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Thinking of you guys each day.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Saturday, January 31, 2009 11:13 PM CST
You and your family and friends are in my thoughts and prayers every day.
The t-shirt sounds like an awesome thing. Can't wait to see a pic of it.
Rebecca's tatoo sounds great.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Saturday, January 31, 2009 3:14 PM CST
i'll be first in line for one of those shirts and videos...glad you were able to get away for a few days...thinking of you both and zman always...{{HUGS}}
Jenn <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
canada - Saturday, January 31, 2009 1:21 PM CST
and the beat goes on......i'm so sorry that you both have to go thru this. you are fantastic parents.time will make feelings bearable but you will always deeply mourn the loss of zachary from your physical lives.he lives on in your thoughts and heart.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 31, 2009 12:16 AM CST
Rebecca and Scott, no words are adequate to express our sadness and sympathies. Zachary was an amazing young man. May you find comfort, strength, happiness and peace as you move forward through this crazy thing called life. God Bless You both.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, January 31, 2009 10:51 AM CST
Rebecca & Scott,
Wishing you peace,comfort and love to continue the toughest journey yet ......... to continue to live without your Zachary. I only hope that someday soon a cure for Neuroblastoma is found.
Sandi Cooper
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Saturday, January 31, 2009 10:36 AM CST
You are always in our hearts and on our minds.
Love the Caufields (561) 389 4815
Peter Caufield <pcaufiel@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, January 31, 2009 9:15 AM CST
You are right when you say you can't go away or move to escape the pain. We've tried. We've gone on trips galore and stayed gone for long periods of time. The memories go with you. I used to have a really hard time going anywhere fun because I felt like Gavin was missing out. But I changed the way I look at things. Now I believe that Gavin is "Everywhere". I believe that Gavin sees everything that I see. He is a part of every aspect of everything I see or feel.
My thoughts and prayers are with you two all the time.
Love, Tam
Tammy Ward <wardpalm@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Saturday, January 31, 2009 8:55 AM CST
Praying for you and remembering Zachary always. He was an amazing young man with courage beyond anything I have ever known. Thanks for sharing him with all of us, he will truly be missed.
Kandi
SMITHS GROVE, KY usa - Saturday, January 31, 2009 8:23 AM CST
I was hoping you would update upon your return, at the same time knowing that it might have been too soon for you to share. I'm so glad you did! Your readers will always care about you and Rebecca because you welcomed us into your lives at a very private time for so many years. You are family. And as your family, we hurt with you for the earthly loss of Zach. While it may not be as palpable as your own pain, we recognize within us an empty place that only Zach could fill.
I pray that this journey will one day include peace for you both.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Saturday, January 31, 2009 7:29 AM CST
Rebecca what a great idea for a tatoo very cool and a great way to honor Zach. Thinking of you guys the last few days.
Barry <btorlv@yahoo.com>
la verne, calif. - Friday, January 30, 2009 11:16 PM CST
Scott, the tears flowed as I read your amazing eulogy, a eulogy fit for the prince that Zachary IS. I got a nice chuckle about his radiation at the white house! Zach always could make me smile! I wish I lived closer to Florida and had been able to make it out to the service. I have posted about Zachary's passing on my blogathon site, with a video of photos from his life.
Thank you for letting me share in knowing Zach.
www.bloggingforkids.shebecameabutterfly.net
nikki from the blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh - Friday, January 30, 2009 6:06 PM CST
Scott, the eulogy was just beautiful. Not an hour goes by that I don't think of the two of you, and of course, Zachary. You remain in my prayers.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Friday, January 30, 2009 4:04 PM CST
We wish you peace
The Gambarrotti and Conway family (Peter Caufield friends) <admin@moonstruckphotography.net>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, January 30, 2009 11:42 AM CST
Sending you hugs and strength to get through today.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Friday, January 30, 2009 11:06 AM CST
It's a beautiful day today. I pray that your hearts will be flooded with wonderful memories of Zachary. What must he be up to? I can only imagine how wonderful heaven must be with kids like Zachary there. I'm sure he's pulled a few pranks......
Praying for the Finestone family and Zachary's many friends.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Friday, January 30, 2009 10:16 AM CST
You are amazing parents. Even though I have only known you a few short months...all of you welcomed us in your home and lives with such ease. Stephanie and Zach grew very close in a short period of time as well...He was a wonderful, funny child. and he will always be remembered and cherished by us..
Cynthia Gifford <northportccb@yahoo.com>
North Port, Fl - Friday, January 30, 2009 9:49 AM CST
That eulogy was absolutely beautiful...from the few weeks of journal entries that I've read about Zach, he seemed like a really cool kid who touched a lot of people's lives! I will always remember him...and you are in my thoughts always!
Love, Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean
Sammi Robertson <NeuroGirl716@hotmail.com>
Westland, Michigan United States - Thursday, January 29, 2009 9:13 PM CST
Thinking of you. Praying for you. Praying that you find some peace through these dark times. You are being held up by prayer. Always remember you are not alone and that Zachary will always be remembered. He touched many lives and will continue to do so. His was a life very well lived and loved.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, January 29, 2009 4:09 PM CST
When I go to sleep at night, I pray that I dream of Zachary. It makes me feel like he is still here, it's my only way of seeing him- feeling his presence.
I hope you and Rebecca have a nice time getting away, it's well deserved.
A friend
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 2:13 PM CST
just want you to know your on my mind and in my heart
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 11:50 AM CST
Think of you often as you struggle through these days.
Nancy <nrengels@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI United States - Thursday, January 29, 2009 7:14 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying for continued Strength and Comfort each moment of the day.
God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, MA United States - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:40 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott,
I hope you are finding some rest and peace in each other. The times after such a profound loss are so tough; how do you keep on living with so great a loss? But every step you take from that loss forward is a testament to the person you loved and lost. Comfort each other and try to enjoy what life has still to give you -- sounds like that's what Zachary would want. Would you consider posting the video of the service so that those of us that couldn't be there could share in that celebration of Zach's life?
Lisa
- Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:35 PM CST
Thinking of you today and I wanted to check in and tell you I miss him.
Monica <rulonm@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2009 7:54 PM CST
Beautiful words!!
When you find moments of peace and find laughter and lightness in your step - that will also be a gift from Zachary. As hard as this is, that is what he wants for you - you would want it for him if you had been the first to reach heaven.
Peace!
Barb
PA United States - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 3:44 PM CST
hoping you both find some joy in each day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2009 12:47 AM CST
We are here for you. Let us know if you need anything.
Jessica Briske <jessicabriske@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2009 9:43 AM CST
Checking in and thinking about you today....as always
Tina Riga
Somerset, NJ USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 8:08 AM CST
Praying for you right now.
Shelly VanB <jayandshel@msn.com>
Saskatoon, Sk Canada. - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 7:52 PM CST
Becca and Scott...
From Your Angel In Heaven:
I see tears fall down your face
When your thoughts have turned to me.
Just know that I... Read More’m in heaven,
With my Lord, who’s set me free.
No pain or sadness do I feel,
For God is by my side.
The beauty here in Heaven
Is now where I reside.
I know it’s hard for you to cope
For you can’t feel my touch.
But every moment, I can see
And love you very much.
When you are at your lowest
And feel you can’t go on,
Look towards the heavens
The light will be turned on.
Talk to me, just like you did
On earth when I was there.
You see, I’m not so far away …
Only as far as a prayer.
And when it’s time for you to join
Me up in Heaven above.
It’s then that you will realize,
The Golden Place of love.
For here there is no sadness,
Just everlasting light.
Someday we will be joined again,
When it’s time to take your flight.
~Author~
Love and Peace to you both, Always...
Colleen Tropeano <wheels1718@aol.com>
Bessemer, AL - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 6:57 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking and praying for you today! Sending hugs...
Tricia Steinman
Cumming, GA USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 6:00 PM CST
Thinking of you today.
G Williams
toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 5:47 PM CST
I am so sorry your family has gone through this and you have lost your precious son. Your words are very moving and it is a wonderful way to bear witness...sometimes that's all you can do.
Ruffin Morgan
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 3:35 PM CST
Incredible beautiful eulogy for an amazing son of amazing parents.... A very beautiful meaningful gift to all to have celebrated Zachary's life so perfectly.
My thoughts and prayers are with you in the coming hours, days, weeks, months, years...
In loving light,
Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Bruxelles, Belgium - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 1:41 PM CST
'He will cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you will find refuge.'
(Psalm 91:4)
Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 10:49 AM CST
'He will cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you will find refuge.'
(Psalm 91:4)
Thinking of you today - Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 10:45 AM CST
Just checking in on you today and sending thoughts and prayers..........
Love, Linda
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 10:43 AM CST
thinking about both of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 27, 2009 8:38 AM CST
Your ability to write with such grace and yet through a little humor in that is wonderful. I found your site through another cancer friend. I am so sorry to hear about Zacharey's passing. I will continue to pray for you and rebecca. I have 3 boys and cannot imagine what you have just endured. This is a local radio personalite here in Birmingham that lost his young son last year. The dad spoke at the little sons funeral service and it was unreal. I would like to encourage you to watch this service. www.rickandbubba.com You will find the link from there. There sons name was Bonner. I will be checking back in to see how you and Rebecca are doing so if you watch this moving video, please reference it. It can also be found on YouTude or GodTube by search Rick Burgess or I believe the service was titled A Father's Heart. Bless you.
Bridget Bates <bbates@bham.rr.com>
McCalla, AL USa - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 6:31 AM CST
Florida and California are on opposite sides of the US, but my thoughts and love have been with you. Today I attended a memorial service for a sixteen year old boy who passed away after fighting a reoccurrence of retinalblastoma (www.benunderwood.com). I thought about Zach a lot today and wondered how you and Ben's parents can deal with this. I am in awe of you all and my hearts are with you. I'm so sorry for your loss.
A friend
- Monday, January 26, 2009 11:33 PM CST
Just poppin' in to say I'm still thinking about you guys. Hope that things will start settling down and letting you guys have some peace. Time does not heal all wounds but I hope that yours don't ache as much after a while.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 10:46 PM CST
Dear Scott & Rebecca,
Peace to your sweet Zachary. Thank you for sharing his life with us. His was one of the stories that kept us going through our own two year battle with the same beast. My only hope now is that our boys are living large in the great beyond -- a place that I've no doubt exists, as we too have received many signs from our angel boy. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you try to reconstruct your lives. We have no words of wisdom, but if you ever find yourselves in the Boston area, we have booze and broad shoulders that are yours, in comfort and friendship.
The Ramsdens
www.jackramsden.com
Linda Ramsden <lgramsden@msn.com>
Wellesley, MA USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 10:12 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott,
Zachary's service was beautiful. His spirit felt so close so real, so alive...he was in our midst. They say that only a thin veil separates us from them-they are that close. It took me 11 months to realize Robert would not come back...scarecly a moment goes by without my Robert on my mind-and now I see he and Zach together...and I cannot believe our boys are not here. Love, Kathy
It was my privelege to read for you-and an honor...thank you.
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 9:25 PM CST
Scott, what a beautiful eulogy you wrote for your son. Thank you for sharing it with us and for sharing Zachary with us all these years. Praying for you all...
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 6:29 PM CST
I have no words that seem adequate so I am sending my thoughts, hugs, tears and prayers for you!
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 5:24 PM CST
Beautifully written. We'll be "here" for you when you get back. Sending love and prayers.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Monday, January 26, 2009 5:13 PM CST
Beautiful words. May you find comfort and peace.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, January 26, 2009 4:49 PM CST
Thank you very much for sharing that. Zachary obviously did live very deeply. He showed the rest of us how it is done. He will be there with you to guide you and hold you along every step of your new journey without him here physically.
I wish I had some magic words that would take your pain away. Zachary's was a life well lived and well loved. He touched countless lives and will be with all of us forever.
I pray that you and Rebecca find peace and comfort in knowing what a truly blessed life you gave Zachary.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Monday, January 26, 2009 3:01 PM CST
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 1:14 PM CST
Peace be with you!
Mindi <melindac4-=0@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 10:48 AM CST
SO sorry for your terrible grief at this time. Your tribute was wonderful. While much much too short, your son truly did LIVE an AMAZING life!
Wendy <octanebeetle@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 10:30 AM CST
Keeping you in my prayers....
Manda/Angel_Wings <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!! - Monday, January 26, 2009 10:15 AM CST
These are the hardest, hardest days. I remember them well, and my eyes are streaming as I weep for you, for me, for Kathy, for all of us who are enduring the impossible.
Holding my faith close helped in those early days, I pray you find what gives you some peace and comfort.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2009 10:12 AM CST
Many prayers lifted up.
The Martin & Daugherty Family <akd2468@yahoo.com>
Jensen Beach, Fl Martin - Monday, January 26, 2009 9:44 AM CST
A lasting and beautiful tribute to an outstanding warrior and son. Zachary served his mission well and with honor.
Llyod J. Ogalive wrote: " All that we have and are is a gift of grace to be share."
Thank you, Zachary.
Thank you, Scott and Rebecca.
I love all of you.
Love. . . .Polly
Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Monday, January 26, 2009 9:33 AM CST
Scott, The words you wrote were so beautiful and right on the mark. Zach is and was a wonderful young man...and you and Rebecca are loving, caring parents. Keeping you in prayer as you try to rest. Carol
carol <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, January 26, 2009 7:46 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Words cannot say how I feel for you, but I do want to let you know what keeps me going after losing Brandon, he had a wish box His first wish was to marry Sophie, the second wish was to have all his pain go away, and his third wish was to have the docs find a cure for canser. That is what keeps me going continuing the fight.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/brandonloose
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, pa usa - Sunday, January 25, 2009 9:45 PM CST
I'm so sorry, Scott. may God continue to bless., You ahve been in my thoughts and prayers all week an dwill continue to be.
Sunny Walker <suntalkative@aol.com>
Bluffton, SC USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 9:37 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca- you are in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine the immense pain and loss you are experiencing, only that is said your pain matches how very much you loved Zach. You are incredible parents and he is an incredible boy. My deepest sympathy.
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@comcast.net>
BOYNTON BEACH, FL USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 6:28 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott,
The service sounds absolutely wonderful, which is only appropriate, because Zach was a wonderful young man. I hope you are both able to rest and recoup a little while you're away.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 6:12 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, what wonderful parents Zachary had. You may have read this before but I want to share a letter from cancer that has kept me strong.
" I am what you would call a thief. I know I am not wanted, but I come anyways. I silently sneak my way into your life when you least expect it. I take parents from children and children from parents. I seek to destroy those in whom you love, and split up families. I wait silently in the darkness, until I am discovered. I scorn your optimistic attitude. I try to place doubt in your mind and hopelessness into your heart. My relatives do the same even though we all look differently. Yo can not see me in the mirror. You can not wish me away. I am not wanted and it bothers me none. I will make you sick and the sadness consuming. I attempt to take you away from everyday activities. YET you still smile. YOU do not allow the hopelessness to consume you. Your strength is stronger than ever before. You are building bonds, which can not be broken even in death.
You wake each morning, happy to be alive. Your find joy in the things I can not steal from you. I can not take your family, as much as I can not stop the sun from shining. As hard as I have tried, I have not been able to steal your joy! You have conquered me in the place it hurts the most. You have beaten me, in ways I never expected. You have won the battle. Though I still consume you. I have not consumed your heart. Though I run throughout your body, you have not allowed me to take away the things that mean the most to you."
Sincerely ,
cancer
cancer might have taken Zachary away from you but in the long run.......the love in your family only increased, each momment became more precious and life will never be taken for granted again. Zachary lives on and touch so many lives.
God bless you and your family.
Sheilah Harrell <sheilah1@atmc.net>
Ocean Isle Beach, NC USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 5:37 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
As always I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. There definitly was not a single dry eye in the house. I wish you both the best of luck in your journey to find the strength you will need in the days ahead.
Love, Genna
Genna Bailey <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2009 5:05 PM CST
I've started and stopped this guestbook entry so many times. I've been following your site for about 3 years. A fellow cancer-mom pointed me here after my daughter relapsed and I was having to do battle with Cigna. So while you don't know me, Zachary had become a part of my life, and I will really miss him.
Thank you for sharing your eulogy, your words brought more tears to my eyes. I feel lucky to have 'known' him in some small way.
Katie (Hunter's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ma/hunter) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 4:56 PM CST
Thank you for sharing with all of us your beautiful words of love for dear Zachary. His loving memory will remain in our hearts and thoughts forever.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Sunday, January 25, 2009 4:33 PM CST
so saddened by how things turned out;zachary was remarkable! I pray that you both stay strong with and for each other and find that new normal that allows you to keep Zach's memories alive without forever being frozen in pain.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2009 3:54 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca,
I am in complete awe at the many experiences Zachary has had in just 14 years. He has done more that most 90 year olds have done in their whole lives. He definately lived his life to the FULLEST and didn't waste a minute of it! I'm so sorry you have to go on in this life while Zachary waits for you in the next, but look for the signs he gives you that he is still with you, I'm sure there will be many. I'm very sad I couldn't be at the service, it sounded like it was unbelievable. I hope that if your comfortable there might be some way to post the video of it someday. I pray for your family every night.
Love,
Sarah Goodnow
Sarah Goodnow <sarah.goodnow@gmail.com>
Toledo, OH US - Sunday, January 25, 2009 3:41 PM CST
No dry eyes here, either. It seems so unfair that Zachary's time on Earth was so short...but to think about the impact he had on people is tremendous. I can't imagine your grief...I can only offer my prayers and my thoughts. I'm so sorry for all you are going through.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 2:23 PM CST
Scott,
You and Rebecca are constantly in my heart and prayers...
Stephanie Moore
Simpsonville, KY - Sunday, January 25, 2009 1:06 PM CST
It is true that is is unfair that we only knew Zach for such a short period of time,a mere 14 years on earth, but the only thing I can think of that would be MORE unfair...would be If we were not able to have known Zach at all.
He truly was and is still a gift and blessing to everyone who came across him or his story...as are the both of you. I wish you all the strength and hope possible in this world and would like to thank you for sharing your angel with all of us.
I know that losing someone causes pain that cannot even begin to be desrcribed and it seems to get exponentially worse as time goes on, but please know that Zach would not want you to be in pain and to celebrate his life and time with you.
He loves you.
He misses you.
and he ALWAYS will
Ariel Brown <ddixonbrown_@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl United States - Sunday, January 25, 2009 11:35 AM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott,
I just wanted you to know that with the brief meetings with Zack at the bowling alley, He made quite an inpression on us. I know if Don could have been here today he would have been at that service. I lost Don on August 2nd. Please know if it is and consolation to you that Zack is with Don bowling together and Don will be watching over him for you. My sympathy to you and your family and my God keep you in his hands......Sue Parker
Sue Parker <betsuparks10@comcast.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl - Sunday, January 25, 2009 11:04 AM CST
Thought of you all day Saturday, you were constantly in my heart and prayers. Lifting you up in prayer today and for all the days to come. I wish I lived closer so I could give you a hug. Please take care of yourself and Rebecca and update when you can. carol
carol <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Sunday, January 25, 2009 9:39 AM CST
Thinking of you. May God give you strength and hope.
Annette <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh usa - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:15 PM CST
We are very sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Alicia Cruz-Rosselle <alicia@newpslhomes.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:41 PM CST
Scott, write on please. The cycle of life has only so many spots for people that see it the way it is and then report it the way it is. Please continue to write, for it helps the rest of us lost lambs find our way with a smile. Prayers of peace for you and Rebecca.
Mary
Fair Have , nj - Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:38 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott: A Celebration of Zachary's Life" .. truly in a few words... What a tribute you planned for your son! He would say to you... "Job well done - Thanks for looking back at our wonderful memories!" There was not a dry eye, nor a heart "untouched"... during the service for the couple + thousand who attended. Everyone hopes to "make a difference" in their lifetime... and I can tell you for our family, Z-Man really made a difference in how he "lived life" - he will be a part of our family and will be in years ahead as we reflect on those special memories!
Zach would want you to catch up on your rest and take good care of yourselves, so I wanted to be sure to tell you ... for him! I am sorry the words would not come out of my mouth this morning, but I think you know what I would have said about your son had my emotions been in check! I am hoping you will be able to recount some of the fond memories for your friends and readers. Checking in on Zach and his site has become our daily "thing"... we want to know that you are hanging in...and recharging. Know that you are loved by the number of people who cared about you both and your son today! May it be a lasting tribute to Z-Man and to you as wonderful parents! Thinking of you.. and sending heartfelt love and sympathy.. Sondi
Sondi <circle92@bellsouth.net>
Greenacres, FL USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:16 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, Sorry we had to eat, cry with you a bit, eat again and then head home. We know having our crew head out has left you with extra left overs.
It was uplifting to see all of Zach's friends join with the family and extended family in honoring Zachs life. As the minister said Zach truly touched the hearts and souls of everyone he encountered in a special way. His memory will live on in those of us lucky to have known him. Your continue to amaze us with your strength. Our thoughts and prays are as always with you and Rebecca!
Cousin David
Roswell, gA United States - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:48 PM CST
Although I could not be there today, you have been on my mind and in my prayers.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:32 PM CST
Continuing to pray for you and your family. God Bless You...
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:15 PM CST
Thinking of all who loved and knew Zachary today.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:58 PM CST
Thinking of you all today!
Sending love and hugs,
Eva and Rodney www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Burlington/Allendale, NC/MI - Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:21 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, the service today was a perfect celebration of Zachary's life. I am so gald we were able to go.
Please call if you need anything even just to talk.
Nancy Bradford <nlb1050@hotmail.com>
Fort Pierce, Fl USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 4:38 PM CST
Thinking of you today and always. I hope that today's service was a beautiful celebration of Zachary's LIFE and what a wonderful young man he was.
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Saturday, January 24, 2009 4:17 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca-
I am so sorry I was unable to attend, but I can only imagine there were more people than you could have imagined there to celebrate Zachary. Dr. Singer and Kathy will fill me in on the service. So glad I was able to share in the candlelight vigil with you both the other night. I thought it was especially touching to see and hear the teenage perspective on how Zachary influenced so many. Thinking of you today. Please call if you need some company.
Much love, Michelle
Michelle Cameron <largo142@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 3:58 PM CST
Thinking of you all today....
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 3:06 PM CST
Thinking of you today.
Linda
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Saturday, January 24, 2009 2:43 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and family,
What a beautiful service today for such a wonderful and inspiring young man. Zachary will forever hold a special place in the hearts of all who knew him.
Thinking of you always and wishing peace and comfort for you both.
Stephanie Skoutas <stephanie.skoutas@gmail.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL 33410 - Saturday, January 24, 2009 2:42 PM CST
Thinking of you, especially today.
Jennifer <jennifer@kidscancercrusade.org>
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 1:27 PM CST
FINESTONE FAMILY.
YOU ALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS TODAY.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 1:19 PM CST
Thinking of you all today with deep reflection and great prayer. May Zachary's celebration be one of joy and comfort. There will be hard days ahead to be sure...he will be with you through it all.
Peace be with you.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 1:17 PM CST
Thinking of you today & wishing I knew of something to say to help you feel better. Sending hugs & prayers.
margie miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
winter springs, fl - Saturday, January 24, 2009 12:42 AM CST
Heaven
Think of ~~
Stepping on shore, and finding it Heaven!
Of taking hold of a hand, and finding it God’s hand.
Of breathing a new air, and find it celestial air.
Of feeling invigorated, and finding it immortality.
Of passing from storm and tempest to an unbroken calm.
Of waking up, and finding it Home.
~~ Anonymous
I love you.
Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 12:09 AM CST
Just to let you know that I am thinking of you today, holding you close and lifting you up in prayer as you celebrate Zach. His life may have been brief, but his legacy of courage, strength, spirit and love will live on in the memory of thousands of people. I will never forget the journey of this special young man, a journey defined by his determination to live life fully and joyfully even in the midst of such trials. Rest in peace, Zach.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 11:31 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you today as you celebrate the life of a truly remarkable young man. God bless you.
Chelli B. <bayleejoe29@aol.com>
Bucyrus, OH USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 11:23 AM CST
Thinking of you today as you celebrate Zach's life. He was indeed a special young man who touched many lives.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:16 AM CST
With you in spirit and prayer..
Jacqueline <nicndavs@yahoo.com>
Southwestern, CT - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:15 AM CST
Keeping you close to my heart and praying for you especially today as one of the most difficult parts of the process takes place. I'm so proud of you guys for being able to "let him go". It's so hard I am sure. Please know that you are loved, cared for and lifted up in prayer and I will continue to check on you here. Blessings as you grieve.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:07 AM CST
my thoughts and prayers are with you today on one of the hardest days of you lives. they will continue to be with you. keep your friends and family close, you already konw how much they care and can help. GOD be with you today and always.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:37 AM CST
I can just hear the praises being sung today of a special young man that lived far too short on this earth but accomplished more than if he lived here 100 years!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:24 AM CST
Thinking of you all today. God Bless Zachary and all who love him.
Amy
Sterling Hts, MI - Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:19 AM CST
thinking about you today as you celebrate Zman's life and wishing i was there
Jenn <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
Canada - Saturday, January 24, 2009 9:09 AM CST
You will be in my thoughts and prayers today as you honor the life of one special boy!
Tina Riga
Somerset, NJ USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:56 AM CST
Finestone Family and Friends, My thoughts and prayers are with you on this day of celebrating the life of Zachary (Zman)Finestone. May He rest in Peace and watch over you.
God Bless.
Gail W
Toronto, ON Canada - Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:14 AM CST
Scott Rebecca Family And Friends
Ed and I would like for you to know that our hearts are with you ...we could never even imange the pain that your all in right now ...How I wish that things were diffrent how you all didnt have to say see you later ...my tears fall for you and my heart is broken ...please know your in our thoughts and prayers as you go through today
Hugz
Ed & Racquell
Formally Known As Werbe Racing <PPrincess2424@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/visit/donaldstiffler - Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:46 AM CST
As you honor dear Zach's life today, please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:31 AM CST
Your're in my thoughts and prayers this morning as always.
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Saturday, January 24, 2009 6:49 AM CST
Thinking of you and your family today as you take this next step in the grief process. There is safety in numbers, glad you are surrounded by people that love and care of about you.
Peace be with you.
Rosa <rosam917@verizon.net>
St Albans, WV USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 6:34 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Thinking of you today. I am also a true believer after experiencing the "letting go" of someone. I never would have thought that was true until I was there. I also believe in the signs that you will continue to see. I'm sorry that you have had to go through this at all. Praying for you today and in the days ahead.
Eileen Fandrey and Family <efandrey@comcast.net>
Woodstock, GA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 6:30 AM CST
I'll be thinking of you today as you gather with family and friends to celebrate the wonderful life of Zachary ... (is it inappropriate that I'm still laughing at the poem???) Just know that there are many, many, MANY more of us who can't be there in person, but who will be pausing today to reflect, and who still thank you for sharing him with us.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Saturday, January 24, 2009 6:23 AM CST
Praying for you and Rebecca and your entire family. Much love to you all...
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 1:11 AM CST
That typo brought a little smile to my face. I feel that Zachary had a hand in that. He touched so many lives during his life, and continues to do so.
My deepest sympathy goes out to you and your family. I, too, am a member of the Cancer Sucks club. My son, Caleb, is a leukemia survivor.
Debbie Little - www.caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Friday, January 23, 2009 11:35 PM CST
Thinking of you both as you prepare to celebrate Zachary's life... and fully expecting more signs from him. (although it will be tough to top the poem!). Your grace and ability to always think of Zachary's needs is inspiring... he could not have had better parents, and your strength in letting him go in peace is a true testament to the love you all share... Thank you for sharing... Peace...
Shelley K
Burlington, ON Canada - Friday, January 23, 2009 9:45 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca, You are in our thoughts and prayers this weekend.
Kathy & Timmy Lawton <coloradormh57@aol.com>
Centennial, CO USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 8:19 PM CST
Scott,
Our love and prayers are with you and your family now and forever.
Ron B
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, January 23, 2009 7:48 PM CST
Thoughts and prayers for you throughout tomorrow.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 23, 2009 4:02 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, I just wanted to let you know that you will be in my prayers and thoughts as you face tomorrow and your final good byes to your loving brave son. Praying that you will find strength in your friends, family and memories of Zachary. Carol
Carol Hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 2:06 PM CST
Those moments have Zach and his strength and personality written all over them. You're in my thoughts.
Joyce <jdadekia@skidmore.edu>
NY - Friday, January 23, 2009 2:03 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I will not have internet access this weekend, so I am coming here today to let you know you will be in my thoughts and prayers this weekend.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Friday, January 23, 2009 1:01 PM CST
Just as I pulled up Zach's page today, Through The Fire and Flames came on through my ipod speakers (that particular song was accidentally put on my ipod by my son). Didn't Zach enjoy playing that one on Guitar Hero? I think you wrote about it along time ago..along with saying that the words are significant although I can't understand them myself. The song always makes me think of Zach though..Tomorrow will be a rough day. So many will be with you in spirit. Sorry I am signing twice today, but you are in my thoughts a lot.
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Friday, January 23, 2009 12:41 AM CST
Rebecca and Scott, Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow and always. The Celebration of Zachary's Life will give you a great deal of comfort.
Hugs Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@comcast.net>
Enola, PA USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 12:09 AM CST
Keeping you guys in my thoughts.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, January 23, 2009 10:47 AM CST
I know that poem so well..I'm Free..it's beautiful and Zachary's alteration is perfect. I know he'll continue to give you signs that he is still with you. I look forward to more stories if you'll share them with us. I know I will miss Zachary very much even though I've never met him in life. Thank you for giving us some comfort in the midst of your own private pain. So many people all over are grieving with you.
Death Is Nothing At All
Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I and you are you,
Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name,
Speak to me in the easy way which you always used,
Put no difference in your tone,
wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow,
laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Pray smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word
that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effort
without the trace of a shadow in it.
Life means all that it ever meant
it is the same as it ever was.
There is unbroken continuity,
why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you
somewhere very near
just around the corner.
All is well.
-Henry Scott Holland
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Friday, January 23, 2009 9:34 AM CST
Ah, you summed me up in a line-"a recipe for disaster..." Truth is, I know that I spent far too much time alone after Robert died. I was home alone almost every single day while the children were at school and "normal" people were at work...I spent every other weekend home alone not long after Robert died when my marriage dissolved-that was not fun facing the dreary sunsets that plagued me viciously for a few years...I am glad you are not alone-I wish I was closer so that I could be there more...Much love, see you tomorrow. Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Friday, January 23, 2009 8:40 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca,
My thoughts and prayers continue with you.....your new journey is about to begin. It will be a difficult road but together you will make it through it.
The pain of Zachary's passing will never go away; it will in time not be as raw as it is now.
I hope you find comfort in that. Zman is still out there watching over you....
Jen Miles <goformiles55407@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 8:38 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca
Ed and I are just stopping in to tell you that our prayers and thoughts are with you ...I cant imange the pain that your in or how your world is shattered ...but Tommrow as you go and say see you later to Zack ..know us in Kansas are with you in thought and prayer ....
God Speed My Precious Friends
Ed & Racquell
Formally Werbe Racing (Racing For A Cause Under cancer Sucks Club) <PPrincess2424@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/visit/donaldstiffler - Friday, January 23, 2009 8:38 AM CST
Hi. Just wanted your family to know I will be thinking of you deeply tomorrow as you say your final goodbye.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, January 23, 2009 8:11 AM CST
Hey. Thinking of you guys this morning. I looked back through your journal entries and got a few chuckles from some of Zachary's escapades. I loved the "Pick which of these really happened" entries. Just wanted you to know that Zach made me smile this morning.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
CA - Friday, January 23, 2009 7:35 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca. We cherish the time spent with you and Zach a few weeks ago. You are always in our prayers. God will warm Zachary in His hands to heal his body and free his soul so he may play in the fields of Heaven. With love and deepest compassion...
Julie and Jerry Brown <jbbrown@gate.net>
Miami Beach, FL USA - Friday, January 23, 2009 7:17 AM CST
Halfway through your writing, thinking about what marvelous gifts of compassion Zachary and Rebecca gave one another, made obvious by their huge love for each other in his last bit of time here ..... I was sitting here crying, just imagining. How is it, just a few paragraphs later, I burst out laughing at the typo??? I hope you discover a million more Zachary-moments in the days to come.
Kristie Escoe (mom to Kendrie) ALL <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Thursday, January 22, 2009 9:52 PM CST
Thinking of you all today!
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:44 PM CST
Your journal entries never fail to make me both cry and laugh - yes, it certainly sounds like Zachary's spirit, if not his earthly body, is very much alive and well. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers on Saturday, I hope the services are beautiful.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, NC USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:08 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I could not agree with you more about living so many years to heal the wound. I will be living right along with you. I miss my boy terribly, and I want you to know I am thinking of you constantly. Do what you need to do. Numbers are good, but they do wear off.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/brandonloose
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, pa usa - Thursday, January 22, 2009 3:48 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, Stay with your family and friends. You might think you need a minute to yourself. I did and went to the grocery store by myself just to get away and lost it in the middle of the aisle when I was in the pop tart aisle. Her favorite. Sending Cyper Hugs, Love and Prayers to both of you. Telling them it is O.K. is something unfortunately you have to witness to believe and I am also a true believer. I thought Hospice was nuts when they told me that. I told them no I am not doing that! Because it is not O.K. but immediately following me and her Dad telling her. "She let go"...
Your Friend
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@comcast.net>
Enola, PA USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 3:11 PM CST
Dear Rebecca & Scott: Have NO doubt - EVER - that Zachary will always be in your heart AND your mind...and Scott, you especially, should watch your back as I'm sure in many ways Zachary will always be competing and challenging you. Take comfort in that - as your bonds - are forever altered - NOT severed. XXOO-randy
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 22, 2009 2:35 PM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary: I have followed your site for SOME time but not sure I have ever signed. In many instances your journal writing and life experiences have brought me close but for whatever reason I remained a lurker. I read your most recent entry while at work and both sobbed like a baby and almost pee-ed myself laughing so hard. All in the matter of minutes. I cannot adequately express how much I have thought about and prayed for your family. I cannot even come close to adequately express how sorry I am that the three of you are not physically together today. But I firmly believe Zach's with you, the poem is your proof! My thoughts continue to be with you during this period of grief and acclimation to a different life. You are amazing people and it appears you are surrounded by many more truely amazing folks. I cannot thank you enough for sharing your experience with the world. That right there takes a lot of courage. All my best,
Margaret Wolfson
West Saint Paul, MN USA! - Thursday, January 22, 2009 1:42 PM CST
rebecca,i admire you. you did the most difficult thing a mom can do....and you did it for your son.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2009 12:27 AM CST
Bought tears to my eyes, reading that Mom gave her OK and he breathed his last breath. Most definitely, that would be the hardest thing any parent would have to do. Zachary will always be your guardian angel, watching over all you do. Treasure all those memories.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2009 12:23 AM CST
I laughed so hard when I read the poem...sounds like Zachary is still cracking his jokes!!! Thank you for being so candid and sharing your thoughts, anguish, hopes, and tears with us all these years - we have all been blessed. May God continue to bless all of you as you face every single second without Zachary. Your names are still being lifted up in prayer every day.
Missy <pigskinchick@gmail.com>
Shelby, NC - Thursday, January 22, 2009 12:02 AM CST
As a parent who has "been there"...(and it is never the same for any 2 parents)I held Seth in my arms as he took his last breath as I did when he took his first one..........I thought I would never survive this. People always said "it will get easier with time"...NOT
It gets more tolerable. It will never be easy with out our kids but take it one moment at a time. It gets more tolerable. Seth said to me about 2 weeks before he died as we were standing talking to nurse Tracy "mommy, you are the best mommy in the whole world". Those are the words that kept me going. I did not want to let him down...We kept fighting when he was with us and we keep going today. Don't get me wrong we have our really really tough times,,,oh dear god how do we go on times...but we do.I am going to send you a book that someone gave that I found helpful, by no means made anything better but helpful. I also feel the best place for Seth is here with us but I know he is now in a place free of pain...
We will see you Saturday
Seth's mommy, Ruthie <Rbunkmann@msn.com>
North Palm Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:49 AM CST
I haven't been able to read in a few days, and even though I knew Zachary's time to go was coming, I still found myself breathless when I signed on today and read that he had gone. I am so sorry for you and Rebecca, Scott. Please know that you are both in my prayers that you will find the strength to get through this. Fly sweet Zachary. Fly.
Shelley Klein
Floyds Knobs, IN USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:02 AM CST
Just thought this may be of interest or comfort.....
"Sand Fleas"
written by Susan Larson
“The death of a child takes you places you’ve never been before, not only in terms of emotions, but in terms of awareness of all that is. I liken the experience to playing on the shore with your friends and complaining about an occasional bite from a sand flea. It’s painful and annoying, but at least everyone else understands how you feel when you’re bitten.
Then one day, a wave grabs you and pulls you out into the ocean where you are bitten by a shark. You feel pain you never imagined could exist. And you’re alone in unfamiliar territory. When you get back to shore, you try to explain your pain to your friends, but the worst pain they can imagine is being bitten by 1,000 sand fleas. That’s all they know. There is no way to explain it to them.
But it’s not just the pain you can’t explain. While struggling under the water you’re suddenly aware that there is infinitely more to life than what we see on the shore. You see the ocean floor with coral reefs and rock formations, things you had never before imagined. You have tapped into the vastness of creation to a higher degree. And again, there is no way to adequately describe this vastness you see and feel. You have nothing to compare it to.
You have a true sense of a greater dimension, and you know that the loved one you miss is out there. You also know your loved one is not lost, but has only gone before you to a place more beautiful and vast than those on the shore could ever imagine. Yes, you still get annoyed with the sand fleas, but you now realize how trivial they are. And even if your friends don’t understand you, you know there is Someone greater out there who does.”
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:30 AM CST
Thank you so much for sharing the last moments of Zachary's life with us. You have always been so generous in giving us a glimpse of what it's like in your lives. I can't imagine having to tell my son that it's okay to go. I can't imagine how much inner strength that must take. I am bawling just thinking about Rebecca and you having to tell him he could go............
He will always be with you. He will always play pranks on you, he learned from the best.
I don't believe that time "heals". I believe that time helps soften the sharp pain and that in time you learn how to live with the pain and how to keep enjoying life.
Even when you are alone physically, know that you are not alone in spirit. So many around the country and world are with you; grieving, laughing, hoping, loving, praying.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:28 AM CST
From what I have come to "know" about Zachary through the wit and honesty and humor and sarcasm of his father, I don't think the acorn has fallen too far from the tree, even if he is now behind that veil - I am confident he will be "feeding" you material for the rest of your life. Just wanted you to know that a "lurker" is still "lurking."
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:18 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I continue to keep you in my thoughts. Loved the story about the poem!
Jessie
B-Town, WA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 9:46 AM CST
Even though I'm a new visitor to Zachary's site, only "meeting" him in the past few months, I am overcome with emotion reading your entry. What an AMAZING son you have, just AMAZING....... I will be praying for you both and everyone else who loves your AMAZING ZACHARY.
Dianna in Louisiana <legalwriter5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:58 AM CST
There are no words to tell you how sorry I am for the loss of your Zachary. He will always live on within you and Rebecca. What an extraordinary young man. What extraordinary parents as well.
Karen <klc19572005@yahoo.com>
MA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:05 AM CST
We learned about the loss of your son on Lucas Singleton's web page and wanted to come and leave a message of sympathy for you all. We ask God to be with you and give you the Peace that only he can. We ask God to Bless You All in a Special Way. Love and Prayers.
Dave and Sharlene Burgess <sburg321@hotmail.com>
Belton, SC USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 7:48 AM CST
Through my tears, I had to laugh. Yes, Zach's humor is a reminder that his presence is with you always. For all of us that will be unable to attend Zach's service this weekend, please know that our thoughts and prayers will be with your family. Zach was such a special young man and his loving memory will remain with all of us forever. God bless your wonderful family.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Thursday, January 22, 2009 7:47 AM CST
I too know without a doubt Zachary is out there looking down on you and as always doing it in typical Zachary style. Praying for all of you. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Thursday, January 22, 2009 7:47 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Kathy Baldini
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, January 22, 2009 7:05 AM CST
Scott and Family,
Your story and struggle is an inspiration to me. I look back at all those updates you would give us at the shop on Zachs progress and I wish I had had the opportunity to spend more time getting to know him. He was a special young man and I will use his example to try and make my son James realize how special Gods gift of life is.
Jim McGrath <jim@grandslamtackle.com>
Tequesta, FL 33469 - Thursday, January 22, 2009 6:32 AM CST
Thanks for sharing these last few minute of Zach's life. I know when my father was dying from a stroke I was telling him it was okay to let go. No one told me to do that - they words just came naturally as he struggled to breathe. Once my Mom repeating the same thing to him his breathing eased up, tear formed in his life and he was gone. I do believe our love ones needs to know they can let go and move on to their everlasting eternal life. Thanks for posting this so others too can give their loved ones the words they need to hear.
Continuing to lift you all up in prayers.
David Daniel <rhondavid@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2009 6:26 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Thank you for sharing your story... Zachary truly was an amazing kid and he has amazing parents. Almost everybody wants to find some way to leave their mark on the world when its all said and done, and Zachary certainly did that.
They talk about the ultimate sacrifice being when one gives up their life to save someone else, but I don't think that even equates to the sacrifice your family has made. You are forced to face the worst pain imaginable, so that your son no longer has to suffer. Nobody deserves to go through what you are all going through,but I hope you can gain some comfort in the fact that Zachary is truly in a better place and free of pain.
TJ
NY - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:40 PM CST
What a surreal experience it is for me, to be crying and laughing at the same time.
Personally, I would have been so tempted to leave the pamphlet as it was, and see how many others caught it. You may have even seen a few laughs in the audience, and I think Zman would have enjoyed that immensely.
Thinking of Zach tonight with a smile, and keeping you both in my heart as you continue to come to terms with everything. Lots of hugs from Colorado!
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:31 PM CST
Thank you for continuing to share your precious and private moments with the lurkers at large. You all continue to touch and inspire so many. I think of your family every time I hear this song by Matthew West...
Don't be mad if I cry
It just hurts so bad sometimes
Cause every day it's sinkin in
And I have to say goodbye all over again
You know I bet it feels good
To have the weight of this world
Off your shoulders now
I'm dreaming of the day
When I'm finally there with you
Save a place for me, save a place for me
I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon
Save a place for me, save some grace for me
I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon
I have asked the questions why
But I guess the answer's for another time
So instead I'll pray with every tear
And be thankful for the time I had you here
I wanna live my life just like you did
And make the most of my time just like you did
And I wanna make my home up in the sky
Just like you did, but oh, until I get there
Save a place for me, save a place for me
I'll be there soon
Jennifer <jendoskal@yahoo.com>
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:08 PM CST
I absolutely believe in angels and that our loved ones send us signs. I am so glad he sent you one in Zachary style! There is a book called "When God Sends An Angel" that I just finished reading. You can get it from Avon and it comes as a set with a very nice journal. It is probably the most inspirational thing I have read in a very long time.
My prayer for you and Rebecca is that you find peace and strength to get through the coming days, weeks, and years and that you get more signs and visits from your very own Angel. I also pray that you continue to journal here, some of us lurkers out here have grown quite attached to you and your family and would miss you terribly.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 10:41 PM CST
Dear Finestones..
I am sitting here in total disbelief tonight. I am so, so sorry for your loss. When my daughter, Kaysha, told me...I said "No, not Zachary..no way".
I don't know if you'll remember us but we met at Camp Boggy Creek a little more then a year ago at Family Weekend. I remember so well Kody, Kolin and Zachary eating spaghetti with their faces at our dining room table. Watching the boys get along so great that weekend was such an awesome experience.
But, what I will always remember as long as I shall live, is how Zachary got my then, 16 year old, shy daughter Kaysha up on the dance floor on dance night and they rocked the night away. I still laugh when I look at the photos of that weekend.
We will be praying for all of you, to one day find peace and praying that Zachary keeps coming to visit, with many sweet surprises.
Bless his heart..he was, and still is the most awesome kid ever.
All our love,
The "K" family
www.lookingthroughtheglass-kim.blogspot.com
Kim Kruppenbacher <nikon4kim@gmail.com>
LEESBURG, FL USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 10:14 PM CST
Thank you for sharing, in a day filled with saddness you have brought a smile to my face,from the depths of your own grief.
I will smile and think of Zachary as I fall asleep tonight. What a special young man.
Gail W
Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 9:25 PM CST
Tears and laughter...what a great kid. What great parents. Our thoughts and prayers will be with you on Saturday, and we pray that Zach continues to give you much to write about!!
The Hamiltons <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
CA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 9:04 PM CST
What truly touching stories you have shared. It tugs at the heart strings to know Zachary was holding on, trying to protect his Momma. What a beautiful story that you will have forever. I'm sure Zachary is going to show in his own special way, time and time again. He never ceased to amaze me during his time on Earth, and I know he's in Heaven, that adorable Zachary smirk, thinking of ways to let you and Rebecca know he's with you.
Thank you for continuing to update and continuing to keep the "lurkers" updated. I continue to pray each day for strength and comfort for you all.
Chrissy Van Berkum <chrissy.vanberkum@gmail.com>
Atlanta, GA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:56 PM CST
Continuing to pray for you and Rebecca and the rest of your family and friends.
Joy/Angel_Wings
Joy Stoerger <joystoerger@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:46 PM CST
I OFTEN THINK OF YOU ALL. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. ZACHARY WAS AN AMAZING YOUNG MAN HIS PRESENCE WILL FOREVER LIVE ON.....
TIFFANY
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:39 PM CST
I hope that in those moments that you do find yourself alone that you will remember that there are many of us out and about that are holding you up in prayer. Thank you for your honesty and especially for sharing Zach with all of us.
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, Sk Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:38 PM CST
God Bless this family..you will always be in my thoughts and prayers. You are such special people and we have gotten to know you along your journey and I can tell you that you guys have touched so many people and if you need us even through great distance we are here to provide you both with love and prayer..Forever in prayer for you
{{LOVE}}
Kym/Angel_Wings
Kym Lewis <klewis@laborchex.com>
Flowood, MS USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:18 PM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Genna Bailey <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 8:07 PM CST
Please know that we continue to pray for you all.
God bless you
Debbie/Angel_Wings
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:55 PM CST
I am so glad Zachary found some way to make you smile with the typo even for just a second. I pray for God to give you the strength you need to be able to do the things that are important. Stay with family and friends and draw from them. You will know when it's time to be alone. I so wish I could be at Zachary's service. I'm sure it will be amazing- just as he was. He will continue to touch tons of lives. He remains in my heart - with you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep writing....we'll keep reading. - Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:25 PM CST
You are such an amazing family. I pray that you find the strength to find peace. I will always be checking this site and continue to help to find a cure for Neuroblastoma. We are having a walkathon (www.mysticforcefoundation.com") on Sunday in North Miami and I will be walking in honor of Zachary. WALK FOR A CURE
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:53 PM CST
Well, you can't read that little typo and not get a grin thinking of Zach! Sending you all prayers and hugs.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:52 PM CST
It is so painful to visit Zach's site knowing he is no longer here. I find myself thinking about what it must be like for you guys and my heart breaks. You guys don't get to step away from this pain. You are living it 24/7 it leaves me breathless to even think about it. I am praying for a feeling of peace for you both.
Monica <rulonm@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:34 PM CST
Continuing to pray for you and your family. God Bless you all...
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, Tx - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:30 PM CST
Keep writing Scott! We WILL keep reading!!
And Zach, keep the funnies coming!!
Nikki from the Blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 5:15 PM CST
I will never forget your son. My prayers are with you for the days and weeks to come.
Darlene Brown <Darlenedray@Hotmail.com>
Peteroborough, Ca - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:43 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you continually. Like countless others, I knew Zachary only through your journal. Thank you for sharing your precious son with us...what a tremendous influence your whole family has had on me. I will always remember Zach and his amazing Mom and Dad. I am asking God to bless you with comfort that only He can give and with sweet memories to hold you close until you are eternally together.
Judy Gillen <jgillen@nechristian.edu>
Papillion, NE - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:36 PM CST
I truly beleive that is an important thing to to be able to tell the child its ok to let go... I was not able to do that with my son.. circumstances were totaly differnt but I do beleive it. I will keep you in my prayers and yes do make sure you have people around you as much as possible and keep on after Sat as long as you can.. I m sure you will get signs for a long time
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:32 PM CST
Wow....your entry sent shivers up my spine and tears came to my eyes. He held on until his mom told him he could go..... When my godson passed away we did the same thing. His mom, dad and I told him he could go....10 minutes later he was gone and very peacefully. The doctors said it could take hours and could be unpleasant (and we were terrified). I do believe they still hear us, feel us and take comfort in knowing we will be ok, even when everyone says they can't hear you. I am certain that Zachary is with you....figuring out more jokes to toss your way! I wish I could have met him. (Although through your amazing journaling I feel like I knew him!) He was an amazing young man...he has an amazing spirit that will never be forgotten. Praying for you...
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:22 PM CST
I had so hoped to travel to Florida for the celebration of Zach's life but that won't be possible. I will be thinking of you all and praying for the day! I think of you all so often and hope that some day it will get easier for you. I am a true believer that our loved ones are never far away, even after they've left us. Thank you for sharing this journey with us (lurkers), I will continue to follow the journal as long as there are entries. I will always carry Zach's spirit and fight with me and use them for good.
Heidi K <grrkaliher@yahoo.com>
Fridley, MN - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:16 PM CST
Teats... hilarious. Don't worry, he will keep making you laugh. I recently went to the funeral of a young friend of mine. At the graveside service, as soon as the pastor opened his mouth, the loudest train horn you have ever heard sounded a few hundred yards away. After about 5 minutes, when the pastor was allowed to speak again, he said, "Thank you, Matthew, for the sound effects." He'll keep visiting you!
Valerie
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 4:12 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca:
The picture I have of Zach...the Zach I "know"...is one of a young man who bravely battled this insidious disease with courage, grace, and humor. The courage didn't surprise me because the urge to live is so ingrained in us that the desire to fight and win is predominant. The fact that he was able to sustain such courage, such fight, for so long was what impressed me the most because I understand how difficult that becomes over an extended period of time. What amazed me the most was the grace and humor with which Zach traveled this path he was given. Those are choices of the most precious kind because they are not always easy to maintain amidst the pain, amidst the myriad of tests and procedures and scans and emotional ups and downs that pull at one's soul and test one's spirit. But, spirit was what defined Zach, whether it was the precocious spirit that made him challenge everything, or the playful spirit that made him comment about life and the people in it from an observation point that tickled me, or the obdurate spirit that made him fight so tenaciously and relentlessly.
He made me laugh. He made me cry. And I suspect those two emotional responses will linger with you and Rebecca for the rest of your lives and that they will define the journey that you are now on...crying for the loss of more tender moments and laughing for the joy of how he lived the life he was given.
With courage, grace, and humor.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 3:46 PM CST
"Teats"....LOL
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 3:36 PM CST
Still thinking of you guys, sending prayers your way.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 3:13 PM CST
I found this quote and it made me think of all of you and your love for Zachary: "Let me hold you in my heart, my soul, and in my dreams - experiencing you in my mind for loving you is the greatest gift, joy of my life."
Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 2:14 PM CST
My little hero will always be with me. The noyzboys are fortunate to have had such valiant soldier in their corner. We love you.
gpa, beau and julian
Michael <spinnish@yahoo.com>
Southwest, NH USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 1:39 PM CST
Dear Finestone's,
I have not signed in for a few days due to computer problems. But you have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly. It isn't even close to possible for us that have not experienced what you are going through to even imagine.
My prayer is that you feel the comfort of all of those around you who love you so much and who love Zachary so much.
I pray for all of Zachary's extended family, his friends, and his community, as well as for you, Scott and Rebecca. May you feel Zachary with you at all times helping to guide you along your "new" journey.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 1:27 PM CST
Hello Finestones,
I was able to see the video you put on Zach's page, they did a nice job of showing a boy with a zest for life.
Last night, we were flipping through the channels and came across Jay-Z performing a concert to celebrate the inauguration. We are not hip-hop or rap fans... However, I did catch one lyric by Jay-Z from the song "History"
..and it will live on in my heart as it will remind me of Zachary.
"I wanna be remembered long after you breath,
Long after i`m gone, long after i breath".
Zachary will be remembered long after he breathed, he is a Hero.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:45 AM CST
Dear Scott And Rebecca,
Our hearts and prayers are with both of you, praying god to give strength to you and your family in this hard moments.
Since we are walking the same sadly path with our son Sebastian who is losing his battle against leukemia I can tell you that I know exactly the pain that you went trough, god bless our angels.
Francisco Sarmiento <ffssic@hotmail.com>
Wellington, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 11:41 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I have a 12 yrs. old daughter that has been in treatment for 14 months, and I know the worries well, but cannot imagine he heartbreak. We will pray for you and your family.
Renee Norbury <norburys@sympatico.ca>
London, On Canada - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:47 PM CST
I wanted to let you know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers, always.
Hugs,
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:31 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca: I feel strongly that Zach's spirit is like St. Francis of Assisi, because Zach lived a lot of St. Francis of Assisi's prayer for 9 years. I think Zach is taking care of and watching over the animals in heaven like St. Francis, too.
Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
Where there is sadness, joy.
O, DIVINE MASTER, grant that I may not
so much seek to be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Zach has touched so many hearts with his strength, his courage, and his spirit that lives on today! We have not forgotten his journey, nor will any of us forget him. His life and the way he lived has taught all of us about the importance of keeping hope in front of us, as Zach did. Scott and Rebecca, as Zach's parents, you have set an example for all of us to stand strong, to question, to fight for the cause, to never give up, and most of all to love deeply our sons/daughters and family. Praying that your wonderful memories are providing the strength you need now in your time of loss. Bless you!! Thinking of you every day. Love, Sondi
Sondi <shill@ci.greenacres.fl.us>
Greenacres, FL USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:15 PM CST
Still thinking of you often and hoping you are somehow finding comfort.
Nancy
Appleton, WI United States - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 8:00 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine the pain that you and your families are going through but I wanted to let you know that I am keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers! I loved Zach and he was an amazing kid and friend. He will always be with you.
Maryna Wakeman
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 5:40 PM CST
Good Morning,
Our candle light ceremony honoring the life & memory of Zachary Finestone will be tomorrow, Wednesday 21st January at 6:00 pm here at Jensen Beach High School. It will be held in front of the school around the flagpole. Please pass this on to your students and let them know if they wish to share a poem, reading, or experience they may have shared with Zach, then they will be given the opportunity to do so. We anticipate the ceremony lasting 30-45 mins. Please encourage as many as possible to come out for this event. It will also be announced on the beach tomorrow and during the afternoon announcements. If you have any questions, please contact me at school or on my cell. Please let me know if anyone else should receive this e-mail and I will forward it/or you can forward if you wish.
Thnx,
FRIENDS AND FAMILY
- Tuesday, January 20, 2009 1:29 PM CST
thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2009 12:52 AM CST
Just wanted to say I'm thinking of your family today.
Katie (Hunter's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ma/hunter) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 11:47 AM CST
No one can truly know the pain of losing a child unless you are that parent - and each parent's pain is unique to them. I do not know the pain that you are in, but I can offer my prayers to you. God can heal you and comfort you during this time. It seems that Zachary was a light to all that knew him and he made his mark on this world the short time he was in it. No matter how old we are, we can all be taught - even by a child. Even though he is not with you now, he is in a better place, in the arms of our Creator.
Diann R
Tequesta, FL USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 8:40 AM CST
I can't even imagine the pain you must be feeling (along with all the other emotions) Please know I am praying for you, Rebecca and your extended family. Zachary was a great warrior and is now in peace and without pain. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 8:05 AM CST
We haven't met in body but we have in through the Spirit. I wish that I could be there to give you a hug. The harder the times, the closer the Lord is (more so when it doesn't seem so). You are, and have been, and will be in my prayers.
John L Owens <romans.8.01@gmail.com>
Niagara Falls, NY USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 7:13 AM CST
Continuing to hold your family close during this time. I pray that your precious memories of the quality time spent together help to carry you through!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:10 AM CST
Angel Zachary and family,
My 16 year old sister passed away just two days before Zachary, after a 6 year battle with Neuroblastoma. I bet Tamara has met Zachary and the two are watching closely over us all.
My thoughts and prayers are with you as I know exactly how you feel right now.
Kylie xx
Kylie
Wollongong, NSW Australia - Monday, January 19, 2009 11:50 PM CST
Again I am so sorry about Zachary's passing... prayers continue fron central NY. i also wanted to tell you I am trying to finish reading your book. but now ,knowing the final outcome, it is so hard to read. It keeps making me cry. Hard for me to believe I can be so affected by a kid I never even met.Plus my sister in law lives in Juno Beach, I've been there to visit, and I keep picturing Zachary there on the beach having fun.Which is how it should be... anyway your book is really good and I will finish it... in time...
michele
ny - Monday, January 19, 2009 11:24 PM CST
Praying for your family during these difficult days.
The Valente Family
Janie Valente
Tecumseh, On Canada - Monday, January 19, 2009 9:52 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, I'm so sorry for the lost of your son. I have a note posted to my computer that reads: "The heart is like the mind, inside it are kept the most precious memories". I read this several times a day, because I too, lost my son, but not to cancer. He was 28. The pain doesn't get better with time, no matter what people say. But the memories will you will have forever.
Rhonda <brandisnan@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 8:15 PM CST
Thinking of you!
Claudia Kirk Barto <Claudiakbarto@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL US - Monday, January 19, 2009 7:34 PM CST
When my Rachael died, I was so very angry.
People told me she was in a better place.
I've learned to believe that statement, that I once thought was heartless, when I realized that Rachael is being joined by the BEST of the BEST kids.
Your Zachary is a star that I hope Rachael has been able to welcome to the better place we hear about.
What a constellation of stars their spirits create...amazing Z-man.
kathie Mayo -- www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2009 7:33 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca-
Remembering those last moments are . . . brutal. I can't come up with a better word for it. For me, it's one of those things that I push away as soon as the image comes to my mind. It just pains me too much.
I have thought of you both so much this week as I understand the shift. The word that always comes to mind for me is "uncomfortable". I felt like I wanted out of my own skin, just so restless and wrong. There is no answer, no cure. I will say that as time goes by it eases a bit. For me, not that much. It is more learning how to live with it and learning how to push it deep inside.
No way is the right way. We all learn to deal with the death of our child our own way . . . keeping busy, laying in bed, talking about it, withdrawing, or remembering to live life anew. Essentially, it is all of these things.
I will be there Saturday. I am so happy I am home and can make it. Sending lots of love and encouragement to you both.
Much love, Michelle
Michelle Cameron <largo142@aol.com>
- Monday, January 19, 2009 6:57 PM CST
My heart breaks for ya'll. There is nothing I can say to take away the pain, but we know he is with the Lord now and no more suffering. Draw strength from that. May God bless, gloria banks
Gloria Banks <Tap17g@hotmail.com>
Hoover, AL USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 6:37 PM CST
Dear Rebecca & Scott: Just continue to "check" on you & remind you that out of sight is NOT out of mind where Zachary is concerned - for any of us. Your honest sharing of Zachary - warts and all - made you all the more "real" to your CB lurkers & regulars. It became a "small" world when so many hearts were filled with hope for Zachary's continuing healing miracle! I do hope that the gift of one last smirk continues to bring you comfort - he surely stayed TRUE to himself!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
Springfield, NJ - Monday, January 19, 2009 6:16 PM CST
I was so sorry to hear about the passing of your brave and beautiful son. Please accept my deepest and sincerest condolences.
I’d also like to thank you for sharing his story, as his has been a tale of courage, strength, and perseverance. The world’s been left a much better place, having had Zachary in it.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
My Purpose
There isn't an explanation as to why I became sick.
All I know is God has a plan for each of us and for each plan there is a purpose. Some of us know what our purpose in life is and others will never find it. Then there are those like me who accomplish it without ever realizing it.
My journey with cancer will not and has not been without purpose. It is through my illness that I have helped doctors understand this disease a little more so they may find a cure.
It is through my illness that I have opened the eyes to those around me to see how precious life really is. Something we all too often take for granted.
It is through my illness that some of those around me have realized that life is too short to be afraid of our feelings. My cancer has been beaten back by the power of love. It is the most powerful of emotions, one not to be afraid of, but to be embraced. To be loved by someone unconditionally and completely is to reach into your soul
and feel warmth.
It is through my illness that I have shown there is no guarantee for the future--only dreams for it. Whether the future is just another day or another 75 years, we should all dream big and live fully everyday.
It is through my illness that I have seen the strong cry, only to find more strength.
It is through my illness that some of us who haven't talked to God in a while have once again begun to pray.
It is through my illness that I have joined the hands of those familiar to those of strangers, to form one long chain.
I have already accomplished so much in such a short amount of time and each day I continue to touch the hearts of many.
That is my purpose.
Janine Couppee <Coup_1@msn.com>
Davenport, IA - Monday, January 19, 2009 4:51 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca: Even though we had never met Zachary, we certainly felt like we knew him. Please be assured you are in our thoughts and prayers. Yesterday, (Sunday) our pastor used Zachry in his sermon called the Ultimate Healing; That death has no power, and now he is healed.
Charlie and Barbara Reynolds Sr. <creynolds3@aol.com>
Winter Haven, Fl USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 4:01 PM CST
Sending prayers to your family today as you have been on my mind- I pray for peace for your broken hearts. Hold tight to one another.
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 3:54 PM CST
Sending prayers and thinking of you.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Monday, January 19, 2009 3:28 PM CST
Just thinking about you and your family.
Rosa Moore <rosam917@verizon.net>
Saint Albans, WV USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 3:19 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and extended family and friends,
We are deeply sorry to learn of Zachary's flight into the arms of angels. Our hearts are with you, as they will be with you on Saturday and all the days that follow. No one should ever lose a child. We are so blessed to have known of Zach and had him touch our lives with his wonderful spunk and adventures. Thanks so much for sharing him with us all.
Many hugs and love,
Tracey, Steve, Quinn and Callum xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@Shaw.ca>
Calgary,Ab, Canada, - Monday, January 19, 2009 2:49 PM CST
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Finestone,
I would like to extend to you my sincere condolences and only sorry I didn't get to know Zachary better. You are expemplar parental models and everyone should take notice of your accomplishments. I am so honored to have known you and as a parent myself of a child with special needs, I thank you for allowing me to be a part of Zach's life and yours.
Dorothy Schmidt - Legal Assistant LRCFW <dschmidt@lytalreiter.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 1:38 PM CST
"Please don't be so sad,
I miss you so much too.
Its beautiful where I am.
But I worry a lot about you.
I sleep with angels watching me,
thre's only love up here.
I'm never lonely or afraid,
'Cause God's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday,
He's very kind and sweet.
Don't worry...He holds my hand
When we cross a golden street.
I never cry or hurt myself,
I see you everyday...
I laugh and play and sing a lot
and hear when you pray.
Please don't be mad at God
You see, He loves me too.
And even though you're not here with
me, I'm really still with you.
Forever in our hearts <vriga@verizon.net>
New Jersey, USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 1:32 PM CST
I never met Zach's parents but I did know Zach, I was friends with him when he went to Trinity United Methodist School and was still friends with him when he went to Stuart Middle, he always made everyone smile and laugh and was awesome, I'm so sorry for your loss and i'll be praying for you.
Morgan Lay (13)
Jensen Beach, - Monday, January 19, 2009 12:03 AM CST
Zachary, this is for your parents. We're having an Angel_Wings prayer vigil tonight and I wanted them to know that they are not alone in their new journey. Some of us also walk in the same kind of shoes they walk in.
I love you, my friend.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
"Lend Me Your Hope"
Lend me your hope for awhile
I seem to have mislaid mine.
Lost and hopeless feelings accompany me daily
Pain and confusion are my companions.
I know not where to turn:
Looking ahead to future times does not
Bring forth images of renewed hope.
I see troubled times, pain-filled days,
And more tragedy.
Lend me your hope for awhile,
I seem to have mislaid mine.
Hold my hand and hug me:
Listen to all my ramblings,
Recovery seems so far distant,
The road to healing seems like a long
and lonely one.
Lend me your hope for awhile,
I seem to have mislaid mine.
Stand by me, offer me your presence,
Your heart and your love.
Acknowledge my pain, it is so real and
Ever present.
I am overwhelmed with sad and conflicting
Thoughts
Lend me your hope for awhile:
A time will come when I will heal,
And I will share my renewal, hope and
Love with others.
~~ Eloise Cole ~~
Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
United States - Monday, January 19, 2009 11:09 AM CST
I'm signing in again just to let you know that I continue to lift you up in prayer wishing I could be closer to offer more to you than words. But, I know that prayer is the most powerful tool we have no matter where we are. And so, I continue to use it on your behalf. Blessings as you grieve. Know that you are loved.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, January 19, 2009 10:08 AM CST
I keep trying to sign again but every time I do I just end up crying too much to say anything helpful. I'm so sorry and just know I carry Zach in my heart always..I have been with you since 2003 and this is so hard to believe..I love his final gift to you...that is so Zachary..Peace to you..
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Monday, January 19, 2009 10:03 AM CST
I started reading your journal a couple of months ago. Thanks for sharing Zack's and your life with everyone. I'm so sorry for your loss. My family also lost a Zack to cancer a year and half ago. He was also a remarkable boy. Our Zack's mom just earned her wings a couple of weeks ago. She is also a victim of cancer. My heart goes out to you.
Teri Barnes
McCalla, AL US - Monday, January 19, 2009 8:58 AM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca, like so many others, I come here hoping to write something profound and touching and helpful ... yet find myself unable to think of a damn thing to say that will make a difference. I can only imagine how you are feeling and how much you are mising Zachary. I miss him, and I didn't even know him, except through your writing. Thank you so much for sharing him with all of us. At the least, I hope the knowledge that so many from around the country and around the world are mourning with you, well, I hope it at least helps a little. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Monday, January 19, 2009 8:09 AM CST
just dropping by to let you guys know i'm thinking about ya...saw the news clip about zach and i laughed and cried...after reading your journal entry i looked at the counter and saw that i am #900,000...wow...look at all the lives he touched...my hero
Jenn <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
Canada - Monday, January 19, 2009 7:28 AM CST
Rebecca & Scott
Ed and I are just stopping by to let you know that your thought about and we are still praying with you ...we bpth know that yourunder extream emotional pain ...our only wish is that we could in person tell you what your son ment to Ed and I and everyone out at I70 Speedway when we were dong Zacks cancer sucks logo and bringing awarness ...I have talked to some of our racer friends and they too hurt for you and have prayers coming your way ...Ed and I maynot race anymore but we have forever friends that supported us and our Pit Crew and know who Zack is ...Boy did Zack make a ompact out here in Kansas all the way from florida ...only he could touch so meany in the way that he did !!! I promiss to never forget him and I promiss to do everything in my power to bring awarness not only to niroblastoma but all cancers ....Zack is my driving force he is my strenth and he will be part of my voice ...cancer sucks club still carries on here in Kansas and all around the world ...As I said I just wanted you all to know that we will never leave your side and we are with you in thoughts and prayers
Hugz
Ed & Racquell
Formally Werbe Racing <PPrincess2424@aol.com>
Kansas City , Ks www.caringbridge.org/visit/donaldstiffler - Monday, January 19, 2009 6:41 AM CST
I have to ditto the thanks that Shayne Bono said in the entry. Thank you for sharing Zachary with us. You guys are selfless and wonderful. I think all of our lives have been made better because of our knowledge of Zachary.
Still sending prayers and thoughts your way always.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 0:38 AM CST
Oh my...As I've constantly thought of you guys and what has happened these past few days, I've wondered what I could possibly write in your guestbook that would make one tiny bit of difference in how you feel about losing the love of your life...
I guess all I can say is "THANK YOU so much for sharing yourselves and your wonderful son with us these past years"! You've allowed us to fall in love with him and your family, through the victories...through the hardships...and even through the typical trials of raising a teenager. It has been an honor and a privilege to have been able to experience your lives through reading your words, Scott.
You and Rebecca are perfect examples of what parents should be to their children, and I hope that you will continue to bless us with your wisdom through your journal entries...it would be a tremendous loss if you were to stop.
As I said earlier - I reread just about the entire journal in the past month or so, and (as a reader of your book) I think you have at least 10 book's worth of material to write about - and I hope when the pain has lessened and you find the time to organize your thoughts and memories - you will write some more books about Zachary's life and your journey. Your life stories and talent of writing shouldn't be wasted! I hope you know that...
Thank you again for baring your hearts and lives to us. I am so very sorry for your loss. The world will never be the same without your handsome young man. May the Lord bless you and keep you in your time of need.
Shayne Bono <msfans@aol.com>
West Richland, WA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:46 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I wish I had the courage or the strength to comfort you and tell you that everything will be okay but the truth of the matter is that i dont know if it ever will be okay. It used to disturb me, no it used to anger me when people would tell me that it would be okay, that something good would come from my sons passing but nothing good ever came from it, not a damn thing. I miss him terribly and I know you will miss Zach every day. I have missed you guys terribly but have been too much of a coward in dealing with my own sadness to try and help you guys and Zach over these past few years. I have been thinking of you two constantly and ask Kathy about you every time i know she visits or talks with you. I know my kids enjoyed seeing and talking with Zach the last few weeks and they have a lasting memory of how a young man gracefully dealt with knowing his last days were upon him. Your son showed tremendous courage. I love you guys and hope you find peace in the coming days.
Jeff <clm_inc@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl - Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:35 PM CST
A light has gone out with Zachary's passing from this world, but somehow I think it will continue to shine from heaven. What a tremendous example of courage he is to the rest of us. My thoughts stay with you.
Lisa
AL - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:07 PM CST
I have no words right now. He was a wonderful soul who touched so many. He will be missed.
Heather Sarina's Mom www.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina <cloudraven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 8:33 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Zachary. What an awesome young man he was! I am praying that God will wrap His loving arms around all of you & give you His peace. God bless you!
C.O.L.E. (Caring Openly, Loving Eternally) Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Marilyn Long <longmarilynj@hotmail.com>
Burlington, CO USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 8:26 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, I wanted to let you know I am thinking about you all. I will see you Saturday.
Tom
Tom Anderson
Riverview, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 7:11 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I just heard the news, my mouth dropped.I am so sorry for your loss, and such a long hard fought battle. You both have done incredible things for Zach, you give up every minute of your time, your thoughts never strayed from hope or determination.I personally am so proud of how you stood your ground and did not let anything get the best of you.I think that God will have a special place for both of you and most certainly Zach. I have been your friend for a long time, and distance has made our conversations more scarce, but my loyalty as your friend will go on forever. Jeanine and I wish you both peace and security knowing that Zach is in the best hands possible now. May God smile on you both and continue to work his wonders through you, as you both have made such a difference to the community, and all those who struggle with you.With our love sincerely....
Chris and Jeanine Wethal <lobo2knight@aol.com>
Grovetown, Ga united states - Sunday, January 18, 2009 6:47 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. What a tremendous family.
Prayers,
Christa Frantz
Christa Frantz visit/zacharyfrantz <dcfrantz@adelphia.net>
New Philadelphia, OH - Sunday, January 18, 2009 6:32 PM CST
I saw Zachary as one of "my" kids ever since he began participating in my yearly blogathon to raise NB awareness and funds. I am glad that he is now in no pain and send my heart and prayers out to your family and friends now, those left behind. Thank you Scott for bringing the essence of Zachary to us, day by day, year by year. He profoundly effected my life just as I know hid did yours.
Much Love.
Nikki from the nb blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh - Sunday, January 18, 2009 5:36 PM CST
As you know we just returned from Israel where we said prayers for all of you in these trying times. At the Western Wall, Edward remembered Zach as we said prayers for recovery. We know that you all fought a BRAVE battle.
We, Max and I, will be at the service to celebrate Zach's life.
Lynn and Max Levin <llread@aol.com>
Leland, NC America - Sunday, January 18, 2009 3:21 PM CST
My heart is heavy over the loss of you son. What a example Zachary set..one of honor, bravery and courage in the face of all that he endured. My family is praying for peace and comfort for your family.
Monaei
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 1:26 PM CST
We had the honor of meeting Zach in September. I recall Rebecca telling us how you had decided on letting him get the tatoos. Zach was so excited talking about it. I'm so glad he always enjoyed and lived his dreams to the fullest. We pray for your peace,comfort and healing. www.caringbridge.org/visit/oliviajimenez
Ginger <ginn@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, fl - Sunday, January 18, 2009 1:19 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I'm so sorry for your loss. Zachary made such an impression on so many of us, through your journal entries, and through your book. We were all pulling for him to beat this monster here on earth. I remember laughing at his teenage antics, like when he told his friends he got shot at Walmart, and crying over his struggles, like when you wrote that there were no more treatment options for him. He faced that with more strength than many adults I know would have. Through it all, the love you all have for each other came shining through. Zachary couldn't have asked for better parents than you two. Hold onto the happy memories as best as you can, you have many of them. May God's love surround you and I'll continue to pray for you in this time of grief.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:48 AM CST
We will never stop praying for your family. For peace and comfort and healing. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me, a complete stranger, to follow along this journey. Zachary taught so many people to live each day to the fullest...something I needed to be reminded of. It has been a pleasure to watch Zachary grow up, fight, and live.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:47 AM CST
I am so very, very sorry. My thoughts are with you.
Terri Grant <route66hello@aol.com>
Carlisle, MA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 11:27 AM CST
I'm so glad that you shared your son's journey.
I'm so sorry for your pain.
We continue to pray,
Shelly VanB <jasonshelly@sasktel.net>
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:37 AM CST
With Tears rolling down my face, I am reading the entry I never expected to take place with your boy! I have followed his story for about 6 years coming upon the site through another Caringbridge child. I tried not to visit too often knowing this was not a docudrama or soap opera but a real child's life and struggles with "the beast." I just wanted to send condolences from a stranger, but nonetheless caring individual who only wanted your son to beat odd after odd. I am leaving a poem for the both of you to read to help a bit with the sorrow and pain. Scott, I sure do hope that you eventually write that book. You are an amazing writer and really have the courage to express your sadness, frustration, and helplessness in this horrendous experience we call cancer.
~*~*~*~ Thy Will Be Done ~*~*~*~
"I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine" He said.
"For you to love the while he lives, and mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or twenty two or three,
But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you, and shall his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
For the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known forever grateful stay;
But shall the angels call for him much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."
Shari Shine <playparent@aol.com>
Davie, FL US of A - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:26 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss....I have been a lurker for a very long time. Praying for you all.
Deb H
Perham, MN USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:22 AM CST
Zachery made such an impression on me altho I only met you Scott and Rebecca for just a few times...My heart goes out to you all as I too lost a son to Cancer but he had a longer life here on earth..Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Ann Marie Pedersen <ampvista26@bellsouth.net>
Stuart, FL 34994 - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:22 AM CST
I'm so sorry. I always thought Zach would beat the monster here on earth. He put up one hell of a fight! I still can't believe he's gone, it all happened so fast. What a nightmare! I read your journal every couple of days and I still can't wrap my brain around it. I'm going to have to go back and reread everything from the past couple of months. It seems it went from high hopes and new studies to there's nothing else we can do so quickly. Shell shocked is the best description that comes to mind. I'm praying that you and Rebecca somehow find comfort and peace. In my opinion if you're still managing to breathe, and getting out of bed more days than not you're doing damn good. I don't know how you're doing it, but I guess you don't have a choice do you? I'm sorry, I never know what to say at times like this. I just wanted you guys to know Zach will be greatly missed. I also wanted to thank you for sharing your stories and struggles with us. Right before Christmas my own son did something really stupid. After I got done yelling I remembered how lucky I am to have healthy children. What's a $300 cell phone bill right? Oh, he still got in plenty of trouble but I was much calmer knowing that there are more important things going on in the world.
Monique <smdavis@sccoast.net>
SC - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:15 AM CST
Sending healing prayers your way. Zach is with my Gavin string up trouble at this moment. I love you all.Tam
www.caringbridge.org/fl/gavinward
Tammy Ward <wardpalm@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:15 AM CST
i knew zach from school and he was always very nice. i knew him from racquel ohanna who is one of my good friends. i just wanted to say that i am very sorry for your loss and i wish you the best of luck to pull through this. he will always be here with you.
love lexie berger
lexie berger
stuart, fl united states - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:08 AM CST
I wish I could say "welcome" to the World of Surreality...but, welcome is not exactly the sort of word one says to a mother and father in your position. The dual existence continues as well, Scott...only in a different way. Every moment of every day that you are living here with us, you will feel your heart and mind screaming for a different place, another existence...yet, as each sun sets and each sun rises, you will realize that you have managed to live another day without your sweet son...and he will be proud of his amazing parents for continuing on without him...
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:04 AM CST
I am amazed by the strength of your family. You fought as long and as hard as anyone could. We will continue to pray for you and check your page often. God Bless You..
Ellen and Sammi Robertson <Scanmom@hotmail.com>
Westland, MI - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:54 AM CST
I was a good friend of zachs at school, and he knew me through Kristyn Bundy. i will be attending services. I would also like to wish both of you my strength and know that i am praying for yours.
Love,Jodie Jarboe
Jodie Jarboe <jodiewaslike@aol.com>
stuart, fl usa - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:50 AM CST
I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Aleta, Mommy to Angel Caitlin
www.caringbridge.org/caitlintaylorgunn
Aleta <aneubanks@gmail.com>
West Nyack, NY - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:37 AM CST
Scott and Becca,
I have a mental picture of Zach at perfect peace with his trademark "smirk" on his face... it is beautiful. Because of both of you Zachary had a wonderful life, more full of love and living than many who live to be 90. I hope you both find some comfort in knowing that Zach will live forever in all of the hearts he touched, mine very much included. I'll see you on Saturday.
Love, Diane
Diane Bowen <diane_c@yahoo.com>
Palm City, FL - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:35 AM CST
your son's strength and spirit moved me so much that if I lived closer....I would come to honor him and the parents who valiently fought to give him the best. I hold you in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
st louis, mo - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:27 AM CST
Rebecca, hope that you remember us (Vera, Angie and Freddy. We are so sorry to hear about your son. But by everything that I have read this morning, you had a very amazing son, and you and your husband must be feeling a great loss. I could not imagine what you have been through, but let me tell you this, "You All Are Amazing People!! After going through 2 cancer deaths myself all you can think of is the great life he is living in HEAVEN! And no more pain or sickness. And I agree "Cancer Sucks"! Hope to hear from you as we are hurting with you. Vera Balsam, Angie O'Brien and Fred Balsam IV. We love you and are saying our prayer's for you during this emotional ride that you are on and will see you at the services.
Vera Balsam <momsyschild@bellsouth.net>
Fort Pierce, Fl USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 8:50 AM CST
Wow what a great story and video about Zach's life. God bless both of you and Zach
Barry <btorlv@yahoo.com>
La Verne, ca - Sunday, January 18, 2009 8:03 AM CST
I have followed your sight for years after learning of Zach from Cam's website. I bought your book months ago. I cried as I read your entry on Thursday. In the end you focused on Quality not Quantity for Zach's life; a lesson that we can all learn from. Your family is in our thoughts. We loved the piece on the news, thank you for sharing your life with Zach to us.
Karen
Lake Worth, FL - Sunday, January 18, 2009 7:09 AM CST
Hugs, love, prayers and peace to you, from another Neuroblastoma fighting family,
Thinking of you and sending you strength,
Love The Holmes Gang
www.theholmesgang.blogspot.com
Fiona Holmes
Perth, WA Australia - Sunday, January 18, 2009 5:41 AM CST
Prayers and love to you both.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, January 18, 2009 2:32 AM CST
Love you Zach
Nancy
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:26 PM CST
Once again I come to say I am so sorry. For so long I really thought you were going to be a family that beat the beast. That was a nice piece the tv station did with you. I will keep you in my prayers for a long time to come. I know the heart ache of loosing your son. IF I lived down oyur way I would be there to hold you cry with you and laugh with you as you rememeber Zac.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:21 PM CST
Oh how I wish I lived in that half of the country and could be there to honor your family. I'd love to sit down with you and just be there for you (even though I'm a stranger and probably sound like a stalker right now). Thinking of you all each day.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Saturday, January 17, 2009 9:50 PM CST
I'm heartbroken for you.
Debbie Davis
Largo, FL - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:18 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Zachary was such an amazing young man and an inspiration to many.
I'm glad he went with a smirk on his face... it just sounds right.
Lyndsay
Canada - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:01 PM CST
Hello, my name is Nicole and I have never met any of you but I have heard so many things about you all from my parents and sister Brittany. I wanted to stop by and let you know that I am praying for your family and I am very sorry to hear the news.
God Bless You.
Nicole Cannon <keeshacannon@gmail.com>
Riverview, FL USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 7:04 PM CST
From Little Peter's CB site.
SATURDAY, JANUARY 17, 2009 03:54 PM, CST
Just wanted to send our condolences to you and your family. Peter had told us about your son. You and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. Sincerely, Judy and Howie Andreasen
Judy Andreasen
Judy Andreasen
Statten Island, NY - Saturday, January 17, 2009 6:19 PM CST
Hi there! My name is Laura, mom to a Caringbridge child. I remember your child from many years ago. Just wanted to drop by and offer my condolences... Love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
Laura
Shafter, ca - Saturday, January 17, 2009 5:52 PM CST
hello Mr. and Mrs. Finestone,
my name is Katie Enloe and i was one of zach's friends from school. Zach and I met in 6th grade through my best friend Allison Boettcher.
I can honestly say Zach meant alot to me, and I truly regret the 'middle school fights' we got in.
Zach was a great friend and an excellent kid all together.
I cant tell you how much im going to miss him too.
He went through his life with a smile on his face and he never let anyone or anything bring him down, not even his cancer.
I'm incredibly sorry for your loss. you all are in my prayers.
God Bless.
-Katie.
katie enloe <xxjunoxx494@aim.com>
Stuart, Fl America - Saturday, January 17, 2009 4:58 PM CST
I came across your blog via the Mikulak's, and wanted to say how very sorry I am for your loss. Your family will remain in our prayers.
With love,
Leigh William
San Diego, CA
Leigh William
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 4:17 PM CST
What an amazing story shown on the news. Juliet, thank you for sharing that link!
It was so very hard to watch, but yet, so heartwarming!
Thinking of you all....
Eva and Rodney www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Burlington, NC - Saturday, January 17, 2009 3:23 PM CST
Story and video about Zach's life, on the following Channel Five web page. What a handsome kid, and so determined to LIVE his life to the fullest:
http://www.wptv.com/mediacenter/local.aspx?videoId=10302@wptv.dayport.com&navCatId=3
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 3:15 PM CST
I hate this so much for your family.
But oh how wonderful that God picked you to get to have such a precious boy, if only for a while.
I'll be praying for you.
Mom in Bama
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 2:15 PM CST
Thinking and praying for you today.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Saturday, January 17, 2009 1:59 PM CST
My prayers are with your family during this most difficult time.
Hannah (www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannah317)
USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 1:50 PM CST
Thank you for being such an inspiration.
Rob Eubanks
Rob Eubanks
Lake Worth, FL - Saturday, January 17, 2009 12:52 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of Zachary's passing. He is a very special young man. From the things I have read---through laughter and tears---Zachary did things his way. What a spirit he is! God bless, Praying for you to have the strength to get through this. Nana Cheryl (Family of little warrior)
Cheryl Ford <spookyproud@aol.com>
Niceville, Fl USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:58 AM CST
Rebecca and Scott,
I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am about Zachary's passing. His story, and Scott's incredible way of sharing it touched so many people. We have followed Zachary's long journey and, if you were lucky enough, you had the opportunity to meet this warm and happy child who always had a smile. I'm grateful that his final moments were peaceful and not at all surprised at his last gift to all of you. Our every thought and prayer is with you as you continue on this journey. Thanks for sharing your lives with all of us.
Lisa Johnson <lisayjohnson@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Saturday, January 17, 2009 9:16 AM CST
I'm very sorry for your loss.
Zachary is pain-free, cancer-free.
Love,
Julianne
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Julianne <xbskgirlx@aim.com>
MA USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:51 AM CST
Zach I did't know you very well, but when I talked to you at the bowling alley with you and your mom I knew you were very special. You will be missed very much. God Bless You and Your Family. I will check in on your mom and dad for you from time to time. I know you will be with them always in their hearts and you will be there gaurding angel forever. Goodbye for now.
Beth and Bobby Sowers & Rick Bailey <baileyqueenb@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, fl usa - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:09 AM CST
I've been at total loss of words to express my sincere sympathy to both of you. Then last night I saw the story on Zach on Channel 5 News. What a gift it was to see him smiling and happy! God bless your dear family. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Saturday, January 17, 2009 7:20 AM CST
Our deepest condolences to you, and please know our heartfelt prayers are with you. Between the tears we can find a smile when we visualize Zach's "smirk" it is something so fitting of him and something that over the years has inspired so many.
The Denig Family
Port St Lucie, Fl USA - Saturday, January 17, 2009 5:06 AM CST
I tried on the thought today that Zachary is gone and it didn't feel right, like it didn't fit or wasn't real.
I know Zachary is all right, now it's you and Rebecca that need prayers.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:37 PM CST
As tears are rolling down my cheeks after reading about Zachary's last miracle; I try to fight the sorrow and think about how people that I spent a few years with in Korea looked at death. They celebrated death and congratulated those that were left behind; because they feel that the deceased is going to a much happier and peaceful place. A place where everything is beautiful and happy. I know you are sad; but know that Zachary is always with you. Think of Zachary as a hand in a glove. The glove, being the body, has ceased to live; but the hand (Zachary) will live on in the minds and hearts of all that knew him. I also thank you for sharing his life with us. I will never forget Zachary. There is a beautiful new angel in Heaven. God Bless you all and hope that you find peace in knowing that Zach is with God.
Dennis <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:39 PM CST
Zach has by all means, ran the race - and only now has he won the prize. Praise God, he's sitting at the feet of Jesus. And no doubt, he's smiling, because he knows something we don't know!
The Evans
Port St. Lucie, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:32 PM CST
Please except my condolences and I will pray that you are able to find the strength to get you through this difficult time. Zachary has touched so many of our hearts around the world and I know he is now at peace and heaven has received a very special angel. Please take care and god bless you all.
Lynnell White <lynnellwhite@yahoo.ca>
Toronto, ONT Canada - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:23 PM CST
I'm so sorry for the loss of Zachary. As a long time reader it is so strange to be writing these words. It seemed like he was the kid who would keep kicking cancer's butt forever. I am glad his suffering is now over but sorry yours has just begun. I will continue to pray for your family.
Lori <lorij6@aol.com>
Ptttsburgh , PA - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:23 PM CST
May your noble warrior rest in peace and may God grant you strength to endure what I can only imagine is the worst thing that could happen to anyone. My thoughts and prayers are with you
Jan Yelencsics <sjyelen@aol.com>
Edison, NJ USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:43 PM CST
So sorry for the great loss the world has endured today. Your entire family is in my thoughts. Thank you for sharing your stories for all these years.
Amanda Shaffer <gatoramanda@aol.com>
Fort Pierce, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:27 PM CST
I am so sorry...
Monica Rulon <rulonm@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 9:13 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this very difficult time. We are honored that we knew Zachary... Sending our love and strength to help you get through this.
Martin and Heather St. Louis
Tampa, FL - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:18 PM CST
Just stopping by to visit you today and see Zachs precious face. I can only Imagine, how it is in Heaven. My prayers remain with you during this difficult time.
Always
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 8:06 PM CST
I am so sad, but I am grateful for your "final miracle." Too many children have travelled this road, leaving too many devastated families behind. I will always remember the joy and determination that Zachary brought to this fight, as well as your incredible determination to fight this thing as long and hard as it was possible to do so.
Jan M
Seattle, - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:43 PM CST
In the past 36 hours, you have received messgaes from people in 38 states and 8 countries (yes I did count - I don't know what else to do). Your story and your life have been thought about, talked about & written about by so many people because of what a wonderful and strong son Zachary has been and how strong he always was. You all touched more people by sharing this real but very difficult journey than I am sure you ever imagined. Thank you for sharing, thank you for being amazing parents - thank you for raising an amazing son. Zach may be gone, but he will never be forgotten...find peace in your memories of your beautiful son.
Colette <colettemcknight@bellsouth.net>
FL - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:41 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott,
I'am so sorry for your loss. I still can see Zachary at Gowda's, he was always so personable..and to watch him grow through his CB website, and Scott's funny, articulate, and eloquent writing..he kept us up to the minute...Zachary fought like a warrior, he will always be remembered....sending prayers to you both.
Kathy Cummings/David Fitting
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@comcast.net>
BOYNTON BEACH, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:00 PM CST
A final miracle.
No more pain or trauma for Zachary but plenty of pain and trauma for those he's left behind. However, the joy of knowing him will dilute the pain of missing him.
Grace and comfort to your family,
Becky
caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com>
Smithfield, NC - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:16 PM CST
Zachary touched so many people in his too brief life. I, for one, will never forget his zest for life and his amazing courage in facing death.
Our family is covering yours in prayer tonight.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 4:54 PM CST
Still sending my thoughts and prayers that you guys are getting through this with few if any problems. No it must be horribly hard.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:37 PM CST
Thinking of you guys and sending prayers.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:30 PM CST
My words are few - but my thoughts are many. Wishing you strength for the coming days x x
Gill. N.B. grandma in the U.K.
- Friday, January 16, 2009 4:25 PM CST
I am so sorry. What a kid and what a life. As has been said on too many pediatric cancer websites:
"It's not the years in your life, but the life in your years."
Much strength and peace,
Kerry <kerrymurray7@gmail.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:15 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca so sorry for you loss of Zachary.
My heart goes out to you & your family.
My prayers are with you all.
Fiona
Auckland, New Zealand - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:05 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss.
cathy rusyniak <garbmike@optonline.net>
rockaway, nj - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:45 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I'm very sorry for your loss. I am also sorry for having lost ways and not having contact with you all in so long. Recently I have spent much time reading up on Zach and it sounds like he had become quite a nice young man.
Zach lives on in my memories as one of the most playful little kids my eyes have ever seen. I remember the specialty card game he taught Rachel and I, that he could cast a fishing line much farther than I could, and most of all, his laugh. I don't know if I ever told you this, but in high school, after I had moved away, I actually wrote a paper on Zach. The assignment was to write about someone you looked up to. Naturally, I titled it "Looking Down to Look Up". Most people in my class wrote about successful business men and women, or politicians, but I could think of no one more powerful than Zach. You even mention this strength throughout your entries. Faced with everything that has come his way, he still managed to pull out a smile.
You all will be in my thoughts.
Joshua Katz
Charlottesville, VA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:44 PM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. With deepest sympathy, Jen in WI
Jen
Hortonville, WI USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:39 PM CST
My deepest sympathy, my thoughts & prayers are with you...I'm glad that Zachary is now pain free, cancer free. Fly free Zachary, we love you.
Dawn Rutkowski <drutkowski@brenntag.com>
Oakmont, PA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:37 PM CST
It is with a heavy heart I say how sorry I am that Zachary's healing came not on this earth but in heaven. I followed your story on and off coming from Finn R. (Natalie's) caring bridge site. My prayers are with you. Never question yourselves. You were magnificent in the fight and will be looked at in the best light by this mom with a son in remission. Please keep us updated on how you both are. You've helped so many people to cope and learn along the way. Now hopefully we can send a blanket of prayers to help comfort you.
Tam <tasaevsa@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:12 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
I want to thank you for sharing Zachary's story with the world. The love,courage, and his zest for life he showed is beyond amazing. How proud you must be of him. He will live in on my heart forever and in the hearts of all who knew him and also in the hearts of those who only knew him over the computer. I will pray continuously for you!!!!
Catherine Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC 28227 - Friday, January 16, 2009 3:01 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss. We are sending you prayers and thoughts.
COLE Prayer Team - www.colesfoundation.com
www.caringbridge.org/visit/rileycook
Hugs of love, Andrea
Andrea Cook <ascjac@sbcglobal.net>
Grain Valley, MO - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:56 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
It is with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes that I write to you today. I am so deeply sorry to read of Zachary's passing. He truly exemplified the phrase, "live life to the fullest." He never ceased to amaze and inspire me. I am truly sorry. I am praying for peace and comfort and strength and healing for you all. I know the Angels in Heaven are rejoicing, for they have received an amazingly wonderful Angel. Fly high, Zachary.
May God fill you with peace. I will continue to hold you all close in my prayers.
Chrissy Van Berkum <chrissy.vanberkum@gmail.com>
Atlanta, GA - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:53 PM CST
So, so SO sorry - no words that can be of any comfort. I hope you can, at some point, keep posting.
sue macpherson
sheffield, uk - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:51 PM CST
Words can not express the sorrow in my heart for your family. I can not even begin to imagine. May God bless you and keep you at peace at this most difficult time.
Michelle <blmccombs@yahoo.com>
Kittanning, PA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:51 PM CST
Im so very sorry for your loss. I pray that God gives you the strength that you will need. Zachary will always be remembered.
Cancer truly does SUCK!!!
Jeanette (Angel Jalen's Mommy) <jacobyjalen@aol.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 2:23 PM CST
Today is the first day I came across Zachary's CaringBridge site, and I have spent much of this day reading an incredible journal of love, strength, courage, integrity, and humor in the face of an unbearable evil. I am deeply moved by Zachary's life story, and by your ability to muster the energy that it takes to build such a magnificent tribute to him. My thoughts are with you as you grieve for your beautiful boy. He was indeed a fighter, to the very end, and I know that he will be missed terribly. May you now find the strength to continue on, knowing that the world is a better place because of Zachary, and because of your efforts and achievements as you loved and cared for him.
Cheryl H
Woodbridge, VA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:22 PM CST
I can hear Zachary bowling overhead as I write. Let's hear it for a perfect game.
VB
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, TX - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:10 PM CST
I'm sorry. I know that Zachary is in heaven, so my prayers are now for all of you.
Michelle <MichelleATierney@aol.com>
Grafton, MA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 2:03 PM CST
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. There is no greater pain than losing a child. Zachary was such a remarkable young man. I am glad that his pain and suffering is over and he is in the arms of the Lord. At least you have the comfort of knowing that he is in a place of peace and rest. I know that that doesn't take away your pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I feel as if I know you even though we have never met. I navigated here from another Caringbridge website. I will be praying for you.
Mary Peck <Mary.Peck@ars.usda.gov>
PORT SAINT LUCIE, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:57 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca,
My prayers are now focused on you and your family. Praying for peace, strength, and comfort on the difficult days ahead. I also want to say "Thank You" for sharing Zachary with us. He has definitly made an impact on my life. Godspeed young Zachary. Keep watch over your Mom and Dad.
Rosie
Windham, ME - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:42 PM CST
Sending love and prayers from WV for you to keep the faith - I am glad that Zachary communicated one last time...Think there was a beautiful honey there to take him through the pearly gates?
Kim Black
Milton, WV - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:28 PM CST
I am so very sorry. There are just no other words to say. You are so very fortunate to have a son who walked with such character at such a young age. He was so fortunate to have you.
God bless you.
~Tanner's Aunt Katie
Tanner Evers Age 5
dx: NBIV high risk Aug 06
currently NED
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Texas USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:05 PM CST
I am truly sorry for your loss, but in Heaven there is no more pain. May God comfort your family during this time.
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Heidi Kratwell
Wausau, wi - Friday, January 16, 2009 12:50 AM CST
We're sooo very sorry for your loss!
You are in our thoughts & our prayers!
Much Love Always,
Bill, Stacey, Josh, & Ben
The Reich Family <weluvobx@comcast.net>
Winchester, VA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 12:44 AM CST
Offering my deepest, heartfelt condolences on the loss of your son. No more pain, no more cancer.
Right now, I'm remembering the pic you shared of Zachary in his ROTC uniform. He has a very serious look on his face, and he looks great in his uniform. A very determined young man, this is how I will remember him.
I've never had the privilege of meeting Zach, but am very blessed to know his story. Thank you for sharing your son! A true warrrior.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, January 16, 2009 12:25 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I am so very sorry. Sending love and praying for strength.
Kia <prttybabby@gmail.com>
Davis, IL - Friday, January 16, 2009 12:13 AM CST
I happened over here yesterday through some links on other pages and prayed and prayed for peace for you all. I am sorry for your loss, yet rejoice with you that Zachary is indeed in a better place and free of the illness he battled for so long. God Bless!
Trish <Nativegal23@Hotmail.com>
Leesburg, Va USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 12:08 AM CST
I am so, truly very sorry for your loss.
May Zach rest and be free of this horrible disease.
My deepest thoughts and prayers for your family.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 11:51 AM CST
May the loving arms of your "caringbridge family" encircle you and give you the strength, faith, and hope during the days to follow. Your Zachary was an amazing young man who recruited stangers like me to pray, hope, and fight for all those who face this ugly demon. Sending prayers your way...
Denae Stuber
Richmond, MN US - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:50 AM CST
Dear Finestones,
I am sorry for your loss. We continue to pray for strength for you both in the coming difficult times ahead.
Craig Levine <wakbyfaith@yahoo.com>
Pawnee, IL - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:32 AM CST
Becca & Scott,
Im sorry to hear about Zach. Im really gonna miss him. Although i never told him, he was like a second brother to me. When i got the call, my heart just broke. He was such a fighter, and whenever he wanted to give up, we gave him the strength to keep fighting. Just remember he's your guardian angel now, and he'll always be with you.
I love you guys
Jackie <NascarDreamin25@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, NY US - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:13 AM CST
"I'm sorry" seems so inadequate at a time like this. However, there are no words that could do any better job of consoling you. That consolation can only come from God Himself. So, I do what I can as a friend. I love you and am truly sorry that Zachary had to leave you. I am grateful that he no longer suffers. I am sad that your suffering will continue until you are able to be together again. Please just know you aren't alone. I will continue to check in on you as I always have. If I could be there for the services, I certainly would. But, know that you are in my heart and thoughts as you memorialize your faithful warrior. Take care as best you can. Blessings as you grieve.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:08 AM CST
My sincere sympathy to Rebecca, Scott and Family. I can honestly say the pain does ease but the heartache never ever goes away. If there is anything I can do please e-mail me and I will give you my telphone number if the two of you need to talk. Zachary rest in peace. You are a hero to us as my daughter was who left before you... My Tiffanie will be your guide in heaven... Prayers, Hugs and Love to all of you...
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
dgethouas@comcast.net
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@comcast.net>
Enola, PA USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 11:03 AM CST
If only the rest of us could accomplish so much in so little time. Godspeed Zachary, and peace to your beautiful family.
Stephanie Melton <rsmelton@att.net>
Independence, MO - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:49 AM CST
May God give you strength, I will pray for your family. What a brave and wonderful boy God has in His arms.
Gina <gtred26@yahoo.com>
OK - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:46 AM CST
Sleep with Angels Zachary!
May you all know that peace that surpasses all understanding!
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 10:42 AM CST
To the Finestone Family: We are so sorry for the loss of your brave Zachary. He made a lasting impression on all of us and we are so grateful and honored to have known him. May God keep all of you. Please do not hesitate to contact us should you need anything. We love you all.
Keri Hughes, Tracy Levy, Kelly Vega, Serena Binner, Kerry Webster, Elizabeth Hennessy (American Cancer Society - Stuart)
Keri Hughes <keri.hughes@cancer.org>
Stuart, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:33 AM CST
Rest in Peace Zachary, for you shall never have to suffer again. My thoughts are with your family!
Nikki <nwindham@hotmail.com>
Crestview, FL - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:31 AM CST
I've been so afraid to come to the site and read this news. When I came here this morning, my computer shut down as I read the news that Zachary had gone home.
My prayers are with you Scott and Rebecca. Your loss is unimaginable. I pray for Zachary's family and friends that they will find peace and comfort in knowing that they were blessed to have had a place in Zachary's life and he in theirs.
He is definitely in a better place. As for the rest of us..... I know you and Rebecca will be "okay". You have Zachary in your hearts and he will help you through the dark times ahead. Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Through your family, I believe that many people have come to understand better the notion of living for today, remembering that tomorrow isn't a promise. You've helped remind us to show our love freely and make sure to tell those important to us that we love them. Zachary is loved beyond measure. He takes that love with him. He will continue to bless the lives of so many. Forever. Zachary will never be forgotten.
Rivers of tears being shed today. My love and prayers.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:19 AM CST
I'm so sorry to hear of his passing.
Tina & Angel Lance (md/lance) <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 10:17 AM CST
A miracle, indeed. Zachary's very life is a miracle. Thank you for sharing him with us. Praying for you....
Christy Smith
Charlotte, NC - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:11 AM CST
May God bring you the strength that you need.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm <susan_terry@ml.com>
Houston, TX - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:05 AM CST
On behalf of the Pilot for a Day program, I would like to pass along our sincerest sympathy. Our thoughts and prayers are with Zach and your family. We can all rest easier knowing that we have another angel looking down on us, keeping us safe in the air and on the ground. The following poem, is known by all military aviators. Please read it, as a tribute to Zach - our Pilot for a Day & Forever.
High Flight
"Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of Earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I’ve climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth
of sun-split clouds, — and done a hundred things
You have not dreamed of—wheeled and soared and swung
High in the sunlit silence. Hov’ring there,
I’ve chased the shouting wind along, and flung
My eager craft through footless halls of air....
Up, up the long, delirious, burning blue
I’ve topped the wind-swept heights with easy grace
Where never lark nor even eagle flew—
And, while with silent lifting mind I’ve trod
The high untrespassed sanctity of space,
Put out my hand, and touched the face of God. "
-John Gillespie Magee, Junior
Maj Rob Balzano <roberto.balzano@ang.af.mil>
Andrews AFB, MD 21140 - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:01 AM CST
My deepest sympathies to your family during this time. I will be keeping you in my prayers in the coming days and weeks.
kim
www.colesfoundation.com
C.O.L.E. prayer team member
Kim Eisenhuth <keisenhuth@northlc.com>
Embarrass, MN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 10:01 AM CST
I don't really have any words except I am so very sad and sorry for your loss. Zachary was blessed to have such a wonderful mom and dad.
Thirza Ritter
Houston, TX United States - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:56 AM CST
My deepest sympathy to you and your family. Thank you so much for letting us all share in this journey. I've never met you and your family, yet I feel like I've lost a friend. My prayers are with you. God Bless!
Micki <mbklokow@sbcglobal.net>
Watertown, WI - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:56 AM CST
I wonder what part of Zachary's Bucket List was waiting for him as he strolled into Heaven yesterday? Could that be what the smile was all about?
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:53 AM CST
We are sending our deapest condolences! Prayers are with yall during this time....God Bless
paul, tyra, nathan, and toree
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nathanrodas
Tyra Guinn <tyraguinn@gmail.com>
Alice, TX USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:53 AM CST
Death is not the extinguishing of a lamp, but rather, the breaking of the dawn.
Prayers for your family during this difficult time.
A
- Friday, January 16, 2009 9:45 AM CST
I am so,so, sorry. Zach was very good to little Peter during his treatment. We were very lucky to have know him. He will always live in our hearts and souls. Love the Caufields
Peter Caufield <pcaufiel@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:42 AM CST
May God gently hold you in his arms during this difficult time. What an amazing family you are. Thank you for sharing Zachary's story with us. I will be praying for you.
Sara Grimshaw <sgrimshaw01@charter.net>
Fenton, MO USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:39 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca, We are so very sorry to hear of Zach's passing. As I cannot fathom what you must be going through, please know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of so many people and Zach will never be forgotten.
Jen, Matt and Zach Millhollin
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:36 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca
I frist want to send my thoughts and prayers your way ...
Scott - I want you to know that you and Rebecca along with Zack showed me how to keep going after the loss of Diane and then the loss of my Dad both from cancer ...how you may ask no matter what was thrown your way or Zacks you always found a way around it through it over it to get where you needed to be you did it with grace and diginty ...
I rember when Tom frist brought me here to Zacks page then how we ADOPTED cancer sucks for our race truck at I 70 Speedway ...Ed and I were so proud of the fact that Zack made this saying and that we were able to use it on the Race Truck to help bring awarness to all cancers ...back then those were the days ...since then Ed and I quit racing and we had alot of our PIT CREW Members grow wings and fly ...cancer sucks forsure
Scott I wanna step out alil further my friend ...I want to tell you what a great DAD you are for Zack ...I only know of one other Dad that loved cherrished and adored your alls son. you know Rebecca couldnt of picked a better Dad for Zack ...you fought till Zack flew to heaven ...Your a perfect example of what unconditnal love is for your child
In Kansas our hearts ake for you our tears fall with yours the world lost a bright light thats for sure
I hope you know how meany people you all touched your all a blessing to all of us for sharing Zack with us ...May he fly free and watch over you both
As the coming days roll upon you know that your not alone alot of us are with you in spirit
Meany Prayers Coming Your Way
Ed & Racquell
Formally Known As " Werbe Racing" <PPrincess2424@aol.com>
Sending Prayers Your Way , Kansas www.caringbridge.org/visit/donaldstiffler - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:35 AM CST
Fly, Zach, Fly!
Scott and Rebekah,
I am so sorry for your loss. I have experienced the very real, crushing pain of losing a son. At times, it seems it will never end. It's been 20 years for me and every once in a while, I still burst into tears. When it happens, I'm left thinking, "Where in the world did THAT come from?" I promise you, the pain does eventually subside; you will feel human again. You will NEVER "get over it," (as some in my life have tried to get me to do), but you will go on.
I am praying for God's blessings and strength for you.
Sincerely,
Tanys <tigger_tlt98@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 9:34 AM CST
Read of your heartache on colesfoundation.com
Sending (((HUGS))) We care that you're hurting. May today be full of peace, and your future be filled with lovely memories of your beautiful son.
In Christian love,
From the family of Jacinda Gore
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacinda
Sherry Gore <cherryfudge1@yahoo.com>
Sarasota, Florida - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:33 AM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott, Z-man was and is amazing. Heaven has gained a very determined and loving young man. May he always watch over you. You have my deepest sympathy. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:28 AM CST
I am honored to have known Z-Man, to feel his sense of hmuor, his special approach to life, and his LOVE for his Mom and Dad. All the lives we touched and the relationships begun at QH. Thank you for sharing your feelings, your frustrations, your wisdom, and your love. So many people from so many places now know the true meaning of love...the greatest emotion of all. Please give Rebecca a hug and tell Rebecca to give you a hug from me. I have an uncle in Heaven that can't wait to meet Zach. All My Love!
Richard Gabel <rgabel@bellsouth.net>
Murfreesboro, TN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:26 AM CST
I will pray for your family during this most difficult time. You are right he is in a better place and you will see him again. God Bless Lori colesfoundation
Laura Morgan <Lwhop45@aol.com>
Eddystone, Pa USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:20 AM CST
Words can't express my sympathies...I will keep you and your family in our prayers.
Natalie <cayennevoncajun@hotmail.com>
Tonganoxie, KS USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:18 AM CST
Unfortunately, Young Zachary will always remain just that, Young Zachary. Praying for you two remarkable parents in the greatest loss anyone could ever imagine. Peace to you Young Zachary, watch over your loved ones with your determined spirit as always.
Kim
Wellington, - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:14 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. You will continue to be in my prayers!
J Berg <JBFARMS@WIKTEL.COM>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 9:12 AM CST
Rebecca & Scott I am so sorry for your lose. As a parent and a grandparent I can't even imagine what you are going through right now. We recently lost our Nursing Director, she was Zach's Pride Nurse when he was in 2007, I know that Connie was there to great him as he entered heaven. I promise you he is in good hands. They are talking camp, singing camp songs.
Mary Parrish <mary@boggycreek.org>
Eustis, FL United States - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:56 AM CST
wrapping my arms around you all during this difficult time, with love and prayers
nancy irving <bnirving@sympatico.ca>
toronto, ontario canada - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:56 AM CST
Rebecca & Scott,
We are so very sorry, Our deepest sympathy for Z-Mans passing. He made us all laugh, every time around him. God bless you all.
Cathy & Shawn Reed-cb.org/fl/shawnreed <dualldogs@hughes.net>
Live Oak, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:55 AM CST
Thank you so much for allowing me the opportunity to share in Zach's life. Knowing a hero like Zach and angels like the 2 of you makes me truly appreciate my family. With ALL my love, Beth R.
Beth at SMS <vetchr@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 8:36 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca~ My very deepest sympathy to you and your family. You will continue to be in my prayers. God bless you all and God keep Zachary, now completely healed, in eternal life.
LeeAnne
Hastings, NE - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:28 AM CST
Grieving with you for a great kid who kept us all on our toes. I was glad to know him even if it was only through this site and this monster of a disease which he handled in his own way. He was one tough dude if you ask me. (Smile) We have prayed for him constantly throughout his journey even though we have not always signed in. May God Bless you all.
Alisa Bentley
Chapmanville, WV - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:25 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless.
Love,
Michelle-
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@gmail.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:25 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Chuson (Jeffrey's Mom www.carinbridge.com/tx/jeffrey)
Keller, TX USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:21 AM CST
May you R.I.P.now. You are still amoungest many friends. We will all watch over your family.
landen thompson
heaven, ok - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:17 AM CST
I'm very sorry for your family's loss. Try to take solace in the fact he's in a better place, one without pain or suffering.
Ken Frey <ken.frey@ang.af.mil>
Andrews AFB, MD USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:17 AM CST
My heart goes out to your family. I know there are no words to express the deepness of your loss. May your precious memories comfort you. God bless!
C. Wright
Tennessee, - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:16 AM CST
My deepest sympathy is extended to you and your family in the loss of your most precious son, Zachary. May your many memories give you comfort in this difficult time and in the coming months.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:06 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Heaven has now gained a truly amazing boy. I have followed Zach for awhile now and just marveled at how amazing he was in the face of this demon. Never giving into it's advancement and standing with true courage in the face of adversity. Reading the journal I know where he received this truly amazing characteristic. You both are amazing parents. God knew that, and knew that Zach needed you. I am truly sorry for the earthly loss of Zach, but I praise God that he is now healed. Fly Zach, Fly!!!!! I am praying for you both.
Melissa Mitchell
Kinston, NC United States - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:03 AM CST
Hi Scott and Rebecca,
I am thinking about you so much this morning, knowing that today is the first day you will wake up without your intelligent, beautiful, sassy, fun-loving, cool and AWESOME son.
I imagine him up in Heaven, bragging about getting the phone numbers of those Hooter girls, flexing his arms and showing his tattoos, and just enjoying the scenery. But the best part is, I don't have to imagine that the cancer is finally gone, and that he's free of pain. I don't have to imagine it, because I KNOW it. And despite the sadness, I am very, very happy about that.
I hope the knowledge that Zach is finally free and healthy brings you peace, strength and even, dare I say it, a smile. Hold each other close, and go with love.
Warmest blessings and hugs,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:01 AM CST
OBVIOUSLY - Zachary WAS/IS a legend in his OWN time!
If only tears and LOVE were the magic bullet protocol....
With warm and caring thoughts to both you and Rebecca, loving and devoted grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends (who were "like" family), The Hooter Cheerleaders and to ALL those who of us who were lucky enough to "know" Zachary through a father's eyes of pure LOVE & PRIDE.......tears keep flowing! XXOO-randy
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
Springfield, NJ - Friday, January 16, 2009 8:00 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca~ I'm at a total loss for words. I can only hope that the outpouring of love, support and prayers bring you the smallest amount of comfort during this time. Zachary was an amazing young man and I've so enjoyed reading your journal over the last several years. Although i wish cancer had never created a need for this site. He was lucky to have both of you as his parents and I know he knew how much you loved him. I will continue to keep you both and all those who knew and loved Zachary in my prayers.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:52 AM CST
I'm so sorry for all the pain your family has gone thru Thank You for sharing my thoughts are with you all
carol kirkpatrick <carol_kirkpatrick_58@hotmail.com>
braintree, ma - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:51 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. As a friend of mine said after her 3 year old daughter passed away from ALL - . . .'in the end, we DID win. My child is free from cancer and in the arms of Jesus, while the cancer is now in H*** where it belongs.'
I know that there are no words to comfort you right now. I hope that you can somehow feel the prayers going up for you all.
www.earleydays.blogspot.com
Mamasita
- Friday, January 16, 2009 7:38 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
My heart is aching for your loss.Asking our Father to wrap you in His loving arms,comfort and strengthen you.
Trish/Angel_Wings/AngelWingsRemembers <byangeltrish@aol.com>
Pall Mall, TN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:28 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I am truly sorry for your loss. You both have shown such strength in this whole battle along side Zachary. Now, you will need a different type of strength to go forward. I will pray that you both have that strength and peace. Many prayers and hugs!!
Teressa
NC - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:25 AM CST
May the peace of Christ be with you right now. Zach was amazing and he taught us so much about living! My prayers are with you and Rebecca.
Tina (AL Lurker) <lsutigerinbama1@bellsouth.net>
Alabaster, al USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:20 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your journey with us. atleast Zac isnt suffering anymore. he will be missed by us all. you are a great family and it was always fun looking forward to reading the entries you wrote even the sad ones. may the greive part not be painful and too hard to endure. i will continue to think of you guys and will always remember what i knew of your son. warm wishes from the very fridgid buffalo.
becky miller <me147_me@yahoo.com>
buffalo, ny - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:19 AM CST
Zach is in our prayers. I am also sure that he is in a much better place now. May he rest in peace.
From the men and women of the 113th Aircraft Maintenance Squadron.
SSgt Juan Carlos Rodriguez <juan.rodriguez.5@ang.af.mil>
Andrews AFB, MD US - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:12 AM CST
DEAR FAMILY. It broke my heart this morning to learn of Zach's passing. He truly was a remarkable young man and one I wish I had had the opportunity of meeting in person. I will remember him and his strenght and courgage forever.
Now as you prepare to lay your son to everylasting rest, I pray that the Lord will comfort you and give you peace beyond all understanding. May the knowledge that Zach is at peace, as evidenced by his smirk as he pass into Jesus arms, is pain free, disease free and sitting beside Jesus give you the peace and strength you need.
With deepest sympathy.
David Daniel <rhondavid@yahoo.com>
Birmingham, Al - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:09 AM CST
I'm speechless.....my heart is breaking for you all. My prayers are with you.
Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net connorscourage.com>
Hendersonville, TN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 7:08 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Zach. Thank you for sharing him and his journey with us. May peace be with you,
Paula Lietzke <Plietzke@new.rr.com>
Appleton, WI United States - Friday, January 16, 2009 6:58 AM CST
Thank you for sharing the wonderful Zachary with us. I hope you can find peace in the knowledge that your angel is in heaven and no longer suffering.
God bless.
Jo-Anne Cippendale <jo-anne.chippendale@galacoral.com>
London, UK - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:45 AM CST
I am so saddened to read of Zachary's passing, yet find comfort, and hope you do as well, to know his struggles are over. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful son with the rest of us .... we are all much better people because of it.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:43 AM CST
We are truly saddened to hear about Zachary. We have not kept in touch as much as we could have. I know that you are some of the strongest and most determined people around. That is why Zachary did what he did. Our thoughts and prayers are with you..
Matt Millhollin <mattmillhollin@yahoo.com>
Jensen Beach, fl USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:41 AM CST
Zachary - I hope you can now truly 'rest in peace'..
Scott - it's been a pleasure to read your posts and know how strongly you & Rebecca have fought for Zachary. I'm sure he knew how much you loved him through all the effort you put into his care. All the things I can think to say seem trite, but I hope in time you start to feel better and have success in improving treatment for children who are going through what Zachary went through. Thinking of you.. xxx
Nicole
London, - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:33 AM CST
Zachary,
You have lived your life to the fullest with an incredible grace and courage. Thank you for all you have given, for all you are.... Fly free, wrapped in love and rainbow colors...
Scott and Rebecca,
Thank you so much for being the most amazing parents in the world for your beautiful amazing son... May you find peace in knowing that you have done all you could, more than seemed even humanly possible and that Zachary has been surrounded with such dedicated infinite love from his first breath to his last and beyond... May you be comforted somewhat by remembering all that Zachary could accomplish in his life and all the extraordinary experiences you could create for him and by the love and support of your wonderful network of friends... May the mystery of life and death allow you at times to feel your son's presence and love and to know he is fine... May a magic wand be invented to heal your hearts and the hearts of other parents who have travelled and are travelling this path...
In loving light,
Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Bruxelles, Belgium - Friday, January 16, 2009 5:03 AM CST
Finestone family,
I am so saddened to hear of Zachary's passing. I pray for all of you to find peace. I think Zach may have found his already. You are in our prayers.
Mary Ellen Edwards <ellieedwards@comcast.net>
Woodbury, NJ United States - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:55 AM CST
keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers, today and in the days to come.... GOD Bless... Bridget DeMore
Bridget DeMore <BridgetWidgetRN@yahoo.com>
Turnersville, nj - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:44 AM CST
keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers, today and in the days to come.... GOD Bless... Bridget DeMore
Bridget DeMore <BridgetWidgetRN@yahoo.com>
Turnersville, nj - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:43 AM CST
Hello, I am very sorry for your loss, but glad he is in a better place. My thoughts are with you.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/1989
Kita
Victoria, - Friday, January 16, 2009 1:45 AM CST
My dearest Rebecca & Scott, I can't express how sad and with so much remorse I feel with the lost of Zack. It's been such a battle for all of you. I love you and my thoughts are with you constantly.
Jeanne M Tehven <jtehven@verizon.net>
New Hampton, NH usa - Friday, January 16, 2009 0:52 AM CST
((Heavy sigh)) I'm so sorry. You've all been through so much (and will continue to do so) that neither my brain nor my heart can fathom the magnitude of your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.
Jadine
Pflugerville, TX USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 0:30 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca, I am so sorry for your loss. Zachary's legacy is infinite. Thank you for sharing him with us. You (as always) are in my prayers and thoughts. Zachary - thank you for being the inspiration that you have been to so many people. You accomplished more in your time here than most ever dream to accomplish in a whole lifetime. I will miss you so much and I will never, ever forget you.
Jennifer Smith <lakerdog2@yahoo.com>
Hidden Valley Lake, CA usa - Friday, January 16, 2009 0:30 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I am so sorry to hear of Zachary's passing. I pray that God provides you with peace and comfort during this difficult time. My heart goes out to you.
Anthony Barber <sayitsso@msn.com>
Sunrise, FL USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 0:17 AM CST
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
Saoirse Miranda <saoirse.miranda@gmail.com>
New York, NY - Friday, January 16, 2009 0:17 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I am so very sorry to hear that your amazing son has passed. I pray for all the strength possible for the both of you in the days to come, and I truely believe that Zachary is in a far, far better place. I am sending tons of hugs and love your way.
Lavender <lavenedrbrooks16@hotmail.com>
Woonsocket, RI USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:57 PM CST
NO!!!!! I'm so sorry for your loss. I have no words, only prayers that you will feel God's love and care for you during these difficult times.
Melinda <melindamhughie@gmail.com>
Aliso Viejo, CA 92656 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:56 PM CST
I send my deepest sympathies to each of you on the death of
precious Zachary. I pray that Our Lord will hold you close & supply every need that you have. God bless you always.
Love, Patricia / Angel Wings
Patricia Bankston <patriciar@c-gate.net>
Laurel, Ms U.S.A. - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:15 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
We are so deeply sorry and heart-broken to learn of your Zach's passing. So very sorry.
Shortly after our daughter was diagnosed with her cancer five years ago, a kind friend said there's someone I think you should "meet". I'm grateful that she did. And with that I came to "know" of this courageous little man named Zachary Finestone, and to see what a combination of strength, class, hilarity and love would look like if you made a website out of it. Scott, dad-to-dad, I owe some of how I coped my way through my daughter's treatment to the good fortune of being able to follow your experience. And parent-to-parent, Scott and Rebecca, my wife and I feel like we lost a piece of our hearts with Zach's passing.
Tonight we will pray for you to find the strenght to face whatever the days ahead may bring, and for your Zachary to finally find his peace.
With love and sorrow,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna 'Banana' Josephson <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:13 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, thank you for sharing your wonderful son Zachary with the world. Please know that as we shared in his amazing life, we did so hoping our prayers would provide even the tiniest help or lift by letting y'all know you weren't bearing your load alone. Now as we also share in the grief and sadness of his passing, we hope again to share the sadness and help ease your hurting. You are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:56 PM CST
You KNOW you are dealing with a FIGHTER when you still are visiting a caringbridge page that is in the "old" version.
Scott & Rebecca...I came to this site many years ago (in curiousity) upon reading a newspaper article in regards to 'young' Zachary. I was hooked after the first journal I read, not only because Zach's story was so touching but because of the way you two open the doors of your daily struggle with cancer and shared it with all of us, all the while making us laugh hysterically. My heart aches for you two, but it also smiles at all the HARD work and advocating you have done for so many others that will follow (unfortunately) in your footsteps... Like, I feel like I "thank" soldiers and war veterans for fighting for our country...Scott and Rebecca, I thank YOU for fighting for so many other families who shall be led down the same path... you guys fought and advocated until the end, thank you. You should be proud... I know 'young' Zachary would.
Marcy- Minnetonka, MN
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:38 PM CST
My deepest condolences go out to you. May the Lord give you strength in the days ahead.
I will continue to pray for you always!
Loreen
Medford, NY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:36 PM CST
"With Hope"- Steven Curtis Chapman
This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...
We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again
And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...
We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...
So we can cry with hope
And say goodbye with hope
We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope
*Praying for all of you at this time*
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team www.colesfoundation.com
Melissa Pickering
AR - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:32 PM CST
I am SO very sorry, but I DO agree with you Scott, that Zachary is in a much better place. Never forget how hard you and Rebecca fought for him, and how much you both meant to him. The length of his life (post diagnosis)was a combination of his strength (and maybe stubborness?), and the length as well as quality was a result of your perseverance for nothing but the best even though it wasn't always easy. You were so lucky to have him for your son, as was he to have you both for parents. My deepest sympathy to you both & to all who knew and loved Zachary.
Pat in CA
Pat in CA <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
Antioch, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:31 PM CST
Words do nothing right now but know that many of us are thinking of you, thinking of your perfect boy, and joyous that he is cancer and pain-free, while at the same time sad beyond belief that another mom and dad have to go through the rest of your lives incomplete. However, you will survive, if not thrive, with the gifts Zachary has left behind for those that he loves.
Andy Mikulak, dad to Max (forever seven)
www.Mikulak.com
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:29 PM CST
Scott, Rebecca, Zachary's family and friends..
While a terrific young man is no longer on this earth, Heaven has gained a beautiful angel. Zachary is now cancer free.
I can't even begin to know the pain, hurt, yet relief that you all are feeling. I know my heart is broken.
Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Sending tons of love and hugs,
Eva and Rodney <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:27 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca,
My heart aches for both of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer (long time lurker) <plemmonsfamily@triad.rr.com>
Clemmons, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:25 PM CST
I hope that your family can find peace in knowing that your angel is up in heaven and no longer suffering. He will be at your side every day, I am sure. God has chosen him for his very own. Your family will be in my prayers.
Chris <chris.calip@gmail.com>
IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:14 PM CST
We were so fortunate to have known Zachary. Almost a year ago, both of our children were a part of the "Stars Ball". Zachary looked so handsome in his tuxedo.
In our family, we tell the small children that those loved ones that pass on become stars in the sky. Zachary is now one of the brightest ones in the sky tonight. Our deepest sympathy goes out to you both.
Gayle, Gregg, Diana & Elizabeth Schorr <gschorr59@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:08 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
We are so sorry that you are having to go thru this pain.
You have used songs in the past to show your feelings, well here is one I think fits ^Zachary^ to a T.
Well, I won't back down, no, I won't back down
You can stand me up at the gates of hell
But I won’t back down
Gonna stand my ground, won’t be turned around
And I’ll keep this world from draggin me down
Gonna stand my ground and I won’t back down
Hey baby, there ain’t no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won’t back down.
Well, I know what’s right, I got just one life
In a world that keeps on pushin me around
But I’ll stand my ground and I won’t back down
Hey baby there ain’t no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won’t back down
No, I__WON’T___BACK___DOWN !!!
I blew out my speakers today playing this song loud so ^Zachary^ could hear and know we are proud of the fight he put up against the beast.
^HUGS^
^Angel^ Emily Ann's Daddy and family <davidd@comporium.net....www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
RockHill, SC Cancer Sucks Club members - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:07 PM CST
Scott: So sorry for your loss. As I have stated numerous times, let me know if you need anything. I am so glad that you accepted the LOA.....For Zach, Rebecca and You. There can be no regrets about that decision.
Steve Newton <newton1449@bellsouth.net>
Port St. Lucie, FL United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:06 PM CST
I don't know what to say, maybe because there aren't any words. I am crying and grieving with you. And we continue to pray. Thank you for sharing your amazing son with us, and for sharing yourselves. Sending alot of love, Stephanie Ogle
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/peytoncogle
Stephanie Ogle <babypeyton2004@yahoo.com>
Chattanooga, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:06 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott...I'm so very sorry for your loss. I, too, was so hoping this day would never come. You're in my thoughts and prayers and your beautiful son will always have a special place in my heart and will never be forgotten.
God bless...
Terry Snyder {Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw"} http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:05 PM CST
Thank you for sharing Zachary with the rest of us. He is an inspiration as well as your entire family. My heartfelt condolances go out to your family!
Wishing you all Peace!!
barb
Nazareth, PA United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:03 PM CST
I read about your family on Cole's Foundation a few months ago, and I have been following your story. Thank you for sharing your experience so candidly. I know that you have received some negative feedback for that, but as a parent that just began this journey in May, I truly appreciate your truthful journal entries. I will be praying for God's peace and comfort to surround you and your family.
Marci Harrison <mchandler98@yahoo.com>
Ashford, AL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:01 PM CST
You family is in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing your son's life with me.
Kris Herbst <kris@ercolina-usa.com>
Bettendorf, IA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:59 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your life with me. I am praying for you and your family. God needed an extra special angel! He is now your ANGEL. He will always be with you but now he doesn't hurt or bleed anymore. God Bless You
Julie <Juliern1@aol.com>
Copperas Cove, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:57 PM CST
Sending you and your family waves and waves of prayer for comfort, peace and strength.
a friend
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:51 PM CST
I'm so sorry and yet so happy for Zach. Take care of each other and know that you were excellent parents who did everything possible to make his life about quality, not quantity.
Prayers go without saying.......
Kathy
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:50 PM CST
you are a brave soul and i wish you the best in your future.
annonymous.
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:49 PM CST
Like I told you in an earlier posting, I haven't followed your story of Zach for all that long, but let me tell you, I felt like I knew him. I wept as I read your last entry. I can tell Zach was very loved and touched many peoples hearts, including mine. May you lean on one another and know that many, many people, friends or complete strangers, are praying for your family.
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:38 PM CST
I came upon your site today via other caringbridge folks. My deepest condolences to all of you for the loss of Zachary. Also, I share in your thankfulness that he passed peacefully. I know Zachary will live on through those who loved him as today, on his final earthly day, he touched an unknown person's life. Thoughts and prayers are with you. Be well.
Jacqueline
OK USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:35 PM CST
RIP, Zachary. You got your second miracle in 2 days!
Love and prayers to you, Scott and Rebecca.
Nikki from the NB Blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:29 PM CST
Im so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you both, just know Zach will always be looking down on you. God be with you.
Karen Walker <doggieclips@aol.com>
port saint lucie, fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:25 PM CST
Zach, you fought a monster of a battle that tried to take you down time & time again, but you fought back harder each time. You certainly deserved those angel wings and are now in a place where the dumb@$$ beast can no longer invade your body and for that I'm thankful. Your spirit will forever live on in those who were blessed enough to have known of you. Thank you for being the amazing guy you are and inspiring so many people to live, laugh and love for today because you're never guaunteed a tomorrow.
Scott & Rebecca, my thoughts and prayers are with you today and everyday. May your angel Zachary & God help you find your way in this new journey ahead. Oh how I wish there were no need for a new journey in life and that your boy would've recieved his much deserved miracle healing here on earth. I'll never understand why these amazing young heroes ever have to leave their earthly homes far too soon.
P.S-CANCER SUCKS!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL 33173 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:24 PM CST
Remember one thing, "You cant loose something or someone, when you know where that thing or person is." A quote our pastor reminded us of at our sons funeral. God Bless Aaron and Moireen
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Aaron Ruotsala <aaron@colesfoundation.com>
Ironwood, MI 49938 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:13 PM CST
I am so sorry :o(.
JD Wetmore
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:11 PM CST
I can find no words thru the tears. I am so thankful that Zachary is rid of cancer. He is whole again, strong and happy. May God give you and Rebecca the strength you need to get thru the coming days. Hugs and much love...Kim/Angel_Wings
A prayer warrior for Zachary <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:04 PM CST
I am praying for you and your family, and I am hoping for the best.
"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes." - St. Clement of Alexandra
keep fighting, and do not forget about how many people love you and are praying for you.
I know that you can get through this
i will continue praying
just a hopeful heart <youcandothis@motivation.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:00 PM CST
"I can only imagine"..... LOVE that song, and it's SO true... and fun to imagine what heaven will be like... Keeping all of you in my prayers......... Manda/Angel_Wings
Manda Queen <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:55 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, I know my friend Angel Michaela was there to welcome Zachary with open arms!
www.caringbridge.org/sd/michaela
Jodi Simerly
Watertown, SD USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:50 PM CST
I am sorry.
Love
Olga <olga.moreno@hp.com>
Bogota, COlombia - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:48 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. The Prokop family told us about Zachary, and we are so sad for your loss. We hope you find comfort in knowing he is safe in the arms of Jesus, and he is well! You will see him again! Allow the Holy Spirit to minister to you as only He can do.
Jane Oliver <jelofl@yahoo.com>
Port St Lucie, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:46 PM CST
My very deepest sympathy.
BJ Porche <bjporche1@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:45 PM CST
There are no words to express the sorrow I feel in my heart. Good night sweet Zachary, the sky now has a new beautiful star.
N.S.
NJ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:41 PM CST
Oh I am so sorry. My deepest sympathy.
margie miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
winter springs, fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:40 PM CST
Prayers are being said for you both. I can't even begin to imagine the pain. May the Lord comfort you as only He can do. Zachary is free now and that makes my heart smile but the grief of those left behind is so hard to comprehend.
Carla Sturgeon <wuzabear@bellsouth.net>
Cleveland, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:38 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca: My heart is aching and the tears are falling for both of you in the loss of your precious Zachary! Your son was a young man who demonstrated great courage and stamina... some men would say "true grit", as he faced the challenge each day to fight with a smile. Zach will always remain close to you... (in your thoughts and your hearts), as you have many wonderful and humorous memories and stories that will comfort you and provide you strength during this most difficult time. Know that thousands of friends all over the world wish they could be there to give you their shoulder to lean on.. and give you HUGS... Zach's courageous battle will be remembered by thousands of his friends - he truly made a tremendous difference in all our lives! We grieve with you in the loss of your wonderful son... Zach! Hang in... we love you! With my heartfelt sympathy, Sondi
Sondi <shill@ci.greenacres.fl.us>
Greenacres, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:38 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and Zachary,
Scott and Rebecca, I was so hoping this day would never come. I wish there was something I could say or do to take your pain away. I cannot. I can only say that I am deeply sorry for your loss.
Zachary, we will remember you forever. We will remember you for how you lived.
You will always be a family.
As said by Kathy Charleton and the Rommel's, I know that Robert, Ryon, Cameron, Seth and all the other brave young ones who left us too soon were there to greet you. Enjoy your time together.
Scott and Rebecca, the road ahead will be difficult. You will be in our thoughts and prayers. Zachary was a very special young man. He will always be your son. You will always be his mom and dad. And we will always be here for you.
All our best,
The Bunkelmanns
Scott, Ruthie, Emily, Ethan and, from Heaven, Seth
I was so hoping
Scott Bunkelmann <sbunk@belllsouth.net>
North Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:37 PM CST
Sending thoughts & prayers your way in Australia...
Karen
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:37 PM CST
So sorry for your loss. Just know that he is in a much better place now and is pain and cancer free. May you feel his presence all around you! Continuing to pray for you!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:33 PM CST
You have touched lives of so many you have never even met by sharing your story.
God Speed Sweet Zachary
Ginger Hollingsworth
Birmingham, Al USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:32 PM CST
There are no adequate words. I have followed Zach's story for a long time and am devastated for your loss. I did think of what Dr.Seuss once said and thought of Zach.
""Don't cry because it's over, Smile because it happened.""
Jennifer Sherlock
Oshawa , ON Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:30 PM CST
I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. YOUR FAMILY WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS & THOUGHTS. THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR WONDERFUL SON WITH US.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:30 PM CST
We are so, so very saddened by this news.
God's peace,
Amy, Rick, ^^Arden^^ (NB Angel, forever 3) & Grayson
The Bucher Family <rabucher99@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:30 PM CST
I have read your journal for years. I have rejoiced in your successes and cried for your set backs. I am a mother of a child with cancer. Your in-roads with this fight have made the battle for others more clear. Zach did not die in vain, for he surely has made it possible for others to live. I have often wondered what this world would be like without cancer. Would we see heros amoung us? would we see strength in the common man? Would we appreciate the quality of life without the quantity of time to live it? Zach, embodied all of these and more. What a rare thing to love a person such as Zach and have the love to fight as you have . Your grief must be unimaginable. I pray your days eventualy become easier to bare and the pain of His loss is softened by your memory and love for Him.
Mary
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:26 PM CST
Rebecca & Scott,
From the moment we met Zach on the t-ball field he touched our hearts. Remember to always cherish the wonderful memories you have. Zachary will be in our hearts forever.
Elizabeth, Joey & Nicholas <giaccone01@comcast.net>
JB, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:25 PM CST
I pray you feel him around you. I also pray for strength and comfort for you both and for all those who loved Zachary.
Stephanie Moore
Simpsonville, KY - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:22 PM CST
Thanks for sharing Zack's journey with us. Love and prayers for you during this difficult time. Fly, Zack, Fly!
Faye/Angel_Wings <fcinman@yahoo.com>
Lake, MS US - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:21 PM CST
Scott and rebecca ,our prayers go out to your family, it has been a pleasure meeting you and Zach !Thank you Matt and the Mighty Mikes Tattoo Crew
Matt Weakland <Oldskuull@gmail.com>
port st lucie, fl United states - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:19 PM CST
god bless your little angel, my heart and prayers go out to your family, i know the pain of this horrible disease for my 4 year old son marcos has been fighting neuroblastoma stage 4 since 2006
angela <uncloudedangel@yahoo.com>
methuen, ma usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:16 PM CST
My heart goes out to your family - my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Mooresville, NC USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:13 PM CST
Becca and Scott there are not any words that I can say to ease your pain.
Please know that you are in our prayers.
How ironic - his smartass joke about seeing the light
may truly have been his way of saying he was ready.
Michelle & Jes Jensen Beach Bowl <JnsnBchB@Bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:11 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca- we have been following your journey for a while and are very sad for you tonight. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
beth favre <bethfavre@mac.com>
wellington, fl usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:07 PM CST
Hi Scott...
I'm very sorry to read of this. I was in awe of Zach's approach to life and you always made his humor and smile shine through via your words. May he get all the tattoos he could ever want...
Neil and Margot
Neil Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA 92109 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:59 PM CST
Many prayers to you and your beautiful family. Your beautiful son, thanks for sharing his story. You have touched many lives, I read with tears in my eyes but know that you were an advocate for your son, you fought the battle with your son. You are amazing parents, you have a son to be proud of. May God bless you on this journey.
Debbie Roth <debbie.roth@comcast.net>
Brentwood, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:57 PM CST
Holding you close in thought and prayer.
Angelique PArker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:47 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.
Joy/Angel_Wings
joy stoerger <joystoerger@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:42 PM CST
I am so sorry. Peace to all/
sheri <shimko1@verizon.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:38 PM CST
We will allways remember him we are all praying for you and your family
God bless you and be with you
Allie Lord <wwcheerjd05@comcast.net>
Jensen beach, FL US - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:36 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss, but so grateful that Zack had so many good days with you both. Thank you for sharing so much of your precious family with us...strangers who have been touched by an amazing story of courage, love, tenacity and triumph in the face of unbelievable hurdles.
Sue G
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:35 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss and I will continue to keep your family in my prayers!
God Bless You,
Linda/Angel_Wings
Linda Wells <mamalindaw48@aol.com>
Pickerington, oh - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:35 PM CST
I am completely at a loss for words. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Vicki C/Angel Wings
Vicki Corson
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:34 PM CST
God speed sweet Zachary. fly free and soar high! My condolences to the family
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:34 PM CST
I am so so sorry for your loss. What a special man with two very very special parents. My thoughts and prayers are with you through this most difficult time.
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:32 PM CST
May you feel the Lord's arms around you during this difficult time & may you always feel Zachary's presence in your hearts. Thoughts & Prayers.
Cristina Lowry <yankeeatheart@earthlink.net>
Winchester, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:30 PM CST
My heart is breaking for you.... How awesome to be pain free and with our Lord.. I know this next phase of your life will be just as painful without him.
Hugs from Iowa
Marjie <jmr@ mahaska.org>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:27 PM CST
I will never forget the times we had in 7th grade together and I will truly miss you.Im glad your in a better place now. Rest in peace
Austin Mitchell <ausindirtbiker@yahoo.com>
Stuart, Florida Martin - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:24 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your familys loss.
Fly free Zachary.
You will always be an inspiration, forever and always.
Kriss <lovelifepeace67@gmail.com>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:23 PM CST
I'm so sorry, My thoughts and prayers are with you always
Kathy Mayo <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:22 PM CST
I am so heartbroken for your loss. Zach touched so many lives during his fight and I have no doubt he'll continue to. Sending endless prayers to you.
Jennifer <jennifer@kidscancercrusade.org>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:22 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca, my heart breaks for you and I know nothing I say here will help. I know! I've been praying for strength and courage for Zac and both of you throughout all this. As Kathy Charlton said...Robert was there to welcome Zac and I'm sure Ryon, Seth, Cameron and many of the other children we have known were right there too to welcome him into the gates along side Our Lord. Zachary was a true warrior. He is at peace and sometimes that is the only thing that helps me. Rest in peace buddy and Enjoy heaven, watch over your Mom and Dad. Dolores & Joe Rommel
The Rommel's <rommelj@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:21 PM CST
My heart is absolutely broken! So sorry for your loss. Your family will always remain in our thoughts, prayers and especially in our hearts!
Tom & Tammy Ripp <thosripp@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:20 PM CST
I'm so sorry to read of Zach's passing.
Zachary, you are truly an inspiration. Thank you Scott and Rebecca, for sharing Zach with all of us.
Jackie
PA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:20 PM CST
I AM SORRY FOR UR LOST, I TO AM A MOTHER WHO LOST MY SON IN 2006. JUST BELIEVE THEY R IN BETTER PLACE AND PAIN FREE!
LISA <ciscocodybruno@yahoo.com>
MIDDLETOWN, NY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:19 PM CST
I am so sorry. There are no words. Zachary is at peace now.. in a better place with NO more cancer, no more pain. it is strange but I will really miss Zachary..even tough I never met him... my thoughts & prayers are with you now... fly free Zachary...
michele
ny - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:19 PM CST
Zachary will always have a special place in my heart with fond, loving memories. My prayers are with you! Arzella Blackburn
Arzella Blackburn <arzellab@aol.com>
Gainesville , Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:18 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott, Steve and Eileen and family,
What a privilege it was to have met your amazing Zach a few years ago! His courage, his love of life, his amazing ability to rally time and time again.......an unbelievable young man with an unbelievable family. As we have heard and read of your fight against such a devastating disease, we are impacted beyond what words can express. Zach, along with your family, have touched many lives as you have so openly shared good times as well as heartbreaking times.
We are so saddened for your loss, knowing that the world has lost someone very special. Our hearts go out to you; know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love to you, Carol and Tom Turner
Carol and Tom Turner <cturner3@comcast.net>
Vero Beach, fl Indian River - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:17 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I was a volunteer at St. Mary's and was able to meet Zachary, I believe it was when he was first diagnosed. I will never forget him coming in playing and hanging out. Your family touched my life and have been in my thoughts and prayers since then. I will continue to pray for you as you go through this difficult time.
Stefani <Sdonovan83@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:17 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss. May the prayers of many support you during this difficult time. Fall into the arms of the Lord and let Him carry you. Those are the same arms that welcomed your dear son.
Irene Nelson <mtsofttail@hotmail.com>
Colstrip, MT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:14 PM CST
I had the most incredible privilege today of being able to visit with you all today, before Zachary passed. Thank you. I will forever treasure that time. Zachary is in a better place and I know that he will forever be a presence in the lives of all of us, a guiding force, so to speak. I pray that you may rest soundly tonight, knowing that you went above and beyond to help your son in this fight, and succeeded where so many thought you would fail. God Bless you. Rest in Peace, Zachary.
AnnMarie <mommyishome@hotmail.com>
Port St Lucie, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:08 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your grief and pain. I am touched by Zach's story and will hold your family in my prayers.
Lisa
Ontario Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:07 PM CST
Praying and weeping. We love you
Lisa <rolexh@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:06 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss...but I smile knowing that your son is in a better place where he is free of cancer and pain and suffering. I pray that will be a comfort and a blessing to you now as you go through this terrible loss. My heart aches for you and for your family.
Juliet
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:02 PM CST
I have been a lurker for many, many years. Your family is a true inspiration to the many other families out there fighting this battle. You never gave up on your son and you fought like heck to get the things he needed done. I am truly sorry for you loss. I don't remember how I came to your website but I have always been in awe of the battle Zach fought and the battles you as his parents fought for him. Your candid thoughts on cancer and the related crap that go with it have been heartbreaking yet refreshing because you never tried to sugarcoat things and you were always honest in your feelings and your posts. I am one of those that cancer has touched and it truly does SUCK. My prayer for you tonight is that when you lay your heads on your pillows you will do so knowing that you gave Zach the best possible life and you did everything in your power to protect and take care of him. Rest in Peace Zach and know that even the lurkers who you never knew cared deeply.
Sherri
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:54 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, Our hearts are aching for you!!!! Zachary was a wonderful child and will NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
What an ispiration he was to us all.
May God hold you close while you go through this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!!!!!
FLY FREE ZACHARY!!!!!
Kathy & Timmy Lawton <Coloradormh57@aol.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:53 PM CST
As a fellow cancer warrior once said, "Either God will take my cancer from me, or he will take me from my cancer. Either way, I win."
I know that Zachary is in a better place now, but my heart aches for the loss of his physical presence in your lives. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
He will be missed, even by those of us that never had the privilege to meet him. Thank you so much for sharing your amazing boy with us.
Katie (Hunter's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ma/hunter) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:52 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
I am so very sorry for the loss of your son, but I rejoice in knowing that Zachary is no longer suffering, and he fought a valiant and honorable fight with an enemy that knows no boundaries. I pray for peace for each member of Zachary's family, including all his precious friends, and I pray that one day a cure will be found so that no more children will have to endure the pain, torture, and death from the beast called cancer. God Bless you both for doing everything in your power to help your son.
My deepest sympathies,
Tracy Jones
Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:50 PM CST
I don't have any words...just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:50 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Zack is so lucky to have had the two of you throughout his lifetime and throughout his fight for life. You will be in his heart forever. May God continue to bless you through this difficult time. You are wonderful people that have been blessed with a special child that was put on this earth to touch so many lives.He will be missed.
Karollynn <footbalfreak9111@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:50 PM CST
I am very sorry for your loss. Zachary was a true inspiration to us all, in his vigilant fight against a horrible disease. There's a lot to be learned from Zachary. As parents, no words seem sufficient, may you find strength during this difficult time.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:49 PM CST
Warrior Zachary,
Godspeed and I love you!
God looked around his garden,
And found an empty place.
He then looked down upon the earth,
And saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you,
And lifted you to rest;
God's garden must be beautiful-
He always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering,
He knew you were in pain;
He knew you would never get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough
And hills were hard to climb
So he closed your weary eyelids, and whispered,
"Peace be thine."
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone,
For a part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
~Author Unknown~
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers
Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:44 PM CST
I am heartbroken for you and with you. What an amazing son you had,Zach was truly an inspiration to everyone who has come to this site. Praying for you and Rebecca at this difficult time. Please accept my deepest sympathy. God Bless you and your family.
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:41 PM CST
I pray God's strength, peace and love for you and Rebecca. Zach is dancing with God now.
In His Grace
Mary Walker
Scottsdale, AZ 85260 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:38 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca -
Here's a big HUG from us in North Carolina. We wish we were there with you right now. I appreciate the call today......tears were flowing when we spoke but thankful Zach is not suffering anymore. Zach is one of THE strongest young men I have ever met in my life. We will miss him dearly.
Diane, Bo, Mitch, Kaleigh & Chayse <Stubby3620@aol.com>
Hickory, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:35 PM CST
You are in my prayers and throughts.My God be with you,threw this time of sorrow.R.I.P Sweet Angel
Kim <kimbl42@yahoo.com>
Atiica, Ind US - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:33 PM CST
I haven't followed Zachary's journey for too long, but my life has been made richer during this short time. From the determination of a father, the love that only a mother can have, to the fight of a teenage warrior.... I am so sorry for your loss.
Cindy <cinandan@gmail.com>
Kingsport, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:32 PM CST
Much sorrow for your great loss...this very brave dear warrior has touched so many hearts and inspired us all...
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:17 PM CST
While praying for peace for you all, I still somehow believed there would be another miraculous turnaround, and more good days. I pray for strength for you both as you adapt to life without your amazing Zach... I will never forget him, or his incredible parents...Godspeed Zachary...
Shelley K
Burlington, ON Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:17 PM CST
This journey was the ultimate fight. You never gave up. I am so proud of you Scott! Zach was so much like you it was crazy, except I don't know if he liked show tunes. I will speak about Zach for the rest of my life so that people know the power of him as a teenage warrior. I am here if you EVER need a thing. Oh and I plan on telling them about his trip to Winn Dixie too! I hope you know that he brought so much laughter and magic (literally) into my familys life! We will miss him so much!
colette <colettemcknight@bellsouth.net>
Psl, fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:15 PM CST
May the Grace and Love of God
comfort Zachary's family and friends
at this sad time.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:14 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott, Please know we are thinking of you and praying for you at this time. Zachary will never be forgotten nor will he ever be in any more pain. May you feel Gods arms around you and please know our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kristie Thomas <skaa@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:13 PM CST
I don't know when my journey with you started... an online friend showed me the way to Zachary's page. Every once in a while I would check in and see how he was growing, progressing, backsliding and again getting better. But today, I visit and feel compelled to sign this guestbook. It's been a long journey. I have prayers and wishes for you and Zachary's family and friends... I wish you strength. I wish you peace. God be with you and all who have been deeply touched by Zachary's life.
Leanne Zaras
Denver, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:12 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Thinking of you both. I will never forget Zach... He had a wonderful sense of humor and such a strong spirit.
He will truly be missed,
Karen Minder
KAREN MINDER <GGMINDER@AOL.COM>
PALM BEACH GARDENS, FL United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:07 PM CST
Rest in peace Zach. I treasure the book that Zach signed and will keep it forever!!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
Va - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:04 PM CST
I am so sorry for this news. May GOD hold you close during this time.
Carolyn Wing grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:02 PM CST
Zachary now walks with all our angels of God. My son, Christopher welcomed Zach because he left us just about the same awful,heart wrenching for parents and family to watch way with pain and suffering that I prayed for God to take him. God Bless you all. Sincerely, Alison
Alison McClay <heyal313@aol.com>
Woodbridge, NJ - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:01 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca - My heart goes out to you and your family. I too hoped and prayed that this day would not come upon us. I have followed your journal for a while and and am still shell shocked.
Z-Man - You are an inspiration to others. I am glad you are no longer suffering or having to fight this battle.
Scott Schwalbach <scott@schwalbach.com>
Bellevue, WA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:59 PM CST
In tears with you.
Kim
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:59 PM CST
My deepest condolences to your entire family. As many have stated, there are no words that can take away your pain but, please know that if there where...we all would speak them into existence. You are a very loving family and I have been blessed to witness this during many ROCK Camp send-off's. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Sincerely, Serena (American Cancer Society)
Serena Binner <Serena.Binner@cancer.org>
Stuart, Florida - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:58 PM CST
I am so sorry...I found your site through another,Sarah Smith not long ago. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. God bless.
Dana
Greenville, sc - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:58 PM CST
Heaven has another Angel. God Bless You.
Lou Ann Holder <louannholder@yahoo.com>
Forest Park, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:56 PM CST
I am so so very sorry....Zachary will forever be in my heart. My prayers are with you all...
alyssa...godmother to Ciara, Hunter and ^Tommy^ <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:54 PM CST
years ago....when i started coming here...i never thought i would have to read the entry you posted today....i hoped i would never have to read that entry...my heart is shattered for both of you...way to go out with a smirk on your face z-man...fly high buddy
JENN <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
CANADA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:52 PM CST
Praying for you all. Praising God that Zachary is no longer battling the beast but is resting in the arms of heaven. May God hold you both close in this difficult time
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, IN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:41 PM CST
I am so so sorry Scott and Rebecca. I am glad that he is no longer in pain as your last entry was so hard to read. Your love for Zachary was so apparent to me every time I had the pleasure of hanging out with you guys. I will treasure every memory. I'm usually never one to be speechless but today I am. Zach's always been a favorite of mine. I'll miss him greatly. I love you guys and will be praying for your continued strength.
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Gainesville, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:41 PM CST
To Zachary's Family,
I'm sorry for the loss of Zachary but so glad he did not suffer longer. I will have Zachary & the family in my thoughts & prayers.
Zachary will not be forgotten.
(((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))
Love Eileen Dabbles&Doodles,OnesWhoCare,PostPals,Hugs&Hope
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
NY, NY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:39 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca - You are in our thoughts and prayers as you say see you for now to your Zachary.....he fought a tough battle.....he is at peace.....freedom, no more doctors, pills, surgeries,,,,,,In Hope! www.blairstreeofhope.org Kim
Kim Anderson <kanderson@blairstreeofhope.org>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:39 PM CST
God bless you - from a longtime reader. My heart aches for you. I am so sorry.
Amy
Sterling Hts, MI - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:36 PM CST
I am so sorry.
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
WI - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:33 PM CST
I am so sorry.
Jamie
Baltimore , MD USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:33 PM CST
I am so sorry for your devastating loss. Zachary is somebody that I will always remember, for his sense of humor, his kind heart and especially for his courage. There are no words to make your pain easier, but please know that many, many people are thinking about you and praying for the strength you will need during this time of loss.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:31 PM CST
May you be healed
May you be blessed
May you have peace
Liza
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:30 PM CST
I'm so sorry.
Tracey
Mn - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:30 PM CST
You have my heartfelt condolences. I'm glad that he went peacefully in his own way - smirking. My prayers are with you all.
Rae Lawrence <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:30 PM CST
I don't know what to say...
I'm thinking of you.
Rebecca Cook
Lille, France - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:30 PM CST
we are so happy Zachary finally got to travel to a much better place, prayers daily from my family staff and friends have been pouring your way this past few weeks, I do hope they helped to keep you strong, The prayers will continue in the hope the lord will hold Zachary in his arms and relieve the the pain in your hearts, with love from ken, family and all the staff at Paddy Macs
Ken Wade <kwadeirish001@yahoo.com>
P.B.G., FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:28 PM CST
Dear Rebecca & Scott: Apparently Zachary stood by his motto until the end and did things "his" way - he went for the quality vs. quantity! Thank you for sharing Zachary and his final "defiance" -Personally, I think the smirk was yet another gift from him to you - and if he had had the strength to wink - then for sure you would have known Zachary had a secret you have yet to bust him on...Basking in the Zachary memories...
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:27 PM CST
Always missed.
Thank you for sharing your boy.
Lee
Richmond, VA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:26 PM CST
Fly free sweet Zachery and send Gods comforting angels to wrap their arms around your Mommy and Daddy
I know your life
On earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain
Go rest high on that mountain
Son, you work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and Son
Oh, how we cried the day you left us
We gathered round your grave to grieve
I wish I could see the angels faces
When they hear your sweet voice sing
Go rest high on that mountain
Son, you work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and Son
Scott and Rebecca - thank you so much for letting us share your journey - we are so saddened today but we are so much the better for having known him through your eyes and words
Lynne and Tom <Lynnencfan@earthlink.net>
Heartland Ramblings, - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:21 PM CST
There are no words. Our lives are richer, our children blessed with wonderful times, wonderful memories and our hearts are broken.
We love you.
Bonnie Sandfelder <sandmantoy@aol.com>
Roswell, GA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:15 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss, and yet so thankful that he's finally free of this terrible beast. I hope God gave him the keys to a performance car when he got to heaven and said, "Drive as fast as you'd like. Oh, and the tattoo parlor is down on your left."
Cate Crowley
Bend, OR - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:15 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I haven't posted in ages, but have been quietly following Zman's journey, now complete. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing how much this page, Zach's story, and his life has affected so many through the years.
May you find your own peace and comfort in the weeks and months ahead, and may the Good Lord continue to bless all of you.
Peace, my friends.
Tom Mann
AKA DaDuck <solakinnc@earthlink.net>
Clayton, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:08 PM CST
Leaving you with a smirk until the Next Place. How fitting. I will be praying for you and Rebecca and all of Zachary's family and friends. What an amazing kid! Thank you for sharing him with us. God be with you.
Nancy Engels <nrengels@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:08 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad to know that Zachary is finally free from pain, but my heart breaks for the pain your family must endure. I've never met Zach, but I know enough from following his story to say the world lost an incredible young man today. Zachary touched more lives in his time here than many of those more than 5 times his age.
He is definitely in a better place now - happy, healthy, and probably picking up all the women up in heaven.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
TJ
NY - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:07 PM CST
I've been a lurker for years. I'm very sorry to hear about Zachary passing. My prayers are with you. May God grant you strength and beautiful memories.
Jennifer Stiles <jstiles100@comcast.net>
oakdale, pa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:05 PM CST
I'm very sorry for your loss but happy that Zach is no longer suffering.
In tears we saw you sinking,
We watched you fade away,
You suffered much in silence
You fought so hard to stay
You faced your task with courage,
Though your body would not mend,
But still you kept fighting
Until the very end,
God saw you getting tired
When a cure was not to be
So He put His arms around you,
And whispered, "Come with Me"
So when we saw you sleeping
So peaceful, free from pain,
We could not wish you back
To suffer that again.
Debbie <hunbeez@gmail.com>
Navarre, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:01 PM CST
To the Finestones: I wish you all the best. I hated to hear of Zachary's passing, but may he finally have rest.
It's been a while since I've heard of his progress, and I'm sad and relieved that it has come to an end. To my friend, Mike Rounds, I know you won't forget Zachary, but may your grief lessen after a time. I'm wishing all of you the same, and God's peace.
Joshua Tapp, ET5 <dasislost@yahoo.com>
Gresham, OR USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:57 PM CST
Zachary, you've been healed! Not the way we would have preferred but you are free of the pain and cancer monster. Look over your family as they have some tough days ahead. Thank you for sharing your journey and serving as encouragement for those of us who are also dealing with the cancer monster.
Zachary's family, you're in my heart and prayers as you travel on this new journey. God bless you.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:57 PM CST
I am so sorry that such a cool kid had to go through such a bad ordeal, but I think he's in a much better place now. I had lost the link to the site and hadn't read in quite a while, then heard this news today. I've spent the last hour reading and alternating between laughing and crying - what an amazing young man. Go with God, Zachary.
Jason Hickey <jason.hickey@gmail.com>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:56 PM CST
I honestly have to say that up until a couple of weeks ago, I never thought you would write those words on this site. Please know that my heart is going out to you and Rebecca and the rest of your family.
The poem below was comforting to me after my father passed away. I'm sure you have read it before, but I thought I would share it with you.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!
Mary Frye (1932)
Jessie P.
B-town, WA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:56 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
There are no words. Just our love and blessings. Thank you for sharing Z-man with us. We are blessed to have known him thru you.
Blessings.
Cheryl & Jordan Myers <cgmyers@cox.net>
Sapulpa, OK USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:55 PM CST
My wife and I have been praying for all of you for several years. We grieve now because Zachary is no longer with us, but rejoice because we know that he is now and forever in the presence of our Lord.
You and Rebecca are to be commended for your strength through all of the trials you've endured for all these years. Our thoughts and prayers will be for you and Rebecca through the rest of the ordeal.
Pat and Sarah Krell <i2bbones@gmail.com>
Oklawaha, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:53 PM CST
Thinking of you this evening, praying for your peace of mind and heart.
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:52 PM CST
You both are in our thoughts and prayers. Zach will always be in Racquel's heart and she intends to keep that big bear forever!! Knowing Zach has changed her life for the better...She will miss him alot.
Kathy & Racquel OHanna <kitk3535@aol.com>
Stuart, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:50 PM CST
Godspeed, beautiful and brave Zachary. To Scott and Rebecca, my prayers are now that you will know peace and that memories of your one-of-a-kind son, who fought so hard will be a comfort to you. I will never forget Zach-he's touched my life in so many ways. May his spirit live on in all of us. Thank you Scott for letting us know him through you. In tears and prayers,
Jacqueline <nicndavs@yahoo.com>
Southwestern, CT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:50 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I am so sorry for your loss. May you find peace in knowing that Zach. is pain free now.
Love, Carol
Carol
Garden Grove, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:48 PM CST
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR HERO!
The world's greatest
I am a mountain, I am a tall tree, oh
I am a swift wind sweepin' the country
I am a river down in the valley, oh
I am a vision and I can see clearly
If anybody asks you who I am
Just stand up tall
Look 'em in the face and say
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
(The world's greatest, yo)
(The world's greatest ever)
I am a giant, I am an eagle, oh
I am a lion, down in the jungle
I am a marchin' band, I am the people, oh
I am a helping hand, I am a hero
If anybody asks you who I am
Just stand up tall
Look 'em in the face and say
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
In the ring of life I'll reign love
And the world will notice a king
When all is darkest, I'll shine a light
And use a success you'll find in me
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
1 - It's the greatest
Can you feel it
It's the greatest
Can you feel it
Repeat 1 while:
I saw the light
At the end of a tunnel
Believe in the pot of gold
At the end of the rainbow
And faith was right there
To pull me through, yeah
Used to be locked doors
Now I can just walk on through
Hey, uh, hey, hey, hey
It's the greatest
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
XOXOXXO <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
STUART, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:48 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott,Zachary was just such an amazing gift to all that have been touched by him. I am so sorry for this day of sadness and will continue to keep you in my prayers. God Bless you both.
With Love, Christine Henderson
Christine Henderson <mckhenderson@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:46 PM CST
There are no words to tell you how much my heart breaks for you both. Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful son and your wit and sarcasm with the rest of us. Thank you for showing us that we have to be an advocate for those we love. I have no idea how it feels to lose a child but I am sure it is the most intense pain a parent can feel. Please know his pain is over even though yours has increased. He will be remembered by all who have followed his journey. Your love gave him roots to find his wings.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:46 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
I am so saddened to hear of Zachary's passing. May he fly high with the angels and forever watch over us! He is such an inspiration to all. May the thought that his soul is at peace, comfort you during this time and the days ahead. Though his body may be gone, his spirit will always be around you. God Bless your beautiful family.
Forever in my prayers,
Stephanie Skoutas
Stephanie Skoutas <sskoutas@quantumhouse.org>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:44 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I know Zach will be sadly missed by all, not only his loved ones but by all of your many lurkers who have grown to love him so much.
Brenda McCarthy <brendastitches@yahoo.com>
Virginia, IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:42 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I am so sorry for the Zacks loss . He was such a beautiful wonderful young Man whom has touched so many lives. He has endured so much over the last 9 Years. I heard from Chris and then I read Zacks page I am simply pouring tears.... I am Going to make that Artifical Reef happen with some Help I am sure we can have that done. Please call me for anything ANYTIME !!!! Zack you are Now Gods Angel fly free .. spread your wings.. no one here will ever forget you and we will all be together one day !!
We Love You SOOO Much Little Buddy , Your Friends , Bruce Debbi, Tanner and Kelly
Bruce Hrobak <captwave@aol.com>
psl, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:41 PM CST
I am so very sorry for the loss of your son Zachary. I know that you must be relieved that he isn't suffering any longer yet to have him be gone, is so completely heartbreaking. What a range of emotions you must be dealing with.
Praying that time, your precious memories and the love of family and friends will make this time a bit easier.
I too thought of Zachary's comment about seeing the light and now he's basking in the light. What a glorious picture that is in my mind. I pray that you have a picture in your mind of Zachary that gives you some sense of peace.
Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:41 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca - I am so deeply sorry that you no longer have Zachary with you, but I am so relieved that Zachary will never again feel pain. He certainly earned his place in paradise. I pray that you will feel his presence with you always, and may God give you comfort and peace.
Teresa Farris <teresafarris@hotmail.com>
Mantachie, MS - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:40 PM CST
I'm so sorry... you all will be in my prayers. What a brave young man.
Valerie Sylvester
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:38 PM CST
I am so, deeply sorry for your loss.
Dianna in Louisiana
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:37 PM CST
I am so sorry. I have had Zachary and your family on my mind constantly for a long time now, and have been praying for yall.
Thank you so much for sharing Zachary with all of us. I have learned so much, and have both laughed and cried with your journal entries. The one thing that has been on my mind a lot lately is when Zachary had his port removed, and then told his friends at school that he was shot at Wal Mart. LOL. I never go to Wal Mart that I don't think of that, and smile. My son, Justin, works for Wal Mart now, and he says that he thinks about that a lot too.
I'm praying for yall, and praying that the wonderful memories that you have will carry you through the days ahead.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:33 PM CST
I just looked at Zachary's adorable face...sweet Zach has been adorning our family fridge right next to all the pictures of the kids...he has that Zachary smirk on his face and he is beaming-so proud of himself, so proud of his bald head...I cannot believe our sons our together-I know Robert was waiting for him when he got there! Robert probably said, "welcome home Zach, your just in time for dinner and a movie..." I imagined they embraced as long lost friends...Zachary, we will miss you here with us. Always, The Charltons
KC and the Sunshine Band: Kathy, Jessica, Christina and Matthew <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:33 PM CST
I'm sorry for your loss. Zachary was an amazing young man.
Megan
Nashville, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:32 PM CST
I'm sorry. There are not words that fit but I am keeping you in my tgoughts and prayers.
Love, Genna
Genna Bailey <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:30 PM CST
Goodnight, Zachary. No doubt he is in a wonderful place. You all are in our hearts and minds. May you have strength to get through this, and friends and family to hold you up when it runs out.
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:30 PM CST
Please know that I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your amazing son with us.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:28 PM CST
RIP ZACH
i love you and miss u soooo much
but you are in a better place now
<33333
Amanda Paratore
Stuart, Fl United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:28 PM CST
Dearest Finestones,
I wish any word in the world could take away your pain but you've gone through the worst thing any family ever can. You have been nothing short of mind-blowingly awesome for your son, each other, and all of us who've been inspired by you on this long ride. Our hearts are breaking, but we can't even imagine what you feel. Just know all of us worldwide are giving you the biggest hug! Your son will NEVER be forgotten, ever.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:28 PM CST
I am just so very very sorry!
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:27 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca, My heart is breaking for you. I've been following Zachary's journey for a few years now. What a courageous young man. My prayers are with you. Cynthia Burkett (Ryon Rommel's aunt)
cynthia d. burkett <fourfootniner@yahoo.com>
lockport , n.y. usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:27 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss.
christine
Lighthouse Point, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:27 PM CST
I am at a loss for words. All that I can say is that I am so sorry.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:26 PM CST
I am so very very sorry.
Wendy <octanebeetle@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:25 PM CST
Fly free sweet boy!
Keeping you all in my prayers.
Tina Riga
Somerset, NJ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:24 PM CST
Over the past several years I have laughed at your jokes, cried at the pain, rejoiced in the strength, and prayed for a miracle!
So many of us cherish your family, even those of us who never met you in person. I hope our love and prayers carry you over the days and months and years to come.
Naomi
Flint, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:24 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott..although I do not know you, I have been following your son and his struggle since my friend asked me to keep him in my prayers. I have prayed and am extremely sorry for your loss. As a parent it breaks my heart, I can only imagine what you are going through. I will continue to pray for you...I am truly sorry....
Suzette Morkert Delaney
Concord, NC USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:23 PM CST
I am so sorry
Karen <kchapin3@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:21 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss but, Zachary is healed now! Praise the Lord for that! I will be praying for you all and please know that I am just so sorry! I hate cancer and I pray that the Lord will give you all complete peace and strength!
Lori/Angel_Wings
Lori <laugh4u@yahoo.com>
Bristol, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:19 PM CST
Words do not even begin to cover the emotion... We are truly blessed to know your family. Zach will always be that one student, I will never ever forget! My family sends our thoughts and prayers to you. Heaven has received a gift.
Pam Aursland <paursland@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:18 PM CST
I am so sorry. I am sending you blessings and prayers for peace, strength, and faith.
My deepest sympathies
Megan
Megan Christian <whscoachmeg@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:17 PM CST
I am sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers.Thank you for sharing your son with us.
Debbie <dar1227@aol.com>
FAyetteville, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:16 PM CST
For the whole time I have followed Zachary's story, I thought he had it beaten - I guess he does - praying for all of you - Glad you will meet up with God with a smile on your face, young man.
mary h <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, Mo - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:16 PM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott ~ It is with heartfelt sympathy that I write this. May God embrace you both and give you a peace that surpasses all understanding. You are right, Zachary is at peace and in a much better place now. Know that you are in our prayers and surrounded by so many who love you, and admire you for more than you will ever know. Love, Gwen, Lawrence, Jessica and Luke
Mirman Family <gwen512@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, FL 34957 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:15 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. May God Bless you.
Judy // Angel_Wings
Grandma to ^^ Angel King JuJu Avery ^^
judy avery <judya@averytools.com>
fort worth, tx usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:14 PM CST
Godspeed....
Robin
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:13 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear of Z-man's passing. How heartbreaking... praying hard that your memories of Zach get you through this..
Hugs!
Tricia Steinman
Cumming, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:12 PM CST
...peace and prayers to all.
Gerald Hightower <geraldraft@msn.com>
Tyler, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:09 PM CST
Zachary, you are an Angel now. No more pain or suffering. Scott and Rebecca, you gave you son so very much love. Then you gave him the greatest gift of all, you let him go to be with God. There is no greater love than that. I will continue to pray for you.
Lisa Ruiz <lisaru02@gmail.com>
Sebastian, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:08 PM CST
God saw that you were hurting
and couldn't bear it anymore.
He only wanted to banish
the pain behind your every door.
He saw that you were brave enough,
and had love for all to feel.
He knew that death could never
banish the lessons you've appealed.
So he took away the discomfort
That you were feeling more and more.
He gave you a big bear hug and said,
"Heaven's all yours."
Your family and friends,
though they will feel grief at first,
will come to realize the lessons
you taught them here on earth.
I wrote this poem a few years ago, I hope it helps you a little bit.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. But I'm sure Zach thought the world, and more, of you both. I am in awe of how much you did for him and fought for him to get what he needed. I only followed Zach's story for a few weeks but he made such an impression on me and I will forever be inspired by your family.
Love and Prayers, Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean
Sammi Jean Robertson <NeuroGirl716@hotmail.com>
Westland, Michigan United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:07 PM CST
(retry so if this shows up twice, apologies)
You are all in my prayers... there are no words sufficient to respond to what you have gone through, to acknowledge the loss you have undergone today... so I pray with sighs too deep for words.
I like to think that Naomi (who died last June at age 25) and Zach are comparing tattoos and notes on being alums of the 'cancer sucks' club.
Most of all, my prayers are for you, Scott and Rebecca, and all those who loved and cared for Zach, as you face the days ahead without him right there.
I will remember you with a candle as you go through the next steps.
Lee
Rutland, VT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:07 PM CST
May God's comforting arms hold you as you face the next minutes, hours, and days without Zachary. I will continue to lift all of you up in prayer.
Missy <pigskinchick@gmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:05 PM CST
I am so sorry. Please feel free to call me anytime. I am here to listen as always. You are in everyone's thoughts here.
Christine, National Children's Cancer Society <cleeper@children-cancer.org>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:04 PM CST
Finestone Family-Your loss and your pain is shared by all of us. It is impossible to believe that Zach is gone. He will always be a great warrior in my eyes. I am honored to have known him and seen his smile. God bless you, mimi bunny
barbara waldron <imb4ubunny@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl us of a - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:03 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. You and Zac lifted up countless people along the journey, and today Zac is lifted up to 'what he knew that we didn't'...In peace, hope, and love, Mark Haugejorde
Mark Haugejorde
Cumming, ga - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:03 PM CST
So sorry for your loss....we are sending our prayers your way for comfort at this difficult time!!! Zachary was definately a fighter...I am sure you were so proud of him!!
Heather Black <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:03 PM CST
Fly free Zachary!!!!
You've defeated the evil pain which plagued you on earth - you ARE victorious!
Prayers for all who hold Zachary close to their hearts...
Rene Woods <rwoods@hpdps.org>
Dallas, TX US - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:01 PM CST
So Sorry to hear but he's in a better place. Best wishes to his family.
Murph
Clarksville, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:00 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca: I am so sorry for your loss. I know you must take comfort in knowing that Zach is in a better place. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Karen Spilks <kspilks@msn.com>
Chesterbrook, PA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:00 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words except that I am thinking about you and sending prayers for strength,comfort and peace.
God Bless,
Carol/Angel_Wings
Nana to Angel ^^John Eric^^ (NB)
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:59 PM CST
I am so sorry, He had a mom and a dad that did everything ( AND SO MUCH MORE) that could be done. No child was ever loved more, I am sure. I will keep you all in my prayers for a long time to come, may you feel all the love and caring that so many friends and family have for you. may GOD be with you and may you feel the loving arms and the Angels holding you up.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:58 PM CST
I am praying for you all and especially for Zachary. He is finally at peace and that is so wonderful. I was so blessed to have met Zachary. I remember that one day my family and I had gone to your house and he had all sorts of magic tricks he played on my sister, Kim, and I. He had such a wonderful spirit. Thank you for sharing him with all of us. God bless!
Alyssa Faltin <alyssaf1213@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:57 PM CST
Thinking about you. Glad that Zach was spared further pain. He is in a happy place now.
Jessica <jminman@gmail.com>
Cypress, TX - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:56 PM CST
God Bless this family and hold them tight..Please know we love and care for you guys and will forever hold you in our hearts.
Kym/Angel_Wings <klewis@laborchex.com>
FLOWOOD, MISSISSIPPI usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:56 PM CST
I have only been following your story for a couple of weeks. Your words of your son are so full of the love you have for him. I'm so sorry for your loss and will keep you guys in my prayers. Your son's story has touched so many lives and will continue too.
Olivia <tropobella@yahoo.com>
TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:55 PM CST
Dearest Finestone Family,
I am so heartbroken for your loss, but I am deeply grateful for Zachary that his passing was relatively swift. His battle has been won, and his suffering is over.
Everything else I want to say seems so inadequate.
My heart and prayers are with you all,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:54 PM CST
My prayers and condolences to all.
Gail W
Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:53 PM CST
Much love to you, and to the spirit of Zachary, which surrounds us all.
Wendy LaTulippe <La2Lips@aol.com>
South Burlington, VT USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:51 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know if I have ever signed the guestbook but please know that I have been praying for Zachary every day. I am happy for Zachary but I can't imagine the pain you must be in. I will continue to pray for your family
Christine Ranno
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:51 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear this news. My heart is breaking for you. Please know we are surrounding each of you in love and prayers. May our heavenly Father hold your family in the palm of his hand, give you strength and comfort your aching hearts as only He is able. God bless each of you.
With love in Christ,
Tammy/Angel_Wings <jraphafaith@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:48 PM CST
I have only just come across your site and wow, what a road you travelled! I pray that you will find comfort and strength to help you with this part of your journey! I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts!!!
Lea White
http://whitesinnz.blogspot.com
Lea White <Lea.white@orcon.net.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:47 PM CST
There are no words.........I grieve with you.
Thank you for sharing Zachary with the world. He has made mine a much better place. I will continue to pray for your family.
Christina Bonafide
Toms River, NJ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:47 PM CST
I am so sorry for you but very happy for Zachary......
My prayers will continue with you on this journey.
Jen Miles <goformiles55407@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:45 PM CST
He has the rest and peace that he deserves.
I am so sorry this is the outcome, what a great kid Zach was and what wonderful parents he had, a beautiful family.
jennifer <jlbunnyhoney@hotmail.com>
tampa, fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:44 PM CST
Bless you, Finestones. Sending love and prayers for peaceful hearts.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:43 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, You know how I feel about you and especially Zach. I keep thinking about those kindergarten days at JBE - you are all such an important part of our JBE family. Zach took such pride in being "taller" then Mrs. Puccio - and as I told him - "it doesn't take much". So many hearts are broken today...
Linda Puccio <lcpwp1@bellsouth.net>
Stuart, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:41 PM CST
We are so so so so sorry to hear, you are in our prayers. Love Jessica & Phyllis and Family
Jessica Briske
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:40 PM CST
Zach is finally completely pain free. I am so glad so many of the family was with him and you.
I am so sorry this had to be the outcome. Know that you are loved by many.
Nancy Bradford <nlb1050@hotmail.com>
Fort Pierce, FL United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:39 PM CST
Finestone family...my heart breaks for you. Truly. I will pray for peace for your family as you start this new journey. Our love and prayers to you all...
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:39 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca. I am so sorry to hear that Zachary has passed. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family. Godspeed Zach.
Sean Doherty <sdoherty125@gmail.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:36 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca -- last night when I read the update, this song immediately came to my mind. Kim Noblitt is a friend of my sister and brother in law's and he wrote it shortly after losing someone with a terminal illness. I thought of Zach and know that as painful as it may be for us, we certainly cannot begin to fathom the glory and splendor of a pain-free, cancer-free, tear-free heaven.
IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW by Kim Noblitt...
Our prayers have all been answered. I finally arrived.
The healing that had been delayed has now been realized.
No one's in a hurry. There's no schedule to keep.
We're all enjoying Jesus, just sitting at His feet.
Chorus:
If you could see me now, I'm walking streets of gold.
If you could see me now, I'm standing strong and whole.
If you could see me now, you'd know I've seen His face.
If you could see me now, you'd know the pain is erased.
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this place,
If you could only see me now.
My light and temporary trials have worked out for my good,
To know it brought Him glory when I misunderstood.
Though we've had our sorrows, they can never compare.
What Jesus has in store for us, no language can share. (Chorus twice)
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this perfect place
If you could only see me now
If you could see me now
If you could only see me now
Benjy Starling <bstarling@scripps.edu>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:35 PM CST
My heart is breaking, the tears are flowing. I am so sorry for your loss. Zachary is in a better place and is not suffering. I never had the pleasure of meeting Zach, although I've followed his journey from almost the beginning. Zach was an amazing young man and changed my life in many ways. His spirit and fight will live with me always. I am praying for you Scott and Rebecca, that you will find a way to live without your amazing son! Thank you for including us all in your journey, you are amazing people!
!!!CANCER SUCKS!!!
Heidi Kaliher <heidi@blairstreeofhope.org>
Fridley, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:35 PM CST
Guess you found that white light, huh sweet boy? I followed you and Mom and Dad for years. Fly high sweet Zachary. Watch over Mom and DAd will you? You are in a much better place. But what a presence you leave behind.
Fly high hero
Nancy
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:33 PM CST
WE LOVE YOU AND WE ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!
GOD SPEED Z-HERO.. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO!
XOXOXOX
AUDRA AND FAMILY <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
STUART, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:32 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
Praying for peace for you both.....tears are flowing and I can't think of anything comforting to say, except that I will be praying for you and Z-Man's friends during this time. So glad that Z-Man is now painfree. May God comfort all of you as you comforted Zachary so well for the past 9 years of fighting this beast. love
Vickie Whicker
Mocksville, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:31 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your son with us. So sorry for your loss, but glad to hear that he is no longer suffering. Prayers and love coming your way.
Sarah Goodnow <sarah.goodnow@gmail.com>
Toledo, OH - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:31 PM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of Zachary, but hope there is peace in your heart somewhere knowing there is no more pain for Zachary. May God help heal you and your family. I work at St.Mary's Medical Center but never had the opportunity to meet him. My heart still hurts for your family.
Lisa Walker <lisa.walker@tenethealth.com>
West Palm Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:30 PM CST
He will always be in my heart.
Jane. Zach's friend from Jensen Beach Bowl
Jane Sinatra <JSinachris@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL St. Lucie - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:30 PM CST
As I typed my previous entry you were updating the site. Please know how sorry I am for your lost. My prayers continue for you all.
Debbie <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, , NJ - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:29 PM CST
peace be with you, precious child…
angels hover all about you,
they protect you, night and day…
angels over all about you,
they will guide you on your way…
Godspeed, dear one.
Thank you for sharing your precious boy with us. I never met him but I feel like I know him.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:26 PM CST
Praying for you the three of you and everybody who has helped you through this struggle. I've seen this happen too many times. Sending many prayers to you all.
Debbie <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, NJ - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:23 PM CST
Praying!!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
Chesterfield, VA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:04 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Please know I am with you. As I sat here reading your post with tears rolling down my face, I have no words for you. I have walked this road, but I have nothing to offer you for comfort and for that I'm so sorry. I pray for strength for you.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/brandonloose
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, pa usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:42 PM CST
Dear Finestone Family,
You are all so present in my thoughts and prayers today. Trying to make sense of all of this. I know that won't happen. Someday, hopefully...............
The only thing I know for sure is that you are all a blessing to each other and that the love and joy you have experienced together will last for all eternity. Zachary will take the love with him and you will keep the love with you. If tears and prayers could keep Zachary here with you.............
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:36 PM CST
My heart breaks for both of you, and my prayers are with all three of you.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Mb Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:32 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca- We are with you every hour today. I wish I could take some of your pain.I am praying for peace for you and for Zach
Lisa Holland <lhol@bellsouth.net>
Syuart, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:27 PM CST
My God be with you in this time..... My heart is broken for you!
Elizabeth Williams <elizsmit@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:19 PM CST
no words, just love and prayers
nancy irving <bnirving@sympatico.ca>
toronto, ontario canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:14 PM CST
Praying for peace for you all. I am so sorry.
Laure C. <laurec@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:10 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you every second during this journey. I pray that our dear Lord lifts you and the entire family up and stands firmly by yourside protecting you and giving you strength. I ask Him to take all the pain away from Zachary and place him in fields of happiness.
FROG- Full Rely On God
Rodas family
Tyra Guinn <tyraguinn@gmail.com>
Alice, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:04 PM CST
I've been checking in all morning on Zach. Our prayers are with teh three of you and all who love this precious boy.
god bless
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:02 PM CST
Merciful Father,
I have never met Zachary or his family Lord, but I have been touched by his strength and his dignity. Right now at this very moment I pray You would surround Zachary with Your Love and Peace that only comes from You. Lord be merciful. I pray you would take all his pain away Lord. I lift up Zachary's mom and dad to You. You know how they hurt Lord. I pray You would surround them with family and friends to lean on. And, Lord, I pray they would lean on You. Thank You Lord for the support they have around them in these dark days. Amen.
Praying for you!
Lisa
Chattanooga, TN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:00 PM CST
Sent here by Kristie, Kendrie's mom. Saying lots of prayers for Zach & family. God Bless.
Jen
Hortonville, WI - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:32 PM CST
Thinking of you guys today, and praying.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:27 PM CST
I just wanted you to know that you have yet another person praying for Zachary. For peace and comfort.
The agony you are experiencing has to be more than you ever thought you could endure, but God is faithful. May he be there with you holding you up every step of the way.
God bless.
Erin
Milwaukee, WI - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:15 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and Zachary -
I came from Kate Prokop's bridge and wanted to send you white light in hopes of providing strength, peace and warmth. May it surround you and comfort you. I'm praying for each of you.
Cindy McKenzie <cmckenziefl@hotmail.com>
Fort Pierce, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:12 PM CST
You all our in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all-Chel/Angel_Wings
chel
new london, IA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:11 PM CST
Our thoughts & prayers are with you both.
We love you Zach
Nancy & Kent Blosser <nancy@blosser-electric.com>
Port St Lucie, Fl St Lucie - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:09 PM CST
My prayers are with you!!
Davina
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:04 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I'm crying after reading this entry about Zachary's restlessness and most recent decline. I can't imagine the torture you must be feeling being unable to change what he is going through. You've fought this for 9 years, you've done everything you possibly could to keep things from coming to this point. I will pray for you both, along with those wonderful friends and family who are there supporting you, for strength and for comfort to carry you through.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:04 PM CST
I pray that peace be with Zachary and your family! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!
Shari Bryant <shari.bryant@comcast.net>
Powell, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:54 AM CST
I am new to your site, receiving it from Dalan Frook and Nathan Rhody's blog. I also do not know you guys or Zachary, but that really doesn't matter. My heart is very heavy after reading your update, and I will continue to pray for all the things you have asked. May the Lord be with all of you.
John Kummer <jkummer@log.on.ca>
Hanover, Ontario Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:54 AM CST
May God hold you in the palm of his hand... and bring you some comfort...
Praying for peace for you all!
Tricia Steinman <triciasteinman@bellsouth.net>
Cumming, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:51 AM CST
praying with you
praying for you
Lyndsay
Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:46 AM CST
I am praying for peace for all of you.
ellie <ellieedwards@comcast.net>
Woodbury, NJ United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:24 AM CST
Prayers for comfort and peace...for Zachary, for his parents, for their friends who have supported them and for the young men and woman who have stood by their friend with grace and courage and love that far suprasses their young years. Prayers for Zachary...prayers for all of you!
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:23 AM CST
Dear Scott,
I've been in this cancer slog since 2002 when a friend's daughter was diagnosed at age 2. I found your site shortly thereafter. In the midst of all the craziness that is pediatric cancer, you were always the funniest, yet (scarily) the most sane and I see the world as a better place with your voice in it.
I am so sorry that Zachary is at this point about 80 years too soon. He is an amazing kid, raised by amazing parents.
May there be peace,
Kerry <kerrymurray7@gmail.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:22 AM CST
My heart breaks as I read your journal entry. I pray for the strength of your family and a peaceful journey to Heaven for Zachary. You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Sherry Contento <boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:09 AM CST
I'm in tears reading the latest update. While I knew this day would come, I was in denial and never thought I'd read it. Please know that I'm keeping your family in my praters for strength and courage. I'm also praying for peace and comfort for Zachary as he transitions to being an angel.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:07 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca,
My heart is broken for you two. I have come to love Zachary like he was a member of my family. I just read the link to "Crossing the Creek" from another guestbook entry. I found the information to be so informative. Keeping you all in my prayers.
Rosie
Windham, ME - Thursday, January 15, 2009 12:06 AM CST
Precious Finestone family...oh how my heart hurts for you..I am in prayer moment to moment for you. I can so quickly recall those same moments with my first grandson that we lost at age 8. The restless...moaning..and your so helpless. It's only our God that covers us in his *mercy..and somehow we're able to hold them and pray over them for peace to shroud them. You find it unbelievable to survive such pain...yet watching the courage and bravery of your son gives you strength. I pray for you...and most importantly Zachary to find rest in the angels arms..oh Lord carry him gently..... my tears flow for you.
cathy charon (Nana to Markie Jr. / JMML angel) <ccharon@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:57 AM CST
Scott,
I am so sorry, Praying for you ,Zachary and your family.... I thank you for sharing your son with all of us. I am in tears for you and your family. God Bless you all....
Heidi <heileo@aol.com>
ca USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:54 AM CST
Continue to lean on Hospice, friends and family for support they will help you through this time! OMG, tears are storming my eyes knowing exactly what you are going through. I are storming heaven for all of you and comfort for gorgeous Zachary. Lay with him, cuddle him, tell him you love him a 1,000 times. They definately hear you! When the time is right and let me say that you definately will know when that time is. Let your baby know that you and Rebecca will miss him but it will be O.K. to let go and you will see him again... Love, Hugs and Prayers Deneen. www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@comcast.net>
Enola, PA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:51 AM CST
May God bring you peace.
Mary Prokop <cancerstinks@hotmail.com>
Port St Lucie, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:44 AM CST
Dear Finestone family,
I uaually don't sign guestbooks. I have silently followed Zachary's journey. I too had a son with cancer who passed away almost 5 years ago. I pray for strength for you all in the coming days, and pray for good days that you can enjoy with Zachary.
Craig Levine Elijah's daddy <wakbyfaith@yahoo.com>
Pawnee, IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:44 AM CST
I am so sorry. I have a child Zachary's age and I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through....Zachary has been an inspiration to many...flooding Heaven with prayers for peace and comfort for all of you...
michele
ny - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:44 AM CST
Praying, hoping, wishing for peace...
Rebecca Cook
Lille, France - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:36 AM CST
Sending my love and prayers for you, Zach, and Rebecca.
Genna <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:36 AM CST
I'm at a loss for words. My heart breaks for all of you. If tears could give your family more time, then you would have an eternity together. I can only wish you all the blessings of peace, love, strength and comfort. May God bless you and keep you in the palm of His hands.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:35 AM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
The amazing mountains that were moved this week continue to be essential because you really really accomplished all the miracles you could for your precious son who knows so well in the depth of his being he is such a special soul and he is the son of two heroes who love him sooo deeply.
In those most difficult hours, just know that even as Zachary can't speak, he can listen and will complety grasp everything you will share... Know also he is still whole, as a soul, as a being... His body is failing him... only his body though... Your son is still here to hear you... If I may suggest so, don't hold back anything, anything that you would want himt to hear from you... I am sure he knows so well how infinite is your love for him - it is still OK to tell him one or several more times...
Zachary is still in charge, he will determine his hour and time to go... Like you, he may be torn between the wish for peace and rest and the wish to remain with those he loves... He must know your strength also and know that somehow in a way you can't even fathom, you will survive... This will help him at the appropriate time to let go and take his love for you to another level.
The immense love the three of us are sharing will not die... The beauty, the greatness, the spirit of your very unique son will not die... Sadly, it seems his body is preparing to do so...
PLease do not believe for a moment that you are now powerless... that you can't do anything more... You are at Zachary's side, you are present, attentive, you love him with the love that has proven to move mountains... This means far more than you can imagine...
You are all three in my thoughts and prayers. May peace unfold you.
In loving light,
Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Bruxelles, Belgium - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:31 AM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Frank and Karla
Valdosta, Ga USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:29 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
All of us who have been reading about Zach (some, like me, for years), would change this awful situation in a New York minute, if we could. But all we can offer at this devastatingly sad time are love, hugs and prayers.
Zach,
You have touched so many people. You are nothing less than a product of your wonderful parents, and your courage and sense of humor have inspired us all to look at life with different eyes, with a bigger sense of adventure, and with a good dose of "Zach-itude".
God protect and keep you on this new journey.
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:22 AM CST
Fly, fly do not fear. Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear. Your heart is pure, your soul is free. Be on your way, don't wait for me. Above the universe you'll climb...on beyond the hands of time. The moon will rise, the sun will set; but we won't forget.
Fly, fly little wing. Fly where only angels sing. Fly away, the time is right. Go now.....find the light.
Dennis <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:21 AM CST
I FOUND YOUR WEBSITE THROUGH AIDEN HAWK'S WEBSITE....
I AM MOVED BY THE LOVE, STRENGTH, AND COURAGE THAT YOUR FAMILY HAS SHOWN FOR 9 YEARS. I PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU AT THIS MOST DIFFICULT TIME. I HOPE THAT WHEN THE TIME COMES YOUR SON IS AT PEACE AND YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN FIND PEACE SOMEHOW AND CHERISH THE MEMORIES OF YOUR BELOVED SON.
SENDING MANY HUGS AND HEARTFELT PRAYERS FROM NJ..
MELISSA KANE <Melkane1994@verizon.net>
KEYPORT, NJ - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:20 AM CST
I hope that you all can find strenth in God to get you through this difficult time. Zachary is a perfect example of the word "courage". I can only hope that when I get to that stage; that I can find the guts and love that Zachary has around him to deal with such an ordeal. I think about him often during the day, each time I find myself whining about some minor little thing that may have interrupted my daily peace; I find strenth to deal with it. Zachary is a soldier and is fighting for his life. All I can do is to pray that he wins his battle. PEACE be with you all.
Dennis <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:16 AM CST
FOR ZACHARY MICHAEL FINESTONE LOVE YOU BABY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY Z-HERO~
Pain lyrics
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
AUDRA <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
STUART, F - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:15 AM CST
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Lean on me...
i LOVE YOU ALL
AUDRA <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
STUART, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:08 AM CST
Praying for you all...Zachary has touched so many lives...I am so deeply sorry that he and you, his parents, have had to travel this road. Praying and holding you in my heart.
Stephanie Moore
Simpsonville, KY - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:07 AM CST
I wish for peace for Zachary...because he has lived his life with more strength and courage than I can even fathom, because he has touched countless lives (more than you can know), because he is simply an amazing human being.
It is so hard to understand,... but Zach's story is one of love and family...that has always been so very clear to me.
Heartfelt prayers for continued strength and love for the Finestone family.
Shirley
NY, NY - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:06 AM CST
I am sitting here after reading your journal today and the tears are running down my face. All I can do is pray for Zach and for your family that all of you may find peace. It has to be so hard to want your son to stay with you as long as possible but also for him to not suffer anymore. What an amazing young man he is and all three of you have been blessed to have each other.
Kathy <kattat69@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:05 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you all during these times.
I remember them all too well.....stay strong and hold on to each other.
Jen Miles <goformiles55407@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:05 AM CST
I'm praying for yall.
Hugs,
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:59 AM CST
Storming the heavens with prayers for ALL of you. Praying,
Gina Mac
Huntsville, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:59 AM CST
Hello Zachary and family;
I received your site through Dalan Frook's site and I want to let you know Zachary that I am praying for peace for you and praying for strength to help your family cope during such a difficult time.
May peace be with you Zachary.
Lynnell White <lynnellwhite@yahoo.ca>
Toronto, ONT Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:55 AM CST
praying as the tears stream down my cheeks. May God be with you all. Praying for peace, comfort, and strength.
sending hugs
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, In - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:52 AM CST
PRAYING, and sending my love and wishes for peace for the 3 of you.
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/addie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:49 AM CST
I know you do not know me, but your story has been shared with me by a friend. Your words and your battle encourage us all as we anticipate what life can bring us. Zachary's courage is a testimony of strength in the face of incredible adversity. I pray for victory, for your family, and for Zachary. Zachary is nearing the end of his race here, and his victory is at hand. But that is not the end. I pray that you who remain will continue your race with as much courage, and with renewed purpose, so that one day you can share your victory with your son. God bless you.
Kevin Cobb <kevin.cobb@graceinnovations.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:49 AM CST
Still praying very hard for all you and especially for Zachary.
You are in every thought and every prayer. I have followed Zachary for many years. I am very sad today. Love you all, Barb B.
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:49 AM CST
I just heard this song the other day...praying these words continue to ring true for your family.
Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most
Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside
Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you
Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time
Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don't
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you
When my heart won't make a sound
When I can't turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this
Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life
Love is the river that flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you
by Brandon Heath
Jennifer <jendoskal@yahoo.com>
St. Peters, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:47 AM CST
Maybe this would be useful as well, it was written over 10 years ago by a man who lost his daughter to a brain tumor, it talks about the signs of death.
http://virtualtrials.com/btlinks/death.cfm
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:41 AM CST
If you haven't read this before, it's from the website of a man who is a hospice worker. This is from his book entitled "Crossing The Creek", he talks a bit about restlessness in this section:
Crossing The Creek: Symbology
His full website is here:
http://crossingthecreek.com
I believe that soon the restlessness will be replaced by peace. Has he seen angels yet?
My prayers are with all of you.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:38 AM CST
((HUGS)) and prayers for your family.
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:33 AM CST
Dear Scott, Dear Family,
Lifting you up as you sit with Zach, as he makes his transition from this life into the next. Deep within him, he knows how to do this, as it's inborn in us to know.
Even as his restlessness increases and his breathing slows....may you discover the strength to keep on breathing yourselves and putting one foot in front of the other.
I am sooooo very sorry this gut-wrenching time has come. I hate the grand-canyon size chasm that must be wrenting thru your hearts.
We are here, lifting you all up, loving all of you and supporting you as you walk thru each moment.
Shalom,
Ms Lu
HH/DD
Lucel-Melody Wings
Atlanta, Ga USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:31 AM CST
My heart is filled with sorrow for you all. Many prayers for Zachary to find peace and strength to flow to sustain you and Rebecca during this time and the even harder time to come.
Jean Feeney
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:30 AM CST
God Bless you all.
Wendie House <WHouse@co.st-joseph.in.us>
South Bend, IN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:27 AM CST
Zachary, I pray for peace for you and your parents right now. You have fought the fight and you are so loved by so many people who you do not know. Also you and your family opened a door in your state for people who will follow the journey you are currently on. You got them to give you the platelets at home. God bless all of you. I pray for peace for all of you and hugs from many miles away.
Pat Molloy <pmolloy@bridgemail.com>
Great Falls,, MT usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:26 AM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca (and Zachary),
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot even begin to imagine the torture you are going through with this beast called Cancer. I have long read your journal and have always prayed for a cure for Zachary. I am praying for peace...peace for Zachary, peace for Rebecca, and peace for you, Scott.
Words somehow seem inadequate, yet I am compelled to write and let you know that I am thinking of you all, even though we have never met.
Scott, thank you for always keeping us abreast of what is going on, even when it has to be sheer torture writing the words that describe your son's battle with a beast that shows no mercy.
Peace be with you all.
God Bless,
Tracy
Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN 37660 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:25 AM CST
We hold all of you close to our hearts. We pray for the comfort Christ can give.
Jim <howell3003@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:19 AM CST
Praying for peace, comfort and strength.
Kia <prttybabby@gmail.com>
Davis, IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:19 AM CST
No words...praying for a peaceful journey for your son and strength for you.
Tracey <t.reed@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:17 AM CST
Many prayers and thoughts coming for you, Rebecca and Zachary. I am moved to tears thinking of your family's battle.
Kathy <kmryden@verizon.net>
nj - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:11 AM CST
Praying for your family and this amazing young man.
Stephanie Melton <rsmelton@att.net>
Independence, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:02 AM CST
Praying for peace for Zachary. Praying for your family. Praying, praying, praying.................
Wishing I could take one little bit of the pain and agony you are all going through.
I pray that 14 years of wonderful memories will help you get through each torturous moment. I pray that you KNOW what wonderful parents you are and that you KNOW that you have given Zachary a wonderful life. A life filled with love and happiness. A life filled with the knowledge that his parents would move heaven and earth for him.
My love and prayers,
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:59 AM CST
I am so sad for you. I remember reading your son's page some years ago. You and your son have been attacking this cancer beast for such a long time. I think your son is very brave. I'm so glad you have hospice nurses to give you a little break. My prayers and thought are with you.
Jill
Baltimore, MD - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:53 AM CST
I am so sorry. I pray there will come a time when the beauty of the nine years will comfort you beyond the torture of the present situation. Praying for strength for all of you.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:51 AM CST
My heart is breaking for you. Praying for peace and strength.
Cathy Rusyniak <garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, NJ - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:49 AM CST
I'm so sorry -- pleading for peace and comfort for your family.
Judy Gillen <jgillen@nechristian.edu>
Papillion, NE - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:47 AM CST
My most fervent prayer today is for peace for your beloved son and strength and courage for your family.
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
Wisconsin Rapids, WI 54494 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:46 AM CST
you have our prayers.
Mary alice dorschel, Lizzie, Jay <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:45 AM CST
Prayers for peace and strength for all of you. I am so sorry.
Elaine Leonard
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:39 AM CST
I can not imagine any parent having to face this and yet many parenst do. I certainly don't know why any child has to indure this. Cancer sure does suck. I will pray for peace for you all. God bless
Karen Reilly <dandk2261999@att.net>
Fort Bliss, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:39 AM CST
Zachary and your family are in our thoughts and prayers
Christine, The National Children's Cancer Society <cleeper@children-cancer.org>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:37 AM CST
Jocelyne and I, think and pray for the three off you often.
Karine and Jocelyne Davis <karison01@hotmail.com>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:37 AM CST
Keeping Z-man, and you all, in my heart.
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:34 AM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
I am a friend of the Caufield family and found your link on Peter's page. I've read a few of your journal entries in the past few weeks and often thought of Zachary. I read your entry this morning with great sadness. We don't know each other, but my thoughts and prayers are with you all during this heartbreaking time.
Warmest regards,
Debbie Gambarrotti
Debbie Gambarrotti <debbie@moonstruckphotography.net>
Lake Worth, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:31 AM CST
Holding you all in prayers
Kathy <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:25 AM CST
My prayers and thoughts are with you all!!!
Sandra Bianco <Sanbianco@aol.com>
Jupiter, FL 33458 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:21 AM CST
Praying. BOY OH BOY DOES CANCER EVER SUCK!!! Hold each other close. I am so sorry.
Margaret Faulkner
Duncanville, AL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:21 AM CST
I pray that you and Rebecca are able to find peace and comfort in your friends and family and that Zachary's poor body can be made comfortable. His spirit has truly achieved immortality and will always light up the hearts and minds of the thousands he has reached through your words. My heart breaks for you.
Debra <smithdcib@gmail.com>
Presque Isle, MI USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:16 AM CST
Peace and strength...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:13 AM CST
I am so sorry for your pain. My prayers are with you.
Lynn <lynn@win.org>
St. Charles, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:07 AM CST
My heart breaks for you and your family. Prayers for comfort for Zachary and strength for your family. Love from MN
Michelle <flavechick@yahoo.com>
MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:07 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I really wanted to call this morning but I don't want to intrude. I just want you to know that if there is anything I can do (if only) I am only a phone call away. Please tell Zach I love him.
Diane Bowen <diane_c@yahoo.com>
Palm City, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:05 AM CST
Finestones,
I know I cannot express any words or feelings to take away the heart wrenching pain you are enduring. All I can say is I am thinking of your and continue to pray for strength and comfort for you all. I continue to pray for Zachary to be comfortable and pain free. Holding you close in prayer.
Chrissy Van Berkum
Atlanta, GA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:02 AM CST
Praying for Peace for Zachary and Peace and strength for his parents!
Lynn
Pittsburgh, pa usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:02 AM CST
What a victory to get the transfusions at home, and now this. I'm so sorry! I'm praying for comfort for Zachary and strength for his whole family to get through this. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:01 AM CST
I had to make the same decision with my husband in November, and although he was not a child, it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I am amazed by your strength and unselfishness in this difficult decision. I wish only peace and prayers and angels to watch over all of you as you go through this.
Denise Jo
Cassadaga, Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:01 AM CST
Morning Finestones - Stuck in stupid mode here trying to say something profound and wonderful to bring you a smile-a flash back to a comforting/funny Zachary moment and frankly I give dumb and dumber new meaning. All the warm fuzzy compliments have been repeated about what an amazing kid Zachary is, how outrageous and devoted you are as parents/his advocates/& his best friend(s) etc...so unfortunately all I have is a geographically inconvenient hug of support and sincere caring for all you have been through, going through and face in the days to come. Hope you can believe and truly KNOW that even with all nightmares that cancer has brought into your lives, Zachary always knew that the ace up his sleeve was your 24/7 LOVE & DEVOTION - especially when he was so busy busting your chops...good times for Zachary! Rebecca/Scott - Take care of each other FOR Zachary.
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:59 AM CST
Many prayers for Zachary and your whole family. You are such wonderful parents and I am in awe of your strength even at your weakest time. Peace be with you.
Suzie Palmucci <crone@sfoundations.com>
Castalia, OH - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:56 AM CST
No words, only tears. Thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Heidi <heidi@blairstreeofhope.org>
Fridley, MN - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:51 AM CST
Praying. Sadly, praying for all of you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:49 AM CST
God Bless you all. I am heartbroken for your family and praying for peace and comfort for all of you. May God wrap his arms around your family right now.
Beverly Jordan
Phoenix, AZ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:40 AM CST
I pray for peace and comfort for you all. I wish I could do more.
www.earleydays.blogspot.com
Mamasita
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:35 AM CST
Praying for peace for Zachary and strength for this precious family. God Bless you all and hold you close.
Kym/Angel_Wings <klewis@laborchex.com>
FLOWOOD, MISSISSIPPI usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:35 AM CST
My prayers are with your family. I pray for you to have strength and find peace. Much love.
Sandi
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:33 AM CST
I am heartbroken. I am so sorry that your family has to go through this. It isn't fair. Zachary made this world a much better place.
You learn to live with the pain after a while. Family and friends help with this. Not to mention, a good therapist. I know it's hard to listen to these words and it does not seem possible but over time, you will be at peace. The pain never goes away but it becomes bearable.
I love you guys! Tam
Tammy Ward <wardpalm@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:27 AM CST
my heart is breaking for you. And the Heavens are being stormed with prayers. Big hugs
Heather, mom to Brianna www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine daughter to Pete, www.caringbridge.org/visit/petek
Syracuse, ny USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:27 AM CST
I have followed your journey for too long. Prayers are being said for strength and peace for all of you.
Jenny <fbloedow@mchsi.com>
Redwood Falls, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:24 AM CST
I will pray for Zachary, and for your family. Know that God is there, He is surrounding you, all of you. You define strength and love, you son has been given this gift.
Lisa Ruiz <lisaru02@gmail.com>
Sebastian, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:23 AM CST
My heart is broken. Peace to you and your family.
Meg
Milford, Ct - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:23 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Alexie Choberka
Port Saint Lucie, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:23 AM CST
We pray for peace for Zach and strength for you Scott and Rebecca. You have shown much courage.
CANCER SUCKS.
I wiped the tears from Kyle as we talked about the times we spent together with your family.
Kyle wants Zach to know that Zach is a warrior.
Kathy Pacheco <pachecos@gate.net>
Lake Worth, FL US - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:17 AM CST
Scott & Rebecca, I am brokenhearted for you and pray that Zachary finds complete healing and peace soon. God be with all of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
LeeAnne
Hastings, Nebraska United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:16 AM CST
Storming the heavens for you all today.
Tracy/Angel_Wings
Tracy/Angel_Wings <maverickmom08@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:15 AM CST
My heart aches for you and your family.I have been following your journey and its as if I was telling my story. My son battled cancer for over 8 years and lost the battle at age 15. I have been wanting to express my feelings for awhile on yes cancer does suck. I finally thought I should write and ask if you have heard of PROPOFOL? My son was administered this sedation drug at home under nurses care on his last week of life and if administerd correctly it makes them more peaceful during the last part of the journey. I beleive he was the first to receive this at home and it took alot of red tape for his doctor to allow this procedure at home. He was in alot of pain the last few days and this helped tremendously with that because at this point morphine no longer helped, the only draw back is they are not coherent and cannot talk or in other words they are pretty sedated but at that point being the pain verses communicating we thought this was the best thing. My prayers are with you and your family.
SUSAN KLEINWOLTERINK
EAGAN, MN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:14 AM CST
I'm praying for you, wish there was something I could say to make things better but there's not, for that I'm so sorry. Scott.. God be with you, Rebecca and Zach, I pray he wraps his arms around you and comforts you all right now. I'm so sorry your going through this. Always in my prayers....
Karen Walker <doggieclips@aol.com>
port saint lucie, fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:09 AM CST
Praying for you all, with tears in my eyes. What an inspiration you are to others in the face of such an incrediblely hard time. Praying for peace for Zach. Praying that you and Rebecca will feel God's arms around you as he lifts you both up during this time.
Nancy Perez <nancep86@hotmail.com>
Williamstown, NJ USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:06 AM CST
My thoughts & prayers are with you.
Tracie Dimond
Boca Raton, FL 33431 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:02 AM CST
My thoughts & prayers are with you.
Tracie Dimond
Boca Raton, FL 33431 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:01 AM CST
Praying for peace and strength for all of you, through tears and a heavy heart...God bless..
Jacqueline <nicndavs@yahoo.com>
Southwestern, CT - Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:00 AM CST
I am praying.
Darlene Brown
Peterborough, Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:58 AM CST
My heart is breaking for you. I am praying for peace for Zachary and strength for you and Rebecca.
Buff <bclark@ihsaa.org>
Carmel, IN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:53 AM CST
Praying that your family is blessed with the peace that you need to go through the next steps with Zachary. You are an awesome family and you have provided so much for him. Many prayers coming your way.
Debbie Roth <debbie.roth@comcast.net>
Brentwood, Tn - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:51 AM CST
Praying for peace, strength and comfort for all of you!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/nicholas
Heather (mom to Nicholas...NB stage 3...NED 5/04) <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:48 AM CST
Praying for you!
Sherri
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara
sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:47 AM CST
PRAYERS FROM KY.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:46 AM CST
You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori Pechner <jstbkn@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:45 AM CST
Divine Physician and Healer, we turn to this morning and place our concerns in Your hands. Father, hear the prayers we offer for Zachary, Rebecca and Scott and grant them the gifts of comfort, clarity, strength, and endurance. Please grant Zachary the gift of relaxation, no pain and lift the residual anxieties from him to experience the much needed peace he so richly deserves at this time. May your calming spirit and unconditional love encircle them today.
Father, this dear family has traveled a long road togther completely immersed in unity and love. We thank you for the hope and faith that this bond transends this earthly life and will endure throughout eternity. Amen.
I love you, sweet ones.
Shaared with you from another CB site:
'Children with cancer are like candles in the wind who accept the possibility that they are in danger of being extinguished by a gust of wind from nowhere and yet, they flicker and dance to remain alive, their brilliance challenges the darkness and dazzles those of us who watch their light.'- Unknown
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:43 AM CST
Rebecca & Scott,
Your strength for your son throughout this battle has been nothing short of miraculous. Your loss is staggering and we could not possiblly put into words anything that would do justice. Please know that we are praying so very hard through our tears for you to continue to find the humor and strength that has served you so well in your lives as you move forward on your path. Your prayers were answered with his passing, and answered with your extended time with Zachary... it will never be enough time and we are so very sorry that you have to face this. You will always have the love that your time together on earth gave you.
We will keep the prayers surrounding you.
Todd& Mary Kay Willson (Susan & Mark Griffin's friends) <mk@mkminc.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:42 AM CST
Praying for peace for all of you from Wisconsin. May you feel the arms of all of us holding you tight.
Nancy Engels <nrengels@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:41 AM CST
into paradise may the angels lead you...zach, ur my hero and you always will be....scott and rebeccah, my heart is breaking for you...thinking about you always
JENN <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:41 AM CST
Praying for you all from Raleigh
Kristen
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:31 AM CST
With tears in my eyes I will continue to pray.
Not for what I would like, but, for Zachary to be comfortable and without pain.
I pray for all of you. I'm sorry.
Michelle <MichelleATierney@aol.com>
Grafton, MA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:29 AM CST
As always, I pray for you and Rebecca to find strength to help Zach find peace... You have all been amazing and inspirational throughout this fight.
Cousin David
Roswell, GA United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:27 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca. My thoughts and prayers are with the both of you and Zach.
barry
la verne, ca usa - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:22 AM CST
Hugs and prayers for your family.
Mary <Badfaith76@aol.com>
Satellite Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:22 AM CST
take comfort in knowing that you won that fight for zacary and he knows you will continue to fight no matter what. you set the ground work to make sure other children can get transfusions at home and won't have to do what he did. reading that makes me remember my father and when he lost his battle to cancer last year. i will be praying for zacary to be peaceful and pain free. zacary is a strong boy and you are strong parents. what you guys have done amazes me. always in my thoughts.
becky miller <me147_me@yahoo.com>
buffalo , ny - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:19 AM CST
You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Gail Olsen <gsbo1@hotmail.com>
Palm City, FL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:15 AM CST
Prayers are being lifted up here in NC.
Missy <pigskinchick@gmail.com>
Shelby, NC - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:11 AM CST
Praying in Tennessee
Cindy Wright
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:09 AM CST
God Bless.
Cheryl & Jordan <cgmyers@cox.net>
Sapulpa, OK USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:07 AM CST
Prayers continue in Pennsylvania.
Betsy <pensieros@msn.com>
Somerset, PA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:01 AM CST
My heart is breaking for your family. I pray for strength for all of you. May God Bless you all. In Christ's love, gloria Banks
Gloria Banks <Tap17g@hotmail.com>
Hoover, AL USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:54 AM CST
Deatest Family!!! I have been coming to this site for about two months now. I learned of Zachery from one of the other CaringBridge site that I visted daily for several years. Unfortunately, Super Sam as I called her was called Home with the Lord last fall. I prayed for her daily as I have been praying for you daily as well.
Today I am praying that there will be a peace about what is transpiring. A peace that Zach to have a calm day, a peace in knowing that he will soon be disease and pain free, a peace in knowing that you did everything in your power to provide for him and lastly, a peace that comforts you in the days, weeks, months and years ahead.
May the Lord make his presence known to you today in a very special way! Our prayers and thoughts are with all of you!
David Daniel (aka David Hugs A Lot) <rhondavid@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:46 AM CST
Praying for you today and everyday. Praying for peace for you both and for Zach.
Bryan and Eileen Fandrey <efandrey@comcast.net>
Woodstock, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:45 AM CST
always praying for you guys!
Amanda Cox <amandacox567@msn.com>
hiwassee, va 24347 - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:40 AM CST
Praying for you this morning. The temperature is cool and the sun is rising. May you find the warmth of God around your family today and may you still shine on!
Lisa Guajardo <lisamidwife@comcast.net>
Pompano Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:38 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca - My thoughts and prayers are with the both of you and Zach! I'm so glad I had the opportunity to visit with you and your family.
John Bianco & baby Jack <jbianco913@gmail.com>
P.B.G., FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:35 AM CST
The Prayer Bears
Hello,
Praying for the peace of God that passeth all understanding to be your constant companion.
Blessings and Bear Hugs,
Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:32 AM CST
I pray for you all. I have no other words.
Heather Sarina's Mom www.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina <Cloudraven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 6:02 AM CST
God Bless all of you!, and Hooray for the Transfusion Victory! May you all find peace in the days and weeks to come.
Jessica
Ellenton, FL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:43 AM CST
I'm so glad Zachary got the opportunity to "do it his way" and receive his transfusion at home. The family fought the system and Zachary won.
Zachary and your family are in my daily prayers. May all of your find your peace.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:38 AM CST
I PRAY GOD GIVES YOU AND YOUR FAMILY STRENGTH, COURAGE AND PEACE...I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN.
TAMMY <TBUFANO@COMCAST.NET>
JUPITER, FL United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:25 AM CST
Hi Scott, "Im sorry" is the only thing that comes to mind that I can say in here.
vikki <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:22 AM CST
I pray for peace for the entire family. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers every minute of every day.
Lou Ann Holder <louannholder@yahoo.com>
Forest Park, GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:20 AM CST
Scott i sat here reading your update with tears streaming
down my face..Zach has taught many of us what true courage really is and to live life to the fullest.It breaks my heart that he is going through this..Asking our Father to wrap His arms around each of you comfort and strengthen you as only He can do.
Zach i have followed your story from almost the beginning and you captured my heart the first time that i visited your site..You have been so,so brave fighting a battle that NO child should ever have to face and you have fought with courage,dignity and grace..I pray for peace for you my friend as you near the end of this earthly battle and prepare to take our Fathers hand..I love you my friend and it has been such an honor to know you...God's speed dear one,God's speed.
Trish/Angel_Wings <byangeltrish@aol.com>
Pall Mall, TN USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 5:07 AM CST
I'm praying...praying...praying...all the while my heart is aching for you all..All my love and prayers with you always...
Debi Santoro <dtjjj5@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:45 AM CST
Praying for peace for you all.
Jessica Klein <boringscreenname@yahoo.co>
Cincinnati, OH United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 4:38 AM CST
Praying
For peace and strength
Cancer Sucks!
With tears
Mandie
WA Australia - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:55 AM CST
Dear Scott,
I don't know you and your family, yet I am sitting here with tears for the last hour. It breaks my heart how unfair life can be, how much suffering you endure. Your words reveal kindness and grace and amazing strength. Through all that unfairness, Zachary is blessed with all your love and kindness, and parents who support him in every possible way. I wish you get to have some more peaceful time with Zachary, I wish for peace. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Ossi Mokryn
Haifa, Israel - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:53 AM CST
It's almost 1:30 am here in Colorado and I just can't sleep. I'm thinking about you all so much, and I've gone through almost a whole box of tissues. Oh, how I wish things were different.
Many, many long-distance hugs and prayers,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:25 AM CST
I pray for God to give you and Zach strength. Im really sad that things have taken a turn for the worse. It is not easy to accept His will, but can we do anythink but that? He alone will give you the strength and ability to take things head on. Lots and lots and lots of prayers.
Deepa
Mom of Baltej Miglani who is getting ready for his transplant.
Deepa Miglani <manudeep@gmail.com>
New Delhi, India - Thursday, January 15, 2009 2:16 AM CST
Praying for Peace and Comfort for your family. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:57 AM CST
Very, very sorry things have taken this sad turn. Praying for peace and comfort for you all.
maryann
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:48 AM CST
Oh Scott...I'm sooooo sorry to hear that things have deteriorated so quickly. Especially after the victory you accomplished yesterday...
Thank you so much for taking the time to let us all know what is going on, and giving us all the opportunity to send up prayers on your behalf.
Know that you, Rebecca and especially Zachary are LOVED by so many - many who haven't even met you. May you all be granted the tools you need to endure. God be with you always...
Shayne Bono <msfans@aol.com>
West Richland, WA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 1:15 AM CST
heartbroken, devastated... May Zachary find peace. I am soooooo sorry Rebecca and Scott.
Heather, Bree, and Brayden
Jupiter, Fl - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:36 AM CST
I am keeping each of you in my thoughts & prayers.
I pray that Our Lord will hold you close & supply each
need that you have. God bless you always.
Love, Patricia / Angel Wings
Patricia <patriciar@c-gate.net>
Laurel, Ms U.S.A. - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:34 AM CST
My deepest thoughts and prayers are with your family through this traumatic time. I pray for peace for Zac.
Rachael J. <cljantz@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:34 AM CST
You all are most definitely in my thoughts and prayers. I am so, so sorry that any parent has to experience what you two are. I am even more sad than any child has to experience what Zach has experienced.
Although we have never met, I almost feel like I know your family. I wish there was more that I could do to help, but all I can offer is prayer.
Take care.
Kathy
Portland, OR - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:17 AM CST
Even though we do not know one another, please know more prayers are going up for Zachary and your family tonight. I will continue to keep all of you close to my heart and in my prayers.
AN
MS - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:07 AM CST
Sending many prayers.
Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:04 AM CST
Praying.........
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Thursday, January 15, 2009 0:00 AM CST
I know when our Heavenly Father decides the time has come, he will send a Legion of Angels to deliver your precious son into his Paradise. But rest assured, he will not go on his journey alone, for he most definitly will take a huge part of our hearts with him! Praying for peace for your whole family and friends.
Debbie <dss52356@yahoo.com>
Hoover, AL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:59 PM CST
I am heartbroken. Utterly speechless with sorrow.
I pray for peace, for release from pain - for Zachary, who has been the ultimate warrior, and for you and Rebecca, who have been your mighty warrior's champions.
Praying through the tears,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:35 PM CST
I will be praying for peace and comfort for Zachary and for strength for you all! Praying!
Lori/Angel_Wings
Lori <laugh4u@yahoo.com>
Bristol, TN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:22 PM CST
My heart breaks for your family. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now. You are amazing parents with an amazing son. I pray for peace for all of you
TJ
NY - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:21 PM CST
My God..I am so sorry. As a parent myself, I cannot begin to imagine the heartache...the fear...the anger...the sadness. I don't know how much my words will help tonight, but we are praying for peace, comfort....for your family as you face this beast. There are no words..
God, please be with Zachary, with his parents and his friends and family...bring them peace, bring them physical and emotional comfort....please wrap your arms around this family. Amen.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:09 PM CST
Praying, praying and praying.
Aurea <aurea.zepeda@gmail.com>
Mexicoq, D.F. Mexico - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:03 PM CST
There are no words but there are so many prayers - may God wrap his arms around your family
Lynne and Tom <Lynnencfan@earthlink.net>
Clayton, NC - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:02 PM CST
Praying for peace.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:58 PM CST
I can barely type. I want to change it all for you. Praying. Praying. Praying.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:50 PM CST
Not at all what I expected when I saw a new message already tonight. I figured it would be something funny that Zachary said today. My heart is breaking for you guys.
Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:48 PM CST
I'm praying that this stage of the journey isn't prolonged and that zachary doesn't suffer. I pray for all of you to be graced with peace at his time of passing.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:41 PM CST
My heart is breaking for you.
Jay King
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:40 PM CST
To the Finestones:
I've been here through the time that you have had the site - sometimes posting in the guestbook - a lot of time just reading. I find myself tonight (as some previous ones lately) blubbering like an idiot. I CANNOT imagine what you are going through. I pray that Zachary has a peaceful end to a long tortuous journey. I pray that it is fast and peaceful and that the Finestones find a way to live through this awful nightmare. I pray that God grants you the peace of the good memories and the grace of forgetting the hard ones. I pray that you have numerous friends, family, and internet friends to be by your sides as this journey ends.
Please know that we as an internet family are out here thinking of you during all this.
May Zachary sleep the sleep of peace and know that he has been much loved in his short lifetime and that he has changed so many of our lives.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:40 PM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca, I have thought about and prayed for you and Zachary for a long time. My heart aches for you and your amazing son. The perseverence you all show has touched my life in so many ways. Your humor has been uplifting. I know that I join a huge army of supporters who would like to claim healing for Zachary. You are an amazing family and I am so very grateful that you have touched my life.
Lynne B. <L.Beard@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:40 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, your Zachary is so precious to so many who have read about him and love him dearly. I will PRAY, PRAY AND PRAY for all your needs to be met. May God hold you up during this trying time.
Shirley Purcell
Acworth, GA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:37 PM CST
Scott & Rebecca... I am so sorry that I am not able to be there for you guys.
The Bible speaks of the Kingdom of God being beautiful beyond words. I am trying to focus on the big smile that will be on Zach's face when he enters heaven and is greeted by Robert, Cam, Connor and many others who will no doubt take good care of Zach and show him around. How wonderful it will be for him with no more pain, no more sickness, no more tears, no more death... just eternity in heaven with wonderful friends and unspeakable joy.
May the Lord come for Zach and scoop him up without any further pain, and may the angels comfort and protect you two as this new chapter of life will include navigating lots of emotions.
I love you guys.
Benjy Starling <bstarling@scripps.edu>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:30 PM CST
May God give you the strength to bear the unbearable.
Love,
Aunt Paula
Paula Sandfelder
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:24 PM CST
Cancer Sucks...
Praying for peace for you all
Shelley
Burlington, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:23 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca & Zach, I will pray, with all my heart, for a swift and peaceful journey home for Zach; for strength for Mom & Dad to get through the next several days; and for peace and the warmth of the Lord's arms around you all, family and friends alike. I feel so sad. :( Love to All, Judy
Judy Elliott <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:21 PM CST
This is my first visit to your son's site. I received a request for prayers for Zachary and your family. I know your heart is breaking. I can't imagine your pain. I do know that God understands it though. May the love of God, family and friends support you. Prayer Bears
Irene Nelson <mtsofttail@hotmail.com>
Colstrip, MT - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:19 PM CST
Words fail me as I sit here and try to find the right words to say. I am sorry for what you are going through does not seem nearly enough. I can however tell you that I am praying for you and your family. I pray that God's peace envelopes you. It is clear to see the Zachary has really had an enormous impact on peoples lives, just by the sheer volume of guest book writers. Now that is some legacy to leave behind that should make you proud to be his parents!
Sarah Norton <Norton1286@hotmail.com>
Wyoming, MN United States of America - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:18 PM CST
Praying for peace for you all.
Man, cancer sucks.
Frances, Mom to Lucas ... almost 5 years to the day of his original diagnosis
Frances <hammonds@wincom.net>
Amherstburg, On Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:16 PM CST
Good god, I feel like yanking my kids out of bed and never letting them go, Scott. My heart is breaking for you all...as I write this, the pent up emotion for the nightmare that Zachary and yourselves have endured for the last 9 years will leave me sleepless tonight.
I pray for peace and serenity for you.
Michelle Horak <mamashell42@yahoo.com>
Bradford, on Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:15 PM CST
I am very sad and sorry that you and your family have to endure this. I pray for the Lord's healing in your lives and for Zachary to not have anymore pain. I pray for the Lord's will and for your hearts. God bless you all!
love,
kristin
kristin moore <kristinmoore@verizon.net>
winchester, VA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:11 PM CST
Hello - My friend, Katie, just asked us to add your son to Our Prayer List. I just sent a request out and soo many will be praying for Zachary! So very sorry for all that you are going through right now! My heart was just breaking when I read your latest update! Praying for peace, comfort, & love to surround you all during this incredibly difficult time!
Much Love Always,
Bill, Stacey, Josh, & Ben
& The Monthly Prayer Lists
http://www.squidoo.com/childhoodcancerawarenessourprayerlist
The Reich Family <weluvobx@comcast.net>
Winchester, VA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:07 PM CST
Praying.
Praying for peace.
Praying for comfort.
Praying with a broken heart.
Praying for all of you!
Love and hugs,
Eva and Rodney <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:05 PM CST
I am so very sorry. Praying for Peace for your sweet son and for comfort and strength for you and Rebecca.May God Bless you all.
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:05 PM CST
Hi, my name is Joseph Rollins and I knew Zachary from R.O.C.K. Camp. He was an awesome kid and I'm sure he still is. He was so full of life and so fun to be around at camp. He had a way with the ladies at camp. I just hate hearing about my friends that are not doing so well against the fight against cancer. Zach is in my thoughts and prayers always. I pray that he passes peacefully and I am really going to miss him. Thank You
Joseph Rollins <miamidolphins110@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, Fl - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:00 PM CST
Praying
Cate
Bend, OR - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:59 PM CST
My heart aches for you and your family- I wish I could take the pain from you and Zachary- if only for a day. I wish I had words within me to make any of this easier. I am sorry this is happening, that it all happend- I am just so sorry..
Jennifer Arseneault <jenni1219@rogers.com>
Ajax, Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:59 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca - our thoughts are with the both of you and Zach. Please give him a kiss on the forehead from us and tell him that we love him.
CANCER SUCKS!
The Mathis family <stubby3620@aol.com>
Hickory, NC - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:59 PM CST
My heart breaks for you. Praying for all that you have asked for. So grateful that you have wonderful friends and family around you to help lift you up. Peace for Zachary, thank you for being such a blessing in my life, just to 'know of you' and to so many others. You will never be forgotten. Love you buddy.
Tracey and family xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB, Canada, - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:56 PM CST
I can't imagine the pain of losing your child to this beast called cancer. I watched it take my mother, but I know it would never compare to losing your child. I must say that Zachary has been such an inspiration for so many. You have been blessed having him as your son as he has been blessed having the two of you as his parents. I will be praying for comfort and peace for all of you and a peaceful end to this heartbreaking jouney for your son. God Bless you all. C.O.L.E. Prayer Team www.colesfoundation
Londa Webster <blwebster6@aol.com>
Cherry Valley , NY - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:51 PM CST
I am praying for a soft and gentle landing.
Mary
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:41 PM CST
Zachary and your family are in our prayers. We wish we could take some of the pain away from you. May Zachary find the peace he so deserves and my God take him in his arms...God Bless him and your family.
Joanne and Mard Borgo <mborgo@rcn.com>
Bethlehem, PA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:39 PM CST
I pray that Zach, and his entire family are able to feel God's never ending presence, and peace.
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
John 14:27
Katherine Bell Hampton <katbird76@gmail.com>
Sharpsburg, Georgia - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:38 PM CST
I wish each of us could carry just a little piece of your pain, but we can't. But, we can pray, and I am doing that right now. I am just so sorry. Peace.
Pam Doughty <p_dought@bellsouth.net>
Powder Springs, GA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:32 PM CST
I really have no words... but I couldn't NOT write. I hope and pray for peace somehow for all of you. I wish that Zachary's peace could come in some other way. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Katie (Hunter's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ma/hunter) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:32 PM CST
I have just now prayed exactly what you asked...peace for Zachary and strength for you and Rebecca. There is well-earned peace ahead for Zachary, and you are doing exactly what you should be doing -- holding his hand, showing your love, and helping his transition. I've been there when my father, mother, and grandmother passed away, and I think it is the ultimate demonstration of love to surround them with your love and make their passage one of peace. You stay in my prayers.
Lisa
AL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:30 PM CST
I am praying for peace for your family
Ruth Trombino <artrombino@cox.net>
westerly , ri - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:30 PM CST
Dear Sweet Zachary, What an amazing young man you are. There are no adequate words to describe what wonderful things you have brought to this world-to those who are blessed to know you in person and to those of us blessed to know you from this journal. We have laughed, cried, prayed, rejoiced, been angered at the crazy insurance company, celebrated your many victories, and cheered you on as you always found a way to face every day with courage. Now, as you continue forward on your journey, we are fervently praying that God wraps his arms around you and fills every part of your being with peace and comfort.
Rebecca and Scott, please know that we are also praying fervently for God to give you strength, comfort, support and peace. You two are amazing people, amazing parents.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:27 PM CST
I almost didn't write anything because I have no idea what to say. You and your family are in my prayers. I am so so sorry you are going through this. I can't even imagine.
Amy H.
Branford, CT 06405 - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:22 PM CST
I don't even know you and yet I read this with tears in my eyes. I will pray for all the things you asked. I'm sorry there isn't more I can do.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:21 PM CST
Finestone Family - praying for all of you. For peace. For comfort and the knowledge to continue, as you have for the past nine years, to make the right choices for your family. You are so loved and admired by many.
Phyllis Breedlove
Suffolk, Va - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:14 PM CST
My heart breaks for you. No parent should have to endure what you 2 are - no child should have to endure what Zachary has endured. May God wrap His arms around you and comfort you and hold you during these difficult moments. Know that you have done everything possible for your son and that he is so proud of you and that he has touched THOUSANDS of lives. Because of Zach - people have loved more, prayed more, believed more, expressed their emotions and have reached out to one another. He has changed this world.
Anissa Parsons <parsons4@charter.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:14 PM CST
Hi, this is Joseph Rollins and I knew Zachary from R.O.C.K Camp. He was an awesome kid and I'm sure he still is. He was so full of life and very fun to be around with. He had a way with the ladies at camp. I just hate to hear about my friends that are not doing so well in the fight against cancer. He is in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that he passes peacefully and I am really going to miss him. Thank You
Joseph Rollins <miamidolphins110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:13 PM CST
Praying..
Kim <W8k@aol.com>
Kingston, TN - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:10 PM CST
I lift up Zachary and pray for strength for your family. I can not imagine what this is like, although I've assisted many families over the years. The immense strength and perseverance that your family and your son have shown is amazing. Please know we are out here to share your journey and be any support we can. Kathy O'Neill (came via Aiden Hawks site)
Kathleen E. O'Neill, LTC (Ret) USAF NC <keoafret@aol.com>
Perry, Ga USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:06 PM CST
Praying for your family.
Jeanie Laurrell <jmjnelau@aol.com>
Williamsport, PA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:03 PM CST
Hi, this is Joseph Rollins and I knew Zachary from R.O.C.K. Camp. He was an awesome kid and I'm sure he still is. He was so full of life and fun to be around. He had a way with the ladies at camp. I just hate hearing about friends that are not doing so well in the fight against cancer. I pray that he passes peacefully and I am really going to miss him. He is in my thoughts and prayers. Thank You.
Joseph Rollins <miamidolphins110@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:01 PM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and Zachary, I am praying that God will wrap his loving arms around each of you and bring comfort to Zachary and strength to Scott and Rebecca.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:58 PM CST
I have followed Zachary for years and never signed. Tonight I sign. Both in deep sadness and in deep prayer. I pray for a peacefull passing for Zach and the peace of your hearts as you carry on your lifes journey. I cant imagine the pain you are enduring.
All my love and prayers
Nancy
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:58 PM CST
Praying - Praying - Praying
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:53 PM CST
I lost a son in a very different way. Your family is doing a wonderful job of providing for your son. The many of us who have walked a similar path of loss are holding you in our thoughts.
anon
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:46 PM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zach: You are in my thoughts and prayers tonight. God Bless Zachary.
Sean Doherty <sdoherty125@gmail.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:42 PM CST
May Zachary pass in nothing less than glory, peace and comfort where he will we be forever free. May he always remember his PARENTS who were so brave and steadfast in trying to save him. You have my utmost respect and I'm only a stranger. Love to all of you. Scott, you write beautifully and I appreciate your courage in letting us in on your family's story.
Much love to Zachary- forever loved by so many.
Jenn-
Delaware
Jennifer <jeleth25@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, de usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:40 PM CST
Rebecca, Scott and Zach, you are all in my prayers. I have asked some freinds for prayers for you also. Know that many care and pray daily for the three of you.
Nancy Bradford <nlb1050@hotmail.com>
Fort Pierce, FL United States - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:39 PM CST
I am praying for peace of complete healing for Zachary and praying for peace and strength for you all. You will be in my prayers always.
The road which you walk I still remember as if it were yesterday.... 20 years on.
Gail W
Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:30 PM CST
I'm cring from just reading your update. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
Margie Miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:28 PM CST
You can count on my to pray for peace for you and pain free passing for Zachary. I watched my dad die this way and it is difficult. I am praying for all of you.
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:27 PM CST
Scott,
Your family is always in my prayers and on my mind all day long. I will treasure your book even more. You have brought a "face" to cancer. No parent or child should ever have to endure what your family has gone through. Prayers for peace and comfort for Zachary.
Robin
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:24 PM CST
Holding you close in prayer.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:17 PM CST
I am heartbroken for you tonight. Praying, praying, praying. Stephanie, Chris, Peyton, and Maddie Ogle
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/peytoncogle
Stephanie Ogle <babypeyton2004@yahoo.com>
Chattanooga, TN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:09 PM CST
Scott,
I am praying thru my tears. I cannot even imagine the heartache that Rebecca and you are going through at this time. Praying for peace for Z-Man as well as both of you.
Prayers and love,
Vickie Whicker <avsecg@aol.com>
Mocksville, NC - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:08 PM CST
Tonight I am crying with you. and praying for all of you. I know this is a time you never wanted to see come, no one does. I wish there was somethng we could all do for you,to make it all better.... just know that so many of us are here with you in spirit, holding you up in prayer. When my son died 15 years ago some one sent me a message that said' oh how your mother heart must be breaking.... well, I know its your mother heart and your daddy heart. and I care....
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
Dardanelle, ar - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:07 PM CST
My heart truly breaks for all of you.... Praying for peace and comfort for Zachary and holding you all in my thoughts and prayers...
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:05 PM CST
I was trying to think of something witty to say but,
I'll just stick with what works.
We Love you guys and you are always on our minds.
Tell Zach that Little Peter says,
Hi Zach and he hopes you feel better.
The Caufields <pcaufiel@yahoo.com>
Lake Worth, FL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:53 PM CST
Zachary is very lucky to have such fantastic parents. God Bless your family.
Susan Thomas <weezy715@comcast.net>
Jensen Beach, FL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:43 PM CST
Way to go Scott!!! If anyone could do it I knew you could! All of you are in my thoughts.
Another frequent lurker.
Sue
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:43 PM CST
Please know that we are praying for all of you!
God bless you
Debbie/Angel_Wings
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:38 PM CST
I am a frequent lurker who would have gladly emailed on your behalf. I pray for your family daily. Call on us if you need us.
Jodie <jschwirtz8017@msn.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:31 PM CST
I'm sure you would of got 500 readers to email, but im also sure that we would all use every resource and person known to us to get emailing too! I'm so pleased that mountain has been moved for you. I dread to think what happens to kids who don't have families that can fight for them. Zachary sure has great parents (and i dont just mean over the moving mountains issue).
Take care,
Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk (all of our volunteers would of emailed im sure!)
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:46 PM CST
Praising God for His provision! And no plagues! Thank you for updating and know we continue to cheer you guys on.
Tracy/Angel_Wings <maverickmom08@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:32 PM CST
Scott I stand in awe of your efforts!!! As a Lurker I make an oath to send emails to whom ever you want when asked and without question.
My prayers to Zachery, your wife and to you.
Gail Williams
Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:24 PM CST
Scott, thank you for winning a battle for your son and for all the kids who sadly will follow. You have done a great service!!
Ellen Robertson www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <Hellen177@gmail.com>
Westland, MI - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:38 PM CST
Scott
Linda's update on carepage said that you were finally successful in getting
Zachary's transfusions at home. so, here I am to say that I am glad you were able to win the tag game. But, a game that should never have needed being played. Eric sounds like a wonderful friend, that's for sure!
the Preschool Pen Pals and Mrs. Pam are praying for you....
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:19 PM CST
I think the east coast slipped further into the ocean today...congrats. IF YOU need the emails and phone call campaign, however, it would feel SO GOOD to be able to do that.
You are paving the way, and it is unfair you have to, but your name will be blessed for it..
You are good parents.
all our love from virginia
mary alice Dorschel, and Lizzie, BT survivor <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
suffolk,, va - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:11 PM CST
I definitely felt the ground quake here in Texas as the mountains moved in Florida.
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, TX - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 4:46 PM CST
so releaved to hear about the mountains that were moved today and Zack can know get his platelets at home!!! Big hugs to you all
Heather, mom to Brianna www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine daughter to Pete, www.caringbridge.org/visit/petek
Syracuse, ny USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 4:30 PM CST
Scott,
You are so INSPIRING! God has his arms wrapped around you and your family. Im still praying.
Lisa Ruiz <lisaru02@gmail.com>
Sebastian, FL USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 4:17 PM CST
Scott,
You never cease to amaze us with your dedication to Zach. Way to go !!!!
Rosie
Windham, ME - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:55 PM CST
Hi Scott,
My hat is off to you my friend for winning this cooperate game of Tag and accomplishing this incredible task!!! I'm so glad to hear precious Zachary was able to get those platelettes in the comfort and loving environment of his own home. God bless you for being such a loving and determined Dad who will never give up.
As always, I'm keeping Zachary & each of you in my thoughts and prayers daily.
God bless you,
Tammy at Angel Wings <jraphafaith@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:49 PM CST
Dearest Friends,
I am awed and humbled. I had no idea you were at this stage and facing all this. Sonny and Ally send their love to Zach. Tell him Ally is still crushing on him..let me know if there is something we can do. You have our love and prayers.
Jeanette Brown <wpbmermaid@gmail.com>
WPB, FL USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:42 PM CST
Dearest Zachary and family, you are deep in my heart, my thoughts and my many prayers. God Bless you always. Austin/Angel_Wings.
Austin Wilson <wilhope@nb.sympatico.ca>
Moncton, NB Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:35 PM CST
I have no idea what you are going through during this time with your hero. I can't even imagine - your journal gives a glimpse.
I have to say that when I read your journal entry today I broke down in tears. I am so glad that you were able to get the platets transfused at home where your hero could be comfortable and cause the least amount of trauma for your hero.
My thoughts are prayers are with you.
Stacey Monahan <slmpckins@comcast.net>
Tumwater, WA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:30 PM CST
REbecca and Scott, I came to your journal for the first time today and the platelet battle just left me breathless and unable to move. You are hero's for making the road smoother but how could this have happen- are people completely crazy. At a time when you should be allowed to be in peace with your precious son you have to go into battle??? I just don't get it. I guess i'm a little battle worn myself. My prayers are with your family, that you are surrounded with comfort, peace and NO MORE nonsense rules b-------! God Bless you.
http://www.caringbridge.org/wa/arielmarinkovich/
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/maliamarinkovich
Holly Marinkovich
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 3:22 PM CST
Lurker here:
YOU ARE MY HERO!
Judy M. from Catonsville, MD
Judy Mengers
Catonsville, MD USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 2:49 PM CST
I am so glad things are finally as they should be! Thanks Scott...I am sure today you opened doors for years to come for other families!
By the way...I would have emailed and emailed! You need me...I am here!
God Bless and tell Zach he is in my heart for ever!
Carol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 2:47 PM CST
High Five to you Dad! And, I would have SO emailed anyone to help you out! I had to laugh about Zach enjoying your friend play the PS2, because that is exactly how I entertain my nephew. He LOVES to watch me try my best and fail miserbly at his games. I'm storming the heavens for you..... Manda/Angel_Wings
Manda Queen <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 2:19 PM CST
Rebecca and Scott, you two are the greatest parents! Scott, you just moved mountains for your son and other children that will unfortunately be in our same situation! Love, Hugs and Prayers to the three of you. Storming Heaven for you guys...
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:59 PM CST
Yeah, Yeah and triple Yeah! Way to go, Dad, and way to go, Zachary, in being the incredible motivation for real change! Mountains were moved and I am so, so glad they were!
Kellie Beresh - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:53 PM CST
{{{HUGS}}}for the three of you and lots of love...
JENN <yankeez-girl2@hotmail.com>
Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:51 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless all of you.
Angel Hugs, Julie----Angel_Wings
Juliet Price <jewelsloveshorses@hotmail.com>
Newark, Ohio United States - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:30 PM CST
Prasing god for your miracle... may you know there are mnay both here on earth and in heaven who are praying for you..
joanie Angel_Wings
joan lambert
Wilbur by the sea, fl USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:23 PM CST
Awesome Scott, just awesome! Zachary remains in our thoughts and prayers. Stay Strong and God Bless
C.O.L.E. Prayer Team
www.colesfoundation.com
Brian Asay <basay@arpinintl.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:16 PM CST
Still praying and glad to hear that you got mountains moved... way to go Dad!
Tricia Steinman
Cumming, GA usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:10 PM CST
Thank God for that miracle! I'm so happy that you found the right person and the right words to keep your promise to Zachary. It sounds like he really needed to rest and stay as comfortable as possible. HIGH FIVES TO YOU! I so wish that I could be there in person to help in other ways...But my part is praying and that is something you don't need to doubt that I am doing. Hugs to you Zachary, we're all with you...Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 12:53 AM CST
Praise God for that miracle!!
Annette <Acandycreation@msn.com>
Randallsstown, MD USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 12:22 AM CST
Great work Scott! Of course Zachary's blood pressure stayed constant when he was in the comfort of his own home.
Mary Lou Thomson <mlt.csi@cooperativesynergies.ca>
Exeter, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:56 AM CST
Going on your local news might not be such a bad idea, even now after you've got them to play along.
The idea would be awareness of the problem, and making it so that families don't have to battle to get something that, if they are truly concerned with the well-being of the afflicted, should be available, just like that, no phone calls, no phone tag, what you went through yesterday is pure and unadulterated bullshit.
Making this whole thing public might be worthwhile, either now or later. Sometimes you just have to be there to understand this sort of problem at all, and unfortunately so many who are going through this are not in any condition to make waves. Not everyone has the cojones of Scott Finestone.
I am very much in admiration of the way your family is handling everything, and I so wish this wasn't happening, that you didn't have to do this at all.
As Kathy said before, this is not reality TV.
Your boy is in my prayers, along with everyone who cares for him.
You guys rock.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:47 AM CST
That is such great news about the transfusions!
Thinking of you all
Rebecca Cook
Lille, France - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:45 AM CST
Scott, I am crying at my computer as I read about the miracle that happened yesterday! God DOES INDEED still perform miracles! And Zach is BLESSED with the wonderful father and mother that he has! I am BLESSED to "know" all 3 of you via this site. Still praying over here in Ohio!!
Nikki from the NB Blogathon
Nikki <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:39 AM CST
Mr Finestone. I guess God isn't ready to bring Zachary to Him just yet. He is the one that changed your mind. I am glad He did. Zachary seems to be a fighter. Let him fight as long as he wants. All of you are in my prayers every night. I pray for strength and peace. Zachary.....I love you dude. God bless you.
Dennis <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:38 AM CST
I have never met you or your family, but have been following your story for quite some time. My heart aches for you as I can only imagine what you are dealing with.
Please know you are in my prayers and I would be more than happy to join an e-mail campaign at any given time.
Heidi <heidis@advanced-mechanical.com>
Bismarck, ND USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:21 AM CST
GO SCOTT!!!! Awesome job!
We will do anything, even the impossible, for our kids. I may need to call on you next month for strategy when I'm trying to cut through red tape in St. Louis to get my daughter's shunt surgery done. They seem hung up on the fact that she does not have insurance because she has been debilitated with pseudotumor cerebri since April and cannot work. The State of IL where we live says that unless she has kids or pregnant, she's not eligible for Medicaid or any type of help. I am one of those lurkers who read daily but if you ever need any help in any way, my email is below and I will do all I can for you and yours. I am keeping Zachary and your family in my daily prayers as I fight my own battle with the cancer monster. Zachary has been such an encouragement to me...please tell him that and give him a hug for me.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:08 AM CST
Scott,
Congratulations on getting the transfusions to take place at home - SCORE! I have no doubt that you worked tirelessly to make this happen, and its just another example of how you'll do anything to help your son. You and Rebecca are wonderful parents. I hope that Zachary benefits from this for a long time, and I know that other families will also benefit. I'm so glad Zachary won't have to go through the torture of traveling and can rest and relax at home now.
I continue to pray for good days with Zachary, and peace and comfort during these difficult days.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:02 AM CST
Praising God for moving mountains. Praying for you all....count me in on any emailing that needs to be done!
blessings
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, In - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:59 AM CST
Good. For. You. That is awesome news and I'm so impressed by your tireless efforts to get Zach the care he deserves.
Lyndsay
Canada - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:59 AM CST
Scott - kudos to you to get what you need for your son. He is probably thanking you in his heart, even if he doesn't tell you, that you are so proactive instead of lifting your hands helplessly in the air to say "I give up".
NEVER GIVE UP!
One more transfusion is one more day you can have your angel here on earth to enjoy whatever it is he can.
I would say a rainy day is here and now, and that maybe giving us the emails TO THANK THEM for doing a compassionate thing, might not be a bad thing!
Good wishes coming your way for comfort and peace.
PS - know of any good contacts for a job up here in Illinois for a very good secretary recently laid off from her GOVERNMENT job (city employee)?
Thanks for letting me spew - I know you can handle anything thrown at you.
Kathy
Bartlett, il USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:53 AM CST
Score one for thge finestone family...sad that you had to fight so hard to even get those services and i hope they can now readily be done at home. also i agree i think your under estimating the amount of readers who would do whatever they could i wouldnt be surprised if u had much more then 500. i'm sure the readers could also get friends and family to send too. praying for your family.
becky miller <me147_me@yahoo.com>
buffalo, ny - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:51 AM CST
Scott, As one of the "lurkers" who has followed your family's incredible journey, I have to finally leave a message. You and Rebecca are such incredible parents; you both are truly an inspriation. If you ever do need to use the email "ace up your sleeve" I will gladly be one of the participants.
Jean Feeney <jean.feeney@evsra.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:32 AM CST
Scott, you and Zachary teach me incredible lessons every day. Way to go!
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:18 AM CST
So Glad to hear Zachary got what he needed right at home! That is awesome work on your part! Praying for you all everyday.
Joy/Angel_Wings
joy stoerger <joystoerger@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:58 AM CST
Whooo Hoooo!!! Awesome news, Scott...because I was hell-bent on doing whatever my pathetic little self could do to help you guys make it happen. Maybe all those prayers were answered after all - because with God ALL things are possible!
You are an amazing daddy, an amazing husband and an amazing negotiator. And Zachary is an amazing young man, who put his faith in his Dad and now has yet another reason to adore you. I hope he gets you good with his quick wit today, and you guys have some laughs.
Congratulations on the victory!
Shayne B. <msfans@aol.com>
West Richland, WA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:52 AM CST
AND THAT'S HOW THEY ROLL AT THE FINESTONES!!!
You Rock!
From one of your faithful supporters (lurkers).
Debra <smithdcib@gmail.com>
Presque Isle, MI USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:27 AM CST
You must appear to walk on water to Zachary....way to go Dad!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:18 AM CST
Scott, You Rock! Zachary is blessed to have a Dad with such strength, fortitude and stamina. They say you can't beat the system, you proved them wrong!
I am praying for you all.
Ginny <Ginnyb0507@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:17 AM CST
Very Happy that things worked out where you could stay home, relaxed and somewhat comfortable and get your transfusion. You are always in our hearts and prayers.
Michelle <flavechick@yahoo.com>
MN - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:13 AM CST
Still praying...and wishing.
Tanys
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:09 AM CST
I'm so happy that Zachary received the transfusion at home, (in a bittersweet kinda way.) WTG, Mr. Firestone. If you ever need an email campaign, I'm on board.
Michelle <MichelleATierney@aol.com>
Grafton, MA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:09 AM CST
Doing a Happy Dance here in PA!
Congratulations on your platelets Zachary. No one should be denied transfusions at home.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:09 AM CST
A lurker/one time poster who learned about you from Kristie's blog coming out of the shadows to let you know that Zachary and your family has been on my heart an in my prayers.
Dianna in Louisiana
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:07 AM CST
Scott, You are simply amazing! It is a true testiment to your love for Zachary that you were able to tackle the task of getting him the platlets at home. Please know you are all in our thoughts! As a fellow "Floridian" if there is anything I can ever do to help you fight the system and help set some laws in place to help children get help as they move through the final stages of their life please let me know! I can only hope that Payton continues to remain healthy but as you well know the beast is sneaky! I just put my head in the sand and pretend otherwise but I do sometimes feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to fall...so with that said, I am amazed by what you accomplished for Zachary yesterday and I know that you will remember that forever knowing you fought for him every step of the way!
Enjoy every moment and relish in your accomplishments...everyone of them!
Gin Bogert
www.caringbridge.com/fl/paytonbogert <vbogert@cfl.rr.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:05 AM CST
We lurkers are your prayer warriors and want you to know that you are thought of, prayed for and just have a bunch of people wishing you strength. God Bless
Wendie House <WHouse@co.st-joseph.in.us>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:05 AM CST
BRAVO, Scott; you are the man! I never thought that they would give in to a simple game of tag, but miracles happened yesterday. Your family was blessed, in a very special way. I pray this trend continues for you. My love, prayers and peace I am sending you all today.
Pauline <pehamelin@yahoo.com>
wpb, FL - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:04 AM CST
How sad that you should have had to go to such lengths to get the care Zach needed! How lucky for Zach that he has a persistent father! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Liz Wicks
MN - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:02 AM CST
I am soooo glad you made me read the update and didn't share the silly details of yesterdays "tag" game.
Love you guys and will see you this evening.. And like I said give us the names and emails! (hopefully we wont need them now!)
audra <grlwndr68@hotmail.com>
stuart, fl - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:59 AM CST
Although you don't know me and I don't know you, we both know "cancer". You and your family are very obviously warriors, and cancer will not win..no matter what. My friends and I will continue to check your site and pray without ceasing for you. My "mantra" ~
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
Keep your armor on and know that you are loved.
Judith George <msgeorge52@embarqmail.com>
Bowling Green, FL 33834 - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:57 AM CST
Way to go Dad!! This is such an awesome loving family and I want you to know that we are praying for Zachary and for all of you each and every day. God Bless you all!!
Kym/Angel_Wings
Kym/Angel_Wings <klewis@laborchex.com>
FLOWOOD, MISSISSIPPI usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:34 AM CST
I am so very glad that he got the platelets at home. I am on stand by if you need emails sent should they hassle you again. Keeping you all in prayer today and always. Carol
Carol Hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:23 AM CST
Scott, That is awesome. I am so happy he can continue getting the platelets at home, so he can rest as much as possible. Praying for you guys!!!
Teressa
Burlington, NC - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:17 AM CST
I am so thrilled to read this update..Praise God
this can now be done at home and Zachary does not
have to travel..Our thoughts and our prayers continue
to go up for Zachary and your family.
Trish/Angel_Wings <byangeltrish@aol.com>
Pall Mall, TN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:15 AM CST
Great job! Man, I'd hate to be playing against you!
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:13 AM CST
I've been reading the site the last few weeks and it is wonderful to read the news. All I have to say is "good for you" and "way to go"!! I lost my wife at the age of 36 to this beast called cancer. Keep fighting!
Proverbs 3:5-6
Roger <cooger23@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:11 AM CST
Great job!!! I am praying and thinking of you all.
Beth S.
Orleans, MA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:08 AM CST
Oh, I think you might get more than 500 to email.. there are so many who just want to HELP.. and feel so helpless. You are an amazing family, and I am so happy that you finally got through to them. This shouldn't be such a big thing for them to do at home, and I'll bet that you will make a difference...
You are all in my prayers.
Rosemary
Albany , NY - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:56 AM CST
What a GREAT dad and a WONDERFUL advocate for such an AWESOME kid!!! WAY TO GO. I know that this was a gruling task for you. I work in pediatric oncology in another state and know that the work you did for thoes platelets was VERY VERY tough. What wonderful parents!
JH
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:54 AM CST
You are one forceful man...I think I love you! You are the best parents a kid could ask for. Zachary is very lucky to have you and Rebecca as parents to crusade for him. I have been a lurker to your site for a few years now and you never seize to amaze me! My prayers are with you and your family!
J Berg <jbfarms@wiktel.com>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:48 AM CST
Way to go Scott. I continue to pray for your family everyday.
Debbie <ddon748@yahoo.com>
Kearny, NJ USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:32 AM CST
WOW! That is wonderful for you Zach! Tears are flowing freely this morning... still praying!
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh 43065 - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:30 AM CST
I am so glad Zachary got his transfusion and everything came through. We will keep your family and Zachary in our prayers, you are amazing parents.
Mary <jepmal@gmail.com>
Satellite Beach, Fl - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:29 AM CST
I, too, am a lurker. Praying everyday for all of you, but never signed in before. I have found that when you know an organization 'could' do something if they wanted, just keep saying -'I need your supervisor'. Good idea to start at the top! Way to go! Still praying for that miracle.
Sandy
Columbus, IN usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:20 AM CST
Hi Scott - Way to go! You are awesome. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Tina (AL Lurker) <lsutigerinbama1@bellsouth.net>
Alabaster, al USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:13 AM CST
Way to go Scott! You are just amazing, and I know you are Rebecca and Zachary's hero.
If you need any team effort from the lurkers and regular readers, count me in.
Give Zachary a hug for me, and tell him that he is my hero. I'm praying for yall.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:42 AM CST
Oh Scott how lucky Zachary is to have you as his father. I pray for all of you to have a good day today. "The squeaky wheel gets the oil", my boss always told me that. I praise God for his goodness. Sending sunny thoughts your way today and always, Love you, Barb B.
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:41 AM CST
YES!!!!!! A victory.... one that shouldn't have to have been fought for. There is no stronger force, than a parent fighting for their child. Prayers are always being lifted, for all three of you.
Tracey
Mn - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 6:28 AM CST
God is good! If you need to start an email campaign in the future you can count me in!
Lou Ann Holder <louannholder@yahoo.com>
Forest Park, GA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:35 AM CST
Scott, you are a hero. Good for you to stand up to the bigheaded jerks that run these corporations that don't have a clue what they are doing to the people who matter the most.
Still thinking and praying for you all the time.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:27 AM CST
I was so happy to hear that you finally got Zach his transfusions at home..It's amazing the mountains you have moved to help your son on this most difficult jouney. My heart breaks for you all, hoping and praying for a miracle.
All my Love and Prayers Always with you....
Debi Santoro <dtjjj5@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:21 AM CST
We lurkers are here ready and willing to help. I am glad you were able to cut through all the red tape. I say an extra prayer for Zachary every day.
Leslie <ldcook2@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, oh - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 5:16 AM CST
I read your entries every day and have dreaded the trip for the platelets. I'll admit, I wasn't looking forward to the result of yesterday's journey. But Finestsone family, you came through again. Love and prayers..
Jane, Zach's friend from Jensen Bowl.
Jane Sinatra <JSinachris@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, FL St. Lucie - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 4:55 AM CST
You are an incredible advocate for your dear son. Kudos to you getting the gang to stop playing tag. I was never able to get mine to stop tagging, so I have been helping to change the game. It's now called, The Buck Stops Here, also known as The Nick Snow Bill (AB 1745).
If you have any more trouble with the system, you could try and contact my friend, Charlotte.
Charlotte M. Curtis, RN,BSN,CPM
Director, Partners in Care (PIC/PACC)
Childrens Medical Services Network Division
Florida Department of Health
(850) 245-4444. 2243
Fax (850) 488-3813 SC (850)278-3813
4052 Bald Cypress Way, Bin #A06(Mail)
4025 Esplanade Way, Rm. 215.C (Location)
Tallahassee, FL 32399-1707
Charlotte_Curtis@doh.state.fl.us
Charlotte is intelligent and powerful, and if anyone can help you navigate the Florida system, she can.
Shannon Snow: mom to Nick Snow <snows@nicksnow.com>
Nevada City, CA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 0:37 AM CST
You rock. You never give up. Thank you for taking time away to update all of us. Wish we could do more...much love from our family to yours.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2009 0:36 AM CST
Hey, OMG you are super dad! Heck I would have sent an email from each of my email accounts just to make that 500 become 508 haha! Zachary I hope the transfusion helps!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/1989
Kita
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 0:12 AM CST
Oh wow....I'm bawling my eyes out because I am SOO happy that Zach was finally able to get platelets at home!! Oh man. I am just so happy for you, Zach. I hope you feel better after having to NOT TRAVEL today!!
As much hell you guys have been through over this, I hope those guys get at least a few redemption points for their decision today. Thank god!
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 11:56 PM CST
Oh man! You are SO my hero. My hospice was such a total suckfest and I was never able to make their system work.
SO GLAD YOU DID.
Love to Zachary. You rock his world.
Lee
Richmond, CA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 11:52 PM CST
YOU GGGOOOOOOOO GUY!! You are the greatest while thinking up Strategic Plans for your son! Zach has an awesome dad! {Wish all dads could be as dedicated to their sons as you are...!!} Tell us when you need an EMAIL BLITZ... we can do it for Zach. Much love, thoughts and prayers..
Love, Sondi
Sondi <shill@ci.greenacres.fl.us>
Greenacres, FL USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 11:10 PM CST
Way to go, Scott! I'm wow'd by how you got this done--it's a lesson for all of us. Wow. I'll say it again. WOW! But just in case you need us in reserve, I'll be an e-mail campaigner for you anytime!
PS--We have that dang Harry Potter game for the PC and it totally doesn't work. ARGH. I've heard the PS2 one is good.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:31 PM CST
Scott, you are a fabulous advocate for Zachary and maybe a lot of other kids in the future. You did a great thing today. Sadly you had to play hardball but that's what it took to get what Zachary needed.
Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:25 PM CST
I also am a lurker. But had already decided to post in the guest book before I read your email idea. Count me in too! Praying, praying, praying...
Janice Burns
North Richland Hills, TX - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:20 PM CST
Scott, what a relief! I am so happy your efforts allowed Zachary to get his platelets at home. I know how difficult it is to get a child to the hospital in such a situation. I pray for strength and courage for all of you. My heart is with you every moment. Bless Zac he is a true warrior. You are an awesome Dad!!!! All our best...The Rommel's
The Rommel Family <rommelj@bellsouth.net>
Jupiter, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:18 PM CST
Scott, what a wonderful thing you accomplished today. You are an amazing man who will stop at nothing for your precious son. This must be such a relief for Zachary to receive his platelets at home. You can count on this grandmother anytime you want or need emails or anything else I might be able to do for you.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:14 PM CST
You go Scott!!! Thank God you are as persistant as you are. Anytime you need e-mails sent let us know- happy to do it. Will cotinue to pray for you and your family everyday. Sylvia
Sylvia Ostbye <symios@aol.com>
Palm City, FL USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:09 PM CST
YAY for getting the platelets at home!! We're ALL here for you, whenever and for whatever you need! You wanna bombard someone with emails..you can bet, their systems will overload with the amount they will get!
You are Rebecca are just the most awesome parents! Zach is so lucky to have you both, as you are so lucky to have him!
Know that we continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers daily!
Sending tons of love,
Eva and Rodney <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:06 PM CST
I am so so very happy that you were able to get the platelets at home. Scott...you are a wonderful father and warrior for your son. Praying for your entire family....
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:05 PM CST
Finestone family,
I am a lurker who has been following your family since around the time the parrots licked Scott's head and made him, I believe the quote was "scream like a school girl" or something like that. I knew you were my kind of people. I want you to know I have you guys in my thoughts and prayers...and if you need an email sent somewhere you say the word. Take Care.
Nancy
MN - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:48 PM CST
Count this lurker in on the email campaign whenever the need arises. There should be no "tag" when it comes to making any child in Zachary's position comfortable. How could they even consider saying no?
Carla
Fort Worth, TX usa - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:41 PM CST
Amen Brother!!!! I want you in my court when the chips are down - totally amazing and awesome and inspiring!! Count me in if you need an email campaign lodged in the future.
My prayers for Peace (and a miracle) are asked for you in prayers throughout my day.
Barb
Nazareth, PA United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:36 PM CST
well played! Count on me for an email in the future you may need crammed down on someone!
Theresa
Pa - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:34 PM CST
Scott,
You never stop amazing me. The length you will go for your son. I am very proud of you. Don't hesitate to send out a request for emails. I have no problem fighting for this.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/brandonloose
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata , PA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:33 PM CST
ZACK & FAMILY,
YOU ALL ARE IN MY PRAYERS. COUNT ME IN ANYTIME WITH ANY E-MAILS THAT NEED TO BE SENT. YOU ALL ARE WONDERFUL PARENTS.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:30 PM CST
Thank the Lord!!! So excited for you all now that you don't have to try to transport him for blood and platelets. You all continue to amaze me, you move mountains for your son and I know you will continue to do so! Praying for Zachary's comfort, strength, and many more pain-free days of quality time with those who move mountains for him! Lots of love and prayers from Tennessee
BTW I can be quite the tyrant, so if you need me to do anything through email, in person, on the phone, whatever, I can be quite convincing!! :)
Kristin Gauldin <kefleetwoo21@tntech.edu>
Chattanooga, TN - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:20 PM CST
Good For You! Count me in for any e-mail you need to be sent. Praying for Blessed days for you all....
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:19 PM CST
Scott, You should be very proud of yourself! Congrats for moving that huge mountain. It's amazing what a parent can do when it comes to their child. Don't ever accept no for an answer, as I see you haven't.
I've had to deal with some of the same issues as you when my son was ill with Aplastic Anemia ( a bone marrow disorder).
I just found your web site the other day when it was posted in the paper. I'll be here if ever you need help, just ask. God be with you....
Karen Walker <doggieclips@aol.com>
port saint lucie, fl USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:12 PM CST
Way to go, Scott!!! Zack deserves everything you have managed to accomplish...and I pray that others will benefit from what you have done. Children deserve to LIVE until they die!!! God bless all of you...
Patti
Redmond, WA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:11 PM CST
Praise God for answered prayers today...and hope for many more miraculous answers in the days to come!
Jennifer <jendoskal@yahoo.com>
St. Peters, MO - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:05 PM CST
Hello. I have been keeping up with all your posts on your son. You kept your promise to him and should be so proud of yourself. Persistance pays off. Zachary and your family will continue to be in my prayers. Stay Brave!
Jana Dowse <jana.dowse@bp.com>
Katy, TX USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:58 PM CST
We will gladly support any campaign to get Zach what he needs, where he needs it and when! Horray for small miracles and the knowledge that there really are people out there who get it!
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:58 PM CST
I check every day to see if there are any updates and when I first started reading today's I thought oh no but then was happily surprised.
If you find you do need the email campaign I will do it and hopefully I have some freinds that will too. Your whole family has been added to thier prayers lists and they sure can pray.
Nancy Bradford <nlb1050@hotmail.com>
Fort Pierce, FL United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:44 PM CST
This just took my breath away, and tears are pouring down my cheeks. I am sitting here in awe how you never ever gave up. Thank you so much for teaching us along the way in this journey with your precious son. We are not stopping the prayers.
Lisa and Aiden <rolexh@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:37 PM CST
You amaze me. I have kept your entire family in my prayers each and everyday. Even when we do not sign, you all are being lifted up as we ask for strength to get through these upcoming days.
Kim, Whitney's mom <Ksweat9588@yahoo.com>
Naples, Fl - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:32 PM CST
We will always be your ace. Just call.
karen <kchapin3@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:30 PM CST
WAY TO GO SCOTTT! You are incredible. Never give up, unless Zach is ready to. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:27 PM CST
Once again, you all amaze me... Zachary the wunderkind who has impressed the hell out of me for several years of lurkerdom... (and by the way, his crack about the white light had me laughing all day... very quick!)... but today I realized that although I have always been impressed with your abilities to juggle all the balls, and keep this show running... today you did what no one else in a similar situation has been able to do... You CHANGED the SYSTEM! You are a persistent genius, and kudos to you Scott... and that is why Zachary has done as well as he has for all these years... he has had the most incredible parents backing him up... Praying for more good days for you all...
Shelley K
Burlington, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:24 PM CST
How fantastic that you were able to get his transfusions at home! They should be ashamed that you had to take time away from him to make this happen instead of just bucking up. If you ever need email pleas sent to anyone I would love to help out!
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:22 PM CST
You ROCK!!!! You are the man!!!!! I need you on my team!!!! Once again, is Zachary lucky to have you or are you lucky to have Zachary? As always, my prayers are with you. A member of the 'CANCER SUCKS CLUB". Trying to help find a cure for Neuroblastoma so no other child ever has to endure this. www.mysticforcefoundation.com
Sandi Cooper <jkcwellington@bellsouth.net>
Wellington, FL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:11 PM CST
Scott, Now you see how STRONG a father's love is?!! YOU DID IT!! I'm so glad! He is so lucky to have you for his Dad!! God Bless you all! Love, Judy
Judy Elliott
Naples, FL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:08 PM CST
Scott, once again you outdid yourself in what you were able to get done for Zachary. You Rock! Z-man, it was great to hear that you can get your platelets at home and not have to be stuck at the hospital all day. You are raising the bar and are making changes now that will be helping sick kids for years to come. Finestone Family, y'all are amazing. God has blessed this world by having each of you in it! You remain in our thoughts and prayers.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:08 PM CST
Sadly, it takes an extreme situation to bring about change. Once 'change' has occurred, it seems a natural. Thru Zach, change is happening and countless others will benefit. I hope this change brings some comfort.
I love the way you quickly got the attention of the CEO's office... awesome!
Benjy Starling <bstarling@scripps.edu>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:07 PM CST
can't think of many words to describe you and your son other than indescribably amazing!!!! May God hold you in the palm of his hand and give you much more precious time with your beautiful unbelievable son! Many prayers are being sent your way. God bless...
Laura Loyot <italylaura66@yahoo.com>
Harwinton, CT United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:59 PM CST
Victory! Prayers from the Midwest...
Becka
Des Moines, IA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:58 PM CST
Hallelujah! I'm glad they all came to their senses. Many more prayers for Zachary.
Zachary and Rebecca are so lucky to have you.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:56 PM CST
I am always in awe of how fierce a parent's love can be -- you demonstrated that today. I'm so glad Zach is getting what he needs to keep him more comfortable, and I'm even happier that he has Rebecca and you as his parents. You remain in my thoughts.
Lisa
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:50 PM CST
Scott - you are "IT" said in the MOST complimentary of ways. Your score for today in the BDF (best dad forever) competition - HUGE off the Charts HERO points - with EXTRA Credit for the mountains that LOVE moved!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:48 PM CST
WOW!!! I am so glad it worked out and yes i can e-mail like the rest of them so anytime you need some serious e-mails just call on us. Thank goodness you got what you needed for that precious child today. May God bless you and your family!
Debbie Roth <debbie.roth@comcast.net>
Brentwood, TN - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:44 PM CST
Good for you Scott! I'm so happy for you and Zack and that the "Tag" players finally got their heads out of their....well, you know.
Lavender <lavenderbrooks16@hotmail.com>
Woonsocket, RI USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:43 PM CST
I can lurk with the best of the best, just put out the call if needed. Scott, I want you on my side if I ever need it. Enjoy your time with Rebeccca and Zachary. Thanks for sharing your struggles and triumphs. I pray constantly for all of you.
Pat Molloy
Great Falls, MT USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:42 PM CST
Good for you!!! You are a father that cares so much for his son you will do anything for him and that is so great. If you need me to send emails feel free to contact me.
Barbara Crane
Keller , TX US - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:40 PM CST
Job Well Done!!! May God bless you with many more days with your son. I am delurking to say sign me up if you need any help in the mass emailing to get the ball rolling again. No child should be without any aspect of care that they need in their final days.
Stephanie Bowman <sbowmanl@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:36 PM CST
Absolutely unbelievable. My prayers and I'm sure many others prayers were answered today. This is awesome. Enjoy every minute with Zach. I will keep praying.
Tammi Meyer <tammi0430@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:31 PM CST
KUDOS, SCOTT!!!!!! You definitely can proudly, and rightly so, strut your Master Tagger stuff. Praises to you for being #1 Advocate for Zachary today while Rebecca held the fort down (the power behind the scenes).
Stay warm and stay well, my friends. I love all of you and hold you close in my heart and prayrs each day.
P.S. We're looking at a bit of wind chill temp tonight, say anywhere from -40*F to -60*F is predicted. I pulled out my electric, heated socks just in case. . . .
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
Ultra Rural North Central, United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:29 PM CST
Continuing to keep you all in my prayers!
Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com>
Simpsonville, KY - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:29 PM CST
I forgot to say I would be glad to help in an email campaign
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:26 PM CST
GOOD FOR YOU, Scott!! persistance pays off and I am so happy that in your case it did. my thoughts and prayers coninue for the three of you and all the many friends and family too.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:24 PM CST
Let us know when you need us. I am a former-lawyer/now-stay-at-home mom with lots of pent-up anger I could throw the way of a recalcitrant CEO. Hang in there.
Kara
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:24 PM CST
Yea for you not giving up...Always in my prayers
Hugs from Iowa,
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:16 PM CST
What can I say? The Finestones never give up!! You are an inspiration to everyone! My love and prayers to all!
Linda Puccio <lcpwp1@bellsouth.net>
Stuart, FL USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:10 PM CST
Holler and I'll launch an email campaign!
Brenda
Fairport, ny us - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:07 PM CST
"I almost called on all of you lurkers and faithful followers to help with an email campaign"
Would have done so and will do so in the future... though I don't see an option for email alerts when there has been an update as on other CB pages.
Anyway, I give thanks for small miracles that yield results and for your persistence.
I learn something new every day and I am mentally marking your story about the difficulty of getting home transfusions (I am clergy).
Prayers continue.
Lee <lacinvt94@aol.com>
VT - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:02 PM CST
Way to go! You are awesome parents. Continuing prayers for Zachary.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:58 PM CST
Congratulations Scott!!!! You and Rebecca are amazing parents. Your family is constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I pray being able to stay at home to get his transfusions will allow Zachary much more quality time. God Bless You All!!!!
Kathy & Timmy Lawton <coloradormh57@aol.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:58 PM CST
So glad to hear that Zach got his transfusion at home today! He is so lucky to have you and Rebecca fighting for him. I think of you guys all the time. Still praying
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Gainesville, FL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:53 PM CST
Scott,
If you every need me to participate in any email project, just say the word! Praying for better days and more helpful service.
Postcard Cindy from Sonoma
Cindy <clatoure@aol.com>
Sonoma, CA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:46 PM CST
Count this lurker in on any emails that you need. So glad you had success today. Anytime you can stick it to the big guys is fine by this Illinois state worker whose fine governor is about to be impeached and sent to the big house. Seriously, you are always in my thoughts.
Brenda McCarthy <brendastitches@yahoo.com>
Virginia, IL - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:43 PM CST
you are one powerful and persuasive tag player. You are an amazing father!
Colette <colettemcknight@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:42 PM CST
You, sir, are a warrior just like your precious son. And keep that ace up your sleeves..We have all been wishing we could do more than pray and I'm sure you'd have an army of lurkers and non lurkers at your disposal, ready and grateful for the chance to help you..Love and peace to your family..I'm so glad Zach got his platelets at home..so glad.
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:37 PM CST
I will gladly email, call, tackle, or whatever else is needed to help you get Zach whatever he needs. I am nothing if not tenacious, stubborn, and--as email luck would have it--verbose.
Thrilled that you were able to accomplish this.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:36 PM CST
I'm so glad that Zachary got his platlets at home and is able to be as comfortable as possible. I hope he can gain some ground getting his blood products at home and have plenty of quality time right where he belongs in HIS bed with his parents nearby.
Scott, I know this may mean little coming from a total stranger, but I am amazed by you. I understand that when you are fighting for your son and those children who come later, it is natural to go the extra mile. However, I find you (and Rebecca) heroic. You guys get up each morning to fight the fight of the day when I am sure a good share of your brain and heart says to cover up your head and stay in bed. I am humbled by your parenting, your grace, your humor and your strength. I can see why Zachary is such a special person. You are all in my thoughts.
Kathy Ryden <kmryden@verizon.net>
Summit, NJ USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:32 PM CST
This lurker will email anytime you need.
Love to you all
Chere
Pleasant Hill, CA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:30 PM CST
I hope that is the last "tag" phone call you have to make. I can mail anybody that can make a difference if you need it. Keeping all of you in my prayers.
margie miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
fl - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 6:27 PM CST
I realize, yes, that might seem like an inappropriate joke to some people, but I thought it was pretty funny, despite the seriousness of your situation. It's inspiring that you can joke about such matters, Zach!
Love and Prayers, Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean
Sammi Robertson <NeuroGirl716@hotmail.com>
Westland, Michigan United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 5:03 PM CST
Just stopping by to check in on Zachary. Please know you all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending love & hugs,
Tammy/Angel_Wings
- Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:56 PM CST
Hey Zach, You've set the bar high -- way to go! I check your cb site several times a day looking for another "nugget" to use during my day. I love your humor, strength and upbeat approach to what could be looked at by most as another bad day. Many positive thoughts coming your way from freezing Minnesota!
Linnae (no longer a lurker!) <l.bosma@comcast.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:49 PM CST
Hi Zach! I'm at work, but as happens so often lately, you have been on my mind this morning. I hope today is another "good" day for you, and that you are able to spend some time out of bed, having a laugh or two.
Many hugs and prayers,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:32 PM CST
Hey Guys!
I'm so glad that Zachary is doing his part to help lighten the mood through all this sadness, as Scott - your usual sarcasm has been conspicuously absent from the journal entries lately...(which is quite understandable). You've done well passing that awesome wit down to Mr.Z. I hope the moments of humor continue, and that you all have LOTS of time to make new memories and enjoy each other as much as you can.
You've got a whole community of "prayer warriors" sending up requests to the Lord on your behalf from the Tri-Cities. And PLEASE let us all know if there is ANYTHING that we (followers of your journey) can do to make those home transfusions happen! I'm sure we could all contribute to a fund to bribe SOMEONE to just sneak those blood products to your house secretly and administer them. Money buys everything but love, right?
Praying for continued good days,
Shayne B. <msfans@aol.com>
West Richland, WA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:25 PM CST
Hi Zach,
Sending prayers for another good day filled with family, friends, and lots of love and laughter!
"Laughter attracts joy, releases negativity, and leads to miraculous cures."
God Bless,
Carol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 11:32 AM CST
Keeping Zach and his mom and dad in my prayers.
Here's a cute little prayer:
Our Father,
Who Art in Pittsburgh ,
Football Be Thy Game.
The Kingdom Come,
5 Super Bowls Won,
On Earth as it is in Heinz Field.
Give us this Day a playoff Victory,
And forgive us our penalties,
As we defeat those who play against us.
But lead us into a victory,
And deliver us to Tampa !
A-Ben
Lynn
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:55 AM CST
Praying for another wonderful day together. Laughter is the best medicine, hoping you are getting plenty of it.
If only love and laughter could cure cancer..............
My love and prayers
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, ut - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:01 AM CST
Zachary, you are such an awesome boy !!!! I love to hear your dad talk about you. You are in every thought and every prayer. Hope you have a good week. Sending sunny thought your way today and always, Hugs, Barb B.
Barb B. <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:52 AM CST
I am going to keep "all" of you in my prayers. I only just found out about your battle. Your strength is admirable. I wish I could say something to ease your pain, but I know I can not.
Lisa Ruiz <lisaru02@gmail.com>
Sebastian, FL USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:13 AM CST
I have had you all in my thoughts and prayers and wanted to stop in to check in and say hello. Know you are being thought about and prayed for...even if I don't sign in every day. Zachary is a very brave young man...and his tenacity in fighting this disease is humbling. May he be resting easy today and enjoying time with family and friends.
God Bless,
Vicki C/Angel Wings
Vicki Corson and Family
Northfield, VT - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 8:01 AM CST
Zachary certainly is a treasure. I am praying for comfort and good days spent with friends.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 1:04 AM CST
I love the sense of humor Zack has, and that fact he can keep everyone laughing even through his own discomfort. I continue to pray for all of you and wish you more quality, happy days to come.
Lavender <lavenderbrooks16@hotmail.com>
woonsocket, ri usa - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:21 PM CST
I check out the site every day. You guys are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:19 PM CST
Praying
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, IN - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:48 PM CST
Keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa Smith <lsmith@hvc.rr.com>
Sparrowbush, NY USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:40 PM CST
Zach your such a great friend. Im keeping you in my prayers and really hope to come see you again real soon! Your SOOO strong! Love you Zach
Maryna Wakeman
Jensen , FL. US - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:32 PM CST
Thinking of you all and praying for Zachary daily. He is so very strong.
Jeanette (Angel Jalen's Mommy) <jacobyjalen@aol.com>
- Monday, January 12, 2009 7:25 PM CST
Inappropriate, maybe, but darn funny! :)
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Monday, January 12, 2009 6:30 PM CST
Please know I continue to keep your precious Zachary and each one of your family members in my thoughts and prayers daily. May God bless your beautiful family.
With love, hope and faith,
Tammy at Angel Wings
- Monday, January 12, 2009 5:58 PM CST
Zachary, I am keeping you close in my heart, thoughts and many prayers. God Bless you and your loving family always. Austin/Angel_Wings.
Austin Wilson <wilhope@nb.sympatico.ca>
Moncton, NB Canada - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:50 PM CST
Scott you know the proverbial saying "The squeaky wheel gets the grease" - is there some where - some one you can gather the masses to petition. I'd like to think that there are enough people on here that would love to take up your transfusion at home cause if we knew who, where and what to be contacting.
I've always told Zach he is here for a reason whether he's the guinea pig for treatment or the person for the cure. I think the crusade for at home transfusions may just be his cause.
I wish you and Becca peace and calm on this upcoming journey.
Michelle <JnsnBchB@Bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, FL - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:44 PM CST
Zachary, you crack me up! What a great sense of humor you have. I think I would have really enjoyed spending time with you.
Praying for more good friend and family days for the Finestone's.
Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:01 PM CST
I have been checking several times a day so am relieved to see an entry. Prayers continue for you... that the red tape will disappear (i.e., that people will come to their senses) and that Zach's humor may continue.
Lee
VT - Monday, January 12, 2009 4:28 PM CST
His joke made me laugh. Dark humor though it is. I hope and pray you can get him what he needs at home.
Cate
- Monday, January 12, 2009 1:05 PM CST
Praying that Zachary is able to get the care he needs in the comfort of his own home soon. God bless all of you.
Christy A./Angel_Wings
- Monday, January 12, 2009 12:29 AM CST
((HUGS))
And praying that the red tape is cut & your son can have his transfusions comfortably at home...
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, January 12, 2009 12:27 AM CST
Continuing to pray every day!
Sherry Contento <boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Monday, January 12, 2009 12:03 AM CST
It amazes me how many good moments that you are able to appreciate even during the wordt of times. You are all in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
Love, Genna
Genna Bailey <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 12, 2009 11:58 AM CST
I am storming the gates of heaven with prayers for the necessary transfusions to be done at home...Zachary deserves this comfort!
Keeping you all close to my heart and in my prayers many, many times a day
God Bless,
Carol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Monday, January 12, 2009 11:57 AM CST
Zachary you are an incredible young man! I am keeping you in my special and heartfelt thoughts and prayers. May God surround you with his love and peace.
Gentle Angel Hugs
Carol K / Angel_Wings
Carol Kanfield
Toledo, OH USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 11:30 AM CST
To the Family of Zachary....I did not forget you; when I entered the last comment on the guest book. I know you ALL have been through a living hell also. You ALL will also be in my prayers for strength and to keep your faith strong. I never knew Zachary, personally; but just from what I have read, he is a very special little man. We should all take a lesson from this little trooper. To all those who whine every day about the little things in life that they have to put up with....look around you.....it could always be worse.
God Bless All of you. Keep up the fight. Zachary is worth every moment of it. Peace to all of you.
Dennis McMahon <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl United States - Monday, January 12, 2009 11:05 AM CST
Keeping you all in my prayers. I love Zach's sense of humor. Bless his heart. I wonder where he gets that from????
The white light, farting during a deep conversation with his Dad. Priceless..... :-0
Rosie
Windham, ME - Monday, January 12, 2009 11:01 AM CST
Zachary...God Bless You. I would be honored to be called your friend. You have more courage than any grown man I have ever met. My brother is dying of Cancer. It started as Melanoma, has spread to his Liver, pancreas and esophogus.(not sure on that spelling). Just hearing about you and reading about you has given me such strength to cope with the endless journey you both will set out on. Again my friend...God Bless You. You will always be in my prayers.
Dennis McMahon <Dennismcmh@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl United States - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:50 AM CST
Praying, praying, praying for you...... Manda/Angel_Wings
Manda Queen <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA! - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:38 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary, I will be storming heaven's gates with prayers and pleadings for the way to be opened for the much needed transfusions to be done at home. I know you have a swarm of prayer warriors out here doing their best to get the word up and out to the right places.
It is wonderful to read the fundraiser went well. Yes, there are good people in this world. They truly know the score and are so willing to share of their time, talent and resources for the benefit of others. Amen to at!
It's -5*F with brilliant sunshine, no wind AND the Internet connection is working!!! I am sending all of you hugs, praises and prayers. I pray for all of you each day. I love you guys.
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace...that you may abound in hope." Romans 15:3
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
United States - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:34 AM CST
Glad to hear the benefit went well. It really amazes me that in 2009 in Florida they cannot do transfusions at home. I hope there's some logic in there somewhere.
Zachary and his sense of humor.........like father, like son.
Still praying for a miracle here on earth. Praying for a good day today.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, ut - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:28 AM CST
Zachary is an incredible young man! How proud you must be of him, how blessed beyond measure to be his parents. Continuing to pray for your family....
Christy Smith
Charlotte, NC - Monday, January 12, 2009 10:03 AM CST
Zachary and family,
Unstoppable prayers and love are going out to you guys. I pray Zachary receives the things he needs right away and that he is comfortable. Please know that we lift your family in prayer each and every day and we all care so deeply for your family.
{{GOD BLESS YOU}}
Kym/Angel_Wings <klewis@laborchex.com>
FLOWOOD, MISSISSIPPI usa - Monday, January 12, 2009 9:51 AM CST
Thanks for keeping us updated. Be strong and keep doing what you are doing! You are great parents and make great decisions for your son. We have you in our prayers!
Kristie Thomas <skaa@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 9:28 AM CST
Praying for peace & comfort for all of you.
margie miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
winter springs, fl - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:32 AM CST
I have been trying to post something to you all since Zach went onto Hospice, but I have not been able to find the words. Please know that I think and pray for him every day. If there is ever anything a follower from NJ can do for you guys please don't hesitate to contact me.
Cathy Rusyniak <garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, NJ - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:31 AM CST
Gotta love that sense of humor! Sending your family lots of thoughts and prayers.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:11 AM CST
Love Zach's "morbid"sense of humor. Hoping the "catch 22" is resolved soonest. Keeping you all in prayer. Carol
carol Hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 7:56 AM CST
Good Morning Finestones' - No point in my adding insult to injury - putting salt on the wounds etc...regarding the blood products/geography and "in the best interests of the child" kind of comments! Outrageous...ok that just slipped out - couldn't help myself. Tomorrow's journal entry can be your blood pressure issues Scott at the continuing frustration(S) and ALL the catch 22's.
However, in regard to Zachary and his incredible sense of humor, kinda thinking it is a classic case of "like father like son"....as a boys' mom I truly can appreciate how often you both have totally embarrassed Rebecca (or at least she pretended you did) and how VERY much those times/stories will be retold and truly cherished. Hoping for the opportunity for you to share lots more "Classic Zachary" and your ongoing battle of the wits...you met your match Scott with Zachary as your most worthy opponent!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 12, 2009 7:23 AM CST
Zach seems like an amazing young man. My thoughts are with you guys during this part of your journey.
Lost my beloved husband to Kidney Cancer 8/28/08
Rosa Moore <rosam917@verizon.net>
St. Albans, WV USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:47 AM CST
Glad to know Zach enjoyed the Steeler's game as much as I did... I am equally thankful that he continues to make you laugh.
Cousin David
Roswell, GA USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 5:43 AM CST
Praying for Zachary's comfort. We are also praying for a quick resolution to the issue of getting him treatment at home. Wish we could do more...I really do.
Much love and hugs from our family to yours.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Monday, January 12, 2009 0:24 AM CST
What a great kid! You guys must be so proud of him.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
CA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 11:23 PM CST
"I see a white light..." You are quite the card, young Zachary! lol
Zach, I hope you and your family and friends continue to spend the days laughing and making memories. So many people are sending prayers and hugs from around the world. I'll bet there's not a rock star or actor who has a bigger fan club than you!
Much love,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:36 PM CST
I will be praying for you all and I sure hope that you can get them to approve giving Zach his blood at home. He really does need them to come to him! Praying that it will happen!
Lori/Angel_Wings
Lori <laugh4u@yahoo.com>
Bristol, TN USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:29 PM CST
Praying for you guys and loving that sense of humor!
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:16 PM CST
Praying for your family constantly. Zachary is a hero....and a funny hero at that! Praying for him to be able to get infusions at home....
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:12 PM CST
Gotta admire Zach's humor!
Missed seeing you earlier today. Wished that I could have stayed longer.
Benjy Starling <bstarling@scripps.edu>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:24 PM CST
God bless Zack and all of you.
Patti
Redmond, WA USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:19 PM CST
I will be praying especially for something to be done quickly for Zachary - to get the transfusions at home. Bless his heart. I think I've added 2000 hits to his site this week, wondering and praying, hoping and pleading with God for a miracle. I'm glad he still has his sense of humor, even if it is about the "white light"! shame on him!! LOL My heart is with you all. Hugs and prayers- Kim/Angel_Wings
kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:06 PM CST
There was a great sense of healing and community today at the benefit. We are all a part of the tapestry of the life of Zach Finestone and we are proud of this family, who looks at the light in the face of darkness. Zach is the light. Zach you are strong and amazing and you have given us all strength with your story. Good luck getting those platelets delivered right to your door! We are all praying.
Mimi Bunny
Barbara Waldron <imb4ubunny@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl u s of a - Sunday, January 11, 2009 8:44 PM CST
Just checking in to let you know that I've been praying several times a day for another "Zachary Miracle". I refuse to believe the inevitable till I absolutely have to! God Bless and God's peace to you all! My family loves you Zach! Love, Judy
Judy Elliott
Naples, FL - Sunday, January 11, 2009 7:15 PM CST
I find myself thinking about Zach a lot. I come and check to see if there has been some kind of mistake everyday. I guess I may be a little slow but I have just made the realization that it doesn't matter how much I believe. This is not the way I wanted to see things happen. I want to click on Zach's page and read about the miracle that I have prayed for has happened. Ignorance is bliss and not a luxury for anyone right now. Continued prayers for peace...
Monica Rulon <rulonm@hotmail.com>
Flanders, NJ - Sunday, January 11, 2009 6:11 PM CST
Thinking of you today, as every day, and sending prayers.
Blessings..........
Linda
www.carepages.com/carepages/dalescancerpage
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Sunday, January 11, 2009 5:05 PM CST
Zach- you've been on my mind all weekend and I have been praying for you and your amazing family.
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 4:29 PM CST
I read the article about Zachary in yesterday's Stuart News and was up most of the night reading Scott's journal, finished it today. I wondered if the "doctor in CA" could possibly be my colleague from fellowship training; when you mentioned her by name I knew it was. What a small world! Zachary's compelling story has been chronicled with honesty (sometimes brutal!) and passion. Thank you for sharing it - Zachary, Rebecca and Scott, you will be in my prayers as you walk this current chapter.
Carroll <docmom4@aol.com>
Stuart, FL - Sunday, January 11, 2009 4:02 PM CST
It's cool that you had some good days, Zach! I really(REALLY)hope that they have continued since your dad updated.
Love and Prayers, Sammi www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean
Sammi Robertson <NeuroGirl716@hotmail.com>
Wyandotte, Michigan United States - Sunday, January 11, 2009 2:13 PM CST
We are keeping your family lifted up to Father God and surrounding you in love. God bless each of you.
Sending love and angel hugs,
Tammy/Angel_Wings
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 12:57 AM CST
Keeping you all close to my heart and in my prayers day and night
God Bless,
Crol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Sunday, January 11, 2009 11:19 AM CST
Hey there!
Update on final results from the Ice Fishing tourney held over at Sand Lake yesterday. A grand day was had by all who attended:
Junior Division Winner: 6 oz. perch
Adult Division Winner: 8 lb. northern pike
Sending oodles of hugs, praises and prayers today. I love you guys. Keep the faith and don't take any wooden nickels.
"A happy heart is the best service we can give God."
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:41 AM CST
Always on my mind. We all have been walking through your lives from your unbelieveable journals for years in hope. Thinking of you all and praying for your strength. Faith is being sure of what we hope for, and certain of what we do not see.
Debi Santoro <dtjjj5@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:11 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Take care and God Bless all of you.
Angel Hugs, Julie----Angel_Wings
Julie Price <jewelsloveshorses@hotmail.com>
Newark, Ohio United States - Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:39 AM CST
Thinking of you all.
Heather Sarina's Mom www.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina <cloudraven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 8:42 AM CST
Hey Guys -- sorry for not being in touch this week. Hectic time with a kick-off project for Scripps. Hoping to make it to the fundraiser tomorrow.
Thinking and praying for you all. Hang tough.
Benjy Starling <bstarling@scripps.edu>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 7:26 PM CST
Hello Finestone family, In 2002 I began checking in on you after the diagnosis of my daughter, Felicia, with Medulloblastoma. We have not been in communication with Caringbridge in quite sometime thereafter. A dear friend told me today to keep you in prayer and check in on your family through Caringbridge. I am so proud of your family and your life is an encouragement. We are sending our love from Pompano Beach.
Lisa Guajardo, Felicia's mom <lisamidwife@comcast.net>
Pompano Beach, Fl - Saturday, January 10, 2009 6:20 PM CST
ATTENTION PRAYER WARRIORS!!!
PLEASE JOIN OUR PRAYER VIGIL MONDAY, JANUARY 19TH, 2009 BETWEEN THE HOURS OF 8-9 PM. EST. FOR ALL THE FAMILIES ON OUR ANGEL_WINGS PRAYER LIST AND OUR ANGEL FAMILIES OF CHILDREN AND ADULTS WHO HAVE EARNED THEIR WINGS.
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
Debbie/Angel_Wings
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 3:53 PM CST
Hey Zachary. Just wanted to let you know we're thinking of you and hope y'all are having a good weekend. I don't know what it's doing down there, but the sun is finally shining up here and the temp is in the 50's...yay! Hopefully it's typical warm, sunny FL weather for y'all. We continue to pray for you and send good thoughts your way!
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 1:44 PM CST
Anybody want to join in the ice fishing derby out on Sand Lake today? The temp is a mild 1*F, the boys have plenty of ice augers, lines, snaks and drinks to share! This is an all day, fun time on the ice, my friend. No driving on the ice until the crowd goes home. ;o)
Sending you oodles of hugs, praises and prayers. I love you and I pray for you guys each day.
"We can/ find God's beauty/no matter where we are."
by: Sue Monk Kidd
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 12:13 AM CST
It has been a few years since we have seen zachary ( since boggy creek) we are praying for Zachary everyday, If there is anything we can help with please don't hesitate to send me an email. Zachary and you all in our hearts, minds and prayers.We will continue to pray very hard for all of you.
Toni Beers ( Austin Beers) <harrman06@aol.com>
Fort Pierce, Fl USA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 11:20 AM CST
Sending good thoughts & prayers your way.......
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 8:57 AM CST
Good Morning Zachary and family, you are in my thoughts and prayers today. God Bless always. Austin/Angel_Wings.
Austin Wilson <wilhope@nb.sympatico.ca>
Moncton, NB Canada - Saturday, January 10, 2009 8:25 AM CST
Saying a special prayer for you today...
Love, Ginger/Angel_Wings
Ginger
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 7:37 AM CST
Thinking of Zachary and your family and keeping you in my prayers. Praying the fundraiser will have the hand of God on it and is blessed abundantly. I hope you all are having great days. Please know each of you are in my heart and prayers daily.
With love, hope and faith in Jesus,
Tammy at Angel Wings
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 7:17 AM CST
hope the fund raiser tomorrow is QUITE SUCCESSFUL
The Preschool Pen Pals and Mrs. Pam are praying for you....
- Saturday, January 10, 2009 2:50 AM CST
Hey there! Yep, it's the middle of the night up here in Polly's Pothole Paradise. I have a working Internet connection (Amen to that!) and thought I better check in on my old buddy, Zachary, and the clan.
I want you to know I'm thinking about you guys without an ounce of snow, sleet, Canadian Clipper-type wind or constant sub-zero temps. This IS winter in the Heart of the North American continent. Just let me know if you want me to bottle some and send it your way. Or we can reserve a heated, two-holer ice shack out on Sand Lake for you. The boys will treat you real good even if you're not locals.
Sending oodles of hugs, praises and prayers. I love you guys and pray for each of you daily.
Divine Physician and Healer, we turn to You in this time of illness...O God our Father, we place our concerns in Your hands. Hear the prayers we offer for Zachery and his family and grant them the gifts of endurance, comfort, reassurance and your unconditional love and tender mercies. We ask in the name of Jesus the Lord. Amen.
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
USA - Saturday, January 10, 2009 0:11 AM CST
I am keeping the Finestone family in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Thanks so much for signing the book your dad wrote and sent to me Zachary. God Bless you Zachary and family. Austin/Angel_Wings.
Austin Wilson <wilhope@nb.sympatico.ca>
Monctn, NB Canada - Friday, January 9, 2009 7:31 PM CST
Thinking of your family and keeping you in my prayers.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Friday, January 9, 2009 6:00 PM CST
Zach, Scott and Rebecca, We are thinking of you, praying for you and wishing for more good days!
Cheri and Jim Chauvin <cchauvin64@att.net>
Stuart, Fl 34994 - Friday, January 9, 2009 5:38 PM CST
(Ms. Polly from Angel_Wings leaves some smiles down below!!) I hope today is a good day for all of you. Zachary -You have quite a following...I'm sure there is not one SECOND in any day that someone out here isn't thinking of you or praying for you or wishing you well. You are one special young man and I feel honored to pray for you. Rest well tonight and have many good moments tomorrow. Hugs and love, Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim/Angel_Wings <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Friday, January 9, 2009 5:15 PM CST
I'm thinking of sweet Zachary and the rest of your family today. Please know we're sending up many prayers and hope you feel the love being sent your way. I pray your family is having another good day today. Please know we are here for you if you need us. God bless your precious family.
With you in spirit,
Tammy/Angel_Wings <jraphafaith@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 5:15 PM CST
Keeping all of you in my prayers...... Manda/Angel_Wings
Manda Queen <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!! - Friday, January 9, 2009 10:45 AM CST
Praying for a great day today and for a great weekend ahead. I pray that the days are filled with laughter and love. You inspire me to make the "DASH" in my life count even more.
Love and Prayers
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Friday, January 9, 2009 10:27 AM CST
I hope that you had a restful night and pray that today is a good day for you Zachary.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Friday, January 9, 2009 10:06 AM CST
Good morning! Just thinking about you all. I will call when I get a chance-hate calling too late or too early...
Kathy
KC and the Sunshine Band <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Friday, January 9, 2009 8:36 AM CST
I just wanted you guys to know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers! I am so glad that Zack has had some good days!
Dana <dmbrantl@valdosta.edu>
Valdosta, GA - Friday, January 9, 2009 7:58 AM CST
Thinking of you guys always
Clark Bundy
Jensen Beach, FL - Friday, January 9, 2009 5:41 AM CST
I just read zach's story. Retrieved the site from a friends and just wanted you to know that you are being prayed for in the great state of Alabama. May God comfort your family during this time.
Tommie Gail Foles <tgail1964@yahoo.com>
Sumiton, Al USA - Friday, January 9, 2009 0:20 AM CST
Continuing prayers from cold (very) and snowy Vermont. Know they are genuine.
Lee
Rutland, VT - Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:40 PM CST
It has been many months since I have had the courage to visit this page...I am devastated for all of you in a way that I cannot explain. I pray that Zachary has many more moments of peace and joy, no matter how long or brief they may be. You are a truly amazing and inspiring family. My heart is with you all.
love, Cara- Maya's Mommy
cara pettit <carapettit@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:04 PM CST
Hi Zachary
Ever since I met you and worked on your case, I think about you every day.
Now, I spend 80% of my time as a paralegal working on nuclear safety cases. Many days it is hard and disillusioning work because I see the NRC cover up significant safety issues day after day.
When I get down, I think about your courage and positive energy. Thinking about you keeps me motivated to do this challenging work. Thank you.
with love,
Maggie
Maggie Gundersen <fairewinds@gmail.com>
Burlington, VT USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 9:10 PM CST
How about some good, old Tom Swifties for a change??
"I couldn't believe there were 527,986 bees in the swarm!" Tom recounted.
"Don't you know my name?" asked Tom swiftly.
"I only have diamonds, clubs and spades," said Tom heartlessly.
"I need a pencil sharpener," said Tom bluntly.
"Oops! There goes my hat!" said Tom off the top of his head.
"I can no longer hear anything," said Tom deftly.
"I have a split personality," said Tom, being frank.
"This must be an aerobics class," Tom worked out
"Don't add too much water," said Tom with great concentration.
"I wonder if there's a number between seven and nine," said Tom considerately.
"I manufacture tabletops for shops," said Tom counterproductively.
"I haven't had any tooth decay yet," said Tom precariously.
Smile Virus
By Russel H. Conwell
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu.
When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling, too.
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
when he smiled, I realized I'd passed it on to him!
I thought about that smile and then realized its worth,
a single smile, just like mine, could travel round the earth.
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected,
let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:42 PM CST
Thank you for telling Zach's story. He is inspiring! Prayers for many more days of quality time.
Becka
Des Moines, IA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:12 PM CST
I am glad Zach is having some good days, I hope and pray it will continue...
Love you all, Tom
Tom Anderson <tomanderson1217@yahoo.com>
Riverview, FL USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 7:19 PM CST
So happy that he is having good days. So glad that you have so many to help you out.
Angel Heather
Heather Sarina's Mom www.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina <cloudraven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 7:05 PM CST
I pray that God gives you all strength and keeps Zachary pain free and I hope that this weekend Zachary will have lots of strength and energy to enjoy himself! Keeping you all in my prayers!
Lori
Bristol, TN USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 5:50 PM CST
Praying that you have many more good days like you have had this week.
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, January 8, 2009 3:09 PM CST
Sending prayers for many more good days!
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Thursday, January 8, 2009 2:07 PM CST
Praying that today is another great day for you.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Thursday, January 8, 2009 11:19 AM CST
It's so wonderful to hear that Zachary has been feeling well. You have wonderful people surrounding you, it is good to know that they are able to help you and bring you some peace.
We hear so much bad news lately all around us. It is so nice to get reminders that the world really is filled with great people. Great people like the Finestone's. Praying for many more days like you have been experiencing.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Thursday, January 8, 2009 10:54 AM CST
Good Days are added blessings from God.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 9:15 AM CST
Good Morning Zachary... Keeping you in my prayers today!
God bless you
Debbie/Angel_Wings
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:53 AM CST
Praying for wonderful moments for you all.Know how much God loves you and reach out to him any time you need him.
joanie Angel_Wings
joan lambert
Wilbur by the sea, fl Usa - Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:50 AM CST
Praying that you have many many more good days. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.
Michelle Council/ Angel Wings <mcouncil@c-gate.net>
Laurel, MS USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:50 AM CST
I'm so glad to read that Zachary is feeling good. Time enjoyed with family and friends are the best updates of all. :)
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:16 AM CST
So glad for the good days!
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Thursday, January 8, 2009 7:49 AM CST
Hey Zach, Scott, and Rebecca,
It's your favorite WAMU banker from across the pond. Just a little note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
xxx
Sinead <Sin75@aol.com>
Scotland - Thursday, January 8, 2009 6:04 AM CST
I'm happy that you're having good days, Zach! May you have many more.
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 8, 2009 1:03 AM CST
praying for you
www.caringbridge.org/visit/wheelyfast
karen
- Thursday, January 8, 2009 0:40 AM CST
you all are in my thoughts and prayers-Chel/Angel_Wings
chel <michelledemeter@yahoo.com>
new london, - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 11:38 PM CST
I am so glad to hear of some more good days! Zach is obviously an amazing guy with amazing parents. Thank you for sharing Zach with us. You all inspire me to be a better person and a better mom. Still thinking of you and praying for you guys, Stephanie
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/peytoncogle
Stephanie Ogle <babypeyton2004@yahoo.com>
Chattanooga, TN - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 11:10 PM CST
Dear Zach, Rebecca and Scott: My love, prayers, and thoughts are being sprinkled over the Finestone home - can you see them? I hope so! You are a strong and very inspiring family and we think you are awesome! May your family and friends that live close to you be blessed for visiting and helping you! Lots of us live miles away and regret we can't be there to visit and spoil you with MORE goodies! Take good care of each other! Loving all of you, Sondi
Sondi <circle92@bellsouth.net>
Greenacres, FL USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 9:13 PM CST
HEy guys its edwin im sorri i couldnt be there to help you guys threw this but i pray for you all every min i get a chance i just wanted to say i love u and tell zach his big brother is alwyas there for him.
Edwin torres <TOrrespainting@bellsouth.net>
STuart , FL - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 8:28 PM CST
Smile Virus
By Russel H. Conwell
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu.
When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling, too.
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
when he smiled, I realized I'd passed it on to him!
I thought about that smile and then realized its worth,
a single smile, just like mine, could travel round the earth.
So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected,
let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!
Holding all of you close in my heart and my prayers. Would you guys like any frigid, artic, sub-zero weather for a bit of a change?? I know a couple of people who would love to send it some place else!! ;o)
Polly @ Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 7:36 PM CST
Hey Zachary, it was really good to read that you are having some kicking days! When they update Webster's Dictionary, they need to put your picture in there next to the definition for "tough" (you could also go in for "amazing", "inspiring", "awesome" and so many others). You, your mom and your dad remain in our prayers.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 7:05 PM CST
Wow, Finestone Family!!! How exciting it is that you guys have been having fun and enjoying your days lately? I think it's just AWESOME!!!
I've gone back over the journal and reread many of the "entertaining" entries...and I have to admit I sometimes start giggling uncontrollably, or just straight out belly laughing. Funny, funny stuff...and a reminder of what an awesome life you've given Zachary.
You guys are really, really special - and I pray that God will keep blessing you with the things you want and need.
Sending out lots of good thoughts, prayers and love to you all.
Shayne B.
West Richland, WA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 7:01 PM CST
Hi Zachary
your friend Linda R. in Missouri mentions you quite
often in her updates. And so, here I am letting you
know that I am praying for you, just as Linda requested.
I am glad you have so many friends and families and relatives
who are helping you out with food and visits.
prayers and love from Mrs. Pam
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:46 PM CST
Lifting Zachary up!! Yea for great family and friends days!!
Nikki from nb blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
columbus, oh usa - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:44 PM CST
Glad to hear that Zach is having some really decent days in the New Year.
Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:00 PM CST
Hey, Zach.
All of us here sned you the best of wishes. We wish we could send you a good joke or two, as well, but it turns out we're all a bit lacking in the humor department lately. :) We plan on seeing you back here again when you're feeling better. That's right. We're giving you no choice. ;) Anyway, start kicking some butt and feeling better!
Everyone at Signature Day Spa <Ciniy-Snegovik1@ya.ru>
Port St. Lucie, FL USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 3:54 PM CST
Zachary still has things to accomplish. No surprise at all! God bless you all. How truly blessed you are to be his parents.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 3:45 PM CST
I am so glad to hear Zachary is having some good days. May he have many more.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:58 PM CST
It is SO great to hear that Zachary has had some good days!! Thank You Lord! We'll keep asking Him for more! I hope the fundraiser goes well and I'm so happy to read of the many families that are helping out with your meals etc. There are many Angels here on Earth! Keep up the fight Zachary - you are truly AMAZING! Hugs and love, Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
LeCompte, La USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:48 PM CST
Hi Zachary,
Just dropping by to send some love, prayers and hugs to a great kid!
Kepping you close to my heart and in my prayers always
Carol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:45 PM CST
You are in my special thoughts and prayers. May you be surrounded by God's love and peace.
Angel Hugs,
Carol K / Angel_Wings
Carol Kanfield
Toledo, OH USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:36 PM CST
Zach, You never cease to amaze me. I'm still your biggest fan. Love you.
Beth Rautenstrauch <vetchr@bellsouth.net>
Palm City, FL - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:05 PM CST
Just want you to know I'm thinking of and praying for you continually. I have also enlisted my wonderful "prayer warrior regulars" to add you guys to the list at this time. They have blessed me so much and I know that they will faithfully lift you up in prayer also. If I lived closer, I would visit. Since I don't, the guestbook will have to do. Just know that I'm here always, battling with you as I can from here. Blessings as you continue the fight. I'm not immediately facing what Zachary is, but he is my warrior brother and I certainly understand the language of "no quit". It is instilled in those of us who are called to fight this illness battle. What an honor to be connected to Zachary in that way. I wish we didn't have to go through so much, but I am glad that we can all be there for each other during the battle. I'll sign in again soon. In the meantime, I'll keep checking on you daily. Take care...
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:36 PM CST
What nice friends you have, especially the kids. Glad Zach has been having some decent days. Keeping you in my prayers.
margie miller <margiemm54@aol.com>
winter springs, fl - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:14 PM CST
So glad the good days are continuing. My Sammi is in the hospital right now but I'll be sure to tell her the good news, I know it'll cheer her up!!! Here's to many many more good days!! And to a good turn out at your fund raiser. Prayers are coming like crazy from snowbound Michigan
www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean
Ellen and Sammi Robertson www.caringbridge.org/mi/sammijean <Scanmom@hotmail.com>
Westland, MI - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:07 PM CST
Hello, I'm so pleased to read that Zackary has had a few good days,
Lots of love
Viks
www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:04 PM CST
Praising God for these good days! Please know I'm keeping Zachary and the rest of your family close in my heart and prayers.
In Christ,
Tammy at Angel Wings
- Wednesday, January 7, 2009 1:00 PM CST
Hooray for good days....Praying they will continue for Zachary,you and Rebecca for a long, long time. Zachary, you are, hands down, the fightingest(made up words are the best) warrior I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. Carol
carol <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 12:54 AM CST
Praying today is a good day for you Zachary - my heart is with you and your family. Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, LA USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 11:58 AM CST
Praying that Zachary is enjoying friends and family today. Praying for Zachary and all of his family and friends that they will feel peace and comfort in all of the prayers coming their way.
Love and prayers
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 11:09 AM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and Zachary. You may not rememer us but Benjamin was with you in St Marys many a days while he suffered with his bone cancer. We are so sad that this disgusting disease still prevails your world. Benjamin and I talk frequently about the many kids that he met throughout his years and we pray for miracles and cures for all. Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you each and every day. Give Zachary a huge healthy wish from us...keep the strength and ALWAYS follow your own intuitions...as only WE know whats best for our own!!!!!
Suzanne & Benjamin Slate <msfijiss@aol.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL 33418 - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 10:58 AM CST
Praying and hoping for more good days and amazing strength for all, especially Zachary.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 9:43 AM CST
Holding you guys close in love and prayer. God Bless this special family.
Kym/Angel_WIngs
Kym/Angel_Wings <klewis@laborchex.com>
FLOWOOD, MISSISSIPPI usa - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 9:23 AM CST
Praying for GOOD and MANY days!
Olga
COlombia - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 8:23 AM CST
I'm praying for yall.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR United States - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 8:14 AM CST
I carry thoughts of all of you in my heart all day long-especially young Zach-and am sending up more-than-daily prayers for more of the good days and less of the pain. I am still begging for a miracle as well..He's such a beautiful young man, inside and out. A fighter indeed-you all are. I'm beyond sad and sorry you are being tortured with this.
Jacqueline
Southwestern, CT - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 6:40 AM CST
Thinking of you all and praying for comfort!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:32 AM CST
I am thinking about all of you and praying that Zachary is comfortable tonight.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 10:56 PM CST
I come to you through Hope Wilson's CB site. Although I have read your postings before and also read some of your book owned by Hope's father, Austin, I have never left a comment. Words fail me. I so admire Zachary's strength and attitude as well as the love and devotion you his parents show without fail every minute of every day. My heart breaks for your entire family but on occasion you make me smile with stories of Zach's doings. I pray this memories will help ease your pain in days to come. My prayers and thoughts are with you constantly. God bless you, comfort and keep you in the days ahead.
Sheree Slade <fragglnb@nb.sympatico.ca>
Petitcodiac, NB Canada - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 10:47 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca, I've been reading your journal for a couple of weeks now. I came by your caringbridge site through Morgan Lamorey's site. So many times I've tried to sign the guestbook, but the words just didn't come. So I read your stories...laughed at your jokes...and cried for you and your family. I know exactly what you're going through. My husband's son Drew lost his battle with leukemia in February of 2007. Drew was 9, and if my math serves me correctly, that's how old Zachary was when he was diagnosed. Ironically, my 21-year-old son's name is Zachary. Small world. But I digress. Scott, don't for a minute doubt that you are doing the right thing for Zachary. We had a long hard struggle with Drew's cancer and there were times that people told us how we should handle his treatment, and we didn't agree. We trudged on OUR way, and you know what? Our way gave us 16 more months with Drew that we might not have had if we had done it THEIR way. You, Zachary and Rebecca are in my prayers.
Tammy <tbrown1017@gmail.com>
Janesville, WI 53546 - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 10:26 PM CST
YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
Debbie Anderson <debbiea1958@yahoo.com>
Fort Edward, N.Y. UNITED STATES - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 8:56 PM CST
Your in our Prayers Zach
Beth Sowers <baileyqueenb@aol.com>
Jensen Beach, fl usa - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 8:33 PM CST
As always glad to hear the good news and saddend by the bad the news. Hoping you have more moments building lasting good memories and fewer moments of deep sorrow as you move forward the best you can... Wishing there was more I could do than simply pray...
P.S. Not sure if Zach has a next generation ipod but if he does the ifart app is the best 99 cents you will ever spend...
Cousin David
Roswell, GA USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 8:14 PM CST
My Daughter was diagnosed with Wilms Tumor 4 yrs ago....my heart as well as my prayers go out to you guys!!! Hopefully many good days are to come!!!
Jenny Taunton <jennytaunton@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:51 PM CST
Thinking of you and praying without ceasing.
Jennifer <jennifer@kidscancercrusade.org>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:24 PM CST
Every day that passes, I think about your struggle, Zach, I wish you good days.
Deb Rau <sharks924@bellsouth.net>
Port St. Lucie, FL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 6:51 PM CST
You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I hope today is a good day for you Zachary. Hugs- Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 6:45 PM CST
Praying for more good days.
Kia
Davis, IL - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 4:34 PM CST
Thinking of you guys today.
Lida <girl.lida@gmail.com>
Ely, NV USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 4:11 PM CST
I am thinking about you all today and saying a prayer
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 3:55 PM CST
From the words your write I am humbled and yet gain strength in reading them. Thinking of you Zacher..... .
Chippa <Chipdonohue@ymail.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 3:46 PM CST
Storming heaven's gates with prayers for each of you today. God bless you.
With love and hugs,
Tammy at Angel Wings
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 2:57 PM CST
Just checking in to let you know that I'm praying for you at this moment.
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 2:06 PM CST
To the Finestone Family- My heart aches for all of you! My prayer is that you know that this life is not the end. There is so much more where death, tears, and pain do not encroach ever again. Zach, we miss you!
Ken Tatje
Stuart, FL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 1:48 PM CST
wishing you all a memorable day
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 12:51 AM CST
I echo so many who've said that there are no words. But please know we are still thinking of you all and praying. Much love from Tennessee, Stephanie, Chris, Peyton, and Maddie
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/peytoncogle
Stephanie Ogle <babypeyton2004@yahoo.com>
Signal Mtn, TN - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 12:47 AM CST
My prayer is for another wonderful day. May you all be held tightly. May each day bring a memory for you to cherish always.
Cancer Sucks.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 11:24 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca-
I read your updates and my heart goes out to each of you in the deepest of ways. It is particularly hard for me as I feel that Zach is conveying the physical pain to you that Cameron could not to me. In a way, I am gaining more insight into Cam's end and it pains me even more. However, I am so proud of Zach and the both of you for every step you have taken in this journey. I understand that NO parent should walk this path but you are all just amazing. Every day I wish a good day for Zach, as those days are a gift, just as you said. I am trying with all my might to make it to the fundraiser on Sunday, but I am scheduled to work. I will do my best to get that shift covered. Hang in there Finestones.
Much love, Michelle Cameron
Michelle Cameron <largo142@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 10:30 AM CST
I just found this site through a friend of mine, whose daughter is going through treatment for rhabdo. My heart goes out to you, your words and your son caught my attention in a strong way. Thank GOD for EVERY day you get, I will keep you in my prayers.
Gina Beshears <gtred26@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 10:22 AM CST
Dearest Zachary, you are in my daily thoughts and prayers. I have your book close to me always and we all know for sure that Cancer sucks. God Bless you and your family always. Austin/Angel_Wings.
Austin Wilson <wilhope@nb.sympatico.ca>
Moncton, NB Canada - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 8:52 AM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott: Keep following your "instincts" - they have served Zachary well! In regard to what Zachary knows, admits or retains regarding his care and prognosis - the most important FACT is that he KNOWS that he is surrounded by unconditional LOVE! Hoping for a good day with some rest all around....
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 8:05 AM CST
I've been a long time reader and prayer warrior for Zach - just not an active commenter. Today I feel compelled to comment. I wanted to let you all know that my thoughts and prayers are with Zach, as well as with you. As a parent, I can't even begin to imagine the heartbreak you are feeling every day. I wish there was more I could do - but prayer is all I can offer. God Bless.
Amie Steger <ajsteger34@marianuniversity.edu>
Waupun, WI USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:54 AM CST
Love and prayers to all of you... Keep making special memories...
Hugs Deneen
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@comcast.net>
Enola, PA USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 7:29 AM CST
Storming the heavens for you......
Manda/Angel_Wings <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!! - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 5:48 AM CST
Like many have stated here, there are no words. Just wanted to let you know along with your many friends, there are "strangers" out here who are praying for more good days and memories made, that forever you'll hold in your heart.
maryann
- Tuesday, January 6, 2009 3:59 AM CST
The following is in honor of Zach.... (good thing this page doesn't have audio)
Pfffttttttthhbbbbbtttttttppppppppttttt !
(Not very ladylike, I know, but I hope you're smiling)
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 10:37 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
My heart hurts to read your words and to think how tough these days are for you all. I know that the memories you are making now will be of comfort to you in the future, when you look back on this difficult time and recall the living that you've done during these days. I will pray for more good days, good hours, even good moments like today playing the Wii, however briefly. This may be the hardest thing you ever do, but you will face it with love and passion as you do everything else. And you will look back and know without a shadow of a doubt, that you both did the best for your child that any parent could ever do.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC 28035 - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:45 PM CST
Just stopping back by tonight to let yall know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. The three of you have taught me so much. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with all of us. We're all praying for you.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 8:42 PM CST
All I can do is pray for you...and that is exactly what I am doing thru the tears.
DebH
Dent, MN USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:45 PM CST
I am so glad that Zachary had a good day. Praying very hard for many more....
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:37 PM CST
heres to your fighter, and to your wonderful love and bravery and courage..you have taught him well to live.
You are in our prayers.
Mary alice dorschel mom of Lizzie, age 16, brain tumor survivor <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 5:59 PM CST
sending big cyber hugs to your family. I wish there was more I could do.
THis breaks my heart. Cancer SUCKS.
Heather, mom to Brianna www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine daughter to Pete, www.caringbridge.org/visit/petek
Syracuse, ny USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:05 PM CST
Reading this makes me ache for you all. I have followed your story for years and I hate what is happening to your family. I cried through this entire update. Thinking and praying for you in Ohio....
katy <themyers@frognet.net>
kitts hill, oh usa - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:03 PM CST
Thinking of your family and keeping you all in my prayers.
Rosie
Windham, ME - Monday, January 5, 2009 3:54 PM CST
God bless you and may you find a way to get those transfusions so you can enjoy many more days like yesterday.
(BTW, I went back and read your entire journal - yes, 6 years worth - a couple of weeks ago. You will notice the name of the town where I live; it's not far from Pontotoc. I had to laugh at your entry from the trip to Memphis. I think the Days Inn where you stayed was only about 10 miles from my house. And in case you were wondering, the names are of Indian descent.)
Teresa Farris <teresafarris@hotmail.com>
Mantachie, MS - Monday, January 5, 2009 3:27 PM CST
love to all of you!! zachary continues to be an inspiration to us all!
nikki from the nb blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 3:24 PM CST
My heart is hurting for you guys. I cannot imagine what you're going through. Supporting you from afar.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Monday, January 5, 2009 2:52 PM CST
Dear Rebecca: It is so hard to not say the "wrong" thing to a mom going through all that you are. Scott uses the journaling as an outlet to laugh, cry, share Zachary, you/your family, vent, rant and rave and you are often the quiet, unsung hero albeit by your guys side. While Scott has ALWAYS made it clear what a wonderful wife and mother you are and that you and he are an incredible team (big emphasis on team aka dynamic duo) - even when it meant taking turns, you were always united in your goal to do everything and anything in Zachary's best interest. Having gently tried bantering with loving and respectful sarcasm with Scott in the past (he is the master) I tread lightly in just specifically addressing you, your pain, heartache and not just a mother, but as a wife too. I am sure along with your own pain, watching/caring for Zachary - Scott AND you are BOTH quite fragile and exhausted mentally and physically. Watching Scott with Zachary and the love they share is heart wrenching for you too. Truely, I am hopeful that this is not one of the overstepping taboo topics - I just wanted to honor individually the quietest member of the family.
I have to say that I personally am a bit offended with all the sympathy and attention (good and bad) that John Travolta is getting over the loss of their son. Jett's mom's heart is every bit as broken as his dad's. I know it is not a whose sad contest and Scott has truly been incredible and so honest in his total sharing, it is just that??? - guess the best explanation is that I am a mom so I can appreciate a loving and devoted mom AND wife's breaking heart. So please if I said it wrong, ask Scott to reword it correctly for me,just know that my only intention is just to lend a wonderful lady, who isn't as vocal, a hug and mention now special you are!
With love, support, and wishes for continued strength, courage, more special good memory making times to you three + your extended family and close friends. XXOO-from my heart to yours!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 2:40 PM CST
Scott, Zachary is truly amazing! He is so brave and such a fighter. I wish there were words to ease your aching hearts but I know there are none. Please know I am holding each of you very close to my heart and keeping your names on my lips and in God's ears constantly. God bless each of you.
Sending love and hugs your way,
Tammy at Angel Wings
- Monday, January 5, 2009 2:40 PM CST
Scott, you and Rebecca are doing such a wonderful job for your wonderful child. Zachary knows what is happening but his mind will not let him dwell on it. Keep him safe and happy and enjoy every minute you can get. Keep his freinds close to him as that is as important for you and Rebecca as it is for Zachary. Praying for all of you every day.
Betty McCloskey <richnb2@aol.com>
Vero Beach, Fl - Monday, January 5, 2009 2:19 PM CST
My heartbreaks as you describe the bad days and then I rejoice that you had an awesome Sunday! Zach, I'm so proud of you for living each day and taking every opportunity to enjoy it. Those memories will be so precious to your mom and dad plus everyone else who loves you.
Thanks for sharing your life with us.
Prayers and hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Monday, January 5, 2009 2:14 PM CST
Scott and Zachary...I have no words of comfort, only love and prayers
God Bless,
Carol/Angel_Wings
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Monday, January 5, 2009 1:50 PM CST
I'm so sorry! It sounds like Zach is still a shining light in a dark world. Savour the happy moments and know that others hold you up in prayer.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Monday, January 5, 2009 1:44 PM CST
In my thoughts and prayers.............
Linda
Linda Resinger
Farmington, MO - Monday, January 5, 2009 1:20 PM CST
Zach and your family are in my prayers!
Julie Martin
San Antonio, TX USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 12:59 AM CST
Zachary is so very special. He is lucky to have you both as parents. Sending love and prayers from the north.
Beth S.
MA - Monday, January 5, 2009 12:43 AM CST
Zachary is as much a hero and warrior as any soldier who has entered the field of battle. Victories are hard won and often small...it doesn't make them any the less sweet. It is an honor to know of this boy thourgh the web and the eyes and words of his equally honorable parents. May God give you 1000 more days just like the one you describe.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 12:14 AM CST
What to say? There are no words. Tears and smiles combined. Praying for more wonderful days together. I can't even begin to imagine the conversation you had to have with your son. It's something that nobody should ever have to do. I pray that you feel peace in knowing that you have all fought as hard as you could, that for some reason, this is how your journey is to go. You are all always in my thoughts and prayers. Not an hour goes by that I am not hoping and praying that you are still together and that Zachary is able to enjoy the time he has.
Love and prayers
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Monday, January 5, 2009 12:13 AM CST
I have no words. You and your family have my deepest sympathy. You should all be proud at how outstanding you have handled all of this. Zachary is so very lucky to have you and Rebecca as his parents. I wish for more fun filled Wii games, loud farts and laughter!!
ellie <ellieedwards@comcast.net>
Woodbury, NJ United States - Monday, January 5, 2009 12:01 AM CST
I recently came across your caringbrdige site from another. I just wanted to say you and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. No family should have to go through what you are going through. I also wanted to say your family and your son are an inspiration. I hope and pray to never go through what you are going through but if God decides it is his will I hope and pray I face it with the same strength, grace, courage and dignity that you all have. Your son is blessed to have had you two for parents...and even more so I am sure you feel blessed to have had your son. I pray you have many more good days to make more wonderful memories to fill your heart on those days when eventually you will be missing him. Just please know I am praying for you all.
Juliet
NJ - Monday, January 5, 2009 11:54 AM CST
so glad to hear you had an awesome day. sometimes i wish that the car trips were as simple to cure with some car motion sickness stuff. then he could go to the mall and other places without worrying about it wiping him out but i guess the world never makes things that easy. children are such great fighters and im glad to hear he has so much more fight in him. thinking of you guys and hoping for many many more great days.
becky miller <me147_me@yahoo.com>
amherst, ny - Monday, January 5, 2009 11:15 AM CST
I am amazed at the man Zachary is and the fight he shows. We should all be that strong. I pray for his and your strength to continue. Wish I could do more. But there is nothing - that sucks! I pray for Zachary specifically every morning and every night.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, January 5, 2009 11:00 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary - today as always, I am inspired by your story. Thank you for allowing all of us to benefit from your wisdom, your journey.
Yours is an amazing family, with amazing love, and undeniable strength.
I pray for peace for you all.
Blessings,
Meg
Megan Christian <whscoachmeg@comcast.net>
Roseville, Ca - Monday, January 5, 2009 10:41 AM CST
YOU AND YOUR WIFE ARE EXCELLENT PARENTS, NEVER DOUBT THAT!PRAYING FOR COMFORT AND NO PAIN. KNOW THAT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY!
J BERG <JBFARMS@WIKTEL.COM>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 10:14 AM CST
I appreciate you for being brave enough to share your journey with such candor.
So we're here, and praying for your son and all who love him.
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:52 AM CST
I am so very sorry. I know you feel so very helpless and every bit of my being wants to make it all better. I only wish I could do something to help. I am praying for peace and many many more "GOOD" days for Zachary. You are all so brave and Zachary is the most awesome warrior I have ever known. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:40 AM CST
My thoughts are with and prayers are with you everyday. How great that you had a good day with Zach.
Genna
Genna Bailey <genevieve33436@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 9:32 AM CST
God bless zachary with continued strength of spirit
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 9:28 AM CST
Glad to hear you had a good day with Zach. You and Rebecca are such great parents being strong and making the best choices for your son. As always I pray for your strength through this time.
Kristie <skaa@bellsouth.net>
Jensen Beach, Fl USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:23 AM CST
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 9:21 AM CST
These times can lead to some of the best memories. When my dad was dying in the hospital and on so many meds he was out of his mind, he said "Should I get the gun and shoot your mom or do you want to?" I remember being totally horrified, where did that come from? Now I can look back and chuckle, he did not have a clue as to what he was saying. Hang on to those funny comments and they will help comfort you down the road. Know that you are wonderful parents and you are doing an amazing job at dealing with what life has handed you. God Bless you!
Cheryl <cstein@gra.midco.net>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 9:09 AM CST
I am SO glad to hear that Zachary is still in true form - a FIGHTER - Way to go! I am still praying for miracles.
Believe...
Hope...
Trust...
With God ALL things are possible. Matthew 19:26
My heart is with you all. Angel Hugs- Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 8:41 AM CST
((((Hugs))))
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Monday, January 5, 2009 8:18 AM CST
Keep up the fight. I admire all of your strenght and courage. Praying for you.
Kandi
Chalybeate, KY usa - Monday, January 5, 2009 8:04 AM CST
Checking in- as I often do- sending all the love, peace and comforting energy I can muster.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Monday, January 5, 2009 7:58 AM CST
Wow. What amazing parents you and Rebecca are. I deeply admire how you are traveling this road with so much grace. (You made me cry this morning, but then I laughed out loud at the fart story.) I pray that no matter how many tomorrows you all have, that they are filled with peace and laughter. Keep fighting.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
CA - Monday, January 5, 2009 7:46 AM CST
Zachary you are a true warrior in every sense of the
word! May God's peace be with you as we continue to hold
each of you so very close in our hearts and our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <byangeltrish@aol.com>
Pall Mall, TN USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 7:37 AM CST
Zachary is on my mind a lot, not to mention my prayers. All of you are.
You don't owe anyone an explanation as to what you are doing and why. Just keep doing what you have always done, loving your son.
Praying for some more good days...al biet, perhaps smelly days if Zachary is to be Fart King.
Michelle <MichelleATierney@aol.com>
Grafton, MA USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 7:25 AM CST
I just wanted to stop by and check up on Sir Zachary. Please know you have been on my mind and in my prayers. I am praying for more good days for you all.
Vicki C/AngelWings
Vicki Corson
- Monday, January 5, 2009 7:23 AM CST
God Bless you all--Zachary is in my prayers--Scott and Rebecca also-Mimi Bunny
barbara waldron <imb4ubunny@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl us of a - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:17 AM CST
Zachary is facing a situation that most adults are ill-equipped to handle, and he is doing so with strength and determination. Scott, you and Rebecca are facing a situation that NO ONE is equipped to handle, yet still finding the generosity to share yourself with the rest of us. I just want you to know how much I admire your entire family. My specific prayers last night when I went to bed were that Zachary would find relief from any pain during this time (and I even lobbed up a "I'm sure they wouldn't mind a last-minute miracle" as well) My specific prayer this morning will be for another fifty good days, just like you mentioned.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:11 AM CST
This is umbearable to 'watch' unfold after all these years of lurking.. laughing at Zach's antics.. feeling like he would beat this beast. You are so brave to share your lives with all of us out here.. please know how many strangers think of you each and every day and pray for you all .. You and Rebecca were both chosen for Zachary.. he couldn't have better parents.. and it seems like he knows that. You are all in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Rosemary
Albany, NY - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:08 AM CST
Greatful for the good times....so sorry you are all going through so much suckage!!! You are in my prayers
vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, IN - Monday, January 5, 2009 6:05 AM CST
Once again, I am in tears after reading your update. Every single day, my days starts and ends with your family in my thoughts and prayers, and every hour in between. I'm praying for good days ahead, with many beautiful moments.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:39 AM CST
You are in my special thoughts and prayers! I cannot help but cry. May you be surrounded by God's love and peace.
Carol K / Angel_Wings
Toledo OH
Carol Kanfield
Toledo, OH USA - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:37 AM CST
I know that I have said this before, but Zachary is such an amazing young man! Through all that he has faced, he still has the ability to crack jokes. He knows what is going on and still chooses to be strong instead of breaking down. I wish that I had 1/4 of the strength that he has. I pray for many more wonderful days where you can all enjoy one another with conversation and interaction.
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Monday, January 5, 2009 5:03 AM CST
Well, in the words of Starbuck on the new Battlestar Galactica, when asked what the plan was when facing a new Cylon incursion:
"We do what we've always done. Fight 'em 'til we can't."
Hope you don't mind my geek moment, but it was the first thing that came to mind when you were describing your conversation with Zachary. He's an amazing kid! I hope you get as much "quality" as possible in the remaining fight.
Comfort and strength,
Kerry <kerrymurray7@gmail.com>
Tucson, AZ 85712 - Monday, January 5, 2009 0:05 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca, Zach - you guys have my whole hearted thoughts and prayers. I cry each time I read the journal and I don't even know you guys personally. I just can't imagine what it is like to do what you do. I have the utmost respect for you all and am glad to have "known" you guys through the internet.
Hugs, thoughts, good vibes, prayers, and everything else I can think of are sent to you each day as I check the site. Thank you for sharing.
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:36 PM CST
Zach, Scott and Rebecca...
We continue to hold you in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Thank you God, for the great day Zach had today, praying for more and more!
Sending you all lots of love,
Eva and Rodney <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:13 PM CST
Tears are flowing, no words except to say we have you all in our prayers.....
Michelle <mbaberant@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:12 PM CST
Z-Man, Rebecca and Scott, just stopping in to say hey. We continue to send lots of prayers and good thoughts ya'lls way.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:25 PM CST
Dear Scott,
A greater guy there never was :)
You are "fixing" everything just as it was meant to be fixed. You are doing an awesome job and so is your wife. I am stragner to you but know this...my head does not hit the pillow at night or leave it in the morning with out a prayer for your boy. Twenty one years in peds. oncology nursing has taught me a thing or two, mainly...you just never know until you are there and by God you should never judge until you are!
With continued prayers for peace and comfort.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:04 PM CST
Stoming Heaven with prayers for Zach & his famliy. When I used to live in Fla., there was a compnay called Pediatric Services of America that did all kinds of pediatric home health care, including hospice & at that time they did do blood product infusions at home, however we are talking about 15 years ago....just a thought & hope it did not offend you.Praying for God's grace & peace to surround Zach & you in this difficult time. God Bless You All!
Love,
Beth
Beth Rathburn <justinsmom87@hotmail.com>
Grosse Pointe, MI USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 8:41 PM CST
Love and Prayers to All of you! I read daily and have not yet written but know we are praying for you all and Zach especially for your comfort during this all on a daily basis!
Christina McIntosh & Family
Jensen Beach, FL USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 8:16 PM CST
Praying for you guys and especially Zachary.
Alisa Bentley
Chapmanville, WV - Sunday, January 4, 2009 8:07 PM CST
Hey Zach its Kyle and family. Really like the hooters girls picture. Good Job! Best wishes
Kyle Sandler <ksandler2@verizon.net>
- Sunday, January 4, 2009 7:41 PM CST
I have only recently met your family through a fellow neuroblastoma warrier, Sarah Smith. I'm a high risk obstetrician and see parents struggle with difficult decisions on a daily basis... It is very difficult to feel powerless and incapable of "fixing" everything... your love and compassion for Zachary are amazing, and he is very fortunate to have parents advocate for him as you do. My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time.
Tracy M
Salt Lake City, UT - Sunday, January 4, 2009 6:46 PM CST
I continue to pray for all three of you. I cannot imagine going through this ordeal and my heart breaks for everyone involved. I have followed Zachary's story for many years and it is obvious that you and your wife have ALWAYS made the very best decisions concerning Zachary. I am always amazed (and usually more than slightly amused) at your candor. You are an amazing man and the best father a son could have. Please know that you are prayed for daily here in NC.
Missy <pigskinchick@gmail.com>
Shelby, NC - Sunday, January 4, 2009 5:33 PM CST
My heart aches for all of you... it's bad enough to be walking with Zach in this way but awful to have to educate the caregivers around you about pediatric hospice. (I am taking note....) I lit a candle at church for you this morning and am holding you in my prayers... wish I had the $10K... wish there were a way to 'fix it' but alas, that is not in my power.
Lee
Rutland, VT - Sunday, January 4, 2009 4:42 PM CST
I can't imagine being in your position, not being able to "fix" it is really tough. You guys are amazing, the care of your son has and will always be your #1 priority, you all have done and will continue to do what is best for him. I pray everyday for your strength and for Zach's peace, comfort, and strength. I wait for your updates, not because it is like T.V. to me, but because I think and pray for you daily and think your strength and humor through all of this is admirable. You, Rebecca, and esp. Zach are in my heart. Keep hanging in there. Where can I send the 10,000 dollar check?? :)
kristin gauldin <kefleetwoo21@tntech.edu>
Chattanooga, TN - Sunday, January 4, 2009 4:09 PM CST
You're doing everything you possibly can to benefit the present needs/wants of your son; my hats off to you both.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 4, 2009 2:11 PM CST
Arms around you.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 1:26 PM CST
just thinking of you all and hoping for as much good time as possible
cindy rachemilowitz <cbr1958@mac.com>
staatsburg, ny usa - Sunday, January 4, 2009 1:17 PM CST
Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless all of you.
Angel Hugs, Julie---Angel_Wings
Julie Price <angel_collector@ymail.com>
Newark, Ohio USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 1:02 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
You all are in my prayers. I pray for strength and peace for you two as parents. You are going through so much right now, I am so sorry! I also pray for Zachary's pain and emotional state. I read you everyday for updates on him. I don't truly know you but I feel like you are family. I love you guys!!
Teressa
NC - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:51 AM CST
Thinking of yall always and keeping you in my prayers.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR United States - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:29 AM CST
Sending hugs and prayers to you all. There are no words to express the sorrow and pain I feel for you.
Debbie <hunbeez@gmail.com>
Navarre, - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:00 AM CST
Scott and Family,
We heard about your family years ago when we lived Cape Coral, FL. We have been keeping up over the years and someone recently notified me about things currently. Our prayers are with you. As a Dad with a kid with cancer, I completley understand where you are coming from and I pray for grace for you.
May God be your strength in the days to come.
thinkHOPE,
Mark Horrocks
Habitat for Hope
www.habitatforhope.rg
Mark Horrocks <mark@habitatforhope.org>
Memphis, TN USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:46 AM CST
Zachary & Family,
You are in my special thoughts and prayers. May you be surrounded by God's love and peace.
Gentle Angel Hugs,
Carol K / Angel_Wings
Icy Toledo OH
Carol Kanfield
Toledo, OH USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 8:32 AM CST
Constantly thinking of your family - Praying for you all. Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 7:33 AM CST
This is the first time I have been to your site. I am so amazed when those not walking our paths seem to know what we "should do" or "should have done". I know the advice is usually given with pure motives, just not always with clear vision.
God bless you in this journey. I suggest what you "should do" is enjoy each and every moment with your child, caring for him the way you obviously have all along.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
dx NBIV 8/2006, currently NED
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 7:28 AM CST
I wish I had a magic cancer wand. Sending you a million good wishes and prayers.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:43 PM CST
Do know that when my husband was ill, your journals helped me cope as a caregiver and as an advocate. When I was on hold for thirty minutes with Blue Cross, I would think of your rants about your insurance issues. You have helped many more than you will ever know.
I have read about Zachary for years. I am hoping for some good days for all of you.
Lee
Richmond, VA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:32 PM CST
Just know that I'm thinking about you. (and I'm not saying that *only* because I can't think of anything else nice to say, but because I can't think of anything to say at all that is any more profound than: This totally sucks and I'm so very sorry.)
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:11 PM CST
I pray that Zachary has a much better day tomorrow. I pray for many more wonderful moments together for your family.
Wendy <octanebeetle@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:40 PM CST
My prayers are with you and your family during this time.
Heather
Nashville, TN - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:30 PM CST
Praying for your family at this very difficult time.
Tina Riga <vriga@verizon.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:48 PM CST
Hey guys-
Scott and Rebecca - you have done everything humanly possible for Zach since the day he was diagnosed. Every decision you make from here on out will be the right decision. No one else can or should judge you for any treatment options you may or may not decide on.
We are so glad we came down last month to see you all. Even given the circumstances, it was good to see Mitch and Zach hanging out and talking like the old days....weeks/months they spent in the hospital together all those years. They have always had a special friendship. We love Zach and pray for him and the both of you. You are like family to us and always will be.
Diane Mathis <stubby3620@aol.com>
Hickory, NC - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:27 PM CST
There are no words to say. Thinking of you all.
Carol
Garden Grove, CA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:18 PM CST
Unstoppable prayers of love and support for Zachary and this entire family..You guys are always in my thoughts and forever in my prayers..God Bless and comfort you
Kym/Angel_Wings
Kym Lewis <klewis@laborchex.com>
Flowood, ms USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:14 PM CST
Sending thoughts and prayers for strength, comfort, and peace. You are an amazing family and always will be.
Kathy Ryden <kmryden@gmail.com>
Summt, NJ USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:06 PM CST
My prayers for each of you for continuing wisdom and peace, for healing and for freedom from pain.
Jeanne <jkruss@gmail.com>
Strathmore, CA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:53 PM CST
I'm at a loss of words to say right now. I pray that God will bless your family with peace, love and strength. I wish somehow I could "fix" everything. You're right, cancer sucks big time.
Brenda <wduffy6633@aol.com>
Boca Raton, FL - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:48 PM CST
ZACHARY & FAMILY,
HELLO. YOUR FAMILY IS IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:46 PM CST
As always, keeping each of you in my prayers. I sure do wish I could send you that check and that money would make everything ok. Praying for PEACE for each of you!
JC
Louisville, KY - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:05 PM CST
ALWAYS behind you!!!! Praying for pain-free days for Zachary and support and love for all of you!
Nikki from the NB Blogathon <pookielocks@ymail.com>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:59 PM CST
I don't think there can really be any question in anyone's mind that you are doing, and always have done, what's best for your son. You have strength as parents, that most of us can only hope to have, if ever placed in a situation like yours.
Zachary is in my thoughts and prayers and I hope he's in comfort and peace.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:57 PM CST
"...I am confident that you will do the right thing for Zachary. You have been doing it for his entire life...."
A. Men.
Thinking of you in Texas (me in Texas, not you).
Jadine
Pflugerville, TX USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:43 PM CST
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:32 PM CST
Scott,
I am keeping Zachary, Rebecca, you, as well as all of your family and friends who also love Zachary in my heart and prayers. Two years ago my very dear friends the Evans lost their beautiful six year old, Hanna, to Wilm's Tumor(www.caringbridge.com/ky/hanna). Please know you are all thought of often...
Stephanie Moore
Simpsonville, KY - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:17 PM CST
Iam thinking of you and your wife and saying extra prayers for Zach. God Bless all of you and may he give you the peace and healing you deserve. You sound like a great parent.
Barbara
Keller, Tx United States - Saturday, January 3, 2009 3:51 PM CST
My heart aches for all of you as you are living every parent's nightmare. Do not question anything you have chosen to do for Zachary. It is obvious every choice you have made was done out of love for Zachary and with Zachary's best interest in mind. What an inspirational young man Zachary is!! The support that I read in the signing of his guestbook is a true testament of how many people he has touched. My prayers are with you.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, January 3, 2009 3:39 PM CST
You've been in my prayers for years and I can't tell you how much you have helped me as I battled Michaela's disease with her. Having been where you are, I can only say that you are doing everything "right". How can you not be? Who but you and Rebecca know Zachary better? Noone should need to help their child die, yet we do...
My only thought that may be of assistance is to get dark colored sheets and pillowcases. If Zach can't continue to travel for transfusions, this may help to conceil some of the evidence of bleeding. It was advice I received and used as Michaela was very platelet dependant, like Zach.
I wish, having been where you are, I had some words of wisdom or comfort, but I don't. Just know you are prayed for...
Kimberly Mease <kdknd@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 3:36 PM CST
As I wipe away the tears....as I feel such pain for you all...as I look at my children.....I PRAY for you all.
Scott, I hope you feel God sitting right beside you....he is! I get so angry when I see and hear the suffering as I want to know WHY, like everyone does....but I take a deep breath and I KNOW he is right beside us..all of us. I hope you feel him. I know your guy will feel him as he gets closer to his journey home.....Praying for you, hugging you and hoping you will reach out your hand to God and let him hold it....you are an amazing dad...an amazing person and a REALLY amazing writer.....
God Bless you!
Sherri Crouch <sherricrouch@sbcglobal.net>
tx - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:49 PM CST
Continuing to lift you up in prayer!
Love, hugs and prayers,
Joyce w/
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors ~~ 'In GOD We Trust!' ~~
Grandma to Abel -- http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/abeltyson ~~
Philippians 4:7
“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Joyce Tyson <joycat_tyson@yahoo.com>
Suwanee, GA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:33 PM CST
I have followed your son's story for some time and have prayed for him as well. It blows my mind that ANYONE could suggest that you HIS PARENTS should be doing anything differently! Regardless of anyone's opinion he is YOUR SON end of story. As a child psychologist I am very often faced with parents asking my "expert opinion" I always tell them that though they may see me as an expert on some issues at the end of the day they and they alone are the expert on what is best for their child. Praying for peace and comfort for you all in this journey.
Peg
usa - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:28 PM CST
It has been a long time since I have posted. Please know that I am praying for all of you. For Zachary to remain pain free and at peace and for you and Rebecca to find the strength somewhere inside to face each day. I pray that because of Zachary a pediatric hospice plan will begin so that other families will not have to deal with the things you have. Thinking of you often, Nancy
Nancy Engels
Appleton, WI United States - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:25 PM CST
My thoughts, prayers and tears are with you. If there weren't so many miles separating us, I would be there to do whatever I could possibly do to help in any way I could.
Hara Dwyer <bckbskc@aol.com>
Barre, VT - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:03 PM CST
I am so sorry that Zachary, and all of you had such a bad day.
My prayers continue to be with all of you.
Michelle <MichelleATierney@aol.com>
Grafton, MA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:42 PM CST
Hy I have been thinking about you all morning. I am busy etrying to get Jess packed up and off to Gainesvulle. She starts her classes on Tuesday. She will be moving there without me to hold her hand-or her hold mine! I will miss her so much when she is gone-her leaving reminds me of many things...I already cried at the grocery store this morning-
I cannot believe life has led your family here...I am praying for you. Much love-peace, Kathy
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:15 PM CST
Scott and Rebecca
I am humbled by your insights, passion and amazing family. Your journal isn’t like a reality show at all – and anyone who uses it to project their own feelings onto it misses the point. So I won’t talk about myself expect to say I have read your entries in terms only of silent (up to now) support from having some experience. You are holding your child’s heart in your heart – which is what we parents find we have to do when the kids are born. But your hearts are exceptional. I only hope that the people signing this guestbook who are holding your hearts in theirs can continue to help in some small way. I think of you and Zachery every day (sorry if this sounds weird – it isn’t meant to do; I am truly humbled and astounded by your capacity for love and profound understanding of Zach’s emotional life).
sue macpherson <sue.mcpherson@ntlworld.com>
Sheffield, UK - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:10 PM CST
~*~*~*~ Thy Will Be Done ~*~*~*~
"I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine" He said.
"For you to love the while he lives, and mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or twenty two or three,
But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you, and shall his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
For the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known forever grateful stay;
But shall the angels call for him much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
wi - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:02 PM CST
I'm a children's community nurse. I have been reading your journal entries for over a year. I admire your ability to articulate your thoughts and feelings. I admire the way you navigate the medical nightmare. The decisions you have had to make can never be easy but you have made them and for that I admire you. I hope that because of reading your journal I will be better placed to help support the children and families on my case load and for that I thank you.
I wish I could help in some tangible way but please know I am sending postive thoughts and good wishes every day.
Emma
England - Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:53 AM CST
Wanted you to know that I and the kids are thinking about you. May God give you strength to bear what no parent should ever have to bear.
Love,
Aunt Paula
Paula Sandfelder <psand@bellsouth.net>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:49 AM CST
Praying that things turn around and days are better for all of you. Praying that your local hospice gets a clue! Loved the book, though I went through several boxes of kleenx reading it. I love knowing that you will go on to fight this injustice. Just know how irrate and saddened I am that things could have been better.
Postcard Cindy
Cindy <clatoure@aol.com>
Sonoma, CA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:36 AM CST
Prayers raining down from Ohio
Annette Everly <netterly62@aol.com>
Powell, oh usa - Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:15 AM CST
So many tears being cried for your family. I wish there was a cure or a ptui ptui that would make this all go away, making him healthy and keeping him with you.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:10 AM CST
Mark has always said that the feeling of helplessness absolutely killed him. Like you said, some things you just can't fix.
Love you both.
Susie, Mark, Colton, Cannon, Katherine and Jakey Bear www.caringbridge.org/page/jakegriffin
sjg
Palm City, fl - Saturday, January 3, 2009 12:02 AM CST
Hi again, I am crying with you and I am so sorry for your pain. Please know that I do enjoy reading about your wonderful son everyday that you post. I will continue praying for your family and I will continue to cry with your family and I will continue to enjoy the humor that you can find in the horribleness of your situation. Debby Olson
Deb Olson <ole1226@aol.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:50 AM CST
We are thinking of you Scott, Rebecca and Zach. Thank you for sharing all that you do.
Margot and TeamSam
Margot Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:25 AM CST
Still praying...
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Saturday, January 3, 2009 11:12 AM CST
Right after reading your latest journal entry, I opened our local paper to this front page headline " HAVEN FOR SICK KIDS"- 'Nonprofit aims to build children's hospice'
The article says it will be the first children's hospice in Southern California, and they hope to have it established this year.
Thank you for sharing your journal with us.
It has made a difference in my life.
Pam Tuey <PTuey24680@aol.com>
Redlands, CA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:46 AM CST
I am thinking and paying for you all. May God Bless you.
Judy // Julian's grandma
Angel_Wings
judy avery <judya@averytools.com>
fort worth, tx usa - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:16 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
It is so hard to read this latest update knowing that there's nothing I can do to help Zach out. Know that I am thinking of you guys all the time and praying. My friends who have heard about Zach for many years now are also praying. You guys have always done the right thing for Zach. I've known that since the beginning. He's so lucky to have you as parents.
Love, Erin Doyle <boltsfan19@gmail.com>
Gainesville, FL - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:15 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I called our local hospice this fall when things looked like they could be taking a turn for the worst with Erin. I was completely disappointed in the attitude and services available. Thank you for writing about your experiences and encouraging us to know that things do not have to be that way. When we get to that bridge, I will come back and read again and again.
Here's wishing for sweet smiles from Z-man at some point today and peaceful rest for you all.
VB
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:08 AM CST
Praying for you! I just can't imagine!
Kellie <kelliekea@hotmail.com>
Tyler , Tx USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:03 AM CST
As I read your update that lump in my throat just gets bigger, my chest gets tighter, and my eyes burn with tears for all of you, so I can't imagine what you must be feeling. Please know that not an hour goes by that I am not thinking of Zach and all those who love him, and lifting you all up in prayer for peace and comfort, and more good days to make memories. With love from Tennessee, Stephanie, Chris, Peyton, and Maddie Ogle
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/peytoncogle
Stephanie Ogle <babypeyton2004@yahoo.com>
Chattanooga, TN - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:51 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary, I think about you many times a day and pray for your healing and strength. I am so sorry you are experiencing so many challenges with your home care. I used to work for Coram Home Infusion Services in the Chicago area. We administered blood products to adults and children in the home all the time. Many times the hospice companies were unable so we sent out our RN and products and administered the products to the patient. The Hospice company would subcontract out our services. I am not sure if Coram in Florida provides these services and if you would be interested. If so, I wanted to forward on the phone numbers to the 3 branches located in Florida. I apologize for not knowing exactly where Jensen Beach is located. Jacksonville: direct line 904-363-3089/toll free: 800-365-6275. Tampa: direct line 813-639-4500/toll free: 800-683-6987. Miramar: 954-431-3335/toll free: 800-683-6987. If none of these branches service your area, they may be able to refer you to who they would use. You may have exhausted this option already, but thought I would pass it along just in case. I will continue to pray for your family.
Kari
Orland Park, Il - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:48 AM CST
Praying for you....
Manda/Angel_Wings <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!! - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:42 AM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as of yesterday, the day before and even the day before that. As they as with you today and always!
Tom & Tammy Ripp <thosripp@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:40 AM CST
Dear Zachary, Thinking of you always and praying very hard for a miracle. You are in every thought and every prayer.
"Miracles have happened when God's people come together in prayer" Billy Graham
Sending you sunny thoughts today and always,
((( Hugs ))) Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:36 AM CST
I don’t have loads of money
I’d give it if I could
I don’t have magic answers
To make things turn out good
I’ve not walked in your footsteps,
Or lived through all your pain
When things you thought were better
Came crashing down again.
If doctors cannot fix it,
With knowledge they’ve acquired
And treatments have all failed
And options have expired.
Then now we turn to prayers
It’s time, we realize,
To make some precious memories.
To say the last goodbyes.
Be thankful for the years he had,
From Heaven up above,
I’d rather cry a million tears,
Than never to have loved.
I cannot give you wisdom
Or gifts of future years,
I only have a shoulder
To soak up all your tears.
.
Praying for You
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:26 AM CST
Thinking of your entire family today. Still hoping for a miracle.
katy <themyers@frognet.net>
kitts hill, oh usa - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:18 AM CST
Please know that my thoughts and prayers have been with the three of you since our first meeting. I continue to be amazed at your strength and courage. Zach’s presence in class often provided not only usually correct answers but humor as well. He has been a positive influence on so many of his peers. My prayers continue that in this incredibly difficult time you may feel God’s love surround, support, and uplift you.
Bernie Muckenfuss <muckenb@martin.k12.fl.us>
Stuart, FL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:15 AM CST
Dear Scott and Rebecca,
I am good friends with Eileen and Bryan Fandrey and they have shared with me about your precious Zach. My heart truly aches for all of you. You are a beautiful family and Zach is such a darling and handsome boy. Words can't express my feelings adequately and although I don't know you guys I hope you know that I care deeply, my family cares, and we are all praying for Zach. Much love, Christine and John Pannozzo and family
Christine Pannozzo <cap820@knology.net>
Clearwater, FL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:06 AM CST
Scott- there are no words. Only prayers for strength and peace for you and Rebecca -and peace and comfort for Zach. I admire the way you've handled this situation. A lesser man could not have done it. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Linda Gentry <pggentry@suddenlink.net>
Sulphur Springs, TX - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:03 AM CST
Dear Scott, Rebecca and Zac,
You are in my thoughts constantly every day and I doubt that will change any time soon. Scott, you are a guy. You fix things. You can't fix this. That sucks.
Only sending POSITIVE thoughts your way today ... all day to all of you.
Linnae Bosma <l.bosma@comcast.net>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:44 AM CST
Scott, this message is to you, the strength of your family. Thank you for your candor and your explanations of what most of us don't understand, only parents of cancer children understand and I am so sorry that you and Rebecca have been given that heavy burden. I too would ask a million questions of whoever I could find to talk to me. May the Lord hold you all so close as Zachary earns his precious wings...
Etta/Angel_Wings <grandmaettas@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:40 AM CST
My prayers are with you
Allison Reecer <allisonreecer@yahoo.com>
Woodstock, GA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:37 AM CST
I am so sorry that all of this is happening, and that it is all out of your control. I wish that we all had the power to stop cancer, and the devastation that it causes, because that would stop it altogether. But since we don't have that power, I want you to know that I am praying for Zachary, and for you and Rebecca. You and Rebecca are amazing parents, and I admire you both.
Hugs,
Ann
Ann Watts <BubbasOldLady@aol.com>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:29 AM CST
Scott, you are as always more diplomatic than most would be under the circumstances... If there is anything I can do to lobby those that could help make Zach more comfortable NOW let me know who to call or write. Later, when you're able to shift your focus more fully to solving this problems for others who have to follow this painful path, please let me know how I can help. Many of us regularly give blood, write checks and offer prayer; I hope we can find a way to help you do more by getting children's hospice care improved in Florida in honor of Zach and others like him.
As always my thoughs and prayers are with you and your family.
Cousin David
Roswell, GA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:10 AM CST
I am praying for you and wish I could afford to send a check for 10,000 or even 10,000,000 or even $10 but do know that my heart is breaking for you. I have lost a son..... I know there are no answers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:07 AM CST
I wish I knew how to help you now. I love you all and will remain here always.
Your strength has been outstanding.Your courage overwhelming your love neverending.
Becca I promise to do better today!! ;) Ok i will try to do better i cant promise anymore! xoxoxox
I just have such a hard time with the ammount of pain everyone is in and not being able to do anything to help. I dont know what to do now to help you.I have never walked these steps. I just hope you know you wont walk them alone. Yes im scared as hell and heartbroken beyond words.
I will put on my big girl face and hopefully we can have some laughs some tears and some turkey!
Scott, yes you are a guy. A guy i have known a very long time now. One of the sweetest softest guys I know. You have every rite to shed tears and some of them will be cleansing I wish i could take this all away.
YOu have been an amazing father and fixer upper, no you can not fix this but god knows you have done everything possible to fix and smooth the path ever step of the way. your a great dad!
We love you guys
Just Me <CANCERONLYSUCKSEVERYDAY@GMAIL.COM>
lost at sea, fl - Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:04 AM CST
I am praying for you all. I am asking the Lord to wrap his arms around you all today. And may he give you peace in the midst of the storm.
Tracy/Angel_Wings <maverickmom08@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 8:04 AM CST
I am praying for all of you...
Linda Puccio <lcpwp1@bellsouth.net>
Stuart, FL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:52 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
Continuing to hold you in prayer. Praying for pain free and comfortable days for Zachary.
As always, I continue to believe both of you are amazing parents doing everything in your powers for your son. Your continued strength and courage during this entire process is to be admired (as well as Zachary's strength and courage--he's definitely an AMAZING young man). Both of you have given tirelessly and endlessly to Zachary and that is to be admired. I know you would both move the earth for him if that would provide the cure.
I continue to pray for Zachary's miracle. I pray for more quality time as a family for you all. Praying for you all today and always.
Chrissy Van Berkum
Atlanta, GA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:48 AM CST
Praying that today is a better day for Zachary which would make it a better day for you guys.
You are doing great things for your son and never doubt the decisions you've made.
Hugs,
Connie F-G <cdlfg@cox.net>
LaVista, NE - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:36 AM CST
God bless. I came upon your site from Aiden's. Lisa asked for prayers for you and I have been checking on you ever since. I pray for you and your family, you already have love and faith, so I pray for peace. I hope Zachary has some more good days.
Kathi <ncsporthorse@yahoo.com>
NC - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:32 AM CST
I'm continuing to keep you and Zach in my prayers and hoping that he can have many more good days.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC United States - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:24 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zach-You have bravely opened a window and allowed us into your lives and given us the bare boned details of your battles. This is a measure of courage and awareness that is at once acutely stinging and also brave. Zach is an amazing person, who must have grown into his skin naturally from his wonderful parents. God Bless you and thank you so much for sharing this journey with us all....Through my tears, Mimi Bunny
barbara waldron <imb4ubunny@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl us of a - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:01 AM CST
Please know that my family and I are praying for your entire family.
Delores Watson <ncsu0219@nc.rr.com>
Clayton, NC U SA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:45 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca, there are no words really, but please know that we are praying for you all at this time.
The Fandreys - Bryan, Eileen, Bryan, Sarah, Emilie and Jakob <efandrey@comcast.net>
Woodstock, GA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:02 AM CST
I wish that there was some magic answer to take away all of your pain.....especially Zachary's pain. But, all I can do is pray. I pray for your peace and Zachary's comfort. I continue to hold you all close to my thoughts, prayers and heart! You have taught me so much about being a parent. I can assure you that I hold my daughters a little tighter because of all that I have learned through your updates. You truly are an amazing family and many people should learn valuable lessons from you. No family should ever have to fight this horrible MONSTER. CANCER SUCKS!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Saturday, January 3, 2009 5:52 AM CST
I am thinking and praying for each member of the Finestone family. Scott, I admire you and Rebecca so much for fighting so hard with Zachary. To try and tell you how to manage Zachary's care is wrong....but to tell you that you have a multitude of people out here in cyberspace that care about Zachary, you, and Rebecca is the right thing to do. God Bless Each of You as you battle this nightmare.
Sincerely,
Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:53 AM CST
Always praying for what's best for Zachary and your family. Asking God tonight for Zachary's comfort and your peace. My heart is with you. Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:53 AM CST
May God stand between you and harm in all the empty places you must walk...
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 2:13 AM CST
My thoughts are still with you. Prayers are going up all the time.
Great big bear hugs for you all!!!
Rae <rae-lawrence@sbcglobal.net>
Bristow, OK USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:58 AM CST
I'm thinking of you :)
Olivia <olivia.severini@aliceposta.it>
Rome, Italy - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:42 AM CST
praying,hoping, asking for God's hand to be upon you all.
Vicky <hoosiermomma2@msn.com>
Plainfield, IN - Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:05 AM CST
Dear Rebecca and Scott,
You have loved a lifetime, in your all-too-few years with your beautiful son. I am humbled by his and your strength throughout this journey, and by your relentless quest to give Zachary a real LIFE, lived to the fullest, while trying to find anything, anywhere, that might help him. If medical research, technology, medication and treatments, along with caring doctors and nurses, could come together and match even a fraction of your love, hope and determination, the evil that is cancer wouldn’t stand a chance. Don’t ever doubt that you did your best for your son.
Even after Zachary is gone, you will always be his loving parents, forever. Someday you will see him again, but for now I pray for blessed peace, for Zachary and for you.
Warm wishes, many prayers and hugs,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 0:37 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your extrordinary son with us all these years. You are the most excellent parents, always making life as "normal" for your boy as possible. He may not have the gift of years but he has had the gift of complete devotion from his loving parents. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
Wisconsin - Saturday, January 3, 2009 0:18 AM CST
You are absolutely a wonderful man, father and husband. You are fixing more than you will ever know.
Kathy
- Saturday, January 3, 2009 0:13 AM CST
Just stopping by to say hey. We are continuing to pray for you Z-man! Sending lots of hugs to all three of y'all.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 0:04 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca,
I'm sorry that today wasn't a better day. My prayers continue to be for happy days spent LIVING with Zachary, even if its only for a few minutes at a time. Any decisions you make for him regarding his care will be the right ones. I think there is no question of the love you all have for each other and that you both are the best advocates Zachary could have possibly asked for in this life. I've come to love reading your entries and "get" your sense of humor. Now my heart breaks for you going through this pain, this difficult time, and I pray for peace and comfort for you to make it through. You've touched so many through these pages, we've come to know and to love your son, and we cry with you.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:59 PM CST
I'm sad. Sad that today hasn't been good for Zach and sad that you, as parents, can't help make it better. That's what parents want to do. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. That is all I can offer.
kathy
Portland, OR - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:41 PM CST
Ah gee Scott! As always, very well said. Just keep doing what you're doing; only you and Rebecca know what's best for your family right now, and you're doing a hell of a job. Thoughts and hugs winging their way from California even as we speak.
Pat in CA <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
Antioch, CA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:41 PM CST
Praying...
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:39 PM CST
Hi Finestones,
Just checking in tonight to see how you are and, of course, we're deeply saddened that it was not a good day for any of you special three.
Over the many years of my ministry there have been numerous families in various congregations that have faced similar battles and long-term illness. However, your experience tops them all in terms of courage, tenacity, energy and faith employed in waging your battle. You have been an incredible model and inspiration to all who have stayed in touch through this medium and who have read your book. We've invited people here in the Sanibel, FL congregation I'm serving as an interim pastor to keep you in their regular prayers - that you will be blessed with the strength and courage required each day and that we believe only comes from God and all your many friends from around the nation and world.
You all have manifested unbelievable courage. You, Rebeccah and Scott, together with your great young son, Zachary, will be leaving a legacy that shall remain alive in tens of thousands of people. Zman's strong will, determination and positive attitude have been exemplary. He has been a true warrior and you have been right there with him, willingly and proactively waging every battle. We're continuing to stay in touch.
God bless you.
Love,
Dale and Dorie Kent
Dale and Dorie Kent <dgdakent@comcast.net>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:37 PM CST
You are VERY much in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you!
Sunny Walker <suntalkative@aol.com>
Bluffton, SC USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:34 PM CST
Praying that tonight is restful for everyone and tomorrow brings a good day...God's mercy is new EVERY morning.
Jennifer <jendoskal@yahoo.com>
St. Peters, MO - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:08 PM CST
I am so sorry for your family's pain.
Carol Fisher
Greenacres, FL - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:08 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Stacey
Tumwater, WA - Friday, January 2, 2009 11:06 PM CST
Zachary is lucky to have the parents he has.
God be with you all during these days.
Jennifer
- Friday, January 2, 2009 11:02 PM CST
Zach, you are my little buddy since you were in like 2nd grade. Im going to try to come see you soon i promise. i love you and stay strong.
Samantha Michaels <Sammayxjb@aim.com>
Jensen Beach, fl - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:56 PM CST
I can't even begin to imagine the heartache you are feeling. It is even more heartbreaking that you have to deal with all of this other 'stuff'...not fair at all. We support you 100% and if we were able, we would certainly support you financially. Unfortunately the US military doesn't pay too well...But we support everything you are doing, everything you have done, and we will continue to pray for you all. We are so sorry....so heartbroken...
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:48 PM CST
My heart just aches and aches and aches for you. If it is surreal and heartwrenching from this side, I can't begin to imagine how it feels from your end. I am so sorry things aren't getting any better. So sorry, it isn't fair.
Jacqueline <nicndavs@yahoo.com>
Southwestern, CT - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:47 PM CST
I am so sorry you all are going through this, it's just so ridiculous, all of it. You 2 are such wonderful parents and Zach is a wonderful child. This all sucks so much.
Jennifer <jlbunnyhoney@hotmail.com>
tampa, fl - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:45 PM CST
Sending hugs and prayers your way. If there is anything else you need just say the word. Sylvia
Sylvia Ostbye <symios@aol.com>
Palm City, FL USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:41 PM CST
Prayers to your wonderful family, thanks for sharing your beautiful child with us all. Not all things are fixable by us here on earth, your are doing your best. You are allowed to cry, this is not easy.
Debbie Roth <debbie.roth@comcast.net>
Brentwood, TN USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:39 PM CST
I've been sitting here for about six minutes staring at a blank comment box on the guest book. I don't know what to say. The only thing that keeps going though my head over and over is "I'm so sorry."
If my heart is breaking, yours and Rebecca's must be in shreds.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Friday, January 2, 2009 10:38 PM CST
Always thinking of you all and praying for you with all of my heart. Sending tons of love and hugs your way.
Lavender <lavenderbrooks16@hotmail.com>
Woonsocket, RI USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:16 PM CST
Hope you are accepting cyber hugs of support and can take some small comfort in believing that you are in the hearts and thoughts of so many!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 2, 2009 10:05 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers-Chel/Angel_Wings
Chel Demeter <michelledemeter@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 2, 2009 9:10 PM CST
We are currently inpatient at St. Mary's and overheard the nurses talking about Amazing Zach. We met him over the summer. Zachary has been blessed with the most wonderful parents! I admire your will,determination and advocacy to let Zachary live life to the fullest, just how we all should always live. I'm loving the hooters pics. :-)God Bless you all.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/oliviajimenez
Ginger <ginn@aol.com>
west palm beach, fl - Friday, January 2, 2009 8:57 PM CST
Dr. MacArthur is awesome!
Colette <colettemcknight@bellsouth.net>
PORT SAINT LUCIE , FL - Friday, January 2, 2009 8:53 PM CST
Scott, Rebeca and Zachary, I certainly am not going to debate the right way to handle the future with you, but I personally think you are doing a wonderful job, and making decisions based on what is happening in your lives and in Zach's life. I dearly love all of you and keep you all in prayer. I pray Zachary has many many good days left. (I loved the photos of his girls) Still believing in miracles!!
Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:19 PM CST
I hope you all had a wonderful New Year's together. I hope that Zachary was able to enjoy it. Thank you to Dr. Macarthur and to Kathy for their words. Kathy really put it into perspective for me. We all need to be careful not to judge and to just be there for those we love. We don't have to agree or give advice. Just be there. That's all any of you need. Especially Zachary. He is surrounded by love and I can't think of anything that could be better for him.
Thank you once again for sharing your journey with us, for helping us to know how to be there for our loved ones. For showing us the light in a time of darkness. You have blessed my life.
My love and prayers are with you.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Friday, January 2, 2009 2:23 PM CST
You guys are amazing parents and you are doing the right things always for Zachary because you love him and that is evident to anyone who has followed this wonderful family for any amount of time at all..God Bless you guys and you have all of our prayers and love..!!!
Kym/Angel_Wings
Kym Lewis <klewis@laborchex.com>
Flowood, ms usa - Friday, January 2, 2009 2:05 PM CST
I think that what y'all have done for Zachary is the best for him. Let him live everyday to the fullest! Ian and Kelly are dear friends of mine and the things they have told me just AMAZE me! The bond that your family has is just unbelievable! You guys are in my prayers.
Dana <dmbrantl@valdosta.edu>
Valdosta, GA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:36 AM CST
God Bless that doctor! You are amazing parents to an amazing son
God Bless you all
Carol/Angel_Wings
Nana to Angel ^^John Eric^^ (NB) http://www.carepages.com (johnericbartels)
http://www.thejebfoundation.com
Carol Brothers <carolab7@comcast.net>
Finksburg, Md. United States - Friday, January 2, 2009 9:51 AM CST
What a wonderful doctor! God bless him! Thank you Lord for the people you have put in the path of this beautiful family and hold them ever nearer today and the days to come... Amen.
Tracy/Angel_Wings
Tracy/Angel_Wings <maverickmom08@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, January 2, 2009 7:49 AM CST
Each and every day I see how very much you three love each other and are not wasting one precious minute of the time you have together. Loved the Hooter's girls. Have a blessed day!
Becky
Wendell, NC USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:23 AM CST
I hope that you had a restful night and I'm praying that today is a good day for you.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:10 AM CST
Praying for you all this morning.
God bless you
Debbie/Angel_Wings
- Friday, January 2, 2009 6:55 AM CST
Once upon a time I used to know everything.
Then my niece got a brain tumor and died and and after that my son got one.
Everything I thought I knew amounted to nothing.
So now I learn from folks like you. You seem to be doing things just right, and I bet if you asked Zach, he'd agree.
So keep on...
Kathy, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 0:54 AM CST
Yep, there you have it. 'Nuff said. As if we needed proof. We believe in you.
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Thursday, January 1, 2009 10:29 PM CST
Thank you, doctor. Scott and Rebecca you are amazing and wonderful parents. God love you! I continue to hold Zach and all of you in my heart and my daily prayers.
I love you!
May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after,
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter.
~~ Anonymous
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
Polly from Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:46 PM CST
Kudos to Dr. MacArthur ... not for letting YOU know what you are doing is right for your family, because you already know it. But for letting anyone else out there who might have doubts know it as well.
Kristie Escoe, mom to Kendrie (ALL) <kristieokc@cox.net>
Bethany, OK USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:43 PM CST
there was never any doubt about the care that zachary has received by you and rebecca, I'm always in your corner.
With much love and respect.
nancy irving <bnirving@sympatico.ca>
toronto, ontario canada - Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:12 PM CST
'nuff said!! Bravo doctor!! Scott, we've known all along that you and Rebecca were doing the right thing. Hugs to Zachary.
New Year's blessings........
Linda
www.carepages.com/carepages/dalescancerpage/
Linda Resinger <resinger15@bigrivertel.net>
Farmington, MO - Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:03 PM CST
BRAVO!
Kathy Charlton
Kathy Charlton <ckcharlton@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 8:31 PM CST
Happy New Year Finestones. Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you guys,and praying for good days, which it sounds like Zachary is having, what with the Hooters girls coming to visit. Its great that he got to have that experience, and he looks quite happy in the pics, too! No question you guys are doing everything possible for him, I won't bash the people that left you the message about transfusions, but I know when I read it I wondered why anyone would be so presumptious to think that they know better than you what is best for your child. I'll keep checking in and praying for many wonderful days ahead spent with Zachary.
Sherri Ross <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC - Thursday, January 1, 2009 7:30 PM CST
Praying for you from Ohio.
God Bless You!
Linda/Angel_Wings
Linda Wells
Pickerington, Ohio - Thursday, January 1, 2009 7:28 PM CST
Scott, Rebecca and Zachary,
I am not a doctor, nor am I a parent of a child with cancer. I am just a mom who stumbled upon and has been inspired by your story of love and courage. I didn't need a doctor's words to know that you are doing what's right for your son and family, but I am glad you have those words. Zachary is a young man. He will let you know, whether it be through his words or his state of being, when it is time. Only you who are living every moment with him can know what is right.
Wishing and praying for many more good days.
Bethany Moore <themoorefive@comcast.net>
Poughquag, NY - Thursday, January 1, 2009 7:08 PM CST
Amen, and Amen.
Happy New Year and lots of hugs,
Juliet <us_browneyes@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 6:40 PM CST
God bless that Dr. for reassuring you that you are absolutley doing the right thing for Zachary! You will ALWAYS be amazing parents!!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:44 PM CST
Go DOC! Thinking of you and praying for your family today. Hope Zachary is able to enjoy many good moments with family and friends as this New Year begins. Hugs-and prayers- Kim/Angel_Wings
Kim <miller.k1971@yahoo.com>
Lecompte, La USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:43 PM CST
I hope that today was a good day for Zachary. I pray that you are able to create many more wonderful memories. He is lucky to have you as his parents.
Shawna/Angel_Wings
http://mommysms.spaces.live.com
Shawna Singleton <mommysms@hotmail.com>
Hantsport, NS Canada - Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:39 PM CST
and there you have it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wishing only the best for all of you today
remembering you in my prayers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:44 PM CST
Thinking of you all on this New Years Day and praying that Zach is comfortable.
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:28 PM CST
Saying a special prayer for your family today...
Love, Ginger/Angel_Wings
Ginger
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 2:32 PM CST
I have been following your story for a few years and while I can honestly say I don't know what it is like to be in your shoes, I can say that there does not seem to be any one good method in dealing with the situation at hand. Every family needs to do what is right for their family, for their situation and for their child. The two of you have done that for your child. I continue to say a prayer daily for you and certainly wish things could be different. Enjoy and treasure your time together. By the way - awesome tatoo's and I'm sure you fulfilled any boys dream with the Hooters girls - way to go.
Kelly Ellsworth
MI - Thursday, January 1, 2009 2:32 PM CST
Dr. is absolutely right...you are doing what is right for Zachary and that is all that matters. I hope you can enjoy your day with your son.
Corrie vanKampen <corrieander@thevankampens.com>
Edmonds, WA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 2:17 PM CST
Just wanted to say GOD bless you guys. As you know I lost my son Ashton in 2001 to a brain tumor after 7 years of fighting. We never withheld anything from him, including transfusions. We did everything to keep him happy and comfortable. Glad to here the Hooters girls came by, Ashton would have been in his glory. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I am truly sorry that any child and family has to go through this. I wish we could find the reason and fix it. I truly do care and wish you, Rebecca and Zachary the best.
Tish Blake <msblaket@aol.com>
PSL, Fl - Thursday, January 1, 2009 2:05 PM CST
It may be just a rumor, but is it true that the Hooter's Girls were just Zachary's warm up act - wondering if the Playboy Bunny's are on call for the encore???
Sincerely - Kuddos to Jim and the Hooter Girls....they are a tough act to follow with the smile they brought to Zachary's face!!
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:52 AM CST
Happy New Year Zachary, Rebecca and Scott! Zachary, you are the envy of pretty much every man in the world. Not one, not two but three Hooter's girls at your house! My husband was equally impressed and jealous. I have to say that's a pretty kickin' way to end the year.
We continue to send good thoughts, prayers and love your way. We hope every day gives you something to smile about.
The Hudson Family <hudsonkats@cox.net>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:25 AM CST
Happy New Year! You are right to keep doing what you are doing. I would be doing the same if my beautiful daughter were ever to get sick.
Brenda McCarthy <brendastitches@yahoo.com>
Virginia, IL - Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:23 AM CST
I'm praying for you.........
Manda/Angel_Wings <mandaandalanqueen@yahoo.com>
Erwin, TN USA!!!! - Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:13 AM CST
Scott and Rebecca:
I am sorry that Zach is in his current state. As the physician that diagnosed him with Neuroblastoma in March 2000, and as a practicing pediatric oncologist and pediatric hospice specialist, I find nothing wrong with transfusions for terminally ill pediatric oncology patients. I presently am taking care of a 14 year old patient with refractory neuroblastoma who is nearing the end of life. He is transfusion-dependent and would die within a month without transfusions. With transfusions, he is able to maintain some quality activity. Those moments allowed by this transfusion treatment are very important to the patient, family, and friends. I am confident that you will do the right thing for Zachary. You have been doing it for his entire life.
Craig MacArthur <craig.macarthur@leememorial.org>
Fort Myers, FL USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 10:17 AM CST
WOW....quality of LIFE..YES... Why just look at that beautiful handsome smile and the joy that beams from his face. You are all in my prayers and keep on keeping on... Sending a hedge of angels to surround you all...
Etta/Angel_Wings <grandmaettas@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:25 AM CST
It was great seeing you Scott & Zachary (hope Rebecca is feeling better)...I will stop by again on Friday morning with another gift. Happy New Year to all of you!
Colette <colettemcknight@bellsouth.net>
PORT SAINT LUCIE , FL - Thursday, January 1, 2009 9:08 AM CST
Happy New Year Finestone Family! Wishing you many "quality" days together to create precious memories!
Sherry Contento <Boberry608@hotmail.com>
Jupiter, FL - Thursday, January 1, 2009 5:00 AM CST
Scott, Rebecca, and Zachary
On the dawn of the new year, I want to wish your family the very best to live life to its fullest, whatever the future may bring.
I don't remember how I was drawn into your family, but I've read your writings, laughed when you laughed, and cried tears when you've cried. Make no mistake that you three have touched our hearts and souls in ways that are indescribable. By your unselfish act of sharing via the site, you've allowed us to make you an integral part of our family.
Say what may be said, but I walk into this new year with the thoughts that, even though I read the words, I still expect something to change. Something to come along and say "this is going to make it better". Your words equate to something that is shouted from the highest mountain "I am NOT going to quit on my son" to we are NOT going to quit on our Finestone Family.
As I've read your words, I find myself keeping quiet because I know that you are doing everything within your power to do what is best for Zachary, best for Rebecca, and best for yourself. And although we've never met, please be assured that there's a collective hug, prayer, and constant thought for your family.
I don't know what this new year brings for all of us, but we will walk it with the Finestones with heart and soul.
Scott Schwalbach <scott@schwalbach.com>
Bellevue, WA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 4:26 AM CST
Happy New Year Zachary and family. I said a prayer for you tonight that 2009 brings with it, peace, family, friends, laughs and many moments of love.
maryann
- Thursday, January 1, 2009 2:59 AM CST
ZACHARY & FAMILY,
HOPE YOU WERE ABLE TO ENJOY NEW YEAR'S EVE. I AM CLAIMING A MIRACLE IN 2009 FOR ZACHARY. HANG IN THERE.
SAMMY JAMES <sam_jam39@hotmail.com>
FLATWOODS, KY USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 0:22 AM CST
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