooooooooo hard for you to beat those bugs outta there and get to the top of the mountain. I know you can do it. I'll just bet you are so excited to see Shanny. I hope you have a lot of fun.
We will pray for you to get well so you can fly over the big water too. I'll make that my new mantra.
We also pray daily for strength and courage for your mommy and daddy. We hold them in our thoughts everyday and night.
Give them strong hold hugs for us.
Angel hugs on the way to you and chi chi.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
ABBOTT <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I miss you so much. I've been thinking and praying a lot for you, honey. I'm sure you are having fun with grandpa & grandma. I need to go out and buy your favorite Tim McGraw CD for Alex & I. We just loved "Country Boys & Girls gettin' down On the Farm". You truely are a farmer. We lit a candle for you today. Remember, you are my hero. All my love, Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 01:32 AM (CDT)

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John Russell- Hi this is MacKenzie and Griffin!!!!!! We miss you very much. We have been praying extra hard that those bugs will leave you alone!!! We cannot wait to have a tea party in the playhouse with the teaset you gave to me. You are an awesome friend and we want you to think positive and get better. We love having you and Charlie as our neighbors and cannot wait to see you outside playing!!!! Get Better!! We love and miss you! Hugs and kissess MacKenzie and Griffin XOXOXOXOXO
MacKenzie Kennedy <mkennedy326@aol.com>
west chester, pa usa - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell!
Long time, no talk!!!! I just got back from FL today. Just like that aunt Mimi, I was having a serious talk with god up in those clouds. I know he was listening to me. I will have another one with him soon on my way out to see you! Cant wait- just a few days and I will see you and Chi Chi!!!! Missing you tons and thinking of you all even more!!! Good luck through MIBG- I will be there soon!! You can do it big guy! Keep climbing. I love you! ALways, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
E.P., MN - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm sure missing you. I hope grandpa & grandma are keeping you busy. Grandpa said he is the highchair police. Chi Chi sure wouldn't stay in it for me. Have a great day. Love you so much-sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 07:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Thank you for the updat Aunt Val. Your August summer is a very busy one for the whole crew. I is nice to learn of all of your visitors and all the fun every one is engaged in. Our prayers are flowig steady with the help of God's angels and we are sure that those chemo visits do their job. God bless everyone.Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Dianne and Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 04:41 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Thank you for the updat Aunt Val. Your August summer is a very busy one for the whole crew. I is nice to learn of all of your visitors and all the fun every one is engaged in. Our prayers are flowig steady with the help of God's angels and we are sure that those chemo visits do their job. God bless everyone.Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Dianne and Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 04:41 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Thank you for the updat Aunt Val. Your August summer is a very busy one for the whole crew. I is nice to learn of all of your visitors and all the fun every one is engaged in. Our prayers are flowig steady with the help of God's angels and we are sure that those chemo visits do their job. God bless everyone.Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Dianne and Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 04:41 AM (CDT)

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Hello from New York!

I hope you're feeling good and playing, playing, playing! I am not enjoying my treatments too much, but I do like playing in the playroom at the clinic and the Ronald McDonald House. Sounds like you are having lots of fun visitors. Give your mommy and daddy a special hug, okay?

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell, Gary, Paula and Chi Chi. Erika and I have been reading your updates religiosly. We noticed that your song, "What a Wonderful World" is also our wedding song! The water baloon fight sounded like a lot of fun. Wishing you many happy summer memories. We are praying hard for all of you.
Rich and Erika Dorn <richdorn@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Edina, MN USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell:
Hope all is well with you,your Mommy,Daddy and your brother.I just read the up date and decided to say hi to you.How this that tea that Master Lee send to you gonig down.(I think he could have send you something nicer- dont you) I have a beautiful picture of you up an my fridge at home and everyone that see's it are praying for you and sending good wishes to you. My Mommy in Ireland lights a candle and prayes for you EVERY DAY.I will keep in touch with you soon again. Say Hi to your Mommy and Daddy from me. Hugs and Kisses always
Kep up the good work. Love ya lots.

Mairead
Mairead Kelly <NLHCENTER@aol.com>
Jamaica Plain, MA USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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Hello Big Boy John Russell-
I spoke breifly to your Aunt Mimi this evening and got an update on ALL the fun things you did during her visit.
How special for you and your mommy.
Keep the fighting spirit and give your mommy and daddy a big "I LOVE YOU HUG" before bed time from the Gordon's.

Louann Gordon
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
It sounds like you had a blast with your Aunt Mimi and cousin Alex. The lighting of the illumiaries (sp) sounds so cool. I found something along the same lines to send you. I actually found it a couple of weeks ago and forgot about it (turning 40 does that to your brain). I found them yesterday while cleaning up the garage. I will get them to you asap so you can enjoy them for Mom's birthday.
So now Grandma and Grandpa are visiting. You are soooo lucky to have all these visitors. And it sounds like you have a lot planned.
I am sure Grandma will want to help clean out all that brush that Daddy has been busy at with his chainsaw.
I want to tell you that at yoga practice our master instructor has started ending our practice with a blessing, say a silent prayer to someone in our lives. I've been praying for you now at yoga too. It so peaceful. I just know you're getting these prayers.
Your counts are going to keep going up,up,up. And it sounds like you're eating so good right now. That is great, and taking all your supplements, and the oral chemo. You are my hero for sure.
Have a great time with your grandparents and Shanny too, isn't she coming out soon too?
I am praying for mommy and daddy all the time for strengh and courage. Giant hugs to them. :)
Angel hugs to YOU and chi chi ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
ps: to aunt pepper. Sorry I didn't read your message about the fair. We went on Friday, Dan had the day off. Too bad,would have been great to see you. Stephanie/Dan
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 12:14 PM (CDT)

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Hello...I just wanted to say a big hello from Smile Quilts. We are a group of ladies who stitch virtual quilts for children. When you have a moment to spare please stop by Smile Quilts and have a look around. We would love to make your child a Smile Quilt of their very own.
Sincerely,
The Quilting Angel's


Quilting Angel Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, August 12, 2002 at 02:20 AM (CDT)

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hey John russell,
I love your healing house. That is so cool. I wish i had one of those when i was younger. I am so happy to hear that things are going well with your suppliments! Im praying for you every night. I really want to see you. Maybe ill talk to my mom and over winter break from school me and my mom and Jeanette can come... Just a thought. Love always, and God's strength, Stephanie
Stephanie <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CDT)

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WOW! You are getting to do all the things that every little boy wants to do! Water fights, train rides, playing in an awesome healing house! You go Boy! Remember...I know I can...I know I can...I know I can!

Hugs and Kisses to all!
Jeanette & Tony Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CDT)

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hello john russell and crew. just checking in to tell you we are still asking our gracious Lord to bless you with strength and good days every day, we love your new photos and i imagine you and chi chi and friends have wonderful times enjoying your beautiful play house. will chat with you next week. God bless all of you. love and prayers. dianne and fred.
fred nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 04:18 AM (CDT)

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hello john russell and crew. just checking in to tell you we are still asking our gracious Lord to bless you with strength and good days every day, we love your new photos and i imagine you and chi chi and friends have wonderful times enjoying your beautiful play house. will chat with you next week. God bless all of you. love and prayers. dianne and fred.
fred nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 04:18 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell- I'm back from Tennessee! I drove 13 hours straight 5 states. Sammy did pretty good at the junior olympics she got 4 5 and 8th. It was fun the competition was tough! Could you ask you great friends from Iowa the Abbots if they are going to be at the wells fargo days at the state fair? If they are I want to make sure to find them. I will be there! Hope you are having fun with Aunt MImi and Lexie! Love AUnt Pepper
Pepper
- Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Sounds like you are having a hay-day out there with that Aunt Mimi around :) I knew mommy would let loose and let you get the keys to the car- I am sure you convinced her with your excellent driving skills on that gator and all :) (you about gave me a heart attack the first time you hopped on that gator and cruised around at mach-1!!!!!) You are a riot. I can only imagin what you all looked like hanging out of the sunroof- haha. That mommy and aunt Mimi are too funny!! Hope the weather has been nice and that you are getting plenty of outside play time! Cant wait to hear about the rest of your week. You take care and sending many angels, prayers, strength and love your way! I love you!! Always, Your Shanny xoxoxoxoxo
0:-) 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 12:42 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,

What will your mommy think of next? That is so cool about you driving. Hey, whatever it takes to keep you healthy, right? I am heading to NYC next week for 2 weeks of antibody treatment. It sure isn't very fun, but mama tells me it's what we need to do to "make the cancer all gone" (that's my new prayer to Jesus for me and you and all my other little friends). Anytime I see a cross or hold my rosary or light a candle at church, that's what I say. Stay strong, my friend!

Love,

Lina <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 07:43 AM (CDT)

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Hey big guy - glad to hear you're having so much fun - Sydney wants to know when she can come over and play with waterballoons and squirt guns ( don't tell her about the driving thing, I myself have a hard time avoiding curbs and other play things in the driveway!) She got a new jeep - she said it was justexactly like yours - except hers is pink, with Barbie stuff all over it ( I told her it wasn't exactly like yours!) - she needs you to come over and teach her how it to manage it, so far she thinks it's just there to be washed and armoralled!
We sure miss you guys, maybe next time you head to the healer in Boston, you can make a stop a visit for a while.
Tell your Mom, Dad, Grampa and Grandma we think about them everyday, and miss them terribly. You keep taking your supplemements buddy, and stay strong.
sharon and sydney <sharon_silverman@msn.com>
norwalk, ct usa - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 05:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi John!
My name is Christopher and I am 3 years old and have Neuroblastoma just like you! And my mommy likes to translate for me just like yours does! :-)
It sounds like we have a lot in common. I live in Minnesota, we were born in the same month and diagnosed in the same month, too. Small world, huh?
My mommy has been talking with your friend Shannon, and she sure loves you a lot. There are many, many people praying for you and thinking of you, and we said a prayer for you tonight at bedtime.
I love the pictures of your Healing House! I would love to come play with you someday. I am going to go to Disney World soon for my Make-A-Wish trip and give Winnie a big old hug in person!
It sounds like your mom sure is a fun lady. Let her know she can e-mail my mommy any time she wants to chat.
Hugs,
Christopher (translated by Leah, Christopher's Mommy) www.christophershope.com <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
You're latest update is just hilarious. It sounds like you're having a blast with your Aunt Mimi and cousin. Like it should be. And the driving thing. Well, Lindsea will be very jealous as she wants to start driving. Teenagers can get a learners permit here at 14. TOO YOUNG.
What a good boy taking your supplements for mommy. And eating so well. You'll be a foot taller by the time daddy gets home from Minneapolis. I bet you're way bigger than Charlie. I'm so glad you got to go to a restaurant and a movie and the train and THE AIRPORT. THAT IS HUGE. :) :) :)
I think that if you can you should see Lilo and Stitch. It is sooooooooooooooo funny. I took 6 kids to see it and I laughed so hard. Then Shane saw it again and now we are going to see it again on Friday. You'll like it.
We continue to pray for your counts to go up and that you are going to beat this monster. You are going to make it to the top of the mountain. I just know it.
Have a blast with your company and give hugs to mommy/daddy and Charlie. Angel hugs to you. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How are you? I hope things are going OK. Shanny is thinking of you a lot!!! I have had a chance to get web surfing..I have talked with some other NB parents via email and have found some new sources...I am going to get on them first thing tomorrow. :) We are going to get you to the top of that mountain and keep you there! Guess what, I even talked with a lady who is from Mpls and her son is the same age as you- even within the same month, almost same diagnosis date. They are such a positive, uplifting family and very interesting to talk to. Their son is to the top of that mountain...we can do it too!!! I am praying for the counts to soar and the appetite to rumble and roar :) Many prayers coming to you for a positive outcome, strength and love. Many angels being sent your way! I am sure you are having a wonderful time with aunt Mimi and ALex!! Love you and Charlie both!
Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 11:13 PM (CDT)

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Cool-Cool-Cool! I just saw all your neat pictures and up to date information from the Hugs and Hope Club. Now you're famous and popular everywhere - not that you weren't already.
Your Daddy's Indirect team did very well in July with record business. I'll look forward to seeing your Daddy this week and have him get us up to date on all the neat things going on at work and at home with your brother and your mommy. Make sure you and Charlie take good care of Mommy while Daddy is in Minneapolis. We've had lots of rain, heat and mosquitoes back here this summer. We love and miss you, Charlie, Mommy & Daddy. Take care - lots of prayers, angels and good wishes heading to Philly to you and your famiy. Love,
The Auto Team Members and your Peek-a-boo Buddy, Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
We were at the first Blackburn reunion this year and were told of your cancer. We are praying for your counts to stay high and for a full recovery for you. You are a brave boy. God be with you.
Nick & Deb Blackburn <jeffumc@netins.net>
Jefferson, IA USA - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)

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John Russsell-Paula-Gary-Chi Chi-
Where does time go. I cannot beleive it is August and we are thinking about the start of a new school year and shopping for new clothes.
The healing house is beautiful and I bet John Russell has a great time playing make beleive.
Your Aunt Mimi is visiting this week and I am sure all of you will have tons of fun.
Keep the fighting spirit and the gordon's will continue to pray for your strength and recovery.
Love to all-Louann Gordon
Louann Gordon
- Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
I think the Caring Bridge site was off for a day or so, we were unable to access your page. Thank goodness it is working again.
How are your counts.? I'll bet they are going higher. We sure have been praying a lot for you. Dan has been traveling a lot but asks me each day to check on you.
I'll just bet you are having some kind of fun with all your company. Aunt Mimi must be there by now and I can just see you and Alex playing outside in your Healing House and Garden. I hope the weather there isn't too muggy like it is in Iowa. But that is summer. Did your Daddy have a nice birthday? And a veggie cake????? Go dad go. I am sure he has to stay strong too to help you out with those platelets.
Thanks again to your Aunt mimi for the pictures on the web site.
You have a great time with your family and stay strong,eat,eat,eat for mommy and keep taking all your supplements. You are going to make it to the top of that mountain, we just know it.
Strong hold hugs for mommy and daddy, Angel hugs to YOU and chi chi. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way.
XOXOXO, Stephanie
The Abbott's
Johnston, IA - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
I bet you are getting excited for tomorrow! That aunt Mimi and Alex get to come and visit! Just wanted to tell you that I LOVE YOU!!! 0:-) 0:-) 0:-)
Many special hugs, kisses, prayers and love being sent your way.

Love,
Your Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
EP, MN - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary & Charlie......
We are soooooooo glad to be home from vacation, I missed my computer to check up on you!! But it sounds like you still were getting our prayers and angels even though they were coming from Kansas and Missouri. We never let a day go by without sending our love your way.....we are really working overtime for those counts to skyrocket!! And so glad you are eating, eating, eating!! The healing playhouse is AWESOME!! Thank you so much Aunt Mimi for the pictures, you must be smiling big time!! No tears allowed at John Russell's house!! More fun is on its way with Aunt Mimi coming to see you!! Have tons and tons of fun!! We will be anxious to see those 20 rolls of pictures from mommy!! Keep them coming!! Take care Big Boy!! Lots of love and prayers coming your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli
Hudson, IA USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary & Charlie......
We are soooooooo glad to be home from vacation, I missed my computer to check up on you!! But it sounds like you still were getting our prayers and angels even though they were coming from Kansas and Missouri. We never let a day go by without sending our love your way.....we are really working overtime for those counts to skyrocket!! And so glad you are eating, eating, eating!! The healing playhouse is AWESOME!! Thank you so much Aunt Mimi for the pictures, you must be smiling big time!! No tears allowed at John Russell's house!! More fun is on its way with Aunt Mimi coming to see you!! Have tons and tons of fun!! We will be anxious to see those 20 rolls of pictures from mommy!! Keep them coming!! Take care Big Boy!! Lots of love and prayers coming your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli
Hudson, IA USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Did you sing to your daddy today??? I think he's 40 something today. Did mommy make a veggie cake? I'll bet she had something great. We're getting pretty excited here. Tell mommy you'll be getting a big box but don't open it. Wait till Aunt Mimi comes. You were a big sleepy boy when I called. Love you to the sky & back. See you Sat. Aunt Mimi.
Mimi Morrison
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Our prayers are with you every day and we hope the numbers are growing and your strength increasing every day. Thanks for your great pictures and take great care of your little brother. od bless everyone. Love and prayers. Dianne & Fred.
fred nungesser
brookville, pa - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 04:30 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Our prayers are with you every day and we hope the numbers are growing and your strength increasing every day. Thanks for your great pictures and take great care of your little brother. od bless everyone. Love and prayers. Dianne & Fred.
fred nungesser
brookville, pa - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 04:30 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
How are you doing this week? I am sure with all the prayers that your counts are higher than ever.
So, Aunt Mimi is going to visit? I am sure it will be a lot of fun. She always seems to have such fun ideas for you and Chi chi.
I am sending a special "surprise" for Mommy's birthday. Remember last year? I sent her the "cookie flowers" ? Well, I've been doing a little research and I think this year will be better!!! Of course it will benefit the whole family like last year. hahahahahah.
Well, we are praying soooooooooooooooo overtime for good counts and good eating. You have to eat good to get to get those counts up.:) :) :)A little ice cream is good too.
Well, enjoy your company and know that each and every day we are praying for your strength and courage. We just know you're going to make it to the top of that mountain.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
************** strong hugs to mommy/daddy and Angel hugs to YOU and ChiChi


The Abbott's
Johnston, IA - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hey Rooosssaalll :)
How are things out there in PA? It sure is hot here! We have reached 100 degrees! I hope it is a bit cooler there. I bet you are getting excited for that aunt Mimi and Alex to come and visit you. What fun!! I am wondering if they may have even left today? Well, anyway, you will just have so much fun, I just know it. That aunt Mimi sure has some fun tricks always up her sleve. Ohhh and you might get to go the ocean?!!! I hope you get to. My fingers are crossed for you. You have a wonderful time with aunt Mimi and Alex...keep the counts up big boy!!! I am sending many angels, prayers, strength and love your way. I love you and Charlie a TONNNN- Gazillions and trillions and zillions!!!!!!!!!! XOXOOXOXOXOOXOX See you soon!

Love,
Your Shanny
0:-) 0:-) 0:-)
shanny
EP, MN - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Wow do I feel better now that all the picture are in. Sorry they are 10 times bigger than they should be. Aunt Val's coaching was great. She was really getting ticked at me. I finally got it. I can't wait to see you!!! I've got all kinds of tricks up my sleeve!! Tell mommy to think Ocean. We can do it. Love you to the sky & back. Love, angels and prayers you way. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

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WOW! Such cool pictures! And I haven't seen a recent picture of you for a long time -- you are one good-lookin' guy! That Healing House is something special! I hope you're spending lots of time in there. I made mama laugh when we were looking at your pictures...the one with you and Chi-Chi and your daddy. I zeroed in on the "puke bucket" in the background. We have lots of those around the house too. Very handy to store stuff in!! We send you lots of special energy as always,

Love,

Lina Rak
Jacksonville, FL - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell - you are just so adorable, I just want to kiss your cheeks! :o) I am one of the volunteers at Hugs and Hope and I just wanted to let you know that I'm always thinking about you and praying for you. I love the pictures of you and Chi Chi, you 2 are going to be fighting the girls off, your poor mommy! :o) I love your Healing House, too, buddy, that's so cool!
The Red Cross is coming to my town tomorrow and I'm going to give blood, I promise you!
Lots of love to you!

Jenn Borjeson
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 06:28 PM (CDT)

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Hey Lorenz Family,
I was just passing through the computer room and thought I would check to see if the pics. come through. WOW--- They are great. Your healing House and Garden are beautiful and so are YOU TWO BOYS. Just precious. Thank you for sharing these pictures with everyone.
Hope you're having a wonderful day and the counts go up,up,up. We are praying for you each and everyday.
YOU CAN DO IT.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way 0:)
Stephanie
Abbott's
Johnston, IA - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell- I just booked grandma and grandpa on a united flight to come see you!!! Grandpa had me book it so they could stay for your mommys birthday. Samantha and I are headed your direction Thursday. Junior Olympics are in Tennessee this year. We've been practicing hard hopefully will have some gold medals!! Lots of love coming your way!!! Aunt Pepper & Sammie
#1 Aunt!!!!!!!!!!
Waterloo, - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
You sound like you are taking step in mommy's footprints! You sound like such the gardener. I am sure our buddy Clint will be happy to hear that. You keep at your special little garden. Now, we need some major prayers to get those counts to go uppppp uppp and away!!! Let them soar!! Tell the blood and platelets that we need some super charging going on. Speaking of prayers...I found out some upseting news..my little 3 yr old friend Madison who also has Nblas, she needs some prayers too...she needs prayers for strength and positive news. So I am sending prayers all over the nation..some to AZ and some to PA :) Lets get those angels soaring and prayers a going. I am thinking of you big boy. Keep up your strength...you eat well and take all of your supplements. I miss you and Charlie so much!! I will be seeing you so very soon!!!
Love you!!! XOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXO
Your Shanny 0:-) 0:-) 0:-)
shanny
EP, MN - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell, WOW!! it is great to see such a wonderfull report. Im glad you have more of an appetite. We will all keep praying for your counts to go back up. We all think about you everyday. I passed alot of the extra brochures Jeanette and her mom made out at church, so many more people are praying. And i always put in a prayer request at Youth Group. I can't wait to see your play house! Love always,
Stephanie & the Coletta's
Stephanie
Wadsworth, IL US - Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 11:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Wow another update. Love it,love it, love it.:):):):) Again, your auntie's ROCK !!!!!!!
We didn't get the pictures however. But I still have the one you sent me and you would not believe how many people ask me about it. It is on my door, right off the garage, so when ever someone comes in they have to read about you first. Your healing house, and garden. Yep, you would be amazed how many people in our neighborhood ask about you.
Shane had VBS(vacation bible school) last week and on the last night each child had to say a special prayer for someone in need and yep, he chose YOU :). Then the music director asked me who you were, so I told her about you and now you are part of the prayer chain at New Hope Methodist Church.YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
We will continue to pray for your counts to go up, and your new friends too. I am a chemo-angel too. My buddy is 5 and lives in Texas. What a great program. You'll get tons of cards, just wait and see.
Well, be sure to give mommy and daddy strong hold hugs for us and Angel hugs to chi chi and YOU.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way, Stephanie
The Abbott's
Johnston, IA - Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon Lapin
The new update made me sssoooooooo happy, I kept smiling all day. I'm so happy to know you plant your own garden and can make your very own sandwich. I didn't expect any less from you. That's my buggie! I bet those berries tasted great.
My trip to the French island was a lot of fun and I had a lot of extra time to send you lots of extra prayers your way.
I just can't wait for september to come, I'm going back to school and it'll be great to let someone else do the teaching this time. It'll seem like vacation almost, except for the homework rrrrrrggggggggggggg!
You send my love to everyone in Chester, ok? Lots of loving kisses to you and also to Charlie. I hope he doesn't itch too much.
Love always,
Dodo.
Dominique Greer
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 07:27 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
You are sucha a cutie! Your in my thoughts and prayers!
Much Love From Florida =)
Jenna
Deltona, FL - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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hi from gr. unc. bob and aunt edie. you haven't heard from us for quite awhile but that doesn't mean we don't think about all of you alot because we do. you are always in our prayers and when we talk to the aunts, and grandpa and grandma we always have to get the latest. grandpa was here with our cousin denny. they flew in dennys air plane all the way up here, and they fished with us and had a really good time, as grandpa needed some r&r. grandma kept everything going on the farm, so all was kool. take care love,love, and more love. b&e
robert greiner
baudette, mn usa - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
So good to get all these updates. You're Auntie's rock.:) :)
There isn't a day that goes by that we don't pray for your mommy and daddy for strenght and support. I think of them all the time. Please give them a squeeze for us.
20 rolls of film? WOW WOW WOW. Can't wait to see some of the pictures.
It sounds like you're going to have a busy August. A lot of visiters. Just like at my house in June and July. But it sure is fun having lots of people around. And grandpa and grandma are taking the train. That should be fun.
So Charlie is learning about time-outs. I'll just bet he is keeping your mommy and Maria very busy these days. We are sooooooooo glad to hear he is feeling better. Go Chi Chi go!!
Your Avacado baths sound pretty darn good. I am sure it feels so good on your skin. You have the smartest mommy in the world.
We continue to pray overtime for strenght,courage and hope and we are with you all the way on your climb up that mountain. Stay strong and fight,fight,fight because you can do it.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way. 0:) 0:)


Stephanie
- Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,Mom, Dad, and little brother so pleased that your progress is continuing. Our prayers are with you each day God gives to all of us. I hope your garden is doing well. Our garden has had too much heat for the beans and cucumbers but the tomatos are doing ok and we are grateful.Eat the green stuff your Mom prepares; you too will look like your gardenthen Charlie will not be able to find you and punch you. God bless you all. Love and prayers.
Dianne and Fred.
Dianne and Fred Nungesser
Brookville, PA - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 05:13 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo,
Wow, those auntie updaters are sure doing a great job of updating us! Your fans sure love those updates :) I even noticed one of your aunties was up at 6:45AM doing this update, wow!!!! You go girls! That Charlie...boy, I am sure you are kept on your toes all day!!! He is pretty funny. :) So, what is the deal here...20 rolls of film.....you know what that means...Shanny will keep busy with those pictures...I am sooooooooo far behind on your scrapbook as it is and now mommy is going to pick up 20 more rolls!!!!!! Oh boy, I better get a rolling soon on both my boys' scrapbooks. However, I heard you are contributing to this mega roll of film deal too...I heard you are quite the picture taker :) I cant wait to see your pics! I think it is a great idea...something fun and know what, you find your pics that YOU took and Shanny will make you your very own little scrapbook. Good deal? Well big boy, you stay strong and keep doing what mommy, daddy and Dr. Maris tell you to do. Push foward- do you see the top of the mountain?! Climb bugs, climb!!! I love you and Char sooooo much. I am missing you boys...see you so very soon!!! Many prayers and angels are being sent your way!
Love,
Your Shanny 0:-) 0:-) XOXOXOOOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOOXOOX
Shanny
EP, MN - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

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HI John Russell, You are a Cutie. I'm glad to hear you are home from the hospital now. Continue to get better, my prayers will alway be with you.
Georgette
Stevenson, Md. - Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 03:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey J.R., I just read about you at the hugsandhope website. You sound like a real trooper, my prayers are with you and your family,and I will keep you in my prayers everynight until your recovery. Lots of LOVE to you.
Rita Carney
Palm Harbor, Fl. U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CDT)

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HI Bugs!
How are you? I heard it was sooo hot out there in Philly today. Hope you stayed cool. Did you get those cracked plates corrected today? I sure hope that super charger battery of yours is recharged and ready to roll now that we have some new platelets :) I talked to Maria and she said Charlie is doing much better, so glad to hear that. I am sure you are glad to have your play buddy back, huh. Well, you stay charged up and let the counts soar uppity up!!!! We are going to get you to the top of that mountain in no time at all. Keep taking your good supplements and power boosters! You can do it big boy! I love you and miss you tons. I will be seeing you veeerrrryyyy soon!!!!! I cant wait. Sending strength, power, angels, prayers and love your way. A kiss to you XXXXX and a Kiss to Char XXXXX Love you all,
Shanny XOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXO 0:-) 0:-)
shanny
EP, MN - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 08:02 PM (CDT)

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Hello there John Russell!!!! I saw you on the Hugs and Hope Website, as I am a friend of the person ( Marsha) who founded that org.
I have to say that you are THE CUTEST LITTLE THING EVER!!!!!! I hope that you are doing well and may God Bless you and your family during these hard times and ALWAYS!!!!

Jessica S
Rhinelander, EI USA - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your Mommy and Daddy. My husband Rick Greene is your Grandma Anita's first cousin. We heard allot about you and your family at the reunion at your Grandpa and Grandma's house, and sure do wish you that you all could have been there. It has been two years since we saw you.

Your Grandpa and Grandma sure do have a beautiful farm. We had a very nice time. Take care, and you all keep fighting. Our love and prayers,
Rick and Donna Greene and family
Ankeny, IA Polk - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

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Hey there big boy!! So, you have a little German in you now, huh? Shots from across the globe!!!...Boy you are one special little boy! How nice of Shanny to go and get those for you. Mommy sure does know her stuff. If you haven't already realized, you come from very smart genes. (And I don't mean your cute little Hilfiger jeans.)
I pray and pray and pray for you little guy. Hang in there. God's angels are surrounding you every second of every day. P&G ~ Take time today to hug each other and tell one another that "I can make it through this because I have you, and you can make it through this because you have me!"
We are with you so much in spirit. I hope you feel our prayers and are lifted by strength and hope we continue to send your way. We love you guys!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta
Wadsworth, IL - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 04:43 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I just got home from Kansas City and was taking some time to catch up and finally had a chance to visit you at hugs and hope. What a wonderful site to visit. The next thing I knew, a whole hour had passed. Wow. :)
Well, we are praying real hard that this round of Chemo has help now that your counts were up. I do hope you had some time to play this week.
We continue to pray for strength and courage and HOPE that you will make it to the top of that mountain. We are with you all the way.
fight,fight,fight :) :) :)
Strong hold hugs to Mommy,Daddy,Charlie and Angel hugs to YOU. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
Stephanie
Johnston, IA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

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hey JohnRussell,
Im sorry i have not wrote to you sooner. I have been gone the past week so i didn't get a chance. It sounds like everything is going good and your feeling better. I am very happy about that. Were all praying and sending hugs your way. The Coletta's
stephanie
- Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 10:26 PM (CDT)

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Lots of prayers are with you. I read about you on Hugsandhope.com and I wish you all the best. Please get better and keep fighting. You have been in my neck of the woods, I live in Bucks County, PA.
Linda
Langhorne, PA 19047 - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

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Hello!
We're excited to see your playhouse. We have a tree fort and painted it camoflage this summer. We have bunk beds in it and we all slept in it one night!
We're praying for you! Keep fighting the bad guys!
Love,
The Sanders - Judi, Daryl, Kelsey and Louis
Judi Sanders
Truman, MN USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

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Hang in there little guy!! Everyone is rooting for you. Can't wait to see the playhouse.
Jackie Wright
Summersville, Ky USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 07:06 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon Lapin
I'm so happy to know your count is up and you are able to fight those nasty bugs. I have no doubts that you can do it.
Please give a big hug to Charlie so the virus goes away and so you boys can play together again real soon. I hope you liked that cool tee-shirt from Martinique and the tape.
I miss you tons and send you and Mommy and Daddy and Charlie all my love and then some.
Dodo
Dominique Greer
Richfield, MN usa - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CDT)

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HEy John Russell!
Its wonderful that your counts are up! I know that you wanted to have time to play but you should really concentrate on getting better first because then you can have all the time you need to play! I hope this batch of chemo goes by smoothly, you will be in my prayers!
Lindsea
Lindsea Abbott
Johnston, IA USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 10:02 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and family. Thank you for the great news amd we hope and are praying that God will continue to bless all of you. Please let your Mom continue those oil rubs that will strengthen your skin the same as the chemo makes you better.You are begining to learn that Mothers know best and thats swell at your young age because when you are older it will still be the true. Our prayers are being answered and Jesus will bless you every day.We love you and will pray for you more fervently. God bless you and Mom and Dad and your little brother so he too becomes healthy once more. Love and prayers; Dianne and Fred.
Fred Nungesser
Brookville , PA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 03:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo,
Sending many special thoughts, prayers and millions of angels your way. We are all thinking of you. Breeze through this chemo....keep on pushing forward. Sending you some powerful strength to get to the top- lets all do it together big boy! I love you and little Char a TON!

Always,
You Shanny
XOXOXOXOXOXOOX 0:-) 0:-) 0:-)
Shanny
EP, MN - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
I knew the prayers and angels would come through for you - now we also need to send a few over to Chi Chi and Mom & Dad so you all stay healthy and strong. Send the Direct Auto Team a recent picture of you and your family together so we can blow it up and post it! Take care - we love and pray for you.
All Auto Team Members and your Peek-a-boo Buddy, Jim Fisher
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I hope this round of chemo goes quick so you can get out and play. I wonder if it is as humid in PA as it is in IA?
I remember when Shane had a weed whip and blower when he was your age. He loved it. The equiptment slept with him sometimes. (hahaha) I am sure you feel the same way.
We will keep praying for this round of chemo to help blast those bugs outta there. Show them who is boss.
I hope Chi Chi feels better real soon. We will pray for him too.I'll bet it is hard to keep him away from you as you seem to be such good buddies.
Keep Strong and eat,eat,eat for Mommy and Daddy. Keep fighting and climbing that mountain. We're cheering you all the way.
Strong hold hugs to Mommy and Daddy and Angel hugs to you and chi chi. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXO Stephanie
The Abbott's
Johnston, IA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 08:09 AM (CDT)

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John Russell, Paula, Gary and Baby Chi Chi-
I read inspiring news about your energy level, essential oil rubs (actually that sounds really good), and no more bad bugs. In addition, you get a week away from the DR's.
This sounds AWESOME.
Their are so many family members and friends praying for your recovery. How can the Almighty refuse the energy, love and persistance to heal you? HE CAN'T.
I know you are all fighting with every ounce of your being.
Keep Going. My Love-Louann

Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Monday, July 15, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I hope you are playing A LOT. I'll bet the sun is shining and you and charlie are "sharing" the Gator??? I'll bet you've been a little busy tending to your garden too. I've picked two tomatos and boy are they good. And all my flowers are in bloom. I am going to send you a picture of my flowers then we can compare. :) :)
We continue to pray overtime for you and mommy and daddy and charlie for continued strength and courage. We just know you're going to show those bugs who is boss !!!!!
Shane and 2 buddies have been busy building a "fort". That is all he talks about. Good thing they all are up to date on the tetnus shots. Boys will be boys.
Well, you have a great week playing and give mom and dad strong hold hugs from us and Angel hugs to you and Charlie.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
xoxox, Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, July 15, 2002 at 05:42 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Good report from you and your Daddy. Treatment and prayers are the best cure. The Auto Team will keep the prayers coming in. Have a good week of play & family, R.R., and don't forget to give Mommy, Daddy and brother, Chi Chi, kisses and hugs.
Peek-a-boo Buddy, Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Daddy, Mommy & Charlie,
I am so happy to hear the good news! Just want you to know that I am praying for your miracle to come through - and my friends in "Small Group" are praying, too. Take care, my dear one and know that I love you, "Grandma" Barb
Barb Eisenmenger <eisenbar@niacc.edu>
Garner, IA USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How was your weekend? I hope well. Boy that sunshine was sure out here :) Just a quick note to let you know I am thinking of all of you, as always, and sending many prayers, love and strength your way. We are climbing that mountain- the bad bugs better watchout b/c we are all going to help you to the top! I love you and Charlie both so much. Sending a zillion angels your way!!!!!!! Have a fun play week. Tell mommy I will talk to her tomorrow- finally. Shanny has been working her tail off trying to get done with this funny thing called- school! I have two classes to go!!

I love you!
Always,
Your Shanny
Shanny 0:-) <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

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Hello Lorenz's!
We are so glad to read the good news and hear that JRL has his energy back...we will keep those prayers coming and be sure the angels are watching over you. It sounds like the supplements, those essential oils and all that good stuff Mom is researching is working. There's a miracle on the way......take care, have fun playing. Know that we love you-
Dave & Kim
Kim Otte <kimotte@msn.com>
Dallas, - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell - I just found your page today. What wonderful news you have!! I am very happy for you. Oh- Keep a lookout in your mail unless it already came today. I hope you like it.
Big hugs to you and your family
Chemoangel Kelly <Quiltingkelly@yahoo.com>
Milwaukee, WI usa - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon lapin
I'm ssssssooooooooooooooooooooo happy, no new bad guys!!!!!
Please keep eating your veggies so the old bad guys melt away. I'm sending you lots of good thoughts and prayers. Something is in the mail for you. I'm sending you my love.
Big kisses to everyone.
Love,
Dodo

Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary and Chi Chi too!
What great news! What a brave little boy you have been, and fortunate to have the best family in the world supporting you! You are in our thoughts daily and we know that you can lick those nasty bugs!! Hang in there, and have fun next week doing nothing but playing and eating vegetables!!
Peggy , Scott, A.J., Lauren and Jacob Klein <kleinscott@msn.com>
Portland, Or usa - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Paula, Gary and Charlie,
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! GREAT NEWS!!!! Enjoy your week of play!! Tell mommy picnics in the playhouse with yummy green food will be just perfect! And for sure get on that gator during Charlie's nap time!! HA We will pray for high counts this next week! You can do it Big Boy!! You are so strong and brave, we are sooooo proud of you, mommy and daddy!! We all need to learn to be patient, so we will do it together!! But Aunt Val is doing a GREAT job of keeping us all informed (we get kinda impatient), so THANK YOU AUNT VAL!! We will all work on having patience together!! Because remember.......we are a John Russell Team and you are the leader, the KING!! Lots of Love, Prayers and Angels headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 10:01 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell -
Good job!!! So happy to hear your good news - keep doing what you've been doing, cuz it's working and we will keep up what we've been doing - prayer for your returned health, strength and patience!!!! Many thoughts, prayers and hugs to Mom and Dad and ChiChi too - they are always there for you. Enjoy your week of play and EAT, EAT, EAT - maybe all that playing will increase your appetite! Love to all -
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 06:47 PM (CDT)

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Hey Big guy,
What great news. All the praying is paying off. We will continue to keep praying though. You need all the "reserve" prayers you can get.
Now about the green veggies, you can do it, yes you can. And I think I know how. Tell mommy for every serving of green veggies you eat you want some of the "surprise" we sent you. Knowing your mommy I am sure she has tought you the fine art of negotiating so the time has come to use those skills . :) :) :)
You know sometimes you just need to be you. I am sure Dr. Maris understands that you just need a little break. He seems like a pretty cool guy.
And what kind of fun are you going to have next week with all that play time? And Charlie is now trying to take over the gator? Oh no. I think Grandpa needs to come the the rescue.
We will continue to pray real hard for the counts to go up and to help you stay strong and couragious on the climb up the Mountain.
Give Mommy and Daddy strong hold hugs from us and Angel hugs to you and chi chi.
^j^j^j^j^ Angels on the way.
Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CDT)

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HEy John Russell! Im so glad to hear that your test that you had went well that is soo great! I bet that you sure are looking forward to play week next week! I will be praying that your counts come upso that you can continue chemo and get better real soon! love you!
Lindsea
Lindsea Abbott <Little_one1114@hotmail.com>
Johnston, IA USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 01:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary and Charlie,
We are hoping and praying the news today was the best ever!! Those nasty bugs are going to know that You Are the KING and there is no need to mess with you!! The KING of an awesome new playhouse!! That will be so fun to show all your friends!! And eat nummy treats!! EAT EAT EAT!! Tell mommy to make your favorites!! And give daddy the camera so we can see some pictures!! John Russell we don't care if you smell, you are an inspiration to us all, such a big boy to trample through all those bumps in the road up your mountain climb!! We are all SO PROUD OF YOU, MOMMY, DADDY and CHARLIE TOO (even tho he is in the biting stage)!
Give each other a BIG HUG from us!! And we will be praying and sending angels your way everyday!! Take care Big Boy!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 11:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russel!
I have been reading the journal entries about you and praying that you get better real soon. I hope your test went well today! And hopefully you won't have to stay in the hospital for too long. I hope you liked the hanging window crystal I made for you! Get better soon
Love
Lindsea
Lindsea Abbott <Little_one1114@hotmail.com>
Johnston, IA USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 10:51 PM (CDT)

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All our best energy to you for your tests! And some special vibes to mommy and daddy, too!
Natalie, Vladimir, & Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, , FL - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!
I am sending a gazillion angels and prayers your wy in hopes of a postive test result. I am thinking of you! Show all of these nasty bugs who the boss is big boy! Climb that mountain, you can do it...hmm sounds like a bob the builder thing- Good luck today!!!

I love you and char a TON!!!!
Always, Shanny!!
Shanny <millesha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Sending major prayers today for a very positive report. We will be keeping our fingers crossed that all the latest treatments have been doing their job.
We sent you a little surprise to help you out in the eating department(a hint), all I can say is it is very yummy. When you feel like you just don't want to eat,this will take care of that (another hint).
You stay strong today and and hold mommy and daddy tight:)
We're thinking of you all today.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way
XOXO Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CDT)

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Our prayers through out today will be for you and hopefully for a excellent report on your visit. Thank you Aunt Val for the July 10th update. you are doing a tremendous task of keeping all of us updated on John Russell. God Bless you and your family. You are tremendously strong John Russell and we ask Jesus to give you all the strength you will need for today and every day.Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 04:42 AM (CDT)

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Our prayers through out today will be for you and hopefully for a excellent report on your visit. Thank you Aunt Val for the July 10th update. you are doing a tremendous task of keeping all of us updated on John Russell. God Bless you and your family. You are tremendously strong John Russell and we ask Jesus to give you all the strength you will need for today and every day.Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 04:42 AM (CDT)

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Hi John I am letting you know how much I evjoyed reading your story. Stay strong and keeping on fighting. My thought and prayers will be with you.
Diane Detrick <BMW540@PLANET-B.NET>
dallas, Pa. U.S. - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CDT)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. I will keep checking the web site for updates.
Jody Buckley <jodybuckley@ix.netcome.com>
PORT ORCHARD, WA usa - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,

We've appreciated your Aunt Val's most recent updates. It sounds like you have been doing a lot of different things lately to help you heal. We'll keep praying -- especially for your tests on Thursday. Tell your mommy and daddy "Hi" for us and that we will continue to keep you all in our prayers.

Teresa & David Ocar <dtocar@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I know what you mean by "smelling you a mile away". I had to use this oil on my face for a month and Dan said it smells like"dirty socks". But it did it's job so a little smelly is ok.
The openhouse you have planned sounds like a lot of fun. I wish we could attend. Don't forget to have mommy take pictures. The one picture you sent me looks like you planted some flowers? Have they bloomed yet?
And talking about Boston, well Lindsea chose Boston as her place to take a summer vacation. She is into all the history so we still have to decide. Shane picked Toranto as his favorite hockey team the Toranto Maple Leafs are there and he wants to see the rink in a bad way. So we are just waiting for Lindsea to get home from Minnesota to decide.
I would love to go to Boston and the Zoo. I am taking Shane to the Omaha Zoo next Tuesday. He loves going to see all the animals.
We will be praying overtime for your big test coming up. We pray all the time that you are going to make it to the top of that mountain. You can do it John Russell, keep fighting and eat,eat,eat for Mommy and Daddy. Also give mommy and daddy a strong hold hug from us, I know they need all the hugs and prayers they can get right now.
Angel hugs to YOU and Charlie too.
xoxoxo, Stephanie
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way.:) :)
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)

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Angel Gator (Donna) <dstonerwoman69@aol.com>
Everett, WA USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 01:54 AM (CDT)

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Hello John & Family, My son ,Seth, is five and has hodgkins. Your web site has touched me and I just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers.

Cerena Albright <Cerena.Albright@unilever.com>
Clarksville, tn usa - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Great to hear from you. I've been talking to your Dad on possible help and treatment from Germany. Tell Charlie to go see Dad & Mom when he has the energy to bite. There is barely a day that goes by without someone asking me how you're doing. You're strong and doing great and your Mom & Dad are amazingly resiliant.
Take care - your Auto Team Members are behind you all the way with prayers, angels and whatever we can do.
Your Peek-a-Boo Buddy,
Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How are things out there? It sure is hot out here. Shanny is ready for an August visit, that is for sure. I am missing you a TON!!! HOpe you have some strong energy through these next few rounds of chemo and treatments. I am cheering you on big boy!! I love you trillions and gazillions and billions!!! Keep up powerful strength...Blow through this and lets get to the top of that mountain big boy!!!!!! I love you and Char a ton!!!
Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
EP, MN - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CDT)

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Hi there John Russell, Gary, Paula and Charlie,
Hope you enjoyed some fireworks on the 4th! Just to let you know I didn't catch up with Val on the 4th in Reinbeck but I did get to see your special grandpa Russell. (John Russell....between you and me, you are doing the right thing pulling out moms phone from the tractor shop...I am sure he will always say "buy it for my buddy"....he had such a sparkle in his eye when he told me the story that John Russell....remember....Call Grandpa when mommy says no!! But don't tell him I told you, okay!) He misses you and we do too! I gave him a great big hug to pass on to you so be sure to get it!! We are praying each day for your strength...remember to EAT EAT EAT!! And mommy and daddy know best so with all your might keep doing what they say!! We WILL get you to the top of this mountain!! Our love and prayers are sent to you each day!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
WOW, that Shannon is a "super Angel". You are so lucky to have her. Thank you to Aunt Val for the update. You sound like you've been busy playing and recovering from the bites from Charlie. I have to agree with Aunt Mimi,sometimes you have to bite them back, but don't tell your mom I said that, that is all she needs right now, two biters. :) :) :)
All my company is gone now and it is nice to have our house back to normal (whatever that is). It is really muggy here in Iowa but it is summer. Shane is looking forward to the Iowa State Fair and golf,golf,golf. We are playing a lot and he has a pretty good drive going. It won't be long and he'll be out driving me.
I hope you have a wonderful day and keep eating and drinking for mommy. Give giant hugs to mommy and daddy for us and tell them we are praying sooooooooooo hard for continued strength and we are praying soooooooooooo hard for you too John Russell to eat,drink,strength and courage.
You are going to make it to the top of that mountain. I just know it.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, July 08, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Boy, you have a lot of well wishers today. I hear Chi Chi was a big baby at the fireworks?? Did you have to show him that you were a big boy?? I did hear he got used to them. Maria didn't get scared did she?? It sure sounds like you had a fun 4th with Maria's family. I sure hope Chi Chi doesn't bite you anymore. Both my girls went through that. I tried everything with Alex & the only thing that worked was to bite her back, yep, I did-and it worked. Sounds mean but it worked. Don't tell mommy, she might try it. Grandma & grandpa's baby deer is sooooo cute. Alex & Lubby got to feed it. There were lots and lots of baby kittys at the farm too. Hopefully you can sneak to Iowa for a visit to see all the cool stuff. I'll bet the Case IH store was fun. I'm sure the people know you personally by now.

My spiritual friend, Debra, told me to pray to the Holy Spirit for guidance. Her friend with cancer told her she did that. I'm going to start to do that, for guidance for your mommy & daddy-you doctors too! Stay strong big boy!!! I hope the appetite bug comes & bites you in the hinney. I love you to the sky & back, moon & back, mars & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 12:54 AM (CDT)

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Goodnight Big Bug Boy!!
Hope you are have some sweetdreams. I am sending a gazillion, trillion, billion angels and prayers your way. You tell that mommy that she is beating me on the resources but you just wait- I will get one step ahead of her haha. We are going to get you over this mountain big boy. I love you and Charlie lots (even if he has become a biter haha).
:-) Lots of love is coming out your way- I LOVE YOU!!! XOXOXOXOXO 0:-) Love, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 12:06 AM (CDT)

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hey John Russell,
I am very glad to hear that you are doing better. Every time i see a tractor or a John Deer Commercial i think of you and say a little prayer. We are all praying for you and your family and hopefully Charlie wont bite you any more. Wow!, do you have a special friend alright. That is really nice of her to go all the way to Germany! Tony and Jeanette have een gone in the Bahama's and they get back late tonight but they are praying for you. We all love you, i really wish i could come and visit you so i can finally meet you in person, but everyone is so bussy. It's weird I feel like i know you even though i never met you. Well one day im sure ill get to see you and your Big Play House. that would be alot of fun! Love you lots and God's Blessings.
Stephanie <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Gurnee, , IL USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

You have some VERY special friends! That Shanny must be your special angel-in-training! And we're so happy for the new update :). Guess what? I am in Iowa visiting my Gramma and Grampa!! And this weekend we went to Charles City and rode ponies! Tell your mom I rode a white and gray one named Joe. I think she may know him. He is spry as can be at 34, too! I got to climb in the hay mow and play with babies kittens too. (Germs be damned!!) It's been wonderful, but boy, am I ever tired. We think of you every day and always send good energy your way.

Love,

Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Earlham, IA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell, Lydia is biting too, it must be running in the family. She hasn't gotten Ethan yet, but I'm sure that is coming. Did you see any fireworks this weekend. We went to some and they were really cool! Ethan loved them, Lydia didn't really care about them. We think of you all the time. Hope your Dr.'s visit went well last week. We love you!! Say hi to your mom and dad.
Angie, Jared, Ethan and Lydia <JaredandAngieH@msn.com>
- Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell, i apologize forbeing away for two weeks but no messages only prayers and prayers;YES indeed and they will not cease until we learn that you strong and full of energy once again.We hope you are eating and drinking all tat your Mom creates for you. Are you and Charlie having great times together in your super special back yard? We certainly hope that you are. Teach him all the good things to do and enjoy all that you have to play with. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
Fred Nungesser Jr <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 07:28 AM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell, i apologize forbeing away for two weeks but no messages only prayers and prayers;YES indeed and they will not cease until we learn that you strong and full of energy once again.We hope you are eating and drinking all tat your Mom creates for you. Are you and Charlie having great times together in your super special back yard? We certainly hope that you are. Teach him all the good things to do and enjoy all that you have to play with. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
Fred Nungesser Jr <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 07:28 AM (CDT)

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John Russell and Family-
The 4th of July has come and gone for another year and I pray that you had as much fun in PA as we did here in MN.
The fireworks in EP over Round Lake were outstanding. Everyone enjoyed and the night was filled with laughter and oooh's and aaahhh's.
I spoke with your Aunt Mimi the other day and she told me you were hanging in there. Good job BIG BOY. This is a difficult time but you need to eat to keep up your strength.
We are thinking and praying for you daily. We miss you all very much. Keep smiling and take one day at a time.
All our Love-the gordon's
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell and family -
Hope you had a great 4th of July - did you get to see lots of fireworks? It was HOT, HOT, HOT here, but it finally rained a little and cooled off some. Was afraid they might cancel the fireworks because of lightning, but they had them - they were awesome - really lit up the sky - bet yours were great too!! We visited with Grandpa Russ, Grandma Anita and Mimi at the park - they are so proud of you. Grandma told me lots about your treatments and your trip to Boston - you sound so brave! Your pouch sounds interesting too - all the things you keep in there - I bet there are stories for all of them! I still have your picture on my door at work, and so many people ask about you and send prayers too. We think of you everyday - and pray for strength and courage for all of you - and a return of good health for you, John Russell. Hope you are enjoying the summer sun and your healing house and garden of hope - send some pictures of you in your garden on your site, all of us would love to see it! Sending love and hugs to all of you - and don't miss the angels we sent your way too! Love,

Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
We hope you had a WONDERFUL 4th of July. Did you get to do sparklers? We had a wonderful display of fireworks that we got to watch from our deck. It was great and all the kids on our street were "star struck".
It sounds like your treatment in Boston was just what you needed. It went well??? And you're home now and I'll just bet you are loving that. What a nice name for your garden. It goes well with your Healing House.
Even though we have been so busy with company (until Sunday)we are always thinking about you and mom and dad and Charlie and you are in our prayers all the time everyday.
We continue to pray for your strength and courage.
I'll be able to check in a lot more next week. Maybe you can find Aunt Val for an update. :) :) :) :)
Give Giant hugs to mommy and daddy and Charlie and ANGEL HUGS TO YOU ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXO,Dan and Stephanie,Lindsea and Shane.

Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Friday, July 05, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs and Char!!
HAPPY 4th of JULY!!!!!!!!!! I brought pics of you boys to the get together today. We all miss you boys a lot and everyone wanted me to let you all know they are thinking and praying for you all. Hope you have fun tonight watching fireworks! I miss you! Love you 4ever and ever...Your Shanny XOXOXOOXXOOX 0:-)
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Shanny is missing you TONS!!!! Getting ready for the 4th? Do you get to have sparklers again this year? They sure have some fun colors. Shanny forgot how bad these misquitos are here...last summer I was spoiled out there without all of these nasty bites. My legs are eaten up so bad- I look like I have some funny looking red circles everywhere. Are you getting some playtime in out in that super healing house? I hope so. I love your new garden name too- the garden of hope is pretty special big boy. You are in my everyday and night prayers. I love both you and Char so much. You keep pushing forward. We are on a good road to remission. We will get you there in no time at all. Keep forging forward. I LOVE you all. Always, Shanny HAPPY 4th OF JULY WEEK!!!!!!! ohh guess what- we are having a neighborhood bike parade again. Remember when you decorated your jeep and cruised on up. :) And- that silly grandpa was out there racing the barbie car and the jeep- he is pretty funny...you tell Gma and Gpa I say hi- ok. XOXOOX LOVE YOU!!!
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CDT)

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hello Gary,Paula,John Russell,and Charlie
Hows is everyone doing. Were doing great here in iowa but it is really hot. I just wanted you to know that my praying for john russell and the family every night and day. Have a happy 4th of July.
Love ya
Brad
Brad Arnold <barnold_23@hotmail.com>
Inpendence, IA United States - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Sorry I haven't wrote sooner, I have been soooo extremely bussy. But I do pray for you every night. And I pray for your mommy and daddy and Charlie too. I know you can do it! Just keep it up, and keep eating. you are the storngest little boy I know!!! We all love you, God's blessings
Stephanie & the Coletta's
Stephanie <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 12:25 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and welcome to Hugs and Hope. Lots of folks are thinking about you and keeping you in their prayers. Are you having a fun summer? Hope you have a great 4th of July, do you get to see fireworks? Do you like them or do they scare you? My kids used to be scared, but they are 7 and 9 now and they love them! Peace & Hugs -
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 08:24 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary and Charlie!!!
Hey there Big Boy........sounds like you have been super strong once again! Treatment in Boston, did they have the right stuff to get those nasty bugs out of your system? We are hoping and praying each day and sending LOTS of angels your way!! Also for mommy and daddy too!! Keep strong! Eat LOTS!! You let Aunt Val know that we miss her too........and the Reinbeck festivities are just around the corner, so I might have to chase her up the slide until we get an update! :) So how is that new playhouse? Are you getting in a lot of playtime? It has been sooooo hot here, does it have A/C in your playhouse? You might have to get Grandpa Russell on that! You take care big boy and remember......You Are the KING!! Lots of love and prayers sent your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 06:04 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
I am finally getting a chance to sit and write you a note. It has been a long time. I've returned from our traveling and boy am I glad to be home. I'll bet that is what you think everytime you come home.
So, Boston huh. Just guessing that you're getting some special treatment there. Well even though I couldn't check in while I was gone I never stopped praying for you or thinking of you. And your mommy and daddy too.
I've got the picture of your healing house on my door and I look at it each day and think of you and hope that you're outside playing in it with all your tractors and Charlie too.
Keep strong little guy. We continue to pray for strenth to mommy and daddy and you and I just know you can do it. When we were driving home we went through the mountains and let me tell you, I thought of you a lot. You're going to get there, to the top I just know it.
Keep eating and stay strong and a GIANT ANGEL HUG to you
^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXOXO, and hugs to mom and dad and charlie too.
Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Friday, June 28, 2002 at 07:13 AM (CDT)

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I love you big boy John Russell!!!! I am really missing you TONS!
0:-) Love, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, June 28, 2002 at 01:35 AM (CDT)

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John Russell!
You are such a big guy! You and your iv's- boy oh boy- you are a big boy! I am so proud of you. I should take notes, that is for sure. You are so much bigger and braver than your Shanny here :) I hope that chemo is being nice to you and your tummy! Were you watching to see if a helicopter was landing on the roof today? I told you to keep your eyes peeled...I sure hope you were. :) Shanny is really procrasinating here with her homework- she had better get back to it. I miss you a ton- sending a gazillion special angels your way. So glad to hear your treatments went well in Boston. You are so big and brave!! I love you and Charlie a TON. Always, Your Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, Mn - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
How are things out there in PA? It sure is hot here! Shanny is missing you and Char a TON!!! I sure hope you are getting some good play time in with brother outside. Shanny has been so busy with school and bsitting. Summer seems to just be flying by! I miss you boys so muchhhhhh!!!!!!! I love you both millions and zillions and trillions. hmmmwwwaaahhh - did you get my kissies?! :) I am sending you a TON of angels too - here they come 0:-) 0:-) 0:-) did you get those too? I sent a special one by the name of Angelic the special angel :) Keep pushing forward bugs- you can do it! I know you can, I know you can! Ohhh and remember "faith, trust and pixie dust" let the angels float with you each and every moment. I love you and Charlie a ton. Hi to everyone! Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary and John Russell-
I have not forgotten or stopped praying for the return of John Russells health. We just returned from a 7 day cruise in the Caribbean. Lots of fun with neices/nephews, but to much food and drink.
I called Aunt Mimi for an update and am waiting for her return call. Sounds like you were in Boston for some treatments. Hang in there big boy.
You have lots and lots of friends and family pulling for you.
Sending you love and prayers-The Gordon's.
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell-
Glad to hear you are back from Boston. Hope everything went well and you showed those bugs who is boss - we think and pray for you and your family everyday and I check your web site every day as well - you have sooooooooooo many people pulling for you!! It has been hot and humid here. Your playhouse sounds so neat - I bet it was the first place you headed to after giving Charley hugs and kisses!! Keep on fighting, little buddy, your such a strong and courageous boy. Mom and Dad are too, it is just amazing that they keep finding new ways to help their special little John Russell. We're send more Iowa farm angels your way - and lots of prayers and hugs too - keep eating, eating, eating all those special goodies Mommy makes you - they keep you strong!
Love, Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

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hi John Russell, I hear that you are back from Boston now. I'll bet that Charlie is happy to see all of you. I'm glad that everything went well for you there. Grandma and Papa were out today to weed the garden. I think we had more weeds than veggies. We are growing all kinds of things. But not with a big John Deere, just with our hoes and hands. Oh and Grandma has a little scooter to sit on because of her back. I'll bet you would like to ride on it. Ethan tries to all the time. It is very hot here, I hope you have better weather so you can play outside. We love you very much. Take care. Give you mom and dad a hug for us.
Angie, Jared, Ehtan and Lydia <jaredandangie@msn.com>
- Saturday, June 22, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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John Russell --

Still keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep on fighting those nasty bugs -- there are so many people who want to help you. Listen to what Mom and Dad tell you. We all know you can do it.

Hugs to you and your family.
"Aunt" (to my special friends) Linda

P.S. If you want to get a lot of mail, tell your family to check out the Make A Child Smile Web Site it is www.makeachildsmile.org
they could submit your name.
Linda <pghthreads@aol.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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Hey Roossalll :)
HOw are things up in Boston? I cant wait to hear all about it. I have to tell you a story: yesterday I went out to get the mail and there were two john deere tractors out cruisin up and down the road..these younger guys were sure having fun. I sure thought of you big bug boy! I know you could have raced them- and I know we know who would have won. I am sure if you had that grandpa here- he would have had you set to cruise at mach one!!!! HOpe things are going well. It sure is rainy here today. Keep those nasty bugs away and pray to move the counts upity up!!! Love you and Char!!! Always, Your Shanny
SHANNY <shannm07@aol.com>
ep, mn - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon Lapin,
I heard you are in Boston. That's sounds really cool and plus you are having Mommy and Daddy all to yourself, you must be the king! Just so you don't think I've disappeared, I'm leaving early tomorrow morning for two weeks and I'll call you as soon as I come back. I miss you a lot and I'm sending all those happy thoughts to you.
I love you.
Dodo.
Dominique greer <domlfg@aol.com>
- Friday, June 21, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
It looks like you are on an adventure to get better. Our family has you in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are sending you wishes of strength, courage and healing, although from the sound of it you have a lot of those things already! Your mommy and daddy are amazing people. Please pass it on to them that THEIR strength and courage continues to amaze us. God bless all of you.

The Hurzelers (Bob, Carrie, Marilyn and Christine) <hurzeler45@aol.com>
Salem , WI - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi Rooossallll :)
I have to type super speedy fast...I have to go pick up one of my babysitting kids...but, I sure hope that healer is healing healing healing with magical powers :) I stopped down to the Whaley's house last night to show Maureen pics of your super playhouse- she LOVED it! She even wanted one for her yard :) We are pretty jealous of that super mongo playhouse. I miss you a ton and love you even more!!! You will do just great and as aunt Mimi said...you just remember to be super still for your treatments and remember that they want to help you! We all love you so much. You are the biggest, bravest boy I know. I love you so much! Love, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,

We're so interested in seeing what you're doing in Boston! Maybe you can tell Aunt Val (or Mimi or Pepper...) to update your website and let us all know. You are never far from our thoughts. Our sunflowers have gone crazy and we have a whole bunch of beautiful blooms. We think of you everytime we work in our garden.

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I can't believe you have mommy & daddy all to yourself in Boston. I'll bet you are liking that. Mommy would I'm sure like it a lot if you held really still for your treatments. I'm praying to bring those 'ol counts up up up. Be brave honey, everyone it trying to help you. I'd be so proud of that mommy & daddy that they will do & go anywhere for you!!!!!!! I think THEY love you to the sky & back too. Stay strong---eat eat eat---boost that immunity----I love love love you-to the sky & moon & back---Angels your way----Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 02:12 AM (CDT)

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Hi John:
So glad to sign your guest book, you hang in there, you will do fine. I will say my prayers for you and for your whole family. Hugs and Hope
Laverne Griffin <L3Griffin@Aol.com>
Lebanon, Tn USA - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 06:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I was checking out your site and sounds like your a very strong little boy, My name is Angela, i'm 15 and i'm 6 months post osteosarcoma(type of bone cancer)I made it through and I know that you will too, I will keep you and your family in my prayers, I too was featured in Hugs and Hope (Sept 01) they are going to spoil you, i'll check in on you from time to time, Be strong ........Hugs and Smiles
Angela Saldana <angsal15@yahoo.com>
Clearlake, CA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 08:23 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Well, we sure did miss your mom and dad this year at the retreat,we thought of them each and everyday. :) :)
We are back, only for one day. Lindsea and I leave for a "mother/daughter" trip tomorrow. We are flying to Idaho to visit my sister and brother, then my sister and her daughter are driving back with me and Lindsea.Should be a real good time.
Now, how are you? Is that nasty fever gone,gone,gone? And I really hope you're still at home. There wasn't a day that we weren't thinking of you and praying so hard that you are eating,eating,eating and getting stronger:) Keep fighting hard John Russell. You can do it, yes you can.
While we were gone Shane started a "toad" farm. Grandpa Don got him a huge bucket and at one time he had 12 toads in it and grass and rocks. It made think of you, with your garden and I'll bet you have a few toads there too. And then he and grandpa found 3 baby bunnys that had fallen into the window well and one had a broken leg. But at the end of the day they let them all go and haven't seen them since. I am sure there mommy missed them.
Keep getting stronger little guy and fight,fight,fight.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way. Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 06:26 AM (CDT)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula & Charlie,
Hi there Big Boy!! Just wanted to let you know we have sent the softball police patrol out looking for Aunt Val!! I bet she has spent so much time at ballgames they just have her sleepover!! Hayli is playing this year too! So Aunt MiMi might have to take over again!! We are hoping that you were able to spend Father's Day in the playhouse with daddy and having a great daddy/son day!! Tell daddy Happy Father's Day from us!! He is so deserving of a GREAT day!! He is a GREAT daddy!! It was a beautiful day here in Iowa for an outdoor day!! The wind was blowing east so we sent lots of sunshiny angels your way to keep those nasty bugs away from you!! Take care, eat lots and keep up your strength big boy.....because you are the KING!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloooo a loo a lo :)
I miss you a ton! Sending many angels and prayers your way! I love you and Char millions and zillions and gazillions! (I am going in that JRL withdrawl haha) I better get working so I can come out and see you! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXO
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CDT)

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Hiya John Russell!
It was so good to see you last week! I've missed you so much! I hope you like the T-Shirt! Don't let Charlie near it! It's ALL YOURS! I'll call you soon.... I Love You!
Julia Barry, Toireasa's Mom <bjulz@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA 19130 - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)

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Little John, I am still praying for you and your family. I know you can keep going. Jesus is all around you. He loves you. I hope you're home again playing and being your cute self. Love Rica - Remember you can do it!!!!!
Rica Martin <ricamartin@msn.com>
Zion, IL USA - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 06:46 AM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell
Sorry I didn't write sooner. I have been at my Aunts house the past week in June and i couldnt get onto the web site from there. I dont think i had the address right. I hope you are feeling better! I am praying everynight for God to give you and your family strength. I can't wait for an update to see how you are doing! Love Stephanie
Stephanie <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
- Friday, June 14, 2002 at 05:36 PM (CDT)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL. WE FAILED IN REACHING YOU LAST WEEK BUT WE ARE CONNECTED TODAY AND WANT TO TELL YOU OUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN EVERY DAY FOR YOU AND MOM, DAD, AND CHARLIE. WE ARE PLEASED TO LEARN THAT CHARLIE IS SAYING BROTHER AND PERHAPS YOU CAN TEACH HIM SOME OTHER WORDS THAT YOU WANT HIM TO SAY WHILE PLAYING WITH HIM. ITS GREAT YOU ARE HOME AGAIN AND YOU BE SURE TO GOBBLE UP THAT TURKEY. ITS GREAT FOR BUILDING MUSCLE AND ALL THE GOOD THINGS YOUR BODY NEEDS EVERY DAY FOR ENERGY AND TO FIGHT AND RID THOSE BUGS AWAY. THE MORE YOU GOBBLE THE STRONGER YOU WILL BE. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP OUR PRAYERS FLOWING TO JESUS FOR YOU. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND EVERYONE WHO IS PRAYING FOR YOU.LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
dianne and fred nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 04:12 AM (CDT)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL. WE FAILED IN REACHING YOU LAST WEEK BUT WE ARE CONNECTED TODAY AND WANT TO TELL YOU OUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN EVERY DAY FOR YOU AND MOM, DAD, AND CHARLIE. WE ARE PLEASED TO LEARN THAT CHARLIE IS SAYING BROTHER AND PERHAPS YOU CAN TEACH HIM SOME OTHER WORDS THAT YOU WANT HIM TO SAY WHILE PLAYING WITH HIM. ITS GREAT YOU ARE HOME AGAIN AND YOU BE SURE TO GOBBLE UP THAT TURKEY. ITS GREAT FOR BUILDING MUSCLE AND ALL THE GOOD THINGS YOUR BODY NEEDS EVERY DAY FOR ENERGY AND TO FIGHT AND RID THOSE BUGS AWAY. THE MORE YOU GOBBLE THE STRONGER YOU WILL BE. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP OUR PRAYERS FLOWING TO JESUS FOR YOU. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND EVERYONE WHO IS PRAYING FOR YOU.LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
dianne and fred nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 04:12 AM (CDT)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL. WE FAILED IN REACHING YOU LAST WEEK BUT WE ARE CONNECTED TODAY AND WANT TO TELL YOU OUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN EVERY DAY FOR YOU AND MOM, DAD, AND CHARLIE. WE ARE PLEASED TO LEARN THAT CHARLIE IS SAYING BROTHER AND PERHAPS YOU CAN TEACH HIM SOME OTHER WORDS THAT YOU WANT HIM TO SAY WHILE PLAYING WITH HIM. ITS GREAT YOU ARE HOME AGAIN AND YOU BE SURE TO GOBBLE UP THAT TURKEY. ITS GREAT FOR BUILDING MUSCLE AND ALL THE GOOD THINGS YOUR BODY NEEDS EVERY DAY FOR ENERGY AND TO FIGHT AND RID THOSE BUGS AWAY. THE MORE YOU GOBBLE THE STRONGER YOU WILL BE. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP OUR PRAYERS FLOWING TO JESUS FOR YOU. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND EVERYONE WHO IS PRAYING FOR YOU.LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
dianne and fred nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 04:12 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
HOw are you? That silly aunt Mimi :) Tell her she is too funny..and tell her that if she goes higher, maybe she can capture some angels for us and send them your way :) I sure hope you are getting some outdoor time in, because I sure am NOT. :( I have been doing homework, homework and more homework. I am not so sure if summer school was such a great idea...I missing out on that sunshine! So, you get plenty for me. I heard from a little bird that Clint is coming out on Sat. You have to do a favor for Shanny...when he is out there working, pulling up all that rock be sure to sit there and laugh for me ok. Just have a great big smile on your face...that will get him haha. He told me that he is glad I am not there because I would be laughing the whole time. BUt...little does he know I have a little someone who can laugh and smile for me at him. So, that is your mission ok. How is that big boy Charlie? I hope you boys are doing great! Ohh and that aunt Mimi wrote that you had gotten a swimming pool? Is that for real?! How fun! You pushed that mommy over and told her what you needed, huh. I bet you are all having a great time with it. Tell everyone I say hi! Love you and Char lots!!! xoxoxoxoxo 0:-) 0:-) Love, Your Shanny....sending tons and tons and tons of prayers, love, strength and millions of angels your way Bugs!!!
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 11:34 PM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm still on a high that you wanted to call ME!!!! I loved hearing your voice. I'm so glad you are at home. I'm praying tonight to keep that fever down. I don't want you to have to go back to CHOPS. You need to eat big boy! God will help you heal but you must eat. Even if you don't feel like it. Enough of that. How is the swimming pool working out?? It sure sounds fun. The girls have swimming lessons for the next 2 weeks and they think it's pretty cool. Be ready for another Aunt Mimi package. I do think you will like this one. It won't fit in your mail box but you'll like it. I'll pray fever down, eat eat eat, fever down, eat eat eat!! LOVE you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lke , MN USA - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Farmer Lorenz. I'm just checking in to see how you are feeling! I hope that you are enjoying being home with Charlie, Mommy, and Daddy! I know they like it much much much better when you are home. Stay strong and keep smiling!

P&G ~ Our prayers are with you for strenght and courage. Keep your eyes on the miracle before you.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)

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Hello, I received an e-mail telling me that you love mail. I just wanted to send my positive good wishes to you and your family. I saw from the photo album that you had your picture taken with Whinney the Pooh. He, along with Grover from Sesame Street, is my favorite too. I hope that today finds you feeling well and that you can enjoy the sunshine. It is a beautiful day here in Groton, Connecticut (6/10/02). Know that you are in my prayers even though you don't know me. May God bless you and your family.
Inge Pilgermayer <ingemp@go.com>
Groton, CT USA - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugga Bugga LOoooo :)
So glad to hear you busted out! Yeahhhh!!!! I bet you are putting in some mega outdoor hours near that playhouse. I am sure you have that gator busted out too. Playhard and eat a ton big guy. Enjoy the wonderful weather! I miss you and Char a TON!!!! Sending a ton of angels, prayers, love and strength your way...espically now...that immune system and body needs some special strength to fight off any of the bad bugs that may decide to cross your path. We do not want the bugs- tell them they have to stay away because you want to be at home and play in your super playhouse. Lots of love to you all! Tell nana, mommy and daddy I say hi. Did that mommy get those boys recruited yet to work on your arbor, garden etc? I sure hope so. Tell her she knows Clint's cell phone number, and if she lost it...she knows where she can find it!

Love you!
Your Shanny
XOXOXOOXOXOXOX and a million, trillion, zillion more to both you and Char!!!!!!!!!!!
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell and family, I know the last few weeks have been pretty tough on you and your mommy and daddy and I am sure on Charlie too. I'll bet he misses you a whole bunch. WE miss you all a whole bunch, I know that! I hope you get out really soon and get to go home and play. Give your Mom and Dad a huge hug for. We pray and think about you all every day. Love, Angie, Jared Ethan and Lydia
Jared and Angie Huntington <jaredandangie@msn.com>
- Friday, June 07, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy,
Did you bust outta CHOPS today????? I've been sending the rest of your mail to your house, not sure if that is ok, but also not sure you're going to be "held captive at CHOPS", I do know that the mailman has been BUSY. Dropped off another package to you today. I hope you have a lot of butterflys in your garden, that is a hint.
We are praying overtime that you get home asap :) :)
Give giant hugs to your mom,dad and Charlie, and Angel hugs to you John Russell.
Love, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Friday, June 07, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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HI John Russell- Hello from Aunt Pepper, I'm sure grandpa told you what he found on the farm. We have lost Samantha she doesn't want to come home she has been at grandpa's all week and they are now raising a baby skunk it is so small it fits into grandma's hand samantha says. Grandma is always raising something! I heard you might get to go home today. Keep eating and I will pray a lot today. Love aunt Pepper
Pepper <Kcssrpoul@aol.com>
- Friday, June 07, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CDT)

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Hope you busted out early!!! But if you didn't I hope you got the smiley balloons...yep, smiles for the King...stay strong John Russell and fight those nasty bugs....XOXOXO
Vicky Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, you don't know me, but I've read about you on your web page, and have been praying for you. Hope by now you either have already busted out, or are ready to. If you want to get lots of mail, have your family check out this web site: www.makeachildsmile.org
"Aunt" (to my special friends)Linda
Linda <pghthreads@aol.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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I will keep you in my daily prayers. God Bless you all!
Gale Pomanti <GALE_pOMANTI@GMACM.COM>
Horsham, Pa USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!!
I really hope you are either out or close to busting out soon!! Keep pushing forward. You can do it!! Get those running shoes ready....get ready to run right on out that front door! Tell those dr's and nurses you have to get somewhere and that somewhere is your playhouse! I have a story for you: Tonight I was studying out in the screen porch and heard this power wheel type thing...and what do ya know...I look out and 2 neighbor boys are out cruising in the backyards through the rocks and grass in their John Deere Gator. They looked just like you out crusin around...but...you have yours set for mach 1, man and they have theirs set on some pokey rabbit gear. Pretty darn cute though. I sure thought of you! I hope you are eating and taking those supplements. Keep strong and keep doing all that you have to do so you can BUST OUT!!!! Love you all...Always, your shanny

PS. sending love, much strength, prayers and gator loads of angels out your way!!! LOVE YOU!!!
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
I went back to the post office again today and the postal worker remembered me from Monday,Tuesday. She wanted to know what is going on with the daily packages to the same "little guy". I told her I was on a mission to keep you busy opening mail. Then I told her I would see her tomorrow.
I hope you're fever is going away fast and the bugs too. I really hope that when you get this note, you're home. :) :)
Keep fighting and EAT,EAT,EAT.
Praying for you all the time,
Stephanie ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
XOXOXOXO & HUGS to mommy,daddy,chi chi, and Angel hugs to you,John Russell.

Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary and Charlie,

We're sorry to hear you are back in the hospital, but we are sure that with all the prayers everyone has been sending you that you will be out soon!! We check on you often and hope you are back in that playhouse as soon as possible. Tell your mommy and daddy and Charlie "Hi". Keep fighting.
Brian, Cindy, Jordan and Alanna Blackburn <cindyblackburn@affina.com >
- Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
I hope you beat this fever, we are praying everyday for God to keep giving you and your mommy and daddy strength. Were praying everynight for the fever to go away. WE LOVE YOU!!! ALWAYS, Stephanie and the Coletta Family
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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John Russell and Family-
Although I have been keeping up to date on your progress through Aunt Mimi, it was nice to read your update and here about your healing house. It sounds like a special place for you and your mommy and daddy.
Everynight I pray for your healing and for God's strength to get you and your family through this difficult time.
Give your mommy and daddy a big hug from me.
Love to all- Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell. I haven't been able to write to you lately because my computer had something wrong with it but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking and praying for you. Sounds like you have been having some rough times lately but you have some GREAT people there helping you!! You stay strong and we will keep praying and sending you angels. Tell mommy and daddy I have been praying for them too. Enjoy that playhouse. It sounds great. Maybe there will be some pictures on the computer sometime!!
Missy (Clark) Timmerman <jjjtimmer@aol.com>
Blue Grass, IA USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, We are thinking of you everyday and wishing you healthy! Stay strong and know that there is a whole "horse" family up here in Iowa saying prayers for you! You take care of yourself and enjoy your Healing Playhouse - it sounds like Aunt Pepper did an excellent job of decorating for a little boy that loves tractors! Love to you and your family from all of us! The Latch's and Smith's
Tracey (Latch) Smith <traceyanderic@cfu.net>
Cedar Falls , IA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 05:59 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Farmer John!! Sorry to hear your appetite is down...we're sending angels to help you with that!!! And lots of mail is on the way!!! Even some for your mommy and daddy! Rainbow hugs and kisses for you today! XOXOXO
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
Tell that mommy to check her emails because we have got you a chemo angel! These angels are such great, special people. You will get all kinds of great things in the mail from your angel. How are things today? Are we close to busting outta there soon? I sure hope so. My fingers and toes are all crossed. Did you start your Thymus yesterday? I hope it gives your immune system a magical boost of power to burst the bugs right on out! That medicine is super special bc it got to fly up in the clouds with the angels before being delivered to you! It has mega good luck. That Clint is on my case about when I am coming out next....I better get on that, huh! Shanny has to get her magic a working. Are you eating, bugs? I hope so. YOu need to eat, eat, eat a ton, ton, ton...ohh and those supplements- I bet you are just gulping those down like nothing else :) You keep pushing forward!! I love you and Char lots!!! I hope you bust out soon!! Love you guys!! Always, Your Shanny 0:-) 0:-)
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CDT)

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HI Bugs light year! I'ts aunt Pepper I made it home ok. You wore me out I had a great time. I'm glad I was able to help out and spend time with you. Tell your mom I sat by a really nice lady on the plan that publishes a magazine about tea we had a long talk about you and the healing powers of tea. I'm going to get a subscription for your mom! I hope Kim finished helping your mom, she is a great friend I really enjoyed her company. Love you bunches Aunt Pepper
Pepper <kcssproul@aol.com>
waterloo, ia - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Fight,fight,fight and eat,eat,eat:) :) Your mail went out yesterday. Your mailman is going to get a real workout with all the mail you're going to get.
We're praying really hard for you to bust outta there asap.
Give monster hugs to mommy,daddy and Chi Chi and Angel hugs to you ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CDT)

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Hello!
John Russell we are waiting for you to bust out of there, big guy! Charlie is missing you and wants his Brother home! It was so good to see you, Charlie and yoru Dad & Mom--I know you are going to get home in a day or two---you show them how strong you are and be sure to EAT, EAT, EAT!
Love you-
Kim Otte <kimotte@msn.com>
Dallas, - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 06:01 PM (CDT)

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Hey, John Russell, et al! I'm so sorry to hear about your return to the hospital. BUT if you got bugs, it's best to be someplace where they can BUST 'em. Take care and remember as Pooh says, "Be brave Little Piglet."

I want you all to know that my family and I are walking in the Grundy County Relay for Life on June 28 in Dike. We are doing the walk in honor of my dad who died last fall and you, John Russell. Keep your heart tuned for the energy that flows on that day!

I have an amethyst crystal, too. I never take it off. It makes me feel very strong.

Mick and I are thinking of you and your family all of the time. How can we not?

Love, Belinda and Mick.

Belinda Blackburn <bblackburn@aea6.k12.ia.us>
Marshalltown, IA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon lapin,
I know about that fever and I also know you are going to blast it away because of all the happy thoughts and prayers we all send you everyday. You concentrate on eating and playing and resting, we'll take care of the healing. You are so loved and by so many people, you are strong and intelligent, together, we'll make all the nasty bug run away. Your playhouse sounds so much fun, can you put pictures on the website? I'm sure you and Aunt Pepper did a beautiful job at decorating it.
This week end I went out I bought the most beautiful cards for you, I bought a box of them so I can sent them all to you one by one. There is already one in the mail for you and it left this morning. I miss you a lot and I'm sending a thousand happy thoughts to you and Mommy and Daddy and Charlie so you get better real soon and can play again in your playhouse.
Lots of love,
Dodo
Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
Minneapolis, mn 55423 - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
You're a fighter and I know that you'll bust outta CHOPS real soon. Thanks Aunt Pepper for the update.
Let me say that the"healing house" is so cool. And you know how much I love crystals ;). I believe in the power. You will beat this fever once again. We are pulling hard for you and praying super overtime for super power strength. (can you tell we just saw spiderman):) :) :-)
Tonight when you're asleep, you talk to that fever and bugs and tell them to "get going" you have better things to be doing.
We love you guys and you are in our thoughts everyday and prayers too.
I'll get the chain going strong again.
Look for a really goofy "mail" package from us. This is what Shane picked out so you can laugh a lot.
XOXOX ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way big guy.
Steph and Dan.

Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CDT)

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HI John Russell,
This is your buddy Gavin, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and praying hard for you. Stay strong and fight hard. You can do it!! Love, Gavin
Gavin <eaglzhockey9@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell! I'm so glad you were able to go home to your healing house for a couple of days! It sounds like you had a lot of fun. If you are still in the hospital on Wednesday, I'll see you then. Sending lots of love... Anne P.
Anne Prendergast <aprender12@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

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Hello Little Man--

Yes, it is really me, Aunt Val. I heard you called me the other day and wanted me to send mail. Monday morning I will be sending you MAIL. Your little cousins are running me ragged. Thank you aunt Pepper for filling in for me. A little mouse tells me that aunt Val is not the wicked witch any more and that someone else took that role for a while. But I also understand the wicked witch has now become Glenda, the good witch. You tell your mommy that I love her and that the walls sometimes to talk. Keep fighting little man. All my love.

Aunt Val


Aunt Val <valfog@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
Shanny just got home from bsitting. How is that fever? I hope it is long gone and not wanting to ever come back! I wish I could be w/you big guy. Not much going on here, Shanny did start her class today- the best part....I am paired up w/ a cute guy for a project that we work on until July! Gotta love that haha. Boy, is it ever hot here! I am not complaining though, bc I LOVE this weather. It is about time. Have you busted out of that hospital room at all? I hope you have had a chance to get outside the front doors to get some fresh outside air. I love you bugs...tell mommy to give you a hug and kiss from me k. You eat and take those supplements like a big guy...we are going to bust this fever business right on out the door. I love all of you so much!!!! I miss you guys!! Love, Your Shanny....sending so many prayers, tons of angels and much love your way, John Russell. Hi to Kim too. :)
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 01:37 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell, Paula, Gary and Chi Chi,

We are sorry that you are in the hospital again. You are all in our prayers every single day. There is a strength in all of us that we don't realize exists until we draw on it. You can do it. This fever business will go. We'll all pray it away. Anthony really wants to dig in the dirt with you John Russell. We love to read about all of those John Deere tractors and exceptional play houses. We're so happy that you road on the John Deere tractor with Gary and that Chi Chi unplugged the computer. Why not? Aren't those buttons there for pushing, deleting and slowing all of us busy adults down so we can appreciate what's in front of us right this very moment? Kids are here to remind us of this very moment. Don't be afraid to fall apart once in a while! We love you all and wish you speedy recovery and that you can go home soon. You all have the best family in the world!!! Is it possible that I am the 33,800th visitor to this site? Oh my goodness. Do you guys have a lot of friends or what. I'm going to sign off now. We'll send mail to John Russell. Hang in there. You've got a world of people cheering you on. Lots of hugs and kisses--Paige
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-by-the-Sea, MA US - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell, Paula, Gary and Chi Chi,

We are sorry that you are in the hospital again. You are all in our prayers every single day. There is a strength in all of us that we don't realize exists until we draw on it. You can do it. This fever business will go. We'll all pray it away. Anthony really wants to dig in the dirt with you John Russell. We love to read about all of those John Deere tractors and exceptional play houses. We're so happy that you road on the John Deere tractor with Gary and that Chi Chi unplugged the computer. Why not? Aren't those buttons there for pushing, deleting and slowing all of us busy adults down so we can appreciate what's in front of us right this very moment? Kids are here to remind us of this very moment. Don't be afraid to fall apart once in a while! We love you all and wish you speedy recovery and that you can go home soon. You all have the best family in the world!!! Is it possible that I am the 33,800th visitor to this site? Oh my goodness. Do you guys have a lot of friends or what. I'm going to sign off now. We'll send mail to John Russell. Hang in there. You've got a world of people cheering you on. Lots of hugs and kisses--Paige
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-by-the-Sea, MA US - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 05:59 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

I love your healing house. That is a great idea! It sounds beautiful. We have a special garden. It doesn't have a name yet, but it's like a people garden. Each of our plants is there to remind us of someone. You and I are each a sunflower. And you should see how big and tall and strong they are! They look like they are almost ready to bloom too. Visit my website and you can see that they are almost taller than me! Stay strong (mom & dad, too!)
Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula & Chi Chi.....
WOW.......this is great! A new update.....thank you, thank you, thank you Aunt Pepper! You did a GREAT job! Aunt Val I guess deserves a break once in a while but now we know where she is located in case we need her....at the ball park!! Oh my, the "healing house" sounds way cool! That is great that Aunt Pepper got in there to work on it for you!! I can't wait to see it! (Hint Hint to mommy and daddy....the next time you get in there, take the camera with you and take tons and tons of pictures!!) Okay....what is it going to take.....Grandpas big tractors from Iowa to come out to Philly and plow those nasty bugs right out of there and get rid of those fevers? Well we could do that! They hopefully will get the hint from the oils....and they will go slip sliding right down the drain and drown!!! By now they should have gotten the hint that we DO NOT want them near you........because they are keeping our KING away from the "healing house" and they best listen! We are praying each day for you buddy.....you keep doing your part....hanging in there tough and we will continue the journey.....Lots of LOVE & PRAYERS headed your way!! Give each other a GREAT BIG HUG from us!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 11:29 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, Gary, Paula, and Charlie too!
We think of you and your family everyday..We hope this stay in the hospital is a short one so you can get home and play in that awesome playhouse!..It sounds great!..Stay strong and stay positive...Love, Prayers and Happy Thoughts are being sent your way!.....
The Kleins...Peggy, Scott, A.J., Lauren and Jake <kleinscott@msn.com>
Portland, Or USA - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

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Bugs- you tell the fever bugs to STAY AWAY! We dont need them. That is all that needs to be said, darn it. I hope you still have your room- hopefully you got it back...the one with our painted windows. Shanny wishes she was with you right now. You can do it bugs, tell mommy to get building the tent and find some flashlights....we can make it fun in there. I just know you will bust out soon and be out for a long time! You keep pushing through. I love you a million, trillion, gazillion!!! Always, Your Shanny

PS- you go aunt pepper!!! Way to take charge. :) Have a safe flight home tomorrow- hi to Kim, Char, mommy and daddy.
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, MN - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!
Tell that mommy to check her emails. Have I got a thing for you that will bring in a lot of mail, but mommy or maybe aunt pepper or Kim could check mommy's email. How is that playhouse? I am so glad you made it home. That playhouse is so much fun- Charlie gave me the tour while I was out there. I want to bring my bed out there and some of my things- maybe I could move in? :) I sure hope it is as nice out there as it is here. We were up to the 90's yesterday. You eat, eat, eat that mommy and daddy out of the house. You can do it big guy. I am sending LOADERS full of prayers, angels and love all for you! I love you! Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 01:45 PM (CDT)

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Hello everyone It's aunt Pepper! I've had a great week helping out John Russell and family. John Russell has a request he wants mail we called eveyone in his play house and told them so send the king mail he likes it and he needs it. Aunt Val John Russell will be calling you to let you know his request we called you a lot!!! John Russell started to eat a little but we need prayers lets help him get his appetite back. Look for an update because the King is hunting down AUNTIE VAL!! (Cute story a neighbor saw me playing with Charlie on Sunday and asked another neighbor who's the little ten year old who is watching Charlie)I would like to be younger but I don't know if 20 years younger would work! bye Pepper
Aunt Pepper <kcssproul@aol.com>
- Friday, May 31, 2002 at 07:47 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Just wanted to let you know that your old Landing Road neighbors are thinking of you and sending many prayers and good wishes your way. We hope you are home and enjoying your playhouse. Much Love, the Schusters
Ann Schuster <annschuster@juno.com>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL AND WE TOO HOPE AND PRAY YOU ARE OUT OF CHOPS AND HOME TO ENJOY YOUR FAMILY ANF PLAY WITH CHARLIE.OUR PRAYERS ARE STEADY AND THOUGH WE WILL BE AWAY FROM THE E MAIL OUR PRAYERS WILL STILL BE ASKING GOD TO GIVE YOU HEALING AND STRENGTH. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. LOVE AND PRAYERS TO ALL.
DIANNE AND FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 03:48 AM (CDT)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL AND WE TOO HOPE AND PRAY YOU ARE OUT OF CHOPS AND HOME TO ENJOY YOUR FAMILY ANF PLAY WITH CHARLIE.OUR PRAYERS ARE STEADY AND THOUGH WE WILL BE AWAY FROM THE E MAIL OUR PRAYERS WILL STILL BE ASKING GOD TO GIVE YOU HEALING AND STRENGTH. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. LOVE AND PRAYERS TO ALL.
DIANNE AND FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 03:48 AM (CDT)

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John Russell

What?? You're back in the hospital? But the good news is, it sounds like you're about out. I'll bet you can't wait to see what's in the playhouse -- let us know what all is in there!!

I have a funny story...my mama was changing my dressing the other day after I had been swimming. I usually sit so still and keep my hands back just like a big girl. Well, she turned her head, and when she turned around, I had taken my covaderm off, and I said, "Here mama, I'm helping you!" I was so proud! My mama couldn't decide whether to yell at me or kiss me. So she settled on talking loudly and then kissing me.

We sure hope we hear that you're home next time we check in.

Love,
Lina Rak (and mom and dad) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Did you bust outta there today???? ;) ;) Hoping and praying that you're doing better and are able to get home quick. Summer is here and there is some serious playing outside to be done.
Please know we are praying so hard and rounding up as many angels that we can to help you get strong and healthy.
Give Mom,Dad,Charlie BIG HUGS FROM US AND ANGEL HUGS TO YOU. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Did you bust out today?! I sure hope so. I am sure you had your running shoes on ready to run out that door. I am keeping my fingers crossed in hopes that you got to go home today. You sure have a lot of fun friends at your home this week... you will have a great time. Keep pushing forward. Sending many angels, lots of strength, many prayers and tons of love your way...always, Shanny-
XOXO to both you and Char
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Did you bust out today?! I sure hope so. I am sure you had your running shoes on ready to run out that door. I am keeping my fingers crossed in hopes that you got to go home today. You sure have a lot of fun friends at your home this week... you will have a great time. Keep pushing forward. Sending many angels, lots of strength, many prayers and tons of love your way...always, Shanny-
XOXO to both you and Char
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

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Hey there! Boy it sounds like Aunt Mimi had a pretty funny story about Alex and Chris!! I'm laughing, too!...see this website serves so many purposes, Farmer Lorenz!

So, how are you doing? When are your next tests and what should we be looking for on those tests? Let us know so we can pray pray pray! Love you!
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

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Hey Buddy!! how are you? Well I just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing... Keep it strong there buddy, you can do it, and take care!!
Ed Delgado <kingairpilot46@aol.com>
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 11:10 PM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm praying tonight that you will bust out tomorrow. Aunt Pepper has all kinds of surprises in your playhouse. She's been busy. She can't wait 'till you get home. We sure hope it's tomorrow. We'll pray & keep our fingers crossed. Lubby sent her blue balloon out to you Friday, has it made it yet?? She said it was going to heaven first and then to you.

I have an Alex story for you-YES Alex. We went out on the boat for the first time this year today and Alex & I were casting on one side of the boat & Uncle Chris & Lubby on the other. All the sudden I heard OH, OH, HOLD IT!!! HOLD IT!!! Alex hooked her self a 200 # fish!!!!!!!! It was Uncle Chris!!! Right through the lip no less. Poor uncle Chris-Alex was in tears, Chris was calm and I got the giggles. I couldn't stop giggling. We finally got it out, but not before we took pictures. (At Chris' request) If mommy & daddy need a laugh, send her to my entry.
I love you to the sky & back--Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy John Russell,
Just got back into town (again) and was hoping to see an update, or read that you're home. Even though I wasn't home you were in my prayers daily. We are all praying for you to get well and bust out of that hospital and back to Charlie and the playhouse.
I'll be checking in again.
^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way, Stephanie
XOXOXO, Keep strong Paula and Gary, we're thinking of you.
Steph and Dan
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, May 27, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-
Have you busted out of the hospital?? Your Aunt Mimi told me that maybe tomorrow will be the big day. Lets hope so.
I am sending hugs, prayers, and angels your way. Keep fighting and give your mommy and daddy a big hug.
Love to all of you. Louann

Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Monday, May 27, 2002 at 08:04 PM (CDT)

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hey John Russell,
I hope your feeling better. I bet you can't wait to get out of there! i can't wait to hear an update on how your doing! We are praying every day for you to get better! Love ya, Stephanie and the Coletta family
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Wadsworth, IL USA - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
HOpe you are having a good day! I bet you are ready to bust out and soon. I hope tomorrow is the big day- today would be even better! :) Keep pushing forward, you can do it!! I love you and Char lots! Love you, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 01:09 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell-
We are looking for an update on you, big guy! Hope you are about ready to move home......I can't wait to see you on Thursday! We have you in our daily prayers and know the special angels are watching over you!
With lots of love-
Dave and Kim <kimotte@msn.com>
Dallas, - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell-
We are looking for an update on you, big guy! Hope you are about ready to move home......I can't wait to see you on Thursday! We have you in our daily prayers and know the special angels are watching over you!
With lots of love-
Dave and Kim <kimotte@msn.com>
Dallas, - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Hey Little John!! You don't know me but I'm a friend of your Shanny and she told me about you... she even told me you got this cool playhouse, wow that's nice. I'm working like your Shanny to get some angels your way to kick those bugs away. Hey John, tell mommy and daddy that I'm a friend of your Shanny from MN and that I keep you and your family in my every night prayers. I hope you are feeling better and stay strong buddy.... God Bless You.
Ed Delgado <kingairpilot46@aol.com>
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CDT)

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Hi Little John, I'm friend of you Shanny and she told me about you, she even told me about your new playhouse, I bet it's really cool... You don't know me but I'm working like your Shanny to get some angels your way, and they will kick thoses bugs away... And hey John, tell mommy and daddy that I'm a friend of Shannon from MN, and that I keep you and your family in my every night prayers. God bless you and don't give up buddy!! :o)
Ed Delgado <kingairpilot46@aol.com>
Apple Valley, MN Dakota - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 11:55 PM (CDT)

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Angels coming your way 0:-) 0:-) 0:-)
Shanny <Shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. WE READ THAT YOU AND CHARLIE ARE OUT PLAYING IN YOUR EXTRA SPECIAL NEW PLAYHOUSE THAT WAS GIVEN TO YOU AND THAT YOU HAVE SO VERY MUCH FUN TOGETHER.WE ARE CONTINUING OUR EXTRA DAILY PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YOU AND OUR GOOD LORD WILL PROVIDE IN HIS WAY.GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. LOVE AND PRAYERS ALWAYS.
dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 03:59 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL. WE READ THAT YOU AND CHARLIE ARE OUT PLAYING IN YOUR EXTRA SPECIAL NEW PLAYHOUSE THAT WAS GIVEN TO YOU AND THAT YOU HAVE SO VERY MUCH FUN TOGETHER.WE ARE CONTINUING OUR EXTRA DAILY PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YOU AND OUR GOOD LORD WILL PROVIDE IN HIS WAY.GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU. LOVE AND PRAYERS ALWAYS.
dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 03:59 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Little John,
I have been praying for you everyday to come home and play again in your playhouse. I am so glad you're out of ICU and hope to hear nothing but exciting news of your recovery. So many people are praying and lifting you and your family to the Lord and he does hear us. YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
Rica Martin <ricamartin@msn.com>
Zion, IL USA - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon lapin
I hope you are feeling super good and that those nasty germs are gone. I think about you all the time and treasure our times together dearly. Spring is here and it feels good. I haven't gotten my bike out yet but I will. Did you get a bike yet? How about a motocycle? Mommy must be ready to twist my neck by now. Please tell my love to Mommy, Daddy, Charlie and of course, the biggest hug for you, my big bug.
Amour toujours,
Dodo.
Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
- Friday, May 24, 2002 at 05:48 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula and Charlie,
We are checking daily for an update from our dear editor....Aunt Val!! Hopefully her boss didn't get so mad that he is keeping her at the office forever! We are hoping that you have hit the road for home and back playing in your playhouse.......so get that camera out and mommy snapping pictures......we are ready for photos of John Russell's playhouse, you are the King of that playhouse!! The weather was so nice today here in Iowa, I am hoping you are having bright sunshine days to play outdoors also!! You take care Big Boy and tell those nasty bugs adios-amigos!! Lots of love and prayers headed your way!! (They will get there really really fast with the wind we have been having here!!!) Give mommy daddy & Charlie a hug from us!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 06:25 PM (CDT)

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Hi Lorenz Family: I haven't signed in for quite awhile but that doesn't mean that you all haven't been in my thoughts and prayers. Keep thinking good thoughts and bid those bugs goodbye. You are in our prayers every day. Rex, Brenda, Reed and Tessa Dinsdale
Brenda Dinsdale <rexfiles@iowatelecom.net>
Reinbeck, , IA USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 08:04 PM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL AND FAMILY. WE HOPE AND PRAY THAT ALL THE PRAYERS BEING SENT TO OUR GOOD LORD WILL BRING A POSITIVE RESPONSE FOR THOSE BUGS THAT HAVE NOT GONE AWAY.JESUS HAS NOT FORGOTTEN OUR PRAYERS AND WE WILL ADD RENEWED REQUESTS MORE FERVENTLY. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
dianne & fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville , pa - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 04:57 AM (CDT)

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Gary and Paula - I talked to Sheri today as I had heard about your son this weekend. Tom and I have you all in our thoughts and prayers and hoping everything works out for all of you.
Ann and Tom Schrader <Ann_Schrader@GMACM.com>
Hudson, IA Blackhawk - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 04:59 PM (CDT)

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Our prayer chain is in "full force" for you! And for your family! God's speed!
Sue Trunck <trunck@staroute.com>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula & Charlie.....
Guess what John Russell..........we got to see your Uncle Jeff yesterday!! Your cousin, Holly and our daughter Heidi, took the stage yesterday.......that big step of graduation from high school! But with the news that Uncle Jeff shared with us......that you were back in the hospital, checking to make sure those nasty bugs were finding their way out of your system we all took a moment to send extra extra prayers and angels your way!! By this time we are hoping that you are back to the playhouse revving up those tractor motors and playing hard!! You can do it Big Boy....we know you can!! Get those nasty bugs outta there!! The next time you are in that playhouse have mommy get the camera out and take a picture to send Aunt Val....we want to see you in that playhouse!! ASAP!! Lots of love and prayers and angels headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:34 PM (CDT)

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To the beautiful John Russell...you do not know us, but we came upon your story from your friend Toireasa (we didn't know her, but we know her friend Alex Scott from CHOP). We just want you to know that we'll get everyone we know in Connectiuct praying for you. Stay strong. We pray for Alex too, and we ask St. Catherine Drexel to help b/c she was from Philadelphia and helped and loved children. We will pray to St. Catherine for you too, okay? Sincerely, The MacDonald Family (you know, like Old MacDonald's Farm!)
Meg MacDonald <megmac@optonline.net>
Fairfield, CT - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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John Russell
you better get better! We really miss playing with you. Circletop is not the same without you on your gator. We love you. Stay strong! We will meet you in the playhouse real soon. LOVE Mackenzie & Griffin XOXO

MacKenzie Kennedy <Mkennedy326@aol.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

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John Russell: I know your aunt Melanie and she is saying lots and lots of prayers for you, as we are here. My favorite movie is the Wizard of Oz, and when ever I feel sad that I am not home.. I click my heals 3 times and say " there's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home. :) hope it works!!!

My prayers are with you and your family.


andi
Andrea Todd <AndreaTodd@EdinaPlasticSurgery.com>
Edina, MN hennipen - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CDT)

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I love you bugs, I am rounding up every angel out there and sending them your way!


Your Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:52 AM (CDT)

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Hey, What is this, you're back in the hospital? I will have to call Mommy now that I am back in town. WE are praying overtime that you get back to your playhouse and all that goes with it, YOU CAN DO IT JOHN RUSSEL,I KNOW YOU CAN.So many angels are watching over you and Mommy and Daddy, we pray so hard for you keep strong.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Stephanie
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Back in that darn hospital again? Tell those nasty bugs to move it on out! You tell them you have more important things to deal with- like tractors, your playhouse etc. You keep pushing through this just like a bulldozer would. You can do it big guy! I love you lots, sending so many angels, prayers, love and strength your way. Keep some angels in mind for shanny and fingers crossed for her too. Talk to you soon. Love you and Char! Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Soooooo glad your home. Did grandpa help you bust out of there?? OR Daddy??? Now you can really show grandpa the great playhouse. Mommy will probably want to start your boosters again, sooo be big boy for her & take them. Is Chi Chi trying to keep up with Lubby in the stitch department?? Grandma did real good asking for a Plastic Surgeon, even if he was busy. Tell him not to fall on those tractors anymore. I hope you have a very fun day. I love you to the sky & back. (Package coming!!! keep a look out) Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell
I just wanted to see how you are doing. Thats great that you are out of the ICU! I bet you can't wait to go home and play! Just keep trying and beat those bugs! We are all praying for you! Keep it up!
Stephanie and the Coletta Family
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Wadsworth, IL 60083 - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 02:04 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon Lapin
OH, how I would love to play with you in your playhouse. It must be a lot of fun to have your own little house with all your toys. I miss you a lot and I think about you a lot. I have my special time and it's 6.45 PM when I send my prayers for you.
Summer is almost here, and we are pretty lucky here in Minneapolis. Chris bought himself a bike and we have a great time at the lakes. I forgot to tell you my big news; I've been accepted at a training academy for next fall, so I'm going to be a Montessori teacher. Boy, I'd love to teach you French again. We sure had a lot of fun!
I love you buggie.
DODO.
Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

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Bugaloo!
Keep pushing foward, we can beat all of this. Shanny is sending truck- no wait, tractor loads of angels, prayers, love and strength you way. I will see you sooooooo soon. I love you! Ohhh I hope Char's first ER expierence was ok. Aunt Mimi said he has a little split lip? or chin? or something to that effect...bless char too :) I love you boys. ALways, Shanny PS. GIve mommy and daddy the strength to keep pushing forward at full force. They are doing a great job.
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
I have been thinking about you a lot lately and hope and pray that you have beaten that infection that got you down! You had us all pretty worried. It sound like you are almost out of the hospital and will be back home any day. You will have so much fun in your beautiful new playhouse. Maybe some day you'll send a picture of you standing in front of the playhouse - that would be fun for all of us to see. Anyway, I really hope you'll be back playing soon, feeling great and strong.


Sandy Korsbon <sandykorsbon@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,

The prayers and efforts of many are with you. I will try my best to serve you in your search. You and your parents are my heros and heroines.

With warmest regards,

Dr. Seeba 'Cal'
Dr. James C. Seeba OMD, LAc. <calseeba@cs.com>
santa rosa, ca usa - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Bug Fightin', Soil Plowin', Good lookin' guy! I am so glad to hear you are out of the ICU! Way to go Mommy with the negotiating skills...see Paula, you haven't lost your touch since hanging up your corporate hat. You go Girl!! John Russell, you sure are lucky to have such great angels for parents. Make sure you tell them that you love them...us crazy adults need to hear that sometimes. I hope you are well on your way home soon. We love you and continue to pray for your healing.
Paula and Gary- Your perserverence is being tested yet againg. Hang in there. We can not imagine what strength you must have to truck through this with your little guy. We are amazed that God could create both of you to withstand this. You are stonger in your weakest moments than us in our best of moments.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell, :)
Dan talked to your daddy yesterday and said you might be coming home real soon. WE are praying so hard that happens today!!!! You are such a miracle little guy and you have more strengh than any person I've ever met. You are on some mission here on earth, that is for sure.
I'll bet that next update (Aunt Val, hope you didn't get in too much trouble from your new boss :)& thanks for the update)says you are home and playing just like you should be.
Please give mommy,daddy,charlie and BIG HUGS to YOU.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way, Stephanie
Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs,

I am sending lots of strength, love, angels and many prayers your way. Hope you are so close to being discharged!! I know how much you want to get home so you can play with your OWN toys and in your playhouse too. Hope you and Charlie had a good time yesterday- mommy said you were anxiously waiting by the elevator for him. :) Love you and Char lots. Always, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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HI John Russell- Aunt Pepper was very busy today I have an awesome package coming to YOU!!! Watch the mail. Tell your mommy that Aunt Val is in trouble with me too. Her nice banker put the clamps on her she will not get a new water hole in the back yard unless she does something?? Mommy will no what I'm talking about. I hope Grandpa is playing with you and gave Grandma a kiss I think they missed each other! Tell Grandpa thanks for the 5 new barbie additions to our house I've got raining umbrella barbie, grooving barbie and a couple of others in my living room. Think of all the tractors Grandpa buys you well your little girl cousins get barbies instead. So think about all your tractors we could supply them with blonde barbie doll drivers! Love you watch for the mailman I know how much you like mail!!!! Love Aunt Pepper
PEPPER <kcssproul@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

Yea!! Your out of ICU, all these prayers are helping, now lets pray to get you home so you can play with all those tractors you got...I hope they were all John Deere tractors..Take care buddy..
Mary Jane Sharp <onwindows@aol.com>
Norwalk, ia warren - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Wow, that grandpa is great- he has such a wonderful tractor collection. I bet you are playing tractors on the hospital bed as we speak. Shanny was talking with one of her best friends yesterday and she is a nurse. She gave me all the scoop with what you prob. have and how you have to iv meds for a while with it. She told me it was a nasty infection. She sure was right, huh. You fight with all of your power. We want you out of there- right, right! Keep up the powerful strength and positive attitude bugaloo. I love you so much. Love, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 10:31 AM (CDT)

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Hello Everyone!
What great news that you are out of ICU and into your own big room-way to go Paula! We are still sending lots of angels, hope and prayers your way big guy! We love you
Kim & Dave Otte <kotte@bncollege. com>
Dallas, - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)

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Hello Everyone!
What great news that you are out of ICU and into your own big room-way to go Paula! We are still sending lots of angels, hope and prayers your way big guy! We love you
Kim & Dave Otte <kotte@bncollege. com>
Dallas, - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,

SOOOOOOOOOOO GLAD to hear you're out of the ICU! We have been sending you lots of extra-special energy. Then yesterday we noticed our sunflowers must have shot up about 3 inches, and we figured it was because you were feeling better. I keep asking, "John Russell sicky-sicky? In hopital?" and I'll probably keep asking until I hear you're home. So my mama says, you better hurry up and be discharged!

Love,
Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
JAX, FL - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Lorenz gang,
Just checking in to see how you're doing. It seems from Aunt Mimi's note you might be busting outta there real soon. You need to get back to some serious playing and I am sure Grandma and Grandpa have been taking care of your flowers, but I am sure you really miss it. We continue to pray real hard that the infection is gone and you've got your strengh back. Also we pray for your mommy and daddy to stay strong through this battle and know that tons and tons of angels are watching over you all.
Hope to hear some good news soon.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way, Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 08:39 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL THE ANGELS ARE WORKING MUCH MORE WITH OUR EXTRA PRAYERS TO FIGHT THAT INFECTIONAND TO HELP YOUR PARENTS. WE LOVE YOU BUT GOD LOVES YOU MUCH MORE BECAUSE HE CREATED YOU AND JESUS CALLS YOU TO COMPLETE HIS WORK HERE IN THIS WORLD AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IS YOUR HELPER TO CARRY OUT AND TO COMPLETE THE JOB THAT JESUS CALLED YOU TO DO.
OUR PRAYERS HAVE INCREASED AND GOD WILL PROVIDE. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
DIANNE & FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 04:39 AM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. So glad you are out of the ICU!! I hope you can get out and go home to show grandpa how much fun the playhouse is. Don't forget to tell him to duck his head when he goes in. Things are sounding good!! Keep that fever away for good now! Hope you are home tomorrow or the next day!!!!!! Keep fighting. Grandpa sure took care of your tractor supply. I hope you'll be singing to your neighbor cow "Oreo" on the way home very soon. I love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 09:58 PM (CDT)

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Hey Bud! hope you are doing better! I pray for you all the time and I hope sometime you can come back to Eden Prairie to visit, love ya!
gavin <EaglzHockey9@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 08:10 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
I can feel your miracle coming!! It's just around the corner and it's going to show those bugs who's boss. I've been praying for your speedy recovery. Luv, (Shanny's friend)
Heidi <heidikirsten@yahoo.com>
Eau Claire, WI 54703 - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 08:02 PM (CDT)

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Bugaloo...today I was driving home and your song came on- I had a huge smile bc I can just imagin you singing it :) It was your "Let me tell you about the birds and the bees" song. I wish everyone could see how well you sing that song. It is just a riot! All of your little gestures that go along with it :) You sure make me laugh big guy! I hope you are feeling much better today. I am praying so hard day and night for you to bust out! I am also praying for god to heal you with the touch of his heart and hands. We will have these bugs out and gone in now time. Tell the bugs that they better leave...no negotiating on this issue. Let them know you have an army of friends, family, angels and lots and lots of prayer..I love you and Char lots. Give mommy and daddy a hug and kiss from me and tell them to keep up the wonderful strength. Keep pushing forward. Love, Your Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Big Guy! Just checking in today for an update; we sure have been sending prayers and lots of good wishes your way. We love you and are waiting for you to get back to the playhouse.
Dave and Kim Otte <kotte@bncollege.com>
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 04:35 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell!

It looks like Farmer Bob's wife and I were in the same boat last night. I too couldn't sleep. So I decided to pass the time in prayer. Needless to say you were at the top of my list of people to pray for. I sure hope you are doing better.

I was disappointed to see that Aunt Val didn't have a chance to update us last night as promised. But I do want to thank Mr. Fisher for letting us all know about his conversation with your daddy. It sure was good news!! Hopefully you'll be back in your playhouse real soon.

Stay strong!

Love
Lynn Snyder
Lynn Snyder <lynnincolgate@aol.com>
colgatge, WI USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 03:25 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Farmer Lorenz. We were just checking in to see how you're doing. We hope that angels are hard at work in your neck of the woods. We love you...WE KNOW YOU CAN WE KNOW YOU CAN WE KNOW YOU CAN!!!
Jeanette & Tony Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

I am sending prayers your way znd hope you will be out playing in the sunshine soon. You take care, you are such a brave little guy...

Mary Jane
Mary Jane Sharp <onwindows@aol.com>
norwalk, ia 50211 - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Back in Minneapolis and all over the country, your Auto Team Members know you're one strong little soldier and we're your army behind you all the way with lots of prayers. I talked to your Daddy this morning - he thinks you may be out in a couple of days and back home. Sounds like "Make a Wish" took good care of things for you. Give your brother and Mom and Dad a big hug and kiss from all of us. You are one brave family and you, John Russell, continue to amaze us with your courage and determination. Say hello to Grandma and Grandpa - nice they can be there with you.
Your Peek-a-Boo Buddy,
Jim Fisher and the Auto Team (Army) <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 11:04 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning All -
Couldn't sleep - so thought I'd check up again on John Russell and his fight - hope you are home, warm and snug in your bed (or in bed with Mom or Dad!) Continuing to pray for a quick recovery from this nasty infection - you need to be outside in the sunshine and playing in that wonderful playhouse and tending to those flowers! No time for this bug thing - head um up, round um up and ship um out!! Wish it were that easy, right? Just remember, you have hundreds of people praying for you and sending guardian angels to watch over you - you're a brave little boy and what a happy little spirit - you spread so much joy to everyone. Take care little buddy and keep up the good fight - lot of love, hugs and strengh to all - and may God Bless and have you home soon! Love,
Farmer Bob's wife! (Yvonne) <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 04:58 AM (CDT)

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John Russell & family,
We are back John Russell....been some time since I have got to check in with you......this computer is throwing tizzies! And now I know why......it was working on getting rid of those nasty bugs that come by to see you....well they best be gone cuz now we are on the run again after them!! They are NOT allowed.....we still did LOTS of praying for you, mommy, daddy & Charlie. I am so glad the play house arrived! I bet that is lots and lots of fun!! And the flowers must be a joy to watch grow, just like us watching you!! :) We are so so proud of you, the angels are bringing you lots of strength this week to fight one more of those mountains.....but you will be to the top soon again.....stay tough Big Boy and show them who is the king!! Take care and LOTS of LOVE & PRAYERS are headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CDT)

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John Russell & family,
We are back John Russell....been some time since I have got to check in with you......this computer is throwing tizzies! And now I know why......it was working on getting rid of those nasty bugs that come by to see you....well they best be gone cuz now we are on the run again after them!! They are NOT allowed.....we still did LOTS of praying for you, mommy, daddy & Charlie. I am so glad the play house arrived! I bet that is lots and lots of fun!! And the flowers must be a joy to watch grow, just like us watching you!! :) We are so so proud of you, the angels are bringing you lots of strength this week to fight one more of those mountains.....but you will be to the top soon again.....stay tough Big Boy and show them who is the king!! Take care and LOTS of LOVE & PRAYERS are headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 11:05 PM (CDT)

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Gary, Paula, John Russell & Charlie,
We wanted to let you know that we are praying very hard every day for John Russell. Your family is in our prayers and we will be praying for tons and tons of guardian angels to come your way to give you even more strength each day. We hope John Russell is feeling better and be home soon so he can get back to having fun with Charlie in his awesome play house!! Always remember if we can help you out in any way, just let us know and we will be there for you anytime. We send you our love and support and God Bless You.

Love, John, Debbie, Bree & Chad Viens <viens@wchester.net>
West Chester, PA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 06:28 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Paula, Gary , & Charlie,
Dewayne and I are praying for you all. The flowers you planted at your home on Landing Rd. are starting to come up. You guys did a great job and they look beautiful. We think of you so often. Hope those bad bugs leave for good.
Love and All the Good Thoughts to You.

Diane & Dewayne Bloem <Diane@bloempartners.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

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Hey Brave Boy-
How are you feeling today? Did the angels answer our prayers and eliminate your infection. I sure hope so.
Keep fighting and give your mommy and daddy a big hug from me.
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 03:47 PM (CDT)

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Hey, little buddha boy,

I'm here in Chicago along with the rest of your prayer team and sending you positive and good kharma. By this reading, I hope you are back home and playing in that wonderful play house. Much, much love to you, little guy, and to your mom, dad, & baby brother.
Fran
Fran Spellman <fran@cmcconsult.comCC>
chicago, Il USA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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John Russell: All those prayers and angels must have the bugs scared and all stirred up. But you hang tough Big Guy, you are the Champion and you kick-box those nasty bugs to the sky and beyond! Believe you can John Russell. We are praying without ceasing for you and your Mommy and Daddy.
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL 60060 - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Gary,Paula,John Russell,Charlie,
Boy were we praying hard for you last night to get better asap.After I told Dan of your "latest fight" I needed to get in touch with the prayer"team" and let them know there is work to be done ASAP. I hope that you're feeling better today and that you're home in no time because I am sure there is some watering to be done on those flowers.
Gary and Paula, please know you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. I hope you feel the strength from everyone out there that are determined to help you get through this fight. As always, if there is anything we can do please let us know.
Angels on the way ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,

We just read your latest update, and we're praying that God will heal (or has already healed) this infection and that you will be fully healed. We're praying for you and your Mommy and Daddy and Charlie.
Teresa & David Ocar <dtocar@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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Hey, John Russell and everybody. I just read your latest entry in the journal and want you to know how dedicated we all our to helping you heal with our prayers. You are a special little guy who has brought thousands of people together in a common place. We will do all we can for you.
The Grundy County Relay for Life is scheduled for June and believe you me, the Saylor Family Team will have your name in front of us as we walk in Dike. Hang in there all of you, your prayers will be answered.
Mick and Belinda Blackburn <bblackburn@aea6.k12.ia.us>
Marshalltown, IA - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell! Before we started our Mother's Day Celebration yesterday we all (12 of us) held hands and formed a circle and prayed for your healing. I prayed that the angels are working hard in your body which is causing you to spike a fever. Believe Believe Believe little guy. Look for those angels not with your eyes, but with your heart. We know that God will be glorified in you. You are his soldier on earth and we are asking that we get to keep you to help fight the battles on earth in His name for a long time. I love you and keep up the great work... "I carry you"
Gary and Paula~ I am thinking about you every second. May you feel us holding you up...
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 09:22 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!

I hope things are much better today- I prayed so hard last night. Hopefully those angels brought my prayers and love out to you. I sent a very special prayer with your guardian angel. Shoo those nasty, icky, mean bugs right on out the door. Love you! Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 07:15 AM (CDT)

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John Russell and family,
Sorry to hear of the latest setback. I saw your Grandma and Papa Lorenz tonight at the funeral visitaion for my grandma and they told me of your ride to the hospital. I hope the infection is soon gone and you are back home in no time. I am sure you can't wait to get to the playhouse. (Bet the flowers need your attention too). I got to see pictures of your entire family that your great-grandma Alice has hanging up at the nursing home-what a great looking bunch you are! Take care and stay strong!!
Nancy McMillan <nmcmillan@mwci.net>
Aurora, IA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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John Russell,

We were so happy to see Aunt Val is back on the ball! :) But not too happy to see what you were up to this weekend. We send you, your mommy & daddy lots of extra-special energy for a quick discharge!

Love,

Lina Rak (and Natalie and Vladimir) <vladanat@cs.com>
JAX, FL - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

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John Russell, Paula, and Gary-
Yet another bump in the road to recovery. I am hopeful this e-mail finds you feeling better and your infection clearing up.
There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about your guys. I have hope the journey you are on will end on a positive note
Paula-Happy Mother's Day and God Bless all of you.
louann Gordon <louann.gordon@target.com>
Mpls, mn - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 03:18 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
I just got back into town and checked your website and I am sorry to read that you're sick, but I know with all the prayers and angels and that you are a fighter,you'll be better very soon. WE will say extra prayers for you tonight and wait for an update tomorrow.
I just returned from Minneapolis. Lindsea and I did the Race for the Cure. This was my 9th year. There were 62000 people. I made sure to include your name on my "hero list" on the back of my shirt. And the gold ribbon, symbolizing childrens cancer. There were a lot of people wanting one of those gold ribbons. It is such an overwhelming event to attend and with all the cancer survivors out there it gives me hope that you too will survive. Fight hard John Russell, just like you've been doing. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Please give your mommy a huge Mothers Day hug from me and a hug to your daddy and Chi Chi too. And Angel hugs to you John Russell.
xoxoxo, Stephanie
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CDT)

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Hey there Soldier! We are praying very hard for your healing...God's hand is on you. We pray that the Angels from above are on their way down to you as we speak. We love you to the sky and back and can't wait to hear the good news of your miracle. We love you!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 12:43 PM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. We are rounding up our very special guardian angels and sending them your way. Be strong and continue to pray, like we all are for you. I miss you so much. Give mommy a big hug from Aunt Mimi today. Happy mothers day Paula and grandma!! I love you all. To the sky & back. Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bug!
Shanny wants you to get better so very soon. I know how much strength you have....fight this infection off with full force. You are all in my prayers every single night and day. God bless you big boy. Tell the bugs to watchout-the army is coming on in now. Tell mommy happy mother's day for me. She is like a second mom to me. I love you all- I will be praying hard for this infection to leave fast so you can get home and join your buddy Chi Chi. Love you, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
I will be praying for you to get better and over come this new brick in the road on your way to recovery. And Paula I would like to wish you a Happy Mothers Day. You are all in our prayers! Love you guys, Stephanie and the rest of the Coletta family.
Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Wadsworth, IL USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell, Paula and Gary (and all the rest of your family and extended family) - Just wanted to know I read Aunt Val's update and want you to know you are all in our prayers today and everyday - we will pray for strength for John Russell to surmount this new obstacle and for strength for each of you at his bedside. May his guardian angels look over all of you - I know he has many, many of them with him in. Love to all - and Paula, this may not be the Mother's Day you had wished for, but let's pray your miracle will happen today - love always

Yvonne and Farmer Bob <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,

Just a note to let you know we are praying for you and thinking about you soooooo much. I bet you are having an awesome time with Grandma Anita. I hear you got a neat playhouse and you are having a great time in it. You are a very special boy and you have touched many lives. Remember we are thinking about you and sending lots of hugs and kisses your way. Keep fighting those nasty bugs! Jesus loves you and wants to take your hand through this trial. Our love to your Mom, Dad and Charlie, too!
Bless you,
Jeff, Kim, Jeremy & Tara
Jeff,Kim, Jeremy &Tara <thesingj@staroute.com>
Reinbeck , IA USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

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HI JOHN RUSSEL A BRIEF NOTE TO SAY WE ARE HOPING YOU ARE INCREASING YOUR APPETITE AND STRENGTH SO YOU AND CHARLIE CAN HAVE LOTS OF FUN PLAYING OUTDOORS IN YOUR MAGNIFICENT YARDWITH ALL YOUR GREAT TOYS. OUR PRAYERS ARE BEING DELIVERED TO jESUS FOR ALL OF YOU. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
LOVE AND PRAYERS. Dianne & Fred.
Dianne & Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville, PA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 04:34 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
Wow, sounds like you have a TON of balloons coming your way...keep checking out that sky. I bet your angels are floating them all to you! Today was very windy. I almost got blown over walking to class. My friend, Jen, and I went to Dairy Queen today (yes, the ice cream problem is coming back- aghh..you need to help me kick this habit-how about your famous saying "YOU CANT HAVE ANY ICE CREAM") and she was waving to this guy. So, she told me a story- I guess this guy had cancer when he was a younger child. He had a very nasty cancer that made him go partially blind. Well, during his time at the hospital a friend of his sent him orgami and some good luck orgami birds. Well, this guy has a dorm room full of orgami. He is so phenomonal at it. I am going to see if he can hook us up with some of his good luck oragami charms. I only have 2 days to track him down, so wish me luck. Know what the best news of all is though- he has been cancer free for a LOOONNNNGGG time. We can beat the bugs! Shooo fly them out bug boy. Show them who is boss. Tell them you are bigger and better than them....shooo fly, dont bother me :) I love you and Char lots. Sending many prayers, love, strength and angels out your way. I love you! Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, Mn - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 11:43 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell....just a note to say "keep looking for the Chicago balloons in the sky" I'm sure some will make their way to you soon. Are you still bouncing? I sure hope so...bounce those bugs away! Love, hugs and kisses!!
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi, John Russell & family.
I'm Lina Rak's Aunt Nicki. (She calls me "Aunt Mimi" which must be a name for special aunts.) I was just checking out your journal to see what new things you've been up to. I'm amazed by all of the energy you & Lina have! Sometimes it makes me tired just hearing about it. :-)
You keep fighting the NB. We'll keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Nicki Ingraham & family <ningraham@yahoo.com>
Des Moines, IA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell and family -
Just dropping in to to say HI. Sounds like you are really enjoying that new playhouse! Did you add your train to it?? Farmers are busy in the field here - sure wish you could see all the tractors and equipment in the fields, you'd love that! Sending lots of prayers and angels your way - did you see any of your balloons sent from Chicago? I bet they just filled the sky! Give Mom, Dad and Chi-Chi our love too - keep on a fighting Farmer John, you can do it!!

Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Mr. Farmer Lorenz! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you today, as always. I received a little card from a friend granting me a wish of my choice...I wished for your miracle to come soon.
We love you. Hugs to the family.
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CDT)

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Hello to The Russell Family. You don't me.But I'M a friends of Julia and Toireasa. My name is Kathy Crissman and my son Bradley was diagosed with Neuroblastma Stage4.
May 16,2000 he was 13 months old. Then we meet Julia and Toireasa a few days later at Childerns hospital in D.C.We went through every treatment together except for the Stem Cell Transplant. The Barry Family are wonderful people and we still kept in touch. Bradley has been
in-remission for 18 months. I just wanted to introduce myself and good luck with the recovery with your precious son.IF you like to find out more about our family you can look us up on http://www.caringbridge.com/page/bradley
Take care
Kathy crissman
Kathy Crissman <KAT@.COM>
LEXINGTON PARK , MD U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 06:37 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bug man!!!
How are you? I sure hope you have some sunny weather. Boy, is it chilly and rainy. HOw is that monster playhouse holding up? I bet you have every tractor in sight out there. I cant wait to see it! Just checking in on you today. Tell mommy to check her emails k. I emailed her about something pretty cool. Lots of love, strength, prayers and angels coming your way! I love you and Char! Always, Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden prairie, MN - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell,
I just wanted to say hi and see how you are doing. I can't wait untill Jeanette sends you the video, you will really like it! And wait till you see what else everyone made you. I think it is something you will really like.
Love ya, Stephanie Coletta

Stephanie Coletta <ItalianAngel136@aol.com>
Wadsworth, IL USA - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-
How are you feeling?
Your Aunt Mimi was telling me about her visit and what a brave little boy you are. She sure loves you.
Wishing for happy days, hugs and smiles, and tons of love and prayers coming your way.
Thinking of you-Louann Gordon
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 07:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Well, I just had to check in to let you know we counted 5 different "large equipment machines" at the end of our street today. I was waiting for Shane to come home from the bus and he was taking longer than usual, so I walked down to end of the street, and there he was with two other boys, just watching these guys dig. I think they were waiting for an offer of a ride. (hahaha) I am just glad they are at the end of the street, they are noisy.
It sounds like the prayer vigil was a huge success. Now if we could just get an update from Aunt Val :) :)
I sent you out a little something that Lindsea made. It will be a surprise,remember, think moons.
I hope you're enjoying the nice weather and your wonderful playhouse. I'll bet you and Charlie just have a blast.
Know we continue to keep you in our prayers daily and continue to spread the word.
Please give giant hugs to Mommy,Daddy,Charlie and YOU
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Stephanie
Abbott <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugs!
How is the big bug man today?!! I bet you are out playing in that super playhouse! We have had some icky, rainy weather. Our dog Kobe was barking at the thunder last night. I think he is a little afraid of rainstorms. Shanny is ALMOST done with school!! I am so excited. One week to go, thank goodness. Just think, this time last yr Shanny was on her way out to Philly. I can not even believe how fast this yr has flown by. Wow... speaking of time.... Shanny has to get rollin on those scrapbooks otherwise will we be swimming in all of your wonderful pictures! I have to get planning a trip to see you and Char. I will work on it. You enjoy your day and keep up your strong energy!! You can do it Bugs!! I love both you and Char. Love, strength, prayers and angels coming your way- better watchout!!!! Ohhhh shanny is going to get some scoop...there is a healer here in MN that does some phenomonal (sp?) work! I will fill you in once I get more info. Love you! Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CDT)

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Prayer Vigil was beautiful John Russell! We can't wait to send you the video and all the fun stuff we made for you! Your pictures really brightened up the room! We had 3 sisters sing songs for you for all the attendees to get the spirit of God inside before we prayed...WOW! Wait until you hear how they rocked the house! We love you and We would love an update!!!!! Hugs and Kisses!
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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Greetings to you all from Minnesota--I have just located the email address once again and decided to visit--the prayers continue from us all and we hope you are looking at brighter days--I will keep checking in to see John Russell's progress- I still picture him hugging your knee, Paula--Our love and prayers--Sal & Greg Rademacher
Sally Rademacher <gradem@aol.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CDT)

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Hi Russell!
It's Lubby. I love you. I play with you. We play cars. ummmmm we'll have pizza with Paula. I fix food for Paula. Miss you. Love you to the sky & back. Lubby
Cousin Libby Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 08:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,Gary,Paula and Charlie,
I wanted to let you know that at 7:00pm we will be releasing balloons here in Johnston,IA. I talked with Jeanette and they will release the prayer vigil balloons at 8:00pm. She sent me a copy of the card that will be attached and we will attach them to our balloons too. So be sure to look to the south/west at 7:00 pm and see if one gets to you. Who ever gets one will know that you need as many prayers as you can get there can never be enough.
We are thinking of you everyday.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^
xoxoxox, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

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Hey there King of the Farmland! You wouldn't believe this...we have had your typical Chicago weather for the past several weeks (you know...rain, cold, ooooh wait the sun is shining...nope it was just peaking out from the clouds, blah blah blah)
Anyway-
It is supposed to be 70 all weekend and SUNNY!!! God must have gotten His invitation to tomorrow's vigil. We are releasing blue and white balloons...the color of who else than Thomas the Train. What does Thomas say, John Russell??...I know I can, I know I can!
Well...Mommy is going to send me an update on you so we can pray accordingly. We love you!
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CDT)

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Hi BUgaloo!!
Wow, I hope that sun is shining out your way :) Kobe (our new dog) and I went for a walk around Calhoun. Then I met a friend for lunch. It is so nice out. Sunshine on our shoulders makes us happy- right :) How is that playhouse?! I bet bushwoman is out there cleaning up around it- tell her I say hi and that I miss her!! Last night Shanny was helping Gavin work on his paper. His paper was on Leukemia. He wanted to know what chemo was like etc for his paper. He said all of the 6th grade is donating a dollar each toward the cancer research and making a prayer chain to hang. So, we included your picture in Gavin's paper and your website address too. That way we can get as many prayers for you as we can. Speakin of prayers, what a wonderful prayer vigil your friends have planned for you in IL. I cant wait to hear all about it. We love you! Lots of angels, prayers and love coming your way- strength too. Love to Charlie too. Always, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, n - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CDT)

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Happy Friday to you John Russell. The sun is shining here and I just finished folding the programs for tomorrow's Chicago Prayer Vigil...they look awesome...we will send you some since they have YOUR picture on them!!! How cool is that?! We know alot of people will take these to their friends and their friends will take it theirs and on and on...soon EVERYONE will be praying for you....those nasty bugs won't be able to stand it... they will disappear for good!!!. Look for the balloons that we are sending your way on Saturday!!! Stay strong big guy...we love you!!!
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Sure missing all of you. The week went real fast. Alex & Lubby want to keep watching the video I made of all you guys. Are you keeping the playhouse clean. I didn't get to clean the floor one last time. Grandma is probably already on it. I hear you really wanted to get in the monster truck and pick grandma up at the airport. I'm sure daddy brought her to you safe and sound. I showed the girls how pretty you painted my toenails. They still look pretty. I even still have some of the "excess" paint on my toes. We sure had fun. Tell your buddy Clint hello if you see him & tell Shanny she'd better hang on to that nice fella. I love you to the sky & back, big boy. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell

No update from Aunt Val in quite a while. But based on your guestbook entries it sounds like you're doing well and playing a lot in a new play structure. We're so glad to hear that.

We also wanted to let you know that we saw a show on the Discovery Health Channel the other day about doctors and kids at Childrens Hospital of Philadelphia. And while the kids they featured had a different kind of bug than you, we did get to see what an awesome facility you have there. It looks like your mommy and daddy sure did the right thing taking you there. Those doctors and nurses are going to help you beat those nasty bugs!

Stay strong and keep up the fight. We continue to keep you in our prayers.

Love
The Snyder Family
C.J., Lynn, Luke, Ben & Mandi
Lynn Snyder <Lynnincolgate@cs.com>
Colgate, WI USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and all the Lorenz's,
I'm on my way to get balloons. I thought the idea of releasing the balloons on Saturday after the prayer vigil was such a great idea,but we can't make it there, so we will do it from our street at 7:00pm. I've decided in your honor that we will do green and yellow (for john deere) and red(for Kubota). We will attach your story with web-site too. Let me know if you get one. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
No matter what, we will be praying for you and thinking of all of you as we do each and every day.
Our love,support and prayers on the way. :) :)
XOXO, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
It made me so happy to see you and your mommy and daddy the other day. I miss all of you so much!
You looked so very hansome.
I hope I can visit you at your house soon. Tell your mommy as soon as I finish my classes this semester, I will be coming over! See you later.

Nurse Anita <anitasplace2000@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 11:21 AM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,

You must be having so much fun, in between Aunt Mimi and your new playhouse. I'm so excited for you! My Baba Rak just went back home to Yugoslavia, now it's just me and my boring old mom every day! We think about you everyday when we water our flowers. They keep growing bigger and stronger and we send a little bit of special energy to you everyday.

Love,

Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 09:56 AM (CDT)

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OK...Chicago Prayer Vigil is in full swing, Big Guy! We are meeting at 7:00p.m. this Saturday and are asking everyone out there to dedicate strong prayers at that time. WE ARE KICKING BUTT AND TAKING NAMES PEOPLE!! Praying with a purpose. There is no negotiating...we are going to be very clear in that God can be glorified in your healing! We want a miracle...no if, ands, or buts about it! We will be releasing balloons at the prayer vigil also, King. It will have your story attached to it with your web address. Prayers will be coming from people none of us know. ;-)
Love you!
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

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Hi Paula,Gary and John Russell and Charlie,
Can't believe April is coming to a close. But we are ready for spring flowers to bloom. I'll bet with all the flowers you've planted your yard will be beatiful. :)
I am assuming that you have some tests this week and we just wanted to let you know that we are praying overtime for all of you this week.My new neighbor had a prayer gathering at their new home on Saturday night and I asked her if she would mind adding you to the list. She was so happy to do so.
There isn't a day that goes by that we don't have you all in our hearts and prayers. And we will be sure to pray for you again on Saturday while the prayer vigil with your friends in Chicago is going on. Just wish we could be there.
Hope all is going good with the new playhouse and that you are eating for mommy and keeping strong,healthy,positive thoughts.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels and prayers on the way.
Hugs to all of you :) :) :)
XOXO, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

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Paula, Gary, and John Russell-
There is not a day that goes by where I do not stop and think about all of you and your fight to beat this disease.
I pray you receive the strength and guidance to fight this battle and the knowledge to make the right decisions for John Russells care.
All my love-Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Monday, April 29, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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Hello John Russell!
It's another Sunday night in Eau Claire, and I'm praying for you. I loved hearing about your new playhouse. How fun! I bet you are very, very excited! Keep fighting those buggies. Love,
Heidi (Shanny's buddy) <heidikirsten@yahoo.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CDT)

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Hey Bugs,

What a day of mowing yesterday, huh. Clint said you were mowing that new grass just as he got it down. Sounds like a busy day. :) Well, in an effort to generate as many prayers as possible, I added your website to the Cancerkids.org children stories section. You are the very last one on page 21. This way everyone can see your website and can pray for you. Those angels will be swarming over you!! The other stories on that web page are nice to read as well. You take a look for yours soon, ok. Tell everyone I say hi. Love you and Char both!! Always, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
Quick note to let you know that I am thinking about you. Lots of love, strength, prayers and angels coming your way. I love both you and Char- give mommy, daddy and Maria a huge hug for me and a kiss too. Love you all, Shanny KEEP UP THE STRENGTH- show the bugs who the boss is!!!!!
shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 11:48 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-
A short note sending my love and prayers to all.
I spent a night in the hospital with Grant (he broke his arm and needed surgergy) and thought about you often.
You gave me strength to get through a sleepless night.
When I started to feel sorry for myself and for Grant, I thought of you and your mommy and daddy. Stay strong :)
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Happy thoughts to you today, John Russell. I was helping some ladies plan the Chicago May Prayer Vigil last night and I got to see the video of you on your tractor. You sure are a good driver!! Hope you and Charlie have some nice weather to play. Keep bouncing and bounce those bugs into infinity and beyond! You're in our thoughts and prayers...XOXOXO
Vicky Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

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Dear John Russell,
It sounds like you're staying busy between your new playhouse and your Aunt Mimi. We hope you are having nice weather so you can spend a lot of time outside with your new toys. Our family thinks of you and your Mom and Dad often and prays for no more nasty bugs! Give a special hug to your Mommy as I know she is a great Mom to you and your brother. (Being a Mommy is a lot of work!) We wish your whole family the best.
Love - The Hurzelers (Bob, Carrie, Marilyn and Christine)

The Hurzelers <Hurzeler45@aol.com>
Salem, WI - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 07:41 AM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
How is that great playhouse of yours?! I am so excited to see it! Clint said that landscaping around it looks great. Sounds like you are keeping Aunt Mimi very busy!! I heard she has been chasing you all over the yard while you go cruisin at mach-one in that John Deere Gator. What a riot- I can only imagin what that looks like. You keep up the smiles and the great energy big guy! Lots of love, prayers, angels are strength coming your way...Love you and Charlie lots! Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell and all the Lorenz's,
How are you doing? I'll bet you're too busy to even read your guestbook,trying to organize your playhouse. Good for you. Is there room to play in there with all your large equipment?? Are you letting Charlie play too. I am sure you are. You're a nice big brother. :):):):~)
It sounds like your Aunt Mimi is there visiting. She is soooooooo nice. It was so nice to finally meet her at your prayer vigil at the farm. Wow, your mommy and she look a lot alike.
It has been really windy here for a couple of days. Penny doesn't like the wind and she just hides downstairs, she won't go out unless I stay out with her. She is getting old.
Well, I have some news for you. Dan got his John Deere mower last night. Boy was he excited. But I think Shane was more excited that Dan. He's thinking lawnmower races down the street. Yep, he is sure his dad will be the winner. It's bigger than his friend's Dad. So of course that means it goes faster. I'm sure you already know that.
We are thinking of you every day and praying super hard, talking to angels, prayer chains that you are getting stronger,better and the nasty bugs have jumped right out of you. Are you still eating good for mommy? And drinking all the water? You should install a drinking fountain in your playhouse. (hehehe :):):):):))
Give big hugs to Mom,DAD,Aunt Mimi,Charlie and "KUBOTA" HUGS TO YOU ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ angels on the way.
xoxoxo, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CDT)

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hello john russell this is your friend dave from nuclear medicine at CHOP and I need you to tell your mommy and daddy that I was at toys-r-us yesterday and I saw the COOLEST john deere riding tractor I was ready to buy it for you myself it was so cool well I hope all is well and we will see you next week your buddy dave
dave beauchemin <daddyo4114@yahoo.com>
cherry hill, nj usa - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 12:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell we are proud of the way you are helping your brother Charlie and teaching him how to play the games and do the things that you both enjoy. You really are growing up so very quickly.Thanks for building up your strength by eating and drinking ALL that your Mom prepares for you.We are sending more prayers this week and know that God is taking excellent care of you. God bless everyone in your family. Love and prayers. Dianne and Fred.
Dianne and Fred Nungesser <momdoc@penn.com>
- Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 04:25 AM (CDT)

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Greetings Big Guy! Wow, it sounds like those bugs are running scared...that's good. We're praying that they will run away for good. I read about your bouncing on the trampoline...keep bouncing...just like Tigger...he bounces and bounces and bounces, that's what tiggers do! I thought about you alot this weekend...I took a long car trip and most of the way it was dark and cloudy. But then out of nowhere came the sun and it made a beautiful rainbow for just a few minutes. The rainbow made me think of you and how you have been so brave and strong even on cloudy days. I pray that you, your mommy and daddy and brother can have a rainbow day today. Love and prayers...Vicky & BJ
Vicky & BJ Huebner <vicky.huebner@sbt.siemens.com>
Mundelein, IL USA - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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John Russell-
How have you been feeling big boy?
As one of your "Super Supporters" I have been praying for your health.
It sounds to me you have a new play house. That is so COOL.
Keep fighting and I will continue to talk with the lord and his angels.
Love to you-Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 03:48 PM (CDT)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Mommy said you are excited I'm coming--well---I'm so exited to come and see you!!! It is snowing here so I'm pretty excited to leave this white stuff. You'd better be ready to play when I come. I will see you at dinner time (or supper like grandpa & grandma say). I will have a very serious talk with God while I'm up so very high in the sky. See you tonight. Mommy told me not to buy anything but don't tell her I have a few tricks up my sleeve. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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YIPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY JOHN RUSSELL
I'm a sure you are having a blast with your playhouse, and Charlie too. I hope your weather is nice there. It was nice here all week, but wow did we have some wind.But that is good because it was blowing to the East so I am certain that the Angels caught on and are there with you in your playhouse. ^j^ ^j^
I have to tell you, I saw my first Kubota.I was driving to get Lindsea from school, well her school is right next to Pioneer,and let me tell you they are busy in the fields,and this BIG RED MACHINE was crossing the street. I was just thinking of you and then I saw the Kubota. Magic :) :) :)
I have to say, they are very impressive. I can see why you like them so much.
Hope mommy can send Aunt Val a picture of your playhouse so we can see what kind of trouble you're going to get into.
We are praying really hard for you and hope your next round of tests show no signs of bugs. I am sure by now they have "jumped" out of there with all your jumping.
Praying super hard and overtime, The Abbott's
XOXOXO John Russell, Charlie,Paula,Gary. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, I - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell & family....
Well I bet the playing is going strong at the Lorenz household if the playhouse has arrived!! I can't wait to see it, please tell mommy to take pictures and get them to Aunt Val ASAP! You will have sooooo much fun with it!! Charlie is probably trying to keep up with you in there too! And it sounds like Daddy is having fun too!! Well the wind here in Iowa has been blowing soooooooo hard lately, really trying to get all those angels your way as fast as it can......they are bringing lots of love and prayers to you!! You are so strong and brave.......such an inspiration to so many.......we pray for you each day!! Give mommy, daddy, and Charlie a big hug from us!! You can be the "Playhouse King" now!! :)
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 09:40 AM (CDT)

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John Russell,
Hey pal, it's your buddy Bree!! I miss you! I am going to come over and play with you very soon! It sounds like your having a lot of fun with your trampoline!!! I think I'm going to have to come over and see how high you can jump! Reach for the stars! You are awesome! I will talk to you soon! ~Love Bree~
Bree Viens <sugar_babey@hotmail.com>
West Chester, PA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

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Congratulations on your awesome new play house! I am so jealous. Of course, Tony built me my own play house when we got married. HA HA HA But I'm sure yours is way cooler! When are your next tests? Tony and I have been thinking about you lots and talk about how brave you are to everyone we meet. You wouldn't believe how many prayers are sent up to the sky by people you and your family will never meet. We are all rootin tootin for ya'! Remember...eat like you can't ever get fat and laugh like only a King can. We love you!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)

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Oh boy bug!! That playhouse sounds great! Clint said he was out at your house the other day digging for your new garden area as well as for your very own playhouse yard! I bet you are having a BLAST!!! You and Char have a great time! Ohhh I cant wait to see that playhouse. I really want to see the slide and the loft and ohhhh just everything. You have fun big guy!! Love you and Char! Love, Shanny
shanny <SHANNM07@AOL.COM>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. WOW YOU GOT YOUR PLAYHOUSE!!!!! What a fun day you had. When I called you were playing in there with daddy. Did you sleep in it too? Maria told me it was very neat. Does it have a slide too? I forget. I hope to come to see you soon. I'd better get to planning a puppet show again. Have a great day with your new playhouse and I cannot wait to see, and play in it. Aunt Mimi will sleep up there with you. (We won't tell mommy.) I love you sooooo much!! To the SKY & BACK. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 07:22 AM (CDT)

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Hey buddy!!
Good morning to ya, (here it is anyway...) Taylor and I are off to the beach today, wanna come??!! We wish. We got back from Disneyland early Saturday morning and boy did we have a blast!! We were there for 3 days and I rode all the rides I could. Taylor got her picture taken with the monster from Monsters Inc. He is holding her up by her hand dangling in the air. (Computerized) It's really cute. Flying on a military plane sure is interesting, you would have loved it, I'm sure. Well, just wanted to say hello. Keep fighting those nasty bugs!! Luv you!
Kelly Hileman <Hiledoc@aol.com>
Ewa Beach, HI USA - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!!
How are things out your way? It sure is warm here!! I babysat all weekend and I bet I weight a ton after all the ice cream the kids and I had. I guess I am back on that ice cream kick! I am sure you are getting so excited about that playhouse!!! I cant wait to hear all about it. Keep up the great work bugs! You can do it! Sending many prayers, angels and lots of love out your way. Love you and Char TONS!!! Always, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prariie, Mn - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Farmer Lorenz! Tony and I are setting up all the goodies for the Chicago Prayer Vigil on May 4th! We can't wait! We have singers, candles, and lots of other fun stuff in store. God will be rockin' up in heaven along with us. ANYONE INTERESTED IN ATTENDING PLEASE E-MAIL ME AND I WILL PASS ALONG THE DIRECTIONS. It is going to be very uplifting. No tears allowed...unless they are coming from laughing. We are going to keep the spirit of John Russell up and strong. We saw in the video that you like to laugh and smile, so we are going to pray with the same demeanor. Keep up the fight little guy...you are doing so great! We love you!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Hey John Russell!!!!

Have you ever had Blue Raspberry Cotton Candy? Well I did! In fact, I had my mom set up the machine so I could make it today! Yep! I'M NOT GIVING UP YET! Maybe I'll even be able to come out and see you soon. They are trying to make some of my stuff so I can move around easier. I hope that you are doing good. I love you.
Your Friend,
Toireasa
Toireasa Margaret Ann Barry <tessnjules@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,

We met a good friend of yours via the internet, Toireasa. What a special girl, but then again, all neuroblastoma kids are SPECIAL! I told her that I planted some sunflowers the other day. I was told they grow really fast, and reach high into the sky. Just to remind us that sometimes, little things can do what seems impossible. I will keep you posted on how they're coming along, and send you a picture as they grow.

Love,
Lina Rak (and Natalie and Vladimir) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
How are ya doing? I'll bet you're just waiting for your new play house to arrive. We can't wait to see pictures. Is the land all smooth and grated and ready to go? I'll bet you've been working hard on getting it all ready for the Make a Wish people to come out and deliver the goods.
We hope you're having a great time and taking all your supplements and water and all the good food your mommy is making for you to keep you really strong.
We continue to pray real hard and send angels your way daily to help you keep strong.
Are you still jumping? Jump real high and grab an angel sometime. They are up there just watching over you little guy. And your Mommy and Daddy and Charlie too.
Give your Mom,Dad Giant squeeze from us and one to you and Charlie too.
Prayers and Angels ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ on the way :) ;)
xoxoxoxo, The Abbott's
Steph <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, April 15, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CDT)

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Good morning John Russell. We are so pleased and grateful for the great news from Aunt Val's letter. Thank you for being such a great person to take all your supplements every day and to drink lots and lots of water. With out water not one of us would be healthy so please drink and keep asking for more and more every day. We will get some angel wings seeds and thanks for telling us about them.We will join the prayer group from Chicago on May 4th for an hour in our church and hopefully others will do the same.Our daily prayers have never ceased and God is blessing you every day with his love and peace.God bless all of you. Love and prayers.
Dianne & Fred <momdoc@penn.com>
Brookville , PA USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 04:01 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning John Russell!
The sun sure is shining here in MN! FINALLY :) We have some great, warm days ahead of us. I bet you are getting so excited for your playhouse! I cant wait to see it. Hope you are getting some good play time in today. Tell everyone I say hi. Love, prayers and angels coming your way!! Hugs and kissies to both you and Char.

Love,
Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. You sure had a lot of well wishers! Alex is trying her new scooter out. She just thinks so is so cool. Lubby is trying it too, not much success, she moves back to the tricycle. It has been really nice these last 2 days, the snow is finally gone. I hope your weekend is nice. Did you let daddy golf today? I have a few new web sites for mommy to check and 2 new phone #'s-please tell her to call me. Angels, prayers and sunshine your way. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorriosn@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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Greetings, John Russell. What a pleasure to meet you! You know more about trucks and tractors than the Catepillar people! Keep up your with your great healing. Let the colors do the work for you so you have more time to play. Love and Light, Veronica Sauter
Veronica Sauter <cosmo-therapy@erols.com>
Blue Bell, PA USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell...

It's Toireasa and Julia, just checking in. Have your mommy call us when she gets a chance. We think that the playhouse sounds pretty cool. We miss you alot and hopefully we'll see you soon.

We Love You!
Julia and Toireasa Barry <bjulz@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 03:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Just a quick note to let you know we are thinking of you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you continue your battle. I just know you will gain strength from all the people who care about you! Big Hugs to you, your Mom, Dad and Charlie too!
Toni, Frank & Frankie Wermerskirchen

Toni Wermerskirchen <toni.wermerskirchen@wellsfargo.com>
Oak Creek, WI USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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hey john russell,
hope you are feeling better. our family prays for you daily. i have your prayer card on my desk at work at look at it all the time. it is right next to my boys. hopefully one of these days i will get to meet you. keep fightin those bugs and remember the big angels are flying up from texas to watch over you. god bless! the blackburn's
Aaron Blackburn <ablackburn@ielectric.com>
Katy, TX usa - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

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Hello Big Brave Boy-
A short note to let you know that we continue to pray for your continued recovery. Sending hugs and kisses your way.
Louann
Louann gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
- Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

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Hey Mr. John Russell,
It was such a beautiful day here in Iowa. I was thinking of you and your mommy today as I was looking for plants and flowers to plant in our yard. I am searching for the "angel wings" but am having a hard time finding them. But I have a lot of resources. I'll just bet the weather is wonderful there and you are busy getting ready for your play house, what will you put in there? Let me guess, farm equipment:) :). It sounds like it will be GRAND. Maybe some time we can come and visit and you can show us around.
I know Dan would love to get his hands on your "green machine" from the video.
We continue to pray overtime and ask that those bug "get going" are you still "jumping"? Then those bugs should be jumping their way right out of your body.
WE hope Daddy's back is feeling better too.
Giant hugs to mom and dad and Big hugs to you and Chi Chi too.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ , The Abbott's

Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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Bonjour mon Lapin
Boy oh boy you must be pretty excited about getting your own little house. I would be too.
I'm happy you got the nose tube out, down in Iowa we all cheer when Aunt Val told us about it. You go buggie!!!!
It was a great idea to go to Iowa and I hope you'll forgive me for being so wimpie on the tape, someone had just showed your new pictures before and It got to all of us.So sorry if my english is broken.
It started to be spring here too and a lot of projets are going on. We are painting the house, planting new lawn and renewing the driveway. We are going to be busy.
But I'm thinking about you always, and I'm sending you big kisses.
All my love, always.
Dodo
Dominique Greer <domlfg@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CDT)

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hey gary, puala, john russell, and charlie
how is everybody doin. Have seen you in a while so i figured i would send something. I was at the prayer vilula and there was a ton of people there. It was really nice. Hows john russell doin. I just want you know im prayin for him and all of you. Bye
love ya
Brad
Brad Arnold <barnold_23@hotmail.com>
Independence, IA United States - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,

You and your family are doing great! We want you to know that we are praying for you every single day. What a journey this life is. Who could ever guess what gifts come our way and how they present themselves. My little Anthony really wants to dig in the dirt with you. Cars, dirt, tools... Hang in there everyone. Love, The Goughs
Paige Gough <paigegough@yahoo.com>
Manchester-By-The-Sea, MA - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Bugaloo!
How are you? Shanny FINALLY got back to MN today. As mommy said- everything happens for a reason. I am praying so hard this week. I hope those nasty bugs are LONG GONE! They better be gone!! You are such a big guy- taking all your power boosters! We should tell everyone about how you made your super, duper tall tower!!!! I still think you are just too funny getting up on your chair to put up your blocks. I miss you and Char so much already!!!!! I will be thinking about you this week! Many prayers, angels and love coming your way!

I love you!
Shanny
XOXO to Chi CHi too
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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Praying for all of you.
Craig and Sharon Earley <e9021962@traer.net>
traer, ia usa - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi John Russell,
Great job Aunt Val did on the update. She rocks. :) :) :)
I am sure everyone at the prayer vigil and who will read your update is going to plant some Shizanthus so the "angel wings" will find their way to you ^j^ ^j^ ^j^.
We are so glad that the feeding tube is OUT and that you are feeling better about eating. And taking the supplements for mommy and daddy is soooooooooo important I'll bet in no time you'll be like popeye!!(hehehe)I am sure you don't know who he is so lets say, strong like a Kabota. Those bugs will be "jumping" out of you in no time with the rebounder that you're using. I'll bet that is so much fun. I think mommy should take a picture and send it to Aunt Val so we can see you jumping. YEA.
We will get the word out to add your friend Teresa to the prayer chain. She sounds real nice.
How cool you like hanging out with Charlie, he seems to be a cool little brother. And he sure likes to follow you around. You are like a magnet,everyone who meets you is drawn to you because you are so special.
We will be praying extra hard for good test results and will wait to hear about it in the next update.
Give giant hugs to Mommy and Daddy and Kabota hugs to John Russell and Chi Chi.
XOXOX, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

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Hello to John Russell & family....
It was great to hear the feeding tube is history!! They are no fun! So keep up your good work at taking your medicine and supplements for mommy and daddy! We are so proud of you!! Those nasty bugs are getting wind of the Iowa Farm Prayers, along with the doctors medicine and soon those nasty bugs will be history!! Please have mommy send some pictures of you diggin the dirt and your new playland to Aunt Val. That will be so fun to see. Lots of Love and Prayers headed your way......You are the "Diggin Dirt" King!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Hey there Big Guy! I'm so glad that mommy and daddy decided to listen to the "King" and remove that feeding tube. Boy O Boy now you're back in business. It sounds like Dr. Maris knows what he is doing with your chemo. Those bugs are starting to see we mean business. Keep up the great work and remember that those vitamins and supplements mommy is giving you will keep you stronger than Chi Chi. Love you!
Tony and Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CST)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL AND ALL OF THE FAMILY.A SHORT NOTE TO SAY THAT WE ARE CONTINUING OUR PRAYERS EACH DAY AND TRUST IN OUR LORD THAT YOUR BATTLE WITH THOSE BUGS IS SHOWING PROGRESS. WE HOPE YOU ALL HAD A JOYOUS EASTER. A REMINDER TO EAT ALL THAT YOUR MOM PREPARES FOR YOU TO KEEP YOUR BODY STRONG AND MAKE IT EVEN STRONGER. GOD'S WILL, WILL BE DONE AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND DAD,MOM AND CHARLIE.GOD BLESS EVERYONE.
dianne &fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 03:53 AM (CST)

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELL AND ALL OF THE FAMILY.A SHORT NOTE TO SAY THAT WE ARE CONTINUING OUR PRAYERS EACH DAY AND TRUST IN OUR LORD THAT YOUR BATTLE WITH THOSE BUGS IS SHOWING PROGRESS. WE HOPE YOU ALL HAD A JOYOUS EASTER. A REMINDER TO EAT ALL THAT YOUR MOM PREPARES FOR YOU TO KEEP YOUR BODY STRONG AND MAKE IT EVEN STRONGER. GOD'S WILL, WILL BE DONE AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND DAD,MOM AND CHARLIE.GOD BLESS EVERYONE.
dianne &fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 03:53 AM (CST)

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Where O Where can Aunt Valerie be?
An update of the King is what we want to see!
Call us, write us...just let us know...
In what directions should our prayers and kisses blow?
HA HA HA HA

TJC <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
- Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 02:40 PM (CST)

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Hey Big Guy,
How are you today? :) :) :) I hope you're having a day full of sunshine. It is a beautiful day here in Iowa. We are waiting for the 60's to come back.
I was thinking about you and then when I turned onto my street, what do think I saw? A giant front-loader. It is digging up more earth to start building another home. It also reminded me of a converstation with Grandpa Russ. I told him I think we are responsible for your love of large equiptment after we sent all those "there goes(fill in the blank)" videos. I forgot about it until Dan brought it up. We had a good laugh about it. Does Charlie like the videos too? I hope you'll share them with him. :)
We start roller hockey tonight and Shane is sooooooooo excited. Dan about fell off his chair when he found out how much the rollerblades cost. Now that he is out of kids shoes (he is only 8). The cost jumps up pretty high. But it is worth it. At least it's not baseball(sorry all you BB fans).
WE continue to pray daily for you to get well beat this bug out of your body and keep eating the good stuff for mommy.
Spreading the word daily in hopes that the more prayers the stronger you'll get.
Please give mommy and daddy giant hugs for us and a big squeeze to John Russell and Charlie.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Angels on the way
xoxoxo The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CST)

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Hey there everybody! John Russell, we are getting ready to hold the Chicago Prayer Vigil. It is going to be on May 4th at 7:00p.m. We are going to send you the videotape of that as well. We love you and are sending angels your way everyday. Keep up the good work. We're proud of you!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CST)

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John Russell, we want you to know that all of us here at the Buckingham Coop are cheering for you and hope to see you riding BIG BUD real soon. Everyone is anxious to get the corn planted as soon as it warms up some. Your web site is great and Grampa Greiner keeps us up to date on your progress as well. Our hearts and prayers are with you too. Keep up the good work. Dean, Cindy, Melody, Rod, Bill,
Andrea and Dave
Dean Ohrt <buckcoop@traer.net>
Buckingham, Ia USA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
How are you doing today? We are praying sooooooooooo hard for you to get better. Are you eating for mommy? And are you getting to drive your big machines? I have had company for the last week (you know what that is like) and haven't been very good at writing, but everyone is gone now so I'll be checking daily. We are all wearing our crosses everyday to remind us to say a special prayer each time we realize it is there. Now all of Shane's friends want one, they think they are really cool. Did someone you know make them?
No snow in IOWA :) :) :) but really windy and cold, I know wind is blowing all the angels your way, so we don't mind.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Give big hugs to mommy and daddy for us and don't run over your brother with that big machine. And hugs to Charlie and YOU>
xoxoxo The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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Hi Bug!
How are you?! I sure hope that weather is nice out there...Shanny cant wait to get out of this SNOW! Can you believe it snowed...and then it had to go and snow 5 inches!! I cant wait to see you all! I will be coming in on that big jet plane soaring those angels through right on top...better watchout bc here we come! See you tomorrow! I love you bugaloo. Many angels and prayers coming your way!! Love, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 11:50 PM (CST)

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HEY JOHN RUSSELL,
I KNOW I HAVE ALREADY SENT YOU A MESSAGE, BUT I THOUGHT UP A REALLY COOL POEM! HERE GOES!
TILL THE DAY EVERYONE DIES!
BY JENNIE SANDBERG!
Till the day everyone dies,
There will be only one little person on Earth,
This person could be a boy or girl,
Black or white,
But this person....
Has suffered so much,
This person has had cancer,
No matter how much you try to live there is always a time,
Everyone will die,
The love is sent time after time,
But the person wasn't even worth a dime,
They may be pricless, mean alot,
Someone one this earth,
Maybe even smaller than a dot,
Everyone is loved no matter if they know it,
Some people just don't show it,
So when you are alone,
And you think that you would rather be dead,
Think of the time when everyone dies!
Writtin for John Russell. (not quite a peom, but yeah)
Hope you get better soon!
With love,
~Jennie Sandberg~
P.S. Sure hope you like the peom!
Jennie Sandberg <your_girl95@hotmail.com>
Independence, IA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. We got even some more snow. I still need to send you the pictures from our last snow storm. The girls & I made a John Russell snow man. Wait 'till you see it. We also wrote special messages in the snow for you and yes, made some very special snow angels to send to you. Mommy said your day was great. Have a great night. I love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Dear John Russell,
I am one of Sarah's friends.She told me all about you.I cryed because of what is wrong with you. My real dad died of the same thing you have.I hope you get better.All the Indee kids in 7th grade care about you.I would like to know more so i can pray for you, so please e-mail me and let me know.Thanks. I will pray for you!!!!!!!!!!!

Megan Yerkes <Megan_Yerkes_2007@hotmail.com>
Independence, IA U.S.A - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 04:05 PM (CST)

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DEAR JOHN,
PLEASE GET BETTER!~!~! I AM SARAH ARNOLD'S FRIEND AND HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!
SINCERELY,
JENNIE SANDBERG
Jennie Sandberg <your_girl95@hotmail.com>
Independence, IA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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John Russell and family, You are in our thoughts and prayers and our whole church is praying for you. We were so sad that we could not make it Sat. to your grampa and gramma's farm. But just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you!!
Chris, Kelly, Jon, Ben and Emily Dinsdale <bucko@iowatelecom.net>
Reinbeck, IA Grundy - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 03:09 PM (CST)

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JohnRussell,

We can't wait for your Aunt Val's update about the prayer vigil. We sent you some special energy from NYC. We always keep you in our hearts.

Love,
Lina
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jax, Fl - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)

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JohnRussell,

We can't wait for your Aunt Val's update about the prayer vigil. We sent you some special energy from NYC. We always keep you in our hearts.

Love,
Lina
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jax, Fl - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL- I now have internet it only took me a month to get long distance service now I have aol access!!! Things go slow when you move. I keep thinking of the great number of people that turned out to pray for you it was awesome!! Your mommys cousin Kim spoke and the winds picked up and the door opened we either had God himself or angels in attendence it was so cool. Everyone did an awesome job I can't wait for you to see the video. Sammie would like to write you a note: I LOVE YOU! We have been praying harder than ever. Love to you, Mom, Dad and Charlie
Pepper <Kcssproul@aol.com>
- Monday, April 01, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL- I now have internet it only took me a month to get long distance service now I have aol access!!! Things go slow when you move. I keep thinking of the great number of people that turned out to pray for you it was awesome!! Your mommys cousin Kim spoke and the winds picked up and the door opened we either had God himself or angels in attendence it was so cool. Everyone did an awesome job I can't wait for you to see the video. Sammie would like to write you a note: I LOVE YOU! We have been praying harder than ever. Love to you, Mom, Dad and Charlie
Pepper <Kcssproul@aol.com>
- Monday, April 01, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)

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John Russell and Family-
It sounds like I missed a powerful prayer vigil at the family farm. I wish I could have been their with all the people that love and support you. All of you are so inspirational and I think and pray for you often.
Continue your fight and stay strong. Love to all-Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
EP, MN - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CST)

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Lorenz Gang-

WOW! What a spritual gathering it was at the Farm on Saturday. That barn had to have hundreds of angels flying over the top of it. God heard us...I know He did. You are going to be our miracle, John Russell. In the future we are going to be telling your testimony to other sick children to give them hope. It was so great to see your pictures and the video. Tony and I are searching for Shizanthus (I hope I spelled that right...I'm not a farmer) to plant in our yard. We love you and hope that your Easter basket was filleed with a miracle from above.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CST)

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Hi Big boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm sure you felt all those angels heading your way yesterday. We had so many wonderful people come and prayer for you. We love you all so very much and I hope you all gather strength to continue this battle. I just know that mountain top isn't far. Happy Easter and I love you all to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 09:59 PM (CST)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula & Charlie,
Hello to all! Okay, John Russell, help me out, Aunt Val cornered me in the barn yesterday at the farm......said it had been too long since I had written a note. Well once again, I have been in Florida. I told her that there is NEVER a day that I don't think of my little buddy, John Russell. And especially in our prayers. She was cool with that, so don't worry, I am okay! I was so glad to get home so I could go to the most uplifting prayer service that I have ever been to. Those angels and prayers that we sent to you yesterday will have a magical touch that only you will be able to feel. I just know the power of prayer that was in that room will be with you! Those nasty bugs will soon know that they are not to be near you! With God's help, g'pa & g'ma Lorenz & Greiner, and all of the rest of us........you will be our miracle! You are the KING!!! Lots of Love & Prayers sent your way!! Happy Easter!! Give mommy, daddy & Charlie a BIG HUG from us!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CST)

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We will be praying for you!!
Rob, Mindy, Mikayla, & Joshua Saak <saak@kca.net>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CST)

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Dear John Russell,Gary,Paula and Charlie,
I cannot put into words the overwhelming feeling of support and love directed to all of you yesterday at the prayer vigil. It was amazing,emotional,fabulous. It was so touching to hear the stories of the power of prayer. Dan and I didn't blink for 3 hours I swear. We cried a lot but listening to all the people speak was so touching.
It was so nice to see your parents, Paula and Gary it was nice to meet your parents, they are so sweet. I know Dan has met your Dad and they talked, it was nice. And let me say, WOW, what a great farm. I am sure it was a great place to grow up. I could feel it.
John Russell, you are blessed with so many people who love and care about you and this journey you are on. And the video, wow again. I can't believe what a good driver you are. I thought a couple of times you were going to run over Charlie. It won't be long and you'll be at the farm driving all the equiptment. That is what your Grandpa Russ says anyway. You should be a farmer.
Well, I hope this Easter was full of love and prayers and tons,tons,tons of Angels.^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Happy Easter to all of you. We are still absorbing yesterday and will for quite awhile. I am sure you felt the power of prayer yesterday, and many days to come.
Good friends, we miss you and if there is anything we can do please let us know.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
I just wanted to wish you and mommy, daddy, and Charlie a very Happy Easter! Have a great time.
Love and prayers,
Anne P. from CHOP
Anne Prendergast <APrender12@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 12:00 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugaloo :)
Shanny couldnt make it down to IA for the prayer vigil (have to bsit) but, I was thinking and praying here in Eden Prairie. I sent you all of the trillions of angels that I gathered. They should be on their way, keep your eyes open for them. God bless you bugs. I sure hope you all have a wonderful Easter tomorrow. Thinking and praying for you always. Tell everyone I say hi. Be sure to give them all hugs and kisses for me. I love you Bug. Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, mn - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CST)

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JOHN RUSSELL - A note to let you know we are sending the strongest, most powerful, most beautiful angels in God's Kingdom in flight to Reinbeck, IA today to join in the Prayer Vigil and take that message to His Highest. We send our prayers from sunny Arizona that God will see the STRENGTH of your support group and that He will soon grant a miracle for your complete recovery. You, John Russell, have done your part in giving us all inspiration and courage in your fight. We have grown to know you and love you - you are the KING! We will be coming back to Iowa in a few days - we wish we could have joined your family today. Now you go out and hunt for those Easter Eggs, and enjoy Easter with your mom and dad and Charlie. Happy Easter to you all.
Leo and Margaret Campbell <leomarcamp@aol.com>
Cedar Falls, IA - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 07:55 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell

It has been quite a while since I last wrote to you but I wanted to let you know I think about you daily and pray for you also. I am sorry I can't make it to the prayer vigual but I will be praying extra hard at that time for you. I have been printing out your letters and taking them to work so that they can pray for you also. Hope you have a great Easter. Maybe the Easter Bunny will leave you some of his healthy carrots for you to eat to help make you strong. Tell mommy and daddy Happy Easter also and I think of them and pray for them also. Keep thinking positive!!


Missy Timmerman <jjjtimmer@aol.com>
Blue Grass, IA usa - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell

Just a quick note to let you know that while we won't be at your prayer vigil tomorrow you will not be far from our thoughts. We will be saying some extra prayers for you and your family on this holy weekend. We pray that God sends you and your mommy and daddy strength, comfort, and above all healing.

May God hear all the prayers that are being sent up to him.

Have a Happy Easter!

Love
The Snyder Family
C.J., Lynn, Luke, Benjamin & Amanda
Lynn Snyder <Lynnincolgate@cs.com>
Colgate, WI U.S.A. - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell and family. Want you to know that we continue to think about you daily and hope that the chemo is going well this week. I rarely am on the computer these days, so it has been a while since I have been on your website. We plan to be at the farm for the prayer vigil. Our church has you on a prayer list as well. Gary and Paula we wish we were closer to be able to help you out more. Keep your chin up. We love you all. Angie, Jared, Ethan and Lydia
Jared and Angie <Jaredand angie @msn.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I sure am glad you are eating better. We colored Easter eggs on Tuesday and we made you a tractor one and Chi Chi a race car one. They sure are cute. We will send you a picture. Lubby wanted to make everyone she knew an Easter egg. Have you colored yours yet? Tell mommy to get on the stick. Have a great day--We are excited here in Minnesota-- we hit over 40 yesterday!! Yippie. I love you sooooooooo much-to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 07:13 AM (CST)

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John Russell, you are in our prayers. Just heard about this very recently and wanted to send angels from our house to yours.
Wanda (Brubaker) Christensen, Mike, Seth &Jared <usfemailpm@aol.com>
Dike, IA grundy - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 11:49 PM (CST)

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Hey there Farmer John -
Just wanted to let you know I posted your prayer card at the hospital and asked them to join in a prayer during your prayer vigil on Saturday morning, so your prayer chain is extending - I think it is going to stretch around the world! Hope you had a good day today - I keep busy with work and planning our daughter's wedding - so much to do. Farmer Bob is getting busy too planning for spring and getting all the JOHN DEERE tractors and equipment ready for planting. Our dog Sassy likes to ride up by the tractor seat, but yesterday decided to jump off while they were driving and got hit with the tractor tire - they loaded her in the loader bucket to bring her home. She didn't move much last night or this morning - we gave her a Vitamin K shot and some cortizone for the swelling - she is walking tonight and acting much better, so I think she will be OK. You make sure you use a seat belt when you ride with Gramps!! Sassy will stop in front of the tractor so they stop so she can jump up on the platform - maybe now she won't do it anymore!! Better get back to working on the kid's taxes!!! Take care - love to all and I'm sure you'll feel the wind from all the angel's wings as they are winging their way to you on Saturday!! Much love,
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CST)

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Hey John Russell-
Just checking in quick to say hello. Taylor and I will be a little closer to ya, so maybe the angels will get there faster!! We will be going to Disneyland on Monday and as always, you will be on our mind sending you prayers. Take care and hugs to your family. Luv you all!!
Kelly Hileman <Hiledoc@aol.com>
Ewa Beach, HI USA - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 11:30 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
Well, we have another crystal for you coming soon. I wanted to find just the right one. And I think you'll like this one too. Think, moons.
I am praying so hard for you to get better, stronger and fight,fight,fight. You can do it.
^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ ^j^ more angels.
We are getting ready for the big day on Saturday. There will be so many prayers and angels giving you the strength you need to fight this. It is our honor to attend this vigil and do what we can to help you fight.
Please give mommy and daddy giant hugs for us, and you and charlie too. Keep strong and keep eating for mommy.
xoxoxo The Abbotts
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CST)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I hope you had a nice nap with mommy. I'll bet it's kinda fun to have her all to yourself. We are sending a special package so be looking for it!! Have you seen any Easter Bunnies yet?? It's too cold for Easter bunnies here. I'm sure mommy & daddy are trying to figure out where to hide your eggs. Stay strong, big boy. I love you so much. Sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell & family,
It has been a while since I made an entry but you are in my thoughts and prayers so much. I think of you often and I'm amazed at what a big boy you are and how many lives you have touched. We are going to Grandpa and Grandma's house on Sat. and we will be praying for you. Our love to your MOM & DAD and Charlie. Be strong and courageous and keep on fighting those nasty bugs. We have a group of high school kids that come to our house tomorrow night for FCA (Fellowship of Christian Athletes) and we will pray for you. We are sending lots of love your way!
Thinking of you,
Jeff, Kim, Jeremy & Tara
Jeff,Kim, Jeremy &Tara <thesingj@staroute.com>
Reinbeck, IA USA - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!!
Getting ready for Easter? I know everyone is getting ready for your prayer vigil! Those angels will be rounding up the whole angel crew and will be on their way to swarm around you! God bless you....I hope the rest of the week goes better than these past 2 days have. SHow the bugs who is BOSS...knock em out bug, you can do it...keep pushing forward with strong strength!! I love both you and Char A TON! See you soon!!!! Love, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, mn - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell, we're friends of your Aunt Popper. She has told us lots of great things about you and how strong you are. Keep it up!!! Just wanted you to know that you will be in our prayers.
Blaine & Patty Rhoads <pattyrhoads5@aol.com>
Raymond, IA Black Hawk - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CST)

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Hello your Highness! How are you doing today? I just got your e-mail and I was SOOOO HONORED to have gotten an e-mail from the King himself. I hung it on my fridge as if it were my child's first piece of artwork. I have started practicing for Saturday's prayer vigil. I pray every night for healing Angels to touch you like they never have before. I have to tell you John Russell...I think more about you and your family than anyone else. God hears our prayers and knows how much you are loved. Eat like you could never get fat and laugh like only a King can. We love you!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@Vistahealth.com>
Wadworth , IL - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell - how are you little buddy? we have been thinking about you so much - every birthday party Sydney goes to she asks where the tractors are. Just icecream and cake aren't cutting it anymore for her. We sure do miss you and your family. Can't wait to see you again.
Sharon and Sydney <sharon_silverman@msn.com>
norwalk, ct usa - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 04:45 AM (CST)

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Hi Lorenz Family,
Just a quick note, my 90 year old grandfather is a retired minister. Last night at his "birthday party" at church, he said a prayer for you and asked that the church add you to the prayer chain. ^j^. done deal.
Just another bunch of people praying so hard for you and your family.
Keep the faith and strength.
Stephanie
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, March 25, 2002 at 07:03 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
We just got back into town after our annual ski trip to Mammoth Lakes, Ca. It was fun to be in the snow since we really haven't had much this year.Lindsea snowboarded from the peak, 11,500 feet. I couldn't watch. Dan looked pretty good for someone who hasn't been on skis in 25 years. And not one cigar broke while skiing. :) :) Shane advanced to a intermediate level on the snowboard and we couldn't get him off the slopes.
We talked about you a lot, were your ears ringing? I was wearing a gold ribbon, (for kids cancer) and you wouldn't believe how many people asked me about that ribbon.
We hope you are doing well with this round of chemo and that you are staying strong and eating for mommy. We plan on attending your prayer vigil this Saturday. I also let everyone in my family know about your prayer vigil and they are going to pray for you too on Saturday. The Angels will be working overtime for sure. ^j^ ^j^ ^j^
Keep up the good work and stay strong. Give mom and dad a giant hug from us ok.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's

Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, March 25, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CST)

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May your angels come and carry you to health and healing. You are my prayers and thoughts.


Deb Paton <reavesus@yahoo.com>
Reinbeck, IA Grundy - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 07:09 AM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!!
How are things out in Penn? Shanny finally made it back home from Florida. Boy, I passed a TON of John Deere and Case dealers on the way home. Wow. I even went by a mega combine row. I should have started playing the game of "count the tractor dealers" to pass time by. I bet you and Charlie are getting excited for Easter!! That easter bunny has some big time stuff planned for you boys! Well, this is just a quick note tonight..I have to go start a paper. Aghh I am waiting for school to END! Many prayers and special angels are flying out your way!! I love you and Charlie TONS! Always, Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden Prairie, mn - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell, Paula, Gary and ChiChi-
Been a while since I signed in, but I check up on you and your guest book everyday after work to see what you've been up to and if those nasty bugs split. Sounds like you have been giving them quite the battle - keep up the good work, I know you are one tough tike and will keep up the fight - you are always in our prayers - we too plan to be at the vigil at Grandpa Russ's and Grandma Anita's - your aunties have rounded up all the troups and I hope Grandpa's farm is big enough to hold everyone - there are sooooooooooooo many people praying and supporting you and your family. It's been cold here - think we have winter in the springtime! Anxious to get back to warmer weather - hope you have nice weather to enjoy and play outside. Did you get your "Thomas" the train (kind of!!) weathervane mounted on your deck or playhouse?? Thought you'd enjoy it. Watch for all your guardian angels coming your way - lots of love and hugs to all - Farmer Bob and Yvonne
PS: To Paula and Gary - praying for strength for both of you in these difficult times - we can't be there to offer help and support, but think of you daily and pray for returned health to John Russell, and hopefully you will feel everyone's support in the prayer vigil your family has organized - keep the faith and hope alive.
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@priairieinet.net>
- Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I'm now mass producing your prayer cards so everyone can take one home at the prayer vigil and KEEP prayin'!! I hope it's warm there so you can go ride all of your cool vehicles. Don't go too fast and crash like you did when Aunt Mimi was there. I think mommy was mad at me. I just got into all kinds of trouble when I was out there. Taking your tractors down that were not to come off the shelf - I hope mommy & daddy will let me come back. I hope you have a great day!!! Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 03:18 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Those karate classes sure sound fun. If we lived there, I would send Lubby to them too. You two would have a ball. Us aunties are sure busy planning your vigil. You had better be prepared for all the angels that will be sent your way on the 30th. Get all your windows open in that house of yours so they can all get to you. Lubby prays "god send angels to Russell". It's really cold here. I hope Easter will be warm so the Easter bunny can hide all those eggs around the house. You will have to show Chi Chi the ropes this year. Don't let him get too many. We are heading to the library today to pick out some books. Everytime we see the farmer book the girls mention you. We'll read that one for you today. Have a great day big boy!! I love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL; THE ANGELS ARE WINGING ANOTHER WEEK OF PRAYERS FOR YOU. HOW IS YOUR APPETITE? REMEMBER TO EAT ALL THAT YOUR MOTHERS PREPARES FOR YOU SO YOU WILL BE STRONG AND FIGHT THOSE REMAING BUGSAND EVACUATE THEM FOR GOOD. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP YOU IN OUR DAILY PRAYERS.
dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville , pa - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:07 AM (CST)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL; THE ANGELS ARE WINGING ANOTHER WEEK OF PRAYERS FOR YOU. HOW IS YOUR APPETITE? REMEMBER TO EAT ALL THAT YOUR MOTHERS PREPARES FOR YOU SO YOU WILL BE STRONG AND FIGHT THOSE REMAING BUGSAND EVACUATE THEM FOR GOOD. WE LOVE YOU AND WILL KEEP YOU IN OUR DAILY PRAYERS.
dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville , pa - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:07 AM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!
Gosh, it has been a long time since we last wrote you. Sorry, but as you know, little Taylor keeps me busy. She got her ears pierced yesterday. But, like you, she is a trooper and doesn't think anything of it. Just wanted to let you know that we are still keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Hang in there, you can do it!! All our love-Derek, Kelly, and Taylor
Kelly Hileman <Hiledoc@aol.com>
Ewa Beach, HI USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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JOhnrussell
we wish you well!!!!
Those angels are watching over you .
best of luck
lonnie & connie&derek wood <lumber@iowatelecom.net>
reinbeck, ia usa - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 02:29 PM (CST)

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Hey there Gang! It's official...we are packing up the car and heading for Reinbeck, Iowa. Yeee Hawww! Wait 'til they get a load of us! Prayers are going to be lifted ten-fold, John Russell! We are going to pray the hardest we ever have. For all those out there who read our precious Bug's updates...seriously consider participating in this prayer vigil on March 30th. God needs to see our will and determination so He can strengthen us and guide us through his Master Plan. Ready or Not...here we come. We look forward to meeting with your awesome family! Lots of love coming to you on Angel's wings.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta <jcoletta@VistaHealth.com>
Wadsworth, IL - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!!
I am writing to you from sunny Florida :) Boy, is it ever warm and sunny. Yesterday my friend and I were out on the beach and all of a sudden a Kabota came cruisin by...I guess he had some work to do. I sure thought of you big guy! How are things? I have something to send you, but I have to get Charlie's made before I send them. I think you guys will like them :) Keep pushing through- these nasty bugs will be gone so soon bugs. You can do it, you can do it- just think " I know I can, I know I can" BECAUSE YOU CAN! Tell eveyone I say hi. Love to Charlie too. I love you! Always,
Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden Prairie, mn - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 06:57 PM (CST)

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John Russell, Charlie, Paula, and Gary-
During mass this morning, father talked about Hope and without Hope we would be a nation of pessimists and quiters.
I immediately thought about you and smiled. You are blessed with loving family and friends that care about you, and are hopeful that John Russell is in remission shortly. Your stamina and endurance is a testament to your fighting spirit to never give up.
I hope and pray that this next round of chemo goes smoothly and the bad bugs go for good. Love to you all-Louann

Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, March 17, 2002 at 06:07 PM (CST)

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We are sending love, light, brightest blessings to you John Russell. Our prayers are for almighty God to touch you with his loving Fatherly healing hands.
Wayne Blackburn & Joe Deanda <magickcirc@aol.com>
Brownsville, TX USA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CST)

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Good Morning, John Russell,

I am sending you a note to say I have been following your progress and want you to know that I think about you each day and am so happy to be a part of the prayer chain for you. I was so happy also to hear you are doing TaiChi. It sounds like you have a "fun" teacher with guitar and all and I hope you are able to be doing TaiChi while you are going thru this round of chemo. Just want you to know that I am giving a TaiChi class to my coworkers at our staff mtg this morning so please be thinking of me. Chicago is very, very windy these days. It would sweep you up off your feet if you were here.
I am sending much, much love to you and will you please give your mom a special hug from me and tell her I love her lots. And hugs to you and Charlie also. Love, Fran
Fran Spellman <fran@cmcconsult.com>
chicago, Il USA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)

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Good Morning, John Russell,

I am sending you a note to say I have been following your progress and want you to know that I think about you each day and am so happy to be a part of the prayer chain for you. I was so happy also to hear you are doing TaiChi. It sounds like you have a "fun" teacher with guitar and all and I hope you are able to be doing TaiChi while you are going thru this round of chemo. Just want you to know that I am giving a TaiChi class to my coworkers at our staff mtg this morning so please be thinking of me. Chicago is very, very windy these days. It would sweep you up off your feet if you were here.
I am sending much, much love to you and will you please give your mom a special hug from me and tell her I love her lots. And hugs to you and Charlie also. Love, Fran
Fran Spellman <fran@cmcconsult.com>
chicago, Il USA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CST)

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hi john russell, just sending some more angels your way. I'm sure they will be there soon.
xoxoxo, Stephanie
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Friday, March 15, 2002 at 07:47 AM (CST)

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John Russell,
Your Auto team members are back praying and rounding up angels. I talked to your Dad this morning and he said you are back eating and staying active. Glad to hear you and Charlie are playing nice together and your Grandpa Russ could be with you also. Saw your Dad in Des Moines yesterday for an all day meeting with the big guys. Your Dad and his team did great!
Give your brother, Mom & Dad a big kiss and hug. We are praying and pulling for you all the way, all the time. Your Auto team member and peek-a-boo buddie,
Jim Fisher <jimfisher@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
Wow I think spring must be close. The weather has been beautiful here and it sounds like you're busy in your yard with all your equiptment. Just don't plow down your mommy's flowers. And now you have Charlie driving. Look out :) :)
Well, Penny came pretty close to catching that bunny the other day. She is doing her "statue pose" and I think the bunny fell for it, but then I think the bunny has penny's trick down. Just loves to tease her. Cody just likes to lay in the mud. Just like a boy. :)
We are planning to attend your vigil on March 30th. I'm not sure how far away your grandpa and grandma live from Johnston, but it doesn't matter anyway, we are coming.
We are sorry we missed visiting with your Daddy. Maybe next time he is in town.
Keep eating all the good stuff to stay really strong, and fight hard.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
HUGS HUGS HUGS TO MOM,DAD,CHARLIE AND THE KING, JOHN RUSSELL
Stephanie <vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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HI JOHN RUSSELL AND THANK YOU AUNTVAL FOR THE GIGANTIC UP DATE OF 3/11. WE ARE VERY HAPPY YOU AND CHARLIE ARE HAVING SO VERY MUCH FUN PLAYING AND WRESTLING AND RACING TOGETHER. BUILD UP THSE MUSCLES BY EATING EVERYTHING THAT YOUR MOM PREPARES AND DRINK LOTS AND LOTS OF JUICES, ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT EXTRA GOOD MUSCLE BUILDING POWER. WE ILL BE JOINING IN ON SAT. MAR 30 WITH OUR PRAYERS WHILE VISITING OUR KIDS IN HERSHEY PA. AND VISIT ST. JOAN OF ARC CHURCH FOR THE HOUR. OUR DAILY PRAYER ARE SPEEDING YOUR WAY WITH THE AIDE OF THE ANGLES.GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.LOVE AND PRAYERS. DIANNE AND FRED.
DIANNE AND FRED NUNGESSER <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 04:13 AM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!
Sounds like you and Chi had a great time today digging up holes in the backyard with that big ole backhoe! Wow! Clint said he got to drive with both you and Char on the tractor...sounds like a lot of fun! I think you have trained Charlie into the tractor scene as well. Clint said Char was so facinated with that big Kabota! Can't wait to see you guys and SOON! Miss you lots! Love to you and Charlie...give mommy and daddy a huge hug for me too. xoxo. Shannny
shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)

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HI Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. I understand you have taken up Karate!! Wow what fun. I'll bet mom was snappin' the camera. We have a lot of special things planned for your prayer vigil. I'll bet there will be about a million angels flying out to watch over you on that very special day. I also heard Clint brought one of your favorite machines over to you today. You were telling your mom you wanted to cover it tonight. You are so silly. You sure love those trucks and tractors. Have a good night and I'll talk to mommy tomorrow.

I've got a pretty funny Lubby story. I took the girls to a concert at the church. Our priest, Father Rick was sitting right behind us. Lubby was getting pretty sick of the music and decided to lay down in the aisle. I started to pull her up from the floor and she spotted Father Rick and said "Mamma, there's God." He sure got a chuckle out of it but my face was pretty red. He asked me to explain to her that he was God's helper.
I love you to the sky & back, big boy. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 07:12 PM (CST)

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John Russell,

We are sending our extra energy your way and visualizing all those nasty cells being wiped out. Your Aunt Val didn't say...will you be doing the antibody treatment? We are going back in 2 weeks for my next one. We think of you everyday!
Lina Rak (and Natalie and Vladimir) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russel and family! Boy does your tractor collection ever sound neat! I won't tell my boys about all those or else they will want as many as you have. It is nice that you share with Charlie too, even though (speaking from experience) sharing isn't always easy for brothers to learn.
I will be saying extra prayers for you that those nasty bugs find their way OUT THE DOOR and soon!! I will try my hardest to get to Reinbeck on the 30th for your prayer service. If I can't, we will for sure have our own here at home for you all. Take care and stay strong John Russell!
Nancy McMillan <nmcmillan@mwci.net>
Aurora, IA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
Well the wind is gone from Iowa so I guess all the angels are there doing all their work to help you keep strong and get those stubborn nasty bugs out of there. FOR GOOD. We are praying real hard for you to stay strong through this treatment keep eating all Mom's yummy food and have positive thoughts. I see your cute picture every morning and say my prayer that you will fight,fight,fight. You can do it.
Wrap your arms around mom and dad give them a big hug from us. Then Charlie and then YOU.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Monday, March 11, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CST)

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John Russell, Gary, Paula & Charlie,
Hello to you all!! It is definitely winter here in Iowa again......and the wind was blowing so hard yesterday that those flying angels that we sent from Iowa to PA didn't have to work too hard to find those nasty bugs to shoooooo them right outta there! They don't belong there and they will know soon to be gone!! You are such a BIG BOY and we are sooooo proud of you!! We would like to borrow your big catepillar with the big wheels and squash those naughty bugs that seem to not know where they belong. We will teach them a lesson with our love for you and prayers!! You keep FIGHTING buddy, keep smiling and give mommy and daddy and Chi Chi a hug from us!! Remember you are the KING!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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Hello there John Russell!
It's Sunday again!! Can you believe it? I was talking to the angels at church today, and I told them to give you an extra boost this week! Stay strong, buddy! I'm sending lots of smiles and hugs from chilly Wisconsin your way. Luv,
Heids (Shanny's friend) <heidikirsten@yahoo.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug Bug!
Boy oh boy is it chilly here and windy too!! I have heard it is nice out in Penn. I sure hope you have had a chance to play outside. Shanny has made some great new friends and maybe they can help contribute to our fight against the mean bugs!! I just know those bugs will be scared off and very soon! Tell them to watchout...not only do we have friends, angels, great doctors and nurses but we have a HUGE prayer chain-we have a lot of advantage over the bugs-they better just watchout! Go bug Go- FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT HARD!! I love you and Charlie! Always, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 01:21 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell! I have been thinking of your smiling face. I'm so glad you had an awesome birthday. Keep smiling and having lots of fun!!
Love and prayers,
Anne P. from CHOP

- Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CST)

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Hey Big Guy,
How are you doing?? From reading your guestbook sounds like a round of Chemo this past week. I am praying xxxxxtra hard for you and I know the angels are there watching over you right now. You are such a strong little guy and I know you can fight this. You are the King...
I think all the wind we are having in Iowa are the Angels ( in the thousands) all coming together at the same time to give you strength and love. You can Fight this John Russell. Show those nasty bugs who is the boss.
Thinking of you all day everyday.
XOXOXO. Give giant hugs to mom,dad, Charlie and Angel hugs to you, John Russell.
The Abbott's
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CST)

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Hi again, I just found my notes and need to give you a bit more info on the man with cancer (brain). Actually, it was lymphoma (sorry about that) and he had 2-3 days only to live, according to his son, an M.D. His white blood cells were 150. In 2 weeks on the Transfer Factor, they came up to 2000; in 3 weeks they were 3000. When I heard about him 9 months later, he was alive and well.
Well, just needed to correct that. My best to John Russell.
Lynn
lynn <yuskie@aol.com>
morgantown, pa 19543 - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)

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Hi, I was 'I.M. talking' with Shannon last evening. She told me about john russell and asked me some questions, since I've been into holistic health for over 25 years, and especially on a quest for cancer cures. I was happy to share some of the things I've learned, and would be happy to share them with you, too, if you would like. One of the ways I may be helpful to you is to act as a resource. I can give you addresses, phone numbers, and help with explaining the various nutrients/therapies. All are natural and pretty effective. I would also recommend a woman, Ria Gilday, health and nutritional consultant for many years, who also owns Queens Health Food store in Souderton, PA. She's had a lot of experience with Transfer Factor, a nutrient that can raise natural killer cells up to 248%. It helps with killing cancer cells, bacteria,viruses, fungi, etc. It is excellent!! And this would definitely be something I would recommend to anyone having serious health products. Transfer Factor has brought back people with cancer who were supposed to die in a week or two. Ria has wonderful case histories on people she's helped. For instance, one man (her cousin) was supposed to die within the week, as I recall. He had a brain tumor, took the T.F., and was fine 9 months later when I heard about him. Another was a young man in his early 30's, in the hospital and only a week or two to live, who 6 weeks later...the doctors said was 90% better. These are only 2 that I know of, but Ria is excellent. There are many other wonderful things 'out there, too'
If you want, I could talk to you on the phone and will help in any way I can. You're welcome to call or email me. Bye for now. Lynn
lynn owens <yuskie@aol>
morgantown, pa 19543 - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. You have another round of chemo under your belt. You are such a brave big boy!! I just know those 'ol nasty bugs are flying right out of you. We're thinking and praying really hard at this house. Faith, trust and pixie dust!!!!!! Aunt Mimi Loves you to the sky & back.
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 08:28 PM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
Wishing you much strength today...plow through that chemo treatment. NAB THOSE BUGS!!!! Give mommy and daddy a huge hug for me too...they are so special! Keep up the fighting bug, you can do it!!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT Bug!!!!! I love you and Charlie a TON. Love you, Shanny
shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 11:40 PM (CST)

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Hi there Farmer Lorenz! We are anxiously awaiting an update! I hope blueprints are being created on how we are going to destroy these nasty bugs in your system. I say we go right through the front door with your big tractor and just knock 'em down. No need to play nice anymore! Watch out the King is on the hunt! We are praying so very hard for you. The angels are dropping from the clouds of heaven as we speak. Apparently Bubba, Birtha, and Bruno (you know the really strong angels) are still stuck in route to Pennsylvania. They are trying to rent a truck right now to drive your way. They can't fly in this cold weather. Don't worry you'll know when they get there...those bugs will be scurring out of every area to get away from them. We love you and wish you God's blessings from above!
Tony & Jeanette Coletta
Wadsworth, IL - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 04:34 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
I have been keeping up on your progress but it's been a long time since I have written. Sounds like you are in for another battle. With the strenth of your parents and God I know you will win this fight. Our love and prayers go out to you each and every day. Tell your Daddy he made a really cute Pooh. My 2 year old, Megan loves Pooh too. Happy belated Birthday to both you and Charlie! Sounds like you had a great time. Thanks for the updates and keep fighting!
Love,
Cousin Kathy
Kathy McDonell <McDonellK@aol.com>
Cedar Falls, IA USA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
I'm just checking in to say HI :). It sounds like you've been going to the movies. Wow,isn't that fun. I've seen Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings 3 times each with Shane. He LOVES going to the movies. And Dan finally got to see The Lord of the Rings. I think Shane has it momorized. :)
I hope you are eating all that good stuff mom is making for you so you stay really strong during your next treatment plan. We are all praying for you get those nasty bugs outta there forever. Prayer chains and Angels abound.
Stay strong little guy.
XOXOXO The Abbott's -------- hugs all around --------------
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
- Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 08:53 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
I'm Lina Rak's gramma from Iowa. Maybe Lina will see you in New York if you go there for treatment. She loves the Ronald McDonald House there.
Sounds like you got some terrific birthday presents.
I'm sending lots of special vibes to you...be sure to catch them.

Sandy (Latch)Martin <Rick_SandyMartin@Prodigy.net>
Earlham, Ia - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 04:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Bug!
Keep up the great strength you have!! You will fly through the chemo and nail those nasty bugs! Keep up the great work. Get that loader, you were telling me about, working today- I bet he has been doing some hard work in the contruction site. Keep pushing forward big bug boy! I love you and Charlie lots!!! Give a hug to mom and dad for me too. xoxo Love, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CST)

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Hello John Russell and Family-
Has Spring sprung in your neck of the woods? Old man winter has returned to Minnesota with a vengence. Boy has it been cold......you would not have been happy riding your tractor outside in our weather.
Are you getting rid of those bad bad bugs? We are praying that the additional medicine is making them shrink and go far far away.
What I know for sure is that you are one special little boy and those bad bugs need to leave you alone. I will keep praying for that to happen. All my love -Louann

Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
EP, MN - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell! We wanted you to know that we have been saying many prayers for you and think of you every day! We had a serious talk with those guardian angels and have sent many more your way!! Keep up the good work with eating good and staying strong! You are the man! and with all the love and support of your family and friends, we know you will show those nasty bugs who the boss is and get rid of them for good! Give your Mom, Dad, and Charlie a big hug for us! P.S Your friend Bree, has set up a special prayer chain with her youth group too! She says you are sooooo awsome and lots of fun to play with!!!! We are with you and your family all the way!!! Lots of love,
John, Debbie, Bree and Chad Viens

Debbie Viens <viens@wchester.net>
West Chester, PA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)

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John Russell & family......
Hello to you!! Those Iowa angels are flying high right to you!! And going to shoooo those nasty bugs away!! Sounds like you have been watching movies!! Heidi read that you saw Peter Pan, John Russell I want you to know, Heidi is 18yrs old and wants to see it too!! This Iowa weather has changed to winter again, the snow was flying and the wind was blowing so hard, it was sooooo cold here this past weekend. But the snow was not snowman-building snow, so we haven't had one yet this year in our yard, but that is okay!! You take care big boy and keep those "big wheels" turning! I bet they have been going around non-stop!! Lots of love and prayers headed your way!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 10:17 PM (CST)

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hi jonrussell and chichin bet you two had a great time with grandpa russ. bet he was sad he had to go back to farm but he will need your help this summer so look fwd to going to iowa to help him. we will be heading back up north in apr. we have had a nice winter in the s w. much love gr. unc. bob and gr. at. edie
greiners bob and edie <reg1958az@aol.com>
mesa , az usa - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CST)

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Hi Bug!
I heard you had a great time at that Peter Pan movie! Sounds like a fun movie! I sure hope that strong body of yours is doing some bug bootin'. Tell the bugs that they are goners!!! Guess what?! Gavin and I got a super, cute new golden ret. puppy today. We are having quite a problem though....we cant find a good name for him! I will send you pictures of him once I get them developed. I am sure you will like him...he is super cute. I miss you bugs and am sending many angels, prayers, love and STRENGTH your way. You get bootin' those bugs! Love you, Shanny
Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell!! How's it going? It's been a week since I wrote, but I've been thinking and praying about you every day. I bet you've been busy kicking some buggy buns this week! Tell 'em who's boss!
Heidi (Shanny's friend) <heidikirsten@uwec.edu>
Eau Claire, WI - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. After we saw the movie "Return to Neverland" Alex & I were saying "Faith, Trust & Pixie Dust" just for you big boy. You know we all have a lot of faith, and we are trusting those great doctors that they will find just the right medicine to take care of those stubborn bugs. We must have said the phrase a thousand times. Prayers too. Lubby sure loves to talk on the phone to you. She was trying to call you on the play phone and tell you to go see Monsters Inc. It's very cold here today but the sun is shining. Give mommy a big hug from me. Kiss too. Hugs & kiss to daddy from Aunt Mimi too. Then Chi Chi if you can catch him. Remember, Faith Trust and Pixie Dust" then remember I love you all the way to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell :)
I hope you are having a great weekend. Boy did winter show it's ugly face around Iowa this weekend. It snowed, and the wind blew so hard I thought my BBQ was going to take flight. And Penny(silly dog) is very afraid of the wind and wouldn't go to bed, she just walked around all night whining. Then Dan got stranded in Minneapolis because the airport was shut down here. So he didn't get home until Saturday. We both agree that Iowans take winter way to seriously. A little snow and a little wind, that's nothing compared to a Minnesota winter. :) :)
I have heard from all my friends about the prayer chain and you've been added to more this time because I've made more friends in the past 8 months. The more the better.
We are praying extra hard and asking all the angels to help you get those nasty bugs out of you.
Stay strong little buddy and keep the faith.
BIG BIG hugs to MOM,DAD, Charlie and Angel hugs to John Russell.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you let you know that I'm sending some angels your way big man. You truely are a very stong person and I'm sure you will send these nasty bugs packing. Keep working them over and I hope to see you soon. You are always in my thoughts and prayers big man.
Clint
West Chester, PA - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)

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Hey little buggy! I'm getting friends to sign the guestbook, for you! Miss You So MUCH!
Gavin Miller <EpHockey0910@.aol.mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN North America - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CST)

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Hey. Hope you get better soon!
Mike Snyder <gomike16@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN U.S.A. - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)

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its nice what your doin
Danny
Ep, mn usa - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)

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its nice what your doin
Danny
Ep, mn usa - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)

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i hope you get well!!
from,gavins friend
jenna ramsay <epbabe23@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn north amercia - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CST)

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hey little buggy, how are you? I am thinking of u all the time. Hey your mom and brother came to see shannon and me over valentines! I miss you so much buggy. I want to see you again. :)I pray for you all the time! My little man!
love always,
gavin Miller (Shannons Brother)
Gavin Miller <EpHockey0910@.aol.mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN Hennipen - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 03:22 PM (CST)

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Hi John! I hope that you squash those nasty bugs flat. Im thinking of ya-
Mary (Shannon's friend)
Mary Kipka <Kipkamary@hotmail.com>
Shoreview, MN Ramsey - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers! I'm sending my angles from St. Cloud, MN. Be strong little man.
Lots of Love,
Jenny (good friend of Shannon's)
Jenny Mosack <jennymosack@hotmail.com>
St Cloud, mn - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you! Be strong little man!
Lots of Love,
Jenny (Shannon's friend)
Jenny Mosack <jennymosack@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)

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John Russell...Glad that you had an awesome birthday! You are so lucky to have such a wonderful family and great friends! Love the picture of your daddy dressed up as Pooh! I'll keep you in my thoughts & prayers. God bless.
Brian Petrich <brianpetrich@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Edina, MN - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:42 AM (CST)

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Hi Bugs!
Give those nasty bugs the big ole boot out!!! We will tag them and zap them on out in no time!!! You are biggest, strongest boy I know. Keep on pushing and plowing forward. THey will be gone in no time flat!! You can do it Big Man John Russell! Show them who is boss!!! I love you and Char!! Always, Shanny
shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)

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Hey Big Guy,
Just to let you know, the prayer chains have started up in full force with everyone I know. Angels are gathering around you as we speak to give you strenth and they already know you are a fighter, and the KING, of course. I know with your mommy and daddy in charge they will help to find a way to get those nasty bugs outta there for good. I still have your pictures on my wall that I look at each morning, noon and night and say a special prayer to you.
Stay strong my little friend and keep fighting.
Giant hugs to mommy, daddy, charlie and Tractor hugs to John Russell :) :)
The Abbott's <vwmom40@mchsi.com >
Johnston, IA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CST)

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John Russell and family....
Hello!! Well those angels are flying your way from Iowa, we have an all alert out for prayers here! And they will be shooing those nasty bugs out of there! They will know that they are NOT allowed near you! So glad that you had a wonderful birthday, sounds like fun! And especially mommy playing "Betty Crocker"!! We are so proud of mommy too! She is out to win the "Betty Crocker of the Year Award"! I bet that was yummy to your tummy! And then to be a tractor cake, that is awesome!! Well buddy you take care and we will be thinking of you nonstop!! Lots of angels coming your way, with tons and tons of prayers!! Give each other a hug from us!!
Ron, Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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Hi there John Russell, Paula & Gary -
We just wanted to let each of you know that we talked to some angels last night & asked them to look out for you & also to see if they can do something about those annoying bugs!!!! They said they will do their best but their main goal is to let each of you know they are with you every step of your way! We are thinking about you every day & are anxious to hear about getting rid of the bugs for good this time!!! Hang in there!!! Love, Colleen & John Dangoia
Colleen Dangoia <cdangoia@comcast.net>
Boothwyn, PA United States - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CST)

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John Russell,

We'll be anxious to hear if you'll be doing the antibody therapy. I just finished my first round there in NYC last week, so if you start, maybe we'll be hanging out at the Ronald McDonald House. That's lots of fun! The treatment isn't (although mama says it isn't as bad as she thought it would be...) We have heard stories of kids who had this treatment, and well, it's nothing short of a miracle!! Tell your mom to feel free to email if she has any more questions about the treatment. We'll give you the inside scoop and the unauthorized version of that crazy place.

Love,
Lina
Lina Rak (and Natalie and Vladimir) <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
We wish you a belated "Happy Birthday". It sounds like you had a great party done in the "Lorenz style". We enjoyed the visit from your dad last month. It was quickly obvious how proud he and your mom are with the way you are fighting those bugs. We are sorry to hear those stubborn guys have not left yet, but we know you will continue to fight them like you have in the past. With the great family support team you have and with so many people praying for you, we know those bugs will get the message soon. You are in our prayers each day. Keep up the good work!
Love,
Ken & Esther Noel
Ken & Esther Noel <kdnoel@msn.com>
Naples, Fl USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CST)

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Hi John Roosell- Its aunt Pepper, Just a quick hello and another I LOVE YOU! Enjoy grandpa and make sure you keep those nurses in line.

- Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CST)

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. We sure enjoyed Chi chi & mommy's visit. Even though it went so quick. Chi Chi is looking so much like another big boy I know. When Lubby saw Aunt Paula, right away she asked "WHERE IS RUSSELL?" Your mommy didn't hear her so she asked again, WHERE IS RUSSELL?? She sure wanted to know where you were. She misses you LOTS AND LOTS. At night when we are done with prayers we say "I love you to the sky & back Russell!!" We love you so much and just know you have the greatest parents in the world who care about you more than you will ever know. Those bugs better know that they better find their way right out of your precious little body or I'm coming in after them! I love you all the way to the sky, moon and stars AND back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN USA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell,
Sounds like your birthday party was great! I hope you got pictures of your cake. You have a very talented mommy. I am sorry to hear that some of those nasty little bugs are still in you. I will make sure to pray harder and spread the word to others. I printed out your pictures and letter to post at work and we will get there help too. Those little guys aren't going to win!!! Take care and tell mommy and daddy hi and I will be praying for them too.

Missy Timmerman <jjjtimmer@aol.com>
blue grass, ia usa - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CST)

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Howdy All -
Glad to hear you had such a great birthday party - you deserve it!! Wish I could see that tractor cake - maybe Mom can tell me how to make one for Farmer Bob too! He likes those green and yellow tractors!! But they don't look green and yellow to him cuz he is color blind!! They actually look red to him! and Grandpa's red tractors look more green! Now isn't that confusing!!! Those darn bugs just aren't getting the message that they don't have a chance, we're praying they will all get zapped - I will round up more prayers and angels for you too - I'll add your name to the prayer box at the hospital so keep your eyes out for more angels your way. Give Mom, Dad and Chi-Chi hugs too - you have such a wonderful family. We will pray that Mom and Dad find you some "bug busters" in NY. Love to all and many, many prayers and angels sent your way. Farmer Bob and Yvonne
<blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 08:14 PM (CST)

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Dear John Russell,

It sounds like you had a fantastic birthday party! Also, thanks to your Aunt Val for posting some new pictures on your website. The one of you and your daddy at Halloween is the best. We're sorry to hear that a few of the nasty bugs are still hanging around -- we'll be spreading the word for more people to pray for you. We pray for you every day, and we know you can beat those bugs!


Teresa and David Ocar <dtocar@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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John Roosell- I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I wish I could take those nasty bugs from you. Give mom and dad a HUGE kiss from me I know they will be finding the best doc's in NY. I have added extra extra prayer time for you and of course your mommy and daddy too. Love Aunt Popper
The Sprouls
- Monday, February 25, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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Hi John Russell!
Those nasty bugs!!!! You need to really show them who is boss. Keep drinking that yummy carrot juice and eating all of your veggies and fruits...we will show them the door out!!! Tell them to depart now! I just know they will leave real soon. I sure hope you and Char are outside enjoying that great weather you are having. I bet you are digging and loading a lot of dirt and rocks. Keep pushing forward with full strength big boy! You can do it! I love you and Char a lot. Many hugs, kissies and espically many angels coming your way!!! Love you, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 12:37 PM (CST)

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John Russell-
Oh!!! those darn bugs like there hiding place. They cannot hide for much longer, your mommy and daddy will make sure of that.
Sounds to me like you had a great birthday and you are feeling strong. You keep fighting and we will keep praying for your recovery. Hugs and kisses to all of you. Love Louann and Mike Gordon
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 11:19 AM (CST)

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Hi John Russell!
It's Shannon's buddy, Heidi. What a birthday party, huh? It sounds like you had a lot of fun. I said a prayer for you at church that those ugly cancer bugs would take a hike! Be strong, little man! I just know you'll be feeling even better soon.
Luv,
Heids
Heidi Johnson <heidikirsten@yahoo.com>
Eau Claire, WI 54703 - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CST)

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Hey John Russell,
Just read your update, after sending your mom an email, but I am sorry to hear about those nasty bugs still in your knee. But knowing you and how strong you are, you are going to zap them right out of that knee. After all you are the KING. I will remind all my buddies to start that prayer chain going again. :) :)
It sounds like your birthday was a "HUGE" success. And your mommy has become quite the baker. I think she missed her calling. I'll bet it was great to grandma and grandpa there too. What kind of cake did Charlie get???
Ok, just one thing, those pictures are absolutly adorable. Tell your daddy he makes a great Pooh. And how many angels did you see when you looking? :)
Keep strong little one and we are praying for you full force. Give mommy and daddy extra tight hugs for us and Charlie and You too.
Angels on the way
The Abbott's
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Friday February 22, 2002 5:31 PM CST

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John Russell,
Just read your update. That sure was some birthday party! I don't think I've ever heard of another like it. I have a grandson who really likes tractors also, so I have learned a little about them from him too. We are saying prayers for you and your family and sure hope it helps. You are strong and you are a great little boy!

Sandy Korsbon <sandykorsbon@financial.wellsfargo.com>
Minnetonka, MN - Friday February 22, 2002 4:55 PM CST

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Hello Little Man--

Aunt Val misses you soooooo much!!!! It was great talking with you today and I'm glad that that creep crawly snake made it all the way through the phone cord and found your nose for that great big wet kiss. I hope mommy figured out how to build your garage for all those cars, trucks and motorcycles. Aunt Val is going to dig even deeper than she has and the prayers will be coming from everywhere around the world. We love little man. You keep on fighting just like you have been and the rest of us will keep right on praying. Good speed to you little man--I love you!!!!!
Aunt Val <valfog@aol.com>
Grain Valley, MO - Friday February 22, 2002 4:39 PM CST

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Hello there Mr. John Russell! What a bummer about those nasty little bugs who are obviously in need of a serious talking to! We are so glad to hear you had a great birthday party! You deserve it buddy. It sounds like Mommy worked her little behind off on that cake. I would pay for the pictures of her baking and turning chocolate into tractor wheels. Believe it or not...there was a time when Mommy's kitchen would have never had such a thing, especially homemade. She must REALLY love you. I can't see the pictures that are supposed to be on the website. So, let Aunt Val know that. I really want to see the Halloween pics. :-) OK...I just want to laugh at your Daddy without him knowing. Take care you.
Tony & Jeanette Coletta
Wadsworth, IL - Friday February 22, 2002 4:16 PM CST

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Hi John Russell,
Just hoping and praying for good results. Hope all of you are doing well. Stay strong.
Steph
<vwmom40@mchsi.com>
johnston, Ia - Thursday February 21, 2002 12:12 AM CST

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELLAND ALL.WE HOPE THAT EVERYTHING THE DOCTORS FOUND IN THEIR TESTS WAS THE BUGS ARE HAVE DEPARTED OR SOON WILL BE ALL BE CARRIED AWAY BY YOUR ANGELS. WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND KEEP PRAYING FOR A COMPLETE VICTORY OVER THOSE MISSERABLE BUGS. GOD BLESS YOE JOHN RUSSELL AND YOUR FAMILY.
dianne&fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville , PA - Thursday February 21, 2002 4:25 AM CST

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HELLO JOHN RUSSELLAND ALL.WE HOPE THAT EVERYTHING THE DOCTORS FOUND IN THEIR TESTS WAS THE BUGS ARE HAVE DEPARTED OR SOON WILL BE ALL BE CARRIED AWAY BY YOUR ANGELS. WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND KEEP PRAYING FOR A COMPLETE VICTORY OVER THOSE MISSERABLE BUGS. GOD BLESS YOE JOHN RUSSELL AND YOUR FAMILY.
dianne&fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville , PA - Thursday February 21, 2002 4:25 AM CST

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Hi John Russell,
My computer crashed on Saturday and I just got it back up and running. From reading the guestbook it sounds like Wednesday is a big day for a test on that knee. We will be praying overtime and sending in all angel forces keeping fingers and toes crossed for a good report. I hope all those nasty bugs have been squished for good. :) We will look forward to a report when your Aunt Val gets one out to everyone.
In the meantime, prayers, angels on the way. Give giant hugs to your mommy and daddy. A squeeze to Charlie and a Giant John Deere hug to the KING, John Russell.
XOXOXO, The Abbott's
<vwomo40@mchsi.com>
Johnston, IA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 5:58 PM CST

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Bonjour mon lapin
How are things today? I hope you are feeling good and looking forward to springtime. Today I was granted a wish and it was to have some snow. Finally, the ground is a little bit white. I probably won't sign at the bottom so the Minnesotans won't be knocking at my door in the next few hours.
I hope all is well and that we'll have some news soon. The suspens is hard to take, plus i miss you tons.
All my love. Dominique
Dominique Greer
- Wednesday February 20, 2002 8:12 AM CST

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Will be thinking of all of you tomorrow - praying that those bugs all took a hike!! God bless.
Farmer Bob and Yvonne <blohmry@prairieinet.net>
Reinbeck, IA - Tuesday February 19, 2002 8:45 PM CST

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JohnRussell-
Praying for a good report tomorrow. Be brave and strong.
Love Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Tuesday February 19, 2002 6:58 PM CST

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John Russell,
According to the other guest entries it looks like Wednesday is an important day for you (and your family!) We just wanted to drop you a note to let you know we will be thinking of all of you on that day and praying for wonderful news. You are a brave little (or is it big now?) boy and an inspiration to us all. God Bless.
Bob, Carrie, Marilyn and Christine Hurzeler
The Hurzelers <hurzeler45 @aol.com>
Salem, WI - Monday February 18, 2002 9:04 PM CST

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Hi Bug!
Just sending a TON of angels your way for the big day on Wed. I sure hope all those nasty bugs have packed their bags and departed from that knee of yours! Gavin says hi and that he is sending his angels your way too. I have a funny story for you...the other day Gavin was holding Charlie and he said- Shan get John Russell a big truck to play with...and I said- what did you say? and he said oooopppsies...I mean Charlie!! He called Charlie your name! He (along with a lot of others) must think Chi looks exactly like you!!! Did you have a good time painting mommy's tub during tubby time last night? I bet you made some great art. I cant wait to hear what you and Char drew! I sure miss you boys a ton and hope to see you both very soon. Many prayers and angels your way Mr. Strong Man! Love to you and Char. Always, Shanny
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
eden prairie, mn - Monday February 18, 2002 7:36 PM CST

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John Russell,
By the sound of things Wednesday will be a big day for you. Hoping and praying all goes well and those nasty bugs are gone!! I got to see you and Charlie's picture in the Reinbeck Courier for Valentines Day. Your are both as adorable as can be!
Good luck this week and we will be checking on here for the latest update!
Nancy McMillan <nmcmillan@mwci.net>
Aurora, IA - Monday February 18, 2002 4:07 PM CST

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JohnRussell-
It's a big week and we are praying that all the bad bugs in your knee have packed up and hit the high road. Stay strong and be brave.
Your mommy and I chatted for almost 3 hours during her visit to MPLS. It was so special to see her and she told me all about you and how strong and smart you are.
I hope and pray that you will begin a new chapter in your life after your tests on Wed. I'll call in the angels to watch over you and your family. All my Love-Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Sunday February 17, 2002 6:51 PM CST

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JohnRussell-
It's a big week and we are praying that all the bad bugs in your knee have packed up and hit the high road. Stay strong and be brave.
Your mommy and I chatted for almost 3 hours during her visit to MPLS. It was so special to see her and she told me all about you and how strong and smart you are.
I hope and pray that you will begin a new chapter in your life after your tests on Wed. I'll call in the angels to watch over you and your family. All my Love-Louann
Louann Gordon <Louann.Gordon@target.com>
Eden Prairie, MN 55347 - Sunday February 17, 2002 6:51 PM CST

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Hi Bug!
Well, I sure thought of you the other day...I was watching tv and there was a farmall tractor pull with kids who competed hoping to make their way to the big time tractor pull competition in Nebraska. I bet you could beat them all!!! I even saw them using a Case just like your Case tractor out in the garage with the front loader. It was pretty cute. How was your weekend? I heard you made it to the John Deere dealer and the Case IH dealer. WOW!! You are pretty lucky. Wishing you the best big man and I will talk to you soon.

Love you,
Shanny

Shanny <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Sunday February 17, 2002 1:34 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day Bug and Chi Chi!!!
I sure hope you are having a good day. It is going to be almost 50 degrees here today! Did you put on something red today? I am wearing a red shirt. Just quick stopping in to say hi before I go to class. Tell everyone I say hi.

Love you,
SHanny
shanny <millersha@post;.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Thursday February 14, 2002 3:34 PM CST

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Hi John Russell,

Happy Happy Valentines Day to you. Did you get any Valentine cards with John Deere Tractors on them???
My kids sent out Winnie the Poo, Football and Powder Puff girls cards with candy attached this year. They prob. ate all the candy already . I am thinking of you and sending out lots and lots of prayers to you!!

Take care.
Mary Jane
Mary Jane Sharp <onwindows@aol.com>
norwalk, ia warren - Thursday February 14, 2002 2:51 PM CST

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Bonjour mon Lapin
You must have been pretty busy on sunday and had lots of phone calls for your brother's birthday because I couldn't get through. But it's OK because I can just send you a message and You'll read it to Charlie, right? Happy birthday Charlie. I hope you had a wonderful day and that you've had lots of goodies.
I miss you a lot, all of you.
Lots of love.
Dominique
Dominique Greer
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:00 PM CST

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Happy Valentine day to you John Russell and to your Mother, Dad, and your little Brother. Trusting in God that everything is going very well for all of you. Are those muscles expanding and stronger? Make sure you eat everything that your mother prepares. We love you and are praying for you. God bless everyone.Love and prayers.

















dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:24 AM CST

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Happy Valentine day to you John Russell and to your Mother, Dad, and your little Brother. Trusting in God that everything is going very well for all of you. Are those muscles expanding and stronger? Make sure you eat everything that your mother prepares. We love you and are praying for you. God bless everyone.Love and prayers.

















dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:24 AM CST

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Happy Valentine day to you John Russell and to your Mother, Dad, and your little Brother. Trusting in God that everything is going very well for all of you. Are those muscles expanding and stronger? Make sure you eat everything that your mother prepares. We love you and are praying for you. God bless everyone.Love and prayers.

















dianne and fred <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:24 AM CST

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Hi John Russell,
I've been gone and haven't had a chance to check in with you until today. How are things going? From reading the Guestbook it sounds great. And I can't believe Charlie is a year old, my goodness how time goes by. Did he have a blast like you did? And what about his cake, Bob the Builder or ?????
I can't believe our winter here in Iowa and for that matter Minnesota, no snow. :) Being from California, I like it this way:):)
Please give our best to your Aunt Pepper. We hope for a speedy recovery.
Tell your mommy to get some pictures to Aunt Val so we can see your birthday cake. I know she is busy so thats all I'll say.
It sounds like no docs for another month YEA..... That is great.
Well, give lots of hugs to mom and dad and a birthday hug to Charlie and a big hug to you.
XOXO, Stephanie
<vwmom40@home.com>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:58 AM CST

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Hi John Russell! What a great time to celebrate today! Your little brother is a whole ONE now! Yippeee! I am sure his wish was to have you by his side to help with his celebration. ..OK and to have you help him move all his presents from room to room! Tell Aunt Val we want to see pictures of the family on the website. :-)
Tony & Jeanette Coletta
- Monday February 11, 2002 4:29 PM CST

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HI John Russell- Its aunt Pepper did your mommy tell you I have to have surgery? When I'm all done we will have to compare scars your smiley scar is definately better than my spleen scar! This doctor will hopefully fix my scar technically "revise it". We are then going to move a week after my surgery. We are moving into a big house (not as big as yours) but for us big. It has 5 bedrooms just enough for you and CHI Chi to come and visit. Tell Charlie Happy Birthday WE LOVE YOU! Aunt Pepper, Craig, Samantha and big girl Kayla
Aunt Popper
- Monday February 11, 2002 3:49 PM CST

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Hi Bug!
How are things? Hope you are playing hard!! Will you deliver a special message to Chi Chi for me? Tell him "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BUNKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Give him a ton of kissies and hugs too for me. Hugs and kisses to you too. Love you all lots, Shanny
Shany <millersha@post.uwstout.edu>
eden prairie, mn - Sunday February 10, 2002 7:58 PM CST

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John Russell,
So glad to hear your news!! No doctors for a month!! Now that calls for a celebration!! So Chi Chi can share his big day with you tomorrow!! Tell mom to make his cake with an extra special part for you!! (Chi Chi will never know) And celebrate BIG time!! We will continue to say our prayers for the naughty bugs to pack their bags and go away! They should know better than to be there, they are NOT allowed! You take care big boy and celebrate BIG time tomorrow with Chi Chi!! Give each other a hug from us! Lots of angels headed your way!!
Ron,Shelli, Heidi, Holli & Hayli <IMHERKY@aol.com>
Hudson, IA USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 9:04 AM CST

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Hi Big Boy!
It's Aunt Mimi. All of our snow here is about gone. It's been really nice too. Lubby wants to take her sled gramma gave her for Christmas out for a ride, but not enough snow. Chi Chi's big day is coming tomorrow. Be sure to sing LOUD. We have been practicing the Birthday song but Lubby keeps putting your name in there. Lubby tried to call you yesterday, you must have been out & about. Have a good day. Love you to the sky & back. Aunt Mimi
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 7:32 AM CST

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HI JOHN RUSSELL WE WANT TO SEND ANOTHER WEEK OF PRAYERS AND HOPE YOU AND YOUR LITTLE BROTHER AND MOM & DAD ARE ALL O.K.THE WARM DAYS WILL ALLOW YOU TO BE OUTDOORS AND PLAY WITH YOUR TRACTOR. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU ABUNDANTLY.
DIANNE & FRED <momdoc@penn.com>
brookville, pa - Friday February 8, 2002 4:33 AM CST

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Hi Big Boy!!
It's Aunt Mimi. Tell mommy to get some pictures to Aunt Val so we can see your wonderful birthday party!! What will mommy be baking for Charlie's birthday?? I will help her find a Bob the Builder cake pan if that's the theme. Lubby likes Bob the Builder too. Aunt Mimi misses you!! Lubby wants to come & see you "NOW MOMMY". I told her soon. Have a great day. Aunt Mimi love you to the sky & back!!
Mimi Morrison <mimimmorrison@aol.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 5:51 AM CST

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Hi Bug!
That big boy Chi Chi's birthday is coming up soon, huh. You will have to fill me in. I heard your birthday was a great time! So glad to hear that! I sure hope you are doing well and keeping everyone there busy. Wishing you the best bug. I hope those little extra bugs in the leg have decided to depart. Love you lots. Love, Shanny

P.S. I was driving back to school this morning and I thought of you...I saw two HUGE Case IH loaders on this truck...they were being transported on a huge truck. Boy were they shiny red!!
Shanny <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:50 PM CST

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